#ive been getting a lot of hate on insta
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t4transsexual · 4 months ago
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"mutilated girl" is a weird way to spell "hot bearcub" but i understand that the alt right wants to ban the department of education so maybe i shouldnt be so surprised
4 weeks post op!
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vaniliens · 3 months ago
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Oh yeah i watched another video defending ft again last night . i have remembered my roots 🫡 Not like i ever lost it but ive gained a deeper perspective....
#im not sorry for hating but at least i understood the themes of it smh#im not gonna watch any video bashing on ft because ive seen all those genuine criticism enough on tumblr quora Insta twt everywhere#yeah its full of sexy fanservice yea the characters get worse overtime yea the fight choreography are ass yea you can barely call it an#animation i know!!! i know ☺️ its nice seeing someone voice out your own opinions in a comprehensive way its so cathartic#like finally!!! People who also think the art is gorgeous!!! someone who thinks Juvia Erza & Lucy are cool outside of powerscaling!!#someone who gets that we're following the entire guild not just Lucy & Natsu & their team THEY GET IT!!!!#THEY UNDERSTOOD THAT GMG IS PEAK FT#& how FT really isnt about the fights even if its labeled as a battle shonen;;;#theres people who notice how FT is extremely but subtly different compared to other shonen and im sooo glad im not the only one#thats why its the only mainstream shonen i can get behind; it doesnt really have a reader insert (? Maybe Lucy but.)#& so none of the characters rlly have any giant goal like 'Get stronger to fight the villain' or wtv#Like okay. Natsu wants to find Igneel & Lucy wants to grow stronger but the narrative never really dove deep into either of those esp Natsu#They never went on a journey to find igneel they never focused on Lucy's powers specifically getting stronger & her legitimacy of being a#Wizard; the wizard thing was already resolved by the time phantom lord arc was at its mid point i think & yes she grows stronger#but its not like shes been singled out as The Wizard that the audience has to root for#the entire damn team AND guild are more focused on whatever job / quest theyre pick out next & whatever threats currently happening#im pretty sure 100 years quest was the first & only time where it was turned into an actual 'Walk around the world go on an adventure' thing#Its really less about the world more about the characters and I think a lot of people keep forgetting that#like if it wanted to show you what creatures exist what plants there what the political climate of the country(/ies) are like#Mashima wouldn't have made the guild a PLACE they can return to. Physically.#He wouldnt have made it a place where everyone returns to before & after every quest; it wouldve wasted the time you could use to#roam around the world like cmon... the guild cant even walk like that tavern & pig from 7ds & its not like these people are in a highschool#or like forced to stay in FT yk. They could leave 👍 But they dont at least the main chars dont#but whatever sure the world buildings lacking okay.#nillas
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inkats · 4 days ago
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i wanr to be drawing homosexuals so bad.
#i was shaken. i was asked out by some guy and accidentally gave him my insta. in a state of panic.#today was i socialized too hard 2 days ago and coulodnt leave my room yesterday and im slowly gently doing what i can to take care#of myself by going to safe spaces for short periods of time day. such as lecture and eating. NOT come ask me out strange man day#i do not have the mental capacities ! i barely do on a good day ! i want to talk about stupid shit#(the rise of conservatism and how to have a society that can care for each other . then followed by#only 2 paths for youth of today. trump or gay porn. then corn puns.) with my friend who has seen me cry 9 million times. thats where i am#please leave me be ! anyway this all compounded i can barely do my work i want to draw homosexuals.#i only have homosexual energy today. unfortunately.#i hate. being. mentally odd :(#i will graduate uni. and get 70 in calc 2. more pertinently. i want someone to hug#i have been wanting that a lot recently. might be pms. unsure. want someone to hug really bad though.#do u guys know how many times ive been asked out this month.#also.#i need my tall hot friend back.#yes there were issues in the fact that he is tall and hot and is smart and also implies im like the smartest person hes ever met#and i am only so strong. but like at least no man would even think to come up to me. even if he appears gay. they would never. ugh.#it was so freeing to be able to go around. whenever and wherever. even if he is a bit of a coward. no one bother me ! except him !#he may make me cry sometimes . or piss me off. or i piss him off due to being a little too autistic. atleast not fuckn.#ughhh . ok i feel better im still unfocused due to it being Recharge Day but. i just need to finish this sort of. and then i can sleep an#ill do my calc tomorrow instead i guess.#i have time.#i do have time.#ive started it and im still working ahead of deadline. i have time.#this is a drawing it doesnt need to be finished i just need to bullshit relation to the myth well enough.#it'll look like i put effort bc im good at art and fast at art. i just hold myself to a higher standard.#it'll be chill wait im chill. its all fine.#I'm still doing way better than last semester.#ok. cool perspective regained it fills me with determination etc gonna work on this fpr like 30 minutes hand it in sleep#and ill feel better tomorrow.#i dont know when i'll have enough drawing time again though all i want to do is draw.
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lucidfairies · 1 year ago
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hi 🫡
. yes that is me embarrassing the shit outta myself (I actually sent that to a handful of girls)
i. for those of you who may not know, i'm maya. i'm 18, i'm typically a masculine presenting lesbian and I happen to be a she/her. I also am unfortunately asexual
• everyone meat riding rn about why I read and write so much smut as an asexual, I would love for you to know that I'm fighting a losing battle with hypersexuality! that is all I will be sharing on that matter thank you. •
ii. I'm proficient at finding people's instas whether they wanna be found or not!! if this relates to you, you may want to hmu.
iii. um I'm single if that wasn't clear from the kicker.
iv. I have severe Audhd and I have OCD but I don't really count that because you can't really tell it's there. I'm a POTS and scoliosis survivor
(can u tell idk what the hell I'm doing)
v. I will drop my socials if you so want them but I would prefer u DM me cuz I don't need my public insta in tumblr comments tbh (I have insta, tiktok, discord, snap, so on so forth)
vi. I'm still in high school LMAOOO pls I'm not less than eighteen guys don't worry but I aspire to be in the military but I'm taking a gap year
vii. I've been writing since like third grade but over quarantine my parents kinda banished me to our basement and I was doing a lot of things I shouldn't have been doing but now I'm sorta good at writing !!
