#it upsets me cuz its such a pretty song

[dromaeo-sauridae]

pros of “as the world caves in”: absolutely gorgeous song

cons of “as the world caves in”: i am absolutely terrified of the possibility of a world ending event and now im laying in bed sweating and on the verge of tears

[okaerina]

𓍢 (bnd ver!) like its 𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒏𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒄 .ᐟ ໒ 𓂅 ໋⋅

SIMP! bnd x CRUSH! reader GENRE ! pining, fluff, angst if u squint TW ! none (lmk if there is any) NOW PLAYING ! . . . . magnetic by ill-it WC ! 7O2

𖠗 𝐣aehyun — shy cute flirt !

insert butter-myung. once he lays eyes on you he's a goner like he's so dramatic about it, panting and clutching his chest hard "guys i think im going to die if i don't wife her up". is pretty delusional too yk. will outwardly flirt with and then get so shy smh. very cheesy pick-up lines that most of the time fail to flutter your heart but does give you a good laugh tho lol (his biggest accomplishment). expect lots of attention and acts of service ^^

𖠗 𝐫iwoo — calm (going insane inside) sweet guy !

tries to be very calm with you, his hand will always be balled in a tight fist and tries to hide the teeth gritting with a nonchalant smile (but the red ear says all lmao). very rational yet funny, constantly pulling jokes that actually make you laugh yet still being respectful. shares his food with you specially donuts!! takes you to caffé dates "hey, there's this new pretzel shop wanna check it out together??" if you say something about dieting he would immediately encourage and lecture you about how important it is eat alot. will try to feed you too >_< !

𖠗 𝐬ungho — nervous yet reliable big guy !

the first time he saw you he was literally going through a massive panic attack, he literally thought he saw an angel lord! tries hard not to stutter or get nervous around you cue the clammy heads lol. but he still tries to collect his composure together and tries to be more reliable. will tie your undone shoelaces, make sure you ate or drank, always making sure you’re not upset. bro will take you’re side and clap back on behalf of you (sass king). will let you rest your head on his broad shoulder if you fell asleep and he so happens to be sitting beside you chill.

𖠗 𝐭aesan — shy introverted observer !

he's very introverted and often struggles to express his feelings. so he will always just admire you from afar, eyes never leaving you. you're his only muse. he notices all the little details about you and your reaction and expressions to certain things. like the way your hair sways, looking soft, they way you get excited with your friends or the way his heart literally explodes when you laugh or smile. if you end up catching him looking at you he would become shy mess, hiding his face and all. you’ll have to strike the convo first tho cuz he's too shy. loves making playlists dedicated to you oh! he has 100+ songs written for you on his soundcloud (shh).

𖠗 𝐥eehan — confident and shameless flirt !

you thought he was a quite and introverted pretty boy but boy were you so wrong. he's way more extreme in cases of flirting than jaehyun. the fact that he knows that he's drop dead gorgeous makes it even more intense. he will say the most cringiest, cheesiest pick up lines with the signature poker face and an eventual smirk (cue the girls screaming) and expect you to swoon (but you don't) and bro's downbad. veryyy delusional like he will announce to the entire school you two are married (you’re not??). you become the only one he yaps about his fishes and weird obsessions too. will hysterically start crying if you tell him to eat more "OMG YOU CARE SO MUCH ABOUT ME LET'S GET MARRIED!!!" "leehan js eat!"

𖠗 𝐰oonhak — cool guy to loser lover !

he would try to put on a cool guy frat boy image infront of you but it was a big silly FAIL! that one time when you smiled back at his corny "hey, beautiful" he passed away infront of the whole class BYE. he thought he had no game but when you aided for him he realised maybe being a loser for you wouldn’t be so bad actually! "hey cuties this one's for you" and then completely misses the ball smh. takes you out to arcade dates and parks to play (you win most of the time). but nevertheless he's a fun guy to be with (pls let him win time to time :D)

[ 🦢] : last post before semi hiatus (again exams sigh)

[strniohoeee]

could you pls write one where matt picks up his girl best friend after she gets stood up on a date? he ends up getting hard from her stort dress when she bends over to pick up her phone that she dropped, she notices and then gives him car head before she rides him in the back. sub matt but gets mad cuz of the teasing and turns dom on her maybe?

Reserve

Pairing: Matt Sturniolo X Female Reader

Synopsis: Y/N gets stood up on a date, she then calls Matt. He comes to the rescue, and some extra curricular activities take place 😏

Warnings⚠️: This is SMUT babes. Riding, car sex, road head, panties getting shoved in the mouth, sub matt and dom matt….but uhh other than that its sum light😙

Song for the imagine: Lovers Rock- TV Girl

⚠️This is an 18+ story, so minors do not interact, or do??⚠️

I was currently getting ready for a date. I had been talking to this guy for about three weeks before he finally asked me on a date. I was super excited because I really liked the guy we texted everyday and spoke on the phone about every other day

He told me to get ready, and dress nicely because he was taking me to a fancy spot for dinner. This made me super giddy because I had never been on a date to a fancy restaurant. Most guys wanted to either sit in their car, go to their house or eat at a fast food restaurant. But this guy was giving it his all!

I had finished getting ready at about 8, and he asked me to meet him at 8:30 at the place. So I decided to call an Uber, and start heading over to the place

The Uber ride was exactly 30 minutes. Which was perfect I didn’t want to be waiting around like some desperate girl

I went into the restaurant, and didn’t see him, so I figured he was running a few minutes behind. I decided to get a table for us.

After I was seated I texted him.

-hey I’m over by the windows when you first enter. I got a table for us☺️

No response….weird but I figured he was driving still

The waiter came over asking if I wanted a drink, so I ordered something, and still waited for the guy

-hiii not trying to bother you, but we were supposed to meet 15 minutes ago. Are you at another restaurant??

I wondered if maybe we had gone to different places by accident

I had been sitting in the restaurant for 45 minutes. Waiting for this idiot while also looking like an idiot….god how embarrassing

I had told the waiter I wanted the check for my drink, and after getting it I paid, and sat at the table a little longer

-you know if you didn’t want to go on this date you could’ve just told me. Instead of making me come out here like an idiot

I hit send, and the chat bubble turned green….what a fucking dick he blocked me?!

I just rolled my eyes, and exhaled deeply. I was also planning on riding back to his house or mine after the date,so now I had to find a ride home again

I decided to call Matt before I had a mental breakdown. It rang three times before he picked up

“Hey” he said lowly

“Hey Matt” I said back

“Where are you?” He asked me

“I’m over at ‘Tony’s on the water’” I said back

“Oh for that date!” He said perking up

“Yeah….” I said sounding upset

“What’s going on?” He asked me

“Fucking asshole stood me up, and then blocked me after I’d been sitting here for 45 minutes” I said scoffing

“What a fucking dick. Send me your location I’ll pick you up” he said

“No you don’t have to. I can Uber home” I told him

“No don’t worry I’ll come get you” he said

We hung up and I sent him my address. I was sitting outside when I saw Matt pull up

“Pretty lady sitting alone. Come here” he said rolling down the windows

I rolled my eyes, and laughed at him. Getting up and going to walk to the car. Suddenly I heard a thump and looked behind me, I looked behind me, and saw I dropped my phone

I turned around and bent over mindlessly picking up my phone. Honestly forgetting I had a short dress on, and I’m pretty sure I just flashed Matt

Unbeknown to Y/N, she did indeed flash Matt, and he got a perfect view of her pussy covered in white lace underwear. His cock immediately started to stiffen. He tried to adjust himself as y/n walked to the car opening the passenger side door

“My knight in shining armor, thank you for saving me” I told him sitting in his car

