Tumgik
#itt was warmer
dammekblog · 2 years
Text
Tumblr media
learning tto draw well. have a porttraitt
14 notes · View notes
prettyprince00 · 2 years
Note
chanel, waffle, night ♡♡♡
chanel - awee kinda answered it in the other ask already lolol bt ummmm. i tend 2 play a lot and mix different aesthetics bt always sticking 2 somewhat of a "signature" boyish/faunlet whatever silhouette ... for me personally silhouette is way more important in terms of building a personal style than the actual clothing items or "aesthetic" markers ... i wear mostly shorts (usually 5''ish sometimes a lil shorter sometimes a lil longer), lots of cardigans, fuzzy sweaters, knee high/frilly socks, oversized tees/hoodies, thrifted 70s/80s style polos, doc martens/saddle shoes/converses/plain yt vans, most of it all either in pastels (esp blue + pink + white) or just plain black. also leg/hand warmers that could b giving either 2007 pop punk drummer or mid90s kogyaru depending on the rest of the fit lololol ... honestly i either look like a pampered cutesy boardingschool pastel cakeboy or like a junji ito-pilled character from elephant (2003), mayb more emo version of neil from mysterious skin lmfaooo ... omg hope i didnt ramble 2 much, im v tired n brainfried rn ill try n keep the rest short !
waffle - im infj, im shy shy shy and kind of antisocial/misanthropic at heart bt can mask it p well if it feels like its truly worth it. fake it till u make it yk
night - already answered that 2 fraildollie, jst scroll down a little and u can read itt
2 notes · View notes
maximotts · 10 months
Note
Well if I told you, you would possibly immediately know who I am 😂(probably not tho) but you are getting warmer!
Yeah I definitely get that, having somewhere safe to put them will probably help. I have a few book pockets but a crochet one sounds so cute 🥺
Also I've finished all the books in sea and stars series and I loved it so much!
Hope your day is going great! - 📖
Do I only know one person from this particular country? Is itt…. France? Also would it be terrible if I knew who you were 👀🩷
I have a book pocket but it’s so big that I just have it permanently wrapped around my damaged copy of A Peculiar Peril haha but the crochet ones look adorable, I can’t wait to finish one for myself! I wanted to make one this past weekend, but I didn’t have the right yarn and I have to wait until I get paid on Friday to make a pilgrimage to JoAnns once more 😂
I need to finish the sea and the stars series! That WOULD count as a series I did this year.. hmmmm
My days alright so far, I just got approved for the Iris Kelly Doesn’t Date ARC so I’m over the moon lmao I hope your day is going well too!! 🩷🩷🩷
0 notes
saturngrqy · 3 years
Text
Friday Night Lights// GD
Tumblr media
A/n; Hiii guys so my phone got taken and this is the first post I’ve done on a computer.. I can’t tell if I like it or not. Anyways this is gonna be cheesy af and I alr wrote something like it on my wattpad but something about football!gray is just :’) Also I have no idea how football works so fair warning
Wc: How do ya’ll find this shit anyways imma guess around 1k
Warnings: Just cheesy basic shit, fluff;’)
“I’ll see you tonight, right?” Grayson questioned for the millionth time.
“Yess,” I huffed. I grabbed my stuff off my desk as the bell rang, signaling the end of the day. Grayson stood towering over my desk before one of his friends called his name. He looked in their direction and nodded, before turning back to me. 
“I gotta go, but you have my jersey correct?” He asked.
“For the hundredth time, I have everything, and I’ll be there on time I promise,” I replied. 
He smirked down at me before turning around. Right before he left out the door he turned back to me and gave me a soft wave, making a blush rise to my cheeks. I put my laptop back in my backpack and rose out of my chair, slinging the heavy bag over my shoulder. I waved at my teacher and told her to have a good day (a/n YALL BETTER APPRECIATE UR TEACHERS) She responded with a soft smile and a “you too,” before I finally left the class. 
I headed to the parking lot, entering my car. I turned my car on and drove out the parking lot, heading home.
-
I finished doing my hair in the mirror, a simple ponytail with some strands pulled out in the front. I went back to my room, grabbing Grayson’s jersey off my dresser. I slipped it on, noticing how it went down past my knees, even with a sweatshirt on underneath. I pulled the hoodie out from under the jersey, also pulling my hair out underneath as well. 
I glanced at myself in the mirror before taking my phone out to send a snapchat to Grayson.
I posed in front of the mirror, doing a really awkward smile and a peace sign with the caption “I’m wearing itt”. 
He responded within a minute, a timer picture of him in the locker room with Ethan with a poorly drawn heart over the picture. I smiled to myself at the heart, something about the way it was so sloppy made my heart warm. I just sent back a picture of me doing duck lips before putting my phone back in my pocket. 
I put on some cherry scented lip balm and a champagne toast scented perfume from bath and body works. I fixed my hair in the mirror before heading back downstairs. I got out of my car, pulling out of the driveway to head to the school/
I arrived, texting my friend Alexis that I was there. I had some friends, but I wasn’t wildly popular or liked. Grayson however, was extremely popular and was known and loved by almost all the kids, not just for his looks but also his charming personality. He was especially popular with the girls, as you can probably assume. Many girls did not like me simply because I’m dating him. People were shocked when Grayson asked me out, and in all honesty, so was I, but I wouldn’t change it for the world.
I met Alexis at the gate to the field, and we found a spot in the student section right at the front so we could get the best view. We asked Alexis’ boyfriend, Josh, who was coincidentally a good friend of Grayson’s, to save our spots while we went and got concessions. 
We walked to the concessions with our arms clung together, giggling jokes into each other’s ear before landing a spot in the line for the concessions. 
I looked at my phone, noticing a text from Grayson. 
“I say we switch it up tonight and go to Monty’s,” It read.
Grayson and I always had this post-game ritual where we would go out and get dinner. Typically, Grayson and I would tag along with his team and their girlfriends and eat at a local diner. We ate there so much they had a spot reserved for us every Friday during football season, and they knew all of our names and our orders. However this time, Grayson suggested Monty’s.
I texted back, “Why? I mean I don’t mind Monty’s but normally we go to the diner”. 
He responded quickly. “Idk, just wanna spend alone time with my girl, plus Monty’s has a new veg milkshake we have to try”.
I giggled before replying. “Sounds good to me”.
I put my phone back in my pocket. I looked back up to see Alexis smirking at me. “What?” I asked, confused. 
“He is so whipped.” She replies, snorting
I roll my eyes. “He is not, he just knows how to treat a woman.”
I hear her laugh, coughing a small “simp” under her breath. I rolled my eyes again.
We grab our drinks and snacks, me getting a bag of Doritos and a cherry coke while Alexis got a Dr. Pepper. We walked back to the stands, sitting back in our spots.
-
“And Grayson Dolan scores his third touchdown of the night folks!” The announcer tells, excitedly. I scream and yell Grayson’s name, catching his eyes as he turns to me and points, blowing a kiss. I pretend to catch it, putting my hand on my heart. He shakes his head and laughs before returning back to his team. 
There was only about 10 minutes left of the game, and we were beating the other team 20- 7. (a/n don’t kill me idk how this shit works) The other team had almost no chance of coming back after Grayson’s last touchdown. I jumped up and down, shivering, rubbing my hands up and down my arm to make myself warmer. I turned to Alexis and shook her shoulders. 
“This is so excitinggg,” I said giddily. She laughed and agreed. I turned back to watch the last couple of minutes. 
The buzzer was called, and the game was officially over, with Grayson’s team crushing the other. I almost jumped out of the bleachers, running to the side of the field. Grayson’s team cheered before he ran over to me, hugging me over the fence. 
“You did so good baby,” I whispered in his neck. 
“Thank you,” He responded kissing my cheek. I turned to him, planting a passionate kiss on his pink lips. 
“Meet me at my car so we can go get dinner,” I told him, holding his cheek in my palm. I gently tapped his cheek twice before he ran off with a nod back to his team. 
-
I waited inside my car with the heat blasted for Grayson. Suddenly the door opened, revealing a very sweaty Grayson in his team sweatshirt and sweatpants. He gave me a kiss on the cheek before going to put his stuff in my trunk. He came back in with a wide gorgeous smile on his face. 
“You scared me,” 
“I’m sorry my love. Are we ready to go?”
I pulled out of the parking lot with a smirk, driving off towards the vegan restaurant. We sat in the car listening to Man on the Moon III, Kid Cudi’s newest album that Grayson and I were obsessed with. Tequila Shots played in the background as Grayson’s hand found my thigh. 
I looked down at it before glancing up at him, noticing he was already staring at me. I blushed before looking back to the road. 
“You know, this was probably your best game yet,” I broke the silence. 
“I know right? That’s the best I’ve played all season. E said that with that performance, I’ll have college coaches looking to recruit me left and right,” He responded excitedly, making my heart flutter at his passion. 
‘I’m sure they will be, babe. You make me so proud,” I gushed.
He squeezed my thigh as a response. We pulled onto the side of the street in front of Monty’s. I unbuckled my seatbelt, about to open the door before I noticed Grayson sat still, staring at me. 
“What?” I questioned. 
“Nothing, I just love you,” He said out of the blue, making my stomach do flips. 
“I love you too,” I giggled. “Now lets go get some fucking milkshakes!”
121 notes · View notes
endlesslyangel · 3 years
Text
okk,, someone plz reply tooo thiss !!  should i get a mazzy star tatto? i am only sixteen,, but my friend does really pretty stick n pokess mhmmm.. so i was thinking that, on my ankle, it would say “among my swan” and it would look so cute with like mary janes and leg warmers !! butt idkk maybe i will regret itt)) 
7 notes · View notes
windermeresimblr · 4 years
Text
Seasonal Outfits Lookbook
I was (indirectly) tagged by @murfeelee. So in honor of the hair cut I got last weekend--I had to! I was looking like Cousin Itt--have a somewhat accurate look at how I dress.  (I did fudge a little bit a lot on the outfits that weren’t “Work” or “Current Outfit,” because I’m kind of a slob and would live in yoga pants and a t-shirt all day if I could.)
Tumblr media
Full shots of the outfits, as well as credits, behind the cut so I don’t clutter your dashes.
Current Outfit: Yoga pants and a t-shirt. Not very fancy. But when you’re not going anywhere, you know?
Tumblr media
Spring: I still don’t know how to dress for spring! I just alternate between “sweaters” and “my warmer summer tops.” I’m not really a pastels person--I like more saturated florals. So have this mishmash of an outfit based on a long-gone Eunny Jang knitting pattern.