viii. fics are kinda a side gig, I do write real shit here and there but there's genuinely no point so idk why I do it
ix. I'm what people like to call a whore except I don't fuck around I just talk to like nine people at once (hop off my dick rn)
x. I'm hilariously funny if you ever wanna strike up a conversation
xi. I'm down for ANY conversations. you wanna talk about what kinks some random bitch has based on their appearance? let's talk about it. wanna tell me about the sex you had last night? I'll go get a snack. I don't get triggered by really anything so if u need an outlet, I'm right here bb
xii. I actually have a massive gyatt
xiii. I can curl a lot of lbs and um I can bench some too and I guess do leg stuff (gym girlies rise)
xiv. I'm Jewish but not like Jewish my fam just is, I am probably one of the furthest things from religion and I don't hugely support organized religion (my fav way to describe it is being Jew-ish)
xv. I am a leftist through and through (pro choice, pro science, pro gays, Black lives matter, stop Asian hate, in case you needed clarification on that one) and I avoid knowingly being friends with Republicans at all costs
xvi. I am pro Palestine, nothing anyone will say or do could change my stance on that one.
xvii. I have a cat + dog
xviii. I don't get cold like ever cuz I ski in like 10° weather all winter
xix. I have Duolingo and if u wanna beef it out w a quest then I am definitely down for that because I will beat you (I'm learning Hawaiian and Hebrew)
xx. I'm fluent in German and speak it at home w the fam and I know some Spanish + French
xxi. juice boxes > anything
xxii. some more pics of me will follow whenever I stfu
xxiii. I stand at a whopping six feet tall but I swear I have short person energy
xxv. in my personal opinion I have huge dick energy but you're welcome to put me in my place (I'm a switch and I'll cook for you)
xxiv. if your snap score is more that 300k we can't be friends I'm sorry (mine is 100k suck my c o c k)
xxvi. best position is doggy but I can be persuaded into something different
xxvii. CUNT
xxviii. uhhhh I'm from the East Coast of America so l operate in EST time
anyway it was nice getting to talk about myself for a long time 🫡 feel free to make numerous comments about my life in the comments
anyway y'all here are some for faceless pics that are guaranteed to make u cream (see, hilarious)
sayonara sistas
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persy-r-bozo · 29 days ago
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HI PERSY! 🩷 Trying to kick myself to send a message genuinely because I love hearing what you have to say but do you have any DHMIS headcanons you may want to share? I think you're a very creative person when it comes down to your ideas and you've always executed very unique concepts so if you DO FEEL COMFORTABLE I thought it would perhaps be the time I ask about that? Don't feel forced or whatever I'm just in the mood to hear (your thoughts) On the side note I wanted to let you know that I love you a lot and care so much about you, A really great, caring and compassionate friend you've been! I love seeing your posts and generally I'm also REALLY GLAD you followed me on Insta by extension!! Ilysm /p
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HIII DOLL HAIII DOLL HIII!!!!!!!! :D
I suppose i'll talk about my Duck guy head cannon or some of them. bout time i do-
Ok so first ive noticed the trio never FULLY agree on anything usually (Except warren being a bitch boy lmao) Like As an example Red guy would love cheese, but yellow HATES it and duck just doesn't really care. Two of the trio would be on opposite sides of whatever there yapping about while the thirds in the middle opinion wise
In show example: In transport red guy wanted to leave. Duck wanted to stay and yellow wanted a lil trip.
Now i also think the webseries and tv show are connected BUT THATS JUST ME- i know that's more of an unpopular headcannon for the series.
now i think these thoughts go onto how the trio sees roy. Yellow LOVES roy. despite all the bad stuff. Even if yellow doesn't remember the shitty things roy does or treats him he is always hopeful.
Red guy HATES roy. he doesnt remember why, Hell- he probably doesnt even remember roy at all. Like imagine having a terrible nightmare where someone hurts you, and you meet that person irl. in reds perspective hes probably just scared of some random dude he barely knows.. But he does know him, just doesn't fully remember.
But that means ducks our middle ground here. and i think thats interesting. And thus i had the "Uncle duck" theory
(I see them as puppets in a puppet world cus thats more fun for me personally but this interpretation can be included in "they were humans once" theories too :] )
But i like to think duck knew roy. Roy and duck were friends. and thus yellow guys "Uncle" Not biologically but like your parents friend who hangs out all the time so you just end up calling them that.
and i like to think thats why subconsciously yellow guy really loves and has an admiration for duck! And why subconsciously duck hurts yellow sometimes. Because roy did it, it was normalized. that and they live in a house where violence is so normal ducks mentally ill ass might she violence as a love language of sorts.
i think the family episode has some "Evidence" though i wouldn't call it that lmao.
Duck diddnt have a family. So maybe roy was that too him. maybe thats why and how he got wrapped up in all of this in the first place. MAYBE thats why Lesley seems to despise him so much too.
in the family episode the twins say this the moment ducks gone At the family tree scenes. or along the lines of i dont recall.
"thats our uncle! and uncle is someone you like. but you dont really care or are sad when they leave " Could be lesley throwing shade at duck or trying to tell yellow not to care about him.
that and in yellow guys dream we see duck TWO times. (I think i gotta rewatch the series again fr works been tough)
The obvious dog duck ! and one scenes were we can see roy looking out a window.. but duck is also there. right next to that same window. dogs often represent loyalty and the fact ducks right behind roy during the scenes where yellow gets hit by the car. is just interesting i think.
I also think thats why the batteries thing affected him SO SO MUCH. not only did the status change, and thier lil hierarchy. (Duck just doesnt like change its apart of his character)
But if duck SAW the accident that broke yellow. and made him act and behave so differently. It probably wasn't a nice time for duck at all. its the same kid you babysat but hes just different. Uncannily different.. you hate it but you are aware its the same guy just you hate it..
and duck 100% forgot this a long time ago. but yellow guy putting in his batteries and turning back into that kid. Was probably crazy-
Duck watched yellow guy go from "Smart yellow" to "Yellow guy" and then when his minds been broken and fucked by this weird house.. . "Yellow guy" turns back into "Smart yellow" That change and uncanny feeling and that daja vu duck was feeling I feel. personally just works with how hes acting in that episode. Hes uncomfortable, scared, Its a change and he doesn't like change but this change feels familiar and BAD.
