#im clogging up my blog with all of this rambling

[numberoneanika]

Honestly the roleplay blogs are stronger than I am because if I saw a post where people were saying my blog was annoying and calling me corny I would jump in a large pit and rot away

[correct-bangtannies]

I don't even like men and I'm somehow already a military wife, what goes on

PS. Don't open the tags unless you want a big ass wall of text of me rambling on your screen

[lockandkeyhyena]

little soldiers crane wives perhaps ?

added!

[mikashisus]

🪽 ꒱ RULES OF THE TEMPLE . . .

🏹 ꒱ 𝐁𝐘𝐅 + 𝐃𝐍𝐈 . . .

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𝐢𝐢 ꒱ ageless / blank blogs will be blocked. if you make me uncomfortable or i see content that im not comfortable with (such as you reblogging ships that i do not like), then i will block you.

𝐢𝐢𝐢 ꒱ feel free to interact as much as you want! please do not spam like, it clogs up my notifs. anons are more than welcome, and i accept name/emoji anons as well!

𝐢𝐯 ꒱ mutuals pls interact! we can share our ocs or just ramble about anything! i love interacting with you! non-mutuals, pls do not ask to be mutuals unless we have been interacting for awhile.

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🍃 ꒱ 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐓 . . .

𝐢 ꒱ very slow updates. because i have so many fics out and i can never focus on just one, all my fics have very slow updates and it might take me ages to finish them. sorry! (but ty for waiting <3)

𝐢𝐢 ꒱ i ramble a lot! which means i post many times a day and share my thoughts here! sometimes i reblog a bunch of things at once, so be warned lol.

𝐢𝐢𝐢 ꒱ i like to talk about my ocs! i will most likely start posting about them soon. you don’t have to interact, but it would be cool if you did! you can even ask questions if you’d like! (pls do, i love talking about my ocs)

𝐢𝐯 ꒱ i mostly write sfw and some suggestive content. very rarely do i ever write full on nsfw because it usually makes me uncomfortable. i am a fan of angst, and have little to no fics without it. i only write fem!reader and occasionally gn!reader. sorry, but i do not write male!reader.

𝐯 ꒱ some topics i write about may be sensitive to most. pls read through my warning tags carefully and steer clear if any of those topics trigger you.

[employee052]

guess who spent an hr fleshing out the lore for my tsp universe (aka what my blog is based off of, and also narry rn)

puttin this under the cut bc its long as fuck n i dont wanna clog up your dash djehfjsjf

(this was written on the bus so im so sorry for any errors skfjs)

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Fourth Wall AU

Characters:

The Narrator

Player/Oswin

Stanley

The Adventure Line/Lynne

Plot:

• The Stanley Parable (2013) started off as nothing more than a video game with a basic ai Narrator repeating a script with minor changes every run.

• Eventually, the Narrator gains consciousness but keeps to the game, trapping himself in repetition as opposed to trying to escape

• He has major issues with the endings such as the zending and the confusion ending. While he knows he was purely artificial originally, he prefers to ignore it and believe he is a real being with free will.

• Aside from the Narrator, everything in the game is coded. Stanley is just a vessel for the player, all the objects don't really talk, ad everything is planned, despite what the Narrator believes.

• He remembers every reset. Though not every ending in incredible detail. Endings like the Zending, Confusion, and the Skip Button are vague memories in his head. The skip button being a time-sped up ending and becoming a blur to him that he forgets normally.

• The Narrator knows about the developers, but cannot speak to them.

• All Stanley's input is from the players. The Narrator doesn't know this and just thinks that Stanley either has terrible memory or has vastly different mood swings.

• In the Not Stanley Ending, he realises that the player isnt the Stanley he believes he knows and splits them. Leaving the Player above the two doors room.

• The Narrator, in the HD remake, cant believe that there are real people. He knows of them, but knowing that they are with him in the game will give him an existential crisis/make him distressed, and as a result, reset the game (see: confusion, zending). So the game has a feature where it wipes his memories from the Player unplugging the phone up until they split.

• Things change when Ultra Deluxe comes out.

• The game is revamped completely, The Narrator can feel how smoother the game feels, especially since its running in unity despite it looking exactly like its 2013 version on the source engine (? fact check this)

• One major change is that the Narrator can hear some players as they play the game. Given that they have a working mic and all.

