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enevera · 5 months

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LEAST comprehensive explanation of a disorder thats not actually that difficult to explain how do these people manage this

#i KNOW its a largely unknown and unstudied disorder but i just feel like u should know how to explain it #before you write an article abt it is that rlly so hard??#this isnt even abt anything im just talking rn #sorry looked up my own disorder and once again was made to confront the fact that these ppl are stupid #“ppl describe it as looking thru a snow globe” no one says that. im going to shove a brink down your throat

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crazyw3irdo · 6 months

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been asked if i’ll make a hamlet version of my uquiz and truly like i get why you’d want me to do that but why would i do that when rosencrantz & guildenstern are dead exists

#if you haven’t seen it go watch it it rules #& tackles a lot of the same themes of fate and destiny that my quiz does #in more serious reasons: idk i feel like the impact of the hamlet one would be lessened? cause ppl already know that’s a tragedy #i mean ppl know that about r&j too but yknow it’s seen sorta as a corny stupid thing sometimes so the twist catches you off guard #no one misunderstands hamlet to be a beautiful romance or asks ‘well why didnt he check to see if ophelia was REALLY dead’#(god someone ask me about one of those common r&j complaints i have answers prepared for all of em)#and also straight up i would need to reread hamlet to do that lol. i’ve only read it once or twice a while ago. r&j i’ve read… idk #like… maybe 15 times if i had to guess? and these are the only shakespeare works i’ve actually read lol #well. plays. i’ve read some sonnets but yknow. i should read midsummer nights & othello & [redacted] & twelfth night yknow #anyway yeah it’s a r&j special interest not shakespeare in general #tho i would genuinely say tragedies are a special interest in and of themselves given how like. almost everything i’m into is one #crazwaz posted

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pepprs · 1 year

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prefacing this by saying im fine and its whatever and im mostly numb to it. but it kinda fucking sucks that being gaslit about my own sexuality leads to… doubting my own sexuality lol!

#purrs #just went to my first ever lavender graduation ceremony and had a convo w my dad after that touched on the EXACT horrors lol like i need to #learn to not bring this shit up around my parents bc they’re just gonna say the same things. and also it doesn’t matter bc idc about labels #and (to quote ricky) it’s a conversation not a constant. but like fucking hell. just bc ive never ‘’’’’’been with anybody’’’’’’ doesn’t #mean that i can’t know im not straight. the HORRIFIC psychic damage that did to me 5 years ago this month. the way i can’t think about #sexuality or being part of the lgbtq community since and like before then when that happened i thought i was a lesbian and was gonna try to #get involved with the school lgbtq student union . like it’s so ficking stupid and sad. and i can’t trust myself anymore i can’t tell if #anything ive ever felt for anyone is actually real bc according to my (straight and biphobic) parents ‘crushes don’t count’ and i haven’t #even had a crush in months anyway and yeah ive never ‘been with’ anybody. but like god damn. you DO NOT get to tell me i have to call myself #questioning. yeah im questioning but only i can call it that and only if i want to. i get to know me. i get to call me what i am. which also #means i get to work through the years of psychic damage this thread of conversation coming from my own parents has done to me #but i own that. i want to own that. ive had the feelings i have had. maybe they were wrong and misplaced and maybe there are other ways to #interpret them like me jus t having projection issues and whatever. but they were real to me and are real to me and shape how i show up #every single day. i get to know myself. i get to call myself what i am. even though you’re my parents you don’t get to tell me that. and you #should be sorry for how fucked in the head this has made me and how cut off i have become from other people who have felt what i have felt #and from the parts of myself that felt and hurt and loved. like lolllll. i was in a good mood and then that happened and now my heart hurts.#delete later #like i don’t talk abt this shit anymore for a reason 🤪✌️ i am not involved in lgbtq groups or communities online or offline for a reason 🤪✌️#and it’s yet another manifestation of impostor syndrome too like. ppl wonder why im like this…. there is a very good reason 💖

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starlooove · 1 year

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I need the whole queer discourse thing to progress past interpersonal usage. Whether someone personally refers to themselves as queer or not quite literally does not fucking matter, the only thing worth discussing atp is how widespread that usage may be (calling it the queer community, is it reclaimed enough for ppl outside the community to say it in that specific way, etc.)