But thats just my main interpretation of duck and theory for him.
Hes not related to yellow but he might as well have been called "The dad"
Hes the dad that stepped up and then down again, then got stuck on the infinite stairwell in mario 64.
But im just yapping about my lil ideas for the bird man. Throw stones and tomato's at me if you wanna! Put me on a thrown or on the street next to a trash can. disagree or agree i dont mind !
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giggleshitterhehehhe · 28 days ago
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Secret Keeping
You are the Sturniolos triplets little sister they are 21 your 19 in college you go to UCLA. BACK STORY: Your name is Myla or a name that you want to have. Growing up your mom Mary-Lou hated you and when I mean hated you she HATED you like even if you did not do anything she would hit you or yell at you she says that she hates you because "you were not meant to happen" so a "Mistake" Chris, Nick and Matt do indeed troll you about that but they mean well they are just joking. Mary-Lou had put you into kid acting (Nickolodeon) because she knew D*n Shinider and knew how bad he was so she wanted you to "Suffer" supposedly you know so you were on a show (YOU CAN PICK WHAT SHOW U WANT TO BE ON ITS NOT REALLY IMPORTANT BUT MAY COME UP IN THE STORY i am writing this before i write the story but i may come back and edit it.) You never had a lot of friends except your bestfriend Ariana Greenblatt you guys met at a premere and just hit off and are bestfriend to the MAX. the triplets bestfreind Nate was 20 and he was always nice to me and treated me like his own little sister even tho he was one year older sometimes when Mary lou would get really mad when his mom came to pick him up he took me with him to sleep in his house for the night waiting for her to cool down. we had a pretty cool bond. But now you guys are grown up and are not so close supposedly atleast. your still pretty famous and still make money from some actiong jobs you've gotten and now your and influencer on Tiktok and Insta. You and Nate had been dating in secret keeping it from your brothers for about 3 months scared how they would react. (All fake btw dont take this seriously i am not tryna make Mary-Lou look like the bad guy i promise its just a story)
WARNINGS: Kissing, ALMOST smut, swearing,. LITTLE bit of smut, angst.
I was just in my dorm room after a long day of filming this movie that i am the lead in and i heard a knock on the door my Roomate/Bestfriend Ariana was out food shopping for the both of us. I open the door and see Nate he is holding flowers in his hand. He is such a gentlemen. "Hey Nateeeee" I go in for a hug
"Heyy Y/N" He hugs you back giving you a soft kiss on the lips. "I brought you some flowers your favorite."
"Awwww thanks Nate come in" I say taking the flowers from his hands and putting them in a vase. Every time my flowers would die he would get me new ones all the time and this was a repeting process. I then sit on my bed patting the spot next to me
he comes in and lays on my bed laying next to me. for the past 2 weeks hes been in Boston so i have not see him in a while."Ive missed you" he says cuddling you
"i have missed you tooo" i cuddle him back "mmm i love you so much" i say burying my face in his neck
He goes straight ahead and gives me a kiss always after we have not seen eachother in a while it always ends up in a make out session ALWAYS. and obviously i kiss him back.after 10 minuts of us making out barley coming up for any breaths i straddle his lap and contue to kiss him as im on his lap and were still making out someone barges through the door. i dont worry about it at first because i think its just ariana and she already knows me and Nate are dating so idc until i have 3 gasps quiet gasps but you could hear them. i get off of nates lap and turn around "shit"
Nick Matt and Chris just standing there looking at eachother
"Wtf" Nick says "Uhhhh" Chris says and matt is standing there speechless i feel like they did not really care but were just shocked because their little sister and their literal BESTFRIEND were kissing.
"Uhhh hey" i say giving a awkward smile Nate doing the same awkward smile because what else do you do after you get caught making out with your brothers Bestfriend who you have been keep your guys relation ship a secret for months??
"okay just like what the fuck" Chris says "okay so like basically me and Nate are dating you know if you could not you know tell" "Nate i thought you were dating serena?" matt says "yeah well like we broke up a couple months ago and like me and Y/N together you know what no what are YOU guys doing here" Chris shrugs" Well i actually don't know man nick what are we doing here?" Chris says "oh gee i don't know why do u always ask me stuff acting like gong to know matt was the one who planned this i wasn't even on board with this whole thing and look what we just found out we obviously weren't supposed to but matt here" nick knocks on matts head " planned this so i don't know Chris why in the world would i know why we are here" nick rants about God knows what. "well your older you should know about this" Chris says " I am barely even older by like a couple minutes but that's not the point so just shut the fuck up Chris the point is why is Nate and Y/N together "nick continues on.
"Okay so God forbid a girl is dating her brothers bestfriend' i say "I didn't even know you guys talked anymore you seemed so distant " matt says "But like i don't really care that you guys are dating but why didn't you tell us" mat says "we were not ready plus the only person who knows is Ariana so it whatever but now were forced to " i say ' yeah like its okay don't make it a big deal man" Nate says
(TIME SKIP 1 YEAR LATER)
Me matt nick chris Nate and Ariana rented out a whole movie thearter to watch the minecraft movie and me and nate are cuddling. after the movie we go home witch is still a dorm because i am still a college student an me and Nate are making out and Ariana is hanging out with the triplets and it gets super heated like your about to get eaten out you got teased but it has not happend yet because you hear a knock on the door you quickly put your cloeths on and open the door. just a packege but me and nate decide to do it in his car because we could get caught doing it in a dorm. its a good thing weve done this in the car before he made it so it could become sound proof and very tinted windowes and he pulled the seats all the way back he immediatly rips off my cloets and spreads my legs open and starts to eat you out. after about and hour of fucking yall get composed and come out the car.