Tumblr media
Summer: I don’t like skirts, mostly because a) I worry I’ll flash someone somehow and that’s just mortifying, and b) I don’t feel like I look good in them. Maxi skirts are an exception, even though I don’t wear them often. I’ve been thinking about the “china poblana” style of shirt a lot recently; I had a similar shirt when I was in my teens that my dad brought back from the homeland. (Which had no embroidery and tied in the back, but it had a similar neckline.)
Tumblr media
Fall: Now that I live in the Northeast, I actually experience fall, which is still rather amazing to someone who lived in Florida and therefore alternated between “hot, humid, and buggy” and “hot, humid, and rainy” with a few months of “it’s nice out!” So, you know, sweater weather, pumpkin spice lattes (they don’t have to be iced anymore!!!), yadda yadda yadda. Also, florals are never--NEVER--out of season, in my opinion. Even in winter. The marvelous thing about the world is that there’s always flowers blooming somewhere.
Tumblr media
Winter: I really like wearing a turtleneck dress over leggings, because it’s not as confining as wearing pants and--for some reason--people think you put effort into your outfit if you’re wearing a dress. Even if it’s basically the world’s saggiest sweater. Also, sometimes they forget we’re open on the weekends at work and it helps to basically be covered in six inches of knitwear while you’re waiting for the facilities crew to turn everything back on.
Tumblr media
Work: I’m a librarian. The urge to grab a cardigan and a sensible pair of shoes is practically genetic. (I have a lot of respect for those who can carry heavy boxes, get elbow-deep into a printer’s guts, and shelve books in a skirt, but I’m not one of them. Also, the stairs at my library are treacherous even when you’re wearing pants.) I’m going to have to get back into wearing real shoes and not sneakers to work, yikes.
Tumblr media
Credits / Shop My “Style”
Spring Outfit: Blouse by EA | Pants by EA (Supernatural) | Espadrilles by rollo-rolls
Summer Outfit: Peasant Blouse by hoschdwoschd2 | Maxi Skirt by Sims2fanbg | Clogs by Pixicat
Fall Outfit: Sweater and Shirtdress by Lilit | Oxfords by Pixicat
Winter Outfit: Turtleneck Dress by @ice-creamforbreakfast | Leggings by OneEuroMutt | Boots by @greenplumbboblover
Work Outfit: Cardigan and Shirt by Lutetia | Pants by PLBsims | Shoes by Pixicat
Current Outfit: T-Shirt  by EA (University Life, but edited by @buckleysims) | Yoga Pants by EA (Into The Future)
Basics: Hair by @sweetdevil-sims | Skin by @procrasimnation | Hearing Aids by editsim | Glasses by @aroundthesims | Mask by SkeletalScreams | Various Patterns by @simlicious | Books Accessory by Simenapule | College Poses by @danjaley | Copicish Palette by @pictureamoebae​ | PSD Template by @templatepsds​
I tag whoever wants to do this!
10 notes · View notes
Text
TRC Translation Notes Volume 21 Part 1 (Chapters 159 - 161)
@giniroangou has sent us some more translation notes for the most recent chapters! As usual, they are enlightening. 
Highlights include: different plans for Kurogane, Chess Metaphor: The Continuation, Evil Wolverine makes a bit more sense, Ashura clarifications, and Fai gets a present! As he should!
TRC Volume 21 (Part 1)
Chapter 159
p.6 - Fai already knows at this point that someone is going to come for him, so he’s asking whether his future travelling companions will be the ones to do that (or not.)
Fei Wang doesn’t seem as certain of Kurogane’s future in the Japanese text. He says that his original plan was to have Kurogane accompany them, but Yuuko forestalled him. It seems at this point that Fei Wang was prepared for Kurogane to get in the way somewhere down the line, but didn’t necessarily expect him to be traveling with the group the whole time.
p.7 - Fei Wang uses the same word for Kurogane (in relation to Yuuko) that he did for Fai in the previous chapter - “itte” (pawn/a move in a game.)
p.9 - Fei Wang describes the memories in Sakura’s body not as various worlds but as various “time axes” (時間軸/“jikanjiku”). I personally would interpret this as a way to express the concept of different dimensions, just with a specific focus on each dimension’s timeline.
For poetic justice, Fei Wang says the ruin “sleeps” in Clow Kingdom (meaning, of course, that it’s dormant.)
p.10 - Fei Wang doesn’t have the sense of (presumably false) surprise that’s there in the translation. It feels a little more like he’s reasoning with Fai: “You killed your twin by choosing your own life over his - what reason would you have to hesitate over killing a stranger?”
p.17 - Since the translation for this seemed a bit odd, Ashura says that in Celes fluorite is considered an “omamori,” which you can google for the full cultural context, but it’s basically like a protective talisman. Usually fluorite is simply written in katakana as フローライト, but in this one instance when Fai first hears the word he repeats it with the kanji underneath as 蛍石 (“hotaruishi” - the Japanese word for fluorite), presumably to make sure the readers know what it is, hahaha.
p.20 - Ashura’s lines are little warmer in the original - he says, “Let’s cut your hair,” and “Let’s start a new day.”
p.21 - Though the translation says, “I will not die,” this should be Fai’s habitual, “I cannot die.”
Chapter 160
p.27 - Again, “I will not die” = “I cannot die.”
In the Japanese version Ashura responds with, “Well then, I guess you’ll have to kill him,” which is less poetic than the English version, but I like that it’s more straight-forward about what’s being expected of Fai here.
p.32 - The original lines here specify that the “D” title is held by top-ranking wizards.
p.33-34 - This isn’t that different, just a slight change in nuance, but Fai’s lines here are closer to, “I can’t smile very well. I’m not used to it.” The girl’s response to this is, “Then you just need to practice!”
p.35 - I think this has come up before, but Japan uses the same word for both “laugh” and “smile,” so everything on this page ties more directly back to the previous ones.
p.36 - Fai just calls Ashura “Ou” (“King”/“The King”) here rather than “Ashura-ou.”
Ashura doesn’t just say “the valley” but specifies that it was “the western valley.”
Font note: I have no idea why so many of Ashura’s lines are in italics in the translation. I don’t see anything differentiating them in the original text.
p.41 - Re: Ashura’s explanation of the tattoo - for now I will just say that nothing in the translation is messing up the wording here. You would have had the same reaction to the Japanese version.
p.42 - Ashura’s request is a little more broad in Japanese - he asks Fai to destroy anyone who brings harm to the people of Celes.
p.43 - When Fai agrees, it feels more hesitant and more conditional - he knows he’s not going to be spending the rest of his life in Celes, so he’s making sure it’s okay that he’ll only be able to fulfill this request during the time that he’s there.
Chapter 161
p.48 - “Spell(s)” is the proper meaning of the word Ashura uses here, written with the kanji “jumon”/呪文 (“spell”), but the katakana reading is “supia” (スピア). I’m a little uncertain on this one. My first instinct would be that this is the Celes word for spells in general, but if that’s the case I have no idea what the word’s origin is, and as far as I know it doesn’t appear outside of this scene. My best alternative guess is that the name of the spell Fai is using in the present time is “Spear,” since it looks like he’s shooting magical spears into the air, and this is a flashback to when he learned that spell.
p.54 - A minor adjustment - I would assume that the liquor was brought as a gift for Fai specifically; Ashura says it was delivered in thanks for Fai melting the lake.
P.59 - Fai isn’t so much suggesting that beast isn’t from Celes here, just that it hasn’t existed in the country before this point, driving home that Ashura’s response is, “It’s been here the whole time” (even before people were dying.) These lines hit so much better in Japanese to be honest. I hate saying that and not giving a decent English approximation, but translation is hard!!*
p.62 - “It might take quite a few days,” sounds a bit weak - Fai is essentially saying he’s prepared to bring down the beast no matter how long it takes.
*An aside: Please never ever interpret these notes as criticism of the official translation, unless they’re correcting something that is egregiously mistranslated. What I’m doing here is very different from professional translation, and most of my notes are intended to be supplemental more than anything else. I hope that goes without saying, but part of me wants to add in a disclaimer every time I submit a new set of these.
