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i couldnt sleep last night because i was passionately ranting to myself about how the changes in the themes, messages, and general structure of the Disney Princess movies reflect the changes in generational perspectives and the socioeconomic factors of our society 🤦♀️
#its not JUST about feminism okay#its about how the makers and marketers and audience of the classic and renaissance movies were willing to believe that things would be okay#so all you had to do was wait and try to do good where you are#so we got stories where the protagonists didnt necessarily set out to save themselves or others#but modern makers and marketers and audiences cant believe that things are going to be okay if we dont do anything about it#so we get stories about Being Right and The Real Solution Was You#and neither story is bad!!!#we need both kinds of stories!!!#just like we need princesses who got married and princesses who didnt and princesses who saved themselves and princesses who didnt#i just. ksjdfnhjkahfiauwesjcnfwe.#maybe this is a ''ive connected the dots''you didnt connect shit''ive connected them'' moment but. it makes sense to me.#disney
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'Radical feminist' is a role you have to perform and actively work towards not a label you can identify into. Lest any of y'all have forgotten: we are meant to be examples to the women and girls around us that you can exist and have a fulfilling life while defying patriarchal teachings and practices.
#lily responds#I don't expect any of you to be perfect feminist. but there should be a few tenants you can name you uphold visibly and openly#some of y'all don't do shit but hang out on radbler and act like that makes you a radical feminist. honey that makes you an orbiter.#a supporter at best#I'm so tired of in action being defended as actual feminism just because y'all agree with a lot of the shit we say.#its okay to be an ally. we need allies. quit pretending like you deserve to be at the table when you've done none of the work to earn it#this isn't about the other drama I've commented on. this is about watching some of y'all defend never reading a bit of the literature or#doing a slightly challenging feminist action in your life. half of y'all won't even talk to your friends about radical feminism.#you're just not a feminist because you're not an activist. you're doing no actions
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oh my god re: your recent post... the 'girl dinner' shit. omfg. idc if it's 'not that deep' you're still reinforcing terrible shit!!! and also the like 'boys when they see a stick/cool rock' and 'girls when they time travel vs boys when they time travel' wojaks. the gender-fication of barbie vs. oppenheimer. why the fuck is the recent internet zeitgeist hyper stereotypical cisnormativity. like. i thought we had collectively outgrown this.
exactly. And that’s all just some parts of it too. People pretend they’re so on top of things but it’s just because they don’t want to seem out of touch and offensive. It’s wild watching people barf out gender binaries with new terms and new ways to categorize trans people as not their gender and new ways to reinforce the same gender roles on ourselves but in “good” ways now. It’s just….really frustrating and pretty terrifying at the same time
#asked and answered#anon#I don’t know bad example but like.#feminism when I was growing up was gender equality#getting rid of gender roles and stopping gender based discrimination#and it feels like at some point we lost that track#and went straight from that to Girls Rule Boys Drool arguments wrapped in new language and memes#like. when i was a kid#i remember people saying shit about how its okay if a woman asks for a date first or if a woman proposes instead of a man#and yes those arent the most progressive things in the world and those actions are not the most important thing women need to be allowed to#do. but…thats kind of my point. those arent groundbreaking actions.#and if you tried to spoonfeed a BASIC idea about destroying gender roles like that to the online community today#youd get slammed with people saying no woman should ever stoop to beg a man#or that a guy should always propose because dating a woman is a privilege so men should earn it#or how ‘maybe its just me personally but i could never propose to a man like ew thats cringe my man better have enough balls to do it!’#or ‘me personally i could never let my girl propose id feel like i failed her as a man if she had to do that’#or just. on and on and on and on and on#like. we somehow circled all the way back to the ORIGINAL gender roles we were supposed to have broken by now#and its getting worse snd the social media companies are fueling it#have you SEEN instagram and tik tok comment sections lately???#people are just. insanely obsessed over gender and enforcing how they see each group and constantly posting about it online#go outside smell some fucking flowers and recognize your internal biases#like maybe breaking gender roles like thst iis uncomfortable not because you hate men#but because you have gender roles engrained in your BEING from the moment you could walk and you just wrapped them up with a new progressive#bow while not making any changes#anyways.#rant over
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if you require trans men to put an asterisk on their identity as men for you to accept them you are a terf :)
#trans men shoudnt constantly have to say “but im trans” to be accepted in the lgbt community#i am so tired of it!!!#“i hate all men” “oh what about me” “oh youre trans so its okay”#I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE#yall literally cant keep getting away with saying “oh but youre different than other men because youre trans” DO YOU NOT HEAR YOURSELF#sorry for the rant this just keeps pissing me off so much#ppl genuinely are like “why would you ever want to be a man” and its so fucking vile and blatantly transphobic#and ppl always claim its in the name of feminism somehow? sorry not my feminism !#god im so tired#rant
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those are your only options sorry
#my opinion is that tom and greg are the greenhill and travers of this and one of them would first. maybe greg jokingly or maybe tom seriousl#y. if they werent there then roman would but he wouldnt be serious about it.#shiv wouldnt and if you vote her youve been blinded by feminism. okay bye#i think a lot of them would its just who would get in first#shut up ulrike#succession#shiv roy#roman roy#kendall roy#connor roy#greg hirsch#tom wambsgans#poll
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It's 3 am. I can't sleep. And I'm still a little drunk so I'm going to word vomit into the void about Last Night in Soho.
I absolutely adore this movie. The acting, the directing, the cinematography, the themes- it's all fantastic! ... except for the character John. And this has nothing to do with the actor portraying him but John's place in the narrative as friend/romantic interest to Ellie while being a foil to Sandie's own "Johns".
Ellie's John is everything Sandie's aren't: kind (apologizing for taking her coke and offering to give it back, saving a seat for her in class, checking up on her through the semester), respectful (of her boundaries and her passion and personhood), supportive (showing up for her exhibition), and helpful (offering to look for Sandie in missing person cases and moving her out of her apartment at the end of the movie). Even Sandie - the character who hated men most - pardons him and absolves him of any perceived wrong doing, "Save the boy downstairs"; although just minutes ago she stabbed him in the gut and left him for dead.
