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#it feels bad that they always talk down on mc c yet they still get put in monthly and favoured considerably
eccentric-ocean · 29 days
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Mid april/early may reading list
Beach Read Emily Henry
already mentioned here
Glitterland Alexis Hall
i enjoyed this gay contemporary romance. well, it's 10 years old, and i could tell. it's definitely about the flaws of the main character. who can be a jerk. he's struggling with a mental illness and finally learns to live with it. and be less of a jerk. definitely not cured by love or anything but love makes him want to be a better man. he figures out how to apologize and everything. i feel like i'm not selling it, but i liked it!
Waiting for the Flood / Alexis Hall
Already mentioned here and here.
Daniel Cabot Puts Down Roots Cat Sebastian
Historical gay romance. It's kind of a friends-to-lovers. And I enjoyed it, except for some reason I thought the smut was a bit TOO graphic with this one. Might also have been the fact that Glitterland and the second novella from Waiting for the Flood also had lots of smut and I was overdosing. But still, this one felt a lot more graphic than other C. Sebastian books to me. What I love about her is how she writes her characters, and how funny they are, and the emotional journey she takes us on.
The Last Word Katy Birchall
Hetero enemies-to-lovers but not really. It's obvious early on that this isn't hate. And there's a silly (to me) reason why the characters fell apart, which could've made sense in the moment but in hindsight can't possibly hold up. I still finished the novel and gave it 4 stars so it wasn't bad. I enjoyed the writing. I was just frustrated with the MC there for a while. Right, and there was a scene in there that was like WHAT are we doing here and I'm gonna spoil it cuz I need to talk about it.
So she's a celebrity journalist and there is a chapter in which she and the love interest help a celebrity birth a child in a taxi cab. And it's like, so weird. And the baby gets named after them. I was like, did we NEED this?
The Faraway Nearby Rebecca Solnit
Some non-fiction! Great book, fantastic writing. I can't really say what it's about because it's about so many things: having to take care of your old/sick parent when they hurt you throughout your childhood, moving to iceland because you can, appreciating and making art, facing your own mortality, Che Guevara & leprosy, learning to let people in and let them take care of you, what a community is.... Highly recommend.
You Should Be So Lucky Cat Sebastian
Again, gay historical romance. Baseball player & journalist fall in love. The author is very good at what she does. What she writes about being forced to hide a part of your identity in the 1950s/1960s in the US makes me rethink about the rights of LGBT+ people then and now. Cause we obviously haven't "fixed" it for good.
But this is NOT a depressing read. It's funny, cute & just lovely. I just wish they could be husbands like they obviously want to. Right, there's also a huge part of this that's about grief/grieving someone you can't openly grieve. And about building a circle of gay friends.
Funny Story Emily Henry
So I read yet another romance (!!). MC falls in love with her ex-fiance's new fiance's ex-boyfriend. Makes sense right? No but really, it's good. It feels like reading a hollywood romcom tbh. One of the good ones. But they always end up a little too picture perfect for me. Like, if I were the writer, she'd never speak to her absent father again in her life. And probably wouldn't take her best friend back as a friend, all things considered. But it is what is! I might be a bit too cynical.
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elliium · 3 years
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it wouldnt let me type my reply to ur rant post but ngl yea mr smajor ily but pls mcc is for all players not just sbi + dteam (i for one at least think well get Blue Bats 9) & really wish Pete, Grian & Illumina teamed for vibes, that or petebomb,,,,, i miss mcc7,,,,, Mcc5 Yellow twas good call tho,,,, (it feels like mr major is like always catering to the dteam ngl, like theyve all been on teams within like their sphere???? idk how to describe it but ik u've said it before where like they dont branch out often but it feels more like that these past few mccs???? where like theyve barely teamed without each other (or like their manhunt/feral boys sphere)) & like look ngl it doesnt make me bitter towards scott it just kinda makes me bitter towards dream/sapnap/their stans that harrass scott for making him feel like he has to do this for them like im fully rambling at this point but just ngl i hope after all stars he rotates them out of the event. both if not all three (ngl still salty from like all of the recent mcc "discourse" is from dream/sapnap stans especially still salty from mcc14 ngl & the fact they still havent apologised to either H or scott publically) & idk my point anymore but yea know i get u with the teams feeling more balanced & being :l at it bc like ok i feel like a child typing this but it feels like theyve just gotten off with being bad sportsmans scott-(heh)-free idk how to end this DKJFDHGDJFGHD
!!! i agree with u!! i also think that they should be rotated out (i think every mcc player should be rotated out every few mcc’s like . not necessarily rotate driz george and sapnap at the same time but at least attempt to rotate them? not even just them, rotate everyone out it brings flavour it brings spice).
i just think that we all were very hyped for this mcc because it was advertised as “the last one for the s tiers to team up” and “all OP teams who cares about balancing” and “returning winning teams” and it feels like a lot of players/iconic teams/duos sort of got shafted whereas dream sapnap and george who team in every other mcc anyway didn’t . just feels a bit eh it doesn’t feel special and it’s not living up to what i imagined (that’s on me for …. taking what they said literally i guess? JOKING sorry that was mean i’m trying to make light of this).
but we have blue bats to look forward to and we still have like 20 other winners to be announced tomorrow and maybe tomorrows teams are so great and so amazing and we’ll sit here tomorrow night thinking wow why were we even complaining. that’s what’s going to happen. definitely. either way mcc is always fun and i love watching it anyways
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peonys-world · 2 years
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Relationship Goals
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WARNING: Yandere tendencies, slight non-con, slight NSFW
Fem!Mc x Yandere! Cater Diamond
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Cater and you were very good friends. You had been since you got to Twisted Wonderland. He always joked around with you to ease your home sickness and even gave you a good phone for while you were there (the one Crowley gave you wasn’t super nice). 
The one thing that always surprised you was how touchy Cater was. It wasn’t a bad thing, he just happened to be a touchy person. At least thats what you thought. When you looked at how he interacted with other people, he didn’t seem to be as touchy as he was with you. You guessed it was because he felt closer to you, but at the same time, he didn’t know you for as long, so it didn’t make much sense. 
You were at the cafeteria with Ace, Deuce, and Grim as always getting food. Today’s menu was as fancy as always. With how much money this school must be getting from these kids, they always have such a nice menu. 
“I want that! And that! And that!” Grim said pointing to everything while climbing on your shoulder. 
“Grim! Calm down! We can always come back later!” You said. Grim pouted. You got what you could and walked off to go find a seat. You sat down at an empty table with the trio when Trey and Cater began to walk over. 
Cater waved at you and walked over. “(Y/n)!!! You have to check out these new phone cases!” Cater walked up behind you and leaned on the table, trapping you between his arms. He showed his phone to you and scrolled through the pictures. “Aren’t they cool?” he said in a softer tone, next to your ear. Your face was bright red and felt like you just ate a thousand peppers. His voice, scent, and his hair brushing your cheek was all you could think about. He smelled like a slightly sweet cologne and roses from the garden. You made eye contact with Ace who was clearly weirded out. Cater pulled away and sat right next to you. “Anyways, we should get matching ones. It would be so fun! We could take pictures of them together!”
“Y-Yeah...” You said, still flustered. You looked at Cater, who was staring at you and twirling his hair. He smirked a little and bit his lip before looking away and beginning to eat his lunch. 
“Hey (y/n), are you commf lader to hwelp pont the rwoses? Wemember you owe me one faur your drink a fwew dows agwo.” Ace said with his mouth full. You nodded. “Gwood.”
Deuce whacked him on the arm. “Gross.” Ace gave him a look and threw his hands up.
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You wiped your brow and washed your paint brush off in the sink. You had just finished helping Ace paint the roses and Trey left out cookies for you and the trio. Ace and Deuce stuffed their mouths with cookies and then took Grim upstairs to study. You told them you would catch up with them in a minute after you finished cleaning up. 
“Hey~.” 
You jumped and turned to see Cater leaning on the counter. 
“You scared me, haha.” You said. 
“Sorry~! Hey, do you wanna chill for a bit in my room? I’m sure you could meet up with Ace and Deuce later. Plus, you juuust finished painting the roses so you should take a breaak, yeah?” He said winking. 
“Oh, um...” You looked at the upstairs balcony where your friends had ran off to. It should be fine right? Just for a little bit? “Yeah. It should be fine.”
Cater and you headed upstairs to hang out and just scroll on your phones. You both laid on his bed and stared at the ceiling while talking about school and gossip. Cater propped himself up on one arm. “Hey.”
“Yeah?” You turned to look at him.
“Can I tell you something? I haven’t told anyone yet.” He stared at you intensely. 
“Sure, what is it?”
He crawled towards you. “Its a secret.” He leaned really close.
“C-Cater?” You could feel his warm breath hitting your lips. You could smell his cologne again. Heat radiated from both your bodies. He brushed a strand of your hair from your face and laughed a little.
“I have, like, the biggeessstt crush on you.” He whispered seductively, staring at your eyes and then lips. At this point he was on top of you. Your whole body felt hot and you didn’t know how to react. You could feel his weight pressing down the mattress underneath you. You both stared at each other for what felt like forever before Cater pushed his lips onto yours, pushing you back slightly, but not all the way. “Mmmmm~” He moaned against your lips. “(y/n).... mmmngghhhh~” he moaned again. You whimpered. You didn’t expect your hang out session to turn into a make out session but you honestly didn’t mind. You wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed back. Both of you fell back onto the mattress. He kept kissing you and ran his hand through your hair. He began to kiss your neck as well as grind down on you. “Oh... fuck (y/n)... unghhh....” He said in your ear. You whimpered out and pulled his hair a little which caused him to moan out again. He pulled back, running a hand through his hair before beginning to take his jacket off. He licked his lip, staring down at you.
Let’s just say you didn’t leave that room for a bit. 
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You were very anxious to see Cater in the halls the next day. You imagined your ‘hang out session’ to be a fling, but you were worried Cater thought otherwise. You headed to school and anxiously looked around the halls but didn’t see him anywhere. You checked your phone to see that he had texted you ‘Good Morning (˵¯͒〰¯͒˵)’ along with a shirtless picture. You choked on your own saliva right as Ace and Deuce walked up.
“You good?” Ace asked. You nodded.
“(y/n)-chan~! Good Morning~” You turned but before you could react Cater grabbed your collar and pulled you to him. He had his lips on yours, full on making out with you in front of anyone and everyone in the hallway. “Mmm~” He giggled a little but continued. “Mmmnnngh~” He evtually pulled away and then noticed Ace and Deuce. “Oh hey~!” They looked absolutely stunned. 
“WHAAAAAAAAT THE FUUUUUUUUCK-” Ace screamed.
Deuce gawked at you both as well. “A-Are you two together?” 
You were in a lot of shock and didn’t respond. Cater laughed a little and pulled you up against him and nodded. “Yeah~! (y/n) and I are just the perfect couple, right? Aren’t we (y/n)?” You looked at him.
“I- uh- Excuse me for a minute.” You ran off into an empty hallway to gather your thoughts. Cater called after you. Everything was happening so fast and all at once that you couldn’t think straight. 
“Hey... what’s wrong?” Cater said in a soft voice. You jumped. How did he get there? 
“Did you follow me?” You asked. He laughed awkwardly and rubbed the back of his head while sticking out his tongue. 
“Got me! But seriously, what’s wrong?” He brushed a piece of hair out of your face. 
“I just... I don’t think I’m ready for a relationship yet.” You looked at him in the eyes. His smile disappeared. 
“Huh?” He just stared with confusion for a few seconds before laughing. “(y/n)-chan! You’re so cute.” He walked up to you, causing you to back up against the wall. He put his arms on either side of you. “You can’t get rid of me that easily, silly.” He stared you up and down and twirled a piece of your hair in his fingers. 
“I have to go to class.” You were about to leave when Cater grabbed your arm. 
“Don’t! Skip for today! Let’s hang out babe.” He pulled you into his chest. You pushed him off and ran back into the hallway you were originally in, only to see Cater there talking to Ace and Deuce still. Cater turned to look at you, giving you a smirk. Caters clone lied!? You went upstairs to get away from both Caters. 
“(y/n)? Where are you~? Hey, have you seen (y/n)?” Another Cater clone asked someone. It began to get hard to breathe as you were struggling to find somewhere away from Cater and his clones. You found an empty classroom and closed the door, sighing heavily. You were completely out of breath. Your chest hurt. You noticed your phone blowing up and checked magicam. Cater posted that you two were dating. You sighed heavily and felt a lump in your throat. Cater was really stressing you out. 
“Why are you crying? Why are you avoiding me, babe? It’s starting to stress me out.”
You gasped and looked up to see Cater sitting on the lecture desk. He was leaning on one leg he propped up on the desk. 
“G-G-Go away! Leave me alone!”
“Babe-”
“Don’t call me that! I said leave me alone!” You turned to leave but another clone was there, his head tilted in confusion. 
He shrugged. “So, I’m like, totally confused? What was yesterday all about, then?”
“I-I thought it was a one time thing...”
The Cater behind you laughed. “Wait, seriously? So you were just gonna sleep with me and then leave?”
“No- I-”
“No? Then how was this going to end?”
“I-” You couldn’t speak any more.
“That’s pathetic. And like- hella rude.” Cater one said.
“I know right?” Cater two said. 
“I- I don’t know okay!? LEAVE ME ALONE!” You screamed and cried. You huddled yourself and shut your eyes. 
GO AWAY. GO AWAY. GO AWAY. GO AWAY.
The room was silent. You waited for a few seconds before opening your eyes. One Cater stood in front of the doors of the classroom, staring at you, his phone in one hand. He walked up to you calmly and then pulled you into a warm hug. It was comforting and unlike the other Caters. “Shhh....shhhh” You cried and cried. “It’s okay... but hey, listen...”
You looked up at him. “I’m not letting you go, okay? You’re mine, baby. You’re my cute little girlfriend and nothing is going to change that.” He gave you a gentle kiss. “If you don’t comply, babe, I can’t say what’s gonna happen. Because, I don’t know. You don’t want that right?” You shook your head. Cater wiped your tears away. He gave you a gentle smile. “Good. Does this mean we can have a happy and healthy relationship?” At this point, you were too scared to say anything else. You hesitantly nodded. “Oh~ you’re so damn cute~!” He kissed you again. “I’m so glad we agreed to this~! Isn’t she just adorable~?”
You looked up to see around four to five Caters in the classroom. 
“She’s sooo cute~!”
“Ugh... I wanna feel those lips all over me...”
“So fucking cute...”
“Can you say something for the camera? I need to get a pic!”
“I’m so glad she belongs to us only...”
You whimpered and tried to backup, but the original Cater was holding you in his arms. 
“Now,” he whispered in your ear, “can we continue what we started yesterday? Be a good girl for me, baby.” 
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I DID IT!!! I wanted to write a Cater fic so baaaadly... he’s so cute!!! He would be such a scary yandere... I read a fic by @smalltasteofhoney where Cater started telling people on social media that you two were a couple and I wanted to do it too. Thanks for the inspo!
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hansolmates · 3 years
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shiver | 01 (m)
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summary; jungkook changed since he moved out of his small town church community and attended college. when he returns for a christmas mass, you suddenly crave a taste of his fun and carefree life. in exchange, jungkook craves a taste of you pairing; bad boy!jungkook x church girl!reader genre/warnings; childhood friends to lovers, brief childhood friends to enemies, fwb!au, catholic guilt, jungkook is a meanie who eventually turns into a soft tsundere, bicuriosity, sexual exploration, virgin!oc, eventual smut—in this installment: touching over the clothes, mc is hornee, *pulls out cards against humanity* “a gentle caress of the inner thigh”, panty kissin, mc is a big ol’ pushover and hopeful for jkk:(( w/c; 1.9k a/n; it’s here! aaaaaa!!! i’ve been really eally realllyyyyyy nervous to post this. even though this is just a drabble series  let me know how you feel about it! enjoy [shiver masterpost]
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“Oh, you’re so dead.” 
Jeon Jungkook isn’t thaaaat buff, he's more of a skinny kind of muscular. You don’t understand the hype, why everyone croons over Jungkook’s strength and physique. However, how else could you explain Jungkook being able to climb the currently dilapidated fire escape to the top floor of the chapel. The ladder is rusted beyond repair and is definitely a fire hazard rather than a fire escape. Yet he barely breaks a sweat doing it, and he wipes the minor sheen off his brow with the back of his hand. There’s some soot and whatever nasty residue from the fire escape that gets on his face, a black streak marring his already annoying face. He’s currently wiggling his fingers in a sarcastic “hello.” It makes you sneer, your two consciousness (inappropriate and appropriate) warring against each other to determine whether you still find this man attractive or not. 
Convincing yourself that Jungkook is ugly is the worst quick-fix idea you’ve ever had. 
The words of your Aunties, the family friends in the church, echo in your ears. Jungkook’s bad. They’d say over and over. It would cause you to snort and giggle, unable to imagine what sort of things he’s done to warrant such a cliché label. Yet some of the girls your age, girls that have gone off to college agree with sultry looks and longing eyes that yes, Jungkook’s bad. So bad, it’s good. 
You haven’t a clue what he’s actually done to earn such a hushed title, his parents are lip-tight about his doings, unless it’s his achievements in the architecture graduate program. You hear things, though. Things that make you shamefully green with envy, envious of sin. 
As soon as he finds proper footing in the storage room, he goes to the closet, immediately finding his backup clothes. They’re plain white button-downs, awkward long shirts with no shape or definition to them. They belong to the church, and no one ever uses them because they’re stiff and itchy. Yet Jungkook wears them like it’s tailored, and you have to look away when he quickly knots the bottom half of the shirt, fashioning it into a tasteful double knot in order to cinch his lean waist.
“Pretty sure it was just you that saw me,” Jungkook says dismissively, “so it’s fine.” 
This bristles you the wrong way, and you put down the catering covers you were supposed to return to the storage room. You smooth out your Sunday dress, this shade of Boring Beige looking particularly pale in the morning sun. “How do you know I won’t tell?” you turn your nose up. 
“Because I know,” he doesn’t even look at you, focusing on rolling the sleeves of his shirt. You weaken when you see the black shadowing across his forearm. That’s new, then again you haven’t seen him since last Christmas.   
“Know what?” 
“That you have a crush on me,” Jungkook says into the air like it’s common knowledge, adjusting the leather jacket on top of his outfit so the white-startched collar pops on top, “I mean, it’s hard for anyone not to know. You’ve been into me since youth group, Bunny.”  
You hold your breath, counting to ten as you close the door behind you. A vision of you playing “Duck Duck Goose” as a five year old plays in your head, where you’d pick a bushy, big-eyed Jeon Jungkook each time, hopping over to him to pat his fluffy head so he’d chase you around. 
It’s old news, your puppy love for Jungkook. How could you not like him? He's clever and sweet with his mother and always told the best stories in youth group meetings.  Everyone thought your affections were so sweet, and while that attention weaned over time, your feelings have only increased the more self-aware you’ve become. 
With a mind as open and honest is yours, it’s hard to ignore how well Jungkook has grown. What has also grown is your curiosities since the two of you have moved onto university. Jungkook goes to the university uptown, a far drive which only forces him attend masses during the holidays. You attended the local community college, wrapping up a bachelors in some vague major that you’re not attached to. You’re currently looking around for some graduate schools, but unfortunately you’ve been so wrapped up doing duties for Pastor Nina that you haven’t been able to look around properly. 
Jungkook’s probably living a fun life, with the way he’s grown rough and loose, you resent him. 
When you turn back around, Jungkook’s right in front of you, trapping you between his body and the door.  
“Don’t be embarrassed, Bunny,” you furrow your brows, nearly growing cross-eyed when he leans in. “I think your crush is cute.” 
You’re not sure what he thinks of you. Sure, he considered everyone a friend when you two were in youth group, but that was youth group. Premeditated, parents forcing other children to do the same things with each other for years upon years in the hope they’ll practice together forever and ever. Jungkook did not want that, evident from the way he dipped his duties as soon as he got into university. 
You hate how easy he dips back into it though, calling you Bunny and making you feel like a little girl all over again. Bunny, because you’d hop around to him whenever he was in sight. Bunny, because Jungkook had been fondly compared to the wide-eyed, diamond-toothed creature. It was cute when you were five. Now, it’s just discomfiting. 
“Don’t call me that,” you bite, “and I don’t like you anymore.” 
“Sure you don’t,” he rolls his eyes, and you flinch when Jungkook’s hand rests on the curve of your waist, fingers slotting themselves between the pleats of your skirt. “That’s why you’re not moving away when I’m about to put my hand under your skirt. Because you don’t like me.” 
You press yourself further into the door, your skin hot and vibrating. So warm, you feel like you could melt through the door and escape from Jungkook’s gaze. Sure, the young ladies in the congregation talk. Maybe you’ve heard a story or two about Jungkook being seedy, a result of being repressed after years and years of stiff routines and expectations thrust upon him. You could care less about Jungkook’s sexual appetite, until this appetite has reached you. 
