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oifaaa · 1 year

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Is anyone doing good in the family in the 29 years late au? Also who is still an active vigilante?

Kate and Renee are doing good they're both retired and living happily- but main family tho I mean everyone else is still very much an active vigilante everyone except Bruce they're all just trying to get through the day

#plotbunny-bundle #ask #im feeling pretty shitty today #so projection time baby #feel like i haven't really mentioned two bats #so lets rectify that now #duke is going through some trauma #he accidentally trapped himself in a time loop he got himself out but hes not using his powers anymore bc of it #damian actually had a big blow up with dick of all people #which is why damian stays away from blud and hasn't visited gotham unless its an emergency #(i dont know what the blow up was about yet but hey fun of making stories)

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yardsards · 2 months

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im like the lorax when it comes to women's body hair. we should let it grow.

#eliot posts #the other day my roommate was talking abt how she hates shaving #but does it anyway bc she doesn't want people to be mean to her about her body hair #and i was like yeah i mean i used to #also worry about that bc my mother was always so fucking cruel to me when i didn't shave #but as an adult i find that it's extremely rare that anyone even mentions it (tho my body hair is pretty light so that could be a factor)#but even when people are shitty i find that i no longer give a shit about what what those idiots have to say about my body #but i understand that that can be a hard step to take so if you need to keep shaving for your own comfort then i won't judge #but on the inside i was just like #*ibuprofen hand meme* ''let's get called disgusting hairy d*kes together <3''#i had a great time showing off my pit hair at the pool today!#(i get read as a woman when im swimwear cuz i can't hide my body as much. so i get read as a hairy masculine woman.)#i show off my leg hair every time i wear shorts but like. my leg hair is Pathetic #i look practically prepubescent vis a vis my leg hair (my mother still calls it disgusting lmao)#but my pit hair is pretty good #i occupy a weird gendered place in society where i am more of a man in identify but society genders me as a woman #the only time i feel remotely okay being seen as a woman is when i am seen as a BAD woman. a woman who cannot/will not be A Proper Lady #it's not an entirely ACCURATE view of me but there's Something in it

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deep-space-lines · 4 months

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Not ultrakill related for once- I finally finished an oil painting I've been working on for a while! (Reference was this image of the Pillars of Creation.) 12 hours of oil painting is way too many hours of oil painting for my adhd ass why do I keep doing this to myself

(the weirdly dark part by the stars is just wet paint... I'm too impatient to wait for it to dry before posting it x.x)

progress pics under the cut bc I like looking at them

each photo was taken after a 2-hour painting session

#my art #i have had a really really really deeply terrible awful shitty day today but at least i can feel a little good about this thing #oil painting #pillars of creation #space art #im pretty proud of this honestly. realism/directly copying references isnt something i usually enjoy but this was pretty fun #if youre wondering where im finding the time for so much art. its called being unemployed (pained laughter)

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motherforthefamicom · 2 months

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redownloaded an old art program

#specifically its tayasui memopad…#sketches was like borderline unusable last i redownloaded it #which was like.. oct last year #maybe its gotten better but i dont feel like bothering with it anymore haha #memopad i never used much aside from little scribble doodles (id make a scribble and try to turn it into something)#but its changed a lot since i last used it.. which was like four years ago so i cant be too surprised i guess XD #its still pretty jank but in a more manageable way . i missed rhe sketches brushes theyre very lovely #sorry for all the rambling haha #ive been feeling really shitty lately and have barely been able to draw it feels like #a lot of what i have made ive had to really.. force myself to get out. and i havent been as satisfied with it as id like to br #this is kind of janky still but i like it and i had fun making it #everytime i draw these two its exactly the same cuz i have to remind myself what their designs even were everytime >_<‘’#hopefully i do some more stuff today. its already getting late but im feeling a little better #getting back into the swing of things or whatever #i thought someone on af was ghosting me or whatever but turns out they were just . busy. ( <- figures i need to stop assuming haha) and #they also made this amazing revenge im absolutely in love with its so cute #really made my day =)#scribbles #furry tag #good god i write way too much in these #sorry #anyways #queueing this to post again (its the 14th as im writing this) i feel like that worked alright for me last time #im kinda making this post impulsively i am. constantly going back nd forth on whether i even like posting my art nowadays #oh well #yeah queue i wanna know #mother series #<- i forgot to tag that . for blog organization mostly these r just #nothing burger npcs barely anyone cares abt (nintens sisters lol)

