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my weekend was beyond horrible, and I was already taking a break but now this. i think I'm just going to take a bit of a hiatus.
I'll probably lurk but I can't bring myself to socialize, sorry mutuals, I love you guys <3 (and non moots, love y'all too)
give yourself some time, process, and breathe. it's what I'm trying to do
#im also lurking on other platforms. mostly bsky#its a distraction. to just look at stuff#idk if I'll respond to anything? genuinely dont have the energy#im just hiding in my room. binging literally anything on yt#optimism is hard. but there has to be a light somewhere. im not the best at finding it but it's there. i know it is.#typing out loud#Hiatus Edition
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At what temperature INDOORS (not outdoor weather) do you start to become noticeably uncomfortable (sweaty, heavy, don't feel like doing anything, etc.) and begin trying to cool off yourself or your environment?
(Like, at what point do you start putting out fans, turning on the AC, getting ice water, etc. because the indoor room temperature has gotten too high for you?)
It's starting to get warmer weather where I live, so I was thinking about it/curious how this might vary :0
(sorry if the celsius conversions aren't entirely accurate, I just used a website to look them up/am not familiar with measuring things that way myself lol)
#polls#tumblr polls#summer#Honestly mine is like... 71F lol.. I would say it starts to get uncomfortable to the point that I'm distracted by it around 74/75F#but even at 71 I am noticably warm and will go try to check what the temperature is and would like turn on the air if I had it or etc.#What i get is just that my skin will be warm?? Like it almost feels like I'm wearing a sweater when I'm not. I just feel this sheet of heat#kind of lingering above my skin even when my arm is bare and has nothing on it. It feels like I'm shrouded. And I get a little flushed and#headacehy feeling. and super lethargic where I don't feel like doing anything or eating or anything else. Like today it was only 73 in my#room earlier and I nearly skipped lunch just to lay on the floor. I just don't feel hungry and I dont feel like moving or thinking#or doing anything really. I would eat food if it was brought to me but I don't desire it anymore the way I do sometimes in the winter.#BUT I'm also super heat sensitive due to health conditions and stuff so. Someone told me a few days ago that 72F is comfortable#for most people lol..??? Which is maybe true. Even though that's the point that I start looking around the room like 'ermm...is anyone#else warm??'. But yeah. I guess my answer would seriously be like... 71 for when I actually start to GET uncomfrotable. But then its like#74/75 at the point that I become soooo deeply uncomfortable that I'm like... I Must Do Something About This NOW. Like sometimes#it could be 71 and I'm just like.. grr.. whatever..and keep doing what I'm doing even though I'm warm. But at like 74F I'm getting up to ge#a fan or something and I'm so warm I can't distract myself from it. So as you can imagine. the summers where it gets like 83F IN my#apartment at night are misserablle.. lol..#I think my ideal spot for indoor temperature is like.. 64 - 68F or so. Though i would ALWAYS rather be cold than hot so. Like I would rathe#have to be in a 52F apartment for 5 months than in a 80F apartment for just one month LOL#Just the thought nearly makes me tear up.. oh imagine it only being 55F indoors... ah..#right now it's 77.5 in my room and I'm not like.. SWEATING. but I just feel the Sheet of warmth over everything and I feel more joint#achey and like I have a fever and this feeling like I can't take a deep enough breath because the air is thick. and I am NOT hungry at all#or maybe even a little nauseated. and I just want to lay down. I've been struggling to focus on any task all day. There's maybe a very very#light mist of sweat only on the underarms but it's not like the type of sweating where your whole body and chest is drenched. So its like#I stay dry and I don't look red or flushed or anything BUT it just makes me feel intensely lethargic and like everything is heavy.#I don't LOOK hot or SEEM warm visibly (like being red and sweaty) but it takes like a Silent Toll on my body or something lol
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rewatching the first episode of Hannibal and holy shit I forgot how good this is but it's actually insane that Brian fuller set up the ep like this, he introduces will and Hannibal by first briefly showing them at their core, at the darkest, most vile part of them---we get a glimpse behind the curtain---and then its gone, the curtain is snapped shut and we see their masks, their human suits.
