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#it's like yeah I'd date you but also i won't I'm sorry. but we're already dating just not romantically. somehow. all at the same time
mochalate · 5 months
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msby!atsumu x reader || w/c: 560 Atsumu discovers that the only thing worse than online dating, is dating advice online. a/n: oh look at that, another atsumu fic!! this one is less stressful for me though. its pretty short, with a cute little plot that won't cause me planning paralysis. making edits for atsumu is always so fun <3 i hope you'll read it!!
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r/relationship_advice • 3 hours ago
u/fattytuna95
I want to ask out my twin brother's girlfriend.
It's not as bad as it sounds. She's not really his girlfriend.
I'll try to explain.
We're colleagues, sort of. (Me and her— I'd rather starve to death than work for my brother.)
Last month, someone took a picture of us leaving the office. I was only walking her to her car but the person who took the picture wanted to imply that we were dating.
And that wouldn't have been an easy rumour for her to handle, so I got my brother (identical twin) to post a picture with her on his socials.
Obviously, just one picture wouldn't work to convince anyone, so they've been meeting up a couple times a week (they have similar interests, so they were friends already) to be seen together.
Now here's the issue— I never saw her like that before, and I thought it was just fucking annoying to watch people be lovey dovey, fake or not... but one of my other colleagues said it sounded like I was jealous.
And fuck, I am.
Do you think she'd be mad if I asked her out? I reacted pretty badly to the original picture. And I'm worried my brother likes her for real (those photos they're posting are kind of convincing...)
Edit: for everyone asking, no, I can't ask my brother. he'll know why, and if he really does like her I don't want to mess with it. and if he doesn't he won't let me hear the fucking end of it. i can hear the best man speech already.
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u/unicornpoodle • 2 hours ago
lol dude (I'm assuming you're a dude, unless you're a girl who unfortunately is built exactly like your brother) are you sure you like her and aren't just jealous of your brother being happy? fake or not
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u/fattytuna95 • 2 hours ago yeah i'm sure. I cut out a picture of one of my teammates and pasted it over his ugly mug and it made me even angrier. ↑ 35 ↓ •••
u/msbygirlie_13 • 2 hours ago
Oh hey!! I recognise you from the atsumu miya subreddit!! That's so cool you have a twin just like him!! And his brother got a gf recently too!!! (I think they're fr tho lol.)
Okay hmmm this is a tough one. wdym when yuo said 'reacted badly'??? and what was so bad about the rumour in the first place if it's an option for you now???? this is kinda weird ngl.
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u/fattytuna95 • 2 hours ago do you really they're the real deal??? I kind of laughed. And now that I look back at it, I think I might have looked way too eager to put it out there that we weren't dating. like I was disgusted or something. :( I wasn't, I just didn't want her to have any trouble. :( :( I'm sorry, I can't explain the situation any more for privacy reasons. ↑ 20 ↓ •••
u/guiltyassassin_ • 1 hour ago
well you don't have to talk to either of them... you said someone took the original photo. maybe they're still stalking?? ask them what they think?
lmfao you guys are either celebrities or highschoolers with this kinda drama
(also you keep calling your brother ugly, but then say you guys are identical? huh????)
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u/fattytuna95 • 55 minutes ago This is kind of an insane idea, but it does make sense. Maybe I'll do it. (and you wouldn't get it.) ↑ 2 ↓ •••
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first chapter tomorrow! please like/reblog/reply/send me an ask if you enjoyed it :) it keeps me going lol [my other fics->] divider: @/cafekitsune
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multi-kpop-fanfics · 5 months
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Can you do rivals to lovers. Idol!wonwoo x idol!y/n (she's a leader) both are dom and rivals from trainee period in same company... Sounds so kinky amd steamy to me👀btw love your blog ❤️ - xoxo
tw: idol!wonwoo, idol!reader (fem), rivals to lovers!au, sexual tension, implied kissing, reader is implied to be shorter than wonwoo, cursing, wonwoo is being a little shit tbh - minors dni.
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"Good work today, everyone! Let's rest well for the next performance, okay?"
"Okay!" You hear an enthusiastic reply from your fellow members, beaming with excitement for the upcoming group activities.
You're still buzzing with adrenaline from the comeback stage, a bit worried about whether you'll be able to sleep properly, but it's not enough to stop you from smiling.
You walk in the corridors of the building, gently greeting any passerby staff or idol, be it senior or junior to you. As soon as you turn around the corner to search for the restrooms, you bump into a taller and quite muscular figure.
"O-Oh, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to-" You bow profusely, feeling embarrased for not looking.
"Aw, what a great junior, aren't you? Behaving so well towards your senior."
The familiar deep timbre has you on high alert and you instantly straighten your back, your earlier smile completely wiped off your face.
"You."
"Yeah, it's me. Long time no see, huh, Y/N?"
"Why are you here?" You cross your arms defensively.
"Haven't you heard? We just had a comeback and it's already a hit." The man boasts with a smug smirk.
"Sorry, I was busy preparing for my group's comeback. I don't exactly have time to pay attention to other groups."
"That's a shame. You'd love Maestro - I dare say my MV shots would be to your liking."
"What do you want, Wonwoo?" You sigh.
"Hmm, I think that's not how you should address me." Wonwoo places his hand under his chin, pretending to be thinking.
"Cut the crap, we're the same age."
"Ever the clawy one. But it was always part of your charm." He leans closer to you, but you don't waver.
"Nice, you actually have a good memory. Now step aside, I wanna go to the restrooms." You try to push him aside, but he catches you by your wrist.
"But we're having such a nice conversation, don't you think?" He grins.
"No, I actually don't." You spit back.
"Oh, but what have I ever done to you, Y/N? Is it because I got to debut before you?"
"Just because I appreciate your group for the standards you've created doesn't mean I have to appreciate you specifically." You pull your hand back.
"Maybe if you let me kiss you, you'd appreciate me a bit more." Wonwoo chuckles, "Because I'd love to kiss your pretty damn face right now - just to shut you up, though."
"In your goddamn dreams, Jeon."
He leans closer and gently cages you between the wall and his body.
"What a great dream would that be, right?"
"Back off, someone will see us any moment now!" You plant your palms on his chest, using your full strength to push him away. But he doesn't budge an inch.
"No need to be so damn scared, Y/N." He pulls away immediately, "Besides, I'd never want to get caught up in dating rumors with you."
"So much for wanting to kiss me, I guess." You scoff, "Still the same loser when you were a kid."
You walk away from Wonwoo with quick steps, trying your best to calm yourself down.
You can't help but think how infuriatingly handsome and talented he has grown over the years - but also annoying as fuck. Towards you, at least.
Little did you know, the exact same thoughts run laps inside Wonwoo's head as he watches you walk down the corridor.
Kissing you won't be the only thing he'll dream of tonight.
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luveline · 2 years
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hi hi lovely girl, can I please request more for Eddie and his daughter Roan? I'd love to see more from before Eddie and reader are dating, where Roan acts like a leech on a date and Eddie's both embarrassed and amazed? thank u! 🧡
ty for ur request!!!! single dad Eddie FOREVER ♥︎ eddie and roan | fem!reader
Eddie's sick to his stomach. Like, threw up before he came, nearly called you to cancel type sick. He didn't cancel because he's not dumb, he knows that the first few dates are the most vital, and he also thinks it would've been worse than just showing up. So he's here, outside of Morgan's dessert emporium for your third date, and he has an excited Roan in his lap. 
She's in her second nicest outfit, having already worn the first for the first date, and then again for the second. Her hair is in primly done bunches that he knows from experience won't look so prim in about half an hour, the hair ties a cherry pink to match her pretty dress. 
"Roanie, Roanie, macaroni," he sings under his breath, one of his hands encapsulating hers, swaying her chubby arm from one side to the other. He's looking out the window as he does, waiting for you to arrive. "Roanie, Roanie, Ro. Roanie, Roanie, macaroni, where'd your macaroni go?" 
She cheers, "I ate it!" in her clumsy baby voice. 
He squeezes her tiny cheek in tender fingers. "You did. My big girl ate all her dinner after daycare, because you're the best." 
She climbs up to stand on his thigh, Mary Jane's he'd scrubbed clean earlier digging into his muscle. Or lack thereof. He doesn't exactly work out. 
"When can we have– have cake?" she asks, rubbing her cheek into his. 
He knows she's trying to be sweet. Too bad she almost knocks his front teeth out. He groans and drops his head into her shoulder, and she takes that for a hug. 
"Thanks," he mumbles, big hand covering nearly the entirety of her back. "Cake? We're gonna have cake right now, babe, two minutes." 
"You 'lready said two minutes," she says. 
"I already said two minutes?" he asks. She pulls away to frown at him. "I did. Those two minutes are going super slow today, babe, that's not my fault, that's gravity." 
She stares at him. He stares at her. You knock on the window and startle him out of his skin, though Roan isn't nearly so surprised. She sets her gaze on you through the dusty glass window and her lashes kiss the skin under her eyebrows, her eyes are that wide. 
Eddie doesn't know if Roan knows your name, but she knows your face, throwing herself at the window with a great, electrifying squeal. 
"Can I open the door?" you ask. You must be speaking loudly to be heard through glass and Roan's excitement. 
He meets your eyes by accident and can't look away. "Yeah!" he shouts, and then winces. He can open the door himself. Loser, he thinks. You fucking loser. 
The very first thing that had endeared him to you does the trick again: you're smiling like you aren't sure you should be smiling at all, more nervous energy than a bus of sixth graders on their first day of middle school, and he's a goner immediately. 
Roan holds her hands out insistently and you hesitate to pick her up, waiting for his cue. When he nods enthusiastically you pull her up into your chest, graceless but well meaning. She takes your shoulders into small hands and stares at you, speechless. 
It's not often Roan Munson finds herself with nothing to say. She's the chattiest girl alive now that words are in her palm, even if she's speaking straight gibberish. 
"Hey, princess" you say, in your best approximation of a kid friendly voice, which isn't half bad, "Your daddy's got you all dressed up again, oh my goodness!" 
Eddie gets out of the car and tries to retuck his shirt before you notice. 
"Why was she in your lap?" 
"What?" he asks, looking up, one eye squinted against the sun as it slinks behind the emporium.
"You don't drive around with her in your lap, right?" Your hands tighten in Roan's dress. "I mean– oh, I'm so sorry, not that you aren't safe–" You clear your throat. "I just mean, why was she in your lap? Obviously you don't drive around with her there. Unless you do." 
He leaps in to save you, grateful that it's his saving you and not you saving him. "No, no, God, I strap her into her car seat. We were just waiting for you, that's all." 
"Oh my gosh," you mumble, hiding your face in Roan's hair. "Well, that's good, isn't it? Can't embarrass myself anymore than that." 
His relief starts to course in. While Eddie finds you funny and charming and so, so pretty, he'd forgotten the best thing about you — you're a loser, too. A huge dork, and a bona fide softie. 
"Roan, you smell really nice." Your voice softens into some bubbly baby talk. "You smell yummy, almost as yummy as the emporium. I hope you and dad left room for cake." 
"Chocolate," Roan says happily. 
"Exactly." You smile up at him over her head. "Ready? I got a reservation by the ice cream, so Roan can watch them scoop it." You wiggle your eyebrows. 
Roan is as mystified by the scoops as you'd thought, pulling against Eddie's loose grip on her waist and whining to be let down. 
"Baby, we need to stay in our seats," he says, "so they know where to bring the cake." 
He's telling the truth, mostly. It's been a long day and he doesn't wanna chase her around the room for the next half an hour. 
"I can take her up to look?" you offer.
"No, you don't have to," he says. 
"I'd like to. If that's okay?"
Eddie waves you off before he can think any better of it. You've plenty of time to talk. You've called him at home just to call him twice now, so he isn't too worried. He thinks things are going well. 
You and Roan fast walk to the front of the parlour and watch the dessert makers scoop ice cream, blend milkshakes, and drizzle cake with melted chocolate. Roan says something, too far away for Eddie to hear, but you laugh and crouch down on your knees, your hand behind her back. Your other hand points at one of the dessert makers as they roll a waffle cone. 
"You want one of those, too?" he hears you ask. 
Yeah, Eddie would say things are going real well. 
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thelittleliars · 2 years
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Love Forever? | Pt. 4
Natasha Romanoff x fem!Reader Yelena Belova x fem!Reader (Platonic)
Warnings: a bit of fluff, sadness, SPOILER: (death)
Words: 2.7K
AN: I'm pretty sure that Part 5 will be the finale. I don't have plans to continue this any longer. Enjoy this messy chapter :) Next time I post will be for P.S. I Want You .
