please i have such a weird niche combination of interests like what other human on this planet is simultaneously obsessed with the phillies, taylor swift, kid cudi, travis scott, a$ap rocky, moby, doctor who, good omens, hozier, plushes, the periodic table, armenia, street art/graffiti, and stanley tucciโs tv show+book.
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Hello๐ it's me yet again. How's it going?
Are you still taking requests? If you aren't, please ignore this.
If you are, could I please request a William x Reader oneshot? I got inspired by that poker chapter (I hate Johnson).
So, one night, William, Albert, Moran and Bond decide to play poker, and the winner will be recieving a kiss from William's wife (they somehow persuaded her to do it๐). So, William pulls some intelligent shit (I'm stupid, ok?) and obviously wins. Bonus, he asked reader to sit in his lap for good luck๐คญ.
I really hope this is not confusing and thank you very much! โค๏ธ๐ฅฐ
A/N: Iโm still taking requests dw ๐ญ this request got me giggling and blushing omg ๐คญ Iโd sell my soul to get to sit on liams lap ๐ (I hate Johnson too)
Character(s): William James Moriarty x fem! Reader
Format: oneshot
Genre: fluff + spicy
Prompt: above^^
Warnings: established relationship (marriage), reader is female, gambling??, a little bit spicy. Way too short ๐
โPOKER?โ
โThatโs right, darling. Weโd invite you to join but..โ William trailed off as you scanned the table. Fred and Louis were observing while Bond, your husband, Moran and Albert were all sat around a table, the poker set out.
โBut what?โ You asked, feeing slightly left out. โBecause Iโm a woman?โ You were half joking but everyone knew that playing games like cards or poker were not very ladylike.
Bond shook his head โYouโre the prize, (nickname). The prize canโt be playing because then what shall you get if you win? Itโd make more sense for you to watch instead.โ
You raised a brow in confusion. You? The prize? What on earth was that supposed to mean?
โWhen you say it like that, it makes you sound perverted.โ Moran commented from beside Bond, a subtle smirk on his face.
You look over to William as if demanding an explanation. He smiled sheepishly, it wasnโt him who had declared the bet and heโd much rather not have you on the line.
โWhat Bond meant to say was that the winner is supposed to get a kiss from, you, (name).โ Albert explained with a smug look and a sip of wine as usual, watching his little brother furrow his eyebrows in slight irritation from beside him. โNothing too extreme, just a little peck on the cheek.โ
Clearly he had some of not all the responsibility of creating the prize. Albert wasnโt as much of a mastermind as William was, but God, he had the tendency to meddle and scheme in other peoples lives whenever it could provide entertainment.
You looked at him with wide eyes. โI didnโt agree to this! You can go bet on something else,โ then you paused โNevermind that, as the lady of the house, Iโd much rather not have any gambling take place within the estate, or anywhere for that matter. Havenโt you learned anything after that run in with Mr Johnson?โ
โOh donโt be like that, (name), itโs just for fun.โ Moran laughed, although there was a slightly guilty tone in his voice, like a child caught misbehaving โBesides, we all know Louis acts more like the lady of the house much more than you do.โ
Louis glared at the colonel then rolled his eyes while you held back a snort from his reaction.
You sighed begrudgingly โIf you insist..but if I do, then the loser has to do all of my chores for the next month.โ
โTwo weeks.โ Louis negotiated with a stern look.
โDeal.โ
Fred was about to pull a stool out for you to sit on but was stopped by William calling out to you. He had his evil (yet attractive) little mischievous smile on so you knew he was planning no good. Chances were, he was probably going to win if Moran didnโt cheat as usual but with a kiss from you up for grabs, he had become even more competitive and determined to win. Both because he adored any scrap of affection he could receive from you, and because he dreaded the idea of you kissing anyone but him, even if it was strictly platonic.
โCome sit here, my dear,โ He said, patting his thigh. The corners of his lips were turned upwards โI need my lucky charm to help me win your affections.โ
โDo I have to?โ You groaned, clearly flustered by the idea.
โPlease?โ He pleaded, looking at you with a teasing yet innocent expression. You gave in, walking over to him and sitting on his lap while your husband wrapped his arm around your waist, securing you in place. You look at him as if to say โyouโre lucky I love you.โ
โL-Let the game commence.โ You said, hoping not to draw attention to your flushed expression as you played off your stutter
โDamn.โ
โOooh, unlucky Bond,โ Albert chuckled as James frowned at his loss.
It was finally Williamโs turn as he was sat beside Bond and the turns went clockwise.
โYour turn, dear.โ You said, hand on his shoulder. You could see a smirk forming on his face. One that he would usually wear whenever he would bring corrupt nobles to justice or read of Sherlockโs work in the paper or whenever you would tease him. A smirk he would proudly wear with satisfaction.
You peer over to look at his cards, eyes widening momentarily. You look back at your loverโs face as his eyes land on you. William gives you a wink, ever so smug from what is seconds away from being a win. You had been observing him the entire game, and yet he still managed to get his way as usual.
His hand clutched his cards, ready to spread them over the table while his other hand caressed your waist, thumb massaging the soft flesh over your clothes.
Everyone had been waiting in anticipation, silently observing your reaction aswell as Williamโs. It was a general presumption that he would win though, partially due to his intellect, partially due to his possessive nature.
โRoyal flush.โ William stated nonchalantly as he spread his cards on the wooden table.
Moran tossed his cards to the ground in anger, clearly because he had the potential to win if William wasnโt so damn lucky (not for the sake of being kissed, just for the fact he was once again so close to beating William but just not close enough) James has his hand cupped in his cheek, glad Moran didnโt win whilst Albert could care less, he just wanted another glass of red wine.
William could only smile, hoping not to appear boastful despite how badly he wanted to brag, not because he won, but because you were going to kiss him. Although it seemed you had forgotten that now because of how proud you were that he won.
โIt seems Iโm much deserving of a prize now,โ William whispered to you, pulling you closer to him โDonโt you agree my love? I did play so well just for you.โ
You pause, recalling the original deal. You hesitantly nod, still annoyed that you were the prize because if you werenโt, you probably would have won anyways.
โFine.โ You groan, leaning forward to press a kiss to his cheek.
Except you donโt.
The cheeky bastard turned his head at just the right moment, possibly intentionally, for your lips to land on his. Wolf whistles echo through out the room along with a โget a roomโ from Moran who recovered from his loss.
You pull away gently, tapping William Iโm a faux scolding manner before sticking your tongue out at Moran, about to hurl some insults before William kisses you once more.
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Um, raise your hand if you didn't see Nya becoming the Elemental Master of Water. ๐
Yeah.
There's times that I wish that there was audio and visual, bc y'all I just could not stop saying "what" and it got squeaky. My poor dog came and checked on me. I'm not sure if it was out of concern or bc I sounded like one of her toys.
So, yeah. Nya. She's most likely going to be the key to defeating Morro and his ghosts. I'm thinking she's going to struggle a bit with her new powers, just bc everything else seems to come so easily to her and it seems like the writers would give her something to struggle with.
The boys are totally going to run in to Morro at Stiix in the next episode. There'll be a showdown, and I'm thinking they're going to try to use water on Morro, but it's not going to work. The only reason it worked with motorcycle ghost (I didn't catch his name), was bc he wasn't possessing anyone. Morro is in Lloyd and has some protection.
I really don't know what's in the Spinjitzu Master's tomb. A scroll? Some armor? A weapon? Cave paintings or glyphs? Something I didn't list?
I'm still surprised about Nya. I'm really going to have to wait until tomorrow, and that sucks. I'm going to go lie down and scream for a bit. Until tomorrow!
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Schnarkos: Revelations
Weiss: *wearing an elegant blue dress* Thanks for agreeing to come with me to this SDC function, Pyrrha. Without you and Jaune here I donโt know if I would have comeโฆ
Pyrrha: *wearing an elegant dress trimmed with gold* Of course, sweetie. Weโre always here to support you. Though I hope Jaune arrives soonโฆ
Jacques: Good evening, daughter. So glad you could make time to attend and support the family business!
Weiss: *under her breath* Oh, godsโฆ
Weiss: Good evening, father. Allow me to introduce Pyrrha Nikos, my girlfriend.
Jacques: Ah! The champion herself! We were so pleased to hear that Weiss was dating a woman of your stature! *takes her hand* Could I impose on you to join us later for a photo?
Pyrrha: Itโsโฆnice to meet you, Mister Schnee. *awkwardly shaking hands*
Weiss: And my boyfriend Jaune should be along soon as wellโฆ
Jacques: *talking over Weiss* I hope that now that Weiss is settling down we will see more of her in Atlas. It seems more proper for the SDC heiress to spend time close to home!
Pyrrha: *uncomfortable* Um, I seeโฆ
Jacques: We were all supportive of her decision to go off and attend Beacon, of course, but weโre looking forward to-
*disturbance occurs across the ballroom*
Jacques: Now what could that be?
Atlas Elites: *murmuring and staring*
Whitley: *pulls Weiss aside* Sister, I need your help RIGHT NOW.
Weiss: Whitley, whatโs wrong?
Whitley: *puts his hands on Weissโs shoulders* Someone just arrived. Someone BEAUTIFUL! A blonde angel in the most perfect, pure white! I only caught a glimpse from behind, but I need your help talking to her!
Weiss: Uhโฆokay, I supposeโฆ
Whitley: There she is now! *points*
Weiss: *follows Whitleyโs finger and immediately recognizes the blonde in the dress* Oh, dearโฆ
Whitley: *slowly blushing as his eyes travel up long, shapely legs* Iโve never seen anyone so beautifulโฆ
Whitley: I must meet her! *hurries forward*
Weiss: Whitley, wait-!