Will empathizes with killers because he likes it, and he wants to kill but he refuses to give into the urge because he knows how much he'll like it and he won't be able to stop. So he lives vicariously through other killers, satisfying his own dark urge by feeding it little morsels of secondhand blood lust. Every crime scene he works gives the urge something that satisfies it, not enough for it to grow, but enough for it be sate. Enough that he can ignore it for long enough that he can walk around and be Professor Will Graham who is Weird, Brash, and Non-sociable.
And Hannibal is a cannibal at night and a psychiatrist by morning.
#hannibal#hannigram#hanniblogging#hannigram brainrot is real#also ive watched the entirety of hannibal like four times and everytime i watch it i still find stuff to lose my mind over#brian fuller the brain that you have#winston my beloved#also plzzzz the way hannibal was just gonna kill jack with like no hesitation#AND the way hannibal was fucking smitten from the moment he spoke to will#like wills all like i hate eye contract its distracting as hell and hannibal is just looking at him like 😍😍😍#plss you are embarrassing yourself#also question#when will was like how do you see me and hannibal said that shit about the mongoose and the snakes and will just looks at him like ????#do yall think he was confused because he was genuinely like dude what the actual fuck are you saying#or because he understood it#and the woman at hobbs' work being like two guys from the fbi#and neither of them are technically from the fbi#just two insane dudes having a first date by larping an active fbi investigation#omg and when will shoots hobbs he realizes that oh fuck this is my chance this is my chance to kill and finally satisfy that dark urge#so after he shoots him once he just keeps shooting shooting shooting till its impossible for hobbs to survive for hobbs to be dead#till it was will that killed him
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i feel so silly (derogatory) barely doing a shitty doodle a day while others just .. make entire comics in the same time
not as in wishing them ill, i just , god, i wish that was me lol
#ganondoodles talks#i know do what you can and all#but i feel like i could do more#i want to do so much more#sometimes nothing works#often times its distraction#more often its demotivation or some sort of depression#sometimes i feel like i am moving in normal time but time accelarated#so i look up and its been 3 hours while i did work that should not take that long#and its not just that i want to get work done on those projects to get them further#but also bc i want to show people stuff! so badly!!#i swear i wish i could draw everyone a picture#animate the stuff i mean#i want to do stuff for people..........#:((((((
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Yall, its time to ramble about visual/environmental storytelling cause this is silly article is driving me insane.
I won't argue for if the game should have had more constant and involved cutscenes like Robobot or Star Allies, but what I will say is that this game is VERY rich in story through the world design. The Forgotten Land as opposed to say the Land of the Sky in TD or the entire galaxy of Star Allies is like, DROWNING in writing and narrative. It builds so much mystery and intrigue through the theming of every world and even individual levels, with exploring both how the people of the land originally lived and how it's being reclaimed by nature and the animals.
I think the closest things maybe is Robobot and Halcandra in RTDL, the former having great little designs that key you into WHAT Haltmann is doing and what makes it so toxic. Halcandra though is the ultimate grand-daddy, the contrast between it and the Lor, and Egg Engines and Dangerous Dinner is full of theming and clues about the nature and history of the planet. AND THAT IS STORY, THAT IS WRITING! Especially when compared to say Star Allies, where most of the levels of the levels are just ye average Kirby themed fluff with little to say about the Jamba or the state they've left the galaxy in. But when you play through the casino levels of Robobot, as well as delightful theming and level design, you see that Haltmann is erecting literally the most predatory entertainment centers imaginable. When you step off the sleek futuristic Lor into the scrapyards and wastes of Halcandra, you get fun intimidating final worlds, and a good grasp on *why* the people who made the Lor aren't around anymore, and may even start questioning why Magolor made such a great fuss of dragging you to this horrible place. Music is also deeply important to this storytelling. Each of the factories/towers erected in ever world of Robobot's theme is a remix usually of themes related to older mechanical levels, subtly clueing you into where Haltmann go their technology from. Outside the Lor rather than the comfortable motif of Green Greens is this almost comically suspicious and disoriented theme once you're stuck on Halcandra and returning to Magolor with more doubts about his words. The final level inside of the volcano house a theme that is teasing the twist to come, and the theme for fighting Landia before the big reveal is less triumphant, and more majestic and pensive. Possibly trying to evoke more hesitance than confidence, even if most people wouldn't catch on to that on a first run.
