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#book quotes#quotes#bookish#self love#thoutghts#bookblr#self control#thoughts#poetry#self care#initmacy#understanding#love her#explore#love story#loved#love quotes#i love him#thoughts and feelings#deep thoughts#alone with my thoughts#left alone#poems on tumblr#love poem
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Overcome
#illustration#i drew this for screen printing purposes#perhaps#thinking about how hard it can be to share vulnerability or initmacy#and how it can actually be much easier to not show anything and be distant than to be close and intimate with someone#it's a lot to get over especially after years of being at peace with being alone. forever even#anyway please accept my gay art
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#my sexuality feels so vulnerable and my relation to initmacy#so difficult and shaky#it always overwhelms people how quite and incapable i am of expressing myself#after#rather than feeling more at ease with them#it always makes them think im needy and attatched which im not#im beholden somehow but needy and attatched is something i shamed out of myself LONG AGO#and also found ways out if#but seems to linger over people's perceptions of me like a ghost#and then they cant understand the sense of mutual freedom i want to achieve with sex#i dont even have much baggage but everytime i end up being made to feel like i have too much baggage simply by being vulnerable#im so tired it just makes me want to be asexual and not have to suffer this rejection of literally the smallest and most vulnerable part#of myself over and over and over again#im so tired of this i just want trust and love and freedom in tandem#why does it have to be so hard
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me: breaks canon at every possible junction
also me: bro i cant just put a bathtub in vs apartment that would be fucked up
#sammy says shit#im not even joking#i WANT a bathtub in her apartment#because bath moments are very dear to me#but i cannot do it#now i did think about just putting that into my writing: v is looking for a place with a bathtub#but i also cant have her move out of the megabuilding apartment#and i talked about it before but i love that place#northside apartment is important too obviously#but i think she only moves there in the happy au#anyway bathtub = vulnerability and initmacy#i remember when i was DEEP in da:i i was tearing out my hair because apparently skyhold doesnt have plumbing#which makes sense but i could work around it
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i hate spittin chiclets so much but also they just dropped a 1 hr video golfing with noah and jack and this is SO BAD FOR ME AS SOMEONE WHO SHIPS THEM
#literally like a water fountain found in a fucking desert okay#i'm actually never going to get the way noah calls him 'jack' and jack just calls him 'hanny'#LIKE GOD THE INITMACY IN A NICKNAME#anyways#q speaks#spiralling!
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i put so much clinical terial stuff in my queue you have no idea
#rambles#so normal about that game#sorry im an autistic guy that has issues with initmacy the game scratches my brain HARD#the shrimp info dump ....#the everything... the ending????#i was expecting it but also not. lee made me want to trust him and believe him
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Ripoing my hair out screaming sobbing
#i want to be close with people#form bonds and friendships or at least talk to ppl#but im so very scared#so very very afraod#my brain is not a nice place atm#but i crave the softness of casual initmacy#i miss being able to be and feel vulnerable around another without my paranoia being a bitch#i ruined everything by isolating and burning bridges
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Andrew Minyard, Neil Josten & Andriel Quotes Part 3:
(Quotes that remind me of (and/or I think they would say in canon or fanfics which I hope someone will write) Andrew, Neil or both of them and/or therir relationship)
"Do you not understand? I will not settle for anything less than a soul-deep, electrifying connection." (Andriel to Everyone who doubts them)
“Hearts are wild creatures, that’s why are ribs are cages.” (Andrew)
“I have a very intelligent mind but a goddamn stupid heart.” (Andrew **gay panicking** before he kissed Neil the first time)
“Light is easy to love. Show me your darkness.” (Andrew to Neil)
“She’s a combination of sensitive and savage.” (Neil about Andrew)
“Underestimate me. That'll be fun.” (Andrew)
“She will rise. With a spine of steel, and a roar like thunder, she will rise.” (Andrew post-canon)
"According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with four arms, four legs and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves." (Andriel)
“The initmacy of being understood.” (Andriel)
“If you don't want a sarcastic answer, don't ask a stupid question.” (Andrew)
“Why aren't you scared of me? Whyy do you care for me?” (Andrew to Neil and Neil to Andrew)
“The silent ones are the most observant ones.” (Andrew)
“He pretty cute for a Monster.” (Neil about Andrew)
“"I am coming for all the monsters that ever touched him, I am coming for all the ones who twisted his stars into shadows, They turned him into a nightmare, So I'm going to be theirs." (**Neil about Andrew**)
“"When a devil falls in love, it's the most hauntingly beautiful thing ever. And you should be terrified, for he will go to the depths of hell for her." (Andriel)(You choose who the devil is ;)
