#intuitive guidance

[tarotlexa]

PICK A PILE READING- what's sexy about you?

welcome back to a new pick a pile reading my loves. before we begin, let me state that sexy to me doesn't simply mean sexual attractiveness, it's more of a state of mind to me, a vibe. interpret this as you will. <3

as always, this is a collective reading so take what resonates and leave what does not. much love!

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pile 1: omg pile 1 are you one of those girls that love the office siren/corporate chic/business casual or lots of leather look?

anyway, your allure is undeniable. you have a restless, wildfire energy that makes you untouchable, unpredictable and tempting. to some, you're literally eve's apple. you're the kind of person who walks into a room and shifts the atmosphere immediately. you're driven, passionate and you're currently building something or creating and thriving and it HAUNTS people. they always wonder about your next move. there's something about your eyes, you might have a very intense gaze or simply beautiful eyes. a striking posture or walk. you carry yourself like you're going places and others can feel it. you might be a fire sign (leo, aries, sag) or a taurus/libra since the empress is present. people want to bask in your dark feminine glow. people project all kinds of fantasies onto you, stuff that you never even thought about. they wonder who you really are under all those layers because it feels forbidden for them to get to know the real you. people see you as off limits in general, you also could be someone in a position of authority. you're very protective of your placement in society, you might also be someone who wants to fight injustice in the world. one thing that people notice very quickly about you is how you always think before you speak and it lowkey scares them because what else are you hiding in that mysterious mind of yours? guess we'll never know. this isn't always a good thing since you seem to attract a lot of petty and immature gossip, especially between coworkers or classmates lmao but the thing is, you're socially untouchable. there's nothing that could make you crash out publicly and they know it so they tend to keep their gossip between themselves instead of trying to provoke you or confront you. people fear intensity because most people are empty and have nothing to give to the world, always remember that. never reveal your cards because it's part of your allure, you always seem like you're in control even when you're not. "i know something you don't" vibes lol

definitely tap more into that poised, unshaken and calculating energy if you want more people to notice you. speak your mind but refrain from sharing too much because you might give your ideas away (subconsciously or consciously). also try to remember that not everyone is your friend, even if they pretend to be. careful with what you share with those people because they might use it against you. also, i have an intuitive message: if you're wondering if you were right about ghosting that person, you were

pile 2: an enchantress. a dreamer. perhaps you're an astrologer/tarot reader or mystic too. ethereal energy. people see you as someone who can save them or heal them, you're romantic, grounding and people instinctively flock to you because you make them feel safe. people probably overshare a lot with you. gentle and poetic beauty, lighter than usual hair or eyes. timeless beauty. you might be an earth sign or a cancer/pisces, could also have some libra placements. there's a natural regal energy about you, you belong in soft candle lit rooms wearing silk and drinking expensive wine. you probably look amazing in blue or purple. your energy is VERY elusive, cyclical and unpredictable. you choose where your energy flows by choosing when to withdraw it, probably not even on purpose. you simply know when to leave the party and that makes you unreachable, creating a fun effect where the more unreachable you are the more people want a piece of you. most have probably begged you to come to their social outings or parties and you still refused them. you give off the energy of someone who has options, people never know where they stand with you. you can never be found in the same place, you're always wandering off and that's so intriguing. you also might be someone who attracts alienation in their life in terms of love, like it's hard for you to find someone who can be an equal partner. forgive me for adding this but you might also be someone with not a lot of money or who chooses to not spend a lot of money on themselves, yet you give off the opposite energy to people (they think you're withholding from spending money on yourself or your clothes). you always leave people wondering "why". manic pixie dream girl who? i love the fact that both the high priestess and the moon came up, your intuition is so on point, people can't lie to you or manipulate you. you're always three steps ahead, even when they least expect it. people are very afraid to lose you so they try to keep up with the force of nature that you are. your sexiness is mainly in your contrast, you can be gentle but you can also be intimidating as hell when you want to be because people don't know how to read you (you don't give off intimidating vibes at all, more like mermaid vibes if anything). you're good at keeping people on their toes.

you might be also one of those people that says something offhandedly that sticks in other people's minds for weeks.

pile 3: this pile is the epitome of cute and sweet, people feel so comforted by your beauty and your presence, i don't really sense any nervousness around you at all (just cute shy embarrassment that you get from interacting with your crush in elementary school). but it is all a facade, in a way. you might look cute, girlish and sweet but deep down you're someone who has insane amount of inner strength. you've probably been through hell and worst and that made you develop a more gentler outlook on life. you might also be someone who used to be apathy fuelled before you realized that there's beauty and joy in everything. i see you as someone who has grown a lot in 2024, you probably changed your mindset about life in a very radical life and that change was noticed by those who surround you. you're also someone who has lots of friends or lots of supporters around you. i feel like you could be a water sign or an air sign. the eight of cups shows that you're someone who might be prone to escapism or self isolation or you simply choose your friends in a very picky way. like you'll totally leave someone if they don't impress you of if they can't match that inner strength of yours. you could also be someone with daddy issues (sorry) and that attracts lots of older figures in your life who want to compensate for that. like people want to baby you in a way lol (this applies to both friends and partners). but again, this is all a cute curated image, not the reality. you're someone who isn't afraid to challenge authority and you don't let people control you and this makes those "replacement" father figures run for their lives after a while because they realize you're not as innocent as you look and that's your kind of allure. you're secretly sharp, intellectually dominant and you can be brutally honest when you want to be. most people make the mistake of seeing you as a naive girl next door and they love it when you prove them wrong. you could have beautiful hair or hands. also very alluring collarbones. people find it extremely sexy that you don't settle, you're not desperate for anyone's attention or company so they always try to impress you but it never works. you're a muse.

thank you for reading! comments/feedback/reblogs are always appreciated <3

[thetarotyapper]

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ what magnetic qualities do you possess that captivate those around you ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧

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(how to pick a pile - observe the given options and choose the one which you feel the most drawn to. scroll down to read your message!! remember, this is a general reading, so take what resonates! ps.- if you feel drawn to more than one card/image/pile, feel free to read the others too!! if the chosen pile doesn't relate to you, feel free to choose another. the choice is yours<3)

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile I ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧

7 of cups, ace of cups, 4 of pentacles, 8 of wands, page of wands, 3 of swords 

OOHHH I LOVE THE ENERGY I'M GETTING FROM YOU, PILE 1. let me start off by saying this love, you are someone who is BLESSED with opportunities and even people know this. things just flow to you very easily, you know? or you just have something in you that makes things naturally come to you. call it divine blessings, call it fate, call it karma - literally ALL the good things are attracted to you. UGHH HOW DO YOU DO THAT, PILE 1?? your energy is literally so beautiful. with the 7 of cups here, i’m seeing that you're an opportunist. and you know what? GET THAT BAG BABE LIKE HELL YEAH. as mentioned earlier, either opportunities flow to you or you just have this way of getting the things you want. for many, the word “opportunist” might seem like a very negative thing where a person is “full of themselves” - and to be honest, i HATE it when people don't actually understand what an “opportunist” means. for me, it means someone who is literally willing to put in the effort to get what they want and will never miss an opportunity for the sake of benefiting themselves without hurting others. like it's good to be an opportunist, as long as you're not demeaning others. i hope you understand what i mean here, love. when i say that you're an opportunist, i mean it in a positive sense. you're not someone who gets distracted easily and you ONLY focus on your goals, and that trait of yours is so damn magnetic. distractions? nah they don't exist in your world. your eyes are on the prize, and you will do ANYTHING to get there. i honestly love how fierce you are, pile 1. 

your focus and your determination is what makes you so magnetic, babe. you put in so much hard work, and i'm seeing here that you are someone who likes to plan things ahead of time so that you can advance with confidence. and ugh don't even get me started about your confidence. you've got this aura that makes people go “holy shit”. like people literally STOP and feel your presence, you're literally so hard to ignore. i'm also seeing here that many of y'all might have a resting bitch face, because there's a lot of people intimidated by you - but that's also what makes you so magnetic. and what's even more funny is that you're literally such a sweetheart and once people get the courage to talk to you, they will realise how badly they perceived you during the start and now your kind nature will pull them even closer to you. 

and what i love most about you pile 1 is that you are someone who is sensitive. you're not the type to pre-judge anybody or any situation and you not only honour your feelings, you also honour other people's feelings. you're not someone who is self-centered and someone who only cares about themselves - no. you're someone who cares about others and will always think about how they feel. honestly, i’m seeing here that you care more about other people's feelings rather than your own - and that makes you so damn magnetic. you're basically a softie inside, pile 1. people misinterpret you during the beginning because you might look tough on the outside, but you're literally a baby at heart. 

with the ace of cups here, i’m seeing that you love like no other. you make people feel seen and understood - your love is limitless, and this makes you so magnetic. people feel so comfortable around you and they even feel safe with you. i suddenly got the word “home”. people feel like you are their home and i wouldn't be surprised if they’ve said that to you before. your love is so radiant and warm. you're a healer, pile 1. 

i find it fascinating how my oracle card that talks about security is literally next to the 4 of pentacles. you're someone who is working towards building a balanced life and i see you putting the effort into getting there. you're protective about yourself and about the things you love. you're working towards building a sense of stability and security for yourself. this is giving me very “hard working” energy, and this is what makes you so magnetic. you're someone who is hard to read and you're very guarded with your feelings. you don't let people get that close to you - regardless of them feeling close to you. your protective nature is what makes you so magnetic. but i'm also seeing here that your tendency to guard your feelings might sometimes make you lose meaningful connections. so try to open up a little bit, pile 1. i know it's very easy for me to say, but please take your time and whenever the time feels right, let yourself free a little bit<3

with the 8 of wands coming out next, i'm seeing here that you are someone who is not afraid to get out of situations that don't serve you right. you're not afraid to let go of things that disrespect you and honestly pile 1, i'm so proud of you. because with the 3 of swords here, i'm getting a feeling that many people would've tried to take advantage of you - especially when you were vulnerable. maybe that also explains why you've been having a hard time opening up to people. with the 8 of wands here, i’m seeing here that you are open to change and you're very accepting of what life throws at you - and that's what makes you so magnetic, pile 1. your ability to embrace the unknown with confidence is what makes you magnetic. and your ability to move on from things that no longer serve you right is what makes you so magnetic. you've long given up on your people-pleasing-tendencies and i admire how honest you are with yourself as well as with others right now. 

with the page of wands falling out, i’m seeing here that your curious nature and your adventurous nature is what makes you so magnetic. you're always trying to learn something new and even though you might be a little unsure during the beginning, it's your courage that keeps you going forward. and one more thing i love about you pile 1 is that no matter how nerve-wrecking a situation might be, you always look at the bigger picture and you move forward. you don't let your fears consume you - in fact, you use them as a tool to move ahead towards something better, and oh god that makes you so magnetic. and you're also someone who is very good at making decisions and even if you have trouble coming to a conclusion, you will always seek for answers and you won't just come to a decision without any research or a background check, and this trait of yours makes you so magnetic. 

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile II ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧

king of cups, page of pentacles, 10 of cups, 4 of cups, the emperor, 2 of pentacles

babe, this pile screams ATTRACTION. like that's the instant energy i’m getting from you guys. i'm seeing here that many people feel so drawn towards you and they don't even know why they feel such a strong pull towards you ajhsbahjajaj. is it the way you look? is it the way you carry yourself? is it your emotional maturity? is it the way you care for others? people just don't know why they feel so attracted towards you. but guess what? i feel like i have an idea as to why people are so drawn towards your energy. pile 2, you are someone who KNOWS YOUR WORTH, and you ain't here for fun and games. nope, no no. you're here to show people that you CANNOT be taken for granted and damn, that's just so sexy. the reason why people find you so magnetic is because you only love yourself and you are your first priority. and honestly? i’m rooting for you, babe. like you will literally CUT OUT all the negative and unnecessary energies because you don't want it to ruin your peace and omg i literally feel so drawn towards you because i wanna be you so bad akjsjakkkakak. like i have no words to explain your energy, it's just so……. magnetic. LIKE UGH WHY CAN'T I GET THE WORDS OUT. but here's the thing, there's literally NO WAY anyone could ever explain your energy. it's just very attractive. you're literally the type of person people in public or airports have a crush on and sadly they'll never see you again, but you leave this lasting impression on them. like that's the best way i can describe your energy, but i'm literally not doing any justice to you love😭😭. but like i hope you understand what i'm trying to say here. 

with the king of cups here, i’m seeing that you're someone who is very, and by very i mean VERY emotionally mature and though there might be some unhealed wounds, you do not let it affect your judgments. you know exactly when to be logical and emotional. you have this way of separating your emotions from facts and that makes you so magnetic. you know exactly when to use your heart and when to use your mind concerning a situation. you're also very diplomatic and you don't come to conclusions without hearing or learning both sides first. the reason as to why i’m saying “both sides” here is because i seeing that many people might come to you for advice and they sometimes seek your guidance. you handle situations with compassion and this makes you so damn magnetic, pile 2. you're very mindful.

for some reason, i’m seeing here that you might be someone who is very young or you were forced to grow up too early - and the reason i’m saying this is because i'm seeing here that you are someone who is very mature for your age. because like the intelligence and the creativity you possess is phenomenal. i am drawing a connection with the page of pentacles and my oracle card that talks about “innovations”. i feel like this pile is made for a particular type of people. like i don't know how to put it into words….it's like y'all are just so exceptionally great. the word “great” doesn't even do justice to y'all. you guys just have something that is so magnetic and for some reason, i'm not able to put it into words. i’m seeing that y'all are just stepping into the “real world” and i'm gonna be honest, i'm kinda scared that people might take advantage of you. even though y'all are smart and aware, i just want you to be cautious of your surroundings and please don't be vulnerable to people you don't know very well. many people might try to steal your spotlight. i see that you are in the beginning stages of building either a career or something stable for yourself - but whatever you are working on, don't tell a lot of people about it. not everyone is a well-wisher. so just be a little cautious, love. 

you are someone who is very grounded and you're currently working on building a stronger base for yourself. you're also very money-minded right now and it's a very good thing. you're ambitious and dedicated, and people find this quality of yours very magnetic. you have so much potential, pile 2. like your energy is GLOWING. 

with the 10 of cups here, i’m seeing that many people are attracted towards your “family oriented” nature. i'm also seeing here that many people feel comfortable around you and many people might even fantasize about building a family with you because they know that you have a lot of potential. many people daydream about having a family with you, pile 2. and you have many secret admirers. you also might be someone who is curvy or has a very attractive physique because i'm seeing that many people (especially masculine energies) are attracted to you. and i'll be honest, this “attraction” seems very sexual. like many people just wanna feel your touch and sometimes these people don't even want to build something stable with you. ugh this kinda pissed me off. 

but here's the thing, pile 2 - the 4 of cups fell right out after the 10 of cups and what i'm seeing here is that regardless of having so many options and people at your feet, you NEVER fall for their temptations - and that's what makes you so magnetic. people will literally do silly silly things to impress you - but you? you ain't the one to fall for them. nuh-uh, you don't even give them the slightest tiniest bit of your attention and this drives them wild lol. but you know what, babe? keep up this attitude of yours. you're such a baddie like oh my god. i mean, i don't blame them for feeling so attracted towards you because YOU ARE LITERALLY SO ATTRACTIVE, but like they need to respect your boundaries. there's a difference between admiration and straight up crossing the line. i hope you get what i mean, love. people might call you self-centered, but hey - they just can't handle rejection lmao. 

with the emperor here, i’m seeing that you are someone who seeks stability and protection. you're very aware of your surroundings and you don't let ANYONE mess with your energy just like that. you stand for what's true and you take care of your own self and god, these qualities makes you so magnetic. you don't let anyone control you, and that makes you so damn irresistible. like your aura is BOOMING. i'm also seeing here that you have this way of adapting to situations and this makes you so magnetic. like nothing seems “too difficult” for you, and honestly - how do you do it, pile 2? like share your secrets with me please, i wanna be y'all so bad😭🙏. 

i'm seeing here that y'all have a very controlling and authoritative energy and people find this quality of yours very magnetic. like you just know how to make things go your way and things naturally fall into place whenever you're around. you're like a “problem-fixer”. you just know your way with things. you embody strength, confidence and responsibility and oh my god this makes you so attractive, pile 2. 

with the 2 of pentacles here, i’m seeing that no matter how many responsibilities you take on your shoulders, you always have a way of effortlessly managing them. i feel like things just fall into place for you. it's like it was meant for you. you have this sense of calmness and patience when you handle responsibilities, and this makes you so magnetic. no matter how difficult a situation might be, you will always find a way to get out of it. 