a couple months later were haveing a very heated arguent about how he supposedly was talking again with his ex. "WERE YOU TEXTING YOUR EX" "NO I WAS NOT" " YESYOU WERE SOMEONE SENT ME PROOF" OKAY LET ME SEETHE PROOF THEN" you show him proof but the thing is the person who sent it t you edideted it and it looks super real "THATS NOT TRUE YOU CAN CHECK MY PHONE IFYOU WANT " FINE I WILL CHECK IT" she checks his phone and sees the messages 'LOOK I SEE IT" you slap him "ow WTF WAS THAT FOR' "FOR TEXTING YOUR EX" "WAIT BUT THATS NOT MY PHONE THIS IS HERE" you check that phone and tehres no messeges with serena at all 'shit' 'nate im sorry i just the messeges i just idk" you guys make up but hes still pretty mad and you know what that means. he has rough like really rough sex with you he wouldnt stop even when you finished. 'im sorry nate' "its okay i got what i wanted" "i love you nate" i love you too"
Hey guys so this was my first one ive ever made please like it lmao
Read past the spelling mistakes pleaseeee lolllllll
(ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUESE)
why is the back story longer than the actual story lmao
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h3r-h3arts-with-obx · 2 months ago
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hey yall js thought id share my opinion on the obx drama with rudy, madison, mariah, n others.
also feel free to repost/like/comment if u agree. i wanna try to stop all the bullying going around. spread love n joy bbys.
(please don’t hate on anything!! js my opinion.)
rudy + madison falling out - i love both of these guys rly much. they were so cute as best friends, always taking photos n vids, being goofy, lowkey friendship goals. im sad that they potentially had a falling out bc of some heated dinner with their gfs. ended up with rudy n elaine unfollowing mariah (elaine unfollowed madison too) n mariah n madison unfollowing elaine (mariah unfollowed rudy) but madison n rudy stayed following one another. I’ve heard things like rudy was getting bullied by madison, but haven’t seen proof. ive seen vids of them kinda waking away from each other tho. idek if this is true, the whole falling out thing, but i think rudison shippers had a part in it. the constant shipping of the actors, the pestering and picking at the gfs. it’s to much. if yall supported them, then u should let them love who they love. fans r supposed to support their celebs. but throughout this, ive seen so much bullying n criticizing n name calling n its terrible. it’s also hella rude. like the nerve to message rudy in insta n halo abt his playlists n say ur having fun? like fuck u. that’s not funny, ur not cool. fuck off. also like get over the fact that rudy n madison didn’t happen n wont happen. theyre happy with who theyre with n yall should support if ur true fans.
jjs death - ive heard plenty of stuff saying that bc of all the drama, rudy wanted to leave. we all saw he wasn’t in a lot of interviews, bts, n less posting. i mean, it makes sense but theres js stuff kinda missing. he did kinda seem uncomfy in so situations, like a couple of interviews. ive also heard that elaine made him leave cuz she’s jealous of his chem with madison. im noting seeing it tho. i believe that she supports his work on obx, so i dont think she would go for that.
rudy + madelyns falling out - so umm i didn’t actually see this one coming, but like hit happened. they seemed fine on set n bts. but like during elaines bday, rudy flew down a girl (who a lot of people were saying she was maddies best friend) and maddie got pissed or smt n unfollowed both rudy + elaine + the girl who rudy flew down for elaine. (think her name was kate??) then she posted on insta like a meme of a lil girl staring at a burning house. Idrk what was going on there.
bullying rudy - so there’s always someone bullying this guy. like leave the man alone, he’s a human being with fucking feelings. ive heard from trusted sources that he’s been called fat, bald n ugly. LIKE STAFU. hes js a boy in the film industry doing his job. leave. him. alone. some girl js recently messaged rudy on insta, berating his playlists, n since then, he turned them private. she had the fucking audacity to say “don’t hate me im having fun” bitch u js made all of us lose his fire playlists. he’s actually got a good taste, kinda similar to mine. like look how this is turning out?? yall making it worse.
rudy unfollowing madison + madelyn - as much as im sad and hate that an era is ending here, if these two were giving him hell, good for him to cut of the bindings. i do hope they fix everything in another life or even here
(sry this was so long! ill probs add over time or smt.) overall, i think we should all try n bring more awareness of this. the more we bully, berate, criticize n pestering rudy n others, everything could get better. thx for listening to my yap session.😭😭😭
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gabapentinblues · 3 months ago
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journal update 3.13.2025
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hii morning coffee gang, lol. i need a pink coffee divider. also i know no one really reads these and i think im fine w that. really i just like the process of typing them up and then theyre there for me to look back at. i feel like i used to include every little detail of my day.
slept a lotttt last night, i went to bed at like 7:30pm maybe actually fell asleep at 8 something and woke up at 9am today. i spend more time asleep every day than i do awake, like easily.
i was really sad and depressy yesterday, didnt really talk to anyone. i napped for like two hours and just stayed in my room all day. i wasnt really moved to make any kind of art but i tried.
i still feel phlegmy and sick which is so gross and i think its going to hang around for a while.
i opened instagram this morning and honestly it just depresses me. seeing all the fun things people are doing. saw a lot of pics of my old coworkers who i miss, and of course the girl i dated for a short time. i explained to her that i moved away and she never messaged me back and it made me really sad. so many clumsy broken off endings, i hate having to deal w them. i could just mourn and mourn and mourn.
i did have a dream w someone in it who i havent seen for years and when i was looking at insta they had messaged me like two weeks ago that we should hang out. so that was a positive. and there were months of funny reels that i had been sent, didnt watch all of them bc even that was starting to make me sad.
im sad that my friend i reached out to never texted me back when i invited her to a show thats tomorrow night now. im just not going to hear from her. im just not important enough.
i just feel so behind in life. i dont know where im going and i guess its just my place to be stalled out and left behind. i dont know when i'll ever find something that feels like peace and stable growth. its all just desolation and storms to weather, sleeping life away bc i cant be dead, or crying like its going to kill me.