• Surprisingly he doesn't mind it. Enjoying getting reactions from his script despite the fact its real people.

• Ultra Deluxe loses the feature to reset the game if the Narrator gets too upset. Instead, its a plannes forced reset.

• Eventually, he ends up with a player whom he enjoys hearing the responses to. Responding to the Narrator like they were in a conversation as the player rambles. Internally, he's scared to break the fourth wall. Afraid it might spook the player and lose this one shred of genuine connection.

• They continue like this for a while. The narrator subtly changing the delivery of his lines to better suit the players moods. In turn the player responds as usual, without noticing that the Narrators dialogue is changing.

• Its subtle. Being more harsh and boring when they hear the player talking about an exam they should be studying for and not here playing the game so they can leave and do well. Being more soft when theres that all too familiar hurt tone in their voice while they play. Being a bit more snarky when they laugh at everything he says. The player even goes to the starry dome to study, and the Narrator feels like he is hanging out with a friend, knowing that the player would never go into the other room. (They have, once. then never again)

• At some point, the Narrator slips up and responds to something the player says and as while he fears a negative reaction, he gets a surprised gasp followed by a few noises he cant place before a "Is that new Narry dialogue?! lets fucking go!"

• The narrator sighs in relief before chuckling a bit. "Language, dear player."

• The player pauses. Now there is the silence he was afraid of.

• "...Hello?"

• "Hello, Player."

• More silence.

• "This... this isnt prerecorded right? No voice recognition system in the game-?"

• "Prerecorded?! I'll have you know I do all of my voice lines live for you players, thank you." He scoffs, somewhat offended

• "Have you been listening to every players reactions this whole time?!"

• "Well not every player of the Stanley Parable. But right now its just been you that ive been hearing for the past few months."

• "Oh my god you must've heard me talk about your voice so much- im so sorry."

• He laughs, surprisingly genuine. "Nonsense! It's been a delight hearing your responses and your voice, Player-"

• "Oswin." The player says gently, "My name is Oswin, Narrator."

• "...Well, Oswin. To be perfectly honest, I adore hearing your responses to the game and to my script. You are one of the rare few who respond as though we were in conversation and truth be told, its a welcome change to the players who tell me to piss off or talk to themselves."

• They snort. "You mean the youtubers?"

• "Definitely."

• Thus starts A friendship between Oswin and the Narrator

• With this new connection, the Narrator slowly gets used to the idea of sentience and the real world. Feeling more and more human as the friendship helps him understand his world and beyond.

• He gets used to manipulating the game around him. Locking the game to be only on Oswin's computer and being able to interact with him through screens.

• While this happens, the game slowly starts to glitch. Stanley becomes sentient, going through the same dillema the Narrator had, however the Narrator is able to reassure him and help him understand.

• It takes a bit of work, considering that Stanley up until their instance of the game locked onto Oswin's PC had undergone every ending an unfathomable amount of times. With his sentience he has to process the fact that both he and the narrator were trapped in the game with no free will.

• At this time, the Narrator manages to enter the real world. With some help of coding magic and Oswin's powers alowing him to exist in the real world.

• The Adventure Line grows sentient too. However due to the fact that the Line was never fully fleshed out as a character, when it came to the real world, it turned into a teenage girl by the name of Lynne.

• Stanley also enters the real world.

The three of them are able to pop in and out of the Parable. It being treated more like their second home

[jabberwockprince]

i'm back! holds out hands. 🌠🎶and/or❓for chevon, perhaps?

hello again!!

ty for the questions, glad you like Chevon <3 as usual, im gonna go deranged rambling about this, so everything is put under the cut to avoid clogging everyone's dash

🌠: What is their Afflatus? Why are they associated with that Afflatus?

(I posted these profiles for all members in the spina venatores masterpost if anyone wants to check)

Chevon is a Star arcanist - this thread here (consider giving it a read, its very interesting! a few mutuals of mine wrote it!) talks about how Star arcanists either hide or show themselves to the world, but I like to think that their shared quality that makes them STAR arcanists instead of any other type of Afflatus is that dreamy-like vibe they have going on

They're all characters who have their eyes set on really big goals, who can easily be described as peculiar or quirky because they don't seem quite "down to earth" - I just woke up so I don't know how to explain it in detail but!! They're dreamy-like but very strong in their convictions; Regulus' passion for music, living the life of a radio pirate which is a whole adventure on its own; Baby Blue's love for Wonderland, to the point where she rejects reality to live the life of her dreams; Matilda, who wants nothing more than to be the best, to the point where it literally looks like she's living in a different genre of game altogether than the rest of characters like Sonetto or Vertin...