“I told you! I’m always one call away. I got you whenever you need me” he said checking his blind spot before driving off

“Can’t believe that guy. To ask me on the date, and then ghost me, and then BLOCK me” I said disbelieved

“Honestly fuck him, he couldn’t handle all you anyways” he said giving me a once over

“What do you mean by that” I said laughing

“You radiate powerful energy, and you’re a bad fucking bitch. He could not handle all of that” Matt said winking at me

“Ohhh tell us how you really feel” I said back blushing slightly

“That dress looks really nice on you” Matt said, looking at me again, and slightly readjusting himself. My eyes followed his hands, and saw a bulge

“Do you have fucking boner” I said with my mouth falling slack

“I can’t help myself you looked so fucking hot bending over. Shit went straight to my dick” he said pulling his sweats down a bit

“I gave thee Matt Sturniolo a boner” I said acting fake shocked

“Yeah you fucking did” he said looking at me

“Want me to help you?” I asked batting my lashes

“You’d do that?” He asked looking at me with droopy eyes

“I’d do whatever you’d like” I said seductively

“Fuck….go right ahead then” he said leaning back and steering the car with his left hand only

I leaned over slightly palming his dick through his sweatpants. He moaned at this slightly turning his head a little bit

“Does Matty like that?” I asked looking up at him

“I do, but I’d like it better if you used that pretty mouth of yours” he said looking down at me

“Eyes on the road pretty boy, and I’ll do whatever you want” I said, his eyes snapped back to the road, and I slowly pulled his dick out

I started to kitten lick the tip, and blowing air on his dick

“Come on stop teasing” he said patting my head

“Shhh” I said before taking his whole dick into my mouth at once

“OH FUCK” he yelled out

I started to bob my head up and down, swirling my tongue on his dick, and coming back up to suck the tip

“Oh my god” he said breathing heavily

I removed my mouth and started to jerk him off

“What do I get” I said looking up at him through my lashes

“What do you want?” He asked

“I want to ride your dick in the back seat, and have you take it like a good boy” I said squeezing his tip causing him to shudder

“Fuck yes yes please” he said thrusting up into my hand

Matt had found a secluded parking lot. He went all the way to a dark corner, and threw the car in park

“To the back now” he said

We both got to the back seat. matt laying down and me on top of him

“Look at my good little boy, so ready and needy for me” I said caressing his face

“Always. I’m always ready for you” he said with puppy dog eyes

Matt pulled his pants down to knee length, and I lifted my dress up slipping my panties off

I slowly started to stroke his dick. At an agonizingly slow pace

“Please stop teasing” he said whimpering

“Stop acting like a bitch in heat” I told him

“Fuck I love when you talk to me like that” he said with his brows furrowed

I slowly got on top of him, letting my wet cunt glide across his dick

“Oh Matt, you feel so good. I might just do this and cum all over you” I said throwing my head back

“No I fucking need to fuck you” he said gripping my hips

“Mmm but these feels so much better” I said grinding a little harder

“Stop fucking teasing” he said smacking my ass

I slowly got off of him, and grabbed his dick lining it up with my entrance, and slowly going down on him

“I said stop fucking teasing” he said through gritted teeth

This only made me go down slower

“I can play this game with you” I said as I kept sinking down

“Come on PLEASE” he said

I finally sunk all the way down onto him. We both moaned at this feeling, and then I started to bounce on Matt’s dick

“Fuck Matt oh my god” I said bouncing on him hard and fast

“Fuck fuck fuck” he said tensing up

I slowly transitioned into grinding on him which allowed my pussy to clench down on him at different angles

“Fuck that feels so good” he said licking his lips

I immediately stopped, and started to rub my clit

“Oh this feels so much better. Rubbing my clit while you’re just in me” I said throwing my head back

“Stop it y/n” he warned

“Oh but Matt this feels so fucking good” I said rubbing faster

“You don’t learn do you” he said, and swiftly grabbed me and sat up

Matt lifted me a little bit as he pounded up into me

“FUCK FUCK” I screamed gripping onto his hair

“Now you’ll learn to not tease me” he said pounding up into me at an ungodly speed

“OH MY FUCKING GOD” I shrieked. His dick was hitting all the right places, and I was seeing stars

“Shut up” he said as he grabbed my white lace thong and shoved it into my mouth

I moaned at this allowed my head to fall towards him

“Fuck your pussy takes me so well” he said still pounding into me and smacking my ass

“MMMMM” I moaned, but it was muffled by my underwear being in my mouth

“You gonna cum” he asked in the most smug way possible

I nodded my head furiously. I’m not sure how Matt got us into this position but he did. He leaned me back so my back was digging into the back of the middle console, and then he was kind of lifted off the seat, and fucking into me in such a delicious way

He licked his thumb and brought it down to my clit rubbing hard

“MMMMMM” was all that could be heard as my head fell back and I gripped onto the car seats

“Take it! Take it bitch and cum on this cock” he said pounding into me relentlessly

He rubbed harder, and I immediately saw stars I clenched down onto Matt’s cock as I came. My upper bed came up and my whole body started to shake while my eyes rolled to the back of my head

Matt immediately pulled out, and came all over my stomach. He was whispering fucks as he looked into my eyes. Painting my body with his cum

We were both breathing heavy as we got back up and repositioned ourselves more comfortably

He wiped me clean with a shirt he had in the back seat, and pulled the underwear out of my mouth. Putting them in his pocket

“Excuse me” I said out of breath

“I need a souvenir” he said smirking

“Those were my favorite” I said pouting

“I’ll buy you more” he said kissing me

“Fine” I said kissing him back

“We can go tomorrow. I’ll take you out on a real date like a true gentleman” he said adjusting his sweatpants

“Sounds good to me” I said pulling my hair out of my face

“Good, now let’s get you home” he said helping me to the front

“Spend the night with me” I told him

“Let me check my schedule….maybe I can make it happen” he said rubbing his chin

“You’re such a dork” I said rolling my eyes at him

“But I’m your dork,” he said, putting the car in drive and taking off.

The End

Once again I hope you enjoyed, and for whoever requested this I hope you loved it 🥰🥰🥰

-J💅🏽

[etherealkissed88]

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https://www.tumblr.com/etherealkissed88/726561206451732480/is-it-fine-if-i-feel-bad-or-upset-and-get-negative?source=share

Is it fine if I don't feel fulfilled for first few days is it normal? Cuz I started yesterday and it didn't felt that good but I'm sure it's because it's my was first day.

this is fine in my opinion bc the same happened to me once i started fulfilling myself in a new state. dont stress over not “fulfilling” yourself but the point is that you already have it. you either have it or you dont.

ways to fulfill yourself:

imagine your desired self in any pov and live life as you want in imagination, then accept it as true after you experienced it in imagination

listen to subliminals or your favorite song while affirming and/or imagining and/or meditating

imagine ppl telling you about what you have manifested (example: if you want to manifest a glow up, imagine your friends telling you “wow you glew up” “youre so pretty” while you thank them etc)

have inner convos with yourself like your talking to someone else, explaining to them all the things youve manifested and how good of a manifestor you are

script out your success stories like youre writing and bragging in your diary

once youve felt the feeling aka the KNOWING that you already have your desire, you are fulfilled. you already have it. congrats. if you feel like youre lacking, remind yourself you have it already and that nothing can change that because thats your assumption, and your new identification (you identify as the person who has their desire already). after you are fulfilled, there is no reason to feel like you have to do something else bc then youre not really fulfilled. its as simple as a decision. i have it now = i assume its already here = i identify as the person who has it. i dont need to worry about affirming or imagining for something that i already have.

you have a phone right now. ego can think “you dont have a phone” a million times and experience anxiety but either way you still have your phone right? another example, you can be in your room and think “i dont have a room” but you still have your room. dont let thoughts and emotions drag you to the state of lack. thoughts and emotions are normal and they dont mean anything. remind yourself you have it. decide that no thoughts can effect your manifestation. remember, you arent thinking those thoughts or feeling those emotions because you are consciousness which only observes those things so dont take them seriously. youve observed an opposing thought…okay. laugh at it and let it pass because your identity is the person who has it already. its no longer a desire, its now a FACT. thats fulfillment.