"Hold him gently in your hands. He has been cracked enough as it is, and his heart is more shattered than he lets on." (Neil about Andrew)
"I defy the stars; I defy Heaven and Hell. The laws of the universe say that the man I love is lost to me. I say: Watch me save him." (Andrew during Baltimore)
"Golden child, Lion boy; Tell me what it's like to conquer.” (Neil to Andrew) Fearless child, Broken boy; Tell me what it's like to burn." (Andrew to Neil)
“I will not have you without the darkness that hides within you. I will not let you have me without the madness that makes me. If our demons cannot dance, neither can we." (Andrew to Neil and Neil to Andrew)
“"Survivors have scars. Victims have graves.” (Andriel)
“I became good at pretending. I became so good that after a while the lines blurred between my truth and fiction. And sometimes, when I did a really good job of pretending, I even fooled myself." (Neil)
“I am eternally, devastatingly romantic, and I thought people would see it because 'romantic' doesn't mean 'sugary? It's dark and tormented — the furor of passion, the despair of an idealism that you can't attain.” (Andriel)
“I am almost never serious, and I'm always too serious. Too deep, too shallow. Too sensitive, too cold hearted. I'm like a collection of paradoxes." (Andrew)
“If only my heart were as cold as I pretend it is, maybe I could get over this." (Andrew)
“I became bitter and untouchable. I craved affection but even the mere thought of someone caring made my stomach turn." (Andrew)
“I like the scars because I like the stories. Bravery, stupidity, pain-none of them come free." (Andrew to Neil)
“You can tell how dangerous a person is by the way they hold their anger inside themselves quietly." (Neil about Andrew)
“I will love you as misfortune loves orphans, as fire loves innocence and as justice loves to sit and watch everything go wrong.” (Andriel)
“You and Atlas are one and the same my dear, cursed to hold a weight you can't bare and still standing not because you can but because you have to.” (Neil to Andrew)
“Lift with your knees, Atlas, the heavens are a burden but in the starlit ink of constellations you have written: Endure." (Andrew)
“"I'm someone who's mostly dead inside but still has a little hope for something extraordinary, which, as I said, is the worst breed of human, because it means I know everything is bullshit, but that I secretly hope for the day when it might not be." (Andrew)
“My abuse isn't poetic. it was not justice or necessary. The earth left me to die and there is no such thing as karma. The gods watched idly by as i was killed in that house and not a damn person tried to help me.” (Andrew)
“You are allowed to grieve over the child you could've been.” (Neil to Andrew)
“"I spent my childhood learning how to fear, and now I spend my adulthood learning how not to." (Andriel)
**Im imagining this in a butcher!Neil or mafia!Neil AU. As a courting gift Neil brings Andrew the heads of all the men who abused him.**
*WARNING: About copyright, Quotes come from various places(ie. FanFiction, Tv, Movies, Music, Pinterest) so use in your own fanfic stories at your own.. I can’t think of the word but you know what I mean.*
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Some beautiful moments of life. The Change of the Scenario. Missing but at the same time i wasn't happy there. I didn't have the most important thing - another human being. The Initmacy of being understood.
#art#feminine#spirit#healing#life#beauty#coquette girl#diary#journal#memories#understanding#girlhood
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Sara Ali Khan Gif Pack
In this gif pack, you’ll find #280 gifs of Sara Ali Khan in Murder Mubarak as Bambi Todi. All GIFs were made by me and are intended for roleplaying purposes only. Please don’t claim them as your own. Reposting these GIFs or using them in your own graphics is strictly forbidden. Please, like or reblog this post if you plan on saving these GIFs, or if you found this helpful in any way, shape, or form. Thank you!
TRIGGER WARNING: ‼️ spoilers ‼️, kissing, initmacy, bright colors, narcotics,
⟶ GIFS
#Sara Ali Khan#sara ali khan gif pack#sara ali khan gif hunt#rpc#poc fc#poc fc gif pack#poc fc gif hunt#poc gif pack#poc gif hunt#gifpack*#murder mubarak
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I'd love to hear more about your MCs! So here's a romance themed OC question because it's Valentine's (no pressure to answer, truly <3):
What was your OCs first impression of their LI? Was it love at first sight or maybe they didn't like each other all that much? How did this change over time?
AHH OMG HI <333 okay so:
꩜ for kathya: her first impression of mogran basically went like "oh she fine" and was lowkey checking her out until she decided to open her mouth 😭. "ugh what a bitch 😒" *tries to impress her*. the only downside is that kathya dislikes initmacy without commitment which is well.. morgan lol. she kinda lost hope of a relationship after the cafe scene but after the events of book 3 and the AMAZING ROOFTOP SCENE OF BOOK 4 she relized there might be a chance after all :,).
꩜ now julliete: "what the fuck thats a fucking tree." loved his politeness and thought his smile was cute, complimented his jacket cause she liked the quality. i realllyyy wanted a friends to lovers situation so thats the vibe were going with. i like to imagine they often bonded over similar interests in vintage books and classical music since in this specific au julliete is actually a kids music teacher! there was already a spark of something but it didnt really hit until they were alone in the classroom just chatting away so theres that 🤭.