there are a lot of birds singing outside right now. spring is really almost truly here. were also about to have mercury retrograde. and im just letting things be.
i feel less compelled to say something about my crush bc now its only about two weeks away that we will be able to hang out in person and maybe i can say something then. im still wondering if it will come as too big of a surprise. best case scenario maybe weve all been drinking a bit and i admit it like truth or dare sleepover style.
i think i might get to have that moment.
i think i can have a lot of pretty decent moments. things have just been totally normal. low level flirting and also not being totally sure how to read my friends gf. like its really 50/50 from my perspective whether shed be into it. but like im just going to have to take those odds.
just being able to hang out up there w them will be nice. spring and summer days are coming. i just want to forget that all this badness ever happened. i really want to celebrate pride this year, just a random thought.
i dont know what my plans are for this weekend. i might not take a trip out of town w my sister. we might not decide until tomorrow. whatever happens is okay w me.
maybe i'll be able to do something today. im going to actually get dressed and maybe work on the piles of stuff in my room. basically everything i own is chaotically piled in boxes in the center of my room and its just a nightmare ive been avoiding. but i might work on it today. definitely going to get dressed and get cleaned up.
i'll probably call a couple friends and catch up. i had texted my friend who doesnt even know i moved but didnt call him yesterday bc i felt too depressed. i want to push against my depression today. i have a lot of friends that i can catch up with. dont want to overwhelm myself though.
im keeping a journal for my therapist, just my mood and what i do in a day. idk im trying to be optimistic about therapy but we'll see. trying to be optimistic when the days all feel the same is so hard.
finishing my coffee now, texting w my fp, feels like today can maybe be okay
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felidaminx-yz · 4 months ago
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Hey Chat
My name is Mosa and i dwaw :3
Welcome to my tumblr for art yippee!!
looking to get past my reblogs? search for the tag "mtmkmx" to view just my art :3
ive been posting on insta for a while, but i kinda hate it whenever i use it and also feel like i get nowhere when i post so ive decided to try tumblr out n see how it goes :)
if ur interested, my insta is mint_milk_minx
i also have a toyhouse if u wanna check out some more in depth stuff abt my ocs, but its still a big wip so beware lol
(look at the comments under this post for some important info about the posts too btw!)
theres some more info about me under the cut but if ur not lookin for that then thanks for sayin hi 🦄
Who I Am:
Mosa!
Writer & Artist
College student
Working towards a degree in Art & Tech
What I Make:
Anthro/Furry art
Fantasy Creatures
Creatures in general
Ocs and lots of them
Story based stuff
Fanart but its rare
What Im Into:
Sonic the Hedgehog!!! (autism)
Indie anims & anim memes
Western cartoons and unique 2D works
thats all for that hope u enjoy ur stay ;3
Character designs & Story telling
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cranberrv · 1 year ago
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i think it’s finally time to fill u guys in on my roster LOL.. be prepared for blood sweat and tears
geography:
his name is geography cuz i met him in geo class for the first time! he looks like a skinny matt dillon w lighter hair, and he’s literally 6’1”. i used to like him sososooso much and when we sat together in a desk change i went feral!!!1! he’s sooo funny and i lowk miss when he was normal cuz he used to be so cute and awkward but now he’s so weird and immature ughhh. he asked me out last semester and i said no and i kinda regret it but idk i wanna like him so bad cuz i literally liked him FIRST but ig hes more like a friend. we argue a lot (teasingly) and its sooo obvious hes flirting with me and its so cute but i dont know.. maybe high school sweethearts maybe not (bye pov him to our future kid “ya ur mom liked me first then rejected me and then hated me and now likes me again and we r married and we had you”)
riverdale:
hehehehe hes so cute! he is blonde and goes to the school im transferring to and hes totes my type! (but then again my type is toxic red flags) we snap a lot and i quickadded him (whoops) but ive had my eye on his forever because his pfp on tiktok is so cute and we have mutual friends and i have been waiting for him to appear on my quickadd for forever! he wants me to move to the new school and thats sweet and he apologized for losing our 50 day streak :((( he was like “whoops mb” and i was like “abt what lmao” and he said “for losing our streak!” like awwwhhh u care! hes lowk depressed (i stalked his reposts) and he doesnt do super well in school but i can help him! hes my moms fave boy
mickey mouse:
i added him as a joke cuz hes only a couple years older than me and hes related to a celeb i like and i found his snap and he added me back and we’re snapping me full face and stuff. hes SO cute and i only just met him but he seems so sweet i stalked his insta
jeremiah:
dw thats not his actual name its an inside joke! anyway the way i describe this is gonna sound like true love but i swear its not hehehe <3 ive known him since gr6 and we instantly clicked on a canoe trip and got along sooo well, talking to him for the first time is a core memory. we were homeschooled together during the pandemic and we started liking each other and it was middle school so it was obvs so innocent and adorable! he got me flowers and chocolate for secret santa when we were 12 :(( i lost feelings but he liked me for a whole year after and i promised we would date in high school and now its high school and i broke my promise. i feel bad lowkkk.. but anyway i heard me might like me again! we have been kind of distant recently because he became one of the “cool kids” and i became one of the “popular girls” so ig we’ re in super similar and close circles but idk we never talk. i ran into him at the gas station and hes still so cute tho
person d:
thats who i left jeremiah for LMFAOO we met in gr7 and he was in gr8 and i was instantly head over heels, he has a big nose and dusty brown hair and brown eyes and hes so cute awww :(( we barely talked in middle school but then we added each other and started full on talking! he was soooo sweet but he had his days when he was kind of a jerk. we argued a lot and i think he thought it was teasing each other but it does get a bit tiring. we stopped talking for a bit but were kind of back again, its so off and on. when its good its so good.
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swifty-fox · 1 year ago
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actually now ive thought of a hockey au question although really it’s kind of like six questions on the same topic:
so you’ve mentioned an iconic moment where bucky gets penalized after he goes after someone for hitting buck - are there any other incidents like that of them being protective of each other? how do they react if the other gets into a fight? do they have any serious rival teams or players, and does any more serious conflict with them arise if/when the boys’ relationship becomes public?