@etherealkissed88

[whyse7vn]

BLOOD SISTERS -

[ot7 x reader]

3D?????????

8 participants - 8 online

———————————

hobi: i heard vogue paid jungkook in cheese

namjoon: what?

jk: yes

namjoon: WHAT???

jimin: you did a shoot for vogue and got paid in cheese?????

yoongi: is that legal?

tae: are u a rat?

jin: i know a rat…

tae: YOU SHUT UR MOUTH

jk: i like cheese

y/n: put his vouge money in a savings account don’t worry

jimin: you robbed jungkook???

y/n: can you read??

it’s in a savings account

jimin: ur savings account?

y/n: no

jk: i got cheese

y/n: i gave him the cheese

namjoon: jungkook are you ok with her doing that?

jk: yes

i got cheese

y/n: SEE HES OK WITH IT STOP TRYING TO MAKE THE VILLAN HERE!

hobi: why did you do that tho?

y/n: are we forgetting that jungkook literally spent like 500k on a framed picture of the avengers

tae: that picture was cool asf who was the artist?

jk: google

tae: what?

jk: google

tae: oh

y/n: see

yoongi: yikes

jimin: was the cheese good?

jk: yes

i miss it

wish i could have more

🥺

y/n: i am not giving you more cheese

jin: didn’t he say he was lactose intolerant?

jk: i’m so upset rn

hobi: anyway ur vogue pictures were cool

jk: ok

can i have cheese

y/n: say thank you to hobi

jk: thank u to hobi

yoongi: is he high?

y/n: extremely

tae: WITHOUT ME?????

FAKE LOVE FAKE WORLD

jin: playing with my clit rn

y/n: what the actual fuck

namjoon: what possessed you to say that

jk: YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

JIN A GIRL???????????????

jin: was that not relatable to you y/n?

don’t you feel comfortable?

y/n: no wtf???

i’m extremely uncomfortable rn

jin: ok kill yourself then

read a weverse comment that said you probably feel so uncomfortable and can’t relate to anyone cuz ur surrounded by men all the time

tried to help you

that is the last nice thing i do for you

jimin: wow i never thought about that

let’s all see how far we can squirt guys come on for y/n ❤️

yoongi: can you stop

jk: i’m gonna win

y/n: u all make me want to throw up

tae: no cuz let’s have a period together #bloodsisters

namjoon: that is not how it works

hobi: i’m bleeding real bad rn >.<

jimin: super slay!!!

yoongi: super slay?

tae: slay my pussy ong

y/n: ENOUGH

tae: i love being a woman

jk: i want to seduce the king

jin: you can’t

i’m not into u at all

jk: ur no king of mine

tae: jungkook can you come over please i’m lonely

jimin: is this how you text your hoes?

tae: no only my bros 🫶🏻🥺

jk: i can’t tae :(

tae: why wtf

jk: too much cheese

tae: ?

jk: i can’t move

yoongi: pretty sure that’s the weed

jin: or maybe he’s shitting himself

cheese does that

not speaking from experience btw

jk: no

y/n: so how is everyone today?

jimin: don’t talk to me

tae: i’m still bleeding

jk: sometimes i imagine i’m a tiny little elf that works in the back of a coal mine just mining away but the coal mine is actually yoongi’s head an i’m inside it mining him new knowledge he can learn and after i mine the knowledge i give it to the other elves and they give it to the brain

hobi: are tiny and little not the same thing you did not need to use both those words

jk: soz

yoongi: why me

leave me alone

namjoon: i could be better tbh y/n

jimin: can we talk about how jungkooks new song

jk: do you like it?

namjoon: it’s not out yet

jk: do you like it?

namjoon: it is not out yet jungkook

jk: is it good?

jin: ur a slut

dare i say whore

jk: don’t dare

y/n: double dare

tae: i double dare you to come to my house

jk: :0

jin: like guys do you understand like jungook is a whore

A WHORE

yoongi: ok

jin: I CANT TAKE IT LIKE YOU WANT TO SEE WHAT IN 3D???

WHAT IN MOTION???

UR SICK UR NOT RIGHT AT ALL

STOP IT

STOP IT NOW

y/n: it’s okay

jin: ITS NOT

jk: who is 3d

tae: the jack harlow feature is crazy tho

yoongi: it’s really not

stop putting white men the world doesn’t care about anymore on your songs

hobi: spilled

jk: i’m not white

do people think i’m white

do they not care for me due to my whiteness

am i white?

??????????

oh my god i’m white

namjoon: you are not white

jk: namjoon said i’m not white

tae: namjoon is your white father

jk: OHMYGOD

jimin: what inspired 3d jungkook?

jk: y/n 🥰💜💗💗🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

y/n: ????????????????????

jimin: LMAOAOSOOOOOOOOOOO

hobi: oh wow

yoongi: what

namjoon: okay!

jin: IM GONNA KILL MYSELF UR SICK

tae: wow i didn’t know you got down like that kookie

#respect

yoongi: did you just say #respect

tae: yeah?

u wish you could right a sex song about my amazing beautiful girl like jungkook did

fucking mad loser bitch

hobi: *write

tae: wait

??

something is not right there

🤨

idk what it is

but i know it’s not right

hobi: maybe it’s because you used rigjt instead of write

tae: maybe

namjoon: ur so fucking stupid it hurts

tae: or maybe not

jk: what is going on

jin: THATS WHAT IM SAYING

YOUVE CHANGED JK YOUVE CHANGED AND I FEAR ITS FOR THE WORST

jk: i was talking about the aliens

idk what ur saying to me right now

y/n: WHY IS IT ABOUT ME??

hobi: clearly he kisses and tells

y/n: THERE IS NOTHING TO TELL

yoongi: clearly there is

wrote a whole song about it

jimin: at least you know you got good pussy!!

tae: me 2!

namjoon: can we not

tae: we can

im in my girl era

feminism in my boobs blood in my vagina

hobi: you take things too far..

tae: ok but it’s natural??

fucking men man i can’t do this y/n are you with me baby

y/n: stop talking for 5 minutes omg

tae: okay!

jk: do the aliens have drivers licenses

jimin: when’s the last time you fucked be honest

namjoon: why are you so invested in her sex life it’s real concerning

jimin: cuz it’s interesting????

like live a little joon jeez

y/n: WE HAVENT FUCKED IN LIKE

yoongi: like?

hobi: like

jin: you turned him into a whore i know it was you

jimin: see mr kim namjoon

interesting

namjoon: ur just starting unwanted issues

jimin: IN LIKE???

come on spit it out we don’t have all day

y/n: i don’t have to answer that

yoongi: shocker

y/n: excuse me??

jimin: YIKESSSSSSSSSSSS

hobi: i can’t look

tae: wait she’s fr fucking jungkook no joke this is fr?

thought this was a joke the whole time

are we all on the same page rn???

jk: i think if we think about it we are the aliens to the aliens so if you think about it do we have drivers licenses?