27 notes · View notes
chiyamabunny · 5 years
Text
Miyano Mamoru LINE Blog: 2019/5/3 (Eng. Translation)
あったかいねぇ〜☆ It's Warm, isn’t itt〜☆ 2019/5/3 15:15
あったかいねぇ〜☆ It's warm, isn’t itt〜☆
あったかくなったねぇ〜☆ It's gotten warmer, hasn’t itt〜☆
というか、 Actually,
暑いねぇ〜(笑) It's hot, isn’t itt〜(lol)
マモは、 Mamo is,
一息ついてから、 Taking a break,
次の仕事に向かいます〜♪ And heading to my next work location〜♪
みんなも、 Everyone,
良い午後を〜〜〜(^o^)/☆ Have a good afternoon〜〜〜(^o^)/☆
Tumblr media
23 notes · View notes
dendre · 5 years
Text
Hanglemez 2019/04
Tumblr media
Holly Herndon: Proto  9.0  (kísérleti elektronika) PJ Harvey: All About Eve  9.0  (színpadi zene, de úúdeszép) Callum Easter: Here Or Nowhere  8.5  (szellemjárta, másvilági lofipop) Kornél Kovács: Stockholm Marathon  8.5  (housepopdeepoutside) Rev Magnetic: Verses Universe  8.5  (electro shoegaze) The Caretaker: Everywhere At The End Of Time - Stage 6  8.5  (dark ambient) These New Puritans: Inside The Rose  8.5  (posztpop)  96 Back: Excitable, Girl  8.5  (nu-electro) Georgia: Time 8.5  (absztrakt elektronika) Billie Eilish: When We Fall Asleep, Where...  8.5  (pop) Minor Poet: The Good News  8.5  (00′s indierock) Henning: Natter Utan Dagar  8.5  (softrock, “markknopflerwave”) Fennesz: Agora  8.5  (ambient) Ohtis: Curve Of Earth  8.5  (folkamericana) Tree: We Grown Now  8.5  (hiphop) Lafawndah: Ancestor Boy  8.5  (keleties altr&b, deconstruct tribal glitch bass)
Avey Tare: Cows On Hourglass Pond  8.0  (neopsychfolktronica) The Fat White Family: Serfs Up!  8.0  (neopsych) Sote: Parallel Persia  8.0  (elektroakusztikus perzsa klasszikuszene) Anderson .Paak: Ventura  8.0  (neosoulfunk) Intellexual: Intellexual  8.0  (neosoul-jazz) Visible Cloaks+Yoshio Ojima+Satsuki S: serenitatem  8.0  (ambient) Smallpeople: Afterglow  8.0  (deep house) Central: Om Dans  8.0  (tech house) Kristín Anna: I Must Be The Devil  8.0  (avantfolk) Nilüfer Yanya: Miss Universe  8.0  (gitárpop-pop) Aldous Harding: Designer  8.0  (indiefolkpop) Weyes Blood: Titanic Rising  8.0  (carpenters-pop) Kronos Quartet & Marja & Mahsa Vahdat: Placeless  8.0  (perzsa kamarafolk) Rico Nasty & Kenny Beats: Anger Management  8.0  (hiphop) Romeo Santos: Utopía  8.0  (bachata) DJ Spider: Democide  8.0  (dark techno) Duke: Uingizaji Hewa  8.0  (singeli) Beth Gibbons & TPNRSO: Górecki Symphony No. 3.  8.0  (modern klasszikus) Lucinda Chua: Antidotes 1 EP  8.0  (csellós kamara-r&b-szofiszti-ambient pop) Prins Thomas: Ambitions  7.5  (baltibeat) Jayda G: Significant Changes  7.5  (akadémikus disco) The Chemical Brothers: No Geography  7.5  (dancepop) Fontaines D.C.: Dogrel  7.5  (posztpunk) Caroline Shaw+Attacca Quartet: Orange  7.5  (kamarazene) Kelsey Lu: Blood  7.5  (hibrid artpop, csellóval) C Duncan: Health  7.5  (szofiszti-kamarapop) Nihiltoxica: Biiri EP  7.5  (bugandian techno) Jeff Tweedy: Warmer  7.5  (folkrock) Jenny Lewis: On The Line  7.5  (soft americana pop) Otoboke Beaver: Itekoma Hits  7.5  (punk, popnoise) Ifriqiyya Électrique: Laylet el Booree  7.5  (sufi rock) Umut Adan: Bahar  7.5  (anatolian psychrock) Altin Gün: Gece  7.5  (anatolian rock) Flume: Hi This Is Flume  7.5  (wonky mixtape) Stealing Sheeps: Big Wows  7.5  (electropop) Marina: Love + Fear  7.5  (pop) Beyoncé: Homecoming  7.5  (koncertlemez) The Flaming Lips: King’s Mouth  7.5  (pszichpop-ambientpop) Mini Dresses: Heaven Sent  7.5  (lofi dreampop) PUP: Morbid Stuff  7.5  (punkrock) Spiral Stairs: We Wanna Be Hyp-No-Tize  7.5  (heartland rock) Craig Finn: I Need A New War  7.5  (heartland altcountry) Bruce Hornsby: Absolute Zero  7.5  (heartland softrock) Quelle Chris: Guns  7.5  (abstract hiphop) Kevin Morby: Oh My God  7.5  (indie folkrock) Matthew Herbert Brexit Big Band: The State Between Us  7.5  (bigband-dance) Christian Scott aTunde Adjuah: Ancestral Recall  7.5  (trombitás-spokenes jazz)
Ex Hex: It’s Real  7.0  (powerpop, garagesoftrock) Rozi Plain: What A Boost  7.0  (indie artpop) Idlewild: Interview Music  7.0  (hymndie rock) Lambchop: This (Is What I...)  7.0  (indietronica) Bibio: Ribbons  7.0  (folktronica) Billy Woods + Kenny Segal: Hiding Places  7.0  (abstract hiphop) Pivot Gang: You Can’t Sit With Us  7.0  (jazzrap) Angelique Kidjo: Celia  7.0  (afrocuban) Joni Void: Mise en Abyme  7.0  (hangkollázs-elektronika) Refugees For Refugees: Amina  7.0  (worldmusic) Mdou Moctar: Ilana  7.0  (tuareg desert blues) Martha: Love Keeps Kicking  7.0  (power indiepop) Control Top: Covert Contracts  7.0  (queercore) Big Thief: UFO-F  7.0  (indierock, indiefolk) Priests: The Seduction Of Kansas  7.0  (punkpopindie) Bogdan Raczynski: Rave ‘Till You Cry  7.0  (idm) DJ Nate: Take Off Mode  7.0  (footwork) Lizzo: Coz I Love You  7.0  (popsoulrap) Bill Mackay: Fountain Fire  7.0  (americana, instru gitárzene) Foxygen: Seeing Other People  7.0  (retropoprock) The Ninth Wave: Infancy Part 1  7.0  (pomp new wave) Jab: Erg Herbe  7.0  (new age-space ambient) Shana Cleveland: Night Of The Worm Moon  7.0  (psychfolk-dalszerző-előadó) Patio: Essentials  6.5  (posztpunk) American Football: American Football (LP3)  6.5  (midwest emo, dreampostrock) Cinematic Orchestra: To Believe  6.5  (background pop) Tiger And Woods: AOD  6.5  (summery discopop) Kel Assouf: Black Tenere  6.5  (desert blueselectrorock) Citizen Bravo: Build A Thing Of Beauty  6.5  (geek indiepoprock) Faith Eliott: Impossible Bodies  6.5  (indiefolk) Girl Unit: Song Feel  6.5  (pop bass) Insignificant Other: I’m So Glad...  6.5  (twee-indiepoppunk) Kap Bambino: Dust, Fierce, Forever  6.5  (electroclash) HVL: Rhythmic Sonatas  6.5  (acid techno) Deafkids: Metaprogramacao  6.5  (tribal noiserock)
Logos: Imperial Flood  6.0  (weightless, ambient grime) Paws: Your Church On My Bonefire  6.0  (indierock) Wand: Laughing Matter  6.0  (neopsych artrock) Dis Fig: Purge  6.0  (posztindustrial power noise) Alberich: Quantized Angel  6.0  (posztindustrial power noise) Kinbrae: Landforms  6.0  (electronic ambient posztrock) Brutus: Nest  6.0  (dallamos poszthc) Real Life Buildings: Ohio And West  6.0  (tweepop) Emily Reo: Only You Can See It  6.0  (artsypop) Laura Stevenson: The Big Freeze  6.5  (indiefolk) Frankie Cosmos: Haunted Items 6.0  (piano indiefolk) The Gotobeds: Debt Begins At 30  6.0  (posztpunk-indierock)      Angel Du$t: Pretty Buff  6.0  (poppunk) Tommy Four Seven: Veer  6.0  (indusztri techno) Gesaffelstein: Hyperion  6.0  (electropop-synthwave) Minimal Violence: InDreams  6.0  (’91 style ravetechno) Lamb: The Secret Of Letting Go  6.0  (trippop) Las Hermanas Caronni: Santa Plastica  6.0  (argentin-francia kamarafolkjazz) Adam Stafford: The Acid Bothy  5.5  (psychedelic synth jams) Tamaryn: Dreaming The Dark  5.5  (dreamy synthpop) Apparat: LP5  5.5  (artsypop) Khalid: Free Spirit  5.5  (pop) Gary Clark Jr.: This Land  5.5  (retrosoulrock)
+++ Floating Points: LateNightTales  8.5  (válogatás obskúrus souljazzambientből) Laurel Halo: DJ-Kicks  8.5  (mixlemez, nagyon jó tech-outsider-electrohouse) Marvin Gaye: You’re The Man  8.0  (posztumusz lemez 1972-es felvételekből és azok remixeiből, néha nagyon jó, néha kislemez b-oldal-minőség) Vatican Shadow: Berghain 09  8.0  (dj-mix industri dark techno) Válogatás: Eminent Domain  7.0  (noise-techno)
(Ezeken kívül még sok lemezbe belehallgattam, és maximum 10 percet töltöttem velük, mert annyira nem nekem szóltak vagy szimplán borzasztóak voltak, ezeket nem sorolom. És igen, ez amolyan laza sorrend.) 
Január     Február    Március  
Április első fele elszállt anélkül, hogy esélyem lett volna zenét hallgatni, úgyhogy márciushoz hasonlóan ez is egy félhónap volt ilyen szempontból. Nem is hallgattam meg mindent, amit szerettem volna (de még hiszek benne, hogy májusban utol tudom érni magam). Inkább leginkább azokat, amik érdekeltek, amiktől jót reméltem, és pont ezért talán némileg aránytalanul sok a jobb lemez (7.5-8-as), mint a közepes-átlagos-rossz - mert persze inkább többen, mint kevesebben szállították is a reményeknek megfelelőt. (Amúgy meg kicsit azt érzem, végignézve most a lemezeken, hogy megengedőbb voltam a pontszámokkal, de sebaj.)
Legjobban Holly Herndon albuma tetszett áprilisban. Lehet, az is segítette az első helyre, hogy úgy egy hete hallgatom, szóval az élmény is a legfrissebbek közé tartozik. Herndon folytatja a Platformon megkezdett utat, a mesterséges intelligencia humanizálásának vizsgálatát, ezúttal nagyon sok emberi hanggal, énekkel, kórussal, továbbra is elvarázsoltan, behatárolhatatlanul. Tudom, kiszámítható is vagyok, ha PJ Harvey csinál valamit, azt ájultan rajongom. Persze eskü, nem akarok én így tenni, de hát mennyire gyönyörű színpadi zene ez is. Mennyire nem írtak róla szinte sehol. Amilyenek a dalai, olyat tud kamarahangszerelésben is. Éjszaka a tökéletes hallgatni. 
Callum Easter egy edinburgh-i underdog, nem lesz belőle sztár, de harmonikás, szabálytalan kamara-indiepopja tök élvezetes anyag. Kornél Kovács mifiúnk második lemeze is telitalálat, sőt, jobb mint az első, annyira nincs párja manapság játékos, humoros, sablonoktól eltérő house-ban. Még egy ilyen szintlépés, plusz egy szégyentelen gigasláger és világsztár lehetne, ha akarna. Azt hiszem, nem akar. Rev Magnetic: nem tudok róluk szinte semmit, ők is skótok, és eszetlen jó shoegaze-lemezt csináltak, jövő héten jelenik meg, de pár dal már hallgatható róla. (Sokat hallgattam áprilisban, úgyhogy ide tettem, még pár hasonló promo-esettel együtt.) The Caretaker: nem mondom, hogy hallottam az összeset ebből a sorozatból, mert nem - és hogy nem kellett hozzá egy megfelelő pillanat, mert de. Simán elfogadom, ha ezt valaki fasságnak tartja, de ha annak a valakinek van egy olyan pillanata és végighallgatja, akkor garantáltan agyeldobás, még a híres lemezénél is jobban. Igazából annyira nagy és szokatlan élmény, hogy több pontot is érdemelne, de még csak egyszer hallottam. Állítólag ez a sorozatzáró egyúttal a Caretaker alteregó befejezése is. A These New Puritansek kezdettől drukkere vagyok, mindegyik lemezt szerettem, de egyik se olyan jó, amilyent elképzelek, hogy tudnának. Ez se. Az első üdítő volt 2008-ban, a Hidden majdnem megcsinálta 2010-ben, a Field Of Reeds tök jól kanyarodott 2013-ban, de egyik sem ért oda, ahova hallani szeretném. Most meg fenét csináltak poplemezt, de Mark Hollis-tisztelgést se rendesen. Igazából kicsit mérges vagyok rájuk. 
