#im so tired and whiney lol

[eulalielatibule]

*rolling around on the floor* I miss petey 😭

[mikalame]

HI MAMAAA💕💕💕

can u maybe write some birthday head w bill or tom?! (maybe both👀)

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOPP!!!!!!

NPPPP POOKIEEE sorry i haven't been writing lately lol and im sorry if you meant head canon and dont smut i can do fluff if yall want tho

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Bill

Going down on him whiles he in and out of sleep his hip would probs wake him up as he keep thrusting into your mouth.

When he does wake up, hes gonna be really senstive, whiney and that sorta stuff gripping onto your hair making you go further

when it comes to actully having sex he gonna be really lovey dovey you whispering happy birthdays and him saying i love you's

evrything about sex would be really soft and lovey, you would be doing most the work tho (he LOVES seeing you on top)

you leave dark hickeys all over his neck and collar bone, he leaves little love bites on your aswell, you would drag your nails on his skin softy writing happy b-day on his chest.

after wards when he blows out the birthday candles with tom you give him as many kisses hes turing like if he turing 19 your giving him 19 kisses yk

You two baking a shit ton of things that take a couple weeks to eat through all of it and your giving the majority of it to the rest of the band .

getting him a bouqe of all him favourite flowers and him just ADORING them he makes sure their all presteen and well loved.

Going out for dinner and you paying because he usally pays and you just wanted him to relax (plus you were planning this for ages)

Tom

Instead of you waking up him up with sex he waking yo up with sex its like 5 in the morning and you wake up with a sweating tom behind you going ham saying 'my first birthday present'

kinda just wants you to let him have control but you would be having sex everywhere round the house (kitchen, bathroom,.... BALCONY)

Would leave deep hickeys on you but wouldn't be a big fan to have them on himself he would say stuff like 'everyone needs to see how good my first present was'

when hes a bit spent and tired but still kinda horny he like if you would just cock warm him and sit and watch tv, would thrust up every now and again

would have you suck him off pretty regularly through out the day but when he need a little rest hell just spend it in between your legs

You two would try and bake but it would just end to sit you would end up sitting on the couch eating uncooked cookie dough

when the rest off the gang is there you guys would do a big movie marathon and would stay up till god knows what time watching, eating and just mucking around

i think toms not a big fan of going out to dinner cause of fans so you guys are ordering him fav thing and eating at home doing cute little couple stuff

for his present you would get him something that he really wants but each time through out the year you say you would buy it for he says no so when you do give it his eye light up and he starts saying big thanks and all that

i feel like he'd would like to decorate his own cake so your buying a bland cake and buying icing and you two are trying to make it look super professional at the start then messing around at the end not trying to hard

hope you all enjoyy

[killyourlocalmisogynist]

You : "it would be nice to see les4les couples in media"

Weirdos with no reading comprehension skills : "so you hate bi women? Lol ok biphobe"

But also you right I'm tired of the les&bi pairings it's also really fucked up when you notice that a lot of these "lesbian" characters are actually bi...so honestly enough bi4bi couples we need actual lesbian representation

omg literally they are whiney babies who lack the ability to read i swear. i know im so fucking over it, any and every “lesbian” movie and same sex couple represented in media is two bi women dating eachother or at the very best you get a lesbian and bi woman dating eachother but im sick of that too. show me two lesbians deeply in love!!!!! show me an actual lesbian couple that consists of two lesbians!!!! give me main characters that are actually lesbians and not just bi women calling themselves gay or lesbian!!! im so over seeing bi women constantly be the main characters in almost every gay movie and tv show, let us see lesbians for once!!!! it’s the type of representation lesbians really need.

[volinare]

still havnt made another psych appointment 🫣

[bumpthis]

U okay bud :(

djksksksks i mean ://

[smellslikemultifandomimagines]

hi!! can i request a fwb hate sex relationship with dick grayson feat marking and overstimulation?? maybe arguing w dick and pissing him off so he bends u over and fucks u till u cry and just … doesnt stop 😳

pairing: dick grayson x fem!reader

warnings: smut → rough penetrative sex, overstimulation, kind of a sir kink lol.

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a/n: fuck me im going to hell for this 🥵

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Your body is painted pretty with marks of territory — dick had always made a point about wanting to show that you’re his and he’s yours. It’s such a pretty sight to see that it makes him moan at the way you respond to him, squirming and begging.

You’re nothing but a whiney, trembling mess beneath him as he continues to tease your clit. He’s working on your fourth orgasm, your body tired yet still needing more. His cock thrust into you slowly, spending as much time as he possibly can with you tonight — the morning sun still had many hours before it rises.

“dick,” you breathe out breathlessly, a hand sneaking down to grab his wrist. You’re not sure what you want — your body wants more, but you’re not sure if you can take it. Your pussy clenches around him, waves of pleasure spreading between your thighs and spine. Your shaking even more now, so close to the brink of orgasm.

“cum for me,” it said as less of words of encouragement and more like a demand. Your body responds to his words, his cock slamming into you now.

“dick, oh my god,” you scream as you cum around his cock. Dick shows no sign of stopping; instead, he flips you over and props you up on all fours. Your legs shake harder, completely exhausted and unable to hold your hips up for him. Your arms give out, too tired to be bothered holding your body up.

“Tell me, how many times have you cum now?” Dick purrs in your ear as he leans over you. His chest presses into your back, a soft hum coming from your throat at the proximity.

“5, sir,” you weakly reply, your voice small, and you’re surprised you can even muster up the right words.

“think you can do one more?” Dick kisses your neck, his cock slowly thrusting into you.

“I don’t know,” you cry. He thrusts harder into you but still keeping a slow pace. You whine and clutch the sheets, your pussy aching from being overstimulated.

“you see, this is what happens when you piss me off,” he grunts angrily, a mere contrast to how soft he was a few seconds ago. “bad girls get punished. You understand?”