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile III ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧

queen of swords, 4 of wands, page of wands, king of swords, 6 of pentacles, 5 of wands 

babe y'all are the inspirational pile, like people literally admire and look up to you. i see here that people don't know if they want to be you or be with you aksnakakkaka. but one thing is for sure, people WANT to be around you. they WANT to know what you're doing. they WANT to know your next move. they WANT to know what you're thinking. they WANT to know how you're feeling. though there are a lot of admirers, there's also a lot of competition and tension here, pile 3. you're probably wondering as to why you might have competitors, and i've got the right answer for you, my love. they're jealous they can't be you. full. stop. period. like they want to be you so bad, they're literally pulled towards your energy - but they also hate the fact that they can't be you. you have this standard and this prestige, like holy moly your energy is so strong and bold, i wouldn't be surprised if people are intimidated by you. and it's not just that, you're someone who is very clever and persistent. god i just love how radiating your energy is, pile 3. like you make people nervous NERVOUS. one look from you and they're a putty in your hands, and let's be honest - you love the power, don't you babe? and in all honesty, you should. because if you don't stand your ground and present that stoic and intimidating personality of yours, people won't hesitate to grab your position. 

with the queen of swords here, i’m seeing that you are someone who values honesty over anything. you do not entertain any games and you're a very straight-to-the-point typa person. you don't handle disrespect and you ain't someone people can mess with easily. you aren't afraid to bite back if people mess with you. i'm seeing here that many people will hate how straightforward and honest you are because you aren't the type to sugarcoat things. you'll say things as they are and people might sometimes hate this about you, but at the same time they find this trait of yours very magnetic. they themselves are confused as to why they feel such a strong pull towards you. 

pile 3, you are someone who let's your mind lead the way instead of your heart and some people might even call you “heartless” or “emotionless”, but here's what i love about you - you don't give a damn. you don't give a flying fish (i know i said “fish” jsnanfuefnf 😭) about what other people have to say or think about you and this makes you so magnetic. and i love how you really don't care about how other people perceive you. it's like you're living life for your satisfaction and not for others, and i love this quality of yours. i'm also seeing here that your independence is what makes you so magnetic. 

with the 4 of wands, i’m seeing here that you're someone who will go out of your way to protect the ones you love. and it's not even about “protection”, you literally will do ANYTHING to see the people you love being happy. i'm seeing here that you might tend to overwork yourself in order to make other people feel satisfied and fulfilled. maybe you had a difficult childhood or things never came to you very easily, so now you're making yourself the “rich man” so that you can spoil yourself as well as the ones you love. and you know what, pile 3? HELL YEAH, I'M ROOTING FOR YOU SO HARD RIGHT NOW. like this made me so emotional, i'm so so proud of how far you've come. keep going ahead and never let your guard down - you got this<3

i'm seeing here that you are someone who is very social or it's not very difficult for you to make connections and build relations with other people, pile 3 - and people find this quality of yours very magnetic. they love how easy you are to talk too and how friendly you are. but again, be careful of some people because they literally want to steal your spotlight. 

with the page of wands falling out next, i'm seeing here that you are someone who does not settle for less or you do not settle for one thing - you're always experimenting and you're always growing. you believe that knowledge and experience is what helps a person flourish and you're not wrong. you put your 100% in everything you do and i see your hard work paying off soon, love. i see here that you are the type of person who prefers taking the slow and steady approach towards things, instead of rushing into something. and in the long run, i see it being beneficial for you. 

with the king of swords here, i’m seeing that you somehow get people to do what you want. i’m seeing here that people just naturally obey you. i don't know if it's because you are intimidating or maybe because you're someone who gives off “leadership” qualities/vibes, but like people literally do whatever you say. and lol i’m seeing here that people love it when you order them around. people love listening to you. i'm also seeing here that many people might come to you for advice and even if the truth is hard to digest, you'll somehow make them swallow it. you're also very influential, pile 3 - like i'm seeing here that many people might even be afraid/intimidated by you. 

with the 6 of pentacles coming out next, i’m seeing here that people might seek guidance from you and sometimes they might even use your advice against you. they might try to learn your ways and use your knowledge and experience against you. god people can be so selfish sometimes, but sadly that's human nature. for some reason, i'm getting the energy here that people might even ask you for money and your wealth is what makes them feel so drawn towards you. i'm seeing here that out of sympathy, you might actually help them more than they deserve and that's honestly so sweet of you, love - but many people might use this opportunity as an excuse to take your place and dominate your throne. the 5 of wands is literally placed next to the 6 of pentacles, so i need you to be a little careful love because like many people want to claim your stature and i'm seeing here that there might be a lot of arguments and aggression if you don't show people who the actual leader is. i know i sound so cringe and corny right now, but like that's the only way i could explain what i meant, and i hope you get what i mean. 

people find your generosity, your drive and your ambition very magnetic. as mentioned before, people are confused whether they want to be you or be with you. you're literally so perfect, pile 3. 

hiii loves, i hope this reading finds you in good health, and i hope you are doing well. i would be so glad if you could like my post and re-blog it, and please let me know which pile you picked - i would love to hear your thoughts and know if this reading resonated with you!! take care of yourself, and i will see you in my next reading. thank you for being here<3

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PICK A PILE: What do people feel when they look into your eyes?

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── .✦ PILE I

cards pulled: The world reversed, 10 of wands, Ace of wands, 3 of pentacles, 2 of pentacles.

Hello pile 1! So starting off with your reading, your eyes hold weight. Like, people stare into them and feel this deep, almost overwhelming pull as if you know things. You know when someone makes eye contact and immediately looks away? That’s why. Your gaze makes people feel exposed. 

Maybe, Your eyes look different depending on the mood you’re in. It’s almost supernatural. When you’re deep in thought, they can look distant like you’re somewhere else entirely. But when you’re focused on someone? It’s game over for them. Your gaze locks them in place, and they suddenly forget how to breathe. Another hit I’m getting your eyes glow in certain lighting. Like, maybe in the golden hour sun, or under dim lighting, there’s this otherworldly sheen to them. People notice it and get caught in a daze. You could be walking past someone, and they’ll turn back just to check if they really saw what they think they saw. (Hint: They did, and now they can’t stop thinking about it.)

But here’s the thing your energy isn’t necessarily intimidating; it’s just unfiltered truth. People sense that you carry wisdom, resilience, and maybe even some silent battles that have shaped you. The World reversed tells me that people feel like you’ve seen life’s highs and lows, and it shows in the way your eyes hold untold stories. Some might feel comforted by that, but others? Oof they go into a full-on existential crisis when they meet your gaze. people look into your eyes and get this weird mix of heavy emotions and admiration. Like, they see a depth that reminds them of their own struggles, but at the same time, they see someone who is still standing, pushing forward, making things happen.  But (and this is interesting), people also feel a need to prove themselves to you. The Three of Pentacles tells me that when people lock eyes with you, there’s this unconscious pressure to be better, to work harder, to impress you. Your eyes challenge people, like, “Are you really putting in the effort? Are you really stepping up in your life?” And some people LOVE that they want to earn your respect. But for others? They shrink. They can’t handle being held to a silent standard.

Now, let’s talk about the fire in your gaze. Because it’s not all deep emotional weight and existential reckoning your eyes also ignite something in people. The Ace of Wands is passion, energy, inspiration your gaze has this spark that wakes people up. It’s like staring into pure potential people look at you and suddenly start daydreaming about big moves, wild possibilities, and even risky choices they never considered before. Also... I HAVE TO SAY IT some people get lowkey obsessed with you because your eyes make them feel ALIVE. Like, they weren’t even thinking about you that way, but now? They’re pacing their room at replaying that one glance you gave them. 😭. People can’t pin you down, and that drives them INSANE. Your gaze shifts between calm and intense, warm and unreadable, steady and playful people never know what’s coming next. And THAT? That’s dangerous. They start overanalyzing, wondering, “What did that look mean? Did they just read my mind? Do they hate me? Do they secretly love me??” And now they’re in a full-blown mental crisis because of you.

Your eyes have this almost ethereal, timeless quality like they’ve seen things beyond this lifetime. The Soft yet piercing contrast is WILD. Your eyes can look gentle one second, then suddenly hold a gaze so powerful it makes people nervous. They flicker between warmth and unreadability, and that unpredictability makes people obsessed.  I hope this reading resonated with you, Thank you for reading till here, i hope you have an amazing day! Sending you all the love and good vibes!

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── .✦ PILE II

Cards pulled: 9 of pentacles, Queen of swords, 9 of wands, Page of swords, Wheel of fortune.

HELLO pile 2! Okay, listen. Your eyes? They do NOT play around. Your eyes carry this deadly mix of wisdom, confidence, and just a little bit of "don't mess with me" energy. There’s an air of control like you’re the one observing, assessing, deciding whether someone is worth your time. And BABY, people feel that. They know they have to come correct with you, or not come at all. Your eyes are DANGEROUSLY ATTRACTIVE.

Your eyes have that “I see through you” energy.  I am seeing so many words to describe you eyes, like Passionate, rebellious, playful but intense. These eyes command attention. They’re the type that makes people flustered or lose their train of thought mid-sentence. There’s also something undeniably seductive about them not just in a romantic way, but in a “I can’t stop looking at you” way. Your gaze slices through the BS like a sword. People who are fake, insecure, or hiding something? They literally can’t hold eye contact with you for too long because they feel exposed (and maybe even a little judged). They are also Elegant but lethal. Your eyes have that old-money, untouchable confidence. You don’t even need to say "I told you so" your eyes already did. I feel like, yall know HOW to use your eyes in your favour, and if not, i beg you besties to learn that😭you would literally unlock another whole level of magic.

I also see that your eyes scream self-sufficiency, like you know exactly who you are and what you bring to the table. People get the sense that you’re impossible to own they either meet your standards or they’re dismissed. your eyes are so freaking sharp and observant, it’s almost unnerving. People feel like you pick up on everything tiny changes in their tone, subtle body language shifts, the way their hands fidget when they lie. The wheel of fortune signifies the unpredictability of your energy. Your eyes don’t just see people they make them feel like anything could happen. This tells me the mystery your eyes hold is a huge part of your personality. There’s a karmic pull people don’t just glance at you and move on. Your gaze leaves an impact that lingers long after they look away.

Your eyes could Mysterious most of the times, even if you don’t try. Some people have deep, soulful eyes that pull you in and whisper secrets. YOURS is the king That tell people, “Try and figure me out. Good luck, though.” There’s a challenge in your gaze, and it drives people CRAZY.

Just like pile 1, your eyes could also look different depending on your mood. When you’re calm, they’re collected, regal, and unreadable. But when you’re passionate about something? They light up like fire, and suddenly, everyone is hyper-focused on you. But they ALWAYS hold that sense of mystery to them.  I’m getting cat energy sleek, unpredictable, untouchable. If you stare too long, it feels like you’re reading minds.

People feel drawn to you, not just for your looks but for the energy you carry, one that’s both mysterious and captivating. There’s a quiet confidence in your gaze that makes people want to know more, yet they also recognize that you don’t let just anyone in. Whether it’s admiration, curiosity, or a little bit of intimidation, one thing’s for sure, people don’t forget the way you look at them.That was intense, but I LOVED every second of it. 😭 Thank you for reading till here, i hope you have an amazing day! 

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── .✦ PILE III

Cards Pulled: 2 of swords, the moon, 8 of pentacles, page of cups, 9 of swords.

Omg. Okay. When people look into your eyes, it’s like they’ve suddenly stepped into a thriller movie. No, seriously. There’s a hypnotic depth here, which is too obvious. Pile 3, your eyes hold a mystery that people can’t quite put their finger on. There’s something dreamy, distant, and almost otherworldly about them

Let’s start with the obvious: People feel confused, intrigued, and just a little bit haunted when they look at you. Babe, you radiate the type of energy that makes people second-guess what they are doing. Like, they’re staring at you, trying to figure out what’s going on behind those eyes, and suddenly, they’re re-evaluating their whole existence. 💀 Your eyes hold secrets. Unspoken words. Feelings that can’t be named. They might see flickers of sadness, nostalgia, or even a past life connection that lowkey freaks them out (in a good way). But let’s be real, you don’t let people in easily. That 9 of Swords here tells me you’ve seen things. You’ve felt things. Your eyes carry the weight of emotions you don’t always verbalize, and people feel that heaviness, even if they can’t explain it.

But here’s the thing, they’re not just drawn to your depth; they’re drawn to your creativity, your softness, your quiet hope. The Page of Cups is giving, “There’s a dreamer behind these walls.” And omg, people can SENSE that. Your eyes have this soft, artistic melancholy, like someone who writes poetry or listens to sad indie songs while staring at the stars.  There’s something about your gaze that commands respect. People see work ethic. Strength. Determination. Your eyes say, “I’ve worked for everything I have,” and people feel that energy before you even open your mouth. It’s giving silent resilience. Like, someone could stare into your eyes and KNOW you’ve had moments where you were tired, drained, on the edge of breaking down, but you never did. And That’s powerful.

Some people, They straight-up don’t know what to do with your energy. They look into your eyes, and suddenly, they’re questioning if they should run towards you or run away. (The Moon + 2 of Swords energy is no joke.) There’s this magnetism, but also uncertainty. You give off that, “Come closer, but only if you’re ready to see the real me” vibe. And bestie, not everyone is ready for that level of depth. Now, I HAVE to say this: If you’ve ever been told, “You’re hard to read” or “I can’t tell what you’re thinking,” just know that it’s so real. People might assume you’re guarded, mysterious, or distant, but that’s just because they don’t realize how much is happening beneath the surface. And the funniest part? Even when you do show emotion, people still question if they’re seeing the full picture. 

