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I mad little prints of my quails + chukar on cotton for the convention.. They're on cotton and very soft and they make me happy :)
#if there's some left after the con i'll put them up!! i hope people will join the quail fandom..#also-- thank you very much to the kind anons!! I really worry sometimes that. I might come off like i'm more upset than I am!#i do deal with a lot but-#the stuff I posted earlier is like. Lifelong stuff- so it dulls over time.. It's not so distressing as one might think#It's like. A big milestone to find that thing out yes- but! Overall I am okay. and I am happy in my life :)#I just complain my way through everything jhdfg but trust me!! I don't see things as all bad. You work with what you have- and#I consider myself very lucky that I am surrounded by such caring and kind people.#💗
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An idea cuz I'm currently obsessed with my own babybat au (but this is not about it),
If Clark and Bruce had meet before the alley tragedy, their dynamic can be flip, Que 7 years old (maybe younger) bright Bruce Wayne that's very curious of things and so optimistic, smile can rival the sun itself and genuinely a sweet little thing (can also be a demon but usually people are none the wiser cuz LOOK AT THAT PUPPY EYES!!) meet 8-9 year old Clark, that perhaps newly discovered his powers and are still trying to control (hide) it, a bit timid but still sweet and is just generally more shy than who he is as an adult.
Bruce, easily excited of new things, jumped on the taller country boy : you can fly!? Show me! Show me!
Clark, startled by the big icy blue eyes looking at him with pure adoration and don't know what to do: Uhhhh sure?
Hardcut to them crashing to a pile of dry wheat somewhere in the farm
#Excited puppy Bruce is very dear to me#He can't control his excited when he's little and every emotions genuinely like it'd burst out of him#Meanwhile Clark was stunned. Conflicted but also very very weak to those big eyes... stop!! He can't say no!!!#superbat#Does his count as tooth rotting fluff?#I swear I don't usually a fluff kind of guy but I'm having a mega fixation on little Bruce rn and I need to SPILL IT#I headcanon that Clark at that age was where he's feeling the most troubled of his duo-identity#And Bruce being little Bruce makes it easier to deal with cuz if someone can look at him like that big round eyes#Then.. It'll all be okay right? Yeah. Yeah#venus rambling#superman#batman#clark kent#bruce wayne
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memento vivere
<previous - next>
#FFXIV#FinalFantasyXIV#Erenvahl#wolship#WoL x Erenville#X'vahl Tia#Erenville#Cahciua#don't... don't look at the date stamp between this one and the last one :')#In all honesty I got hit with a massive bout of big depression#that left me with zero motivation to do literally anything for a while#(....might still be dealing with it)#but I finally managed to get the next part out!#I'm disappointed but understand#how the game kind of made it seem like#after the goodbye in Living Memory everything is fine and dandy for him now#like I know that they can't really dwell on it because ultimately FFXIV is not his story so they didn't have time to dedicate to it#but the story *I'm* telling *is* partially his story#so I get to show a bit more of how my version of him is dealing with things#He's happy that he has X'vahl now#but that doesn't counteract the grief that he's still very much processing#about losing his mother#a relationship cannot fix something like that#it can help give you someone to lean on and share your grief with#(should you chose to share it.... which may be more difficult for some than others)#so maybe you don't have to shoulder it alone#but it cannot *fix* it#tumblr *please* don't annihilate this one too...#between posting it at 2:30 in the am for me and tumblr probably launching it into the stratosphere#it may be a miracle if anyone sees this at all :')
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gob forbids a character goes through grief falls into depression and then reacts badly after some random people came to him telling him his daughter's soul is alive and was put into an animatronic body, the random people being robots and including the killer of his daughter in his eyes and comprehension, that apparently is now her adoptive dad just because he can, and even better they're all taking her away from him (he has no idea how much away they're taking her) and gets treated like the scum of earth for falling intro depression and addictions after losing his beloved daughter, god forbids he wants revenge and god forbids he's in a terrible mental state, cause surely no human would ever get mad and desperate for their kid dying and coming back and then taken away by the killer himself
surely
#yes this is tsams episode rant#yes this is about elias winter#i will never understand why characters going through grief and depression are treated and made like the bad guys#what kind of mental health representation is this#idc is a silly show atp why touch serious topics in the first place and then treat it like it's not that big of a deal#anyway#not using main tags cause i don't wanna#if this gets reblogged with main tags that's not on me
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OUGH call me Big Shane Silva the way that episode had me falling over and torn into pieces fuuuuuuuuuck oh the Trudy and Francis heart-to-heart... The group hug... The gunkata... The middle-aged witch yuri... The hole in the stars... MAN.