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Part 1 , Part 5
"I can feel you starring detka." Natasha blushed, she wasn't sure if it was because she got caught or because you called her detka. "Sorry." She apologized shyly. You turned your head to her, as you opened your eyes you saw her green ones looking at you softly. "Why are you sorry?" 
Her eyes gazed around your face for a few seconds before completely adverting them from you. "We're not anything anymore. I don't have the right to stare at you." It hurt her deeply for loosing you. One some days she still feels like love is only for children but her sister did a great job to show that it wasn't true, Yelena showed her daily how much more powerful we all are with love. You smiled sadly at the shorter woman. "Considering I'm dying you have every right to stare at me." 
"And I have every right to throw up if you guys continue this shit in front of me." Yelena groaned but didn't open her eyes. "Good morning to you too. The offer of starring at me also stands for you." The blonde sister snorted. "Yeah no thanks. I'd rather give up eating mac & cheese instead of starring at your ugly face." Your heart bloomed with warmth at her teasing. You were going to miss this. Natasha sensed the sudden sadness in you but honestly didn't know how to cheer you up. It wasn't easy for any of them. "What is still left on your bucket list?" You thought about it for a while and came up with nothing. Then you remembered having s list on your phone. "Let me unlock my phone. I have a list on there." You sat up, then pushed your body over Natasha's and stretched your arm to the edge of the air mattress where you phone laid. The red head couldn't breathe at the closeness of your body. Even though you were only hovering over her, it drove her insane. She could only function properly after you plopped back into your previous position.
"Alright let's see." You muttered to yourself. Yelena who was suddenly wide awake looked at your phone curiously. "Number 1: find your soulmate." Her fingers touched your phone screen and deleted that point. "Won't happened now that you stopped yourself and leave yourself to death." Natasha cleared her throat, she doesn't understand how her sister can be so chill about your deaths. Yelena only seemed so chill, she had to joke or constantly bring up your death to cope with it. "Number 2: Reread a book." You said out loud which instantly followed by a boring from Yelena. "Number 3: Have se-" You stopped yourself from saying more. It said have sex on the quinjet. Both of the women next to you had read it though. Natasha's face was a red as her hair, she knew you had that fantasy but you guys never could made that one true since somewhat always came in between. The thought of having sex with you brought up a longing feeling inside of her chest. You guys always made love in the softest way possible which felt like you were high on clouds. "Disgusting.. and I actually thought you two did that already but anyways. Number 4: learn how to throw a knife in a cool way." Yelena tried to move on from the awkward situation that quickly turned into excitement for her. "Oh my god Y/N! I can totally teach you cool moves. I'm a master with knives." 
You nodded and smiled at Yelena. The excitement on her face was erasing away all the sad thoughts in your mind. "Number 5: go on a blind date. Nope, not gonna happen. I'm done with that shit. Number 6: ride a Zip Line, Number 7: learn how to do a backflip, Number 8: make a candle, Number 9: Take Natasha on a ferris wheel ride and kiss her on the top." The list was totally not updated, thanks to that you had to deal with the awkwardness and embarrassment. "We still could do that. I-I mean just without the kiss." Natasha suggested while having rosy cheeks. "Sorry to butt in again." Yelena started. "But y'all should do number 9 exactly like it's written out. Y/N, you know I don't like romance shit but you always told me you absolutely adore those kinda things. Fuck the past and the divorce.. You're dying so why not just do them? At least you'd get one last kiss out of it." You didn't know what to say so you just told her you'd think about it and continued with the list. Number 10 was to hug a giant sequoia tree, Number 11 visit Finland and Number 12 was to see the Eiffel Tower. Afterwards you all brainstormed for things to put on your bucket list, you even asked Alexei and Melina. He suggested to get a tattoo. You loved the idea and immediately knew what you wanted to get. A red hour glass in a circle with a black widow spider hanging down from it. You got that tattoo on your upper left arm and a tiny tattoo of Natasha's & Yelena's initials on your right wrist. Why you did Nat's initials is a mystery to you, it was such an impulsive decision that by the time you realized what you agreed to, it was already on your skin. 
One of the sisters suggested to go out and eat dinner. The restaurant choice was easy, all three of you wanted some italian pasta. While you waited for the food, plans were made for the upcoming days. The next day, the first real adventure of your bucket list was going strong. You flew to the mountainous desert of Ras Al Khaimah which is located in the United Arab Emirates. Why there? Because there was the longest zip line in the world. Yelena accompanied you on this trip, Natasha sadly had to go back to New York to figure some things out with Tony Stark. 
Three minutes. It took three minutes to race or fly down the zip line and it was full of adrenaline. The happiness and excitement you felt was like nothing else you'd ever experienced before. You even shred some tears towards the end since you won't get to experience a lot things before your death would knock on your door for your final breath. Your sister in law also had the time of her life. She wanted to go another round as badly as you wanted too. Hours flew by fast and before you knew it, both of you were back in Yelena's apartment in New York. The next morning Yelena took you to one of her favorite spots on a secret Avengers property to show off some knife skills. She taught you basic tricks before you felt more confident for harder ones. During breaks you two ran around, hugged and climbed trees before Natasha joined in the last afternoon. Her heart melted at the sight of you and her sister having fun and being so close. She adored how patient Yelena was with you when she taught you the most difficult and coolest trick she could do. You didn't notice the red head until she complimented your new skills you had just learned. You were embarrassed though since all you did in the last 10 minutes was failing what Yelena tried to teach you. "No really, you're doing amazing Y/N. I'm proud of you, both of you." The sudden need to touch her came out of nowhere but you tried hard to distance yourself emotionally from her. You still had to get in touch with yourself and the past decades you'd lived through. Your heart and mind were a chaotic mess, in some universes there was a version of Natasha and you honestly fell in love with those versions but it never worked out. Your heart was full of love for them but the heartbreak of it all was too painful to let yet another woman come close. 
"Sit." Was all Natasha said when you stumbled into Yelena's kitchen. Another new day, another new adventure. She turned back to the stove, from the smell you guessed she was cooking pancakes. You never thought of getting another pancake from her, those heavenly made pancakes were one of the highlights in your marriage. Natasha couldn't cook well but the one thing she could cook beyond fucking great were pancakes. The moment she served you pancakes with a glass of water, you swore there was someone ghost who punched you in your gut. You couldn't breath anymore, all air gone. Her eyes so soft as if she was a puppy, her skin glowing like a goddess and her wearing what seemed like one of your old t-shirts was more than you could take. "T-t-thank you." You started at her for a while longer before finally digging into your stack of pancakes. Natasha didn't say a word of your starring since she loved the attention, she tried to soak in every moment she still has left with you. "You're welcome. By the way Yelena had to go. Kate had a problem with something so you have to deal with me today, if that's alright?" You nodded. Though the divorce still left a bitter taste in your mouth, you enjoyed spending time with your ex-wife. This was nothing compared to the messy divorce in another universe you had. 
After light conversation that you had over breakfast, Natasha suggested visiting the Ferris Wheel in Chicago. You agreed and immediately went off flying in a quinjet that Natasha borrowed from the Avengers. On that two hour flight the weird sensation you felt when you came back on earth 4-1-1 made itself present again, but this time it got stronger. You feared that your time was running out faster than you had hoped. "Are you alright?" Natasha asked you with concern laced in her voice. "Yeah, just anxious I guess." It was only the half truth though, you didn't want her to know that your time was getting shorter faster. "Anxious about what could go wrong in that Ferris Wheel?" You nodded your head. "That and everything else that could go wrong." 
"Do I need to call Yelena for her to help you through it?" Natasha never knew your anxiety were this bad. While you were together it was only the start until it developed into this huge lump that followed you everywhere. "No I'm alright for now." And everything was alright until the second you both sat in the cabin of the Ferris Wheel. The pit of your stomach suddenly felt hollow. You felt how your planet sucked the energy out of you slowly. Tuuli said you had at least two weeks left but with how things were looking now, you weren't so sure of it anymore. Your surrounding became more clear again once the cabin stopped, it was almost completely on top. "Y/N, are you sure you're alright?" Her green eyes shined so bright that you desired to be drowned by them. You were so mesmerized by her that you didn't notice how close you leaned in. She closed the distance between you two with a short but very soft and passionate kiss. It was amazing, one of the best kisses you'd ever had. Natasha knew how fatal that kiss was, she couldn't let you leave alone. She was addicted to you and it was going to break her once you died. Awkwardness hung in the air after the kiss but neither of you seemed to mind it much. 
The ride seemed short. Maybe because it was short. You were battling between going for another ride or running away as fast as possible. A decision couldn't be made in time since your own time came in between it all. As you wanted to stand up you collapsed to the ground, constantly falling in and out of consciousness. When you did wake up, it was as if the gravity crushed your body. Everything hurt to the bone. Opening your eyes were the hardest part but worth it since you saw all the Avengers plus the Black Widow family. A weak smile was on your lips. "Hi."
"I thought we had more time left." Yelena said, tears streaming down her face. "Me too. But I'm grateful to have known you all. Thanks for everything." It got harder to talk, every word you said physically hurt you. Everybody saw in how much pain you were in so they all started to say their goodbye's to you. When they all left, only Yelena and Natasha were left, you knew the both of them would not leave your side until your final breath. You sighed loudly. "I didn't even get to see Finland." 
"I can't believe that you traveled and lived in multiple universes but not once have you been to Finland." It was weird but you thought there was a reason for you never being there. "I was in Norway a couple of times. I swear you and Natasha have to visit that country."
Bringing up Norway brought back memories for Natasha. She never got to tell you about her time in Norway hiding from the authorities but it made her smile. You wanted them to visit Norway kinda felt like a full circle for her. "We should! Sestra, do you still have that trailer there?" Yelena turned her attention to you. "Not sure if you know but after the civil war she decided to hide in Norway. Fucking brilliant." It was now official, every Natasha you knew had been to Norway for one or another reason. Somehow you longed for a trip with this Natasha and Yelena. Seeing dears and norther lights, eating fish and driving through the fjords. But it could not happen anymore, not even in your afterlife if that even existed. So instead of listening to them talking about planing a trip there, you imagined a life with your soulmate in Finland. You wished for a woman to be your one and only. Sexuality was not much of a thing on your home planet, you still considered yourself a lesbian. In your early days of searching, you tried dating men, it never worked out and though you never had a previous memory until recently, you only exclusively dated and married women. Now with the search being over and having every single memory, the pressure of needing to be open for anyone to be your soulmate was gone. And that pressure kept you in a box, you were free to be yourself and with that you knew for sure that you weren't attracted to men. 
You only notice that your breath became uneven when breathing suddenly became harder and exhausting. Your time was coming to an end. "E-each.. s-side. Cud-cuddling." How talking got so hard so fast was was crazy to you. Anxiety and fear was roaring through you, many possible lives flashed in front of you. Things you could have done, things you regretted, thing that made you happy.. all of them played in your head while the sister duo made themselves comfortable next to you. Once they hugged you close, there was a peaceful atmosphere around you, it brought you a calmness that you needed before passing away.
"I'm sorry." Natasha suddenly whispered in your ear softly. "I wasn't careful enough on that mission and look where it got us. I'm sorry  for how I acted before and after my injury. I should have demanded a divorce and I shouldn't have continued flirting to get things. That was literally cheating and I am so sorry for it. I didn't treat you like you deserved to be treated." Tears slowly started to stream down her face. "I'd do so many things differently if I had another chance. Just know that I don't regret the time I had with you." You tried to squeeze her hand with the little energy you had left. It took you over a minute to get out a I Love You. The words left your lips so quiet that nobody could hear it if they were pressed closely to your body. Those three little words were meant for them both. You loved them both, just in different ways. 
A comfortable warmth spread through your body seconds before you exhaled a final breath. The last thing you felt was Natasha kissing your temple. 
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je-suis-problematique · 3 months
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Heyo fellow DID havers and systems in general!
Hello hello and welcome and hi. This blog has been up for A While now but we never really had the balls to interact with fellow systems before aaaand long story short I'm changing that now (I blame the medicine that I'm currently on because I am more than a little bit Zooted, LMAO). Basically if you're a DID-centric blog or just someone who's plural do you mind interacting with this post and maybe possibly also sliding into our DMs? We've been DYING to meet other systems and at least TRY to make some new friends. Some information about us/our blog just so there won't be any misunderstandings:
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We post extremely dark themes on our blog and most of it is just our own way to process our own trauma but we understand that it can be a deal-breaker for some. Sorry again!