Star arcanists, to me, are stars themselves - they burn bright and sometimes their fire may fade out, but there's no denying that they all lead extremely unique lives, that they all feel so very far away because of their convictions, morals or goals. There ARE aspects of concealing and hiding like the thread talks about, but I feel like that could be recontextualized better as a disconnect between their reality and their ideal way of life.

I'll probably regurgitate and rewrite this better in my writing blog, but characters like Blonney, Charlie and Voyager - there's that disconnect. Blonney, who pretended to be someone she's not in more ways than one but whose passion for horror was the indirect catalyst for the WHOLE event in 1.2. Charlie, who does NOT have the heart nor confidence for theatre, but who becomes an entirely different person on stage. Voyager, who is an actual fucking alien, the disconnect can't get any more literal with her.

So in the context of Chevon being a Star arcanist, I like to think that all of this applies!

His whole thing is that the disconnect between his body and his heart, the way he was born as and the way he feels like, are unbearable. He's one huge metaphor for being transgender, but his character focuses more on the dysmorphia rather than the dysphoria! The feeling of massive dissatisfaction with one's body, not due gender, but because none of it matches the idea in your head

This is a lot of word vomit to say that Chevon developed an arcanum that could allow him NOT to change his body and shapeshift like Veal does, BUT to transfer his consciousness into someone else's body. That's why his medium is "Rebirth".

He's a Star arcanist because he's fully convinced that there is a way to preserve life in a perfect state between life and death, as to never die and never truly live. He has this dreamy quality to him, like he knows something you don't but is very polite about it, a gentle and a little whimsical vibe that clearly tells you this guy is not to be trusted, but you'll take the risk anyway because of the allure and the softness he has. But that's only because of his appearance, the most recent body that he stole - because his personality is just as rotten as the rest of Spinas.

🎶: What’s a song you associate with them? (And why?)

SO FAR I ONLY HAVE... TWO PLAYLISTS, one for Venison and another for the general vibe of Spina Venatores - BUT. BUT. I know that the songs I'll assign to Chevon need to have this very specific vibe to them

One that comes to mind right away is "Flood on the Floor - Purity Ring" - it has that VIBE and the lyrics vaguely remind me of Chevon's dynamic with Necrologist, the one person who had to constantly "bury" him over and over as he perfected his body-hopping arcanum. I like to think that a LOT of the tombstones in her museum are from his many different, short-lived identities

❓: Free space! Make up any question you want, or just say a fun fact about them!

Ohh, I'd like to talk about Chevon's relationship with the other members of Spina Venatores but I think that would take. SO LONG. hmm. I'll settle for a fun fact then!

All members of Spina Venatores have ONE single detail that is never disclosed nor that they ever want to remember, which is essentially the root of their entire character - for Venison, it's their full birth name. For Mutton, is the first woman she loved and married. For Poultry, it's her roots and life as a human. For Veal, it's their original voice.

For Chevon, it's his original appearance - his "first life" so to speak, everything related to it. His gender, his skin color, his hair, his eyes, all of it is lost.

This single detail is something that all members have willingly discarded, forgot or avoid even thinking about to extreme measures, it's the root of their denial. It's also the one thing that each character related to them (Pavia for Venison, Schneider's sister for Mutton, Necrologist for Mutton, etc) knows.

When it comes to Chevon's original life and body, Necrologist is the last person alive who knows how he used to look. She was there when they took his lifeless body and she designed the tombstone for him herself. I like to think that she spend many, many months waiting to hear from his spirit, his last regrets and final wishes, but he never appeared - not sure how it goes from here, or how this affects their relationship in detail, but yeah! <3

[candy8448]

Bigenderfluid rambles (aka: my gender journal)

My rambles and feelings about gender (Because ill clog up rambles masterlist with this stuff otherwise)

Update: i now have a bigender community blog @yourbigendergremlet where i will be posting all my gender rambles from now on, only my big rambles will go on here!

