#jenna raine lyrics

[bassettmemes]

BIG DUMB HEART, CHAPTER ONE ↳ a collection of lyrics from jenna raine's big dumb heart, chapter one ep.

CRICKETS.

"I know I made it weird the second I said those eight letters."

"You kinda disappeared so fast your silence made my head hurt."

"I take it back and honestly, I probably didn't mean it."

"Is there a way that you can turn this off?"

"I used to hear your voice every night."

"Every single sound, I miss it, cause now all I hear is crickets."

"I'm sorry if I'm having trouble following your logic."

"You got this funny way of keeping things purely platonic."

"I'm not delusional, I'm not the only one who sees it."

"You could hold my hand and rest your head to keep your heart real busy."

"You could tuck me in and play pretend, but you just couldn't kiss me."

STUPID CUPID.

"Here come the nights, the losing sleep. You're out with people I won't ever meet, instead of me."

"I can't decide on which is worse: the moving on or staying in the hurt."

"I wanna hold on tighter, that's just the way I'm wired."

"I wanna hold you like this, don't wanna say goodbye yet."

"Stupid cupid really hit me hard with a love that could've gone real far."

"Stupid cupid when you crossed our stars, you broke my heart."

"Here comes the distance sinking in, the paranoia wonder where you been."

"Sometimes I wish we never started. Loves a moving target, and the next part is the hardest."

"Stupid cupid, why'd you do me like that? Why'd you send me someone I can't have?"

FADE AWAY.

"I looked in your eyes and I didn't see the same you."

"You were just going through the motions. You didn't care at all."

"You watched me fade away and left me with your ghost."

"You just faded away and left us in the smoke."

"I tried to defend you, but all of my friends just shut me up."

"Maybe I was never enough."

"Watch me take back all the love you don't deserve."

"You lost me baby and I know you'll start to hurt."

"I won't be there when you need somebody like I needed you."

SHE'S THERE.

"If I got a dollar every time I let you back in, boy, I'd be richer than any doctor, could you imagine?"

"I'm tired of giving and giving and giving 'til I'm out of battery."

"Little Miss forgives too easily."

"Little Miss walk all over me."

"Little Miss never gets checked up on."

"A therapist for everyone."

"Little Miss tryin' to do her best."

"Little Miss needs more hours of rest."

"Little miss running on a tightrope in thin air, just to show she's there."

"Night of your birthday, I made a big deal. I bought you flowers."

"Mine three weeks later, you didn't text me. How hard is two words?"

"I'm never the voice who disappoints you, and I show up every time. When you don't, then it's fine."

BAD HEARTS.

"You were my everything, my here goes nothing."

"Thought you were chasing me, but you were runnin'."

"I did nothing wrong, was perfect as perfect can be."

"You didn't shed a tear cause you've got this down to a t."

"I was crying, and you kept lying, saying you're sorry for the thousandth time."

"Bad hearts don't break when they say goodbye."

"So, I hope one day, I'll cross your mind, and you'll realize you ruined the girl who could make you better."

"if you're still okay, it's 'cause bad hearts don't break."

"You walk away and you shrug your shoulders."

"You were over us before we were over."

"Barely been a week, and there you go again."

"I already know how that love will end."

"I always wondered how they do it. Hurt someone like there's nothing to it?"

[sasa-chan]

"Stupid Cupid" - Jenna Raine

[avillainstory]

So don't call me overdramatic / Pretending the story of us isn't tragic

What if the best thing you had is/ Somebody that you want back?/What if the moment you walked away/You wish you'd turned around / What if you got it all wrong

And I was the one all along?

[roguestarsailor]

Describes my life tbh

[be-missed]

reader is a singer, and for their 5 year anniversary with Jenna, they write a song for her. But she thinks it’s for someone else. You can decide the ending. :)

My Eyes Are Brown!

Jenna Ortega x Reader

(Picture not mine)

Summary: Y/N dropped a new song at the concert; The music resonated through the crowd while Jenna, her girlfriend for five years, couldn't shake the feeling that those lyrics were meant for someone else.

Warnings: none, notify me if any.

A/N: First story for Valentine's Day Request. I really had a hard time finding a song. They/them pronouns are used, I based it on the request. Thank you for this wonderful request and enjoy! Just a short one.