“Mm, you’re pretty,” Jungkook’s eyes roam your form, the daisy white blouse doing nothing to barricade Jungkook’s sudden interest in you, “you’ve never been touched like this, have you?” 
“I’ve touched myself like this,” you hiss in defense, and it’s more out of anger than in pleasure. You don’t need a man to comfort you, but Jungkook’s eyes sparkle in mirth at the new information. 
“That’s really sexy,” Jungkook slips down, roams his fingers down to your ankles and plays with the silver buckles of your Mary Janes. You shiver when his hands trail up up up to your knees, the swell of your thighs, and catch right under the elastic seam that holds your secrets together, “but I’ll have you know, it’s different when you have someone hold your pleasure in their hands.” 
You’re in the storage room of your church, fifteen minutes before the Christmas mass, with Jeon Jungkook’s head between your legs. Your skirt is long, and Jungkook doesn’t bother to ride it up your waist. 
It feels more forbidden that way, Jungkook hiding under the fabric of your skirt to get to your honeyed center, sneaking his way in with rough hands and soft touches.
“J-Jungkook,” you whimper, pressing your full spine against the wooden door, “we shouldn’t. N-not like this.”
What is wrong with you? Is it sheer curiosity? Do you just want to know what it finally, finally feels like? You should be pushing him away. There’s red lights flashing back and forth in your brain like sirens. Yet, do you really want to turn away the attention you’ve been aching for years? 
You imagined your first time to be relatively special. The bare minimum, a bed, a talk, and a partner you’re mutually committed to. None of those things are met. Now you understand why all the young women in church whisper about sex like this. It’s a spur of the moment, it’s an unbridled pleasure you don’t want to stop, no matter how forbidden and sinful the act is.  
“How else then?” you feel his deep voice straight through your panties, his lips whispering between the pink cotton like he’s sinking liquid heat into your skin. “I can’t sink my fingers into your sweet cunt during the candle lighting. Or when we open presents with the family after. That would be inappropriate.” 
Your replies come out in breaths, puffs of air that conceal the moans you so badly want to let out as Jungkook pokes and rubs at you. He does nothing beyond the cotton fabric, only slides two fingers up and down your slit as he gathers the arousal between his digits. 
“So wet already, that’s so sexy,” he’s kissing your core, and you sigh fretfully at the pleasure that feels so close yet so far away. 
“P-please, Jungkook…” 
“Please what?” Jungkook teases, fingers slipping back and forth between the elastic of your underwear, “please stop? Please touch me? Please fuck me?” 
The church bell answers that, and Jungkook’s nose knocks right into your bud at the sudden intrusion. You yelp at the jarring stimulation, pulling him from under your skirts as the loud noise echoes in the room. Both of you wince at the pain, the moment interjected. 
“You first,” Jungkook casually opens the door for you, as if he didn’t have you ten seconds away from begging him to make you come. 
You don’t even look at him as you dash away, not bothering to take the elevator in favor of running off the heat. Two minutes before the procession. The church is packed to the brim, only the back seats left. Your family probably gave up on waiting for you up in the front. As you sit down in the corner, you’re momentarily distracted by the beauty of a decorated church on Christmas. Even though you’re part of the decorating committee and commanded most of the design, seeing the stained glass lit up with fairy lights and the poinsettia plants blooming burgundy on the altar, you’re impressed. 
“There’s a draft here, you must be cold.” Jungkook talks to you so politely, a perfect picture of a gentleman as he drapes his leather jacket over your lap. He speaks as if it’s a pleasant surprise, a childhood friend he hasn’t seen in nearly a year. 
You can’t tell him to move when people are watching and Jungkook is seconds from interrupting the procession, so you reluctantly scoot over so he can sit next to you. His scent overwhelms you even more now that you’ll have to sit next to him for a whole hour, lavender and vanilla overtaking your pew. 
The jacket is heavy and heady on your lap, and you force yourself to stare straight ahead. Jungkook cannot weaken you like this, not anymore. 
Thirty minutes later, his fingers are hovering at the start of the homily, caressing your thighs under the jacket with his big hands. A draft? Please. You clamp your thighs together, knocking your knees and hoping they’d lock together for the rest of the mass. Jungkook’s a master key, easily parting his way as if your muscles are pure jelly. You turn your head sharply, glaring at him with all the fire in the world. 
“Careful,” Jungkook mouths, eyes flickering to the symbol atop the podium, “he’s watching.” 
His fingers finally brush the damp blush cotton of your panties, and you shudder. 
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The Brother’s Reaction to MC having a Nightmare
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this gif... holy SHIT 
Lucifer
Whether you started the evening snuggled up under his chin or all alone in your room, he’s an extremely light sleeper since he’s got to keep an ear out for Mammon being stupid at 2 am
So when you start to move restlessly and/or whimper and cry, naturally he’ll awaken and see what the issue is
Lucifer will sit up and gently rest a tentative hand on your trembling shoulder, so as not to startle you
His presence only seemed to make it worse! Your tears got bigger and your cries got louder, your breathing became more uneven until you woke with a start, your own shrill scream scaring you into a frightened, crying ball in front of him
Boi is at a loss…
Was this his fault?
“MC, darling, what has gotten into you? Are you alright?”
“L-Lucifer?” You whimper, watery eyes roving aimlessly in the darkness “L-L-Lucifer?! Where are-”
Wrapping his arms around you and pulling you close, he reassures you: “I’m here, right here princess,” “I’ve got you, it was just a dream MC... nothing to worry about.”
Strokes your head, smoothing your rumpled hair and supporting your back while you hide your puffy, tearstained face in his collar and cling to him for dear life until you calm down
You’re still shaking when the usually stiff demon presses a kiss to the crown of your head and begins to rock from side to side, murmuring gentle, reassuring words in your ear
“Nothing can hurt you as long as you’re in my arms, MC.” “Deep breaths my love, deep breaths…”
Mammon’s vivid scary stories before bed had obviously been a bad decision, Lucifer decided as he dabbed your cheeks with a kleenex
his poor, sweet human having nightmares about silly campfire tales…
How endearing, yet upsetting
He’ll carry you to the kitchen bridal style and hold you close after getting you a glass of water, then carry you back to bed and tuck you safely against his broad chest for the rest of the night making a mental note to hang Mammon upside down from the banister the following morning
Mammon
He woke up from his dream about goldie who had read “∞” on the ATM and opened his door in answer to the frantic knock to find his favorite human crying
You rushed into his arms, burying your face in his chest to hide your shuddering sobs, nearly sending the now blushing Avatar of Greed off balance in your haste
“Jeez, human! Wha… What happened? Why’re ya crying like that?”
No, like seriously, plz stop crying babie or he’s gonna cry too
Returns the hug, holding MC firmly as he regains his footing and manages to shut the door behind you
“MC, sssh, I’m right here! You don’t hafta worry, ok? Luckily you’ve got the best demon on the job to make ya feel better! Hug me as hard as ya need, ok?”
*forehead and cheek smooches*
Lets you curl up in his lap until you can talk to him without stuttering or choking on tears
Holds you the whole time, almost as if he’s afraid to let go for fear you’ll cry again
“Bad dream? What was it about?”
“Th-Those characters from Levi’s horror game w-were eating you alive and I c-couldn’t move!” You whimper tearfully, “You were begging me for help a-and I couldn’t do anything to save you from them because every time I moved th-these ropes got t-tighter around my neck a-an-”
First of all, he’s horrified that Levi showed you those games when he knew they gave you nightmares. Unfortunately, you had to if you didn’t want to be called a normie for the billionth time that week
Second, he, the great Mammon, begging a mere human for help? Yeah right
Even though he knew in his heart of hearts that that would definitely be the case
“They’re not real, remember that. And if you still think those freaks are lurking in the dark, come find me and the great Mammon will protect you!”
You can't help but giggle and hug him more tightly, knocking him back onto his pillow
Neither of you felt like moving, so Mammon pulls the sheets up over your shoulders and you snuggle together until the morning comes
At the breakfast table, Mammon doesn’t hesitate to screech at Levi for giving you nightmares while cradling your tired, sleep-deprived body against him
Leviathan
Doesn’t hear MC’s knock at first, he’s too absorbed in the 14th episode of I Was Eating Avocado Salmon Sushi at a Hundred-Yen Revolving Sushi Restaurant When Suddenly I Was Thrown Back in Time a Thousand Years to the Heian Era, Where I Was Selected to Be a Personal Chef for a Princess and Was Later Chosen as a Possible Candidate to Be Her Husband… Now someone Please Tell Me How That’s Even Possible
As the knocking gets louder and more frantic, the otaku finally notices and pauses the anime, goes to the door and opens it a tiny bit
Just enough to see the teary-eyed MC, hugging their waist in discomfort, shivering in fear, and looking left and right down the hall for danger
“... Yeah?”
“L-Levi? C-Can I come in? *sniff* I just had a really scary dream-”
“I-uh… Ummm I g-guess,”
He lets you in and on a whim, places a tentative hand on your back
He expected you to push him away, but when you choked and rushed into his half-open arms and buried your face in his chest, leviachan.exe has stopped working
EXIT
What was he supposed to do with his hands?!?!??
MC was crying and he was just standing there like a normie? Wh… WhAt wOULd HenRy dO?
“MC, h-hey, it cant’ve been that bad… here, um let’s s-sit down a-and you can talk to me. Sound good?”
He feels you nod and leads you to his large gaming beanbag chair and you get squooshed against his side, shivering and sniveling, but warm and safe
Levi dries your face with the edge of his shirt and after a few moments of comfortable silence, you begin to explain your dream
The slimy creatures scaling the walls of the House of Lamentation with their slimy entrails dripping whitish goo in their wake. Eight spindly legs to each monster, sixteen sinister red eyes, and countless rows of gleaming fangs ready to take a chunk out of anyone who came too close
They managed to get into the house and they chased you and the brothers, but the otaku had tripped over a fallen suit of armor and a spider creature made its move before he could get away
At that point, you’d woken up absolutely terrified and rushed to see if Levi was ok
“But you’ve played horror games with me and we watched My Sister and I Found a Spider and Took It Home, Realizing Soon After it Was a Demon Who Eventually Escaped From the Glass Jar We Used for a House and Ate Our Toes, Transporting Us To Hell Where We Were F-”
“Yeah… I know… B-But it wasn’t that bad. I was reading one of the books Satan recommended. It was a really well-written horror story and it had very realistic pictures. I just can’t seem to get those gross monsters out of my head:(”
Your voice slowly trailed off and Levi realized what he had accomplished
You… You weren’t crying anymore!!
Also, you weren’t breathing really hard or shaking too much! Had… had this yucky otaku really calmed the human down?
*gasp* he was rubbing your back too!? And you hadn’t slapped his icky hands away?
You… you were ok with this? B-Being all snuggled up together on the beanbag chair?
“L-Levi, I-I’m ok now. I’ll leave you alone… I hope I didn’t wake you up…”
“N-No!”
“Something wrong?”
“No… I-um,” (he couldn’t let you get away now! This was perfect! He had you all to himself!! No WAY was he gonna screw this up!!) “You c-can stay a little longer if you’d like… I-I was in the middle of I Was Eating Avocado Salmon Sushi at a Hundred-Yen Revolving Sushi Restaurant When Suddenly I Was Thrown Back in Time a Thousand Years to the Heian Era, Where I Was Selected to Be a Personal Chef for a Princess and Was Later Chosen as a Possible Candidate to Be Her Husband… Now someone Please Tell Me How That’s Even Possible… Do you maybe want to stay and watch?”
“You don’t mind? I don’t want to intrude-”
“No! It’s fine!”
And so he fumbled with the remote and hit the play button, but couldn’t focus on a single word the protagonists were saying
You. Fell. Asleep.
On. Him.
Uh
“Maybe… Maybe MC doesn’t think I’m a… ‘yucky otaku’ after all… But don’t get your hopes up, Levi.”
Satan
He fell asleep in his chair, book resting on his chest when he heard a short, quick (almost frantic) string of taps on his door
Being a light sleeper (just like his papa), he immediately woke up to hear your voice on the other side of the door
“Satan? Are… Are you awake? *sniffle*”
It was you
What could you possibly want at this hour?
Upon opening the door, your body crashed into his own, but not before impulsively throwing your arms around his neck and breaking down on his shoulder
“M-MC? Are you alright?”
No, you weren’t
Judging by your stormy sobs and trembling figure, something must have shaken you up horribly for you to act like this
The sweet MC he knew usually kept their cool
He leads you to his big armchair and sits you down, careful to keep a firm hand on your back for support, both emotional and physical
Your eyes were wide and glassy, pupils darting to each corner of the room looking for monsters, bad demons, giant bugs, etc.
Finding none, you finally make shy eye contact with the blonde demon who has kept his arms close about you and dabbed your endless tears away until you were calm enough to speak
“MC, did you have a night terror or something?”
“*sniffle* M-hm. I-I’m sorry S-Satan, I was just so scared I c-couldn’t stay in my room all alone and you were the first person I thought of. So… I ran here. Did I wake you?”
“I fell asleep in my chair again MC. So I would have awakened during the night anyway,” He replied, “Plus, I don’t mind at all. I’m… I’m happy you came. What was your dream about?”
“It was really twisted… are you sure you want to know?”
“You’ll feel better when you talk about it and I’m always up for a story.” He smiled.
He sat back in his chair tentatively resting your head on his chest as you began describing the terrors from only minutes before
“Asmodeus and I, we watched some of those cringey teen romance movies this afternoon and somehow they morphed into a really scary dream. You and I, the rest of your brothers, the angels, Solomon, Diavolo, and even Barbatos were playing spin the bottle for some reason and I landed on you, but when I kissed you, you turned to dust! Th-Then when I landed on Mammon and Beel, the s-same thing happened again, but no one seemed to notice! Th-”
Noticing you were getting worked up again, Satan rubbed soothing circles into your back, hushing you gently and assuring you that everything was fine and ‘innocent’ kissing games weren’t actually deadly
Unless they were
But he didn’t mention that to you at that moment
Instead, he cradled you in his lap and read to you until your eyelids began to droop once more for some much-needed sleep
Being the good boy he is, he tucked you into his bed
BUT
Before he could walk back to his chair
“Satan, aren’t… aren’t you gonna lay with me?” You ask, tired, sweet voice ringing in his ears, “I-If you don’t mind that is. I mean it is your bed, after all, I didn’t mean t-”
He’s blushing up to his ears at your request, but nonetheless rolls onto the mattress next to you and you snuggle up close and fall asleep almost instantly
“As long as you’re here with me, you’ll be safe MC.”
Asmodeus
Why… Why was he up so early? What was that noise? Wait… Where were you?
He could’ve sworn he fell asleep with you in his arms
Sitting up groggily he looked around after rubbing the crust of sleep from his eyes
Something was moving and whimpering next to him, caught in a snare of fluffy blankets
The fearful cries of “Asmodeus! Oh, Asmo please don’t die! No, no, no, NO!!” broke the sweet demon’s heart
Your ragged breathing turned to a blood-curdling scream and you shot upright, but the blankets blocking your vision increased your tearful unease tenfold and you began struggling even harder against them
Taking action, Asmo tugged at the sheets, doing everything he could to help you
When your face emerged from the heap, you took a great gasp of air and immediately began sobbing your heart out
Asmo paused, knowing it unwise to approach someone who’d just escaped the clutches of a nightmare, but he couldn’t just sit there and stare at you!
Luckily, you chose that moment to look around
Your eyes met his amber ones in the semi-darkness and you tackled him, wrapping him in an impossibly tight hug
“A-ASMO!”
“Darling, wh-”
“Oh my god! I thought I killed you! I r-ruined your pretty face! You just sh-shriveled up a-and-”
“Sweetheart, hey~” He murmured, closing his arms around your back and cradling the back of your head in his hand, “Don’t cry anymore, Asmo’s here…”
His gentle comforting coos as he rocked from side to side brought your tears to a halt and soon you were able to look him in the face
Your glassy, frightened eyes had almost a look of reverence when you ever so slightly cupped your palm over his cheek, afraid he would crumble away at your caress once more
When he didn’t, you let out a shaky sigh of relief and visibly relaxed; shoving your face in his shoulder and wrapping your legs and arms around him so he couldn’t escape
It was quiet for a moment
Asmodeus settled his forearms around your waist and said
“Dearest, are you alright?”
“I… I don’t know.”  You fisted his shirt in your palms and looked at him, “That was a really vivid one.”
“Tell me what it was about!” He smiled sympathetically and stroked your cheek, “I have bad dreams sometimes too, MC. If you tell me yours I’ll tell you a few of mii-iiine!”
You couldn’t help but crack a small grin as his sweet tone and nod
“Yesterday Beel told me about the one time he touched Satan’s favorite plant. He’d seen Satan pet the stalk and petals before and he wanted to do it too. (Satan is a plant dad, fight me) But when he touched it, it shriveled up and died on the spot. I… I had a dream where I touched you and you shriveled up! I tried to help you, but every time I touched you, you screamed in pain! Then… Then you died in my arms and I woke up.”
:(
You clung to the demon as he moved, lost in thought. Settling back into the abundant pillows and tugging a sheet over your shoulders, he began to speak
“That sounds absolutely terrifying! What would you do without me?”
“Asmo…”
“I’m kidding, I’m kidding!” He nuzzled your cheek and hugged you tighter, “Why don’t we find a way to help you forget about it? I have a couple of suggestions… if you’d like to hear them~”
Beelzebub
He’d only been gone for a minute… or four… maybe five…? Right?
Why were you writhing around like that? You sounded like a lost little puppy and… were those tears?
“MC? Are you awake?”
No reply, just your continued whines of discontent and a steady stream of tears soaking the pillow
He dropped his snacks on the floor and carefully knelt on the edge of the mattress, putting a gentle hand on your forehead
Lucifer used to do that when he was sick, long ago when they still lived in the celestial realm. Maybe it would help you? Somehow? Hopefully?
The strangled sob that fell from your lips as you forced his hand away broke his big heart in two
Hold on, your eyes were closed! Wait, you were having a bad dream!
Throwing all caution to the wind (and not knowing the consequences of waking someone in this state) and began shaking you rather roughly, scaring you awake and making you bonk heads when you sat up too quickly
Now you were crying for more reasons than one
Your head hurt, two big scary hands had your shoulders in a tight grip, there was a large figure looming over you in the dark, your dream was still raging and replaying in your head, and it was really dark and uncomfortably warm
Even in the dim light, Beel witnessed the look of pure terror that crossed your face
You thought his heart was broken? Well it just fucking shattered
You were scared? Of him?
“MC, it’s just me! Don’t be afraid!”
He’d woken you up, but apparently he’d only made things worse…
Beel is vewy sowwy :(
Those lovely amethyst eyes…
“B… Beeley?”
“MC? I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you, I didn-”
You silence the ginger demon by throwing yourself into his arms in unparalleled relief, afraid you hadn’t really woken up and the shadow of your favorite brother was just MC’s Nightmare, Continued
Happy you’re in his arms, he squeezes back with all his might and burying his face in your shoulder
“I just had the worst nightmare Beel. I’m so happy you’re here…” You murmur, wiping your nose on your sleeve.
“Is your head ok?”
“M-hm.”
The pair of you sit in comfortable silence for a few moments, Beel offers you a tissue to dry your face, but you can’t seem to stop crying
“MC, maybe if you told me about it, you’d feel better!”
His sweet, honest smile made you melt
But the contents of your dream… You looked guiltily toward the bed on the other side of the room where you knew the Avatar of Sloth was sleeping peacefully
“You… You promise not to tell Belphie?”
“What do you mean?”
“W-Well I dreamt about that time… you know… when he killed me? He gave me a hug before bed like he always does a-and I love Belphie’s hugs but I can’t help but think about... that. I feel bad, it’s the same as holding a grudge! I’m sorry Beel.”
*insert pikachu face meme* = beel
“Why are you apologizing? It’s not your fault you had the dream.”
“I know… I feel bad though. Did I wake you up?” You ask, changing the subject.
“Nuh-uh. I was already up grabbing snacks.” He pointed to the untidy pile a few feet away. “Maybe some TSL and food will bring your smile back. Don’t worry about your dream MC, the secret is safe with me. Plus, you’re only human and I guess being killed would be really scary for you. I didn’t protect you that time, but if anyone ever tries to hurt you again, I’ll be there before you can say Burgers from Akuzon, ok?”
The smile lifts your lips before he finishes his sentence warms his heart and puts a happy smile on his own as you give him a final squeeze and whisper
“Thanks a lot, Beeley.”
Belphegor
It is said the Avatar of Sloth could sleep through anything, even the loudest storm and the echoes of 4th of July from the human world
But when the precious human cuddled up in his arms every night begins to move around and/or whimper in fear, Belphegor is awake in minutes only to find you squirming away from him and begging to some invisible entity “Just… Just d-don’t hurt them! I’m sorry, I’m so, so sorry, please don’t hurt me I-”
The seventh born is squeezing your hand and whispering encouragement in your ear, telling you you’re safe and that it’s just a dream
Slowly opening your eyes you look around, still terrified and jumpy from your vision, but the warm hand intertwined with yours and the comforting arm around your back, plus the familiar scents of the twins’ room slowly bring you back to reality
“MC?”