Kétségtelen, hogy az electro most nagyon megy, 96 Back is egy gyönyör annak, aki bírja az ilyesmit. Meg persze megy a ‘91 rave és az acid is, de nekem azokban nincs annyi, hogy érdemes legyen újra olyan lemezeket csinálni. Vagy csak nem hallottam még olyat, ami megfogott volna. Az electróval meg még mindig lehet mit kezdeni. New York kínai negyedében élő producerpáros a Georgia és ez ordít debütlemezükről, ami nagyon fülbizsergető, izgága absztrakt elektronika. Billie Eilish-ről itt írtam, fenntartom, nagyon jó ívű poplemez. A Minor Poet fura zárvány, olyan, mintha 2004-es indierockot akarna játszani, de a Champs eszközkészletével. Annyira fülbemászó, hogy a rövid minialbum már több, többórás autóúton nem akart kijönni a cd-játszóból. Henninget úgy ajánlotta Klág Dávid, hogy ő a csúcs a svéd markknopflerwave-ben és tényleg. Mármint aki kicsit is el tud felejtkezni a Dire Straitsben, annak ez egy örömóda. Fennesz előző két lemeze nem annyira kapott el, ez meg igen. Az Ohtis első rendes albuma 17 évig készült, csak közben a trió egyik tagja heroinfüggő lett, meg ezek az illinois-i fiúk amolyan klasszik slackernek tűnnek, akik itt ragadtak a kilencvenes évekből, szóval nem csoda, hogy nem kapkodtak. Viszont cserében van néhány nagyon szép daluk. Hiphopból Tree tetszett a legjobban, ennek az LP-nek tényleg pazar a flow-ja. És még Lafawndah-t hallottam izgalmasabbnak a sokan másoknál.
De amúgy még valóban sok jót hallottam, eddig ez volt az év hónapja. Az új Avey Tare a legjobb az Animaltől, vagy bármelyik Animaltől a Merriweather óta, a Fat White Family sokat javított az előzőhöz képest, ez egy koherens, jó LP. Nem folytatom, ott vannak, a 8.0-asok mind tetszettek. Mégha Harding kicsit kevésbé is, mint az előző, mert az nagyon. És Weyes Blood is picit kevésbé, mint igazából bármelyik eddigi. Végighallgattam az új után mindet, és egyértelműen az előzővel volt a csúcson, ez pedig kicsit olyan, mint Julia Holter 2015-ös lemeze, hogy akkor megmutatja, hogy az addigiakat tudja széles körben is könnyebben befogadhatóan, csak Holternek tökéletesen sikerült a mutatvány, a friss Weyes-LP meg egy kicsit túlpolírozott lett és ez lehet a foxygenes mifúnk, Rado hibája, plusz persze a Carpenters-tribute is kissé túlcsordul, de ez persze csak szőrözés, jó lemez az. Na jó, még Beyoncéról. Hát nyilván agyeldobás, rocktörténeti mérföldkőkoncert lehetett ott helyben, meg képpel biztosan jobb élmény (nem néztem még meg), de ez a 110 perces monstrum élő album ne legyen már az év lemeze. Egyrészt sokkal több az üresjárat, mint a többi korszakos, örök klasszik koncertlemezeken, mert azokon ki merték azokat vágni, itt meg muszáj megkapnunk az egészet, néha végtelenül egyszerű összekötő szövegekkel, amik másodszorra már semmiképp nem érdekesek. Sőt, a tényleg jó zenei részek úgy 50 percet tesznek ki, ha annyi a lemez, sokkal-sokkal hatásosabb. Khalid albuma viszont minden szempontból tök csalódás, az elsőt nagyon bírtam. Na mindegy van itt helyette bőven más.
És akkor most meghallgatom az új Vampire Weekendet.
Ezek tetszettek a legjobban áprilisban. A második kupacban (és harmadik elején) még olyanok vannak, amiket szerintem abszolút érdemes meghallgatni annak, aki bírja az adott stílust, a harmadik-negyedik adagban viszont már azok szerepelnek, amikhez rajongónak kell lenni és úgy sem kizárt a csalódás.
15 notes · View notes
midnightapathy · 5 years
Text
[translation] Numbness by Danto feat.Matsudappoine
Numbness/かじかんだこと 作詞・作曲:弾人 歌:松田っぽいね
--
少しずつ綴った手紙を見直す その時に 消しゴムの跡掃うその手の冷たさに気付いた sukoshizutsu tsudzutta tegami o minaosu   sono toki ni keshigomu no ato ha uso no te no tsumeta sa ni kidzuita little by little, i’d look back at that written letter when i brushed away the eraser marks, only then did i realize the coldness of that hand
でもまだ覚えてる あの手の温かさを きっと分かってた 死ねるほどに 気持ち悪がられてもいいぐらい 考えていても始まらないって 言って demo mada oboeteru   ano te no atatakasa o kitto wakatteta   shineru hodo ni kimochi warugararetemoii gurai kangaeteitemo hajimaranai tte   itte but i still remember the warmth of that hand i definitely understood it, so much so i could die of course i would feel this awful about it "even if you think about it, nothing will happen," i told myself
ポケットにしまった懐炉を少しだけ揉み解す ふと見上げた雪の窓辺と 映る泣きはらした目 poketto ni shimatta kairo sukoshi dake momihogusu futo miageta yuki no madobe to   haeru nakiharashita me while massaging the hand warmer in my pocket just a little, suddenly, when i looked up by the window was snow and the reflection of my eyes swollen from tears
忘れられないのに忘れたいと願って ずっと望んでた あなたの声 気づいた時にはもう届かなくて きっと意味もない そう手紙を丸めた wasurerarenai noni wasuretai to negatte zutto nozondeta   anata no koe kidzuita toki ni wa mou todokanakute kitto imi mo nai   sou tegami o marumeta even though i can't, i want to forget i always wished to hear your voice but by the time i realized, i couldn't reach you anymore "i'm sure there's no meaning to it," with that i crumpled up the letter
紙屑の山も 崩れそうで 止まった手の上に滴が落ちる 残っていたのは渇く喉と後悔だけ kamikuzu no yama mo   kuzuresoude tomatta te no ue ni shizuku ga ochiru nokotteita no wa kawaku nodo to koukai dake even the mountain of paper scraps seem about to collapse as a drop falls onto the top of my motionless hand leaving only my dried-up throat and regrets behind
きっと分かってた 死ねるほどに 気持ち悪がられてもいいぐらい 一人きり転んでも立ち上がれやしないよ あなたなしでは kitto wakatteta shineru hodoni kimochi warugararetemo ii gurai hitorikiri korondemo tachiagareyashinaiyo anata nashi de wa i definitely understood it, so much so i could die of course i would feel this awful about it even if i fell down on my own, there's no way i could get back up without you here
2 notes · View notes
captainvictoryboat · 6 years
Text
Behind The Scenes 4 (7/?)
Author’s note: I last minute changed a part of this scene so i am not use how much i like it or how it is going to effect everything. (technically i took a detail out so yeah i don’t want this to change things too much)
*The part i took out was because the topic was a trigger to me, so i only scratched the surface the whole thing. You still get the main idea, i just imply more that what is written. I am sorry about that*
Genre: fluff? (but with suga)
Word Count: 1793
Summary: Suga and y/n bring up kinda bring up somme deep stuff.
ALL PARTS
Tumblr media
( i am debating making a new gif for this part. I still don’t know how far i will go with the story but this gif is like a bit over a year old haha)
You heard a loud thud right next to you. You opened your eyes and searched of the source of the sound.
“Aish.” He grunted. Immediatley you recognized who it was
Your eyes adjusted to the dark room and you saw the silhouette in the fetal position grabbing his knee.
“Yoongi are you okay?” you whispered
“Yeah” he groaned as he crawled up to you. “Scoot over and don’t hog the blanket this time.”
You moved to the wall, giving him enough space to join you
When he situated himself next to you, he fixed the blanket over the two of you. His hand went to your wait and you scooted closer to him.
You could sensed his body heat and already felt so much warmer. You could smell his faded cologne, happy that you weren’t getting any hints of beer on him
“Hi.” He said with a bit of frustration in his voice
Things had changed over the past week and a half. V went back to his room, jimin fnially able to sleep in his own bed again. Jin’s resentment towards you had come down a tiny bit and he only stuck to the enraged stare if you ever encountered each other in the living room on those late nights watching tv with v. Suga and Jhope were actually trying to cut down again. You could see it. They were still struggling but they were trying harder than they were the first time. Jungkook… There was more space between you and Jungkook. According to V, Jungkook felt you wee a bit mad at him over the argument with your dad. V said that he therefore advised Jungkook to give you some space (because he remembered how annoyed you were about Jungoook and Suga). Jimin however denied this. Jimin pointed out that Jungkook never listens to anyone so he wouldn’t listen to V’s advice. Jimin said that Jungkook was just going to the gym more because he wanted to make sure he looked good for the comeback. You weren’t too sure which was the real reason and you didn’t really care. You liked that he wasn’t around because it made everything easier with Suga. Suga was the one sneaking into your room every so often so you coud talk some more(*cough* make out a bit *cough*). Tonight was probably his third night coming over to be with you.
“Hello Mr. Grumpy.”
“I am sleep deprived, hungry, physically drained, going through withdraws, stressed, and I just tripped and hurt my knee do you really blame me for being grumpy?” he said with a tired smile “I want to get drunk so bad!” he whined. “ Remind me why I am not blacked out right now.”
“Because you claim to love me.”
“Oh yeah.” he remembered, as he leaned in for a kiss.
