guilt based mental illness and capitalism will really have you thinking shit like "I shouldn't have gone hiking in the woods yesterday because I knew then I'd probably have to call out today but then I did it anyway" as if 1. I chose to be bugnuts with bad body syndrome 2. there's a universe where spending time in nature enjoying yourself is some kind of crime 3. calling out while the pool is understaffed is a crime I am committing against my coworkers and not a consequence of shoddy hiring practices
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everybody’s all “oh the key to making friends is to go somewhere regularly and talk to people” well what’s the expected timeframe? how long do I try before I give up? at what point do I give up and just accept that I’m just gonna be a lonely person? is it six months? a year?
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I'm out of the hospital, turns out I have some kind of emotional trauma that's making my body try to suffocate itself, honestly same but what a bitch way to do it. Making it so I can barely breathe but I still have 99% oxygen and my vitals are good. Fuckin' hell dude. Anyways wish me luck in figuring that out, didn't make a lot of progress crying in the parking lol at 4am while waiting for an Uber after the news that my mind and body have disconnected or something, but check the bracelet swag
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