“Belphie? I-Is that you?”
“Who else would it be, dummy.”
You ignore the half hearted insult and bury your face in his chest, allowing your heart to reach a normal pace and his natural scent and warmth to wash over you
“Tell me about it. Sounded pretty scary.”
“I’m sorry for waking you up Belphie, I know how you hate losing sleep…”
“Just… Be quiet and tell me your dream!”
“S-Sorry… Um, so I didn’t know you too well yet and an angel came and took the precious grimoire, but me and Beel were caught up in it and there was this whole thing with Purgatory Hall and Luke and-”
“Your stories can put me right to bed you know that? Anyway, so what happened? Did Lucifer tear the angel’s head off?” He looked rather hopeful…
“Of course not! Lucifer was gonna make me choose who I wanted to save, either Beel or Luke and I didn’t want either of them to get hurt so I said ‘both’ and Lucifer got really mad and scary and in my dream he ended up hurting Luke and Beel and he would’ve gotten me if you hadn’t woken me up.”
“You’re welcome.”
“... *sigh* Thanks for listening Belphie.”
With a sigh of his own, he pulled you into his arms, resting his chin on your shoulder
“It was just a dream. You don’t have to be afraid, you know. I’m right here for you. Always.”
“Aww, than-”
“Forget I said that! Shut up and go to sleep!”
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so since you're gonna do the avatar!mc au with the entities you think each brother would fear the most (SO excited for that btw, my friend can attest to the fact that i've basically been rambling about tma x om nonstop since the first post you made that put the two together), i'd love to hear your thoughts on which entity each brother would *be* an avatar of, if you're cool with sharing! personally i love the ideas of specifically vast!levi and dark!belphie but i'd love to hear your takes on the concept! <3
So because of how time works, despite receiving this ask on July 12, by the time you see this it’ll be August! So the entire Avatar!MC series should be out by now, which I hope you will/have enjoy/ed. I wholeheartedly agree with the concept of Vast! Levi, which I’ve talked about before (as you know ;) ), but I will happily ramble about it again!
These aren’t gonna be short fics though bc I do Yearn to save that energy for The Longfic, which is still in the planning stages because a) I can’t pick a timeline, and b) trying to match up the timelines of Obey Me and TMA is hard, especially when I tend to have a violent disrespect for actually paying attention to the timing of plot events in both. I already fucked up a part of the plotting because I forgot the order we get pacts with the brothers lmao
Content warnings: Mentions/allusions to tma-typical Spookies, yet another installation of my Cursed Crossover idea, lengthy debates about what makes someone choose to become an avatar of fear, spoilers for Lesson 16+ of Obey Me and S5 of TMA
What Entity Do I Think The Brothers Would Serve? (Cursed TMA x Obey Me Crossover)
Lucifer
So I put him as falling victim to the Eye/Beholding bc of his whole thing about Secrets and Pride being about wanting control over your own image
And he does have a creepy tendency in canon to always know when his brothers are up to some Dumb Shit
BUT! You know what we see in Lucifer’s character that we see in a certain Entity?
A simultaneous manipulation of others and submission to being manipulated by a higher power
That’s right, I think Luci would be a Web avatar
But Winter, Lucifer wouldn’t wanna take marching orders from someone/thing else! He’s too proud for that— You’re right! He doesn’t want to. But he will.
He willingly submitted himself and his family to Diavolo for eternity to get what he wanted (saving Lilith)
And from how much we see him work, it’s safe to say that he’s a pretty damn essential part of running the Devildom
If he really wanted to, he could probably successfully pull a coup on Diavolo
But he doesn’t, because he’s trapped himself by his own honour code
Thus, the sexual tension bromance we all know and love/insist is Deeply Problematic and blacklist (depending on how much you like/hate dialuci lol)
10/10, would fill with spiders again
Mammon
I put Mammon as falling victim to the Buried for pretty obvious reasons
But admittedly picking a fear he’d serve is trickier
I had to get a bit abstract with it, but I think the Hunt might suit him
Not necessarily the primal *cough* and police brutality *cough* parts of the Hunt tho
More like how Basira was considered an avatar of the Hunt in the fearpocalypse because of her mission/promise to Daisy
See, Greed can stem from fear
Fear of losing what you have, of no longer being able to support yourself, of being preyed upon by others
So people become greedy as a defense mechanism, to protect what they have
If they’re on the offensive, they won’t be targeted
Also, if you’re constantly pursuing more more more, there’s no time to think about anything else
Like consequences, or guilt, or Feelings
If Mammon let his little tough guy act go too far for too long, I don’t think it’s too much of a stretch to say he could start heading down the path to avatarhood
After all, people pay big money for hitmen and bounty hunters…
Leviathan
As I said last time, I can see why people would associate Levi with the Lonely first: he’s a shut in, he acts like he wants nothing to do with people/would rather be alone, and I get it
BUT! All of that actually stems from the fact that Levi has terrible self-esteem and thinks he deserves to be this gross shut in loser
While envy can make you want to bring others down to your level, so to speak, Levi tends to just shun “normies”, not actively conspire to sabotage them
He actually does crave understanding and to have people in his life, he just doesn’t know how to go about it
Boy’s got Mega Social Anxiety is what I’m saying (funny how both the Lonely and the Eye can be real bad for that, huh)
But the Vast? Nihilism? Takes all the pressure off
If everyone is a small, insignificant speck in the face of an uncaring, unfathomably large cosmos, who cares what you do? Who cares what people think of you?
Yeah, you’d be kinda weird too if you stared into the infinite abyss of the ocean and realized it was just the maw of a gargantuan sea monster too, Karen, lay off
Plus aesthetically, the great Awful Deep most people fear in the ocean is a comfort to Levi
And again, THE VAST IS MORE THAN JUST THE SKY
I WENT ON A BOAT ONCE
LIKE REAL FAR OUT, SO I COULDN’T SEE LAND FOR DAYS
IT WAS JUST ENDLESS B L U E
AND I WAS ON A CRUISE IN THE CARIBBEAN
I SAW A FRACTION OF THE OCEAN’S S U R F A C E AND IT WAS I M M E N S E
Did you know we’ve only explored like 5% or whatever of our oceans? Think about that! Every Single Thing we know about what’s in there is just the tip of the iceberg!!! GOD KNOWS WHAT’S DOWN THERE!!! PROBABLY FUCKED UP FISH IS WHAT
*ahem* anyway, fishee
Satan
Another tricky boi
I marked him down as fearing the Desolation, as a reflection of what he fears most in himself
I probably could have also gone with Slaughter, but I’d say that’s more baby/early-Satan
Desolation is also about destruction of potential, and Satan has very carefully built himself into a non-rage-monster person
So tearing that all away from him is :)))
But what would Satan give himself over to?
Ceaseless Watcher, I want that twink OBLITERATED—
Satan clings to knowledge and erudition to distance himself from the rage he was born as
“Watch and learn” is literally how he became a person
I find it deeply funny that it could also easily be how he becomes a monster once again
Also if you think the avatar of Wrath wouldn’t have a use for supernatural blackmail you’re just straight up incorrect
Couple that with Satan’s various connections and he’d be a Force to Reckon With
Asmodeus
I put him as a victim of the Corruption bc I found it extremely fitting considering the duality of his romanticized image vs the “dirty” fluid-filled nature of Lust.
Lust can be really nasty, but as licentious as Asmo’s supposed to be, he’s surprisingly coy
(now part of that comes from the fact that Obey Me isn’t strictly 18+/full-on porn, but still)
There’s a lot of Interesting Ideas to unpack there with attitudes towards sex vs sensuality and idealisation vs reality
Now as for an avatar… I debated this for a very long time, tossing around Eye, Stranger, Spiral, even Web for like one second
But I think I’ve got it
Slaughter!
Specifically the musical/random outbursts of violence side (not so much the war side)
Why? Well for one, Biblical Asmodeus is said to “"transport men into fits of madness and desire [...] with the result that they commit sin, and fall into murderous deeds (Testament of Solomon, verse 23).”
But also, Obey Me Asmo’s affair with that portrait chick from the earlier lessons started a whole ass war
Like it or not, the boy is very good at instilling manic violence in people
They don’t call it bloodlust for nothing
Beelzebub
I paired Beel with an End avatar MC bc the boy fears losing his loved ones like he lost Lilith
You could argue that Desolation would fit there too but I liked how it fit Satan better
Now as for a Vibe…
I’m tied between Flesh and Corruption tbh
Though corruption is mostly bc buge :)
So I’ll talk about the Flesh
So uh, mass consumerism, meat is meat, cannibalism… see where I’m going?
Ignoring the Hans because that was super racist, the two Flesh avatars I remember best are Jared Hopworth and The Guy Who Stuck His Arm in a Spooky Meat Grinder To Feed His Buds
I think of Jared in relation to Beel not because of the gym thing, but because his very chill/apathetic attitude towards his patron is similar to how I’d picture Beel’s approach to all this
Like “well, guess I’m here now”
I love Beel as much as everyone else, but he’s not exactly apologetic about his… habits
Not to the degree that he’d actually try and change them anyway
So if he got started on the path to Flesh avatarhood, he’d be pretty fucked
Belphegor
I put Web for him as a fear almost entirely because of the concept of Uno Reverse Card, ngl
It does technically tie into his whole thing about being trapped in the attic, since he’d denied all agency and freedom in there, but… Uno Reverse
Dark!Belphie is an interesting concept, and MAG86 “Tucked In” is iconic, but tbh I don’t really… Get the Dark
Don’t get me wrong, put me in a dark place and I will be scared, I don’t like not seeing things, but I have a hard time wrapping my head around why one would become an avatar of the Dark
It’s not a very “primary” fear imo? Like, I’m scared of the dark bc I can’t see what’s there, ie. a threat could be there and I wouldn’t know, but intellectually I know it’s just the absence of light. That’s not really spooky on its own.
I guess what I’m saying is I can attribute spookier things related to the Dark better to other Entities, so I’m not sure what its draw is specifically
According to the Entity Sexiness Survey I did a while back, there’s apparently some Catholic stuff going on with the Dark so maybe that’s why i don’t get it lmao
Anyway I’d put Belphie down for Spiral
“What lies behind a smile” indeed cowboy
Apparently it’s getting choked
Is it because MC’s entire relationship with him is originally founded on a lie?
Is it because the Spiral deals with distortions in your perception, gaslighting gatekeeping girlbossing, as well as foggy liminal mental spaces like between sleep and consciousness, death and life?
Is it because I think Belphie would absolutely delight in driving someone bananas by fucking with their dreams until it bleeds into their waking life?
Is it because being a person or consistent being at all is too much effort, consistent internal geography is hard, fuck it, just be an endless twisting series of hallways?
Yes :)
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I loved your Edward Cullen piece! I feel that that he would have a constant sexual urge brimming underneath and you accurately portrayed it boiling over. May i request another piece on how the MC and Esward met?
A/N: Sorry this took a bit, writers block + still being in school was tough but I managed, even If i’m not all that happy with the result! Prob will do a part 2 sorry the dialogue is awkward. I imagined like a scenario like the cannon universe where edward is into her but also scared of harming her but hes also just a teen boy with his first crush, both Y/n and edward arent sure how to act with it.
Tw: Being scared to walk alone at night?? Idk just put that just in case!! 
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The midnight wind blew through Y/n’s hair, a chill running up her spine not just from the cold, but with every set of glowing headlights that passed her by. Y/n was never one to walk around at night, the fear of what may lurk had been pushed upon her since she was a child, and now as she wandered the dim streets her chest felt so tight with fear she wasn’t sure if she could breathe.  Y/n wished she had accepted Dr. Cullens offer of a ride home, but she didn’t want to inconvenience the man and instead lied about taking a taxi. Her and Dr. Cullen had become close over the past few weeks that she had been volunteering at the hospital, hoping to gain experience when she applied to universities to be a doctor. The two were inseparable there, Y/n watching with wide eyes and bated breath whatever the doctor did, and Carlisle carefully walking her through step by step the process of what he was doing. 
She pulled her sweater tighter around her body as she rounded the corner into an alleyway her e/c coloured eyes darting around. She could see her breath as she tried to calm her breathing, but that was proved futile when she stepped on a can, the loud crunch startling a scream out of her. “Get it together Y/n.” She muttered, squeezing her eyes shut for a moment, trying to regain composure as she heard distant voices approaching. Her hand, stiff from cold, dug into her pocket, grabbing her keys and sticking them through the paces between her fingers. Feeling a little better, Y/n continued her walk.
Y/n had to admit, despite her terror, the night time in forks was beautiful. The way the streets were illuminated by the passing headlights of cars, and the occasional coloured lights of stores reflected through the puddles that seemed to forever be there in the rainy city had the ability to take her breath away despite how small they were. The awe of the neon painted town distracted her from the silent footsteps coming behind her.
“Y/n?” Spoke a familiar voice. She spun around at the sound of her name, her grip on her keys tightened, only to loosen a bit when she recognized the man in front of her. Edward Cullen. “It’s late, why are you out here alone? You must be cold.” Y/n hadn't talked to the Cullen boy before, or really any Cullen other than Carlisle. At school the Cullen kids seemed like an untouchable group, but seeing him now, soaking wet, she felt as if he wasn't so high above the rest as everyone thought.
“I-I’m fine. Just a little chilly.” She lied, feeling the chill seep past the wet sweater she wore and into her body. The Cullen boy seemed to notice it was a lie, taking off his jacket and placing it over her shoulders in a fluid movement. “But won’t you get--”
“I don’t get cold easily.” Edward cut off her question, “Besides, my car is nearby. It’ll be warm in there.”
“No no it’s fine I’ll just take a cab.” Y/n said quickly, though the feeling of being in a warm car filled her thoughts she didn’t want to inconvenience anyone and much preferred to do things on her own despite her empty wallet disagreeing.
“It’ll be no inconvenience, besides It’ll save you money.” He replied as if he read her mind. Y/n opened her mouth to come up with a reason to not go with him but all that came out was a sneeze.
“See, you’re already catching a cold. Lets go.” Edward put his hand on the small of her back and began to lead Y/n to a Volvo parked on the side of the road. Y/n felt bad for bothering him but she could feel herself getting sicker with every sniffle, and her body was ice cold. She really wished she had initially accepted Dr. Cullen’s offer for a ride, fear dawning on her as she realized she would have to call in sick. If Edward noticed how she was feeling, he didn’t show it, staying silent as he ushered her into the car and passed her a blanket he had stored inside.
The car ride was quiet, the air between the two thick and awkward as they both figured out what to say. Y/n wished she could read minds, know what he was thinking. She hoped he wouldn’t tell Dr.Cullen about the meeting between the two, not wanting to appear like she rejected his car ride for any reason other than her own stupid independence. Y/n was about to say something, a question about how he found the weather, anything to make the ride less awkward, when he pulled up to her house. Quick pleasantries were exchanged between the two and Y/n headed inside, only realizing she had Edwards' coat once he had pulled away.
For the next few days the Cullen's were no shows at school. Y/n had the coat stashed in her locker to give to him, and yet she couldn’t find him. It drove Y/n insane. Every day she would walk into the cafeteria ready to finally get rid of this coat whose presence was weighing heavy on her subconscious, only to face disappointment when he wasn’t there. She knew a jacket wasn’t all that important in the long term, but it smelled so much like Edward’s car and reminded her of him and his stupidly attractive face, Y/n wanted to rid herself of it before her budding crush blossomed into a full blown one. It took a few days for Y/n to muster up the courage to talk to Dr.Cullen about it. Worries filled the back of her mind that he would think her to be stupid or weird, but as the were cleaning up for the night Y/n decided to bite the bullet.
Y/n sprayed the sharp smelling sanitizer on the table, wiping it down with a cloth and repeating on the next, her lips pursed as she thought of how to bring up the situation to the doctor across the room from her, who was busy looking over papers. Luckily the blonde seemed to notice first, standing up from his seat and walking over.
“Y/n, what’s on your mind?” He asked casually yet looking at her with the look of concern only a father could give.
“Well a while ago, when you offered me a ride home because my car was in the shop and I said no and I would take a taxi, I actually decided to walk home because I didn’t want to bother you and then I ran into your son Edward and he gave me a ride home, but then I forgot to give it back to him, so could you?” Y/n asked, her words spilling out of her mouth quickly, glad she could finally get the situation off her chest.
Carlisle chuckled, grabbing a sticky note and writing on it, handing it to Y/n. “I have got to stay late but here’s my address. You can go give him it now or later.” 
Y/n nodded, giddy with the excitement of finally getting away from the burden of having to return the coat. “You’ll be fine here without me?” she asked cautiously before she got too excited.
Carlisle nodded. “Yes, go give my son his coat. And tell him he needs to wear it more often.”
The Cullen’s house was beautiful at night. A mansion buried in the woods, it seemed so serene. Y/n wished she lived there so she could gaze out of the many lit up windows and into the forest. But there was no time for daydreaming about the lush scenery, Y/n was on a mission. She held the grey fabric tightly as she stepped out of the car, nervously approaching the door. She hadn’t heard of anyone going to the Cullen’s house, was she the first from her school? She was nervous as she approached the door, about to knock when the door opened, revealing a small teen with a dark pixie cut. Was it Alexa Cullen? Y/n wasn’t too sure on their names.
“Edward, a cute girl is here for you!” The girl, possibly named Alexa, shouted into the house. “You are here for Edward right?”
“Uh, yeah…” Y/n said awkwardly, looking to the ground and tightening her grasp on the jacket, looking at the pavement that was illuminated by the open door. After a few moments of silence the light disappeared and she looked up, her eyes meeting Edward’s piercing amber ones that seemed to know her deepest secrets.
“I’ll leave you two lovebirds at it” the girl chimed, closing the door and locking Edward outside.
“Sorry about my sister Alice, she’s a little…odd” Edward trailed off, looking to the side. Y/n was glad to know the name of the girl before, but also happy to just look at Edward, as creepy as it sounded. He looked perfect as always, hardly a strawberry blonde hair out of place, and those that were just made him look more perfect. Y/n could feel herself falling hard. Ever since the night he helped her out he seemed irresistible.
“It’s fine…” Y/n replied, the two sitting in silence for a while before Y/n remembered her task. “Oh here, I came to bring you your coat. So, uh, yeah..” She pressed the balled up grey coat into his hands. “Carlisle said you need to wear it more.”
Edward let out a chuckle. “I guess I’ll have to…” he stared at the grey fabric as if it would tell him what to say next.
“So I’ll go then?” Y/n said, though it sounded like a question. She didn’t want to bother him more than needed and began so walk away, pausing only when she heard his voice.
“Wait, before you go. Dinner, Friday, at eight? To make up for the effort you put in giving me my jacket back.” Y/n felt butterflies fly through her stomach, wondering if he possibly liked her back.
“Dinner… sounds good…” Y/n blushed with a smile to the ground, waiting for him to go back inside before giddily running back to her car. “I got a date with Edward Cullen!” She sang to herself as she pulled out of the driveway, oblivious to her crush smiling inside the house at her thoughts.
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lunarmessenger · 4 years
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May I request headcanons for the RFA + V & Saeran as yanderes? Also, I feel like your work is really underrated, and I wanted you to know that I love you and your writing so much! I hope you have a wonderful day/night :)
YANDERE RFA, V + SAERAN
warnings: mentions of violence and death.
of course you can sweetie! thank u for feeding my yandere obsession mMF YES. Oh my gosh thank you???? I’m so glad that you enjoy my writing!!! T_T that means so so much to me, and I hope you’re enjoying a beautiful day/night as well! this ended up being a little long sorry HAHAHA - luna xx
Zen
• You were both at a local tavern together with the rest of the RFA to celebrate another successful performance of his
• People who were fans of his came up every now and then asking for pictures and autographs and of course you didn’t mind
• Both of you actually enjoyed when his fans would come up because it showed his constant growth and that he was getting closer to his dream every day
• But with his popularity rising, so was yours
• You didn’t have fans necessarily, just admirers that thought you were rather pretty
• One of those admirers happened to be at the tavern and they approached you, a slight tint of red on their cheeks
• “Hello! I really don’t mean to interrupt but, I just wanted to say that I think you’re amazing with all of the help that you do with those amazing parties.”
• You were touched, and while you thanked them while giving them a brief hug you hadn’t noticed that Zen’s mood darkened instantly.
• They had long walked away from you both, and after about an hour Zen gave you a kiss to your forehead while smiling that same sweet smile
• “I’m going to go get some air for a moment, princess.”
• “Are you okay, Zen?”
• “Oh of course, I just wanted to go have a smoke.”
• You disapproved but allowed it anyway, giving him a peck on the lips as he walked away
• You had no idea that he’d singled out that admirer of yours, luring them outside into the alleyway
• He was on them, arm pressed against their neck in the shadows as he pinned them to the wall, eyes dark with jealousy as he growled at them
• “Who gave you the right to talk to MC, hm? Looks like you need to learn a few things...”
