signal boost !
hey y’all!
so, if some of y’all have been here a while, then you might remember a little account by the name of @/fuckyou-imspiderman OR @/parkerscupcake . both of those, were my old accounts.
due to getting cyberbullied in may/june, i decided to deactivate my accounts and actually start all over. i changed my name on here, i blocked hate anons and i tried making new friends.
i was hoping this would help me get a fresh start and feel better, but i miss being myself and using my name on here and having my old friends back.
which is why, i’m revealing myself.
my alias was SKYE, but my name is AMBAHR.
y’all can refer to me as either, but i would like to officially come back as myself.
i want to thank a couple people before i end things here (:
@darling-marvel : rianna, you’ve helped me through thick and thin, and i know we havent talked recently, but you’re a sweetheart. ilysm and i want to thank you for helping me when i decided to delete my account (:
@pbnjparker : angell!! omg thanks for being the og bff ! we need to talk and write more omggg (:
@keepmeholland : dana ! thanks lovey for being there for me through the good and the bad. i know we never talked a shit ton on my old accounts, but thank you for talking to me tonight. i needed someone to talk to about what happened (you know,,,) and thank you for encouraging me to do this. i know i couldn’t have done it without you and the people above (’:
thanks loveys!! its good to be back!
tagging some mutuals:
@spiderboytotherescue @hollandroos @bens-hardy @grandmascottlang @starksparker @spiderrrling @fanasiana @boohooiamthefool @gwilyoubemine @spidergirlwanab @fanboy-tom @strangertingle @mrshazosterfield @parkersvibes @picassho-18 @hardzzellos @steviemae @not-another-fangirl74 @isabellyduh @shuri-owns-my-heart @nasa-parker @spidey-pal @lovesfics @webbedparkers @trashqueenbitch @gavemylifetotomholland @parkeret @brianprobablywill @savethehoneeybees @happywolves81 @emmaewatson @clintbartxon @love-bucky-3000
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BIRTHDAY | HOLLAND BROTHERS + HARRISON [PREFERENCE]
AN: in honor of it being my 18th birthday, a couple of days ago, i’ve decided to write this! i hope you enjoy!
PROMPT: they want you to have the greatest 18th birthday ever
HARRISON:
It was the day you and Harrison had waited for, your eighteenth birthday. Harrison for the past three months has been flirting with you, and every gesture he did, made you fall in love with him every single time.
There was just one obstacle in the way, you were underage. Harrison was fully aware of this but, he was willing to wait for you.
Y/N laid in her queen sized bed, staring at the ceiling, thinking about him. Y/N smiled at the thought of Harrison, the boy who made everything better.
Y/Ns’ phone buzzed lightly, she turned her head slightly, and picked up her phone from her bedside table.
haz 🐢:
happy 18th love! i’m so sorry that i won't be able to be with you today, i’m sending my gift with tom and the twins! love you x
A pout appeared on Y/Ns face, her fingers danced on her screen typing her reply and hitting send. She let her phone slip out of her hand, allowing it to rest on her bed.
Y/N tugged her covers away from her body, the warmth leaving her immediately. She flung her legs over her bed, and slipped on her sandals.
Y/N walked out her bedroom and into the kitchen, which was covered in streamers.
“Happy Birthday, Y/N/N!”
Harry, Sam, and Tom stood behind the kitchen counter, hands in the air.
Harry was the first to run around the counter, wrapping his arms around Y/Ns body, “Thank you, Harry! This is amazing.”
“The best for the best, courtesy of Haz.”
Y/N smiled, of course Harrison would plan this out for her, “I’m going to grab my phone and thank him, he’s the sweetest.”
“NO, NO, NO! We made you pancakes, come enjoy the pancakes!” Tom shouted, grabbing Y/Ns arm, dragging her into the kitchen.
Y/N sighed, taking Toms’ hand off of her arm, “You guys are acting weird. I’m just going to grab my phone, geez.”
She walked down the hallway and into her bedroom.
Y/N gasped lightly, her hands covering her mouth. Her bedroom was now littered with balloons on the floor and scattered around the room.