You whine as you nod. His hard thrusts knock your body against the mattress, your clit rubbing against it in a way that makes you cry out.

“use your words,” he spanks your ass, chuckling at the mark that’s left behind.

“Yes, I understand, sir!”

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[refinedrudeness]

Wow being a Max fan on social media actually sucks.

People here and there just pissed off at him and pissed at his fans for defending him. And throws off “Its your opinion people can hate hin”. I LAUGH.

Seriously, are all of this hate coming from a pre concieved notion of him or drive to survive? Or do you assume he is this type of person cuz of how he is on track, small clips of him on the internet and his background you read in wikipedia and elsewhere?

Cuz all of that is bullshit.

Been watching Max since 2015 and i find nothing wrong with him or all other drivers. Exept for a few 1 or 2. Lol

Something is wrong with his dad im sure, but him, no. He is a typical hungry young f1 driver. You all compare him with the cooler and social media savy ones and its a unfair. They have different personalities. Media and f1 protrays Max as villain somehow and im tired of it.

What if he is cursing cuz its his fast lap and everybody is fucking slow? We take such minute details we get from social media and make it a big deal and suddenly we make assumptions and label the person. Fucking unfair bruh, cuz Max is out there being the best driver of this era. Driving an unreliable shitty car and making the best out it is fucking golden.

MAX IS A HOT HEADED YOUNG HUNGRY F1 DRIVER WHO LIKES TO DRIVE FAST AND IS A WHINEY BITCH SO DEAL WITH IT AND MOVE ON DONT FUCKING COMPLAIN ABOUT IT EVERY FUCKING RACE CUZ YOU KNOW HE IS GOING TO DO IT AGAIN

SO STOP COMPLAINING LIKE ITS NEW INFO THAT HE LIKES TO BITCH ABOUT SLOW DRIVERS

I apologize but its annoying as fuck. Every race it happens and everytime people higlight it as if thats how he is judged and perceived as a person. Every race, every race!!! As if people arent used to it yet that he does that alot. Sighhh

This has been a fucking post.

[halfgclden]

and uhhhhhhhhh jime for ship meme?

jesse and ime? u got it! 😘

ARENDAIN

Who is more aggressive in bed? - don’t let ime’s bde fool you they are a whiney bottom

Lights on or off? - off because it’s weird if ime can see and jacob can’t

Who does what chores? - they both are tidy people who clean up after themselves so they don’t really have to delegate certain chores to each other

Who gets babied when they’re sick? - neither of them want to be babied when they’re sick tbh but they’d be considerate to each other and offer to get medicine or blankets, keep their voices down, etc

Who makes breakfast? - um jacob 😌

Where would they go on their honeymoon? - i’m changing this to vacation and uhh ime would Want to take him to Portugal but they’d probably go somewhere where jacob can speak the language so that he can be autonomous so idk? somewhere they’d research and find things for them both to do

What are their quirks while sleeping? - ime presses their hands and feet into jacob to sap all his body heat but he just produces it tenfold bc son of apollo

What is their favorite activity as a couple? - strip chess 🤡😘 but also regular chess ig 🙄

Who is the stricter parent? - they would not be parents ty

Who would be the big spoon? - jacob 😌

Who would wake up first? - ime because jacob went to bed at four in the morning

Do they have nicknames for each other? - yakey 🥰🥰🥰 and *long sigh* ime,

What happened when they met each other’s parents? - ime is a very lucky duck but i can’t tell what jacob’s foster mother would think of them and it might be the first time they couldn’t either agahjdk and kennedy is prickly but she would,,, begrudgingly grow on ime. their father would like jacob, for some reason i feel like the first time they met ime’s father Embarrassed himself wildly in front of him and so maybe it’s a lil awkward but that’s fine

How do they apologize after an argument? - i feel like for them to Actually have an argument it would have to be something idk not serious but at least personal? so the apology would probably come after time left simmering and then thinking over their own words, and they would have to acknowledge both their own and the other’s hurt so IDK intense i gUess, and it wouldn’t just be a “sorry” but also “what i did/said will not be repeated”

What would they be like as parents? - see above, ty!

Who is the better cook? - ooo they’re both decent, ime’s been living alone for a long time so maybe them?

Who is more romantic? - yes ime and jacob,,, well known for being romantic,, i think it would be less romance and more of a Caring for each other through little things? i saw you were running low on your favourite tea so i restocked it / i’ve noticed how tired you’ve been lately let me run you a bath / you’re using the tone you normally do when you have cramps i’m going to fill a hot water bottle rn. idk it’s not romance it’s just the oh wow i feel Known when did this happen and i didn’t answer the question lol this would happen w both of them but with jacob first bc he’s more intuitive and also it’s a question of “”romance”” so i’m giving it to the libra

What sort of gifts do they get for each other? - ime says jacob i Swear to the Lord Almighty Stop buying yourself gifts Right Before birthdays and holidays because it drives me nuts and i’m either going to get you a repeat or nothing :| but also i think mostly music, so albums that artists that they like have released recently, and if jacob didn’t already have a record player ime would get him one at some point. they also once got him candy underwear but put it inside a small box which was inside three larger boxes and he laughed so hard he almost cried

Who gets jealous easiest? - mmm maybe ime? but jacob does have that scorpio in him so 😗 i can def see him being like “i do not like this” at something and being,,, offended? if ime was Actually flirting w someone in front of him

Who gets more excited for events? (e.g. birthdays, christmas…etc) - ime by virtue of knowing their birth date and being religious i guess lmao which is why they’re like do NOT buy yourself something i might get u it might not mean anything to you but it does to me

Who is the most adventurous? - ime c:

Who is the most protective? - oh um,,, idk do either of them need to be? i would like to see it dot gif

What would they have been like as childhood sweethearts? - oh my gOd they would Not shut up in class can u imagine they would be Insufferable ALSO so intimidating can u imagine them as a couple while you were an insecure teen? i’d drop dead,,, they’re too hot but also u can’t tell if they’re making fun of you with the way they talk i’d pass out

Song to sum them up? - Can’t Sleep Love - Pantatonix

[flamediel]

1. who do u think uses the most petnames

Erick, he has a silly sense of humor so I think he comes up with crazy and silly nicknames that catch on with the rest.