Masterlist

Song: I Know Places by Taylor Swift

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"Okay, so for my last song, this is a special one" Y/N said as the crowd went wild, this was the last night for Y/N's North America Tour and will be resting for a few months before she continue her tour in South America. "I wrote this a few weeks ago, but I did not release it, because... I want to gatekeep it actually" Y/N chuckled at their behavior thinking how petty it sounds when it comes to others.

The crowd chuckles with Y/N's reason and they continue to speak, "But tonight is a special night since this'll be the last night for my tour and a special night for me and the person that I love" you said as the crowd cheered and holler. They know that Jenna was watching in the crowds, and on every time you sang a song that you wrote for Jenna, they watch her move as they can see how sweet and passionate the lyrics are, and they watch you sing it, like you are singing your voice out and Jenna's the only person in the room.

"I hope you enjoy it, here it goes" You said and the backing vocals started and the band drops the beat.

I-I-I, I, I-I-I, I, I, I

The crowd started to cheer, feeling the beat of the new song that you are currently introducing to them as the chorus, the lyrics were shown at the big screen at your back, giving a chance to your fans to sing the song with you, and that they do.

Baby, I know places we won't be found

And they'll be chasin' our tails try to track us down

Cause, I, I know places we can hide

I know places

The crowd knows that this song was dedicated to your girlfriend of five years, in your era where the both of you were trying to hide your relationship to the public, in the time where the two of you just wanted to run away from a far land and just be who you are; dancing in the rain, doing grocery shopping, walking through the neighborhood with no cameras and people staring at the both of you. The ending of the song was so catchy as you scream

They take their shots, but we're bulletproof

And you know for me, it's always you

In the dead of night, your eyes so green

And I know for you, it's always me

The crowd cheered and screamed as you said your good byes and you thank them. But before you exit the stage you said to the mic "I love you Jenna Ortega, always yours" and the crowd screamed more.

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You enter your waiting room, finding Jenna on the sofa using her phone, you are pretty sure that by this time, Jenna would run directly to your arms, kissing your face, and will say how great you are and how much she's gonna make love to you by the time the both of you got home.

But right now, you got nothing. So what you did was you walked to the sofa and hug her from the back, nuzzling your face into her neck. By this time, you are pretty sure that Jenna should be hugging you back and kissing your pretty face, but still no reaction and her focus is still on her phone.

What you did next was you delivers small kisses through Jenna's neck. She tilted her neck offering you much more space, but it didn't last when you feel her hand on your hair, tugging it away so she can free her neck from your lips. Jenna then stood up and sat on the opposite side of the sofa.

Okay now you know that there is a problem, so you sat next to Jenna and you grabbed her phone. "Okay, can we stop with this silent treatment and can you please tell me what's the problem? Because I can't wait another more minute without feeling your lips and be engulfed with your hug" you said to Jenna straightforward, because in fact, you will probably die without feeling any physical intimacy from Jenna.

Jenna looked you dead in the eye and said "Why don't you ask for some physical attention to that green-eyed babe then" she said with a sarcastic tone that made your eyebrows scrunched. Because who the fuck is that person?

"Jenna, what do you mean? I don't know a green-eyed person." You said, stating a fact while you try to list people that you know and thinking if they have green eyes.

"Oh my god Y/N, why are you so slow?" Jenna said while crossing her arms through her chest and added, "Its our fifth year anniversary and you're gonna sing a song for someone? What is this your way of breaking up with me and telling me that you are cheating?" Jenna then stood up from her seat.

Before she walks away, you pulled her down to seat on your lap and cage her with your arms wrapping around her waist. "Okay, come one, what are you trying to say? It is our fifth year anniversary that is why I sang that song. And what do you mean cheating? You know that I would never cheat on you."

"Then who is the person you are referring to the song the? In the ending where you said something about, dead of night your eyes so green, somewhere around that words?" Jenna said while she pouts, getting reminded that you just wrote a song about someone that is not hers.

"Wait, do you mean the lyrics from the last song?" You said as you move your hand to brush away the stray hair that hides her pouty lips and sad face. Then you think back to the lyrics from the song, and then boom, you did realize that you wrote "your eyes so green" the thought made you chuckled.

