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eisdendrobium · 1 year
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my first and last letter for you.
pairings : childe x reader summary : after getting your heart broken by childe you decides to move away so you wouldn't see him again, and so you wrote him your first and last letter. note : there'll be a bit of childe and reader's past relationship written so i highly recommend you to read/re-read the first part! ^v^ also this hasn't been proofread!
read part 1 here! : where’s my happily ever after?
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ajax, how're you doing these past week? finally getting that girlfriend you've been searching for? lumine right? yeah i met her earlier today, and i could say that she's not what i thought she is you know?
i tried to hate her, and i did, i hated her for taking you away from me. you, someone who i found comfort in and you, who i foolishly fell in love with.
i hated every moment i spent seeing you with her, i hate how pathetic i feel watching you with her.
"why would you like her? someone who just entered your live, someone who you barely know?" that was what i thought back then
but i met her today, i saw how beautiful she is inside, and i hate it. how come she's so nice? how come she's so perfect? she's such an angel compared to me.
i understand why you love her ajax, i would too if i were you. i mean how could you not? i've treated her like a disease yet she's still so friendly, so nice, so caring towards me...
a part of me still hates her, a part of me still can't seem to let you go. you were my everything ajax.. you saved me that day when i was in the brink of death, you taught me what love is - what love could be.
and i thought we had something you know? the way you act, the way you talk, and the way you treat me as if i'll break if you did something wrong. You were my savior, you whom i fell in love with.
but i guess you need someone who could comfort you in your dark times too right? i suppose i was never the person to express my feelings.. never was the person who could comfort people..
but what i didn't expect is the fact that you turn cold so fast. how could you ajax? how could you leave me like that? maybe you finally had enough of my antiques? haha..
since you've already know about my feelings towards you before i had the courage to tell you myself i suppose i'll confess everything in this letter hehe :
ajax, the guy who saved my life when i was in the brink of freezing, the guy who warmed my cold heart and showed me what love is, everything we did i store inside of me dearly.
i still remember that day you knelt down and gave me those qixing flowers, that night you saved me- you bought me warm soup and clothes to warm me up, so many things..
perhaps i didn't thanked you enough.. thank you for everything ajax, thank you for saving my life, thank you for helping me survive, for teaching me how to love, for letting me love you.
yet i'm afraid i couldn't stand seeing you with lumine again, i'm afraid if i stayed here longer the ice you melt will freeze again, freezing me from the inside.
you're happy with her, she's perfect for you, and i've come to realize that i'll have to let you go... i can't share ajax, you know that right?
it's either you for me or not at all, and you love her so i wouldn't force you to love me
goodbye childe, may we meet again in brighter future.. please take care of yourself and her for me yeah?
i love you.
signed, your companion [name].
a/n : reblogs are greatly appreciated! and please feel free to comment what you think about this fic ^^
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sohcah-toa · 1 year
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omg hii im nrw to ur blog (i lovs it btww❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏) and idk if ur requests are open (if not ignore this plesss)
so basically modern au and kazuha(or xiao/venti) is in a band with 4nemo when suddenly f!reader sends a lewd picture jn the middle if the concert 🙏🙏🙏😩😩 (i was reaally in a rish writing this so ignoer my misspelngs
-hornnyy anon💚💚💚
desperado
⚠️ nsfw, f!reader, smut, modern au, 4nemo [kazuha, venti, xiao] (all separate)
🗒 didn't include all the members of 4nemo, only on the req. also this is like the 1st time i made venti smut <3
🗒 also this was so long, my phone started lagging 😂 but im really happy to make this <3
🎶 Kazuha as your ex / Venti as your old friend / Xiao as your frenemy
💌 masterlist
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— little bit of context: you know 4nemo personally since high school but you've been way out of touch with them ++ you love taking lewd photos because it makes you feel confident
— also they're kind of bad boys 😎
🍁
kazuha
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You were going on about your day as usual, working at a small store with Lumine and Aether watching TV. Then the TV featured 4nemo announcing their concert this weekend.
You sigh "You know guys, I know 4nemo personally. We were all high school buds"
Lumine laughed "You keep saying that but you have no proof"
You just sighed "I'm still finding old photos, okay? There were no cameras when we were high school"
"Yeah yeah, sure" Aether seemed uninterested
Then someone came in the store, running towards you "You would not believe this!!" Childe said, grabbing your hand "I got 4nemo concert tix!"
Lumine stood up "No way! How many?"
"Four tickets!" Childe said "Would you guys want to go with me?"
"Of course!!" Lumine and Aether said at the same time
"No!" You shouted
Lumine laughed "Afraid we're gonna find out that you don't really know them?"
You groaned "No! Because—"
"Come on Y/n, these tickets were really hard to get" Childe pouted, you rolled your eyes then sighed
"Fine!" You said, panicking inside
Aether then said "Finally, you're going to be able to prove you know them, right?" then laughed out loud
You were sweating, you didn't want to see HIM in person, although there was no way he would see you.
"Are you alright?" Lumine asked "You look like shi—"
"She's probably excited" Childe said "Well, gonna go home to my siblings, byeee" then just left like that.
Aether then rubbed your back "Are you super excited? You look pale"
"I-I'm fine.. probably" You trembled. What if they know the secret?
##
Finally, it was the weekend. You and others met on the concert. There were a lot of people.
Although you're sure HE wasn't going to see you, you dressed up super nicely and even took some lewd photos before going out. You were feeling confident.
Hours passed, Lumine and Aether was screaming along with Childe, singing all the songs.
You were on your phone because somebody just texted, an old classmate seeing you on the concert.
"Ugh" You rolled your eyes reading the message "Did you and Kazuha get back together?" the message said. "Fuck this" you ignored the message.
You start focusing on having fun with your friends but you couldn't help it, you checked your phone, that old classmate texted you again, sending you Kazuha's private profile.
"No dammit" You groaned to yourself but clicked the photo anyway "Dang it he looks like he's doing better than me"
"Y/n! What are you doing?! The concert is still on!" Childe shouted, he was so hyped and so were the twins.
You put your phone in your pocket, forgetting to turn it off. You were finally enjoying the concert up until it was Kazuha's solo.
You took your phone out again as a distraction, to your surprise a bunch of photos were sent to Kazuha and it was the photos you took earlier. It must've sent while on your pocket, you were moving a lot. You start to panic and grab Lumine.
"LUMINE!" You yelled. It was so loud, Kazuha has a lot of fangirls. His solo is still not done.
Lumine looked at you. You put your arm around her shoulder and showed her the messages, you covered the photos using your hands.
"What are the photos?" She asked, you looked at her nervously, sweating "No! Wait no! Let me see"
She grabbed the phone and saw it "NO YOU—!"
"Give me back!" You grabbed it back, blushing "Shut up" you whisper to her.
The band announces that they're gonna have a short break so you and the others went to some place less crowded.
##
"YOU DID WHAT?! THAT'S SO CREEPY!" Aether yelled so you cover his mouth.
"It's okay if you don't really know them, this is going too far y/n" Childe said judging you
You groaned "I didn't even send it on purpose. You think I like this?!" you were about to cry.
"Too bad there's no unsend button" Lumine sighed "What do we do?"
"Come on guys, will he even notice the message? He has like tons of fans. He probably won't see it" Aether said, trying to comfort you but it isn't as comforting as he thinks it is.
"But the thing is—" You try telling them the truth but you keep getting interrupted.
"Yeah, he probably won't even see it" Lumine backed Aether up.
"The things is ——"
"Let's go back to the concert" Childe said
"GUYS! HE'S MY EX!" You accidentally yell. All went quiet then laughed then went quiet again upon seeing you all worked up.
"For real?" Lumine asked "No, you're lying. I know you're lying face"
You explain them everything. How you broke up because of all the busy-ness.
After all the explaining, you all came up with a plan to go backstage and destroy his phone. He can probably buy a new one.
##
"Few minutes before the concert continues. We can do this" You tell them, desperate to destroy that phone.
You all walk in backstage using Childe's connections. Everybody was so busy that they didn't even notice you.
You all start looking for Kazuha separately to be fast. Then finally you see him walking inside a room holding his phone.
"No no no no" You whisper to yourself, going towards him but the busy crowd made you go slower.
Finally you went inside the room only to see something surprising.
Kazuha was jerking off to your photo, his phone on his hand.
"Oh my God" You gasped. He immediately zipped his pants up and ran towards you. You were about to go out but he pushed the door closed.
"Listen—" He started talking.
You can't even face him. You know to yourself that you still haven't moved on from him. One look and it's all over.
"Y/n" He called your name "Why did you—?"
"It was an accident!" You finally turned to look at him, he looks so handsome "J-Just delete it!" you blushed trying to grab his phone but he immediately pulled his arm back.
"No way, this is mine" He smirked a little "You're blushing"
His other arm was still on the door, keeping it closed. His face was getting closer and closer to you. You both stare into each other's eyes for what felt like an eternity.
You were speechless, getting lost in his eyes "Kazuha, you have a—" then you felt it.. again after all these years. His lips on yours.
He caressed your cheek, pulling you deeper into the kiss. He pulled back "Still got that spark"
He held your hand and placed it above his bulge "So help me?"
"Fuck" You whispered to yourself and climbed on top of him, he pushed you against the door and kissed you roughly. His hands travelling all over your body. Your legs wrapped around his waist.
"Still so fucking sexy" He whispered, kissing your neck.
You pushed him a little and removed your shirt, your removed his clothes too.
"Shut up and fuck me" You breathed hard, rubbing yourself against him. For some reason whenever it's Kazuha, you can't control yourself.
"Gladly" He bit your lower lip before going down to your chest "Damn"
He ripped your bra off using his other hand, your breasts bouncing from all the grinding you both have been doing "Kazuha, hurry up, you have a concert"
"Forget the concert" He whispered, licking your nipples making you moan "I'd rather fuck your brains out"
You reach out to rub his erect cock, you unbuttoned his pants and he helped removing it, also removing his boxers along with it.
You can now feel his erection on your underwear, he continues to suck your breast left and right, making you even wetter.
You grab his cock and start stroking it as fast as you can.
"Just like back then huh?" He laughed a little, it was so sexy "I missed this"
You slide his cock inside your underwear, your pussy throbbing from feeling his cock at your entrance.
He kissed you again, sucking your tongue. You moaned "Fuck me already before someone comes in"
You grab tight onto his shoulders as he pushes his cock deep inside you.
"You got bigger?" You asked, nibbling on his ears.
"I just really missed this" He whispered, leaving small kisses on your neck as he starts thrusting up and down. The door making noises everytime he pushes himself into you.
"Ah— fuck, Kazuha!" You moaned loudly, your eyes rolling at the back of your head from the pleasure. He starts sucking your nipples again, adding more pleasure making you go insane.
He was so hungry for you, all these years, he's been holding himself back. He starts to get rougher.
"Kazuha~" You moaned, your nails sinking in his back as he goes deeper inside you.
Then someone knocked, the door kept making loud noises because of you guys that someone has actually noticed it.
"Kazuha? Who's in there? The concert's about to be continued!" That someone was Venti.
Kazuha refused to answer. He focused on fucking you, thrusting up and down, holding your legs that was wrapped around his waist, having no intention of stopping.
Then Venti starts opening the door, it wasn't locked so the both of you were pushed a little but Kazuha just slammed his cock harder into you, closing the door again.
"What the hell? Kazuha? Who's in there with you?" Venti asked.
You've been holding your moans in, biting Kazuha's shoulder a little bit to muffle your moans.
"Fuck— off!" Kazuha grunted, kissing you again "You feel so good" he whispered to you. Venti went away, annoyed.
All you could do at that moment was moan his name, begging him to go faster because you were about to cum.
"Make me cum Kazuha, don't stop" You gritted your teeth, groaning loudly "Shit"
"Cum with me" He grunted, he was panting and sweating.
You start trembling, feeling your climax "I-I'm cumming" you moaned, grabbing his hair.
He moaned loudly before thrusting one last time, cumming inside you, he pulled his cock out, his cum dripping down on the floor as he puts you down gently.
Both of you were trying to catch your breaths. What happened was so insane and impulsive. It just happened.
You both hear the crowd going wild, chanting 4nemo.
"Oh shit the concert" You immediately start getting dressed and he did the same.
He kissed you, slipping in a little tongue before pulling back "Dinner after the concert, wait for me" then he left.
"What have you done, y/n?" You asked yourself, trying to stay calm but your heart was pounding. It was impossible. You felt giddy, you couldn't help but smile.