2. What pet names do you think they each like to call you ~romantically~

Richard- shorty/shawty or baby girl. He has a height complex (short with a big attitude) so he is def gonna use petnames that accentuate that he is bigger than you. Though, I also think he would be the one to call you like the most grand stuff to hype you up like "my diosa" or something like that.

Chris- Cutesy version of your name. In terms of like terms of endearment I think he constantly changes them up, like for a month he calls you sweetie, then two weeks he can't stop calling you whatever cute wording the used in their new single (like honeyboo for example) and so on. He has a fun personality and needs to keep it fun and light in the relationship too.

Zabdiel- He will absolutely call you Mi amor when he is annoyed/frustrated, almost all boricuas do that. Prob just goes with mami , bebe (or the less common variant beba) and if you have a middle name he would 100 call you that. With Zabdiel, I feel petnames is all about intimacy so when he uses each petname kind of becomes code words for his moods or his feelings or just some secret joke between you two.

Joel - the one that goes absolutely into the ridiculously sweet petnames. He will call you honey, sweeatheart, mi cielo, mi reina, mi vida and prob refers to you when talking to other people as "the love of my life". This boy is a hopeless romantic and the way he uses petnames reflect that.

Erick- creatively made up petname...maybe based on something that reminds him of you or maybe some silly but adorable version of your name. Whatever it is, Erick came up with it just for you and it will 100% make you feel special. He just seems to be the type that can find humor in everything and will turn that silly humor into fun petnames.

3. What petnames do they like to be called ~romantically~

Richard: I feel that though he doesn't really care much, he would kind of love it if you called him by his middle name. And well, the classic Papi I guess?

Chris: He would be so upset if you called him by his full first name, he automatically thinks he did something wrong when you do that. I think he would be fine with anything as long as you say it in the write tone, like if you say a sweet name but your tone isn't sweet he'd put a pouty face until you use the right tone...what you are actually using as a petname he doesnt care much.

Zabdiel: I think he prob likes to hear you say his name just like that. But he prob expect a similar version of what he calls you depending the situation so nicknames like Papi and bebé/bebo are prob tossed around the most.

Joel: anything is fair game except his name, he will call you like at least 3 petnames when talking to you and he expects the same treatment. Mi amor, mi rey, mi corazón, ect are some examples.

Erick: Prob the classic baby? Idk tbh 🙈 Maybe he is into animal petnames? Yeah, I can see that like you calling him by whatever animal the first plushie he gave you.

4. What petnames do they call you but ~spicy~

Ok, Im gonna try it differently now, Imma say a couple of petnames and who I think would say them when getting spicy:

-Daddy's girl/ Good Girl - Richard, Chris, Zabdiel (when he is feeling in the mood to tease)

-Mami- Erick & Zabdiel

-My (insert degrading term here) -Richard and Chris

-Mia/Mine - Zabdiel, Joel and Richard (yeah they give the vibes to whisper possessively when going down on you)

Nena- Zabdiel & Erick (prob as a warning when being teased)

-Baby- Joel, maybe Richard (though Baby Girl is more his style)

-My pet -I think this might slip out of Joel's mouth in the right context.

Kitten/ Gatita :Richard, Chris and Erick

Belleza: Chris, Zabdiel & Erick

Mi diosa: Richard

Princesa: Richard, Chris & Joel

5. What petnames do they like to be called but ~spicy~

Daddy: Obviously Richard, Chris and Zabdiel (but I think Zabdiel specifically might prefer the spanish alternative Papi)

Baby: Zabdiel and Erick (Joel would be both turned on and offended by being called baby)

Calling them by their own names: All of them, have you seen the egos of those boys? Yeah

Calling them by their middle name: Richard and Chris

Dirty/ Naughty boy: Chris, Zabdiel, Erick & Joel

My pet: Zabdiel

Guapo: Richard & Joel

DAMN ok iara lets go!

1. who do u think uses the most petnames?

erick. i agree he’s so silly he’s always using casual nicknames it’s the cutest

2. What pet names do you think they each like to call you ~romantically~

richard: can’t lie if that man started calling me shawty i would call him that right back he’s barely a few inches taller and he comes in w that energy? but tbh i just feel like i would v much enjoy pissing richard off alkjdlshs. baby girl or anything romantic or extra like that tho? bro I’d be so RED and he knows

chris: i agree i don’t see him sticking to one name for too long he’s always changing it up. esp when he’s joking around he’ll sing those parts to you and just watch you blush and roll your eyes at him for it. 

zab: i love the idea of nicknames varying by mood. and it just turns into a thing where you can kind of figure out where he’s at mentally based on what he says. mi amor when he’s annoyed or frustrated, but then bebe when he’s tired and just needs a hug. mami when he’s all needy, just TONS OF NICKNAMES. i can see him using a middle name esp if you don’t love it to make it all cutesy, or your last name.

Joel: yep.. that fucking tracks dskjjdhjkshk man loves love and he is sickly sweet w his pet names. it’s honestly cute how constant it is and esp since it’s all genuine it makes you SOFT man

erick: look i see erick pulling a christopher w those song themes pet names like my boo and shit but he’s super jokey with it, he also uses like those ridiculously over the top ones but always w some humor behind them. and name ones, 100%, he’s really cutesy and jokey with it. 