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Our blog is our own and we post what we feel like posting regardless of whether or not it can be considered cringe. If our personal experiences are cringe to you then I'd rather we didn't interact in the first place (unless you don't mind the cringe and then welcome aboard the cringe ship LMAO).
We are looking specifically for professionally diagnosed DID systems OR people who are in the questioning phase. No need to recite the DSM-V to us we know it by heart already LOL, all we ask for is that you subscribe to the idea that DID is and always has been borne of severe trauma and that natural systems are a phenomenon that is questionable at best. Every system is different but there is a list of basic criteria one must fit into to be diagnosed as plural. LARPing as your favorite characters doesn't count.
If we end up vibing with each other well then you're absolutely free to ask for our personal Discord! We'd love to have more friends we could talk to who understand the struggles of living with DID and all of its complexities and co-morbid disorders. We've been feeling incredibly isolated as of late and wanted to expand our social circle with people we can relate to and vice versa. I promise we don't bite! Most of us are really friendly or at least know when to tone down on the cynicism, haha.
Looking forward to meeting you all!❤️
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destinygoldenstar · 1 year
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Kailor Is Canon, But Not Good Enough For The Show ; So I Finally Read ‘Quest For Lost Powers’ (Commentary Part 3; The Fire Fiends)
<< Part 2
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Hey, remember when Kai got jumped by furries?
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(My viewers annoyed with me) (Me)
Welcome back to the world of SLURP.
I'm kinda glad I'm doing commentary on Tumblr and not YouTube because then I'd have to use my voice. And I am currently sick. So it would not be pleasant to listen to someone who sounds like they're dying, when in reality they're just being shoved orange juice down their throats and getting headaches. (But I hate oranges, so maybe I am dying.)
We're continuing with Chapter 2 of the Fire Chapter.
Cause it is pretty much the Fire Chapter but with Skylor. I'm not the biggest Skylor fan in the show, but she's just being a girlboss in this book so I'm here for it.
Let the women do something dammit.
Last chapter, Kai's being a butt and sulking on the job.
Then he got jumped by furries.
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And now he has decided that in order to get his fire back, he must hunt down a stray Pyro Viper.
Or sorry, FIRE FIENDS.
Come on, pick a name and stick with it Ninjago!
And you know what? At least unlike the Fire Chapter in the show, Kai gets to have a sweet fill of revenge.
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Okay I'll stop. (No I won't) Let's get into it. We are starting right where we left off from last chapter.
They just had their encounter with the furries.
(I will not be surprised if I lose followers for this alone.)
[“Whoa, slow down, Kai,” she said. “I mean, it’s good to see you’ve got some pep back in your step, but are you seriously going to run to the outskirts of Ninjago wearing a stained sweatshirt in the middle of the night?”]
Uh, Skylor, have you met Kai? Clearly not.
Also he was wearing a HOODIE in the illustrations. So... Skylor is not fashion smart either.
That, or someone was just too lazy to change this line to 'stained hoodie'.
I'm a writer myself, I notice that stuff!
[“You don’t need to come with me,” Kai shot back. “This is a personal quest, and I’ve got to do it on my own. I can handle this."]
I'm... ugh.
I'm not as mad at that line as I feel like I should be.
I'm working on a Kai essay, and so you know, one of my talking points is that Kai can barely handle anything on his own. So this is deeply ironic that he says that.
And like, yeah, it is kind of a personal thing he needs to do. Sometimes your own thoughts/feelings are what you need to get out of a tight spot in your mental state, and contrasting feelings from another person clash with that.
He's not being MEAN about it... YET.
And SPOILERS, Kai is supposed to be the one in the wrong. Keep that in mind. Kai is wrong for his thought process.
[A flopping fish from the fish tank slid out of his sleeve and fell to the floor.]
How does that even happen? How did the fish get in his hoodie when we're dealing with LEGO clothing physics?
Did the fish try to take a bite out of Kai?!
[“I know you’ve got this. It’s just…maybe a road trip would be good for us. I mean, we haven’t
even been out on a real date yet.”] [“I visit you every night at the noodle shop,” Kai protested.] [“That does not count as a date,” Skylor replied.]
OH RIGHT KAILOR'S A THING NOW.
Um... WOW. Okay that's embarrassing for me.
I legit FORGOT that Kai asked Skylor to be his girlfriend in Crystalized.
That scene in the show just caught me off guard, because I thought they already were dating.
So TWICE now, the status of their relationship is news to me.
I'm more of a lavashipper, but I don't hate this. I just wish the show built up to these two better. But you know, good for them.
[He hadn’t been the first to leave. Zane, the Ice Ninja, had retreated to the Samurai-X cave with the android P.I.X.A.L., who had created some experimental software that she thought would help Zane regain his Ice powers.]
Okay slow down guys, we haven't gotten to their stories yet!
But that's also interesting. I am glad we're getting backstory on what happened and why they moved out.
[Then Cole, the Earth Ninja, had left the city for a simple life on a farm, and Jay—well, the Lightning Ninja didn’t tell anyone where he was going.]
That, or Kai just didn't care enough about his in law to get that information.
I know they're friends, but to me these two are rivals that work together who deep down want to get rid of each other.
[Nya, the Water Ninja, was busy saving the world in her revamped Samurai-X mech.]
You'd think once she got her powers back she'd ditch Samurai all over again. But no she's keeping it and reinventing herself.
Actually, I like that for her.
But we'll get there when we get there.
[When he wasn’t busy helping to rebuild the monastery, the Green Ninja continued to train, and Lloyd had tried to get Kai to train with him every day. But Kai’s heart just hadn’t been in it.]
I understand it, but YOU REDUCE THE BROS TO A FLASHBACK?!
Despite that, I love this for them. I love their dynamic overall. 💖
How long had that been going on? For awhile, right? Cause Kai was the last one to leave.
Lloyd knows how Kai feels about situations like this, and just wants to help his bro recollect himself. I've had anxiety, and I felt a depression when a close person to me moved to another country. I could not make friends for a long time after that, even when my family tried to help.
[“I want to try living an ordinary life,” he’d said, and he’d packed a bag of clothes and ventured into Ninjago City.]
...writers. Pick a motive.
To be fair, I think this is just a me problem. Maybe not though.
Does Kai want to still be a ninja? Does he not want to? Cause at the start of the book, he's not. Then he hears 'fire snake' and he decides 'nah I want to'.
Or maybe the furries motivated him.
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[He found a place near the noodle shop, where he spent most of his free time. During the day he worked odd jobs around the city, and at five o’clock he headed to the restaurant and lingered there, talking to Skylor, eating noodles, and watching the giant TV.] [There wasn’t much to his apartment except a bed, a table, a bathroom, and a small kitchen area with a sink, mini fridge, and electric stovetop. The only time he spent there was to sleep. If he lingered for too long, he would be alone with his thoughts, and he hated that.]
Young Adulthood be like.
Also why didn't you say SLURPING noodles?!
[Kai changed out of his wet clothes and into some dry sweats.]
Sweats? That's a weird way to word that. That sounds like he has a hygiene problem.
[I’m not sure if I’m ready for this, Kai thought. But tonight I let a bunch of inexperienced goons with a ridiculous name kick my butt, and Skylor had to save it.]
HEY REMEMBER WHEN KAI GOT JUMPED BY FURRIES?!
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[I need to be the Fire Ninja. And the only way I’m going to do that is to put on this uniform, defeat Fire Fang, and get my powers back!]
👏
I like this, actually. I like this scene.
I like that we got some backstory for his shoes. I LOVE that we actually got to SEE his headspace!
s11 didn't even give him that. And before you say 'well ones a book the others a show' you can STILL do stuff like this. Seeing the character's headspace goes a long way to understanding them.
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What is that transition icon?
Like what is that supposed to be??
[“This is what we’re driving on our adventure?” Kai asked, wearing his uniform.]
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…honestly I gotta agree with Kai on this one. Why does it have ONE WHEEL IN THE FRONT?!
This is a tricycle with no doors to protect the drivers/passengers!
And there’s LEGO studs sticking out!
Which is, surprisingly, VERY UNCOMMON for this show!
CHEN’S GHOST IS IN THE BACK WINKING
I don’t trust this thing.
Kai's face just reads "I should've written my will before this."
[“Looking good, Kai. Red is your color,” she said. “And your hair is styling.”]
(Kai) Thanks, it's uniform. And I use ten gallons of hair gel a day.
Even when I'm underwater, my hair is like a rock.
[She was an Elemental Master too, just like Kai had been. As the Master of Amber, she could temporarily use the powers of any other Elemental Master she touched. That meant that most of the time, she had to rely on her combat training in battle.]
THANKS, READERS OF THIS BOOK HAVE NEVER SEEN THE SHOW.
The audience already knows this!
[She’d been an ally to them— and a good friend to Kai—ever since.]
Good friend, you say?
[“So, where exactly are we going?” Kai asked as Skylor drove through the city streets.]
Why are YOU the one asking that?! YOU were the one who wanted to do this!
You don't even know where you're going?!
[“It’ll take us most of the day to get there. But I brought snacks!”] [She held up a bag from the noodle shop. “Not-so-puffy potstickers. Not good enough for my customers, but just fine for a road trip.”]
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That is SAVAGE AND I LOVE IT.
Skylor just said "That is what you get for picking off my quality food peeps! I'll find use in my creations and I'm not gonna apologize for I made them."
Working at Hollywood be like.
I know I just said I'm not the biggest Skylor fan, but that's because of how the show treats her. In this book? She is a QUEEN right now.
[They drove for hours, listening to music, snacking, and talking. Their journey took them out of the city, over rolling hills, and through farmland. By the afternoon, the terrain had changed to more open, flat land. Kai could see what looked like desert sands in the distance, bordered by low, reddish mountains.]
That sounds like a very cute Kailor montage followed with pretty visuals.
NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR THE SHOW.
[As much as he thought he needed to make this journey alone, it was good to have company, especially Skylor’s.]
I do really like this aspect of Kai's character. Kai at the start of the show would never just enjoy himself around anybody like this. Unless it was Nya.
It really shows that in terms of THIS, Kai has come pretty far in letting people into his life and just being a dumb kid again. It's wholesome.
I know people hate it. I don't hate the concept itself of Kai being happier, I think it's wholesome. I just don't like how it's executed as 'arsenal klutz/can't be taken seriously anymore'.
Again, Kai essay, I'll get to it and talk about that.
[Can I really beat Fire Fang without my Elemental Powers? he wondered to himself.]
...
SEASON 2.
TOURNAMENT.
POSSESSION.
YOUR INTODUCTION IN THE PILOTS.
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Do I HAVE to put up a counter EVERY TIME he whines about this?!
I'm gonna do that, counting last chapter
"I don't have my powers ToT" : 4
I won't count that flashback. He didn't say anything about his powers there.
[“IT’S KAI THE FAMOUS NINJA! HE’S COME TO SAVE US FROM THE FIRE FIENDS!” someone yelled, and the villagers began
to swarm Kai.]
Kai proceeds to have Skybound flashbacks.
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This is toxic fans of a cartoon character in a nutshell.
Oh wait, Kai doesn't remember Skybound...
I to think when this happens, he subconsciously gets anxious, and he asks himself "Why do I feel a great wave of DREAD?"
[“Okay, okay, everyone, please back off! You’re messing up my hair,” Kai said, and the villagers quieted down and obeyed as the ninja patted his hair back into place.]
DIVA KAI. We love it.
[“You will find Fire Fang there, in the Lake of Fire,” he said.]
Is it one of those geothermal lakes?
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Yeah that's all actually heat.
[“Those who live around the crater have always worshipped fire. They kept to themselves. But when Fire Fang arrived, they worshipped him. And that’s when the trouble started.”]
[A teenage boy spoke up. “They began to attack the villages in this region, burning down houses and bringing the plunder back to Fire Fang.”] [“They have attacked us once already, and we’re trying to rebuild,” a man added.] [Kai gazed around at the village, and saw what he hadn’t noticed before. Some of the homes were just shells of charred wood. Other buildings were under construction with fireproof bricks made of red clay.]
Oh I actually love that backstory for these creatures.
