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water-mellie-seeds · 1 year

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Not even like sad or bad cry just. Crying

#it was happy cryying most of the day #abt trans joy n just joy of life in gwneral #and then like. joy of seeing ppl on tiktok do thinga their abusers would'nt let tjem #bit now im crying abt almost anything lmfao make it Stoppppppppp #watched too many peach prc videos in a row ig #she makes me so happy #and then after her just more Emotion videos #and NOW im still happy but i am fr tearing up over any lil thin #g #thing #and my head hurts soooo bad thats enouh♡

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ruporas · 1 year

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the blank ticket in your hand is just waiting to be filled in.

happy birthday vash! (ID in alt text)

#vash the stampede #trigun #trigun maximum #trigun maximum spoilers #trimax spoilers #vashwood #i actually made it... im crying... was devastated for a bit bc i thought i wouldnt had anything for vash's bday!!#but happy birthday to the twins.. vash and knives...#no matter what i was going to make a vash centric post im sorry knives... i have a comic in progress also but it was taking too long T_T #that one would celebrate both of them slightly more fairly! but anyway.#birthdays to someone like vash must not mean a whole lot. even the first one - him and knives were like oh what... cool.. i don't think the #had the chance to celebrate much after that :pensive: and vash probably spent most of his birthdays like any other day so i kind of just #wanted to celebrate him living and being alive - living for as long as he did and the people that eventually made living worth it #keep counting the years vash!!! even if you dont have birthday parties - it's still very very special #quote is directly from rem’s speech in ch 41 also #ruporas art

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gentlebeard · 10 months

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Our love was made for movie screens

For @saltpepperbeard 💕 Show: Our Flag Means Death - Season 1 & 2 Music: All I Want by Kodaline YouTube

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guest-1-2-3 · 1 year

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Yk what blows my mind is when i’m reading something amazing right, i am so immersed in the story the writing is beautiful it’s making me feel more emotions than i’ve ever felt in all my years of living and then the end notes are just like. “uhhh hope u enjoyed ig? haha” or “idek what this is lol” like sir ma’am my guy your writing is the most gorgeous thing i have ever read. i cried and i laughed and i screamed and i did that thing where you roll around in bed and giggle like a child at 3am. if it was the zombie apocalypse and i could only take one story with me as i fought to survive it would be yours. “what even is this lmao” a masterpiece. a fucking masterpiece is what it is

#kissing writers on the mouth mwah mwah #i guarantee you the things you write will make at least one person so genuinely happy #u don’t understand that 20k friends to lovers fic u wrote filmed me with JOY with HAPPINESS i felt free #the angst fic made me ugly cry and it was the most beautiful kind of pain because your writing was so powerful that for a moment it was rea #i had a shit day and your self indulgent little throwaway fluffy oneshot made me smile and i felt a little better about the world #writers i FUCKING LOVE YOU #i LOVE YOU and i LOVE WHAT YOU CREATE #ao3 #fanfic #fanfic things #fandom things #fanfic writer appreciation #writeblr #writers #writing #fanfiction #writers on tumblr

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tassodelmiele · 3 months

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-'S everything ok? -

-Aye-

-Mh-

The grumpy comment came with a cough, and he was suddenly sit next to his Sergeant. Ghost took a long gaze, scraping away some of the black make up from his eyes.

-It's ok having shitty days. Nothing wrong with it-

-'M fine-

-No need to hide it- Lt. breathed out, clinging his head on Soap's with a low purr.

-You can cry all you want, Johnny. I'm here-

And the tiniest, most silent tear just crawl slowly on Soap's eyelid, threatening to fall down. He shutted a shiver, blowing air in his closed lungs while almost feeling stuffed in guilt and bitterness.

Then, Ghost poked kindly his cheek.

-Just promise me to come back smilin' again. 'K?-

Frowning a tired chuckle and sobbing out slowly were a one move that shutted the noises in his head in a nice, warm stress releasing hug.

Johnny felt safer as his hand reached for a touch of Simon's skin.

-Aye sir-

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Just a sketch after a long, bad time.

It's totally fine not being all rainbows and roses everyday.