You let him kiss you, unable to deny his lips. But you left it at just one to let him know you were trying to be serious about not wanting him to drink.
“If you are so tired, why are you in here again?”
He gasped at you. “Again? You think I am in here too much? you don’t want me here or what?”
You laughed and slapped his arm. “You know what I mean.”
He shrugged. “I can’t sleep. You know how it is.
“You have really deep bags under your eyes from not sleeping. I am sure the stylists are mad at you. Have you tried sleeping medicine? Being sleepy isn’t gonna help with your writing either. Hobi told me that Namjoon was on your ass the other day and had a melt down at the studio.
His eyes shifted a bit. You could feel his body get tense. “Last thing in need to to get myself fixed on pills like Hobi.” He mumbled. “I just got a lot on my mind and getting drunk is the only thing that would help.” there he was bringing up the beer again. He had done well with going cold turkey so far, but by the way he was whining, things were getting harder without it.
“What do you keep thinking about?”
He rolled onto his back, putting space between the two of you. “Nothing.”
“It doesn’t seem like that. Is it the deadline? The solo?”
“No”
“Is it jin? You all have been good in keeping him away. My bruises are gone now. I am fine… except for my pa- Is that what is getting to you?" Lately that is where your mind always went. Being alone in the room, all you would do was think oof your parents. Thankfully the guys were aware and they would try to cheer you up, this being now of the reasons suga snuck in. He never said it, but you knew he went back to this tactic of sneaking into your room and coming into your bed as a way of keeping your mind off your parents. But maybe this was putting alot of stress on him, maybe you were the reason he was feeling this way.
“No!” He rolled back on his side and pulled you into  hug. “you aren’t stressing me out. Don’t think that way.”
Still, just bringing them up made you sad again and you coudn;t help but start crying.
“Hey don’t cry. It’s alright.”
“I just miss them.” you whimpered.
“I know I know. But remember what we said the other night. We know that they still love you, they are just upset because that dickhead down the hall lied. And we agreed that was for the best! It means that they aren’t going to be on his radar anymore ad they are going to be safe.”
“…Yeah”
He wiped away the tears that trickled down the side of your face. “ What’s bothering me is nothing, don’t worry about it ok.”
A very stubborn you shook your head at him. You weren’t going to let yourself get distracted with your own problem “No. I know you want to talk about it. Don’t feel like you cant tell me anything anymore! I can take it. I am here for you. Tell me. Talking about it might help you sleep. It might keep you from wanting to drink. Tell me.”
You could make out his features from the light coming in between the curtain. You could see the creases on his forehead, the uneasy look in his eye as he looked at you, his quivering lip. He was conflicted. He opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out.
“Yoongi, tell me.”
“…It’s Aiko.” He said to so softly you could barey hear him despite how close he was to you
Hearing her name broght back a waved of memories and emotion. You let out a deep breath “Oh… ok” you said as you tried to hold back that tears that were forming in your eyes again
“I can’t get her out of my head.” he sniffled. “I can’t stop thinking about how her family is feeling right now. I can’t stop thinking of what things would be like if I just did one thing different. I can’t get your words out of my head. You were right, she trusted me! I hurt her when all she did was want to do something for me! And- And the little sleep I get, she is in my dreams! And- she- she talks to me and-“ that’s when he broke.
He shoved his head in to the pillow. He was crying so hard, although muffled, his sobs filled the room.
“What’s going on?” Jimin’s sleepy voice asked.
You saw jimin sit up from the bed
That’s when Suga tried to stop crying.
“Yoongi?” Jimin turned on his lamp. “Yoongi are you crying?”
“It’s nothing Jimin.” You told “Can you just give us a few minutes.”
“…Yeah… I- I have to go to the bathroom anyway…” Jimin said as he slowly got off the bed. His confused eyes were glued on suga as he left the room. “Are you sure everything gis ok?”
“Yeah we are only talking
-
JK POV
Blood. Fire. Guns. The nightmares wouldn’t stop. How could he sleep with dead eyes staring back at him.
Jungkook stood up from his bed in a cold sweat. He looked at his phone, 2:17am. There was only five hours left before he was supposed to wake up.
He took off his shirt, just a way to try and cool down. His fingers ran through his damp hair in an attempt to calm himself down and remind himself that everything was a dream. (of course it didn’t help since he knew that although, yes it was a nightmare, it was still a reality that he was causing)
“Water. I need water...”
His sore legs moved moved him out of the room and down the hall. In the dark hallway, the light coming from under the bathroom was enough to light the way to the kitchen. He didn’t care who was up, his mission was to go quench his thrist
In the kitchen he dug himself into the fridge in search of a bottle of  water. Once he did, he chugged it sown in a good 10 seconds
It was when he hunched over to catch his breath, the idea came to him to go to y/n’s room. A week had been long enough to give her some space. Things were probably better now.
He was a bit more awake as he waddled down the hall. He reached for the door knob when suddenly it moved. In a panic, he jumped back and shuffled in the direction of the kitchen.
“What are you doing?” Jungkook heard a voice ask him just as he was a few feet from the kitchen
He stopped, it was time to be cool. He “yawned” as he turned around to the source of the question. “What?” he grumbled, scratching a fake itch on his chest.
“What are you doing?” suga asked more harshly
“I thought I lived in south korea, when was it illegal for me to get some water.”
Suga scoffed at him
“But I think I should be the one asking you that. Why are you coming out of y/n’s room?”
“That’s none of your business.”
“I said it before, if it involves y/n, it is my business.”
Suga walked up to him, stucking his jaw out all smug like. “So just becuase you are her fake boyfriend you think you can starting interrogating me as if are her real one? I think you are forgetting who it the hyung here, let alone your actually relationship to y/n.”
Jungkook looked right into Suga’s bloodshot eyes. “Just because you are older doesn’t make you any better than me or any better for y/n. Leave her alone and let her sleep instead of bothering her with your drunk ranting.”
“I’m not bothering her if she wants me in there. Not like you would know, she doesn’t even look in your direction.” Suga said as he walked off to his room
27 notes · View notes
stuckstucktrolls · 4 years
Note
👩‍👦🤓💃 - The Esoteric
If you could have raised your descendant would you have? If you have, do you have any regrets about doing that? Do you think you would be/are a good parent?
“I TThink I could be a suiTTable careTTaker, however, maybe noTT a good maTTch for my own descendanTT. we boTTh have a loTT of dedicaTTion when we seTT our hearTTs TTo do someTThing. he is far more free spiriTTed in many ways. more like my youTTh. I TThink we would have had many misundersTTandings as careTTaker and ward. I’m happy TTo help guide him more TThrough more indirecTT means.”
Do you think your title, if you have/had one, fits you?
“I have had TTwo TTiTTles and boTTh suiTTed me aTT TThe TTimes TThey were used.”
What is/was one of your weirdest hobbies/habits? One that someone reading your biography would be floored to find out about.
“mosTT of my hobbies were whaTT mosTT would consider peaceful pursuiTs. however, like any howlbeasTT, I appreciaTTed hunTTing and was happy TTo be able TTo do so inTTo old age. I TThink iTT was TThe foresTT’s blessing TThaTT allowed me TTo live as long as I did as a member of TThe warmer casTTes.”
0 notes
jejublr · 7 years
Text
Home
A/N: A Dad!Seungcheol fic requested by @aesthedick-cheol! The day Seungcheol becomes a father will be the day I am finally complete. Bless and good luck to his future spouse lmaoo. Also, sorry I couldn’t think of a better title.. I’m sorry if this came out bad! Constructive criticism is always welcome on my blog so please if you have something to say! Anyways, thank you so much for requesting and I hope you all enjoy <3<3
Genre: Fluff
Character(s): Seungcheol x Reader
“What do you think about kids?”
You and your boyfriend Seungcheol were sitting on a park bench, your head tucked in his shoulder, his arm around you as you watch a young family playing about on the grass. The giggles of a toddler echoed through the trees as the father chased him around.
It was one of the days Seungcheol could take the day off and today he chose to spend it with you. You had decided to go to the park on a whim, seeing that the weather was bound to be nice enough to spend the day out that day.
The weather was gorgeous, the sky streaked with pinks and purples as the day was coming to an end. The days had grew warmer as Spring gave way to Summer. The cool gentle breeze made you snuggle closer into the warmth that is your boyfriend.
You were taken off guard by the question and you looked up to see your boyfriend watching the scene before him with a fond smile. It wasn’t a secret that Seungcheol has a deep fondness towards children. He said it himself once that he wanted to have a big family one day.
“They’re pretty cute..” you started “I mean, they’re great but that also means you’d have to get up early and pay for tuition.”
You both laughed at that.
“Do you want kids one day?” he asked.
“Hmm, maybe? I think so..” you mumbled in reply.
You never really thought of it. You never really thought much about getting married before, let along having kids. But Seungcheol’s did question make you take a step back and think. You couldn’t help but blush as the image of Seungcheol playing around with your own children flashed in your mind.
“If you have kids, how many do you want?” he asked.
“Maybe three?? So the oldest can take care of the younger ones and the youngest can tease the older ones,” you let out a small laugh at thought of it.
“Three sounds good,” he chuckled in agreement.
You laughed and poked his side “Hey mister, what made you ask?”
He looked at you with a smile on his face, his eyes crinkling on the edges “Ahh, I don’t know.. I just want children of my own one day.. And now that I got you..” he tickled you on your side as you squealed.
“Cheol!” you squeaked, giggling. He laughed and kissed you on the cheek.
“I just thought you’d be a great mom one day,” he said. “I mean, imagine: our kids would get my good looks and long lashes and your personality.”
“Hey!” you smacked in in the chest. His laughter rang out, the kind where his gums shows and the sight of it melts your heart.
You smirked at him “How many kids do you want someday?”
“Ten” he quipped. You gasped and hit him in the arm.
“Cheol!”
You can’t believe your baby kicked to Nicki Minaj.
It was one of the days you felt cooped up just staying at home all day. Since you’ve taken your maternity leave,
So you begged Seungcheol to take you to their practice today to observe. At first he had denied your request, saying you shouldn’t get too tired but with enough puppy eyes and aegyo, Seungcheol’s resistance broke and so here you are sitting on the sidelines and watch the boys practice.
It just so happens when the hiphop team played Nicki Minaj on the speakers during one of their breaks when you feel your baby kick. You let out a startled gasp and Seungcheol was right beside you in a second. “What’s wrong, babe?! Are you okay?? Is the baby okay?? What happened??”