You went out of that room and suddenly there was no crowd anymore. Everybody was focused on the concert again. The only people there are some others and your friends.
You immediately came up to them, trying to calm your heart.
"Where the hell were you?" Lumine asked.
You smiled immediately, you couldn't help it.
"We also saw Kazuha leaving that room" Aether said, suspicious of you.
"No way they met guys, it was a coincidence, let's go back to the concert" Childe insisted
"Right, let's go back!" You said, changing the topic.
"I broke a bunch of phones" Lumine said as you all went out there.
##
The concert was over but you refused to go home. Your friends kept asking you why, they were so curious they waited with you.
"I told you guys you didn't have to wait with me" You tell them.
"You've been acting weird since you came out of that room" Lumine said
Then someone walked towards you "Ready?" it was Kazuha.
The three were shocked, their jaws open.
"Bye guys, see you tomorrow" You tell them. Kazuha wrapped his arm on your waist pulling you closer to him and then kissed you, slipping a little tongue again before pulling back.
As you and Kazuha walk towards his car. The three were still shocked.
"They kissed" Aether said "She isn't lying?"
"There was defnitely tongue on that kiss" Childe said
Then Lumine yelled "Son of a bit—"
Who knew an accident like this would turn your life upside down?
End
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venti
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"Look, that's Venti right there" You showed Diluc a photo, Diluc who doesn't seem to believe that your old friend is now a very famous person.
"I honestly don't care" Diluc sighed, putting down card and saying "Uno"
"You don't believe me though" You pouted a little, dropping a card down "Plus 4 Kaeya"
"Gah" Kaeya groaned "I hate you guys"
"Let's go to the concert!" You suddenly blurted out as Kaeya gets 4 cards from the deck.
Diluc sighed "If you'll shut up about it fine"
Someone opened the door "Sorry guys I'm late" Jean said.
Then Kaeya threw all his cards on the table "New game, Jean's here, too bad Diluc, you could've won"
"You suck" Diluc said
##
You were out alone getting some tickets for the concert. Turns out Jean and her sister was a big fan of 4nemo. So you'll buy five tickets.
On the way to the ticket booth, you saw someone familiar. VERY familiar .. in disguise.
You walk up to him "Venti?"
His eyes widen "What the hell? Y/n? Shh not too loud. I'm trying to lay low"
"I was about to get tickets for your concert" You tell him with a huge smile.
"Nice, how many?" He asked and you answered "I'll give them to you for free, you've helped me many times in other classes before. If it weren't for you, I'd probably be poor and drunk. I mean I still drink a lot but atleast I'm rich"
You laugh at his little joke "You've always liked drinking. Want to go for one right now?"
His eyes sparkled "Do I?!"
That day, you and Venti tried to catch up with one another but you both ended up getting drunk and sleeping in a nearby hotel. Nothing happened or anything, you were both just too drunk to even go home.
##
"I'm so excited!" Barbara said, she was so happy to go to the concert while the two men groan and sigh back to back.
"This is a huge area" Jean said "Thank you for getting us the tickets"
"No problem at all" You smiled
"No problem at all because she didn't even pay for it" Kaeya said "If that's even true"
"It's too good to be true" Diluc said. Finally, they both agree on something.
"Now you're interested" You raise an eyebrow, annoying them even more.
##
The concert started. You see Venti up on the stage, it feels so surreal. He seems different when performing.
All you can feel for him is happiness. Truth is, you and Venti have been texting each other ever since that day. You scroll through your messages and smile, looking at him on the stage and then looking back at the messages. You take a photo of him at that moment and tried sending it to him.
But someone accidentally bumped into you causing you to click on another photo and hit send.
"No" You were so shocked by the photo that has been sent that you have no words. It only sinked in to you when 4nemo exited the stage for a short break.
"You ok?" Kaeya asked "You went quiet there for a second"
"It's unusual for you to be quiet especially when you've been bragging for forever that you know them" Diluc added, it's so rare for him and Kaeya to get along.
"I— did a mistake" You start panicking
"Oh y/n. It's okay if you lied about knowing them, it's just all good and fun, no need to panic" Jean said, calming you down.
"I might have— sent an inappropriate picture" You whisper to them, you made sure Barbara wouldn't hear.
"WHAT?" Jean shouted a little
"How did this happen?!" Diluc asked, he's now frustrated too
"Why did you even have that kind of photo in the first place?" Kaeya asked, curious about something not important at the moment.
You groaned "I-I gotta delete that on his phone. There's no way he could see that"
"Answer my question first" Kaeya said
It was because you were trying on your new underwear, you had to see it for yourself so you took a mirror selfie. There is no way you'd tell Kaeya that.
"Shut it, perv" Diluc sighed "Okay, you're friends with him right? So just ask to borrow his phone"
"But we have to go to the backstage for her to talk to him" Jean added, also thinking of ways to fix this.
"What's happening?" Barbara asked all of you. Everybody went quiet.
"Nothing, here's money, go buy merch" Jean said giving her money. Barbara gladly left.
"I'll charm the guards" Kaeya said, all looked at him and laughed a little, even Diluc.
"Jean, you do it" You suggested
"But I'm not good at—" Jean panicked too but agreed because she wanted to help you "Alright, I'll do my best"
"Kaeya and Diluc, make sure no one bother me and Venti when we talk, please, I don't want anybody to know" You begged and they agreed.
You all try going backstage but as expected, there were guards. So Jean was up.
She actually did it so fast, it's insane. As Jean charms the guards, the three of you went to find Venti.
"There he is" Kaeya pointed at Venti, going inside a room. All of you went there. As per the plan, you went in and the two guarded the door.
"Venti, h-hey, hi, what's up?" You asked, laughing nervously.
"Uh— y/n? What are you doing here? This is the bathroom" He said confused
"Oh oops, anyway, can I borrow your phone for a second?" You asked, he looked at you intensely.
He walked towards you, getting closer and closer "What are you hiding?" he asked, covering the door so you wouldn't get out "You're acting suspicious"
"Alright, we're friends and we're adults. We slept in a hotel and nothing happened so I might as well say it right?" You were so nervous, you just kept on blabbing stuff, your heart was pounding as you continue "I might have accidentally sent something inapproriate to you, I swear it was an accident"
"What is it?" he asked, putting his hands on his pocket.
"I-It was a photo of me in my underwear. I was trying some new stuff I bought and I wanted to see what I looked like so I took a photo and forgot to delete it" You just kept on talking and talking, feeling awkward every second "I was sbout to send you a photo I took earlier while you were performing and someone bumped into me and I accidentally sent that"
"Hmm, you're being way too defensive, I don't know if I'll feel hurt or flattered" He said, finally taking his phone out from his pocket and opening it.
You tried to grab it but he was way faster than you.
"Great photo" He looked at the phone and then at you "Are you wearing it right now?"
You immediately blushed "J-Just delete it! S-So we can get on with our lives!"
"I was pretty disappointed that nothing happened at the hotel" Venti said
"We were also 'pretty' drunk" You roll your eyes "Just delete it, you have a concert to get back to"
He kept staring at his phone "You look so pretty here"
"Venti!" You blushed
"What? I'm only human, I like pretty things" He said, still staring at his phone, sitting on the closed toilet.
"T-Thanks" You feel shy all of a sudden. You didn't mean to look at his crotch but you did and he was hard so you said "U-Uh— I gotta go"
"Do you really want to go?" He asked. You gulped a little, afraid to admit that you're disappointed too that nothing happened at the hotel.
You stopped on your tracks and turned to look at him. He has a bigger bulge now which is turning you on at the moment. You two were alone in that bathroom and you were wearing the underwear in the photo.
Venti stood up so you walked closer to him "I admit I was— you know" you try to look at everything but him "I was disappointed too"
"That nothing happened?" He asked, holding your hand "We can change that right now"
You felt giddy all of a sudden. All the other noises exited your brain. All you could hear was your heart pounding out of your chest.
You were the first to make the move. You kissed him right there. Not holding anything back. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you deeper into the kiss. It was gentle.
He carried you and sat you down on the cover of the toilet then he kneeled down, as the kiss becomes even more aggressive, he took the moment to undress you "You're really wearing it"
He grabbed your breasts, pinching and fondling it making you moan a little "Venti.."
He pulled your pants off, seeing your underwear "Damn" he whispered, his tongue playing with yours.
It was kinda unfair that you were the only one with underwear on so you took his shirt off and said "Take off your pants too"
He chuckled slightly, kissing your nose "Alright" he took his pants off and also his underwear "This too right?"
You gulp a little seeing his erect cock, you feel your underwear getting wet, not wanting to wait anymore so you kiss him and stroked his cock up and down, catching him by surprise.
He slowly placed his hand above your crotch, rubbing it, he slowly removed your underwear.
"You're wet" he muttered to himself with a smile. You stood up and pushed him lightly on the toilet, making him sit "Whoa, aggressive, I like it" Venti placed his hand on your back and pulled you to a kiss.
"Of course, let's take this off" You said, taking his underwear off then sitting on his lap.
You were both so intoxicated that you forgot Kaeya and Diluc were just outside. You start stroking his dick, he whimpered and pulled your hips closer, kissing your neck.
You start moaning, feeling his cock go inside you, he squeezed your thighs, moaning.
Your breaths soon became heavy as you move up and down, his cock hitting the right spot "Venti.." you whispered, holding onto his shoulders for support.
Venti bit the bottom of his lip, moving his hips, slamming inside you making you squeal a little.
"D-Don't make me scream, people are o-outside" You had trouble speaking because of the pleasure. Venti just smirked and licked your breast "Venti!" you whisper.
"You feel so good right now, I can't help it" Venti said, grabving your hips so he could move, making you fall on top of him, just letting him fuck you.
Your moans became louder and uncontrollable as he becomes even more aggressive with you. You both stood up, he pushed your back lower, you held on the counter near the sink before he pushed his cock inside you again.
"Fuck Venti!" You moaned, you see yourself in the mirror as he fucks your pussy. You see him looking at the mirror too, the sight turns you on.
You feel his cock twitch inside you with every thrust he makes "I-I'm close.." Venti grunted, slapping your ass.
You were sure the others could hear everything, even the way his cock smacks inside you.
"C-Cum inside me" You muttered, losing your mind.
He just continued thrusting until you feel something warm inside you. You stood up straight, your knees about to give out but he helped you.
"Holy shit y/n" He was catching his breath "Amazing"
"I would've wanted it longer but I can hear the people outside waiting for you guys" You tell him, you start getting dressed.
He pulled you again and kissed you on the lips "Just one word and I'm out of there"
"Venti.. no! Go out there, the people want you" You tell him without ill feelings. You're really happy he gets to achieve his dreams.
Venti nodded and got dressed too. After the both of you are finally decent, you both went out.
Kaeya and Diluc was there, blushing, even their ears were red.
"Oh hey" Venti greeted them, not even ashamed "Alright y/n, catch you later" he said going back to the stage.
"What the fuck?" Diluc sighed
"We wanted to go away by the way! But we became worried someone might came in!!" Kaeya was so flustered.
"S-Sorry, you guys are the real ones" You giggled a little
"You owe us big time" Diluc said marching away, his ears were so red it was adorable.
"Come on, Jean's dying out there" Kaeya walked away too.
You look on the stage and see Venti with his other members. Then it hit you, you live in two different worlds.
You sigh as you go back to the concert yourselves.
##
The concert was ending, everything felt like a dream.
"Before the day end, I have an announcement!" Venti said, everybody cheered. This caught your attention, he continued "I have a girlfriend!"
Everybody still cheered. Your eyes widen. Your three friends look at you with wide eyes too.
Diluc whispered "He fucked you but he had a girlfriend?"
"Dude.." Kaeya rolled his eyes "So clueless about romance"
"And she's here!" Venti added, the crowd goes wild "To y/n, this is for you!" he said, he started singing a very beautiful song about how he liked a girl back then but didn't have the guts to confess.
The crowd was wild, there were a lot of people there but Venti was only looking at you, like you two were the only ones in there.
End
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xiao
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"Don't you know that guy?" Hu Tao asked, watching television while eating.
"Yes, he was our classmate back then, right y/n?" Zhongli said.
You groaned and rolled your eyes "I don't know him"
"Lies" Zhongli chuckled before drinking his tea.
"Why do you hate him so much?" Hu Tao asked
You stood up "He's.. sucky. I'm leaving by the way"
"Wait!" Hu Tao stopped you "I got us tickets to the concert though, please don't be mad at me" she pouted.