Unfortunately, it reads alot like "Not all men!! ☝️"
For a movie to be so focused on the relationship between two women and one of them understanding the other as if she was herself, the crux of the film, the resolution of it is Sandie saying "You can't save me, it's too late for me. Save yourself. Save the boy downstairs." And it's only then that Ellie goes to safety, she saved herself to save a man.
It's frustrating.
It's also frustrating that any other girl around Ellie's age is vapid and facetious "So brave ❤️" or an insecure bully dragging people down. Of course, this serves to make Ellie's attachment to Sandie stronger but writing John as a woman without romantic connotations would not stop her from being starstruck by Sandie. It would only highlight the sisterhood theme.
Sandie saying, "Save the girl downstairs" would make way way more sense for her character, Ellie's character, and the themes.
You can still have Ellie bring home someone near Halloween and still have his name be John and still have him respect her boundaries when the vision bleeds into reality.
Gotta keep in mind that this would edge itself closer into the black best friend being a prop/support for the main white character without being afforded their own personhood cliché, but that could be easily circumvented with decent writing.
Overall, it would tighten the film's message of sisterhood, women supporting women, and advocating for each other. This film is at its best when Ellie is showing kindness to Sandie by pulling the blanket over her feet. Her being protective over Sandie by shouting, "She said no!" Trying to hug her and show her she isn't alone. Her hugging Alexandra and seeing Sandie. Her refusing the Johns' their revenge. By taking Sandie's side time and time again. And Alexandra asking Ellie after the dance when her John left, "Did he hurt you?" As if she would hobble down the street that very second with a knife to track him down.
Another girl must not suffer in that room. Not under that roof. Not in the whole damn world. Not if Sandie or Ellie or I have anything to say about it.
#last night in soho#movie talking#feminism#i wanted to talk to my coworkers about this movie yesterday. the girl hadnt seen it. and the man was 'eh it was okay/fine'#and when i was telling the girl that it was about sisterhood the man scoffed made a funny face and said 'no its not'#our lived experiences man. they are so so different.#this is not just a movie about a girl solving the case of another girl and whoops! she was the killer all along!#no dumbass! this is a movie about the trauma women in society suffer under wrought by men!!!#Sandie was beguiled into prositution with promises of her dreams coming true. a fate she did not deserve. no woman deserves.#she was depressed. she hated herself and everyone around her. she blamed herself. she was alone. and thats how we feel striking out and#trying to make a name for ourselves. thats what ellie is trying to do. and even 60 years later there is still creepy men trying to take#advantage of women- 1st example in the 1st 5 mins being the overly friendly cabbie.#define brotherhood to yourself. and define sisterhood. they are built off of similar experiences. being able to relate to each other.#brotherhood is built from childhood or sports or military squads. any avenue where men are grouped together and forced to bond.#WOMEN EVERYWHERE ALREADY HAVE THE SAME TRAUMA FROM THE PATRIARCHY. thats why so many women will race to help one another#if they see the domestic abuse hand signal or of they see a woman being harrassed by a man in public. and so so much more#the messaging is not subtle. but its not hitting you over the head either.#4th wave feminist my ass
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#Heartbreaking: The Worst Person You Know Just Made A Great Point
DRUCK: Season 2, Episode 1
#druck#skam druck#This post is about Axel being the worst#so I decided to rewatch this season and its wild that they frame Mia shutting down both a Black German student and Axel as feminism#specifically the fact that this scene is supposed to prove something bad of axel's character#also it’s fascinating that she says (in response to Axel) that it’s different having a German say that#which completely strips the Black student of his racial identity… which is qwhite Inchresting#AND the fact Amira’s (the Muslim characters) season was cut short by Mia and Axel’s love story#to quote much ado about nothing act ii seen iii ‘there’s a double meaning in that’#and to add salt to the wound we never got Ava centric season…#specifically bc of white fans being upset about her standing up to white feminist Mailin… which is just sooo *chefs kiss*#in this essay I will explore how the Zionism and Islamphobia and anti black sentiment are baked into the show since its origins#and how the narrative frames these things as okay due to White feminism#I will also touch on how colourism plays a role in who gets to be a main character and who doesn’t
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i can notttt take people seriously who say that the reason people dislike taylor swift is bc of misogyny like shut uppppp like obviously making fun of her for somehow having too many exes or something is one thing and those people are fucking stupid but it does not take a misogynist to listen to a few songs and just recognize like oh this just sounds bad like sonically. And to get annoyed at the hordes of people obsessing over her mediocrity. I would have hated her equally if I never knew anything about her besides that she made that one song with brendan urie.
#i still like dear john and better than revenge though ill be clear. because i was 13 once.#sorrrry to bring her up im so tired of people talking about her constantly like even to shit on her its so old but it actually makes me#incredulous i just saw someone say that most of the criticism against her is pure misogyny like you have to be joking.....#i think that mostly just bugs me bc i hate the idea that criticizing stuff that a lot of women like is automatically misogynist like#okay so now we all just have to like stuff that is lame and sucks. for feminism.#many women like makeup so criticizing makeup is misogynist. like unironically that same thought pattern is what lead us there. can we stop.
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psst the Barbie movie is anti feminist propaganda pass it on
#barbie#barbie movie#i was 100% on board until the last 15 minutes#the moral of the story is that the status quo is good#and that if women had power they would be just as bad as men in power#and that it's sufficient to just talk about gender issues#but actually changing anything isn't necessary#ken doesnt need any power right?#give me a break#what a terrible ending#to be crystal clear#feminism isnt about taking power from men#its about collaborating#gender roles are okay on an individual basis#but ultimately gender shouldn't matter#god just respect each other#wtf
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but did anyone consider that im tired and sleepy. did anyone bother to ask Me?