3. What petnames do they like to be called ~romantically~

Richard: def papi, but i also do think he cares like. richard gives me lowkey romantic vibes like once he’s in w someone he’s IN yk? and I feel like he’d enjoy being called my love or amor or something like that bc he does have a soft spot and we gotta talk about it more dammit

Chris: you’re right christopher is so formal? and even chris i feel like he wouldn’t love. he deserves affection ok he wants to be called love and baby and like even papi casually and just w a ton of love in your voice and if you sound off he’s gonna be so confused about it. 

Zabdiel: ok but zabdiel as a name seems so intimate for some reason? idk why but it really does. i would call him baby 100% like idc if he’s twice my side and could physically split me in half he’s baby and if he’s MY baby then he will definitely be made aware of this lmao. 

Joel: joel needs love and affection and uou know what that’s valid. baby? sweetheart? amor? angel? he’s melting

Erick: not animal nicknames 😭i can see it tbh but he looks like my cousin so i can’t even imagine him like that lmao

4. What petnames do they call you but ~spicy~

Daddy's girl/ Good Girl - this is such a richard and chris phrase, zab when he’s teasing or feeling dommy but chris ESP like if you’re giving him head? “you’re being such a good girl for me, just like that baby”

Mami- Erick & Zabdiel, sure, but also chris. tho in a more casual way. he would DEF say it in bed too. 

My (insert degrading term here) -Richard and Chris. yes, tho rich uses more degrading terms i feel like. 

Mia/Mine - Zabdiel, Joel and Richard. yes but ESP ZABDIEL like? when he’s just, slightly jealous or put off. if you’re teasing him by talking to other guys or not giving him attention for example? he’s pinning you to the bed, kissing down your chest and just whispering it to you, reminding you who exactly can turn you into this mess.

Nena- Zabdiel & Erick definitely. zab in that quiet voice when you’re trying to tease him in public especially “later, nena”

Baby- Joel ESPECIALLY yes, and in that whiney babyyyyy when he wants attention

My pet ok yes i agree this is def only joel and only in specific scenarios

Kitten/Gatita: Richard, Chris and Erick. i can see this esp w richard in that teasing, degrading tone when he has you tied up and on your knees, stroking your face and wiping the running mascara off of your cheek once he’s finished fucking your mouth

Belleza: Chris, Zabdiel & Erick. erick for sure. big erick vibes w this one, whispered undfer his breath as he watches you undress. 

Mi diosa: Richard yes he’s such a ficking simp like? we need to talk about that more

Princesa: Richard, Chris & Joel. again w richard the band’s simp and then chris and joel for sure, both sexually and not. 

5. What petnames do they like to be called but ~spicy~

Daddy: I agree with this being a richard thing, but i think chris is definitely more into papi and zab would only really be ok with papi. I don’t see him liking daddy at all tbh, but papi? for sure. 

Baby: Zabdiel better like being called baby bc i will call him baby all the time he has such baby energy. I actually see erick being more offended by it as the baby of the group, and joel being surprised at first but leaning into it. 

Calling them by their own names: omg yes in bed? esp zabdiel he will MAKE you say his name in bed when he’s feeling possessive, asking you who this pussy belongs to. richard def prefers daddy in bed and might take his name as being bratty but in foreplay or less intense scenes he’s super into it. 

Calling them by their middle name: Richard and Chris. tbh idk about this one like? maybe? i really don’t know.

Dirty/Naughty boy: Chris, Zabdiel, Erick & Joel. ok i’m gonna have to say this one goes to joel i think he feels good about breaking rules and this is definitely one of those things that reminds him he’s being nasty lol. 

My pet: Zabdiel. i see that highkey. also likes callling you mami in the same vein esp when you’re taking the lead

Guapo: Richard & Joel. i very firmly believe if you call richard anything but daddy in bed he’s mad BUT i can see this in teasing or foreplay w him for sure. joel is def into it he needs an ego boost. 

come talk about petnames

[ofmomcnts]

i reached my last hundred a few months ago and i was gonna make a new graphic but i’m so tired and if i put this off any longer i might forget. plus i’m emo today so have some feels. i realize i talk at length about a few people but it’s just because i’m really grateful that i can still find friendships in the rpc and being someone still relatively new to the indie rpc i’m just glad writing still brings me as much joy as it does !! in a perfect world i’d have these deep connections and friendships with everyone on my dash but i know that may not be possible. however, that doesn’t mean i won’t stop trying to love you all down. so thank you for helping me reach my itty bitty milestone ~

( my mains ) 

the ones i talk to pretty much everyday. the ones who’ve spoiled me beyond imagine with our 73627365 million plots. the ones who have allowed me to be messy and whiney and needy without ever judging me and still loving me anyway. the ones who i never have to doubt if they’re gonna ghost or dip out on me bc our friendship has transcended past character threads. 

@elysiumrps ;; i really can’t believe a bich has a damn google spreadsheet for all the plots we have. we’re really not friends. we never talk. you judge me. you laugh at my pain. but i guess we alright. but on the real andrea ilysm and it blows my mind how much shit we come up with and still not get tired or bored. but we keep it real which is my favorite thing about us. you know i’m always gonna be down for whatever so thanks for being that bich for me. 

@redcvrpet ;; where do i even fucking start with you haru? i have never been so spoiled by someone in my whole entire life. literally you give me whatever i want and there’s no one else in the world i’d want to write my son with than you. you always go along with my stupid wild ass ideas. i love that all our babies are connected and our ships are gonna kill me one day. but i just love you so much as a person so thank you for being my friend !!

@thewcrehouse ;; my supernova. um hello? talk about a fast friendship?? we literally just started writing not even a month ago but i feel as if we’ve been writing for years. it’s so crazy how our plots have added and evolved from the very first one with nguyet and sam to our newest one with hannah and cruz. i love you so much for allowing me to write my underused muses and i absolutely love how much we just click and get each other. you were talking about how sometimes you just find someone that gets it, and i’m so thankful we found each other !! 

++ shoutout to aimee who is never online bc she’s too busy being smart and studying for the mcat smh but i love her anyways even tho she’s never going to see this lol.