You sighed "Fine, I'm going, for you" then you left.
You and Xiao has this weird competition on who's better at everything. Obviously, he won. That's what you think anyway.
But overall, he's not so bad. That's what you thought until you saw him again while walking.
"Ugh" He groaned in disgust upon seeing you "Why do people leave their trash everywhere?" he asked, looking at you.
"Shut the fuck up!" You couldn't help but fight back "What the hell are you doing here?"
"To see my friend? Zhongli, not you" He laughed, people started recognizing him.
"Good thing I was leaving then" You roll your eyes
People started to ask for pictures "See you, right? You're going?"
Before you knew it, you couldn't leave because of all the people surrounding the place. You went back inside and saw him. The guards stopping all the people.
"Sorry, people love me" He sighed
"Argh" You were annoyed. Both of you started walking where Hu Tao and Zhongli is.
He started walking faster, but then so did you, and then so did he until you were both running there at full speed.
You open the door and yelled "I won!! Loser" You laughed at his annoyed face while you try to catch your breath.
"I was just tired" He said, panting "Whatever. Hi Zhongli" he waved, still trying to catch his breath.
"OH MY GOSH! XIAO FROM 4NEMO!" Hu Tao was such a huge fan, you had no idea why "Can I have a picture?"
"Why?" You asked her in disgust, you walk away while they take pictures.
"I never get tired of seeing you two" Zhongli talked to you "Stop the competition it's been years"
"You wouldn't get it" Xiao said, sitting beside Zhongli "May I?"
"Have all the tea you need Xiao" Hu Tao said, clearly very excited "So— Aether is on the 4nemo"
"Aether is her bias, sorry" You smirk as you tell Xiao that.
"Whatever y/n, Aether is great by the way" Xiao said, drinking his tea.
You pour yourself tea too and start drinking.
He starts drinking it a lot faster, he finished it before you "Sucker, now I'm the winner"
"What? It's just drinking tea! I hate you" You clench your teeth, he's such a child.
"They're always like this Hu Tao, don't worry" Zhongli said as Hu Tao chuckles nervously.
"There is so much sexual tension" Hu Tao sighed
"I know. Xiao! Y/n! Just get a room" Zhongli sighed too
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The day of the concert finally arrived.
"Whooooo" Hu Tao was cheering. Zhongli is quiet as usual, and you, were kinda annoyed seeing all the pictures of Xiao outside.
You just started speaking to somebody but it's not that serious. You took a quick sexy pic last night so you could send it to him later. You giggle to yourself thinking about it as the concert started.
Xiao looked like a rockstar, you don't like him but man did he make your heart flutter while playing the guitar.
"Was I just briefly attracted to Xiao? Hell no!" You shout, even if you did, nobody would hear you since everybody was going wild.
You look at him again, Xiao on the stage, he was glowing, he looked so different. Your face felt hot and your heart was beating in your face, if that wasn't enough, his eyes met yours, you were flustered.
You gulp "I-I gotta go to the bathroom guys, I'll be right back" you immediately went to the bathroom to calm yourself "There's no fucking way I'm attracted to him. I mean, is he handsome? Yes. Do I think he's hot? .... Fuck yes, I think he's hot" you sigh to yourself "Dang it, I hate him"
You scroll through your messages to try and take your mind off of Xiao. You decided to send the pic. After sending you realize one grave mistake. It was sent to Xiao.
"Shit, no!" You start panicking, why isn't there an undo message or delete message yet?! You start breathing heavily. It was a full on nude picture, with your face!
You exit the bathroom and immediately told Zhongli and Hu Tao the problem.
"WHAT?" Hu Tao was so shocked, she almost fainted.
"Let's go and talk to him, they're taking a break right now" Zhongli said, you nod, feeling nervous about it all.
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"They're my friends, it's alright" Xiao said, seeing the three of you talk to the guards "Well, well, well" he looked at you
"Y/n has something to say" Zhongli said.
Hu Tao was so nervous, she was turning blue, as someone who speaks a lot, she has no words.
"U-Uh, I accidentally—" before you could finish, he smirked
"Oh that" He smiled, you knew it was a bad idea to tell him directly, you should've just stole the phone, he's rich, he can buy another one!
He then continued speaking "Zhongli, Hu Tao, can we have a moment?"
Hu Tao was shaking, Zhongli helped her as they both went out.
"Follow me" Xiao said, you were nervous too but you can't let him see that.
You followed him into an empty room. There was a couch, a TV and a table.
"Just delete it" You sigh
"I already deleted it" He said, sitting on the sofa
"Why did you make me come here then?!" You stomped your feet "Asshole"
"Because I was attracted for some reason? I know, it sucks" He groaned "You're annoyingly beautiful, you know that?"
"Oh you think you were the only one attracted? I was attracted earlier too when you were on the stage, you're not that special" You laughed at him
"You were?" He asked, surprised "Wow, really?"
This caught you off guard "I mean, I wasn't!" you immediately blushed.
He stood up and walked closer to you "You like me" he smirked. You walked backwards.
Your heart was beating so fast, you didn't notice your back hit the wall. He slapped his hand on the wall, keeping you in place.
"You like me?" He asked, his face getting closer to yours "I knew it"
"No, I don't" You answer back, not averting your gaze as you both stare into each other.
There was silence for a few seconds .. until there wasn't. You grab his face and kissed him, his tongue quickly explored your mouth as his hands roam around your body.
"Shit.. we're not supposed to be doing this" You mutter in between kisses but you both couldn't stop, the kiss was very aggressive.
"Shut up and undress" He said, kissing your neck and ears while you take your pants off.
He removed his shirt and pants, giving you time to take your blouse off. After that, you both immediately went back to devouring each other's mouth. His hands carressed your breasts then he removed your bra.
You feel him rub on your thighs, his cock was hard. You reach to rub it above his boxers and whisper "This is the best you got?"
He stopped kissing your neck for a second and carried you bridal style.
"Xiao, what the fuck?" You ask him as he tossed you on the very soft sofa. Your breasts bounced as he crawls on top of you.
He removed your panties and he removed his boxers, he said "I will make you beg for this cock"
He licked your stomach up to your breasts, you stroke his soft hair, cleanching your teeth because you didn't want to let him hear your moans.
Your nipples became hard because he was licking them like a hungry new born. He was so sloppy, while his other finger rubbed your clit.
He so wanted you to moan for him but you tried your hardest not to give him the satisfaction by biting your lip.
"Fuck, you're so wet already" He smirked. You feel coldness on your breasts as he goes down on you, spreading your legs.
"X-Xiao.." You called out to him, feeling weak, everything was happening so fast, he's not giving you time to think, your mind was so blank from the pleasure he was giving you.
You feel something wet on your clit, his tongue was rubbing it up and down, finally making you moan "X-Xiao!" you moaned loudly, holding onto his hair as he sucks you out.
Your feet curled from feeling too good "Don't stop!" you moaned, feeling close.
But of course, he stopped to tease you "Not yet baby" he smirked, he started positioning his erecr cock on your entrance.
"Fuck Xiao, I was close" You tried catching your breath, you feel his tip on youe clit, making you excited "Put it in"
"Hmm" He tried holding back just so he could tease you "I think I want you to beg"
"Arghh!" You groaned, you feel his tip going inside you so you moaned but he pulled it out immediately "Fuck Xiao, put it in.. please!"
"What a brat" He said, you feel his tip go in again but he pulld out "Beg better?"
You cover your face "P-Please Xiao, put it inside me"
"Put what in?" He asked, enjoying teasing you
"Your cock" You just decided to beg properly. Finally, you felt all of it inside you, he wasn't even moving yet but still it felt so good "Holy shit, your — it's big" you breathe heavily.
He started thrusting, pinning your hand on the sofa "You're tight" he grunted, his cock went in and out of your hole, your breasts bounce as he pounds harder "I love seeing you under me" his hips doesn't stop moving, he was an animal.
Your legs wrap around his waist, giving him more access, all you could do was moan and enjoy as he fucks your brains out. He kisses your breasts and neck from time to time but what he truly loves is seeing your face, moaning his name everytime his cock hits the right spot, it turns him on even more.
"Xiao.." You moaned "Faster, please" you were weak, the reason why he was doing his best, he loves seeing you weak because of him, begging him.
"Shit.. you're so beautiful" He whispered, admitting to himself that he was attracted to you. He kissed your hand before pinning it again "You feel so good"
He never stops, in fact he went even faster, making you squeal, with your hands pinned and your legs wrapped around his waist, you couldn't do anything but tremble under him, feeling him whole.
"D-Don't stop! I'm cumming!" You shout, you were a mess, intoxicated.
He kissed your lips, passionately this time "Cum with me baby" he whispered, the feel of his breaths on your skin turns you on even more.
You moan louder, shivering, feeling your climax "I-I'm cumming" your eyes rolled at the back of your head as you let yourself cum, feeling weak than ever.
He then let go of your hand and then held onto your hips, pushing his cock deeper inside you "Fuck, I'm cumming too"
He let himself cum but he doesn't stop thrusting, he continues until all his cum is inside if you. He plopped beside you on the sofa, feeling super tired "Shit, how can I even go back to the concert?"
"Fuck, the concert! I completely forgot" You tell him as you stand up but he pulled you on the sofa again and kissed you.
"I have time" He said "Just one more round"
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You come out of the room after Xiao and went to the concert. You came three times earlier, you couldn't Xiao was such an animal. You feel extremely weak. He saud just more round but you had another round after that!
"Where have you been? You missed like a lot of songs" Hu Tao said, still cheering and chanting
"Xiao did too, he just apologized earlier because there was an emergency..." Zhongli was thinking, you became nervous you would be found out.
"I told you, he sucks" You chuckle but think to yourself that he really does suck .. he sucks good. You blush thinking about that.
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After the concert, you tell Zhongli and Hu Tao to go back without you.
As expected, Xiao came to see you, he whispered "I guess we're dating now" he held your hand.
"Xiao, what if somebody sees? The hell" You tried to let go but he didn't
He went closer to you and kissed your neck making you moan a little "Let's go"
Dating Xiao is dangerous, you'd be tired all the time, his stamina is insane, you fear you wouldn't keep up but luckily, being competitive with him is where you shine.
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asamary · 3 months
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I was rambling about what dogday would look in luminous au, while feathers slept.
And i thought, what if, the critters have like a human disguise, so they could hide in plainsight. And would sometimes lure people to their cabin to have their human feast :)
Most of the critters have different methods to hunt their prey like,
Hoopy likes to chase her prey in the woods. jumping from tree to tree or on the ground right behind her food. And in her human disguise, she is seen as a very hyper person, and very competitive when playing with some people(or the critters)how she hunts in her human form is pretty straight forward, she hunts the rumbustious people that come near the woods by acting as a lonely rabbit, practically luring her victim to their maze like forest. Where the fun begins.
Bubba is the one mostly using his human form, loves drinking coffee in some cafes and reading books. When he is on the hunt, he drugs his victims, and brings them to the basement in their cabin, at those times the critters leave to wander the woods, annoyed or scared by the loud screams and laughter coming from the basement.
Kicken being the cool dude, loves to get attentions, is mostly out impressing them girls(if ya know what i mean:)) in his human form. And when he hunts he mostly tags along with hoppy, being a watcher from the tress, if a prey ever escape, he's there to snatch them back.
Crafty barely uses her human form, as she is always at their cabin mostly painting or drawing. Bubba is the one buying her tools and paints when she runs out. But, there is a specific red that she always wants, human red. Sometimes bubba's victim's blood is used, or when she is outside the cabin, she search for poor souls, unfortunate enough to be in their woods.
Picky is always seen in food stands with multiple food in her hands, bubba is always there to stop her from going to get more even when she still has her hands full of foods. She is the butcher of the critters, and humans that is given to her is sliced and dice to look like normal meat, and is store in their cooler. For future use.
Bobby loves to make connection with people, she loves to get touchy with most people, and on midnight, where there is no people left, she hugs her victim one last time. To the point where their ribs break having an agonizing death. She remembers every victim she kills, and she always say she loved every, single, one of them.
Catnap doesn't like using his human form, but when his god orders him to kill some certain people, he will obey. He only comes out at night, mostly stalking his prey. He loves using his red gas to play with his victims, making them more terrified of him. He also love playing hide and seek with his victims.