#i just wanna rest and watch my baking vids :( but no i gotta write about feminism.#you swear im not for women's rights the way i've been talking about this section kjashdf don't get me wrong friends#im just a little tired and these articles are pissing me off. what do you mean you think this piece is about women's desire to go back into#the maternal womb when /i/ think its about the femme experience despite having no evidence that she is a lesbian#its not like they have any evidence. it's all speculation and confidently jumping onto one theory#that's all art history is#anyways. asdjfh aaaaa#someone tell me it's okay to finish this tomorrow -.-
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Most of the time I think everybody just needs to calm down about everything but sometimes I remember that it's pretty stressful having your entire life controlled by people who don't care about you and I have a bit of sympathy for all you poor little fellas :/
#canwediscuss#all the crying about needing things#like bro just get it yourself youre an adult#oh wait youre just a little worker boy#okay i get it#kind of#the only human rights that matter are the ones you can keep#its not a right if youre fighting to legalize it#its a government privilege#THIS GOES FOR ALL YOU CONSERVATIVES TOO#youre precious god given rights#are privileges from your daddy government#the right to bear arms only exists if nobody can take your arms#politics#us politics#feminism#communism#radical feminism#2nd amendment#free speech
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"Neil had known she was poisoning him, but dying at her hands at least brought him close to her and made him the centre of her attention. He had closed his eyes to the murders she had carried out, and by the end had been ready to be killed by her."
—j.g. ballard, rushing to paradise
#thisi s the quote i was talking about in that post#theres. see#okay my thoughts on the book are incredibly complicated and i really do think some of it was genuinely stupid. like. just stupid#but there's something in there. there's something there completely ignoring all the critique of feminism because blah blah blah shut uppp i#its old. it's boring it's tired it doesn't look good.#but beyond that. the grooming element and the effect of that on neils character there's something there that made it work as a horror novel#rushing to paradise#jg ballard#read#quotes
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SO IM BACK FROM WATCHING BARBIE!
#barbie spoilers#down below#okay first of all it was so funny#and I love the way they incorporated the Barbie lore and so accurately captured the experience of playing with Barbies#and of course it’s a movie about feminism and the patriarchy i like the positive message#honestly don’t really have any criticism for it#I will say that I thought its commentary on womanhood was pretty middle school#like nothing I didn’t already realize when I was 13#and I just expected something more nuanced if it’s written by Greta Gerwig#but other than that I thought it was really clever
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I've seen people making up different story arcs on what will happen after the Noroshi War so here's mine.
*Manga spoilers ahead*
Maybe in the future, Nii Satoru-sensei might create a story arc about a sukeban*.
*A sukeban is a delinquent girl gang that emerged in Japan from the 1960s to 1970s.
History
Credits: yaz1ska on Instagram
Sukebans were formed due to bōsōzoku a.k.a. male biker gangs or the yakuza not accepting female members. The rise of sukebans has a huge impact on the feminist movement in Japan. Each gang has their own rules, hierarchy, and ways of punishment. E.g. Cigarette burns were considered a minor punishment if a gang member was disrespecting a senior member or stealing a boyfriend.
My thoughts if it were to come true
If the author included a story arc about a girl gang, I would have faith in him. I mean look at how well-written & well-designed the ladies in wind breaker are.
Credits: Pinterest
Credits: Mangapill
*I love how the author would draw sketches of Kotoha with major characters such as Tsubakino and Sakura. This means that Kotoha is more important than we have initially thought. Moreover, kudos to Nii Satoru-sensei for not sexualising Kotoha. I am sick and tired of mangakas sexualising female characters for no reason.*
Credits: Nii Satoru on X
Not to mention many of us know that Nii Satoru-sensei is good at writing complex characters such as Tsubakino.
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Story Arc, Characters & Operation
As for how this story arc will be executed, I believe it will cover topics such as feminism, struggles of womanhood and mistreatment of women.
Moving on to how this sukeban operates, here's my input. I believe everything they do is the complete opposite of Bofurin. E.g. instead of protecting their own town, they protect themselves. This is because the town they live in is also the complete opposite of Makochi, hostile and narrow-minded.
*I just thought of making this sukeban the complete opposite of Bofurin because I think it's interesting to see their reactions. It's also hilarious because the opposite of a boy gang is a girl gang. Get it? Okay, I'll stop.*
I also believe maybe this sukeban and its base can act as a sanctuary for women of its town who were mistreated by men such as giving them food, shelter etc.
I believe the overall vibe that they give is going to be like the military instead of high school.
As for their leader, maybe she'll be the opposite of Umemiya, stoic and serious. However, it is interesting if she was a good leader like Umemiya because so far we've only seen bad leaders in Wind Breaker.
As for their gang name, maybe it will be associated with elements such as water or space. This is because the other gangs e.g. Bofurin 防風鈴 is named after the wind element, Noroshi 狼煙 is named after the fire element, Gravel and Shishitoren 獅子頭連 are named after the earth element along with KEEL is named after or related to the metal element.
*I know that Shishitoren are named after animals but animals are also related to Earth sooo*
Final Thoughts
Overall, this is just a random thought of mine that I just want to share. If Nii Satoru-sensei doesn't include a story arc that talks about girl gangs, I won't be disappointed or upset as long as he writes a good story.
*P.S.. this is my first time ranting about an anime so feel free to critique or educate me if I've made a mistake. Also, I still have some opinions regarding this sukeban idea so should I create a part 2?*
#wind breaker#windbreaker anime#wind breaker spoilers#wind breaker manga#suo hayato#sakura haruka#nirei akihiko#umemiya hajime#hiiragi touma#tasuku tsubakino#kotoha tachibana#mitsuki kiryu#bofurin#personal rant#windbreaker x reader#anime#wind breaker (satoru nii)#wind breaker x reader#wbk#wbk anime#wbk spoilers#wbk manga#wbk x reader#windbreaker imagines#shishitoren#anime 2024#anime spring 2024#kaji ren#anime rant#shounen manga
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Midnight pearl
Tags Pirate Chuuya x gn mermaid reader, mermaid courting ritual, Chuuya is perpetually confused, hunting, trafficking (just talking about it not actually doing it), dehumanizing language, reader is kinda feminized? like there's a bunch of pearls and traditionally feminine things they wear and own, the flags are happy and alive
Summary While swimming peacefully in the ocean, you're suddenly caught in a big net. Pulled out of your reverie, you're hauled onto a big ship and stuffed into a tank that can barely fit you. The captain of this uncivilized group of pirates is Chuuya. He had first planned to sell you, but over time his heart softened until one day he realizes he's fallen for you.