• When he came back inside you noticed that his knuckles were slightly bruised, but he still had that same smile that you’d always felt safe with
• “You’re okay...right Zen?”
• “Of course, princess. Nothing to worry about.”
Yoosung
• The epitome of a yandere
• You had decided to drop by at his college to bring him some home made lunch since he’d been a little stressed
• He was sitting with his study group outside on the grass, all of them furiously writing down their notes with their books open
• “Yoosung~ I brought you some stew! You’ve been working so hard.”
• His face instantly lights up as you stroll up, holding out his lunch as you kneel down next to him
• “MC! This is so sweet! Thank you so much!” You were met with endless quick kisses to your face, earning groans and playful complaints from his group
• You kissed the top of his head then walked away, and as soon as you were out of sight his friends just lay it on him
• “Honestly though Yoosung, I’m super jealous. MC is very caring, I wish I had someone like them.”
• yandere mode activated
• He asked that specific friend to help him with a certain subject for just another hour while everyone else packed up
• While they were walking to their classroom together to put away their books Yoosung suddenly grabbed them by the neck and dragged them into an empty classroom
• “You think that you can talk about MC that way? Understand that they’re mine, and don’t you ever forget it.”
• He choked them until their eyes rolled into the back of their head, only letting go when they’d stopped struggling so much
• They were left there, passed out on the ground while Yoosung walked away and went home
• There you were waiting for him, dinner already set out on the table as you grinned at his entrance
• “Honey you’re back!” He smiled, dropping his book bag as he opened his arms for you
• “My precious MC.”
Jaehee
• She was always rather protective of you
• Working at C&R showed her both the good and bad sides of people, especially those involved with business
• So when you’d both gotten to finally have that coffee shop together she’d noticed that the owner of the entire strip was getting a little...too comfortable with you
• They had even mentioned to Jaehee now and then how fun it would be for all of you to “hang out” and that was enough to get them on her blacklist
• You were oblivious of course and that was okay because she was going to take care of it
• “MC, would you mind going shopping for some supplies for the shop? I forgot to grab a couple of things, I’ll meet with the landlord myself to discuss any changes of rent, so don’t worry.”
• Of course you didn’t mind, but you were a little discouraged because it would take you at least an hour to get everything that was on the list she’d handed you
• And, that’s what she was planning on obviously
• She drove to the leasing office after making an appointment with the owner a couple of weeks prior, long hair shaping her face and chest as she purposely tugged down her shirt a little more
• Within minutes the owner was interested, though was still making comments about you and how “sweet and innocent” you were, almost as if describing a toy
• That was enough to make Jaehee grab them by the shoulder and toss them to the ground, hand pressing hard into their chest as they gasped for air, eyes empty as she stared them down
• “MC is not a toy, and you shall treat them with proper respect. They are my partner, and are not open to being with anybody else. Is that understood?”
• The owner was terrified, and just to make sure she didn’t come to them again offered to have you both not pay the rent for the rest of the lease until it was renewed
• “Jaehee! I don’t know how, but we suddenly have enough money to take that trip you wanted to go on! I guess profits have been really great this year!”
• She only smiled, coming up to you from behind and wrapping her arms around you into a warm, yet tight hug
• “It’s all because of you, MC. Without you I would still be lost. Never forget that I love you, and I would do anything to make you happy.”
Jumin
• Also another yandere type man
• He’d invited you along on a business trip in Dubai, and of course you were excited to go just because you were going to be with him
• After a meeting he’d offered to take you to the beach and you were beyond excited, leaving him in the sand as you ran for the ocean
• He watched fondly as you stripped off your bathing suit cover and waded in the water
• He had never seen anything more beautiful in his entire life, and he was thoroughly proud of himself for deciding to take you along with him during a trip
• That is until you were walking back up to the cabana he was under, his brows furrowing as he noticed that you were crossing your arms over your body
• “MC? Is everything alright?”
• You slowly shook your head, grabbing a towel and wrapping it around your body as you sat down on his lap and leaned against his chest
• “I just felt a bit uncomfortable...when you’re done with that glass of wine, can we go back to our hotel?”
• It was then that he looked up in the direction you were walking from, a couple of men staring at you as they chuckled and laughed at themselves while making inappropriate gestures
• He immediately grabbed your shoulders, gently pushing you away so  you could meet his eyes
• “Did they touch you, MC? At all?”
• You shook your head, but he knew that they came pretty close to it from how violently you were shaking just from thinking about it
• While you were resting in his lap he brought up his cell phone, texting the head of his body guards a couple of orders before placing his sunglasses up on his head to look those men in the eye
• Within minutes those two men had been discreetly grabbed and walked off the beach, their eyes full of fear while Jumin smirked as they walked away
• Later that night after you’d fallen asleep in the hotel room he slipped out of the room, adjusting the tie as he took the elevator down to the basement with his escorts
• He was led to a private room, those two men from the beach sitting on chairs in a dimly lit room, faces contorted in fear as Jumin emerged from the shadows
• He gave a heavy sigh, shaking his head as he rolled up the sleeves of his suit, leaning in close as he clicked his tongue
• “You gentlemen have no idea who you’ve messed with. You’ll never see the light of day again.”
• By the time he was back up in the bedroom it was day light, his clothes a bit rough but not enough for you to notice due to the groggy feeling you had from sleep
• “Jumin? Where did you go, honey?”
• “Just an emergency meeting, kitten. Don’t worry. I’ll keep you safe.”
• You hadn’t even noticed the slight hint of blood on the back of his neck...
707
• He’d noticed that you were feeling a bit off for the last couple of weeks, and he’d finally decided to address it with you
• That’s when you told him that you were dealing with your ex partner, who’d recently began to message you non-stop
• The breakup had been extremely messy, and now they were asking for you back
• His eyes clouded over as he asked you to see your phone, and of course you obliged
• He was happy to see that you’d mentioned endlessly that you were with somebody else, going so far as to send a picture of you and Saeyoung so that they would get the hint
• “Can you just block them, Saeyoung? I don’t want to deal with it anymore.”
• He beamed at you, bringing you in for a soft kiss as he hugged you close
• “Of course. Anything for you, MC.”
• And he blocked them of course at your request; but he also decided to take a step further
• He’d found the location of your ex, slipping out in the middle of the night while you were fast asleep
• Bringing Vanderwood with him stating that it was a mission from the agency, he had reached your ex within a few hours, breaking in quietly
• “Why are we really here, Luciel?”
• “Shut up Vanderwood. We’re here to get rid of filth.”
• Your ex slowly woke up to see Saeyoung standing over them, eyes wild as he leaned in close and let out an unhinged giggle
• “You should have left MC alone when you had the chance.”
• Within moments Saeyoung had grabbed them and dragged them out of bed
• He grabbed their head and twisted quickly, a horrifying snap resounding through the quiet bedroom
• “Luciel are you...Luciel?”
• Vanderwood looked shocked at how quickly he hadn’t hesitated, Saeyoung standing over their lifeless body as he looked at his long time partner in crime
• “You do not speak a word of this to MC. Do you understand?”
• Vanderwood agreed without question, and with that the two men drove home in silence
• When you’d awoken Saeyoung was in bed with you, shirt off as he slowly ran his fingers up and down your arms
• “Good morning, Saeyoung. I haven’t heard from my ex for the past few hours; thank you for blocking him.”
• He kissed you softly, running his hands through your hair
• “They won’t bother you anymore, MC. Don’t worry.”
• He smiled.
V
• The two of you had gone to a gallery where he was showcasing his work, the area extremely crowded since he never hosted such events for himself
• His arm was around you all night, except for a brief moment when you’d separated to go use the restroom
• On your way back you were bombarded by reporters, asking all sorts of personal questions while you tried to decline
• V kept his life private for a reason, and while it was very much public information that you two were together, both of you agreed that the public didn’t need to know every single detail about you
• That’s why when he’d noticed the commotion he was immediately engulfed with rage, shoving through the crowd as you tried to protect your eyes from the endless flashes from the cameras
• “Please everybody, back off! Give them some room!”
• He almost snarled, brows furrowed as he took off his suit jacket and wrapped it around you to hide your face
• One particular reporter happened to trip over someone’s feet, shoving you even further into V as you yelped from the contact
• All it took was for V to look at them, and instantly they stumbled backwards, promising that they never purposely tried to hurt you
• Later that day when you’d decided to visit Jaehee to talk about what happened, he took it upon himself to contact that reporter offering an exclusive interview
• The address that the reporter found themselves in was enough to make them regret taking up the offer, waiting outside of an abandoned building
• Before they knew it they were knocked unconscious, V holding an old rusted pipe as he tossed it aside and grabbed the reporter
• He dragged them inside, tossing them into a deep hole that was filled with old rusted metal pieces
• Some were jagged enough that they’d gone right through the reporters limbs and chest, puddles of blood pooling around the now lifeless body as V wiped his nose
• “That will teach you to touch my darling MC.”
• He picked you up from Jaehee’s after taking a shower at home, smiling at you from inside the car as you slid into the passenger seat.
• “Feeling better darling?”
• You nodded, leaning your head against his shoulder as you sighed with a small smile
• “I love you V. Thank you for understanding that I had to get away for a bit.”
• He returned your smile with a slight chuckle
• “I love you too, darling. Glad I could make you feel better.”
Saeran
• He had taken you on a date at the local botanical gardens, the two of you holding hands while he explained every type of flower’s meaning
• It was the perfect day, the sun shining on the two of you as you lazily strolled around
• He thought that absolutely nothing could ruin it
• That is, until one of the employees accidentally bumped into you while holding a few roses, one of the stems brushing against your arms
• “Ouch!”
• You’d cried out, a couple of thorns from the stems sticking out of your skin as you hissed and reached to pluck them out
• “Darling! Oh darling, are you alright?”
• Saeran was immediately fussing over you, and while you were distracted tending to your small scratches the employee immediately looked down in shame and panic
• “I am so so sorry! It was an accident!”
• When you weren’t looking Saeran glared daggers at the employee, taking notice of their name as he told them to leave you two alone
• “Are you sure you’re okay, MC?”
• You looked up with a small smile, shrugging your shoulders as you grabbed his hand
• “I’m fine, Saeran. Oh, did that employee leave already? I wanted to tell them that I was okay...”
• After so much reassurance you both continued on with your day at the garden
• Saeran mused that he had to use the restroom so you promised to wait at one of the benches under the shaded trees in the garden
• While you thought that he was on his way towards the employee’s only sections, having snatched a hat from one of the employees when they weren’t looking and making his way towards the break area
• There he’d found the employee that had bumped into you, standing at their locker; alone.
• He was behind them in minutes, shoving them into the lockers and pressing hard as he let out a deep menacing giggle
• “Found you.”
• He was back to you within twenty minutes; asking that you two finish the day with some ice cream before going home
• Of course you didn’t object, and while you were riding in the car you had heard a slight bump in the back
• “What was that Saeran?”
• “I’m not sure, MC. Let me check and see if something might have fell in the trunk.”
• He pulled over, leaving the stereo on as he got out of the car and opened the trunk
• When he was sure that you weren’t looking he leaned in close, the employee looking up at him with tears in their eyes and duct tape over their mouth
• They were bound by utility wires, squirming in fear as Saeran grabbed the tire iron and grinned down at them
• “Didn’t I say to keep quiet? We’re almost home.”
• With one hard swing the employee was unconscious, Saeran tossing the iron back into the trunk and slamming it closed
• “What was it, Saeran?”
• “Oh, nothing my princess, the spare tire just came loose. Let’s go home, darling.”
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rose-lord-of-simps · 3 years
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🌹100 Followers Special!✨
Oh my gosh! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY! Thank you guys so much for my first 100( 133 at this time now) it means a lot and I’m glad you enjoy what I write! Originally I had a different prompt list planned but as I thought about it, it didn’t really fit into the ship that won very well! So we got the fluff alphabet instead!
I present to you~
Solomon x MC x Barbatos
Fluff alphabet edition!
A ctivities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?
Mischief. You and Solomon will try new spells and potions or go out to town and prank random demons by adding something that will make them turn into a frog in their drink.
On Barb’s days off he’ll actually join you! He only let’s you two do simple things though, even if it’d be hilarious to see one of the great demon dukes turn into a worm and get eaten by a bird.
Barbs will take you two ice skating whenever he gets the chance to. He enjoys having an excuse to hold both your hands because Solomon can not skate to save his life-
B eauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?
Solomon loves both you guys’ hands. He loves to hold them and see your faces when he kisses them. He also adores watching you use your hands to cook or cast spells, maybe help with potions. He finds it wonderful how your hands enact the intricate movements for spells.
Barbs loves your waist. No matter what size you are he adores being able to hold you by the waist and pull you close. He also loves to be able to run his hands along your sides, he enjoys feeling your shape in his hands. On Solomon though he loves the place where the pact mark ended up. He likes kissing around the mark whenever he gets the chance.
C omfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?
Separately, Barbs would have the most gentle touch and try to get you somewhere private to help calm you down, away from prying eyes. He’d do whatever he could, he’d offer to hold you if you’d want him to but if you prefer not to touched when you’re sad he will take you to the kitchen or garden, whichever you prefer but if you choose kitchen he is baking you something and letting you vent as he works.
Solomon alone would wrap you up in his cape thingy and keep you hidden from the world. He’d ask what’s wrong immediately and try to distract you if he felt that’s work better. He’d do a few tiny performance spells for you like maybe tiny fire works or zapping a demon in the butt.
Together though they are the best team. They’re taking you to somewhere more private and engulfing you in a group hug if you let them. You can cry your eyes out for however long you wish. If you don’t want to be touched then Barbs will go get you a water bottle for when you’re done crying or panicking while Solomon goes through breathing excersizes with you.
If it’s something less serious though and you’re just having a bad day, barbs will bring you a treat and a kiss before he has to go back to working and Solomon will snuggle you both up for cuddles.
D reams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?
Barbs has accidentally seen many realities for the future with you two and his only hope and plan is to make sure the ones where you break up don’t happen in your realm.
Solomon wants to get a small house in the human realm with you. He knows Barbatos can’t exactly leave his job and he also knows there may be people in the human realm who you want to see. If you’re okay only making weekly-monthly trips to the human realm though then he wants to have a house for all three of you in the DevilDom. Not a very big one, just enough room for the three of you. Totally not because he wants to horde you two away so he can just love you.
E qual - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?
Solomon imitated dates and affection more. He’ll let you and Barbs plan whatever you want but he’ll be the one to mention that it’s been a while since you’ve gone on a date. He’ll also be the person who starts kissing Barbs before pulling you in for your own affection.
Barbs is more passive. He’s up for anything you two want to do but knows Solomon isn’t good at making plans so he’ll pick a date and help you plan what you three are going to do. Sometimes he gets in an extra affectionate mod though and will kiss your cheeks while he is working. He tries to remain professional in sowwy! However he ain’t gonna stop you if you or Solomon start kissing him.
F ight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?
Barbs doesnt like to hold grudges especially when it comes to you two. He adores you both and already saw everything would turn out okay. This of course can sometimes lead to him forgetting he still has to make things up in the present though. He doesn’t like to fight, he prefers debate and will only tell you two his truth of the situation, trying to diffuse anything else bubbling up.
Solomon would need to be alone and be mad for a bit though. He doesn’t forgive and forget immediately and tries to calmly talk things out first. If he is getting too mad though he will start raising his voice and trying to leave so he can cool off without hurting someone.
G ratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?
Barbs is so grateful. He feels so lucky to have you both and will always give you kisses when one of you brings him food for lunch (even if it’s Solomon’s cooking) and please give this man a self care day- can we just- this guy is always stressed with the Peince’s antics and on his feet all day, if you and Solomon make him a self care day and pamper him right back he will actually cry a bit. He is fickle aware of everything his partners do for him.
Solomon is similar. He never lets something either of you do go unnoticed and always makes sure to return the kindness. Barbs made him food? He’ll make Barbs dessert! You’re helping him with a potion? He’ll make you a charmed necklace!
H onesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?
Look Barbs kinda can’t share all the futures he sees with you two. He’ll tell you about past futures you could have landed in if you ask. But other than that he tells you two everything he can. He doesn’t like keeping secrets from either of you however some royal business matters he can’t share yet.
Solomon will tell you everything, if you ask about it. He doesn’t intentionally keep secrets, especially not about his past, but sometimes he forgets that you and Barbs don’t know all the stories of how he got all the pacts he has and will just causally mention one as if it’s nothing. Newer secrets though he doesn’t keep. If someone needs to tell him a secret they have to specify if they don’t want you and barbs knowing. He tells you two everything and if he wasn’t sure if he was allowed to share someone’s secret, he knows you two will keep it safe for him.
I nspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?
Barbs takes more time off because of you two. Not a lot but a little more. He’ll always make sure he has time to spend with you two on big dates like anniversaries and holidays. Because of you two he’s also tried a lot more stuff than he ever thought he would, like human world candy.
Solomon sees more beauty in life because of you two. He didn’t want to die to begin with but because of you two he’s found even more reason to live. He loves being able to count you as a reason to coming home the next day.
J ealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?
Barbs gets jealous he can’t spend as much time with both of you as he wants. When it comes to others flirting with you though he can’t help but get a little protective. If it’s at one of Dia’s parties and he has to work he’ll kiss you and Solomon’s cheeks. Something subtle saying you’re both taken by one hell of a butler. If the other goes too far though and neither of you have dealt with them yet then he’ll take care of them himself.
Solomon isn’t jealous at all actually. He knows you’re hot. He knows Barbs is hot. And he knows you’re both loyal. He trusts you two. If he sees someone flirting with you though and notices you’re getting uncomfortable he’ll come and see if you want him to step in and swoop you away.
K iss - Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?
Barbs... look I just-... just kiss him. Just do it and see how perfectly his lips feel against your’s. Your first kiss with Barbs is gentle and full of care, he treats you and Solomon with all the love he treats his plants so of course that kiss is going to be sweet as a rose.
Solomon is a little more forward with his kisses. He’s a good kisser, kiss him and find out for yourself hehe, but your first kiss with him is more passionate, his hands pulling you closer to him and not letting go unless it’s to hold your hand.
Their first kiss with each other was months before they met you. They had been going on dates and Barbatos asked if he could kiss Solomon. It was honestly adorable. Barbs wasn’t shy he just didn’t want to make a Solomon uncomfortable. But when Solomon just kissed him instead of giving an answer, well hey Barbs wasn’t complaining!
L ove Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?
They confess to you together. Of course. They invited you to their lunch date, Barbatos cooked and made everything look super cute, heart shaped cake! Solomon didn’t stop flirting with you and Barbatos COULDNT help but join him. They did directly tell you their feelings as well of course.
Barbatos confessed first. Solomon was visiting him, as a friend not a date, and tried to help Barbs cook. Barbs decided to best distract Solomon he’d have to confess his feelings. It worked. Solomon immediately asked Barbatos on a date and started planning it in his head, claiming he had to leave so he could make it perfect.
M arriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?
Barbatos is okay with anything. Marriage isn’t important to him, he could happily live his life as whatever you and Solomon want to be, even if it means eternally being fiancés. A Barbatos proposal would be in the garden. He’s have everything planned out perfectly for you two, flowers would be in bloom, no distractions, and romantic music playing while the scene happens under the closest thing they have to moonlight. It was amazing. Barbs as a husband is the literal best. He’ll take care of you and Solomon better than Dia. He makes sure you bothe eat, take your meds, drink water, get enough sunlight from the human world, he’s so caring.
Solomon would like to get married but it’s not required for him if you don’t want to. He’d propose with magic. He set up a light show for you and Barbs and finished with the proposal, also had note cards with how much he loved you two on them but got so embarrassed at the cheesy stuff on them that he left them out. You found them a week later and he tried to change the subject but when Barbs saw them he knew he was done for. Solomon as your hubby is fun! He always makes sure you’re mental health is doing good and takes you on adventures to get potion stuff with him. He’ll make you and Barbs little gifts, has been banned from the kitchen though.
N icknames - What do they call their s/o?
Barbs calls you dear. “My dear you look stunning as always.” He calls Solomon sugar. No I will not take arguments. Solomon gets confused to be salty at first glance and too much of him can be a problem but we love him so it’s okay. Sugar.
Solomon calls you dove. You’re gorgeous and such a symbol of love to him. You also bring him peace of mind when you’re next to him so, dove! “Dove I’m going on an expidetion, come with me?” He calls Barbs darling. It started as a lady and the tramp joke, Jim dear and Darling, but it kind of just stuck. Barbs surprisingly likes it a lot.
O n Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?
When Barbs realizes he is in love he is so discreet about it. The only person who immediately notices, is Diavolo. He smiles a genuine smile more and his stride is just more float like. He genuinely looks like he is enjoying the day. He expresses his love through words. He’ll say it and compliment you whenever he sees you. He’ll always ask Solomon about his spells and stuff. He just talks and pays attention as makes sure you know he adores both of you.