Dogday is the only one who tries to help the victims escape(good or bad, he doesn't really know)because of this, his hands and legs are bound. Giving him less movements to guide the victims. But even he isn't safe, there are mini critters sleeping inside him. If the victim makes a bad move like, shouting at dogday, or shoving him, they will wake up. And they too are very hungry. So, sucks to be you then. Your gonna be eaten while your still alive.
The critters have a difficult relationships with each other, they love dogday, but him interfering in their hunts is irritating to them,(but they kinda got used to it. )
I got their design, but i wanna make the human design too. Here have dogday :))
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kirimoochi · 2 months
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apollo.
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₊˚ ᗢ synopsis; your childhood friend and bandmate moved away from your hometown to pursue music, leaving you behind. you break away from the punk rock scene, slowly building up your idol persona until you eventually move to tokyo, not to find love, but to find yourself.
⤷ genres/warnings; smau, band/idol au, slow burn, pining, fluff, angst, implied sexual intercourse, social media drama, scandals, toxic relationships, fem!reader.
⤷masterlist; here.
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LEADER - (name)
inspired by nana osaki, she’s the leader of her girl group: Apollo which debuted one year ago with a foreign agency called Star Throne Records
having dropped out of high school from a rumor, she chose to pursue music. she was in a punk-rock band called SVNSTRS as their vocalist with lumine and two others. they disbanded after her ex-boyfriend left for tokyo. she dropped her punk aesthetic and turned to japanese pop with lumine.
her favorite vivienne westwood accessories and clothes are gifted to her by a fan.
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RAPPER - lumine
inspired vaguely by nana komatsu, she’s the rapper of Apollo, and joined at the same time as (name) while also moving in with their boyfriend childe.
she finished high school without (name) while being in the same band, she was the guitarist and played for several years before moving. she was hesitant about the disbandment and felt betrayed by (name)’s ex-boyfriend and her choice to stay behind. she also dropped the punk aesthetic and changed her appearance.
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LEAD DANCER - hu tao
she never expected to be an idol. she thought she would work at a convenience store for the next 30 years, so when Star Throne Records showed an interest in her dance tutorials on YouTube, they quickly contacted her. she blew up overnight with her impressive dance choreographies, and her connections manager zhongli only helped her rise to stardom.
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SUB DANCER - ayaka
unlike hu tao, she wanted to be an idol from the start. she was from a small, rural town before moving to tokyo. she's popular with her old girl group, HYDR0 back home. she likes to ramble about recent shows that she watched. 
her older brother is an actor for several commercials and the two of them get compared a lot. she wants to make a name for herself. other than kokomi, no one else in the band knows about her complicated relationship with her older brother. she doesn’t want to be seen as just “ayato’s little sister” but an idol first and foremost.
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VISUALS - kokomi
started out as a small time photographer for weddings and models. she met ayaka two years ago and they've been close friends ever since, sharing a love for photography and idols. 
her boyfriend, gorou, stays back in their hometown to help out his family. she visits him whenever work is slow or when she can.
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NOTES & RELATIONSHIPS:
lumine worries about (name) more than anyone and finds it frustrating seeing her and a former friend be separated, yet so intertwined at the same time. she wants the two of them to suck up their pride and get together officially but understands that (name) won’t lose herself in the relationship
hu tao & (name) weren’t on very good terms at first. the latter was too standoffish during their first meeting and that impression left a bitter taste in her mouth. they only started to get along after (name) dropped a cd featuring popular rock artist, xinyan. the two of them would exchange words of praise for the artist and while (name) can be reserved, hu tao ultimately respects her privacy
ayaka & kokomi don’t have many thoughts on (name), only that she’s a talented singer from a town they’ve never heard of. they understand that something is going on between her and the guitarist, kazuha, from blank rounds but along with hu tao, they don’t want to assume anything, and choose to support her and lumine
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meyousing · 11 months
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𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐠
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𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: when being thrust back into society and the public eye after being isolated for so long... there could be no way that you blow it, right? you, of all people, would never betray the love of your life. 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬: unnamed yandere x reader, i had chrollo in mind but it doesn't matter. sfw! just a short drabble to get back into the swing of things!
“Come on, now.” 
His hand was extended, fingers twitching slightly as he beckoned you to his side. You could see this in your periphery and almost feel his culminating impatience.
The cashier’s grin was so radiant; so full of life. Perhaps it was all just for show, the obligatory kindness, similar to her sugary, high-pitched tone of voice as she wished you a good day. Maybe she hated her job, though. How could you know what was really going on in her mind? Perhaps she despised working in a quaint grocery store that must have had more grumpy customers than kind on a regular basis; that tended to be the case in small towns like this. You wished that she knew what was really going on in your mind.
“Y/N.”
His tone was firm.
Her smile widened, eyes squinting a little as her cheeks pushed up against them; her expression was so warm.
Then her smile faltered for a moment, her irises becoming a little more visible now as she mirrored the face you had been making throughout this entire interaction. You had been so busy analyzing how cheerful she seemed, you hadn’t even noticed that her initial smile was also one she gave the first and only time she looked at you since walking through her register queue. 
Her eyes opened up large, her eyebrows furrowed inward until her now paling skin wrinkled in the middle; she had gone from upbeat to concerned and borderline terrified within seconds, maybe even less.
Just like you.
“Y/N, let’s go.”
“Please.”
You hadn’t actually spoken–your voice was gone. It wasn’t even really there to begin with, though. Your throat had gone dry as soon as you entered the public space, forced to stay hand in hand with your captor, so shocked that he had finally allowed you to reemerge into society so soon. Well, maybe not reemerge, but at least you were able to walk around somewhere other than the same little room that became your residence for the last few months. Or maybe… years? How long has it been now?
Please is what your expression would have said if it could, and how you wished it could. For now, all you were able to do was nearly push your eyes out of their sockets in a silent, desperate plea for rescue. Would the cashier understand? Had you stared at her in enough of an uncanny way to unnerve her soul, in the deepest pit of it; to communicate that you were not just some happy camper who was here with your boyfriend on a quick grocery stock-up, then maybe a cute little coffee run? 
She glanced between you and your captor–who you were too petrified to face since you knew now that you had been staring away from him for a little too long, too hyper-focused on communicating speechlessly with the once luminant woman who now looked as reduced by fear as you did. 
Cold fingers wrapped around your wrist.
Eyes shifted away.
“Have a good day!” she repeated her previous words that you had momentarily forgotten; momentarily, had they not been a complete repeat of the last thing you heard her say. As if her speech had been cut, copied, and pasted.
Her body turned away. You had been turned away.
Her figure grew smaller, more distant as you were pulled along then, the grip on your wrist slid up to clutch your forearm and keep you as close as possible while your torso brushed against his with every near-trip of a step that you were forced to take. 
“What a shame, I misread you Y/N. We’ll try another outing again in a few months.” 
The subtly condescending mention of such an extended range of time between now and the next occasion where you were permitted to breathe fresh air could have made you cry if your gaze wasn’t still fixed behind your back; cramping your neck and shoulder, your mind still utterly convinced that keeping another person in your viewpoint would surely get them to notice you and understand your situation just by looking. But as new twists and turns through the store’s exit and into the parking lot drew you further away from civilization; returned you to the vehicle that you knew would chauffeur you back to the makeshift prison you’d been forced to call home–that small flame of hope in your thoughts began to dim into nothing. 
The irritable slam of the car’s back door shutting you out managed to quell that flame instantaneously. 
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mosscreektarot · 2 years
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Pick a Pile: A Message from Your Soul Mate
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From top to bottom, and left to right there are 4 groups. Pick the image you feel drawn to, or can't stop looking at. Take your time.
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Group 1: Top Left
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Oracle Card: 
Energetic Clearing: “During crises, the Holy One Herself may be emptying you of fear and attachments, preparing you to receive Her luminous Plan." 
You are stepping into your power. It's frightening and painful. But, you have an iron will and are learning that practicing discipline is KEY for getting where you need to be. Your fiery wit and sharp sense of humor are admired by all. 
Be strong my love. The time of suffering is nigh over. A new dawn has risen. Fear not feeling lost, for you are creating your own way. 
Focus on your career at this time~your well-being, energy, and confidence are boosted by your success. You’ve got this! 
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Group 2: Top Right
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Oracle Card: 
Acceptance: "Radical Acceptance in the Now opens the Flow"
You may have been drawn to Group one’s photo as well, in which case group one’s message is also for you. The Queen of Wands appears in this spread as the first card again, staring straight ahead.
You know what you want and you are going for it. You’re present, resilient, kind, and the next 6 months will be blooming for you. Romance is in the air, and it’s high time we meet, my darling. 
Take care of your home and hearth. Recharge. Enjoy your times of quiet contemplation, for as life changes, so too your idea of peace. 
Sometimes you bite off more than you can chew, and it gets you so riled up! Pause before you act, take a breath, accept that fate has the best life in store for us, and enjoy the little moments. 
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Group 3: Bottom Left
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Oracle Card: 
Grounded: “Many of the most evolved beings on earth are “regular” folks living with joy, dignity, and courage.” 
Passion. So much passion and love is in store for us, honey. The life we always dreamt of, happiness, laughter, and adventure. The world is our oyster, and we just need to crack the shell of knowing one another. 
Time and distance have kept us apart, but our waiting will soon be over. 
5 months of hardship for a lifetime of happiness. 
Do not let fear make you reckless. Forgive your mistakes; we are all imperfect human beings on a wild and mysterious planet. Cosmic star, death cannot keep us apart. I await thee. 
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Group 4: Bottom Right
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Oracle Card:
Divine Flow, Rx: “Eventually, one sublime desire takes precedence over all others: to follow the Tao, the Divine Flow, at all costs.”
Saddle up, sad one. I’ve got a lot to say to you. You’ve been burned recently. Your heart’s on fire. Life isn’t going your way, and never seems to be progressing or changing. 
You’re moving forward. 
One step at a time. 
Don’t lose sight of your artistic endeavors. The light shines more brightly when it touches your skin. You are a star, a luminosity so mysterious and beautiful I marvel to behold you. 
Find balance. Ease into it. Create routines in your life and rituals you stick to. Fill your own cup. Stop worrying about if, how, when, and start doing. Find your flow. 
You can’t resist the universe. 
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lqtusxtearz · 1 year
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Florist
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Summary:
A florist in their hometown is known for being kind and cheerful. A large luminous hexagon emerges in front of their business one night, and a tall guy, Miguel Ohara, enters and hands them a flower. They are taken aback and inquire whether they are Y/N Mendoza. Miguel is taken aback and asks if they may stay in his store for a bit to repair his gadget. They become friends and spend time together, behaving as though they are married.
They finally fixed his gadget after a month of being with Miguel, and he doesn't want to go. Miguel informs you that he must return because someone need his services. You don't take it well, but you also don't make him stay with you. On
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You are a florist in your home town, and you are well known as a kind and bubbly person.
You are an average person who takes care of the flowers until one night, as you close your shop, a big glowing hexagon appears right in front of your shop. You were about to scream, but a big man who is around 6'9 tall who would not freak out when there's a man come out of the portal and just covers your mouth to prevent you from screaming? The tall man shook you and forced you two to get inside your shop, and you were just standing there looking at the man with petrified eyes. He saw this, and he sighed. He walks toward you and gives you a flower that you are not familiar with. You look at him, confused, and he looks at you, waiting for you to take the flower. You take it and look at the tall man and ask, "What are you? Who are you?" you said to him, not taking your eyes off him. You might now know what this man's intention is, so you grab the nearest thing that you can hold and just hold it. In the meantime, he saw this and sighed, "By any chance you are Y/N Mendoza?" You were shocked because he knows your name. You raise an eyebrow, looking up and giving him a judgmental look, and shake your head as a no. He groans, nods, and looks around. He checks his thing on his wrist, and you look at it confused. He grumbles in Spanish and is pissed, causing you to get scared and raise the thing that you held minutes ago for defense: "Hey..uhm, can I stay here for a while until I fix my gizmo?" he asks. You were about to say no, but your brain just said, If you say no, he will just stay here, but this time with a body to burry, so you automatically nodded and smiled weirdly. He looked at you confusedly and nodded.