Whitley: Excuse me, miss! My name is Whitley Schnee. Are you enjoying yourself at my familyโs party? I hope you might do me the honor of a dance?
Jaune: *turns around, causing his skirt to twirl elegantly* ๐?
Whitley: ๐ง
Jaune: Oh, hey! Youโre Weissโs little brother right? Nice to meet ya! *wraps Whitley in Arc hugโข๏ธ*
Whitley: ๐ณ?!?! So warmโฆ?!
Jacques: What is going on here? Whitley, do you know thisโฆperson?!
Whitley: *face squeezed against Jauneโs chest* ๐ Iโฆ? ๐ฅต
Jaune: Youโre Weissโs dad, right? Nice to meet you! Sorry for being late, I had trouble getting my dress zipped in the back. ๐ *holds out a hand while continuing to hug Whitley*
Jacques: *speechless*
Weiss: โฆFather, brother, this is Jaune, our boyfriend.
Pyrrha: *gives Jaune a kiss on the cheek and pries open his arms to release Whitley* Jaune, you donโt have to wear a dress to every fancy event!
Jaune: ๐
I know, but you and Weiss always say you like how it looks, so I figured Iโd dress up for my girlfriends!
Jacques: Thisโฆis your boyfriendโฆ?!
Whitley: Iโm attracted to my sisterโs boyfriend?! Wearing a dress?!?! ๐คฏ
Weiss: *links her arm with Jauneโs* This is Jaune Arc, my boyfriend and Pyrrhaโs. We met at Beacon where he was the leader of his team.
Jaune: ๐
Jacques: โฆI seeโฆ*ignores Jauneโs hand*
Jacques: โฆI suppose itโs understandable that you would go slumming while away.
Jaune: Whatโs slumming?
Pyrrha: ๐ก How dare y-
Weiss: *steps between her father and her tall boyfriend/girlfriend*
Weiss: ๐ *gently taps her glass with a spoon to draw everyoneโs attention*
Weiss: Attention, everyone! Iโve noticed that some here have been watching my boyfriend Jaune Arc since he arrived. May I have a show of hands for those who find mister Arc attractive in his dress?
Atlas Elites: ๐โโ๏ธ๐
Whitley: ๐ฃ ๐ค
Jacques: *sputtering in indignation*
Weiss: And how many people here are also attracted to my girlfriend Pyrrha Nikos, champion athlete and Vytal tournament winner?
Atlas Elites: ๐โโ๏ธ๐
Whitley/Winter: ๐ฃ๐ค
Jacques: *enraged sputtering intensifies*
Weiss: *wraps arms around Pyrrha and Jauneโs waists* Thank you for inviting us to the party, father, but Iโm afraid we have someplace to be! *turns to Pyrrha/Jaune* Shall we?
Jaune/Pyrrha/Weiss: *turn together to walk away*
Pyrrha: ๐ก ๐
Jaune: ๐ ๐ Thanks for inviting us! See you at the next holiday party!
Weiss: ๐ *swaying her hips and strutting between her two tall muscular partners as Schnarkos trio make their exit*
Jaune: UhhโฆWeiss? Your hand is sliding down to my-
Weiss: Donโt worry, Jaune, Iโm just making sure everyone knows which Schnee is most successful in life. ๐
Jacques: โฆ
Whitley: ๐ฅต Am I attracted to men?!
Winter: ๐ฅฒ Weiss has done so much better than the rest of usโฆ
Atlas Elites: ๐ง *staring at Jaune/Pyrrha in their respective dresses, escorting tiny ice princess out the door*
Willow: *sniffles* Iโm so proud/jealous of my daughter!
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Completely unrelated person here but Tbh a tad over weight. Not drastically by any means but I have a slight belly. Day to day I donโt feel that it bothers me much in general but I definitely do sike myself out in thinking I could never in a million years snatch up a guy as hot as someone like you. I really wish that wasnโt the way my mind thought but it really is. Maybe because of society norms who knows. I too live somewhere in small town America and am around your age and just never put myself out there and have been single for a very long time. I say Iโm fine with that but am I really? Iโm not sure. Sorry just wanted to vent and you seem like someone nice enough to listen. Thanks.
If it makes you feel better, most people struggle with body image to some degree(๐), but for the most part no one is as critical as yourself. For example, most people take multiple pics of themselves and pick the โbestโ one, anyone else would say they all look the exact same, but you will notice the small little variations that make you dislike or like one over the other. Same goes for irl, most people are preoccupied thinking about their own stuff to notice the little things you may be insecure about. The bigger deal you make of it the more people will pick up on it. Lots of people like a belly. Bellyโs are hot. Bears, dad bods, thicc guys, whatever the lingo people are using. I donโt think youโd want to date a guy whoโs so negative about a lil extra weight anyways(๐ฉ), so try not to be so hard on yourself. Which is super annoying advise but ๐คท
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500 Follower Special!!! (the worst one yet)
So uhhhhhh
...I did not actually think that I would hit 500 followers within a month of hitting 400 so I forgot to prepare the milestone special
But I figured I have to give you something, right? Something I could make easily and quickly, but not something lazy like a terribly made mashup song or a few halfhearted memes, it had to be something you could come back to time and time again, and something of realistic value.
So I made copypastas for some iconic 90s songs.
Expand the post to see them all. Sorry in advance. And yes, you may make requests for more.
[Creep]
When ๐ you ๐ were โ here ๐ before ๐บ Couldn't ๐
โโ๏ธ look ๐ you ๐๐ผ in ๐๐ฆ the eye ๐ You're ๐ผ just ๐ค๐ค like ๐ฉธ an angel ๐ Your ๐ skin โ๏ธ makes ๐ me ๐ฅต๐ฅต๐ก๐ก๐ก๐ก๐ก๐ก๐ก cry ๐ค๐ข๐ญ You ๐ณ float ๐ฃโโ๏ธ๐ฉโโ๏ธ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ like ๐ a feather In ๐ a beautiful ๐ด๐ท๐ธ world ๐คท๐ I ๐ wish ๐ I ๐ฃ๐ค was special ๐๏ธ๐๐๏ธ You're ๐ป so fuckin' ๐๐ special ๐๏ธ๐๐๏ธ But ๐๐ฎ๐ I'm ๐ฆ๐๐ป๐ช a creep ๐๐คซ I'm ๐ฅ a weirdo ๐คช What โ the hell ๐ฆ am ๐ I ๐๐ doin' ๐ค here? ๐๐ I ๐ don't ๐ฐ belong ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐ฝ here ๐ I ๐ง ๐