Solomon is descreat about his feelings to someone just passing by. If you’re someone he knows, he is openly telling them about how much he adores his boyfriend and partner. He likes to flirt with you two, especially when you’re doing tasks and Barbs is at work. He’s also big on physical touch, hands will always be held!
P DA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?
Barbatos won’t initiate affection while he is on the clock. The most he’ll do is blow you two a kiss as he leaves or smile at you. Sometimes he’ll make a heart with his hands if he’s feeling extra sappy. When he isn’t on the clock though, he mostly just holds your hands. Cheek kisses whenever he wants though. He’ll be kind of shy to directly kiss you for too long in public but hey if you or Solomon want real kisses and not just pecks, he’ll never push you off. He’ll just happily reciprocate!
Solomon doesn’t care where he is, if he wants kisses then he wants kisses. He’s respectable about it when Barbs is working or a serious meeting is going on but that won’t stop him from holding your hand or linking your arms together. He enjoys holding you two close when he can.
Q uirk - Some random ability they have that's beneficial in a relationship.
Barbatos is one hell of a butler. And he knows how to make you and Solomon feel special in all kinds of situations.
Solomon is entertaining. If you’re sad or need a distraction, he has the perfect flirty comment or small spell to take your mind off things.
R omance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?
Barbatos is the cliche one here. Flowers, chocolates or sweets if you like them, candles, love letters, mood lighting, the whole shibang. He also most definetly has a playlist of romantic songs he hears. He’ll do anything to make you smile. If he sees you over working yourself or Solomon hasn’t taken a break in foreve he gets you water and makes you stop for a minute or two to just enjoy a moment or relaxing. Will also happily give either of you a massage.
Solomon tries! He gets creative with light show spells and he has a list of you and Barbs’ favorite things! He’ll remember little things you mention but he also likes to make sure you two know it’s not from anyone else. He’ll always sign cards more over dramatically than required. Any “grand gesture” he makes is either way over the top or super quiet but DETAILED- THIS MAN PAYS ATTENTION TO DETAIL. And it’s- worth it.
S upport - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?
Barbatos will always support you two. He adores you and will help you achieve any goal you set. Solomon needs a spotter in case a spell goes awry? Got it. You just need a cheerleader to bring you food? He’s already making your favorite! He believes in both of you 100% but isn’t afraid to give you two a reality check when he deems it necessary. (When you two may be getting overwhelmed or there is a time crunch) if you’re stubborn about it though and not backing down then he’ll help get whatever it is done.
Solomon helps make schedules for when you or Barbs have a project of some sort due, he attempts cooking, he brings the energy drinks and wake up spells, if you’re going through something rough then he’s going with you. Barbs is having a tough time at work? Time to prepare the snuggle fort. You’ve been studying too much? He’ll quiz you then make you take a nap. Best cheerleader.
T hrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?
Barbatos requires some form of routine because of his work. He, unfortunately, can’t just wake up and say he is going to go to a movie that day. The rare times he does have a day off he makes sure there is a plan for the day. If you and Solomon planned a surprise, that’s fine he won’t ask you just need to tell him to keep the day free of plans. Within the relationship he doesn’t need to try new things but he always is up for whatever you want.
Spontaneous. He’ll plan when he needs to actually get work done but when he doesn’t, it could be a day of just doing nothing for hours before he decides he wants to surprise Barbs at work or you at HoL. He likes to try new things in the relationship, he is up to try almost anything but there are a few things he won’t do.
U nderstanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?
Barbatos knows you both like the back of his hand if you let him. He’s very observant and knows how to tell when you two aren’t happy and when you two are having the best days of your lives. He knows how to read you well but he isn’t very empathetic. He knows what to do when he sees a certain look on your face and he know exactly how to make both you and Solomon fee better. He’ll listen and tell you what he thinks you need to hear.
Solomon is the empathetic one. He doesn’t recognize when you or Barbs are sad by looking at you, he knows by talking to you. He’s able to hear it in your tone or how you two are speaking. When you vent to him he knows exactly what to say to make you feel better and cries with you. But he knows exactly how to make you and Barbs feel better in every situation.
V alue - How important is the relationship to them? What is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life?
You and Solomon mean everything to Barbatos. He doesn’t have to be anyone special or any kind of butler for you two, he can just be himself and not be afraid to ask for something he wants. He has to admit that sometimes he needs to put work first and he feels incredibly bad about it. However if it’s an emergency he doesn’t hesitate to tell Diavolo he has to leave and rushes to you two as fast as he can.
Solomon adores your two. He puts his relationship with you two first more often than he puts most other things. He doesn’t let it distract from his goals and dreams but you two become a part of that dream that he isn’t willing to compromise.
W ild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.
Barbatos secretly loves being in the middle of you and Solomon. He love being held by you to Solomon behind him and then having one of you in his arms or be snuggled in your chest. He’s warm and relaxed and safe.
Solomon takes you two ice skating on a date once. If you don’t know how he will very happily teach you because he was also the one to teach Barbatos how much fun ice skating is.
X OXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?
He isn’t big on PDA. If you come up and kiss him he will happily kiss back and if you initiate affection then he isn’t going to push you away, unless he is in the middle of cooking at work and Solomon is trying to steal him away. In private he will always reciprocate affection but at first has a hard time initiating it in fear you don’t want him to be affectionate. He does love to snuggle though.
Solomon just wants to constantly hold hands or have an arm around you both. He loves getting kisses from you and Barbs and loves holding the two of you in his arms even more. Sometimes if you’re busy and Barbs is cooking he will help one of you with whatever task you’re trying to complete just so he can have your attention faster.
Y earning - How will they cope when they're missing their partner?
When Barbs is missing you he is slightly extra affectionate towards Solomon. When he is missing Solomon he is slightly more affectionate towards you. When he misses both of you? He’s too busy trying to distract his mind with his work and the task at hand. He will also remind himself that it won’t be long until he sees the two of you so it’s going to be okay. If he isn’t able to see you two for a few days then he just tries to focus on his work even more.
Solomon doesn’t like to miss you. When he misses either of you he just goes to see you. If he is busy or trying to focus on something that needs to get done he’ll get as much of it done as he can before he needs to at least call you. He’ll call you if you’re not in class and just start up a conversation about anything, listening to your voice as he finishes what he was working on before. If Barbatos is at work he will send him something flirty or funny, something he knows will get a reaction out of Barbs even if he doesn’t text back.
Z eal - Are they willing to go to great lenghts for the relationship? If so, what kind of?
Barbatos aims to please. If you or Solomon want to do something or see something or try something or just want something, he does his best to make it happen. If there is a problem or a fight he is usually the one to diffuse the situation and make things better. There have been rare times where he has gotten overwhelmed and just didn’t know what to do and then he just tries to get everyone apart to cool off and collect themselves. However sometimes Solomon wants to take the mischief a little too far and Barbs has to real you two back in.
Solomon adores both you and Barbs so he does what he can. If an argument breaks out he does his best to remain calm and try to just talk instead of yelling. He tries to make you both feel special and makes sure you both know how much he cares but he stays firm on his boundaries. He knows how far he is and isn’t willing to go on certain things and you’re going to need to be persuasive if you want to change his mind. While his boundaries aren’t loose, they are open so if you suggest something he’s probably going to be fine with it.
Oh my goodness, thank you guys so much and I’m thrilled you enjoy what I write! I hope you liked this, sorry if Solomon sees a little too high energy it was a challenge writing him but I think I’m gettin gn better at it! Have an amazing unbirthday everyone and I hope you sleep well!
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Hi hi! I love your Us series so much! It’s been a while since I came across it and I remembered how much I love it! 💕
2 questions I wanna ask about something’s I’m wondering about and your take on them.
Do you think there will come a time where MC comes to their senses and decides to leave? It doesn’t seem realistic for the series because they are so rooted there, I think it would be extremely hard to leave. They don’t treat them bad but they’re also not healthy for them.
What would happen or more like what would Keigo and Touya do if MC ever decides to leave?
Anyway, thank you for updating and taking the time to write. I really appreciate it 💕
Aw I’m glad you love it, it always gets me all flustered when the us series get appreciation 😖
So to answer...
1. the reader definitely has the sense in her that what she’s in is not exactly something completely ‘healthy’ and she knows when she’s in a particular situation it’s because of touya but then Keigo kinda swoops in to cover everything up until everything feels like it’s calmed down. as much as Touya is the source of her love & devotion, he is definitely the main stressor sometimes when she worries more about his reaction to things rather than her own well-being. And touya knows that he can only do so much to make her stay so having Keigo around offsets the chances of her leaving since he’s more sensitive & gentle with the reader. I think the chances of the reader leaving are very very low...
2. But on the off chance she reaches that small fraction where she does try to put her foot down to leave... i think we all know there’d probably be no way for the boys to accept the reader leaving. She hopes it could go down a peaceful way. So maybe... an honest face to face break up?
Scenario below the cut!
Warning: drug use/drugging, unhealthy relationship, codependence, manipulation, slight dubcon
You just have to be uncomfortable just for a moment while Keigo goes to fetch drinks from the kitchen. Touya keeps a straight face while you speak across from at the dining table, trying to reassure him that you don’t want to part on bad terms and that you just need to do what’s best for yourself, you’re talking about wanting to find your independence again and needing to figure things out on your own and all that stupid crap. Words of conviction that neither of them are going to accept from you, that you don’t know what you’re talking about and you need them.
They could tell immediately when you had started to try to pull away, could see that glazed off look in your eye as your mind wanders. Your smiles more reluctant, your affection waning, that sad look you had looking off into the distance, they thought it was depression at first. Keigo counts himself fortunate to have found you sitting with a friend a week ago on the patio dining of a restaurant, hiding himself just in time before you or your companion could see him. He had leaned in a little closer and his heart broke upon hearing you tell your friend, “I think I need to get away from them... Dabi and Keigo.”
Oh how Touya threw a fit when Keigo reported back to him, having the good sense to take him to an abandoned lot to tell him what he heard. Touya yelled, saying that he’s giving you everything he could give and you have the audacity, the motherfuckin’ audacity to think you could leave. His sanity is all on you and you leaving would make him lose his fucking mind. But Keigo was calm, he hushed Touya who damn near breaks down and is about to punch through the window of his car and tells him that he’s got it figured out.
“She’s ours, she just needs to be reminded.”
Your tolerance had gotten better with what you’re willing to take but that doesn’t mean that being careful is thrown out the window.
You’re banned from mixing ever since that first party where you locked yourself in a room with half a gram of coke and an ecstasy tablet, but Keigo is careful with you because he cares about you, he loves you. Just a sprinkle, like a pinch of salt, added to your drink and Keigo gives you a little extra pour of sweet syrup in your drink.
Ketamine which makes you trip and MDMA which makes you roll, and a trip plus a roll makes a flip. Your first flip ever was molly and coke and you don’t even know that you’re about to get your second; you’re about to have your first kitty flip.
Touya could have been mean and just gave you rohypnol but as angry as he was at you for wanting to break up, he still wanted you to feel good.
You finish half the drink when your eyes get the tranced over look and your voice drifts off, Touya reaching for your cup so that you don’t drink anymore. He drinks from his own cup, just the virgin version of what Keigo served you and he asks, “What were you talking about doll?”
“I uh... I don’t know what I...” you sway a little in your seat and you try to recall what was the subject you were speaking of a few minutes ago. “Touya... I don’t...”
They wait patiently as you struggle for your words.
And Keigo knows exactly what to do, gently cupping your cheek to direct you to look at him. You’re a helpless little doe at this moment and out there are the wolves wanting to feast on you, but not them, not Keigo or Touya... they’re not your predators.
They’re your protector.
“Pretty dove, do you love us?” Keigo asks you, watching carefully how you try to process his question.
“C-Course I do... never said tha’ I stopped, I just’ want...” you slur out as you reach one hand out to touch his cheek, trying to make sure he’s real. He wonders what you’re seeing right now and how he looks in your eyes. “Can I lie down?”
You collapse in Keigo’s arms, whining about some dress you should have bought at a boutique you visited not too long ago and then you stare at your own hands when Keigo lays you down on the floor, though you don’t bother to describe what exactly you’re seeing as you stare into your palms.
And Touya kisses you tenderly, just barely skims the tips of his fingers over your arm and you purr in pleasure. Unlike your first hallucinogenic trip which left you in an extremely anxious state, you seem to be perfectly balanced this time. Keigo is grateful that he mixed the right amount and you consumed not too much and not too little. You crawl to different areas of the room, muttering to yourself and can barely keep a conversation with either of the boys while they keep watch. But it’s not necessary for any conversation to be had, there’s no need for any talking because there’s nothing to talk about.
You ask for kisses, you ask to be touched, you ask if you’re loved, all requests that they’re willing to fulfill but on one condition: “You gonna stay with us (Name)?”
“Y-yeah, wanna stay with... be with ya, just c’mere... ‘M lonely.”
“Oh now you’re lonely? What happened to all that independent talk?”
“I don’t... Not s-sure, jus’ come here now.”
Needy little moans fall from your lips as they touch you, kisses to your neck and further down, despite your glazed eyes your fingers reach for one of the boys’ belts but they stop you. “You’re not getting fucked baby.”
“I want it!” You whine, almost ready to throw a tantrum but all it takes is just a hand in your hair, grabbing at the roots and slowly it clenches into a fist and tugs at the roots. A pleasant pull that makes your eyes roll to the back of your head and your back arches. Just a little hair pull and you’re so compliant. Your reaction is tempting but they know better than to fuck you when you won’t remember it the next day.
They would never.
All they want is for you to stay right where you are.
And you wake the next day in between Touya and Keigo, recognizing the symptoms of a come down but with no memory of the day before and you know that your memory loss has something to do with them. “What happened?”
Your body is exhausted, your brain is fried, you remember sitting down with the boys yesterday and talking about breaking up and then... nothing.
When you try to get out the bed, Touya’s hand reaches out to grab your arm and you’re pulled back down on the bed. He’s awake and making you lie back with them, his hand gentle as the pad of his thumb strokes your cheek so lovingly. Keigo nuzzles right next to you, a soft mumble of, “Stay baby bird...”
“You guys... what did you give-” you start to speak but Touya cuts you off.
“If it were anyone else, you probably would have woken up behind a dumpster ya know.”
Be grateful to us, we treat you better than anyone ever could.
You should be angry at them, furious that they’d violate your trust and lace your drink or food with whatever they gave you, that they gave you the ultimate reason to leave because if you love someone you don’t fucking drug them. And yet you know that whatever they gave you yesterday is a warning, probably the kindest warning you’ll ever get from them.
“Still love us?”
You play it over in your mind, that any other person probably would have taken advantage of your vulnerability but not them. Not Touya and Keigo who love you most ardently and have always looked out for you no matter what. There’s no talks of breaking up, there will be no talks of breaking up, they know you’re smart enough to understand the meaning behind their actions.
So you accept the cage they’ve put you in.
“Yeah... I love you.”
“We love you too.”
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Hi, sorry to bother you if you've done this already, but I've read your drabble where MC is comforted after a nightmare by the brothers (Mammon, Beel, and Satan) and it just makes me so soft I love it so much I keep rereading it. So I was wondering if you could do another with Asmo and Levi (and possibly Lucifer)? Obviously no pressure or anything, I'm a writer myself and understand that inspiration can be fleeting at times. Anyways, thank you, have a nice day/night!! 💖
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You wake up yet again, jolting from your rest with your heart pounding in your throat.  It takes you several panicked breaths to realize that you’re in your room, safe in your bed, and it was just another nightmare that jarred you from your slumber.  
The details are foggy, but you can still remember the laughter, and the feeling of someone hating you with every fiber of their being to the point that they wanted you dead, that they were thrilled that you were dying.
Your bed sheets are a tangled mess around your legs, and you hastily kick them off, sitting upright and rubbing the sleep from your eyes with one hand, while you blindly reach for your D.D.D. with the other.  The screen lights up, showing that it’s past 3AM, and you fight back a groan.  You’re exhausted, but you know you won’t be able to go back to sleep like this.  And if you show up to class half-asleep again, everyone’s just going to worry about you.
You switch on your bedside lamp and weigh your options, your gaze riveted to your D.D.D.  
Lucifer
Automatically, you scroll to Lucifer’s name.  At this hour, he’s likely to be asleep, though you know that his work usually keeps him up rather late.  If you texted him, he would likely be worried... After all, you rarely reach out to him for help, not wanting to burden him when he has enough on his plate with Diavolo.  
Several minutes pass with your screen pulled up to your text messages with Lucifer, before you finally suck in a deep breath and hastily type out: “Are you awake?”  Before your mind talks you out of it, you hit Send and then immediately panic.  You really don’t want to tell Lucifer about the nature of the nightmares, nor do you want to admit to them in the first place and skew his view of you.  
An R for Read pops up next to the text, followed by three dots to indicate his typing, and you mentally flip your shit.
“I am now.  Why are you awake?”
Shit, did you wake him up?  You chew on your bottom lip, and carefully type out your response.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you.  I was just having trouble sleeping and wondered if you might be up, that’s all.”
You follow that text with a sticker that’s sweat-dropping and smiling apologetically to keep it light-hearted.  Lucifer texts back immediately:
“Oh?”
“Come to my room then.”
You hesitate at that, your heart pounding in your chest.  Did he just--?  Is he asking you to--?
“We can talk or listen to one of my records if that might help you.  Or I may have some tea that could help.”
Oh.  Your panic eases a bit, and you acquiescence, typing out an All right before rising to your feet and making your way to his bedroom.  You feel as if you’re sneaking through the house, and it almost makes you feel guilty; it’s too quiet when everyone’s asleep.  However, you make it to Lucifer’s room without incident, and he opens the door before you even knock.  His expression is neutral, until he catches a glimpse of your tired, haggard appearance, which brings a light frown to his features.
“You look like hell,” he bluntly states, moving aside to let you in.
“I’m in hell,” you shoot back, to which he chuckles.
“Essentially.  But that’s never stopped you from sleeping before.”
His tone is pointed, and you feel as if he knows exactly why you can’t sleep.  He’s always been sharp, usually one step ahead -- or so it seemed until recently.  Now, you know he’s not infallible, and he doesn’t know your every move.  He’s fishing, hoping you’ll take the bait and talk to him about it.  But as much as you’d like to, you’re also stubborn -- and so very tired.  It’s a talk for another time.
“I’m sorry if I woke you up.  I thought you might be working late or something,” you admit, skirting the issue and taking a seat on the edge of his bed.  He quirks an eyebrow, but moves to sit at his desk.  
“Not this late on a school night.”
You can’t help but laugh, your thoughts a little more uncensored thanks to your lack of sleep.  “Sorry.  That sounded weird coming from you.”
“What?  It’s the truth.  Our little sleep study proved the importance of rest before classes, didn’t it?”  A smile plays at his lips at the thought of that, and the memory makes your cheeks heat up.  Suddenly, his bed feels huge, yet this room feels so small, drawing the two of you together.  You shouldn’t have come up here this late.  
“I--”  Part of you knows you should say that you can sleep now, that you’re fine, but you’re not.  “I wish I could sleep, but I’ve been... having nightmares, and they’re stupid, but I just...”
Your voice trails, and Lucifer moves from the chair to the bed in an instant, all traces of his teasing smile gone as he pulls you against his chest.  He doesn’t have to ask what they’re about; he knows.
He holds you in silence for a moment, while your heart hammers so hard, you know he can feels it.  Finally, his deep baritone murmurs, “I’m sorry.  I’m sorry you had to go through that.”
Your name comes out on his lips, and you feel your eyes watering, but you blink it away and shake your head.  “I’m okay.  I’m okay now.  Can we... lie down for a bit?”
The request comes out small, fearful of rejection, yet afraid of the acceptance as well.  Wordlessly, Lucifer lies back on the bed with you, his arms wound around you tight, one hand lightly trailing along your back.  You curl into him, burying your face in his chest (his heart’s beating quickly, too, some part of you registers), and slowly begin to drift asleep.
In your semi-consciousness, you realize Lucifer’s humming a melody you’ve never heard before, yet it makes you feel so safe.
Asmo
You know Asmo isn’t awake at this hour; he’s always told you that he needs plenty of beauty rest for his skin.  Still, you can’t help but click on his name, wishing that he was up so he could comfort you.  He’s so light-hearted, smiling and looping his arm through yours, and that casual intimacy has always put you at ease when you’re around him.  It makes it feel like you’ve known him forever. 
It’s that feeling that makes you type candidly, your thumb flying across the buttons.  
“I can’t sleep.”
If he doesn’t respond, then that’s fine; he’ll likely ask you about it tomorrow or give your tips to combat the bags that will surely be beneath your eyes.  To your surprise, however, an R pops up next to the message, followed closely by Asmo typing.  
“Then sleep with me, darling.”
That’s a dangerous double-meaning coming from the Avatar of Lust, but with your anxiety ramped up to an 11, you’re definitely not in the mood for that kind of distraction.  As you make your way out into the corridor and toward his room, you type out a clarification.  
“Just sleep, okay?  I had a nightmare.”
“Don’t worry, I’ll take your mind off it.”
