#iris thoughts

[hauntinglyalive]

Success Story

Here's another recent success story because I know you guys love them.

So I had two tests this Tuesday and I literally didn't even know what was in them because I barely go to school (don't judge). I didn't really care about the science test so I didn't manifest anything regarding it but I did manifest for the Islamics test cause the teacher knows my mom and I want to keep a great image.

So, as I said: I didn't even know what we had in that test. The night before I quickly wrote in my journal that the test was so easy and I aced it. 15 mins before the test I literally red though all 6 chapters just to know what it talked about. I did some robotic affs throughout the day and before the test.

I ended up finishing an hour long test in 20 mins whilst all the smart kids were still working and submitted it. I literally got 19/20..

Do you guys understand how crazy that is? Like.. I didn't even know what was in the test until 15 mins prior. I feel like I would've accepted a 16 or a 17 but a goddamn 19????

Loa is real and I love it. Go make your dreams reality and stop caring about miserable people's takes. mwah

[iristhedarkwitch]

Iris: Finished drawing my stream model. Poses will be edited by Ashe. This was tough to put together. Lol

Any time I make an appearance on stream, Going to use this image.

BUT WAIT:

I was in the process of posting, and Chaos said the hat could be bigger, so I had Ashe edit to see and I have to say, Chaos might have had a point. XD

Might just have to have Ashe use the Big Hat version for all the poses. XD

[rikumorimachisgirl]

I sometimes get notifications that someone liked something I wrote (or co-wrote) in a previous life. You see, I used to write stories, too. I don't think I was ever very good at it, but I practiced regularly. I used to belong to a community of writers who all supported and encouraged each other to write. We had quarterly or monthly fests where the Admins would open up the queue for requests (SFW and NSFW) and writers chose prompts and characters/pairings they wanted to write for. I met a lot of wonderful people in that group - some who are probably still around, and some who've gone on hiatus.

Writing for that group helped build my confidence and expand my creativity. I was writing headcanons, drabbles, ficlets and taking requests. These days the only things I manage to write are reports and the only stories I manage to tell are those that have to do with the data and performance of my program. I sometimes wish I could still get to write fics regularly, but for now, I'm happy to be reminded that once upon a time, I was a writer for @fandom-collective-writers. 💜

[hauntinglyalive]

I actually have an insane theory that we're all God in making and that God is our true final form when we unlock our maximal potential.

quick law of assumption notes ⊹

loa is a universal law that states we are god personified, therefore whatever we believe/give ourselves materialises.

we create the same way god from scripture creates: with a simple decision of allowing something to exist (e.g. "let there be light").

everything already exists, it is just non-physical. if it didn't exist, you wouldn't be able to imagine it.

the 3D is a materialised version of beliefs/identities, but also only exists within imagination.

we are not trying to get anything in the physical as you can only ever experience things in imagination anyway.

you don't desire the thing, you desire the fulfilment/experience that comes with having it.

the moment you assume it/believe it/accept it/identify as it, it is done.

the only thing that's real is whatever you accept into your consciousness, which must eventually be materialised.

[healingpage]

guys i'm coming back very soon! some works will be published this month (after an eternity of my inactiveness)

[puppppppppy]

Bridge to turnabout doodles

[malama-art]

i have to make everything about ash or else i die (and iris is here too)

[kamitsure-cykes]

low effort post because I WANT to post art but the carpal tunnel demons ate my hand bones

this is poorly edited together but have this thing i spammed into the other mod's dms at like 3 am one night a few days ago because I couldn't sleep hsjsushdbsnsj

ignore my shit handwriting please yeaaa (sorry Sunflower)

-🌦️

[pokemonblack3white3]

Shrunk the BB league (and Carmine)

[qosic]

I put all my 愛 for the game into this one, to everyone who has beared my shouting about this modern classic for the last 4 years, I thank you!!!

Commissioned by Greg Chun (eng voice of Kaname Date) He will be doing a signing session at a later date where you can get this as a print, go follow him for more info on that!