I always wondered this about the Pyro Vipers. Because fire is such a destructive element that's very often used for wars, destruction, just burning things to the ground. Yet here Kai is using that element for good. So these sort of villains are like the anti-Kai in terms of how you can play with fire. And you know, also be aware of damage you cause and what you do when you screw up or get too emotionally unstable.
We didn't get that though. It was just 'You have firepower, yoink, it's mine now" And Kai gets no character development related to his fire besides "I want it back"
And it's the same here, unfortunately. This is just lip service to a deeper narrative they could've done.
I think that would've been glorious development for Kai.
Or at least, made a better rivalry between him and Aspheera.
[“And the Master of Amber, too!” Skylor said]
I did not edit that. I did not mess that up. There is, legit, no period at the end of that sentence.
This may just be a problem with my copy, let me know if it's different for yours, but WOW.
What the heck editors?! There's a thing called editing the text, right? Where you check for grammar errors?
Yet SOMEHOW, this NEVER got edited and fixed.
This sentence didn't get punctuated.
What happened?!
[“We’re glad you’re here, Kai, but haven’t you…well, people say you’ve lost your
powers.”] [“He’s still a ninja!” Skylor interjected.] [Kai frowned. “It’s okay, Skylor. It’s true. I don’t have my Elemental Powers of Fire. But that’s only temporary."]
"I don't have my powers ToT" : 5
I don't like that these people are basically saying "You're useless without your powers"
That's what s11 reinforced. And I hated it. I hate it here too.
And before you argue with me that the message there was that you didn't need your powers, may I remind you that Kai not being able to use the forbidden scroll was a factor in how Zane got banished, Kai not having his powers nearly KILLED a whole realm of people and he needed to get it back to save them, and Nya had to learn to bend ICE.
GOSH I hate how this book reminds me of s11...
P.I.X.A.L doesn't exist.
[Clang! Clang! Clang!]
SLUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURP.
[“This way!” Skylor cried, and she raced toward the direction of the fireballs.]
I had to look back to see if I read that right. I did read it right.
She raced TOWARDS it.
"Yeah this way everyone! Let's go get set on fire!!"
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THAT’S THE END OF THE CHAPTER?!
Okay we’re going HARD.
Also that guy in the back is just 😂
No one’s gonna help out that poor dude?
Continued in Part 4>>
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formulatrash · 1 year
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Hi Hazel, just saw your post with your thoughts on the situation between Jake Dennis and Pascal Wehrlein. Firstly, thank you for always sharing your insights on that sort of stuff, it's super interesting to hear about the drivers' personalities and the dynamics between them, especially cause I feel like we still don't get enough content from FE that would show that side of the drivers (like we do in F1), which is honestly a shame.
Secondly, there was another interview on German TV (Daniel Abt took Jake out on a coffee date) where Jake said he and Pascal haven't been talking since Berlin (or, well, Pascal hasn't been speaking to him since then, but I absolutely hate how they made it into this one-sided thing coming from Pascal because it's so obviously playing into that old arrogant diva narrative that i thought we'd overcome in recent years but I already know certain people will use it to fuel the agenda). So apparently the trigger wasn't the comments from Jakarta, my guess is it's either about Pascal sustaining damage from Jake going into his side after the Ticktum crash in Sao Paulo, or about Jake taking Antonio out in the first Berlin race? And idk if you saw but Pascal's response was "I didn't feel like that but okay if he says that", it was published in one of the articles in the FE app. Does any of that information change your view on the situation, or could I just get your take on it (again, sorry)?
Oh and while we're on the subject and I'm already in your inbox, has Pascal ever talked about how he perceived/perceives the way he got treated by the media and the reputation they gave him? From what I've seen, people here on tumblr aren't afraid to call it out as stereotyping/racism, but I've never seen people openly call it that on any other platform, and unfortunately even with some years of distance I don't think I've ever seen Pascal talk about it in an interview, or be asked about it (that would require the media to be self aware so yeah, probably never gonna happen).
I'd still say it's clash of personality. Pascal could chew Jake out post-race and Jake wouldn't take it too hard, sort of considers it banter. Pascal does not. He doesn't talk badly about people habitually and when he does he means it, Jake has a much more casual attitude to throwing things about but then would expect people to still be friends with him and that that was all part of the game.
Jake is a puppy that bit you and can't work out why it's in trouble because you were just playing, right? Which is why he keeps talking about it. And Pascal is simply taking himself out of the situation. He won't play if you use teeth.
Theres also the fact they are in a title fight and so yes, they will both play off against each other. If Pascal knows it winds Jake up for him not be friendly then he's not likely to go out of his way to avoid that - they're not and never have been besties and Jake is also a BMW factory driver interloper in the Porsche machine currently so there's no real internal pressure for Pascal to even vaguely pretend like with his last teammate.
It's also Jake's prerogative to wind Pascal up a bit. This is, after all, a world championship both of them (rejected F1 boys, chips on their shoulders*) want very badly. The margins in Formula E are very fine so of course they all play psychological games - it's not been too beef-tastic for awhile because you can't really beef anyone specific when there's a 17-way title fight. But even when there wasn't, Mitch and Stoffel managing to stay friends is more like Sam and Jev did. In both cases, a long history of liking and understanding each other, there, whereas Pascal and Jake are distant semi-colleagues.
In reality, if Rome hadn't gone as badly for Mitch and Nick as it did there's every chance they would've both played themselves by worrying too much about each other and not enough about the Jaguar powered cars.
To the point about the media angle: no. A lot of people in media will tell you the lies about Pascal with a dead straight face and being totally serious about it, like this is the Deep, Secret Truth. I know perfectly well it's not because even if I hadn't met him myself, I know a lot of people who've worked with him.
Some drivers can be divas, Jerome D'Ambrosio was a nightmare to work with when him and Pascal were both at Mahindra and I think he did a lot of learning and reflection about that when he moved into a management role with Venturi. Pascal is one of those drivers his team Loves, like Lando or Mitch. Which probably does make it quite hard to be his teammate sometimes, as much as it's nothing he's doing deliberately but also doesn't excuse the falsehoods.
Most people just don't talk about Pascal at all anymore. Once you're outside F1, the F1 journalists don't care and I doubt anyone would be particularly interested in interrogating their relationship to him prior to that. There's not a huge number of uhhhh idk what you'd call us, the socially conscious end of motorsport journalist, who've been around since before Pascal left F1. So there is also a gap in the history of it - and if you don't occasionally get your ear bent by dinosaurs, you might well not be aware what they say about him anyway.
I'd like to think it's something that Formula E's PR team is aware of but none of the original PRs from FE are left and I don't think there's anyone from even the early stages of Gen2, so institutional memory is pretty much blank there. Obviously if you think about the landscape of motorsport, it would be clear but the majority of people who work in motorsport are the people who don't necessarily see anything glaringly wrong with its diversity let alone the micro and macro aggressions of the media.
Pascal has definitely talked to me about being misrepresented in the media. It would've been awhile ago now (since obviously I haven't been at FE for more than a year) so I don't know whether I still have the recordings; I'll ask him about it in London if I get a chance.
(gently, obviously; it's why they talk to me about this sort of thing more than other people)
*Jake was never funded very well in junior series and is too tall to drive F1 cars, his head blocks the air intake which is why he is kept as a pet simulator driver by Red Bull. Pascal was meant to be Mercedes next big thing until Ocon was and then neither of them were. Mercedes treated him extraordinarily poorly towards the end of his contract, including forcing him to do a DTM test in redundant machinery that wouldn't even run the next season instead of his first race weekend in FE.
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casspurrjoybell-20 · 2 months
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FOOLS - Chapter 57 - Part 2
BOOK ONE: The 'Fools Fall in Love' Trilogy
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*Warning Adult Content*
Noah Wright
May finally got around meaning graduation was just two weeks away and Prom was this weekend.
In all honesty, I just wanted to graduate so I could get the hell out of there and Prom was the last thing I wanted to think about.
Though, with all the shitty propaganda prom posters taped all over the walls, it was hard not to think about it.
"So," Emily started as she plopped down at the lunch table with her tray of food, followed by Jason, Carter and Kaitlyn.
Sam and I were already there.
"I was thinking since it's our senior year, well for some of us."
'Sam and Carter were juniors'.
"We should go out with a BANG for Prom. We can all chip in for a stretch-limousine, then afterwards, party at my house. My parents won't be home, so we can drink 'not that they'd really care' but you guys can also sleep over. How does that sound?"
She was bug-eyed with excitement.
"I'm down for an after party but I don't think I'm gonna go to Prom," I told the group.
"What? Come on, it's our senior year," Jason whined.
"I know, it's just things are different now," I looked at Sam and he had a sad expression on his face.
I'm happy that Sam and I are talking and hanging out again.
We actually have gotten closer since the conversation we had in my bedroom after my dad's funeral.
That was almost a month ago.
More times than not, I just wanted to grab Sam and have heated makeup sex with him but I was sure that was just my teenage horny self talking.
However, I knew Sam felt the same way.
I mean, I couldn't be the only one sensing the sexual tension between us but if we started dating again, I was afraid I'd fuck up our relationship beyond repair.
I didn't want to do that.
With that being said, going to a dance with him 'even if we're with the others' would be torture.
I'd want to dance with him and kiss him, hold him.
Not go as friends.
"Okay, I'm just gonna' bring up the elephant in the room," Carter started.
"I get that you and Sam broke up and I get that you're going through a lot right now with everything that happened," he said and I assumed he was referring to the fact that my dad died three weeks ago.
"Life sucks, it does. It's really shitty but we're all gonna be there, you should go."
"Geez, Carter, insensitive much?" Emily asked sarcastically.
"I'm sorry, Noah," Carter continued.
"I can't even imagine what you're going through but Prom just wouldn't be the same without you."
The word 'yeah' echoed around the table.
I sighed and picked through my pasta salad.
"Maybe I'll go. I don't know," I said.
Thankfully 'satisfied with my answer or not' they let it go and started up a new conversation.
After lunch, Sam caught up with me and we walked in silence for a good three seconds before he brought up exactly what I knew he'd bring up.
"About the lunch-time conversation..." I cut Sam off.
"Sam, I said maybe, okay? Accept that answer and I'll think about it."
"I know you, Noah. Your 'maybe' will turn into a 'no' after you think of a thousand reasons not to go."
But I only have one reason not to go.
"Please, I want you to go."
I grabbed him by his wrist and went into the nearest empty classroom.
"You don't get it. I don't want to go to Prom because of you," I told him.
The look of crushed hope was not unfounded on Sam's face.
"Noted," he muttered, then slipped his hand out of my grasp.
I sighed in frustration and ran my hand through my hair.
"I'm sorry. I'm not trying to be a dick but can you blame me for not wanting to go? Going to a dance with my ex-boyfriend is not something I'd like to endure."
"I don't get it. You said we could be friends."
"For you," I exclaimed then lowered my voice before continuing.
"I said that for you. I'm glad we're hanging out again and it's less awkward now but I don't know if we could truly ever go back to how we used to be."
"Why not?" Sam was getting angry and I knew he didn't like me being so brutally honest with him.
"Because we kissed, dated, had sex, told each other that we loved each other. Then all that stopped. That's why. Things are different now, Sam. Stop pretending like it's not."
He didn't understand.
Sam and I being friends was ten times more difficult and sexually frustrating than it was with Kaitlyn.
I had no desire to get back with Kaitlyn.
With Sam, I did.
"I won't go to your Prom then."
Sam crossed his arms stubbornly.
I rolled my eyes.
"What? Why?"
"I don't want to be the reason for you to not go to your Senior Prom. So if I'm the only one holding you back, then I won't go," he said simply with a shrug.
I sighed.
"Sam, you're going to the Prom. You love school dances and you have been excited for Prom ever since you moved here."
"I loved the dances because you went. So, if you're not going, I'm not going," he told me matter-of-factly.
Damn, Sam knows how to guilt trip me into everything.
"Fine."
Sam raised his eyebrows as if asking for me to explain.
"Fine, I'll fucking go to the Prom."
I rolled my eyes.
"Stop smiling like you just won a God-damn award," I said and Sam chuckled.
I smiled, not feeling frustrated anymore.
"Are we going to class or not?"