So that's how you met Miguel Ohara; he's been staying for a week fixing his gizmo, and you two have been slowly getting close by Chatting for an hour or more, cracking jokes, and even baking a cupcake once for him. He is also helping you in your shop by entertaining your customers and helping you wrap some flowers. One time, when you were cooking adobo, you cut your hand because of how clumsy you are. You are more focused on your favorite series on TV than your work, causing you to cut your hand. When Miguel knew about this, he went full-time and scolded you about how you should be more focused on your work than your Series on TV, and since that day he has been with you in the kitchen, helping you and reminding you to focus on your work. There's one time when you are at your shop and you like to listen to your customers cute moments with their husband or boyfriend. It makes you happy and even fangirl when the quality time is wholesome. You heard him chuckle at the back, looking at you with loving eyes. "Wanna recreate it?" he said, looking at you, waiting for an answer, and well, you are flustered. "Just go back inside and watch something, you said, chuckling a bit. A week has turned into months, and you love spending time with him. You two act like a married couple, and sometimes the locals misunderstand that you two are married. "Ikaw Dai Ako pana e kasal na nako siya tanawa murag mo Bana ug Asawa aguy! "The old woman said to you as she bought the flower for her husband's grave, and what she said made you blush hard enough for the red to get Visible and giggle a little.
After a month of staying with you, Miguel finally fixed his Gizmo, but he doesn't want to leave you after all. You two got so close, but he has to return because someone out there needs him. He told you, and well, you didn't take it too well, but then again, you didn't force him to stay with you, so you have to learn to accept it. On the day that he was going to leave, you cried so much that your eyes are now puffy. "Don't worry, I promise you I'll visit, okay?" he said to you, which made you happy that he would visit, so you nodded, not able to stop your tears.
Once he was gone, your shop became gloomy, and your regular visitors asked where he was, but you always said that he went back home. At night, you waited for him every night, expecting him to come back into your arms again, but after days of waiting became weeks, weeks turned to months, and months turned to years, and on July 23rd, you gave up and tried to forget him, and you asked yourself, Why do you always wait for him? Why do you always have hope that he will actually come back? why? You ask yourself that, but the answer is quiet.
Miguel, in the meantime, once he is back at the headquarters, he tries to get back to you, but he can't, and he doesn't know why. He tries to find your Universe, but he can't for some reason. He even asks his AI, Layla, but even she can't find it. No matter how hard she tries, she just can't, but he doesn't give up; he asks Spider-Byte, even though she doesn't know until Spider-Byte has said something that pissed Miguel off.
"Maybe this Universe that you are looking for doesn't exist, or maybe her universe Vanished like a big crunch?"
He looked at her, pissed. "That's impossible! That universe exists! I even stayed there for a month! That's impossible!"
The truth is that he is scared. Maybe what she said is the truth; maybe your universe died; maybe... It vanished. He is scared, so he keeps trying until July 23rd, 3:45 a.m. He found the universe that you live in, but you were dead. You were stabbed to death late at night. because your door is not locked and you were sleeping on the couch, and you had your plate ready at the table near you waiting for him, but instead of Miguel, it was something else. It was death.
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“And then I see you... And I love you all over again.”
Tags: midnight talks; closure; kinda painful ig; unrequited love (or is it)
Summary: Sometimes, we all try to find peace in the midst of the chaos that is happening within our lives. But how can you find chaos if the same person that brings you that same problem is also someone that you find hard to let go?
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The moon shined brightly above the horizon, in its full glory, putting those who are a witness to her beauty in a tranquil daze at such a magical encounter. The dark surroundings were slightly luminated by her gentle light, bringing forth to the vision little details of the path to the city and silhouette of the trees that, at that hour, seemed like they hold such mysterious secrets kept for decades. The stars twinkled and danced along side the bright luminous moon, shining on their own rhythm, singing to the light of their almighty companion.
You felt the kiss of the evening breeze, which in turn made you hug your ukulele. You let your gaze wander through the dark silhouettes of the sleeping city, the sound of the insects humming in a choir in the distance serving as your accompaniment to the acoustic music that you were trying to create at that hour. 'My', you thought to yourself,  'I wonder what's in store for me?'
Through the moment of silent contemplation, and the staring and trying to make sense of the silhouettes painted in the distance, your fingers found itself lingering on to the frets of the instrument that you held tightly between your grasps. With clueless hands and a wandering mind, you let whatever music that may be produced from your thoughtless fingertips on for the silence of the world to hear. With each motion, the small scarf tied to the neck of the ukulele made a little moving motion, slightly tickling your leg. Shifting slightly from your position, you continued on to play to the insects and the darkness.
Mindlessly, you found yourself playing the intro of a song you know by heart. As if on instinct, your hands knew the correct tempo, the precise rhythm, and the correct placement of the chords that you didn't have to take a second glance to know where your fingertips were at, because your heart knew where to place them. And with each breath you took serving as the metronome for the rhythm and the tempo.
Your phone then rang, throwing you off of the daze that you found yourself caught on. You glanced at the contact saw that it was Hiro. Smiling a bit, you placed your phone on the window sill and answered the call. You pressed the speaker button and smiled as his voice soon filled the silence of your solitude.
"Hello," you greeted.
"Hey," he replied, his voice noticeably deep.
"How was your nap?" You asked with a little giggle. He chuckled and you could hear a yawn from the other side, signifying that he just, indeed, woke up from his nap.
"Shouldn't you be sleeping? It's already late."
You giggled a bit and eyed the moon up above, humming a bit before answering his query. "The moon's beautiful tonight."
Your hand began to strum your ukulele. You let a few notes hang in the air for a moment, before you began to hum along the lyrics of the song that you were playing earlier. Somehow, you found yourself being sucked into the small world that the melody brought forth, and you almost forgot that you were in the phone with someone.
"Hold on, I have to grab something," he said, which then somehow snapped you out of the little reverie you caught yourself onto. You could hear the shuffling of the covers from the other line and you hummed in acknowledgement. Continuing to strum your ukulele, the pattern over the past second became more and more consistent, and each strum becoming more and more familiar. You waited for the cue and then began sing the first lines of the song Heavy Crown by Trixie Mattel.
"Heavy head and a heavy crown, had a few since you came to town. Where are you gonna keep them still?"
"Winning's losing with a couple strings, it's a choosing between two things. It's a two-piece suit or all the frills."
You giggled a bit when your finger strummed the wrong string. You then paused and eyed the moon above, continuing on with your contemplation all the while waiting for the other person form the other side of the line to come back.
"Why'd you stop?" Hiro suddenly spoke.
His question made you blink. Needing a moment to process his question, you stayed silent, slightly confused. When you finally caught up, you could feel your eyes widening in shock and your heart stopping for a moment.
"O-oh? You heard that?" You asked, flustered. You could feel your cheeks heating up in embarrassment. No one ever heard you sing, you didn't let anyone listen or at least hear you open your lips to hum a certain tune or even a melody.
His sweet chuckle from the other line made your cheeks grow redder. As if that wasn't already embarrassing enough. "Yeah I did. You have a beautiful voice. C'mon, you need to sing more often."
You nervously laughed and bit your lip. "Uhm..."
"It's the first time I heard you sing actually. C'mon, sing a tune."
You stopped yourself from smiling at his compliment. You weren't going to lie, that felt great. It felt good to somehow be appreciated for the small things that you felt quite shy about. However, you were still embarrassed from earlier so you said; "No. I don't..." you cleared your throat and eyed the horizon above, "I don't sing anymore so I'm quite, y'know, rusty... and bad. Really bad." You said the last sentence in a whisper.
Unfortunately for you, Hiro heard that. "Why? I think you have a good voice. It'd be a waste if you're not singing anymore."
You let out a sad laugh, the stars twinkling in the horizon also gave you the impression that they were laughing at you too. "Well, it's just... people used to laugh at me and stuff when I do sing so like... yeah."
Utter silence from the other line.
You waited for a moment, playing with the scarf around the neck of your ukulele before you looked back at your phone to see if the line was cut off or not. Strangely, it was still connected. So he just wasn't talking...
You raised a brow, confused. "Hiro?"
"Yeah? Oh sorry. Hold on, I'm just thinking of ways to hunt that someone down," he said with a grunt from the other line.
You cracked a genuine smile, something that you really can't manage especially after recalling such a sad memory that you kept at the back of your mind, never to be remembered. You giggled a bit at his statement and sighed. "Well, what more is there to do now? I mean, I still suck at it. And like, it still is traumatizing me at this point so..."
"Look, whatever you're thinking right now— stop. You have a good voice and I would die just to listen to that again."
You couldn't help the smile breaking onto your face, the heat climbing up your cheeks, and the tears that somehow found itself up to your eyes.
"Oh you," you said with a laugh, in an attempt to push down the tears from pouring out of your eyes.
"What? It's true. Now, who ever laughed at you for singing, well, I would like to have a little chat with them. Just... just a chat," you can hear the humor in his voice and you couldn't help but keep laughing at his silly remarks.
"Is this a tactic to get me to sing to you?" You asked him, tone playfully taunting.
He hummed from the other line, "No...? Well, I'm just trying to prove my point here. What do you have against that?" You could literally hear his smile from the way he said his statement.
You shook your head, although he couldn't see you. "Nothing. Just... trying to find out the intent behind these flattering words."
"Not a single ill intention," you could hear his chuckle, "I just wanted to give you the words that you needed to hear."
"Well, how kind of you," you said with a giggle, feigning formality like that of a princess. Hiro laughed from the other line. You then let silence fall between the both of you.
You eyed the moon above —  still on her full glory. You never know what is it with the moon and the way it does always give you the feeling of safety, but here you are — basking in the comfort of her dim light, listening to the insects in the distance, and laughing without a care in the world with your friend over the phone. You also have a feeling that Hiro was also peering out of his window, eyeing the moon. You wondered for a moment if he was feeling the same as you were at that very moment — at peace.
You can picture him perched on his window sill, phone in hand and probably doing something else whilst listening to you, like what he always does.
In the midst of the silence, he called out your name. You hummed in return, telling him that you were still there, listening.
"I'm sorry."
You blinked, confused. "For what?"
"For... for everything." You could hear the defeat in his voice from the other line.
You couldn't help the sad smile. Biting your lip, you ran through the things that you wanted to say to him. But since things already happened, and there was no turning back now, you only settled on; "There's nothing to be sorry about, Hiro—"
"Look, I know I messed up big time but I..." he took a pause, as if trying to regain his composure, "I just don't want to lose you." You sighed at his statement, but nonetheless, continued to wear that same smile that you would always give him as something to assure him. But at that moment, it seemed that the emotion was directed to you — you were assuring yourself.
"Well, it's okay." It's fine. You're okay. "And I'm still here Hiro," you assured him. But as you did so, your smile slowly began to lose its emotion. There were moments that you had to put yourself aside just so you wouldn't ruin things for the both of you. It was hard, yes. But... somehow, you were fine. You just had to gather whatever courage you had for yourself and silently fight the battles that you were left alone with.
"Yeah but I... I'm still sorry."
"It's okay. I don't blame you, okay? There's absolutely nothing wrong with that. Your feelings are valid. Always. Remember that, okay?"
"I..." somehow, you could hear him battle out his own demons just judging by the tone of his voice. And there it is again, you thought to yourself. At this point, you knew how to read him as if he was an open book. He was guilty. You took a deep breath and thought of whatever you can say to him that'll somehow put him at ease.
Somehow, despite the hurt that he gave you, you still found compassion for him. You wanted to hate him for what he did, but oddly, you can never find it in yourself to loathe him. You can never find it in yourself to be angry at him entirely. You care too much. You have no idea if that is a blessing or a curse. Nonetheless, you still found words to somehow put him at ease, and you're hoping it will give him peace.
"Hey, don't be too harsh on yourself. Things happen and you shouldn't beat yourself up for it. Don't worry about me, just focus on Megan, 'kay? I'm fine. Trust me. I'll be here when you need me."
"...okay." He sighed, defeated. You smiled at that. Then silence engulfed the both of you once again. Your fingers began to feel for the strings of your ukulele, then soon, the silence was then filled by the rich melody that your hands created, soothing the heavy ambiance that somehow wiggled its way between the both of you. Little by little, there was consistency in the chords that you played, and you found yourself being pulled into that little daze that carries you anywhere but the ground, only brought forth by music. But the melody was broken when he spoke once more from the other line, causing you to stop playing.
"Sing it."
You paused. "Hmm? Sing what?"
"That. That song. You should sing it."
You paused and bit your lip. But you nonetheless followed his request. Taking a deep breath, you opened your lips to start the first few lines of the song.
"And I don't smell you in my sheets. And I don't hear you in the hall. Without your cologne, your calls on the phone, I don't know you at all..." to begin with, you had no idea why you chose this song, but it just somehow explained your side...