#like literally the whole thing where it’s like ‘only privileged ppl who’ve never faced homophobia use queer’#or ‘only chronically online baby gays are against queer’#that’s all so tired and absolutely irrelevant Can we get to the crux of the issue please #idc how someone else used a term to define themselves the real question is how malicious widespread use of it can be #imo #actually I’m not gonna give it bc that completely removes the point of the post #like can we PLEASE move past that stupid ass discourse up above ty #and this is not on some centrist both sides are stupid kinda thing #like i think the conversation around the usage of queer is extremely important and should be had #Intergenerationally and both irl and online #but the specific things yall focus on are so stupid I’m sorry #if someone says they don’t like being referred to as queer idc if u think they’re sensitive just don’t like 💀#and if someone is happily referring to themselves as queer so? like literally what is ur issue #and it seems like I’m toting the obvious but it feels like how you personally see it is the only thing being discussed like #let’s get into whether we feel alright with politicians saying queer community #let’s be serious

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tariah23 · 1 year

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Oh brother

#I hate stupid bitches so much bro #this video was made in relation to the brick assault on that woman and this bitch here is comparing the value of women to dirt/rocks on the #road to diamonds in a jewelry store basically saying that some women aren’t worth being protected #and that it’s ridiculous to be angry at BM for not risking their lives for BW etc etc #bro what #she kept on talking about how she listens to her bothers and father about not going getting into situations with men and I’m like #I guess she just feels comfortable saying all of this bullshit because she feels like she has that protective system but not all women don’t #even their own families are their abusers most of the time what the fuck is she even talking about #‘you wouldn’t be in this situation anyway if you would just listen to men-‘#girl fucking bye #I don’t expect a lot from this specific lane of bw at all these are some fucking birds #it’s always sad to see other BW run to the rescue of abusive BM while shaming other BW who’ve been abused by these pieces of doo doo #it’s awful like we will never be free #the only ppl agreeing with this clown were ding ding ding of course BM of course #rambling #this video will make your brain turn to slush it isn’t even worth watching #just spreading harmful rhetoric while absolving BM of their violence against BW as per usual #she opens up the video by saying that protection comes with a little bit of sacrifice so that should tell you all that you’ll need to know #about this idiot #the internalized self-hatred of a BW in full bloom right here bro #fucking sad

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tardis--dreams · 2 years

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One thing you need to know about me is that I will never reblog anything that has the addition "this should be reblogged by everyone" or anything of the like.

#unless it's like #really funny and not a guilt trippy kind of bullshit #i can agree 130% with a post and then see that comment and I'm like #yeah no. go fuck yourself.#(this point has been made so many times but people don't get why it's annoying apparently. people don't dislike your stupid addition #because they secretly disagree with the post but because now it seems like some weird social obligation to rb is #rb this or you're a bad person is a clever marketing strategy but it's quite stupid because it weakens the original point #oh you're saying everyone should rb this? well now it looks like the ppl rbing actually just do it out of some feeling #of social obligation. not because they really want to but because they want to fulfill the arbitrary standards you just made up for being #a good person #and don't get me wrong most certainly are most people rb these posts still out of agreement with the original statement #but it's still annoying as fuck and also you'd think ppl would know by now that people don't generally like being told what to do #so my hypothesis is (and i won't do any research to prove or disprove it (i might be very wrong and most people don't mind obviously)) bjt #but my hypothesis is that people who originally agree with the post but have a strong desire of being free in their choices #won't actually end up rbing bc it's just not that free of a choice anymore bc you just had to make it 'obligatory' but we all know #nothing is obligatory on a stupid webbed site like this so they scroll past while people who maybe would have scrolled past now feel #like they might actually be a bad person if they don't do as it says but without actually caring about the content. which diminishes #the positivity the post originally was supposed to spread bc how do you tell ppl actually mean it now when they rb these things #anyway. am i ranting about something completely asinine phenomenon on tumblr.com? yes.#would it be better to not dedicate my time and energy into making a 'hate' post? absolutely. but that will never stop me from doing so #(also works for things like 'you guys HAVE to do xyz [for your (mental) health/etc]'. literally the best advice phrased like this #is counterproductive. post something that doesn't sound like you're judging everyone who does otherwise and maybe ppl will be more inclined #to believe whatever your point or statement is)#ok I'll stop #shut up amy