People don’t just look into your eyes, they get lost in them. this pile is literally the most poetic and softest of the all the three. Some people see sadness, some see secrets, some see silent strength. But everyone? They see something. I hope this reading resonated with you, Thank you for reading till here, i hope you have an amazing day! Sending you all the love and good vibes!

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[iris-tarot]

⋆ 𐙚 ̊. how will your person express their jealousy towards you ⋆ 𐙚 ̊.

pick-a-card reading - 18+

this reading can be about your crush, future partner/spouse, or anyone you're thinking about ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡

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⋆ 𐙚 ̊. pile I ⋆ 𐙚 ̊.

⭑.ᐟ I'M GIGGLING RIGHT NOW JASDJASANDAKJN your person is not even angry at you, they are angry at themselves for feeling so strongly towards you. like one minute they are very calm and demure and then the next minute they are a complete mess. it gives me very chaotic energy. like i'm not even kidding when i tell you that they don't know what to do with their feelings - instead, they're going to show you exactly how pathetic you make them feel hehehe 🤭👀. whatever they're going to do to you is going to be so unexpected, even you’ll be caught off guard. your person is going to be so obsessed and possessive over you, the energy here is INSANE. like they’re going to control you and you will not even have a say in it. your person is someone who is NAWT going to take it easy on you. and let me tell you something babe, your person is very insecure and they're afraid you’ll find someone better than them. i feel like even you would be surprised by their outburst because you’ve never seen this side of them before, and it all seems so…new?

it's going to start off with them being insecure at first, but then soon they will dominate you and prove to you as to why they're the best you're ever going to have. their movements are going to be unexpected, quick and witty. one moment they are confronting you with anger, the next minute they are kissing you with their hands in between your thighs sjndsfbjkdbfkjsb. for some reason, i’m seeing here that your person has been waiting for this moment to take place so that they can take out all their aggression and frustration on you. like you get them so worked up, they don't even know what to do with their feelings for you. they're going to play so hard to get babe, and they won't let you reach your climax that easily. they want to see you beg, they want to see you apologizing, they want to see you submitting yourself to them. they're going to feel like a whole new person when they're jealous. you've never seen this side of them before because they hardly show it. but when they do, it's going to be very….um i can't find the word - unexpected? chaotic? it's just going to be very concerning. because they won't let you go until you've orgasmed multiple times on their fingers. 

but here's the thing…after making you cum multiple times and making you feel so…..good and tired, your person is going to SPOIL you. i'm talking about buying you gifts, taking you out for shopping and so on. it almost seems like they are rewarding you for your hard work - which is them making you climax multiple times. they're going to be like, “awn baby, you're tired after i made you feel good? here's your reward for being a good girl/boy.” AAHAJSWJNSNWQ i’m literally kicking my feet in the air while writing this down JNSWNCUI3BR ⭑.ᐟ

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⋆ 𐙚 ̊. pile II ⋆ 𐙚 ̊.

⭑.ᐟ ummmm….okay…..pile 2 your person is very kinky. when i pulled out your cards, the first message that came right out was “discipline”......so umm…yea…..do i even need to go any further? i see your person being very calm and composed. though they're jealous, they aren't going to let that side of themselves show. they're calmly going to order you around and i see you obeying them. there's something about their voice…it seems powerful, it seems commanding, and it seems so right. it's addicting. 

your person knows that you will obey them with just a snap of their finger and they're going to take this to their advantage. to be honest, they don't even have to physically stimulate you and make you feel good. it's their words that will do the job. i see them whispering the things they are going to do to you, and you're literally going to squirm under them. you might even get frustrated and beg them to touch you, but nuh uh…they're not done just yet. they want to see how much of a pathetic mess you are for them. they want to see how much you yearn them. they’re going to keep you on edge and will like it when you plead them to touch you. i hear them saying, “you really thought i would let you get off the hook so easily?” 

no matter how much you beg them, they're not going to touch you nor are they going to let you touch yourself. they want to see you crying and pleading. seeing you being so miserable for them literally satisfies their soul. they want to prove to you that no one understands you the way they do. they want to prove to you that they are the one for you. and here's the thing, the reason they are acting so tough is because they care and love you. they might keep you at the edge of your seat at the start, but they will literally nurture and fulfill your desires. they will emotionally make you feel good, rather than physically. this is a soul connection. you don't need to be physical with one another to show your love towards each other. emotional fulfilment is what y’all are seeking for and oh boy, they will give you just that. 

they're going to worship each and every inch of your body and i see them asking you if anyone has ever made you feel good like they do. they want you to tell them that they are the best and they know exactly how to treat you right. they're going to love it when you validate them and as a reward, they’ll make cum. 

they will also love giving you head and it's going to be even more amazing when they are jealous. they're going to take out all their frustration by eating you out and making you climax on their tongue. and to be honest babe, they're going to be so proud of themselves for making you cum. your person knows EXACTLY how to make you melt 👀✨🤭⭑.ᐟ

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ˎˊ˗

⋆ 𐙚 ̊. pile III ⋆ 𐙚 ̊.

⭑.ᐟ YOU'RE THE SPICIEST PILE OMFG AHHAAHJAJAJA. this pile is giving me strong “make-up s*x” vibes. your person is someone who will not take things lightly and once you've made them feel jealous, they're going to switch to a side of themselves you never even knew existed. there's going to be heated arguments and i see both your ego’s clashing. i feel like there is a lack of trust here. and to be honest babe, i do not see you doing well after you guys argue. you might be very emotionally exhausted after y’all argue, but here's where the spicy part starts. your person will realise that they have overreacted and will reach out to console you, and they're going to do this in the most surprising way possible. they're going to start by kissing your tears and caressing your cheek, but then something takes over them…..it's like a new button has been switched on. they're going to go WILD, babe. like i wish i was kidding, BUT I SO AM NOT. there will be a little resistance from your side at the start, but i see you submitting yourself to them very soon. 

i’m seeing here that your person will throw sarcastic comments in between f*cking you - saying things like, “you think __ can f*ck you like i do?” or when you're moaning from pleasure, they might hit you with the, “want to be a rebellious girl/boy and act smart, huh? do you really think __ could make you scream the way i do?” JFNIJSFUIRIUGNIRNOV

your person seems like someone who is very talkative in bed and i'm seeing here that they'll love the expressions you make everytime they make you feel good. if you try to cover your face while doing it with them, they'll literally pull your hands apart and smirk at your miserable state. oh, they're going to make you feel so good, you can't help but beg for more. you will force yourself not to surrender to them and you will play it hard to get, but your person knows exactly where and how to tease you. you might even force yourself not to orgasm so that you don't boost their ego, but you’ll eventually give in. 

and you know what the funny thing is? after being so sarcastic with you, your person will literally cuddle you and will pretend like they didn't just make you cum like multiple times. your person might even pretend to not care about what just happened and they'll try to casually lie down with you. i feel them saying, “you got the punishment you deserve.” LIKE UM OKAY CALM DOWN SIR/MA’AM. 

your person is someone who is very talkative and communicative, and they'll love it when you ask them to please you. like they want to see how weak you get under their touch. 

but here's the thing, when you're making love to your person - especially when they're jealous, you'll be a little surprised by how different they seem. i don't know why, but i feel like they might be a little distant if they make love to you when they're jealous. it almost feels like they're shielding themselves from disappointment. did that even make sense? 

your person is someone who will literally f*ck the shit out of you and then they’ll take care of you in such a way where you will look at them and be like, “there is no way YOU just broke my back right now”. like they're going to go back to being themselves after making love to you, and you will be confused if they are the same person who just made your legs shake uncontrollably lmao 😭🤭✨⭑.ᐟ

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ˎˊ˗

⭑.ᐟ hello, thank you so much for making it till the end and i hope you could resonate with my reading. i would really appreciate it if you could like and reblog my post as it would mean a lot to me!! i'd love to hear which pile you picked and what resonated with you. take care and i hope you have a lovely day/night -`♡´-

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PAC: What they would do to your naked body that they will be afraid to admit ? (18+)

(SINGLE SINCE BIRTH - ERA ~4 )

No, you are NOT dreaming ... SHE'S BACKKKK !

Pile 1 

Hey  girl/boy  hey ! How are you doing ? Miss y’all so much ! Anyways don't look at me like that … in what kind of mess did you put yourself into ? Imma move on but we definitely circling back to this next time. Now we are all about the way your next partner would dream about treating your naked body but will be too afraid to admit it. 

First thing first, y’all know I am not the one to sell y’all dreams, right ? No coming back did not change that side of me but babe you are the turning point in your next lover's life. I mean there's a clear before and after effect. Now I’m hearing the lyrics of Brokey: When a real one hold you down, bae, you supposed to drown

You ain't never fuck with no boss bitch, I turned you out (turned you out). There's a difference; the second part of the verse does not apply to you. Like you did not do anything to make that person change. You did not want that person to change. They saw what you were about and decided to change their way. You might never know how much of a trash lover they were until they decide to be honest with you. In my vision, I see a guy dressed like a bad guy in the 50s looking at the pretty preppy girl in pink from a mile away and instead of wanting to do bad to her he want to show her how good love can get.She's the only one worth his good side. I aint saying y’all fit that narrative is just an analogy. 

In their mind, there's no crazy possessive act or even passion. If we stick to my vision, they want you in their pretty car, caressing your leg, keep losing themself in your pretty brown eyes (some of y’all have green eyes and enjoying deep conversion. They don't even want to take you out at night because they want to make sure you know they are serious and this is not some kind of trap. Now sometimes, late at night in their room, they may catch a boner because they mind is almost ``forcing`` them to think of you in a more sexual manner. They will think of kissing your neck (not leaving hickeys because the mere fact that you let them this close to your delicate energy is a privilege). Most of y’all in this pile have the bra game crack and under control (I am jealous tell me all your secrets, NOW !), your tits always look the fuck good. They would love to stare at them and you letting them do so not thinking he's a creep or not risking his chance with you. Caressing your inner thigh and also maybe playing a bit with your panties does cross their mind. They never go further than that because they need to focus on the bigger picture which is a long term commitment with you.  At the end of the day, their passiveness depends on your energy. If you ever give them hint of wanting more (fuck me eyes, playing with your tits, nasty texting …), they will jump on the occasion. 

They also enjoy how strict you are and love it when you remind them that you are not the one to play with. The fact that you can drop them that easily is a turn on for them. They also imagine you, squirting all over them. Overstimulating you with their munch abilities and flipping you around on their dicks at night they cant their mind out the gutter. 

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PILE  2

Hey to my lesbian girlypop. How is your cherry doing ? I hope you had all the fun you wanted while I was gone, if not good news the fun is coming. 

Your next partner's sexual thoughts about you, that they would be afraid to admit is that they want you. I think this person presents themself as straight until they meet you and you set fire to their POV. You may actually never know this person is thinking about you that way and if you miss the clue, you are going to miss out on a beautiful opportunity for some good sex because they are pretty lowkey. I ain't going to lie no matter what, this is not going to transform into a full blown relationship. You may have a habit of falling in love with a good box so guard yourself. Don't worry, this person is a gentle soul. I see y’all being FWB. Everytime they are going to think about it in a sexual manner is going to shook them because that's not who they are. They never wanted and thought of playing in the rainbow before you. They will take extra time reminiscing about your tits and your natural curvy body. Most of y’all reading this have an hourglass body or pear body no matter slim or thick. Y’all going to have good sex after having an honest discussion regarding y’all desires and the way y’all want to deal with it. 

Her love language is physical touch. She might get extra affectionate with you because she loves the feel of your bust on her. Another hint, you may need to catch. Funny enough, she also has a habit of falling in love which is quicker than you. Idk the relationship may be chaotic not the toxic kind and the sex bomb. Maybe because it comes with forbidden feelings. Anyways the ball is in your court, you decide if you want to mess with that or keep going in your dry spell era. 

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PILE 3 

How are you doing queen ? It has been a whole month since I left and you are still bedrotting ? What happens with all your goals set in Jan 2025… huh ? No, don't go away, I'm not stepping on your neck (this time at least). I am not here for that TODAY. Today is all about love and good vibes and you deserve all that. Even when you think you don't …

Let's dive into it ! To begin with, your next partner is going to think you are porn star beautiful. Don't worry I was mad for you when I got that message. Me (yesterday) : WTF DO U MEAN PORNSTAR BEAUTY ! Are u sex addicts because I swear my babes deserve better than that … Until my spiritual team told me to calm my butt down. Your next partner is no sex addict and he dont think your makeup is cakey. What he tries to make me understand is you have every attribute to make any man fall on their knees yet you are too insecure. In his sexual dream regarding you, you are more confident. Your dominant planet may be Venus and you may have a stellium in Taurus because everything you do is so sexy and sensual. Some of y’all have a rising sign in Scorpio with all that I have mentioned, damm another day wishing I could see y’all gorgeous face. Your voice is sweet like honey but very sexually inviting. Like you can be reciting a grocery list and you would make these men have blue balls. He could be on facetime masturbating to you just doing your laundry. You have a natural pretty face, your mannerism is enchanting and your voice oulalala dont worry they will not. If in your future you are down for that, you don't have to ask them twice. Calling you is their bad habit. They love receiving voice memos from you. Also they think you are hiding some kind of sexual talent. Maybe you know how to ride it well or you give good head. They know you are uncomfortable when it comes to sex. Most of you, your ex took your spark away when it comes to being sexy (funny this is single since birth …). Or maybe somebody you thought you were in a relationship with the whole time he was cheating with you which took your confidence away and left you with nothing but guilt.They want to feel like a boss, they would probably daydream about taking charge in the bedroom. Not full blown dominatrix but telling them where you want them to put their hands. Where you want them to kiss. Holding their head down while their munching. Would love for you to express how good you make them feel and how it is only them making you feel that way. They LIVE for your validation and YOUR validation ONLY. For some it is someone from your past not the bad ex/situationship is actually somebody you have good moments with but you naturally drift away and you are going to reconnect again. Fucking them would be full of longing and euphoria. Is almost like fucking on the clouds, so dreamy and soft. They can sense a growth in you when they see again, that you may take for granted. When they left you were more of a people pleaser and when they are coming back you have an ease in displaying your boundaries which they are going to be so proud of you for changing. I keep hearing : babygirl & ‘’ I am so proud of you’’. Throughout all your relationship they are always going to celebrate your wins whether they are small or huge. 

This man is definitely a white one. There's a high chance he has blue eyes and blond hair. Also he walks around with a sex playlist … lol. 

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PILE 4

Hey my wild rides. I missed your chaos. Don't tell the other you are secretly my fav energy (y’all : I could have swear a couple post ago, you said gentle & delicate soul were your fav… me: No need to fight ladies, Shesca has enough love for all of you (no me entering my douchebag era)). Anyways what kind of mess did you create and left like it was not your fault while I was gone. Is ok, you right … How could it ever be your fault? 