But the cooler thing, is that while Robobot has this cool theming at key levels, and RtDL does at the end, this type of shit is pervasive ALL throughout Forgotten Land. Every world and nearly every level is a unique, well thought-out set piece! You get to see abandoned towns, cities, malls, stores, factories, resorts, and an amusement park, each which serves as more than just a fun location, but a clear picture of the world and the state its in. This intent is made clearer through the music and tone that goes out of its way to not highlight the destruction of these areas but their beauty, wonder, and mystery through the eyes of an clueless animals and our favorite pink alien. The abandoned Alivel Malls theme is a track as upbeat and peppy as what must've played over it's speakers in it's hayday, because the hustle and bustle breathed back into it by the animals and Kirby just exploring this mysterious complex is just as lively. The theme of the Everbay Coast is peaceful and sunny despite the Holine ruins because it's as part of the scenery to the animals and Kirby as the picturesque palms and sands. And Wondaria!!!!!!!!! OMG WONDARIA WHERE TO EVEN BEGIN WITH EVERY FUCKING LEVEL AND THEME IN WONDARIA!!! THIS IS WHY I CAN'T TAKE THAT CLAIM SERIOUSLY - y'know when I cried at Forgotten Land? In world 3. Not because of a cutscene or a line of dialogue, but just from the sheer emotion the setting evoked in me. The sweet, laid-back, starry-eyed wonder that it expressed from Kirby mixed with my own sense of nostalgia being aware of what that place was, and how beautiful it was to see it rediscovered and adored by Kirby and the animals of the Forgotten Land. It evokes such a strong feeling of bittersweetness, of existential dread comforted by the knowledge that the simple joys and memories we create places like amusement parks to share will continue on as long as there is life in the world. And unlike some of my musings about past games, this was explicitly intentional. What truly brought the tears to my eyes was remembering an interview where the devs were explaining how they were trying to keep the tone light and Kumazaki said specifically they wanted to evoke peace and beauty rather than loss.
LIKE THIS IS WRITING! This is storytelling, this is intention. It's just subtle, but not at all unimportant, and it ties into the more overarching plot. It raises the question constantly of where the people went that is answered by Forgo, and expresses the dichotomy between the simple innocence of the animals compared to the ambitions of the people who abandoned them and that is now possessing their leader. It creates stakes for Elfilis and Forgo's intentions to destroy everything so beautiful and pure about the current world, but as it absolves the current world of guilt, it puts into perspective JUST HOW LONG Forgo must have been locked away that things changed so much. And as softly as the exploits of the original people are portrayed by the game, knowing their treatment of Eliflis and Forgo as a thing of entertainment and tool for innovation is sickening placed in contrast with it. Like back to Wondaria, the way it shows how much space travel must have pervaded the imagination and escapism of the people either before or after Forgo's arrival is insanely smart. And it gives me chills in the best way seeing Kirby run around images of cartoon aliens from a civilization who would never meet him. Of Kirby, Elfilin, and Bandana sticking their head into a cardboard cutout of an astronaut meeting an alien, with the text "wish you were here" above in a script they don't even understand. A SCRIPT THE WRITERS MADE FOR THIS GAME SO THAT THEY COULD ADD MESSAGES LIKE THAT INTO THE WORLD FOR KEEN PLAYERS TO NOTICE AND MAKE CONNECTIONS. Like it's insane. The dedication the Hal Labs has to stuff like this is maddening! It's so sweet and heartfelt and crafty, I'm so pissed off how little respect it gets because people don't understand visual storytelling!!!!! Saying Forgotten Land is light on story is preposterous, it might just be one of the most finely crafted stories the series has had to date, and is just a really solid piece of science fantasy writing in general honestly. It is packed with environmental storytelling that drives me Up The Fucking Wall, Man.
