#it made me feel so fucking pathetic

[z-o-r-a-k]

I'm so angry about my interview today I got an expensive ass lyft there and back just for some asshole to tell me I'm not qualified enought to wash fucking dishes because I couldn't tell him about a specific type of fucking dishwashing machine fuck OFF

Didn't even let me talk to someone about the front of house positions that I also fucking applied for just walked me out didn't even get 10 minutes in fuck off fuck all the way off

[7-7-cherry]

HBD Dice <3 <3 <3

[mortysmith]

I HATE RICKS BACKSTORY SO FUCKING MUCH

[emberglowfox]

i kind of knew in theory that all my hobbies involved my hands but i kind of just ignored it n was like oh well im sure id manage

top ten pics taken seconds before disaster

[pardonmydelays]

"what's your role in the fandom" i am a clown who writes the most terrible posts only liked by two of my mutuals out of pity

[astranauticus]

A thrilling and horrific tale of 5 strangers caught up in a mysterious supernatural conspiracy, will they uncover the secrets of the peculiar artefact bestowed upon them or will they fall to what lurks in the shadows? Find out in Curse of the Amulet, coming to a theatre (heh) near you this Halloween season!

[hxhhasmysoul]

wouldn't it be nice if the author of the fics finished them. the author is me.

[void-with-a-keyboard]

thinking about solar and how absolutely fucking pathetic of a man he was

constantly nervous and trying to not offend ppl while also just trying to have ppl like him

while i COULD talk about solar/lunar bc thats a very obvious ship (like. theyre right there lmao) but i came here to talk about solar/sun bc i was looking through some of my old oneshots i made when solar first showed up (like- literally on ao3 there were FIVE fics about him. I WAS EARLY) bc i wanted to kiss his flat fucking face so badly

BUUTTTT one of the oneshots was of solar and wutever fuckin insert i used interacting and like. trying to get solar used to gentle touches since im a FIRM believer that that man had NEVER felt a gentle hand on him once he existed (except for maybe when he interacted with his sun in the headspace but thats not actually physical) and it was like "okay lets see how u react to certain things and get u used to it"

and i was like... wut if it was sun doing it with him? i feel like in the beginning he would try and avoid sun as much as he could while also DEEPLY yearning to be around him. bc he just misses his brother so much and he wants him back but he knows this isnt his sun but it hurts to see him and not be able to even touch him. not bc hes not allowed to, hes just too scared to make any moves to get closer.

IM GETTING A BIT OFF TRACK BUTBUTBUT- ill discuss sun and solars early relationship LATER in another post so imma talk about wut im REALLY here for

sun is just hanging out with solar and tries to help him figure out his feelings cuz hes like "i have no fucking clue wut im feeling or wut to do with myself" and sun is like"fuck it i can help" (pretend this is in character LMAO im just being silly and over simplifying :]) and they like- "practice" with solar being used to more gentle touches. like just holding hands and hugs and petting and all that stuff. bc even tho solar trusts sun he still has a deep burning feeling that he will be hurt at some point and sun makes it his personal goal to at least help him not feel like that as much

and ofc they end up kissing. y do u think im here??

solar is an EMOTIONAL MESS. bro does not know wut to do with himself but it doesnt matter bc he feels happy and safe and DAMNIT is he gonna enjoy it

[eastgaysian]

slice of lemmings (original flavor, dragon age, bg3, pillars of eternity). the essential lemming traits are:

aura of divorce + complicated decades-long estrangement from family

really convincing talkers, making either talking it out or lying their primary method of problem-solving

conflict avoidant people-pleasers desperate for validation, preferably from a hot guy. unfortunately my 'strongly held beliefs' and 'unreasonably high expectations i place on myself' keep getting in the way

fundamentally driven by a sense that they need to justify their presence/existence as they are. sorry for getting existential about my guy named lemming

have only shared personal information or shown emotional vulnerability to, like, two people ever

don't ever put me in a situation i will panic and fuck it up. (gets put in a situation) Well I'm Going To Try My Best But I'll Be Super Stressed And Bitchy About It

distinguishing traits are that og lemming is a single dad determined to give his weird maybe cursed adopted daughter a good childhood, dai lemming's second method of problem-solving is crime, bg3 lemming is a vain and self-obsessed Flashy Bard to an extent that's clearly overcompensating, and poe lemming is The Struggler. it's actually comical how much worse poe lemming's life is. keeps getting his soul fucked with. found out the gods aren't real while just trying not to die. in unrequited love with his straight boy best friend for like 5 years. he's also got a lore-dictated shorter lifespan and unless some serious metaphysical shit gets sorted out in the next couple decades his fantasy afterlife situation is totally fucked

[strangerhands]

mmmmm heyyy👁️. ive basically been gone from tumblr for over two days because ive been feeling like a shitty piece of shit. BUT. i finally saw dune part 2 and ohmygoddddd it was so so good. but yes. i was missing leto so bad the entire time. Father come back pls. i need you.

[iftitah]

you live in a girl's hostel and realize how fucked up every girl literally is

[sherlock-is-ace]

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[takofukkatsumi]

Bff is having a severe depression episode and doesn't talk to anyone including me and I miss them and I'm sad cause we were going to meet next weekend (we live in different cities and dont meet often) but they are probably gonna cancel the trip if they don't feel better on their new meds and today they wrote that they aren't feeling better yet and that they're working with their therapist on the reason of their condition and that both of us would probably have to change something and now I'm also afraid that they won't feel better at all and that would be my fault cause I've been nagging them with things interesting to me to get them to read those things a lot in the last month and when they told me they won't be coming instead of supporting them I threw a fit because I was looking forward for that meeting for the last month at least and let my emotions take control and haven't apologized yet and now I just don't know what happens next and what becomes of our friendship which in the last 11 years has become the most important relationship in my life and now I also feel bad for oversharing cause it's not only personal for me but for them too

[killjoy-prince]

Yoosung's all done!

[seilon]

genuinely it is so depressing to spend money drinking just to end up doing nothing interesting and just sitting around

[rizzmin]

The things that are happening rn lmao