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Ayy she's good :D
Wow that's a lot o.o
Better be careful with that too, yk take it easy and stuff xd
We're gonna pan to Charlie being upset aren't we xd
Yup 😬 :((
Honeyy:(
I'm sorry but it sucks
Hey guys xd
I mean you don't have to hide it from her
Okay yeah she was xd
Aww it's nice she cares :'))
Noo nah honey don't do that-
Yeah :')
It'll still be a little weird for her lol but she wants you to be happy <33
Oop what's she gonna ask about-
Ahh that
Aww honey :'((
I mean true xD but also how could she have known lol
Ahh but yeah lol just ask what's going on
Awww honey :'((
Yeah :')) she just didn't know <33
Awww honey DD': :'((
That sucks Lim :((
I mean I know you're happy with what you've done with your life but still :'(( sucks it might've come partially from that <3
OOPE O.O I was wondering if that's actually what it was 😬😬
Ahh yeegh her mom's not dumb xdd though why were you in the closet girl lol
AWWW Lim 😭😭😭💔❤️
Oh right lol I knew about that o.o
Awww honey :'(((
That sucks honey I'm sorry DD:
Yeah :'(( <3
Aww yeah I'm glad you're okay with that Lim :')) doesn't mean you can't date if you don't want to though
Aww yeah 😭😭😭💔❤️❤️
NAURRR this is destroying me 😭😭❤️🥺🥺
AWW honeyyy :')) ❤️❤️❤️
Yeah she's there for you <33
Aww honey :'))
Oof :(
Shaun I really do think you could figure it out
Okay that's a little far xd
Wait she decided to leave as well didn't she o.o
OOPE yep 😬
Ahh nah complaint o.o
Okay I hope it wasn't about the most recent thing because that was kinda justified, but his behavior overalll? Maybe 😬
Awww that sucks 😭💔🥺
Shaun's face :(((
OOP going to Shul Asher?
Ahh giving him a ride :))
Aww yeah :(
Maybe he'll also go to something though?
Aww yeah enjoyed the conversation :))
A what
Genuinely what did he say lol
OOP
AAAHHHHHH :DDD :)))
AWWWW
AWW he's telling him too :'DD
Awwww 🥰🥰🥰
"And if he doesn't, I will" AAAHHHHHHH 😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️🥺🥰🥰🥰🥰
(bro I'm scared. I am absolutely terrified. I'm already- yk what I won't say it but. Scared y'all. Scared)
Losing my mind <333
Aww yeah mazel tov Asher 🥰🥰
Aww :')) I hope you can reconnect with that part of yourself Asher <32 if you want tk
When I tell you I'm so scared
I mean it
UH OH
W A I T
No
nO
I S W E A R
If they do
What I think
They might so
I will lose
my
mind
NOOO
ASHERR
LET HIM DIEEEE
SORRY SIR BUT ASHER
Uh oh o.o
Okay phew it's vandalism
I mean it's still awful but xd
Uhhh ohhhh
UH OH
I'm scared
I'm so scared
Also this just really freaking sucks in the first place :(( >:(( besides all my fear this is just awful
Tell them Asher >:( :'D
But also
I'm scared
Is he gonna stand with him in that regard or no
I feel like it's powerful either way tbh but I think for Asher he needs to say it
Yeah :')
OKAY NO NEED TO ANTAGONIZE O.O
ONE TYPE OF BIGOT IS ENOUGH AND MAYBE WE DON'T TELL THEM WE'RE CALLING THE COPS?
I'm so scared
It's full circle
I hate full circle
Don't do this to me
OKAY P H E W THEY'RE LEAVING 😭😭❤️❤️
Hallelujah
Still call xdd
Let's not hang up o.o xd
Like there was still a crime
DON'T TURN YOUR BACK
Terrified terrified terrified
ALSO CALL THE COPS
DO NOT
WALK BACK TO YOUR CAR
ALONE
I don't like this music
I'm about to cry
I think I know where this is going
YUP
AUUUAAAHHHHHHHH
Terrified terrified terrified
I'm sick to my stomach I'm about to start shaking
ASHERRR WALK FASTERRR
I know you notice him sir 😭
At least
If it haopens
There's epic music
HUAAAAHHH SECOND GUY
Y'all don't understand how much I'm pausing
I'm legitimately sick to my stomach oh my gosh
Please just leave it on a cliffhanger I'd refer that
HUAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ALSO IT'S NOT FUNNY BUT I PAUSED AT THE WEIRDEST FREEZE FRAME
1 minute left
No
no
no
No
I DON'T LIKE THAT RINGING NOISE
Shakey breathing genuinely oh my gosh help
NOOO LEAVE IT AT THAAAT
Oh gosh
Oh no
They're not gonna- I mean they probably will but-
NOOOOOO THEY'RE SHOWING ME JEROME
He's gonna think Asher just didn't show up
I am so ill
Literally but not what I meant xd
NOOOOO
STOPPP IT LOOKS SO FANCY 😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔
DON'TDOITDON'TDOITDON'TDOITDON'DOIT
HE'S GONNA SHOW ME IT ISN'T HE
I MEAN I KINDA WANNA SEE IT BUT ALSO
UAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
IT ISSSSSSS
PROPOSAL CONFIRMEDDDDDDD
Normally I would be so happy but
No
Nope xd
It's such a pretty ring 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔❤️🥺
I'm sick to my stomach my gosh
The bandaid 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔❤️
He's gonna save that band-aid forever :')))
I am. So not okay
SIRRRRR
I PROMISE HE WANTED TO SHOW UP
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
EYES OPEN MOUTH BLEEDING EYES OPEN MOUTH BLEEDING EYES OPEN MOUTH BLEEDING
THE SIRENNNNNNSSSSSSSSS HE HAS NO IDEA
I'm about to start sobbing and I mean that so seriously
Tears are IN MY EYES AND I'M ONLY NOT CRYING BECAUSE I PAUSED
NOOOOOOO 😭😭😭😭💔❤️❤️
He found him didn't he 😭😭
He did 😭😭😭😭
HE'S WHISPERING A PRAYER ISN'T HE OR FINAL RITES
NOOOOOOOOO
Sobbing
Legitimately full on sobbing
I can see tears falling
And they're just gonna make me sit with that
I'm in shock
I'm trying to be quiet because it's nearly midnight
My family is asleep
I
I can't
I'm done with this show
I'm not but. Wow
How could they do that to me
I'm gonna watch the promo and they're gonna say he's dead aren't they
Great wrote dead and the sobs are coming back xd
They're gonna confirm it
I can't take that
I'm glad we're gonna get people focusing on him but 😭. NOT BECAUSE HE FREAKING DIED
Was close to saying the f word there xd
Yk the tears are not helping my chapped lips xd
I
Sorry (no I'm not actually)
I'm hanging around on this already super long post after the episode ended
Just sitting here in silence
I can't
I'm so sorry
Idk about what xd
For him I guess
I
I'm so sorry honey :'((
And for Jerome too
I
am not okay
Gonna go watch the preview and cry my eyes out
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daz4i · 3 years
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you know those friends you have that you just KNOW you'd make the absolute best couple ever with if circumstances allowed it
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adatheromcomaddict · 3 years
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How You Meet the Cullens + Jacob
Hi! I've decided I'm going to put some of my stuff from Wattpad, over here. If you want to see my Wattpad, its the same username as I have here. Anyway, this is how you meet the Cullens, + Jacob. Probably intended for female readers, but it could mostly go either way... I think. And I do have the girls as well in here.
Edward Cullen:
Edward and you met at school. Of course.
"Um, excuse me?" You asked a small girl, with short brown hair.
She turned around, revealing her pale white skin, and beautiful golden eyes.
"How can I help you?" She asked.
"I was wondering where Mr. Molina's classroom is?" You replied.
"Oh, yes. I can show you the way!" She grabbed your hand, and pulled you down the halls. (Wow, this is turning into an Alice preference)
"Thank you!" You said, when you two arrived at the classroom.
She pointed inside the room, towards a beautiful boy, with golden hair, and dark, dark, eyes. He glared at her, with his hand over his mouth. I turned to look at her, and she winked back at him.
"Uh, thank you. Oh, I never got your name." You said.
"Alice. Yours?" She asked, still smiling.
"Y/N."
"Well, Y/N, looks like you'll be sitting next to my brother, Edward, in there." She waved, and skipped away.
I walked inside the class, towards the boy, and sat down. He looked away, took a deep breath, then turned back to me.
"Hi, um, I'm Y/N. You're Edward, right?" I asked.
"Yes. I-I am." He seemed like he was in pain or something.
Weird.
Jacob Black:
I had lived in the outermost part of Forks for as long as I have lived. (Sounds like a wedding vow)
We were right next to the border of La Push. Therefore, I go to the school in the reservation.
(I have absolutely NO clue what the school is like there, so I'm making it up)
But, I didn't really talk to anyone. I had a few friends from down in the more central part of Forks, Bella Swan was one of them. She recently moved here full time. I hadn't seen her since I was little.
There was this one kid named Jacob who I had met a couple of times, mostly when he played with Bella snd I while our parents went fishing or whatever.
But, since Bella was going to school in Forks, I decided I would try and re-connect with this Jacob, to see if I could hang out with him.
So, I asked around one day at school for what classes he was in, and found out that he was in one of my classes. How did I never notice? Oh, just me and my oblivious self. (Sorry, if you're like- not oblivious?)
Well, I found him one day.
"Jacob, right?" I asked him.
"Oh, yes, oh, oh! Y/N! Hi!" He seemed to be a very nice boy.
"Yes, it's me. Um, I haven't talked to you in years, I'm surprised you remember my name." I explained.
"I'm surprised you remembered mine." He laughed.
"So, uh, I"m kind of wondering if you want to like, hang out or something. Anywhere works. I just need some company." (Bella who?)
"Sire! You could come by my house today after school and we can catch up. Do you like cars?" He asked.
"Depends." I laughed in response.
"Well, you can come help me too. I like to re-build them."
"Sounds like a plan."
Emmett Cullen:
(for this one you are a vampire already, and yes I basically stole Rosalie's life. Also, if I get facts wrong, don't come for me, just tell me *kindly* and I will fix it)
I became a vampire in 1920. Two years after my brother Edward, and one year before my mother Esme.
I'd been a vampire for 15 years already. How time flies
One day I was running through the forest when I heard screams coming from a small patch. I sprinted towards the place, and saw a boy, probably 20, getting attacked by a bear. I shoved the bear off of him instantly, and bit into it, getting it's blood.
I remembered that the boy was watching, and was probably shaken up, not to mention, he was most likely dying. I turned back towards him, wiping a small bit of blood off of my lip, and said,
"Hello, I'm Y/N Cullen."
"E-Emmet. How did you do that?" He asked, very weakly.
"I have my ways. What hurts?" I asked.
"Everything." Of course-
"I'll be right back. Don't move." Not that he really could. I sprinted back to my house. I opened the door, and Carlisle, Esme, and Edward turned towards me.
"Y/N? What is it?" Carlisle asked.
"There's a boy, Emmett. He got attacked by a bear. He's very weak. You need to turn him Carlisle."
They all sprinted into the woods, and I led them towards where Emmett lay. He was still there, but weaker.
Jasper Hale:
(you're a vampire)
Jasper became a vampire in 1863. (I think)
He was telling me his story.
I had recently been turned into a vampire by Carlisle, after he rescued me, and I hadn't really met the rest of the family yet. (You can make up why you had to become a vampire)
When Jasper had finished the story, I said, "Wow."
"That's all I could get out. His story was just, wow....
I forgot, Edward could read my mind. I only remembered when he chuckled after I thought that.
I gave him an internal glare.
Bella was sitting in the corner, with him.
"So, Y/N, tell us your full story." Jasper smiled.
(Sorry, his is kind of short..)
Carlisle Cullen:
It was my first day working at the Forks Hospital and I needed some directions.
I walked up to mid-height man, with blonde hair, and very pale skin.
"Hello, sir?" I asked him, and he spun around.
"Yes, Ms. Y/L/N?" He asked.
"H-how do you know my last name?" I asked in response.
"I heard someone talking about you coming, and you're the only new face around here. We don't get them often." He smiled, and my heart fluttered. Good thing he wasn't like a super-hearer or anything. {;)}
"Well, uhm, I was just wondering where the surgical ward is?" He pointed towards the left, and I smiled slightly, walking away, and quietly looking back at him after I was sure he couldn't see me.
Alice Cullen:
(You had already seen Alice before, but never interacted with her much, like most of the students)
I was walking around in the forest, when I heard footsteps.
"Hello?" I called out.
"Y/N!" A girl replied, I noticed it was Alice Cullen.
"Oh, hello, Alice." I was a bit confused to how she knew my name, but to be honest, I knew her's too and that's a bit strange. But, everyone does talk about the Cullens.