By this time, the boys have crowded around you, concerned and wondering what’s wrong. You looked up at your concerned husband with your eyes wide,”The baby kicked..”
There was a pregnant silence until the boys erupted in excited squeals and Oh my gods. Seungcheol’s face broke into a relieved smile and he finally let out the breath that he’s been holding. He gave you a quick peck on your forehead and laid his hand on your stomach
Vernon snickered “I can’t believe your baby reacted to Anaconda.”
“Oh! Oh! Try playing something else!” Mingyu called out. Vernon scrolled to his playlist and in no time, another Nicki Minaj song played, this time it’s Starship.
And so you found thirteen hands eagerly trying to get a feel on the baby’s kick. And as expected, as the beat dropped after the chorus, you could feel another kick, this time much harder than the first.
Thirteen boys jumped and made faces of astonishment at each other. Joshua and Jun were congratulating you and Seungcheol as Jeonghan grinned ear to ear. Seokmin’s eyes grew as big as saucers which reminded you of the first time Seventeen had gotten their first win. The room was filled with awe and joy and the lot of you were laughing at the hilarity of the situation.
“OH MY G O D!!” Seungkwan shouted, starring at his hand “I’m going to be a kimbap uncle!!!”
The boys laughed at that. You must’ve looked pretty disturbed at the realization that your baby reacted so much to Nicki Minaj it made them laugh even louder. Seungcheol on the other hand, has never looked so proud.
“What can I say, she has a good taste.” he joked.
Later that night, you both said goodbye to the boys in a good mood. Seungcheol couldn’t keep his hands to himself that he held your hand all the way home in the car. He helped you change, helped you brush your hair as you removed your make-up and helped you get tucked in for the night from your side of the bed.
His actions just spoke the words he didn’t say. To say he was eager was an understatement.
You were both half-asleep when his voice suddenly rang out softly “You know I will take care of you, right?”
Your eyes were heavy as you answered “I know.”
That night you fell asleep to the sound of his breathing.
It was a shame that Seunghceol wasn’t here right beside you.
Seungcheol and the boys had went to LA for the K-Con earlier in the week and are scheduled to be back two days from now. The both of you knew that he won’t probably be there when you deliver the baby but he’d promised that he would take the next flight back to Korea if anything were to happen.
So now here you are, waiting for the baby and through the waves of pain, you had decided to give Seungcheol a call. Apparently they had just finished with their event and Seungcheol was taking a break at the backstage when you told him you were in labor.
His parents from Daegu had come to take care of you while he was gone and they were the ones who brought you to the hospital when you woke up in the middle of the night when your water broke. You were whisked away to the hospital via a taxi and here you were, waiting to be dilated enough to finally push.
“Who do you think should be her godfather? Jeonghan?” The sound of car honking came through. You’re on the phone with Seungcheol as you waited and itt sounds like he’s stuck in a traffic. Your heart clenched a bit at the thought.
“Not Jeonghan.” you protested. You both had a good laugh on that one.
Seunghceol’s voice was full of mirth when he answered “Yeah, alright, not Jeonghan. I don’t want him to terrorize her like he did to Dino. ““Y/B/N, whose baby are you??””
You laughed at that and imitated in a baby voice “”Jeonghan’s baby~””
His laughter sounded a bit forced by now, as if he was trying to mask his anxiety, but the sheer sound of his voice was enough to calm you down. That’s the thing with Seungcheol; you may be separated by miles and schedules but you will always know that in the end of the day, he will be there with you. Like an anchor.
There was a silence before you spoke “Cheol.. It’s alright if you can’t be here with me, right now, at this moment.. I just want you to be here safely..”
You didn’t expect the tears that burned your eyes because you didn’t expected anything more from him. All that you said was true and you weren’t lying to yourself. You really hope that he would come back home to you safely. That’s all.
Because isn’t that what love is? Being selfless? You knew how much he wants to be here, as much as you do. You knew things will get in the way between the both of you but you’ve always worked it out.
And now you just want Seungcheol to come safely. To meet his daughter. His beautiful baby daughter. Seungcheol must’ve sensed the tears in your voice and his voice came through softly “I’m sorry I couldn’t be there with you..”
“No, Cheol, this is enough..” you sighed, your breath stuttering.
“You’re enough..”
You both talked and talked until it’s finally time for you to push the baby and you said your goodbyes as the doctor came. Seungcheol promised everything will be alright and told you he loved you.
You felt as if he was with you all the time.
Seungcheol arrived at the break of dawn. By this time, you were fast asleep and your baby was dozing off in her incubator next to your bed. She was born at sunset and was declared perfectly healthy by the doctors.
And she’s beautiful. Absolutely stunning.
While she has your complexion and your smile, she has his father’s dark hair and big, expressive eyes and yes, his lashes, too. You had cried the first time you held her in your arms.
Seungcheol crept into the dark room slowly, as to not wake you up. He went to your bedside and planted a soft kiss on your forehead. You stirred in your sleep and through your sleepy haze, you looked up to face him.
You felt a smile break on your exhausted face. “Hey” you croaked. 
“Hey” he whispered, kissing you once more, this time on the lips. You can feel his longing pour into that one single action. When you broke it, you saw his eyes glance at the incubator.
“Is that…her?” “Yeah.”
“Can I meet her?” “Of course.”
Seungcheol went around the bedside and went to pick up your daughter. She grumbled and frowned in her sleep but found peace when Seungcheol finally held her. He began to rock her softly and you couldn’t help but feel your heart swell at the sight. 
Seungcheol was really made to be a dad.
His gaze was soft and full of adoration as he looked upon his newborn daughter and at that moment you knew Seungcheol fell hard and deep and your daughter has his dad wrapped around her little fingers just like that.
“Y/B/N… I’m your dad…” you hear his voice whisper, “Y/B/N.. Welcome to this world.. Your mom and I are going to take a good care of you.. We love you so much..”
The lights from outside filtered through the shutters and casted a soft light on Seungcheol as his voice echoed through the darkness of the room in a soft lullaby. And at that moment, everything was perfect.
The boys came back two days later and decided to pay you and the baby a visit before you were discharged.
To say that the room got much, much more livelier was an understatement because thirteen loud grown men surrounded your baby like a moth drawn to a light. Joshua and Seungkwan especially took an extra liking towards the baby, cooing at her and getting excited whenever the baby’s tiny digits squeezed their finger. Seungcheol looked worried and exasperated every time the boys passes the baby between them but you know they would never do any harm to her.
Just like her father, her twelve uncles’s hearts were snatched with just a glance at her glossy obsidian eyes and rosy cheeks. You just knew she’s going to be as much as a heartbreaker as her father one day.
Later in the evening, you brought your newborn home for the first time. Your in-laws had gone back to Daegu and the house was quite when you both arrived, this time with your little bundle of joy. 
Y/B/N has been a pretty quite and demure baby so far, only crying when hungry and you couldn’t be more thankful for that. As you set her in her crib in the nursery, you got reminded of months ago when Seungcheol had went out of his way to paint the nursery himself. You, who was only four months into your pregnancy wasn’t even given a chance to touch the paints as he didn’t want you to get tired. Looking around, you could tell he had done an excellent job.
The walls are painted a soft blue, with white accents. The smell of paint was long gone, now overpowered by the lavender smell from the scented candles you bought not long ago. The white shelves were littered with soft toys and children’s book, for when your baby is a little bit older and the hanging toys hanging above the crib played a soft lullaby that’s slowly lulling your daughter into slumber.
You felt a strong familiar pair of arms circle your waist from behind as you looked over the angel thats you child. Seungcheol’s lips descended on your neck, a ghost of a smile on them as his warm breath fanned along you jaw.
“She’s beautiful,” he stated. You leaned into his embrace, your eyes closed.
“She is.”
His hold on you became tighter,”Y/N.. Thank you for giving me such a beautiful family…”
You didn’t say anything. You didn’t have to. Because you both know that you love him, as much as he loved you, and with the arrival of your daughter, you knew that love just grew. 
So in the silent room, save for the lullaby playing in the background, with you encased in your husband’s loving arms and your child sleeping soundly in her baby crib, you found solace.
You found home.
420 notes · View notes
punctuallypunch · 5 years
Text
Tumblr media
Inishturk is an island, that’s mean my previous post from the Beach is not the only place where you can chill and occasionally swim. Not so far from the Beach you could find Curragh Harbour.
/ Inishturk egy sziget, szóval az előző posztomban bemutatott Strand természetesen nem az egyetlen hely ahol tudsz lazítani és alkalomadtán úszni. Nem messze a Strandtól található Curragh Harbour = Curragh Kikötő.
Tumblr media
I really want to swim here. Only once is enough for me. And I have big confidence to this ‘lake’:
/ Baromira szeretnék itt úszni. Már egy alkalommal is beérném. És hát a legnagyobb bizodalmam ebben a ‘tó’-ban van:
Tumblr media
Okay it’s a harbour, but anyway the ocean mostly stay here, like a lake and it’s quite shallow, so we have a chance a little bit warmer water in a hot day. And I sympathize with this place, for example the sheep are more friendly here:
/ Persze, ez igazából egy kikötő, de akárhogyan is az óceán nem igazán megy innen sehová, és elég sekély is, tehát van némi esélyünk arra, hogy a víz némiképp felmelegszik egy forró napon. Különben is szimpatizálok ezzel a hellyel, például a nagyon barátságos bárányok miatt: 
Inishturk: ‘Lake’ / ‘Tó’ Inishturk is an island, that's mean my previous post from the Beach is not the only place where you can chill and occasionally swim.
0 notes
mypuppyeol · 7 years
Text
Untitled (for now) - Chapter 1
Prompt: In a foreign country, Saphira, there are 9 powerful clans, each one having special abilities and a powerful leader to guide them. One day the oldest leader, Minseok calls for a meeting and tells the others that her sister went missing. The boys go out to search through the whole country for her, but what they find surprises them all.
So this is the first chapter of the fanfiction I already told you about. I would really appreciate the ideas on how should the story go forward, because honestly I haven’t thought about what comes next yet. And it would be totally fun if I could write in some of your ideas, so if you have mood for it, please tell me what you think about it.
- What is going on, hyung? – Sehun the leader of the Wind clan asked the Water clan’s head, Junmyeon, but the said male just shook his head. Minseok the oldest leader from the 9 asked for this meeting but he isn’t here yet, so no one really knew the reason of the meeting.