don't โ care ๐๐ฉ if it hurts ๐ค I ๐ wanna ๐ฑ have ๐ถ control ๐ค๐ฎ I ๐ป want ๐คฌ a perfect ๐ฏ body ๐ I ๐โโ๏ธ want ๐ a perfect ๐๐๐ฅฐ soul ๐ป I ๐ want ๐คฒ๐คฒ you ๐๐ค to notice ๐ When ๐ I'm ๐โโ๏ธ not ๐ฏ around โ๐๏ธโก๏ธ๐ค So fuckin' ๐๐ป๐ฏ special ๐๐๐ I ๐ wish ๐๐๐ I ๐ was special ๐๏ธ๐๐๏ธ But ๐ I'm ๐ a creep ๐๐คซ I'm ๐ a weirdo ๐คช What ๐ค๐ก the hell ๐๐ญ๐ am ๐ I ๐๐๐ doin' ๐ค here? ๐ I ๐ญ๐ฟ don't ๐ซ belong ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐ฝ here ๐๐๐โจโจ She's ๐ฉ๐พ running ๐๐พโโ๏ธ๐๐พโโ๏ธ๐๐พโโ๏ธ๐ out ๐พ the door ๐ช (run) ๐โโ๏ธ She's ๐๐๐๐๐ running ๐โโ out ๐๐ช She ๐ฉ๐พ๐ฉ๐ฟ run, ๐ run, ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ run, ๐๐ run ๐ Run ๐๐ Whatever ๐ด makes ๐ you ๐ happy ๐ Whatever ๐ฏ you ๐ want ๐ You're ๐ญ so fuckin' ๐ฉ special ๐๏ธ๐๐๏ธ I ๐ wish ๐ I ๐๐ was special ๐๏ธ๐๐๏ธ But ๐ I'm โ๏ธ a creep ๐๐คซ I'm ๐๐ป a weirdo ๐คช What ๐๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ the hell ๐ฅ๐ฅต am ๐ I ๐
doin' ๐ค here? ๐ฅต I ๐ don't ๐ซ belong ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐ฝ here ๐ฆ๐ช I ๐๐ณ don't ๐
โโ๏ธ belong ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐ฝ here ๐ช๐ฅ
[Common People]
She ๐ฉ came ๐
๐๐ฆ from ๐ค Greece ๐ฌ๐ฑ she ๐ฉ had โ a thirst ๐ฆ for ๐ฆ knowledge ๐ She ๐ฅฐ studied sculpture at Saint ๐ Martin's College That's ๐ฆ where ๐ I ๐ Caught ๐๐พโโ๏ธ๐จ๐ฎโโ๏ธ๐ฎโโ๏ธ her ๐ฉ eye ๐ป She ๐ฉ told ๐ me โ๏ธ that ๐ her ๐ฉ dad ๐ช๐ผ was loaded I ๐ said, ๐ in ๐ that ๐ case ๐๐ฏ I'll ๐
๐ have ๐ฒ rum and Coca-Cola She ๐ said ๐ฌ fine ๐ And then ๐๐ฑ in โฎ๏ธ thirty ๐ง seconds ๐ซ time ๐โจ๐ she ๐ฉ said ๐ฌ๐ I ๐๐๐๐๐๐ wanna ๐ค live ๐ like ๐ common ๐๐ people ๐ฉ๐ซ I ๐ wanna ๐ฏโโ๏ธ do โณ whatever ๐ common ๐ฉ people ๐ซ do ๐ฆค Wanna ๐ค sleep ๐ด with common ๐ people ๐จ I ๐ wanna ๐๐ sleep ๐ช with common ๐ฉ people ๐จโ๐จโ๐งโ๐ฆ Like ๐ you ๐ Oh ๐ฆ what ๐ else ๐ฟ๐ฉ could ๐ค๐ค I ๐ป do ๐๐ซ๐ I ๐ said ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ I'll, ๐ท I'll ๐
๐ฟ๐ก see ๐ what โ I ๐ can ๐ฆ do โผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธ I ๐ฉ took โ her ๐ to a supermarket I ๐ don't โ know ๐ค why ๐ค But ๐ I ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ had ๐ to start ๐ข it somewhere ๐ So it started ๐ there ๐ I โน๏ธโน๏ธ said ๐ฌ pretend ๐ you've ๐ฆ got ๐ no ๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ฃ money ๐ She ๐โโ๏ธ just ๐ก laughed ๐ and said ๐ฌ Oh ๐ฏ you're ๐ฅต so funny ๐ I ๐ said; ๐ฃ๏ธ yeah โ I ๐ can't ๐ฆ๐ฆ see ๐ anyone ๐ else ๐ค smiling โจ๐ซ๐งโโ๏ธ in ๐ง๐ป here ๐ Are you ๐คก sure? ๐ You ๐ wanna ๐ฏโโ๏ธ live ๐ like ๐โโ๏ธ common ๐ฉ people ๐ช You ๐๐ wanna ๐ท see ๐ฅ whatever ๐ common ๐๐ people ๐ซ see ๐ Wanna ๐บ sleep ๐ with common ๐๐ people ๐ฉ๐ซ You ๐ฆ๐ wanna ๐ฅ sleep ๐ช with common ๐ฉ people ๐ Like ๐ me ๐ฆ But ๐ she ๐ฉ didn't ๐
๐ปโโ๏ธ understand ๐๐
๐ She ๐โโ๏ธ just ๐ smiled and held ๐จโ๐ผ my ๐๐ hand ๐คฒ Rent a flat ๐ ๐๐๐ชโ๏ธ above ๐๐๐ a shop Cut ๐ฃ your ๐ hair ๐ and get ๐ฅ a job ๐ผ Smoke ๐จ some ๐บ๐ฏ fags and play ๐ฒ some ๐ฅ๐ฅ pool ๐ฑ Pretend ๐ you โผ๏ธโผ๏ธ never ๐ซ went ๐จ to school ๐ But ๐ still โฐ๐ you'll ๐ค never ๐
get ๐ it right ๐ฐ๐ฐ 'Cause ๐ซ when ๐๐ you're โ laid ๐ in ๐
ฐ๏ธ bed ๐ at night ๐๐ Watching ๐ roaches climb ๐ผ the wall ๐๐ฅณ๐ค If you ๐ called ๐ฑ๐ฝ๐ your ๐ dad ๐ฑ he ๐จ could ๐ stop โ it all, ๐ฏ yeah ๐
You'll ๐ธ never ๐ซ live ๐ฃ๐ฆ like ๐๐ common ๐ฉ people ๐ฅ You'll ๐๐ง never ๐ซ do ๐ whatever ๐ฏ common ๐๐ people ๐จ๐ฒ do ๐ You'll ๐ never โ fail ๐คง๐คง like ๐ common ๐ people ๐ฃ๐ฅ You'll ๐ never โโโโโ watch ๐ your ๐ life ๐ slide ๐๐ข out โ๏ธ of view โฒ And you ๐ dance ๐ฒ and drink ๐ถ and screw Because โก๏ธ there's ๐น nothing ๐๐คโ else ๐ to do ๐ Sing ๐ค๐๏ธ along ๐ถ with the common ๐ฉ people ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ Sing ๐ถ๐ along ๐๐ and it might ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ just ๐๐ get ๐ you ๐ through ๐งโโ๏ธ Laugh ๐ along ๐๐ with the common ๐ people ๐ฉโ๐พ Laugh ๐ along ๐๐ even ๐ though ๐ซ๐ง๐ป๐ they're ๐ฅ really ๐
๐ป laughing ๐
at you ๐๐๐ And the stupid ๐คค things ๐๐ that ๐๐ค you ๐ค๐ค do ๐ถโโ๏ธ Because ๐ you ๐๐ฆ think ๐ค that ๐ poor ๐ธ is cool ๐ Like ๐
a dog ๐ฉ lying ๐คฅ in ๐๐ก a corner ๐ฝ They ๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ will ๐๐ฐ bite ๐ you ๐ and never โ๐ warn you ๐ Look ๐ out, ๐ they'll ๐ฏโโ๏ธ tear ๐ your ๐ฉ insides ๐ out ๐ 'Cause ๐๐ค everybody ๐ด๐ต๐จ hates ๐ก a tourist Especially one 1๏ธโฃ who ๐ท thinks ๐ช it's all โก๏ธ๐ฅ2๏ธโฃ such ๐๐ a laugh ๐ Yeah ๐ข๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐ง๐๐ป๐ and the chip ๐ stains and grease Will ๐ผ come ๐ฝ out ๐ต๐ต in โ๐ป the bath ๐ You ๐ will ๐ฐ๐ผ never โ๏ธ understand โ๏ธ How ๐ค it feels ๐ค to live ๐ฆ๐ป๐ฐ๐พ๐๐ป your ๐ life ๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐๐๐ With no โ meaning ๐ or control ๐บ And with nowhere โ left ๐ to go ๐ฆ You ๐๐ค are amazed ๐ณ that ๐ค they ๐ฅ๐จ exist And they ๐ฝ burn ๐ฅ so bright ๐ Whilst ๐ฉ you ๐ can ๐ only ๐ค wonder ๐ญ why ๐ค Rent a flat ๐ ๐๐๐ชโ๏ธ above ๐ a shop Cut โ๐ฑ your ๐ฉโ๐ผ hair ๐ and get ๐ a job ๐
๐๐คช Smoke ๐ซ some ๐ fags and play ๐ฝ some ๐ฝ pool ๐ Pretend ๐ you ๐ never โ went ๐ฃ to school ๐ฏ๐ตโ๐ฏ๐ผโ But ๐ still ๐ ๐ you'll ๐ never โ get ๐ it right ๐ 'Cause ๐ when ๐ you're ๐ laid ๐ in ๐๐ bed ๐ด๐ at night ๐ Watching ๐๏ธ roaches climb ๐ผ the wall ๐๐ฅณ๐ค If you ๐๐ค called ๐ฒ your ๐ dad ๐จ he ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ could ๐ stop โ it all ๐พ Yeah ๐ฉ Never ๐ซ live ๐ like ๐ common ๐๐ people ๐ถ Never ๐