"What are you doing out here in the forest?" She asked me. I didn't have a valid answer. I could say "Just felt like taking a stroll..." or "Oh, I'm working on my steps." but, none of those were true, I really didn't know what I was doing here.
"Uhm, working on my steps, and taking a stroll....??" I questioned myself.
"Oookay then. Would you like to come with me? I can show you some of my favorite spots to relax." The way she said relax made me think she wasn't relaxing, and probably meant running around and exercising. Just what I needed.
"Sure, sounds great." I smiled.
Rosalie Hale:
Everyone that lives in Forks knows about the Cullens. Even the people in the reservation.
There's the three boys, the goofy one, the silent one, and the constipated one.
Then there's the two girls. Alice and Rosalie.
I've talked to Alice, we've said hi.
But in general, I know nothing about Rosalie.
All I know is she is incredibly smart, beautiful, and did I mention gorgeous?
I've never had the guts to talk to her. Maybe it's that I'm a wimp, or maybe it's that she is very intimidating. Probably a mixture of both.
But today, I got lucky, and didn't have to talk to her. She talked to me.
I had noticed her eyeing me a few times, and I never knew if she was looking down on me, in a bad way, or if she was interested in me. Both ways scared me.
Today, she came up to me.
I was sitting at the lunch table with Angela and Jessica, and the new kid, Bella.
"Y/N, can I talk to you really quick?" She asked.
"Uh, uh, yes, yes, sure." I stood up quickly, and while walking away with her, I turned towards Angela and Jess, and they smiled and winked.
"So, what did you want to talk about?" I asked.
"Well, I wanted to know... did you want to hang out sometime?"
"Like, a date...?"
"Uh, yeah. Like a date." She smiled and we both laughed.
"Sure." I smiled back.
Bella Swan:
Apparently, today Chief Swan's daughter is moving to the school.
I'm looking forward to it, I want to make more friends.
I was standing outside, waiting to see if I spotted her, when a big, orange-red truck pulled into the parking lot.
It must be her! I've never seen that truck before.
I ran up to it, when I saw people laughing at it. Whatever, I think it's cool.
She climbed out of her truck, and I probably startled her, standing there.
"Hi! I'm Y/N Y/L/N. You're Chief Swan's daughter, right?" I asked.
"Uh, yes. Bella Swan." She stuck out her hand, and I shook it.
"So, do you want to know anything, anything special?" I asked.
"Um, I'm not sure...." She said, tucking her hair behind her ear. (Ugh, a classic Bella move)
"No worries. Let me show you to your first class." I smiled, and took her hand, pulling her down the hallway.
Esme Cullen:
I was walking around town, alone. A kind of dangerous move, since there have been so many mysterious attacks lately.
I was looking through random stores, when I noticed Esme Platt, (we're just saying she isn't a Cullen because I guess they aren't married...????) Carlisle Cullen's old friend. (I don't even know how to write this...)
"Hi, Esme." I said.
"Oh, hello, Y/N." She smiled.
"How have you been?" I haven't seen her in a while. We've talked a few times.
"I've been good, how have you been?" She replied.
"I'm great. We really should catch up sometime." I said, trying to be subtle.
"Yes, we should. Do you want to go to lunch tomorrow?" She asked.
"Of course! Where do you want to go?"
"Don't worry about me. I won't eat much anyway."
******
So, yeah, that's it. I'm aware that these aren't perfection, bur they were fun to write so, yeah!
I will be posting a lot more now since I'm getting really into writing again ;)
Thank you all for reading, (not that a ton of people are going to read this lol)
And yeah, see you soon! :3
-Ada
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???: H-Hello? Is this... Jaune Arc?
Jaune: Yeah. Who's this?
???: I'm... I'm a huge fan of yours, and... I r-really want to meet you.
Jaune: I'll be honest. Calling me with a number I don't recognize sounds, well, really sketchy. I'm feeling a lot of red flags just from the call. ...But you don't sound dangerous. Where do you want to meet up?
???: I'll send you the address, and please, come alone.
Jaune: Okay. I'll meet you there. (Hangs up) Better let the guys know where I'm going.
Pyrrha: H-Hello. Uh, I- How are you? (Sighs) How stupid is this? I can barely speak, and he's not even here. He's not going to be here. I should just go home.
Jaune: Hi.
Pyrrha: EEK! I mean, you're here!
Jaune: Yup! Nice to meet you in person. I'm-
Pyrrha: Jaune Arc, Knight of Ansel, age 19, and loves chicken nuggets!
Jaune: Heh heh. I'm flattered you know so much about me.
Pyrrha: S-Sorry. I'm just a huge fan.
Jaune: I noticed. And what is my fan's name?
Pyrrha: P-Pyrrha! Pyrrha Nikos.
Jaune: Well, again, it's nice to meet you, Pyrrha. How did you learn about me?
Pyrrha: I-I'm trying to compete, too! I'm, uh, also a shield user.
Jaune: Really? I didn't think I'd be so inspiring! Well, I'm here. Anything you want to talk about?
Pyrrha: Yeah, um, I was, uh, wondering if you'd, well...
Jaune: Uh-huh?
Pyrrha: Like to spar with me?
Jaune: Sure. I'm free for the rest of the night. I'll ask the bartender to open a sparring ring for us.
Pyrrha: R-Really?!
Jaune: Hey, it's a slug bar. Might as well brush off the dust inside.
Pyrrha: (Panting) That... That was incredible!
Jaune: I'll say! You really know how to use that thing, huh?
Pyrrha: I have had this shield set for a few years.
Jaune: I meant your head. You're actually using both the shield and the sword to their expected potential. Just a bit more practice, and you might be a match for Cardin!
Pyrrha: The Brute of Vale?! Really?! He's your all time rival!
Jaune: Heh heh. Yup! He's tough, and I can't wait to see the match up!
Pyrrha: Wow! Y-You really believe in me?
Jaune: Of course! Why wouldn't I?
Pyrrha: ...Listen, I know you're probably busy, or you have better things to do, but... can we go one more round?
Jaune: I don't have anything planned, so yeah! Let's do it! I'll even let you make the first move.
Pyrrha: Okay! Here I come!
Jaune: Hey... Are you okay?
Pyrrha: H-Huh? Oh! Y-Yeah, sorry, I... I'm having such a wonderful time with you. When I think of you, I feel like I can be unbreakable, too. Invincible, even! And I... I know it's a little forward, but you're just so cute, and brave, and handsome, and I... I was wondering if you'd like to go out with me? O-On a real date!
Jaune: Oh... Oh, no, I... Listen, I think you're great, really, I do, but... I already have a girlfriend.
Pyrrha: G... Girlfriend? YOU ALREADY HAVE A GIRLFRIEND?!
Jaune: Yeah, I do! We're trying to keep it quiet because she's kind of famous, too. Here, I have a picture of her.
Pyrrha: O-Oh... I recognize her... She's not a major leaguer like you, but she's close. ...I'm sorry about this. She's... She's lucky to have you, and...
???: A-And...
Pyrrha: N-No! Please! He doesn't know! Don't hurt him!
Jaune: Pyrrha?! Are you okay?!
Pyrrha: ...Run. Please... While you... still... can!
Jaune: Oogh... What happened? Pyrrha? Where...?
Cinder: You... YOU BLOND-HAIRED, BLUE-EYED BASTARD! SHE WAS THIS CLOSE TO BREAKING THE CURSE! I WAS THIS CLOSE TO FINALLY BEING FREE! AND NOW YOU'VE RUINED EVERYTHING BECAUSE OF SOME NO-NAME LITTLE SLUT! WORST OF ALL, YOU HURT! HER FEELINGS! NOBODY TORMENTS MY HOST BUT ME! ME! I'LL SEND YOU BURNING LONG BEFORE YOU GET TO HELL!
Jaune: I don't know who you are, but if it's a fight you want, then it's a fight you'll get!
Cinder: AAAAAAAAAAARGH! WHY WON'T YOU DIE?! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU MADE OF?!
Jaune: Oh, you know, skin, bone, Pumpkin Pete's brand of pumpkin flavored cereal.
Cinder: FINE BY ME! I'LL FIGHT AS LONG AS IT TAKES! SOONER OR LATER, EITHER THE SMOKE OR THE HEAT WILL CATCH UP WITH YOU, AND THEN YOU'LL- ...What are you doing by valve?
Jaune: ...I was gonna have a witty one-liner, but this heat is starting to get to me, so... Screw it.
Cinder: ARGH! I'M GONNA ROAST YOU, YOU LITTLE-
???: Is anyone in here?! This is the Vale Fire Department!
Cinder: Fire Department? The cops can'tbe too far behind. SCREW IT! I'M NOT GOING BACK TO PRISON! Come on, baby, let's go home. He's not worth your time.
Pyrrha: Haaaaaaaaah... S-Sorry, Jaune... I didn't mean to...
Jaune: Just go. I'll cover you. Hah... OVER HERE! IT'S JUST ME OVER HERE! Hack! Should probably stop shouting in this smoke. I'm glad she got away. She's a good kid, and I'd hate to see her life ruined because of me. Well, me, and that crazy fire lady inside her.
Pyrrha: Will he even show up this time? I mean, he did last time, but-
Jaune: Surprise!
Pyrrha: EEK! Uh, I-I mean, you're here! ...I-I'm glad, too. I, um, want to apologize for last time. Cinder got overprotective of me, and I made sure she won't overreact this time. She's just looking out for me.
Cinder: YOU LIVE ONLY BECAUSE I ALLOW IT, HEARTBREAKER!
Pyrrha: If I can, I'd like to... well, I wanna start over with you. You're still my favorite fighter, and I learned a lot from you the last time. I'm not expecting anything, but I'd like us to stay friends so we can still spar together, and maybe hang out, too. A-And I'd completely understand if you hate me and you never want to see me again, and I-
Jaune: I'd love to spar with you again.
Pyrrha: Wait... You're not even mad? Not even after I almost got you killed?
Jaune: Heh heh. Risking my life is part of my job, so if it happens when I make friends, so be it.
Pyrrha: ...Hm. So this is what being a champion is, huh? I'm glad I have you as my friend. W-We are still friends, right?
Jaune: Not far from being best friends.
Pyrrha: ...Wonderful. come on! There's a sparring ring just over here! I'm excited to show you what I've been practicing.
Jaune: Sure! Maybe you can tell me how you met Cinder?
Pyrrha: Huff... It's a long story.
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enhypia · 3 years
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HS ; couples
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couples answers questions with the choice of drinking instead of answering
pairings: lee heeseung x gn!reader
genre: fluff, angst if you squint really hard
words: roughly 1.4k
masterlist ⸺ series masterlist
~guides and warnings~
italics - reader speaking
bold - heeseung speaking
[enclosed] - interviewer speaking
italicized bold - both reader and heeseung speaking
[enclosed bold or italics] - question (depends on who's speaking)
heavily inspired by: rec.create lie detector games, cut truth or drink
warning: contains and mentions of !!! drinking, swearing
i don't promote underage drinking, save your livers
-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈
hi! i'm (y/n)
hello, my name is heeseung!
and we're together
we're couples!
[you guys were invited here today as couples for a fun little drinking game, you guys were aware of that right?]
yes
we are
[okay, for this game, questions will be asked and if you refuse to answer, you drink, it's that simple. should we start?]
let's go, i can't wait to drink
so you won't be answering the questions?
i mean, it's free alcohol
*hee shakes his head in disbelief
[how long have you been together?]
we actually just had our 3rd anniversary last week
so 3 years now <33
[how did you two meet?]
pffft- *(y/n) laughs
can we just choose pass
shot!
*hee offers the shot glass to (y/n) and both take a shot, laughing after
we're drinking this early on damn
we met through a mutual friend
i was brought as a wingman
i think you can guess how it went
[but how did you guys become a couple?]
we got closer after meeting and i think it was obvious to the both of us that we were interested in each other
yeah but it still took a lot in me to ask you out
he stuttered the first time he asked me on a date
did i?
*(y/n) laughs at the memory
you went "hey, so uh you wa-"
*hee cuts (y/n) off by squishing their cheeks
we don't need a reminder
*(y/n) swats his hand away
but it was cute, don't worry
*(y/n) pats his head making heeseung smile
[okay, how about we officially start the game now?]