That being said, let's go back to the business that pays me (shameless promo, go get a private reading !). Talking about shamelessness, you like big dicks. Don't try to hide the cards rat you out a long time ago. Since it is supposed to be for my single since birth, y’all may have a size kinks. Which shows me that your type may be tall muscles guys. You may have something for big biceps. You don't want them gym rat way but more nerds type way that still go to the gym and send you pictures after they are done. I know your pussy just did that crazy twirl, let's calm down lady. The next person you are going to deal with is going to be your dreams come true. They are going to want you to be hooked on them and to only have eyes for them. Honestly they may be quite stoic from the outside in even their sense of style is quite minimal ( just wanted to add that they smell extra good) but inside they are fucking golden retrivers. They would do anything for you to compliment them. They will put that work in the bedroom girl ! Just for you, the pillow princess to say it was good. Is like a reward for them. You guys will need to find a middle ground. That is what they think about because compared to them you are tiny. They can easily break, they are actually scared of hurting you. Or embarrassing you with a run at the emergency room because he decided to go to deep inside. He will have an Aries mars … shit. Big dig, size kink and Aries mars … don't worry I am already calling the police on your behalf. In their daydream regarding your naked body, they are not actually picturing you naked. They are pictureing y’all kissing, caressing each other's body and you asking for more and them telling you, he can't because he is scared of hurting you.  

That person is an amazing cuddler and loves cuddling. Do not joke around about cuddling time, it may be one of your couple's traditions. Maybe before bed is mandatory y’all cuddle. Y’all may also have a tradition of always showering together.  He is also very vocal in the bedroom, talks dirty, moans, grunts and may even beg …

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[lavenderangeltarot]

𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈' 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝑒𝓃𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒 🪞🪷✩ // pick a card!

hey angels! 👼🏼 this will be a general pick a card reading on what people find enchanting about your appearance/how people view your appearance (physically & generally- usually these things naturally overlap). It's of course, not healthy to fixate on these things, however I think it can be uplifting to hear the nice things people might've thought of us. It's natural to be a bit curious! Pick the image you're most drawn to, proceed to your reading & take what resonates! If you're interested in a personal reading from me, check out my Etsy Store :) // https://www.etsy.com/shop/LavenderAngelTarot

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#1 - the Moon, Page of Swords & Knight of Wands 🌙

With the Moon card coming out first, I see people being heavily captivated by a sense of mystery surrounding you- you come across as introverted or at least, initially reserved. In your presence people are not so sure what you are thinking, but your demeanour remains peaceful and possibly very feminine. Dreamy & vaguely moody too, but with the Moon card it's like everything is a little concealed. I think for some of you, people can sense you're going through something heavy right now too since the Moon relates to psychological turmoil in some cases, but you hold yourself very gracefully. Physically I feel like you have very immediately pleasant features, people might find there's this 'beautiful darkness' to you- maybe some of you dress in a sort of gothic inspired aesthetic, or perhaps it's this mysterious/contemplative look in your eye.

With the Page of Swords (especially combined with the Moon) people immediately see you as intelligent. Very sharp minded and skilled at communicating (even if you're not a big talker, your speech or vocabulary is clear). Since in this reading we're focusing on appearance, despite the softness illustrated with the Moon card, you may also have some features that are slightly sharper. Like for example, having a very soft, rounded face but a sharp/edgy haircut, or piercings. Pages are also associated with youth, so people may see you as youthful in your appearance. A lot of you who picked this pile are very young too I'm getting- not sure if it's the reading, or just me talking but I have this urge to remind you guys to be safe online!

Finally, the Knight of wands to me shows that people see you as healthy, athletic or just generally physically capable & attractive! You may look strong or agile- I'm getting some of you are dancers (or you look like you would dance, especially ballet!). Despite your calm, intellectual energy, you come across like you live a very active and adventurous lifestyle in some way. I also see that while you might not lead with it when you meet people (initially people noticing that mysterious, intellectual, perhaps shy aspect of you)- you have a very spontaneous and passionate nature that people reallyy love :)

2# - 3 of Pentacles, The Star, 9 of Wands 🌿

Immediately, this group is really emanating 'it girl' energy to me.

With the 3 of Pentacles, I see people being quite in awe of you and viewing you as a very hardworking, competent person. You inspire others in some way, people feel they have something to learn from you. Since the 3 of Pentacles is traditionally related to collaboration & learning, you could be someone who's always around other people, or maybe are a positive representation of your school/work out in public (like for example, often being out and about in your uniform, or being seen as part of a collective like a band or a certain friend group). Appearance wise, to me the 3 of Pentacles feels as though there is something artistic & skillful about your appearance- maybe you're really skilled at makeup, or your clothing is very beautiful and well coordinated.

The Star card speaks for itself! You stand out appearance-wise and garner attention whether you realise it or not! The Star card to me, especially combined with the 3 of Pentacles tells me that you inspire people a lot with your appearance alone but also in other ways. People feel there is something aspirational and 'untouchable' about you- it's sort of Gossip Girl 'Serena Van Der Woodsen' adjacent lol. Again, it could be that there's something about the way you dress that's very skillful and others are in awe of, it could also be that you're very popular or seem as though you would be from the way you carry yourself. A lot of you are very talented or just 'different' in some way and people notice that. (I wish I could specify a bit more but since it's a general reading it could be a variety of reasons people view you this way, follow your gut) :)

The 9 of Wands to me shows that you come across brave and ready for anything, very resilient. Maybe slightly wary or mistrusting too. It also shows that people can tell you're tired/exhausted- not necessarily in a bad way but it's like people can sense in the way you carry yourself that you're trying to keep strong despite struggles you are facing. Maybe you're not getting as much sleep as you need, or just work super hard. For some of you, it's as though people can sense in your expressions/posture/etc that despite being this abundant, inspiring person; you're not totally happy right now and there's something or many things getting to you. I see for some, what's going on is that you have a lot of expectations on you to be this 'perfect', skilled, hardworking, 'golden girl/boy' aspirational person and it is wearing you out deep down. I definitely do see things getting smoother for you with time 🤍

#3 - King of Cups, The Chariot, The Hierophant 🌊

The King of Cups as the first card tells me that you appear to people as somebody who is very in touch with their feelings & emotionally authentic. I don't see an obnoxious person who is always bawling their eyes out (lol), but I see someone who is very warm, welcoming and jovial. When you laugh, you laugh for real. When you smile, it is genuine and sweet. You may not always feel relaxed, but overall you do come across as a very relaxed and mature person and it's really attractive to people. The way you move could be very flow-y and sensual, you might prefer to wear flowing fabrics/styles rather than stiff or sharp ones. Whatever your age or gender is, I see you also come across very parental in the sense that people immediately feel they can trust you, like you're the person a little kid would want to come up to for help if they were lost 🥹

The Chariot tells me that something about the way you appear has a very positive and change-agent energy about it. It could be that you dress very bohemian, or wear very bright colours, or perhaps you do something different with your hair that really subverts expectations and inspires positivity in others. It's as though you stand for something- a certain cause or mentality that shines through in your demeanour. You come across very confident in your style, who you are and what you stand for- you're not afraid to look unique or be 'over the top' and that really makes people happy to see whether you notice it or not! As though you're the one person who wears a beautiful colourful dress/shirt in a sea of people wearing black and grey + looking 'done' with life. Again I'm seeing that the way you move stands out as attractive! While many walk kinda sluggish & dispassionately, you have a bit of a spring in your step, or appear very in command and in tune with your body.

Finally, The Hierophant tells me that you appear spiritual, religious or just having a very strong moral conviction in some way to others. For some of you it could be your facial expressions & the way you react to your environment that leads people to think this. For others, it's more overt things like perhaps adorning yourself in religious or spiritual symbols. The Hierophant also speaks of traditionalism, so you could be someone who prefers slightly more traditional dress styles and values in a way- for a lot I'm seeing dressing in vintage fashion :)

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Thankyou !! 💞🔮

[rotagnus]

love messages for you --<3

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wowww i personally have been having a confusing time in my love life and since i have a bunch of free time on my hands, i decided to do a reading to clear things up for not just me, but you guys too. i hope you enjoy <3 drink some tea/water, and take care of yourself.

six piles because i think the more specific you are in such readings, the better it is. this is my favorite reading i've done so far eeeee i'm so excited!

keep in mind love readings talk about all kinds of love!!

there's a poll at the bottom about what kind of readings you guys prefer! i would appreciate it if you voted 😊

pile 1.

the hermit; 10 of swords.

a cycle is ending for you guys. you've been in isolation for a while, and things have been going wrong for what seems to be forever. you're tired, and at this point, you're convinced that nobody can love you right except perhaps yourself. you've been working on your self-love, and valuing yourself at all moments of your life. you have this thing where you separate yourself, but you are your whole life, not moments. you are your whole life, not moments. read that as many times as you have to. you've been quiet, learning, and you've gained intense knowledge from this time within. you're probably not looking for love, not outright chasing it, but there's a pair of eyes on you. apples can be significant for someone specific here. you've been noticing how certain types of people reappear in your life to teach you lessons, and you're used to people leaving--however, some people are forever. don't worry. you're not always going to be subject to lessons--you are here to grow in strength, but that doesn't mean you can't have a little love while you're at it. you have had a feeling your whole life of not being seen, but the truth is that one day, someone will see you. but before that, you must see yourself. as i've said, someone already sees you. but you won't see nor understand that you are seen unless you do the work and look at yourself and who you really are. this pile has a big fear of being seen, and seeing themselves--you must work through this in order to get what you won't. this may sound rough, but the universe won't give you jackshit until you do the work.

signs: glasses. runways. budgies. oranges. pink roses. science/biology. white rabbits. ancestry. makeup blush.

song: anything -- adrianne lenker.

pile 2.

page of swords; 5 of pentacles.

you're a very sweet person, pile 2. you're bubbly and have rose-colored glasses, probably a very musical vision of how life goes. you're not necessarily a new soul, but you choose to be optimistic and hopeful regardless of the troubles you've been through. right now, you're in a state of frustration though--maybe you like someone and you're not quite sure how they feel for you, or your current relationship isn't going well, or someone's giving you mixed signals. i understand that you seek answers. you're a very answer/solution oriented person, and it frustrates you when you're in this purgatory. anora may be significant--(this movie is really good, i don't know why i feel it's important but it is). some of you may be struggling with financial aspects of your life, or you do work that's hard on your soul. however, my advice to your love life is to look within. yeah, it sounds cheesy, and probably not the answer you expected. but talk it out with someone. type it out, write it out, just so you know what you're dealing with. this person will stay as long as they must--if they're the right person, they're not going to leave. the right person is the right person for a reason. lean on your people, lean on your friends. everything's going to be alright. seek knowledge--you have everything you need to know. some of you may be very physically apt--good at yoga, dancing, weight-lifting, a certain sport. my random advice to you is to train this part of you. i'm not sure why, but i think that it could heal a part of you that's been aching. if you don't have any physical hobbies, i highly recommend you get some. for this specific pile, it is special.

signs: slavic languages/countries. short hair. connection to God. opposites attract. 19. silver rings. cookies. red hearts. braille. stuffed animals.

song: rinsed -- dean blunt.

pile 3.

7 of cups; 9 of swords; 6 of swords.

wow i had to pull 3 cards for you, pile 3. and we've got 9 and 6 of swords, so the number 3 may be significant. right now, you may have a roster or simply many options that you're torn apart on. you're not sure what you want, what you need, what you deserve...you're lost.stuck, similarly to pile 2. however, do not fear; your situation is not as dire as theirs. you're on a journey, and the sky is clearing up; you'll figure out what the right thing is, for most of you a person. you're a baddie but you struggle with your self-image, not just how you look (although i assure you, that you have a glow everyone sees) but also who you are as a person. you judge your morals and you judge your personality and baby, you've got to stop worrying. you have a lot of repetitive thoughts that you can't turn off. i highly recommend this pile to meditate, or do yoga--please, for the love of all things good. do something to clear this situation up. the answer you're seeking is coming, but you've been having this sense of things not being real or things being too real, but it's coming. it's going to come regardless of if you want it or not. so right now, focus on working on yourself. eat good food. learn a new recipe. paint. have a self-care day. it's gonna come to you. i promise.

signs: deer. night. cars. chest/breast area. tea. radio. statues. song lyrics. 8. union. unique features.

song: i want you to love me -- fiona apple.

pile 4.

5 of cups; page of cups.

oh my goodness baby. you've got to pat yourself on the back. something very, very painful has happened to you recently. an earth-shattering event. a lot of grief is going on; maybe you feel like a part of yourself has died, maybe you've lost someone, maybe your faith. you're a very good, very pure person--you desire growth, and despite everything, you keep your head up. you have a wonderful heart, and you're sensitive but also brave. nature is significant to this pile--specifically water. it means change. lately, you've been experiencing a lot of synchronicities, let me guess. repetitive signs that mean something to you, but you don't want to overthink it. guess what? you're not. it's the truth. you have this tendency to doubt yourself, even though you've been right, like, a hundred percent of the time before. i assure you that the most valuable tool you have is your gut. it doesn't lie, not to you. it protects you, and i highly recommend that you please, PUH LEASE, listen to it. someone's coming towards you--for most, a friend that can turn out to be a lover. a pillar of support. i don't think most of you know this person as of now. they're very bright, and they contrast you; you guys are the sun and the moon. right now, you have to lay your burdens out in front of you, and let go, just for a moment. let yourself weep. let yourself feel everything. know that someone is coming to help you, but also know that you have the power to do it yourself. you're not weak. but that doesn't mean you have to do it all alone.

signs: not feeling heard. iris by pastel ghost. getting what you want. kitties/leopards. brazilian music. the present; the now. beautiful nails. pinterest. lotus flowers. fish.

song: easy lovers -- piero piccioni.

pile 5.

8 of pentacles; the world; the lovers.

i had to draw three cards for this pile, too, because y'all are confused and that confused me! do you guys even know anything right now? so many changes are on the horizon for you, and even now, your life is in a major shift. crows, ravens, and felines are significant. you guys are embracing a darker energy right now. shadow work is being done, and the universe sees how far you've gotten. soon, you'll be holding fruit in both your palms--you want growth and you're not taking no for an answer, and as a reward, the universe will give you good things. you'll have everything you want, the whole world in your hands. but you have to make sure you don't settle. focus on the journey--it is just as sweet as the ending. many of you have a mentality of if it's not happening now, it won't happen ever. that's not true...you guys do know that, right? these major changes haven't showed you their tails, and you're pulling at 'em, trying to see the ending. you're not meant to know everything, my dear impatient pile. everything is up to you; it's a big maybe. what you want you will get, but be warned--make wise choices. don't sacrifice your morals, faith, and desires just to settle. i think this card is focusing on growing existing connections...maybe situationships, or you like a friend. stop searching for endings, this journey is the most important thing right now. it's going to be a fond memory for you later on, and your damn lesson is to learn how to be patient and take baby steps and enjoy the now instead of racing to the future. you guys rush wayyyy too much. you gotta take a breath and relax. being fast isn't always a good thing. right now, be slow, even if it makes you mad. find other things to do in your time instead of catastrophizing; also, stop having a doom complex. this isn't gonna end in disaster ;). poetry/writing may be significant for you guys. a lot of you dealt with a very hard childhood; many may have been parentified or the older sibling, carrying the whole family on their back. many people have this stigma that they're never going to be loved and that nobody would try to do anything for them. this is wrong, and you're gonna be proven wrong, dear. i promise you, you'll be fine--but for now, keep walking your path and taking your sweet time. change is near--kiss its hand when it arrives.

signs: leap of faith. kelp, seaweed. health. love is everywhere. dyed hair. real listening. 3. young love. the stars. morning light through curtains. sunrises.

song: love songs -- clairo.

pile 6.