A/N this is the last part of this mini series. if im ever inspired to add onto it i might but for the most part this is where the plot ends :)
Part 1 Part 2
An overwhelming warmth was surrounding your body. It was like being stuck in quicksand. Quicksand that was super cozy and… hairy..? When your eyes finally snapped open you were met with a mountain of copper-toned hair, covering Chuuya's face who is, of course, snoring loudly. His head is resting on your chest, leaning into the comforting heat radiating from your skin. Your heart jumps into your throat. Breathing is a laboured effort- all the air has been stolen from your lungs at the sight of him.
Shifting, you look around the room, trying to free his arms from around your waist but his grip is too strong, so you resign to your fate. The room is luxurious, filled with intricate woodwork, white silk drapes around the windows, and expensive jewelry hung up on display. To others, the bed would probably be the most eye catching thing in the room- with its beautiful burgundy canopy and fluffy, no doubt expensive, snow white covers. It screams ‘I'm rich!’ But the thing that drew your eyes was not the extravagant decorations. It was Chuuya.
It's like he can feel your eyes on him, because when your eyes glance over him- taking in his soft pink lips, the slight flush high on his cheekbones, the little bit of drool dripping down his chin- he wakes up. His eyes meet yours. They're such a deep blue. They remind you of the sea. Of the dark abyss that used to be your home. It's comforting in a way. He definitely wasn't the best person, but he held you so sweetly just a few hours ago. Maybe at the bottom of his heart he was a good person. He just did what he had to, to survive.
“Hey.”
If you couldn't tell Chuuya had just woken up from the creases on his face and his disheveled appearance, his low raspy voice would give it away. Still half-asleep, he pulls you closer, unconsciously leaning into the warmth, chest pressed against yours. Suddenly, a realization comes over him, face reddening, he scoots away, attempting to separate the two of you despite the thin sheen of sweat gluing your skin together. Eventually, he manages to free himself, settling on the other side of the bed.
“Sorry… I was just cold.”
“Really? You look sweaty.”
He scowls, turning even more red.
“No I don't!”
He mumbles to himself for a few seconds, chewing on his nails, eyebrows furrowed deep in thought. It made you smile to see him so thrown off balance, especially when he's usually in control of every situation.
"Whatever, It's almost dinner time we need to go eat."
Chuuya threw the covers off himself and climbed off the bed. He walked over to your side of the bed, floors creaking painfully.
"Do you want your tank or are you okay sitting with us?"
The question made you stop. Staying in the container would mean being in water, but it would also mean being isolated. Again. you had grown used to being around Chuuya. It was a bit fast- yet something drew you to him. He was the kind of person that's utterly captivating. Where one meeting with him, by chance, would keep you thinking about him ten years later. On the other hand, you've been on solid land for almost the entire day. You were starting to miss the moisture on your skin and the full feeling in your lungs from familiar ocean water.
Chuuya’s eyebrows furrow, noticing how serious you've gotten. He puts a hand on your shoulder, snapping you out of your thoughts.
"Hey, you okay?"
Nodding, you glance up into his blue eyes. it's easy to make your decision when he looks at you like that.
"I'll eat with you."
His lips quirk up into a pleased grin.
"Good, I was hoping you'd say that."
He reaches down to rip the toasty covers off you, exposing you to the horrible freezing environment. Whining, you lean into his touch. It's a welcome respite from the world outside.
"It's so cold."
He chuckles, low and deep. The vibrations reverberate through your chest, making your heart beat faster.
“I know, I know. Let's go.”
His strong arms slip under your back and tail, picking you up bridal style. It's a wonder how a man so short and small is so well built. The room was near the top deck of the boat, making it much easier to follow the hallways that had confused you so much a few hours prior. The wooden floors and walls here have less mold growing on them than the floors lower down. It's been cleaned thoroughly but they still couldn't seem to get all the fungus off. It was practically a permanent fixture of the ship. Destined to be there forever.
Once outside, you watch the sun start to hide, tucking itself under the horizon. It paints the sky with gorgeous yellows and purples, staining everything in its path with a golden filter. The sun is no longer searing your skin, instead it's moderate. More reserved than it would be at noon. The bright red ball of fire is starting to give way to the moon, concealing itself, letting another celestial body have its time to shine. Unselfishly.
Chuuya bounces as he walks with you to the top floor, setting you down next to him at the table. His arm is still wrapped around your waist, pulling you close until your tail and his thigh are pressed together. When you turn to look at him, you see he's already got his gaze focused on you. Chuuyas arm tightens around you slightly, his other hand coming up to play with the collar of his linen shirt nervously. He glances back down to the arm wrapped around you.
“I-its so you don't fall…”
You nod, accepting his answer and turning back to the table. The crew starts pouring in, fighting over seating and making comments about you. The same woman that smells nice from a few hours ago sits on the other side of you. She doesn't seem to like it when her kimono brushes up against your skin, scooting away.
“You're going to make my clothes smell like fish.”
Before you can speak up, Chuuya cuts in.
“Be nice.”
She huffs, head held up high, not even having the decency to look at you instead of the space across from her at the table.
“I'm just saying. I don't want my clothes dirtied.”
“Then why did you sit here?”
You finally speak up. She turns to look at you, eyes narrowed in discontent.
“None of your business. You should learn to keep your mouth shut, you have no use here other than to be sold.”
Chuuya chips in.
“Ane- san, there's no need for so much hostility. They're here now and they'll be here for a while. And Aren't you the one always telling me not to start fights for no reason?”
She glances over at him, lips pursing together.
“You've gotten too soft, Chuuya.”
After that, they both stay silent. The awkwardness is heavy in the air. Looming over you and sinking into your bones, making your muscles feel restless. Time moves slowly, oozing like sluggish drops of foul slime. Sticking to everything and everyone in the vicinity, ruining the festive atmosphere that had once filled the dining area- staining it with a somber, dreadful aura.
When the food comes, people start muttering softly among themselves, not wanting to face Chuuya or the woman's wrath. The meal itself didn't seem bad, their plates were full of dried fruits, chicken, cheese and bread that was well-seasoned. Probably to mask the flavor and smell of decomposing meat. For you, the only thing served was more clams, mussels, oysters, and seaweed. Thankfully they looked fresh unlike most of the crew's food. As you started eating- breaking open the shells, and scraping out the soft inside- you felt something hard. It was round and smooth, like a rock. Without thinking, you spit it out onto your hand and are met with a precious little white pearl. The people all around fall into silence once again, staring and the jewel in the palm of your hand.