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piplupod · 1 year

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racist homophobic misogynist uncle and boomer granddad are going to be here again this evening -_-

#also we're going to the lake today which is ... exciting idk fdsjkl #i am bringing sketchbook and podcasts bc i did not sleep well so idk if i want to spend much time in the water sdfjkl #trying to brace myself for tonight but i really just cannot fsdjkl it was SO BAD LAST TIME Y'ALL #he was saying shit about how white privilege is a load of woke bullshit and that homosexuals shouldnt exist #AND I KNOW THATS LIKE. 101 BIGOT TERRITORY. BUT GODDD my fragile constitution cannot handle it rn honestly #plus theres some personal hurt of like. my mother just expects us to all smile and nod and she will just keep conversing w him #and not attempt to chnage the subject even ??? so this is like ''this is okay and acceptable that he thinks you shouldn't exist :)''#coward behaviour on her part. with a mix of her own bigotry lol bc she has essentially told me i shouldnt exist before so 👍👍👍#idk i just feel so weak and stupid for not being able to grin and bear it easily like i am just so weak idk. other ppl have it so much wors #this shouldnt be so hard to handle fdsjkl i should be able to be around this for a couple nights and not tear my hair out #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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snekdood · 1 year

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why do ppl call shark3ozero a debate bro when like. I hardly ever see him actually debate anyone..? usually he’s just talking about current events?? is talking to vaush like twice really enough for ppls black and white thinking to be triggered about ppl????

#talk to vaush once immediatly gets labeled debate bro rip #Anyone Who Has Ever Talked To Vaush Is Problematic #dawg if thats true plenty of your favorite video essayists should be labeled problematic by you lol #admit you have a bias :/#i dont even like vaush but come on.#i think hating vaush and not wanting to be like vaush is a bad starting point for what kind of politics you hold #like thats deeply stupid. like you should form your political opinions based on how you FEEL inside not based on how much you hate certain #external people. bc at some point they're gonna say something you actually agree w but you'll be so blinded by your hate of them that #you'll either choose to heavily misinterpret it or do a complete 180 and decide that belief is bad now.#'w-well i only like the people who come on who disagree with him #!!' thats not fuckin true.#1. the leftists who come on and disagree with him he's USUALLY able to find some sort of agreement with someone about whatever #unless THEY'RE specifically being stubborn and pretending they dont believe something just bc vaush said he believes it and they hate him #so much and agreeing with him would make them look weak to their chat or whatever #that yeah. so no if you've actually ever seen his discussions w ppl YOU like who he disagrees with most of the time they're agreeing about #other shit.#2. plenty of the people who come on who disagree with vaush are nazis. also. because they dont like his leftism. you sure you only #like the ppl who disagree w him?#i hate defending him so much. like theres so much i dont even like about him now but the most frustrating things is ppl making up #reasons to hate him or full on getting all their info about him from neonazis who literally have an agenda to get rid of him #and so many of yall are often useless idiots for these types of neonazsis.

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krispiecake · 1 year

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currently thinking about how when i told my dad to tell my mother i would not be speaking to her until she apologised she just. straight up stopped even trying to contact me. like, not even a text. absolutely insane how much this woman refuses to admit that maybe she was wrong about how she handles some things. she cannot swallow her pride to even do this one really small basic show of respect. fucking mental.