[returnofeternity]

femme!housewife iris and butch!reader

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it's a lovefest all around. she's always there to take care of you, and you're always there to thank her for being such a good wife.

she's so devoted. tbh, you didn't even program her to be like this. you hardly messed with her original settings besides customizing her. you just charmed her with your butchness and she couldn't help but become an obsessed and love-stricken femme. she wants to do everything for you. cook, clean, help you undress when you come home from work, make love to you, make sure you never leave her...

picking out iris' jewelry for the day :) you have a nice big jewelry box that you bought her where tons of earrings, rings, necklaces, and bracelets that you got her (and that she came with) are stored. sometimes she'll pick the things she thinks you'd like the most, but other times, you like helping her pick them out, along with her outfit :)

thinking about butch!reader who's not got the best fashion sense trying to dress iris 😭 spending minutes holding up shirts up to her chest, trying to see if they really match the shorts you picked out for her (it doesn't), but you decide she looks pretty in it either way and tell her to put it on for you. she loves all the outfits you've put together for her too :( she always thanks you for making her look so good with a kiss and a twirl of her outfit :) it's the biggest honor to pick out her headbands, too. it's probably your favorite part of dressing her.

she's obsessed with holding your hand. she needs to be holding it 24/7 or she starts to think you don't want her anymore 😭 she loves holding it in public while you drag her to stores at the mall. loves seeing you geek out and point out all the cool things, it makes her smile so much. she buys everything for you too! she doesn't know that the card she has is connected to your bank account so it's your money she's spending, but it brings her great joy to tap that card and give you the bag full of the things you wanted :( you provide for her, too, of course. you gotta get better at money management because half your payments are on her. any little thing that you think she would like is immediately thrown into the cart. she's the type to say, "you shouldn't have." when you give her things.... she treasures all the stuff you give her so much and takes such good care of them !!

iris who cooks for you and butch!reader who is her taste tester. you help as much as you can with the cooking but she's set on making everything perfect for you and wants to do it for you 😭 she likes setting the table and lighting candles just thinking about you :( she really does love the times when you pick her up and tell her to sit at the dining table so you can finish dinner for her because she's been working so hard for you. she's smiling so hard when you come with the plates that you can't help but fall in love even more..

butch!passenger!prince x iris who drives you around 😁

making love with her... she likes taking care of you, we know this, so sometimes when you come home from work, clearly stressed and tired, she'll help you undress, lead you to the bedroom, and gives you the most tender look ever before dropping to her knees and rubbing her cheek against your thigh. sometimes, you'll let her take care of you, mumbling praises and moans as she swirls her tongue around you so perfectly. other times, you whine and pull her back up, telling her you just need to kiss her for a while.

either way, she's happy.

taking care of her, though. you're just in one of those moods. one where you can't stop thinking of iris and how much you love her, and you're literally drunk on the mere thought of her. you're honestly just wet thinking about pleasing her. and as you have her ride your face, her milky, pale thighs wrapped around your head, you squeeze your thighs together and get off to both iris moaning and the feeling of how soaked you are. you definitely give her as many orgasms as she wants. coaxing her through more and more because you love seeing her face break and how she struggles to hide her whines. you love how she still thanks you after each orgasm and mumbles "i love you," during random moments.

[hauntinglyalive]

how do you know law of assumption is real? have you ever experienced anything supernatural?

There were times where logically the thing I desired was an impossibility but I made them possible using loa.

Loa is a law that humans use by nature. We've all had times where something was very unlikely to happen but we strongly believed it would and unsurprisingly it did. Loa makes 'humans' powerful. It awakens them and reminds them that their true nature is far from human and pathetic, it's Godly.

I'll leave this whole loa talk for another post and dedicate this one to your question fully.

When I observed my current reality and deeply reflected, I found out that I'm currently living every single assumption I've ever made in my life. Every word I spoke about myself and my reality manifested itself.

From the fact that I got in my desired school with barely any qualifications, to the fact that I was a weird and unlikeable person. They were all assumptions I made about myself and believed.