8 of cups; the magician.

you guys are soooooo tired with bs. you're a clever cookie, and you know that you gotta leave. i know some of you guys are against it, and you wanna stay with this person/in this situation just a little bit longer, but the truth is you have to snap out of it. you already know this isn't good for you, and it just feels plain wrong, so you have to leave. let yourself feel upset, but know that you must go. acknowledge your thoughts--speaking to the moon may be significant for some of you. you're destined for greatness, and everybody knows it but you. you must let go and know, trust that better things are coming because they ARE. you're kinda blind, no offense, because you don't see that your manifestations are rightttt in front of you. but in order to get them, you have to leave this situation. you're the creator of your story. your intuition is always on point. you may listen to subliminals, just an inkling. and also, if you don't do any manifestation things, look in your life and see that you have everything you've wanted...although it may have come out skewed. manifest. think of what you want. tread carefully. you'll be okay. but you have to leave. you've been taught your whole life that you have to stay...because of blood, because of loyalty, and ever since you were young you held your chin up and stayed, endured, learned, but in the end, you still stayed. i know that it's hard unworking this pattern, baby; maybe you've worked on it in other lives, but the most important thing right now is to know that you can leave. you have the power. i wish you luck and if i could, i'd hug you right now. love is coming, but only if you walk towards it.

signs: mother. rest and recover. horses. medicine. lying down. the color pink. fields. duos/pairs. thunder/storms.

song: love me not -- ravyn lenae.

wow guys. that felt oddly relieving to write!! i hope you guys enjoy it as it's my most specific reading yet. i was wondering if you guys preferred my readings w three cards that are in depth, or these kind?

[rose-maidenn]

Pac : What is your soul purpose ?

Pile 1-2-3

Hi loves hope you have been doing well , I'm sorry for the inactivity . Here's a new reading focus your intention and choose what calls out to you most , take what resonates .

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Pile 1 :

This is the birth you have been praying for this is the birth where you finally get initiated to a certain lifestyle, to be the devote of a certain God or Goddess this is it. You're born to be great to understand your own soul. You are the oracle you are the altar, this is the Pile of healers and people who know the truth about life. This lifetime play because most things in your life aren't hard but you're making it hard by getting into the mindset of hustle life's meant to be really easy for you , take it slow . There are really some good inventors in this pile , you may invent a new way of life , an idea or you may do some discoveries or inventions you are on the way to find something that will be remembered by the generations to come . You are here to show people how growth is an ongoing process and that healing isn't linear you're meant to play and keep growing , stress isn't a factor in your life believe that you deserve easy things and life will prove that you sure do .

Pile 2 :

You're the warrior you're the one who fights for justice , you Will fight for a good life and you will have it. Some of you might have dealt with adverse life situations in this pile. Bullying , toxic people etc were always around you have to now go through this take a sword and kill all the bad memories and start a new life have no resentments, your growth is the greatest revenge, let it go you grow like nature grows . You also are meant to gather people for a big purpose build a community (like be in social media, start classes in some art or academics) have a beautiful family life , but all this will happen when you realise that you're a leader Don't be afraid and don't gaslight you , you definitely are Born to lead now don't be scared hold your own hand this is meant to be . You will find so many people from your soul family , you will have so much support just trust the universe and keep working .

Pile 3 :

This lifetime has been hard hasn't it ? Everytime you think it will get better you see that there's something that's making it worse right ? Well trust that all the hurt would turn because each hurt is a lesson learned , you have to take the lessons right okay , don't just go through it write and apply what you learnt sit and talk to your higher self . You are what your ancestors prayed for you're healing your family you're the chosen one , the life of a chosen one is never an easy one but it's monumental and it teaches everyone a lot so trust your path see how you can make flowers grow on graveyard dust , because that's what it is about , you are meant to see the good despite the fall . Dance with life , if it makes you bow make sure you take the bow and show your moves because life's not something that happens to you but for you , you have been training for this for lifetimes this life this it it where you get ready for the biggest blessing this is when you let go of all hurts and grow into the person you're meant to be . Big time scorpio energy , you're a Phoenix don't be scared you will go down in history if you learn your lessons right .

Thank you so much for reading have a great time ahead love love

[wisesoultarot]

Intimate life with your future spouse after marriage

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Your future spouse is envisioned as a vibrant and passionate individual, someone who brings a spark of energy and enthusiasm into every aspect of life. This dynamic personality should ease any concerns you may have about the longevity and excitement of your relationship. Imagine couples who age gracefully yet still maintain a lively intimacy; that’s the kind of dynamic you can expect in your own partnership.

In this relationship, you and your partner will never have to worry about boredom or fatigue creeping into your intimate life, even after the vows are exchanged. Your future spouse is likely to take the lead in the bedroom, bringing creativity and spontaneity that will keep the flame of passion alive. I foresee multiple rounds of excitement following your initial encounters, as both of you will be eager to explore and enjoy each other’s company without hesitation.

There will be no waiting or reluctance between you two; instead, you will dive deep into each experience together, fully immersing yourselves in the joy of intimacy. This connection will be characterized by open communication and a shared desire to please one another, ensuring that both of you feel cherished and desired.

Even after starting a family, your active sex life will continue to thrive, as you both prioritize your relationship and understand the importance of maintaining that intimate bond. You will find ways to nurture your connection, making time for each other amidst the busyness of family life. This commitment to intimacy will lead to a fulfilling and satisfying life together, where love and passion remain at the forefront of your relationship.

Ultimately, your future together will be marked by a deep emotional and physical connection, one that evolves and grows stronger over time. You will create a beautiful balance between family life and personal intimacy, ensuring that your relationship remains vibrant and passionate for years to come.

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I envision you reliving every cherished moment with your future spouse, as their touch resonates deeply within you, igniting a spark that feels both familiar and exhilarating. Each caress will be a reminder of the profound connection you share, a language of love spoken through gentle gestures and lingering glances. They will bring delightful surprises to your intimate life, introducing new adventures that leave you in awe of your choice in partner. Whether it’s a spontaneous weekend getaway or a quiet evening spent exploring each other’s dreams, these experiences will deepen your bond and create lasting memories.

Often, you will find yourselves lost in daydreams about each other's warmth and the closeness you share. In those moments of reflection, you’ll realize how intertwined your lives have become, each thought of them filling you with a sense of comfort and joy. You will crave solitude together, seeking out those precious moments where the world fades away, and it’s just the two of you. Each time you find it, intimacy will naturally follow, blossoming in the quiet spaces where you can truly be yourselves.

The emotions between you are profound, indicating that your encounters will transcend mere physicality; they will be acts of love, deeply connecting you both on emotional and spiritual levels. Each embrace will carry the weight of your shared history, and every kiss will be a promise of the future you are building together. The atmosphere will be filled with romance, featuring tender foreplay that ignites passion and affectionate cuddles that soothe the soul. This nurturing bond will linger long after your moments together, creating a sense of belonging that wraps around you like a warm blanket.

You will treat each other with utmost gentleness, fostering an environment where vulnerability is cherished, and love is expressed freely. This mutual respect and care will create a beautiful tapestry of love and intimacy, woven with threads of trust, laughter, and shared dreams. Together, you will explore the depths of your connection, celebrating the unique rhythm of your relationship and the joy that comes from being completely and utterly yourselves in each other’s presence.

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The energy here feels deeply sensual and earthy, radiating strong vibes associated with earth signs. This grounding energy creates a sanctuary where both of you can truly connect on a profound level. It seems like you both take your time to prepare the space and yourselves before diving into intimacy, creating a seductive atmosphere that builds anticipation. The careful arrangement of soft lighting, inviting textures, and perhaps the subtle scent of essential oils envelops you, setting the stage for a deeply intimate experience.

You cherish each moment, savoring the experience without rushing toward the climax. This deliberate pace allows you to explore each other’s bodies and emotions, fostering a sense of trust and vulnerability. Every touch, every whisper, becomes a part of a beautiful dance, where you both are attuned to each other’s desires and needs. There’s a palpable tension in the air, a delicious build-up that heightens your senses and deepens your connection.

The rhythm of your connection is marked by a step-by-step approach that showcases your harmony and synchronization. You move together like a well-rehearsed duet, each note perfectly timed, each movement fluid and intentional. This shared understanding creates a safe space where you can both express yourselves freely, allowing your desires to unfold naturally. The anticipation builds, creating a magnetic pull that draws you closer, igniting a fire that simmers just beneath the surface.

Once you shift from a slow pace to a faster one, it’s as if nothing can hold you back. The energy transforms, becoming electric and all-consuming. You find yourselves lost in the moment, swept away by the intensity of your connection. It’s a thrilling release, a culmination of all the anticipation and desire that has been building between you. This exhilarating shift leads to sleepless nights filled with unrelenting energy, where time seems to stand still, and the outside world fades away.

Each encounter leaves you both breathless, fully immersed in the intensity of your shared moments. The afterglow lingers, wrapping around you like a warm blanket, as you bask in the satisfaction of your connection. You find yourselves exchanging soft laughter and tender caresses, relishing the closeness that you’ve cultivated. In these moments, you realize that it’s not just about the physical act of intimacy; it’s about the deep emotional bond that you’ve nurtured, the trust that has blossomed, and the joy of being fully present with one another. This is a sacred space where your souls intertwine, creating a tapestry of love, passion, and connection that is uniquely yours.

[leakyrocktarot]

What you want to hear Vs What you need to hear

Warning: This reading can and will be extremely blunt and a little harsh. Viewer discretion is advised.

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Pile 1

What you want to hear:

It's going to be easy, it'll come to you naturally. What is yours will always come to you and will never pass you. All you have to do is be in a receiving energy.

What you need to hear:

So- here’s the thing, don’t fault yourself for believing this. Many tarot readers would often say these same few things creating a false sense of security, a false sense of hope. The truth us, none of us ever really considered just how much work is put into our dreams, our goals, bringing them into reality. That’s why it’s easier to fantasize about it, dream about that golden opportunity falling into our laps. Now I won’t be the one to say it doesn’t happen like that- but I will have to say, it’s very rare. The thing is, the universe only presents you what you are prepared for, and you have to really question whether or not you are actually prepared to handle the weight of your dreams. 

We think about all of the nice feelings, the good times, the positive sides to our goals but never do we truly consider the weight, the gravitas of the negative aspects of our goals and this is where you, my dear reader are currently at. There are a lot of hidden aspects in this world, things that people wouldn’t consider and I hope this exercise can help you come to terms with what you are truly asking for. Can you handle the physical workload, numerous late nights? What about your mental health? Are you capable of expressing yourself or are you shoving your pain deep down until they explode? What about your physical health? Are you eating enough? Staying hydrated? 

Every aspect of this goal of yours needs to be analyzed. What skills will you need for when you achieve your goal? Work on those. It's going to take a lot of actual effort, a lot of work and it will not be easy at every step but it will get easier and be worth it. You have to put in the physical work, but also the mental and emotional work to be able to handle those negative aspects. Heavy is the head that wears the crown and your head is heavy, but you will succeed if you put in the actual work from the moment you see this. 

Pile 2

What you want to hear:

You lover is coming in, just around the corner, maybe in a few days, your true twin flame.

What you need to hear:

Let it go, it isn't going to happen because you aren't doing what you're supposed to be doing and taking yourself and your life seriously, you are living in a fantasy, living in your head and waiting for a knight in shining armour and it’s not gonna happen. You are severely neglecting your life, your health, your mental well being because it is easier to live in the delusion that it is to face reality. It’s like you wake up, check out of life for the day to live in your head with prince/princess charming, and then clock back in at night to dream about your perfect fantasy person. Well, because of that, they aren’t coming in.

They are not going to come in because you cannot handle it. You cannot bear the concept, or even fathom what it would actually be like because you’ve convinced yourself it will happen in only one specific way. Listen, you don’t even have the emotional maturity to handle your dream relationship, you will 100% sabotage your own relationship because you wouldn’t even know how to appreciate it being right in front of you and will choose to live within your daydreams even if they were in your face. You will not be grateful, you won’t have gratitude, you won’t be able to pull yourself from the fantasy that you live in your head enough to actually pursue this person. The universe does not give you what you want just because you want it, you have to work for it, show the universe that this is something you can manage because it’s not about you. Especially since it’s not about you. Have you thought about how your future person would feel? This isn’t to get you to be self conscious in your flaws and insecurities, it’s to get you to face the real world and face reality and start being the person you wish to be in those dreams. The universe will not plop your person on your door step because the universe wants whats best for you and your person. Your person deserves to be noticed and loved as much as you dream about them loving you. If you cannot handle actually having a relationship, the universe will not give you one. You have to do your shadow work, you need to heal your wounds, you have to stop avoiding the real world because you’re dooming yourself to chasing a fantasy that will not come. This is dangerous because it is truly bordering on the level of spiritual psychosis here, pull back before it’s too late.

Pile 3

What you want to hear:

You are wealthy, You are rich, You are that bitch.

What you need to hear:

You can be a little bit of a pompous bitch and you need to tone it down. These affirmations are sending you down a path of delusional grandiose view of yourself, you need actual affirmations and not lies. You can't fuel yourself on coffee and crystals. Lol, let me tone it down a bit. The affirmations you are doing are- ok, but they are subpar. They barely scratch the surface, it’s like trying to go deep sea fishing but using a hook with a buoy attached to it. You are barely getting deep enough to get that fish, leaving you starving. 

Take some time to sit with yourself, what is it that you are struggling in? What are you avoiding, what is the feeling you are trying to suppress with these affirmations? Let's do an exercise, your affirmation of choice is “I am rich”, the reason why you are saying it is to affirm to yourself and to also manifest financial wealth, but why? Maybe you are struggling to pay your bills, maybe you have debt you wish to pay off. Telling yourself you are rich is not helping, it’s not affirming anything, it’s lying to yourself. Words are powerful, the brain itself, cannot tell a joke from the truth therefore it will believe whatever we think to be fact and if you believe that you are rich without the funds to back it up, you are creating a dangerous dynamic of you overspending because you believe you are rich and can afford it. This is dramatised to emphasise the point. 

If you want to actually manifest financial abundance, you have to have the mindfulness to handle it as well. Why do you think when people will the lottery they blow all of their money so quickly? Because when you go without for so long, living in survival mode for so long, the adrenaline of not having to worry overrides everything and you end up buying everything you’ve ever wanted until you have nothing left, now you are back at square one and probably in an even worse position. You have to affirm the mindfulness, instead of saying “i am rich” say “I am resourceful, I am abundant, I receive wealth infinitely” This not only calls the wealth to you, but it sets the notion that you are mindful and know how to wield that sword. You can’t be “that bitch” by lying to yourself, you can’t copy the look and vibe of Regina George and go around acting like her and call yourself Regina because you aren’t her, you’re copying her, you don’t actually have what she has. Find a way to actually make it yourself.