“WHAT?!?”
Albatross’s shout pierces the quietude resonating in the air, breaking people out of their stupor. The unruly group of pirates swarm towards you, blocking all exits and your line of sight. You hold the pearl closer to yourself, hand clenched around it tightly, scowling.
“Alright! Alright everyone! Settle down! They found it, it's theirs to decide what to do with it!”
The air you had been unconsciously trapping in your lungs was finally let out, tension leaving your body as the crowd cleared out. The crew was still talking excitedly, expecting you to give them the jewel or at least sell it for money. Albatross was eagerly trying to convince you to hand it to him.
“I just wanna look, I swear! I'll give it back! I promise!”
Chuuya sighs, exasperated at his friend's weak attempts to trick you.
“They're not stupid… give up.”
“Aww come on Chuuya! You can't seriously be on its side!”
“Their.”
The blonde man's face sours- somehow more than when he ate the nearly rotten meal a few seconds ago.
“Huh?”
“Their. They're not an object. Speak properly next time.”
Albatross crosses his arms, eyes narrowed.
“I thought it didn't matter, weren't we gonna get rid of them anyways?”
He spits it out, stressing it like there's something inherently wrong or dirty about the word. He doesn't even treat his moldy meat this way. somehow treating you like a human being was one of the most vile, disgusting things he could do.
“It doesn't matter. I'm your boss aren't i? do what i say or else.”
At Chuuya’s biting words, Albatross backs off, mumbling under his breath, eating quietly for the rest of the meal. His head is hanging low, like a humiliated dog. It's uncharacteristic of him, he's usually so rowdy and loud. Chuuya's words seemed to be taken as gospel in this place. It was odd how much power he held over everyone.
The big pile of clams and kelp on your plate slowly disappear, leaving behind empty shells and a small pile of little multi-colored pearls. It's a miracle you found so many. Not all of them are perfectly round. Some have little blemishes and spots- or pieces that stick out, almost like a little tail. Despite not being flawless little gems, they glow just as brightly as the rest of them. Catching the attention of anyone who passes by- tempting them to swipe it off your plate and hold them hostage, away from you, for themselves.
After you've finished your food, you hold the little pearls in your palm, swirling them around and admiring the sparkle they give off. It's hypnotizing- the way they bounce off one another and clink together, glittering under the soft light. When you hold one up, next to the moon, you could almost confuse them for each other. Both creamy and comforting, reflecting the light off something much bigger than itself, but still enchanting in their own way.
"You really like them huh?'
Nodding, you look over at Chuuya, he's smiling down at you, eyes filled with warmth. The passion in his gaze wraps around you like a blanket- Protecting you from the harsh environment outside of your little bond. You lean closer, for some reason an overwhelming urge comes over you to feel his skin on yours. It's so smooth and well taken care of. Nothing like yours, which still isn't used to being in fresh air instead of salty sea water. His breath catches in his throat, grip tightening around your hips.
"You can have them."
You hold out the small handful of pearls for him. He blinks, shocked.
"Why? They’re precious, you should keep them."
Shrugging you pry his arm off from around you, forcing him to take the jewels. When his hand brushes against your lightly a tingling sensation travels from the tips of your fingers to your heart, causing it to speed up, and butterflies to form in your stomach. Chuuya seems to feel it too, gasping softly, hand clenching around the tiny pile of gemstones.
"Well...if you want me to. I'll take good care of them for you."
Chuuya admires the pearls in his hand for a few seconds.
"ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?"
Albatross shouts from across the table, furious that he didn't get his 'fair share.'
"Why not me!?"
He starts fake sobbing, rolling around on the floor, and pulling on his hair dramatically. Groaning, Chuuya rolls his eyes.
"Did you seriously think they would ever give you these?"
"No but... I wanted them."
Albatross sticks his bottom lip out, pouting and trying to seem as cute as possible. It's fooling no one.
"Sorry for him boss, he's just being a little... theatrical."
The handsome man with blonde hair and blue eyes who was sitting next to Albatross speaks up. Chuuya grunts quietly, agitated.
"That's one way of putting it."
The man grabbed Albatross’ meager braid, dragging him away as he continues writhing around. He keeps a gentle smile on his face despite Albatross hurling insults at him and shouting.
"Lippmann! This is humiliating! Let me go! You can't do this to me!"
You can hear the man's voice get fainter and fainter as he's forced to rub against the floor- hauled across the decaying wood, getting small splinters along the way to the crew's quarters.
Chuuya relaxes once he's gone, tension leaving his shoulders, unfazed by what just happened. He quickly moves on, holding up one of the pink pearls with a little section that sticks out like a tail.
"This one looks like you."
You grin, his comment makes a weird sensation pool in your stomach. Settling heavy in your gut and spreading all around the forgotten recesses of your mind. Taking over your body completely.
"Does it?"
He nods.
"Yeah, it even has a little tail, see?"
You chuckle, looking down at the rest of the pile.
"And this one is you."
You hold up a little black pearl with a small extrusion coming out of the top.
"It looks like your hat."
He chuckles, putting the jewels in a compact pouch.
"I'll cherish these forever."
He glances up at the sky, breathing in deeply. You do the same. Strangely, you don't feel as suffocated by dry air anymore. You've become used to the bare feeling on your skin and the empty sensation in your lungs. The sea was cold and lonely, unlike being on land here with Chuuya. A peaceful quietness settles over the two of you, steadily tugging at you, pulling you closer. He breaks the silence.
"Uhm... can we talk in private?"
He looks around the dining table. People are still hanging around, talking and drinking, being tumultuous and causing chaos all around them.
"Yeah we probably should."
Chuuya stands up, strong arms picking you up once again.
"I'm sorry you have to keep carrying me around."
He shakes his head, finding it silly.
"I don't mind, I'm strong. Plus it'd be stupid if I was upset with you for trapping you here."
He walks with you in his arms toward the edge of the ship, seating you down on the chair he had left here a few hours ago when he was letting you look over the sea. Sitting down across from you, he crosses his legs. You find yourself missing the sensation of his skin against yours. It's far too frigid without him near you.
"What did you want to talk to me about?"
