#its this acceptance. and it is
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Just had a dream and all i heard on repeat was: how am i gonna question myself when i saw it and know i saw it?
#will expand on this later if i want to but essentially this was on repeat in my mind in my dream#seeing is just imagination here. in my dream it was because i had an image of it. and so the main thing i was hearing: u just imagined it.#so u know u have it. how can u question urself? u just saw it. so u must know it#its this acceptance. and it is#how things have manifested before. perhaps always. in my life recently#with my shoes for example that were about £130 i just saw myself wearing them and said ‘omg! now i own these shoes!’ and two days later#my mother took me shopping for shoes specifically. this has happened other times too#unconscious ones are more like - i see myself with them- and go ‘ah cool’ but it still materialises#seeing self with desire - cannot deny its possibility. its existence#mine#i used to think that its abt the knowing its going to reflect which is true u need it bc self concept. why wouldnt u have it in the world of#caesar too? BUT#its moreso the knowing u just had it. u just experienced it. u know u have it in imagination (which is why itll reflect as a byproduct)
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I need non autistic people to realise meltdowns are a real debilitating thing that has a serious effect on your mental and physical health NOWWWWW!!! The way its been trivialized and lessened pisses me the fuck off. It's not a tantrum and it doesn't come from "being too weak-willed" it's painful and it's embarrassing AND MOST OF ALL IT'S INVOLUNTARY!! Don't claim to be an ally to autistic or disabled people and then make fun of people who have meltdowns. Literally get the hell out of my sight
#i can't believe i have to day it but autism /is/ a disablity. its disabling. meltdowns are part of that.#'oh this is a lukewarm take' you dumbshit fucks have been throwing the word neurodivergent and meltdown around so#casually they have both been said at me with the same disdain as a swear word. you guys will accept making fun of autistic people#if someone jn your circle who is 'cool' does it first. at your big ages. shut the hell up
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*about any given drawing* cranking the saturation slider will fix this
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#itafushi#if u count this 0.7 of a megu as itfs ig#ANYWAY HI SORRY IM LIKE DIES but fear not i am actually lives#between artblock and job and attempting to have a social life im exhausted Always but we persist! she said wracked w anxiety and guilt#capitalism got me BAD this leaving the house stuff and waking up early stuff and going to bed before midnight stuff got hands#im also like. rly anxious posting this i feel like its not Enough of a draws to justify the break bc im like insane#convinced every1 hates me for not posting regularly and wld rather i never post again and other delusions#im working on things i am going so slowly it makes me want to crawl out of my skin but i am working on things!!!#anyway im sorry its just sketchy im sorry my render still looks like an identity crisis pls accept my humble offering#before i crawl back in2 my hole and/or run in2 traffic BYE
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so over on JP twitter they've come up with the hc that papa leech is hangyodon
#my art#twisted wonderland#twst#floyd leech#oc#twst oc#shiokawa mayu#mrs leech and her... manlet husband..#its so funny im accepting the hc#until they show what papa leech looks like#he is hangyodon to me now#the joke is hangyodon is half fish so he has legs#but once you convert him to mer form and give him a tail#hes literally just 100% fish#just a regular fish 😭😭#mayu buying merch in twisted wonderland bc it reminded her of home#until floyd leech opens his mouth
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i love love love when theres a drawing of autobots groovin and inexplicably, soundwave is also there groovin like yeah, optimus, he is a member of deception high command but have you considered that hes got the rhythm
#tf#soundwave#im aware you could say its after the war which is fine and cool and i accept#but also consider how funny#transformers
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i love getting to see day one expac launch bugs such as "eating pizza breaks male au ra faces" and "syrcus tower now has savage level difficulty mechanics"
#ffxiv#chattering#dawntrail#the amon thing is soooooo funny to me#to non ffxiv players: essentially there's a bug right now#where a Very Essential Mechanic just. doesnt work#said Very Essential Mechanic is important to shield players from an instakill raidwide attack#so the entire party is just immediately wiped#and unless you get the entire party of 24 strangers to work together#(let healers die first rez then wait to accept during instakill)#you literally can't finish the raid#this is one of the lowest level raids available btw.#its so funny to me
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what is it about the least canon-compliant aromantic headcanons that makes them the best. like when a character shows no romantic attraction okay that is pretty awesome. but when romance is a big part of a character/plot? oh now we're fucking cooking
#i mean i know why. its the overcompensating and not knowing and trying to do what you think you're supposed to#but for some reason none of it feels right. and maybe deep down you have an idea but you can't admit that. you can't accept that
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Its really infuriating how common it is to overstep, ignore and ridicule the boundaries of people who want non-romantic sex / sexual relationships. Yes, including if they’re alloromantic.