Coming out as bigender

Philladelphia XD

Im genderfluid! (bigenderfluid)

Hair euphoria

Chemical reactions

Help with gender identity exploration

Transgender paper analogy

Confusing cis friends

Chest dysphoria

Shaving for christmas (dysphoria & trabsphobia)

Dragon's Dogma and customisation (euphoria)

Dressing up fancy (more)

Pins and agender

Xe/Xer pronouns?

Pronoun/name check

Pronoun braclets

Partner terms

Manurisms

Neopronoun niceness

No one is straight

Achillean + Saffic flag

Confusing gender feelings

Queerphobia in my house & my fears part 2

My pronouns are she/he/xe

She/he/xe/xer flag

Xe/xer flag 💙💚

If this post gets 3000 notes, i will come out

My christianity vs my bigenderfluidity

I wish i had supportive family

I ordered my first binder!!!

🎶 Crush or gender envy 🎶

First binder just arrived!!!

Trying on the binder!!!!

Im genderflux! (Bigenderflux/fluid?)

My neopronouns 2

Prom outfit!!

After prom scare

Am i religious? (Lgbt+ ask game answer)

[concrete-critters]

OOC:

This is the only ask in my inbox at the moment. I dont want to answer it yet because i like the fact its in there. Its like a friend to me. My comfort object "beans?" Ask. So that effectively means the inbox is empty once more. I dont want to keep asking for asks, cuz i dont wanna clog the blog with that. So going to be updating my blog description with the asks in the inbox from now on!! Now yall might be wondering, if i play ahead, then why am i asking for asks? why not just move onto the next moon? Well, there probably will be some times when i do that. But i want to really show that time is passing! A whole month is a fair amount of time! Esp for cats, that have shorter lifespans. And well. I feel like a lot of what appeals to me in clangen also works well with asks and thats one key element: Improv. The whole gnome saga only happened because of asks. I made that shit up on the fly! We werent even supposed to meet the nameless lady until moon 8, cuz thats when she showed up in-game! I just thought it would be funny. (plus it would have gotten a bit boring if Lorn and Indigo were the only characters all this time)

So yeah!! Thats a peek into my thought process. rambling over, im buddy and thats cONKcrEET.

[nereidprinc3ss]

hello, I just want to say, I absolutely ADORE your blog. I just want to apologize for the fact that I am and probably will continue to pop up in your notifications, because I'll be going through your masterlist, 🫣(I'll try not to spam though) and I also find all your rambling posts so fun and cute. I haven't been on tumblr in a hot minute so any knowledge I've had about tumblr etiquette is long goneee, but I just wanted you to know I haven't had more fun reading someone's takes on..well, anything and everything, in a long time. and now that I made an absolute fool of myself, I'll go🤭

hiii im glad ur enjoying yourself!!

and this goes for EVERYONE but GUYS I PROMISE U FANFIC WRITERS WANT U TO SPAM THEM!!!! THEY WANT YOU TO ENGAGE WITH WHAT THEY WRITE!!! THAT IS WHY THEY POSTED IT!!!!

it kinda bums me out when people are like “i have so many thoughts on this but I won’t share because i don’t want to spam/be/annoying/clog your notifications” because that’s literally exactly what i want and why i post my works on public platforms!!! like im not being paid to do this i do it because i find it rewarding when other people enjoy it, and nobody owes me anything ofc but if you’re ever on the fence about commenting/not commenting or sending me a message/not sending a message PLS consider that!

like I will NEVER see a comment on a post and be like “ew why did they engage with my writing” even if it’s on my oldest posts. send me paragraphs, pls just don’t be afraid to share your thoughts, it’s what keeps me motivated to write. if nobody ever commented/messaged me i just wouldn’t post so i promise you it’s appreciated!

ok rant over!!! sorry to have put in my response to YOUR ask it’s just something i’ve been thinking about lately😭😭 thank you again lovely!!

[pianocat939]

Not me impulsively making a sideblog of just little blurbs and rambles of Yan Cookie Run- (This blog is already heavily clogged up with turtles and spider + Splatoon so-)

I have a confession:

After the canon event Wattpad era of every young writer, I originally made this blog to write Yan cookie run (it was a multi-fandom- but I specifically only wrote yan cookies)

And then I got burntout so I literally deleted all my requests and starting writing for turtles

So yeah I hope no one finds my sideblog- (on here at least)

ISTG IF ANY OF YOU GO SEARCHING FOR IT TO CALL ME OUT IM GONNA HIT YOU /J/NSRS/it would be funny actually

[reggies-eyeliner]

Hey! I like your shirt, I saw it on sale the other day for 50% off. But I would personally like it to be 100% off 😘.