He looks up at you, expression serious.
"I wanted to let you go."
You feel your heart jump into your throat, blood running cold.
"... What..?"
This is what you had been waiting for, a chance to leave this place behind. To go back home. The man who had ripped you away from your habitat was offering you the chance to do the thing you'd been longing for. But somehow you found yourself dreading the idea. Would the water hug you as tightly as Chuuya did? Would the environment be as welcoming? You didn't have friends or family anymore. There was no reason to go back to the freezing sea. Chuuya had treated you kindly, defending and sympathizing with you. He wasn't even as bad of a person as he seemed at first. His willingness to let you leave proved that.
"You can go back home."
You tense up, looking out at the ocean. It's glittering beautifully. The water at night is such a familiar sight, it's hard to not miss it. The waves crash against the side of the rickety old boat, soothing your ringing ears. An ache in your heart longs to be back there, in a place you can move freely, but the dry air feels much more freeing than the pressure of water all around you. Especially when you get to be around someone.
“I… don't want to.”
His eyebrows furrow, baffled.
“Huh??? Why not?”
In spite of his questioning, a seed of hope is planted in his heart. blossoming under your attention. Blooming at the warmth and care radiating off you. He would do anything to keep you here, but at this point, keeping you hostage is too far. He doesn't want to trap you, he wants you to be happy.
“I just dont… I have no one to go back to and… I like being here.”
“On land?”
“Yeah, it's not so bad here.”
He pauses, reading your expression. He cant find any signs of lying, only a sincere look on your face.
“Well… if you want to you could stay in my room.”
“In the bed?”
He raises an eyebrow, lips quirking up smugly.
“You want to stay in my bed?”
Your cheeks turn hot. Humiliated at the implication that you enjoy being in the same bed in that way. Even if it was a little bit true.
“It's cozy!”
“Uh-huh. Sure.”
He looks back out over the ledge.
“Are you positive you don't want to go back?”
“I'm completely sure.”
He smiles softly, pleased with your answer.
“Let's go then.”
Chuuya gets up, gathering you in his arms once again and leading you back down to his chambers. There's a fuzzy feeling developing in your brain at the feeling of his muscles against you. He's so firm in all the right places. His footsteps are heavy, banging against the weakened wooden planks as he makes his way through the hallways.
The door to his room creaks open, swinging onto the wall beside it. The view of his quarters once again steals your breath away. It's pure luxury like you'd never seen. Chuuya sets you down on the edge of his bed before walking towards one of his cabinets, taking a few tools out and sitting beside you.
“What's that for?”
“I'm making something.”
He takes out the bag he had put the pearls you gifted him in, methodically drilling small holes in each one. There weren't many pearls to begin with but he took his time with each one, making sure it was perfect. Once that was done, he started weaving silk cord between each one, fingers deftly creating knots between each one to ensure that they stay safe. The process takes a long time but watching him work with the concentrated glower on his face makes everything more enjoyable. Neither of you speak during the process, enjoying the comfortable silence that descends over the room- only the sound of pearls clinking together and the drill permeate the air.
Once he's done, he holds up the necklace. It's full of disfigured pearls. The pattern is inconsistent with pink, white, and black pearls littered throughout. It's chaotic. But Chuuya made it with his own hands. From the gift you gave him. The imperfections only make it more eye-catching. Why would you ever want a boring white pearl chain when Chuuya created this?
“I put ours together, look.”
He holds up the bottom of the necklace so you can see easier. At the center, the one you said looked like his hat, is next to the one he said looked like your tail. Your eyes are stinging, gasping for air, you reach over to grab the necklace from his hands.
“Are you okay?”
He looks so concerned- eyebrows pinched together, his hand comes to rest on your shoulder reassuringly.
“Yes… I love it.”
You try to catch your breath but it's been punched out of your lungs painfully. Your chest was struggling to expand, not used to the great deal of emotions you had been put through recently. Has Chuuya ever been so sentimental? It's such a sickeningly sweet moment that you can feel your stomach churning- struggling to process everything that's happened.
“Here, let me put it on for you.”
He gently takes it from your hands. As he clasps on the string of pearls, his calloused fingers brush against the back of your neck, sending a jolt of electricity down your back. Your heart is racing once again, adrenaline pumping through your veins until Chuuya starts scooching away.
“It looks lovely on you.”
Your cheeks burn under his attention. Chuuya is like the sun as a person- bright and warm, he helps those around him to grow and become better people. But he can also scorch everything in his path, annihilating everything that gets in his way. Around you, he tends to be more nurturing, you bring out a side in him that's softer. You wouldn't judge him for being tenderhearted. Instead, you indulge him. Letting him express his emotions freely.
“Thank you.”
He doesn't bother changing out of his clothing for the night. Deciding that he's too tired, he puts the tools he used away in his cabinet, before crawling back into the lavish sheets. He helps you adjust your position to a more comfortable one where his arms are wrapped around you. He tucks his head over your shoulder, breath fanning over your skin. Your nerves were alight, tremors traveling throughout your body. How was Chuuya so calm under these situations?
As the hours passed by, Chuuya fell asleep but you were still wide awake, thinking of what to do for him next. While your mind is wandering, the rocking of the ship against the splashing sea and sound of waves crashing is enough to lull you into a peaceful slumber. Slowly, the sounds and sensations take over your mind, surrounding it in a snug blanket of serene fuzziness.
When your eyes open again, bright sunlight is pouring into the room. Chuuya is still pressed against you. His hair is tickling your face, you try to move around but it only makes him hold on tighter. You put a hand on his shoulder, shaking him awake.
“Chuuya.”
He groans, rolling around, his mind is refusing to let him awaken. You only shake harder.
“Chuuya! Wake up, there's a fire on the ship!”
This makes his eyes spring open, immediately getting up in a panic.
“WHERE!”
“Nowhere.”
You snicker at him, amused at his immediate response to fake danger. He doesn't seem to find it as funny.
“You really shouldn't joke about that, you know.”
His hands are on his hips. You're still smiling at him, it was too fun to mess with him. He made it too easy.
“Fine, fine, I'll never joke about that again.”
You're lying.
“Can you help me up to the deck? I wanted to do something.”
