#im kim its nice to meet ya :~)

[bronz3y]

she looks so pretty (chapter one) - Alessia Russo x reader

warnings: just two awkward girlies hehe, suggestive? kinda?, if you squint lol

hiya guys!, im back (kinda??) im gonna try post more frequently, but no promises lmao

anyways hope you enjoy this first part to a lil seires im gonna be working on, enjoy!

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“Come on girls!”

You hear the crowd erupt as you took the first steps at the emirates, as much as many times as you'd step out onto the incredible stadium you'd always get goosebumps at the sound of the thousands of fans cheering you on.You look around taking it all in as you stand in line with the rest of your team, you watch kim little and mary Earps shake hands and follow the line of your teammates to shake hands with the familiar manchester united players.

you watch the heads in the line pass you when you see the spiky ponytail, you look up and meet the eyes of Alessia Russo, piercing blue eyes meeting with yours for a second, you grab each other's hand and just like that, she's gone.

You'd never properly spoken to Alessia, but the 2 times you’d played against man united this season you felt her eyes on you during the game, and when you'd catch her, she would immediately look away and as soon as the whistle blew, you would try avoiding her and go straight for the changing rooms, scared that if you did end up talking to her, you'd say something stupid to embarrass yourself, so avoiding her was the next option.

You jogged over to the team circle, wrapping your arms around Beth and Kaite, Kim gave her speech and you all put your hands in the middle of the circle and lifted your arms up.

“Arsenal!”

Arsenal end up beating united  2-1, you and viv both scoring absolute worldies, you'd all gone around taking pictures and signing shirts when you feel a tap on your shoulder, you turn around and once again meet light blue eyes, you hear your heart in your ears as you snap out of it once you hear her relaxing voice.

“Nice goal before, was an amazing chip” Alessia praised you while wearing one of her pretty toothy smiles.

“Oh thank you, it was nothing really, Leah's assist set me up” you laughed rubbing your neck to hide the slight redness rising from your nervousness.

“Hmm true but that finish took skill, you cut through all our defenders” Alessia giggled playing with the hem of her shirt.

You both stayed talking a while longer when you heard Katies voice calling your name.

“y/n!, come on you slowpoke hurry yer ass over before i make ya” katie says looking between the two of you.

“Sorry, gotta get to the shower, i'd rather not get her to drag me over” you laugh.

“No worries, I'll see you at Lottes party this weekend?” Alessia asked, sounding hopeful.

“Yeah, for sure,i'll be there” you replied 

“Ah nice, see you there then” Alessia smiled and waved starting to walk away

“Y-yeah, you too!” you said while she walked back to hear teammates. You turned around and slapped your forehead.

“Realy y/n?, ‘you too’?, for fucks sake” you shook your head at yourself as you walked into the changing rooms.

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an hour later your walking with leah to the car park, since youd signed with arsenal a few months ago youd moved in with leah until you could find a place of your own, but it was nice having her around, you werent a fan of being on your own a lot, so having her to talk to is something your grateful for.

you both got in the car, leah driving and you in shotgun, as she pulled out of the parking she began talking.

"saw you and lessi talking earlier" leah said smirking

"oh shush it was nothing, just some friendly chat thats all" you rolled your eyes at her.

"mhm, for now" she said laughing.

"your so annoying did you know that?" you said jokingly

"its my hobby to pester you" she shrugged smiling, you roled your eyes and laughed with her.

"if you keep rolling your eyes they are gonna end up at the back of your head"

"Leah!"

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Later that day you are cooking dinner at your shared apartment with leah, some spaghetti, nice and plain for leah and you add some spices to your own since your not as picky as her, you set the two plates at the dinner table when you hear your phone ping on the kitchen counter, you walk up to it and tap on the screen, your eyes widen and your heart starts racing.

‘Alessiarusso99 started following you’

You start jumping up and down in the kitchen giggling when Leah walks in on you.

“What's gotten you so happy?” she asks, smiling with one eyebrow raised.

“Oh it's nothing’ u say pushing your phone away.

“Let me see” she reaches over your shoulder and grabs your phone and taps the screen, she looks down at it and then smirks up at you.

“B’out time one of you guys made the first move foken’ ell” she says laughing

“Oh shush we hadn't spoken until today, and plus she doesn't see me like that” you say snatching your phone off her and rolling your eyes.

“Mhm, whatever you say y/n/n” she teases, walking out of the kitchen.

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Saturday comes around and you're getting ready for the party, straightening your hair in your vanity, you'd never taken so long to choose an outfit, usually you're very quick when it comes to it, but tonight you found yourself struggling to find something you liked, or more so, something she would like. Once your done you grab your phone and spray on your expensive ‘going out’ perfume and head to the front door.

“God you look like your about to throw up” leah laughed at you

“Lee, stop it, im stressin’ man” you whined as leah shook her head.

“Come on romeo let's get in the car”

Once you get to the place Lotte rented out you hear the music blasting even from outside. you feel your chest tighten and your hands get sweaty, leah then puts her hand on your shoulder.

“Hey, relax, breathe” you nod at her words and start breathing slowly.

“You're gonna be fine, just be yourself okay?” she smiles at you, you return the gesture and begin walking inside.

You and Leah make your way through the crowd and the mist, disco lights flashing in your eyes and sweaty bodies bumping into you, you then see Katie,Caitlin,Beth and Viv by the bar and walk up to them.

“Leah,y/n, you're finally here, god what took you so long” beth said slurring over her words you laughed at her and gave her a hug.

“Lessi asked about you before, she was wondering where you were” Beth giggled, wiggling her eyebrows.

“Did she?” you said, your heartbeat once again starting to increase, beth nodded at your words. You then decided you needed some alcohol in your body so you'd gain the confidence to actually talk to her.

“Leah, you want a couple shots?”

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After around 20 minutes of dancing  you started to feel lighter, not drunk since you wanted to remember everything tonight.

You then scanned the crowd, looking for a specific blonde through the hundreds of heads.

“Look who's finally here” you turn around at the familiar voice and smile.

“Hey, i was just looking for you actually” you said matter of factly as she smiles at you

“I've been wanting to dance with you” she said looking up and down at you

“Is that so?” you say smirking at her, liking how confident she's acting. She smiles at you and grabs your hand, pulling you into the crowd of sweaty bodies.

Alessia starts screaming as ‘mr saxobeat’ starts playing,you laugh and start dancing with her, you watch how she dances, she looks good, really good, the way the simple black dress hugs her curves is driving you crazy, the disco lights shine on her skin, making her glow, you look at her in awe.

You then step closer to her, she smiles at you and grabs your wrists, placing your hands on her waist, you pull your bodies together, moving to the beat of the music, her arms go on your shoulders, your eyes not leaving each other, she lifts her drink in the air as you both sing along to the words of ‘she knows’, your fingers start tracing shapes on her waist and you feel her slightly shiver at your touch, you smirk at her and lean into her ear.

“You like that?” you whisper

“Shut up” she giggles, you then dig your fingers deeper into her waist, her laughing stopping as she lets out a shaky breath.

“Fuck” she curses softly, you laugh through your nose and relax your fingers, rubbing your hands up and down her waist trying to calm her down.

“Don't wanna move too fast now hm?” you whisper looking into her hooded eyes.

“Hmm yeah, let's take it slow” she smirks,her eyes locked on yours as she slots her leg between both of yours, putting slight pressure on your core, you let out a low groan.

“Oh fuck you” you laugh as she removes her leg. She giggles and creates some space between both of you.

“Let's go find lotte” Alessia suggests, you nod agreeing and let her hold your wrist, pulling you through the crowd.

It's gonna be a long night.

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a/n:

soso sorry for the lack of fics, ive been quite busy and tbh ive had 0 motivation, please feel free to drop some requests ( i rly need some lol) or just any random questions :)

part 2 coming soon! xx

[imaginesbymonika]

“Shame” Part 7

A Pedro Pascal x fem!Reader fan fiction

Plot: For the last four years, Y/N and Pedro have been dating in secret. The fear of rejection has turned them into a mystery that could only be encountered in yearning looks on red carpets or hands that are touching one another briefly. However, for the longest time, things have been working out that way just fine. But now Pedro's agency wants him to have a PR relationship with another woman and neither Y/N nor Pedro is sure if their love is going to survive that.

Warnings: swearing, mgg is here to STAY (this is for you kim, love ya)

A/N: you guuuyss!! hello!!! i was gone for such a long time (?) i was just really busy with university and just life, but yeah, im back for now, i guess <3

"To be honest, I didn't expect you to show up.", the tall man states as his eyes light up at the sight of the young woman. Y/N just chuckles at the sincerity in his voice. She watches how he takes a step to the side, offering her to walk through the door into his home. There is a certain tension, lingering in the chilly evening air. Who would have thought, that they were living in the same city… She mouths a brief 'thank you' before doing so and waits for him to close the door. However, before he does his brown eyes scan the street in front of the building. Curious if any paparazzi have seen her. But once he realizes that no one has noticed his guest his posture visibly softens.

„Well, I didn’t expect you to reach out to me, Gubler.“ At the mention of his last name, he giggles (actually giggles) and wipes the corner of his mouth with his left thumb. His gaze falls on the floor for a second, before he meets Y/N's again. She can clearly see that he wants to say something in return but doesn't. Instead, he makes a hand gesture, telling her to step further into the house.

„Oh my god… This is actually so stunning.“, the y/h/ced woman whispers as she wanders down the corridor into his living area. She can sense Matthew’s eyes on her form but acts like she has no idea. "Thanks.", is all she receives back.

A silence falls upon the two again and when she sits down on his long couch, she feels its softness:" You know, I always wanted a couch like this myself." "Why didn't you buy one?"

"Are you sure this is the one?", Pedro scratched his chin, his finger moved up his face and stayed underneath his nose. He taps his skin a few times and sighs:" Don't you think that leather would be a better choice?" There was something in his look that told Y/N that the decision was already made.

"I don't know." He lets out a soft chuckle:" Well, I tend to spend a lot of time in here. So I figured, that the least I can do is make this space as cozy as humanly possible." Y/N feels how she sinks further into the colorful and fuzzy furniture:" Oh Really? Because whenever I see videos of you meeting fans, you appear to be outside quite a lot!" At that, Matthew laughs out loud:" You've seen videos of me online?"

"I may have looked you up."

The actor crosses his arms in front of his chest, and Y/N watches how his muscles flex. She swallows and her hands stroke the material of the couch. "You looked me up?"

"You're asking me a lot of questions." His chuckle is as soft as honey. Y/N already wants to hear it again." You're right, sorry." "But yeah, I did."

Hot tears were dwelling up in her eyes and she felt how her hands were violently shaking:" God! Everyone thinks that you are so sweet! That you're this perfect nice guy! Hollywood's goddamn fucking sweetheart! I wish people could know the disgusting and ugly and horrendous truth about you and your stupid and mean lies! And- and- and the way you're only acting! You're not like that at all! You have them all fooled!"

Pedro stared at her. Her hand flew up to wipe her eyes:" You're so mean!" "You don't mean that.", Pedro whispered and swallowed thickly. "You're so mean."

[minologistt]

your debut stage/promotional stage | BTS reaction a series

genre strangers -> crush , reactions

MAKNAE EDITION

warnings Y/N is a girl in this one because its a GG

M.LIST

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PARK JIMIN

he was seated in the middle of the crowd, yawning every once in a while due to how long the performance line ups were taking. if he were truly being honest with himself, he was only here to see the latest debut stage.

sure he could always see it from the comfort of his own home, rather than be seated with other people who possibly don't care about the performances at all. however he needed to see this particular stage in person to meet one of the members from this new girl group.

the space went dark as the stage lit up with colorful lights and five female silhouettes began to step forward, a spot light lit each of them up and that's when jimin saw her.

she was beautiful, not in the standard type of beauty but her own category. the group made elegant and large moves across the stage as they displayed their voices for everyone. by the time the whole show was over, along with introductions, jimin quickly made his way backstage so he could get a glimpse of this girl close up. his members weren't far behind as they all snickered at the desperate boy.

"i think i could've had a lot more movement here, ya know?" Y/n frowned as she chugged down her water. the new group was standing in the middle of a lobby. a staff member came over quickly and pat sweat off her forehead, another was fanning her with a random paper. "i think you did pretty well, especially for a debut stage, you looked like a pro out there.. at least thats what i think," jimin spoke as he casually strolled up behind the woman.

Y/n turned around with a shocked expression, nearly dropping her water. "oh my! aren't you park jimin of BTS?" jimin only chuckled at the shocked face of the woman. "yeah that's me.. uhm," he scratched the back of his neck as he sensed his members coming up behind him.

"you're Y/n, correct? i couldn't remember your last name, my apologies!" namjoon quickly came to help out his, obviously nervous, friend. "that's me alright, it's alright sometimes i can't remember it either with how unique it is," a laugh escaped her lips as her attention dragged to the taller male. "so, uh, my friend here came to ask you for your contact info.. in case you need any help navigating Korea," namjoon elbowed jimin and with that jimin took his phone out slowly, anticipating a rejection.

"really? i have been getting lost lately so that'd be lovely!" a bright smile appeared on her face as she gave jimin her contact info. he received it with a wide grin and a deep blush.

KIM TAEHYUNG

the TV was displaying a rerun of an award show that was hosting a promotional stage for a new girl group. they were popping off well with all sorts of fans. the screen was finally displaying the new group as their intro began. tae was seated comfortably on his couch with a bowl of ramen and a glass of water.

as the group continued their performance with much grace. one of the members caught his eye. at the end of the performance they all introduced themselves, however tae was intently paying attention to one of the members only. so, he did some research and found their youtube channel that was started only last month. he found a video dedicated to getting to know the members.

"hello [fandom name], it's me, Y/n!" the woman on the screen was breathtaking. her hair was well done in every clip, her skin was glowing, her smile was beautiful and her body was another story. tae was hooked, he looked into anything about her. he found her age, height, where she was from, her favorite food, hobbies and favorite places to visit.

he even at some point messaged the Bangtan gc about her.

BangTHATtan

tae : did you guys hear about that new girl group, debuted 2 months ago

rAApmon : yeah, they nice girls

jiminie : they areee

jin hyung from bighit : they think im funny so auto 10

kook : they called me a baby, we're at war

tae : wait have u all talked to them before me?!

suga hyung : 😂 pretty much loser

tae : ARE U KIDDDING?! 😡 I WANTED TO MEET THEM >:(

best hyung hobi : i can help you out with that :)

tae threw his phone across the couch and covered his face to muffle his yells of excitement.

JEON JUNGKOOK

he just so happened to stumble across a pop up stage performance with colorful lights. the crowd wasn't huge but not small either, so he stepped through the crowd to find a good spot to see what was going on.

"busan are you readyy?!" a beautiful woman approached the center of the stage and introduced herself as the groups official leader and lead vocalist. the other members went on, and introduced themselves as well.

despite all the other members introducing themselves as well junkooks eyes were set on one woman in particular. The woman who introduced herself as the leader. her skin was amazing. Her features were unique and unlike the beauty standard, her outfit was flashy, and her voice was soothing.

her style of dancing and her tone of singing, drew him in quite quickly. however, just as quickly as the mini concert started it ended, but he was so entranced with the woman that it took him a minute to realize that the concert was over or what he assumed was in concert.

jungkook was a bit unsatisfied with just seeing her up on the stage and preferred to see her closer. so he tried to put his superstar status to use and get backstage, or at least in the VIP section if they had any.

eventually he found his way to the backstage, and saw her standing inside of an open tent with staff surrounding her. she was gorgeous even though she was covered in sweat. with a deep breath he marched forwards and tapped her shoulder, disregarding the staff asking him how and why hes back stage.

"oh my..! aren't you jungkook of BTS? how are you here?" the woman, whos name is Y/n, beamed at him. "yeah thats me!" he blushed a bit and rubbed his neck. he began fiddling with his lip ring out of nervousness as she began questioning why he came back stage. " 'm sorry, uh, i just thought you were gorgeous and a good singer and dancer too! you know, like, good at your job-" jungkook's rambling was cut short as a staff member soon stopped by to let Y/n know of their soon departure.

"thank you thank you but i'm kinda in a time crunch right now.. is there anything you needed before i gotta run?"

"uh.. can i get your number?"

 minologistt | do not copy, translate or edit this.

[pandasized-crevice]

MY FRESH JUST WATCHED KINNPORSCHE EP11 THOUGHTS

Pete my boy😭

AYO AYO AYO VEGAS 🛑

Pause ?pete tattoo?

Yuh Vegas dad give him a slap

Its the temper tantrum for me

THESE DUDES:kinnporsche being the dudes

God I love them LOOK AT THIM CUDDLING

OH KINN PLEASE SEE THAT ITS A TRICK

Vegas on god we’re going to FIGHT LEAVE PETES GRANDMA ALONE

I’m going to cry my eyes out this is so fucked

yES THINK ABOUT IT KINN YK SOMETHINGS UP

My kinn defender hat is ON READY he has no reason to think pete is in danger y’all come on but he still felt off about it

tankhun my king

This fit…..I need a moment to…take it in

OH Oh yk what they’re about to discover that kinn & Porsche are together together

nah they foul for this the double up on kinn💀

Y U H Y U H YUH I LOVE HIM YOU SURE DO KINN

tankhuns face please He’s me rn

AYO WAIT EHY EVERYONE OUT HERE🕴🏻

Arm & pol my two fools💀🫶

WHY CHAN GOT GLOCK OUT SIR PLEASE

NO AND ITS JUST PORSCHE WHERED THEY PUT KINN

Oh there he is okay

My heart ZOOMING RN dear lord

POL PLEASE THE COMMENTARY

Daddy wants a breakup💀

AHAHHAHAHAHAHAAH THE MAFIA GAYS WIN

The bodyguards so invested in them they are us

This safe house NICE Lemme just say that

I wanna know the hedgehogs name

Pause: bible looking real tasty. Unpause:FUCK YOU VEGAS

Porsche picking kinns bodyguards💀

OH A WOMAN

AH THE STUFF ABOUT PORSCHES PARENTS ACCIDENT

Moment of silence for Big🫡

CHAY HI BABY

YOU ARE THE REASON CHAY

Let him love you both chay😞

oh lord not the belt

damn……

OH GO PETE GO

DAMNIT I KNEW VEGAS HAD SOMETHING

S t. O p kinn reminds me of a pleased cat

oh I’m going to be so normal about this shot of kinn hugging Porsches middle so very normal

kinn grabbing Porsches ass as he should

T A Y😍🫶🧎‍♀️

Now that he can,kinn is going to be showing ALL the pda and I love that

Tf you mean slavery time🕴🏻

Love slave🕴🏻🕴🏻

YOK MY QUEEN🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️

wait the vibes shifted ik y’all felt that

Time sir please

Oh shit

Oh fuck you dude yk what Vegas just kill your father you can do it

Pete AYO WAKE UP PETE THIS ISNT FUNNY PETE GET UP

Chat meets tankhun first oh lord

The fit is stunning per usual

Did they turn out fine…….