do ๐ฃ what ๐๐ฆ๐ common ๐ฉ people ๐ซ๐จ do ๐๐บ Never ๐ซ fail ๐ซ like ๐ common ๐๐ people ๐จ You'll ๐ญ never ๐ซ watch ๐ your ๐ฝ life ๐๐งฌ slide ๐ out ๐ of view โฒ And then ๐ dance ๐ฒ and drink ๐ถ and screw Because ๐๐ฝ there's ๐น nothing ๐๐ผ else ๐
โโ๏ธ to do ๐คจ Wanna ๐ live ๐ with common ๐๐ people ๐ฅ like ๐ you ๐ Wanna ๐ live ๐ with common ๐ฉ people ๐ฉ๐จ like ๐ you ๐ฆ Wanna ๐ live ๐ฃ with common ๐ฉ people ๐ฉโ๐พ like ๐ป๐ซ you ๐ Wanna ๐ค๐ป live ๐ฆ with common ๐๐ people ๐ซ like ๐ you ๐ฆ Wanna ๐ live ๐ with common ๐๐ people ๐คฅ๐คซ like ๐ท you ๐ Wanna ๐๐ live ๐ฆ๐ป๐ฐ๐พ๐๐ป with common ๐ฉ people ๐จ like ๐ง๐ you ๐ I ๐ wanna ๐ live ๐ with common ๐ฉ people ๐ช like ๐ you ๐ Oh, ๐ฏ la, ๐ง la, ๐ฐ la, ๐ถ la ๐ถ Oh, ๐ณ la, ๐ฐ๐ฐ la, ๐ฐ la, ๐ฐ๐ฐ la ๐
Oh, ๐ฐ la, ๐ถ la, ๐ฐ la, ๐ฐ la ๐ถ Oh, ๐ค la, ๐ฐ๐ฐ la, ๐ถ la, ๐ง la ๐ผ Oh ๐ฆ you ๐
[Even Flow]
Freezin' ๐ฅถ๐ฅถ Rests his ๐ฆ head ๐๐ฃ๏ธ on ๐ a pillow made ๐ of concrete again ๐ฅณ Oh, ๐ฆ๐ feelin' Maybe ๐ค he'll ๐๐ see ๐๐ a little ๐ค betters, any ๐ฆ days ๐๏ธ Oh, ๐ฐ hand ๐ค out ๐ Faces ๐๐ that ๐ป he ๐จ๐ป sees ๐๐ฒ time โณ again โ๐ฌ ain't โ that ๐ familiar Oh, ๐ dark ๐ grin ๐ He ๐ท can't ๐ฝ help, ๐ข๐ฌ when ๐ he's ๐จ happy, ๐ he ๐ท looks ๐ insane ๐๐คช Even ๐ flow, thoughts ๐ญ๐ค arrive ๐ฌ like ๐ butterflies ๐ Oh, ๐ฆ he ๐จ don't ๐ซ๐ know, ๐ญ so he ๐ณ chases them โก๏ธ๐ away ๐ Oh, ๐ค๐ค๐ค someday yet โโ he'll ๐คด begin ๐ฆ his ๐ค๐ life ๐ฆง๐ฆง๐ฆ๐ด again ๐ฅณ Life ๐
again, ๐ฅณ life ๐ again โ Kneelin' Lookin' ๐๐ through ๐ธ the paper ๐ค though ๐ฅ๐ญ he ๐โโ๏ธ doesn't ๐ know ๐ค to read ๐ Oh, ๐๐ฏ prayin' Now ๐ to something ๐คโ that ๐ท๐ฏ has ๐ never ๐
showed him ๐ฆ๐ฑ anything ๐ซ Oh, ๐ค๐ค๐ค feelin' Understands the weather ๐ก of the winter's on โฌ๏ธ its way ๐
Oh, ๐๐ ceilings Few ๐๐ข and far ๐ between ๐ all ๐ฏ the legal ๐ฐ๐ halls of shame ๐ณ Even ๐ flow, thoughts ๐ญ๐ค arrive ๐ like ๐ butterflies ๐ Oh, ๐ณ he ๐ฅ don't ๐ซ know, ๐ so he ๐ฅ๐ chases them ๐ผ away ๐ Oh, ๐ someday yet โจ he'll ๐คด begin ๐ his ๐ life ๐ again ๐ฌ Whispering hands โ๐๐ค gently ๐
lead ๐ him ๐ด away ๐ Him ๐ด away, ๐ him ๐ด away ๐ Yeah, ๐ ooh, ๐โก๏ธโก๏ธ๐คโฌ๏ธ ah ๐ฅถ yeah, ๐ fuck โฌ๏ธ๐๐ฆ๐ it up ๐ Even ๐ flow, thoughts ๐ญ๐ค arrive ๐ฌ like ๐ butterflies ๐ Oh, ๐ง๐
he ๐ท don't ๐
โโ๏ธ๐ซ know, ๐ซ๐ฑ so he ๐จ chases them ๐ฑ away ๐๐จ Ah, ๐ฑ someday yet ๐๐ he'll ๐ฆ begin ๐ข his ๐ฆ๐โ๏ธ life ๐คค๐ again ๐ค๐ค๐โผ๏ธโ๏ธ Whispering hands ๐ gently ๐
lead ๐๐๐ฆ him ๐จ away ๐ Him ๐ด away, ๐ฅฐ him ๐ด away ๐๐ Yeah, โ
ooh ๐ฆ
[Closer]
You ๐ let ๐ซ me ๐ violate ๐ฏ you ๐๐ฝ You ๐๐ let ๐ซ me ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ desecrate โ you ๐ You ๐ let ๐ me ๐ฐ๐ฏ penetrate you ๐ You ๐ป๐ป๐ฅต๐ฅต let ๐ me ๐ complicate you ๐ I ๐ฅ broke ๐ apart ๐๐๐ my ๐ช๐จ insides ๐ (Help ๐ me) ๐โโ๏ธ I've ๐ฏ got ๐ no โ soul ๐ฑ to sell ๐ธ (Help ๐๐๐๐ me) ๐ฅบ the only ๐คฃ thing ๐ that ๐๐๐๐ works ๐๐ป for ๐ป me ๐๐คฐ๐ Help ๐ฆ me ๐ฉ๐ป get 5๏ธโฃ away ๐ from ๐ myself ๐ I ๐ฐ wanna ๐ก fuck ๐๐ฆ you ๐ผ๐จ like ๐ an animal ๐ฏ I ๐ฃ๐ค wanna ๐บ feel ๐ you ๐ from ๐ the inside ๐ I ๐ wanna ๐ fuck ๐๐ you ๐ค like ๐ฆ an animal ๐ My ๐ whole ๐ฆ existence ๐๐ is flawed You ๐ get 5๏ธโฃ me ๐ค closer ๐คกโก๏ธ to God ๐ You ๐ can ๐ซ have ๐ถ my ๐ฟ isolation You ๐ can ๐ have ๐
ฐ๏ธ the hate ๐ก that โ๏ธ it brings ๐ถ You ๐๐ can ๐ซ๐ฆ have ๐ถ my ๐ absence of faith ๐ซโช You ๐๐จ can ๐๐๐โโ๏ธ have ๐ถ my ๐ everything ๐ฏ you ๐ป๐ tear ๐คฃ down ๐ค my ๐
reason ๐ค (Help ๐ฆ me) ๐ด๐ป it's your ๐ sex ๐ I ๐ can ๐ซ๐ฆ smell ๐ (Help ๐ฆ me) ๐ค you ๐๐ค make ๐ง me ๐ฆถ perfect ๐๐๐ฅฐ Help ๐ฆ me ๐ฉ๐ป become ๐ somebody ๐ค else ๐ I ๐ค๐ฝ wanna ๐ fuck ๐ you ๐ฑ๐คฏ๐ณ like ๐ an animal ๐ I ๐ wanna ๐ feel ๐ you ๐ from ๐งโโ๏ธ the inside ๐ง I ๐๐๐ wanna ๐ฑ fuck ๐ you ๐ like ๐ an animal ๐ My ๐ whole ๐ฆ existence ๐ is flawed You ๐๐ get ๐ me ๐ฉ๐ป closer ๐คกโก๏ธ to God ๐๐ค Through ๐โฌ every ๐น forest ๐ฒ Above ๐๐๐ the trees ๐ฒ Within ๐ฑ my ๐ต stomach ๐๐คฃ Scraped off ๐ my ๐ knees ๐งโโ๏ธ๐ค I ๐ฅ drink ๐ง๐ป๐ง๐ธ the honey ๐ Inside ๐ your ๐๐ hive You ๐ค are the reason ๐ง I ๐ stay ๐๐งโโ๏ธ alive ๐ฅด
[Supersonic]
I ๐ need ๐ to be ๐ก๐ myself ๐๐ I ๐ can't โ be ๐ no โ one โ๏ธ else ๐ I'm ๐คฉ feeling ๐ supersonic Give ๐ me ๐ป gin and tonic You ๐๐ค can ๐ฅ have ๐ it all, ๐ฏ but ๐ค How ๐โ much ๐ฅ do ๐ you โจ๐ง๐ป๐ want ๐ it? You ๐ค make โ me ๐จ๐พ laugh ๐๐ Give ๐ me ๐คฉ your ๐ autograph Can โ๐ซ I ๐ฉ ride ๐ฒ with you ๐ In ๐๐ฅซ your ๐ BMW? You ๐๐ผ can ๐ฆ๐ซ sail โต with me ๐ฉ๐ป In ๐ my ๐
yellow ๐ธ submarine You ๐ need ๐ฌ to find ๐๐ค out ๐ 'Cause ๐๐ค no ๐ one's ๐ฉฑ gonna ๐โก๏ธโก๏ธ๐คโฌ๏ธ tell ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ you ๐๐โจ what ๐คท๐ I'm ๐ on ๐ about โจ You ๐ถ need ๐ to find ๐๐ a way ๐คโ For ๐
๐ what ๐ฆ you ๐ฆ wanna ๐ค say ๐ But ๐๐ before ๐ tomorrow ๐ 'Cause ๐ my ๐ง friend ๐ said ๐ฌ he'd take ๐คฒ๐ป you ๐ home ๐ He ๐โโ๏ธ sits in ๐ฅ a corner ๐ฝ all ๐๐
โโ๏ธ alone ๐ฅ He ๐ท lives ๐ค๐๐ under ๐ a waterfall Nobody ๐
can ๐ณ see ๐ him ๐ด Nobody ๐ can ๐ง ever ๐ hear ๐ him ๐ง call ๐ฅฃ Nobody ๐ฏ can ๐ฅซ ever ๐ค hear ๐ him ๐๐๐ call ๐ค You ๐ need ๐ to be 2๏ธโฃ0๏ธโฃ2๏ธโฃ1๏ธโฃ yourself ๐๐ You ๐ can't ๐ซ be ๐ณ no ๐พ one ๐ฆด else ๐ฟ๐ฉ I โ๏ธ know ๐
โโ๏ธ๐ค๐คท a girl ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ง called ๐ณ Elsa She's ๐๐๐๐๐ into ๐ Alka-Seltzer She ๐ง sniffs it through ๐งโโ๏ธ a cane ๐ญ On ๐ a supersonic train ๐๐จ๐ฆต๐ง๐ฆต And she ๐ฉ makes ๐ me ๐ง laugh ๐ I ๐ข๐จ got ๐ท her ๐ฉ autograph She ๐ฅฐ done โผ๏ธ it with the doctor ๐จโโ On ๐ a helicopter ๐ She's ๐ฉ๐พ sniffing in ๐ a tissue Selling The Big ๐คค๐ฉ Issue ๐ญ And she ๐ฉ finds ๐ out ๐๐ช No ๐
๐ซ one's ๐ gonna ๐ช๐ช tell ๐ her ๐๐๐ง what ๐๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ I'm ๐๐ on ๐ง๐๐๐๐ about ๐งโโ๏ธ You ๐ need โ๐ to find ๐ a way ๐ค For ๐๐ what ๐ฆ you ๐ wanna ๐ฑ say ๐ซ But ๐ before ๐ด tomorrow ๐ 'Cause ๐ซ my ๐ธ friend ๐ฉ๐จ said ๐ฌ he'd take ๐๐ you ๐ home ๐ช๐ช๐ช He ๐ท sits in ๐บ a corner โผ๏ธ all ๐ฏ alone ๐ข He ๐ฅ lives ๐ under ๐ก a waterfall Nobody ๐ฏ can ๐ธ๐ซ see ๐ him ๐ด Nobody ๐