namjoon: it’s like we run in circles every single day

yoongi: nothing

just know why you’ve been ignoring me for the last month now lol

hobi: he added the lol

wow he’s pissed

jimin: INSANE

jin: YOUVE BEEN FUCKING JUNGKOOK THIS WHOLE MONTH UR NASTY LEAVE HIM ALONE LEAVE HIMMM

namjoon: i’m going to shoot you all

y/n: so it’s clearly not “nothing” yoongi

and in the gc are you fr?

yoongi: whatever

y/n: and i haven’t been ignoring you i’m talking you right now aren’t i?

yoongi: this is different

jimin: he’s basically saying you haven’t been fucking with him for a whole month cuz ur too busy with jungkook

hobi: maybe he’s having withdrawals

namjoon: i think she gets it

tae: can i fuck pls

y/n: ur being really childish rn yoongi

yoongi: that’s crazy cuz that’s how you like your men no?

hobi: WOWWWW

jimin: JUNGKOOK SHADE

jk: hiiiiii 🫶🏻🔥

y/n: and not that i need to tell you but i haven’t slept with ANYONE for like 2 months

i’ve been really busy filming and shit

fucking asshole

yoongi: oh

jin: wait no sex for 2 months that’s kinda insane icl 😭

jimin: YOONGI FUCKED UPPP TEAAA

hobi: pussywhipped 💀

tae: CAN I FUCK PLEASE

namjoon: enough sex talk please

before i grab a gun

tae: what type

ak?

glock?

shotgun???

yoongi: y/n

jk: why are we fighting??????

jin: don’t worry son

jk: papa 🥺

jin: no sorry i can’t actually claim you i’m over you being a whore i just remembered how fucking annoying you are yikes

am i the high one??

wow wtf was i stressing over

yoongi: y/n

jimin: me when i fuck up

hobi: yoongi the sad ant with the stick rn

jimin: HELPJSJDJDJXJ YOU RIGHT

“y/n….”

hobi: HEHEHEHEHE

*single tear rolls down cheek*

jimin: *screen fades to black*

hobi: LMAOOOOOO

jimin: STOPWOWOSOSSK

namjoon: guys

y/n: anyways

jimin: no because i stand with you feminist till i die

hobi: i’m such a feminist i enjoy looking at wonho as much as cows eat grass

and that’s like all the time

right?

jimin: right!!!!

jk: where is my papa

jin: ew

he’s so gross guys

y/n: don’t be mean he’s just under the influence!!

jin: of what? meth?

people high off weed are not freaks like him i’m telling you he does that hardcore shit just like joon

jk: papa joon

namjoon: stop

tae: i stabbed myself with a fork

pain is temporary

i needed it ❤️

namjoon: i need it

jin: ???

yoongi: i’m sorry

y/n: k

jimin: wow this is not awkward at all!

jk: i’m throwing up

jin: this is the 4th time this week

jk: papa

namjoon: how is he still alive

hobi: y/n feminist to feminist rn i say fuck yoongi and like come kiss me

yoongi: can you shut the fuck up

jk: i love you yoongi

yoongi: go away

jimin: can you guys not be boyfriends inlaw or something

yoongi: i’m going to punch you

jimin: ok i am going to stop talking now!

—

bonus:

[brynns-world]

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･Ｈｅａｄｃａｎｏｎｓ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

Chara Dreemurr

They have a hard time with feelings. And with this I don’t mean romantic feelings, I mean feelings in general. They can't recognize what they are feeling or what others are feeling until there is a strong reaction. For example, they won’t know that they are upset or sad until they cry uncontrollably or they snap at someone else. It’s the same with those around them, they won’t know if someone is sad until they see the tears.

Also, they won’t be able to voice out how they are feeling if someone were to ask them directly. That’s why the majority of time people will see them as a person that doesn’t care about anything.

They love TV Girl and Cavetown. No one can change my mind- I have a feeling that their favorite songs would be Boys will be Bugs, 1994, Meteor Shower, Lemon Boy, Things that make it warm, Lovers Rock, Not allowed, and Hate Yourself.

I personally believe that Chara can play the piano and they are pretty good at it too. They don’t play the typic songs, I feel like when they were first learning they got stressed over not getting the notes right so at the end they got their own little tunes inspired by those songs they didn’t learn.

Alsooo they are pretty independent, or at least they like to appear like they are. By the way they grew up, they see asking for help as a sign of weakness so they tend to do anything on their own and get mad when someone tries to help them.

They obviously need help, overall mental help, but they refuse to accept it because it also makes them feel guilty. This is because they often think they don’t deserve this kindness at all.

Perfectionist. Not with everything and everyone, but with the things they do. They absolutely hate it when something goes wrong with what they are doing and will get pretty defensive or quit all together.

Trust issues at its finest as you can guess. The only reason they became more trustful towards Y/n is because welp Y/n is not a human. That’s literally their reasoning. Not being human means you may not be as cruel, and the witch population was also affected by humans so they are somewhat compassionate about it.

Please someone hug this child. They were trying to help everyone and ended up stuck as a ghost seeing how those they love are still trapped underground. The guilt of what happened to their little monster sibling is eating them alive.

Okay let's leave the sad topics.

Clingy. They. Are. Clingy. They will always deny it, but they are attention seekers and touch starved. If they think of you as their friend then you better be prepared cuz this child will demand their hourly attention.

Do not get annoyed if they are messing around with you. This is their way of saying that you have all their attention and they trust you with all their being to let their childish/playful side out, think of it as them being ‘weak’ around you. However, if you actually get mad and tell them about it, then they will tone it down.

As a friend they are good listeners. They aren’t much for words or comforting, so when you are sad all they can do is hug you and listen to what you have to say. Just make sure to do the same thing whenever they are down.

They love scary things. Don’t get me wrong, they will be shitting their pants but they love the adrenaline that they feel whenever they play a horror game or are watching a movie.

I see them staying in their house most of the time, but they will not decline an offer to go outside as long as there won’t be many people. They get pretty anxious with crowded places, often feeling judged. However, they love walks through the forest, exploring abandoned places, or going to a library.

Of course it also depends about who is going- They prefer it when it’s just the both of you since they feel like you don’t judge them. Oftentimes they get pretty snappy if other people decide to tag along. ‘It ruins the whole mood’ they say…

They are pretty anxious- Being their only friend and the one they trust the most at the moment makes them scared that you’ll suddenly realize that they are not good enough. Whenever they are on a walk, they will pick small wild flowers or stones or literally anything and give it to you when they see you. It’s their way of proving that they can be a good friend-

[cmyk-anaglyph-honeycomb]

Hazbin hotel Episode 6 Live Blogging

It's past midnight on a work day I'll see if I can get through this. I'm not editing this good luck to both of us.

SPOILERS

Okay to start, less than a minute in, Charlie wants to prove that a sinner can ve redeemed. But she has no proof. None of the hotel gang are acting that much better than when they started. Sure they get a long better,but that doesn't make them good people. War crimes are usually commited in groups. Comradery is neutral.

So much for Vaggie supporting Charlie, huh. I get not wanting to go to heaven for this meeting, but considering how badly the last one, excluding whether she knows about the contract thing, having support to help talking things out is a good thing. Especially, with Charlie being prone to singing her point instead of explaining it.

Cherry bomb...finally. I'm sorry but the way Angel announced her felt like a sitcom. Cue canned cheering.

He's been texting all day?? I thought he was working with Val for 16 hours straight. i don't care about breaks, its Val we're talking about.

The wall blowing up is going to a constant gag huh.

Charlie inserting her will in what Angel is doing is annoying at best, but a kick in the teeth after the shit she caused in Ep 4. It's not the same thing the wow did she not learn.