Plenty!
Honestly for the most part Bucky lets Curt do his job and protect/avenge Gale. They're there to do their jobs and for Bucky to drop the gloves every time someone fucks with Gale would not only put his own career in jeopardy but would also not be appreciated by his Partner. He talks a LOTTA shit and calls people the FUCK out when he sees them messing with Gale on the ice. (people go after Gale HARD. he's quick and talented they wanna take him out. Sid Crosby dealt with this a lot in his early years and it had a lasting impact on his play style)
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He lost two teeth from that hit
Goaltender fights are really rare. In a lot of ways they are the most valuable member of the team and getting injured via a stupid fight is kind of a massive fuck you to the efforts of the rest of the team. Goalie on Goalie fights are the most common. John squaring up with a Defenseman or a Forward is pretty unusual
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Gale is actually more likely (and acceptable to do so) square up for John. it's REALLY taboo to check (hit with your body) or touch the other teams goaltender. It happens, of course, and you get the whole team squaring up over it. So Gale has been known to drop the gloves over John from time to time and Bucky LOVES it. Just grinning the entire time.
Bucky LOVES seeing Gale fight. it's a rare occasion, it's not his job or expertise but seeing his man lose his temper does things to Bucky what can I say. Here you can see Crosby squaring up after a nasty double hit on his fellow linesman Letang (they've played together for almost twenty years. Maybe a Gale squaring up for Curt moment)
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Every team has a rival team! Since this a new team i think everyones gunning for them a bit but I could see them developing a healthy rivalry with maybe one of the newer teams; the Krakens or the Knights.
For the most part most of the guys in the league are buddies or at least friendly. Trades happen all the time, you could be playing with anyone at any time so nobody wants to HATE eachother (it still happens)
I think bucky does hate Gales former team for their treatment of them though. on a one man mission to create a rivalry with the jets fr.
Hockey is really homophobic honestly. It's probably one of the worst out there. I dont look at comments on insta because guaranteed theres going to be some shit in there. So they do catch a LOT of flak online and it affects Gale a lot I think he def takes a long social media break. But they have their team and management behind them 1000% percent and theyve already proven themselves as players. They have that to stand on against any hate.
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bellcza · 1 year ago
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to all that “xavi out” plastic fans i hope youre happy. im sorry but our fanbase is genuinely the stupidest one ive seen, like okay.. xavi left, what now? do they not realize that even if we get a new coach its going to take at least a season for him to get used to barca and the players? these “xavi out” fans expect a new coach to just come along and miraculously flip us around, which realistically is impossible if our players continue with this mentality. and im sorry but every single one of our players deserves these losses (except for a few exceptions), because where tf is your passion! every time we lose a match some of them dont even care! (or at least thats what i think) i think a lot have forgotten what it means to play for barca, and if you cannot give your all to this club, you dont deserve to be here. last point, our fanbase is the problem, some of these fans are genuinely so toxic its sickening. blaming players like yamal, pedri, and even blaming xavi was wrong. if ur a true culer you should genuinely try reading the comments under our insta posts because theyre actually sickening. ive said this before and ill say it again, we shouldve stuck together and supported this team, yes their season has been shit but this fanbase has also contributed to that, and i hope they know that by hating, it wont do us any good. it shows how unloyal some people in this fanbase are, because if you cant support your team through dark times, then maybe you shouldnt deserve being there when theyre at their best.
the fanbase and the spanish media have always been fc barcelona’s worst enemy. simple as that. xavi even said that he and his family has suffered the last 2.5 years. it’s the worst job in the world.
i agree, culers need to be more supportive, but the vitriol from sectors of the fanbase is a disgrace and those who are disloyal don’t deserve to love this club.
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xplrvibes · 1 year ago
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“People getting mad at Colby for random shit is just a normal Tuesday, at this point”
whaaat?? ive heard this a lot actually, like he’s the one everyone bashes. for what, tho? he seems so quiet on social media and he doesn’t have an active yt channel anymore so what’s he doing that causes people to have a go at him? is he kicking puppies on a secret insta acct I haven’t seen?
genuinely i’m curious 🧐- aussie anon (also i realise i am bombarding you with messages and i do apologise)
Ooooh boy is that a loaded question, lol.
I do want to say for the record that Colby also gets a lot of love, and a lot of attention. He is a magnet. I equate him to a bug light, and everyone around him are just moths getting sucked into the light.
It's scary lol.
But anyway, with that love and that attention and that obsession comes a dark side. A lot of people are obsessed with him on the hate side of the scale, whether it be because of jealousy or insecurity or just fomo cause they can't have him or whatever, there's just a lot of hard feelings there sometimes to go along with the love.
He's very polarizing, I guess. People will either jump in front of the train for him or push him onto the tracks. No in between.
Now, he has gotten himself into some controversies here and there - nothing earth shattering, but there have been some things that have happened over the years that he's had to address and correct. And he does; he addresses stuff and tries to smooth over ruffled feathers and tries to fix things. And while that's nice, in some cases, it also kind of shows people that he has this desperate need to be liked and he will try his damndest to stay liked, and that just brings some sharks circling around from time to time. There have been some really pointless "cancelations" that have gone on over the years, and Colby as the pretty popular one who is desperate to please tends to take the brunt of it.
Sam skates cause Sam usually ignores shit (present situation excepted), but also cause people tend to be so obsessed and so focused on Colby that they kind of ignore Sam or even actively protect Sam at Colby's expense. That's also part of the resentment bred against Colby, btw - some people think that in order to lift Sam up, Colby has to get knocked down. So they treat Sam with kid gloves on one hand while consistently holding Colby's feet to the fire with the other. To me, that defeats rhe purpose, cause you're still just obsessed with and showering more attention onto Colby. But whatever lol.
There are also people who just don't like Colby, whether because of some of his past controversies, or because they don't like his personality or whatever...which is fine, like whoever you like and dislike whoever you dislike - but because he's so damn magnetic, they can't just stay away from him. They gotta hate watch him with the hopes that they can witness his downfall in real time, which means they're waiting for something to happen that they can use against him at any point in time.