OH SHIT THIS HOW CHAY FINDS OUT ABOUT KIM

Pause:they look so good in the family picture tho

Nah tankhun knows he knows damn well what he just did

So….is this how Vegas starts to love pete???or is this tender music for not

W A I T 👁👄👁

Both y’all’s daddies suck

They beat us because THEY suck EXACTLY YALL ARENT THE ONES TO BLAME YALLS DADS JUST SUCK ASS

AHAHA HELLO PKIM🤨

Oh Kim we’re fist fighting behind the dennys let’s go

Oh Kim you’re VILE FOUL

MY BABY CHAY 😭😭

Um A FUCKING HELICOPTER RIDE FOR PORSCHES BIRTHDAY!?

WAIT THAT MEANS POOL SCENE IS BIRTHDAY SEX NOT BREAKUP SEX YES?MAYBE!? IDK PROBABLY NOT😭😭😭

This is so fuxking cute dude LOOK AT TJEM BEING CUTE

hm progress for Vegaspete??

Baby girl he’s right there……

Y’all can’t put this comedy music and make me like vegaspete🤨I won’t be swayed

ARE YALL SERIOUS🕴🏻🫥HELICOPTER HEAD😧

Not that being the segway to the black inhalier ad💀

Kim getting down to business it seems

YA OWN DADDY KIM

Why am I surprised I already knew Korn was wack

EP12 let’s see: OKAY WAIT kinn is in that fit we see him in during the trailer scenes of the shootout im so fucking sure it’s the same fit and vegaspete …..I’ll leave them to their business

[diaryofanobsessivefangirl]

Hello hehe im the anon from before! I really like Sareth, i do like kisshu and ichigo from tokyo mew mew, etc, i dont mind it its one sided as you can see xD, i also watched brotherhood of the wolf because i saw an ask where you talked about it and oh boy the brother sure was interesting, anyway just wanna say i love your blog again and im always happy to see you post stuff =)

DOWNLOAD/STREAM LINKS INCLUDED

Gottcha ya! One-sided, incestish and yandere ships coming on!

A few weeks ago I've compiled ships that are similar to Sareth. If you wanna check it out, here is the list.

Most of my yandere villains can be found on the Love Makes You Crazy tag in my villain x heroine blog.

As always, I recommend my Starter Pack for villain x heroine shippers.

But since I rarely meet another shipper craving to ship an antagonist brother obsessed with his sister, I'll give you these specifics reccs:

Flawed by Kate Avelynn

James protected Sarah from their abusive father and took the beatings on her behalf, sacrificing his life to save hers, if only she keeps one promise: never to leave him. It’s so tragic I was in tears when it ended.

It's a short novel and you can read it in just one day. Maybe the only flaw in Flawed (LOL) it's the protagonist's love interest, the Bland GuyTM. You can skim through his chapters without a problem.

This is a particular obsession of mine.

Princess Daisy

A twisted fairytale about a modern princess's struggle for independence from her brother and his fatal love. Rupert Everet is so good at playing the tortured antagonist who is held hostage by his desires.

If you ship this, I really need to know, because it's Obscure Ship(TM) and I've been obsessed with it for 3 years. You can download Part I and Part II on the link.

The Slingshot

In the blink of an eye, Kim Shin loses everything dear to him. His father's company goes bankrupt, his brother commits suicide, his girlfriend leaves him, and he himself ends up in jail for a crime he didn't commit. While in prison, Shin learns that all of this was brought about by corporation head Chae Do Woo, who devised the scam that brought down his father. Determined to beat Do Woo at his own game, Shin sets out to get revenge, no matter the cost.

Chae Do Woo's little sister, Eun Soo, is the yang to his yin. She has a kind heart and has pledged to help everyone whose lives were ruined by her power-loving father and her equally uncaring brother.

Eun Soo is the only person who matters to Chae Do Woo and acts as some sort of sanity anchor to him. As she starts to drift away from her brother to help Kim Shin, the focus swift from Kim Shin and his former girlfriend to Do Woo and Eun Soo and gives the audience more subtle hints that Do Woo feelings might overreach brotherly love.

I wish I could send a stream, but I can’t find a single one with nice subtitles. Maybe I’ll buy the DVD myself.

The OA

Prairie Johnson, an adopted young woman, resurfaces after having been missing for seven years. Upon her return, Prairie calls herself "the OA", has scars on her back, and can see, despite having been blind when she disappeared. She assembles a team of five locals to whom she reveals her life story, involving an obsessed scientist and a human experiment.

IT'S NOT INCEST, but it's as stalkish as it can be. All I've recommended so far it's from very obscure and old material, but The OA has a fandom for it, so I thought I'd give you a little break from rare ship hell.

Also, Jason Isaccs plays the villain so what else could you ask for.

Bit of advice: season 1 is flawless and stands well on its own. Season 2... not so much. Watch with low expectations.

The Juror

A juror in a Mafia trial is forced to convince the other jurors to vote not guilty by an obsessive mob enforcer. He stalks her at the same time he tries to protect her from his employees, which reminded me a bit of Kishigo.

I've often said that I like when the villain challenges the girl to become the greatest version of herself and through his twisted way helps her find her own inner resilience. And when she unconsciously recognizes this despite her hatred.

This movie (and book - check the book later if you can) nails that.

Honorable mentions:

These are wincest villains like the brother from The Brotherhood of the Wolf who didn't get many scenes, so keep your expectations low.

There are amazing concepts behind both ships, so I felt obliged to mention:

Harper's Island (It's a "who is the killer" mini-series, so avoid spoilers)

Hellboy 2: The Golden Age (Magically bonded, royal twins. Sister is yin to brother's yang. Honestly, what is not to love)

[silly-cooki3]

TCF x ORV (continuation)

THE TRASH OF THE COUNT’S FAMILY X OMNISCIENT READER’S VIEWPOINT (PART  1.5)

OKAY SO, KIM DOKJA BEING TRANSPORTED TO TCF UNIVERSE WHERE HE UNEXPECTEDLY LANDS IN WHEN THE EMPIRE IS AT WAR WITH THE WHIPPER KIMGDOM AND IT’S RIGHT AFTER CALE ZAPS THEM GOLEMS YA KNOW (SO AROUND TCF CH 300 AND ABOVE + ORV CH 520 AND ABOVE) [SPOILERS IF YA HAVEN’T READ THROUGH BOTH]

- kim dokja spectates cale’s group in the jungle (honestly amazed by his group, his ancient powers, and his great acting skills + “10/10, would totally fool Kim Dokja’s Company, right 4th Wall?” + [th a t s in cons e que n tial K im Do kja] + stares and raises a brow at the 4th Wall + [. . .th e y lw ou ld d e fi nit e ly b e foo l ed] + he huffs out a small laugh))

- kim dokja then wakes up to a quiet and luxurious room and finds himself meeting a prince; aka. cale henituse literally drops him off with the prince

- “i need a favor, your highness.” + “what is it?” + “...your highness, the rising sun of the roan kingdom, the shining light of this world, the bright golden heart of-” + “spit it out.” + “take this.” + “wha- crazy bastard, this is a child!” 

- cue small kim dokja being nervous at how intensely the prince stares at him when he wakes up (he doesn’t know him)

- alberu gives him food and cookies without talking, kim dokja is glad as he silently stuffs himself with delicious food that he hasn’t eaten in thousands of years (and well if a few tears start falling out of his eyes while eating cookies, the nice, but weird blonde man doesn’t dare say anything about it)

- alberu then starts asking him questions;

- “who are you?” + “yoo joo-” kim dokja says “kim dokja, i mean kim dokja.”) + alberu looks confused but nods + “how old are you, young child?” + “15?” he sweat drops at ‘young child’ because he’s pretty sure he’s way older than the blonde man but he doesn’t remember how old + alberu on the other hand feels bad because he thinks that this poor kid doesn’t know his age (which he’s right) so he doesn’t question it + “did you enjoy the food and cookies?” + a moment of embarrassed silence...”yes.”

- in the tiniest part of alberu’s mind, he wants to adopt this child but no, he can’t;

-  ‘this child is not mine’ + ‘i dont have time or knowledge to take care of a child’ + ‘the child suddenly appeared randomly in a battlefield that was filled by black despair and then hit by an ancient power ‘how the fuck-’ ‘ + ‘do i really want to?’

(lmao, idk i feel like he’d be too tired to even adopt + he has a big secret)

- kim dokja then listens in to their conversation of the big plan (aka. commander cale ‘supposedly’ being at the brink of death) which makes him nod in understanding, because ‘dying really solves all your problems, doesn’t it? + [...] + ‘i won’t do anything stupid.’ 

(obviously he will do something stupid and the 4th Wall knows)

- after a while, there’s a small ruckus and he sees the blonde man run around trying to do all his work, so he wants to help the man who fed him;

- “do you need help?” + “haaaah...” alberu sighs, because a poor child really just offered help, ‘how overworked do i look for a child to want to help?’ + “i can take all the calls...” + “just keep eating your cookies and rest kim dokja.”

- kim dokja vibes (because he deserves it :D) and watches alberu struggle (poor crown prince D:)

and then boom

- kim dokja escapes because really, he needs to go back somehow

First Part here

Ayyy this is part 1.5 because no action happens here. Just Alberu and Kim Dokja, plus a snippet of Cale.

Anywayssss, do yall know Gashan’s personality? I’m only asking this for the fic I’m working on, its also a crossover between ORV x TCF so like yeahhhh

[wonderlustlucas]

jack pot ; part 3 - hwang hyunjin

⇢ prompt You know it’s bad when you’re high as a kite and he’s still on your mind. ⇢ pairing hwang hyunjin x female reader ⇢ word count 6.4k ⇢ genre fluff & angst (not heavy, just in a slow burn kind of way) ⇢ warnings (18+) drug use, a suggestive make out & the mention of a boner twice maybe ⇢ summary College is a matter of working hard and playing hard. It’s an opportunity to start fresh, to grow as an individual and to blossom with those you befriend. People come and people go, leaving their mark on your life and showing you all the parts of becoming an adult. Some, however, do more than leave their mark. Some take just as much as they give. Things become complicated once they take the entirety of your love because you outright offered it to them.—college!au ; stoner!au ; friends to lovers!au ⇢ a/n AAAAAAAA omg im so excited to post this, this by far is my fav part of jack pot & i cant wait to hear what u all think!!! sorry its a bit shorter than the other parts, & technically this is the *last* part, but there will be an epilogue where you will see how everything comes to be!!!! have fun reading!!! <3

⇠ part 2

five.

“Oh, fuck, he’s good,” Yeji gasps, shoving her phone into Maddie’s hands before faceplanting into the table.

“Are you H-T-T-P because I’m colon-slash-slash without you,” Maddie reads with a chuckle, thumbs hesitating over the keyboard. “Quick, YN, look up some pick-up lines.”

Closing the tab on the article you should be reading but has been long forgotten, you promptly do as you are told and open the first link from your search, Minho and Jisung leaning in to help. “There,” Jisung stops you, pointing to one, “’Are you a parking ticket? Because you have fine written all over you.’”

The table can’t help but burst into laughter at such a sentence. It’s stupid, but ever since Yeji and Kim Sunwoo began texting, their conversations have been full of tacky puns and emoji-filled compliments.

“Damn,” Maddie whistles, setting the phone back into Yeji’s limp hand, “he’s already typing back.”

“Gross,” Ryujin teases, busy typing away on her laptop. How she manages to multitask so well is a skill you certainly lack. “Why don’t you just like, I don’t know, ask him out?” Jisung asks and when you glance up, he’s looking at you. “Because that’s the guy’s job,” Maddie quickly saves the day, winking to you when you send her a grateful smile.

“Bullshit,” Jeongin scoffs. Everyone, even Ryujin, stops to look at him.

Did he just curse?

“I mean, like,” he stammers, cheeks turning rosy at all the attention, “it’s 2020. Guys have insecurities, too.”

“I agree,” Minho hums, looking to Maddie with hearts in his eyes, “that kind of confidence is enough to make any boy fall in love.”

“Yeah, but—”

Lia rebuts, but your attention quickly falls elsewhere when a text message first appears on your laptop, then your phone.

hwang hyunjin🦔🕺🏻💞🧻 [now] Where r u rn?

Unable to fight your smile, you quickly type back.

[3:39 PM] YN: outside hollin st café [3:39 PM] YN: why? :)

“Have you seen their new house, YN?” Minho asks, prompting you to click your phone off and set it back on the table. “Whose house?”

“Changbin’s parents.”

“Oh,” shaking your head, you distantly curse Chan for keeping your friend busy today. Unlike Jisung, Changbin likes to write lyrics and do whatever other music stuff during the day at a normal time instead of the middle of the fucking night while stoned and trying to finish his computer science assignments at the same time. “No, he forgot to send me pictures.”

“Dude,” Jisung sighs dreamily, “it’s huge. So nice. I think the front door alone could cover tuition.”

“Is it really that nice?” Maddie asks in awe.

“He started to show me pics the other day but couldn’t finish but the kitchen… unnecessary,” Ryujin quips, pausing her work to check her phone. “Yeah, it’s insane. The whole place is unnecessary but the kitchen is like, a house in itself,” Jeongin hums, head shaking in disbelief.

“Damn, now I really want to see it,” you sigh, making a mental note to hunt Changbin down so he can show you. “It’s like Hyunjin and his rings,” Minho snickers, “he has so many. Whenever we’re out, if he sees a ring, boom. It’s his.”

Well, he’s not wrong but… You bite your tongue no matter how badly you wish to defend Hyunjin and his affinity for rings and jewelry in general. The boy has taste, what can you say? You certainly are not complaining about Hyunjin’s long fingers and the way he chooses to decorate them.

“I never thought I’d hear Changbin’s parent’s kitchen be analogous to Hyunjin’s jewelry collection, yet here we are,” Maddie chuckles, leaning over Yeji to peek at her conversation with Sunwoo.

“Wow, speak of the devil,” Jisung pipes up of course as soon as you have reopened the tab to your assignment. Changbin or Hyunjin, you don’t know, head whipping up to find out and a peculiar mix of relief and panic settling over you once you spot the latter. “Uh oh, YN’s gonna go into cardiac arrest.”

As subtly as you can, you elbow Jisung in the stomach and smile at Hyunjin as he nears. “Hey,” keeping his eyes on you, Hyunjin approaches your table and stops behind Maddie opposite from you, “I’m sorry, I should have asked if you were busy.” His cheeks, already flushed, burn pinker once he looks away to smile weakly at everyone else.

“I’m not busy!” You squeak, scrambling to close your laptop and shove it in your bag. “Are you sure? I can come back later?” He offers, tilting his head and this is when you realize he is holding a bubble tea in each hand. And from the looks of it, one seems to be your usual order. “No, she’s not,” Jeongin answers for you, recognizing your stupefied expression.

“I was just – yeah. No,” rushing to stand and swing your legs out around the bench, you nearly fall flat on your face, “I wasn’t doing anything, actually.” Steadying yourself with a hand on Minho’s shoulder, you heave a labored breath before carefully walking to meet Hyunjin.

“Okay,” he beams, either oblivious to how flustered you are or simply choosing to ignore it. Turning to wave to your friends, he hands you one of the cups and you realize it is, in fact, your favorite boba. Oh boy. “See ya later,” you wave to them as well, nose wrinkling when both Jisung and Maddie wink in return.

Following after Hyunjin, you finally allow yourself to take notice of his attire and can’t help but feel confused. He looks good. And not in the good attractive way—he always looks good. But good as in formal. It’s four o’clock on a Tuesday in October and he’s out here looking as if he just got out of a business meeting. White button-down tucked into fitted black slacks, dress shoes, black tie, and he even has a black suit jacket draped over his arm. His hair is styled, too; ever since he dyed it back to black, he’s been growing it out long enough for his bangs to cover his eyes. Now, however, it’s parted down the middle and seems as if he’s ever so slightly curled it away from his face.

Suddenly, you feel ridiculous walking beside him in mom jeans and a baggy sweatshirt from high school.

“Thanks for the boba,” you mumble around your straw, brain still preoccupied trying to get over how utterly handsome he is. “Why do you look so fancy?”

The side of his mouth twitches up at your words, but his eyes stay glued to the sidewalk as you continue to your unknown destination. “I had an audition,” Hyunjin admits, voice devoid of emotion as if it’s not important at all. “An audition?” You echo. “Why do you sound so not super mega excited? How did it go? What was it for?”

“Well—”

“Wait!” You interrupt, stopping your walk once you realize he had an audition and you didn’t know. “You had an audition? What – why didn’t you tell me?”

Hyunjin frowns, avoiding your gaze and dragging his bottom teeth over his top lip. “I didn’t tell anyone,” he finally says before reaching for your hand and tugging you away from the walkway and into your campus’ main courtyard. “Why? Is it some sort of secret or something, Hyunjin?” You scoff, sounding way more annoyed than you intended. But you are annoyed; why didn’t he want to tell anyone?

“No,” he sighs, finding an empty area in the grass and lowering himself to sit, “I just… didn’t want anyone to know. Didn’t want to make it a big deal.”

“Hyunjin,” you sigh, visibly softening for him and settling down next to him, crisscrossing your legs, “it is a big deal. I don’t know what it’s for, but if it’s important enough for you to audition, then it’s important to us, too. You don’t need to be humble twenty-four-seven, you know. I’m sure you could have used our support.”

“I didn’t get it, though,” Hyunjin whispers, “they just – I didn’t get in. I wasn’t good enough.” Sensing the sadness in his voice, you find a lump forming in your throat when you notice the way his bottom lip trembles. “Hey,” panicking, you set your boba down and sit up on your knees to wrap your arms around him, cradling his head into your chest once tears start falling, “no. Don’t ever say you’re not good enough, Hyunjin.”

“But if I did better, practiced more, than I would—"

“Stop,” you hush, combing your fingers through his hair and brushing strands away from his eyes, “I’ve never met someone who works as hard as you do. You can’t beat yourself up over this. Everything happens for a reason. You don’t know what could have happened if you got in. You could have hurt yourself eventually, or maybe met someone who’s a real asshole.”