can ๐ฆ๐ฆ ever ๐ค hear ๐ him ๐จ call ๐ Nobody ๐
๐ค can ๐ฆ ever ๐ hear ๐ him ๐คญ call ๐
[Heart-Shaped Box]
She ๐ค ๐ eyes ๐ me ๐ฅฐ like ๐ a Pisces ๐ when โฐ I ๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆพ am ๐ฉโ๐ง๐จโ๐งโ๐ง weak ๐ถ I've ๐ been ๐ผ locked ๐๐ inside ๐ธ๐ your โ ๏ธ heart-shaped box ๐ฆ for ๐คก weeks I've ๐ been ๐ฆ drawn into ๐ช your ๐ฆ magnet tar pit trap ๐ I ๐ wish ๐๐ I ๐ซ could ๐ฎ eat ๐๐
your ๐ cancer โ when ๐ you ๐๐ค turn ๐ black โซ Hey ๐ก Wait โโ I ๐๐ got ๐ a new ๐ก complaint Forever ๐ป in โฌ๏ธ debt to your ๐ priceless advice ๐ Hey ๐๐ Wait โ I ๐ got ๐ a new ๐ complaint Forever ๐๐ in ๐ป๐ฏ๐บ debt to your ๐ priceless advice ๐ Hey ๐ Wait ๐ณ๐ฝ I ๐คซ got ๐ท a new ๐ฎ๐ถ complaint Forever ๐ช๐ญ in ๐ debt to your ๐ป priceless advice ๐ Your โจ advice ๐ Meat-eating orchids forgive no ๐
one 1๏ธโฃ just ๐ yet ๐ Cut โ๐ฑ myself ๐ on ๐๐ฟ angel ๐ hair ๐ and baby's breath ๐๐ Broken ๐ hymen of Your ๐ Highness, I'm ๐คง left ๐๐ฐ black โซ Throw ๐ฅด down โคต๏ธ your ๐๐ฉ umbilical noose so I ๐ can ๐ climb ๐งโโ๏ธ right ๐ท back ๐ Hey ๐๐ป Wait ๐ I ๐ got ๐ a new ๐ complaint Forever ๐๐ in ๐๐ debt to your ๐๐ priceless advice ๐ Hey ๐ Wait ๐ I ๐ got ๐ a new ๐ฅ๐ฅ complaint Forever ๐๐๐ค in ๐ฎ debt to your ๐๐ผ priceless advice ๐ Hey ๐โ๐พ Wait ๐๐ฏ I ๐ got ๐ a new ๐ฑ complaint Forever ๐๐๐ค in ๐ debt to your ๐ priceless advice ๐ Your ๐ advice ๐ She ๐คท๐ฐ eyes ๐คฉ me ๐ค like ๐ธ a Pisces โ when ๐ I ๐คข am โ weak ๐ถ I've ๐คฉ been โณ๏ธ๐๐ locked ๐๐ inside ๐ your ๐ heart-shaped box ๐ for โ weeks I've ๐๐งโโ๏ธโจ๐ง been ๐ด๐ฅ drawn into ๐ your ๐ magnet tar pit trap ๐ I ๐ wish ๐ I ๐ฅโ could ๐ค eat ๐ your ๐ cancer ๐ฆ when ๐ท you ๐ turn ๐ฆท black ๐ค Hey ๐ Wait ๐๐ฏ I ๐ got ๐ป๐ฉ a new โค๏ธ complaint Forever ๐ช๐ญ in ๐ debt to your ๐๐ฝ priceless advice ๐ Hey ๐ Wait โโ I ๐ got ๐ a new ๐โโ๏ธ complaint Forever ๐๐ in ๐ debt to your ๐ก๐ priceless advice ๐ Hey ๐โ๐พ Wait โ I ๐ got ๐ฆ a new ๐ฎ๐ถ complaint Forever ๐๐๐ค in ๐๐ debt to your ๐ฅบ priceless advice ๐ Your ๐ advice ๐ Your ๐บ advice ๐ Your ๐ advice ๐
[Parklife]
Confidence ๐ง๐ป๐โจ is a preference for ๐คฆ the habitual voyeur Of what ๐ is known ๐ซ as (Parklife) And morning ๐
soup ๐พ๐ can ๐ฅซ be ๐ avoided If you ๐ take ๐ a route ๐๐ straight ๐ through ๐ช what ๐ฆ is known ๐ซ as (Parklife) John's got ๐ฉ brewer's droop He ๐ท gets ๐ intimidated by ๐ the dirty pigeons They ๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ love ๐ a bit ๐ of him ๐ด (Parklife) Who's ๐ that โ๐ข gut ๐คค lord ๐ marching ๐ฒ You ๐ should ๐๐ถ cut ๐ฃ down โฌ on ๐ผ your ๐ pork ๐ life ๐ mate Get ๐ some ๐จ๐ญ exercise ๐โโ All ๐ the people ๐งโ๐คโ๐ง So many โ people ๐ฃ๐ฅ And they ๐ all ๐ฅบ go ๐ฆ hand-in-hand Hand-in-hand through ๐โฌ their ๐ฅ parklife Know ๐ญ what ๐งก๐ I ๐ mean? ๐๐
I ๐คข get ๐ up ๐ when ๐ I โจ want ๐ฅ Except ๐ฎ on ๐ณ Wednesdays When ๐๐ป I ๐๐ get 5๏ธโฃ rudely awakened by ๐ the dustmen (Parklife) I ๐ put ๐ my ๐ trousers ๐ on, ๐๐ have ๐ต๐ค a cup โ of tea โ And I ๐ think ๐ค๐ญ about ๐ค leaving the house ๐๐๏ธ (Parklife) I ๐๐ feed ๐ด the pigeons, I ๐ง sometimes ๐ feed ๐ the sparrows too ๐งโโ๏ธ It gives ๐ me ๐ a sense ๐ฐ of enormous well-being (Parklife) And then ๐ฅต I'm ๐ happy ๐ for ๐๐ the rest ๐ช of the day ๐ธ๐ Safe ๐บ in ๐ฎ the knowledge ๐ there ๐ฑ๐ณ will ๐ญ๐ต๐ท always ๐งข be โก๏ธ A bit โช๏ธ of my ๐ heart ๐ค devoted to it All ๐ฃ the people ๐จ So many ๐ฌ people ๐ฉ๐ซ And they ๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ all ๐ข๐ go ๐ฆ hand-in-hand Hand-in-hand through ๐งโโ๏ธ their โญ parklife Parklife (Parklife) Parklife (Parklife) It's got ๐ nothing ๐ซ to do ๐ with Vorsprung durch Technik, you ๐ know? ๐ญ๐
๐ญ (Parklife) (Parklife) and it's not โ๏ธ about ๐ฆ you ๐ joggers Who ๐ go โค๏ธ round โญ and round ๐ and round ๐ (Parklife) (Parklife)
I hate myself
(oh yeah, edit: I obviously did not write all this myself, a bot did it instead because I'm not very efficient)
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I don't want to sound pretentious when i say all this (and this ended up being really long??), but i really do think you don't need to uphold your online presence so consciously, or even at all. There's nothing wrong with being "inactive" because trying to show up for everything is some sick standard social media made up. Maybe it might be difficult to uphold an idgaf personality, but i can say from my experience it could be better to try a little bit at a time.
I can say that they really do mean it when you can have quiet admirers, from my experience all the more. Maybe they're too shy to put silly tags when they reblog or just put a like on your post. And I don't think you have to worry too much about sticking to one piece of media and be afraid the people following you won't like you anymore for posting different content. At most, I just believe they won't really care enough to unfollow you or stop engaging entirely. The most important thing to me is that you stick around doing the things you actually want to do, even if you're just showing up every month or so, or black out for a year or more. Because the people who do care will be overjoyed to see you whatever you post or share, especially when you come back after a long time.
It really is discouraging when you don't see that actively, maybe because we're so used to seeing numbers that relate to our worth. But i like to imagine we're waving at each other from a distance or smiling through a window, as horrid as online landscapes can be nowadays.