Anyway, the reason Colby is so quiet on socials these days is because years of this shit (and the death threats and the meddling in his life and the bullying disguised as "jokes") got to him and he pulled way back for his own sanity and mental health. I actually don't know if that did more harm or more good to the way people treat him, but that's why he's not as active on certain platforms anymore.
That was super long and kind of all over the place, sorry! TLDR: he's a polarizing figure with a magnetic personality that makes him way more popular than some people think is warranted and has a weakness in the form of a desperate need to be liked.
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shiftingtomydrs · 1 year ago
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ok short (or not so short idk yet) rant about 2022 / 2023 season in my driver dr
background ive been in a rs with charles at this point for 2 and a half years (since mid 2019)
so basically in 2022 i win my 8th championship and yk its a big deal bcs its the one that breaks the record and for charles it sucks even more in 2022 than another year bcs this was the year he had a realistic chance at the championship for the first time before ferrari (binotto and carlos im sorry but they developed the car closer to carlos so im gonna blame carlos too) fucked it all up so theres a lot of frustration obviously and i now already scripted that we get into a big fight over it all and charles (bcs he doesnt deal well with confrontation) posts the famous breakup story on insta (we didnt breakup but he thought so bcs i was like 'i cant do this anymore' and stormed off but i just meant i cant do this fight anymore right now not the fucking rs) and follows alexandra bcs idk frustration or smth idk and then (shes a morally grey person in my dr im sorry but i dont see her as the good person here i feel kinda bad making her the villain but i need one and she fits the persona well) alexandra (im gonna call her alex bcs its easier to write lol) spreads the rumour of her and charles being in a rs (if youre not into f1 gossip, basically on the day that chacha broke up there was a tweet on insta saying 'yeah look out for alexandrasaintmleux charles just followed her with his private' and more tweets hinting at a rs between alex and charles) and basically puts herself on the map and then ferrari makes charles do a pr agreement with alex bcs it makes sense for him to have a gf (and she has ties to apm monaco one of his sponsors anyway) and also hes been getting hate for breaking up with me (fans love me lol im sorry but he kinda deserves it too in this situation) and ferrari cant have that for one of their drivers ofc so they try to take the attention off that (it doesnt really make sense but then again, ferraris actions never do so were good i think) and i did script charles and i get back together but the question now is when and how bcs i have some scenarios
Scenario 1: we get back together over the winter break and talk it out but the contract is already signed so we need to keep it secret
Scenario 2: we get back together after singapore (which charles wins in my dr) and have to hide it
Scenario 3: Alex is just a rebound (so no pr rs but used for pr purposes and no real genuine feelings more like a hookup gone wrong bcs no one can tell me these two are in love) and we get back together after singapore anyway and they break up
Scenario 4: we get back together somewhere in the 2023 winter break after the pr contract ran out (its for 1 year in my head)
any other ideas are welcome lol bcs maybe im just overlooking the obvious here :)
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mermaidsirennikita · 2 years ago
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Yea, ive been hearing a lot from Kerrigan Byrne, and her pro AI. Honestly her whole instagram is extremely cringe not gonna lie. Bummer
I didn't follow her on Insta (or any other form of social media)--in the beginning it was for no reason, and later more thoughtfully because while I honestly love The Highwayman, I'd been rethinking a lot of my thoughts on her due to some conversations with friends. I saw people discussing her AI stance randomly on Twitter this morning, and now I've looked at her Insta and.... ew.
The most cringe part of this is that one of those images was clearly something where she just fed Henry Cavill's image into an AI and asked for some tweaks (which lmao girl, everyone figured Dorian looked like HCavill, he's a big dark-haired white guy with blue eyes), and another is the same thing but with Sam Heughan. These are all just normal dudes. Also, she couldn't even add an eyepatch to Dorian's image, which like--the LOWEST amount of effort, even for someone using AI. And the use of the term "handicapped", the way she's talking to readers and deleting comments while claiming to invite discussion...
And all of these are promotional images. She can say she wants them for personal use all she wants, but when they're on her social media, she's teasing potential readers with images of the heroes, and those potential readers may become actual readers because of them. Personal use is sending it to your friend and squealing over how hot your hero is, and I'm fuckin' iffy on that, but this is just.... Again, artistically low effort and morally horrible, because we know AI takes images from artists, as well as, in the long term, work from artists. She could've thrown some cash at an affordable artist for a commission and gotten solid work and used that for promo. Or taught herself photoshop...............
I hate it. I have zero respect for authors who use AI. They'd all cry foul if someone pulled from their work, but visual artists can get fucked, I guess.
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Sam!!!! IVE MISSED YOU LOADS💕💕💕 I cannot explain how much I miss talking to you!!
You are the best teacher for the kids and I have absolutely no doubt they feel the same way! Even if some can’t see it now, once time passes they’ll be able to see how much it means to them!
I wasn’t trying to be cryptic or anything about when I’m graduating 😭 I simply just can’t remember dates off the top of my head lol but i graduate on the 14th!! Thank you so much for being so kind!!! Also I fear I won’t have much of a break because I have managed to have secured a job! I start a week after I graduate!
I’m glad that you were able to see your friend especially if she’s really easy to be around with! Have you been able to get that manicure yet?? Have we tried a new or your classic shade of blue??
NOT YOU REMEMBERING ABOUT THE NOSE BAHAHAH that is truly my legacy, noses and dilfs lol tell me why this mf wear shorts(they’re not slutty, like actually pretty normal length lol) everyday and every time they get me 😭 i honestly i do be wanting to chomp on them and make them up😔 I AM NO BETTER THAN A MAN😭 and like idk if I’ve mentioned but he’s also on the “younger” side of professors?? Like MAX he’s in his late 30s. So my brain goes crazy lol
Anyways lol omg how cute!!! I love the idea of you having math/school related theme jewelry!! It’s so adorable!!! I bet they are so cute!!! I saw an insta reel about this small business having “career themed” hair claw clips and they have a calculator with pi on them! I immediately thought that you needed to see them!!