“Yeah,” is all he says, quiet and muffled when he turns to press his forehead into your sternum, body still trembling as he lets out all his tears. You stay like that for a while, holding him against you and soothing a hand up and down his back until his sniffling falls quiet. “Listen,” you finally sigh, grabbing him by the shoulders and pulling him back. Your heart sinks once you take in the wet trails down his cheeks and the puffiness of his eyes. “Forget about it. Was it something for dance?”

When he nods subtly, you cup his face in your hands and swipe his cheeks with your thumbs. “You are an amazing dancer, Hyunjin. You can’t let this get to your head. And I don’t want you working your ass off more than you do already. Practice makes perfect, sure, but you need to rest. What about the idea Changbin came up with?”

“The YouTube thing?”

“Yes! Filming dance tutorials or just posting your routines is a really good idea,” you remind him, wiping your hands on your jeans once he falls back onto the grass with a gentle thud, hair flaying around him like a halo. Your limbs twitch with the urge to lie beside him, maybe throw an arm around him and rest your cheek on his chest, fingers tracing the soft features of his face, stroking through his hair and reminding him just how innately perfect he is, inside and out. You, of course, resist such a temptation, flopping down beside him and staring up at the clouds with a heavy heart.

“I could do that. Maybe,” Hyunjin huffs. Tilting your head to look at him, you find yourself knee-deep in that familiar longing feeling, pausing simply to appreciate how pretty he is in the evening sun, cheeks rosy from crying and hair begging to be touched. Shaking your head to rid such daydreams, you remind yourself how fragile his emotions are right now. Now is no time to get caught up on a fantasy. Reaching for your tea, you lean up on an elbow and redirect your gaze to the trees, the promise of winter having turned what was green burnt sienna and butterscotch, leaving trees barren and branches swaying gently in the crisp breeze that leaves you curling into yourself. “You should,” you hum, distant, mind clawing to come up with the words you want to say.

“Come here,” Hyunjin says now, voice stronger than before and when his hand wraps gently around your wrist, you can’t find it in yourself to resist. Allowing him to pull you back down beside him, you curl into his side, resting your head a safe distance away from his own and onto the curve of his arm. “Thank you for being so good to me,” he expresses. You squeeze your eyes shut when the arm you lie on wraps around your shoulders and pulls you substantially closer. “I need to tell you something.”

A long stretch of silence falls upon you and for a moment, you are unsure the words even left your mouth. What are you thinking?

“Wait! I have something first,” Hyunjin sighs, missing the way your breath hitches. “Okay,” you whisper, fiddling with one of the buttons on his shirt and focusing all your attention there.

“I just – I think… I owe you an apology,” he finally says, “I need to apologize for something that I did a while ago that I know probably hurt.” Your chest tightens. There’s a lot that has hurt you when it comes to Hyunjin, but none that he’s done purposely. None that are his fault. None that he should be apologizing for.

“I feel like we came to some mutual understanding to not mention what happened when we were freshmen, but it kills me to know that – that something happened, and we never talked about it,” Hyunjin starts, grip tightening on your shoulder and suddenly, you think you are dreaming. This cannot possibly be real. “I know it was awkward but, I also know me and Yiren dating was… ah. I don’t know.”

When he falls silent, you are unsure of what to say or do. You have no idea what the end goal of this conversation is. Hardly a minute ago, your heart and your brain decided it was time to tell him. Now, you’re not so sure you can do that until he finishes, and you are not about to give him your two cents if his reasoning for bringing it up is not the same as yours.

“I just want to apologize for not being brave enough to talk to you about it. I know I was confused, but I’m sure it was worse for you when they told you about her,” Hyunjin continues, sensing your rendered silence, “and it’s been so long since that happened, and now, you’re one of my closest friends.” Ouch.

“But I’ve been thinking,” when he picks up again, your eyes fly open in a panic. He’s been thinking. Hyunjinhas been thinking. You think you are going to pass out. “And I just feel like we… me and you, I mean—"

The standard iPhone alarm blares from beside you, promptly cutting him off and you think it is the biggest cockblock known to man. “Shit,” he hisses, leaning up to tug his phone from his pocket and in the process nudging you from your comfortable position. Sitting back up, nerves aflame and heart racing, your brows shoot up in confusion when all he does is stare at the number calling him. “What are you doing?”

“It’s the studio I was just at,” he scoffs in disbelief, barely glancing at you before looking back to his phone. You have never wanted to shrivel up and die as much as you want to right now. “Well? Aren’t you going to answer?”

Hyunjin makes a noise of acknowledgement before tapping the green icon and bringing the phone to his ear. “Hello?”

Sitting quietly beside him, you watch with a forced smile as his hummed responses and subtle nods morph into enthusiastic laughs and wide, beaming smiles. Hyunjin notices your confusion when you tilt your head, mouthing a ‘What?’ to him.

“They made a mistake,” he whispers, covering the speaker of his phone, “read off the wrong Hwang. I’m in.” When he grins excitedly at you, your response isn’t as cheerful as it could be. As it should be. “Yay!” You whisper, clapping gently but quickly turning to your boba when the other line begins speaking again. Looking away, you take a hefty sip, nearly choke on a tapioca ball, and build the walls around your heart up all over again in a matter of seconds.

“I’ve gotta go,” whispering, you manage one more pained smile before getting to your feet and wiping your butt of any possible grass stains, “good luck!” When he shines you one more breathtaking smile and waves excitedly, you hastily head in the other direction, wrapping your arms around yourself and swallowing past the lump that threatens to form the farther you walk.

It must be nice, you think, frantically wiping at your waterline. Must be nice to put yourself out there and have things work out the way you want them to. Must be nice being told you’re ‘in,’ you’re wanted, you’re desired.

It must be nice.

six.

Pick up food, you said. Ask Jisung, you said.

Your conscience is a big fat oompa loompa ass bitch. You would have never called Jisung to ask him if he wanted anything from Taco Bell if you knew he was with Changbin. And not just Changbin, you realized four minutes into your call; Seungmin and Hyunjin, too. Apparently he went over their place to record, or something, and didn’t care to let you know. Not that you’re his mom and he has too—but it would have been nice, and would have saved you from spending almost fifty dollars at Taco Bell.

“I tried calling Jisung but he didn’t answer,” you snap once Seungmin answers your call with a muffled hello. “Can one of you please come out and help me carry this in?” You glance at the five large sodas and two bags full of food in your passenger seat with a grimace. “Sure,” he agrees and you make a mental note for the umpteenth time just how much you love Seungmin, “I’ll be out in a sec.”

True to his word, you spot him making his way out of their apartment and across the small courtyard to meet you by your car not even a minute later, hauling each bag under his arms. “Thank you,” left only with the cupholder, you hurriedly lock your car and follow after him. “No problem. Thanks for being our Uber Eats,” then, pursing his lips, “how much was this?”

“Forty-seven something,” you grumble unhappily, knowing this was a big hit to your debit. “We’ll pay you back, don’t worry,” Seungmin smiles, leading you up the final flight of stairs and kicking open the ajar door.

Immediately, you’re hit with the smell.

“Dear, fucking hell,” making a face, you rub your nose to keep from sneezing, “it reeks in here. How have you guys not been kicked out yet?”

The stench of weed generally does not bother you anymore, but still—they could light a candle, or something. Seungmin shrugs, setting the bags down on the kitchen counter. “Luck, I guess.”

“IS THAT YN?” From another room, you hear Changbin shout, followed by an excited shriek from Jisung. “They’re high. Very high. You’ve been warned,” Seungmin whispers just as tweedle dee and tweedle dum themselves come flying around the corner. “YN!” Jisung grins, engulfing you in a dramatic hug. “Watch,” you hiss, regarding the blunt held between his fingers that comes dangerously close to your hair.

“Sorry,” he smiles, then, without warning, sticks the thing right between your lips. “I didn’t even offer.” Well, when life gives you lemons…

You hesitantly take the hit and blow the smoke away from him. You weren’t planning on getting high today, but here you are. “Thanks,” shaking your head as if that will clear it, you turn to Changbin and snugly wrap your arms around him. Every day you thank the heavens that he is a chill, calm high, unlike your maniac of a roommate.

“Thanks for the food,” fishing into his pockets and pulling out a crumpled ten-dollar bill, he slaps it into your palm. You only hum in reply, shoving it into your own pocket and praying you don’t lose it before you remember to put it in your wallet. “Where’s Hyunjin?” You ask, no longer caring about being slick.

“In his room,” Seungmin answers, rummaging through the bags to find what he ordered. Then, “HYUNJIN!” You jump, reaching for your soda and standing away from the other three until they have claimed whatever belongs to them. No sooner than Seungmin calls for him, you hear a door being cracked open and out comes Hyunjin.

He looks extremely disheveled. Like, just woke up from a two-month hibernation, disheveled. In the blink of an eye, however, he rakes a hand through long blonde hair and promptly sets a baseball cap backwards to keep the strands away and suddenly, he doesn’t look so disheveled anymore. You force yourself to look away, cursing the way your gut twists.

“Gimme my crunchwrap,” you say around your straw, snatching the blunt from Jisung’s fingers and moving around him to fetch your dinner. He doesn’t even protest.

He knows you need it more than he does.

“That’s a lot of food,” Hyunjin says once he has finally entered the kitchen, voice groggy and eyes puffy from sleep. Or from being high, you can’t tell. Pressing his chest to your back, he wraps one arm around you to keep you against him while the other reaches into a bag to take what’s his. Swallowing past the desert dryness of your throat, you manage a thick inhale from the blunt before tilting your head to look at him and mentally thanking the other three for taking it as their cue to head out.

“Not my fault you guys eat like animals,” you chuckle shakily, trying to ignore the firmness of his body against yours, veins prominent on the arm that holds you against him and the ripple of muscle along his abdomen noticeable even through his shirt and yours. Dear god, it is too early for this. Not even seven o’clock and you are already drooling in more places than one.

Hyunjin pouts as if it is not true. “How much do I owe you?” He asks, finally moving away to grab his drink and you can’t help your disappointment, quickly finishing the blunt before tapping it out into one of the many ashtrays. “Don’t worry about it,” you wave off, digging through their drawers for a paper plate.

“YN,” Hyunjin deadpans, regarding you with a raised brow once you come up and begin unwrapping your food. You refuse to look him in the eye. “What do I owe you?” He repeats, firmer this time and it sends a chill down your spine when it most certainly should not. Sighing, you retrieve the receipt from your pocket and count everything he got. “Thirteen.”

Humming in content, Hyunjin reaches for his wallet on the counter and pulls a ten and five out. “There,” he beams, tucking the bills into your pocket himself. Rolling your eyes, you pray he does not notice how you flush and hurry out of the kitchen to join Seungmin on the sofa.

“House Hunters?” You ask with a laugh, looking at the TV once you have settled next to him. “I told you HGTV is the best.”

Seungmin hums in agreement. “I thought it was stupid at first, but Hyunjin was watching Fixer Upper and I got addicted,” he says, nodding to the older boy doing a little dance in the kitchen as he eats one of his tacos. Your heart does somersaults at the sight. “They’re all so good,” you agree after taking a few bites of your own food, eyes trained on the television, “House Hunters is a classic, though.”

“I like the international one,” Hyunjin adds on his way over, crashing unceremoniously next to you. Out of the corner of your eye, you notice Seungmin wrinkle his nose when Hyunjin sets his free hand casually on your thigh. “Shh,” he grumbles, vaguely gesturing to the screen and chewing a mouthful of food, “I wanna hear what the house has.”

One episode turns to two, which turns to three, which turns to four, and suddenly you have been watching House Hunters with Seungmin and Hyunjin for almost three hours. It definitely is the weed, always making time perpetually slower, and it did not help when Jisung and Changbin reappeared sometime during your binge with one of Felix’s bongs. Not necessarily how you intended to spend your precious Friday night, but there is no sense in complaining when you are with your buddies and Hyunjin, of course.

Taco Bell long gone, you watch with blurry eyes when Hyunjin gets up from his slumped position against you to head into the kitchen and open the freezer. This, as well as the realization that House Hunters has ended and gone to some other, not-as-cool show, brings both you and Seungmin somewhat back to reality.

“It’s almost ten,” Seungmin announces, staring dazedly at the time on his phone. You hum in acknowledgment, certainly sober enough to reply but simply too lazy to. “I think I’m going to bed. Or play something. Don’t wreck the place,” he sighs, dragging a hand down his face before standing up. “G’night, Minnie,” you smile, watching with a furrowed brow as he continues down the hall and into his room. It isn’t until you hear his door click shut does the weight of being alone with Hyunjin settle on your chest.

It’s not like you haven’t spent time alone with Hyunjin before. In fact, that usually is the way it’s been in the past three years; whether the two of you decided to do your own thing or the rest of your friends eventually left or went to bed, you are used to this feeling. Used to ignoring the butterflies in your gut when he does something particularly cute and used to tampering down the mental images you conjure up knowing it’s just you and him.

But that doesn’t make things any easier. No matter how hard you try, you simply can’t help but feel this way around Hyunjin, especially when you’re alone. That’s just the way the cookie crumbles.

“Whatcha wanna watch?” Hyunjin asks around one last spoonful of ice cream before setting the pint back into the freezer. “Uhh…” You drone, blinking heavily at the TV and back to him as he makes his way back over. “I dunno, I’m sure you’ve been watching some drama. You can put that on.”

“You sure?” He asks with a raised brow, collapsing next to you and slumping dramatically halfway down the cushions. “Yes,” laughing, you find yourself reaching out to tuck messy strands of hair back behind his ear without hesitation, “also, why are you wearing a hat inside?”

Hyunjin pauses, straining to look up as if he will be able to see the back of his cap against his forehead. “I’m wearing a hat?”

“Yes, you idiot,” in comes the endless weed giggles and you find yourself unable to stop laughing, watching with teary eyes as he sits up and takes his hat off. “I don’t remember putting this on,” he chuckles airily, flipping the cap back and forth in his hands before tossing it onto the coffee table. “Should I cut it?”

“No!” You shout a little too quickly and a little too loudly. Shrinking against the arm of the couch, you ignore his amused smile and look to his long hair, freshly bleached strands falling down to his neck and shorter pieces brushing against his cheeks. Fuck, it should be illegal to look this good. “I like it long. It really suits you.”

“It’s annoying,” Hyunjin grins despite his complaint, lifting his legs onto the couch and flopping onto his side, head now resting on your lap. “I don’t know what to do with it.”

Now that he’s offered playing with his hair on a silver platter, you don’t hesitate combing your fingers through it, tugging out pieces stuck under his head and brushing it out completely. “You could pull the sides back,” you hum distantly, separating a section of hair near his temple to pull back, “or make a bun with what you can. You just have to play around with it.”

Humming in agreement, Hyunjin resituates himself after reaching for the remote and switching to Netflix. When you go back to simply raking your fingers from root to tip in irregular directions, you don’t miss the way his eyelids flutter at the motion and make sure to pay extra attention to his scalp. When this turned into a head massage, you’re not entirely sure.

The drama Hyunjin puts on is unbearable. You stopped paying attention a while ago, focusing more on him and how he seems to enjoy it, fingers busy braiding random sections of hair, taking them out, and then braiding them again. With two finally done the way you want them to, you are midway through the third when your fingers begin to cramp up.

“Why’d you stop?” Hyunjin asks seconds after you drop the braid and stretch your fingers out. “Fingers are cramping,” chuckling at the disappointed pout of his lips, you crack what knuckles you can before going back and undoing the unfinished braid. “Oh,” he mutters, cheek still pressed against your leg, “feels good.”

Humming in response, you ignore the way his words make your heart swell and begin gathering all his hair into a ponytail, pressing the braids to lay flat and finally tying it with a hair tie once you have combed up all that you can. Immediately, his bangs and hairs closer to the nape of his neck fall out, leaving the ponytail spikey and messy. At least the braids look good. You can’t help but giggle.

“What?” Hyunjin asks, pausing his show and leaning up. “What’d you do?”

“Go see for yourself,” pointing to the bathroom, you comb out a looped piece of hair before he stands to do just that. His ponytail bobs the entire walk there.

When he reaches the door and flips the light on, you watch from your position as he checks himself out, brushing away his bangs and flicking the pony. You frown when he accidentally yanks at a braid.

“Come here,” you say, sitting up, “you messed up the braid.”

“Honestly,” Hyunjin considers his reflection one last time before skipping his way over, “it doesn’t look half bad.” Expecting him to sit back next to you, your pulse quickens when he anchors a hand to the armrest and leans in front you, only inches away from your face. “No, definitely,” you say once you have gotten over the shock of him being so close so suddenly, “I like it in the ponytail. You’d really impress the girls if you braided your hair yourself.” Reaching up to tuck hair back into the braid and press it down flat once more, you don’t miss the way his brows draw together and lips twitch down. “What?”

Time ceases to exist as Hyunjin begins to come closer. In reality, you know it simply is a matter of seconds, but all of space and time seems to still once he leans forward. It feels as if an eternity goes by, allowing you to count each individual eyelash, memorize the details of his skin, take note of the smoothed lines on his plump lips. The way time slows is cruel; it allows panic to set in, the realization that he most certainly is looming over you with his eyes on your lips sending a spark of excitement and anxiety through your veins.

And then, just as this realization and this panic has set your nerves aflame, a gentle hand comes to cradle your jaw before Hyunjin’s lips press against yours.

It is so easy to surrender to the taste and touch of him. Instantly, an eruption of emotions and thoughts spiraling out of control fills you, yet your brain focuses only on Hyunjin, Hyunjin, Hyunjin. This is not the first time you have kissed him, nor the first time simply having him so close, but the feeling that radiates from your heart outward is unlike anything you have felt before. This is uncalled for. This is not like two years ago. You were not expecting this.

Hyunjin sighs into the kiss when you lean up to loop your arms around his neck. No sooner have you done this, he breaks away to sit beside you once more, hands reaching for your waist and guiding you to sit over his lap.

You could kiss him all day, you think, palms lying flat by his collarbones before fisting the material of his shirt when his tongue prods at the seam of your lips. Blood seemingly coming to a boil and nerves sparking dangerously, you find yourself quickly sobering up as the minutes tick by, completely and utterly addicted to him and this feeling, this feeling you have craved but never crossed the line for. And now, it’s yours to keep.

Forgetting the braids, you seize the opportunity to rake your fingers through his hair. Different, than how you did earlier. Desperate. Combing it away from his face once, twice, swallowing his groans when you tug at the roots, you realize with a whine that his hands have left your face in favor of dragging down your sides, circling back to squeeze at your breasts, rubbing at your thighs and finally sliding back to your ass, situating you more comfortably on his thighs.