( my writing partners ) 

we’ve written for a while or have just started, but most importantly i can’t wait to write more with you and get to know you ooc !! please remember that you have a friend in me !!

@gwyynbleidd @lostavra @wistfulreality @gallaxians @hiddcnscrts @lvegclxy @svvring @vclvctkisscs @behindthesinners @lcvewhispxr @vnderwcrlds @definiticn @vitiatvs @bxdxsslxdies @bcckmarked @ucndrcm @mccnxhild @deathholy @sshinsu @inncrtalis 

( my longtime & new loves )

this includes those who i’ve written with in the past or have just started plotting or those who we’ve been mutuals for a long time and i still think about you if we don’t write anymore and get smiley whenever you show up on my dash! if we are in the midst of plotting something new just know i’m super excited! 

@hyosvins @renvisscnce @etastra @byvn @xxj0kerxx @rcdblossoms @anepiphcny @yukmochi @scarletxaya @yccngblood @pseudonyist @hoseokwrite @niiiightsky @hclfmoon @hystcrias @uglylcve @velvetsoyeon @thelixira @nillilimambos

(my silent yearning loves )

these peeps are fucking wild ok. like i’ll see you on my dash and literally have probably never talked to you but every once in a while one of you will reblog my shit and i’ll be like THEY REBLOGGED MY REBLOG. THEY NOTICE ME. THEY KNOW WHO I AM. but it’s totally chill tho. nbd. anyways--- i admire from afar and maybe one day i’ll have the guts to say something but for now /waves.

@herayth @churchvoid @yeoliehq @scnorita @maginoire @oztrch @strawbxrryblxssxms

and finally. my biggest fear whenever i post these things is that i’ll miss someone because i have a shitty memory and i’m a mess. but for the rest of my mutuals please know i love and appreciate all of you and you are so very very special!! don’T BE A STRANGER MY IMS ARE OPEN !!

[foxgivenblank]

being fe's assistant and being attracted to him? like? every time ur around him u get butterflies?? and god knows the only thing u want is that beard sjsksk, im going to submit it because it's something i started to write but let me know what u think! i lowkey stopped at the juicy parts lol - 🌻

SUBMISSION

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You had no idea how this could happen. One minute he went from being your boss to someone you had to sneak around with. It was difficult, but you had to admit, it was going you had been aching for, for a long time.

It started on any normal day. You got into the office early, greeted Felix and went on to answer any e-mails and/or phone calls that had been addressed t him. It was a boring job but it payed really well and you were able to get experience in a career field you’d soon apply for.

You sat the desk by the entrance, watching as your boss would occasionally open the main door to let some air in, or see Brad come in and out of the office for a skit they were doing. You were always entertained minus the boring days. You would let your mind wonder while you weren’t making phone calls or replying to e-mails but sometimes those thoughts pushed towards something else.

You knew it was wrong to think of your boss in an inappropriate way, especially since he had a partner, but you couldn’t help yourself some days.

Felix would eat lunch with you when he wasn’t expecting anyone. Maybe he was just bored himself and was tired of filming. You two had good conversations, making jokes, discussing ideas for new videos and any important information that needed to be said. You were by his side when he needed it, when he needed someone to help him with anything you were there with him. You told yourself you would be going to hell for considering someone that was taken as your own.

Marzia was an amazing person, but your jealousy would get in the way of having a good relationship with her.

When she would show up for any videos with Felix, you’d be so fake towards her. Fake smiles, fake laughs, being interested in her wasn’t something you were. And god, did Felix notice.

He never said anything, it wasn’t his place to, but he could see right through your act, and being the asshole he was, he’d play right with it. He’d give her more attention than usual when you were around and you never seemed to notice.

Why not? You weren’t sure, but it never seemed to be a good day for you when she was around.

She was in there for the morning, a Valentine’s Day video? You weren’t too positive, but as soon as she left, you reminded yourself that you didn’t need to deal with it. For some reason that day, you were already upset. Felix had been receiving a lot of e-mails regrading his actions with Fiverr and his scandal and although you were still supportive, it did bother you that you had to answer the same questions over and over again.

That day, you snapped.

You didn’t mean to, but it was so painful for you to sit in that chair and do nothing but answer e-mails. You decided you had enough and made your way to Felix’s office. He had been dealing with his own problems, so you complaining was the cherry on top. He blow up, saying how hard it was already without having a whiney ass woman like you, yelling at him for his own mistakes.

You didn’t take kindly to the insult, well, who would? You were taken back. You understood he was under stress, but it was no way of handing it, so instead of calming him down, you insulted him back.

“Well maybe if you weren’t such a racist piece of shit, we wouldn’t be in this situation.”

He stopped yelling at you as soon as the words fell from your lips. You mumbled it, but just enough for Felix to hear it. Needless to say, you regretted your decision in the moment. You didn’t show it, instead you crossed your arms, but he could tell.

Roaming towards you, he came behind you, pulling his face towards you ear and whispering into it.

“You are a brat aren’t you? You think you’d learn your lesson already, coming in here like your opinions matter. If only I could fuck the attitude right out of you, I’m sure you’d like that. Wouldn’t you?”

You gulped. He pulled himself away after that, but his words were already but into action as you felt yourself crave his touch.

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The buildup is good! I’m weird about angst and tend not to write relationship angst since my anxiety goes absolutely haywire, BUT-

I can really see Fe blowing up and/or getting really frustrated when all of that media attention was going around too.

Story wise, you have great ideas and great pacing. The only things I think you really need to work on are just grammatical/word choice/sentence structure things, which-

Honestly? That just takes practice and writing more.

As for the smutty stuff, it really just takes practice and pushing through any uncomfortable feelings. And if that never goes away? You don’t need to write it! And that’s fine. And really, reading other people’s stories, figuring out what you like to read and then incorporating that into your own writing. Like, maybe you really like the type of details they focus on (eg. they focus more on ow the reader feels, first person, second person, they add details about the room they’re in, or they don’t etc.) or the way they structure dialogue! Which, damn dialogue is frustrating sometimes.