*both nod and played rock paper and scissors to determine who gets to ask first, (y/n) wins
*(y/n) reads the card and chuckles
[was it love at first sight?]
it wasn't
like i said, i was supposed to be a wingman so in my head, they were already off limits
i don't believe in love at first sight so *(y/n) shrugs
[do you have/did you have doubts with us being together?]
goddamn *(y/n) drinks
*heeseung is wide-eyed
no honey, not like that, i will answer, it's just that i need the alcohol boost
*the shock goes away
i was about to shed tears not gonna lie
*(y/n) rolls their eyes
when i agreed to becoming heeseung's significant others, i had no doubts, i knew what i felt was true and i knew his was too. the doubts were mainly on myself?? like "what if he just wakes and he doesn't love me anymore" but everyday heeseung proves to me that that will never happen
*(y/n) smiles at heeseung
*heeseung looks away trying to hide the smile and blush appearing on his face and he takes a shot refusing to meet (y/n)'s eyes
*(y/n) picks up a card and laughs
[if i become a zombie and had to eat people to survive, would you stick by side?]
heeseung gets scared easily i don't think he will
but if it's you...
*(y/n) raises an eyebrow
wait let me think about this more clearly
see! *(y/n) laughs
*heeseung continues to think
omg just say no!
but it's you !!!
i know it's me but baby we both know you'll run the other way once i start to eat people
...... you still love me right?
yes heeseung, i still love you
*hee :D
okay! next question!
*he picks up a card and laughs
oh i like this one.
[would you date any of my friends?]
*(y/n)'s mouth drops in shock
*(y/n) ultimately decides to play with heeseung
i mean.. *(y/n) reaches for a shot
*the grin on his face disappears
yah!
*(y/n) bursts into giggles and takes a shot
yah~ !!
[would YOU date any of my friends?]
*hee's eyes narrows and takes a shot for revenge
*both laugh at their antics
the answer is no guys, i love his friends but they're pretty much like annoying siblings
sorry (y/n)'s friends, (y/n) is the only one for me
but i'm pretty sure someone who used to be in my circle would jump at the chance
really ?? who ??
*(y/n) gives the look
AH! -
*scene cuts as he says a name
moving on.
*(y/n) picks up a card and laughs
[do you wish i offered to pay for more dates?]
MAN I WISH I COULD PAY MORE ON DATES
i like paying for our dates, but arguing with them is hard
yeah there was one time we spent 10 minutes bickering about who will pay, so we just made an agreement
we take turns per month, like for this month i'm the one paying for all the dates, then on the next month (y/n) will be paying
but everytime it's his month, he always tries to go out a lot, and when it's my month he opts to stay in
hehe
hEHE ??
*heeseung picks up a card and reads the question intently
*he is in deep thought
what is it?
[will you agree to an open relationship?]
ohhh
open relationship is when it's okay if you see other people right?
yup and i don't think i'd agree to it. you?
me as well
sorry im selfish, heeseung is mine, i do not share ;)
*heeseung laughs
yeah, sorry it's not for me, i don't think i can stomach seeing another one hold (y/n) , find your own
*(y/n) raises glasses to cheers and both take a shot
[it's okay not to drink if you answer]
yeah we know
but it's free alcohol
and drinking makes it more fun
*they hi-five
okay! next question,
[if i had to move away for many years, would you wait for me?]
yes.
wow no hesitations
yes i would wait for you
*(y/n) :O
yes
okay we get it
*they laugh
but i will, you're worth waiting for
your patience says otherwise
are you doubting my ability to wait?
do you hear yourself when you're playing?
that's with games, you're not a game, you're not something i play
*(y/n) blushes making heeseung laugh
shut up okay i get it
i also do not actually trust my patience
SEE ?!
*heeseung bursts out laughing
so instead of waiting i'd probably just go to them and/or visit them a lot
or just move in with me
*(y/n) avoids heeseung's stare
is this still related to the question or the present
huh? *(y/n) acts clueless
WAIT-
*camera cut
*we see both of them sporting a blush with big smiles on their face, and the alcohol evidently lessened
[freestyle! ask any question you want]
wah, i don't know what to ask
*he is thinking, everybody shut up
just keep it simple
no i want it to be hard
i can just actually follow the rules and drink instead of answering
*hee pouts
no you won't
*(y/n) :P
okay!
[did you like ... when we first met?]
oh the 'friend'?
yeah
*(y/n) drinks
*heeseung :O
*(y/n) xD
no heeseung, i did not like them, i really just saw them as a friend
ohh ouch sorry buddy
*they share a laugh
oh it's the last one
[question for both: what does loving each other feel like?]
awww that's a cute one, i'll go first
loving heeseung feels like the comfort your favorite songs bring you. it feels like the excitement you get whenever your favorite show releases a new episode. it's the deep sigh in content you release whenever you smell your favorite scent. it's just, loving him feels like everything your favorites make you feel.
*heeseung is not tearing up, definitely not, that's just sweat, he is also 100% not blushing, it's just hot
*he takes a shot and (y/n) laughs at his antics
now how am i supposed to beat that?!
let me be more romantic gosh
respectfully, no.
*both laugh
okay uhh, loving (y/n) feels like riding a rollercoaster. from all the emotions while waiting in line to exiting the ride. loving them is like the feeling of hitting a high note you previously couldn't. it's winning multiple prizes at the arcade. loving (y/n) is like the softness of a sunrise and the absolute wonder in staring at a night sky.
*(y/n) takes a shot not even bothering to hide their blush
why are we so cheesy and poetic when we're intoxicated damn
*heeseung laughs and agrees
forgive us if we're cringey
not our fault you're single
heeseung! :O
*he stays unapologetic
and that's it!
thank you for having us~
bye~
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a/n: sorry this took so long, i caught up with everything i missed in my classes, i'll try to update the series more frequently. i will also be posting timestamps later since it's been days since i last posted. i hope you also like this one!! jay's will be posted next, please look forward to it <33
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Good Girl, Bad Boy (Pt.13 of 15)
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Pairing: Billy Hargrove X Reader
Word count: 1.9 K
Summary: You're the extreme opposite of Billy Hargrove. The good girl, with perfect grades, the child every mother wants to have. And you don't want to have nothing to do with his kind. Ignoring Billy – and his constant, lingering stare – became an habit. But after you're put together for a special school program, you'll have no choice but to get along with him. And soon enough you'll find out that Billy is so much more than just Hawkins' bad boy.
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Monster
“Billy has improved. A lot.” Seated on Mrs. Martinez's office, you go over why Billy deserves a good recommendation letter. Half the teachers already agreed, much more because of you than because of him, but that's not the point. “He doesn't get a C since he started, he wants to be a Marine Biologist and he gets straight As on Biology and honestly, he's actually helping me on Chemistry.”
“I've been tracking his progress and I've been impressed with your work. Billy Hargrove is by far the best in the program.” She read some files, putting them down before looking up at you. “I also noticed that you two became very close.”
“Mmm, yeah... W-we're dating.” You stutter, clearing your throat. “But it doesn't change the fact that he's doing great. I mean, Billy does want to go to college and–”
“Don't worry about it. A student's love life isn't my business. I just mentioned it because it was impossible not to notice.” She smiles and you blush even more. “Well, I'll be happy to write him a good recommendation letter. But for the principal, it'll be good if you get some of Billy's friends to make some reports. But we can arrange it immediately if you want. The Principal is in a meeting but I can let you know as soon as he's available if you manage to get some people right now.”
You stand up, smiling. “I can. Thank you so much.” Mrs. Martinez got that urgency of the matter, and you're more than eager to keep that up. “I'll gather some people and whenever you're ready I'll be at the parking lot.”
“Sounds good.”
“Alright.” With another ‘thank you’, you rush outside, walking fast to the parking lot. Billy is leaning against his car, and Nancy and the others are near Steve's car, a couple of feet away.
“Princess of Hawkins number two. Are we going or not?” Steve asks, making Billy notice your presence. “I'm dying for some ice cream.”
“Actually, I need a huge favor from the three of you.” Keeping your voice soft, you walk over to Billy, standing next to him. The stick on his mouth gets your attention, and you raise an eyebrow at him. “Is that my lollipop? That I was saving up?”
“...No.” He mutters, with a half-smile as he takes the candy off his mouth. “Maybe. But we can share.” Billy gives you the lollipop and you roll your eyes, biting back a smile before putting it into your mouth. And for some reason, Billy has that stupid smirk on his face
“That's the most disgusting thing I've ever seen,” Steve speaks up, getting your attention.
Looking at him, you shrug your shoulders. “What? I kiss that mouth, you know that, right?”
“And you do a great job doing it,” Billy whispers on your year before taking the candy once again.
“Alright. You, drop it.” With a finger on Billy's face, you take the lollipop from his mouth again. “I have something important to say.” Turning at your friends, you take a deep breath. “Mrs. Martinez agreed on writing a good recommendation letter for Billy. But to convince the Principal to do the same, she needs a couple of students to... Give some reports, you know. As witnesses that my handsome boyfriend is now an amazing student too.”
Steve bursts into laughter, covering his mouth with one hand as you stare at him. Arms crossed, an eyebrow raised. It takes long seconds until he stops. “What?” He stutters. “You can't possibly think I'll...” As he speaks, Steve looks at the others, and not Nancy or Jonathan seems to find it funny. “Oh, c'mon. I agreed on standing Billy, but I never agreed on giving good reports.”
“Steve, this is important.”
“(Y/N), c'mon. Billy isn't–”
“Billy has good grades now and that's what I'm talking about. You don't have to like him.” Walking over Steve, you touch his shoulder. “You don't have to do it if you don't want to, but we're trying to build our future. And if you find it in your heart to do this for me, I'll be very thankful.”
“God, you're so damn good.” Billy mutters, and you roll your eyes.
“Well...” Stepping back, you smile. “I could also kill Steve. Would you help me hide the body, B?”
“Ridiculous,” Steve mumbles, making you giggle. “Fine, (Y/N). Just because somehow you made a good boyfriend out of this scumbag.”
“I'd take that back if I were you,” Billy says, raising his voice a bit.
“Woah, back down.” It's not the first time the two have incidents like this, and you always have to calm them down. “You guys have to–”
“(Y/N).” Mrs. Martinez calls and you look to your left. She walks fast, smiling. “The Principal will see the students now. But you can't be inside the office for that. They'll be interviewed separately.”
“Alright.” Breathing out, you give Steve a look. “Don't say anything driven by your personal–”
“I won't.” Steve rolls his eyes.
Mrs. Martinez guides the three of them inside the school again, and you follow them, holding hands with Billy. “It'll work.” You tell him.
“It will.” He agrees, with the smile that belongs to you alone.
“Billy boy!” Someone yells and you soon recognize Tommy, with an arm around Carol's shoulders. “Forgot to tell you, buddy. Awesome party tonight at my place.” Tommy smiles and nods at you, and Carol does the same. “My parents aren't home so we'll go hard, all night long and I count on you to set the tone as we like it.” As he speaks, he gives you a weird look. “You don't have to come if you don't want, (Y/N). I know you don't really like it.”
“I'm not going without (Y/N), you know that,” Billy says, and Tommy rolls his eyes.
“C'mon, pal. I planned everything. Wild and dirty, as you like it. I'm sure (Y/N) won't mind you going by yourself, right (Y/N)?”
“I won't. He can–”
“Sorry, guys, I gotta go,” Tommy speaks out, cutting you off. “A lot of things to do. See you there. Bye, my friends.” Waving, both he and Carol walk away.
Billy starts walking again, but you hold his hands, forcing him to stop. “B, I want to go.” You tell him, sighing. These parties aren't your thing, even though you've been to some with Billy. Mostly when it's someone's birthday. But other than that, you've been skipping them. He likes them though, and you don't want to be the one to hold him back. “Let's party and do whatever he meant by wild and dirty.”
Billy giggles, pulling you close. “You have no idea what he meant by that, pretty girl. And you don't have to go, it's alright.”
“No, B. I know you have fun on those things and I really...” You don't want to lie, not to him. So you sigh, running a hand through your hair. “Just go, alright? Have fun with your friends and... I just... I don't want to be the one to keep you from doing stuff you like. You know I'm not... I'm not like you in many, many aspects but–”
“(Y/N), listen.” Billy takes both your hands, looking down at you. “I love you.”
“B...”
“Shhh. I love when you call me that but listen.” Cupping your cheeks, he places a quick, soft kiss on your lips. “I love you just like that. Good girl, with perfect grades and so damn polite and friendly that sometimes almost kills me of jealously.” He smiles, kissing your nose. “But I wouldn't change a thing about you. Your... Goodness was exactly what made me fall for you. You're... Everything I'm not. And I'm still perplexed that you love me back.”