There were 9 clans in a sworn brotherhood, the Wind, the Water, the Fire, the Healer, the Light, the Earth, the Lightning, the so-called Messenger and the Ice clan, all of them had a powerful leader and special powers. The names already tell what abilities the clan members have, maybe only clan is an exception, the Messengers who have the ability to teleport everywhere if they know how that place looks like, that’s why they are really good at warning others if there is any danger or just delivering messages – this is how they got the name.
Now Minseok, the leader of the ice clan asked for an immadiate meeting between the 9 of them but he is the only one who hadn’t arrived yet and everyone is a little worried about the reason behind his strange behaviour.
- Does any of you know why did Minseok hyung call us? – Junmyeon asked on a raised voice so everyone would be able to hear it, but all of them started to shook their heads and he sighed sadly. – This is so unlike him. Whatever happened it has to be some serious iss…ue – he said but before he could end his sentence the doors opened and Minseok hurried inside with a determined expression.
Everyone could feel the temperature sinking low as the oldest made his way to the center of the circle. They could already see their breathes and it was strange because Minseok was always so good at controlling his powers but now he seemed like he was on the verge of loosing it.
- I’m sorry I’m late – he started – but I have a serious problem and I need all of your help – he said and everyone started to panic a little. – Two days ago my sister left the palace and she didn’t return.
Hearing what he said everyone felt relieved. They all thought some war is coming and they need to prepare for something really bad. But it was just Minseok’s sister – who was known to be a troublemaker and often liked to wander around – and that made all of them a lot calmer. Well almost all because Junmyeon knitted his eyebrows together.
He didn’t like the way Minseok behaved. Usually when his sister caused trouble Minseok got irritated some times he was fuming, but he never ever reacted like this, he never – almost – lost control of his power.
- Hyung, you scared the shit out of me, I thought we need to prepare for a fight or something – Jongin said but Minseok shot him an ice cold glare and he stopped talking. Now the others started to feel like this isn’t the usual trouble she always causes, not if Minseok is on the edge like this.
- What happened? – Junmyeon asked calmly and Minseok let out a heavy breath.
- You know how she is – he started – she always goes to places where she shouldn’t, she’s too curious and likes adventure and I know she sometimes disappears for a day but not two or three. I know all of her places where she likes to stay and she is not there. No one knows where she is or even a diraction on where she went and I’m so worried – he finished as he slowly sat down on the ground.
- Maybe she was just angry at you again and thought of scaring you? – Jongdae asked but Minseok shook his head.
- We didn’t fight these days. She was… bubbly, she went out during the day but came back everytime before sunset, and before she went to sleep she even gave me a kiss on my cheek. She even told me about her day during dinner, she told me every little detail. She was like she started to get back to her old self before our parents’ death. I saw it for awhile now that she was getting better and better with each passing day. She knows how much I worry about her, she would never disappear for almost three days – he said as he tried to breath properly. His sister was the only one he had left, he couldn’t lose her too.
- Hyung! Listen to me! We will find her, she will be fine – Junmyeon got on his knees next to Minseok as he patted his back lightly trying not to touch him for too long because it was almost painfully cold.
- He is right, we will find her, don’t worry too much we are here to help – Chanyeol said but his mind was somewhere else. He felt a knot in his tomach as he thought back the 7 year old girl who he remembered, who always liked to chase butterflies and often asked him to take her on his shoulders. He remembered the next time he saw her - it was 13 years later on her and Minseok’s parents’ funeral – the broken looking 20 year old girl in black stood there like an ice cold stone and how he felt so sad the once so cheerful kid had to bear this much pain. He wanted to find her so badly just to make sure she is safe not just for his sworn brother but for that 7 year old innocent girl he once knew like his own hand.
- Alright, so where do we start? – Sehun asked and pulled Minseok up. – Ugh! – he hissed as he felt his fingers freeze a little before Chanyeol took his hand in his own to warm it up a little. – Thanks – he mumbled and looked back at Minseok.
- I have some places in mind, where we could start. We should go in pairs just to make sure everyone is safe because maybe she got kidnapped or… I don’t know but I want you guys to be safe too – he said and everyone nodded. He was right, they needed to prepare for every possibility. – Bring warm clothes too guys, it will be cold – he warned and everyone nodded.
- Jongin, could you teleport the others to their places to get warmer clothes and bring everyone to the ice palace? – Kyungsoo asked and the younger nodded. They agreed to meet in a half hour at Minseok’s place before the gate of the palace and then start the searching.
An hour later all of the guys have formed pairs – Yixing stayed at Minseok’s palace if they return and anybody needs his healing abilities – and they were already out searching for Eunjin, Minseok’s little sister. Minseok went to her favourite place with Chanyeol even if he went there once he had a feeling he missed something there and maybe if he went again he would find some clue, anything to tell where his sister was.
It was an icy glade with a fwe rocks at the edges where his sister liked to sit and let loose a little. This was also the place where she played with her powers because no one really came here so she could just do whatever she wanted without being afraid of hurting anyone.
After one desperate hour of searching – that place is just huge and it’s not even a flat glade it has a lot of smaller and bigger bumps – they still didn’t find any trace of her, not even a button what she lost or anything like that. They were almost done searching the place when Chanyeol suddenly  bumped into something on the ground and his face almost met the thin layer of snow ont he thick ice under it.
- Careful brother – Minseok told him and Chanyeol stood up while trying to hold onto something. It was another bump ont he ground buta s Chanyeol grabbed itt o help him stand up he felt a little weird. Something in the back of his mind told him there is something strange in it and he let go of the bump – which removed most of the snow from it – and looked down on it.
- What? – Minseok asked as he looked down where Chanyeol did and he saw something strange. It wasn’t like a normal bump or maybe a rock, it was strangely looking like a knee under the ice and it made Minseok’s stomach twist. – Help me remove the snow, please! – he said and Chanyeol hurredly did so, they both tried to sweep away the snow with their hands, and the more they removed the faster they worked.
It seemed like a person got stuck under the ice somehow and Minseok had this bad feeling so all he wanted was to make sure it isn’t his sister under like five centimeter – maybe more – ice.
- Come on, come on – Minseok mumbled but a few seconds later he stopped for a second. That jacket… it is his sisters, he thought and he fastened his hand movements. A few seconds past and he finally reached her head and it was indeed his sister under a quite thick layer of ice. Both of their hearts skipped a beat when they saw her.
- Eunjin! – Minseok screamed and started to beat the ice but after a few times Chanyeol caught his hand.
- Hyung stop, stop! – Chanyeol shouted. – You can hurt her this way. Let me melt it! – Chanyeol asked and he placed his hand on the ice covering her face.
- Hurry! – Minseok shouted after a few seconds, but Chanyeol hushed him.
- Hyung, if I do too much I can burn her skin when I reach it – he said surprisingly calmly but that was just the outside. On the inside he was so afraid he didn’t how how he could hold his hand stable. He kept thinking that Eunjin went missing almost 3 days ago and if she was here the whole time there is no way she survived, but he tried to push those thoughts away and concentrate on his task.
He slowly reached Eunjin’s face the melted ice – water – pooling around her head and the first thing he did was checking if she was still breathing, he put his hand near her nose and paused for a few seconds. His heart beating violently in his chest but he finally felt something like a breeze and he sighed in relief.
- She’s breathing – Chanyeol whispered and Minseok collapsed on the ground clutching his chest.
- Oh thank god! – Minseok said as tears filled his eyes some rolling down on his cheeks.
Chanyeol only allowed himself to be distracted for a little time after he focused his attention on his task. he still needed to melt all of the ice around her but he was speeding it up a little since it wasn’t bare skin anymore so if he accidentally reached her with too warm hands only her clothes get burned a little.
- You’ll be okay, Eunjin, I promise you – Minseok said as more of her body got out of the trap and Minseok took her head into his lap. – You’ll be okay – he said and lowered his head to rest it on her.
When Chanyeol already got Eunjin’s upper body out of the ice Minseok lifted his head up and saw frostwork all over her face and spreading downwards.
- What the… - Minseok gasped and Chanyeol looked up. He immediately got up and put his hand near her face but when one of her breaths reached his hand before he could have warmed it he hissed.
- Shit! – he said and shook his hand even though it couldn’t help since he didn’t burn his hand he technically froze it. Or Eunjin did.
- What? – Minseok asked.
- It’s freezing – Chanyeol said while making his hand warmer to melt the frostworks on the girl’s face.
- What? – Minseok asked again.
- Her breath, it’s freezing. But I have no idea why – Chanyeol said and went back to Eunjin’s lower body and speed up again. Something was really wrong with her and the sooner they get her to Yixing the sooner she will be healed.
- The frostworks are forming again… I… I never saw anything like this before. It’s like her breath is doing it – Minseok said not knowing what to do with it.
- I’m done, lift her up quickly before she freezes back again – Chanyeol said and the elder did as he told him.
- I think you should take her and keep your body a little warmer, maybe if I carry her she will be frozen again – Minseok said and gave Eunjin to Chanyeol who took her onto his shoulder instead of carrying her bridal style.
- This way she is closer to my heat – Chanyeol explained while he were already on his way to the palace.
When they didn’t try to search through every inches of the glade it wasn’t as far from the palace so they actually reached the castle in like 20 minutes or so, most of the other boys already returned back from their searching except Junmyeon and Jongdae.
- Move out of the way! – Chanyeol shouted as soon as he walked inside the big hall room where all the boys gathered and all of the boys stood up with a sigh leaving each one of their lips. God, so they found her, what a realief, they thought as Chanyeol lied Eunjin on one of the couches. – Xing! – Chanyeol screamed and the said boy appeared next to him in a second. – Her body keeps frozing, You see that? – Chanyeol pointed at the already forming frostwork on your face. – Her breath is freacking cold, I don’t know what happened.
- We found her under alayer of ice, Chanyeol had to melt it so we could take her out – Minseok added. – Xing, please, please help her! She’s the only family I have left!
- Move a little away – Yixing said as he placed his hand on your forehead and concentrated. – Fuck, Chanyeol melt this ice on her head please! – Yixing asked and the said boy did as he was told. – Shit, I can’t reach her, this damned ice blocks her from me – Yixing said and all the boys just stood there in silence no one dared to say anything.
- Minseok! – Yixing called him and he stepped closer. – You need to block her power so I can heal her.
- I what? – Minseok asked. Blocking someone’s power was a very bad thing, they mostly used it to punish people, because it felt like you lost one part of yourself. He definetale didn’t want his sister going through that.