When Hyunjin finally breaks the kiss to journey elsewhere, littering chaste kisses across your jaw, below your ear, down your neck, the weight of your actions finally hits you. It is overwhelming, the way you come spiraling back to reality, and you are not sure if the quiet moan that leaves you is due to the press of something else against your thigh or simply the realization that you are making out with Hyunjin.

You have to stop before you get hurt again.

“Hyunjin,” you gasp, shuddering when his soft lips brush against your jaw, “wait. We need to talk.”

He pauses at this, fingers digging into your sides and you feel his frown against your neck. “What’s there to talk about?” He murmurs, arms sliding around you and tugging you closer, prompting you to wrap your arms around his neck and hug him close and pretend like his boner isn’t digging into you.

It’s your turn to frown. “About us,” whispering, you lift one hand to stroke through his hair, “we need to talk about us.”

“I thought my feelings were very clear,” Hyunjin scoffs, all tenderness in his voice gone. Instinctively, you lean back, blinking at him in surprise. “Unless this is just another one of your games? Does this not mean anything to you, YN? I don’t think I could stomach you running off to Changbin or fucking Chan again.”

His words pierce your heart before you have even fully processed them, hurt flashing across your features and your body goes numb. “What?” Is all you can manage, scrambling to get away from him, chest heaving and eyes suddenly burning with the brine of tears. “What are you talking about, Hyunjin?”

“You know exactly what I’m talking about!” He shouts. You flinch, not from the way he raises his voice, but from the genuine sadness in his eyes. “The past three years have been a constant battle with you. We’re best friends, for fucks sake, I figured out a long time ago that you have feelings for me. Feelings more than best friends. Yet every fucking time we started moving in the right direction, you turned your back on me.”

You can do nothing but stand there and let the tears fall. All the words and bottled emotions you wish to say are right there on the tip of your tongue, but you simply cannot bring yourself to voice them. Not when he’s right. Not when you have turned your back on him time and time again.

And then, he hisses more to himself than you, “Is this just sloppy seconds? You never once thought about my feelings in all of this?”

The anger brewing within you suddenly bursts from the dam and hisses through your body like deadly poison. “Sloppy seconds?” You snarl, fists clenching. “Who the fuck do you think you are? Your feelings? You just said you know how I feel about you, so why didn’t you ever do anything about it? How was I supposed to know you felt the same?”

“I thought it was pretty fucking obvious,” Hyunjin spits back, gaze narrowing, “didn’t think I had to spell out the fact that I like you, YN. You’re a smart girl.”

“Do not treat me like a child,” clenching your jaw, you have to look away for a moment, pacing one, two, three steps, hands raking through your hair and wiping away the stream of tears from your cheeks. You have never been filled with such rage. Having finally reached its boiling point, it now consumes you whole, sweeping off in waves and destroying all boundaries. “Confessing is not an easy thing, as you apparentlyknow, so don’t make me seem like the only idiot here. But maybe I was wrong about you if you think of me as just sloppy seconds.”

“I never said that!” Hyunjin barks, standing up to grasp your wrist when you turn away to grab your keys. “Don’t put words in my mouth! I would never, never think of you that way. I just don’t understand why you never spoke up after all this time. I’ve been dying, YN, you have no clue how badly I have been—”

“Oh, believe me, I know,” you snap, yanking your arm away from him, “I told you, Hyunjin. Telling someone you love them isn’t as easy as learning to ride a bike. You’re right, I have turned my back on you. But not intentionally. I’ve been scared, I’m a pussy, whatever.” Biting your top lip as if it will stop the tears that continue to fall freely, you avoid looking at him and glance back to find not only Seungmin, but Jisung and Changbin, too, peeking out from their doors with eyes blown wide with shock. Once you have noticed them, however, they panic and scramble to get out of sight.

Sighing shakily, you look back to Hyunjin and cannot ignore the way your heart sinks at the sight of him. Even upset, he is beautiful. You wonder how much you will see him after this.

“You don’t have to tell me you like me back to make me feel better, Hyunjin,” bouncing on your heels, you suddenly feel exhausted, body and soul heavy with the words you not only spoke, but heard, too. “We can figure this out another day, but for now, I need to go home. I’ll see you.”

Turning away once more, you do not make it very close to the front door before he stops you once more. “Wait, YN,” Hyunjin huffs, smiling softly when he reaches for your hand and you do not pull away. Running his tongue over his lip, he seems to hesitate for a moment, trying to gather his thoughts.

“Did you mean it when you said you love me?”

⇢ epilogue

[seojunnies]

tagged by @jsuh thank you my love <3

rules: list (and/or create content for) 13 songs that you’ve been vibing to lately!  

1. 127 - end to start will i ever shut up about this song jfc

2. jessi, bm & nafla - put it on ya

3. dreamcatcher - boca

4. waterparks - i miss having sex but at least i dont wanna die anymore lmao relatable

5. juice wrld & marshmello - come & go

6. meghan trainor & nicki minaj - nice to meet ya sorry not sorry its vibey

7. rich brian & chungha - these nights

8. little mix - break up song

9. eyes set to kill - house of glass

10. stray kids - back door

11. a.c.e - goblin

12. superm - tiger inside

13. kim wooseok - red moon yes im still vibing dont judge me

tagging @henderyprince @rosesnbooks @misslovetalk @kunfucks and anybody that wants to do this <3

[hdgewitch-a]

01. Nickname: mint ! 02. Real name: [squeaky toy noise] 03. Zodiac: aries 04. Height: 5′8″ 05. What time is it: 5:07 pm! 06. Favourite musicians / groups: kim petras, charli xcx, slayyyter, tove lo, reol, caro emerald, ABSRDST, freddie dredd, frank sinatra, ill listen to basically anything except for rock/country LOL.... 07. Favourite sports team: what the fuck is a “sport” bitch ill kill u 08. Other  blogs:  the only other one i aim to use atm is @wardncer but ive been on @apostitudes / @theprodigal / @giftinggab / @deathdevotion / @shomaheld before (i have a few other blogs ive forgotten abt too) 09. Do I get asks? ya for memes!! 10. How many blogs do I follow? 69 (nice) 11. Any tumblr crushes: GOD OK i was soooo fucking intimidated by u guys at first (in the “oh god they’re so cool what if im NOT AS COOL” way bc lets face it.  u guys r fucking cool) .   i think you’re all very neat so @lastwished @hvadeina @snarkomancy @throatkissed @kurkowna @beastend and jaina you are a goober and actual loml so @thevengerberg​ 12. Lucky number: 8 13. What am I wearing right now: minion pajamas!! >:) 14. Dream vacation: somewhere in europe... that or a roadtrip in the united states to meet all of my friends :’) 15. Dream car: i .... do not know how to drive . :’) 16. Favourite food: i get food cravings the way ppl listen to music. i will eat this food and nothing else until im sick of it and rn its dairy queen ranch wraps LOL 17. Drink of choice: pepsi!! 18. Languages: english / french (but my french is rusty), i want to learn tagalog bc my mom’s filipino!! 19. Instruments: i play the piano and the flute!! i used to play piano somewhat professionally but ive fallen out of love with it so yah 20. Celebrity crushes: rosamund pike / rooney mara / rebecca hall ... weird how all their names start with r but yknow 21. Random fact: i dropped about like 40 bucks on a fat stuffed hamster that i won at an arcade by grinding piano tiles for 3 hours. i named her peanut. please dont give me money i dont use it for good things

Tagged by: i yoinked it <:) Tagging: you!!

[multiphandomunnies]

Twice Haunted House AU Pt4

Genre: Angst? Fluff? Murder Mystery Warnings: Mentions of murder. Trigger Warning: Mentions of a Suicide  Admin: Mirae A/n, Please Read: I have returned to the series! This was supposed to be posted on Halloween :P, fail. There is a few things I want to say first, there will be roughly 10 parts to this series. After the next chapter things will start to take off a little more, these first chapters introduced the suspects. There might be possible inconsistencies within the story for 2 reasons a)Literally the last time I wrote for this series was in January b)when I first wrote this I wasn't planning on making more parts and I certainly wasn't planning on making it a murder mystery. The first 3 parts suck so I don't know why yall wanted more but since you guys seemed to like it I decided to bring it back and im super excited. You need to read the first 3 parts to understand this so Id like to apologize in advance for how crappy they are, I might go back and redo them XD. Side Note: I made a photo edit for this but every time I tried to add it my computer and or phone crashed :\

Part 3

Your hands typed away on your laptop as you went over everything that you and Tzuyu had been able to find out. You couldn't help but feel a little nervous and scared in this town, it felt like everyone knew everyone and they were all hiding something. Even though you have just started your investigation it felt like maybe your own parents were working against you. 

Rubbing your temples you thought back the Sheriff Kim and what Tzuyu said about feeling afraid when near him. There was a possibility that he had more to do with it than you both were aware of. How was it possible for a decorative Sheriff to not have any suspects in such a small town. Obviously there is some things you'd have to rule out when investigating. 

It was clear the the suspect was well acquainted with knives, and had combat experience as he was able to easily take out 9 teenage girls like they were toddlers just learning to walk. Then there was the part about the suspect being able to sneak into a house with 9 girls and have none of them notice them. He had to have some type of knowledge of their schedules and patterns. You thought about all the different possibilities an things that came into an investigation. You were surely no expert but with your vast knowledge of crime, tv shows you felt like you had some type of understanding of what went on. A tap on your shoulder made you yelp in surprise. 

Turning around you sighed when you saw Tzuyu stand behind you with a blank look on her face. “I overheard your parents say something about a contractor coming to look at the house and get a full report on what needs to be done,” Tzuyu said while playing with her hair. You furrowed your brows and thought about what she said 

“Yeah, well they want to fix up the place,” you simply pushed her words aside which made her slightly angry. She tapped your shoulder once you turned away from her. 

“Y/n is the same guy who originally built the house, that's why your parent hired him, to make the house look like how it used to,” Tzuyu whined. 

Your eyes widened and you swiveled in your chair once more “Really?” you questioned, even though the girls probably never met the contractor there was no doubt in your mind that he knew every inch of this house. 

“They said he would be here today, I think we should look into it. Even if he didn't do anything to us, he might know something,” Tzuyu said while tugging at your hand so you would stand up. You complied and followed her down the stairs, waving at Sana along the way. 

“Hey mom, dad,” you said with a fake smile once you entered the foyer. They greeted you back with a smile “Perfect you are here, the contractor will be visiting soon and we figured he would want in your room,” your mom smiled and rubbed your dad's upper back. You nodded your head and ats Tzuyu a glance before entering the kitchen to not look suspicious. 

“What are we even supposed to do to get the contractor to share information?” you asked, reaching up and grabbing a cub from the cupboard. 

“Just talk to him, get him to talk about his life and his work, ”Tzuyu stated like it was the most obvious thing ever. You nodded your head and lightly sipped on your water, in all honesty you didn't have much of an appetite. The thought of meeting even more people that potentially murdered the girls made you feel sick to your stomach. Even if the town and its people were innocent, you knew that they didn't do everything they could to get the murder solved. 

The front door opened and you heard a gruff voice greet your parents. Hesitantly you walked out of the kitchen and stared at the man, he was much shorter and older than you are expecting. “This is Y/n,” your father introduced with a bright smile. 

“Hi,” you simply said while approaching the man, He quickly shook your hand and ignored you. His eyes wandered the halls while he stared in awe the place, you could see a sparkle that looked like it had been hidden for years erupt within him. 

“Wow,” he simply said while looking it up and down. 

“Is it just how you remember?’ you asked curiously. He side eyed you and nodded “A little, JYP tried to change it but I'm glad to see he hasn't done much damage,” you noticed the intense hatred he seemed to give at the mention of JYP. 

“Ah did you not want him to mess with what you created,” you asked surprised by how easy to talk to he seemed to be. 

He shook his head and sighed, finally turning to face you “Honestly, I didn't appreciate the changes they were going o have done to my creation all because of those girls but I understand why he was doing them. It's nice to see it in persona gain, this is my proudest work, ya know kid?” he asked with a cheeky smile You felt yourself loosen up at his smile, he really didn't seem like the type of person that would harm others. It just seemed like he didn't appreciate JYP for trying to change his proudest work but it didn't seem like he hated the girls.

 “I wonder what happened to them, the girls I mean,” he added with a soft sigh. 

“Do you mind if I follow you around while you look at the house? I've been thinking about getting into contracting,” you lied in order to stick close to him. 

He shot you and surprised glance and nodded “Go ahead kid,” he said while walking up the stairs to check out the upper level. 

“The girls were murdered, ya know,” you asked while following close behind him. 

“I know, sad isn't it? I used to hate myself and this house because of the horrific murders that happened, I wish the Sheriff got over his high horse and actually did something about it,” he confessed and gave you clues. 

“The sheriff? I don't think he wanted to solve the murder” you said in order to see how the contractor would react. 

“Personally if you ask me I say he did it. His daughter used to be a training here, ya know. After she didn't make the cut for the silly singing group she decide to make the cut on something else, if you catch my drift,” he grumpily mumbled. 

Your eyes widened at his words “His daughter killed herself?” you asked, finally noticing Tzuyus presence. The other girls were coming out for the hiding posts and listening to the contractors words. “It was so sad if I'm being honest when the girls were first murder everyone in town blamed the sheriff. We were all sure he did it, he hated them because of his daughter,” the contract signed and wrote some stuff down in his notebook. 

“Thank you sir! I just realized I have something important to do so I'll take my leave,” you said while running away. 

“Aye wait, kid!” he hollered meaning you stop in your tracks. 

“I don't think you should get to involved in the murder, kay? I'm promisin you that you’ll get hurt,” he voice was low and firm sounding. You felt chills run up your spine,, Nayeon scoffed and flicked the guy's forehead causing him to randomly yelp in pain. 

“Asshole,,we will make sure that nothing happens to Y/n,” Nayeon was actually be nice for you, for once. Tzuyu tugged on your arms and you hurriedly followed her into the basement without your parents noticing. 

“Yeah I know I'm not the best at noticing things but that guy is a little creepy,” Chaeyoung said causing you to nod. 

“He really tried to blame the sheriff, have you met him yet?” Nayeon asked you. Both you and Tzuyu shook your head no, still lying about your visit to the station.

”I didn't know that about his daughter and now I feel bad,” Momo whined while rubbing the back of her neck. Sana gave her comforting parts to the back, giving her an adorable smile to calm her down. Tzuyu gave you a knowing look, you pulled out your phone and quickly wrote down in your suspect section. 

“Contractor Lee, fell in love with the house, his greatest life creation. He didn't like what JYP was doing to the place, he wanted to restore its olden beauty. Could that have possibly led him to kill the girls? His rage to to restore the beauty

[strayboys]

thank you for 1.5k!

who's the best fandom? sk tumblr!

honestly i'm just using this "milestone" as an excuse to ramble about my friends

we all know that i don't have actual talent to actually create something for this so...

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@9equals1 mAYAAAAAAAAAA you're so sweet and amazing and fAMOUS wowza we've come so far together and i will continue to promo your blog 😂 person: "hi i'm new to sk" me: oH MAKE SURE YOU FOLLOW MAYA

@kim-squishmin hey remember when you lEFT for a while and i was devastated?! gxdzgxjcjvhchchchcjv MY FAVORITE PART OF THE DAY WILL ALWAYS BE DAWN

@kimwuujin you'll forever be channieskitchen to me, stevie 😂 even tho i even gave you your url thERE'S NO REPLACING CHANNIE'S KITCHEN- okay but craziness aside you better keep making content, we need to be fed lmao ❤️ i love ya!

@straykidseuu pppppauline hey i think you're my only friend on tumblr that has a p- name like me lol anyway I REMEMBER WHEN YOU JOINED TUMBLR YOU'RE SO SWEET AHHH

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@astraykidsdaydream STAY AMAZING- if anyone tells you that you're not perfect i will kick them in the face with my soccer cleats on *wink* xfchbjjbjbcgchvh thank you for being mutuals with meeeeeeeee!

@presentstraykidsfan roseeeeeeeeeeeeeee omg remind me to show you this gif of hwall biting a rose it's adorable- anyway *hugs you* your excitement is everything, never let that spark fade!

@bundlesandbeanies ELIZAAAAAAABETH you lil blog stalker *wink* your latest url is so cuteeeee- THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME, AND FOR ALL OF SK TUMBLR ❤️

@awoojinstan SAIKAAAA haha what would you do if woojin followed you on tumblr? 😂 sunshine can't exist without you!

@strayedtoofar CHOCOLATE 😂 hehe who's charlotte i only know chocolate- ever since you first joined tumblr you've been s w e e t- never change! actually you probably can't change you're inherently sweet just like chocolate!

@mosquitofelix jOCY MY JOY okay throwback when you were my anon and i stupidly couldn't figure out who you were for the longest time eeeek 🌤️ bUT I DID IT after i got 10000 hints 😂 remember that you are the epitome of joy!

@xuhoon YOU DESERVE HAPPINESS NEVER LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE I WILL FIGHT FOR YOUR HAPPINESS

@bangg-chan hehehe you probably weren't expecting this tag bUT FUN FACT i'm always checking up on you ❤️ actually that makes me your stalker, doesn't it? oOPS 🌤️

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@hey-im-anxiety okay i think you're my #1 blog stalker, like tumblr usually has you in the top three 😂 STAY SAFE AND STAY STRAY- don't forget to sing along to hellevator when you're in an elevator! bahaha

@stk0t9 omg i highkey used to count your likes as stamps of approval- if maddy likes something then it's a successful post (why am i not exaggerating 😂) don't forget to smile!

@jikseu-felix hmmm how did we meet? oH WAIT OKAY SO I FOLLOWED YOU ON JOSHPUP FOR SVT CONTENT BUT THEN YOU MADE AN SK SIDE BLOG- ahhh 😂 anyway- let's keep being mutuals! i appreciate youuuu! 🌤️���️

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@hey-hey-chan k is for kute- dzxghvhvgcch what have i done?! 🌤️ kUTE IS A WORD EVERYONE... anyway r is for rainbow, i is for intellectual, & s is for sERIOUSLY AMAZING

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pssst- do not watch titan on netflix it's a waste of your life i regret watching it

(there's some others who i wanted to tag but uhm altho i may know a lot of sk blogs, i am definitely not popular with all the actually popular blogs- like they're old money & i'm new money lol rip phoebe hopefully i don't die like gatsby)

TO EVERYONE: we've grown so close in a small amount of time- here's to a bright future! remember to love you, the people around you, and of course, our silly nine boys.