I am truly the epitome of rizz.

Aaahahhh. Yeah okay, I'm good.

Are your matchups still open? Because I would love to request a romantic spiderverse matchup from you. My pronouns are she/her and my bio is pinned to my blog.

Because I do not understand the concept of brevity and I do not want to clog your asks with my ceaseless ramblings, I hope it is okay that I have it pinned there.

Thank you so much for your time!

AAAHAHSHA HELP no worries at all!!

they're definitely going to be open soon because I want to get some done while it's still summer 🙏🙏 AND ONDGDJJD WHEN I SAW THE PICK UP LIKE I WAS so confused thing i was getting an ad BWAHAHA (BUT IT'S A VERY GOOD ONE THANK YOU. you have great rizz keep it up BAHAHS)

and im planning on doing another public matchup event soon, so you can totally submit one right now!! :DD if your bio includes all the given info you want to put in, go for it! but having a description w the template on the matchup rules would be great, thank you so so much!! ❤️❤️

i'm crossing my fingers that i can get to them by this week >:DD feel free to send anything whenever you'd like, or I can just take a look at your bio if that's easier!! thank you again!

[jaaankiey]

thinking,,,,

i have soooo much ideas for bfw,,,,,, i want to type em all tbh

i do want to discuss feathertail's early life but i dont think thats rlly fic worthy or it might be turned into a fic on a later date once i'm thru with most of my wips.

but at the same time?? do i rlly want to clog up my ao3 blog about this? mayb it'd be neater to have a whole other side blog honestly. yknow what im doing it im making a separate side blog its where i get to ramble about some silly cats and objects. im silly like that

[shrunkupthejams]

hello tumblr, good timezone! a little life update (which was written at 2am? and gets very rambly and long but *shrugs* i tried to break up the walls of text a bit):

1. did i disappear? yes. will i elaborate on that? not really, i don't feel like it. but i will say that once you take a break from social media it is really hard to go back. it's very freeing, and that made me worried about how tumblr would take over the little free time i have if i came back. also hyperfixations are a lot harder to not hyperfixate on when i frequently spend time on here. overall, idk how long i was gone for, but it was a very good, much needed break that was probably great for my brain.

2. idk if i'm back back yet. we shall see. again productivity is doing much better without any tumblr in my system, as much as i do love spending time here.

3. i have read some very inspiring fics lately and am having many writing thoughts! which is great bc i really fell into a slump that i haven't been able to get out of this year like... back in may, or whatever. unfortunately, i have no time between catching up on missing school work from being sick, my job, and fucking moving. so.

4. not very tumblr relevant, but oh my god im fucking moving. again. story of my life basically. it's. fine. just happened really fast and it's weird to process. im officially in moving limbo for the next two weeks. and that sucks. but it's ultimately good for my system, i think, because i was getting restless waiting for the usual regularly scheduled "big change" in my life, and that quota is now being filled and it's relieving.

5. dear lord i don't even want to look in my notifications.. if anyone tagged me in stuff while i was out... im so sorry but it's likely lost in the pile. avoiding my problems on social media is like my specialty, and my notes is currently one of those problems.

6. (if you see me unfollow a bunch of stranger things blogs (hello, i know some of those are mutuals), im sorry but i clogged my dash with st blogs so bad and i cannot afford slipping into that hyperfixation rn. i can't do that to myself. it's not personal or anything. so um. don't mind me haha.. i should really consider the state of my dash before i follow... but alas, i do not. one of the main reasons i typically avoid the hellscape that is instagram! oh and tbh, i knew it was time to come back to this hellsite when i started casually wasting like. an actual amount of time on instagram semi-regularly. that's when yk it's time to go like fuck i do not want to be in a place where i am wasting time on instagram of all places. wasting time on tumblr is at least tasteful. sorry artists of instagram ily but i simply cannot.)

7. ahaha watch me avoid my sideblogs after this (not that's incredibly relevant). i can only involve myself in social media so much rn...

8. more irl news: after, at least of 2022 and then some of saying i need therapy, i'm finally getting therapy! first appointment booked for this wednesday babey :) thank GOD. definitely needed this after discovering that apparently you can have grandfather issues, as if my current parental issues weren't enough.