To be a better writer you have to write, but you also have to read a lot.

But yeah! You have good starting and really just practice will make it better (:

[ashleemanefitness]

Some days right now I am so tired I want to eat everything and just go home. Some days I kick open the doors at @naspowergym and walk in and eat the weights and beast out my sets. Everyone has ebbs and flows and while cutting for these shows right now ebbs are a bit deeper lol. But honestly with how tired/hangry I am, I still am in here pushing hard every single day and wake up excited to see changes that I'm seeing everyday now. I feel bigger, harder and stronger than I have before and I'm so excited to show that onstage. But wanted to give a shoutout to a few people because honestly even though this prep is getting harder the closer I get to show date @teamlong_tl has helped keep me on point and focused on what I need to focus on, @j_r_cagle has been so helpful with being patient with me and my hanger/whiney-ness and long workout hours😅❤️and even took time out of his day to stop and help me sift through ideas about my suit and all the big and little things that go into competing in a show, and everyone at @naspowergym who has stopped to say how good I look and how they wish me well with my shows and having my back with support. Im super grateful I have all of them and my friends family and clients who are all also super supportive. And I am so excited to make them all proud in a few weeks and turn around and do it again lol. Now I got some lifting to do! ❤️🙏🏽🤘🏽 (at National Academy of Strength and Power)

[palpatween]

lol i have no one to fucking talk to so here i go on fucking tumblr like im still in fucking high school god FUCK. i hate school i cant fucking do it when im this suicidal how the hell do you write a paper about museums when you want to jump in front of every fucking train you take every day. lol @ my mom only caring about therapy bc she thought it would make me better enough to have a boyfriend who THFE UFLCKV and my dad telling me “im not forcing you to go to school....well, i kind of am” like god fucking dammit i read about people who’s family actually took them seriously and im like haha ? huh? what? genuinely cannot fathom shit like that. my dad picked my therapist bc she didnt believe in meds and now i cant fucking get out of bed i have so much shit to do and i cant fucking do any of it and im being whiney as shit but im going to fail this fucking class which means i wont be on deans list which means i lose my scholarship haha great love it so good god fuck. and my school has mental heatlh resources but you HAVE to call like theres no other option and lol i feel like im still god damn 12 years old but i literally cant make phone calls so that’s just perfect right? anyways i told myself i was going to get out of bed by 10 and its almost 2 and im not fucking surprised im just fucking tired of it. i have to call my dad back who is mad at me my roommates have been texting me telling me we ‘all’ need to clean despite me spending > 20 minutes a day in the common areas and telling me i need to do dishes when hahA not a SINGLE thing in the sink is mine literally not one. what the fuck am i fucking doing here i am so god damn unhappy and sick and i want to fucking die but im too much of a bitch god shit i just need to scream but this is the only thing i can do FSIJLFK.

[wakamon0-blog]

school

i like school because its not home

but my subjects are draining and im so tired all the time. 

the only subject i enjoy is english and thats only because im good at it.

i give up at stuff so easily. i have no standards for myself so i dont care if i fail tests.

people have always called me smart as a child and it was true to an extent, i was an extremely high achiever in primary but i went to a poor primary in which they didnt push me any further so i just excelled at everything thinking i was super smart and never having to put in effort. 

realising i was just average in high school was depressing. i started to hate things and give up straight away if i wasnt naturally good at it. i had extremely poor study habits and i still do. i still find it hard to put effort into anything, even if i know how important it is. 

i sound like a whiney baby

so fucking dumb

idiot!!! your problems can be solved if you just study!! you dumb fucking bitch its not that hard

im just lazy. in summary 

LOL and im not doing anything to fix it

so i deserve to feel this way.

in the end im just venting for no particular reason. im too lazy to change the way i act and so i face the consequences so what . thats just how life is.

[appelssiini]

I feel like a whiney baby but jesus am i tired... i got a job as a cleaner at the public swimming pool thingy but my shift starts at 5 am and i have to get up at 4 and im so stressed i havent really slept the whole week and i’ve been scrubbing floors 8 hours a day and im getting some kind of allergic reaction from the chemicals and im too tired to function so i called myself off after 5 days lol and turned down another job almost crying and gee like i could just pick the easiest jobs like hell no i have to do this kinda shit if i want to get some money but im just too t i r e d and im worrying that its a mental thing and ill never find a decent paying job and i wont have any savings and ill be stuck in tampere while sis moves to helsinki and if life is like this what’s the point? 

[jaydamybaby]