Jenna then slap your shoulder for chuckling at her problem and said "My eyes are brown Y/N! THEY ARE BROWN" Trying to make a point, she then leans her face close to you and stares at you with her brown eyes.

"You are so cute" You said while you nuzzle your face into Jenna's neck that made the other girl confused. "I am not cute Y/N, I am angry and mad at you" Jenna said.

You pulled away and looked at her and said "Okay, can you please let me explain first?" and Jenna nodded. "So well, when I was writing that, it was actually brown, I'm not kidding. I can even show you the piece of paper" You said trying to look as believable, because this is indeed the true story behind it.

Jenna waited for you to continue and you said "But then one of the producers said that, brown doesn't really rhyme with the word 'me' so we opted to change it to 'green'." You said raising your right hand as a form of being honest and swearing that you are really saying the truth.

The other girl looked at you and said "No shit, I don't believe you" and tried to stand, but you are stronger than her and just locked her in her place. "Jenna I swear I'm telling you the truth, I can even play you the demo of the song. My love I swear, I'm not lying to you"

Jenna then nod with the suggestion of you playing the demo to her and by the end of it she commented "Okay, fine, I believe you." You raised your eyebrow because you can still fell a little bit of madness from her voice "Okay, kiss me then" you said trying to challenge.

Jenna then kissed you on the cheek, "Okay you are still mad" you said and added "Okay I promise, the next time that I'll sing that song I'll use brown instead of green, okay? Fuck the rhyming, your feelings and the song being for you is more important. I promise, my love"

Jenna raised her eyebrow with your suggestion and smiled "Okay, I love that idea" she then kissed you in the lips and whispered "Happy Anniversary" which you smiled and replied "Happy Anniversary too, my love."

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A/N: First story for the VDay Request, apologies for just posting it today, guess I lied. Two more stories about Tara! Enjoy and thank you for waiting.

[starkwlkr]

Hi, I love your writing. Could I please request an Ollie Bearman x singer!reader and people say they're too young to be together and she writes 2% by Jenna Raine about him, thank you ❤️

to be young and in love | ollie bearman

entering my using lana lyrics as titles era 😍 also this was requested before ollie turned 18 so if you’re confused as to why it says that he’s 17 that’s why <3

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olliebearman taking the missus everywhere i go ❤️ y/n.l/n

y/n.l/n love you more oliver bearman 💋

premamylove NOT THE GOVERNMENT NAME

olliebearman 🥰

jolilu you’re 17 are you sure you’re in love?

olliesbearmans_ aw 🥰

alicia567 you’re literally kids what do you know about love?

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y/n.l/n a song for the person i LOVE the most 🤍

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y/n.l/n 2%’s first performance and the muse. i love you forever oliver bearman 💋

olliebearman i love being the muse

olliebearman can any guy say they’re a muse?😌 no! I’m glad I’m yours!

lydialuisa107 lovely song! my granddaughter showed me your song and i love it! it reminds me of my husband and i when we were younger. we met when were 15 and everyone said we weren’t going to last. now we have four children and ten grandchildren! don’t listen to the mean people! 🥰❤️

y/n.l/n thank you lydia! much love to your amazing beautiful family!!🤍

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[alldancersaretalented]

Dancers You Might Know That Competed Against ALDC (Dance Moms) - Season 6

Season 6 Episode 1 Sheer Talent LA 2015

Sabrina Huang (Gravity X Dance Studio) took all three spots behind Brynn (1st) and Gavin (2nd) with her solos "Jolie" (3rd), "The Violet Hour" (4th) and "Flawless" (5th)

ALDC and BDA were the only two studios competing in teen groups

Season 6 Episode 2 NYDE Calabasas 2015

Season 6 Episode 3 Devotion 2 Dance (Sheer Talent) Santa Ana 2015

Sabrina Huang, same dancer that placed behind Brynn and Gavin two weeks prior, competes again, placing 1st ("The Violet Hour") and 3rd ("Immortal") against JoJo Siwa (2nd)

there were only two solo competing in Kendall's solo division

Season 6 Episode 4 Dream National Dance Competition Santa Monica 2015

Hayden Calder (PAVE? or dancer with the same name) competed in the petite division