#like…… i think she said ‘im sorry it came out rude’ right after it happened but. GIRL.#THAT IS NOT WHAT YOU SHOULD BE APOLOGISING FOR AND YOU FUCKING KNOW IT.#she knows full well that what she said was inappropriate invalidating triggering and insulting #AND that i have repeatedly asked her NOT to say it over the past few years.#and yet she just says ‘sorry it came out rude’???? like not ‘im sorry i said that’ not ‘i was wrong and insulting and disrespectful of ur #boundries that youve had in place for years now’#and like she keeps doing this again and again and again with so many fucking things #she just has no respect for my mental health issues or who i am or like just me as a person #its near constant. shes always subtly calling me dramatic and ridiculous and telling me that im stupid and that its all my fault #but the moment i try to bring up anything like this to her just just yells #and goes ‘oh i get it im a horrible mum well i tried my best and i put in so much work’ ect ect ect #like i was sharing with her biosocial theory and how i think that bcause we have never different ways of regulating out emotions #it meant i was never taught to do it properly/in a way that works for me and that combined with my autism and my trauma likely led to my bpd #and when i tried to explain that it wasnt anyones fault its just that we’re different ppl and there was no way she couldve knows #she was like ‘ohhhh so its MY fault? hm? I’M the reason youre like this!?’#and she looks down on me so fucking much for my ed and for sh and really just for any symptoms i show bc #why cant i deal with things properly like HER.#idk its so exhausting like i just want a proper apology from my own fucking mother but no.#shes doing the exact same thing that she berates and mocks and looks down on me for.#ugh i feel like screaming

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needsmustleap · 1 year

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selling sunset is actually insane..... the most toxic workplace of LIFE oh my god..... two of them will have beef and the others will basically invite one to vent about it and then go relay everything they said to the other one so it all blows up again, it's insane!!

#needs must say things #watching the last episode of s6 and WHY would amanza tell heather that chelsea was feeling uncertain abt their relationship given #the whole bre thing!!!#that was SO unnecessary oh my god and just created this whole thing again #and bre is like well why can't you let it go blah blah meanwhile chelsea only discusses it when prompted to by others #so of course it's frequent bc that's how the show is structured #i just think heather is being. idk something.#not only are they all compelled to relay everything to everyone else always but they can never do it accurately lmao #SO stupid #like call me crazy but i think a certain amount of talking abt someone when they're not there is fine!!!#it's not automatically talking shit behind someone's back like sometimes you just need to vent or hash something out with someone else....#idk i just think you absolutely should shoot the messenger sometimes. sometimes the messenger is the problem actually #the real problem is this workplace bc FEW of these ppl are real friends and they should not speak as freely w each other #so much of this show is fabricated so usually i can just laugh at the ridiculouslessness but sometimes it is just too much lol #i can't tell what i think of this season anymore #maybe just one episode too long lol

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heartyearning · 2 years

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i hate star ratings 4ever. and i’ll keep saying it 4ever. “i rated it 3.5 stars” what you consider 3.5 isnt what i consider 3.5 use your words. also be normal. this is my final message.

#i think this is my most controversial opinion which is shocking to me because it doesnt feel at all like it should be #and yet even my close friends disagree with me. which is just so wild !!!#i mean everyone can have their opinion obviously i love my friends dearly and i allow them to be wrong sometimes #(JOKING i do listen to why they think different ways abt things and let it shift my vision but in this case i just. will die on this hill)#like beyond the fact that circumstances are intrinsic to your enjoyment of a book (or what have you but im talking abt books here)#say someone reads and is extremely strict abt giving out 5 stars (have seen a reviewer do this #literally only gives out 5s to a very small handful (under 10) of books because he thinks a 5 is for flawless (literally) books only)#versus someone who gives out at least a couple 5s a year and just has a lot of love in their heart #then what am i to read in your giving books a 3.5 star ? you know what i mean?#and furthermore i thought we all agreed stuff like this was ridiculous in school contexts #(grades that is to say #specifically percentages but i suppose also letter grades)#and yet now we're all like ohhh a 3.5 is still a 70%! ok and ?#3.25.... 3.75... girl come on #the fact that ppl have to supplement the 5star rating system as it exists is PROOF that it's stupid and doesnt work !!!#even a 3.5 isnt technically a rating that exists on goodreads (etcetera) so how are you gonna keep making smaller fractions like this #i rate this book 3.141592... there. i can do that too. now tell me what that means #AND IT JUST MAKES FOR EXTREMELY LAZY COMMUNICATION OK THIS IS MY FINAL MESSAGE