#dndads#the peachyville horror#GAHHHH TAG RAMBLE AS ALWAYS THIS SEASON IG#Also sidenote I kinda needed to relax a bit after work to get into the episode so I grabbed a beer from the brand ''good robot''#in Trudy's honor hehe#Anyways yeah I always love going through the tag and reading everyone else's impressions afterwards#And like a lot of you I mean fuck that episode was SO funny but those last few minutes almost had me in tears of the sad variety#Almost! Agh that was so good#But the bits this episode were insane#Unfortunately I'm a really big sucker for jokes getting beaten into the ground so I'm really weak to Freddie's shit#And truly only laughed harder each time he did a BIG SHANE SILVA quip#Fuck on that note lowkey too bad that he died I was kind of curious what would come of his whole deal#But! Definitely a win for Francis that he's out of the picture#Speaking of Francis- YIPPEE HE LIVES!#Fuck the wrack sisters part was so good (also guys the spell is wrack with a w haha but I mean. 😏 in our hearts it's rack)#Matt's so real for making up a version of Kamonwan through a bit and growing attached to her he's just like me fr#Also not to ship Kelsey with everyone she meets but. 👀 I'm looking respectfully.#Oh but MAN the part about Kelsey temporarily switching with another version of herself from a world where the hour of the hole comes to pas#That was FUCKED oh man now *that's* the juicy cosmic horror shit that gets me#Also loved the more direct nods to this mysterious god from below and the confirmation of its ties to fire/burning-#I can't remember what I wrote on that many episodes ago in my pure conspiracy theory rambles but I've lowkey been waiting on this#<- But that's just for me. I'm excited about the pantheon getting fleshed out is all.#Still waiting on the maggot wh0re to make an appearance... *I* haven't forgotten about you maggot wh0re...#Fuck okay anyways I think that's it for now lmao good episode good episode AH AND SALLY DOG IN 2 WEEKS YESSS#dungeons and daddies#spoiled peaches#francis farnsworth#trudy trout#kelsey grammar
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I do like to imagine Eris ending up with a partner who’s actually super Normal and Healthy. I think it would be good for him eventually but in the beginning he would not know how tf to deal with them. Like he says something nasty because he’s in a bad mood and they gently correct him and talk him through it. A “it’s not me vs you it’s us vs the problem” type partner
me too!!! he would spook like a horse initially, but that sort of warmth and compassion would be so novel to him, i don’t think he’d have any sort of defenses against it once he let it in? he wouldn’t trust it at all, would suspect ulterior motive, would try to scare it away, but then when there’s nothing but kindness and kindness and kindness, he finds it has found its way into him without him even realizing. he needs it so bad. he has craved it for the whole of his life but didn’t know it could exist for him. (that’s also why he’s so susceptible to emotional manipulation and abuse — even a scrap of softness feels like everything to him. he would endure anything, do anything to keep it, to get it back when it is withheld.) but yeah eris learning how to equalize his emotions by doing it with someone rather than against them? good shit
#ask#acotar#acotar meta#eris vanserra#*eris#my apothecary oc is like that with him#once uhhhh#once she realizes he’s being a fucking freak to her because he loves her#she’s like oh my god#you are just one big walking trauma response#and i have a lot of my own but my parents were also very gentle with me#so i know how to be gentle with you#very ‘the beacon by a fine frenzy’ coded#hngnfnfnnfgngff his partner being so soft so patient so kind#him not knowing how to deal with it. trying. reaching a breaking point. being really nasty to them#to the point that they can��t take it. eris panics. absolute meltdown. /the one good thing in his life and he ruined it/#maybe he goes after them#maybe he just falls into a pit within himself. resigned to the fact that he will be abandoned#partner comes back after they cool down#he expects rebuke and pain and cruelty#they just ‘i do not deserve to be spoken to that way’ and he waits for ? more#haltingly he says ‘i know’#they stare at him#‘i apologize’#they nod ‘don’t do it again’#and he’s like what do you me AN DONT DO IT AGAIN??? there will be opportunity to do it again??? you aren’t going anywhere?????#(he will never do it again btw not ever he is so petrified that they will leave)#this saved me this morning thank u
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character design test for Vex, the god of chaos!! y'all kind of already know him as Eggs Benedict; though this is what he looked like before he got turned into a cat (as punishment for breaking the rules and bringing people from another dimension into Atria just to mess with the other gods).
we completely rewrote his entire story as well and now he's kind of a major character in HIWYA ^^; he ends up sticking around Aya in his cat form because she's just as chaotic as he is and they basically end up being partners in crime, haha!
but here he is in god form! he ended up looking a lot younger than I initially imagined him to be, but I feel like it kinda fits his rebellious and chaotic neutral personality lol xD
please do not repost (reblogs are ok) also on deviantart
#oc#vex#eggs benedict#home is where you are#hiwya#original stuff#first post of the new year but not the first actual art i drew#idk if i'll end up posting the thing i actually drew first#we'll see. i'll have to fix it up a bit probably#but i'm actually happy with how these sketches turned out for once so that's kind of a big deal for me rn#hope u guys like himmm#digital art
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Got an itch to play Sunless Sea again and it's always such an odd experience because. Like.
I know this game. Any other game, the level if knowledge and research I have put into this would make me a confident fucking master. And yet.