Y/Ns’ eyes met Harrisons’, a smile appeared on her face. She walked towards Harrison, wrapping her arms around his neck, bringing him down to place a kiss on his cheek.
“Thank you, I-I can’t believe you did this. Y-You went out of you-”
Harrison placed a kiss on Y/Ns’ lips, something that they both longed for. It was a sweet and tender kiss.
“I’m so glad, you’re mine.”
TOM:
Y/N yawned and stretched her arms, readjusting her position in Tom’s arms.
Tom hummed lightly, “You okay love?”
“Yeah, just wanted to be more comfortable.” Y/N smiled, pressing a kiss on Toms’ lips.
Y/N could feel a smile form on Toms’ lips as they kissed. She giggled lightly, giving him one last kiss before pulling away.
“What’s so funny, bug?”
“You smile every time we kiss, and it’s so cute!”
Tom groaned, “You’re such a dork, Y/N.”
“If I'm a dork, then why are you here; in a blanket fort, in the middle of my living room, on my birthday?”
Tom pressed a kiss on Y/Ns’ lips, “Because, I love you and there’s nowhere, I’d rather be then here with you, on your special day, birthday girl.”
Y/N giggled, “Who’s the dork now?”
“Still you, darling!”
HARRY:
"Harry, will you tell me where we are going? We’ve been sitting for ages!”
Harry chuckled, wrapping his arm arounds Y/Ns’ shoulders, “Love, we’ve been sitting for ten minutes, and I told you that we were going to the airport.”
Y/N groaned, “Babe, please tell me! I’m so anxious to know!”
He smiled at Y/N plugging his ear bud back into his ear. Y/N groaned and placed her head back on the window.
They passed buildings and building, until they reached terminal 4 at London Heathrow airport.
Y/N was the first out of the car, followed by Harry. She looked around at the airport marquee signs, gasping once her eyes laid on Hawaiian Airlines.
She ran over to Harry immediately wrapping her arms around his neck, “You did not, you did not Harry! Please tell me that you didn’t buy us tickets for Hawaii, please tell me that you didn’t.”
Harry laughed at Y/Ns’ sudden burst of happiness, “Then I won’t.”
“What the actual fuck, Harry! This must have cost you a fortune, I would have been fine with going to the cinema.”
He smiled at Y/N, grabbing her cheek, bringing her in for a kiss, “You deserve the best, love. It’s your eighteenth birthday, we both worked hard for this vacation.”
“I love you so much, I love you!”
Harry grinned, “You didn’t love me before?”
Y/N pushed him in the chest, “I’ve loved you since the day, i laid my eyes on you.”
SAM:
“Estas son las mañanitas, que cantaba el Rey David, Hoy por ser día de tu santo, te las cantamos a ti, Despierta, mi bien*, despierta, mira que ya amaneció, Ya los pajarillos cantan, la luna ya se metió,”
Y/N laid in her bed, smiling as her brother, parents and the Holland family, attempted to sing her Las Mañanitas.
Sam held a muffin in his hand with a candle, handing it over to Y/N before sitting in front of her.
“Make a wish!”
Sam grabbed Y/Ns free hand, rubbing her knuckles soothingly, pressing a small kiss to them. He smiled as Y/N blew the candle out, pressing a soft kiss on her cheek.
Nikki placed a hand on Y/Ns’ shoulder, smiling down at her, “Happy birthday, Y/N/N! Paddy made you something, and he wanted to deliver it personally to you.”
Y/N smiled at Nikki, then at Paddy who handed her a red piece of paper, “I hope you like it Y/N/N, Sam and I tried to make it perfect.”
“I love you, both,” Y/N placed a kiss on Paddy’s cheek, “I’ll read it before I go to bed, is that alright?”
Paddy smiled, “More then alright, now let’s go downstairs, there’s strawberry pancakes calling my name!”
Y/N’s mom laughed, “We’ll see you both, downstairs. Don’t hog the birthday girl, Sam!” She teased as she closed the door behind her.
Sam inched closer to Y/N, kissing her on the lips. Both smiled wildly, a blush growing on their cheeks.