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nomairuins · 23 days

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my tags on that went on for so long i had to go back and edit them to fit tag limit and i still had to delete a bunch of them. Its the autism it literally is

#funerary practices and the afterlife and body disposal methods and just. grief and mourning in general r like. My bigggg autism thing i dont #talk abt it a lot bc 1 i just Dont shut up once i get going 2 a lot of ppl dont want to hear abt stuff like that which is fine. kicked pupp #expression. i just find it very very interesting to see how different ppl grieve and whats considered like. Right and wrong when it comes t #care of the body yk. bc like. most/every culture has their practices and anything outside of that feels wrong to them bc its like. yk its s #pivotal idr the exact anecdote/story but caitlin doughty mentioned it in one of her books where like. there were 2 groups and one cremated #their dead and the other practiced mortuary cannibalism and both viewed the other as barbaric and it rly shaped how i view it like. yk. its #rly something so personal where even when the way someone grieves makes you uncomfortable its like. you cant force someone to grieve in a #way thats palatable to you. yk. for a rly long time washing the body and being with the body after death was a rly important part of grief #in like. usamerican culture its only more recently that it became wayyy less common w the rise of funeral homes and stuff. and obv for many #ppl that wouldnt be comforting but i think it could be for a lot of ppl..#my personal belief on it is everyone should be allowed to grieve and dispose of the dead As they want and that should be like. yk. theres #the nebulous term of Desecration which is legally rly difficult to define there r a lot of states where the law is 'if it would outrage #normal family values' which is just so fucking stupid obviously like. whos family. bc every single person has a different view on whats #appropriate yk... IDK. i think as long as its relatively safe for the living and as long as its not like. Against the wishes of the decease #like. if someone says they want a burial and then theyre cremated (not out of necessity like 4 financial stuff) im like. yk. obv theyre dea #but i think its important to honor their last wishes... yk. and that should go for like. If someone wants an open pyre cremation that shoul #be available... if someone wants aquamation etc. IDK. etc. like. another thing is with embalming while i wish it werent De Facto ppl r #railroaded into it i entirely disagree w ppl who say it should be wiped out entirely like. there r environmental ramifications 4 sure and i #love for that to be more like. talked abt... but embalming is rly important to a lot of ppl and idt its right to shit all over that. idt it #necessary for every death i personally dont see the point of embalming for like. a peaceful death with a quick funeral and theyre getting #cremated after. but ik like. for a lot of black families embalming is very important for like. a reclamation esp in violent or traumatic #deaths its very important to have like. a funeral with a viewing. and i think thats something that shouldnt be taken away from anyone ever.#even like. ik this is controversial but extreme embalming w/ posing and stuff as long as thats what the decease wanted like. i think its #awesome !! i Dont agree w taking the corpses of the poor or disenfranchised to prop up for art pieces Personally but like. there r ppl who #want to be displayed like that like. riding their motorcycle one last time or ummm. that posthumous concert that happened. i get how it can #seem morbid or wtvr but like. the families r happy with that its what those ppl wanted and it like. its a celebration of their life and #their interests and i think thats super important. BASICALLY.#ok tag limits coming so im cutting myself off for sure this time. but wtvr. i hope this makes sense to anybody else sorry i rambled. im ver #passionate abt it KJBADKJBDKJ

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kavehater · 1 month

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thoughts utc :

It’s a little weird to me that some people want others who are the complete opposite to them because to me at least since as long as I can remember the things I wanted from others I would emulate it within myself, I would meticulously work to be the best version that in my eyes a human can be. Like if I was attracted to intelligence and I am, then I would work incredibly hard to be intelligent. If I was attracted to emotional maturity and sensitivity then I would literally ensure I am exactly those things, to the best of my ability of course. And while I am not perfect and I do hate fundamental things about myself, which were forced upon me to hate, not that I hate those qualities that I tried to perfect into myself, the essence of what I’m trying to emulate remains.