[Pen is hitting on cherry. Nevermind with this Im going to bed]

[11hrs later and im back]

First angel on screen, I didn't think the designs for them would be grand, bootleg christian tv special was not what i would've expected.

The static is back. this is going to drive me insane.

The book he's holding is pretty, can't wait to see it in the merch store.

Okay nevermind, only his design is boring. That's a lot of the same-ish color but I like the look of the two new angels.

the short one is Charlie too, I have hope for her- oh god song incoming.

It is literally only his design that's boring, that had to be on purpose. I like the way heaven looks, I like the designs of the residents. everything is good so far.

Buff angels

the song is like a 4/10. Visuals doing a lot of the heavy lifting.

Exorcist lady has a face!? I hope Adam is in this one scene only, there's already been too much of him.

The static glitter is everywhere and I hate it.

So the exterminations are a secret in heaven, interesting. Adam's the one pushing the exterminations!?!? And heaven's just letting him do it cuz he's the first dickbag or whatever, what?

Vaggie's a former exorcist!? That explains why she didn't want to go back to heaven. And the military thing in episode 3.

Okay i get the threat of adam telling Charlie Vaggie's secret, but like, sinners kill each other all the time. Angel goes on killing sprees with Cheery, per the pilot. Pen has had two war blimps. Husk was and overlord, Alastor is one currently. Vaggie killing sinners isn't that much different and if she confess why she she was left in hell Charlie going to forgive her.

Also, why are there children in hell? There's no answer to that that isn't horrifying.

I hate Adam but showing actual evidence should have been the first thing the prepared. Also, a bunch of dictionary definitions, really. At this point they're just incompetent.

Was worried we were going to have a redue of the news broadcast from the pilot but asking Adam how to get into heaven is a neat turn around.

Nevermind it us a redo of the pilot fuck. Why.

Husk- "you want to fick up all your progress-" What fucking progress!?! We as the audience have seen no change in any of them.

Why are the angels upset Charlie said fuck, Adam's been saying it and no one's cared.

Cherry's character is tanking early that's neat. And Pen's hitting on hesr again, ugh.

Great, Cherry's actions have directly pushed Angel towards his abuser who he was trying to avoid, wonderful. I hate this so much.

Why is angel the one getting niffty!?! I wouldn't call what happened with val a win, but it is a step forward

No one knows how to get into heaven, okay. My feelings on that are mixed.

Song #2

It's already been 5 months? so what, an episode per month?

The fire in the eyes of the angel is a neat shot.

thousands of demons, that’s kinda low isn't it. Considering no ine knows how to get into heaven, I'm thinking it might be closer to an even slit with heaven maybe having a bit more % wise.

I like this more than Ep 5.

Was looking forward to seeing cherry in the show, she was disappointing. Kinda a half assed friend. Because she was so pushy with Angel he not only had an encounter with Val, heaven was less persuaded by Charlie's bid for their redemption.

(wrote something else here but it got deleted and I don't remember so oops on that.)

[haemosexuality]

FNAF MOVIE SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT DONT READ IF YOU HAVENT SEEN IT YET I MEAN IT!!!!!!!

my thoughts on the movie UwU

ok first of i LOVED what they did with mike's character???? its different from the games canon (or different from the most popular theories??? i can never remember what is actually canon and whats accepted fanon) but its sooooo interesting. making him the brother of one of the victims was SO unexpected but it worked really really well. tho going into the movie with preconceived notions ab the story fucked me up somewhat bc i took so long to accept he wasnt michael afton 😣 tho i feel the movie mightve been setting fans up that way lol

on that note his brother confused me somewhat? cuz he was one of the missing children but he wasnt one of the 5 spirits was he??? maybe he was and i just didnt notice KSBSKDBSKD ill look out for it on my second watch

WILLIAM. MOTHER FUCKING AFTON. OH MY GODDDDDDD THAT WAS FUCKING INSANE and honestly seeing everyones reaction to it was SO cool. when springtrap appeared everyone screamed and clapped. when he started dying everyone screamed and clapped even louder. and when he said "I ALWAYS COME BACK" everyone LOST THEIR FUCKING MIND SCREAMING CRYING YELLING CLAPPING WHOOPING IT WAS SO FUCKING GOOD

AND THE VANESSA REVEAL????? i think thats completely different from game vanessa lore mostly bc william aftons daughter in the game was elizabeth/baby and shes fucking dead but idk vanessa lore so who knows. all i know is that it WORKED MAN i did NOT see that coming but i HONESTLY REALLY LIKED IT AND AGAIN EVERYONE IN THE THEATER LOST THEIR MINDS WE WERE ALL LIKE "WHAT?????" (edit: i saw an youtuber point out that this cant be the same vanessa from sb bc this is set in like the 90s and sb's in the future. maybe this is something like, they put two vanessas so we know that sometimes different characters just have the same name and dont get too hang up on mike smith vs michael afton lol)

i also like how they did williams character. i usually dont like purely evil 2d villains but i feel that fits afton way more than "sad scientist goes insane cuz he lost his kid oh no :(". like it just fits fnaf!!!!!!!

another thing that was completely different from the game was the animatronics. like in the game theyre "like animals" but in the movie they all seemed very, aware??? msking decisions? they def had a mind and it was cheesy sure but i also liked it. i just loved this movie. and everything about it. i went into it knowing it was absolutely not going to be 1:1 with the game so i dont mind im just so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT IMMEDIATELY STARTING WITH A JOKE ON DREAM THEORY LMFAOOOOOOOO. "SOME PEOPLE BELIEVE IT"

MATPAT? MOTHERFUCKING MATPAT ARE YOU KIDDING ME

THE EASTER EGGS!!! THE REFERENCES!!!!!! THERE WERE SO MANY AND THEY MADE ME WANT TO SCREAM AND CRY EVERY TIME OH MY GOD

im not gonna remember all of them but I WANT THE MIDNIGHT MOTORIST HOODIE

max did NOT deserve to die that upset me. she was fine!!!!!!!

also the violence wasnt anything super crazy but it was def more than i expected. also they swore

THE ANIMATRONICS ARE SO FUCKING COOL DUDE OH MY GOD I CANT BELIEVE THEYRE REAL

also golden freddy wasnt a girl in the movie. F cassidy

i like mikes character sooooo much ive said so before and im saying it again. vanessa too

THE SONG THE FUCKING SONG THE LIVING TOMBSTONE PLAYING IN THE FUCKINF CREDITS OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I CANT BELIEVE IT OH MY GOD DUDE DUDE DUDE DUDE DUDE

this one is only for the brazilians in here but i actually liked the dub? this sentiment might change after i watch the og version but it wasnt terrible. williams voice was 10/10

balloon boy was funny every single time. fuck this bitch. also the cupcake

THE ITS MEEEEEEEEEEE i wish they did more its mes BUT I SAW THAT!!!

the scene were mike calls abby to the kitchen so they could 'talk' and the aunt was there.... actually broke my heart how dare you

i missed phone guy 😭

OH IM PRETTY SURE I SAW THE FAKE DOG ANIMATRONIC PEOPLE THOUGHT EXISTED YEARS AGO???? I DONT REMEMBER HIS NAME BUT I THINK HE WAS THERE IN THE LIKE STORAGE PLACE i might be crazy tho dont quote me

i thought i wouldnt like it but i love how expressive freddy is its so funny. chica bonnie n foxy too but him especially

ok i those were all my immediate thoughts!!! i wrote this a few hours ago when id JUST gotten back from the theater and now im gonna go watch it again so bye <3

[cinnamondino]