When Asmo opens his door, you give him a lop-sided grin.  “You perv.”
“On the contrary, darling, what I said was completely innocent.  Check the chat log.  If you took it wrong, well... then, I must be rubbing off on you.”  Asmo smirks, automatically looping an arm around your waist and pulling you close.  To his credit, he’s never groped you (without implicit permission), so you’ve always felt at complete ease with his physical affection.  
“You’ve definitely been a bad influence,” you joke, not that your mind wasn’t dirty before you came to the Devildom.  “But I’m really tired.  I wanna be able to sleep.”
“Of course.  But you’re so tense!  Here, lie down on the bed and let me loosen you up.”  There’s a dirty joke on both of your tongues, but you’re too drained to make it, and he’s trying to be on his best behavior.  You comply, however, plopping down face-first onto his luxurious bed, while he sits beside you and begins rubbing the tension from your shoulders.  Asmo knows what he’s doing when it comes to massages, and his bed has a heavy floral scent, likely from the lotions and perfumes he uses often.  It’s so relaxing.
“Do you want to talk about it?” he asks, surprisingly energized for this time of night.  It’s obvious that you woke him up, but strangely enough, he isn’t complaining about the interruption to his beauty sleep.
“Not really.”  You’re starting to feel guilty about keeping him up.  “Hey, I think I’m good on the massage.  Do you mind... cuddling?”
His hands still on your shoulder blades.  “You don’t have to ask me twice.  I always want to cuddle with you!”  Grinning excitedly, he climbs beneath the covers beside you, and wraps you up in his arms.  He’s so warm, and you feel so at ease, surrounded by his soothing scent.  You wind your arms around his slender frame, and he grins, pulling you in tighter, facing one another.  
“You’re such a cute human.  You sounded embarrassed to ask just then.”
Your face flushes.  “Shuddup.  I just want you to get your beauty sleep,” you mutter, which only causes him to hug you tighter.
“Aww, you were worried about me?  You’re so sweet!  I’m supposed to be the one comforting you, silly.”  His hand trails along your back, just barely beneath your shirt so you can feel his skin on yours.  He tucks your head beneath his chin, but you can tell from his voice that he’s still grinning broadly.  “Just relax and fall asleep with me.  You won’t have a nightmare as long as I’m holding you.”
Asmo rocks you gently, until your abashment fades and you feel yourself succumbing to sleep at last.
He’s right.  
You don’t have another nightmare that night.  
Levi
If there’s someone you know is going to be awake and gaming at 3AM, it’s definitely Levi.  You click on his name, and type out a quick text:  “I can’t sleep.  Do you wanna come to my room and binge something?”
He reads the text within seconds and starts typing, just as you anticipated.  
“Raiding.  Come to my room instead?”
Even if you can’t sleep, you want to.  You want the company, a distraction, some comfort.  You would go to his room -- you’ve pulled plenty of all-nighters there, but... that’s what they were.  All-nighters.  His bed is literally a bathtub, and the one time you decided to take a nap in it, your neck had a wicked cramp in it for days. 
“I’m tired, though.  I was hoping we could watch it in bed and maybe fall asleep halfway through?”
This time, he reads it and doesn’t reply right away.  You see the three dots start and stop, and you’re not sure if he’s at a pivotal point in the raid, or if he’s too flustered by your invitation to properly respond.  Levi’s stayed in your room plenty of times, but he’s usually camped out with pillows in the floor, and if you happen to drift off, he keeps telling you random trivia about the show and shaking your leg until you make a noise that you heard him.  You’ve never fallen asleep with him.  
Your D.D.D. finally chimes with a notification.
“Did you send this to the right person??”
“Yes, Levi.”
“Oh.  Then you meant you want me to stay until you fall asleep.  For a second, I thought you meant sleep with you in your bed lolol.
Okay, after the raid.”
You know it’s just Levi being Levi and assuming you don’t feel that way about him, but with all the nervous energy you still have over the nightmare, you can’t help but feel your eyes water.  As childish as it sounds, you just want him to hold you so you can feel like everything’s okay.  You know you need to spell it out, but you leave his message on Read and pull the covers up to your chin, closing your eyes.  
... It’s too restrictive.  You kick at the covers and pick up your phone again, but... you can’t bring yourself to send another text, begging him to hurry.  You can always go to his room; the invitation stands.  Instead, you waste your time weighing your options, becoming more anxious, and ultimately, getting up to pace around your room.  
 About fifteen minutes pass before you hear a knock at your door, but it feels as if it’s been an eternity.  “It’s open,” you say, loud enough for him to hear, and Levi steps inside with a box set tucked beneath his arm.  
“Okay, I brought I Accidentally Became a Magical Girl, but the Transformation Sequence Takes So Long that the Villains Keep Attacking Me Halfway Through, and I Keep Losing but at Least I Get a Rose for Trying.  It got really good reviews, and I know you said you wanted to see more comedy anime.”  He smiles with such sincerity that you can’t help but feel guilty over tearing up a little earlier.  Just being around him makes you feel more at ease.  
“Thanks Levi, that sounds great.  Pop it in, and let’s give it a go.”  You smile doesn’t quite meet your gaze, and even though he’s a shut-in, it doesn’t go unnoticed that you’re acting different.  He pauses, but then shakes it off and starts setting it up, while you sit down on your bed.  As the first episode starts, he sits down beside you on the edge of the bed, while you’re sitting with your back against your pillows.  He starts telling you trivia about the animation studio and apparently, how the manga is actually more ecchi than the anime.  “OHHH, but I didn’t mean that I brought an ecchi anime for us to watch!  I mean, it’s sure to have some fanservice, but... but that’s just to be expected, right?  I wasn’t trying to be -- to be an Asmo or anything, I just thought you’d like it because it’s, uh, it’s supposed to be funny, and I--”
You lean forward and rest your forehead against his shoulder, cutting off his flustered explanation.  “You know I don’t mind that, Levi,” you assure him, before reaching out and grasping his sleeve.  He’s tense; even though you can’t see his face, you know it’s bright red, and you can feel the weight of his stare.  “I’d love to watch it with you.  I just... Will you lie down with me while we watch it?”
“L-l-lie down with you?!  Just-- just like that?!  Is this a joke?  Is this some kind of weird normie--?”
He breaks off as you finally raise your head to meet his gaze.  Levi can tell something’s amiss; he isn’t oblivious, he just lacks self-confidence.  He softly says your name.  “Why can’t you sleep?”
“I had a nightmare.  About, well... what happened back then.  In the foyer.  When... Belphie, uh...”
“Oh.”  He slides an arm around you, pulling you closer against his shoulder.  You feel so weak admitting that, but Levi isn’t judgmental; he just offers you the comfort you so desperately wanted from him.  “I didn’t know.  I thought you were just awake because you drank too much coffee or were bored or something.  If... If it’ll make you feel better, ye-yeah, I... I’ll lie down with you.  If you really want me to!”
He’s still flustered, but he doesn’t think you’re joking anymore, so you smile and nod against his shoulder.  “I’d really like that, Levi.  Thank you.”
His face turns even brighter.  “Y-yeah, no problem!”  
Levi slides under the covers after you straighten them out, and you settle in beside him.  His back’s up against the pillows now, so you snuggle into his side until he lifts his arm and gingerly puts it around you.  Your cheek settles on his chest, and he audibly gulps, but doesn’t move.  
Halfway into the episode, he starts pointing out the manga differences again, and you both laugh along with the gags and tropes throughout the show.  Levi becomes more comfortable and trails his fingers along your back, and you throw one of your legs over his, cuddling closer.  He keeps talking, this eccentric, passionate part of his personality being something you absolutely love about him, and the low murmur of his voice lulls you into a peaceful sleep.  
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cheri-translates · 3 years
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[CN] Fireworks Event - Victor
🍒 Warning: This post contains detailed spoilers for an event which has not been released in English servers! 🍒
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Contains references to Night Dream Date and Fairytale Date (available in EN)
Previous section: here
3rd Anniversary Masterlist: here 
Prior to the Carnival, there were questions posed in the Go See You feature which affects which scenario the player sees during the Fireworks Event:
Question 1: Having gone to the amusement park a number of times, which attraction was your favourite?
Option A: As compared to the attractions, the fountain left the deepest impression!
Option B: The float parade! I really want to participate in it again!
Option C: An attraction consisting of a rapid fall. [no footage found]
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Question 2: Think about what the “perfect day” you clamour about every day looks like specifically.
Option A: For you to smile a little more.
Option B: To stick together with you.
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[ PART ONE ]
As the day gradually darkens, tangerine light from the setting sun dyes the clouds crimson. Various coloured lights are illuminated within the carnival.
MC: What should we try as the final attraction...
In order to round up this day in the most perfect manner, I look at the guide map before me, in serious thought. 
Victor: Let’s go to this place.
A step faster than me, Victor takes my hand, moving forward without hesitation.
MC: This is...?
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[ Option A: As compared to the attractions, the fountain left the deepest impression! ]
MC: The fountain plaza!
The glittering and translucent water droplets meld with the setting sun, casting a colourful brilliance. 
The scene before me is similar yet different, and it makes me recollect that trip to the amusement park I thought we had missed out on.
The shock that the amusement park had been rented out completely still lingers in my heart. 
Victor: The only person to feel so strongly about fountains would be you.
MC: Do you know the reason for that?
I smile as I look at Victor, watching as he sighs and folds his arms in front of his chest. 
Victor: Because we watched those fountains together. As compared to the fountains, what’s more important is the memories related to them. Things which carry memories are always more captivating than other objects.
MC: ...
I’m rendered speechless as Victor steals all my lines.
Seeing that my originally planned script is no longer of use, I can only nod blankly, letting my cheeks flush. 
Victor seems to be pleased with what he sees before him. He chuckles while shaking his head, returning his gaze to the fountains. 
The faraway water columns are reflected in my irides. They twirl elegantly in the air before falling, crashing against another rising column of water, creating rays of light.
Victor: I like more things now. 
Without warning, Victor speaks. 
MC: What?
Victor: Fountains, Shiba Inu dolls, and all sorts of miscellaneous items. From a certain point in time, I started liking more and more things. 
Memories from the past flash before my eyes. Those very trivial fragments string together like pearls, sparkling and dazzling.
MC: Isn’t that pretty good?
I tilt my head, leaning against his shoulder. 
Victor: It’s not bad. 
Victor lifts his hand naturally, encircling my waist gently.
Perhaps due to the ongoing parade, or visitors seizing of this chance to experience other attractions, there aren’t many people at the fountains. 
We monopolise the sunset and the gleaming reflections from the water, tranquil happiness entering my heart along with the rising water droplets.
As the final ray of light of sunset dips beneath the horizon, the fountain performance officially announces its end.
Walking towards another place, I suddenly realise that one question has been neglected.
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[ Option B: The float parade! I really want to participate in it again! ]
I look at the bustling parade in front of me.
MC: The parade!
As dusk gradually sets in the amusement park, the lively performers and magnificent parade vehicles move forward together with the music. 
Along with the lights, the images before me overlap with my memories. 
MC: Victor, do you still remember the first time we visited the amusement park? Just like this time, we tried all sorts of attractions, and then watched the parade. 
Victor: Mm. I won't forget. 
MC: With this thought in mind, whether it’s the time we sat in the parade vehicle, or how we took the merry-go-round together today... I seem to have truly become a princess from a fairytale. 
Victor: Just that counts as being a princess?
MC: Eh? What counts as being a princess then?
Could Victor have an unexpectedly wise opinion on this topic?
I look at Victor, waiting for his response in anticipation.
Victor: The ability to handle governmental, state, and diplomatic affairs - these are the most fundamental...
MC: Wait, wait. I don’t think we’re talking about the same type of princess. 
As expected of a Victor-style response - in just a second, it can ruin the romantic atmosphere surrounding us.
MC: I’m referring to those in fairytales.
Victor: For example?
MC: Mm... 
MC: Beautiful dresses, elegant and dignified, able to eat delicious food and adorable snacks... 
MC: Most importantly, they their own Prince Charming!
Victor: That’s all?
After listening to my response, Victor chuckles softly.
MC: What’s wrong? Don’t look down on this “princess dream”, okay? This is the purest dream of a young woman...
Victor: I’m not looking down on it. I just wanted to ask how this differs from the days you’re leading right now. 
This question renders me speechless, and I can only stare at him blankly. 
The parade vehicle passes by, and large volumes of flower petals drift around us.
I just hope that the light is sufficiently dim, so that he wouldn’t see that my face is even redder than the sky.
As the final ray of sunset dips beyond the horizon, the parade officially announces its end.
Observing the gradually dissipating crowd, I suddenly realise that one question has been neglected.
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[ PART ONE ENDING ]
This isn’t an attraction Victor would be interested in. Why did he bring me here so decisively?
I search my memories for a long while, and a possible answer finally surfaces in my mind. 
A few days ago, he suddenly asked me a few questions out of nowhere. 
[ flashback begins ]
Victor: Having gone to the amusement park a number of times, which attraction was your favourite?
MC: Why the sudden question?
Victor: So, what’s your answer?
MC: Mm... let me think...
MC: If I had to mention one...
[ flashback ends ]
I didn’t expect that he was already making preparations for this trip to the amusement park since that time.
Perhaps seeing that I'm smiling in an overly silly manner, Victor asks a question.
Victor: What’s that silly smile for? 
MC: Victor, do you place special importance on this carnival? 
Victor: What kind of a question is that?
MC: I’ve already noticed! Those questions you asked a few days ago - they were in preparation for today, weren’t they?
Victor: Haven’t I always been practising what I preach and telling you about the importance of doing research and preparation beforehand?
Victor gives me a blank look - the exact same expression as when I hand him a proposal which doesn’t pass.
But as of today, his outward appearance no longer dupes me!
MC: Thank you. I didn’t think you’d really remember my answers, and even fulfil them for me. I feel especially happy right now. 
I take his hand, the corners of my lips curling upwards involuntarily.
Victor: Which one of your wild imaginations do I not remember? In contrast, I want to forget them. 
His tone is gentle, and a more tender sentiment surfaces in the deep pools of his eyes.
MC: But... isn’t something missing? 
Perhaps attributable to the extraordinary tenderness in his expression, I’m given the courage to be “insatiable”.
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[ Option A: For you to smile a little more. ]
MC: Since you also asked me what I’d consider a “perfect day”, where’s the smile I want to see more of?
Hearing this, Victor rubs the bridge of his nose in resignation.
Victor: Haven’t I smiled enough today?
MC: Not enough. Aren’t you pulling a long face right now? Hurry and smile a little?
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Most likely unable to win against the expectant blinks I'm sending him, Victor sighs heavily once more. Then, he lifts the corners of his lips in an unnatural manner.
MC: Pfft... 
MC: That won’t do. That’s just movement of your facial muscles. It doesn't count as a smile. 
I hop forwards by a few steps, then turn my head to give Victor a demonstration.
MC: This is how you smile. 
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Victor: [sighs]...
He reaches out to pinch my cheek.
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Victor: Always so silly. From the moment we met, it seems you haven’t changed.
MC: On the other hand, you’ve changed quite a lot. You’re more gentle, and you smile much more. It isn’t like how it was in the past either, where your smile would give Goldman a scare. 
--
[ Option B: To stick together with you. ]
MC: Since you also asked me what I’d consider a “perfect day”, why aren’t we sticking together as agreed?
Sure enough, Victor’s eyebrows furrow deeply once he hears this.
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Victor: Your memory is always bafflingly good when it comes to these things.
MC: Of course. So? There are only a few more hours till the end of my “perfect day”.
I run a few steps forward, then turn my head and offer my hand to Victor.
MC: I’m already in front of you, and you aren’t going to hold on tightly?
With a long sigh, Victor steps forward and grips my hand tightly.
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Victor: I've been holding on to it tightly since a long time ago.
He exerts slightly more pressure. Then, he steadily and naturally wraps his arms around my waist, encircling me into his arms.
I’ve forgotten when I started getting used to holding hands with him, and getting used to having his warmth by my side.
Victor: I’m wondering when these habits developed.
MC: Are you criticising me again?
Victor: I’m referring to myself.
Victor smiles with a sigh, looking as though he’s seen through me since a long time ago.
Victor: You're always making such a din. Ever since I met you, you don’t seem to have changed. But this is good too.
MC: We’re meant to complete each other. But you’ve changed quite a lot. More frank, and more easy to get close to.
Victor: I was infected by a certain dummy.
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[ PART TWO ENDING ]
While Victor says this, he taps my head gently. It’s reminiscent of a complaint, yet is affectionate.
MC: It’s all right, I’ll take responsibility.
Victor: In that case, tell me more about your plan?
MC: First of all...
I step on my tiptoes, helping Victor adjust the tie around his neck which features pictures of small black cats. 
MC: I'll fill your life with more adorable things. Like me. 
The park starts to announce that the fireworks display is about to begin. 
Turning my head, I see the faint, flickering stars in the sky, anticipating the fireworks I’ll be sharing with him.
The first light rises to the sky, announcing that the performance has begun.
Victor: Your proposal still needs slightly more refinement. 
The moment the firework blooms, Victor takes my hand off his tie and into his palm. He speaks in a volume only I can hear.
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Victor: Think properly about how you’re going to fulfil your bold, visionary words of taking “responsibility”. There’s still a lot of time to come to a conclusion.
In the deep curtain of darkness, the blooming fireworks create mottled colours and speckles of light. 
They are of the colour I answered him as my favourite.
When I don’t notice, he always does too much for me that I’m unaware of.
I know that the person holding onto my hand next to me is my life’s answer.
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Title: Fear & Loving in Devildom, Part 1 Pairing: Belphegor x MC Rating: 🍋 Summary: Belphie is guilt-ridden, but also horny. Funny how often those two things coincide when you catch feels for the girl you killed. Notes: Another sequel to A “maybe” and On the Way to a “Yes”. Why do all my mature fics have pictures? No idea. But enjoy this edit of Belphie with an “o” blush. This... is basically a pwp at this point.
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In hindsight, perhaps the kiss was ill-advised.
This was the first thought that slipped through Belphegor’s mind when he woke up, a human girl asleep in his bed, wrapped up tightly in blankets to keep her roaming hands at bay. Having to result to bunting in this day and age was truly incredible, but so was this girl’s intense desire to get him out of his clothes.
This. This was his punishment. His personally designed hell within Hell.
That is what he told himself as he lay, aching and wanting underneath her just the night before. He’d even risked touching her as she did him, over her clothes, but still enough to make his body respond and thrum with heat. She had gotten her hand down between them, palming him through his pants before he managed to tear her hands away and roll over to recover, half curled in on himself and groaning with frustration.
Just take me, she had said. Brazen, foolish, irresponsible human. She had no idea what that meant when spoken to a demon. He couldn’t be his own self-control and hers!
Instead, she ended up straight jacketed into a fluffy blanket and he counted backwards from 5000 until his body calmed and he felt sleepy again instead of wired and awake.
Like he said. Hell.
Of all the people who had to understand humans in… this matter, Asmo was Belphegor’s only hope. He caught his brother between RAD classes and he was all too happy to take in the gossip.
“There is this… student.” Belphegor began carefully.
“Hmm?” Asmo hummed, eyes sparkling with interest.
“She— we… okay, look. We kiss. We touch, but she keeps pushing for more and I don’t know how to talk her out of it.”
Asmo looked positively beaming and the sight alone made Belphegor start to think he had made a huge mistake.
“Aww, Belphie! I’m sure if you just explain to her that you aren’t ready she will listen! Though I can’t imagine what is holding you back…”
“Oh no, I’m ready. I’m always one provocation away from fucking her to death, that’s the problem. I gotta get her to stop wanting me so I don’t get the opportunity.”
Asmo stared, silent and wide eyed.
“… is that a euphemism for your eagerness or an actual concer—“
“Actual concern.”
“Why in the world do you think having sex with her will kill her?”
“Overzealousness? Superior strength? Going demon in the moment?”
“Really?!” Asmo gasped for dramatic effect, “You think you would? Sheesh, you really do wanna bang this girl!”
“Immensely.”
“Good! I’m so proud of you! Though… I still don’t get why you think that would hurt her. A good ole RAD girl isn’t going to wilt like a delicate flower over you, Belphie. You aren’t exactly Lucifer.”
Ah. Asmo thought he was referring to another demon. Why wouldn’t he? There was only one human female in Devildom. He thought to just come out with it, to say who it was, but then it struck him that within a day every one of his brother’s would know his predicament and if Lucifer heard he’d be imprisoned in that damn attic for the rest of his life.
This was… a calculated error.
“Yeah. Uh. Guess you’re right. Just… been awhile.” Belphegor said, trying to back off the topic.
“I’ll say. I never pegged you for the type, Belphie.” Asmo said, tone going sing-song as he waggled an eyebrow at him.
“Well if you need any fun treats for the occasion you just let me know. I have a whole assortment of condoms, flavored and regular! Also some things to help spice things up… but maybe we’ll save that for your second or third go.”
“…I regret speaking to you.”