It doesn’t matter how open you are about your boundaries around romance and love; how often you repeat to whoever you fuck that you don’t want romance, that you won’t fall for them, etc., once they fall in love with you, you are the bad guy for not loving them back, for not wanting a romantic relationship, for not ~getting over your fear of commitment~
And when you point out how fucked up that is to people who’ll call themselves allies to aromantic people, often they’ll respond "well, they never said they were aromantic!" Cause like. Hot take i guess but alloromantic people don’t deserve to be forced into romantic relationships, either. If the only way you can accept someone not wanting a romantic relationship is if they’re aromantic, know they’re aromantic, and will out themself to you unprompted, you don’t actually accept that decision, like, at all. Because that person, yknow, could very well be aromantic and just they haven’t told anyone because they don’t want to, because it wouldn’t be safe, or even just because they don’t fucking know because aromanticism is still a very unknown thing.
And even if they’re not, this type of treatment is still incredibly fucked up in exactly the same way! Because guess what, alloromantic people can be romance repulsed, too! And it’s not something that needs to be fixed for them, either!!
It shouldn’t be so fucking normal for people to publicly boast about how they "tricked" or pressured or just straight-up forced their sexual partners into a romantic relationship and be celebrated for it as if that shit was even remotely funny. It’s disgusting.
#its taken me like four attempts to write this my brain is mushhh#if anything is still worded weird I’ve given up accept it#aromantic#Aro#AlloAro#AroAllo
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Thinking about murderbot being a rental unit and how that interacts with its trauma
Bc like. The most important bots it meets are all from vastly different situations and backgrounds than it. ART has been valued and loved by humans its whole life - its dad is literally the captain and its sister is one of its crew! And they clearly cherish, love, and value ART. Miki is a less sophisticated bot, but also so clearly loved and cherished. They ordered it to protect itself! And it had the capability to reject that order! That says a lot about the love, trust, and mutual respect they had for one another.
Even Three, another secunit, seems pretty different from murderbot. It was made by the company it’s working for and the vibe I got was that it and the other two secunits were sort of permanently assigned to that ship?
Which, look. Humans imprint on anything and build familiarity. The more time we spend with something the more sentimental we might get about it. If Three was on that ship for a long time, I wouldn’t be shocked if at least some of the humans on board were pretty chill or even affectionate towards it (in a condescending and dehumanizing way probably, but still). And even so, the length of time spent around the same secunits clearly allowed Three to establish bonds with its fellow secunits if nothing else!
But being a rental unit means murderbot went from group to group. The other secunits it worked with were always Temporary Company (will never see them again after this contract likely) and also Active Threats to murderbot bc they’re the most likely to notice murderbot is rogue and be forced to report it. Even the humans were Temporary, so even if there were Nice Humans they’d be swapped out with Bad Humans soon enough.
Like. No wonder it insists it doesn’t have friends. If you don’t have Feelings about people then those feelings can’t be hurt when you’re inevitably torn away and never allowed to see them again (or have your very memories of them torn out of you and erased)
(Feelings about media are okay because the media can go with you, right?)