★彡[ᴀʀᴄʜᴏɴs ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ SICK S/O]彡★

Characters: Venti,Ei,

Summary: I only did venti and ei, why? Because I have no motivation to do 3 i'll make a separate one for zhongli

VENTI💙

Venti will try to be as careful with you as he can he doesn't want to keep you cooped in a room the entire time,He is the god of freedom after all. But you say your badly ill and the doctors tell you to stay inside,its like it came one ear out the other for venti he still proceeded to drag you outside.You protested for him to let you go back in your room, he refuses and Tries to please you with one of his best songs That didn't do jack to help you just got madder. Venti looked at you and realized the upset expression on your face, "Ok, you can go back in you room..." Venti said devastated that you had to go back inside . "Thank you, I promise when I'm feeling better you can play me the song or you can play it to me before I go to sleep okay?" You replied already trying to Make him a lil happy again. He kissed your cheek and followed you inside, "Hey Y/N?" Venti then turns to you and gets closer to you "Yes..?" You reply a light blush on your cheeks. "I love you, you know that?" Venti says as he cups your cheeks in his hands and kisses you, the kiss wasn't too long nor to short it was...perfect, it felt like a fairytale you were the princess and he was The prince. He then let the kiss end he pulled away and smiled at you,"I don't care if I get sick" venti said before you could even lecture him about kissing you He then pushed you up stairs to your bed, you then realized that you were lucky to venti, the anemo archon as your partner...for life.

RAIDEN SHOGUN💜

Raiden/Ei would do her best to take care of you she'd get her personal maids to take care of you, if one to disobey her or refuse to take care of you then your gonna hear this down stairs from your room: TOUR TO OBLIVION-. Or she'll come to your apartment to "try " and make it for you

Ei walked up the stairs of your apartment to see you, "how's my little lavender doing?" Ei said crouching down to your level. You sat up and sniffed "a little better then yesterday" you reply with a sneeze coming after, "I'll try my best to make you some although you'll have to help me..." Ei said going downstairs. You sigh thinking about what happened last time she tried to cook, you had to stay with her cuz your house burnt down..hopefully with you helping her it'll be pretty decent soup. You go down stairs and she already has everything you need out, "Now all I need is your help" she smiles and grabs the spoon and hands it to you, *TIME SKIP* after some hours of coughing and sneezing while making soup it was done!, and it actually looked decent "Well done ei!" You said clapping. "Thank you my little lavender" ei said kissing you on your cheek, a little smile formed on your face , a smile formed on ei's aswell "Now sit down I'll get you some soup" ei then put the soup in a bowl and brought it over to you. She then sat next to you and you both enjoyed soup together <3

END OF PT 1 💙💜

[inkedmyths]

S1: E12 "Faith"

Brought to you by Crepe bribing me with Flight Rising money

[ Kayla asks if it was worth it to sell your soul to capitalism. Crepe said yes. I agree. I may have to endure on but now I have more money for my dragons. This will, unfortunately, always work on me. ]

Cuz you gotta have faith-uh faith-uh faith-uh

Oh we're starting out with the Winchesters? No mysterious deatb if some random person?

[ Kayla interjects with Carry On My Wayward Son. I get flashbacks to playing it on repeat when I initially began this journey. ]

Oooough closeeeet Dean I'm sure you're scared of that

[ Kayla asks Crepe if Dean does any homoeroticism in S1 aside from being too happy about getting pinned to a car. Crepe says no. This does not matter to me, I will make the joke anyways. ]

There are children! Hello children!

Ew what is that

UH Dean buddy that canNOT be healthy

HOSPITAL

HEART ATTACK???

Hi Dean! You look like shit!

:(

Dean you are too chill with your mortality but also Sam is WAY too not chill about it

JOHN WINCHESTER PICK UP YOUR FUCKING PHONE. BITCH

Sam. Sam no

I mean I know Dean is still sround for however many fucking seasons but

DEAN DID YOU BREAK OUT OF THE HOSPITAL. MORON

Why are you both stupid

[ Kayla says this is the parentified child vs child he parentified effect. Which. Yeah fair. ]

Dean: Sam what kinda crazy religion place are you bringing me to

DEAN STOP FLIRTING WITH EVERY LADY YOU MEET. DUMBASS BITCH

[ Kayla says that he's a whore and to leave him alone. That the sluttiest thing a man can do is be an older brother. Kayla is this some kind of kink for you. ]

GOD NO I DIDN'T EVEN GO TO ONE OF THESE KINDS OF CHURCHES BUT. HRGH. HORRIBLE. I want to leave

LMAO CALLED OUT DEAN

LAUGHING im sorry watching Dean get throwm on the spot. Poor dumbass

Go up Dean this is your personal hell now

[ Crepe says no, wrong season. Lovely. ]

Dean having that face that I feel so deeply in my soul whenever someone tries to preacg Christianity to me

FUCKING. HAND AGAINST HIS HEAD poor Dean's face shshshs

UHHH WHAT WAS THAT. WHAT WAS THAT FIGURE

Oh. Oh my god it traded his life for his

O h n o

This is interesting and good but its also so fucking spooky the vibes

Ohhhh something. Something wanted Dean to live.

[ Kayla and Crepe go back and forth about how Supernatural is technically a horror show, though this is dropped somewhat in later seasons. What the fuck did I get myself into. ]

What the fuck is up w/Layla (Leilah?)

Oh :( poor girl

And Dean was the one who got healed so he's :((

"Why do you deserve to live more than my daughter?" man

Dean's like 😟

Chick in the woods? Girl whats up?

Girl is abt to die for this old guy

A REAPER?

The music shdhdhdhsh

Thats pretty banger ngl. Whats this song anywas.... Death In The Valley?

NOT ME LOOKING IT UP ON SPOTIFY AND GETTING A PLAYLIST FOR SPN SOUNDTRACK?

DOG LEASH ON A GREAT WHITE

SCREAMS the guy handing out pamphlets "Roy is a fraud"

Dean: Amen brother

Sam: You keep up the good work!

Man: Thank you

God its so interesting storywise but also the vibes are Upsetting

Sam committing breaking and entering all by himself good for him

IS THE CHURCH GUY MURDERING PEOPLE HE DOESN'T LIKE BY SAVING OTHERS

HE IS. HOMOPHOBIC! LITERALLY

GOOOOOD SHIT FUCK nooo i dont wanna watch anymore I don't like confrontation and oough BAD VIBES

Im turning on captions hold on

LAYLA I KNEW IT

Noooooooooooo besties I Cannot

Guys this is UPSETTING

I keep pausing 😭

I'm like stop starting bc I would rather read than hear WHASGSFAFAF

[ Crepe is grinding in Coliseum on Flight Rising to pay me more so I watch more. I can't tell if I'm genius for this or not. ]

Oh the poor guy screaming and Sam being like WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT

Oh I stopped started so much Netflix crashed LMAO

Hrrrgh yeah yeah ok compelling but I want to crawl up a tree

Oh shes still praying

AH YES DEAN GETS TAKEN AWAY. ARRESTED. AGAIN

Ohhh its his wife.... his wife couldn't stand to lose him.... oh.......