[seungcheolsthighsss]

Park Chanyeol Police Officer AU

Yall dirty minded chanyeol stans this ones for youuuuu, get ya holy water ready boys and girls and join me on this rollercoaster of emotions ;) { the imagine is long  soooo if yall are just here for the smut part you can skip the flashback but if yall want to find out how you and officer park meet i suggest reading the flashback;) }

Member/Group : EXO’s Park Chanyeol Genre: smut Warnings: BDSM

* FLASHBACK *

 You were just about to leave work and close up the shop when you had heard a very important message on the news. The message was stating that their was a man around his 40s, brown hair , dark eyes, was roaming around on the streets and he was no in his right mind. Of course you were immediately scared and did not want to walk home, You also did not wanna walk home because you knew you would be walking home alone and with some guy roaming around in the streets you did not want to even move from the shop. You knew that you had no choice but to walk home so you grabbed everything that you had at work and began to lock up the shop.  You started to walk home with an uneasy feeling in your stomach almost like their were butterflies in your stomach, but not the good kind of butterflies.  Halfway through your walk home when you had felt that you made it through the night with out witnessing or finding the creepy guy the news had warned people about you remembered you had to walk by an alley way soon on your route home. You stomach dropped when you remembered this, of course this was not a problem before or even when it is daylight out but because of the news, you were terrified to walk by the alley. However you kept telling yourself that you would be okay, it worked for a bit before you had realized that someone was talking in the alley way and as stupid as it was you looked down. Your stomach had probably dropped for the hundredth time that night. You saw that the guy the news had warned you about was holding a knife to the others guys face. You immediately called the police knowing that the victim would not be able to even move a muscle “ hello yes hi there is an emergency on 24th street and i’m pretty sure it is the guy the news was looking for, No sir i am not in danger myself but a man that i assume was passing by is” after they had told you everything would be okay and they were on their way you calmed down a little and was no longer scared to walk home after. You looked down the alley way and you saw that the victim was now alone, this freaked you out because what would u tell the police officers. Would you say he had ran off?, Say that he had left the guy alone and went about his night?. Your thoughts were interrupted by someone holding your wrist “ so Missy you like to be a snitch don’t you, calling those dumb police officers to come save you and your little friend”.

You wanted to tell him off and push him off you, but who were you kidding you were to weak and scared to do anything. All you could do was pray and hope that the police showed up soon that way this psycho man would not be able to hurt you. “maybe ill just have to show you a lesson to not fuck with a man like me” you saw him pull out his pocket knife once again and press the cold metal against your neck. At this point you were in tears to scared of what he would do to you. “please just let.. let me go please i didn’t do anything to you “, “oh but you did , you called those dumbass cops and now i’m gonna go back to that fucking jail” with every word he was pressing the knife slightly harder against your neck. You felt the little cut developing further and further. Suddenly the pain and pressure stopped “SIR STAY ON THE GROUND AND DO NOT MOVE” you opened your eyes and were relieved to see the cops handling the situation and you no longer in danger. There was 3 officers two male and one lady. The ladys name was “ji su” from what you could read from her name tag and the officer helping her was named “ Kim Jong In “ the other male officer was the one who was coming up to you “hello miss i am officer Park are you hurt in any way “ you were both still in shock of what happened but also in shock because the officer was extremely good looking. You knew you should not have been thinking things like this during a serious time but you could not help but notice and take in how good this man looked in his uniform. “um just a little cut but I am pretty sure it is nothing to stress about”. However Officer park had seen that there was a good amount of blood dripping down your neck “ oh my god your bleeding “ he said swiping the blood of your neck with his thumb. “maybe you should come back to the station we can fix up that lil cut up plus we will have to ask you questions anyways” he said. You don’t know why but you got flustered maybe it was from his touch or because he was just so god dam attractive. “um okay” he gave you a small smile. Officer ji su and Jong In were in one car with the victim and you were in the other with officer park. There was a weird silence but he broke it “so before i start to go all officer on you in the station why don’t we get to know each-other” you couldn’t help but smile “sounds good to me” “well to start off i am Chanyeol, Park Chanyeol” he said as you were stopped at a red light “ i am (Y/N), (Y/N) Y/L/N)” you smiled at him. You noticed that he kept stealing quick glances at you. and you felt yourself blushing. “your a very cute girl (Y/N) its a shame that the crazy man hurt you” in that moment you felt your face go completely red. Chanyeol looked away but you saw the smirk plastered across his face.

END OF FLASHBACK

and that’s how you now arrived to the police station and you both climbed out of the cruiser and walked into the police station. You sat in Officer Parks office and waited for him to grab all the paper work he needed in order to write down the questions he needed to ask. You had to admit seeing him sitting in front of you in that police uniform, you almost thought that god had finally blessed you with a hot man in your life because you did a good dead and you were nottttt mad at allll. “so (Y/N) im just going to ask a few questions and just answer according to yourself and what happened at the crime scene “ you nodded your head stealing a few glances at his body , he was pretty tall, nice legs, a nice butt too he was legit a whole package “i know you like what you see but lets get through the questions first alright” he smirked at you and you nodded your head “okay so first off why did the criminal attack you?”. You told him that it was because he heard you call the cops after all the serious questions of where you were the whole day, the type of connection you had with the victim and things like that. But then his questions got a little more personal “Are you currently seeing anyone?” “no officer “. Once you said that you swear you swear you saw his eyes light up. “would you like to be seeing someone?” he asked while biting his lip. In that moment you were instantly turned on “why don’t we finish this interview tmrw” you nodded your head he put the papers he was holding down and walked to the door and locked it “just in case” he said and you knew what would come next and you were not going to stop it. Chanyeol had walked to you and put his built arms on each side of the chair his body now hovering over yours. He smirked before placing his plump lips on your neck leaving little marks. You couldn’t let out a little moan half because of his lips but also because you had found him so hot from the beginning and now with him hovering over you, you couldn’t help but be turned on. he pulled away crashing his lips onto yours. His lips were hunger for you to kiss back but you being the tease you are you didn’t kiss back right away which only caused him to place a hand on one of your breast applying pressure eager to get you to both kiss back and to hear your moan again. His kisses became a lot harder and more aggressive but you were not complaining. “officer park I don’t think this is very professional” you said with a smirk, as you now pushed Chanyeol in to the chair and you were now the one hovering over top of him and you pulled his handcuffs out of his back pocket and twirled them around your fingers “maybe i will have to punish you” you saw his eyes light up as if he got an idea “i am the officer here so i think it is my job to put these on you. Chanyeol started to rip your shirt off you and the slowly pulled your pants and panties off you he then handcuffed your arms behind your back “ah what to do with someone so beautiful and sexy” he bite hip lips, his lips now on your chest working his ways down all the way to your hips to your inner thigh stopping inches away from just where you wanted him but when you thought that he was gonna eat you out you were immediately wrong when he inserted him self into you without a warning and thrusting fast and hard without giving you time to adjust but you did not even care having Chanyeol thrust into hard was giving you so many good feelings and he was for sure hitting all your good spots making you moan more and more with each trust “what a tight girl” Chanyeol was grabbing your hips holding you up as he thrust more and more into you, his big hands holding your hands with a tight grip leaving slight scratch marks. Chanyeol started to kiss you roughly as he thrusted into you just turning you on more and more, his hands now moving from your hips to your ass grabbing it tightly. Your hands chained up was now making you beg Chanyeol to let them free so you could use them to pull chanyeols hair and give him pleasure to he saw this and smirked knowing that you were turned on and frustrated. Just as you were going to hit your climax chanyeol pulled out smirking at you and freeing your hands from the handcuffs “what a shame “ he said walking away but before Chanyeol  could leave you all turned on you pushed him into the chair now taking the handcuffs into your hands “I don’t think so officer maybe you should learn how to do your job for now I will show” you handcuffed Chanyeols arms to the chair you kissed him eager to make him moan and make him say your name. you unbuttoned his uniform shirt and placed kisses all over his chest and made your way down to waist band “hmmm what to do what to do” you said as you brushed your hand against bulge and you heard him take a sharp intake of breath. You began to take off his pants and boxers and you just smirked you spread his legs open and took his cock into your mouth running your tongue over the tip making him moan “dam (Y/N) oh my oh” he stopped halfway as you started to take all of him into your mouth bobbing your head up and down making him now moan way more and more you looked up at him and say him throwing his head back and closing his eyes tight “im going to cum “ he said you just smirked and bobbed your head faster as your hands worked moving up and down and finally he had cummed. you smirked up at him wiping your mouth “and that’s how it’s done officer Park” you un cuffed his hands and once again his lips were on yours biting you lip and swiping his tongue across your lips asking for entrance which you gladly gave he slipped two fingers into you “im not the only one who should cum today” he said with a wink you closed your eyes his fingers working fast and once again hitting all the right spots it didn’t take you long to cum due to all the stimulation you had before. Once you cummed chanyeol licked his fingers you both got dressed again and he looked you up and down and handed you his number “we should definitely go out again” and with that he slapped your ass as you walked out you could not stop smiling at what had just happened. I guess you could say that night was farrrrr from boring and by the looks of it the rest of your nights would not be boring either

 welp this took me at least two days to write i wanted to make sure that all yall chanyeol fans would be satisfied and i hope you guys are feel free to send in requests because my inbox is dryyyyyyyy love all of you <3<3

[woojinieemoved]

Friends to Lovers!Kim Donghyun

member: kim donghyun // mxm

genre: fluff

writing type: bulletpoint

word count: 1.4k

a/n: lol im either gonna edit a bunch of my writings or just copy and paste so sorry if some look nice and some look crusty // this one is rewritten btw!

my masterlist

so it all started when you had a project in your first year of middle school

it was kinda big for a middle school class so your teacher randomly assigned people

and wow what a coincidence you got the one and only kim donghyun!!

you had no idea who he was so you assumed he probably went to another elementary school

meeting him wasn’t too awkward?? he was super smiley and spoke kinda loud but somehow you found comfort in that

ofc since you were partners for a project, you went to meet up at the library to do research

but like that ended REEEAAAAL quickly bcuz yall are too loud lol

first of all you werent even completely focused bcuz donghyun kept making super bad jokes that were funny as a middle schooler 

you’d both be laughing so fuckin loud that the librarian would have to kick you out

well ok looks like you’re going to your house to do continue the research i guess

your parents were like “omg you brought a boy home is this your boyfriend” bcuz yeah boy + girl hanging out = dating according to everyone

you looked really disgusted and donghyun looked awkward 

yall basically just met so why would you even think about that!! plus you’re in middle school you don’t care about dating yet

“guys you havent even said hi to him but you already made him uncomfortable he’s just my partner for this project we have to do in class”

even tho he felt awkward, he still kept his happy, polite self and introduced himself to your parents

since it was probably a bad idea to go back to the library, donghyun would frequently come over to finish the project

your parents grew to like him more (and so did u ;) ) and him coming over would be normal now

even after you finished the project, you guys basically became super close and you would hang out alot outside of school

every year, the both of you would be praying that you’d be in the same class

if you werent, you’d be late to your classes bcuz you dont want to separate yet

until the bell rings again then you’re dashing your ass down the hall

now it wasnt until you got into highschool where people were more serious and fuckin drastic

being the major flower boy that he is, he snatched the hearts of so many girls in school 

this means a shit ton of chocolates on the day of valentines !!

for him atleast lol

you never complained about not being able to get chocolates because he always shared the chocolates he got with you 

but like you also knew that some girl would be brave enough to call him out to confess to him

you may have accidentally walked in on some of them mid-confession

slams door open

“donghyun where the hell are you we need to get the limited edition plush at the arcade and you know damn that’s gonna take fore- oh” 

oops awkward for all of you 

aaaaanndd since this is highschool some girls are petty as hell and will be like “i’ll do anything it takes to be with oppar11!!!1!1″

so you occasionally get bullied

frequently

woops they spilled juice on your notebook

woops they thought your textbook was trash

oh no where did your bag go- its outside?? and the window is open??

it took a while for donghyun to notice that you were getting bullied by his fangirls

ok in reality he only noticed because you started to distance yourself from him because of it

dh: y/n? where are you? i thought we were gonna go to the cafe

you:  oh right sorry i had to go to the library for hw

dh: library??? homework??? ok its super obvious thats a lie where are you

you: wow can i not be responsible without being suspicious im just trying to pass highschool

dh: :/

dh: i know you’ve been lying alot lately y/n whats going on

you: well idk if youre just blind or stupid but your dumb fangirls are getting in my way and its annoying having to deal with them

dh: fangirls? what have they been doing? why do you have to stop hanging out with me?

you: ok youre just dumb...  

dh: omg are you getting bullied

you: yes you idiot those fangirls of yours are brutal

dh: y/n..... im sorry.. i didn’t see that

you: yeah i know its been happening for months

dh: well i’ll treat you to food to make you feel better so hurry and get to the park

you: but im at home

dh: you live 3 minutes away from the park

you: im already in bed with snacks and netflix

dh: ok fine i’ll come over then

you: wait get ice cream before you come back

dh: yeah yeah ok 

you wait a good 8 minutes and hear your door slamming open, your bed bouncing from donghyun whale flopping onto it

“you got the ice cream?”

he holds up the bag and says “right here”

“ok good lets make a fort now”

“why?”

you stared at him blankly 

“perfect reason i’ll get the blankets”

he gets up and runs to the hallway closet, grabbing the extra blankets your family keeps

you get up to find as many extra pillows so that you can use it to support the fort

takes yall a good 25 min to do but its worth it

you snuggle up under the fort and start to eat your slightly melted ice cream

after like 3 movies, your eyes start to get heavy since you’re warm under the blankets and donghyun’s arms

donghyun was pretty immersed in the movie so he didnt see you slowly drift off to sleep 

it wasnt until he was going to make some sort of witty comment to you about what was happening in the current scene

your cheek was pressed against his chest and your arms balled up in front of you

he smiles to himself and grabs his phone next to him to snap some pics of your sleeping face

he figured he should just go to sleep too since you arent awake to make dumb comments about the movie anymore

he closes your laptop and gently holds you to place your head on the pillow and shimmies himself to lay down as well

boom now you’re both dead asleep and snuggly

ok fast forward in time 

its your senior year and yall r kinda burnt tf out bcuz of college applications and scholarships

but wow its valentines again!!!11!

you were prepared to see donghyun struggling to carry a ton of chocolates but instead you were greeted to him holding a bouquet of roses and a bucket of fried chicken

“did someone give you chicken for valentines? is that their way of not being like everyone else and giving you chocolates”

he lets out a nervous laugh and steps closer to you

“no, but its my way of not being like everyone else” 

he holds out the bouquet and chicken in front of you

you stare at him like ??? lol ok

“wow is this finally my own gift of appreciation this year”

“in some sort, yeah”

“awwww thanks best friendddddd” you lightly smacked his arm and took the things from his hands

before you could take the time to look at the roses, donghyun grabbed your wrists and looks at you dead straight in the eyes

your heart sped up but you tried to make a joke to make it look like you werent nervous

“what do you want me to share the chicken?” 

“y/n can i kiss you” 

“wait what-”

he just goes in and plants his lips on top of yours

not too roughly tho

it was like a soft pillow on your lips and you did not pull away or complain at all

you leaned forward a bit to deepen the kiss since you couldnt really grab him or anything

cuz yaknow

ya got chicken and a bouquet occupying your hands

donghyun got the hint and hesitantly placed his hands on your hips

eventually the both of you couldnt breath so you pulled away and stared at each other

“im sorr-”

“shut up you absolute dork i cant believe you kissed me first before even saying anything” you teased

he shoved his face into your shoulder out of embarrassment and laughed

but it was all a scheme

he used that chance to whisper right into your ear:

“i love you y/n”

now its you shoving your face into his chest from embarrassment

“i hate you so much kim donghyun,...” 

me too y/n, me too.....

[toastybutstupid]

Bangtan Boys Fanfiction Recommendation Post

This is very long overdue.

So this is a post of some fanfictions i have read in this fandom that are one: Really fucking good and you should read them. (Literally all of them) And two: Aren’t nearly recognized enough. 

i will be adding to this list!! I read alot of fanfiction like that’s all i read because the creativity is used so well!

NOTE: THESE ARE ALL SHIP FICS. AND ALOT ARE YOONSEOK!!

perhaps an X reader will come along down the line! You never know!

PLEASE TELL ME IF ANY LINKS DON’T WORK!!

Okay let’s get started!

Beta Tau Sigma by Bazooka (Mature; 123k; Namjin and Yoonmin; COMPLETE)- HIGHLY RECOMMEND!! This was one of the first works i have read from this fandom and its by far a TOP fanfiction that i love, this actually sprang my love for college AU’s! Great read!

On Patrol Season 1 & 2 by Ragi (Not rated; 246k; Jikook, Yoonseok, and Namjin; COMPLETE)- REALLY GOOD!!!!Has to be one of my favorites produced from this fandom. Definitely something that i’m currently rereading! Really fucking good okay like im sad its ending.

And one musn’t tell lies by Tteokie (Mature; 36k; Yoonseok; COMPLETE)- DUDE THIS WAS THE FIRST HARRY POTTER AU I READ FROM THIS FANDOM AND HOLY SHITTTT!!!! This is really good!!! Literally so fucking happy i found this fic okay. 

IMMA BEAT THAT PUSSY by Sotaekook (Teen; 44k; Taekook, Namjin Yoonseok; INCOMPLETE)-  THIS. IS. THE. BEST. CHAT FIC OUT THERE. THIS BEATS IT ALL FOR ME OKAY LIKE THE AUTHOR CAN TAKE MY MONEY. Okay but in all seriousness, this fic is one of the best chat fics out there, even the angst is very good (It’s not heavy by any means though!)

Pick Me Up by Priska (Mature; 93k; Jikook and lowkey Taegi; COMPLETE)- Mk, im not into omegaverse much, but this one is really good. i still need to catch up im like 4 chaps behind. But this is really good and i recommend this one HARDCORE.

Pretty In Pink by Profound_Felicity (Explicit; 67k; Namjin; COMPLETE)- !!!!!!!!Dude this is some pretty fucking nice shit. Its a crossdresser!Jin and i fell in love with this fic in the first chapter. Recommend!!!!

My Lovely Lilac By Profound_ Felicity (Explicit; 74k; Taekook; COMPLETE)-  This is part two-ish? To Pretty In Pink but its from Taehyung’s point of view and holy shit it’s so cute?? Its a crossdresser! Taehyung and i love this so much.