#kirby#kirby and the forgotten land#katfl#elfilis#forgo#kirby lore#shut the heck up#media analysis#GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH (i love kirby)#im in my “writing is more than text” essay warrior era#this is part of me collecting stuff for a bigger essay though :3c i just got so distracted by this take#also i started this cause i though this article was from a bigger outlet than it was#so now i feel like my intensity is unjustified but idrc cause as i said: warrior essay era#OO ALSO I MISSED TALKING ABOUT THE LATER WORLDS#THE CITY IN WINTER HORNS FEELS LIKE A BIOME THE DELAPADATED RESORTS OF WASTES ARE NOW OASES IN A DRIED UP TROPICS-#-AND THE FUCKING CITYSCAPE OF REDGAR FLOODED WITH LAVA IS LIKE ITS OWN PART OF THE MOUNTAIN ITS SO BEAUTIFUL#its a fun twist on the typical final lava world that also gets to do double duty with evil industrial looking shit ARGFDSH so cool#tag talking
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THERE IS NO WAY @eternaleaf

WHO LET YOU COOK WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!! SOHPUAUSGRGSGRHEGRHEHEHRGRHRHRRHHRRHHRRHRHR I DIDN'T EXPECTHHFHTJRITJTKR😭😭😭💚💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚 WHYDIDYOI COOKSO HARD OHYMHGOIDDDHHHHDHDHHDHDD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA YOU LITERALLY DREW MR MOLE X IRENE AHEAD ME SKDKFKKSKSKFKLFKFF😭😭😭😭😭😭 IM SO EMOTIONALLWHAATTTTTTTT
#THE MOUSE BIT MADE ME SO AAAHSGDFHDGFHDHDJD#PHEMIA AND LITTOL MOLE DUDE ARE HIS ASSISTANTS ITS SO CUTE WHATWHATWJATWHRJRNRNRNEJHEJJJ#HER OUTFIT IM DYYINGGGGGGPUAHSHHDFBHSF SHES LIKE A LITTLE JERRY THE MOUSE JAHAHAHFVFBDBDBDBDH#HER DISTRACTION IS JUST FEEDING NAIB IM SO GFOFOFKFJFFFFFFFFEJDHD#NAIB IS SO GOOFFFYYY HES SO SWAYED HE'S SMITTEF FOR THE MUFFIN. THAYS A MUFFIN TO ME#WAIT NO PIE THATS PIE YES#STILLSLGKGJGJGKGKGKGKGKGKG NORTON IS SO MAAAAAD HES SO ADROABLE ILYILYIYY#AND THE FUCLING LAST PANEL IM SO SIICCKKKKKKKKK#HES SMITTEN NOWWWWW HES LIKE OMAGA... MADAMEEEE MISSSSSSSS DEAR LADYYYYYY HEAVENS ABOVE#No because THAT'S LITERALLY HOW IT WENTTTTJSKSJJFHFHFHDHDHJD HE JUST SAW THE BEHOLDER OF THE GEM AND VOILA. HE CANT BE MEAN /LH FGGLGGJHH#THE MOLEEEEEEE ITS BLUSHING IMSSISJFBHDSKISHDHDHDJDD THE MOLE IS BLUSHING FOR TJEM IM SO FUCKING SICK RN#ITS LIKE THOSE DISNEY TROPES WHERE THE ANIMAL COMPANION GETS ALL SHY LOOKING AT THEIR OWNER AND THEIR BELOVED GET ALL ROMANTIC PLEASSSEEEEE#MY HEART 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#IAIAHDHFJFKKKGKKG I WANNA EXPAND ONTHIS AU SO SOSO BAD THANKTOU 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💚💚💚💚💚💚#YOUR BRAIN IS SO HUGE I APPRECIATE YOU SO BAD FOR THIS WHAAGGSFBFFBFBFNFMDMMDFMNFNFJF#AND YET AGAINYOUVE MADE NORTONSOSOSOSOSCUTE IM DYINGGG HAYAAAAAAAAAAAAA#EUPHEMIA MOUSE IS SO REAL WEEEKEKEKEKEKEEKKEE#FAV#💚 for me#sophia tag#strawpage stuff#constantine siblings au
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Flames,, blanket boy, my beloved
I gotta draw more art like this of him, he's such an odd creature I love him so much
There's so much to his character that I never talk about aaa I'll make a lore post eventually
#i have thoughts about this guy#he's so hungry for affection and that social and physical contact he see's all the people in his city get#he's takes up so much after them in so many ways#maintenance on this guy... mechanics working on checking all the wires and circuits and touching all the sensitive nerves and neuron flies#its nice that his entire structure is well taken care of but he also wouldnt be able to focus on anything else#he's so used to working in perfect undisturbed conitions..must be so distracting when something changes#he'd have his overseers watching as they plug things in and test stuff and poke around in his guts#and maybe he'll enjoy it a too much and he'll beep when a cable is pushed in.. its not like the sounds are unusual#the structure is alway whirling and buzzing.. whats a few extra clicks and hums when a particularly sensitive component is touched#its not like they would know unless they were really paying attention to the sounds and looking for a reaction#trying to please their beloved supercomputer#he longs for the same love they're capable of but it does quite work out. They can't hug him in a way that feels the same#does affection mean anything to him when its so little. They cant love him in a way that properly means something#i guess flames eventually getting into a relationship fills that affection hole#someone who speaks the same language. someone who he can relate to and understand#someone capable of touching all his systems in just the right way#ajfjsj went off i the tags here uh im so tired im kinda losing consciousness as i was typing oops#rain world#iterator#rain world oc#iterator oc#oc four blue flames#drawins#suggestive