When you were finally told that he was dating Megan... It felt so much like a slap in the face. Somehow, at the back of your mind you were expecting that. But you never really thought of how hard that might hit you when you were finally coming face-to-face with that fact.
"And I'm growing older, I know that we're over, the way we'd always have been. And then I see you... And I know you all over again." There was never a 'thing' between the both of you, but maybe... it was just because you were secretly hoping for more. But when the chapter has to finish, and the book is coming to a close, you have no choice but to stop writing the pages and bring it all to an end.
For you.
And for him.
For your peace, and for your happiness.
Because you deserve better. You deserve so much more.
This song... somehow became your closure. With each word that you sang, you could feel everything being left behind. As if all the events that unfolded became nothing but distant dreams of yesterday's escapades. Just remnants of silly conversations, and little decisions that led to actions that felt so much like a strange fever dream. And just as it always will be — nothing more than just... that.
You know to yourself that if you wanted more, you could always gain more. But it felt like this is all where it's headed. And thus, you'll let it go.
What a waste. But what is there to throw away wherein there was nothing to waste in the first place? Nothing fruitful grew out of it, and thus, nothing will be withered away. Not a single one.
And with the final chorus, you felt your heart ache from the bittersweet feeling that you got. "And then I see you... And I know you all over again."  It felt bittersweet, because it was like saying goodbye to a million what-ifs and what-could've-beens. But what are those worth when the outcome of letting it all go is the never ending peace that you longed for in what felt like a while?
"And then I see you... And I love you all over again."
With the final strumming rhythm and with the final hums of the strings of your instrument dissipated the chaos that you have been fighting with for months on end. With the final vibrations of the melody came the silence that welcomed the peace that calmed the storm that kept raging inside your heart for months. So, this is what it felt like before.
For the first time in months, you felt as if you could finally breathe. You let yourself take a deep breath, and you could've swore that it never felt so easy. As if millions of worries were suddenly lifted from your chest and it just felt so... freeing.
You thanked the moon, the stars, the universe, and the heavens. Because finally, the chapter has ended.
And that night, you finally slept soundly on your bed.
Yet little did you know, the final words that you sang left a footprint on Hiro's heart. A tear rolled down his cheek and he couldn't help but eye the moon and question; "Why?"
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i was wondering if you’ll do a continuation of same side different coin? also you’ve become one of my favorite writers!
thank you, thats really sweet! here's a bit of it! i hope you enjoy
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Alexander eats slowly, methodically as though he’s figuring out the way to store and conserve the most energy.  He eats like a soldier about to battle and Magnus can’t wait to strip away that trained instinct and pamper him instead.  A pampered, pretty nephilim, waiting for him in his bed isn’t a wish Magnus thought he had, but it’s a reality he’s going to have over his father’s dead body.
Lilith’s as well, if she causes any trouble.  Perhaps even if she doesn’t, if she proves annoying enough. 
Magnus’ isn’t interested in carrying on a futile feud with an outdated specimen like his father is.
Magnus reaches out with a glass full of fae wine, lighter in flavor but still heavy with magic and Alexander’s accepts the press of it to his lips, drinking obediently, throat swallowing willingly as he consumes wine and Magnus’ magic. 
Magnus knows a variety of ways of ways to integrate his magic into Alexander’s entire being, but it is a slow process, even with a willing vessel.  Magnus will use any shortcuts available until the time where he is king and can properly imbue his essence into Alexander. In the end, Alexander will be his completely and Magnus finds that he likes the thought of that immensely.  The idea of binding Alexander to him, body and soul, it stokes a lust in him that he only recognizes because of his father.
This is Edom’s lust.  This is the magic of the entire realm answering him, encouraging him to claim what he desires.  The whole of Edom is realigning itself to help and this is something that won’t go unnoticed.
Magnus’ plans for a coup have been moved up. 
Both Asmodeus and Lilith will retreat to lick their wounds and try to figure out what made Edom react so. 
But it will be too late for them. 
Edom has chosen, as Magnus had been waiting for her to for centuries.  However long, it’s been worth the wait.  He now understands why Edom lingered in her choice 0f sovereign for so many years.  She’s always been attuned to him, protective and adoring, but until now, there has been nothing that Magnus has wanted to keep as much as he wants to keep Alexander. 
Lilith desired a child with all of her might. 
Asmodeus lusted for power beyond what he could contain and was never to be satiated and Magnus, Magnus has what he wants, unlike Lilith or Asmodeus.
The satisfaction and glee that come from possessing what he wants elevates him, to where Edom is greedily leeching off his lust and power, taking it from him and returning it to him with her own, boosted magic in tithe. 
Edom lusts, just as her sovereigns do. But both Lilith and Asmodeus have lusted for centuries and never felt satisfaction or been sated.  Magnus realizes now that he lusted too little, but in just a few days, he’s accomplished what Lilith and his father were never able to, to sate that lust, even just a bit. 
Lilith’s child, a fosterling shadowhunter, the closest she’s ever had to birthing her own child, has never truly loved her and so Lilith’s lust for motherhood has only grown. She’s not been nourished, but taunted with exactly what she wants but no way to force a child she’s only partially raised to love her. 
Asmodeus lusts for power.  All-consuming power to finally prove that he is the best but nothing he achieves is ever enough and no power he gains ever makes him content.
But Magnus finds himself sated.
Alexander called out for Magnus. Alexander is relying on Magnus to protect him and Magnus has never felt such a rush of satisfaction, nor the sudden lust to taste it again and savor it even longer.
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7 Days of Halloween
Have you ever loved someone? “Love” is a funny word, it can be used in such beautiful ways but it can also be twisted into ways you can’t imagine. Many people can fall in love but love isn’t what’s described in story books for children. It’s cruel and unforgiving as much as it’s gentle and full of passion.
I have also once loved someone. My story with him is one of joy and sunshines.
October 24 1996, 7 days before halloween.
Day 1: Cupid's arrow.
“Y/N” I turned my head at the call of my name, there he was the love of my life, sean. “Hi sean!” I say a smile graced my face in his presence. “I was wondering would you like to be my date for the halloween dance?” he asked, he had a light blush coating his cheeks. I can feel my face heat up “Would I? Of course!”I felt as if my heart might jump out of my chest. He beamed “Great! We still have time before the dance so we can make our costumes” he added “how about we meet up at my house to make them?”. “Sure!” I replied my face was full of smiles.
Day 2: The costume
“Wooow” she said, “your house is amazing!”. Sean chuckled at her antics, “it's just a normal looking living room, nothing special”. Y/n still looked around in interest, there was a lovely 2 piece light yellow couch with an oak coffee table in the middle. Pictures of Sean when he was young littered the walls. “What do you want us to match as?” he asked, Y/n snapped out of her daze and replied quickly “I was hoping we could be cinderella and prince charming?”. Her voice got quieter as she finished. “Sure!” at his answer she could feel relief taking over her, ‘thankfully he didn’t think I was childish’.
Day 3: Preparations
Y/n and Sean walked together to the fabric store downtown. Sean had a relaxed smile on his face while Holly had a light blush peppered on her cheeks. “We just need a few feet of fabric to make the base since my mom has some fabric at home,” Sean said, as they entered the store. A light jingle sounded out from the door, warm air rushed to them and there was a light smell of pumpkin spice in the air. “Alright, we just need to make a simpler version of dress and suit with only the main colors at least!” Holly said. Sean nodded his head as they went to pick out the fabric.
Day 4: The dress and suit
“Honestly I can’t believe you did this!” Y/n exclaimed with excitement, joy present on her face. She was holding a light blue dress with puffy sleeves, “it's wonderful! I never knew you’d be so good at sewing!” she said a wide grin on her face as she looked over at him. Sean smiled warmly at her, “my mom just taught me a few tricks here and there, nothing special”. “Well I for one think it's special! Plus this saves us so much time!” She sat back down on the floor while holding the dress. He chuckled “well I suppose so at least we’ll be done soon”. Y/n beamed at him and quickly went back to work, Sean looked at her with a warm glint in his eyes.
Day 5: An old enemy
As the bell rang for the first time signaling the end of school, Y/n packed her bag and walked to the door until she was stopped. “So I heard from a little birdie of mine that you were dressing as a princess of all things?” The said voice belonged to the one and only Nathen, Y/n's bully back in middle school. “Yeah so what about it?” she replied back with annoyance laced in her words. “Well now princess, I have not thing against it but don’t you think it’s a bit childish?” he said. Now she was fuming, while the two bicker back and forth they didn’t seem to notice a crumpled piece of paper outside the door as a figure walked away.
Day 6: ???
Drip. Drip. Drip. A strong metallic scent was all over the room, “p-please why are you doing this?!” a voice screamed out, it was horse and weak. “Why of course for my love” The figure said. Then there was silence, it was dark with a single light bulb hanging above, as it luminated a young boy. Dark red covered the walls and someone who was like a flame was put out.
Day 7: HALLOWEEN
“Man! That was so fun!” Y/n shouted with passion, as she walked with Sean back to his house. He laughed with her as she rambled about the dance. When they entered the house Sean offered to get her some snacks, which she of course accepted. While she waited a strange scent appeared. It smelled metallic, a smell that wasn’t there before when she visited. Perhaps curiosity got the better of her as she walked to where it was coming from. Y/n walked down the stairs to the basement, she had turned on the light from the upstairs beforehand. As she walked the smell only got stronger, her hair all stood up as a bad feeling grew in her gut. Then she saw it, a mangled corpse, a familiar mangled corpse. “N-nathan?” she stuttered out, “well now you're not supposed to be down here.” Then everything went dark.
7 days of halloween.
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Voyager rewatch s2 ep13: Prototype
A B'Elanna episode, finally! And this one is a good one. B'Elanna gets to show off her softer, nerdier side in this one, when she geeks out over finding a cool robot in space and tries to figure out how to fix it.
The teaser, starting out with a black and white fish eye lens, seeing Voyager from the unseen robot's point of view, is very cool and different. And we start right out with a delightful scene of B'Elanna and Harry being science buddies!! They tease each other!! She calls him Starfleet!! I love!!!
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I feel like they presented the robot a little too ominously in some scenes for us to not see a twist coming somewhere, and it does make B'Elanna come off a little more naive than I think she would be. I would also have liked to have had some sort of explanation for why B'Elanna is invested in this robot so much, like just throw in a line where she explains she used to build robots in school or something. But I love how we get to see B'Elanna become this idealistic, excited kid in a candy store when she's in her safe happy place of figuring out an engineering problem just for fun. She's a kind person at heart, and when she doesn't have evidence one way or another, she chooses the optimistic view that the robot is good and deserving of help, which is a lovely side to her character that often gets overlooked. She's just luminous when she's happy, and I love that for her here.
I also love how even though she disagrees with the Captain's decision to bar her from helping the robot create more robots, she accepts it completely, and doesn't even think of disobeying her orders. She really took the lesson from what happened when she last disobeyed an order to heart, and she respects the Captain too much to hurt her by doing it again. That's character growth, baby!
Things take a turn when the robot ends up kidnapping her to force her to make a protoype for more robots. She does it to protect Voyager from being destroyed by the robot ship, but she can't help being swept up in the excitement of figuring it out, which we as the audience do too, until she finally creates one that works, and then the Frankenstein parallels are horrifyingly obvious. The moment when she finds out what she's actually done is a great horror reveal moment, and her turning point in the story; she learns the lesson all scientists need to learn one way or another: that just because you can do something, doesn't mean you should, and that the real-world consequences of scientific discoveries outweigh whatever good intentions their creator might have had. B'Elanna is unequivically on the side of protecting others from harm, and chooses to destroy her creation rather than let it be used to kill. It's a great character moment for her, because it illustrates that she isn't angry and combative sometimes because she's Klingon, she's angry because at heart she's a good person who believes that all people are valuable and important, and she can't stand it when anyone disregards that.
Neelix also gets a nice little scene here, and Tom gets a hero moment when he flies a shuttle through a robot space battle to rescue B'Elanna. (Though what was up with Chakotay being so bitchy to him about it? Tom is volunteering to fly thru enemy fire to rescue your friend, dude! And you're insulting his flying ability by implying that they'll lose the shuttle if he does, and implying that losing a shuttle would be worse than losing him? Wtf Chakotay? Maybe it's meant to illustrate that Chakotay's still upset by the whole Seska thing, but it just felt weird and random.) Janeway and B'Elanna have a lovely talk when she gets back home, and it's a nice little moment of commiseration between two scientists who want to explore and believe in all the possibilities science can offer, while still having to acknowledge that sometimes it can lead down disastrous paths if that curiosity is left unchecked and untempered by caution.