He sighs, picking you up easily and carrying you through the hallways. They aren't as confusing as before, the layout of the boat was becoming more and more familiar as a concept- no longer the mysterious phenomenon that it used to be. The hot sun hits your eyes and skin as you reach the top floor, rays beaming down in brutal beacons, burning everything in its way. Chuuya sets you down on the ledge.
“Why did you want to come here?”
“I wanted to go back in the ocean, but only for a little bit, i just need to do something okay?”
Chuuya nods.
“I'll anchor down then.”
He turns to the rest of his crew that's bustling around, instructing them on what to do. Before he can get back to you, you've already dived back in. The water is freezing, seizing your muscles and shocking your system. How could this possibly be the way you had lived before? All the colorful corals underwater were washed out by a blue hue. It was so empty. Almost no life for miles. Nothing compared to the rambunctious crowd on the ship. The quiet stillness was unsettling now. It used to ease your nerves, relax you, but now it's not enough. It's eerie.
You ignore the dreadful feeling in your stomach, swimming around- you gather various things like sea pickles, red shells, pretty pieces of seaweed, an urchin, and some sea stars for good measure. Your tail was finally moving again, it was starting to get restless after spending so much time inactive. When you come back up to the surface of the water, you look up at the deck. Chuuya is watching you. Your heart jumps into your throat, making it hard to breathe. Or is it just the fresh air again?
The crowd of pirates helps you get back up to the ship, much more gently than last time, helping you sit on a chair again. When Chuuya sees what you have, he raises an eyebrow.
“This is the important thing you needed help with?”
“Yes.”
You hold up the red shell to his hair.
“See? this matches. It's for you.”
You hand it to him, going through a similar process of explaining each item and why it fits him well before handing it to him.
“So… why are you giving me these?”
You tilt your head, staring at him incredulously.
“For our wedding.”
Everyone surrounding you two bursts into chaos, filling the air with boisterous chatter and gossip. Chuuya's cheeks redden, he tries hiding his face with his hand but it does nothing to conceal the embarrassment.
“WHAT?!?”
“Our wedding. I gave you the gifts I needed to, we have to have our wedding soon.”
Chuuya is sputtering in shock. Albatross in the background is crying real tears. The woman in the silk kimono whose name you never learned is stunned.
“That doesn't mean we're married!”
“Yes it does. We even slept together last night.”
Everyone's eyes widened, silence falling over the room. It's like the calm before the storm.
“CHUUYA?!?”
Someone shouts out to him before everyone joins in, gossiping and making jokes loudly. They start crowding closer, surrounding the both of you.
“WAIT! WAIT! GUYS IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK!”
It's futile, Chuuya knows it is, but he tries to defend himself. Unfortunately, no one believes him at all. Albatross instead starts chewing his hair, berating him for being a ‘nasty, nasty little man.’ Chuuya tries to push him off but everyone else starts mocking him too, it's a never ending cycle. one person backs off, here comes another. Once everyone finally calmed down, Chuuya feels like he can breathe again, turning to face you.
“Look… just because your kind does it that way, doesn't mean that we do too.”
“But I like you… I thought you liked me too…”
Chuuya flushes, redness spreading down to his neck. He looks around the ship nervously.
“Can you guys stop staring!?! Get back to work!”
Everyone scatters, going off and pretending that they aren't watching intently.
“I-i do like you but… we can't get married just yet, it's too soon.”
Your nose scrunches, face twisting.
“Fine, we don't have to. But I really meant it. I've never felt like this about anyone before.”
“I know, me too. But we have to take it slower… Okay?”
You nod, discontented that you can't get married just yet.
“Okay.”
He wraps his arms around your waist, sitting you down on his lap. You can feel the tension settling between you. Your muscles are heavy, weighed down by the pressure filling the air. For a moment, everything went completely still and quiet. The sensation in the pit of your tummy only got worse, like bees were trying to break out through the stomach lining and skin. Chuuya's eyes were on your the whole time, only glancing down for a second to your lips before looking back up again. Before you notice it, you've started leaning closer- breath brushing across his face, lips barely inches apart.
He leans in the rest of the way, catching your lips in a passionate kiss. Chuuya’s hand comes up, cradling your jaw, pulling you impossibly closer. His tongue is hot against yours, brushing against your bottom lip, deepening the kiss. Your fingers curl in the fabric of his shirt, holding on for dear life. During these few seconds, the outside world seems to melt away, becoming a forgotten past. When you pull away, you're both panting. You stay close by, ready to dive back in before he holds you back with a hand on the shoulder.
"Are you sure about this? You don't have to stay forever."
"I'm sure."
He appears to be thinking, contemplating if he really believes your words.
"What about when I retire and can't be on the ship anymore? When it breaks down, and I have to live on land. Permanently."
"Then you better get me a bigger tank."
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HEYYYY SWEETHEART 🫶🏼🫶🏼 i have this idea about yubin...😩😩 soooo reader at yubin house because they having a sleepover together. anyways yubin was busy buying snacks and he thought reader wouldn't cook so when he get back home, reader greet him while he wearing an apron like housewife greet their husband.. how yubin will react?.. i have two things in mind. its either yubin get excited and hide it or he just fuck reader on the table?.. (with the apron on) i don't know... 😋😋
anyways have a good day/night sweetheart 🙇🏽🙇🏽
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Word count › 1.3k
Rating › NSFT
Warnings › none
Kinks › feminization, dumbification, light praise
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Yubin was excited. He had been able to convince (Name) to stay at his house for the night after they finished their homework.
He was lucky that it was Saturday tomorrow. The bag of ingredients he got to make tteokbokki bounced as he skipped around in excitement.
Yubin had a semi decent plan. Flex his semi decent cooking skills and get (Name) into bed.
And basically have sex but he’d take cuddling tonight as well.
A mischievous smirk was on his lips as he unlocked the door to his house and stepped inside, taking off his shoes. “Hyung?”
“Yubin!”
Yubin wanted to kill himself. Coming from the kitchen was the most beautiful man he’d ever seen. God, he’d never get tired of seeing (Name) as if it was still the first time.
(Name) was dressed in his pajamas but had an apron on. Yubin’s mother’s apron. It was a bit tight on (Name) but only really set to push up his boobs.