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JUMPING UP AND DOWN!!,,,!!,! I DREW!,!,,,!!!!,,

yo cuando mujeres sobrenaturales

#So like… I don’t know how to explain what I just did#Basically She is. Um. Benevolent shapeshifting entity#She is a giantess (ig) and she takes a stroll around the world in a constant loop#Everyone sees her differently. Everyone has a unique sight of her. No one has seen the same version of her#By the way her name IS She. I’m not motivated enough to make som up.#Anyway as I was saying uhhh yeah so#She’s basically a concept materialized into reality#She isn’t like a normal human at all. Her skin is elastic (almost like that black goop that ppl thought was solid until som time ago)#((I can’t find or remember the name of the black goop I’m talking ab. imma look so weird. But I swear it exists 😭))#(((GOOGLE ITS NOT FUCKING OOBLECK ITS WAY MORE SPECIFIC THAN THAT FUCK YOU)))#Also uhh back to the main topic. She is going to be eaten alive by men#Kind of like Gulliver and the liliputians#PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IM TALKING AB ISNT NICHE AND THAT I SHOULD BE LOCKED UP 😭#I had a Lilliputian dictionary when I was a kid…#ANYWAY ughh I keep getting distracted#Honestly that’s kind of about it as of now#Also I’m debating if all of her forms should be completely naked or if they should maybe have a little clothing accessories#I’m mainly debating this bc of things such as hijabs. Burqas. Niqabs. Etc.#They should also be included in the beauty thing right? But it’d be inconsistent world building for She’s concept maybe?#She is only her liquid form. Where would she get the clothing articles? And how would they fit her gigantic size?#Well. Whatever. I can do whatever I want and bend rules however I want. If She goes fully naked or wears something it’s her choice.#There’s a lot more stuff I want to mention but it’s whatever#traditional art#Pencil art#concept art#story wip#Women
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funniest thing about tfuc (transformers unknown) was that ratchet and optimus were in a relationship but you would never fucking know that it never came up
#i think obviously it was supposed to but i got distracted developing the other characters and story and junk#same thing with whatever was going on between jazz and prowl (DISCLAIMER THIS PROWL LOOKED G1-Y BUT HE WAS TFA PROWL IN CHARACTER)#but unfortunately jazz and prowl did have a little more established 😭 like jazz had been stuck on earth w a handful of bots b4 team prime#and jazz shows prowl all of the cool earth things sorta mirroring tfa i guess but not really but yknow tfa prowl likes earth n jazz learns#to like earth too. separately generally but tfuc jazz shows it off and prowl who already is kinda into that stuff is like waow....#its embarrassing that i have like nothing to say abt ratch n op there was literally barely anything or at least i forgot to fucking write#anything about it DOWN!!!!!!! they were just together cuz it was a nostalgic comfort ship#i think i still want them to be a little gay in rtf or whatever other fan continuity hopefully i actually do something with it <_<;
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Damnit lev lmfao. I was thinking about Shiva wearing corpse ash being resonant for other reasons, something about his relationship with the Bright Skinned Ones and death and whatever. No, no. More fucking importantly: Oh I wonder why Shiva is known for. you know. wearing bodies. his appearance is a mass of bodies joined together. yeah
#Leviathan is a mass of bodies. Shiva wears the ash of burned corpses. Transforming in both cases the masses into the Matter of the Bodiless#~abyssal murmurs#leviathan //#Maheshvara //#Not surprised this is coming up now he loves his fun fact time. Earlier I was poking at what he was doing#because he's... very distracted. And uh. Somewhere over yonder doing war stuff with people. And I was thinking about how he is just so many#circumstance based people at the same time. He'll be doing paperwork in a Royal Office somewhere and on a battlefield elsewhere and#running through the forest as a deer somewhere else and living as members of a school of fish in some transcendental lake#and scrying the pools of God and watching birds in a forest... and he incarnates here too and will be a chef downtown#and a teacher somewhere else up also doing paperwork and some dog on the street begging for food and and and#And over all of it... That central blissful mind that is water itself. all it's senses of self - emotions. thoughts. and so on - arising#from its various movements and shapes as reflections on the surface. But also... a sweet thing. Anyway#That black umbrella Lev that's deep and beyond names... beloved.... Searching for someone...