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#it’s therapeutic ok?
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There’s nothing abstract about death. No grappling with mythical concepts. No vague hopes, built on blind faith. Not for Dean Winchester, anyway. Death is a gut punch, immediate and real, and he feels its shock in every bone as he sits on the bunker’s cold floor, head in his hands.
And afterimage of Cas plays on repeat in his head. The sucking, slurping noise of the Empty taking him. Castiel’s teary smile - serene, accepting.
He’s gone.
He’s gone, and with him the chance to reply to his confession. To man the fuck up and say something, anything instead of just standing there like an idiot and, tail tucked between his legs, going for a stupid “Don’t do this.”
Love.
Loss.
He can handle both, but not like this, not in this sudden, heady, terrible mash-up of something ending when it could just have begun.
Castiel’s death cuts through Dean like an axe. He’s cleaved in half and bleeding out. No strength left to pick up the phone and answer Sam’s call. No oxygen in his brain to process that the world is ending. His muscles are deflating, skin cold, and everything that hurts is slowly growing numb.
Cas is in the Empty. Dean is empty. Hollow. Drained. A shell.
Death isn’t abstract. It’s physical. Sticky, black and consuming.
Dean cries into his hands.
Take me as well.
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tradingjack · 2 months
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There's no turning back.
... Is there anyone who'll be able to survive what lies ahead?
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thekittyokat · 1 month
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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mach1ne-g1rl · 8 months
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collection of my digital bnha drawings .. sorryyyy
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quasar-kaiser · 2 months
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I love how I said I probably wouldn't be drawing much tsams and then like 30 minutes later I immediately went to doodle bloodmoon
the autism can never leave me it seems
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sans-guy · 1 year
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dude remember that one time boss fell asleep on his five minute break
boneus V
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roseworth · 8 months
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what a fucking week (it’s 2 pm on a monday)
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b4kuch1n · 1 year
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fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot
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muppenthings · 1 year
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Here's some facts and doodles about Gorm's arms that I couldn't fit anywhere really. xD
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His arms are very flexible and dexterous. Able to twist, shorten and extend quite a bit; they can stretch twice as long as their resting length. So if you think you're out of reach, you'd better go three times the distance.
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Like an octopus, the suckers have a touch-taste ability. He uses them to explore the enviroment, find food etc. The present humans figured out to use an extremely bitter spray to deter a grabby arm. The bitter taste will have the arm recoiling and also send a "EUUUWH nasty!" signal to his brain. It's a very effective, harmless, way to not be grabbed. Unless he really wants to pick you up, then he'll just do it with his hands. You can spray all you want on those.
His "hair" isn't really hair. It's more like finstalks, containing muscle tissue so he can move them around a bit. But they mostly move on reflex, like when he's startled or scared. His "eyelashes" aren't made of hair either. xD
Also he's venomous. But he rarely use it as it's a bit of an overkill.
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om-is-ok · 1 year
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Reason why I love night time.
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snoos-tattoos · 4 months
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- A M N E S I A -
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webvampzz · 6 months
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i forgot how to color for the love of me
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catgirlhell · 2 years
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paisley pudge
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cropped wip doodles of a friend’s wol. yes im slightly obessed. what about it. pp belongs to @paisleypudge​
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cheeseisyummy · 11 months
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Let him cook.
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moeblob · 2 years
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Scarf weather...
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fecto-forgo · 3 months
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i dont think ive ever been possessed by such a primal rage as when my mom told me not to wash the cake pan bc her boyfriend "was stronger so hed do it better" i stomped my way back to their room just to loudly affirm im WAY stronger than hell ever be no matter how many damn pans he cleans.nyways the cake pan cleaning chore went back to me 🩷
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