The Bet by Jonghyunslisterine (Teen; 46k; Jikook; COMPLETE)- 

OKAY 

O K A Y

THIS IS WHAT GOT ME HARDCORE SHIPPING JIKOOK.

this is basically jk making a bet with tae to try to get chim to go out with him. AND IM SO SHOOK WITH THIS HOLY SHIT. REALLY GOOD.

Let’s Not Fall in Love by Jungkoojk (Mature; 142k; Jikook, Yoonseok, and Namjin; INCOMPLETE)-  this also got me hardcore shipping jikook. mk so like basically, Jk and the rap line are like his posse (Excluding Hoseok and Jin’s in the posse too) were hosting a party and like they play spin the bottle and you can sorta see what goes on there jk wants to get to know jimin more oh and homophobia is an issue

I Don’t Know What To Call This Yet by  Anaamikaa (Mature; 44k; Yoonseok, Namjin, Taekook, Vmin; INCOMPLETE)-  Min Yoongi meets Jung Hoseok. That’s literally what is and it b u i l d s. Fantastic chemistry between these assholes i cri.

Been Tryin’ Hard Not To Get Into Trouble But I Got War On My Mind by Teenuviel1227 (Explicit; 56k; Yoonseok and Taekook; COMPLETE)- Okay this made me cry at the end lemme tell ya. Its really good god. Like Yoongi is an undercover agent for the police department at Hoseok’s race crew and Yoongs gets attached and adfhasofn its so good!!!!

trying to behave (but you know that we never learned how) by Christmasyoongi (Explicit; 311k; Yoonmin, Namjin, Yoonseok, and Vhope; INCOMPLETE)- This fic.

okay it’s really fucking good okay. The angst is p heavy though. Yoongi and Jimin grow up together and shit. Okay but i want to say this: I understand that some people will not like this one because certain things happen, but it is warned. Do not read if you are going to be bashing the author who worked so fucking hard on this. This really is a work of art, no matter how harsh the situation is okay. The author does not need hateful comments on something they worked really hard on. and you can tell too. I will defend this author because how much i respect them. SAD BUT VERY FUCKING GOOD OKAY ITLL BE WORTH IT. 

Wait by YannaB (Mature; 18k; Jikook, Namjin, Vmin, And Yoonseok; INCOMPLETE)- Dude this one is so… o fucking good? its one of those fics that i comment on every single update okay. Jungkook and Jimin grow up and Jk’s dad is a dipshit. I really love it okay like im waiting for the next update!!

the gravity that pulls me (i can’t look away) by Sirradel (Mature; 37k; Namjin and Yoonseok; COMPLETE)- if you love the apocalypse feel, namjin, yoonseok and more namjin and space? REad this holy shit. i love Bazooka and this writer reminded me so much of thier work and goalfns this made me so happy okay its v cute and i want to die of f l u f f

i have five senses (and they’re all for you to use) by Taberune (General Audiences; 10k; Yoonseok; COMPLETE)- THIS IS FUCKING GREAT OKAY. This was a 3 in the morning read and fuck it was so good and i think im gonna reread this shit tonight lmao. Basically, overtime your mind bonds with those you’ve grown close to and Yoongi has to hide his thoughts of Hoseok so much and finsoifnaqo THIS IS SO GOOD PLEASE GIVE IT LOVE.

Confessions by Miskeen (Mature; 5k; Namseok; COMPLETE)- THIS IS WHY I STARTED SHIPPING NAMSEOK. THIS IS WHY. andthatwholethingwiththemarriageinjapan. BUT. Hoseok gets a note in his locker asking for a date and Namjoon is his closest friend but hey Hoseok dont know how to kiss

late calls (with the lovers that’ll hate you) by Throne (Explicit; 14k; Yoonmin, Taekook, Namjin, Vhope; INCOMPLETE)- ireallylovehpausokay OKAY. SO THIS MOFO JIMIN IS A VEELA. AND LIKE ONE TIME HE TRIES TO USE HIS POWERS ON SOMEONE HE DIDN’T KNOW TO GO TO HOGSMEADE  AND YOU FIND OUT LATER THAT ITS YOONGI WHO IS CAPTAIN OF THE SLYTHERIN TEAM. ITS REALLY G O O D 

a litany in which certain things are crossed out by Gaslight (Explicit; 31k; Yoonseok and Namjin; COMPLETE) (MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH)- i dont know how to feel about this one. Its really fucking good shIt the angst is heavy. I was reading it and i cried in class because holy fuck. Yoongi loses his memory. sad but good okay.

Look Who’s In Trouble by Sybuology (Mature; 12k; Yoonseok; INCOMPLETE)- this fic is so soft and cute oh my christ. the author hasnt updated in a while though:/ but this is some domestic fluff for yoonseok and doing the parent thing and its so cute i actually want to die holy shit.

Life Is Sweet (When You’re Growing Up So Fast) by Feminist_Killjoy (Teen; 14k; Yoonseok, Taekook, and Namjin; COMPLETE)- all these little losers work at the mall and fall in love with one another and it s so cute and like it gets lowkey angsty. Like holy shit?? Jimin gets fucked over alot though lmao but its funny and he finds someone in the end ;)

You Should Let Me Love You by Infinitizeit (Teen; 7k; Yoonseok; COMPLETE)-  thIS IS SO CUTE OH MY GOD. Like Hoseok and namjoon work for yoongo and like hoseok doesnt want to go to his hs reunion right? w ro n g. Yoongi is like you gots to go ill be your date or whatever. this is v cut okay im mad i put it off for so long

Dead Leaves and Spring Flowers by Infinitizeit (Mature; 10k; Yoonseok, Vmin, Namjin; COMPLETE)- I FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS. iread this just the other day and holy shit it made me shook as heck. so like. Your soulmates name is etched on your chest on your heart and there is this rare thing where youre heart can break if your soulmate loves someone else. well. Jung Hoseok has a soulmate, Yoongi and Taehyung do not.

The Two Billion Songs On Love by Lexwrites (Mature; 11k; Yoonseok, Namjin, and Taekook; COMPLETE)- T H I S. I LOVE COLLEGE AU’S. This is so sweet and soft and yoongi is so in love but he doesnt know that. really fucking good okay like ughhhhhhh

Pieces by StopTheDams (Teen; 59k; Yoonseok and Namjin; INCOMPLETE)(MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH)- 

FUCK OKAY.

YALL REMEMBER WHEN I WAS INTO SPN AND SHIPPED DESTIEL? tHIS GAVE ME THAT VIBE AND ITS SO GOOD AND SAD BUT FLUFFY AND HOLY SHIT I JUST CAUGHT UP WITH IT ANDITS SO GOODLIKE I WAS SOBBING

You’re A Fineapple by Infinitizeit (Teen; 2k; Yoonseok; COMPLETE)- yoonseok and pickup lines. what else is there to say?

It’s Just Kissing, Not Rocket Science by Ragi (Not rated; 14k; Minjoon and Yoonseok; INCOMPLETE)- This is really fucking cute alright. i dont ship minjoon much but this made it rlly cute okay trust me. Namjoon runs one of the biggest gay bars in Korea when Park Jimin comes into his bar crying about heartbreak and then asks for advice on how to keep a man. R E C.

September by TheHalesNyx (Explicit; 26k; Yoonmin and Junghope; COMPLETE)- Another omegaverse and its v sweet holy fuckkkk

i love omegaverse that arent all dom sub and this is the one okay. its sweet and cute. basically yoongi meets jimin in a shop right when his cycle starts.

You Have 1 New Message by Bazooka (Teen; 30k; Namjin; COMPLETE)- I LOVE BAZOOKA’’S WORK OKAY I HAVE HIGH RESPECTS FOR THEM.

BASICALLY, NJ USES SJ SELFIES FOR HIS SUGAR DADDY AND NAMJIN ARE BEFRIENDED!!

The Mark of an Educated Mind By Bazooka (General Audiences; 6k; Namjin; COMPLETE)- Namjoon looks up bts fanfiction and is surprised but what he finds and questions what his relationship with Kim Seokjin really is

v cute okay

Celebrity Crush by Bazooka (Teen; 16k; Namjin; COMPLETE)- THIS IS A FOLLOW UP TO THE MARK OF AN EDUCATED MIND OKAY. dude this

this made me feel shit. Basically after nj finds out sj’s celeb crush is himself, he questions the relationship further.

Comfort In Lies by UsagiFelton (Mature; 107k; Jikook and Yoonseok; INCOMPLETE)- this was so cute then it got sad then it got really cute??

its in the canonverse and shit its cute and jk cant do emotions holy shit

Bubblegum, Neat Freaks, and The Mystery of Love by Cliffolly(Not rated; 53k; Namjin and Yoonseok; INCOMPLETE)- this is so soft holy shit. the humor is there, the fluff is there god it really cute and regret putting it off for so long. So basically, neat freak Kim Seokjin meets Kim Namjoon and when he does, well, let’s just say the two got into a bit of a sticky situation, causing Namjoon to have to treat Jin to dinner for the whole week. this is really fucking cute okay like its really cute fluff!!!

The Petty Criminal Discount by Kingkiwi (General Audiences; 6k; Jikook; COMPLETE) this is really cute and soft. i was like in the mood for some coffee shop au’s and holy shit this is a beauty?? Jungkook is a criminal of sorts and well, whenever he’s on the run he goes to a coffee shop where he meets the owner of Dark & Wild.

baby, baby, you’re a caramel macchiato by sweetmxchi (General audiences; 1k; Jikook; COMPLETE) sdafgh this is v cute and i wanted to die because im a slut for flirty Jimin and shy Jungkook like ughhhh its just so cute. After living in the us for three years, no one has ever spelt Jungkook’s name right until one day where it was spelled right.

Constraint by Harlot (Explicit; 40k; Jikook; COMPLETE) this is really funny to me and but it gets lowkey angsty. anyhow, Jungkook doesn’t like Jimin and well he’s straight.Or so he thinks. I LOVE DRINKING GAME FICS

I Bloomed For You… by Meanie_Beanie_nim (Mature; 200k; Taekook, Yoonmin, Namjin; COMPLETE) IM ONLY 6 CHAPTERS IN AND IM IN LOVE. Yo but like this is a soulmate au it includes the disease hanahaki so its a lowkey gore type of fic? like in the sense that its gonna be graphic in some parts. i dunno i like my angst hardcore so like im chill with this. Shy, socially awkward Jeon Jungkook meets Jung Hoseok who extends him to his group of frineds and well, he meets Kim Taehyung. Oh and his aunt had died of Hanahaki disease,which is a rare occurrence. OKAY IT’LL GET ANGSTY BUT IM LIVING FOR THESE CUTE FUNNY MOMENTS

Nanny by Nochucomethru (Mature; 13k; Jikook; COMPLETE) THIS WAS SO CUTE LIKE IM WRITING A TAEHYUNG SINGLE DAD FIC CURRENTLY MK THIS STARTED THAT. Anyways, Tattoo artist Jungkook needs a job and Park Jimin, single daddo, needs a nanny. ;)

You’re My Genie, Lamborghini (You’re My Teeny Weeny Meenie) by mindheist (Explicit; 7k; Jikook; COMPLETE) YOOOOOOOOOOOO IM LIVING FOR THIS ONE MAN UGH I FINISHED IT LAST WEEK AND UGHHHHH. Park Jimin, training vlogger and dancing cover guy Jeon Jungkook meet through twitter and then Jungkook bruised his tailbone. WeLL. READ TO FIND OUT MORE.

The Room of Unrequited Love by dyegu (Teen; 15k, Jikook and Yoonseok; INCOMPLETE) did i ever mention how much i hp aus bc i do. seriously tho i want to see where this goes, the author hasnt updated in two months but its really good and worth the await. JIMIN IS A PREFECT AND CATCHES jUNGKOOK AND YOONGI AT NIGHT LOOKING FOR THE ROOM OF REQUIREMENT. AND LIKE JIMIN SEEMINGLY WANTS TO BEFRIEND JK BUT LIKE HES NOT COOPERATING?? ITS CUTE I SWEAR.

the art of the plug by themelonlord (Explicit; 16k, Yoonmin; COMPLETE) This is pracitcally porn with feelings man. its really good smut though?? Y’all…. this is good. Jimin plugs himself and Yoongi finds out and oh sweet jesus its a ride (Pun intended.)

your body is a place to stay by jonghyunslisterine (Teen; 8k; Jikook; COMPLETE) I FUCKING FOUND IT. JESUS I DIDNT BOOKMARK IT AND LIKE OMFG THIS IS REALLY GOOD AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH. Jk isn’t liked by many of the mom’s bc his tattoos and they dont believe he can raise his daughter. He also meets Park Jimin in a bookstore and well, his daughter loves him too

somethin’ fishy by sweetlyblue (Explicit; 48k; Yoonseok, Taekook; COMPLETE) so i got into a merman thing early this school year and like i found this diamond in the rough and holy shit its so cute?? basically Hoseok lives at a beach and finds a visitor when he almost drowns. super cute i wanted to die reading it.

Undressed by superrunnaturall (Explicit; 21k; Yoonseok, Vmin; COMPLETE) Dude this is so cute too like?? jesus i really liked the end because like…. guess you’ll have to read to find out ;))). but so like Jin sets Yoongi up with a date on a dating show i guess?? and well, they talk in their underwear and get to know eachother and wow. r e a d.

yoonseok au #1 by chinatea (Teen; 3k; Yoonseok; COMPLETE) This was just really beautifully written?  i dont understand how it so cry worthy good but it is?? well so, i read this a while ago so here’s the summary from the author

:  in which nomadic witch!hoseok and town witch!yoongi get married happily ever after. help. r e a d it  pl e a se

In the Twilight Air by Trilluvium (Explicit; 39k; Yoonmin; COMPLETE)

okay so this is just smut. but its cute smut. Basically jimin and yoongi fuck bc they both virgins. and well. it goes on and tbfh it’s cute.

Riptide by peppermint_wind (Mature; 62k; Jikook, Yoonseok, Namjin; COMPLETE) SOFT s o f  t. it does have homophobia though because it is canon divergence. well jk think he got feelos for jimin but so does jimin but things can get a bit out of hand…

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"There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment." ― Sarah Dessen #TheTaleofNokdu is probably one of the most charming series of 2019.ep 7 & 8 is endearing & so pleasant to watch,im loving the balance of action,romance & comedy.👏🏻😻 so Nokdu ended up adopting Dongjoo(DJ)to saved her from being a courtesan,aww,Nokdu is such a soft hearted man.i love their bickering moments,DJ has now a huge debt to Nokdu.Yool fetching DJ is nice,of course,Nokdu is always butting in to them now as DJ's mom.Nokdu was not killed by Kim & others,instead they gave him a task,good!DJ leaving the courtesan place is blue & their new place is love.i love they are welcomed by other widows,they at the small house is comical.its so funny how Nokdu is insisting DJ to call him mom,lol.their market time is beautiful & touching.Nokdu's chicks gift to DJ is warming,the attachment stuff to that is striking.Nokdu's family hide out was discovered,thrilling.DJ starting to get jealous is so cute,its adorable how she convinced herself to follow Nokdu.Nokdu task was to stole the elephant gold to his supposed dad,nice!DJ & Nokdu meet up at DJ's old place was absorbing.their before sleep denial convo was so kilig.DJ making stuff for Nokdu's plan is great.the swing part,that was an emotional scene & #Younha 's voice perfected it.Nokdu smile on such was mesmerizing & DJ crying was touching,#KimSoHyun did great on that.Nokdu stealing the elephant gold was daebak,thumbs up for #JangDongYoon ,he is really good.DJ at their old place was rendering,soYool took care of the place for her,that hurts,DJ is turning him down always.their family story was blue.#KangTaeOh eyes on such is powerful.Nokdu helping the real widow Kim is cool,its cute how DJ reacted on such.DJ running to Nokdu as Sook is coming is thrilling,the 2 inside the palanquin is so exciting!😍 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #조선로코녹두전#kdrama #koreandrama#한국드라마#드라마#koreanentertainment#webcomic #cute#adorable#charming#handsome#pretty#fun#beautiful#smile#truelove#time#loveis#heartbeat#한류 #moment#love#heart#wavve#taleofnokdu ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ p.s isn't that Dongyoon's smile is tantalizing?yas!😄😍 (at Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3Y5u6LJSLw/?igshid=j51gtoxul7p4

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missing you - hoseok

When you miss Hoseok

genre: fluff, angst, implied smut (kinda) 

word count: 8320 

pairing: reader x jung hoseok

a/n: im really proud of this fic. i hope you like it :)

These works are licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License.

You missed him dearly.

The tears don't stop coming. You were devastated. Furious even. How could he leave you like that?! How could he just up and leave? Just disappear and yet his presence lingered. All over the walls, in the kitchen, in the living room, and especially in the bedroom, all over the sheets. His scent. His touch. His warmth. His smile. You were drowning in him. He lived inside your head. And you could see his face staring back at you. His absence left a deafening silence. You didn't know how you would ever, could ever, let him go. And you knew you would never love anyone more than you love him.

A smack on the back of the head causes Hoseok to choke on his food before spitting it out on the table.

"HEY, LOSERSEOK!"  Hoseok internally groans already knowing  the villains that interrupted his lunch.

"Nice sandwich, loser!" One boy said gesturing to his sandwich. The other boy sniggers, "Ya, your mom make that for you?" Hoseok turns to face the boys, grinning widely, "Yeah, she did. She's the best cook in the-"

Hoseok couldn't finish his sentence because one of the boys threw his sandwich on the ground.

"Hey! Jaebum, what'd you do that for?!" Hoseok asks, leaning down to pick up his soiled lunch, only to be bashed in the head, again.

"That was for kickball earlier, you doofus! You made us lose!" Jaebum responds. Hoseok rubs his head, "Aw come on, guys, it wasn't my fault!"

"Are you an idiot?! Of course it's your fault. You're the slowest person on the team!" Jaebum yells.

"Yeah, and you can't catch! You shouldn't play sports. You're not good at them, " The other boy chimes.

But you've seen enough. You huff and stand up from your seat.

"Hey! Jaebum! Jackson! Knock it off!" You shout, walking over to Hoseok's side. "It's not his fault if you all couldn't pull your own weight leaving him to hold up the rest of the team."

The boys laugh to themselves. "What? Now you got your girlfriend to come save you? Stay out of this Y/N. Let the men handle this."