- Not forever just til’ the full moon. You can do it, right? – Yixing asked.
- Xing, I… I can’t do that to her, she just… she barely got past of our parents’ death, she… she got happier more like her old self I… I don’t want her to suffer again – Minseok said clearly devastated.
- Minseok, if she stays like this she will most likely die. I can’t reach her because othe ice, but she needs to be healed. This is the only way right now, it’s just for a moon and it’s for saving her – Yixing explained and Minseok sighed. Of course, he was right, but… his sister loved her powers a lot, Minseok couldn’t imagine what she will have to suffer for this, not to mention that without her power she will be more vulnerable weaker so she will need extra protection. But it had to be done to save her life so he had no other choice so he nods.
- Do it! Now! – Yixing said as he gave the elder space next to the girl. Minseok braced himself for what he will do now with a few bigger breaths. Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale, you can do it, Minseok, it is the only way.
- I’m sorry – he mumbled before he put his hand on both sides of Eunjin’s head and began to form the temporary block in the girl’s head (what can only be done by the current leader of a clan). He closed his eyes so he didn’t see the light blue glowing around his sister what started to expand with time and for a second it blinded everyone else in the room before it disappeared completely when Minseok finished the block.
The eldest slowly opened his eyes and everyone lowered their heads. They all knew how hard it was for their friend to do this to his own sister and they all knew how hard it will be for Eunjin when she wakes up to live without her power even if it’s just for a while.
- Give me some space, please! – Yixing whispered sadly and the boys all took a step back.
The healer kneeled next to the girl and he placed his hands on her forehead again this time not feeling the ice blocking her. He concentrated for a few minutes as he began to heal the unconscious girl, he didn’t hear when Kyungsoo asked Jongin to find Junmyeon and Jongdae and bring them home.
Yixing felt the energy flowing through his weins into the girl and healing every sickness, every abnormality which can be inside her body. It didn’t matter if the healer didn’t know what sickness he was dealing with, his power recognized automatically what is not normal and healed it. Maybe a minute later the girl’s eyelids fluttered and she slowly opened her eyes while Yixing retracted his hands.
- Welcome back, cutie – the healer said with a soft smile as the girl looked around at first not knowing where she was but then quickly realizing it.
- Oppa? What happened? – Eunjin asked as she looked at Minseok questioningly.
- Careful, sister – Minseok said as the girl tried to sit up with the help of her brother. – You were sick, Mouse, but Yixing healed you – Minseok said using his sister’s nickname.
- Do you remember what happened? – Chanyeol asked and Eunjin looked up at him wondering for a second who he was but then noticing the fire mark at his temple.
- I was… walking? I went to my usual place to walk around and have fun, but suddenly I felt dizzy so I sat down. After that… I don’t know everything is a blur – she said and massaged her temples with one hand. It felt warm. Wait! Warm? Every time she touched her own mark she felt the energy flowing through her hands and a little cold too but now there was nothing.
- What is going on? – she asked starting to panic as she tried to form ice flowers on her hand but nothing happened. – Oppa? – she asked her breathing quickening as she felt butterflies in her stomach from being nervous.
- I… - Minseok started but in that moment Jongin teleported back with Junmyeon and Jongdae.
- Oh thank god, she is alright – Junmyeon said as he took a few steps closer to her but then stopped as he realized the ice mark is not on her temple anymore. – What…?
- I had to… block her power for a little time. It will come back with the full moon, don’t worry – Minseok said as calm as he could manage but on the inside guilt already ate him up.
- You what? – Eunjin screamed as she jumped up from the couch. – What? Why? I… Did I do something wrong? Did I brake some rule? How could you…? – she shouted at the top of her lungs but Minseok interrupted her.
- Jesus, what do you think of me, Mouse? Do you really think I would do that to you if I had any other chance? You were dying and Yixing couldn’t reach you because some shitty illness constantly froze your body. I didn’t have a choice if I wanted to save you – Minseok shouted back and it made Eunjin lower her head in guilt. Of course, she didn’t think her brother would do it to her for fun or something but it crossed her mind that maybe he accidentally broke some serious rule and that was the reason.
- I’m sorry – she mumbled and wanted to flash her usual ice flowers in the corner of her eyes trick what always made her brother smile but now of course it didn’t work.
- Eunjin-ah! – Minseok whispered softly. – Don’t worry, your powers will come back, you only need to wait until the next full moon. It’s less than a month and you can have them back – Minseok tried to cheer his sister up and Eunjin, just to calm her brother down, smiled at him.
- You are right, it’s just a month – Eunjin said and Minseok patted her head carefully.
- But Minseok hyung, isn’t it dangerous for your sister to stay without her powers? – Baekhyun said.
- He is right. If our enemies get to know that your sister temporarly lost her powers, they will try to get her to get to you – Junmyeon said and the other boys nodded.
- Oppa, you are not thinking of giving me bodyguards all the time, right? – Eunjin asked carefully, but her brothers expression confirmed her. – Oppa, please, don’t do that with me! Anything but not an annoying bodyguard following me everywhere.
- I’m sorry sister, but they are right. You need protection – Minseok said ignoring the pout on his sister’s face.
- You really think a few guards would stop anyone who would come for me? – Eunjin asked trying to get out of the babysitting. There is no way she could bare even a month of someone constantly following her, that would drive her crazy.
- It makes sense. If anyone wants her, they just need to defeat those guards, if they send enough people for her it is possible – Chanyeol said. – What if… what if she goes on a trip? – he asked, a plan already forming in his head.
- What do you mean? – Jongdae asked him.
- We tell the people she went somewhere, maybe to… to Jongin. it is known they are pretty close and she often visits him – Chanyeol started. – But she would actually go somewhere else somewhere she doesn’t go often, somewhere people don’t really recognize her. Without the ice mark, no one will know it’s her if they don’t know her face.
- Well, it is not a bad idea. But where would she go? – Yixing asked curiously.
- To one of us of course. Somewhere she couldn’t be recognized easily because she visited the place only when she was a kid – Chanyeol explained.
- Okay, so which one of your places she didn’t go since she was a kid? – Minseok asked and Chanyeol, Kyungsoo and Jongdae raised their hands.
- She visited my clan when she was like 10 – Jongdae said.
- Yes, but you and your servants often came to visit her here. It’s not good – Junmyeon said.
- So that only leaves Chanyeol and Kyungsoo. Which one should it be? – Sehun asked with a frown on his face.
- Chanyeol! Can you take care of her? Protect her for a month? – Minseok asked and the said male nodded his head.
- Why him and not Kyungsoo hyung? – Sehun asked curiously. Minseok seemed so sure about his decision.
- He was the one who melted the ice around her. If something goes wrong when she gets her powers back I think it would be the best if he is around to keep her from freezing again – Minseok explained.
- Not to mention Chanyeol’s territory is next to Yixing’s so it would be good to reach the healers fast if anything bad happens – Baekhyun added and the others nodded in approval.
- So that means I will be staying at your place, Chanyeol oppa – Eunjin said with a half mocking bow. – Please take care of me – she winked and Chanyeol chuckled.
- We can catch up a little, I saw you so long ago – Chanyeol said with a smile.
- So it’s decided. Now we only need to make up a story about who she is and why is she there with you – Junmyeon said and they tarted to discuss what should they tell about her to the fire clan.
So basically this is the first chapter and in my head this is how far the story goes. I would love to know what you think about it and your inputs on how it should go.
(Oh, one more thing, I don’t wnat to make it too long maybe a few more chapters, a three or a fourshot maybe)
That’s it for now have a great day everyone! ^^
4 notes · View notes
hyucksbf · 7 years
Text
bold it personality tag !!
another tag whoops
this time i was tagged by @featureless-spy​ a while ago and then @softptg​ reminded me i had to do it so yeeeeee
rules: bold the statements that are true for you
APPEARANCE:
I am 5′7″ or taller (i’m ............. 5′2″.......... apparently everyones been lying to me i thought i was 5′3″....................why am i so short.........) I wear glasses (fake ones?? does this count??) I have at least one tattoo I have at least one piercing I have blonde hair I have brown eyes I have short hair My abs are at least somewhat defined I have or have had braces There is something I would change about the way I look
PERSONALITY:
My Hogwarts house is: Gryffindor Hufflepuff Ravenclaw Slytherin I am an introvert I like meeting new people People tell me that I’m funny Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges I enjoy mental challenges I’m playfully rude with people I know (really) well (only with ones ik won’t be bothered by it lmao) I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it There is something I would change about my personality
ABILITY:
I can sing well (i’m learning in music theory so maybe this will change lmao) I can play an instrument (clarinoot) I can do over 30 pushups without stopping I’m a fast runner (used to be HAHA) I can draw well (i used to want to be an artist for a living n go to art school n shit) I have a good memory I’m good at doing math in my head (oh heLL no) I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute (i think i did it once or twice before?? idk if i still can tho) I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch I know how to throw a proper punch
HOBBIES:
I enjoy playing sports (only badminton and volleyball otherwise i hate it)  I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else (bAND FOR LYFE) I have learned a new song in the past week I work out at least once a week I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months I have drawn something in the past month I enjoy writing Fandoms are my #1 passion I do or have done martial arts
EXPERIENCES:
I have had my first kiss I have had alcohol I have scored the winning goal in a sports game I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting (rip) I have been at an overnight event (allstates yeeeeeee) I have been in a taxi I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year I have beaten a video game in one day I have visited another country (sorta?? it was on a cruise so idk) I have been to one of my favourite band’s concerts (BTS CONCERT WAS LIT FAM)
RELATIONSHIP:
I’m in a relationship I have a celebrity crush I have a crush on someone I know I have been in at least 3 relationships I have never been in a relationship I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them I get crushes easily I have had a crush on someone for over a year I have been in a relationship for at least a year I have had feelings for a friend
MY LIFE:
I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” I live close to my school My parents are still together I have at least one sibling (two younger sisters) I live in the United States There is snow right now where I live I have hung out with a friend outside of school in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CDs I share my room with someone
RANDOM SHIT:
I have breakdanced I know a person named Jamie (*knew) I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now (plz don’t be sad has been my jam ever since it came out help me) I have punched someone in the past week I know someone who has gone to jail (i dont kno them personally but thru friends n yea :/) I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today I know what I want to do with my life I speak at least 2 languages fluently I have made a new friend in the past year
yall know the drill: @jeonxgkook @donghynck @iwriteblogpostsnotsongs + any new mutuals who wanna do itt 
3 notes · View notes