Tl;dr: A great character piece for B'Elanna. Well done, with lots of good bits.
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𖥔 ִ ་ ، ˖ ࣪ ་ ˖𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐞 𖥔 ִ ་ ، ˖ ࣪ ་ ˖
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— 𝐴𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑅𝑜𝑚𝑒<3
(factual speed run!): Rome is — 18, South Asian, entp (7w8), favourite colour? Red and Gold but what’ll you do anyways…she/her, a full-time-student—STEM, raging bisexual, bilingual. This is, as per my indecisiveness, a multi fandom blog now hehe
˚ ༘💭⋆。˚ — (what’s goin’ on in that gorgeous brain of yours?): Rome is thinking — of her husbands and wives<3 especially of Suguru Geto because just about men who hate your guts and will also rearrange them for you makes me horny. In an eternal poly relationship with SatoSugu and honourable mentions to my side bae Shoko.
(music that is blessed!): Rome Listens to — Hozier, Mitski, Cavetown, Artic Monkeys, Lost Stories, Zeph, Nanku, The Yellow Diaries, Neighbourhood, Young The Giants, Catfish and the bottlemen, Hoosiers, pat!d, lumineers, one direction, Lorde, Mother Mother, Wallows, Girl in Red, Marina, Alec Benjamin
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— 𝑅𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝐿𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑠:
—my general likes: coffee and tea, vanilla scented things, sour candies, psychological thriller, mangas, maths and physics and classic literature, drama, random silly little debates on mundane topics, star-gazing, watching sun-rise, organised phones, raspberries, men who are smarter than, women who are stronger than me, late night walks, hot showers, watching people do makeup (because I can’t), doing my hair, dancing, silly little skirts, caramel flavoured things, pasta, baking, a lot- like a lot of academic validation&lt;3
—my general dislikes: conservatives(or that’s still ok but don’t come @ me with your views),furries, chemistry, people who shove their opinions into others, misogynists, rad fems, gabi haters, sadly- eren💀; incels, homophobes and islamophobes; any sort of discrimination
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— 𝑅𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑊𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑠:-
—What I will write:
most genres at any given time- angst, fluff, smut. I do accept requests and will write anything ranging from drabbles and Headcanons to longer fics (+2k words); I do age up all my characters (given I mostly write for adults anyways) even if there’s no smut; I am fine with most kinks too, just check what I don’t write for a heads up.
It may that you sent a request and I never worked on it or maybe even said I would and then nothing ever happened, I’m sorry but sometimes that’s how it is. Often I don’t have enough motivation and I’m an ask-hoarder so even as I write, I have month old asks stored in—it’s nothing personal at all in fact I may just corporate your ask/request/thirst in a longer fic as I please (sorry not sorry my love)
I’m fine with writing angsty stuff too, blood and gore, character deaths, polyamory, character x reader x character or character x reader; I usually write Fem! Reader unless requested otherwise (I’m not experienced much with Male! Reader though);
my reader inserts are always fem! Bodied and devoid of any other particular physical features (may sometimes be defined as chubby but yes); dub-con; concept of physical/mental abuse (works will be properly tagged or trigger warned)
—What I won’t write: water sports; monster fucking(may hold exceptions); omegaverse; indulgence in bodily fluids (except blood and cum); rape; non-con; pedophilia; incest, any kind of discrimination; scat; lolli-con
—What fandoms I work on: Shinjeki no Kyojin; Boku no hero piko; Jujutsu kaisen; Haikyuu!!; Tokyo Revengers; Bungo Stray Dogs
“Rules”:
i love terms of endearment and use them indiscriminately so if there’s an issue, do lemme know and I do talk a lot in general but don’t barge into my inbox with slurs or “bitch/slut/whore” when and if we don’t know each other)
Do not, I repeat, do NOT bring discourse to my blog <3 about other writers, my mutuals or anything
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𝑅𝑜𝑚𝑒’𝑠 𝐻𝑢𝑠𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠:-
— Geto Suguru, Satoru Gojo, Hanma Shuji, Rindou Haitani, Kokonoi Hajime, Jean Kirsten, Erwin Smith, Nanami Kento, Oikawa, Kuroo, Chuuya and Fukuzawa + I’ll find more <3
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I'm a day late but I'm still doing Valentine's Headcanons and nobody can stop me
Gorou loves buying and receiving Valentine's treats, especially chocolates. He has a massive sweet tooth, and will smother Kazuha with hugs and kisses when he gifts him a box of cute lil' heart shaped chocolates. It will be eaten the very same day, nothing survives.
Gorou is also first in line the next day to buy carts full discounted Valentine's treats the stores are trying to get rid of.
Yes he has overindulged and made himself sick.
Kazuha always writes Gorou little love poems on Valentine's day and hides them all around the house. Sometimes Gorou won't find them all, and over the next few weeks they'll stumble across random love poems everywhere.
Kazuha also loves a little treat on Valentine's day, but really he loves getting flowers. Gorou can never resist buying him a box of chocolates, but he always makes sure to get Kazuha flowers too.
Like Kazuha, Tighnari loves getting flowers. Cyno always buys him expensive potted plants or large bouquets and he adores them! And with Cyno being Cyno, he always wants to top last year's gift, so the bouquets just keep getting bigger or more elaborate every year.
Tighnari usually gets Cyno hard candies or little heart gummies for Valentine's day, but he knows Cyno loves to indulge in a little chocolate, even if it makes him a little bloated most of the time.
Despite Tighnari's best efforts, Cyno definitely overdoes it on the chocolates almost every year.
Albedo and Aether always make big plans, usually dinner reservations at a fancy restaurant, large bouquets, and expensive chocolates.
Albedo doesn't like eating at fancy restaurants, the servings are too big for him and he feels impolite to have leftovers. But he knows Aether loves them, so he insists they still go.
Aether often does Valentine's baking, and writes cute cheesy lines on heart shaped cookies with the frosting for Albedo.
Lyney really shouldn't be eating chocolates, his stomach is too easily upset by them, but he still does it. On Valentine's day especially, he just can't resist them, and he ends up being in and out of the bathroom all day.
And even if Lumine makes a conscious effort of not letting any chocolates into the house, Lyney still somehow finds and eats them. She's beginning to wonder if he actually can conjure them up from thin air.
Lyney absolutely spoils Lumine though, he puts on little magic shows just for her, pulling flowers and sweets and all sorts of gifts out of his hat.
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SWIPE RIGHT | Armin Arlert x Reader
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
One swipe to the right and you found yourself going on dates with Armin Arlert, loving how he treated you right. Who could possibly resist such a gentle and compassionate man? It's only a matter of time before he officially asked you to be his girlfriend...
Pairing(s): Armin Arlert x Fem!Reader
Warning: Arranged marriage, situasionship
Word count: 2.4k
Author note
Hi guys, thank you for the likes and follows. I really appreciate it! Make sure to follow me if you haven't, so you can find the next part of this fic (or other fics) easily! Here's part 3, lemme know if you like it! <3
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“Earth to (Y/N), please?”
You pushed Hitch’s hand away from your face. “What?” You were annoyed because Hitch had been bothering you for the past few minutes as you typed an important email.
“It’s time for our lunch break. Come on, let’s go get some pho.”
You glanced at the clock on the wall, and surely it was ten minutes after one in the afternoon. You told Hitch to meet you in front of the store as you finished sending the email. With a new campaign coming up, it was quite a busy day in the jewelry store you worked at. As a result, you had to send a ton of emails before the day ended. 
You exchanged a few greetings with your coworkers. They had already taken their lunch break, so they would stay in the store. Hitch was impatient and dragged you out to the new pho restaurant, a few buildings away from the store.
While waiting in line to order, you checked your phone but there weren’t any text messages from Armin. You assumed he was preoccupied with the family business, since it was still the summer vacation. Of course, you missed him a lot. The last time you went on a date with him was around two weeks ago. 
“How’s Sasha, by the way?” Hitch asked. She mistook your frequent action of checking your phone’s notification as waiting for a message from Sasha.
“Oh, she’s doing really well. She just got promoted.” You slipped your phone in your back pocket.
“That’s great.”
The conversation died down as it was your time to order. You were surprised by the size of the portion, and not to mention how delicious it tasted. Overall, you and Hitch both thought that it was a good deal, and you both planned to come back the next day to try another menu.
Satisfied with your meal, you and Hitch returned to the store. You checked your phone one more time before going back in. Nothing. No text message. You sighed and pushed the front door open.
“Thank god you’re here, (Y/N).” One of your coworkers approached you. “I need the catalog for our designer collaboration series. Could you please bring it out? A customer wants to look at it, says they’re really interested in one of the designs.”
“Sure, I’ll bring it out soon.”
You dashed to your office in the back of the store and grabbed the most recent catalog. You also took a few brochures to give to the customer in case they were still looking. As soon as you got everything you needed, you immediately went back to the front store. Your coworker was chatting with the customer, a lady with a prominent jaw and nose structure. Beautiful, you thought to yourself.
“Hello, I’m (Y/N) (Y/L/N), and I’m the marketing manager here.” You greeted her with a smile. “I believe you are interested in our most recent collaboration with a few designers.”
“Indeed,” the lady replied, “my fiancé and I are looking for wedding jewelry.”
“Oh, congratulations on your engagement. When will the wedding take place? Because we are currently out of a few designs. So, if you’re interested in one of those designs, I can certainly contact some people to get it back in stock.”
The lady scanned the catalog you gave her. “Not to worry, the wedding is still six months away.”
“We have plenty of time, then. May I interest you in these Luminous collections? The design is timeless and they are one of our most popular, best-selling collections—”
“Annie, dear, did you switch your phone back to silent mode? I swear I left you a couple of missed call—”
You froze as you saw the familiar blond man. Armin just walked in and sat down next to the lady, putting his arm around her waist. 
“I think so? I’m sorry, Armin.” The lady gave him a peck on the cheek, “Here, what do you think of these collections? Miss (Y/L/N) here said some of them are out of stock, but she might be able to help us out.”
You could see Armin’s shoulder tensed as he realized, for the very first time since he entered the store, that it was you. You never told him where you worked, so it came as a surprise to him. Armin couldn’t form any sentence and just stared at you as his fiancée told him about her thoughts on the collection.
You cleared your throat. “Yes, I believe this one will really compliment your eye color, Ma’am. I’d love to assist you further, but unfortunately I have a meeting in less than five minutes. Here’s my business card, please contact me at any time. For the time being, my colleague, Ms. Green, will gladly assist you.”
The lady, whose name was Annie, thanked you. You thanked her again and immediately left for your office. Hitch, with whom you shared the office, was sitting in front of her laptop when you walked in. She jumped in her seat when she heard you curse. Even on the worst of occasions, you rarely cursed. Hitch knew right away that there was something wrong.
“Whoa, what’s gotten into you, (Y/N)?” Hitch paused her typing. “Did you have to deal with another fussy, finicky customer?”
“No, I don’t want to talk about it right now, Hitch.” You gritted your teeth as you sat down, picking up your phone to text Sasha about what had happened.
“I was beyond shocked, our Miss (Y/L/N) cursed out of nowhere, in the middle of the day—”
“Shut—” you were about to yell at her, but you took a deep breath and quickly  regained your composure. “—up. Hitch, I am trying to focus on my work right now and you should too.”
Hitch knew not to disturb you and continued her typing. You opened up a document on your desktop that you didn’t really need to look through, as your phone buzzed with new messages from both Sasha and Armin.
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You despised the smell of alcohol, but you knew you really needed a drink. After the unfortunate encounter, you informed your boss that you would be taking a three-day casual leave for the remainder of the week. Sasha blew a fuse when you told her about what happened during that day. She could tell how disappointed you were even if you didn’t really show it. That’s why she invited Jean, and even Connie, who drove all the way from another city, to cheer you up. They took you to one of your favorite bars downtown.
“What a lame git.” Jean scoffed, “I swear to god, if I ever meet him I will…” He punched the air with his right fist.
“No need to stoop that low, Jean.” You sighed and leaned back to your seat, eyes closed. “He doesn’t deserve your time or attention.”
Jean ruffled your hair and turned to face your other two friends, who were really, really tipsy. “At least they’re having fun.” Indeed, Sasha and Connie were having the time of their lives, laughing and singing along to the music, occasionally making insulting remarks  about your date. 