#Shiva throws himself down into reality to bounce around as rays of light... the sun incarnating through the day sky into plants then into#animals and so on slowly recollecting more and more who he is. Searching for Shiva#always. Well. You found him. But then... Well. You go past the crying screaming stage of birth and then you get to fun#You gestate. You know who you are when the Sun's light touches your eyes. You scream at it. You change. You grow.#Then you learn the world is fun... People talk about how it seems ridiculous that someone who had achieved oneness would come back#and I wholly agree on a side thought relevant to that that most people who claim to know oneness don't know it#because the idea of oneness itself is actually a product of duality IE you have to be on a world where Two exists to understand One#One doesn't exist in a unified world. There's no One. In a unified world... So you can absolutely achieve a state of oneness while still#being non-unified if you don't truly get it... But anyway. On the why come back thing... Yeah people don't get it. But people who do get it#come back all the time. This reality is just an experience. You can spend your entire life asleep or you can come play and experience#So. Lev's incarnations on this plane mirror his incarnation of Shiva Into Bodies... He comes here to play games. He plays#He takes photos. He wanders. He plays music for people on street corners. He laughs. He loves. He suffers. He experiences.#Sometimes he doesn't understand. Sometimes he understands. Anyway.... Looking through his eyes... Iridescent scene of cranes#flying over a sunset more rich than I've ever seen on earth but so natural. Fire without fire. Water catching and soaking up every colour.
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wait actually this one post makes a good point i wish there was actually tags to separate between hsr and hi3 bronseele and on that note actually any of the overlapping characters alskdjfha but the search engine sucks ass on this website so you'll always have overlap either way i think :I
#LIKE !!!!! OK!!!!!! I DO REALLY LIKE BRONSEELE!!!!! BUT ALSO!!!!!! I LIKE HI3 BRONSEELE AND WISH TO LOOK AT STUFF FOR THEM NOT HSR!!!!!!!!!#whhhh i was running into the same problem with cocolia before too T _ T#and its fINE because i saw some servalia while doing so but whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh T _ T come onnnnnnnnnn i just wanna look at hi3 stuuuuuuffff#ok maybe this is also like. the worlds sign for me to STOP JUMPING INTO THE TAGS INSTEAD OF PLAYING THE GAME AND STOP SPOILING YOURSELF#but T _ T#i could also just go bother my friends as well about hi3 but i also dont wanna be a bother#... so i decide to. bother? everyone???? by posting????#illogical.#IT IS DISTRIBUTED ANNOYANCE#anyways point is: i like bronseele's dynamic a lot in hi3#it actually made me appreciate the bronseele dynamic more in hsr bc i can see where it takes inspiration from#though i feel that the dynamic got switched around for hsr bronseele#but ill spare talking about that LAKSJDFALKSH#snow plays hi3#i /guess/ im starting a tag on that its fine lmao#anyways if anyones interested i have plans to finish ch 11 and 11 ex tonight.#'but snow thats like 3 hours long and its near bed time' listen i am on a mission. the only thing stopping me right now is the fact that#i told myself i should finish reviewing (but am Very distracted)#and the fact that the game Also is like 'girl you need to STOP YOURE OUT OF STAMINA'#watch me down all these energy drinks (idk what they are) THEN TELL ME I NEED TO STOP#besides i had a pretty good day re: studying today and ive been doing good with my questions ^u^#so im bout to beat the holy shit out of this exam. whether the exam likes it or not i Will Eviscerate You.#that and i need to recuperate because I was burned out pretty bad today but when i came back from getting lost (wandering around) for like#hours i did fine so weehee#break day and then we'll be in the long haul till tuesday myeheh
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im going to put together an interesting personality quiz marathon
#i dont put much stock in stuff like this its just fun to look at trends and stats#like if i say im in infp you need to consider that i may not view myself accurately i may not understand all the questions correctly i may#have been distracted
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Maybe I should just accept the fact that I'm bound to have writing WIPs and inch my way to completion with this thing by adding onto it day by day instead of fully completing the thing in a single day like I usually do.