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gothamcityneedsme · 10 months

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also basically all of those screenshots are tavon being mean b/c i think its way funnier when he's mean. i dont screenshot when he says nice things

#shitpost #i mean. i do. i have over 1000 screenshots from today #but like. i dont usually POST those #thats for my brainworms writing process #he was nice to petra and to sa'har this patch. and rass i suppose but he DID say something pretty mean to rass so i think it balances out #well. not to rass like exactly but tavon did say like one shitty thing about mandalorians lmao.#because he was like. uhhh you guys better fix that shit. and rass was like I KNOW WE'RE WORKING ON IT OK #etc etc its fine. but it was a little mean #anyways also #he said something almost out of character to petra because he was like #im not qualified in this but i AM the leader of a force enclave so i feel like i should tell this nascent force user that uh #leaning on her anger probably isn't a good move. and. in a practical sense. will probably get her killed #but ALSO i know for force users there are some Not So Good Vibes Here #so like. im obsessed w/ that too #and tbh tavon has been wanting to actually talk to sa'har since like. manaan.#since manaan he became like. he basically has no intention to fight her unless she makes it happen #which is VERY STRANGE for him #but he picked up on the Something Is Going On vibes and he's like. hmmm #usually he is far more like. harder to disarm vs a foe #but he can tell sa'har is presenting herself as a foe and... isnt one really #which is quite fun for me because that's not something tavon does often #something i expect more from my other characters

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k00kiecrumbler · 1 year

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☆ RT-tober Day 11 and 12 ☆

no. 95: man in the yellow hat! rt [ hmm monke :) ]

no. 104: rat! rt(s) [ my greatest weakness, animals]

#rtcu #this prompt is a bit stale but i did try spice it up with some goofy bits and hatchcrossing...#also im feeling shitty today so if i sound a bit aggravated. you guys have the basic knowledge of why my words sounds mean #kinda want this week to end so i can celebrate in peace next week. maybe i read some more of the corpse bride au-#-it pretty good. and maybe some op too. weeb moment #rt-tober #yea. i definitely aint feel it today. gosh shitty ass day...sorry lads

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caninecowboy · 2 years

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24 days!

#em #milo.txt #im thinking about em again. i mean when am i not they're always on my mind #god they make me so fucking happy #ive been having such a shitty past few weeks but talking to them has helped #it feels. incredibly magical to have a love as strong as ours #they called me a good boyfriend today and they just. get me yknow?#in ways no one has ever. in ways i didnt even expect! in ways that feel full of love #i love how we've become entangled in one another. it really feels like there's no true me without them and vice versa yknow?#like yeah yeah yeah im my own person. kickass grad student whos queer as fuck and hot and theyre their own person.#fucking amazing scientist beautifully radiant individual whos so kind and gentle and fuckn CUTE ((they sent me a selfie this morning #and i was like HEY GIVE A GUY A WARNING OKAY!!! I NEED MY BRAIN FOR SCHOOL! CANT BE TAKING MY BREATH AWAY LIKE THAT #AND RENDERING ME SPEECHLESS!! theyre sooooo cute. i see them and im like ohmygod youre so fucking... youre so pretty youre so cute youre so #hot youre literally every word that is escaping my mind right now and i have never seen something as breathtaking as them))#ANYWAY!!! it still feels like half of me is missing when they're not with me yknow? and its true #half of me IS missing... they are !! they're my other half they're my beloved they're my lavender they're my fucking bestie #it really sucks being this far from them and not having them in my life in person but soon! soon.#theyll be in the same city as me again and we'll go for drives and we'll go grocery shopping together #and get weird looks because we just. get so GOOFY together #godddd i love when we would try to forage for fucking food in [redacted] at like 10 pm but eVERYTHING CLOSES SO EARLY #like that time we went to taco bell and they only took cash so we had to pivot #god i just miss that shit!!!! i miss that with them !!! i miss laughing and being happy and having no worries and feeling. GOOD #i love that i can just look at them and they KNOW what i'm thinking like i dont even have to SAY anything and they KNOW #and how genuine they know me? god. they send me reeses and hi-chews in care packages and its the ONLY time i have them bc i dont usually #buy shit for myself like that PLUS it feels like an extra special treat when i get them from them.#also the way they have helped me love myself? like fuck.#if they're capable of loving me so deeply and truly. maybe i can too yknow?#ill do things that i wouldnt have done before knowing them (like admitting i DO know things and celebrating my 48% on an exam and eating #ice cream because its going to make me happy even though theres still remnants telling me to not)#like.... they really have changed my life for the better