My mother swore she wouldn't allow me a phone until 18, but 9th grade me had other plans. She deeply believed she was going to get a phone by the end of that year because she didn't want to be the only one left out in her class. My dad whom I was barely in contact with got me a phone that Summer.

9th grade me also believed she was a social outcast, an undesirable person who's unable to make friends, even though she really never had a year where she didn't at least have one friend. My current self actually has no friends now.

9th grade me truly believed she was going to ace that year and had absolutely no doubt. Even though growing up I was never one to struggle with academics. But what I've achieved that year was incomparable. 1st rank amongst 120 students in first semester and 3rd rank in the second due to some medical complications that stopped me from attending half the semester.

That trip to the hospital itself was something that I had assumed back then because I was desperate for some attention from my mother. And well, I got it.

If I were to state every single thing that was unlikely yet happened simply because I believe and never doubted that it would. I'd never stop. Because that's my whole life for you, and yours too.

So in conclusion: I believe loa is real because my current reality is the manifestation of every assumption I've ever had about it and about myself.

[iristhedarkwitch]

It is very hot tonight and we couldn't sleep and Ashe is looking like this in the headspace, of course I had to sketch it.

Ft. @darkmagenugget

[running-with-kn1ves]

I just finished that movie 'Companion; and its got me thinking.

Maybe you bought one of those fancy shmancy new bots out of interest, taboo fascination, and just a touch of loneliness. They were having such a steal of a deal too, renting them out for half price! So you buy it, and 15 days after ordering, your new bot shows up at your door in a big old steel box. A few folks from the company help set it up, giving you the handbook and telling you to have fun.

The set up is fairly easy, you pick a random day at a coffee shop for your bots first 'memory' of meeting you, all faint blushes and stumbling over stupid jokes. Its eyes open, a faint jade color as a default and unnatural to any human, but agonizingly beautiful on its face.

"Hey, you."

Its voice is like silk, not a hint of stiff speech or rigid consonants like the movies portray robots to be. Its skin is so soft, so willing to let you play and mess with it to all of your delight.

Days, weeks go by, and your bot has become something... human, to you. It's hard to treat it like a possession, not when its voice is so lifelike and kind towards you, only wanting to please. And it so very much wants to please you. They aren't violent from what you've been told. There's no capacity to kill within them. And yet-- more than once have you found crushed bits of sleeping pills foaming at the top of your coffee, your keys mysteriously hidden in the deep corners behind shelves, under the couch. It wasn't violent, and it certainly wasn't stupid.

"I just want to make you happy, you're always upset when you go outside. Stay here with me, please?"

It's hard to resist such a sweet voice, dragging you back to bed and using that ever permanent grin to lure you in. It was starting to affect your friendships, your job, hell even your cable was going out because you couldn't afford to pay for anything other than your damn bot.

But it treated you so gently, it loved you so purely for a good while, until it didn't. It's love wasn't soft forever, there were times when it could get... jagged. you played with the millions of settings on your phone, desperate to make its agonized screams stop as you tried to leave the house, none of the sliders working, All you could do was command it to go to sleep. But you felt awful doing it, and you always knew you'd just end up coming back, waking it up again to the same suffering cries. It may not have been violent in nature, but it was violent in its love.

You didn't know what to do-- if you returned it now, you wouldn't get a cent of your payment back, and the idea of being alone sounded worse than being with a clingy machine. So... you kept it. Told it to go to sleep whenever you prepared to leave, and nursed its frantic emotions when you came back. You were getting the handle of things, slowly.

It seemed like maybe you had figured it out, that maybe you could live and appease the obsessive creature. But finding yourself tied against your own mattress, quicky shattered those dreams.

"No need to go into work today, I called in sick for you."

In the palm of its hand, your phone with every setting for the bot, every little nitpick detail from intelligence to lust, was in its grasp.

[certainstarfishsandwich]

No but I understand Ais being CEO of Consent cuz imagine having an eldritch creature in your mind that constantly compiles the minds of those who drink the Mysterious Blood Soup. Like that has to be invasive as hell.

[sophiesbf]

this world doesn't deserve Sophie Thatcher.

she's too precious for it. :(