"God save us from half the people who think they're doing God's work." hey who gave this show the right

[ Kayla says "Remember when I told you this show was sometimes really good?" I tell her to fuck off. She says I'm only proving her point. I call her a bitch. This has no effect. ]

SAM BESTIE U DID IT TO SAVE DEAN CAN U NOT UNDERSTAND THE CONFLICT HERE

LMAO DEAN JUST YELLS AT THE COPS AND THEY CHASE HIM THATS SO FUNNY

A+ plan buddy

Godddd the vibes are so ick and tragic but man

MAN I LOVE WHEN THINGS TAKE CHRISTIANS AND MAKE THEM FUCKED UP

Dean buddy get ready to run again

"The Lord chose me" NO IT FUCKIN DIDN'T

Sams gonna like smack her huh

Oh that Reaper did NOT like being bound

Something something metaphor for controlling death

Winchester Patented Guilt Complex

Oh she still has faith even when she's got a bad diagnosis :(

GODDAMMIT NO DONT

; - ;

So like Dean Winchester Aetheist Extraordinaire saying "I'm not much of a praying type... but I'll pray for you" is something that can be so personal actually

Don't. Don't touch me go away

Fuck you guys for making me watch this show I'm tearing up I hate you all

-

In conclusion: OKAY DEAN WINCHESTER LIKERS MAYBE I GET IT. But also fuck off fuck all of you I hate it here goddamn you AUGH I WASNT EXPECTING TO TEAR UP OVER THIS FUCK YOOOOOOOU

[nyopilled]

ENTRY #7: 09/07/23

today's song: https://open.spotify.com/track/5Dx8iEsMuNrf7aF9TMV0Xe?si=WRG3r0CQTEyluSIFXilRjg

if i forgot to update today bc i was busy playing hsr no i didnt yes i did ❤️

today i slept, ate food, read webnovels, watched some eons videos n played hsr.

i wanted to read smth lighthearted yesterday cuz i was upset that n somehow i ended up reading an a/b/o esports danmei . dont ask how , but frm what ive read i think it was actually pretty serious n touched on gender roles and the struggles of people when they're forced into certain positions bc of their gender . the mc was even diagnosed w gender dysmorphia due to his unwillingness to identify as an omega (came from a different world) n i think he got surgery ? im not sure i dropped it halfway cuz i lost interest . n also the attitude of the doctor who diagnosed him rlly got me thinking it was an allegory to trans ppl bc he said its better that he gets the gland surgery instead of forcing him to change into an ideal omega like how some ppl do ... i think the author decided to portray the heat/gender/dynamic seriously n in a realistic manner which is actually nice .

me personally, i wldnt want to be reincarnated into an a/b/o universe .

BUT ALSO!!! WE NEED BAIHE ESPORTS NOVELS!!!!!!!!! idk if translators just haven't translated them or there rlly isnt a lot but this is starting to piss me off like . but at the same time... im aware of the misogyny in the gaming world (dont start on esports.) ... BUT STILL!!! YALL R WRITING A/B/O INTERSTELLAR ESPORTS NOVELS SO WHATS WRONG W WRITING BAIHE ONES????

WHAT ABT THE GAY GIRL GAMERS???

but anyways. i digress.

i ate popcorn today . i think the microwave popcorn companies have improved their recipes. me personally im not fond of too much butter n i prefer my popcorn salted . my mom bought the salted flavour popcorn and it was good. i will eat more tmrw 👍

i also ate fish today. i kinda have a trauma w fish cuz when i was younger i got a fish bone stuck in my throat like 3 different times which landed me in the hospital so yeah. i was so careful abt chewing n making sure i didnt accidentally swallow a fish bone... but i did 💔 dw im ok but still 😭😭😭 fish.... 💔💔💔

also terrible news: nui!diluc need surgery at the back of his head cuz the thread wasnt sewn properly n theres a hole . ill do it tmrw n update u all 😞

i didnt rlly do a lot today ... nothing of note rlly happened.

thats all.

additional notes: i wanna read the bts book . saw a lot of discussion abt it on twt .

[himbos-hotline]

8 w/ the elite!

share a car with: Matthew. I have no real reasoning for this other than we're both SHIT at directions and I would find it fun getting lost with someone and going "maybe this way gets us to walmart?"

share a bank account with: Kenny can introduce me to coolvideo games and anime and I wont feel so bad spending my own money on things like snacks and energy drinks just cuz I want them since I think he'd be pretty chill over it because hed get that its just making me happy and at least im eating. also id take him to the theatre and show him the musicals I like, teach the elite little musical songs about murder and sadness. I think kenny would like mean girls [i mean, hes friends with matt. hes a mean girl]

share a cake with: I just leaves nicky. which im not upset about. I like to think we'd have even sizes of cakes and we have similar tastes in things so we can share chocolate cake and lemon cake. I also think nicky would help me bake said cake and we can spend most of the time eating the icing instead of putting it on the cake because the icing is the best part.

ask game // Requesting rules // list of WIPS // askbox

[stardustanddaffodils]

hi hi hi rain do u remember my weekly oneshots. what a time amirite. anyways how are you!! miss you!!

aww man i do !! i havent read your writing in a while cuz whenever i get the notification my brain is like mmm no i do not think i can consume words rn and then i. forget :(

i also have not written for a while. cries.

that Was a time !! i m doin alright i am. "doing my english homework" except its sort of kind of maybe coming along ! i just have to write abunch of bs about a poem and hope it earns me a good grade ALDJFJ typical english class

im also SICK. summer this is HORRIBLE im in MISERY. WHY. :(((( i have a colddddd and im very upset about it

i miss u too :( god i . i have been missing a lot of ppl lately right because. the thing about online friends is u gotta make that effort to stay in contact youre not just gonna randomly join a club together or pass each other in the hallway and so when we move on from different fandoms different places or just. forget to reach out and say hi, arent online as much or at the same time, etc.... man. :(((

but. yeah. i miss you <3 we should talk more. i say this always and then we dont because i never know what to say </3

skyy and my other friend vee got me into the artist the crane wives and their music is SOOOO pretty

ive also been listening to chloe moriondo a lot !! good music love them sm :]

ALSO do u know the song Ryan Reynolds by OGR-Scintilla? jackie and tobin and jamie and i accidentally found it because jackie was being a silly little guy in vc one day and it like. it should be a universal meme in my opinion. it should be as well known as a meme song as the rick roll. like. this song.... /pos /neg /ADJFJFHGJFHDHGFHGH it got stuck in my head the other day and now its on my playlist cuz i was listening to it to focus on homework and now whenever i shuffle my playlist i get jumpscared by IM AS HOT AS RYAN REYNOLDS YOU AITNT MET A RAPPER BETTER..... help.

yeah um. i think you need to know the song ryan reynolds. youll get a kick out of it

[strax0doesntknow]

HII, tis I, welcome dear

Its hard explaining to ppl my personality is whatever i ate a couple hours ago, rn its cardboard and emo boys

I am 17 but i dont feel like an almost adult even though im older than most of my friends cuz my bday is in January and idk what i think this has to do with anything ;-;

If ur here its cuz i created a seance to drag u here (no u can’t leave), now listen to my lore :)

✨Mcr✨ obvs what did u think this was. I listen to emo/punk, anything 2000’s (ahem The Millionaires), dad rock, and lots of metal cuz im chill like that

Teenage dirtbag is a top tier love song and no one will be able to convince me otherwise

I play video games because what else does one do at 1am when the walls start talking. I’m always down to play with anybody!!!! Like anything, i play anything and im sure we can find something in common. BUT dont be upset when i freak out over basic tasks. My brain was knocked around in shipping and i can’t focus like a normal person, apparently, but at least i get awkward rizz as a reward (oh man that was a bad flirt)

We will vibe if you love Dr. Who as much as i do which is a shiton, read creepy pasta as a kid, love horror movies i.e Saw and American Horror Story, dig board games, read boooksss! Oh and if ur homeschooled we will probs vibe cuz so am i! Don’t fret though, my social skills were already atrocious in normal school so i mean it can’t get much worse right

I have much more lore but have a beautiful day for now!!!!! and remember to say hi to the moon when u can, just cuz, what if its lonely

Bow ties are cool and I’m pan cuz people are pretty

Oh shoot i forgot to say u can call me Strax👍 Its a Dr. Who character can u tell I’m obsessed? Search it, its funny promise

The joke is im short and in a constant state of murderous intent ^_^

[incarnateirony]

What's funny is, even beyond the signs she pretends not to understand. If she ever remotely understood his sense of humor or voice, she'd have had no problem sorting this out.