DO YOU HAVE A NEW BASEBALL BF?!? How was the book if you were able to read it??
I’m so sorry you’ve been feeling so overwhelmed:( and i understand that sometimes you just need your moments to feel it all. It doesn’t make you dramatic in any way, your feelings are so valid and in the end you aren’t perfect! You are allowed to have these moments of feeling down and it can be hard to when it feels like no one can be there for you. I hope that the feeling has been slowly going away at least! You know I genuinely love you with my whole heart, so bestie really you truly are never alone in this💕I love you!
Yay to almost finishing this school year!!! I hope you can enjoy some nice moments relaxing and going to the beach before you start teaching summer school! I think it’s so sweet you write your students a little note 😭 my heart😭
You know I love all the Harry’s you write! Of course I obsess on some more than others (tbh they rotate every few weeks lol these past few weeks have been Most and Sun kissed! In March I think I was back on Protection, Ding and Dolcezza!) but I love them all! Though I cannot lie Traditional Harry is crazy and irl I would not let it slide but if given a chance would I take it? YES!!!
Sam :( I hate that those people have hurt you in some type of way! Of course there’s more to the story and lots of people try to justify with “just being kids” but kids can still be cruel! And even as adults one can try to forgive and move past it but those emotions and experiences still leave an imprint on you! I obviously can’t tell you to “drop them” and I would never want to overstep either I’m well aware that it can be more complex than that especially with adult friendships! However if you feel that you deserve to be treated better then I say do what’s best for you!! Anyways I hope the trip was enjoyable overall and you were able to have some fun!
I’m really overwhelmed tbh lol as you know the horrendous quarter system makes it kinda difficult to catch a break lol I’m in week 9 so technically two more weeks are left for me bc I include finals week. Anyways tbh idk what we really are learning in math lol I think we maybe be starting improper integrals??? Idk girl lol my family is okay! My mom is significantly better thankfully! Oh have you seen the newest season of the bear is coming out??? Very excited for that lol
I recently went to a drag show/competition which was SO FUN!!! I kinda fell in love with a drag king because their performance was just too good! It was nice to get to enjoy that! Ngl I’m really looking forward to dying my hair! I’m a currently this odd shade of BLONDE with my darks roots😭 I did have a red but that faded pretty quickly which sucked! Not a fan of being blonde lol though I’m not sure what color I’m doing next lol
How are you doing?! Anything fun or exciting? Have you tried any new recipes lately?
Ugh Sam I’ve missed you so much as you know! I hope that you have found sometime to treat yourself and relax! LOVE YOU!!-💜
No you're good! I get it, school is school and by the end it's kind of like the motions of showing up and getting to graduation 😂 but still exciting!
BESTIE YOU ARE WAY TOO CASUAL CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 what's your job going to be? A week break will be great and hopefully easing into your work environment will be good!!!
No manicure, graduation for my seniors is next week so I'm thinking it will be a Tuesday/Wednesday project. Omg the blue call out 😂🤭 you know me so well! I will probs do blue because it's the school colors and I always try to do that, BUT the outfit I plan on wearing is a green/teal color so I maybe I'll do that.
Noses and dilfs I'm screaming. Shorts can be normal length and still slutty. There's no need to have your guy thighs out in an academic setting I would lose my mind.
OKAY GOOGLING HAIR CLIP. My hair is pretty curly--it will probably eat the clip, but it's for the plot so I have to.
Oh, I might have a baseball bf he's VERY sweet, comforting, and SO obsessed with the main girl. He was pining for her for THREE YEARS and would do ANYTHING to see her smile. Plus he had stellar guy thighs (as they were described to me) great story. The last book in the series is out and it's back to hockey, but I fear that basketball bf is still on top. In the other books I don't LOVE the character that this last book will be about but I'm keeping an open mind.
I am feeling much less overwhelmed now thank god. I was high key losing it. When it rains it pours and May is just not it. But we made it to the end! I think I will have some relaxing moments and I'm not nearly as worried about summer school the way I was last year. Once I do something once I'm like WAY calmer. I'm a lead by example and if I don't have a guide or exemplar to work from at the start I get a little (lot) anxious. Not to toot my own horn but I think I'm a thoughtful teacher, I love them so much like they're my own and the district I work in, I think sometimes these notes are the only praise they get. I just like them to know I'm in their corner and whatnot.
Dolcezza has a VERY special place in my heart. I think I modeled her a little too closely to myself 🙈 I go back to them a lot to reread tbh. Ding was/is so fun, I'd like to be her in another life. Most and Sun Kissed is quite the dichotomy you got there hahahaha I would sell my soul for Traditional Harry you don't have to explain it to me.
It was pretty indirect to me. I've mentioned I'm not a particularly petite lady and they were all the thin, pretty, popular girls that guys tripped over themselves to get to. I think I have a pretty killer personality (DUFF if you will, lol) But genuinely, I just don't like mean people. Even to my worst enemies or coworkers who do not have my whole heart I never wish for bad things to happen to them, I root for them to do well, etc. Idk, TPWK and all that, costs nothing to be kind that sort of thing.
I'm a Derivative > Integral girly (probs doesn't mean a lot to you) but you're not wrong to feel the way that you do. Integrals have a whole extra set of un-intuitive rules that I do not care for. Derivatives are so much more logical (thank you for coming to my math talk, which is obviously why you're really here).
Excellent about your fam! Especially your mom! I did see about The Bear! VERY excited!!! Very nice that you did something fun and I love that for you! I'm glad you enjoyed the performance you need something lighthearted and fun!!! 💕 So blondes do not have more fun! Good to know! Dying your hair and starting a new job sounds like a really fun transition! I love that for you and I can't wait to hear what you decide!
I'm doing so much better. Still got quite a few things going on. 0 time to cook. I just bought an airfryer and I've got to do some research for some good recipes. I have 0 plans of fun or excitement until the school year is over and then my excitement will consist of beach and reading hopefully. I don't want to do ANYTHING lol May exhausted me.
I MISS AND LOVE YOU TOO!!!!
xoxo
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