Just remember to smile~

Eventually, the good old days will come back, I promise~

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#call of duty #call of duty modern warfare #cod #digital art #sketchbook #digital illustration #simon ghost riley #artists on tumblr #johnny soap mactavish #art #It's fine to cry sometimes #Just remember to built your life the most safe and happy possible #And don't be afraid of sadness and bad days

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delzinrowe · 7 months

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happy valentine's day ღ to my favourite nanami girlie @leviiackrman

#ipost #Jujutsu Kaisen #JJK #happy valentine’s day #valentine’s day #Nanami Kento #Nanami #Kento #Making this was so much fun #but I cried #ohmy GOD did I cry #It's beautiful #I'm not entirely happy with the colouring #but it's still one of my most beautiful gifsets #I hope you'll like it <3

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thereareeyesinsidethetrees · 4 months

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top ten guys ever

#top ten guys you put in a jar and shake vigorously? mayhaps #but also top ten guys you give hot chocolate and a comfy blanket and small kibby to #top ten guys you put in peril because you want to see them get saved and realize that they are worth it #top ten guys you want to see cry because it would mean they stopped hiding from their emotions finally #top ten guys you want to see get absolutely fucking bodied because them making it through the trauma #and getting to be happy with their family after would be fuckin awesome #top ten guys you want to see do nothing but hangout with their sibling all day. and nothing bad happens #or something bad does happen but they overcome it together #top ten guys that are the most

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stvnszlr · 8 months

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happy birthday sweet sweet angel :)

for all the love and joy he puts into the world i hope he gets twice as much back today <3

#im actually crying i love steven so much :(#u don’t understand this is like a national holiday for me #it’s MY BABY BOY’S SPECIAL DAY BE NICE TO HIM #steven adler #steven gnr #gnr #guns n roses #poppy #happy birthday steven adler #i’ve given up some of my most special pictures please be good to them

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yurki-posts · 3 months

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collection of Flippys ^^

#Most of these are doodles but I actually put a lot of effort into the first one and got the idea from someone else!#man I love their kapow desinga but they're so hard to draw #hope you guys like it cuz i'll be heeeeella busy tomorrow. Gonna be a reaoly long amd stressing day :#(I tried to make a crying face but I forgot I can't use commas here so uhhhh have this):#:')#happy tree friends #htf #htf fanart #htf flippy #htf fliqpy #htf nutty #htf cub #htf sneaky #my art #jesus christ please forgive my grammar I just read it it's horrible #traditional art

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spaghett-onaplate · 4 months

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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed

#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself #and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change #it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly #so there was somewhat of a gradual progression #but still #also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time #i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i #had been socially involved #anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change #and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find #the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever #and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha #(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically #it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni #ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that #but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped #and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr #i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years #and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it #and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing #kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao #i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school #and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build #--ing towards #which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now

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pardonmydelays · 3 months

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i have a confession to make: i'm actually doing better than i ever was

#i started making friendship bracelets for my show & for my gang today #i'm actually pretty excited #also it feels different when you make them for specific people because then you actually make them with love #so i was thinking of you today (you know who you are) 🤍#i also realized that i actually like my job which is crazy to me #i've been struggling with this so much during past few months and i am finally somewhere i don't hate #i like my coworkers and i don't want to cry when i have to go there #i don't even mind working with customers anymore because most of them are nice here #and this job may actually give me the opportunity to make more money in the future so i might just stay here for a while #this is not a perfect life but it is MY life and honestly i wouldn't change a thing about it right now #i am doing good and i am healing #i am taking care of myself #one step at a time #no rush #i'm trying to focus on things that make me happy and myself #i talk to my friends a lot i talk to my parents #i am fine and this time it's not a lie #i feel like maybe one day i will be finally able to say that i'm happy #i'm not there yet but it's good #yay for me i guess #🤍🤍🤍#but sincerely can you hear me?*

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thefrogdalorian · 5 months

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The UCS Lego Razor Crest figure of Din made a fine addition to my collection...

#din djarin #lego #the mandalorian #i hope one day they gain sentience and end me #also yes two of them are *ahem* very legitimate #but their weapons are so much better? sickening #also putting them all together makes me realise how much the printing on his helmet was sO hit and miss #i think they've fixed it now because the two most recent ones i've had have been GOOD but still 😭 it's a struggle #and festive din and grogu with their scarves!!! crying #i'm so happy i have a legit hair piece now though because the other ones... oof shshsj #one is from the diner modular and another one is from the mini figure builder i did at a lego store #neither one was right unTIL THIS ONE CRYING #i could really talk about lego all day im so cool #anyway i love him tiny lego king 🥹

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afolksongs · 4 months

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#tswiftedit #tswiftgiftscreators #dailytaylorswiftedit #tayloredits #taylorswiftedit #tswizzlet #swiftdaily #tswizzie #doing gifs of my show while crying because she sang the prophecy and fifteen/yoyok days after my shows #and didnt waited for me #like the prophecy its currently the most hurtful and related song for me right now #i'm so happy with my surprise songs specially sparks fly and all from n2 buuut T_T #the gifs are from my video

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bellamyblakru · 1 month

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i will never understand how some people can actively shit on something they know someone loves and finds joy in right in front of them. how can you hate something that makes someone else happy in this absolutely fucked world in front of them.

its the passive aggression for no reason i will never ever understand or do to others. if you have a passion, fucking LIVE it. if nothing else, passion gets us through every shitty day, and i will always support it.

have passion in spite of those who hate.