#thank you for the ask darling 🥹💋#my scrunklies ☹️🫵#UGHHH I LOVE THEMMMM#i have soo many thoughts so dont be scared to drop a question or dm!!#twc#the wayhaven chronicles#my babies
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5 and 6?
5. Have you ever faked an orgasm?
Yes! I have been with like 2 men in the past and nither knew what the clit was 🙃
6. What are your favorite sex positions?
Big fan of missionary bc of the initmacy. Spooning? 10/10. My fav tho? On my stomach, ass barely propped up on a pillow and getting fucked like its the end of the world 🥴
#anon ask#thanks anon!#anons welcome#ask me anything#anonymous#send anons#asks#ask box#ask blog#send asks#ask#🐤
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From the anon that requested the babysitter-fic: Sorry for taking so long to write to you, but I think it was amazing! I was expecting a flirty one shot where the reader gets jealous and it leads to some flirting and initmacy between T and y/n, but that just shows why you’re the writer and not me, lol. It was so much better than expected.
Also, unrelated, but loved the sweet birthdayfic as well! You really are my favourite writer on here.
YAY! I'm glad you enjoyed ' The Babysitter' ! LOL! Oh! I misunderstood! Maybe it should've been a bit flirtier. Maybe I'll try for a part two. Y/N roleplays when Trent comes home from training one day lol.
You're sweet to say you liked it though! I'm glad you did and I'm SO happy you liked The Best Present too! That made me smile. I miss that fictional fam.
TYSM for this message. It really made me day :) ILY
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Trauma bonding and trauma dumping can be manipulative.
Quick reminder that I have c-PTSD here.
I'm not saying "sharing your trauma is wrong." but understand time and place and how to do it and where. Therapy is great for that. Once you do the work, some of it will lessen over time.
But if a potential romantic partner or a friend tries to trauma dump on you to garner sympathy reaaaallly early in the relationship and isn't seeking therapy, that could be a sign of manipulation. Don't fall for that sh*t.
Sometimes it's grifters, sometimes the person is trying to prime you to see if you're a good target, or sometimes they just don't have their sh*t together, and in all three cases, run away. Not your job to fix them.
If they need that sort of help, they should see a therapist, not you.
Romantic partners are not your therapists. If you have initmacy issues, if you have consent issues, if you don't know how to draw boundaries, I swear, a great therapist can help with that. If your gender standards are holding you down from having friendships that feel close... If you're estraged from your family, how to deal with it and get through it—therapist. That shit isn't for your friends or your lovers and you shouldn't let it be you.
This doesn't mean be a shitty friend. This means be the friend to say that's not question for me, that's a question for a therapist. Maybe you need to go get one. There's some great options for you.
#stop trying to fix your lovers#everyone can benefit from therapy#sometimes you need a therapist#destimatize mental health#mental health#trauma dumping can be manipulative
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A, K, L, and S for the sexy abc meme! ; @helluvaflames
A - After Care
A lot of items, kisses, touches, and a bubble bath or two. Fizzy is all touch and care and messing around to divide "in character" during a scene and after.
K ─ Kissing ?
While because prosthetic future magic he does have feeling in his hands and legs, he still prefers touch to his face and head in private. He likes he initmacy of it and loves it when he gets kisses all over his face making him giggle. Hes also chicklish around his neck --> neck kisses hot
L ─ Lingerie ?
Somedays you get Fizz in a full 20 part lingerie set custom ordered while drunk on his day off. Sometimes you get the grandma nightie aka one of Ozzie's old undershirts he brutalized into the exact frumpy shape he wants.
S ─ Spanking
Y E S ; He loves sensation play and this combined with lighter touches or teasing really gets him going. Judging from the amount of ball gags just hanging around, he likes to blab until someone shuts him up and usually the paddle comes after. Other side, any type of pain play tends to make him drop harder/faster than any type of engagement so its something mood/situation dependent as much as he loves it.
That said, yes he can give as good as he gets only 90% more teasing.
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So if ur referring to a fictional character or irl but like I feel you either way for fucking real HELP.
Not that I think I’m anywhere near ready in life for the binds or significance a legit actual marriage but like.
I want the concepts that come from the idea of marriage SO FUCKING BAD. The romantic love, the initmacy, the companionship, the devotion and commitment to a partner, the sweet and funny little moments u share, just doing nice things for each other.
As someone who has not even experienced their first relationship.
What if I curl up and die actually.
O-|-<
for once i mean real but honestly in general i love the idea of marriage 🥲 it is a huge commitment and it is personally a really big deal to me like the legality of that is a Big Deal
BUT YEAH���.THE INTIMACY…..THE LOVE. the idea of being someones real life legal partner. it is such a meaningful thing to marry someone to me… its not everything in a relationship but what it Represents makes me so so so Crazy
RELATIONSHIP OR NOT ITS JUST THE IDEA OF IT YOU KNOW ‼️
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