250 reason why I love you ❤🐘

1. Your smile 😊 2. You’re such a breath of fresh air. You’re your own person. A beautiful person, inside and out. 3. Your laugh 😘 4. Your eyes 😍 so beautiful and brown, they convey so much emotion, I could stare into them for an eternity ❤ 5. Your cute little freckles 6. When you get all shy when I compliment you. 7. Your baby voice 8. When you whine all cute when you dont want me to leave. 9. When you call me randomly to tell me you love me. 10. When you came to the back of the bus to cuddle with me after the state duels. One of my favorite memories. 11. How easily you give me butterflies. 12. How much you love fruit rollups. 13. When you get dressed up for our dates. 14. When you call me a little nasty 😏 15. When you lay on me. 16. You’re so patient with me. 17. Always pushing me to do better, to be better. 18. You’re my biggest supporter. 19. I know no matter what you’ll always want the best for me. 20. You’re so understanding. 21. You’re an amazing person. 22. So passionate. 23. So goal oriented. 24. You’re a little badass 😎 25. You’re my princess 👑 26. You think its cute when I cry. Which is quite frequently. 27. You’ve stuck with me through some really tough times. 28. You’re an amazing kisser 😗 29. Your lips are so soft 😩 30. And you’re a little nasty too 😏😏😏 31. 👅👅👅 32. Lets not forget about the booty 🍑 it gets 10 reasons 😂 42. You love Beyoncé 🍋 43. Your love of music 🎶 44. When you sing 😍 45. When you lay your head on my chest 😩 46. When you do that cute whiney noise when I stop rubbing you. 47. Youre cute little giggle. 48. When you wear the ring I got you ❤ 49. Its pretty cool that I can say my girlfriend is a 4 time state qualifier 3 time state placer and national champ wrestler 😏 50. You’re so respectful 51. You know how to check people when they deserve it. 52. You love pitbulls. 53. You’re going to be an amazing mother. 54. And an amazing wife. 55. When I kiss your forhead and nose. 56. When you told me you liked me and you threw yourself on the floor like an adorable baby elephant 🐘 57. When we went to see Beyoncé together 🍋😊 58. When you play music at night in my car and you lay your head on me 😩 59. When we go on dates. 60. Im comfortable when im with you. Im 100% myself. Im not able to do that with many people. 61. You made me believe in love. 62. You aren’t just my girlfriend you’re my bestfriend. 63. When you say my name all sarcastic when I make a dumb joke. 64. When we went to house of torment. 65. You’re the first person I had Mcdonalds with. 66. Our fight nights. 67. SUPLEX! 😂 68. You know my deepest secrets and my innermost thoughts. 69. You can always make me smile. 70. When you do your nails 😍 71. Your passion for makeup. 72. Your drive to make youtube videos. 73. How you want to be your own boss and start a business. 74. You cuddle me back to sleep when I wake up in the middle of the night. 75. Cuddles in general 😍😍😍 76. Our hands fit perfectly in each others. 78. When you’d visit me after work and see me and we’d make out in the bathroom 😏 79. The car ride from state 😏😏😏 80. When we’d go on movie dates. 81. You’re my Ele 🐘 82. When you rant to me on the phone. 83. You made my senior year so great. 84. When we’d walk together everywhere in the halls. I’d be late every day 😂 85. When you came to project grad. 86. When you snuck me into your room at Cyfair twice lol 87. That day out on the field listening to Jhene Aiko. 88. Its your face that I wake up wanting to see every morning. 89. Youre my baby. 90. When you pluck my eyebrows. 91. You know my story. 92. We get along so well. 93. I never get tired of seeing your beautiful face. 94. When I was sad on my birthday and you sang happy birthday to me over and over again.