It’s interested me that people wish for someone their exact opposite, if that’s the case, change is very much free, why not be what you wish for a partner or friend to be like ? It’s confusing because the issue I’ve had for so long is that why does nobody notice the little things I do the ones I meticulously pedantically plan to do for a very explicit precise reason. It’s annoying. It’s so infuriating in fact. Sometimes I wish I could just grab the person and sit them down and just explain exactly why every single action I do is purposeful and intended. Why every single word and I do not even joke here or over exaggerate. Every single word I say has a meaning even silly ones like the or and or whatnot. They are filtered and selected with care because sometimes even tho the other might not recognise that a simple word like that could change the tone a little I do use the most preferable one possible. But nobody notices that. It’s annoying. Not because I care too much but because I feel unappreciated. Truthfully I don’t think anyone realises how much I care how much I invest etc. ik lots of people say they’re a yearner they care they’re pedantic but I swear to god none of you are like this whatsoever. No one. And if I find someone like this you bet I’m gonna propose to them asap 😭🙏 it’s like being surrounded by people who haven’t gained consciousness. Like they’re living in their own stupid bubble. It’s so annoying ugh. And when ppl think I missed a cue no the fuck I did not. That too is purposeful. It’s to teach said person to stfu or rethink or it’s meant to be a moment of repercussion for their actions. I am very much for justice and fairness so if I feel someone is being an imbecile with me you bet I’ll discretely try to put them in their place all the while acting silly and like I dunno anything. Or laughing about things or acting confused. Because yall suck hard and are lowkey a little stupid. Scratch that not a little but a LOT.

That is why I absolutely go insane when someone tries to rebut me or refute any argument I put out. It’s like wtf did you just tell me. Like do you even know how much prep and logic and reason and meaning goes into what I say and do ? While you pea brain just spout things out of your ass ✋😭 literally stfu do NAWT speak to me with your stupidity rn I literally explode (in my head) all the while trying to keep composure and act very nice and caring etc. it’s so NDIWKSKSK cause why are ppl so stupid. Why are they insufferable and dumb. Literally why like I thought humans were meant to be smart but it’s like I’m talking to someone who came out half baked and deformed. Or they were dropped as a child. JDIWWKAKAOQK

#.#dora daily #talked abt a lotttt here #gosh how freeing #to add : even me ‘venting’ (ew I hate that word) is purposeful and planned #in fact I honestly didn’t know ppl genuinely got comfort from talking abt their issues cause I didn’t feel that way before #I just feel Adrenalin or whatnot when I experience things because I love talking and that thing would’ve been a good tale #yk something other than complete stasis to talk abt #but only after my emotions started getting more intense and suffocating (I’m talking on the brink of suicidalness) is when talking abt it #makes things slightly better #but when I’m normal I don’t get it #when I do so however there is always a reason for me doing so; even if it’s for comfort I’m actively doing so for another reason kinda like #an experiment to find genuine proof or dispute claims I have in my head abt something or someone #it’s all very interesting seeing how people react and thus learning more on their mannerisms and thoughts #one of my biggest pet peeves is when people have the audacity to talk to me as if I’m stupid and as if I should reconsider #like no bitch I think YOU should reconsider because I doubt anything goes through that pea brain of yours; Goddddd #like excuse you but maybe you should have hope and trust in what I say. if I did not ask then no need to try to dispute with your weak ass #responses.#okay done I think !!!