I can be reading text I've read dozens of times before and i still feel...not clueless, but absolutely off the mark. It all feels so familiar and yet I've never seen a victory condition. I've at least started pretty much every storyline but I'll still see something new each time I sink some time into it. I have a fucking JOURNAL of TRADE ROUTES and REQUIRED ITEMS and somehow that's only mildly helpful
That and the fact Fallen London's lore is so fucking batshit and honestly kind of hard to research (thr wiki's are frustratingly structured for me and the browser game is just. A bit inaccessible for me) means I can have a pretty solid understanding of what's going on in each port and what each faction is about and still ZERO FUCKING GRASP ON LITERALLY ANY PLOT
#to be clear! this is a big part of why i enjoy it#like...imo fallen london is kind of a perfect cosmic horror setting#bc you can learn everything there is to know and so much remains somewhat inscrutable#leaves me hungry for information which is a little frustrating but still enjoyable#also its so slow paced? so youre really left to juat kinda. stew in the atmosphere#anyway if anyones super familiar with it and wants to give me tips id love to talk about it asfgjgjf#im still trying to build up money early game#juat finished the salt lions and it seems the khanate has spawned on the fucking furthest north eastern corner#so i need to fucking find it so i can run the sun trade for a bit#sunless sea#also forgot you only get the sub unlocked in one playthrough so i gotta do that again#but tbh the unterzee stuff is what i know least about. ive done stuff here and there but not finished anything#i need to know what the deal is with the nook#also that fucking spider TERRIFIES me even tho its never caught me
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Previous anon had missed a very important distinction: Jack was not trained as a normal warrior, he was trained as a sacred warrior. Someone who specialises in fighting spiritual&supernatural foes rather than ordinary foes. Who knows, maybe Jack even took vows never to use the techniques he learned against normal humans, in this case killing that Daughter of Aku was the same for Jack as what being successfully seduced would be for a monk.
"he took a vow not to kill humans" sounds perfectly plausible for him & his backstory. this is the guy whose sword excommunicated him over killing three sheep.
#(if it were canon i think that's the kind of thing that woulda been mentioned explicitly in the show)#(it's the kind of show that would make a big deal about a vow like that not just leave it implicit in the background)#(BUT it's a reasonable headcanon/theory. the kind of thing that fits the lore.)#samurai jack#(jack's sword: 'excuse me you killed six WHAT while we were separated?!?!?!')#meta
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rin 1000000% has a list somewhere of things hes good at that yukio is bad at
#in my mind yukio has kind of become a failboy because i read salaryman exorcist but rin would totally do this#yukio is like 'thats stupid' but secretly he doesnt want the list coming out of all his minor failures#heres my proposals for the list: cooking(obvi) video games board games woodworking dealing with animals and kids sewing cleaning#im putting mileage into rins 'good with his hands' trait from his bio#if anyone comes in here and says 'he doesnt have the patience for that stuff' i think he would be good at menial repetitive tasks#cuz i am :)#thats it lmao#jk but really i think its one of his strengths#tell me what things YOU think that rin okumura is good at that yukio okumura isnt#oh also if ur rebuttal is 'rin is too nice to have a list like that' rin put his brother below his cat on his cool guy list#both okumura twins have a pretty big ego (from trauma)#tho he wouldnt mean anything bad but such a list let me be clear#okumura twins#i need to go back and tag all my yukio and rin posts with okumura twins so my blog is consistent#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#yukio okumura#rin okumura#the yukio tag really shouldnt be here but whatever these are technically hcs for things yukio is bad at too#hes haunting this post#all of these are sorted into 'yukio focuses too hard on winning and loses' and 'yukio doesnt like menial tasks'
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watching misfits and magic 2 after skipping season 1 (harry potter rip off stories dont super appeal to me but taking them out of the school setting made it 100x more entertaining) and....... listen... why are sam and evan kind of. hm. hmm.
#theyre like m/f yuri. to me. do u get it#this isnt just me shipping the nearest guy and girl together i promise#all their tender moments. their natural chemistry#i dont fully get k and evan's old deal but it kind of seemed like they brought out worse sides of each other(?)#whereas sam and evan. how genuine they are as ppl now w/ evan becoming comfortable being 'weird' + sam wanting to meet ppl where theyre at#it cooks and idk if they know it#ofc they make fantastic friends and id b perfectly happy with just that#i just think they have a really sweet chemistry that would make for a cute romance#misfits and magic#misfits and magic 2#evan kelmp#sam britain#dimension 20#on ep 10 rn so idk where its going. romance isnt a big focus this season so id be shocked if anything actually happened
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you know whats ripe for drama and angst with Benitesco, but I dont think I've seen people really talk about
Tedesco finding out Benitez is intersex
#conclave#it randomly hit me cause like Benitez being intersex is just who he is it hasnt been a big deal in my eyes at all#But 21 Syllables got me thinking about it now#I forgot that its kind of an Issue thats hes a priest and intersex lol
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Ride 782: The winner's parade!!