Your fists tighten and you scoff, "Heh, I hope you don't mean yourselves. Picking on people like this so you can feel better. But you're weak. So, just leave him alone!"

Jaebum chuckles, "And if we don't?" Jaebum takes a step closer to you, taunting you.

You roll your eyes, "Then this." You raise your fist, pull back, and send a fast blow to the side of his cheek.

"Ow!" Jaebum cups his cheek. Jackson looks between you and him in shock. "You brat!" Jaebum stands up, lifting his own fist, ready to strike you when a teacher walks by.

"Well, what do we have here?"

"Mr. Kim!" Jackson is the first to speak, "It was her fault! It was her fault Mr. Kim!" Jaebum nods in agreement and points at you, "She punched me!"

Your eyebrows raised, "Mr. Kim, I would never. He said he just got hurt playing kickball with him, " You point a thumb to Hoseok, who is amused by the whole thing. "I just came over to ask him if he was okay when he was about to hit me!"

Mr. Kim looks over at the boys. "I knew you two were nothing but troublemakers. Let's go." "But-! Mr. Kim! That's not true!" The boys spluttered. "She's lying!"

"Yeah yeah, save it for your mother when she finds out you've got detention." Mr.Kim directs the boys away from the cafeteria. "Detention?!" Jackson yells, "But I didn't do anything!"

Their voices fade off as they continued down the hall.

"That was so cool." Hoseok murmurs astonished. You turn to look at him, blushing as you realized what happened.

"Yeah, well, Jackson and Jaebum just kept giving you trouble. They deserve a taste of their own medicine," You reply.

Hosoek giggles, getting ready to bite in to his soiled sandwich. "Hey, wait a minute! You gonna eat that dirty thing?"

Hoseok looks down at his sandwich, "Well, my mom made it. It's okay. It's not too bad. I don't want her hard work to go to waste."

You make a face, "Stop it." You walk away to grab your lunch from the other table and bring it back to his. You hand him your sandwich. "Here, you can have mine. Don't eat that disgusting thing. You're gonna be sick. You're mom don't want you sick."

Hoseok grins, "Okay!" He takes a bite of the sandwich, cheeks moving wildly.

You watched him eat, "Don't let any of those other kids pick on you." You scold him. He just keeps eating and grinning. "Alright!" He says, mouth full of food.

"What are you smiling about?" Hoseok shrugs, "I don't know. I'm happy. I think I've made a friend."

You quirk an eyebrow at him. An odd boy he is to you but he's cute, and making a new friend? Why not?

"Well, what's your name? We can't be friends and not know each others names."

Hoseok nods and swallows before responding. "Hoseok. My name is Hoseok."

"Y/N. Nice to meet you Hoseok."

Hoseok smiles widely, "I hope we'll be great friends Y/N."

You stare at him, in awe by the radiance of his smile. "Oh! Thanks for the sandwich by the way."

You giggle, "No problem, Hoseok."

After the hours of work put in to finding a dress, doing your hair, and applying make up, you were finally ready. You look over yourself in the mirror, smoothing down the front of your dress, adjust the few tendrils of hair and checking for any spots of lipstick outside their boundaries. You walk downstairs only to be bombarded with your mother wanting to take thousands of pictures while your father and Hoseok stand together behind her.

"Mom, please. Mark's going to be here any second." You whine as your mother snaps another photo.

You walk over to Hoseok and greet him with a warm embrace, "Hey, you!" Hobi grips you tightly, "You look amazing!" You chuckle, "Thanks, darling."

"Come on, honey," Your mother interrupts, "Just a couple more and we've got to get some with Hoseok." She snaps another one.

You give her a look.

"You know your face can get stuck like that. What a predicament to be in before prom." Your father chimes in. Hoseok giggles.

"Dad, please. Make her stop. Hobi! Don't encourage them." Hoseok laughs even louder.

"Guys!" You whine.

He chuckles, "Alright, Alright. Honey, let her go. She still lives with us. You get to see her everyday."

"I know, but not like this. She never looks this beautiful." Your mother responds.

"HEY!"

"Oh, stop it Y/N. You know what I mean. Now, quick one with Hoseok." Hoseok beams, stepping towards you and wrapping a hand around your waist. He whispers in your ear, "I think you always look beautiful."

You look up at him with warm cheeks, "Thanks Hobi."

"Alright you two, stop flirting and smile!" Your mother holds up the camera to take a photo.

"MOM!" You snap your head towards her and you hear the click of the camera. She laughs, "This is a good one, Y/N." She shows it to you. A rather awfully whiny face you've made in your protest. "Mom, delete that right now." "I think its great. What do you think Hoseok?" He laughs, "I say its brilliant. Make it a postcard for the holidays." You smack his arm "Hoseok!" But he just continues to laugh.

Your mother turns to snaps more pics, "Okay, now a serious one. Come on get close you two." You sigh and Hoseok returns to your side and places his arm around your waist. You place one hand against his chest and smile at the camera. Your mother takes three pics before letting you go.

"Well, I suppose that's enough pictures for now."

"Gee, you think?" You roll your eyes and go to sit on the couch.

"Well, when your date gets here, we've got to take more then." Your mother reminds you. "Oh, brother." You groan. Your parents laugh as they move into the kitchen.

Hoseok joins you. You lean your head on his shoulder, "I can't believe you're not going. What am I to do without my best friend?"

"I just didn't want to go. But don't let it stop you. I'm sure you'll have good fun with Mr. Mark Tuan."

You smile, "Well, I hope so. I wish you were going."

Hoseok chuckles, "I gotta help my Mom out. That reminds me, I need to hurry home before she gets off work and clean up a bit." He runs a hand through your hair and kisses your forehead, "You have fun and I'll see you later, okay?"

With that Hoseok moves towards the door, "And Y/N… you really do look beautiful." You giggle and your face heats up again, "Thanks again, Hobi! Text me!" You push him out the door. "Will do!" He says and you wave him goodbye.

An hour passes, and not one knock has met your front door since Hoseok left. "Hey honey, he hasn't arrived yet?"

You shake your head, brows furrowing, "He said he'd be here at 6. But it's already 7:15. I texted him, but he hasn't answered. I don't know where he could be. The doors open in fifteen minutes." "Hm, do you want me to drive you there? You can't get all nice like this and not go. Maybe you'll meet him there." Your mother asks.

"I guess. It starts soon. Don't wanna be late."

The car ride to the dance is silent. You busy yourself, constantly checking your phone to see if  you have any messages from your date, but still no replies.

You arrive at the school, watching all the people dressed so formally stumble cheerfully into the gym.

"Alright, honey. Have fun and don't be home too late." Your mother kisses you and sends you on your way. You gather your dress into your hands and head up the stairs towards the entrance. You can already hear the thump of the music as you approach the doors.

You walk inside and are greeted with a barely recognizable gym, almost like something out of a fairy tale. It was obvious how much work the prom board put in to decorating this year. The gym is decorated from floor to ceiling with lights like stars, and streamers that stretched from one end to the other. Around the edges of the gym is a silk path decorated with little white arches covered in vines and pretty white flowers.  The tables have nice little ornaments and the chairs are covered in beige silk. There's a carriage on the far side of the room where couples are taking pictures. Others were by the snack table filling plastic champagne glasses with punch.

You look around to see if you could find Mark, occasionally taking a moment to greet some of your friends and other classmates.

Glancing at your phone, it's already 7:45 and he still hadn't messaged you back. Where is he?

You decide to busy yourself at the snack table, munching on pretzels and sipping punch. Your eyes move across the room. You watch groups of people chat animatedly over nothing important and girls gawking over each others dresses. Other couples were grooving to the music and laughing. You smile. Everyone is seemingly enjoying themselves. Everyone including your date.

Your smile fades quickly as you watch him dance a little too closely with some blonde beauty you recognized from your History class. You raise an eyebrow, quickly toss your punch, and march towards his direction.

"Mark!?"

The boy named Mark, your supposed-to-be-date glances over at you, his dancing slows to a stop. "Y/N…"

"Y/N? Mark, who is she?" The blonde asks. He turns back to her, "Nobody babe, just…" Your eyes widen, "NOBODY?! Wow!" You keep your eyes on him while answering her question, "Is that really how you're going to refer to your prom date?!"

She looks at you, "Prom date?! Why would my boyfriend take you to the prom?" And though it may seem impossible, your eyes widen even more, "YOU HAD A GIRLFRIEND?!"

"Uh…"Mark's eyes shift between you and his girlfriend. "Mark, what is she talking about?! Tell me what's going on?"

But Mark is speechless at the predicament he's put himself in.

You roll your eyes. "He was supposed to be my prom date." You explain, "He asked me two weeks ago, but it looks like he was already occupied. I should have known. You, Jaebum, Jackon…You're all the same." You turn to walk away from him. "Y/N, wait." You hear him call. Later you'd ask yourself why you bothered to stop and look back. "So you're just going to go after her when I'm standing right here?!" The blonde girl hits him in the shoulder. "OW!" "You're unbelievable." She stomps on his foot and struts away. "Babe, wait!" He calls after her while gripping his foot, "Come back! Babe, it wasn't like that."

You shake your head, "You have a great night, Mark." This time you made sure you walked fast enough, fast enough so that no one would catch the tears that threatened to fall.

You find yourself wondering the streets before ending up on one of the swing sets in the nearby park. You should have known. Mark, one of the most popular guys in school, asking you to prom. And you made the mistake of thinking he was different than his friends, than his "bros." But, all of them were the same. Dicks in elementary. Dicks in high school.

"Y/N? Y/N, is that you?" Your head pops up to see a familiar figure walking towards you. "Hoseok?"

He walks up to you, smiling that gorgeous smile of his. "Hey! What are you doing out here, this late?"

You blush and giggle, unable to resist his contagious grin, "I'm just getting some air. What about you?"

"Oh, I'm just needed to pick up some groceries." He held up the plastic bag, "You know, Dad's in the hospital. Mom and I are going to make him some soup."

"Oh yeah, how is he?" You ask remembering his Dad had come down with a terrible illness that's kept him in the hospital for three months now. You remember on visits with Hoseok, he'd joke about how he hated the hospital food and missed his wife's cooking. From then on, Hoseok and his Mom assured they would try to come with something homemade every now and then.

"He's doing good. Doctors say he might be able to come home soon." He takes up a swing next to you.

"So, why are you not at prom? Where's Mark?"

You snort, "With his prom date. His real prom date." Hoseok's eyebrows furrow, "What do you mean?" You look away from him, "He had a girlfriend, Hoseok. He never showed up to my house. I guess I found out why."

"He stood you up?!"

You shake your head,"It doesn't matter anymore, Hobi."

"It matters to me. Especially if you got yourself out here on a swing set at who knows what o'clock. What an asshole! I can't believe him. Next time I see him, I'm gonna kill him. And look at you, all-" Hoseok stops his ranting at the sound of you sniffling.  

"Woah, woah woah, are you crying?" Hoseok asks, fingers reaching out to turn your face towards him. "Hey, don't let those things mess up your pretty face." His thumbs swipe away tears you hadn't realized were falling, "Especially over some dumb guy." You hiccup, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean for you to see me like this." Hoseok shook his head, "No, don't apologize. It's not your fault." You scoff, "Looks like I wasted money on this dress." You look down at the full length dress. You remember taking hours before you'd finally found one that screamed you.

Hoseok smiles, "Well," He stands up holding out his hand, "The night's not over yet. Still need a date?" You look up at him, slowly taking his hand, "Are you asking to be my prom date?" Hoseok offers you a reassuring smile, "Miss L/N, would you mind being my prom date?" He pulls you into his arm and you giggle, "Why yes, Mr. Jung." "Very good. Now what good is it you wearing this dress and you haven't danced in it. May I?" You laugh, "Hobi, there's no music." "Tsk. Tsk. Where is your imagination, Y/N?" Hoseok begins to spin you around and hum some random tune. You just laugh and follow his lead as he spins the two you around the park. You're smiling as he twirls the two of you and you even join in on his random tunes. From far away the two of you appear as a couple enjoying yourselves in a vacant park. You can be heard giggling, humming, and tripping over each other, stumbling like a couple of love drunk fools. Hoseok pulls you in close, dipping you back for the finale. He brings you back up quickly and fall into him but he quickly steadies you. You settle for putting your arms around his neck and allowing him to gently sway you side to side. There's a twinkle in Hoseok's eyes as he continues to rock you. You smile, "What? What is it?"

He chuckles lightly, "Nothing. It's just you're beautiful." Your face heats up for the nth time that night, "Thanks, Hobi. For all of it actually. For being here. I had a really great time."

"No problem. I can be your prom date anytime." He responds. "You should have been," you giggle and shake your head, "That Mark, honestly."

"I really should have gone. I should have asked you." Hoseok says after another moment. His words surprise you for only a second.You look into his eyes and there's something there. You can't quite place it, but it's radiating.

"Why didn't you?" He scoffs and shakes his head, eyes averting yours, "I wanted to. I tried but Mark beat me to it." Your eyes widened,"Hoseok…"

"It's my fault, Y/N. I should've been honest with you from the start." He removes your arms from his neck and takes your hands in his. You look between his eyes and your hands and back, "Hoseok, what are you saying?" "You know," He pushes a couple tendrils of your hair back behind your ear, "You really do look beautiful tonight. You always look beautiful. Even the first day we met."

"Hobi…" "I should've told you sooner. Then none of this wouldn't have happened. Wouldn't have to worry about stupid Mark standing you up. You deserve better. And I should've told you. I should've told you that I like you, Y/N. I really like you, Like, like like, you."

"Hoseok…" Your voice is caught in your throat unable to turn thoughts in to words at his confession. A few million things run through your mind but you can't seem to catch one word. But you need to say something. "Hoseok… I…" Hoseok's eyes search your own but all he can see is something along the lines of disbelief and confusion. He drops your hands and sighs. "It's okay, Y/N. You don't have to return my feelings. I just really hope this won't make things weird between us or change the friendship that we have. I just thought you should know since I've been hiding it for so long." You shook your head, "Hoseok…that's not…" "Oh? I'm….Is that too much. Did I make it weird now? Shit…" He steps away from you. Your eyes follow him, Too many things cloud your mind so you do the only thing you could do. "Hoseok…" you quickly step closer to him and press your lips to his. The kiss is short and sweet but in that moment it's all the answers you need. You pull away, "I like you too, Hoseok."

Hoseok's eyes are wide, and he appears out of breath from the brief meeting of your lips with his own, but he is brought back to life at the sound of your own confession and kisses you again. This time it's with more fervor. It turns your mind to gush and your knees threaten to give out. One of his hands is against your cheek, deepening the kiss, while the other holds you securely against him by the small of your back.  You're breathless when you the two of you finally pull away.

Hoseok chuckles while you attempt to catch you breath. You give him a look, " What? What's funny?" Hoseok shakes his head at you. He's smiling so brightly, "Nothing, I'm just really happy. " Your brows furrow. Deja vu? However, the thought is quickly wiped away, returning his smile with your own as you lean in to kiss him again,"Me too!"

Are you dreaming? Some say fireworks and stars burst behind the eyes of two in love but you are sure you can see heaven. And it's there in his eyes, in his arms, in his smile. Every subtle touch and whisper to you, filthy or not. And definitely in his kisses. The love, it radiates and it overwhelms you. Some passionate thing you have. It's like you're connected at the soul. But this love is darker. It's dangerous. It's consuming. It's possessive and carnal and it's all yours. You love to know him like this in the dead of night, in the early morning, in the middle of the day. And he aims to please and has never failed. Hoseok's hands are traveling your body, trekking the paths to the raw burning desire building like a fire inside of you.

He's so perfect, the man above you. Encasing you in his arms, loving you like no one else can, telling you how beautiful you are, the most perfect thing he's ever seen. It's unbelievable how a single touch, a smile, or look from him leaves you breathless.  It's strange that the same person that grounds you,makes you feel safe, protects you could make you feel exposed, vulnerable, and aware. The same person that keeps you sane is driving you crazy. You feel like Icarus, and he's your sun. You're flying to high. You're falling too deep.

And it's so clear. It's so clear, the way he holds you, the way he devours you, how much he wants you, how much he needs you. He wants everything about you, everything dirty, pure, raw, untouched. Every flaw, every fear, every hope. Everything. He wants it all. And you're so willing to give in as he worships your body and presence and you thank him with everything you have. Promises burn in your skin and unanswered questions don't go unnoticed with nips of teeth here and there.

Your love, your desires, you wants, your needs, your lust seep in to each other, filling every vein so that the feelings, emotions and actions are unmistakeable for anything but what they are. Every inch of you becomes imprinted on each other's skin, imprinted on each other's bones, like you never want to forget any of it. Never had a room filled with sounds so sweet as yours. The walls echo you him you him. Hands are everywhere now, nails clawing, teeth clashing, tongues colliding, bodies molding, skin against skin.

Hoseok memorizes every inch of you, inside and out. He's discovered what makes you arch, moan, and scream and only in such a short time.

"Hoseok…" You whimper. "Tell me what you want, baby?" You groan, "You, I always want you."

Two pink lines stare back at you, and when you needed a second opinion, the word is clear as day. 

You are pregnant.

No matter how exciting it may be, your first thought is how are you going to tell Hoseok. A million worries run through your head and though the negative ones aren't that likely, the positive ones aren't strong enough to comfort you.

What if he doesn't want the baby? What if he doesn't believe you or that it's his? Or worse, what if he leaves?

Your anxiety skyrockets the rest of the time as you pace around your apartment wondering how you're going to break the new to Hoseok. And when you're not thinking about Hoseok, you're miles into the future wondering what you might name the child, where they might sleep and if you would repaint a room in the apartment for them or if you should work towards a house. And when you aren't thinking of that, your mind worries over complications you might have with child. Would the baby have 10 fingers and 10 toes? Would it be born with an illness? Are you healthy enough to give birth? Would you lose the baby?

The thoughts overwhelm you so much you nearly burst in to tears before willing yourself to calm down, as there's still one giant block to get out of the way and that block would be home any minute now.

You busy yourself with cleaning up the living room a bit before moving to the kitchen to start dinner. You decide that you'd cook one of Hoseok's favorite dishes for the occasion. Is that your way of easing him into it?

It's just after 8 when you've finished dinner and set the table when Hoseok enters, home from work.

"Hi baby!" He sets his briefcase down and removes his shoes quickly before walking over to you and kissing you. He groans,"Mhm, you taste delightful." You giggle as he squeezes you in his arms,"Hobi.."