Asmo clapped his hands together joyfully, “Then my job is done!”
By the end of the day, Belphegor actually had considered for half a second turning himself into Lucifer on his own. He dreaded each ticking hour, knowing full well she would come bouncing up to him, smiling slyly with her greedy little mitts ready to grip and pull and hold him down while she sealed her lips over his again and again the moment they were alone.
He’d fallen asleep once during a make-out session. That’s how often this madness was occurring, but he liked it too much to stop. He liked her too much to stop. The time where he had supervised visits with her was long over by now and with how little time they had left until the end of the year, Belphegor treasured every single moment he had her all to himself.
And yet, he was wracked with anxiety that he’d hurt her. Again.
Classes ended for the day and sure enough by the time he was halfway back inside the House of Lamentation she was waiting for him.
“Beel is in your guys’ room.” She said, and Belphegor made a soft sound of understanding.
“And Mammon might come poking around if we go to my room.”
He knew where this was going.
“Soooo… you wanna go take a nap in the a t t i c?” She spelled out the word, careful to keep her voice down with the other brothers funneling back home.
“I’ll just go nap in my room.” Belphegor said, trying to keep his voice even and nonchalant.
“…oh. Okay.”
Belphegor restrained a groan at the disappointment in her voice, shooting a direct line of guilt into his chest.
“You can still come with me,” he continued, “Beel would be happy to get some time alone too.”
She pouted, but kept her voice quiet, “Belphie, I want a kiss.”
“You always do.” He said, meaning to sound begrudgingly affectionate, but instead it came out more exasperated. Her cheeks flushed but it had nothing to do with embarrassment.
“I think I’ll just go hang out with Mammon then. You go take your nap.”
He felt his heart sink a fraction.
“… you don’t do the same kinda stuff with Mammon do you?”
“What the hell is that supposed to mean?” She said, voice stiffening and doing nothing to ease the faint edge of jealousy spreading in his chest.
“I mean, do you ask him to kiss you?”
“Sometimes!” She said, crossing her arms and shifting her weight to one side as she cocked her hip.
“I like Mammon. I hug and kiss people I like.”
“… are you serious?” His voice was hushed but harsh.
“It’s not like I belong to you, Belphegor.”
It wasn’t intentional, but within a second there was a sudden surge of a sulfuric smell and his visage changed, horns curling at his temples and his tail swishing violently around his ankles until it snaked out and wrapped around her ankle. She yelped, stumbling so that he had to catch her.
“What did you say?” He hissed, holding her tightly against his chest, his grip unyielding and hard enough to make her breath flutter in her chest.
“…I don’t belong to you.” She repeated, voice low and her eyes narrowed. There was no fear in her tone and in her gaze was a familiar heated sparkle that jarred Belphegor with recognition.
She was toying with him.
“Upstairs. Now.”
Her lips spread into a sensuous smile, self-satisfied and smug.
“Well, since you asked so nicely.” She said, pulling back. Belphegor refused to let her go for a few seconds, just to remind her of the strength in his arms and that she would leave when he allowed it.
The sudden possessiveness passed him as quickly as it came and he let go of her quickly, remembering himself and trying to quell the anxious feeling that had replaced the emotion in his chest.
Belphegor gave her a wilting look, shoulders sagging just a fraction in disappointment at himself for being so easily baited. Regardless, he followed her up the stairs, trying to keep his eyes off the way she was deliberately swaying her hips with each excited little half jump up the steps.
When they got to the attic door she turned to press her back against the wood, hands behind her back on the doorknob.
“I don’t really do that stuff with Mammon.”
Belphegor said nothing.
“Just you.”
He made a gruff sound, stepping forward and pressing against her as he took hold of the doorknob over her hand and pushed it open. She stumbled, but kept herself up right with a giggle as she unzipped her jacket and tossed it on the floor before sitting on the edge of his old bed.
She was working on the little snap buttons on the side of her ankle boots, kicking them off with a smile as she leaned back on the heels of her palms.
She spread her thighs open slightly, flashing her panties from beneath her RAD uniform skirt. They were pastel pink and made with delicate lace. Slowly she slipped her thumb under the hem of her thigh-high socks, sliding them down just the smallest fraction.
“You still wanna nap?”
He said her name, not soft and sensuous but firm and serious. Her expression changed, brow furrowing slightly as she slowly closed her legs.
“…We need to talk.”
“Uh-oh.”
“I’m sorry, it’s not… it’s nothing bad it’s just—“
“Belphie.” She sat up, raising a hand to stop him. Her other hand patted the side of the bed next to her, “C’mere. I’ll behave myself, I promise.”
Her tone had changed too and it was enough to help ease the tension arching through his body. With a sigh, Belphegor sulked over and sat next to her, shoulders falling forward.
“I’m not dumb, Belphie. I know something is up, but I figured when you were ready you’d just tell me… which was probably not how I should have handled it.”
She gently took his hand within hers and after a moment, he curled his fingers around her own.
“I like you. I really like you, Belphie. I wanna be with you because I like you so much, not because I’m… ya know.”
“Insatiable?”
“I was gonna say ‘thirsty as fuck’ but that sounds better!”
Belphegor chuckled despite himself and her smile became genuine and amused. It helped relax him.
“I still don’t get you.”
“Because of what happened?”
“Not specifically. I’m worried that…”
Why was it so hard to say to her? He’d told Asmo easily but now looking at her he felt the words get caught in his throat.
“You’re worried if we’re intimate you’ll accidentally hurt me.”
Belphegor sighed.
“Demons are stronger than humans. When our emotions are heightened that raises ten-fold.”
She smiled and suddenly burst into a fit of giggles. Belphegor started at her, wide eyed.
“You’re just so unbelievably sweet, you know that?”
He sputtered because he did not know that! A scowl flashed over his face as he shook his head.
“That is not a word anyone has used to describe me for a very, very long ass time.”
“There is absolutely no way you’re going to hurt me you big idiot.”
“Y-you don’t know that!”
She only laughed, leaning in to rest her cheek against his shoulder. He stiffened, sitting up straighter as he felt his face go hot. How could she laugh at him over this?! It was a serious situation!
“You do love me.” She said, rubbing her cheek against him, “Sometimes I wondered, ya know? You’re always so damn aloof!”
Belphegor didn’t even know what to say, opening and closing his mouth several times before he settled on a frustrated groan.
“…you don’t understand anything, per usual.”
She sat back from him, a curious look on her face as he turned towards her. She yelped as he shoved her down, pinning her to the bed, his hand gently finding its way around her neck and keeping her firmly in place. He straddled her thighs, using his own legs to keep her down before looming over her with a look in his eyes that made her pulse jump beneath his hand.
“‘Love’ doesn’t begin to describe what I want. I have owned your death and now I would own your life. Your body. The very depths of your soul. I want everything you have to give, I want the things you wouldn’t give to anyone else.”
His hand tightened, but not enough to cut off her breathing. The placement of his hand did more to cut off her blood flow then her breath, making her head spin as she looked up at him through her eyelashes.
Belphegor leaned down to press a kiss to them, her eyelid fluttering shut beneath his lips.
“Are you prepared for that? Are you ready for what it means to be mine? …I don’t know if you are.”
He kissed her, gentle and slow. The softness of the kiss was cut short suddenly when she set her teeth into his bottom lip, sharp and hard enough to almost draw blood. Belphegor jerked back, a growl in his throat. She smiled mischievously up at him.
“Careful. I bite.”
“You’ll beg too.”
His voice was a low rumble, turning her head to the side and latching his teeth to the side of her bare neck. He was not gentle, sucking fiercely until he was certain the skin would be bruised and red. She whimpered, but the sound was more pleasure than pain as he worried the sore spot with his tongue.
“Belphie…” she keened, “…make a pact with me.”
“Finally,” He said, breath hot on her skin, “You begin to understand.”
“Give yourself to me.”
“That’s my line.” Belphegor whispered, releasing her neck and gently running his fingertips through her hair. She mirrored the touch, trailing her hand into the hair at the back of his neck and curling her fingers there. Her other hand rubbed a path up his chest, massaging into his skin as she fisted his shirt into her grip.
“It’s mine too.”
How had he resisted this for so long? How could he have denied himself the touch of her bare skin against his? She was so unbelievably soft, despite the harshness in which she gripped her thighs around his waist. Her nipples pebbled hard when he pressed his chest against hers. He could feel the heat radiating from between her legs against his hips, but he’d yet to possess her yet. Belphegor was more focused on leaving his mark on her neck and across her collarbone, making her as spotted as himself.
Her hand curled at the base of one of his horns, finger brushing against the ridges of it. He liked her touch there, his tail curling around her calf gently if only to give himself another point of contact.
The pact was already made. The sensation of connection was strong now, tying him to her and her whims, though she had yet to make use of it. She liked him being in control, she liked him making decisions for her in this moment, letting her just enjoy the sensation of touch.
She’d left a mark of her own, right at the juncture of his shoulder and his neck, but Belphegor would wear such a bite with pride, even if he did give her a small punishing spank to the side of her thigh when she gave it to him.
“C’mon… c’mon…” she panted, rocking her hips against him in a bid to slide the length of him up against her core.
“So impatient.” Belphegor said with a soft laugh, “You make it so difficult to treat you nicely.”
He hefted her up, turning unto his side and then his back. He sunk comfortably into the bed, hands stroking up and down her thighs as she sat above him.
“Take care of it yourself… I’m tired.”
“Lazy cow.” She mumbled, but hardly had a reason to complain now that she was in the perfect position to get exactly what she wanted. He rose up his hand and smacked her on the backside, earning himself a rock of her hips.
“Come here then.” She sighed, sitting up on her knees. Her hand wrapped around him, taking her time to feel the soft silky skin and admire how hard it was beneath it. Belphegor hummed contently, kneading his hands into her hips as she guided the tip of him between her legs, letting his head just barely kiss her folds.
She was ungodly wet, using his head to rub against her swollen bud before she pushed him back towards her entrance and slipped down, inch by delicious inch. His tail tightened around her leg, his throat working as a groan wracked through his throat at the sheer tightness. The hot, textured feel of her walls, clutching and spasming as she adjusted to him was as close to the celestial realm as he was ever going to get again.
Belphegor ran his hand up her stomach to her breast, gently palming over the soft delicate skin and thumbing her nipple until it was swollen and pink.
She rocked a few times, slipping him in to the hilt until she was sitting perfectly flush against his hips. She rested one hand back on her own calf, leaning back to angle her hips just so. Belphegor took the time to admire where they were connected, wet and glistening. She rose and fell slightly and he moaned at the mere sight of himself disappearing into her.
She sought out his hand with her other, lacing their fingers together as she lifted again and slid down onto him in slow, agonizing thrusts. He let the hand on her breast fall to her hip, helping to hold her steady as he occasionally lifted his hips to push up into her when she came down.
Her face was a picture of absolute ecstasy, lips parted and kiss swollen, skin flushing prettily from her cheeks down to her chest. She was always so god damned lewd, but nothing about this was for show. Belphegor knew he looked positively wrecked himself, expression painted with the pleasures of comfort and sex.
They moved together, slow and relaxed and relishing in the simple enjoyment of being connected. She’d been right. Belphegor had never felt so safe. From himself and from the world. Here with her, here inside her… he had never felt so perfectly content. Her soft chants of ‘yes’ and quiet moans was a sweeter sound than any angelic choir.
Her breath came quicker, head lolling slightly to the side as she lost herself in the rise and fall of her own hips. Her pace was losing its steady rhythm, going fast and then slow as she found an angle that made his head rub right up against the bundle of nerves against her upper walls. Her thighs trembled as she whimpered out a soft cry. She was clutching tighter now, unrelenting and steadily rising as her thrusts became shallow and short.
Belphegor pushed his shoulders down into the bed, bracing himself as he rocked upwards, edging her on as her pink skin turned ever more red and blotchy.
“Fuck… I’m going to cum. Belphie… Belphie…” She gasped with complete abandon, “Belphie, I’m going to cum.”
God dammit, if she kept talking like that, so was he. He smoothed his hand down from her hip to her center, pressing the pad of his thumb firmly against her clit. He didn’t even have to rub, the touch alone snapped the cord of tension, spasms wracking over her body and clutching their way down the shaft of him as she broke apart.
Belphegor’s eyelids fluttered closed just so she wouldn’t get the satisfaction of seeing his eyes roll back in his head. His balls pulled tight against him as his cock flexed and jerked and he came inside her. Belphegor held back a cry in his throat at just how rapidly he was spurting, pulsating erratically as she practically milked each drop from him. Exhaustion nearly immediately overtook him, but he resisted the burden of his Avatar through sheer force of will.
“Ow…Bel…your tail..” She mumbled, tugging gently at the side of his tail. He had wrapped it around her so tightly her skin was indenting. Belphegor let go immediately, holding an arm around her to keep her in place as he sat up and checked the damage.
“M’okay.” She said, wrapping her arms around his neck and nuzzling her nose against his hairline, damp with sweat. Belphegor sighed with relief, hands running up her back and down a few times before he wrapped his arms around her.
“You okay?” She asked, voice quiet in his ear.  He nodded, strands of his hair tickling her cheek as he did so.
“I love you.” Belphegor said, as simple and direct as if he were stating the sky were blue. She wouldn’t have expected it any other way.
“Goodie.” She said with a deep breath, giving her hips a little wiggle around him. He was still hard, but knew he would soften soon. Belphegor felt the slow slide of wetness as his own cum slid down his shaft from inside her, messy and warm.
“You feel so good.” She cooed, pressing kisses to his neck, open and hot.
Alright. Maybe it wouldn’t be that soon.
She used the pact to tap out by the sixth round, thighs creamy and wet and trembling. Shame. He had hoped to make it a solid seven.
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kulaykape · 3 years
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Ina Kingsley x MC: A Love Confession
Context for fic: MC and Ina aren’t yet together, but they’re definitely close. 
Warning: This is for the angsty goblins. 
tags: @sakaily @astrangeandunusualgirl @citybornchick @thedaft1 @jenxespinoza @samanthadalton @hellyeah90sbaby @kaitlynliaofanxx @nydeiri @thepotatobleh @justtryingtofillthevoidxx
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"If you could all take your seats, we'll begin class in just a moment," Ina said as she strode into the lecture hall. Like always, her presence commanded respect, and voices promptly lowered to room-level murmurs and seats shifted around. 
"Good morning, Professor Kingsley!" Chloe greeted her with a prim smile. 
Ina mustered a smile, nodding politely at Chloe. "Good morning, Miss St. James," she replied evenly, continuing to walk by. Chloe did a mini fist-pump. That counted as a win. Suck it, Diaz. 
Speaking of Diaz, Ina's eyes floated around the classroom in search of her. It'd become a thing at this point to see her, Aliyah's smile usually being successful in putting one on Ina's face. A needed mood boost before every headache-inducing lecture. 
She spotted her near the front of the class, a couple notebooks strewn across her space with a tall water bottle (she drank ungodly amounts of water in Ina's opinion). Aliyah caught her eye at the same time and smiled, shooting her a friendly wink. 
Friendly enough as it was though, Ina still felt a heat creep up the back of her neck. She nodded resolutely at Aliyah as she passed. "Miss Diaz," she greeted. 
"Professor," Aliyah replied.
"How was your weekend?"
Aliyah's smile seemed to widen a little bit at Ina's sincere tone. "Pretty good. I did a music gig in NYC on Saturday," she replied. 
Ina grinned. Aliyah never ceased to impress her. "So not bad at all, all things considered?" She quipped. 
"Well…" Aliyah drawled, "It could've been a little better." She gave Ina a not so subtle once-over. Ina felt a shiver run up her spine, and her grin only widened. 
"Well, let me know if there's any way I can help you remedy that," she said. 
"Sure thing, Professor," Aliyah replied before Ina walked to the front to begin her lecture. 
Class proceeded as usual that day. Ina getting a little too passionate at her favorite parts of the presentation, Aliyah having to mouth "calm down" to her, and Chloe offering her often completely random input (how did the origin of bees in Gucci wear relate to the Red Deer Cave People?). 
"If any of you are interested in continuing on this specific branch, you can check Belvoire's online database for my research on it. I may be a bit biased in saying this, but I think it's worth checking out," Ina said. The entire class chuckled as they began to pack their things. 
As she began to repack her briefcase, Ina's eyes flicked up to Aliyah to see what she was up to. Usually she'd make her way to Ina's desk once everybody had filed out, and they'd talk a little more about the class. Aliyah was aware that Ina usually couldn't get all her passion out in one lecture, and the poor baby needed someone to listen to her for another minute or two. 
But it seemed like someone was trying to put a stop to that daily habit. Ina arched a brow at a girl who had Aliyah practically pinned between one of the lecture tables and her body. 
Cassandra Davids, Ina recognized her as. Aside from Aliyah, she was probably the brightest student in the class. She was tall, with fiery red hair and a killer smile to boot. 
If only just a little bit, seeing her with Aliyah made Ina feel… icky. 
"Hey Ali, you have any plans today?" Cassandra asked, leaning on the table so that Aliyah could catch a whiff of her vanilla perfume. 
For all her intelligence in the arts and sciences, Aliyah picked up signals as well as broken radar. "A little studying, but not really. Why, did you need help with something?" She asked. Weird. Cassandra was almost- emphasis on almost- as smart as her. 
Cassandra chuckled breathily. It made Aliyah wonder if she had a cold. "You're really cute, you know that?" She said. 
Ina flinched as those words reached her ears. Cassandra wasn't you know, wrong, but that was her line to say. And more than anything, she wanted to march over there and lay her claim. To wrap an arm around Aliyah's waist and say, "mine," but… 
They weren't together. Was that really her place? 
Aliyah smiled charmingly, but didn't blush like she would've if Ina had said it. For a self-proclaimed "smarty-pants", it sure wasn't clicking. "That's the first time someone at this school has called me something positive," she said with a laugh. Cassandra laughed right along with her. 
"You know I feel like I should really get to know you. I know not everybody here is open to being friends with you since Poppy hates you," she said, she walked her fingers across the table, until she was grasping Aliyah's forearm gently. 
Ina couldn't take it anymore. She slammed her briefcase shut, loud enough that it caught Aliyah's attention (Cassandra was far too focused to notice). Wordlessly, she stormed towards the door, not even sparing Aliyah a glance.
"Professor…?" Aliyah tried, but Ina was out the door. 
There was one more heartbreaker to add to Ina's collection. One more mistake, one more thing that she just couldn't get right. 
And Jesus Christ, she'd been hoping that the one thing she could get right in her sorry, messy love life would be Aliyah Diaz. But yet again, circumstance felt as if it was almost signaling Ina to give up love. 
Love. That's what she felt for Aliyah, right? Ina paused in the hallway for a moment, biting her lip. 
She supposed it didn't matter now. Maybe Aliyah would stop by the college reunion in ten or so years, settled and smiling. And find Ina older, and still alone. 
Ina squeezed the handle of her briefcase. Maybe it's always been her. Maybe Aliyah was better off with that redhead. Maybe her ex had been right when she said Ina was too selfish. 
Maybe, in the end, she was the only one to blame for her loneliness. 
---
"What was the answer to this one again?" Aliyah asked. She held out the test to Ina. Ina spared it the shortest of glances, before turning back to her computer. 
"C," she replied. 
Aliyah made a face, tapping the leg of her glasses against her lip. "You sure?" 
"I'm rather sure I'd know the answers to my own test," Ina retorted. 
The bite in Ina's voice was enough to make Aliyah flinch away a little bit, a frown etched into her features. Ina saw it out of the corner of her eye, and had half a mind to apologize… but the other half squashed the notion. 
Aliyah turned back to her work, and sat there for a long moment. 
Ina usually sat next to her while she graded, and she was writing her next dissertation. They'd laugh and joke and talk about their days, and Aliyah might snag a free drink if she was lucky. 
But there was none of that today. Just silence, aside from the clicking of Ina's computer and the scratch of Aliyah's pen. Ina stayed behind her desk as if it were a defense. 
Aliyah's brow furrowed as she racked her brain for what she could've done. She hadn't done anything though, right? And Ina wouldn't intentionally take out her stress on her. Hm…
Maybe she was hungry… come to think of it, Aliyah hadn't even seen her drink her usual afternoon coffee. 
"Hey, you want me to run to the coffee shop?" Aliyah asked. Ina looked at her. Aliyah perked a smile, "The place you like on Twelfth just reopened-"
"We need to get this work done fast," Ina interjected, "And there's more stuff for you to grade once you're finished with that stack." And with that, she turned back to her computer. 
"O-oh," was all Aliyah could utter. She looked down into her lap, brows furrowed and shoulders slumped. Then she looked up at Ina again. "Did I do something?" She asked. Ina's typing abruptly stopped. "'Cause if I did, I-I really don't know what it was, but-"
"You…" Ina sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose, "Don't apologize. Just finish that stack up." 
"So I did do something." 
"No! Jesus Ali, you didn't," Ina insisted sharply. 
"Then why're you doing this?"
"Doing what?" 