I know i'm running my mouth here but i just wanted to share my experience because i um. ๐ also think youre really cool and awesome and i love whatever work you do and the fact you share it is an amazing thing enough i feel privelaged and youre humor is funny and whatever new stuff you post is just introducing me to things i'll also think is cool down the line and i really do wish i can share my appericiation more and evolve from being a quiet admirer /inhales/ ๐
i would say this is a sort of love letter from the gas station but i also mean it as kai ๐ i hope you're doing well in uni or that it gets better soon or in whatever it is youre doing now. and whether or not youre online, i hope youre doing the things you enjoy ๐ซถ
okay i needed some time to figure out how to respond to this ask because theres a lot (in a /pos way dont worry) so ill start off with saying that i really really and i do mean it Really appreciate what you said here. Especially lately, ive been struggling with being active online outside of small spaces where there are just me and a few other people. might be me feeling overwhelmed when i say something into the void with a high chance of no response, though i wont fault anyone for that. i myself know interaction is scary so i do get it. ever since i started using the internet ive stuck to my small online bubbles so yeah interaction kind of intimidating online
and though i agree it does feel discouraging to sometimes see no feedback or much of a reaction, i try not to be bummed out about it myself because im also a silent admirer of many artists online. so like ive said before i do understand that sometimes people are shy and dont interact directly and theres no pressure really to change that. just the idea that there are people that like what i make is really nice, even though i suffer from the same issue that maaany other artists have and i need to actively remind myself of that.
about sticking to one fandom its a very recent but big issue to me because ive been DEEP in the persona pit for like 4 years, and i certainly built an audience around that. i know there will always be people that stick around no matter what but despite that theres always that nagging feeling that maaybe things will crumble. obviously thats not true but human mind fucking SUCKS
as the final note ill say it again that your message means a lot to me and i thank you a lot for it <333 im soo flattered by your words and they made my past two days, thank you soo much
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Hi honey for the writer Ask if its still on ๐
๐ขโจโ๐๐โ๐ฏ๐จ๐ค๐๐ง (Howie)๐คฉ๐ฌ๐๐คฏ๐๐คญ please? -sarah
i love that you put practically every emoji, hahaha! tysm for spamming me with these asks
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what's a story or scene you've created that you're a smidge embarrassed exists?
the first thing that comes to mind would be "hot & bothered". the teasing scene at the table during the meeting is very bold. i can see teasing between nicky and mc but in front of others who don't know them all that well is questionable. close 2nd would prob be the find the cannoli scene in vendetta but i'm not even embarrassed. it just makes me laugh or smile every time.
๐ขwhich of your fics would you call your wildest ride?
it should be "vendetta" bc there's drama, violence, action, and romance but i automatically thought of "let's get out of here". i wrote that before "vendetta" and it was challenging bc i had to make sure the movements were described accurately since it was in a moving car.
โจgive you and your writing a compliment. go on now. you know you deserve it. ๐
aww! well, when i reread my work i love the emotion it evokes. i feel tied to the characters and like i'm watching it unfold before my eyes.
โdo you have a fic you started, but scrapped?
yeahhhh ... so a few months ago i had an idea for a nanami story {lemme just say that i truly was done writing fanfiction except for "vendetta" which was, and is, still unfinished as a series. i wanted to focus on ocs and original plots but i got swept away by nanami kento and just had to write smthn about him. i had severe brain rot}
i was inspired by this post i saw of men on their knees in front of women/their lovers and thought of nanami on his knees for his s/o, wtv the reason may be. the premise was that he was late for a special dinner at a fancy restaurant that they made reservations for months ago. he got held up at work and was going to meet mc there, but then told them to go on without him anyway. so he ends up meeting mc at their shared home and they're livid, just ready to lay it on him. they don't get the chance to bc as soon as he sees them sitting in the loveseat in their living room he's apologizing like crazy. mc doesn't have the heart to go off so they just do some light teasing instead. i imagine it would've went smthn like
"i don't believe you."
"how can i prove it to you?"
"you can beg."
he took a deep breath and walked toward you. he placed his hands over yours which were on the armrest then sank down to his knees. then he rested his face in your lap and brought your hands to his cheeks, "is this better?"
๐โโ๏ธ do any irl people know you write fanfic?
yes. i've told a handful of ppl and surprisingly it's become smthn a few of my coworkers and i bond over.
๐do you write the spicy stuffs? if so, what's your most popular nsfw fic?
i do, or at least i have. my most popular is a hc about nicky treating mc, if y'know what i mean {i know the policy changed with mature content on here so i'm treading very carefully lol}.
โwhat's a trope you will never write?
i can't really think of one atm. the ones that i know of are --- OH WAIT i have one, so anything to do with age gaps and minors getting involved with older characters, like lolita-type stuff ๐
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๐พโโ๏ธ idk if it's a trope but it won't be happening here.
๐ฏhave any of your readers accurately guessed major plot points? care to share which?
i'm not sure i've ever had anyone guess what will happen in a story or chapter {i'm referring to "vendetta" here}.
๐จhow do you feel about fan art of your stories?
oh i love it! i remember a couple people made something based off of vendetta and it really took me by surprise. i couldn't believe they were influenced to the point of creating smthn.
๐ค what advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started?
do it for yourself and not for others. don't worry about who will and won't see it. just write, don't think too much about how or when bc it'll come together in the end, and enjoy it.
๐ who's your comfort character?
i don't have one rn but since this is focused on fanfiction, i would say nicky and nanami. nicky just feels so familiar at this point and with nanami, he's so relatable. from my pov, he wants a simple life. he doesn't wanna work at an office and he doesn't really wanna work as a sorcerer. if anything, cooking at home and going to get bread from the bakery is all he wants to do most days {and travel from time to time} and that's very relatable.
๐ง pick a character (howie) and i'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them.
my favorite hc about howie is prob the boyfriend hc bc it's so wholesome. he'd really be the sweet and thoughtful boyfriend. the thought of mc being swallowed whole by his shirts and him wearing their shirt which is a smidge too tight ๐ฅน
๐คฉwho is your favorite character to write?
nicky! his personality really allows for this nice mix of playfulness and seriousness/melancholy. i admire his charm and wit as well. i loved writing the more hidden sides of his character too, like in "midnight" or "what are you hiding?" overall, he has this nice balance that gives me a lot of room to play with as a writer.
๐ฌwhich of your fics would you be most horrified for friends, family, or coworkers to stumble upon?
definitely any of my nsfw works bc i'm reserved for the most part at work. it takes a while for me to open up completely so i think ppl would be like 'idk she was into that' or the complete opposite 'it makes since bc she's so quiet'. my friends wouldn't really care tbh, they'd prob make jokes or gimme ideas. my family?! ๐ i'd prob be doused in holy oil.
๐would you ever want to turn writing into a career?
yes! when i was younger i often thought it was a bad idea to pursue your passion as a career or major in college bc then you'd have deadlines and guidelines; and i saw that as a sorta crutch on my creative freedom as an artist but now i believe the complete opposite.
๐คฏwhat's a genre you struggle with as a writer (ex. romance, action, etc.)?
i would say fantasy. in terms of fanfiction, i've mainly written romance with a bit of drama and some action. i've tried writing fantasy before and it requires a bit more artistry - there's world building, figuring out the land, if there are animals, what kinda powers characters have, how magic works, and sm more.
๐is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?
if mc died before their wedding night. there's smthn about seeing a good-hearted person get what they deserve only to lose it in the end. i don't take joy in it, there's just some sort of unspeakable pain there where you can't look away.
๐คญdo you have a favorite tag to use when posting your works?
#madebyjade bc it's like my signature in a way and it's smthn i made and stuffed bits and pieces of myself inside.
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15 questions!
(that are actually just 14 because someone may have dropped one question along the way ๐คท)
I got tagged by @imrowanartist and @brokenphoenix99
Are you named after anyone? Haha, maybeโฆ sort of. A family heirloom (my grandmaโs locket) has her initials on it. My last name does not fit it, but coincidentally my first name does. And I have a middle name to go with it. I wonder why. ๐
When was the last time you cried? In two minutes when I answer the last question. (Only partially kidding. I really need to find a new job.)
Do you use sarcasm? Yes, I love sarcasm and using it, but I try to limit it to people who will get it and may enjoy it. (Unless I'm really really pissed but not allowed to use violence, then it just slips out.)
Whatโs the first thing you notice about people? Oof hard to say. A lot, all at once. It's annoying sometimes. Oh and sometimes I don't even see them. No middle ground here ๐
Whatโs your eye color? Brown
Scary movies or happy endings? Both maybe? Some scary mind-fuck movie that has me sitting there like โWhat the fuck is going on here?โ but in the end they get to be happy. Thatโs nice.
What are your hobbies? That can change quickly from nothing to everything. At the moment: writing, painting, and leaving long-ass 'live broadcast of my brain' comments on AO3.
Any special talents? The ability (and urge) to turn pretty much everything into a joke and preferably innuendo. (It may be more of a curse than a talent though) I can also learn new stuff extremely fast until I'm really average (maybe a bit less) and then it's torture to continue. ๐คท
Where were you born? In Germany, about half a stone throw away from the Netherlands.
Zonnige groeten aan mijn nederlandse buren ๐
Do you have any pets? I have a dog. A black lab dalmatian mix. Heโs super cute and he knows it (and how to use it). "Look at how cute and poor and hungry and unpetted I am. Give me that Pizza please. ๐ฅบ"
What sports do you play/have played? Not so much at the moment, but I used to love swimming and snorkeling. I did try underwater rugby for a short while. That was fun (and really hard. Try playing a fast team sport but you donโt get to breathe much ๐ฅต)
How tall are you? About 1,75 m (5.75 feet)
Favorite subject in school? Why do I always have to choose things? I donโt want to choose. Top 5 is the best I can do: Biology, Math, Art, Chemistry, Foreign languages.
Dream job? Iโm open to suggestions on how to figure that out. (But itโs definitely not middle management, that much is clear ๐ฅฒ)
Tags: As always, everyone who wants to play too, consider yourself tagged, I'd love to hear from you.
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๐ฅบ: Oh, boy. There are most of my characters interact, and I like to create their feelings more realistic and impactful to their family/friendships.
What's impacting me more from my WIP is the bitter connection between the father and son. Not long ago, I made the first draft of my latest chapter for my original character paying his visit to see his father one last time. One of his father's crimes was domestic violence, which Le forced his son Wang not only to make him a student as a flawless warrior, but he abused him once his son never liked what his dad did to bully anyone, even his own students.
I kept thinking about a heartwrenching scene that did make me reflect on them most of all: in the beginning, they were a happy family until a complicated crime went down south which Le never did anything wrong. It's a long story from their backstories, but I can't share this spoiler.
I do have a few characters that I am related to their personalities. While I am good at angst and friendship, a main character of mine will encounter one in future volumes.