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pepprs · 2 years

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having the issues i have is literally exhausting. like why do the miseries have to be ceaseless and the horrors unending.

#purrs #idk if im swaddling my inner child or str*ngling her (sorry) but she needs to stop crying bc my GOD i can’t keep living like this. my counse #counselor literaly told me i could get fired if i end up working somewhere else (🤨👊💥) and don’t heal AJD it’s like ok you’re right but also #shut up don’t fucking say that. but he is also so right like i can’t keep living like this. i was anxious and agitated all day and it’s good #that no one noticed but also like it takes so much energy just to sit in one place and do my work and respond to the stimuli and not start a #sobbing and howling. i hate this shitty fucking situation i want it to be over so i never have to feel this helpless again but im feeling pr #pretty helpless right now mutuals. i am feeling pretty helpless and i also cannot breathe because the elephants are taking up too much space #and i mean that in more ways than one. i don’t even have the energy to play video games rn like literally all i want to do is sleep. omg #still not as bad or in as bad a place as last week. and thank god i have not been dizzy since friday. but this is really pushing my limit. l #like im scared my heart is gonna give out from pounding so hard and i was trying to do affirmations w mysef and talk myself through the #logic and it didn’t work really and im like 😐 plus like almost every triggering / upsetting kind of situation that can happen has happened #today and i haven’t flipped out abt it it’s been more like slowly chipping away at me and.. i am at my fucking limit. i need to sit in a #sensory deprivation tank. and i also need to get married and/or a phd immediately. and i also need a lobotomy.

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wyrmwynd · 2 years

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#this is stupid but i feel so incompetent at salmon run #im already pretty emotional today for some reason #and feeling like im bringing the team down in big run is Not Helping #i feel like im being the ''shitty freelancer'' yk #my max and what i get nearly every run is just like 100-108 #like. idk #i shouldn't care so much #but since its technically a team game #i feel bad for my teammates #but then i dont get better #unless i keep going #so its hard

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tinypuppysoul · 7 days

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#who wouldve thought that doing things my therapist told me to do so that i could feel better before going to sleep actually helps :D #i was really pissed cause they did some pretty big schedule changes in my masters degree and they didnt even take our situation in consider #-tion #so now all my plans for this school year are ruined :D 👍#but luckily i had already made plans for tomorrow with my friends and i kept thinking about how fun its gonna be #so it made me feel better overall and now im focusing on how my masters thing was something completely out of my control and getting mad #isnt gonna change anything #but since today i did a lot of cleaning up in my room (and i was so proud of myself about it) and ive also made cool plans for tomorrow #those 2 things that are within my reach are really nice and they make me happy #so YAY :D #i just needed to be furious for a few hours now im better #this feels so so much better than still being super angry at this shitty situation #thank you maturing thank you therapy #a few years ago im not sure if i wouldve been able to genuinely do this

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be-good-to-bugs · 4 months

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asbestos wont sit still 4 a picture >:( but its him birthday! and also my birthday too i guess.