Pile 4

What you want to hear:

You are doing so well, you are doing amazing and nothing needs to change

What you need to hear:

Go eat a fucking bagel, put some food in your stomach and drink some water before you pass out and meet god. You are doing well in many aspects except for self care. Self care is not just running a bath with nice smelling bombs and cute candles and a cup of tea, self care is treating yourself like a human that is deserving of living, act like you are a parent to your body and see what I mean. Choose yourself bitch. you spend your days fantasizing about fancy foods only to eat a small bag of chips and call it a day. nourish yourself.

You are quite literally running on fumes and I’m surprised you even have enough cognitive capability to pick a pike and read this message. You cannot keep overworking yourself, under-nourishing yourself and expect things to be great for you. How the hell are you supposed to receive an award and give your thank you speech if you can barely hold your eyes open long enough to see where you are. I know you want to be successful, I know you want to experience the wealth and stability, but what use is any of it if you can’t even allow yourself to enjoy it? It is okay to take a nap, it is okay to rest yourself, it is okay to have an off day, it is okay to be bored, it is okay to do nothing. You don’t have to constantly be on your feet, always be doing something to earn the right to existence. You need to find the calm in the slow, find the calm in just existing and being you. You truly do not need to be doing a million and one things, it’s truly okay to be bored because boredom spurs creativity. How do you think we were able to create all of the things we have in this world? How they discovered cheese, how they created music? Because they had nothing else to do.

You can take a break right now and I promise you your life will not fall apart. This is not your cue to go and doom scroll on tiktok, instagram, twitter, shit even reddit. This is your cue to sit in silence, maybe a little bit of classical music and have a cup of tea, a bagel, a croissant, an espresso martini if you’re a fancy bitch and relax. Take a nap, do some soothing yoga, take a break from the grind culture, take a break from being productive, take a break from being stuck in the cogs of capitalism. Go out with friends, take a walk, something where you can experience the slowness of life and enjoy the world around you rather than zooming so fast through things. I see you moving so quickly through life that you don’t even stop to enjoy the beauty that is being alive.

Secret Pile 5

You know this pile is for you if: You are seeing this pile, were drawn to one or more pile, or couldn't choose a pile to begin with but still wanted to see the piles.

What you want to hear:

That career wants you too, that job wants you too, that person wants you too, the life you dream about wants you too

What you need to hear:

That career wants you too, that job wants you too, that person wants you too, the life you dream about wants you too. The things that you desire wants you too.

It is a hard world we are living in and sometimes we struggle to find the will to live, to believe that things will be better for us, to find the motivation to keep chasing our goals and our dreams. Here's the thing, the universe will always reward effort, and you are doing the best you can with what you have and the thing about the best is that there is always room for improvement. You know deep down what you must do in order to call in your dream life. You know if you want that dream person you have to heal your trauma. You know if you want that career you have to heal your fear of being perceived. The life that want you, wants you too because that life wants to exist too and it cannot exist without you at the center however, you cannot be superman without the superman powers. Your dream life, your dream person, your dream career, everything that you ever want are tied to you, and they are tied to the best version of you. The best version of you is the most authentic, healthy (mentally, emotionally), the most bold and audacious you.

You may feel discouraged, you may feel like giving up, but you've got this. Your future self wants you to keep going, to see where they are, to look back at what you've made, to be proud of yourself, and for you to experience the life the two of you created. You are doing this for your younger self and guess what? Your future self is doing this for you. The things you face, are lessons to learn, to make the experiences of the future easier to handle.

[plutoasteroids]

PAC - What are the basics of your soul contract

PILE 1 ^^ PILE 2 ^^ PILE 3 ^^

PILE 4 ^^ PILE 5 ^^ PILE 6 ^^

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PILE 1

Your soul contract requires you to let your emotions out and embrace them for what they are because you are human and that is part and parcel of being human. You have been put into bad situations mainly from the people you loved and looked up to and that hurt caused you to in a way close your heart off Your soul contract needs you to look back at all of it learn from it and open up your feelings again instead of lying to yourself that you are this cold, unaffected person when in reality you are a sensitive soul and that is who you always will be. You need to learn to embrace that gentle nature of yours because it's not going anywhere, it's part of you in this life and the next.

PILE 2

Your soul contract is in relation to work and career. For you it is more so you are forced to conform to a certain societal standard in relation to career, basically picking more traditional careers like being a doctor, lawyer, engineer etc and deep down you know that's not what you want. You may come from a more conservative family. Your soul contract requires you to find a career that actually makes you happy, that doesn't really on other people's feelings and approval towards it. Once you let go of this you will open up a door that will flip your life upside down, making you happier and opening you up to greater more exciting opportunities that most people won't get.

PILE 3

You are the black sheep (most of you ended up becoming spiritual like tarot readers, astrologers, reiki healers in an attempt to heal and find your place) always have been always will be, you may have been bullied, treated badly by the people you care about or those closest to you (in proximity). You may have been left out in the cold which led to you developing a wall around you heart being this tough person when you really aren't deep down. Part of your soul contract is to make peace not with them but with yourself because once you do you are opening the door to building a happy, safe place for yourself. The basics of your soul contract is to heal family related wounds and build your own happy home, an environment that you never got to have or experience.

PILE 4

The basics of your soul contract start off with a tough childhood, you may have been shackled to the expectations of your family. Regardless, you have been put through situations that left you frustrated, upset, stressed and feeling like there is no way out or that there is nothing better out there for you. The basics of your soul contract need you to heal from all this hurt and trauma and once you do you will open yourself up to greater opportunities, you can't be in two places at once so your choices are live in the hurt and pain or heal and let the universe open the door to bigger financial, living and relationship opportunities.

PILE 5

For you there is a lot of karma in relation to relationships with other people in your life, you gave your all for and to other people just to be backstabbed and betrayed by the people closest to you to the point of maybe isolating yourself and believing that there is nothing good in terms of relationships for you. Your soul contract urges you to learn from those experiences. Not everyone is going to be your friend. You need to make peace with the fact that you are different and not everyone is going to appreciate it there is a negative and positive to everything you need to learn to sieve it out as well as the people in your life. Learn what you need and leave out what you don't especially in relationships. You are a people pleaser and that is not in your contract to be one.

PILE 6

The basics of your soul contract is to nurture both your emotions and your divine feminine. In the past you may have felt like you don't have control over yourself that other people are shackling you which has toughened you out and, in the process, you neglected your feminine and emotions. Now the basics of your soul contract urges you to be gentler, more fluid, to find peace in the toughest situations and be able to make choices without compromising your own emotions, values and beliefs. Your soul contract wants you to learn how to balance the masculine and the feminine know which to use in what situation instead of one over the other.

[tarotlexa]

PICK A PILE READING- how you treat others vs. how they treat you!

welcome back my loves to another pick a pile reading with yours truly, how is everyone doing? i hope you're all doing great <3

what i'm inviting you to do in this reading is self reflection, especially if you're one of those souls that gives more than they receive.

anyway, you know the drill. this is a collective reading so take what resonates and leave what does not, luv u <3

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pile 1: this pile made me feel so much tbh...it's like there's an innate hope inside you that's slowly fading away from dealing with shitty people. you want friends, you want love, you want connection but you're also afraid of it. you are such a kind soul to be honest, it's very possible that you have been taken advantage of before and i am truly sorry about that.

you want to be open, spontaneous, fun and careless (the fool) but you have been burned a few too many times to keep people at arm's length, by this point you simply know better. you are so guarded when it comes to new people into your life and i do not blame you for it, i believe it is natural to fear others after an array of bad events, one after the other.

you might be one of those souls that sees potential in people before the reality and you might confuse fantasy with love which is why you got let down before. there is a deep fear of loss or betrayal under the surface so you tend to withhold vulnerability until it feels safe enough to do so. you are also someone who tends to suppress their needs, you give people space to disappoint you because you are investing more in what they could be rather than what they actually are. you might gravitate towards passive partners/friends in your life, someone who won't plan anything until you do it yourself. the truth is, you don't need to do that. you don't need to earn love by doing more.

how others treat you: as i mentioned before, people don't really want to plan or actively participate in building something with you in terms of activities or connection because they feel like there's innate emotional distance between you and them. they're curious, they might even offer some consistency but they don't really take risks emotionally speaking, they tend to keep you in limbo (the hanged man) with stagnant situations, unsolved dynamics, it's like they forget you exist until you actually hit them up. people might also randomly text you to hang out last minute because they don't really prioritize you or your friendship or they promise you to hang out with you sometime soon and they never do. you might also be someone who had to switch friend groups often because people are attracted but they're sort of not ready to invest long term, you find yourself waiting and waiting, and just when you're about to give up they drop a breadcrumb or rush in with a surge of attention or promises only to not follow through once again. it is exhausting but at the same time i feel like you're sort of allowing for it to happen by staying friends/dating this type of people. they do not serve you well at all.

you are carrying emotional loads that were never yours to bear in the first place, you deserve to be someone's priority rather than a last minute back up plan. you don’t have to carry the weight of every unspoken conversation, every failed connection. your healing starts when you choose ease. choose someone who shares the burden, not someone who adds to it. you are absolutely worthy of reciprocity pile one and i hope you'll stop accepting crumbs soon.

pile 2: you are someone who loves and supports people in silence or in secret. you study people before deciding to interact with them, you get to know their soul before sharing yours. you are someone who really cares about loyalty, you are protective of your circle and you are extremely patient with them but something tells me that you're lonely, even if you hide it with intellect and sarcasm. you want to be known but you rarely let yourself be seen and then you wonder why nobody gets you, you're the friend who always checks in but never says "hey i'm actually struggling too" and i feel like that adds another layer of complexity to you, pile 2. it's hard to admit to be human too when others expect you to be the total opposite of that in a way. you're always the strong one, in all of your relationships and that makes you retreat further more emotionally.

how others treat you: people admire you, especially for your ride or die attitude for your friends. unfortunately there's also this feeling of an imbalanced dynamic where people expect you to act the way they want you to, everything has to be done on their terms and your feelings and needs might get cast aside, especially in planning. people around you might want you around yes but on their terms, your time is taken for granted and the roles here seem pretty rigid to me. they assume you have it all together, you might be the therapist or confidante friend. people also kind of want to control you, like they want you to fix them?? lol it's weird because they do respect you (again, in their own way) but they also want you to fit into their ideal. they expect you to be this ultimate hype girl persona without giving the same in return, weird. you deserve tenderness and someone who sees through your armor, you're strong but it doesn't mean that you don't deserve to be held, not just admired. your softness is not a weakness, let others nurture it too. you are a gift, not a burden. <3

pile 3: you always show up for others, you are the ultimate support friend. life of the party mixed with the therapist and mom friend all at the same time. you love in a truly generous, nostalgic way, you also tend to be the emotional anchor in your relationships, offering others insights on their needs and emotions. it's like people need you to tell them what's wrong with them and how they can fix it lmao, they feel like they need you because you're someone who's seen as a problem solver. you always know what to do. you are supportive, loyal and VERY invested in your circles and mutual growth and seeing others win. truly a one of a kind friend. you bring memories, magic, devotion and fairy dust to any of your relationships, you make people feel so seen and safe pile 3, but do they extend the same love to you? you create so many core memories for people, you're someone who's always present in other people's stories and fun facts but i feel like those people are simply not giving you back the same energy.

how others treat you: this is heavy because you might be someone who attracts narcissists or unavailable numbed individuals into your life, they're not here to extend the same sort of love to you, they're here to be healed by you. you give soul level love to people who are emotionally bankrupt, especially in love. i am sorry but it feels like people in your life are lowkey disappointing, they ghost you, they leave you even after all of that. you offer them true, pure partnership and they offer regret and pain, thanks i guess? many of the people you love are emotionally unavailable and don't know how to give back, not out of malice but because they're empty. you cannot fix them. you're not a shelter on a mission to rescue wounded people from themselves or their apathy, you are a LIGHT in this world and you deserve someone present and way better than anybody else who has left you before. you are allowed to move on from people who can't meet you in your fullness, new beginnings are always possible. you are a literal angel, your emotional generosity is sacred. stop chasing ghosts, i beg you.

thank you so much for reading, have a lovely day/night <3

[thetarotyapper]

✧˖°. people's first impression of you (pick-a-card reading) ✧˖°.

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(how to pick a card? observe the given images and choose the one which you feel the most drawn to. scroll down to read your message!! remember, this is a general reading, so take what resonates! ps.- if you feel drawn to more than one card/image/pile, feel free to read the others too!! if the chosen pile doesn't relate to you, feel free to choose another. the choice is yours<3)

✮pile I✮

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is very loyal and family oriented. you're not someone who only thinks about your own needs, rather you're someone who cares about other people and always considers other people's feelings. i would say you're more of an empath. people find you as someone who is easy to talk to and someone who can understand their feelings. you're a non-judgemental person and people feel like they can be their true-self around you. you make people feel valued and seen. with the 10 of pentacles and the 7 of pentacles next to each other, i'm seeing here that people's first impression of you is that you are someone who puts in all your effort just so your family can lead an easy life. you care about others feelings more than your own. you give more than you recieve. and to be honest, because of your hardworking nature and your constant dedication to make others happy, many people see you as an inspiration. you give them this sense of being their authentic self and many people understand that love has no limits. some people, as they grow older, tend to detach or not maintain the same bond with the people from their past; but you're not that type of person. no matter the distance, no matter the circumstances, you always try your best to be there for the people you love and your compassion is something that people notice about you when they meet you for the first time. the way you care for others is what makes you stand out. your love is genuine, your love is kind, your love is rejuvenating, and your love is one of a kind. oh my god i didn't mean to sound so poetic here, but this is the message that is coming through for you, love😭✋. 

people also feel like you are someone who is a workaholic. you always strive to be the best version of yourself, and you never rest if you aren't satisfied. sometimes your overworking tendencies can be concerning, is what i'm seeing here. i understand you love, because i too tend to overwork sometimes and it's so emotionally exhausting. so please, take breaks in between and go easy on yourself. i’m rooting for you, love<3 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is not satisfied with your growth or progress and sometimes you might come off as “frustrated” to them. but here's the thing love, you're doing so much better than you think. i feel like you impose unrealistic standards upon yourself, and you're too hard on yourself. let yourself free, babe. take a step back and appreciate your hard work. you need to validate your emotions, and give yourself the love and appreciation you deserve. i see here that you are someone who appreciates and encourages people's smallest achievements; but when it comes to you, you're the complete opposite. it's fine to treat yourself with ease for once, babe. you deserve the love. people feel like you sometimes lose control while working. you might exceed your limits and this could lead to tiredness and exhaustion. i know i said this before, but please be easy on yourself, love. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who tends to overthink a lot and you might not feel too good about yourself. either you're someone who feels like you aren't giving much/being there for others or you're someone who is suffering from insecurities. whatever the reason may be, the effect on you is negative. but here's the thing, you're literally perfect, pile 1. the way you love, your kind and hard working nature is appreciated by so many - so don't burden yourself over the thought of “not being good enough”. in fact, you're more than we could ask for. your presence creates a sense of security and people feel so safe with you. you heal people, my love. 

one more thing i’d like to mention here, love - many people feel like you are someone who is easy to take advantage of because of your kind nature and many times, they do. and you know that people sometimes use you, but you're not the type to speak up and argue. their actions hurt you because you did not expect them to turn out like this. sometimes you might even blame yourself for letting them get too close to you. but that's your nature, love. you're not the type to hate and be distant. people are naturally drawn towards you. but you do need to set boundaries, my love. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is very passionate and someone who is not afraid to show your love for others. many people even look up to you and even try to be you. some people might try to copy your ways and might try to steal your identity. you're loved by many pile 1, and some people might be jealous of that. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who has been through a lot, and your experiences have shaped you to be who you are today. people close to you know that life has not been that easy for you and you have gotten things the hard way. but here's the most beautiful thing about you, love - regardless of life being so harsh towards you, your lessons and your experiences have only made you softer and more loving; rather than making you tough and hard to talk to. 

many people look at you as someone who will do ANYTHING for anyone. you give me “ask and you shall receive” vibes. you will go out of your way to make people happy. but now here's the thing babe, you are someone who is dominant and i'm seeing here that many people automatically want to listen to you. you don't come off as “commanding” - no. rather, you come off as someone who just naturally gets all the things you want. it's like the universe has blessed you with abundance - almost like a reward for your kind nature. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is a social butterfly and you naturally pull many people towards you. people are just attracted to your energy, you know? but please be aware babe, some people might be energy-suckers and will only try to be and copy you. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is courageous and independent and someone who stays true to their beliefs and opinions. they see you as someone who can stand on their own and doesn't necessarily need anyone's help to get on your feet. i'm also seeing here that you're a natural born leader. things flow according to you and for some reason, i'm getting very dominant feminine vibes. many people might even be intimidated by you, but they also find it so damn sexy. 

additional information - yellow, cream/brown, roses, light green, orange, 2, libra, jupiter, 11, taurus, mercury, 5, pisces, uranus, blue/brown eyes, dirty blonde/brown hair. 