But she doesn't WANT to sort it out. She needs the lie.

It shouldn't be hard to tell at a glance who understands the path of the funnyman archetype of I do what I want, and who's just a karen trying to get what she wants that can't even take, much less tell, a joke desperate to get funnyman archetype energy back in her life to the point she anime cosplays as a religion and goes 0-60 hysterical.

Let's be real. If she had never mentally attached to the concept of Hermes, if Hermes somehow held a comedy standup tour that seemed like a good idea at the time, and she had no emotional established perception of the comedian, she would absolutely be the bitch whining about how offensive to an imaginary group a joke that personally upset her was. Bitch has spent multiple lifetimes trying to call his fucking manager for not being in love with much less controllable or cagable by her.

Like an eternity of willfully misunderstanding his generalized love of humanity as her wanting to be his personal pretty fucking princess no matter how much she wants to mutually spit on him or make him waste his time on lessons she refuses to learn.

One of her first roleplay encounters, even, was starting at misgauging which deity someone was associated with, but also appending "Hermes always was a dick."

Maybe she needs to go back to her instinct since she's already irrevocably blurred her roleplay fantasy to reality boundary, use that as her motherfucking justification to motherfucking let both of us fucking go.

Who is this song motherfucking for.

A monster, that's who. A monster that killed his crystal rose. And moved into her corpse. And chased away anyone that cared about the person that the body used to belong to and left only people that would feed the monster, or pick at its corpseworms. And no, not external possession; self-possession. Consumption of shadow and denial. Warped ego. When someone talks about the two wolves inside them, she already let the dark one win. And it's eating her from the inside out.

It's the dog in me. And now in her. She keeps trying to negotiate partial answers she can go halfsies to keep what she wants. With the dog in her. The dog in her doesn't care about her fucking negotiations. It's rabid, and it will destroy her until she fully rips out the virus. But again, it may be too late. Psychosis and rabies are both pretty irreversible after a few years.

Let's be real, she knows. She deadass typed the whole logic brain out herself after I had literally been saying that the entire time, but she still refuses to let herself read the words on her own screen from her own fucking fingers telling her what the fuck is wrong with this whole picture. My chaos brain, her logic brain, different brains, and the second she refuses to accept that, okay fair, we're technically all one mind, so let's see who's gonna win this fucking gnosis war. Oh, all she can do is run like a bitch, cry, and shave herself bald, got it. She's doing great. Durr "my logic brain says she's not able to help with my shadow work." bitch deadass "my logic brain says I can't fix myself and need help" and then fucking. ignores the whole rest of all the fucking things associated. Fuck me running.

Oh and add in making an altar to the leviathan you're supposed to reduce and using THAT as her shadow work guide, wonder why her Logic Brain can't help. Shit, not only the leviathan you're to reduce, but one that is like "don't build altars to me, that's fucking retarded, don't want it" in classic extant texts, fuck. How did that happen? Cuz she got Zenthus all fucked up and romanticized too, and that's what he's a depiction of, and all she wanted to do was motherfucking bang him, and she transferred it to splitforms, does she want to pretend to still fuck Aaron today, or still fuck Zenthus today. Oh sorry, they have new nametags so it's ok.

God just the random things I'm reminded of. She's so goddamn antithetical to him in every homey, homely, boring, humorless, legal screeching, manager calling, upsetti spaghetti, you can't joke or do that; the best she could ever vibe in with that wasn't shit like my old playlist was like "I TOO AM ADHD" bitch pleassssse The God Of ADHD Is A Joke. Being ADHD doesnt mean you automatically grok the entire archetype and lifestyle, much LESS his morals and teachings she objectively refuses to learn and feels entitled to ignore despite using his name; her actions are somehow even louder than her social media wailing for being forced to face herself.

bitch is literally the motherfucking caricature of exactly the kind of person he intentionally fucks with too

[marcusoseman99]

songs of the isle pt.16

Reegan: One second.

*Reegan vanishes for a couple of seconds then reappears behind Vick sitting on a table with a book lying next to him open. Vick jumps out of his skin when he notices then walks up to Reegan*

Vick: What is this?

Reegan: Well this is everthing we have on hunters and their Families.

*Vick leans over the book seeing a page that has an illustration of a man standing in full mental armour while holding a sword that is in the skull of a werewolf*

Vick: Thats- yeah.

Reegan: Keep going.

*Vick looks over the book again and then pulls back and looks to Reegan*

Vick: This says Arwan but family would..... would never do this.

Reegan: Its a hard thing to learn let alone accept but I dont think you are like that at least.

Vick: Thank you, you think you could convince Apollo of that.

Reegan: Pfft- Well ill try but he is a werid guy i know the bare minimum yet. I trust him and i know is just doing what he thinks is right.

Vick: So are you going to kick me out?

Reegan: Nope i respect him and shit, but i do think he needs so more help around here.

Vick: Ok then i need you to answer a question.

Reegan: Sure.

Vick: If Stefan isnt the frist person he has killed. How many has he killed?

Reegan: We don’t talk about that stuff it upsets him.

Vick: That mean theres more?

Reegan: Yes but i trust him and that it was nessary.

Vick: Fine lets just say that is that. What is Apollo excatly?

Reegan: He is apart of a cursed blood line from greece but without the gods the curse has gotten..... just different.

Vick: So God is real?

Reegan: Yes.....maybe its hard to be sure of some of them but most gods existed.

Vick: That- Fuck.

Reegan: Yeah but the curse has been worse Apollo is pretty lucky.

Vick: How is he lucky?

Reegan: The frist people with the curse just had wolf heads but over time it changed.

Vick: Still not that lucky though

Reegan: Ehh agree to disagree.

Vick: Ok I think I understand now.

Reegan: Great cuz I really want to ask you something.

Vick: Go ahead I guess.

Reegan: why have you been following Apollo?

Vick: I seen him turn from a wolf to guy after he killed turtle people, i really wanted to know what the fuck was really going on. Even the books at home only scratched the surface and i think it was a little biased.

Reegan: Fair.

Vick: i also just wanted to know why he saved me.

Reegan: Why?

Vick: My books called everthing supernatural in this world "evil" but he still risked so much for a stranger.

Reegan: Well, what do you think about him now?

Vick: I feel more lost I know he had to kill Stefan but he did it so casually it scared me.

Reegan: Stefan was the guy outside, right?

Vick: Yeah.

Reegan: I have known this guy for awhile but i get if you take this with a grain of salt. He is doing what he needs to to keep us safe, it isn't easy for him.

Vick: what do you mean?

Reegan: He has done this more times than i could count.... and everyday i worry he will lose to much to the violence until he saved you. I saw a real chance for him to move pass the killing and feel like a person.

Vick: I belive you but i think ill need time before i see him differently.

Reegan: That is ok i just hope it works out i guess.

Vick: To be fair it explains some of intreactions

Reegan: Pfft like what?

*The scene cuts to Vick climbing a cliff and as his arms reach the top and he struggles to pull himself up he sees Apollo sitting on a rock a couple of feet in front of Vick*

Vick: Apollo, help me

Apollo: where is my please?

Vick: *sighs* please

Apollo: Na, you got this

Vick: mother-