Pag 1
1: So... shall we fly?

Pag 2
4: Huh....
Huh!?
5: What's that blackboard that they showed out of that car just now?
Yeah, it's the signboard. In road races, they write the results of the race progress on that board like that to inform the other cyclists

Pag 3
1: Like, who won the “sprint” or the “mountain” and the time difference....!!
The first place...
Who's that!? Number 181?
Where is he from? Gunma!?
2: And the group behind changes its shape based on that information, just like a living thing!
Is it their debut?
Ah?
Someone like that took the first result?
What about Hiroshima!?
No but who is he! That number 181!!
3: What about Kagoshima and Kumadai!?
4: Nagoya, too
5: I mean, wait, that's not the point
Sohoku and Hakoaku should have been ahead too
6: It can't be
That guy...
Competed against those two

Pag 4
1: He defeated Hakogaku and Sohoku and took the sprint line!!

Pag 5
2: It was so hard.... but
I did it
Waaa.... I'm so happy, yon
3: Amazing!
I've never seen that jersey before!
Gunmaaa
4: I'm from Gunma!
Amazing!
Nice!

Pag 6
1: I'm so happy to hear the cheers...!!
2: Well then
3: To answer the cheers
5: Ready... set
6: What's number 181 doing
He bent forward, what is he doing!?
Is he accelerating!?
7: Hayaaa

Pag 7
1: Thank you-chai
It's a wheelie!!