✮pile II✮

oh my lovely pile 2, okay so before i get to your reading, i’m seeing here that there has been a major shift in your energy. you were someone who felt lost and overwhelmed. i'm seeing here that you might have even isolated yourself because you felt nervous and anxious. things have not been easy for you, pile 2. i'm seeing here that you have been having a hard time emotionally, physically and even financially. you've given your best and you still feel like you have not reached your expectations. before, you had unrealistic expectations, but now, you've realised the unhealthy and concerning effects of the unrealistic expectations you had on yourself and now you've started to impose reasonable expectations on yourself. pile 2, i'm so so proud of you. you've been such a strong person throughout and honestly, you deserve all the good things coming towards you. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is very mindful about your finances and you do not like to spend too much money. you might be someone who is focused on building a secure future for yourself because you have struggled a lot in your past and you know that in order to lead a fulfilling life, you will need to put in the effort. people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is very hardworking and you are someone who will not rest until you get your desired results. i'm also seen here that your efforts are paying off and that the universe is blessing you with good opportunities and health. people's first impression of you is that you are someone who has literally CLIMBED mountains and you ain't someone who will give up that easily (AS YOU SHOULDN'T, MY LOVELY PILE 2). 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is hard to get through and hard to understand. you tend to isolate yourself if someone gets too close to you because you're afraid they'll see your “true-self”. and babe let me tell you something, your true self is BEAUTIFUL. so embrace that bad bih energy of yours instead of suppressing it. WE NEED MORE BADDIES LIKE YOU SO DON'T HIDE THAT BABE AWAY. people might even feel like you are too “gloomy” or someone who does not express their happiness too often. they also feel like you are someone who tends to focus on short-term gratifications rather than thinking about your long term. although you are someone who is careful about your finances, you're sometimes tempted to buy cute stuff and honestly? i get you babe😭✋ i’m the same🤸‍♀️🏃‍♀️. but it's okay to spoil yourself once in a while hehe😚🤭. but spoil yourself without regrets. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is very calm and wise. i'm seeing here that there is something about your touch or the way you handle things. it seems very captivating and flawless. i feel like you guys have beautiful hands (i'm so sorry this information was out of nowhere😭) but what i'm trying to imply here is that people love your hands. i think it's one of the first things they notice about you. there's something so gentle and loving about your hands. many people would like to feel them. OH MY GOD THE WAY I SAID IT SOUNDS SO ODD BUT LIKE I'M SAYING IT IN A NOT-ODD-BUT-GOOD-WAY. i hope you get what i mean. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is constantly seeking for a secure future and i'm seeing that you are also working towards it. i don't know why but i have a feeling that you might take on a lot of responsibilities or maybe work more than 1 job just so that you can earn a bit more money. i'm getting “over-time” worker energy here. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is a little stubborn and someone who takes a lot of risk. you may tend to be a little rebellious and will hate it when someone tells you what to do. but here's the thing love, you're not someone who gives up that easily. but this trait of yours can be misunderstood as “rebellious” or “strong-headed” by many. but you know what, love? you be you and you do what makes you happy. don't let anyone control your life like that, especially if they don't know what type of person you are or what type of goal you are working towards. be unapologetically you!! people sometimes feel like you lack direction and they genuinely want to guide you, but sometimes the guidance and their advice may come out as very commanding and controlling and i see that you are not someone who appreciates that. i do agree that they can take a better approach towards helping you or guiding you, instead of straight up try to control you. i’m seeing here that you might purposely do the opposite of what they say just to piss them off lmaoo😭. you give me very youthful energy and i'm seeing here that people don't know how to handle you, so they just resort to trying to control you. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is still discovering what you want to do and you have a very curious nature. people naturally feel like they need to give you guidance or advice because if they don't, they think that you will be going down the wrong path. people's first impression of you is that you are someone who likes to explore a lot and sometimes people feel like you cannot stick to one interest. they feel like you are at this time in your life where you want to try out new things. people sometimes feel like you are bad at making decisions and they feel the need to control you. sometimes people feel like you will go out of hand and will make risky choices due to your youthful nature and i'm seeing here that they will hit you with the “i'm doing this because i care about you” move. i lowk feel like people need to give you the chance to explore your interests, because this just seems so off to me😭. like yes i understand you care for pile 2, but please be easy on them.  

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who takes on a lot of burden or you are someone who makes commitments and does not fulfill them, or has difficulty fulfilling them. people also feel like you tend to overwork yourself a lot and see you as someone who is currently dissatisfied with where you are right now. however, i see that you are in the process of building the better version of yourself and honestly babe, i am rooting for you. many people feel like you are unnecessarily stressed about things, but rather than understanding your point of view, they might sometimes lecture you.

pile 2, i see that you are someone who is still experimenting with what you want and your energy is all over the place - which is a good thing to me because i am seeing that you can try out new things and see what you like better and what does not suit you. but what i am seeing here is that you are misunderstood by a lot of people and that is something they need to work on.

additional information - blue, orange, blonde/light hair, strings, purple, lavender, off-white/pale colours, hard working/strong hands, closed eyes/not meeting other people's eyes, 11, sagittarius, ascending lunar node, pisces, 2, jupiter, cancer, 12, venus. 

✮pile III✮

pile 3, can i just mention how captivating and beautiful you are? like gosh leave the spark for the rest of us too!! hehehe🤭👀✨. like i'm so drawn to your energy, now i understand why people can't take their eyes off of you!! people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is so intelligent, it's so ugh….sexy. like you got beauty AND brains, how can someone be this chef's kiss. like i have no words to describe your energy and your aura. i don't think i can even describe it babe because i ain't going to do you justice😭. like let me tell you this, you have people wrapped around your fingers in the first meeting itself. like for example, if you're meeting someone for the first time, they will be so drawn towards your energy, they just want to do whatever you tell them to do. and can you even blame them?

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is intuitively blessed and you are someone who is very protected by your guardian angels. no one can mess with your energy just like that. you've got the power, babe. you are the power. you are someone who possesses a lot of knowledge and people feel intimidated by you because of this. they feel like you are too good for them and they might even feel inferior or insecure around you. i'm seeing here that people would be surprised if you ever talk to them for the first time. they'll feel like, “omg, no way THEY just spoke to me”. however, some people might feel like you are “self-centred”, but honestly babe, it's their insecurity talking. they know that they can never be you. you be you, love. also, i wouldn't be surprised if many people come to you seeking guidance because you're very intuitively blessed. the universe works in your favor, babe. 

BYE i just randomly got a feeling that people just naturally want to obey you because you look so pretty when you look down at them and order them around😭🏃‍♀️. i'm seeing here that you might be someone who is pretty tall or you might wear heels. or you just give out this very dominant energy. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is still stuck in the past and you might be someone who has a lot of regrets. you might have this tendency to overthink about what could have or should have happened rather than just accepting the reality. you might be a perfectionist because you might tend to feel disappointed if things don't go your way. some people might feel like you are missing out on great opportunities because you are not willing to move on from the past. they might just straight up think that you are “over-sensitive” rather than understanding your emotions.

there is something about your shoulders and your hair, pile 3. you might be someone who has broad shoulders and strong arms or you just have very attractive shoulders. your hair is also very captivating. i'm so sorry if these messages feel random, but i'm just getting it out of nowhere😭🤭. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is very emotional and you love with your whole heart. i am seeing here that many people have even tried to grab your attention by doing silly silly things. they might try to constantly seek your validation. pile 3, you for real make people so worked up over you, huh?👀😏. 

many people view you as a potential partner or may try to pursue you romantically during your first meeting with them. they might try to impress you and will try to win you over. your energy and your presence seems very pure and many people feel like they can just be free around you. you heal a lot of people, pile 3. and you are the type of person who will love someone even though they did you wrong. sometimes this trait of yours can be positive and negative - depending upon the situation. if someone constantly hurts you and you know that they are bad for you but you still keep on taking them back, then that's a negative thing. if someone hurts you by mistake and they did not realise that but they own up to their mistake, then that is a good thing. what i'm trying to imply here is that you are someone who is very accepting and sometimes this could work in your favor, while other times it could come to your disadvantage. so please be careful when you open your heart to someone, love. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is very emotionally strong and that you depend on your intuition for answers rather than seeking guidance from the external world. you're someone who has gone through a lot of experiences, so you know yourself better than anyone else, and you've seen a lot of things. i'm also seeing here that sometimes people feel like you don't open up so easily to them and they wish that you could be yourself around them. i have a feeling that you give people just enough information about yourself and they feel like they know you - but they don't. i feel like sometimes you don't understand yourself either. but that's completely okay, and you don't have to be harsh on yourself because of that. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who is still learning and seeking knowledge. you are not satisfied with where you are right now and you want to build yourself more. many people adore your drive and dedication and many people look up to you. you are an inspiration to many and people can't help BUT feel drawn towards you. what kind of magic do you possess, pile 3? how can you be so perfect???

people might also look at you as a competition and they will always try to be better than you. you kinda hurt their ego, pile 3 ksksjakakaka. they know they can't be better than you and that hurts them😭😭. 

people's first impression of you is that you are someone who hates playing games and being passive. you prefer straightforward and honest communication, and people know they can't b*llsh*t around you. they know that you'll call them out. pile 3, i don't know how you do it, but people feel so intimidated by you, it's literally insane. like please give me some tips🤭👀☝️. 

additional information - dark/light brown hair, dark/black hair, very light blonde hair, broad shoulders, strong arms, yellow, golden, navy/dark blue, black, broad face, light blue, pink, cancer, 5, pluto, aquarius, libra, 11, uranus, 7, cancer, sun. 

hi loves!! i hope this reading finds you in good health, and i hope you are doing well. life has been so busy lately, but im so glad i finally got some time to do a reading😭. take care of yourself, and i will see you in my next reading. thank you for being here<3

(note: tarot & oracle cards provide guidance and possible insights into what could happen based on current energies, thoughts, feelings and actions. the cards can highlight potential paths or outcomes, but they do not predict the future in a fixed way. this is a general reading so take what resonates!)

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dividers - @hyuneskkami @diviniyae

[brujaluas]

who has been keeping you in their thoughts and heart?

pile 1

Oh, are we with a baddie? lol seriously, it's all so cute, I see more than one person romantically interested in you, and it really is something romantic, I don't even see lustful desires here, like just wanting to party with you, I see someone wanting a very serious commitment to you, to possess you (to have you all to themselves), another person being very lucky in life and fortunate (some very rich financially or with many chances of getting rich for some people), others very intelligent, but they all have this delicacy in their feelings, it's all cute. Congratulations, keep it up my dear. All I can think of is Lana del Rey's Party Girl.

pile 2

I think it's funny and cute because this is a romantic reading and the tarot knows why it's only showing romance cards haha, well here I see that you may have already met and gotten involved with this person, a vibe of ex or people who have had fun together at some point in their lives (if you know what I mean), here I do see a strong sexual desire, this person finds you very attractive, loves your body, to the point of wanting to make things wilder, and there's also a chance that they're older or a person who has matured since you met them, has matured many ideas about life and points of view on life.

pile 3

a card flew here, I see that it is a person who is overthinking about this, that's why they end up thinking a lot about you, I see something about midnight and wanting you, it is a person who can also fantasize a lot about you and the relationship they could have with you, they can also end up being impulsive in the future, for some people who are reading, I see that you may already have someone in mind or in your heart, be going out or dating someone, but the person who completely wants you, is not who you are sure it is, it is a mysterious person, quiet, somewhat expressive, introverted and who does not like to show themselves very much even if there is something attractive in them that makes you want to go there, it can be a person who attracts a lot of envy to them, precisely because they are people who know how to do everything right, and for some in the future or even in the near future they can get involved in a fight (with the other person).