It’s funny to point at Three when murderbot makes sweeping generalization about secunits bc it’s an unreliable narrator but also. Just having feelings about how specifically being a rental unit effects murderbot and its relationships to others
#murderbot#murderbot diaries#the murderbot diaries#maybe I’m projecting#as a kid I moved every two to three years until my brother hit high school and my mum put her foot down#but yeah maybe I relate to murderbots difficulty with friends#and constantly having to accept never seeing people again#even when it cares about those people#but yeah murderbot had literally no stability in its life at all#and so when preservation bought it and offered it stability#I’m not shocked it ran the other way at top speed#it doesn’t know how!!#so now it’s just hurling itself into danger left and right#also it does real bad with stability#like yes it could hide away and watch media and be safe#but why would it when it can pick up clients and imprint on them and put itself in insane danger for them?
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Still thinking about none houses left grief, and while I understand where people are coming from, "it took me out of the world" is just... Really not a relevant criticism here. Like, that line is SUPPOSED to be jarring. It is supposed to be kind of darkly funny, but the point isnt for you to laugh. Its not trying to be a punchline. The point of that line IS to "take you out of the world" because the point is that *this world isn't what you thought it was.*
#if it startled you that something so irreverant and lowbrow would come up in a high fantasy serious world#...then maybe ask yourself if this is really a serious high fantasy world#also i do think its just elitist that everyone complains about the tumblr references and not the word for word bible quotes#like maybe the author was trying to make a point about why you accept that catholicism is a cultural constant but not memes?#maybe take a step back and ask yourself what kind of cultural artifacts you think are important enough to be worth mentioning#tlt#htn#the locked tomb#harrow the ninth#tlt spoilers
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(part 1)
(short comic) (you can otherwise search 'spy x pta' on my profile)
MY GOODNESS. it's been a hot minute since i posted the first part and i guess i just couldn't SHUT UP because this is FOURTEEN PAGES LONG. FOURTEEN. you can even see some pages where the linework is slightly different because i drew it like 6-ish weeks ago, that's how long this has been cooking. drawing in general has been hard lately because of time constraints, BUT i am so happy i finished this. this is like my fav project even tho it isnt as popular, but who cares!!!!! POPULAR IN MY HEART
#also another six of crows reference because Obviously#loid “i must mold myself to please everyone” forger meets yor “as long as my family accepts me im happy” forger#mrs delaire you can choke on a rock#i hate her (i literally wrote her)#im so happy with so many parts of this comic but its so freaking long LMAO so i wont list all the parts i like#to the people who r enjoying this thank you for the love :')#its nice to see when people like smth that i have put time into :D#spy x family#my art#loid forger#sxf#yor forger#twiyor#spy x pta
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impulsively making a tumblr to dump doodles on my latest strange comfort pairs. hi guys do we fw them here
#the band ghost#ghost the band#ghost bc#papa nihil#sister imperator#ghost#nihil#do they have a tag together or is it just like “yeah its kinda just a given”#also are butch nihil hcs accepted
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huggies
#i always forget the crown but i wasnt gonna go back and add it to all the frames#lets say its nappin somewhere off to the side#animators... how do u do it#gifing this into a tumblr accepted size without significant quality loss was hard#cult of the lamb#narinder#the lamb#narilamb#my art
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Happy one year anniversary to this FNAF post,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#abby schmidt#golden freddy#coryxkenshin#william afton#springtrap#THIS was a quick lil thing I wanted to make!#they all finally made it to their destination#took them a full year but they got there!#The og post means a lot to me actually#it’s when I started to draw fnaf art and kinda never stopped?#I’ve loved fnaf for a very long time since its come out#so being accepted into its community meant a lot#here’s to another year of fnaf art!!#Also did Abby ever pay Cory or did he just do a freebie#maybe the next movie will answer these pressing questions pff
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take responsibility.
#i am always thinking abt anya and how she is simultaneously central to the story and kept out of focus by jimmy's pov#eventually culminating in this scene where everything is about her and yet she herself does not -- cannot -- appear#the way the scene immediately ends with polle's question there -- the revelation that jimmy won't accept.#he is confronted with the truth and turns right back to the story he wants to tell himself where he's the hero#mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#my art#uh. feel like this probably could use some content warnings (besides you know. the game itself being its own warning) but idk what#so. ask to tag i guess
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