9. another irrelevant irl update: i got my license! fucking finally! idk if i ever complained about that on here but YEAH. it feels like so much has changed since i was last active on tumblr..

10. as a final bit of news, since this got fucking long im so sorry, im trying out the name kurtis now. seeing how that fits :)

and um yeah that's how my life is going rn. ill try not to go off in the tags about anything, considering the length of this post. sure makes that relatively new dashboard post shortening feature come in handy tho! haha..

[peppersmile]

my personal blog tagging habits post

i dont know who this post is for but i have the feeling of if i dont explain myself i will go crazy so here is a long rambling post about the way i tag things on tumblr dot com

i like to tag things by post type because looking for a post via the archive layout is sometimes a lot harder than being able to scroll down each and every post. also just fun to go through stuff like #vid or #audio every now and then

on my old blog i would tag based on the actual post type because it was easier to tell if something was made in a text post or not with the old tumblr layout. so text posts with images were still #txt. in the time between having my old blog and remaking to this blog it became much easier to embed pics, audio, videos, etc so now i tag based on type of content even if it's a text post. also sometimes i would go looking for a post knowing it had an image but got confused if i should look in #txt or #pic

i manually tag all of this btw. i tried using xkit for it but it was wanting to tag all posts as #txt no matter what so i gave up. it's just an extra second anyway

all quote, link, and chat posts are considered part of #txt (unless they have an image etc)

tagging by content hierarchy goes #vid > #audio > #pic > #txt

tagging #gif is a holdover from the olden days back before we had extensions with accessibility options that would prevent gifs from autoplaying and people asked for gifs to be tagged to block them with tumblr savior. but it's just fun to go through my #gif tag anyway

speaking of which im not entirely sure what the tag people like to use/block flashing imagery is anymore. wayyyyy back in like 2012 there was a movement to stop using just #epilepsy as it was clogging up the tag for people wanting actual resources on epilepsy so it was agreed upon to use #epilepsy warning instead as it would show up as a different separate tag. but then the search function changed meaning things tagged as #epilepsy warning would show up in the #epilepsy tag since they had the same word in it. i assume #flashing is the best one

generally i'll tag by media name if it's something id like to go back and look at. i'll reblog posts with mario in it but i dont care enough to have a #mario tag. stuff like that

most of my miscellaneous tags like #good #awesome #holy shit etc are just whatever and more vibes based than anything. but sometimes it's fun to go back and look at posts that have the #good tag

but i will say specifically my #smile tag tends to be half posts about just being happy rainbows etc and half posts about love and joy from the past. a lot of times it's photos of peoples pets that have definitely passed since then and i just find it nice to smile at this persons pet they loved 20 years ago today. also nice memories of people happy or helping out etc

#a is for posts i would have on an ""aesthetic"" blog but i like reblogging stupid shit here too so whatever. consider it stands for "art" "aesthetic" "a nice thing to look at" whatever

#classic is generally fav posts from 2016 or earlier. posts that shook the world from times of ould

i dont know how to end this post thanks for reading

[erwinsvow]

What comes after seven? ATE🤭 Your fic (I can’t afford to actually become a jj girl you need to stop) and drabbles were a part of my self care/wind down process and I’m so grateful for your talent🫶

Work was so cute!! I have a few little side quests but today was tutoring (my favourite) he’s the sweetest kid and tries so hard I melt

What do you do? I thought I read you’re a medical student AND you work?? Is it a residency type thing? Either way thoughts and prayers to you that’s so impressive and amazing

On a more serious note maybe this is dumb but I just feel like you’re so kind and I’m sure very busy and you’re just always so quick to answer?? And I’m just always rambling and I feel so bad for clogging up people’s timelines and your page

Your kindness and hospitality (on your blog lmao) is so so appreciated but you really don’t have to!! I love chatting but there’s no need to feel obligated in any way shape or form to keep interacting or anything

I do love that I’m finally making friends in this fandom though so thank you💓

(I’m a cancer)

- 💓

you are SOOOOO SWEET omg. im so so so glad you liked it that genuinely means the world to me <3333and omg being a part of your winding down process stop. i write for myself but knowing others like what i write makes me feel so silly goofy inside. if u ever want a real fic for an idea you have and not just my conversation/drabble reply pls let me know id be more than happy to try and put it into words!