[iris-tarot]

-`♡´- how do they feel about you -`♡´-

pick-a-card reading

⋆.˚ take a deep breath and close your eyes. look at the above options and pick the image you feel the most drawn towards. scroll down to read your message. if you feel called to more than one image, then maybe there's a message that's meant for you ⋆.˚

⟢˚₊‧♡ about me

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ˎˊ˗

⋆˚࿔ pile I ⋆˚࿔

page of swords, 6 of cups, the lovers, king of wands, queen of cups

⭑.ᐟ this person is very curious about you. they are studying your movements and observing how you react to things. they're learning your likes and your dislikes. this connection seems very new or this person has recently started to develop an interest in you, so they're trying to study you. they're still unsure about their feelings for you and might be a little hesitant, but there's just something about you they can't seem to let go of. they're observing you from afar and i see them looking back at you when you cross paths. this person just can't get enough of you. you bring out this sense of comfort in them and it's almost like you heal their inner child. they feel safe with you and they're not afraid to be vulnerable with you. you feel like home. but again, there's a little hesitation here. they want to give you their heart, but at the same time they're afraid. they like you a lot, ESPECIALLY with the lovers coming in here. there's mutual attraction and you both acknowledge each other's presence. this person is not only emotionally connected to you, they're also physically attracted to you. you've got the qualities they're seeking for in a lover and you're just so damn irresistible. you heal this person. you help this person grow. you make them feel seen. you make them know their worth. this person feels such a strong connection towards you, it's almost unreal.

this person wants to take the lead and move this connection forward, but something is stopping them. they feel so strongly for you, but they're scared. you're breaking the walls they've built to protect themselves and this bothers your person. you make them feel so soft, this is so out of their character.

they have strong and passionate feelings towards you and they feel so pulled towards your energy. you make them feel confident and validated. they see a long-term potential with you and they want to explore the depths of your connection. this person connects with you on a deep emotional level. they want to nurture and take care of you. they want to show you how much they desire your touch and your presence. this person feels so strongly for you, i can feel their energy and it's so fiery when they think about you. they want to show their passion for you, but they're holding back. maybe because no one has made them feel this way or maybe because they're not the type to believe in love. but then BOOM you walk in, and suddenly they're feeling things they've never felt before.

at some point, they're not letting themselves love you because they're scared you'll hurt them. they're not sure what to do with the feelings they have for you because they haven't gotten so worked up over ANYBODY before. but you, pile 1 - you get them so worked up and they don't know how to handle their emotions⭑.ᐟ

ˎˊ˗ add ons - 6, taurus, uranus, 1, cancer, 3, aries, venus

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ˎˊ˗

⋆˚࿔ pile II ⋆˚࿔

3 of wands, 9 of cups, 5 of swords, the fool, 2 of cups

⭑.ᐟ this almost feels like an enemies to lovers trope because with the 5 of swords here, i'm getting a feeling that this person is very defensive and you guys might have a lot of arguments because i'm sensing some sort of tension here. maybe this person is defensive about their feelings towards you and they're letting their pride and ego get in the way of this connection. however, i do see that this person is trying to work on themselves and they're trying to release all the tension because they've realised that they actually might have romantic feelings towards you. to be honest, right now i wouldn't say that they have strong romantic feelings for you because they're still at the beginning stages of realising their feelings for you. and spoilers - they're hopeful that this relationship between you both will improve and you will be able to move on from the past. they want to leave the horrible past with you behind and take this relationship on a new path. they want to explore their compatibility with you and how much you guys can connect on a deeper level. however, i’m seeing that their actions might be a little impulsive and immature. since these feelings are new, they don't know how to react. yes they like you, but they don't know to what extent they like you. it could also be an infatuation from their side. they need to take their time and understand their feelings towards you.

i see them making the first move and they'll want to be experimental with you. they're going to see if y'all will vibe with each other or not. they kinda seem a little egoistic and self-centered, i'm gonna be honest. instead of thinking about your feelings too, they're more worried about theirs. i mean, as they should be - but in order to be with someone in a romantic or platonic connection, you'll need to think about the other parties involved too. they're failing to see your perspective. don't get me wrong, they've spent time thinking about you and wondering what they can make out of this connection, but they're mostly thinking about themselves. i hope you get what i'm saying. regardless, they're hopeful for this connection and they want to move this connection forward. they're planning ways on how to talk to you because they don't want to mess up this opportunity. they're very excited about this connection and you also bring them a sense of happiness and fulfilment.

from what i'm getting here, this person likes you and they don't know what to do with their feelings so they always tend to argue with you or at least create a distance between the both of you because they don't know how to react. it's like their defence mechanism. but here's the thing, if they don't change then this connection won't move forward. the good thing here is that they're realising their feelings and they're actually putting in an effort and working on it. they feel very nervous around you and they don't think twice when they talk to you. they want to impress you but they say the most unhinged things sometimes, it's concerning 😭. you know how some people are just very nervous when they talk to their crushes? they're like that.

this person feels drawn towards you and there's also a mutual connection here. but since their feelings are so new to them, they might not be very interested in commitment right now. maybe in the future they might be, but for now they'd like to see how things will go between you and them⭑.ᐟ

ˎˊ˗ add ons - 1, virgo, neptune, 7, taurus, descending lunar node, 5, moon in taurus

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ˎˊ˗

⋆˚࿔ pile III ⋆˚࿔

8 of pentacles, page of swords, 6 of swords, 5 of cups, 10 of wands

⭑.ᐟ you bring a sense of calm and peace into this person's life. they feel at ease when they're with you and you make all their burdens go away. you're the missing piece they have been searching for this whole time. i'm not even kidding when i tell you that this person has been manifesting you. they've been waiting for you to come into their lives and rescue them. you make this person want to become the better version of themselves and they're slowly building their self-confidence. this person feels safe with you and you are their safe haven. you've made them see the world in a different perspective and they have nothing but admiration for you. over time, they do want to build a meaningful connection with you but right now they're focused on building themselves. they're going to put in the effort to know more about you and build a deeper bond with you. they admire your hard work and they feel that your dedication is very attractive. i see their feelings slowly building for you but i don't see this connection going anywhere (at least not for a long-term). this person still needs to work on themselves and they're not ready for a relationship yet. eventually as the connection progresses, they might feel a little strained. rather than embracing the relationship, they're going to find ways to escape because they'll feel very burnt out.

they will put in a lot of effort to move this relationship forward but they're not satisfied with themselves yet. they're going through a tough time and it might take a while for the waters to calm down.

they're going to be very flirty and communicative, but they'll be guarded. they're curious and they want to explore this connection, but they're not fully open to it yet. this person can be a little inexperienced and might not know how to handle relationships and responsibilities because i see them getting overwhelmed at some point. this relationship might seem a bit too much for them and instead of trying to work things through, they might run away. they're not emotionally mature yet to handle relationships and they might be thinking about their past relationships too. they might also focus on the negatives of relationships instead of seeing it as a growth. they might feel detached and distant with you and it's because they're the ones running away from their responsibilities. they're going to focus on what went wrong instead of trying to focus on the positives.

they do care deeply for you and they'll put in the effort at first, but they're not ready for a relationship. they're not ready to take on that responsibility. rather than looking at it as a connection filled with growth, they're going to look at it as a job and they're not going to be satisfied with it. they need to work on their past wounds first and then think about building a connection⭑.ᐟ

ˎˊ˗ add ons - 12, ascending lunar node, aquarius, 5, pluto, 3, scorpio, saturn, taurus in 5th house

𓂃 𓈒𓏸‪‪ˎˊ˗

⭑.ᐟ hello, this is my very first post on tumblr and i hope you like it!! i'm still in the process of building my profile but in the meantime, i hope you enjoy my pacs and i hope to make more readings in the future.

thank you so much for making it till the end and i hope you could resonate with my reading. i would really appreciate it if you could like and reblog my post as it would mean a lot to me!! i'd love to hear which pile you picked and what resonated with you -`♡´-

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[deesseshesca]

PAC : First time feeling *that* chemistry with him. (Dual POV)

(SINGLE SINCE BIRTH - ERA ~2 )

My soul craves some slow love song...

PILE 1

Is actually not going to be the first time you feel this chemistry.

You always felt it but always find a away to resist. Fighting the connection on both side.

His mom died. Maybe one of he challenges you will be facing together before you both commit to surrender to this love after months of playing cat and mouse is the death of his mother.

Both of you have a fear of being vulnerable which dramatically slowed this relationship.

Her POV The air was thick with the scent of roses, heady and intoxicating, blooming wildly around the edges of the garden. Evening had settled, painting the sky in dusky shades of lavender and gold, and the world felt quieter here softer. I stood by the fountain, my fingertips brushing the cool marble edge as I stared at the rippling water. Reflections danced on the surface, fractured and shifting, much like the emotions stirring inside me.

<<I didn’t expect to feel this.>>

Not after everything. Not after the walls I built so carefully, protecting the parts of me that once gave too much and received too little. I had walked away from him before more than once not because I didn’t care, but because I needed to know who I was without him. I needed to find the version of myself that wouldn’t settle for half-hearted promises and restless nights filled with questions.

But I wasn’t that woman anymore.

<<I see it now — he’s different.>>

His edges have softened, the fire that once burned too hot, tempered now with something richer, something steadier. His ego no longer fills the space between us, and I know deep in my bones that he’s ready. His family knows it too. I see it in their eyes when they look at me. Acceptance. Warmth. They see me as his future, even before I’ve fully allowed myself to step into that role.

But the truth was I had been fighting this. Fighting us.

<<And I’m so tired of running.>>

The moon hung low in the sky, her quiet light washing over the garden, whispering secrets only I could hear. I wasn’t afraid anymore. The unknown didn’t scare me the way it once had. Because this time, I wasn’t standing on shaky ground. I was standing on the edge of something solid.

And when I turned to look at him, standing a few feet away, watching me with that quiet intensity I had come to know so well…

<<I knew it was time to stop fighting.>>

His Mother’s POV The evening air carried the faintest breeze, enough to rustle the leaves but not disturb the peace that had settled over the garden. I stood near the patio, half-listening to the murmured conversations behind me, but my eyes were fixed on them.

My son. And her.

<<I’ve seen this look before.>>

Not on him. Never on him. But I’ve seen it in the eyes of men who have found something rare something worth holding onto.

He’s watching her like he’s afraid to blink, like she might disappear if he does. But it’s not desperation in his eyes. It’s reverence.

<<My boy learned the hard way.>>

I remember how stubborn he used to be so caught up in his pride, in proving himself. He didn’t know how to bend, and love requires a man who can bend without breaking. But something changed. I see it in the way his shoulders aren’t as rigid, in how he stands beside her, not in front of her.

He’s quiet now. Not because he’s holding back, but because he’s listening.

And her?

<<She’s not running anymore.>>

I’ve watched her for a long time, watched the way her guard would rise and fall depending on his mood. But tonight? I don’t see the woman who once held herself apart, protecting what was left of her heart. I see a woman who’s ready. Her eyes don’t hold doubt anymore. There’s only knowing.

She’s fought this love. I could feel it every time she stepped back, every time she hesitated, weighing her heart against her fears. But now…

<<She’s choosing him.>>

And he knows it.

The way they move unconsciously mirroring each other, as if their souls had already learned the steps to a dance they hadn’t even realized they were performing it’s breathtaking.

He’s ready to give her everything. And for once, he’s not afraid to show it.

<<This is love.>>

Not the easy kind. The kind forged through fire and time. The kind that bends but never breaks.

And as I watched them standing in the glow of a fading sun, their future stretched out before them I knew.

<<They’ve found their way.>>

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PILE 2

Her POV The air smelled of jasmine and warm spice, the kind that lingers long after the sun dips beneath the horizon. The soft hum of conversation filled the courtyard, where fairy lights twisted through ivy-covered trellises, casting a golden glow on the polished stone beneath my heels. I felt the heat of the summer night cling to my skin, a sensual reminder that life was ripe and full of promise.

I stood with ease, spine straight, head high but not from pride. I was light in a way that only comes after shedding burdens I once thought were stitched into my bones. I was whole now, and love no longer felt like a battlefield. It felt like home waiting to be built. And as my eyes landed on him, across the crowded space, something shifted.

<<I see him before he notices me a presence that pulses against the noise, commanding without trying.>> He looked unsure, though. A flicker of tension in the line of his jaw, a restless energy in the way his fingers grazed the edge of his glass. I could feel it that uncertainty, that hesitation and it only made me more aware of how steady I had become.

When his eyes finally found mine, I didn’t look away. I let him see. All of it. The woman who had rebuilt herself. The woman who no longer needed to be saved but was ready to be chosen. His gaze sharpened, and I felt the heat coil low in my belly.

<<I know he feels it too.>> The spark. The unspoken question hanging between us, thick and sweet as the summer air. I took a step forward, feeling a quiet power hum through me.

I was ready.

His POV The night was too still. Too perfect. The kind of night where everything feels suspended in time where decisions can’t be undone once made. The courtyard was a masterpiece of intimacy, tucked away from the noise of the city. Lanterns swayed gently in the breeze, throwing patterns across the stone floor, but my focus was caught elsewhere.

<<I see her.>> And the world narrows.

She moved like certainty, her presence cutting through the crowd like silk through air. I had been restless all night, the weight of everything I carried pressing against my ribs, but when her gaze caught mine I forgot how to breathe.

She was unreadable, and that terrified me. I could feel the space she had carved for herself, the freedom she had fought for. I had laid everything out, no walls, no illusions. Just me. Wanting her.

<<I know she has choices.>> I had seen it in her eyes, the quiet acknowledgment that she wasn’t bound by anyone’s expectations. She could walk away and not look back. But damn, I didn’t want her to.

My heart pounded, each beat a plea I couldn’t voice. The fear gnawed at me, but beneath it was something else. Something stronger.

<<I would give her everything.>> And I wasn’t sure if that would be enough.

But as she stepped toward me, I felt the ground shift beneath my feet. She wasn’t walking away. She was walking toward me. And in that moment, I knew...

I was ready to risk it all.

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PILE 3

Her POV The night was alive, pulsing with an undercurrent of something electric. Music drifted through the crowded rooftop bar, a low bass that thrummed beneath my skin. City lights stretched out around us, glittering like promises that never quite delivered. But I wasn’t thinking about promises.

<<I was thinking about him.>>

He stood across the room, effortlessly charming as always, his laughter spilling into the air like a melody I couldn’t escape. My pulse quickened not with nerves, but with something far more dangerous. Obsession.

<<And I wasn’t even trying to hide it.>>

My eyes found him without meaning to, drawn like a magnet, and I knew he felt it. Felt me. Even when he wasn’t looking, he knew. It was in the way his body angled slightly toward mine, like gravity itself was conspiring to pull us together. But beneath all that wanting, there was a quiet war raging in me.

I didn’t trust this feeling.

<<I’ve played this game before.>>

The spark. The pull. The endless chase that left me burned when I finally caught what I thought I wanted. He was different, though. Too different. And that scared me more than anything. Because if I let myself believe he was the one, I’d be giving him a power I swore I’d never hand over again.

But damn…

<<He makes it so easy to forget my own rules.>>

Every glance, every touch, every low murmur of my name lured me deeper into this mess I swore I wouldn’t make. And yet here I was. Caught in the web. The worst part?

<<I didn’t even want to escape.>>

His POV The night stretched out like a canvas, painted with the warm glow of city lights and the buzz of possibility. Laughter echoed around us, but my world had narrowed to one point of focus.

Her.

<<I could feel her eyes on me.>>

Even when she thought she was subtle, her gaze was a weight I carried like a secret. And I liked it. No I loved it. There was no hiding how she felt. The way her lips parted slightly when she looked at me. The way her body leaned in, even when her mind tried to pull her back.

<<She was obsessed, and I knew it.>>

But she was fighting it. Fighting me. And I didn’t blame her. I wasn’t some polished dream I was chaos wrapped in charm, adventure wrapped in uncertainty. And she… she liked control.

But love? Love didn’t play by her rules.

<<I wasn’t here to play it safe.>>

I wasn’t looking for guarantees or carefully laid plans. I wanted the ride the messy, unpredictable, breathtaking ride that came with loving a woman who didn’t know how to surrender. And damn, was she worth the risk.

Her fear didn’t scare me. If anything, it made me want her more. She was standing at the edge, and I could feel her heart pounding just as loudly as mine. She was so close to giving in, to letting go of all the walls she’d built around herself.

<<And I wasn’t going to push her.>>

No. I was going to let her come to me.

Because I knew, deep down, she couldn’t resist this.

<<Not me.>>

I wasn’t a destination. I was the journey. And I could feel her soul even if her mind was fighting it ready to take that leap.

So, I stood there, steady and sure, letting her chase her own thoughts, knowing they’d always lead back to me.

<<This wasn’t about winning.>>

It was about us. About feeling every twist and turn, every high and low. I wasn’t offering her a perfect ending. I was offering her a story worth living.

And when her eyes met mine again wide, hungry, and just a little afraid I knew.

<<She was already falling.>>

And I was ready to catch her.

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