You downed all of your remaining cocktail before excusing yourself to the restroom. Jean offered to walk you there, but you told him you’d be fine. That was a lie; you broke down once you got into one of the cubicles. No sound came out of your lips, but you were sobbing. You felt so foolish. All this time he never asked you out because he already had a fiancée. Someone more attractive and obviously came from a wealthy family, they belonged to the same peer group. You were probably just a summer fling for him. Were there any others? You didn’t know, and you didn’t want to find out. It hurt you how he treated you like you were special. How he held your hand every time he got the chance, how he cradled you in his arms, how his fingers delicately touched your skin…
How he sent you into ecstasies every time he laid with you. 
You were filled with disgust. How could he do such a thing to you? How could he be so cruel to his fiancée? You kept telling yourself over and over that it was not your fault. You wiped your tears, braced yourself, and exited the cubicle to return to your table. 
Sasha and Connie had stopped singing and were both looking at you with worry in their eyes. Meanwhile, Jean didn’t look up, instead tracing the edge of his glass with his hand. He seemed to be in a trance and didn’t realize you had returned from the bathroom.
“(Y/N), are you okay? I mean, that’s a stupid question but… you’re good there, bud?” Connie asked, clearly no longer tipsy.
You nodded and smiled weakly at him. “I’m alright Connie, thanks. I’m really tired, though.”
“Do you want me to drive you back home?” Connie fished out his car keys which Sasha quickly pushed aside.
“You’re totally buzzed, Conman.”
“I’m alright, I’m all sober—”
“I’ll drive you home, (Y/N).” Jean took Connie’s keys and stood up. “Obviously, I’m the only one sober enough to drive.”
“Darn it, you’re right.” Connie clicked his tongue. “Bring my car back right after dropping (Y/N) off, will you?”
You stood up to hug Sasha and Connie, before following Jean out of the bar. Thankfully, Connie had parked not far from the bar. Soon, you were on your way home with Jean driving.
Normally, Jean would have teased you mercilessly. He did that a lot whenever you had an argument with your previous ex. This time, Jean didn’t say anything. He knew how chaotic your mind was. He understood. The ride was silent from the moment you left the bar, all the way until he stopped in front of your apartment building.
Jean pulled the handbrake and turned to look at you. “Do you want me to walk you in, (Y/N)?”
“I’m fine.” You squeaked.
Jean let out a sigh. He stepped out, went around the car, and opened the door for you.
“You know you can call me anytime, right? If you need someone to talk to, or if Sasha doesn’t pick up your call.”
“I know, Jean. Thanks.”
He nodded and opened his arms to hug you. You let him, but it reminded you of Armin. You felt a pang in your chest; you would never inhale that woody scent of his cologne ever again. 
“Alright then, I’d better get going.” You backed up.
You waited until Jean left before entering your apartment. You did everything automatically, taking the elevator up to your floor. What caught you off guard was a familiar figure, sitting with his back against your door.
“What the fuck are you doing here? Get lost.” You sneered.
“(Y/N),” Armin stood up and tried to hold your hands, but you pushed him away. “(Y/N), I’m so sorry—”
“Yeah? Tell that to your fiancée, asshole.”
“Please, (Y/N). Please let me explain first, don’t get the wrong idea, please.” Armin’s eyes began to water and his voice quivered as he was on the verge of crying. “Please, I know it seems fucked up but believe me it’s not what you think it is.”
A part of you wanted to believe him, to invite him in and hear his explanation. Another part of you, though, had had enough. You didn’t want to hear any excuse. You’re sick of being played. You felt bad for his fiancée. 
“Go home, Armin.” You sighed. “Go home. Don’t apologize to me, apologize to your fiancée.”
You pushed Armin aside and unlocked your door.
“(Y/N), you don’t understand—”
“Oh, it’s me who doesn’t understand? How could you? How could you do that to me, to your fiancée? Huh?” You finally snapped. “You know what? Right now I really want to call you names, horrible names, but I won't. You do not deserve my time, you do not deserve my energy, you do not deserve me. I hate you for doing this. I hate the fact that I love the way you treated me, how you made me feel special, how I actually fell in love with you in a matter of a few weeks—”
You were interrupted as Armin’s lips collided with yours. You didn’t kiss back, and it didn’t last long. Armin rested his forehead against yours, a few tears rolled down his cheeks. 
“(Y/N), I was set up.” He sobbed. “My parents set me up, fuck. They arranged a marriage without telling me, nor did they ask for my agreement. Fuck, I’m so sorry (Y/N). I’m so, so sorry.”
You actually let him hug you tight. You felt bad for yelling at him.
“I fell in love with you, dear. I truly did. I am in love with you. So much. I want to get to know you better, and I want to actually ask you out. I didn’t want to rush things but now I regret that. I should have asked you out. I don’t want her, I want you. God, we did a lot of things together, didn’t we, (Y/N)? I gave you my first kiss, I made love for the first time with you, I took you to the beach—a very special and memorable place for me. You’re the one I want. (Y/N), dear, please believe me. I know we’ve only known each other for a month or two, but I know. I know and I really am sure I only want you. Please believe me.”
Your head was spinning and you were at a loss of words. You let Armin hold you for a long time until he stopped crying. You couldn’t think of anything to say, think, or do.
“Thank you,” you croaked out, “For telling me.”
Armin looked at you with a glimmer of hope in his eyes.
“I feel like you should sort things out with your family about it. You want me to believe in you? There is nothing else you can do but prove it to me. If I really am the one you want, sort things out. Come back to me when you’re ready.”
Armin nodded slowly. “I will try. I will try my best. Will you wait for me?”
“Yes.”
“Alright.”
Both of you stood there in silence until you cleared your throat.
“Well then, you should probably go home.”
“Ah, yes. I should…” Armin pointed at the elevator with his thumb. “Yeah, I guess so.”
He turned on his heels and trudged down the hallway.
“Good night, Armin.”
He stopped on his track and looked back, a sad smile plastered on his face.
“Good night, (Y/N), my dear.”
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Velvet Cigarettes
Y/N's Friends (sapphics ft. the ally)
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his friends | masterlist
▪︎ Y/N
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They've had a relatively uninteresting life, minus the family problems that eat at their brain until there's nothing left. They were born on a beautiful farm, living with a family that sells fruits for money on the side, but the moment they started college they left straight for the dorms and hardly ever visit home due to their manipulative parents. They were able to make a solid amount of friends in the beginning of college and they've stuck with them since. Currently, they act just like your average depressed but trying to make the most of it college student and in terms of majors they've been messing around and trying everything, at the moment they're going through an art major era, which has been very pleasant for the most part. They've been a fan of Velvet Cigarettes since their debut days, since high school, but they never knew they'd land into the same college as the whole band.
▪︎ Yoimiya
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Yoimiya tends to be the friend who drags the others into her shenanigans, whether they like it or not. She also majors in fashion and more often than not makes her friends wear the clothes she creates. She rarely studies but is somehow passing her classes, though most of her time is dedicated to either her friends, making lifelong memories, or her clothes. She's a big fan of the night time life, goes out at night constantly, especially when there's fireworks involved. She doesn't hesitate to invite others and be kind to everyone, but the moment something really upsets her, she won't hesitate to call them out on their bs either. She's the type of friend to say, "Hey don't make it obvious, but there's a REALLY hot girl on your right," bcs her gay is very obvious and she'll never be the type to hide it. Dorm roomies w/ YN and Lumine.
▪︎ Lumine
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Lumine is hard working, but only when it counts. If you catch her slacking on a simple assignment, no you didn't, but she will hyperfocus on the interesting and complex assignments. She's usually the one who everyone visits because she owns an apartment near the college with her brother, Aether. If the group gets together, it's normally at Lumine's apartment. She works on the side at a clothing store for her money, where she can show her strangely insanely good customer service. She also carries around anything and everything you'd need in case of an emergency and she's known for it in the college halls. Majors in cultural studies. Dorm roomie with YN and Yoimiya.
▪︎ Beidou
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Marine science major, I had to. Beidou is a model who pops up in certain magazines often and has a good amount of fans for her early modeling era, but she still makes sure to take college seriously. But she won't hesitate to have fun, usually the one to buy drinks for the group. You would think she's the mother friend at first glance, but it's actually the gay aunt friend, all a facade. She has lots of money from modeling so she loves treating her friends with gifts, one of those gifts being taking them out to eat after a large paycheck. She has the money to buy her own apartment, but she says rooming in the college dorms is a lot more exciting and a better life experience overall, she's rooming with Kokomi.
▪︎ Kokomi
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Kokomi is honestly the one who studies the most in the friend group but she heavily values her free time especially when spent on creativity or her friends. She's into photography and self-studying her hobbies. She likes going to parades and also protesting for whatever is going on at the moment and she drags the others along with her. Every morning she’d post an inspirational quote as a joke but eventually it ended up becoming her daily self care motivation. You can consider her the mom friend except for when she goes on dates with girls she meets and then it doesn’t go well. She might have a crush on someone in her classes named Sara but the GC keeps it on the downlow. She’s rooming with Beidou and they share their marine science major so you can find them studying together on occasion.
▪︎ Thoma
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Thoma lives at a decently sized house with his rich friends that he grew up with. Said rich friends are Kamisato Ayato and Kamisato Ayaka. Thoma was juggling many jobs at first so he could make the money to pay off everything that was actively going on in his life, but the siblings convinced him to start college so he could have something in his life other than work. He shared classes with Yoimiya and she got to know him, eventually dragging him into the friend group and it’s been like that since. They hang out at Thoma’s place occasionally as well because the house is pretty big. Thoma majors in psychology, studying often, especially while blasting music and not having to worry about any dorm neighbors yelling at him. He also supports lgbtq and goes to parades with Kokomi… As an ally.
▪︎ Yunjin
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Yunjin majors in musical theater, studying everything she learns diligently so it can benefit her in the long run, especially with the singer performer career she is striving for. She happens to be roommates with Xinyan, which was the cause of their meeting and eventually, friendship. She’s happy to be anywhere with her friends and tends to run away from her responsibilities when it comes to things she’s not entirely interested in, might have a bit of an ADHD problem, but she’s trying her best in the things that she knows are important to her. She became friends with the friend group through Lumine, who complimented her in the hallways and quickly became friends. Will not hesitate to join in on the pride parades either, it’s just a sapphic friend group type of thing.
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ofstormsandsaints · 2 years
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How do you think what marion would think about you and your mutuals tho?
made a quick selection based on the people who wanted to marry him-
Marion's opinion on some mutuals and on me, his cunt of a creator
@besnella
Marion would be impressed by your literature tastes. He doesn't read as much as he'd like to but he's always interesting in knowing what others enjoy. He has difficulty reading classics but seeing someone else enjoying them? Oof. What a queen. You're a brave one. He'd easily empathise with you and would gladly show you all the best places to go to - festive clubs, peaceful book stores, green promenades, cat cafés.
@lovely-oh-so-lovelyyui
As your nickname is the first thing he would saw, he's definitely going to like you because of that. You support Yui? Stan. Immediate stan. But then, he'd love your writing style and would think you are a really sweet person - empathic and devoted. Plus, your analyses on the diaboys... they just hit the right way for him. He's the type of person to silently nod to everything while reading how you verbally destroy those vampires by simply stating facts.
@gingerall
You and Marion certainly have the same MBTI and you could easily become friends as you share common interests in art and video games for instance. (If he'd play Hades, he'd have an insane crush on too many people - he has a huge Zagreus energy.) You'd be the kind of people with whom he could put an all-nighter because you just spend your time either on the phone or texting each others memes, videos and music recommendations.
@mariicake
Marion would immensely appreciate your writing style as well - especially the atmosphere you create when you write about Cyra. He adores luminous, luscious characters like her. Also, as his favourite colour is blue, he's currently in love with your layout. Just so you know. And your moodboards sooth his mind like crazy.
@yui--komori
Do I have to explain? You basically maintain Yui's persona, aesthetics and everything you post is either terribly funny or terribly true. He would be elated to meet you. Again here, your moodboards are truly something else (The Queen and her Nymphs moodboard? Amazing. Sapphic content makes him happy and makes me happy as well )
Me, the admin
...What a chaos.
We're extroverted pieces of shit who also venerate our personal solitude ok? It's a daily battle.
Marion would like me and I would like him back. In fact, I think we would be close friends - we're both French from Italian descent with anger issues and a closeted queerness that we're the only ones who don't see it.
Anyway, that's it for today
Take care,
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