“Happy Birthday, Darling. I’ve got quite the day planned for us.”
Y/N smiled at the brunette boy, “I can’t wait to spend the day, with my favorite boy.”
“I CAN’T wait to spend the day, with my favorite girl.”
TAGLIST:
@fuckyou-imspiderman
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hey bi! so i saw a lot of people are coming to you for advice and i need to let some things out: a couple days ago, my gf and i broke things off (it was mutual), and ever since then, i feel this heavy burden on my chest. my heart feels empty, it feels meaningless and ive slowly started to retreat into myself again. ive realized its because i just miss having someone that will send me ‘good morning’ texts, ask about my day, give me compliments, ask me what my favorite flowers are, 1/2
2/2 basically anything at all. my friends have been asking about her and ive just said that it didnt work out and they keep telling me that im ‘stupid for letting her go’ and that ‘not many people come around like her’ and how ‘im never finding someone like that ever again’ and now i feel like shit because of it. i dont want to push myself onto anyone or have people be like ‘oh you feel bad? ill date u just bc’ and we’re still friends, but i just want to be happy. )-:
breakups suck for real, and im really sorry you have to go through that. mutual or not, they do suck. you go from a routine, from consistency, from something you’ve been familiar with for a long time, and then now youre all alone.
when i went through my last breakup, i was the one that broke it off. but even then, the constant calls and texts were over, and it really fckn sucked. and im not going to lie, but youre gonna go through some shitty moods in the next few weeks. youre gonna cry, youre gonna get mad sometimes, but thats okay. you need to get those emotions out. whether its watching a movie you’ll know will make you cry or heading to the gym for an extra workout, you need to get those feelings out somehow, you cant bottle them inside.
its not going to be easy. but you’ll get through it. its how we learn to live by ourselves again, how we learn that we can do it on our own, how we learn that even though life is better with people by our sides, that we can be happy even when we thought we couldn’t be. youre gonna go through that sad phase, you will, but you’ll come out on the other side just fine, my love. distract yourself, thats the best way. watch movies, do the things you love, remind yourself that you can have fun without having to be attached to someone else. youre gonna be okay, i promise. you’ll let me know if you need anything, yeah? :)
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congrats on 2k !!! im so proud of you !! (-: could i get a personalized blurb with either tom or haz (you pick). anything about spending the summer together at the pool and maybe feeling insecure while at the pool? thank uuu (let me know if you need anything!!)
These are all adorable im gonna SCREAM!! Also, thank you, dear!!
Sav’s 2k Celebration
She loved water, being at the pool, soaking in the sun and laughing with friends over a bit of lemonade. The basic summer dream. Except now she felt herself hugging her arms around her torso, trying to keep any of her that she could, hidden.
Tom noticed pretty quickly. He was watching her as she sat on the side, her feet in the water as she watched her friends swim around, but she was sitting, now with a towel hanging around her. He noted that she hadn’t gotten in the water yet.
He swam over, hands lightly resting on her knees, as if asking permission to come closer. She looked down at him, eyes worried and tired as she wrapped the towel tighter around her.
“You okay?” He asked, voice soft, begging her to open up. His thumb lightly brushed her knee, trying to comfort her in anyway he could without intruding.
“Yeah I’m just,” She paused, sighing and trying to find her words, “not feeling it today, I guess.” Tom tilted his head, cute puppy dog eyes staring up at her. She smiled down at him, letting heat dance across her cheeks at the sight of him being so caring for her.
“C’mon, dear, the water’s nice,” He replied, lightly tugging at her legs with a mischievous smile on his face. She laughed at him, letting the joy spill past her lips in breaths meant entirely for him.
“Okay, okay, I’ll come,” She said, and let the towel drop down as she slipped into the pool. As soon as she stepped in, Tom rested his hands on her waist, letting her wrap hers around his neck.
“No need to feel insecure, love. You’re the most beautiful, amazing girl I’ve ever had the pleasure of meeting. I can’t imagine there being a single imperfect thing about you.” She smiled again, letting her forehead rest on his shoulder. And so, she let the rest of the day be one without a care in the world. With Tom, by her side as always.
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