๐: I do, not gonna lie. My friends in real life I hang out with do read my fics. As much as they inspired training in a martial arts class, I wrote my first fic for my teacher and my companions. We all are fans of KFP (Kung Fu Panda). Now the second book (I am currently writing) for my cousins (they are my sisters we grew up with each other) and my grandmother. They do not know yet, but someday I will, as the sequel's hidden element presents something that each of us souls means in our hearts.
๐ถ: Oh, yes indeed!! There are like mega lists I wish to list all that I jam while writing. Classic rocks at first, then on youtube if you see videos of several-hour themes like melodies, meditations, writing, etc.
During writing an action scene, I use Snyderverse Adrenaline Cut (pieces of music from Man of Steel, Batman v. Superman, and Zack Snyder's Justice League), any rhythm music that maintains the pacing of the action sequences. And those will be looping when I am at the climax!
For sad scenes, I would find a few that can let me manifest in my characters going into difficult paths, and dramas.
Writing something calm, I search for Chinese melodies as I am currently in the Kung Fu Panda world, writing quotes at first before describing visual scenes. I also found music for villains' purposes while writing from their perspective or about them.
There are several, but these are the links I recommend for writing and inspiration as well.
https://youtu.be/lobbo-NS7iA (Why am I still alive?)
https://youtu.be/MO9NaTfZG9o (Stars Rising Over Wide Fields)
https://youtu.be/XGC80iRS7tw (Dark Academia Classical Music)
https://youtu.be/ESbioodSaHQ (One Flower is a World)
https://youtu.be/zNfP2LKhVG8 (Ban Shan Ting Yu)
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLiqHQKlBjX-1D_MMmKjhqgxyUu_adfoZT (Kung Fu Panda Trilogy Complete Score)
https://youtu.be/8CJ6WlGH6IU (Snyderverse Adrenaline Cut)
๐: This is a very good question.
Ever since I was in high school, maybe around junior or senior year, while having a new journey of writing, I started a very first fic (which, to be honest, I was terrible at grammar) when I thought of my favorite cartoon movie, featuring my childhood heroes Charlie and Itchy from All Dogs Go to Heaven. I used to write an old fic before but lost my inspiration, so I scrapped it (I still have All Dogs Go to Heaven fic in my vault).
At first, when a teacher I knew said that writing is hard, she was exactly right that when you write a novel at first, there are always going to have mistakes here and there, but coming back to revisit your drafts for correction is a must. But still, even writing a book is a hobby for fanfiction (or work if you are publishing your original works with your editor or beta readers, receiving lots of money, and having your constant readers from around the world), it is challenging.
Not all of us are gifted writers (unless you are a popular horror novelist who wrote 2000 words a day), but we all like to become authors, each of us to share incredible stories. At first, FanFiction is where I started there, doing my best as I may be a good novelist as that does practice my writing. Not only the website but reading books that Stephen King said is a tool for the best use of writing. And I strongly agree. Reading books, including good fanfiction stories, sharpen your mind, even keeping your words flowing like wine. While there is also complex words in books, you wish to know, Google is all there for dictionary websites. Research is your best friend!
Merriam-Webster
https://www.merriam-webster.com/
Dictionary (My preference) they have their app included on either Google Play or Apple
https://www.dictionary.com/
That's all I can answer questions, including links for musics! Thank you for asking four questions, Shey! Time for me to get back writing KFP fic! Have fun listening the links!
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Wanted to drop something for the Ask game!
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โญ whatโs your biggest vtubing goal?
Ah my nemesis: setting goals ๐
If I set a goal and I don't reach it I can sometimes actually most of the time be unmotivated very quickly. So instead I focus on a kind of a bucket list of things, since they are more broad sort of experiences with no set timeline.
The top thing on that bucket list as a vtuber is to actually start branching out more and talking to more vtubers!
There are so many amazing people that either I lurk in their streams or we've become friends or we've just mutually tweeted at each other (or I just admire from afar in the shadows!) - that I want to not only get the chance to talk with them, but also be able to share their amazing personalities and experiences with across the vtubing community.
So part of that goal is to launch my own talk show - with a twist! Think of it like a mash-up of a classic talkshow and then those insane, fever dream like 90's Nickelodeon gameshows.
Hopefully within the first few months of the new year this goal will actually happen but I gotta get my shit together tbh
Also if this sounds like something anyone would be interested in helping me test out just hmu in a message!
From the ๐ Vtuber Ask Game โจ
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graciaas, realmente estuve pensando que se podia navegar en la mente de otras personas asรญ como pensรฉ que podian navegar en la mia y obtener informacion de mi, ยฟentonces eso que creia que podian obtener de mi mente en realidad era la percepcion que tenia en ese momento de mi? segรบn la percepcion que tenga de mi asรญ me verรกn ? o no es asรญ? soy un completo misterio para el resto mientras no revele yo mismo informacion de mi de alguna manera? o sea que mientras menos pase con personas mรกs misterioso me vuelvo?
See answers below!
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Thank you, I was really thinking that you could navigate in other people's minds just as I thought they could navigate in mine and get information from me, so what I thought they could get from my mind was really the perception I had at that moment of me?
I mean I think sometimes people can intuit things about you you hope or think that you arenโt showing. Like they can tell you feel a type of way or may notice youโre giving attention to something. Maybe it feels like theyโre reading your mind in that way. I have telepathy with people but thatโs not even like reading their minds as much as like a thought comes to mind and it just sort of pops up. I still havenโt figured out how to control how to hear peoples thoughts but I do think you can probably implant thoughts into someoneโs head to a degree. Like Iโve intensely sent thoughts to people before and theyโve said out loud what I was sending them or something close to it. But I think a lot of that has to do with our connection, how open minded they are, my power of focus, etc.
According to the perception you have of me, will you see me? Or isn't it? I'm a complete mystery to the rest as long as I don't reveal information about myself in any way? So the less I spend with people, the more mysterious I become?
I mean I will see you through my own perception of you but that may not be who you are or how other people perceive you. And I can only perceive you through my perception of you at the end of the day since I canโt, as far as I know, live as you. I have had dreams where Iโm someone else but Iโm like experiencing it as myself. I wouldnโt say anyone is a complete mystery because thoughts and feelings are energy which is sent out in frequencies that can be felt. And I mean yes I guess the less time you spend with people the less they would know about you, but I mean I can still pick up stuff on strangers. We are all still interconnected and so can feel and connect to people even if they seem closed off, especially those of us who are sensitive.
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my ๐บ life is ๐๐ณ so ๐ worthless ใฝ it ๐ feels ๐๐ like ๐ the ๐
ฑโฐ universe is ๐๐ฆ slowly grinding ๐ช๐ป its heel into ๐ค my ๐ little ๐ค peon thorax and ๐ฆ๐ฏ bleeding the will ๐โฝ to ๐๐ฐ live ๐ถ๐ out ๐ of me ๐ฝ๐ฐ and ๐ฟ๐ for ๐ค๐ง the ๐ universe ๐ it's ๐ like a ๐๐ฐ blink of ๐ฎ an ๐ฒ eye ๐๐ and doesn't matter ๐ก๐ and ๐ฃ then ๐ to me ๐คค๐ผ it's like ๐ 80 years of ๐ป torture that ๐จโ also ๐จโ doesn't matter ๐ป to โฌ anyone ๐๐ฅ else ๐ด on ๐ฟ๐ my ๐๐ป wavelength life is literally ๐ก๐ so ๐ hard ๐ and ๐ฝ I ๐ have no idea why I allow ๐ค myself to โ stay alive these days
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27 and 15 for camilo x fem reader?? angst to fluff plss. im uh...a huge simp if you cant tell ๐
Well this took longer than expected, hope you like it :)
Request : 27 and 15 for camilo x fem reader?? angst to fluff plss. im uh...a huge simp if you cant tell ๐
Prompt : 15 โ She doesnโt love me. Sheโs not that stupid โ , 27 โ What happens if I do this?โ
๐๐๐ง๐ฃ๐๐ฃ๐๐จ : Swearing, angst-y, fluff
Paring : Camilo Madrigal x F!reader
๐๐ช๐ข๐ข๐๐ง๐ฎ : Camilo has been in love you with for a very long time, unknown to anyone else, you've loved Camilo just as long. But neither of you had said anything
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I do not know any Spanish so I did use a lot of google translate, so if thereโs any mistake I apologize, just let me know ill fix it asap
Camilo watched you talk with Mirabel, laughing together at something silly you had said. "You're staring," Dolores pointed out while passing by him.
"No I'm not," Camilo defended, hoping up and following after his sister so he didn't look weird. Dolores laughed at him and his silly cover-up.
"What are you not doing?" Felix asked, taking the box from Dolores.
"Camilo is staring at Y/N again."
"No, I am not!" Camilo yelled in defense just making Felix burst out in laughter. Dolores just rolled her eyes and moved on to another task. "I'm not staring at her Papi." Felix simple chuckled at his son, turning around to grab some things.
"Why don't you just talk to her?" Felix offered while handing Camilo two boxes. "Take these to market please."
Camilo nodded gripping the boxes tightly, making his way through Casita. "I'm not staring at her, I'm not," Camilo mumbled to himself using his chin to steady the boxes. "Even if I was- no I wasn't-"
"Camilo!" You called out jogging over to him. "Let me help." You took the top box from Camilo, holding it tight against your chest. "Where are they going?"
"Just the market," Camilo said simply, trying to avoid your eyes. You nodded and you both walked to the markets. You tried to make conversation but Camilo gave very simple short answers. You dropped the boxes at the market, making a quick converse with the vendor and when you turned to talk to Camilo he was already gone.