#the bin #im 19 now so thats uh. cool i guess. i dont like my birthday :/#i wanted to try having fun this year but my life has fallen apart so much recently and aftr moving here its stayed shitty #the room im supposed to be living in is really awful and the floor in it is concrete thats cracked and broken which sucks so :(#and the air is really awful to breathe in. the past few days have been pretty bad. its nice to see my siblings but im still so stressed #i was originally planning to live here quite awhile but now im thinking in a year as long as i have my licence and a car ill move out #i wish i had a room that was mine but i do at least have a temporary room for now i can use that isnt disgusting #well. ill figure it out. i wanted to draw something today but it didnt happen. oh well. proba just gonna get high and pretend i dont feel #horrible and hate everything :/#i need to figure out what year i got asbestos so i can tell how old he is cause i dont remember lol

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bsaka7 · 5 months

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i swear i only look at stuff from my college xc team to torture myself... like bro it's BEEN OVER TWO AND A HALF YEARS since u got kicked off. you've run a 4:04 marathon. like. get over it. get over yourself.

#one girl from college who was a frosh when i was a sr likes all my stuff on Strava lol so im like. In her and only her loop #so I'll see her stuff sometimes and end up clicking through #my frisbee team made it to nattys: feel very happy and excited for them!!!#girls i know set a t&f record w/ new recruits: im still so fucking bitter #SORRY I'VE BEEN COMPLAINING ABOUT THIS FOR YEARSSSSS #I also had honestly a pretty shitty 3mi run today and I'm in the post marathon post sickness wtf am i doing rut....#I'm texting my friend RIGHT NOW and asking her if she wants to run a race with me this summer or fall #Tetrapod runs

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theghoulofme · 7 months

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#music #the vibe of this song mostly sums up my current feelings #for whatever reason feeling so much grief today #probably has something to do with the pretty shitty situation ive been in for the past years lmao #but you know.. grief comes in waves #sometimes im just chilling and being like it is what it is but then other times im like fuck this #chronic illness #Spotify

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sharkdays · 9 months

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its raining super heavy oit and i just got back from long cold walk, a little sore (ive started working out sgain… slowly but surely) and now i am in a warm bath… this is what im talking about!!!

#ngl ive been feeling real shitty lately and today was pretty rough in particular #but im glad i at least got out for a walk and fresh air. i feel better for it #*grits teeth* i am going to check the despair!!!!#shark speaks #i need to eat something… hungry

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aashiqvi · 1 year

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death tw 😫😫 venting coz if i hit post its like letting it out into da universe n burning it

#so my dad is dying im pretty sure but i grew up without him #if he dies thats it all my hope or latching onto a distant shitty father is gone forever #i dont even wanna reconcile so its odd to be sad #but when he dies its gonna be like . its gone #it was the past for real #im no longer an abandoned child just a child #with a dead dad that cant actually like be angry at a person in another country being shitty #i am the person who cant be angry #well. i cried #i tried telling my mum she just vented over me ab her own issues #anyway #i feel odd #i want to cry and have someone hold me n listen to me rly lol #anyway i had a rly good day today LMFAO. life is odd #life will never stop for anyone !#diary

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pizzapizzadickz · 2 years

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#personal #diary #i feel like fucking living shit today. which is pretty normal lately i suppose. im not rly sure what to do about it tho?#like all my so called solutions are pretty shit at best. so like. im thinking ill just try to sleep some?#and if that doesnt work. well. i suppose ill take some other less shitty shit option?#idk. ill probably just read too ig. ill try and finish the angsty novel. but ill try something lighthearted for a bit first maybe?#cuz idk if i can handle my mood getting lower than this tbh? i dont rly like having this level of shit.#ugh. whatever. its fine. ill figure it out i suppose.

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