Honestly, with the way (Name) was standing in front of him, it…
It was like (Name) was his very own housewife.
Yubin felt himself choke on his own spit. (Name) looked a bit disturbed at this but could only watch as Yubin forced a tight smile.
“You should’ve told me you could cook… I wouldn’t have bought stuff to make tteokbokki.”
“We can use it for dinner tomorrow,” (Name) smiled, reaching over to take the bags from Yubin.
“No! I can carry it for my wife!”
Oh.
Yubin and (Name) stared at each other for a moment, a definite silence taking over. Ah, Yubin should really learn to shut his fucking mouth sometimes.
But he will silently congratulate himself on making (Name) look embarrassed. It was something he took pleasure in.
“Okay,” (Name) muttered. “I need to go check on the stew…” he quickly walked away.
Yubin wanted to kill himself but decided he’d do that later. He dejectedly joined (Name) in the kitchen as he began to put away the stuff he bought.
The only sound accompanying them was the light hum of the television that was still on in the living room. Yubin honestly hoped he didn’t push (Name) too hard.
He was ready to apologize until (Name) glanced back at him with a shy expression.
“Go sit down. I’ll serve you your dinner…”
Yubin paused but did as he was told, walking over to the dinning room and sitting down. He was trying to think if (Name) was actually about to act like a housewife or if he just misheard him.
Turns out he didn’t when (Name) came over with his bowl and a soda from the fridge. Yubin couldn’t help the boner he had.
His crush was acting like a cute housewife. He actually served him his food. Was he dreaming?
This couldn’t be real life! (Name) came back with his own bowl and soda, sitting down from across Yubin. The dinning table was small, usually only having Yubin and his mother during meals.
“Thank you,” Yubin muttered, honestly shocked someone as… less academically inclined like (Name) could cook something that smelled so nice.
(Name) simply hummed and began to eat, not looking at Yubin at all. The two sat in silence as they ate, glancing at the other form time to time.
Yubin was about to just let it continue like that until he felt that his boned needed some attention.
Might as well get it from the man who sucked it twice.
“(Name), who taught you how to cook?” He’ll start slow, make sure to get the other horny before just pulling out his cock.
“Oh, my dad. Is it good…?”
“It’s in close competition with my mom’s,” Yubin joked, enjoying the bashful smile he got. “Did you… like it when I called you my house wife?”
(Name) blush, “what?! No way!”
“But you’re still wearing the apron…”
“I…”
“C’mere.”
(Name) bit his lip but did as he was told, walking over to where Yubin sat. Yubin grinned, happy with himself at how easily (Name) bend to his commands.
Yubin reached out and grasped (Name)’s ass, gently kneading it as he looked up at his crush with pouty lips. “Can I fuck my beautiful housewife?”
(Name) gasped at the title. He hated how he wanted Yubin to keep calling him that. Honestly, he kept dreaming of being Yubin’s actual housewife.
Waiting at home for his husband while he cooked and cleaned. Took care of the house and maybe even children…
Oh, he was certainly going insane.
“You may…” (Name) whispered, gasping as Yubin quickly stood up and pushed him to lay on the table.
“Thank you for the meal, Hyungie~!” Yubin grinned as he pulled off (Name)’s bottoms, getting full access to his hole.
They didn’t have any sort of lube so Yubin knew he had to improvise. He kneeled down and made his mouth level with the new territory in front of him.
He gripped (Name)’s muscular thighs tightly as he went straight in, lapping at his hole as the man beneath him screeched out in shock.
(Name) didn’t know how to feel. It felt dirty but the tongue inside of him was giving him a new type of pleasure. He’d never put anything in his asshole.
Yet here Yubin was, easily easing his tongue in and out as if he had done it before. Pathetic moans left (Name)’s lips as his back arched off the table, his legs twitching in Yubin’s hold.
Yubin ate as if he was a starved man. And honestly he felt as if he was. His first time getting to truly taste his (Name). His housewife. And it tasted good.
The noises that left his lover was honestly a bonus that caused him to go harder. Even if he didn’t get to use his cock inside, he’d die happily right now.
“Binnie…. oh!” (Name) cried, not knowing what that nickname did to Yubin.
It’d only been almost a month and he already had a nickname for him. Oh, he was truly whipped for this man. Yubin reached one finger down to begin slipping one in.
The hole was slick enough it which earned Yubin a mewl from (Name). Yubin pulled away from his now slicked hole and slipped in two more fingers beside the first. (Name) cried out at the odd feeling.
“We can wait,” Yubin said, a smile on his lips. “Our first time needs to be special.”
Yeah he was a pervert but he was also a romantic at heart.
(Name) hummed. He was a bit disappointed but knew he himself wasn’t actually ready for any cock to go inside his hole.
Yubin grinned as his finger pushed in deep and pressed against something that made (Name) see stars. (Name) cried out when he continued to touch that spot, smirking at how easily he turned into putty from this.
He really had (Name) on his fingertips faster than he believed he could.
“Cum for me, baby.” Yubin muttered, moving to lay on top of (Name). His fingers continued to harshly press against (Name)’s prostate, rubbing it to get out those tiny screams and whimpers from his lover.
(Name) could never go back to just regular old masturbation after this. Honestly, he wasn’t sure if he could do anything without Yubin there to lead the way.
He hated to admit that he loved Yubin leading their relationship.
“Binnie…” (Name) mewled as he felt his cock twitch. Yubin loved the imagine in front of him.
(Name) on the table as if he was meal for him to devour. Messy hair, the feminine apron still on him, his pajama shirt riding up, and his face flushed red as he moaned in pleasure.
“You’re almost there, baby.” Yubin whispered, deciding he’ll be nice tonight. (Name) whimpered, gripping Yubin’s shoulder as he arched his back with his mouth opened in a silent scream.
His cock twitched once or twice before cumming, shooting it on the apron as he shuddered in pleasure. Yubin continued to thrust his fingers inside, enjoying the whines of overstimulation he got from (Name).
He finally stopped when (Name) could no longer cum, licking off his fingers as (Name) watched. (Name) hated how his hole twitched at the sight.
Fuck, he was truly in too deep now.
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Yubin’s a bit of a romantic despite being a massive perv, multi layered if you will 🤭
Keita’s meet cute tomorrow!
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