"I'm serious." He says, kissing you again, "Is that strawberry?" Your hands rest against his chest as he kisses you once more, this time deeper. You moan. You're nearly lightheaded and breathless as his hands slip down to your ass, gripping firmly, and grinding lightly against your pelvis. The growing need in the pit of your stomach due to the action, however, is quickly halted when you remember the other thing that's growing in the pit of your stomach. Nervousness shakes you again and you slowly pull away from Hoseok with a small smile, "Dinner's ready."

"Smells wonderful! Ah roast beef, my favorite!" Hoseok takes a seat at the table, and you next to him. You watch him take his first bite, groaning, "Oh my god, this is so good! Should I marry you now?" His question catches you off guard but you quickly hide it with a smile, "I'm glad you like it." Your hands are shaking as you take up your own fork and dig in.

Marrriage. That actually didn't cross your mind while you worried yourself silly earlier about future plans. And now it all comes back, crushing down on you, overwhelming you again. Does he want to marry you? When would the wedding be? How would you fit in to your dress once you stomach swells like a balloon? What if he doesn't want to marry you once he finds out you're pregnant? What if he wants you to get rid of it? No, you couldn't do that. You wouldn't. But what if he tries to make you choose? No he wouldn't. He's not like that. He wouldn't …would he?

"Baby," Hoseok's voice bring you out of your thoughts. You shake your head, "Yes? What is it?" He reaches over and places a hand on your cheek, his thumb massaging the skin between your eyebrows where they seem to have gathered in your worry. "What's troubling that pretty little head of yours? You've barely touched your food." You look down out your plate, other than the bite you took earlier, it looks as it did when you fixed it, only cooler now, you suppose. You look back at Hoseok, "Nothing. Nothing." You give him a reassuring smile though he might not buy it, "How was work?" You opt for changing the subject.

He pulls his hand away and returns to his food, "It was good. Boring meetings. New employees. Fax this. File that. The usual. It'd be more fun if you came by though. You should come in some time, during lunch," He gives you a wink. "Hoseok…we'll get in to trouble." Your mouth twist upwards, nevertheless, at the idea. "I sure hope so." He says, taking another bite of his food. You shake your head at him,"Don't be ridiculous." He chuckles, "Oh come on, it's the only place we haven't done it you know. Right on my office desk."

You blush, "Hoseok!"

He laughs, setting his fork down and sighing, "That was delicious. I'm ready for dessert." He places his hand on your thigh. You swallow thickly and place a hand on his, "I think I'm going to clean up first and you get changed and then…how about….how about we watch movie tonight?"

Hoseok's eyebrows furrow. He rubs small circles against the back of your hand, "Is that what you want to do tonight?" You're sure he can sense there's something you're not telling him. You nod slowly, and thankfully, he doesn't press. He knows when the time is right, you'll tell him. He sends you another one of his brilliant grins, "Okay, we can do that. I'll go get changed and you pick out the movie, hm?"

You're curled up on the couch leaning against Hoseok shoulder while he draws mindless circles on your thigh. His eyes are glued to the tv screen but you can barely see it. Worry shakes you again and you think you're going to be sick. Earlier thoughts and concerns fill your head with fears. You can feel your stomach catapult in to your throat and your hearts beating quickly. You're sure he could probably hear it over the movie and maybe in the way your breathing changes. The fear suffocates you with the unknown possibilities. And there is one possibility that conquers others. Hoseok leaves. The prospect of being without him after all these years leaves you with an unpleasant feeling in your chest and you're just not sure if you could handle that.

"Hobi…" You're voice small and you almost think he doesn't hear you but he looks down at you, "Hm?"

You take a deep breath, "What do you think about kids?" He seems taken aback by your question at first, "They're great. Why do you ask?" You busy yourself with his shirt, fingers fumbling with the fabric, "Just curious is all." Hobi sighs, "Well, I'd like some one day." You lift your head at that, "You…you want to be a dad?" Hoseok's eyebrows knit together as if you'd asked him a silly question, "Of course I want to be a dad." Hoseok grins at you tapping your nose, "I want to be a great dad." You smile at that, "You'd be a great dad." You sit up properly, and reach up to card through his hair, shifting some of his bangs. "In fact," you sigh, "You're going to be a great dad. You…already are." Your voice trails off.

Hoseoks brows knit together again only this time in confusion, "What do you mean?" He stares at you. You stop messing with his hair and place your hands in your lap. Your heart pounds against your ribcage. You take another deep breath, eyes cast down unable to look at him in fear of the worse.

"I mean," you bite your lip, another exhale, "You're going to be a dad, Hoseok. I'm pregnant."

It's as if time stops. Hoseok doesn't say anything and you're afraid to look up at him. And you can feel your heart in your throat. Your bottom lip disappears between your teeth, afraid you just might cry.

"Are you serious?" He asks after a moment. You nod and your eyes finally meet his. Yet, he's got the biggest smile on his face. "I'm…I'm going to be a dad?" He starts chuckling, "Y/N?!" Your eyes widened, shocked at his sudden outburst of your name, "Yes?" "I'M GONNA BE A DAD!" "You…you're not upset?" You question despite his obvious happiness. Hoseok shakes his head, "No…no…no no no," Hoseok places his hands on your cheeks, "Baby, why would you think I'd be upset?" "I just…I thought you….you might not want the baby. I thought you might l- leave me." You look down at your fingers in your lap. "Baby, no. No. Look at me. Look at me." He lifts your chin, "I would never leave you. Why would you think that? After all these years. We're best friends. We're lovers. And now, we're going to be parents. And worry about me not wanting the baby? Leave you to fend for yourself? Baby, you've made me the happiest man on Earth. I couldn't bare leaving you or being without you. I love you so much. So, so much." He kisses you and suddenly you become overwhelmed with emotion.

How could you have been so stupid as to think he would leave you when he's been by your side this whole time? This man loves you and you love him. Not once could you ever deny that. Hoseok pulls away, "Baby, are you crying?" He looks at you with deep concern in his eyes, but more than anything, it's love. "I- I'm sorry. I jus- I jus thought, " You sob, "I'm…I was so scared… that-" You couldn't finish your sentence as more tears came. What was wrong with you? "Shh shh." Hoseok comforts you, "Oh baby, no don't you worry. It's going to be okay. I'm right here okay. We're going to do this together. " He encases you in his arms, fingers in your hair and kissing your tears away, "Everything will be fine." And with the way he holds you, you believe him. "And you, my dear girl, are going to be a wonderful mother." He kisses your lips and you giggle in to the kiss.

He pulls away and stands up quickly, "BUT I!" He wonders around the room, pulling you to your feet, "IM GOING TO BE A DAD. IM IN LOVE AND IM GOING TO BE A DAD." He twirls you around the room and you can't help but laugh. "WITH THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL WOMAN IN THE WORLD…" He looks down at you with that radiant smile of his. He picks you up and spins you around and kisses you.

"As my wife."

"Ah, if it isn't our birthday, girl!" Hoseok leans down, nuzzling his nose against your daughter's nose. Her small hands reach up for him and he picks her up and spins her around. She's laughing and sporting her almost toothless grin.

You are finishing up cooking and a smile never leaves your face as you turn to seem him making faces and sounds at her. The father of your child is amazing.

He looks up at you and greets you with a kiss to your lips and a hand around your waist, "Good morning, beautiful."

You blush, amazed that after all this time, he still has that effect on you, " Morning, handsome." Hoseok looks around the kitchen seeing the food you've prepared, "This looks delicious. Did you help Mommy cook, princess?"

You smile at your daughter, her big glossy eyes looking between you and her father, clueless as ever, "Say, no Daddy, I can't cook on my birthday." You pinch her cheeks. Your daughter reaches for you, arms stretched out. You giggle, "Okay,baby," and you take her in to your arms. "Hoseok, will you grab her high chair?"

Hoseok pulls the chair up to the dining table and you place her in the chair before grabbing the plates and putting food on them. Two big plates for you and Hoseok and one smaller plate for your daughter.

"You gonna feed her this time?" You asked Hoseok setting your daughters plate down in front over her. He nods and takes up the seat near your daughter. While you sit on the other side of him.

He turns to her, "Are you hungry, birthday girl?" He takes a spoon, dipping into the food and getting small portion. He lifts it to her mouth, "Here comes the plane! Shooom!" Her mouth opens wide and takes a big bite. Hoseok laughs, "Good girl!" She just giggles. You smile at the two of them. You just don't know how you could be any happier.

The day is filled with screaming and giggling, noisy toys, quick patters of little feet being chased around by bigger feet, cuddling up on the couch, and the shutter of a camera to capture every beautiful moment.

"Alright, you gonna blow out your candles, okay?" You say, holding up the camera as Hoseok crouches next to your daughter in her high chair. "Ready," Hoseok looks at his daughter, his arm wrapped around her small body. He's smiling warmly at her, "1…2…3" He blows them out and she attempts to blow them out with him. You snap a picture.

"Alright now, we can eat. Here you go princess," Hoseok dips his finger in the icing and puts it on her nose. She is confused at first but giggles and you can't help the smile that graces your features. She dips her small hand into the icing and paints Hoseok's face. "Ah, you got it in Daddy's eye." But she just laughs, taking her whole hand and spreading it over his face. "Oh so that's how you want to play?" Hoseok returns his daughter's attack with another dab of icing on her cheeks and forehead. She just giggles again and Hoseok matches her leaning in to kiss her nose.

You should be worried about the messy cake but no, you take a picture and laugh to yourself because you don't think you could be any happier than you are now. In this moment, you are surrounded by the two people you love the most. The ones that mean the most to you in this world and you couldn't wish for anything more.

"Oh you two, you're making a mess and I haven't had any." You chime in. Hoseok grins up at you, "Here, wanna try?" He takes his finger and dips it in the icing and rubs it across his lips and you barely blink before his lips are pressing against yours smothering cake between the two of you.

He pulls away, "Taste delicious right?" You tilt your head, pretending to contemplate, "Hmm, I'm not sure I could tell. You'll have to kiss me again."

Hoseok lips split into a grin before he leans in and kisses you again. You wrap your arms around his neck. His hands begin to wander and you slowly pulled away, "Not in front of the child, Hobi."

"You're right. She'll be asleep soon, anyways." You cock an eyebrow, "You trying to give her a sibling?" His brow arches, "Can we?" You hit him. He laughs, "I'm kidding. I'm kidding. Maybe later, hm." You roll your eyes but laugh and nod, "I love you." He smiles, "I love you, too."

"Mhmm, don't leave." You kiss Hoseok's lips, down his jaw and across his chest. Hoseok needs to get to work but you're too damn tempting. "Baby, I have to go to work." "Why don't you," You press him into the sheets and straddle him, "call in sick today, hm?" You lean down and continue your assault on his chest. Hoseok's hands settle on your hips, "As tempting as that is," he groans when you began to rock your hips into his, "I really can't today. Were working on a big project right now. However," He rolls the two of you over so that he's on top, "How about we continue this tonight? I'll do whatever you want." He kisses your lips, "Hm?"

You smirk and allow your fingers to grip him through his boxers, "Whatever I want?" Hoseok groans again. His head falls on your shoulder as he tries to find the strength to restrain himself.  "Y/N." He says your name hoarsely, his dark eyes boring into your own, "Baby…I have to go." He pulls away from you, albeit reluctantly, but nevertheless he had to go.

You lean back, a mischievous grin gracing your features as you watch him dress. He looks over at your reclining figure on the bed and sends a smirk your way, while he adjust his tie.

"I'll be back soon." He leans over the bed and kisses you goodbye, "Wait for me, okay?" "Come home quickly. Me and __ will be here waiting." He smiles, "I will. I love you." You kiss him again, "I love you, too."

"Mama, where's Daddy?" Your daughter, ___ ask with big curious eyes and hands stretched up towards you.

"Daddy's at work, princess. So me and you are going to spend the day together, hm?" You say picking up your daughter. Her small arms wrap around your neck as you carry her to the kitchen.

"You hungry, buddy?" She nods with a small affirmation.

After breakfast you decide to do a bit of cleaning up in the bedroom and laundry. While you're folding clothes, ___  entertains herself by coloring, occasionally raising it up in the air so you'll see her artwork.

"Oh that's beautiful, baby!" You look down at the drawing, full of scribbles, colors, and unidentifiable figures, but no less beautiful and holds imagination only a child could possess."Let's frame this one after Daddy sees it."

She's smiling up at you and giggling at how pleased you are. She turns around and quickly hands you another drawing. This one has three figures and they're labeled 'Mommy,' 'Daddy,' and 'Me' in big toddler like letters. It's precious. There's flowers and a house in the background. The sky is colored blue and the sun is shining. You all look like one big happy family, and it couldn't be more perfect. "I think this ones my favorite." You look at her and she's blushing a bit. "How about you keep these safe, and when Daddy gets here, we'll show it to him, okay?"

She nods excitedly, "Okay!" And runs off to put them in her bedroom. You chuckle at her. She's so much like her father, all smiles, full of energy and eager. She's just as perfect as him and you wonder how you got so lucky.

You're cooking dinner when Hoseok calls. "Hi, darling!" You greet him. "Hi, beautiful! What have you been up to?" You can hear Hoseok grinning through the phone. "Me and ___ have just been hanging out today. She made some really nice drawings. You should see them. Even one of the whole family." "Oh really? I can't wait!" "So, what? Are you on your way home? You know, we're supposed to finish what we started this morning." You purr in to the phone. Hoseok chuckles, "Sure thing, sweetheart, of course we will. But, I gotta let you know, I'll be home late." "What? Why?" You whine. "My boss wants me to stay here and finish up these reports for the project. You know the faster we get it done, it'll allow us to have more time between this project and the next one. Since everyone's been working hard on this project, boss says we can have a much needed break." Hoseok explains.

You sigh, "Okay, well don't overwork yourself. I'll come down there if I have to." Hoseok laughs, "Don't worry, baby. I'll be home before you know it." "I'm cooking right now. Do you want me to leave plate in the fridge for you?" "No, no. I'll pick something up. You don't have to. You and ___ eat well. I gotta go, baby, but I'll see you later. I love you." "I love you, too." You hang up. 
 You look over at your daughter, who's watching tv, "Looks like it'll just be me and you tonight for dinner, bud."

After dinner, you clean up the dishes, though you debate whether to leave a plate for Hoseok and decide to anyways, wrapping it up and putting in the fridge with a sticky note. You cuddle up on the couch with ___ flipping through channels, eyes drooping in and out of sleep. "Mommy," Your daughter's voice wakes you. "Hm?" You yawn and look down at her head resting against your chest. "I'm tired." You smile softly, "Me too. Let's get you to bed." You cut off the television and pick ___ up in your arms and carry her to her room.

"Mommy, where's daddy?" She asks while you're tucking her in. "Daddy had to stay at work for awhile. He'll be back later, but you'll be fast asleep by then." You pull up the blanket and lean over to kiss forehead. "Goodnight, honey. Sleep tight."

You cut off her light and turn on her galaxy nightlight, watching as stars and planets spread across the ceiling. You close her door and head to your bedroom down the hall. You change in to your night gown and hop in the bed sighing and sending Hoseok a quick text message about the food in the fridge, before you go to sleep.

~

It's a telephone call and the world seems to shift. The room is tilting. You're suffocating and it's becoming hard too breathe.

Mrs. Jung? Yes, I'm sorry to tell you this but your husband was killed in an armed robbery at the local gas station.

"NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO!"  You tear magazines apart, rip clothes from the drawers. You fling items off the dresser and knock over an old picture of you and Hoseok that now has a crack across his face. You pick up, fingers grazing over its cracks, not caring about the glass that pricks your fingers. A scream rings through the house, echoes off the walls and you almost can't believe it's yours. You hold the frame close to your chest. It felt as though you were being torn in half. Images of his smiling face, the feeling of his warmth radiating. To think he wouldn't be coming through that door. To think, this morning was the last time you'd ever see him. You double over and you think you're going to be sick. You can't stop the tears from coming or the anger that fills you.

And now, you're at the hospital staring at his lifeless body. Soft eyes, like they would open any moment. There is an air of serenity about him, and though his skin pales, there is a warmth still radiates. His full lips, still pink and slightly parted as if he would speak. Your eyes scan over his body, wondering if you'd wait long enough, you'd see a rise and fall in his chest, but you don't. He doesn't move. He doesn't speak. He doesn't breathe. He doesn't wake up and it angers you.

"NO!" You yell, " YOU CAN'T DO THIS, HOSEOK! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME! HOSEOK! HOSEOK! YOU PROMISED!" You strike his immobile corpse. "YOU FUCKING PROMISED ME! YOU PROMISED-"

"Mrs. Jung!" A nurse grabs your arms and pulls you to her chest. She rubs soothing circles on your back, "Come on, let's get you out of here."

It's silent in your house. Far too silent. And the silence is far too loud for you to sleep. You slide to the floor, back against the wall, your head in your hands. You're shaking. He's gone. He's gone. Hoseok's gone. If he had just come home, you think. If his boss hadn't asked him to stay. If he had just come home and eaten the dinner you prepared for him. To think that someone could be here one moment and then disappear.

Sometimes you think you hear the door unlocking. Maybe his footsteps coming down the hall, but all you get is emptiness. You want someone to tell you it's a bad dream, a nightmare, and you want to wake up from it. It feels like pieces of you fall apart and can never be put back together. Your best friend, your lover, your partner in crime, your husband, is dead.

"Mommy?" You're daughter's voice cuts through your thoughts. You look over at her as she walks towards you. You pull her to you grabbing her and holding onto her like a lifeline. She's all you have left of him.

"Hoseok, I miss you, baby. I miss you so much, but heaven's got a new angel." A bitter smile waxes your features.

"Our daughter's doing great. She looks just like you. Smiles and everything. She starts school tomorrow. I'm worried you know but she's excited."

Silence fills the space and tears brew in your eyes. "I- I wish you were here, Hobi… I-"

A breeze blows and sends a shiver down your spine. You pull your coat tighter against your body and pull your scarf up to your nose. If you closed your eyes you could almost see him, running towards you, taking you in his arms and kissing the tears away but when you open them all you see is the white marble tombstone staring back. Its surface just as cold as the god who took him away from you.

Missing You Epilogue (short drabble)

"Mommy, we should leave Daddy the picture?" Your daughter's voice cuts through the cold silence.

You sniffle and quickly wipe the tears away and smile at her, "I think he'd like that."

You watch as her tiny feet slowly walk towards the tombstone. She places the picture against the marble and places one of the flower vases on top so it doesn't blow away.

It's a drawing of the three of you, the happiest family, the most perfect one that can be.  

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