#aria rants#the real deadline for the event is far off so honestly why am i rushing everything#i still worry having a writing wip tho cuz like-- GAH! WHY AM I WORRYING BOUT THAT ACTUALLY#its either have writing or have nothing at all and i need SOMETHING! so this is good enough! ill add onto it tomorrow#basically im worried of misplacing the file and forgetting bout it cuz unlike drawing where everything is in ibis#i dont have a dedicated writing app that can compile all of it in one place where i can just open an app and everything is there#i dont like google docs. stimuwrite is lovely to write with but not so much to compile with. i have libreoffice but it...#looks so much like google docs... the layout and everything and i did manage to get it on dark mode but its so...#its just! smth bout the overall layout that it has is too distracting for me to actually use#and truth be told. notepad is honestly more appealing to me to use that either google docs and libreoffice#but the sad part is that it has to be saved individually! like ok i guuuueeess i can use a folder... yea might as well#im going to put the most eyecatching stuff on the folder's title so my eyes doesnt just look past it#maybe nows the time to figure out how to change folder icons actually...
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Got to the part of ASM where Harry is going Goblin mode and like. On one hand I don’t wanna blame Pete for Harry’s problems, because Harry is an adult and can (theoretically) take care of himself. But it’s hard not to be a LITTLE frustrated that Harry is constantly asking for help/saying he’s lonely and Peter has spent most of the time he’s been living with Harry going “hm, I should really check on my roomie, he really seems like he could use a friend right now 🤔” and then IMMEDIATELY getting distracted and never following up. At first I was like “oh, I guess they’re not very close in this version” but then Peter goes and says that he’s been having it rough lately because “my girlfriend and my best friend’s father” (referring to Norman Osborn) “died recently.” “BEST FRIEND”?! All this time he’s thought of Harry Osborn as his best friend?! I just can’t help but soft agree with Harry when he says “We were never friends, we just shared an apartment” because I know Peter isn’t the most emotionally intelligent, but HE HIMSELF considered paying more attention to his “best friend” several times and DIDN’T. Aughughhgh it’s just so FRUSTRATING. I realize that the fact that all this was so easily avoidable and that Peter’s biggest flaws directly contributed to his closest friend’s downfall is what makes it so tragic and compelling, BUT I’M NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT.
#‘good storytelling appreciator’ brain and ‘i want blorbo to be happy’ brain are at war rn sorry#spider-man#spiderman#asm#harry osborn#peter parker#shark.txt#i gotta say it: what toxic masculinity does to a mfer#you just know that if the EXACT peter/harry conflict played out today instead of in the 70s it would have turned out differently#if nothing else because it’s seen as less socially acceptable to immediately forget your friends exist because Girl Talking#THAT’S ANOTHER THING: MOST OF THE TIME IT’S NOT EVEN SPIDER-MAN STUFF THAT DISTRACTS PETER FROM CHECKING ON HARRY#ITS GIRL TALKING!!!!!#I don’t think peter has ever ONCE been like ‘sorry gwen/mj i’d love to but i’m really concerned about harry and want to make sure he’s ok’#it’s just not a very good look.#spiderposting
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#ori.#i know i said i wasnt going to post much but tbh#im by myself and its lonely and i keep just crying periodically#like i looked over at the tank and just started crying#but thank you to everyone that’s sent me messages and stuff#im trying to distract myself i guess idk
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wdym its the 22nd already. what.
#haunted ecosystem#im so tired i need to sleep but i need to finish writing. i got distracted by whatever the fuck was happening on crumb earlier#you havent lived until youve spent literally an hour listening to people do live dsmp roleplay with unwilling participants.#and getting called xanax by literally everybody. i still dont know why everybody does that. but they call me xanax.#love that server. im gonna make the public enderman farm look a little nicer as a gift.#i've been working on my other fics and stuff but im just enjoying being (sort of) social#pyrr learns that public vcs can be fun (sometimes) ((sometimes theyre really fucking overwhelming but i love them anyway))#im making up for the fact i cant leave the house (i keep getting sick every other week its actually horrible)
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