omg that sounds so nice! i used to tutor too we are so linked! im glad it was good😌he sounds adorable! what age do u tutor/what subject? i tutored college bio lol

also yes hahaa so im starting school in the summer and i updated it in advance because ik once it starts I probably wont write as much any more :( rn im a doctor assistant which is ~crazy~ and its 12 hour shifts so once im home it is me myself & i time (hence why i answer so quick, im always scrolling because i dont get to have my phone during work 😞)

you’re not rambling at all i am so glad you stop by to chat!!! it feels so sweet n personal there’s plenty of people following me here n now im getting to know one of them! i love seeing msgs from you! i have been using the tiny text so it takes up less space lol i be rambling talking to you!! & omg please don’t thank me srsly i love interacting🥹 like i said i was always the anon messaging wanting to chat n i just want to make everyone feel welcome. ur the best for sending me msgs! i 🩵 our check ins

also stop… im a cancer moon. SO LINKED. ik you probably saw but virgo sun & taurus rising. hbu??? 💓

also also i posted a bunch of rafe stuff today. would love to know ur thoughts!!!!!!🫶🏽

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honeypie i hope you know you are the only person who can get away with calling me bbg unironically and make me feel all giddy and hair twirly 🤭

but i’ll be patiently waiting for whenever you choose to write me~ 🤭🩷 and yes i know it’s been 2 years but i still haven’t stopped lip biting and i probably never will !!!!!

IM CONSIDERING PLAYING COD JUST FOR THE NEW NICKI MINAJ SKIN LMFAO but i know nothing abt nothing so you let me know what i should do cuz i trust you 😇

also how was your day today?? read: ramble to me right neow 🤬🩷‼️ i hope it was a wonderful one :> we’re currently watching hamilton for english class and tee bee aitch i never really cared for the historical context (not anymore thanks to collegeboard 😍) i just liked the songs lolll

also smoochy poo is so cute oh my gosh I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ACTUALLY BITING YOUR FACE (affectionately <3) MANIFESTING ALL THE GOOD THINGS IN THE WORLD FOR YOU MY LOVABLE DARLING FROOT <3

p.s. i feel kinda bad for clogging your blog w/ my foolishness and obsession for you (🤭😋😍😻😘💕🫶🏽) so feel free to hop into my inbox literally anytime i post like periodically once every month anyway 💀💀

IT'S BEEN 2 YEARS WHAT!!!! THAT'S CRAZY!!!! i lose track of time so quick frfr... UM HAPPY 2 YEARS MILOVE? also i will call you anything you please j 2 make you giddy and hair twirly teehee 🤭

^ me 2 you during every other breath i take in the past 2 years (i think this is the small version of the gif but that's SO fitting)

COD!!! cod mobile i would kiss on the mouth actually. takes up a lot of space on my phone and updates ALL the time but it's great 2 pass time. always has events going and lotta in app purchases, i don't really touch either of those and assume you would havta do smth or another to get ms nicki 😞😞 BUT it is fun, always has new mini game sorta things (prop hunt once, currently doing some kinda zombie game)

MY DAY OML!! uh uh school was ok math was a breeze(4 once!!! we talked abt triangles and i truly did Understand the Assignment), there was one Weird down where my drama teacher got at me for making a trans woman pun??? (she said the boy next door became a mummy what was i SUPPOSED to say besides being proud abt her having a child!!) definitely got my opinion uhhh interestingly changed about her. we've just hung out since i got home, went on a walk and my ✨poor poor directionally challenged self✨ was able to actually lead for once! i got us to a place AND back and i am SO cool for that. currently waiting to get some chinese food bc we got picky eaters(what was available to make wouldn't work for them) and leftovers didn't sound good for some of us(SADGE i wanted to play around with the queso...)

the songs for hamilton are so good! lin manuel miranda, love his songwriting, hate when it like... has guidelines, if that makes sense. i once read a thing about how he should just be left to make music in a garage somewhere and that's how to get his best music (which is real and accurate, btw. source? uhh just trust me)

no need to feel bad abt clogging my blog! it's mostly j reblogs nowadays, getting some personal talk in there is PERFECT frfrfr!! but i will abs take you up on that offer and drop by your inbox whenever!! by the wayyy... do you perhaps have a current favorite fictional character? :3c <3