"Don't play dumb! Because you're not. And you know I'm not either." Aliyah stood up. "What did I do? Just tell me, please," she pleaded. 
For a moment, Ina froze. Aliyah's eyes were so wide, and dare Ina say so sad. It was unnatural and unfitting of her. "You didn't do anything Ali, now please-"
"Why do you always do this? Every time the road gets a little rough, you try and back out," Aliyah snapped, "What are you afraid of? Hurting my feelings?" Before Ina could reply, Aliyah spoke for her, "'Cause you already have! But it wouldn't have been half as bad if you'd just talk to me." 
Ina felt a pang in her chest. Maybe Aliyah was a little more emotional than she gave her credit for being. "I'm sorry for being so harsh," Ina said softly, "But… you can't fix this."
Except she could. But Ina couldn't ask that of her.
Aliyah threw her hands up, balling her fists on her hips as she paced around the room. "Jesus, you have the emotional range of a stone golem, don't you?" She jibed. 
Oh god, not this. Ina felt her brow twitch as irritation coursed through her. She shook her head, ripping her glasses off and tossing them to the desk. "Is this your defense mechanism?" She asked, standing up and gesturing at Aliyah, "This whole sarcastic ass schtick that you pull on?"
"Well I would ask if this whole immature and cowardly thing you do is an act, but I'm pretty sure that's genuine," Aliyah retorted. 
Ina leveled her with a dangerous gaze. "You're going there?" 
Aliyah scoffed. "Where, down to your level? Yeah, yeah I am."
Ina glared through a narrow gaze. "I'd have the decency to be offended if I didn't know that there's nothing but a fake bite behind every damn word that leaves your mouth." 
For a moment, Aliyah's resolve wavered. Ina read her just as well as any book in her pretentious bookcase. She didn't know when she'd started being able to. 
The two stared each other down, just enough intensity to enflame themselves but not enough to burn each other. 
"What did you say to her," Ina said flatly. 
"What?"
"Miss Davids. What did you say to her?"
Aliyah made a face. "What are you even talking about? Don't tell me you tripped on those oversized heels and hit your head." 
Okay, ow. Ina was going to be offended over that one later. 
"She asked you out, didn't she?" Ina asked sharply. Don't tell me you went and broke her heart too, she thought sarcastically. 
Aliyah sputtered (dumbly). "Wha- why would you think that she- what?"
Ina's brow furrowed. "Aliyah, we established earlier that neither of us are idiots. Don't-"
"But I don't even know what you're talking about!" Aliyah retorted with a glare, "Is that was this is about? You think Cassandra asked me out?" 
"I-" what was Ina supposed to say, yes? Because, well, yes. "Oh, don't tell me you're that dense when it comes to this sort of thing," she said, rubbing her temples. 
"Cassandra didn't ask me out," Aliyah said firmly, "She just asked me… over to the sorority house." Huh… that did kinda sound like a date. 
"And?" Ina asked sharply. 
"And I said no, I had to go help you grade papers and see if you were okay," Aliyah shook her head, "So that's what this was about. You were jealous of some pretty sorority girl-"
"So you think she's pretty," Ina muttered pettily. 
"Christ Ina, what the hell is wrong with you?!" Aliyah raised her voice just a hair. Every exclamation had been firm, but not loud. But this was. She took a step closer to Ina, until there was only a hair's width separating them. "What do you think of me, huh? Really though, what?”
Ina let out a forceful breath. "I think that you're beautiful. I think that you're brilliant. And I think that you're the most frustrating person to ever enter my life," Ina said. Her voice was quiet but firm. Ever so slightly, she narrowed the gap between them even more. But still, they didn't touch. 
"Frustrating? You think I'm the frustrating one here?" Aliyah questioned, "I come in here and work my ass off every day hoping that maybe it'll help you just a little bit." Ina tensed a little bit, fearful because she couldn't see where this was headed now. "I haven't even told you about all the BS I've had to deal with just to keep people from finding out about what you and Bea were up to last year, 'cause I didn't want you to feel bad," both felt a bit of a sting at that sentence. 
"Why would you do that for me, Ali?" Ina asked in a breath. 
"Because it'd hurt me to see you get hurt!"
"Why?"
"Because I love you!" 
Both of them flinched, shock gathering in their eyes. Ina's jaw was ajar, her eyes wide and pooling with uncertainty. Aliyah regained herself first. 
The anger in both of them had been snuffed. Aliyah looked at the floor for one bashful moment, and then looked at Ina. "How could I possibly look at anyone else? When your stubborn, maddening ass has me wrapped around your finger?" She asked softly. 
"Aliyah…"
"Don't 'Aliyah' me," Aliyah said, "Just… tell me whether or not I'm an idiot for falling in love with you, Ina." Ina flinched again at the word. And Aliyah took that as her answer. She pursed her lips, nodding. "Okay- mmph!"
A hand shot out and grabbed the hem of her shirt, and strong arms wrapped around her as a pair of soft lips desperately claimed hers. 
Aliyah stared wide-eyed for a moment, before wrapping her arms around Ina's shoulders and melting into her. "Ina…" she whimpered out as they kissed each other desperately. One arm wrapped even tighter around her waist, while the other tangled in her hair. 
Aliyah groaned quietly, cupping Ina's face with the softest of touches while her lips moved against hers. 
Only when they ran out of breath did they pull away, panting. Ina stroked Aliyah's cheek with her fingertips, locking her in an intense gaze. Aliyah stared right back, eyes wide and hopeful.  
Ina leaned her forehead against hers, their noses brushing. "I never thought that…" she sighed. 
"What? That I could love you?" Aliyah laughed softly, "Look, whatever you want from me is fine, but… I just wanted you to know that." She reached up to cup Ina's cheek again and smiled slightly. "And if you don't say it back I un-"
"No," Ina said, shaking her head, "It's just… please understand Ali, I'm not perfect."
"Nowhere near," Aliyah agreed, patting Ina's cheek. 
Ina chuckled slightly, entwining her fingers with Aliyah's. "I'm jealous, I'm indecisive, I'm possessive of what isn't even rightfully mine," her eyes flicked over Aliyah's entirety, "And I was afraid. Afraid of what it'd mean if I told you I love you- no matter how much I do- just to break your heart down the line or have you break mine."
"I'd never break your heart," Aliyah said firmly. 
"And I'd never want to break yours, but it seems I'm no good when it comes to love," she said, perking a small smile, "My track record is terrible. So I need to ask you…" she took Aliyah's hand, placing a gentle kiss on each of her knuckles, "Do you think I'm worth the risk of heartbreak?" 
And Aliyah's answer was immediate. 
"I think you'd be worth the risk of my life." 
Ina's breath caught, and she inhaled sharply. Then gave a small nod. 
"Then I love you too, Aliyah Diaz. And I'm absolutely yours." 
~end~
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countessmorgasson · 4 years
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Shh! This is a Library~
Spicy Lucio x MC! Lucio didn’t follow m/c to the library for a good read...
Male MC
(Based on Lucio’s route, 🍋 warning)
Even with your nose buried in a book, you can feel Lucio pouting at you.
“If you want to go off while I’m doing this it’s fine,” you say. “I’ll be reading for a while, dear.”
You only hear a groan in response. You break your focus to see Lucio sprawled out across one of the tables, stray books scattered around him. He has a particularly heavy book in his hand, but something tells you he’s not interested in reading it. 
“M/c,” he whines. “This place is so boring. Why do you think I’m never in here?”
“Because you have the attention span of a rodent?”
Lucio’s mouth hangs open for a second. It’s enough to distract you from your book as you chuckle at your own joke. You make up for the comment with an apologetic kiss, but you only hear a muffled “hmmph.”
“Did I hit a nerve?”
“..No.” Lucio’s pout flips almost instantly, into your favorite devilish smile. He raises his eyebrows. “I’ll prove you wrong.”
“Oh really?”
“Of course! I’ll sure show you. I can keep my focus.” 
You almost didn’t notice the shameless wink he threw your way before you picked your book back up. 
It really was a compelling read, you had to admit. Usually with Lucio around you were never able to keep your eyes off anything but him- but this book was damn good. At this point, you figured Lucio would be used to you spending your free time among all these books. After all, someone had to appreciate them.
Maybe it was the book’s fault that you didn’t even see him slip from your eyesight. 
At first, you figured he finally went off to entertain himself somewhere else- but the teasing grip on your inner thighs nearly has you flinging the book out of your hands. 
“Whoa!” 
You hear a sultry chuckle beneath you- and to your amusement you realize where Lucio’s directed his attention to. He’s crouched under the table you sat at, on his knees at your lap. He’s got that blushing smirk on his face...
“Let me show you, m/c.” he teases. “I’m perfectly capable of giving you my undivided attention.”
You don’t know whether to laugh or blush. Lucio was always adventurous with your hookups, but... in the library? It’s not like the room was exclusive to you- Nadia was also an avid reader. She could show up any moment if she wanted to... not to mention, Julian’s stuff was on the desk over. What if he stopped by to pick up some notes? 
Yes, all logic pointed to it being a bad idea. Part of you couldn’t just let go of your inhibitions like that- you’d never forgive yourself if anybody caught you red handed. 
And yet...
You’re still looking down at Lucio, who’s surprisingly patient in waiting for your response. He’s nearly bright red, biting his lip up at you. His hand is still stroking your thigh through your trousers, gently... and goosebumps are already broken out over your skin...
What’s the harm in a little fun?
“You really don’t want me to finish my book, is that it?”
“Oh, I want you to finish alright.” Lucio bats his eyelashes at you, still expecting your response. 
Why are you so frozen? Was it his touch? Is it the fear in the back of your mind- or was that anticipation?
You glance at the door to your right. No one’s stopped by for hours...
“If we get caught, you’re taking the blame.” 
Lucio scrambles to lift around your clothing. You scoot closer, picking up your book- you know, just in case. It seemed smart enough to have something to hide your face with... 
Warm lips brush against your lower stomach as Lucio gently lifts your tunic upwards. He moans at the taste of your skin, as if he were the one receiving all the pleasure. Your stomach caves in at the sweet sound of his voice. 
You’re nearly sweating already, terrified of getting caught- and letting yourself give into the pleasure. 
“You’re so hot... and already so hard for me.” Lucio talks through kisses, which are now being planted on your inner thighs. “It’s easy to focus on someone so handsome.” 
“You’re loud,” you blush. “We are in a library.”
“You’re in my library. I can be as loud as I want.”
Your eyebrows shoot up at his tone. When did he get so assertive? Not that you’re complaining... what a turn- on. He’s making it easier and easier to forget about the threat of being caught...
Your book slides out of your hands and onto the table when Lucio takes you into his mouth. You moan simultaneously, but you’re the one nearly arching your back and pushing yourself deeper down his throat...  
“Lucio...”
He’s got a hard grip on your thigh with his gauntlet, golden claws pinching your skin just enough to tease. His other hand is wrapped around you tightly, as if the feel of his tongue across your skin wasn’t enough to make you nearly burst. 
Leaning back in your seat, you find your hand in Lucio’s hair, gently easing him down on you deeper- inducing another moan on his end. 
Your heart’s racing. You lean back and shut your eyes- just for a moment.  No one’s around... it’s just you and him... you can relax. Give in.  Let the pleasure take over...
“I told you,” Lucio’s teasing voice is interrupted by occasional kisses on your thighs, but you only shudder. You weren’t done yet... why is he slowing down?
There’s a new look in his eyes now, as he tilts his chin upwards to look at you. He’s blushing red, lips slightly parted. What’s he waiting for, exactly..?
“I hope you’ve got a few tricks on your sleeve.” His eyes dart to your right, and then you realize it.
Someone’s unlocking the door!
You scramble to scoot back into your seat and pick up your book, but Lucio doesn’t seem to be done with you yet. Oh no. Oh no, no no...
In a fit of panic and embarrassment you muster up some magic at your fingertips- casting an illusion over the entire table. Whoever walks through would only see a stack of books where Lucio would be. It looks stupid, but what was the alternative?
Gods know how long your magic will last though... 
“I didn’t realize you were in here, m/c! Sorry if I interrupted your reading. That door’s always been so damn heavy...”
Julian Devorak strolls into the library so casually. 
“No worries,” you manage to sputter out. You feel fingers brush against your thighs, but Lucio’s got you entirely in his mouth right now.
The doctor heads straight for his desk. Of course he would. Of course someone had to come in now, of all times. 
You’re watching Julian’s every move, silently begging for him to just grab something and rush out. He’s obviously looking for something, based on the way he stares at his desk. He’s muttering to himself, sorting through a mess of papers and books. 
Why is he here? Not just the library, but the palace at all. His office may be here, but he hadn’t used it that often.
You’re so frustrated by the interruption you somehow almost forget about your little secret.
...That little secret begins to work with his hands again- in all the places that make you moan. You bite down on your lip, nearly drawing blood to stay silent. You reach to tug at Lucio’s hair, looking down when you’re sure Julian’s back is turned.
Don’t you dare make me come- not when he’s in here.
Lucio had to have known what you were thinking- and naturally, he’d do everything in his power to defy it. With a wink, he begins to suck harder- and you shut your eyes again, desperate to hold it in. 
Heat waves ripple through your body, and you’re finding it harder and harder to control your breathing. Even the slightest part in your lips would lead to a moan- and you just can’t. Not now...
Damn it Julian, leave!
“Are you looking for something?” Your voice is nearly an octave higher when you blurt out the words. Julian’s obviously still rummaging through his desk, but you bury your face in your book again, your cheeks burning red enough for anyone to take notice. 
Ah...
“Mmm...”  As if you couldn’t be more horrified, Lucio’s moaning echoes within the walls.  You could laugh. Part of you wants to, but you’re so fucking close.
Not yet, not yet, not yet...
“You okay over there, my friend?” Julian approaches you with a handful of papers in his hand. 
Oh thank the gods! He got what he was looking for. Go! Get out of here... please...
“I’m...”  You can’t even speak. You just nod and rest your head against your open book, ready to admit defeat. 
It feels too good. It always just sneaks up on you like that, doesn’t it? Especially when you’ve been so worried and embarrassed... you barely had time to savor the sensation.
You’re teetering on the edge, using all of your strength to control your breaths...
“Must be a hell of a story you’re reading,” Julian’s hidden smile makes your heart leap into your chest. “I gotta run. I don’t really want to run into the count. I’m surprised he’s not... here with you. Talk to you later.”
He’s barely closed the door behind him when you come.
It’s like your entire body became aware of the situation, and the moment you let yourself relax in the slightest- all the tension leaves from your body. 
“Ah- Lucio!”
You’re both moaning now- oblivious to the room around you once again as you grab hold of Lucio’s hair and tug. Despite a surprised groan, he doesn’t stop until you’re nearly begging for mercy, back arched once again and your fingers too tense to hold your grip on his hair. 
Your head tilts back as you face the ceiling, dizzy from the wave of euphoria. 
“Well?” A hearty, confident chuckle cuts through the haze. “What do you have to say to that?”
Lucio rises and plants a kiss on your forehead after admiring your expression. For a moment you wonder how you must look. Red as hell, most likely, and desperate to catch your breath... not to mention your pants are still undone.
There’s no way someone could look at you and think you were just enjoying a good book.
“You proved me wrong.” You play into his attitude- he’s definitely earned it, after all. Lucio puffs up his chest, but his hair is so disheveled it makes you giggle.
“Can you believe Jules walked in on that? I thought we’d actually get caught.”
Now the embarrassment comes back to you tenfold. 
“Do you think he noticed anything?”  You both seem to know the answer to that.
“Jules?” Lucio scoffs, but his smile wavers. “Nah! ...yeah- no. Definitely not.”
Great.
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Had to censor this ask because you know why so hopefully you’ll be able to see it since I’m not directly answering to your ask. I will put the full ask under the cut as well as some spoilers that are not yet mentioned in the main story so BEWARE.
**CHAPTERS 10+ SPOILERS BELOW THE CUT**
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Bad anonymous, bad. Jkjk they can’t hide it forever. This is actually a very interesting question since I’ve thought about this oh so many times. To start us off, let’s talk about their relationship for a minute.
Gavin and Shaw are not only brothers, but they were best friends when they were children. Shaw looked up to Gavin and followed him around like a little duckling and Gavin absolutely ADORED him. They wanted to do everything together. Gavin never got along with anyone and didn’t really care much about it but his mother was concerned and wanted to fix this behavior so she asked who he would like to play with. Of course, the answer was “my little brother”. He wanted a friend like Shaw. Ever since, they’ve been inseparable. However, their father being the asshat he is wanted to take Shaw away from them.
A little background information on this man: He wanted a strong child; One with incredible power. When Gavin was born, there was no trace of the evol gene in him so his father basically threw him off to the side like trash. Then one day, he brought Shaw home who was already experiencing a great amount of power from his evol at a very young age. Shaw is not Gavin’s mother’s child. Shaw is only Gavin’s half brother and we don’t have any information on his mother.
Back to them growing up, Shaw told Gavin he didn’t want to be taken away, that he didn’t want to leave them. Gavin felt the same but what could he do? His father had never cared for Gavin the way he cared for Shaw or even his work. Gavin even heard his father tell his mother that he didn’t need Gavin. Eventually, the day came where Shaw never came home from school. His dad almost never visited after as well. He had taken Shaw and abandoned the rest of his family.
Their relationship now is very confusing. In a way, Shaw is a lot like their father. Manipulative, insensitive, so on. At least that’s what he wants you to think. Shaw is a very hard person to understand. He was raised by their father which, oh dear god help his soul, but he also seems to defy his father by becoming a wanted himbo I guess you could say. Example: later in the main story, Shaw takes out a group of men and asks if they’re from STF or BS, meaning Shaw doesn’t necessarily work for either organization. We know their father is a big shot for some law enforcement/evol organization (my guess is STF) so there’s a slight chance that Shaw went against his father’s will and started doing stuff on his own accord. However, we don’t have enough information about their father so he could be working for a completely different organization and Shaw could just be working alongside him instead. There are many possibilities so don’t take my word on it.
What I do know is that Shaw doesn’t hate Gavin. He may have been manipulated by their father into believing Gavin is useless and considered the “bad guy” from their whole family situation, but no, I don’t believe he truly hates Gavin. Their relationship as children was too real and a sense of long lasting trust was formed. The anime even shows this. If Shaw and Gavin wanted to hurt each other, they would’ve. If Gavin wanted to capture Shaw for being a wanted man at STF, he would’ve. If Shaw hated Gavin and didn’t care about his wellbeing, he wouldn’t have warned him. All of this could also seem like Shaw was playing and using him, but there’s something else Shaw wants. Even though he said he was a “messenger” for Black Swan, telling Gavin to stop interfering, Shaw still ends up fighting against a group of people in the game and asks whether they’re from STF or BS meaning he isn’t with BS in the long run. It is SO DIFFICULT to understand what Shaw is after and quite frankly, I have absolutely no idea either. In a way, I think he’s just trying to find fulfillment. I feel like he lost himself growing up and is trying to find the right path now. In his first date, he opens up at the end and seems very lost and broken as a person. He doesn’t really know meaning in life and I think everything he does is just a distraction for that train of thought. I don’t think he understands value as much as other people do. But enough about his character and their relationship.
There’s actually a scene in game where MC mentions Gavin and it even sounds like Shaw gets a bit annoyed (22-7). Shaw calls MC to talk about the investigation and his tone of voice changes the moment she brings up Gavin.
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And remember me mentioning how he acts a way that isn’t true to who he actually is? In the anime, he tells Gavin he’s “not sure he’s capable of protecting what’s important to him, but if he wants to protect MC, he needs to leave STF”. He says this to distance himself but he is fully aware how capable Gavin is. He knows Gavin is strong and won’t stop from trying to protect her no matter what. This just proves that there’s still that little boy who cares about Gavin deep deep down within him.
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With that being said, I don’t think Shaw would mind too much. It depends where they are in their own relationship. If we were where we are in the main game right now with him, I don’t think he would react harshly, he would probably just pout every time she brought him up. If we were to be talking about after Shaw and MC have spent quality time together, learning more about each other and developing more trust with one another, then I feel like Shaw would be more upset.
While I believe he would be more upset, I also don’t think he would show it as much as he would before becoming close friends. He teases and messes around all the time but after developing a trustworthy and solid friendship with MC, he would probably try more to respect her and her decisions, not wanting to overreact about how she always talks about her boyfriend, his brother. Though I also sense he could snap after a while. Not anything serious, just forcing MCs gaze towards his, asking with unwavering eyes what Gavin has that he doesn’t.
It’s really difficult for these two because they don’t necessarily hate each other. They just went down different paths and don’t have that solid trustworthy relationship like they used to. That doesn’t mean it’s not still there though. Yes, Shaw can be a complete asshat, but I still feel like he has respect for both Gavin and other people’s choices unless they were obviously in the wrong.
I hope that helps a little bit with Shaw’s character. He’s quite a confusing one since he’s difficult to read right now because we have NO CONTENT OF HIM. DROP MORE SHAW EVENTS, C O W A R D S. But yeah, hope you enjoyed!
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