Pag 8
1: Amaziing, it's the first time I see a wheelie during a race!
What's that!? It's amazing, he's only running on the rear wheel!
It's a service wheelie!!
What an amazing sense of balance!
He's waving his hand this way!
2: Ohhh he's super cool, though
He's incredible
3: He's not only strong but also cool!! He's the best...
Yoriko, shoot a video
4: He's doing a wheelie!!
Wooo!! Taa-kun, that guy you know is too cool
5: I just became a fan!
Number 181!! From now on more and more people will cheer for him
People who come to watch road racing are always looking for it!!

Pag 9
1: For an overwhelming newcomer!!
4: Dammit!!
Dammit!!

Pag 10
2: Idiot
Idiot
Idiot
3: Are you kidding me
What am I doing
What am I doing!!
4: What!!
5: I did!! Everything I could think of to become stronger, to become faster!!

Pag 11
1: Aaaaaagh dammit!!
3: I practiced... I practiced until I collapsed...
I lost last year....
4: And this year too!? What do I need to fix? Ah?
7: There's nothing to improve anymore!!

Pag 12
2: Stop screwing around, what “newcomer”
3: It's several times harder for someone to keep winning....!!
4: Even though that day
5: I
6: Watch me, Izumida-san, I'll definitely take the colored bib!!

Pag 13
1: I'll look forward to it
2: I promised....!!
3: This year I got the number “4”
In Hakone Academy it represents the ace sprinter
How important and heavy
4: is the role of the number “4” bib
5: That victory would have been a moral pillar for the team!!
6: I even changed my orders for this, and this is the outcome...!!
7: I had to win even if it meant to use up all my trump cards!!

Pag 14
2: I should have cornered him perfectly and shut him off...
4: Was I too naive somewhere?
5: No, there was no problem with you
Even from my point of view you ran well and had the perfect timing, Orange
6: San-na...!!

Pag 15
1: It must be frustrating for you too
You're a third year.... so this was your last first sprint
2: I guess you were aiming for two consecutive victories, since it's even harder to continue winning
3: Orange....!!
4: But don't worry
I promise myself
5: I will definitely not let that guy do as he wishes from now on!!
6: I'll be the one who will take the sprint line on the second and third day!! Leave it to me!!

Pag 16
2: No, I'll take them!!
3: Stop screwing around, why does it seem like I'll only finish the first result!?
Am I wrong?
Don't underestimate Hakogaku!
Ah... well, then, shall we race then?
Don't take it lightly!!
4: Hahaha but I'm an all-rounder, so I should have a job on the mountain, too!!
6: Is he joking!? Or should I correct him!?
7: H...uh? Yeah....
Let's just let it go...!!


Pag 18
1: The running order has changed!!
Gunma, who took the sprint, went ahead and is pulling the pack!!
2: I've never seen something like this
It's their debut, isn't it? Is this okay!?
3: If you take the sprint then you have to go in the front and pull – what kind of rule does road racing have? Isn't it too difficult?
4: It seems like it isn't a rule, Sonomoto-san
It's like they concede control
5: Kiji-saaan!!
Wooah, you were amazing, fou!! Kiji-san!! Everyone, follow me!!
Ichifuji is the only one who's pulling with so much energy

Pag 19
2: Doubashi-san....!!
3: Doubashi-san being defeated at the sprint is a big deal,isn't it?
That Kiji guy
4: If there's a chance to race him, please give me the order, Joe-san
No wait, you're the ace....
5: I'll crush him

Pag 20
1: Ahhh, ahhhh
2: We lost, teh.....!! What should we do!?
Kaburagi-san and Danchiku-san have.....!!
3: It's not a big deal
Since in road racing you don't have to retire just because you lost one of the midway races
4: But still, this isn't good!!
Yeah!!
5: Kaburagi-kun and Danchiku-kun lost...!!
6: Kiji-kun....!!