95. When you kiss my hands while im driving. 96. Hugging you from behind. 97. I love curling up and watching movies with you. 98. I cant wait until we move in together. 99. You like when I put my hair in a bun. 100. When we went to the graffiti wall and put our initials on the elephant. Its like it was meant to be ❤ it just happen to be there that day. 101. You always call me to tell me when something happens, whether its funny, sad, angering, or it makes you happy. 102. Our morning mcdonalds runs. 103. When we hang out during your off periods. 104. When I put my hand on your thigh while I drive. 105. When you ignore me to watch youtube 😂 106. When you cuddle with Ele when im gone. 107. When you wear the necklace I got you when I first asked you to be my girlfriend. 108. When we went the the moviehouse and eatery. 109. All those rangertimes we skipped to hang out in the back of the parking lot in my old car 😏 110. When you cut weight and your abs pop like crazy 👅 111. When you wrestle and kickass its sexy as hell. 112. When you went to St. Louis and got be the poster and goody soda and the dream catcher. 113. When we went to the wrestling banquet and we both looked bomb 😉 114. All those bus rides home when we cuddled. 115. The first time you held my hand my heart felt like it was going to burst. 116. When I went way too far our first Christmas and got you everything you’d ever said you liked too me lol 117. When I lost at capital classic and you asked if I wanted to cuddle to cheer me up😍 118. I know youd support me no matter what. 119. I trust you no matter what. 120. You’re my first and hopefully only love of my life. 121. My heart beats your name. 122. When Id come home after working at Bjs and your face would light up when I knocked on the door. 123. When you called me your girlfriend on snapchat. 124. When you gave me our ring from James Avery. 125. When im sleeping and you kiss me awake. 126. In the middle of the night when you snuggle up against me. 127. How your butt looks in nike compression shorts 👅🍑 128. When we bought the vibrator together 😂 129. When we discovered 1431 cafe. 130. You made me believe in true love. 131. I dont want to meet anyone else, I dont need to experience anyone else I dont want too. I found the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. 132. Im so excited to start our future together. 133. Its you. when all my dreams come true the one I want standing next to me. Its you. 134. When me, you, Elena, Lauren, and Caleb played cards against humanity. 135. When I went to Japan and thought about you the entire time I was gone, wishing you were there to experience it with me. 136. Your moan 😩😏 137. All our future travels together 🏖🏝🏞✈ 138. You’re loyalty. 139. You’re everything and more I want in a girlfriend. 140. All those amazing sleepovers we had. 141. I wouldnt have made it if you werent there when I broke my elbow. You really made everything better. Everything. 142. You took care of me so well. Got me medicine, made sure I ate, etc. 143. That was the weekend I told you I was in love with you. 144. Our pluckers date 😍 you looked so sexy. I love dark lips on you. 145. When I took care of Cheddar and made him fat lol 146. Our kiss in the wrestling room. 147. When you gave me our baby Junia 😙 148. When you gave me Ella the elephant. 149. This christmas when you bought me the coolest presents I got. Those vans 💯 150. When I sit there and watch you work hard and cut weight. 151. When I wanted to see you wrestle at Cyfair so bad I came home early from Japan and watched from the very top. 152. When I tried to teach you how to swim. 153. When Id come see you at Longhorn and we’d eat together. 154. When I scored that touchdown on you at Powderpuff! 😏😏😏 skillz 155. As soon as I’m in your arms again I can finally breathe ❤ 156. Your hair 😍 157. Sorry I have to mention the booty again 👅😩 158. When we’d cuddle in the locker room. 159. Our carmel frappe addiction (its slowly dying down lol) 160. Your love for those who care about you. 161. Your sense of style. 162. You instantly make a bad day, a good one. 163. You’re independent. 164. You always take my clothes and wear them, but I love it. 165. Your smile after I kiss you. 166. How you call me boob and boobie head. 167. When we used to fall asleep on the phone because neither one of us wanted to hang up. 168. When we used to drill together during wrestling practice. 169. Halloween and you being a cute baby deer. 170. Your senior photos 😍 171. Loving you is something worth fighting for. 172. My love for you has never and will never faulter. 173. If we can get through what we have already gone through than we can get through anything. 174. Texas State! 😁 175. When we went on that college tour at Texas State with Mama. 176. When we saw The Secret Life of Pets 😂 177. When you made me watch Greys Anatomy a million years ago. 178. All those times you were at my wrestling matches yelling from the coach’s seat and giving me advice right before. Calming me down when I was nervous. 179. You are the sunshine of my life. 180. You are the apple of my eye. 181. All your cute snaps and stories. 182. All your nicknames for me i.e. bootyhead, boob, boobie, boobiehead, knucklebutt, baby, snickers, love. 183. Our love for baby kitten 😊 184. We are independent individuals, but when we are together, we’re inseparable. 185. You make me feel special and loved. 186. When I hear your voice in a noisy crowd of people, I can recognize it immediately and that makes me feel peaceful and the happiest person in the world. 187. You always give me your honest opinion. 188. Even when you’re angry or gloomy, you’re still adorable 😘 189.   How you would stroke my fingers when we hold hands. 190. How we cuddle when we watch scary movies ❤ 191. I love looking at your childhood pictures and listening to stories about your childhood and imaging how you were back then. 192. How hyped you get at sports games and nervous when we might lose. 193. I love how when I dream of my life partner, the only person that I can see is you. 194. We’re going to Texas State together 😍 195. When you call me at night because you need attention. 196. When you get all scared about our future. 197. Your crush on Amber from Ambers closet. 😒😂 198. How you look in your Longhorn work clothes 😍 199. How much you like Trey Songs lol 200. The way you liven up a room just by being in it. 201. Your muscles 💪 202. The amazing new experiences that I’ve shared for the first time with you and only you. 203. The fact that you were willing to take a chance on me. 204. The fact that you are the first and only person I’ve ever loved and the first person who ever truly loved me. 205. How cute and adorable you can be. 206. Every little single detail about you that makes you who you are and the fact that you are the best girlfriend in the whole world. 207. When we’re video chatting and you hold the camera right up to your mouth and talk. 208. Look at them legs mama 😋😂 209. You have the cutest nephew in the whole world. 210. 7.4 billion people in the world and all I need is 1. You. 211. Your ability to control the rooms emotion. If your happy everyones happy. 212. I love showing you off. 213. Those few and far between snaps 👅 mmm 😏 214. When you call me just to say you love me 😊 215. This is a long one, but my grandma just celebrated her 48th anniversary with my grandpa. I asked her if she were to offer one piece of advice what would it be. She said God usually puts opposites together, and that we are, but in the best way. She said to be flexible and quick to forgive. Dont be judgemental, be understanding, and listen, listen, listen. We arent perfect but I think we already do this very well. We’ve only been together one year and our communication I feel is amazing and only bound to get better! I love you! 216. When you came to project grad. 217. Them dark lips mama 😗 218. When you said you were gonna cuddle with Sam after the State Duels last year and I got jealous 😑 219. The butterflies I got when you held my hand. Or when you traced me face 😍 220. Our aquarium date 🐠🐡🐙 221. When I couldn’t help but come home early and suprise you at school. My cute girl was calling my name 😩😩😩 222. Youre always looking out for me ❤ 223. You were cute even at your awkward middle school moments. 224. Our lunch dates during your off period. 225. You want to get your nose pierced with me. 226. And our elephant tattoos 🐘 227. I dont mean to scare you when I tell you how much I love you. I just really want you to know. I want you to know that you only deserve the best. You deserve the world. Anything less isnt enough. If we dont work out, the next person better treat you right, like you’re the princess you are. 228. You’re my one true love. The kind of love that people search their whole life for. The kind that people write books about. You’re the woman I write a book about. You’re the woman that Im in love with for the rest of my life. You’re the one that gets away. 229. I want you in the bluntest way. I want your lips, your hands, your arms. I want you the way the ocean wants the shore, constantly reaching and running back. I want you the way the rain wants to fall, the way the sun wants to shine, the way words want to be read. I want you to infinity, to the millionth degree, no amount of rain can douse the fire I have in me for you. 230. Youre sleeping on the phone right now as im writing this ❤ 231. As much as you want this perfect relationship, you’re mine. Youre my love story, and you make it so perfect. 232. You’re my solace. 233. When we read The Great Gatsby together. 234. I never want to stop making memories with you. 235. Im always proud of you. 236. I love to show you off, you make me look good 😏 237. You have me forever. 238. Sometime I just need to hear your voice, it makes everything okay. 239. God put you in my path for a reason. This chain of events that lead me into your arms wasnt a coincidence. I know that. I know that you changed my perspective on love and life. I know that you made me believe in love. It wasnt an accident. 240. We’ve been together for 365 days ❤ 241. 365 days of love. 242. 365 days of happiness. 243. 365 days of laughter. 244. For 365 days, I have been with the love of my life. 245. For 365 days, I had the most important job in the world, to make princess Jayda happy and treat her like the royalty she is. 246. For 365 days, I’ve had the privilege of calling you my beautiful girlfriend. 247. For 365 days, I’ve been the luckiest woman alive. 248. For 365 days, you’ve made me a better person. 249. For 365 days, you’ve given my life a purpose. A meaning. 250. To one year my love, and to many more to come ❤🐘