#its absolutely mind boggling to me #and genuinely makes me so fucjinf upset #i was sitting next to my sister who has been nicer to me than usual as she is talking to her online friend and im doing my nails silently b #its her polish and i didnt wanna take it out of her room. but i look up and shes ranking music genres which is all cool. but without #hesitation as the first one at the most bottom tier she put kpop. like i understand its not her cup of tea but i was like okay thats #something that actively makes me wanna keep living yaknow. and she knows that. so i was like #‘interesting placement for kpop’ and she didnt say anything so i said ‘im not sure youve listened to it enough to have such a violent #opinion on it’ and she immediately got angry saying shes ‘heard enough’ and then got mad at me for saying that saying why was i being ‘like #this what the fuck’ and my heart genuinely sunk into my ass but i couldnt leave even though i felt like crying bc i only did one hand and i #was drying at that moment plus i didn’t wanna make it a big deal. but this is not the first time she’s actively hated on my music without #prompt from me and it just makes me ????? like. music taste differs with everyone i understand this and i respect it. if something brings u #happiness then i would love to hear and listen even if i wouldn’t choose it myself. but being a bitch about it. idk #ultimately its the fact of being mean for no reason over someone else’s passion makes u a fucking asshole #:)))) im not crying bye #ashley rambles #to delete later #my mom and brother do it too btw. hating on it and making sure i hear it.#my mom was doing it the other day and my 7 year old nephew kept saying ‘pook i love it. i think its cool’ and it made me cry because kids #have the capacity for such unaltered kindness as the world has yet been cruel to them #idk man

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sysig · 6 months

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Anime good :) (Patreon)

#Doodles #MP100 #Shigeo Kagayama #Reigen Arataka #Ritsu Kageyama #Forgive the anglicized name order lol #MP100 was another one of my breakfast anime! Admittedly I did not Just watch it during breakfast tho lol #It was too good ahhhh I kept finding my thoughts returning to it throughout the day!#I probably ended up watching an additional episode or so per day over however long it took haha - drastically cut down the number of days!#The lead ups to the finales especially got me - there was no way I could for the whole next day to see them through!#Plus getting to see those beautiful EPs gosh <3 What could be better than some absolutely stunning animation ♥#I was quite impressed the whole way through :D The cast was great and the animation was beautiful and fluid and impressive #And the technical ability that went into the painted animation! Gosh!!#But most of all - of course - it's just a good solid story <3 Of course it's beautifully expressed but it's just - good down to its bones #I love a story like that :) Mob is such a wonderful character and he's surrounded by good people ♥ It made my heart happy to see #He's loved and he loves <3 That's my very favourite!#Unsurprisingly to me I was most enamoured by the brother relationship who could've seen that coming lol me? Siblings? Pfsh ♪#Ritsu's a sweet boy as well <3 I cried at him crying from Mob not even considering forgiving him because there was never anything to forgive #Not me shorter older sibling feeling exactly the same way hhghghh I'm fine ;;#Reigen is such a fun deadbeat supportive adoptive dad haha ♪ He's hard to pin down! Loved his redemption arc(s) :)#Flawed individuals my beloved <3 #Such an enjoyable cast and set of circumstances! I might actually have to give OPM a proper go sometime soon if this is the writing quality

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uygfiug · 2 months

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sometimes my parents make me want to commit violent crimes

#mine #sorry for putting this on your dash im just angry & have no one i can really bother with this #my brother said he wasnt sure if he wanted to come with us to a castle tomorrow #but hes too young to be home alone all day #so i went to tell my parents bc i sidnt think they wanted to learn that tomorrow morning #instead of even asking why they immediately started with the passive agressive comments #and in an annoyed tone going 'i just dont get what could be so bad about a day of fun with family'#first of all he didnt even say he wasnt goint #second shut the fuck up #he cant speak anymore & is crying #i offer him a bunch of alternatives while my father insults each one and makes it sound ridiculous #while my brother types on his phone #my father starts ranting at my parent about it #as if my brother isnt right fucking there and also 11 years old #im so happy he isnt coming with us #like yeah i never see him but the times i do are always so horrible that im kinda glad about it #he avoids us like the plague & we avoid him back #my parent is fine most of the time #but never in situations like this #if other people are upset in a way that inconviences them theyre shit about it too #anything related to not doing good in school also #and like im fine #im upset sometimes sure but i know i dont deserve this & i can deal with it fine #i dont think my brother deals with it very well though #so im very worried about him #especially bc i think high school is going to be a big struggle for him #possibly more than me #and tbh i think im more of a parental figure to him than our actual parents

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