Pag 21
2: Puku...
He controlled it....
3: Gunma's Kiji controlled the sprint... ohh
4: What should I do?
Crush him quickly?
6: Or maybe.... make friends with him?
Puku....
Make friends!!
#yowamushi pedal#yowapeda#yowamushi pedal translations#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal manga#yowamushi pedal spoilers#ride 782#man i love kabu so much#and doubashi too and their whole relationship#this race really made me fall in love so hard with bashi and his relationship with kabu#also i know some ppl dont like kiji but nope i love him i lov how much he brags too#what was the need to do a wheelie you showoff lmao#hes so extra and for what#also you have no idea how happy i was to see roku in this chapter ;A; i missed my booooyyyy#love the difference btwn yuuto saying that bashi losing is a big deal and imaizumi being like 'its not a big deal kabu lost'#lmao two kind of people#also last page??? what are you planning midosuji????#zn zn *eyes emoji*
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The upcoming chapter 148 has the title "Incomplete" and I really hope that means the story will give us some answers regarding the count.
I know the writer doesn't have much time left (even with the extra volume they were given), but establishing that the count set basically the entire plot of servamp in motion because he had a weird obsession with adam and wanted to "complete" kuro by becoming one person with him... only to then seemingly abandon all that to act like a tool for mikuni's plans for no known reason really rubs me the wrong way?
Like...why would the count care what mikuni wants? Mikuni messed up the count's plan and put him in the wrong body. Shouldn't that matter? Or shouldn't there at least be an explanation for why the count is okay with being used like that?
Maybe the writer could reveal the conversation kuro and the count had before kuro "killed" him? Kuro said the count didn't say anything to him, but back when mahiru entered kuro's mind for the first time he saw that they had a conversation, he just couldn't make out the words. That could be used to explain the count's change of mind.
Or they could reveal that the count has only been toying with mikuni, letting him play god for a while until he drives himself insane as revenge for being so arrogant to mess with the count's goals.
Idk. I just feel like throwing so much that was set up about the count away to go "nah, it doesn't matter, he's fine doing whatever mikuni wants and has no own goals or motivations anymore" is not a satisfying ending.
#servamp#mikuni alicein#I'm already kind of annoyed that the story made a big deal about pandora needing to reach the gate to create a servamp#the heroes spent ages trying to stop that#and then mikuni created the 9th servamp even though pandora had been stopped?#like...are we going to get an explanation for that?#please tell me that the count is just fucking with mikuni as punishment for his hubris
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i wrote my first ever conclave fic and posted my first ever fic to ao3 :3
cause like have YOU ever seen a really cool post by @sententiousandbellicose about mythical creature aus and thought "haha lawrence looks like those silly pictures of seals that are always crying" and then after chatting with them, suddenly a week later a selkie au just falls out of your head?? no?? just me??
https://archiveofourown.org/works/65764957 :D
if you check it out. yay <3 !!!
(also here's a playlist i made for the au. in case. you were wondering. heheeh i like my playlists....)
#wow i've literally never posted on ao3 before and it's been YEARS since i've worked on fic#so like !!! this is kind of a big deal for me lmaooo#and i hope a self indulgent au is the right thing to debut LMAOOOO#enjoy my thinly veiled selkie as a metaphor for transness bullshit WHO SAID THAT ????#thanks again to setentious i literally would never have thought of this on my own and i loved all their input so much !!!#conclave#lawrenitez#thomas lawrence#conclave fanfic
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rewatched the livestream where dan name dropped the gym trainer that made phil throw up. and it's. so funny cause he tells the story from his perspective, probably planned out all he was gonna say. and then the chat changes the subject. then someone says something about phil reaching 4 million subs, and dan just goes i was SO angry actually, and goes on a whole rant. "I dont want to go to that gym bc what if I see him and......he makes me pick up a tire" like its okay baby girl tell us how much u want to beat him up rjdjdjd
#now this wouldnt be as much of a big deal but its so interesting to me that he felt like he had to hold back that much#i feel like that moment was kind of a big deal you can kinda see his walls come down a bit like#“okay im gonna just go for it and be more honest about how i felt about the whole thing”#2017 was a TIME#now phil has to be like TOO MUCH STOP#now im feeling nostaglic for the weekly livestreams in the beginning of 2017 those kept me going in high school#mental health was so bad but at least i had those to look forward to#now i have several dnp videos a month to look forward to 😭
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