"He's a stubborn boy that one," Pepa said walking up to you. You smiled at Pepa, taking a few things from her hands, helping her in the market. "He really likes you, promise."
"I don't think so," You said with a shrug. "He can barely make a sentence, and he avoids me every time I come over." Pepa rolled her eyes wiping her palms on her dress.
"He's nervous amour," Pepa spoke softly. "He's a teenage boy, he just doesn't know how to talk to girls, let alone you." Pepa started to walk back to Casita and you jogged to keep up with her.
"What do you mean 'let alone me'?" You asked in a huff.
"Y/N, he's been crushing on since he was thirteen," Pepa stated, not being able to control the small rainbow that formed above her head. "I'm pretty sure he's in love with you." You stopped suddenly, taking a breath before sprinting back to Casita to find Mirabel.
Running through Casita you smashed into Mirabel sending you both to the floor. "Jesus Y/N!" Mirabel crushed while adjusting her glasses.
"Y/N, are you okay?" Camilo said in worry helping you to your feet. Camilo scanned over you noticing a small graze on your cheek. "Shit. Uh, Mirabel you can have her in a minute." Camilo grabbed your hand and pulled you to the kitchen, not giving you or Mirabel a chance to refuse. Camilo directed you to the counter, ordering you to stay. Camilo dug through his Tia's cooking until he finally pulled out a sweet glazed treat. "Here eat this," Camilo mumbled handing you the small treat.
"Thank you Cami," you spoke with a sweet smile, taking a bite. Camilo nodded watching your cheek heal itself. "I have to talk with Mirabel, but ill see you around." Camilo nodded watching you walk out.
"Mirabel," You called out grabbing her arm. "I need to talk to you." Mirabel nodded, leading you to her room. You sat on her bed, avoiding the sewing tools she had.
"So what is so important you had to drag me away-"
"Pepa said that Camilo's in love with me," You blurted out. Mirabel stopped, her posture straightening up. "You knew? Didn't you?" Mirabel nodded a nervous smile growing on her face. "Seriously Mira? You know how much I like him and you don't tell me!"
"I figured one of you would've confessed by now!" Mirabel yelled in defense. You scoffed tossing a ball of wool at her face. "Very mature Y/N."
Dolores gasped nearly dropping the basket of flowers Isabella just handed her. "Are you all right Dolores?" Isabella asked, resting a hand on her shoulder.
"Y/N likes Camilo," Dolores said making Isabella spontaneously grow flowers in her hair. "We have to find him.
"She doesnโt love me. Sheโs not that stupid," Camilo spoke defensively keeping an eye on Antonio as he played with the other kids.
"I'm telling you Camilo, she said it, I heard her say it!" Dolores nearly yelled. Isabella nodded in agreement.
"Wait, you've been obsessed with this girl for nearly three years," Isabella said holding her hands out. "What's her favorite flower? We'll start there."
"I'm not obsessed with her," Camilo grumbled. "She likes (F/F)." Isabella nodded growing a bouquet and shoving it in his face.
"Just do it Cami," Dolores encouraged. "I'll watch Antonio." Camilo sighed and shook his head, turning back to all the kids.
Isabella huffed and grabbed his arm tugging him along. "You fight it, I stuff a rose in your mouth," Isabella snapped. Camilo snapped his mouth shut, not needing it full of petals and leaves. Isabella planted Camilo in front of Mirabel's door and knocked on it twice. Mirabel opened it, and before she could argue Isabella pulled her out and shoved Camilo through the doorway. "It's locked shut so don't try anything!"
Camilo groaned leaning against the door, finally noticing you sitting dumbfounded on the bed. "Hey..." Camilo said sheepishly. He looked down to flowers in his hands and held them out to you. "I uh- They're your favorites right?" You chuckled moving over a bit so Camilo could sit next to you.
"Yeah, but I like sunflowers as well," You spoke softly, nodding in the direction of Camilo's ruana. Camilo chuckled softly, letting you take the flowers from his hands. "Is it true? That you've been in love with since you were thirteen?"
Camilo scoffed, letting out huffed laughs as he tried to explain his way out. "Well, I mean- kinda, but in my defense- I don't have a defense - But!-"
"Camilo," You called out making Camilo stop his rambling. "It's okay, you don't have to explain yourself."
"Um, Dolores said she heard you talking about me," Camilo said, speaking just above a whisper. "Do you like me too?" You nodded, moving your face closer to his.
"What happens if I do this?" You asked as Camilo moved closer as well.
"Probably something stupid," Camilo spoke with a light chuckle. "Can I kiss you?" You nodded pulling Camilo close enough to kiss him. Camilo smiled against your lips causing the kiss to break. You both caught your breath for a moment before Camilo pulled you closer to kiss you harder.
"Okay, you've been too quiet- Oh my god!" Isabella complained slammed the door shut again. You pulled back from Camilo in surprise, and Camilo stayed still in shock.
"I told you," Camilo said laughing. "Probably something stupid. C'mon Amour, you're dating me you gotta help me with chores."
"I don't think that's how that works," You said with a pout.
Request : Masterlist
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a/n: iz been a long time since i posted one of these babiesss ^^ still want to share the handful of great stories i've come across in the past month now that i've broaden my scope of fics for different groups <3 check outย alexโs catalogueย for more recs like these :D
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prove it, you wonโt by @starlightjoong | joshua x reader
for this fic to be abt joshua hong and being 19k words long and it to flow so smoothly, should be illegal !! ๐ฅพ๐ฅtheres so many cute little details abt the characters in this fic that make my heart swell up w pints of joy :((
kidult by @merakiiverse | vernon x reader
meraki is actually exposing me to the entirety of caratblr bc this fic is literally just me fangirling over vernon but in a different universe ๐ซฅ she was spot on if anyone was wondering btw
behind doors + behind screens by @ravixen | jihoon x reader
no bc i havenโt stopped screaming about jihoonโs last line in the sequel itโs so embarrassing and so like me, itโs disgusting this was too cute
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hey, lifeguard! by @hyuukais | juyeon x reader
raise ur hands if u want to go on a date w lifeguard juyeon ๐ ME !!! love seeing a sort of badass reader w caring nice guy (+ tendency to flirt)
[12:37am] by @hvae | sangyeon x reader
you canโt tell me if sangyeon was less than two feet away from you and holding your hand that your cheeks wouldnโt burn a thousand fires and make you nervous and shy and want to hideโฆ.. all in a good way
dynasty by @viastro | hyunjae x reader
literally left me speechless. quality angst that shoves my heart to my core and leaves it to rot โค๏ธโ๐ฉน
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the best thing that i got by @jjunis | beomgyu x reader
punching the wall and eating my fists bc this was so cute and i just love when the male lead is so down bad for the reader that itโs upsetting and they donโt even know it <\3
rivals by @gorechoi | yeonjun x reader x beomgyu
this smau is still ongoing but oh my Gosh ๐ซ this au has me on edge, on the floor on my knees, crying in my pillow, idk balls to the wall at all times every time theres an update ๐
when my eyes are on you by @loveliestfelix | yeonjun x reader
shutup i hate how yeonjun fits the sweet bad boy that you canโt help but fall in love with and then grrr want to be bad :// ur honor, heโs 100% guilty
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my (accidental) demon roommate by @ddeonuism | sunghoon x reader
i was so skeptical abt reading this smau bc i donโt really dabble in the ๐ชฌsupernatural๐ฎ but once i started reading, i immediately fell in love w the characters and their dynamics !!! + the plot was so intriguing :o
omen diaries: #1E443D by @seungmoe | heeseung x reader
i actually donโt know much abt the omen universe :o but i imagined the whole scene so vividly and i love me a good meet cute ๐ซ๐
all i see is gold by @asahicore-main | jay x reader
I LOVE ME A GOOD ENEMIES TO LOVERS (but actually one of them doesnโt hate the other at all and are just stupidly in love ๐คญ๐ค surprise !) you didnโt hear it from me but this fic helped solidify jayโs spot on my bias list, itโs unbelievablely sickening
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Hi! I have a question. I really hope this doesnโt come off as rude since Iโm genuinely curious!
Why do people who are non verbal need emojis to type? I thought being non verbal just meant you couldnโt speak. Again, hope this doesnโt come off as rude!
Itโs alright if you canโt answer Iโm just super curious!!
No worries!
Thereโs a lot of ways that not being able to speak can appear, first of all. I should note though, that while this blog is entirely open to nonverbal and semiverbal people (as in people who are nonverbal/semiverbal full-time), this blog is also more broadly for anyone who finds typing and forming words difficult some or all of the time. So, spoonies, people who loose speech, and other neurodivergent, mentally ill, and disabled people are also welcome.
Some people are able to form entirely coherent sentences through text with no effective differences than if they were talking, yes. But, others may not be able to form words as easily, and typing can be confusing if their brain canโt currently comprehend and organize the letters into words, or it takes too much energy. After all, if youโre typing โI canโt talk right now,โ thatโs 22 buttons to organize and correctly pick, and sometimes thatโs really hard or tiring.
Before Iโd found out about word emojis and learned how to use them, Iโd just been using a makeshift emoji code, like this: ๐, ๐๐ท โโซ๏ธ๐ณโ ๐ ๐ญ ๐ (โhello, my name/label โblack hole,โ I feel happyโ). This sort of code is perfectly fine to use, itโs just somewhat limited, and isnโt always clear in meaning. Text emojis can cut down on how much effort is needed, and provide pre-written phrases to use, which you know others will more likely understand.
I hope this helps! Anyone else, Iโve phrased anything badly or missed an important detail, feel free to tell me
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