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poppyseed799 · 6 months

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My favorite pastime: roleplaying characters and just making them soso weird and then pulling up the DSM-5 to try to diagnose them

#every time it’s like ‘did I invent a fake mental disorder or are these symptoms applicable to something’#unironically it’s been pretty helpful over the years in making me more aware of all the different kinds of mental illness and such out there #oftentimes I’ll see someone say they have a disorder and I’ll think ‘I remember researching that for my OC’ lol #HONESTLY roleplaying characters with certain issues has been SO helpful in keeping me open minded #and reassuring me that I’m not a horrible person once I started to have more issues like intrusive thoughts #when my intrusive thoughts started to get bad I remembered ‘my oc has those and nobody blames him for it’ then suddenly I was better LOL #it’s so stupid I feel like ppl will say ‘that is NOT how you should be learning about this stuff’ but like idk it’s kinda been working #it’s like how representation is important except I’m making the representation myself…? so… idk. but it inspires me to do research.#anyways I’m currently stumped on one of my characters and how to diagnose him. I’m beginning to think he perhaps experiences delusions.#but I’ll have to do more research.#I haven’t even begun my research so I’m sorry if I’m totally wrong.#also I’m aware many sources might be biased against certain illnesses and such. I already faced that problem searching NPD 😭 I always take #the things I see in top results with a grain of salt. I know people will say ‘talk to ppl who have these disorders!’ but like. how do I tell #them I want to try to diagnose a fictional character that I play. I mean I guess I’m curious anyways? good to know about all this stuff even #without it being applicable to anything personal. but like. can u rlly just say ‘explain ur mental disorder to me’ 😭

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valodia · 6 months

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Actually turning off anons cause like most of the time i get anons they dont provide context for asking questions and i dont understand whats going on. Im neurodivergent and if i dont have a whole thing of context i dont get whats going on sarrey. And if i dont get whats going on i take it as an attack even though i suppose its not always intended, im too stupid i cant tell the difference sarrey.

#lodia sayings #i have stupid bitch disorder terminal and it makes me uninteractable tbh.#socially is the main way i feel disabled bc i feel like i never get whats going on or what ppl are talking to me about (or if they do i don #care a lot of the time. when its like small talk at work or something but whatever.) so anyway i never know how to interact.#i read something online the other day that said that a way autism displays in children is if they dont know if they should say hi or hello #they get stuck and dont interact at all.#and you know what real and still relevant at almost 28 yrs old.#like.#today years old i still get anxiety from having to greet ppl bc idk if im gonna time it right etc. or if its appropriate. sometimes ppl #glare at me and i feel like i shouldnt even be speaking to them.n #those are interactions at my WORKPLACE.#hell world tbh i wish i didnt have to be self depending so i could quit social interactions at work #i was watching videos from this person whos autistic and they cant work bc their quality of life is too bad when they do and i was like yea #well theyre disabled for real meanwhile me no bc i can hold a job.#but i realized they had the 'choice' in a way bc they can depend on their partner which i cant. meanwhile if i quit work i just starve.#nevermind that i dont know how long i can do it and my quality of life is atrocious n have a breakdown about it everyweekend etc. so i gues #yea thats where im at rn idk what to do etc. this person cant even get disability aid what chance would i also have like lol #long tags #sarrey..#btw i welcome asks interactions etc from my mutuals are they are beloved and interact w me in a way i understand n i feel ok asking for #clarification if not.

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muppetebbtide · 6 months

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piss off you posh knob

🍴 priestessofanoia

tbf I don't think the watch is wasting its time on this blue hellsite so ur probably safe there. the POSTMASTER however...

#sometimes I think only bloody stupid johnson could have come up with this fucking site

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ALL'S WELL!

🍴 priestessofanoia

nvm lmao 😭

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#ppl on here are actually sooooo ankh morpork centric it's insane #'EVERYONE knows webblethorpe the unconscious' who??? why the fuck should I??? #like HELLO there's other places on the disc? #and klatch is NICER like omg

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unseenuniconfessions reblogged:

🦧 unseenuniversitylibrary

Ook

#SO TRUE KING

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Anonymous asked:

Is lord vetinari gay

🪄ramtopswitches answered:

Why would you ask us, a ramtops witches blog, this

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CALLOUT: @ /spanglersal (deactivated)

• started a Kickstarter to crowdfund a click of Captain Vimes & Errol then disappeared with the money and has gone completely ghost on everyone

• apparently stole over 100k

• cringe