You're a blushing mess when he's done speaking, eyes locked on his. “A-are you sure?”
“I am.” He nods, smiling. “Why go to some stupid party when I can stay with you?”
“I'll invite you to dinner then... Let's say... Pizza?”
“Pizza.” He agrees.
“Mr. Hargrove.” The teacher calls, and you both look at her. “The Principal wants to talk to you.”
“Right away.” He says, winking at you.
When Billy enters the Principal office, you wait outside, leaning against the wall. To say you're nervous is an understatement. The Principal's letter is the most important, and you know he needs it very much.
“Sweet (Y/N).” A masculine voice calls, and you immediately look to your left, leaving your bag on the floor. It's Tyler, coming from around the corner. “What are you doing here all alone?”
“What are you doing here? Detention again?” Tyler is the only one of Billy's friends you can't stand. You soon figured out he's more like a parasite, sticking close even though people don't really like him. But still, you try not to treat him like the asshole he is. But it doesn't mean you have to answer his questions.
“No, no.” He smiles, a disgusting smile that sends shivers down your spine. Not the good kind of shivers. “I had to leave something on my locker but now... I'm actually happy I got you alone.” Tyler walks over you, standing a bit too close, making you step back. “Now tell me, (Y/N). What are you doing here? ...All alone?” He leans closer, his mouth close to your ear.
You immediately move away, violently pushing his chest. Tyler always gives you this sensation, as if he's trying to get to you somehow. And you hate it. It makes you feel like you're completely naked under his stare. “What do you think you're doing?” You ask, anger flowing out. “Stay the hell away from me, you jerk.”
Tyler laughs. Out loud, mocking you. You're about to curse again him when it happens.
Tyler moves too fast, an arm encircling your waist. His grip is too strong, and it makes you violently collapse against his chest. “I've trying to get you for far too long, sweetie.” He grunts as you start fighting, pushing him away and still trying to understand what the hell is going on. “If Billy can have you, so can I. Or do you think–” He stops suddenly when you succeed to hit him in the ribs.
“LET GO OF ME!” You manage to push out, as loud as you can, your mind yelling for Billy. But before you can say it, call for him, a hand comes to your mouth, and Tyler's free hand starts wandering through your body.
You feel violated, abused already, but it doesn't matter how hard you try, he's stronger than you.
“Sweet (Y/N), let's...” He starts pulling you, and you do try to resist as much as you can. “...Let's find ourselves some nice supply closet and get more... Comfortable? What do you think, huh? Gonna show you how a man–”
“LET GO OF HER!” The scream, the voice that sounds like thunder, makes your whole body relax at the same time Tyler's grip loosens.
The rest is pure chaos.
Billy grabs Tyler and throws him to the ground. Someone pulls you away from the fight, and you soon recognize Nancy. In her embrace, you hide your face in her hair, and she helps as you fix your clothes.
Your mind is mess, and you can't even process what's happening.
The only thing you know is that you're safe now, away from that monster. And Billy is beating him up into a bloody mess.
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pan-fangirl-345 · 3 years
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loved your latest scenario!!! i would love to see a sequel if u dont mind...maybe they tell tadashi and the team!
A/N: Omg, thank you so much Nonnie! Also, thanks to everyone that has left a like and/or dropped a comment on it! I adore hearing from you all and they made me smile! I'm really sorry that this is so late!
Summary: You and Kei have conquered the challenge of actually getting together. Now comes the hurtle of telling Tadashi and the rest of his team, not to mention his friends from Golden Week and the Tokyo training camps.
TW: swearing (I'm starting to think that I can't write something without swearing, but whatever), it's pretty much just chaos, I swear.
Kei's lips were soft against yours, gentle, and you couldn't help but smile at him.
"What?" Kei asked, cheeks flushed pink.
You slid a hand into his hair, nudging his nose with yours.
"Seriously, what?" Kei asked.
"Nothing," you murmured, kissing him softly. "I just . . . I never thought that I'd be able to do this. I'm happy."
Kei flushed a darker red, making your smile grow.
He was surprisingly easy to fluster like this, you had found over the last few hours.
He was fine with giving and receiving hugs, and he was good at back hugs, forehead kisses, and top-of-the-head kisses, but receiving that kind of affection flustered him for some reason.
"If you get this flustered with me, how bad is it gonna be if I kiss you in front of your team?" you teased.
"Sh-Shut up," Kei stammered, burying his face in your neck.
"I'm assuming you want some of them to know, considering the picture that you sent to the group chat. Hinata knows," you told him, "and he's your least favorite team member other than maybe Kageyama."
"I definitely want them to know," he said, his arms tightening around your waist. "You're not something I can or want to hide."
"Kei?"
"I just have no idea what the hell I'm doing here," he whispered. "I don't want to fuck this up. You're one of the best things in my life."
"Kei, don't worry about that right now," you murmured. "You don't have to worry about that until the first fight or whenever the next moron decides that he thinks he can handle me."
Kei snorted, nudging your cheek with his.
"So, how are we gonna tell your team?" you asked.
"I think we should tell Tadashi first," Kei admitted. "I feel kinda bad, I didn't tell him that I was in love with you, and when I needed advice, I went to Kuroo-san first."
"Kei, Tadashi is our best friend, he won't fault you for going to someone with more life experience about this kind of thing. Besides, Kuroo-san is one of your friends too. And, just so you know, when I learned that I fell in love with you, I told Tadashi first. So one of us told him at least."
"So he knew?"
"Yeah, I wanted him to know that if I ever did make a move and something happened that we wouldn't ditch him," you told him. "And he was the best person I knew to ask if you would at least give me a shot."
"When was this?" Kei asked.
"Beginning of first year," you admitted, cheeks heating.
"I'm sorry it took so long," he murmured.
"Don't be. Kei, I don't want you to be with me out of pity. I would rather you already be in love with me."
"I am in love with you," he said, without hesitation. "That's why we're here."
"Here as in together, or here as in making out in my room?" you asked, making him smile.
"Both."
You smiled, cupping Kei's face in your hands, kissing him again.
He made a small noise, tilting his head to kiss you harder.
"Hey, (Y/F/N), I think I left my notes here-"
Kei ripped away from you, eyes wide and cheeks pink.
Tadashi stood in the doorway to your room, smirking.
"Fucking finally!" Tadashi cried, making you laugh.
"Hey Tadashi," you said, swinging your legs over the side of your bed as Kei pulled away from you.
"Please, for the sake of my sanity, tell me that you two are dating," Tadashi said.
"Yeah, we're dating," Kei admitted, cheeks still bright pink.
"Finally!" Tadashi declared again, making you laugh.
You took Kei's hand, leaning over to kiss his cheek. "It's just Tadashi, Kei," you teased.
"Shut up," Kei whined, glaring at you weakly.
"So," Tadashi mused, "how are you going to tell the team?"
"Kei already told Hinata, Kuroo-san, Bokuto-san, and Akaashi-san in their group chat. Sort of," you told Tadashi. "Show him Kei."
Kei pulled his phone out, pulling up the chat that was still in chaos.
Kei scrolled back so that Tadashi could read and be caught up, and he snickered.
"You two make a cute couple," he murmured, scrolling through.
"Thanks Tadashi."
"Have either of you read through this?" Tadashi asked, handing Kei's phone back to him. "Or were you too busy?"
Kei flushed again and you laughed, scrolling through the chat.
"Oh my god," you wheezed, handing it over to Kei.
"Hinata's a moron," Kei muttered. "I mean really."
Kei frowned, and you watched him click into the Karasuno group chat.
"I guess we don't have to tell the team that we're dating," he said.
Hinata had sent the picture of you and Kei to their chat, with a bunch of squawking and an unholy amount of question marks.
Kei sighed, furiously typing out a response, muttering under his breath, glancing at you occasionally.
Tadashi rolled his eyes, pulling his own phone out.
Tadashi took a picture then sent it to the group chat with a small message underneath.
'You guys are going to make Tsukki pop a blood vessel. Even (Y/F/N) can't get him to calm down right now.'
"I hate these guys," Kei muttered, exiting the chat and tossing his phone to the side.
Tadashi snickered, putting his own phone away.
"Alright, well, I just came to get my notes," Tadashi said, grabbing them off your desk. "Have fun you two."
Kei flushed and you couldn't resist that giggles that escaped as he hid his face in his hands.
"Not a word," Kei threatened.
"Your secret's safe with me, Tsukki, you know that," Tadashi said, smirking over his shoulder as he left, making a point to shut your bedroom door.
"What am I?" you asked, pouting. "Chopper liver?"
"Apparently," Kei teased and you hit his arm softly, smiling at him.
"I love you," you told him.
"I love you too."
"Golden Week is coming up, you're going to have to face them, Akaashi-san at least. Thought Bokuto and Kuroo might show up just to screw with you," you said.
"I know," he groaned, flopping sideways behind you.
You laughed, tipping sideways so that you could look at him.
"You love them and you know it," you told him, sliding a hand into his hair.
"I love you and I know it," he replied.
"Dork," you teased, kissing the tip of his nose.
"Only for you."
And didn't you know it.
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dribs-and-drabbles · 2 years
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.....would you believe I found more costume design choices for bad buddy and of course it's all episode 5 because episode 5 is just That Good.
Pat starts off in pran's shirt - dark gray (plus, ink was the only person who kind of saw smth smth between the two of them, here she is calling them out on it wearing both the colours they're wearing)
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all the way until the date with ink + oh moment (beloved) where he's in a dark grey shirt over a black shirt - realising his feelings but still in denial on the inside
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which then becomes a white shirt over a lighter grey shirt as he talks to korn + tries to figure out if he's jealous (also, this shot of him in white surrounded by white light the moment pran says wai had slept in the same spot he slept where he was stunned into silence by just how jealous he was)
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And then FRESHY DAY. This part got to me so bad. He's in all blue, but the solid blue of his overalls are falling off to give way to blue white tie dye mix which kind of looks like an explosion which,,,, yeah
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And then he transitions directly into the hawaiian shirt which, what can I say about that that you haven't already said?
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Plus fun little devastating bonus details:
Pran at the argument wearing blue with a orange (reddish?) collar because he may be on Pat's side but he has to put on a front for wai
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And pat switching back into a darker shirt on the rooftop because he's afraid that after the argument he's messed up so bad that he doesn't know where they stand anymore
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He then spends literally all of ep 6 in a series of white shirts before finally switching to light blue when they set up the bet
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Hi! @grapejuicegay! I bet you thought I'd forgotten or ignored you 🙈 I'm sorry, I hadn't...I just haven't had the brain space to give this detailed and thought out ask the time it deserves. But now I do (mainly because I woke up early since the bed in the hotel I'm staying in is so bad I couldn't sleep...but whatever!)
So...I love that Bad Buddy is still giving. There's still so much to see and interpret and analyse and go feral over...as can be shown here. I have to be honest, it took me a while to understand and follow what you were pointing out here (because of my brain space not yours!) but yes, if we're looking at the darkness = troubled or something negative / light = happy or something positive scale then Pat definitely goes through a journey in episode 5 (which of course we know about)...and his clothes reflect that journey he goes on.
Pat starts off wearing the darker colours and gradually transitions to the lighter ones as he realises his feelings for Pran and investigates them...and then after the fight, when things look bleak between them, he's back to a very dark blue...so dark it could be black.
And I love your interpretation of his freshy day outfit - the blue and white tie-die looking like an explosion - because at this point his feelings are a mess. He's all over the place, thinking he still likes Ink and confessing to her but actually, when Pran is singing to him, his brain must be going a mile-a-minute thinking back over their history.
I'm not going to add more about the hawaiian shirt...because, yeah, I have already written a great deal on that!...but something I'll add about the shirts he wears in ep 6. Although they all have some colour or patterns on, as you say they're all white- or lighter-based...and this could reflect Pat's artlessness - the innocence and genuineness of his actions towards Pran. But then, at that point when they are finally meeting in the middle, they're both in bold versions of their colours. It's wonderful visualisation.
Ahhhhh...thank you so much for giving me another opportunity to gush about this show! And maybe you can see why it took me so long to respond now 😊
And I was going to add a screenshot of your addendum-ask here as well but tumblr won't let me, but what a great catch! It makes me want to look through the series to see if I can find more little details like that...but time...
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