Sage Rosen places 1st Overall ahead of Maddie (2nd) and Brynn (4th)

Season 6 Episode 5 Fierce Dance Competition Lawndale 2015

Jenna Valenzuela was at competition, placed 1st with her solo

Hayden Calder (PAVE? or dancer with same name) competed in the petite division

other well known studios competing: Dolce Dance Studio, So Cal Dance, Signature Dance Academy

Season 6 Episode 6 Devotion 2 Dance Thousand Oaks 2015

there were only 15 dances at the competition

ALDC groups were the only groups entered

Ashley Guo (at the time Imperial Dance Studio, switched to K2) placed 1st in Small Wonders Solo with her tap solo "Bye Bye Love"

Amy Guo (Ashley's younger sister) placed 2nd with her lyrical solo "Imagine"

Sabrina Huang (same dancer that competed in E1 and E3) competed again, this time as an independent

Sabrina Huang came in 1st ("The Range"), 2nd ("Darkness"), 3rd ("Immortal") and 4th ("Morning Rain") - making her have competed 7 solos in the 2015/16 season by NOVEMBER (?!)

other well known studios competing: Imperial Dance Studio

Season 6 Episode 7 Sheer Talent Phoenix 2015

Junior Solo Results:

1st: Brooklyn Cooley (Project 21) with "Dream" 2nd: Audrey Caldwell (MBA) with "Reborn" 3rd: Daylyn Lucky (Project 21) with "Juliet" 5th: Hailey Nieva (Dance Factor, later The Rock and Danceplex) with "With Love"

Pre-Teen Solo Results:

1st: Brynn Rumfallo (ALDC) with "Mystical Beauty" 2nd: Easton Magliarditi (The Rock) with "Tenderness" 3rd: Cami Ritzler (Project 21) with "Resilience" 4th: Aspyn Morrell (Adage) with "Crystalized" 5th: Ariel Hoffman (Adage) with "Primadona Girl"

Teen Solo Results:

1st: Kalani Hilliker (ALDC) with "Phoenix Star" 2nd: Kendall Vertes (ALDC) with "Curiosity" 3rd: Kali Schmeltzer (MBA) with "Haunted" 4th: Saeda Ward (Adage) with "You're The One"

Kira Girard's studio competed (Adage Dance Studio)

other well known studios competing: Angela's Flip Zone, MBA, P21, The Dance Factor, Adage Dance Studio, The Rock Center For Dance

Season 6 Episode 8 Dream NDC San Diego 2015

Adage's group dance came in 2nd to the ALDC

other well known studios competing: Adage Dance Studio (Kira's Studio)

Season 6 Episode 9 Fierce Dance Competition Van Nuys 2015

Once again Sabrina Huang competes against the ALDC, performing at the least one solo "Spanish Rose", bringing her solo count to 8

other well known studios competing: San Diego Dance Centre, K2 Studios

Season 6 Episode 10 NYDE San Jose 2015

Romeo Blanco (guest for "Straight Outta Pittsburgh") came in 1st, beating Brynn (2nd)

Season 6 Episode 11 Dream NDC Placentia 2016

Sienna Schlesinger (The Company) performed a solo "Almost Lover"

Daviana Fletcher (Cast of season 7) performed a solo "How Will I Know" under K2

other well known studios competing: The Company, K2 Studios

Season 6 Episode 12 Xpression Dance Competition Anaheim 2016

competition created just for dance moms

other well known studios: Hudson Dance Academy, Legacy Dance Academy

Season 6 Episode 13 Sheer Talent Las Vegas 2016

Small Wonders Results:

1st: Shanise Robinson (The Base) with "Albatroz" 2nd: Devynn Lewis (The Base) with "Sayuri" 3rd: Lilly McCollum (Innovation) with "I'm Getting Good"

Pre-Teen Solo Results:

1st: Brynn Rumfallo (ALDC) with "The Force Awakens" 2nd: Mackenzie Ziegler (ALDC) with "All I Want" 3rd: Easton Magliarditi (The Rock) with "Tenderness" 4th: Mina Piazza (The Rock) with "Rain" 5th: Sage Mendre (The Rock) with "Delight"

Teen Solo Results:

1st: Brittany Bruno (The Rock) with "In Search Of" 2nd: Kalani Hilliker (ALDC) with "Ultimatum" 3rd: Anika Kojima (The Rock) with "Scale"

Alysa Owen (Former member of mini team) competes with her studio, Innovation Dance Company and places 1st ("Burnin' Up") and 2nd ("I Will Wait") in Junior Solos

Alysa Owen is also part of a trio "Dear Future Husband" that wins 1st in Junior Duet

other well known studios competing: The Base Dance Center, Innovation Dance Company, The Rock Center For Dance

Season 6 Episode 14 NYDE Long Beach 2016

ALDC LA had dancers competing

Season 6 Episode 15 Fierce National Dance Competition Agoura Hills 2016

there were only 67 routines entered in the competition

Jade Cloud, select team, competed a solo ("Lux")

Tea Adamson competed a solo ("My Skin")

The ALDC LA sent two group dances

Season 6 Episode 16 Xpression Dance Competition 2016

competition created just for dance moms

Season 6 Episode 17 Sheer Talent Fresno 2016

Gavin Morales (Dolce) came in 1st in Pre-Teen Solo, ahead of Brynn Rumfallo (3rd)

In Teen Solos, Mackenzie Morales came in 1st, Paaige Landseadal in 2nd, Paige Lytle in 3rd (all Dolce) and Maddie Ziegler in 4th

ALDC LA also competed

Saryna Garcia (ALDC LA) came in 2nd or 4th in Pre-Teen Solo with "Dance"

ALDC LA competed a group dance that placed either 1st or 5th in Teen Groups

other well known studios competing: Dolce Dance Studio

Season 6 Episode 18 NYDE Riverside 2016

Season 6 Episode 23 Dream NDC San Jose 2016

Season 6 Episode 24 Fierce Dance Competition Fresno 2016

Season 6 Episode 25 Sheer Talent San Francisco 2016

Season 6 Episode 26 Fierce National Dance Competition Phoenix 2016

Season 6 Episode 27 Innovation Dance Competition Oxnard 2016

competition created just for dance moms

Season 6 Episode 28 Dream NDC Panorama City 2016

Charlotte Cogan (The Company) competed a contemporary solo in the petite division

Sienna Schlesinger (The Company) competed an open solo in the petite division

Daviana Fletcher (K2, later on DM S7) competed a lyrical solo in the teen division ("When Will I Know")

Sage Rosen (The Company) competed a contemporary solo in the teen division

other well known studios competing: The Company, K2 Studios

Season 6 Episode 29 Fierce National Dance Competition Calabasas 2016

Madeline Underwood (CADC later on) performs in a trio "All This To Say" under Starz Elite Dance Center

other well known studios competing: Starz Elite Dance Center

Season 6 Episode 30 Sheer Talent Spokane 2016

Season 6 Episode 31 NYDE Upland 2016

Season 6 Episode 33 Sheer Talent Los Angeles 2016

Daviana Fletcher placed 1st in Teen Solo, beating Kalani (2nd)

P21's Group "Another One Bites The Dust" placed 1st in Junior Small Groups

other well known dance studios competing: Project 21

[delicatebarness]

Songs/Lyrics that remind me of Cry Baby:

No body asked for this but here you go. Also, this is what I’ve done the entire journey to my ‘writing retreat’(if you have an songs that you think also remind you of these two then please let me know)

Spotify Playlist

Cry Baby | Bucky | Both

Cry Baby’s Songs

Cry Baby by Melanie Martinez

Guilty as Sin? by Taylor Swift

“I cry a lot but I am so productive, it’s an art.” - I Can Do It With A Broken Heart by Taylor Swift

opposite by Sabrina Carpenter

Vertigo by Griff

Big Dumb Heart by Jenna Raine

cardigan by Taylor Swift

Bucky’s Songs:

High Enough by K.Flay

this is me trying by Taylor Swift

“My reputations never been worse, so you must like me for me.” - Delicate by Taylor Swift

Lover of Mine by 5 Seconds of Summer

Their Songs:

Stargazing by Myles Smith

exile by Taylor Swift ft. Bon Iver

A Bar Song (Tipsy) by Shaboozey

Close As Strangers by 5 Seconds of Summer

[ask-shane]

hi shane!!! howve ya been?? im sorry for not sending as many asks but i keep on missing the windows lol (to dawn: no apologies. youre not allowed to apologize. if you apologize i will send the running hug gif and immobilize you). i found a new song the other day called ‘it is what it is’ by jenna raine and although you might be a bit old for a few of the lyrics, i think youd get along with the rest.

have an amazing day!!!! or else ill MAKE it an amazing day >:3

i’ve been… surviving. how’ve you been these days?

you shouldn’t apologize for not being able to send in as many asks lately. i can’t pick a normal time to open asks to save my life, so i end up jumpscaring everyone instead... you included.

nice song recommendation, by the way. i like the lyrics despite how old i feel listening to it.

[touch-starved-lurker]

Fun question :3

If you had to puck ur theme song when you enter a room or something, what would it be?

oh jeez this is a hard question…

maybe It Is What It Is by Jenna Raine? or A Whole World by Derivakat? or Hold On by Justin Bieber? (not a bieber fan but agh i feel those lyrics so hard) like those ones i feel just kindasorta represent who i am…

and then maybe Sweater Weather by The Neighbourhood, or Electric Love by Børns, or Blinding Lights by The Weeknd, or anything by Andy Black or Hozier, just because I like those ones :3

[bassettmemes]

BIG DUMB HEART, CHAPTER TWO ↳ a collection of lyrics from jenna raine's big dumb heart, chapter two ep, as well as the singles fumbled the bag and see you later (ten years).

IT IS WHAT IT IS.

"Shrunk all my clothes in the washing machine."

"Running on two or three hours of sleep."

"There's a light flashing in my car, I don't know what it means."

"Ya know what I mean?."

"Thought I knew chaos then I turned eighteen."

"Lemons make lemonade. Flowers bloom in the rain. Growing up is a pain. It is what it is."

"It's not the end of the world; there's always light where it burns."

"It's kinda weird, kinda fun, I'm a speck on a rock."

"You can laugh, you can dance with your stomach in knots."

"You can trip, you can slip, you can fall down again, again, again and again, and it all works out in the end."

CRUISE CONTROL.

"Play the role, do what I'm told and keep it quiet, a never ending picket fence to live and die in."

"It's never made sense to me, I don't want the same routine that's on repeat, don't want it easy."

"Deep inside I just want to get up and leave."

"Even my bedroom ceiling is getting a little bored, and I got no reason to stay here anymore."

"High speed driving into the unknown. It's about time to take my hands off the wheel and just breathe in."

"What a feeling, taking off the cruise control."

"Trust the silence of the empty road. Right now, I don't need to see where I'm going."

"What's a life if you don't go and live it."

"Take a risk, it's better than a million what if's."

"I guess I've always had one foot out the door. There ain't one good reason to stay here anymore."

NIGHTS LIKE THESE.

"Called me out the blue, you needed something to do, and you had one more seat left in the trunk."

"You said, "We're waiting outside, don't look at the time"."

"I put on my favorite sweater, then we got breakfast for dinner."

"And, when they kicked us out we went for a ride, laughed 'til we cried."

"It feels like a movie."

"Everything freezes for a second."

"I let my memory take a picture I won't delete."

"I hate when it hits me that we're getting older every second, slipping away between our fingers in a blink."

"We go park the car somewhere we can see the stars and the light pollution isn't so bad, and look out at the lights."

"Tell me about your dreams, they're not as scary as they seem."

"I can't wait to watch you make it big. Yeah, you're going far."

"It feels like forever."

"I don't wanna jinx it if I say it, but we could be friends through all the ages, don't you think?"

"The same stupid kids with older faces. I guess either way I wouldn't change a single thing."

"And, when I'm 60, pulling a box out of the attic, telling my kids about the past like yesterday, they'll point at the pictures, and I'll hear the laughter in the diner. The smell of the coffee and the pancakes never fades."

WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR.

"I knew it straight away, he was gonna let you down."

"Gonna have to find out for yourself."

"Had to let the flame burn out, hate to see you hurting now. I won't say I told you so."

"I'll hold you when he won't, even if it's 2 AM, and you said you wouldn't cry again."

"You can show up at my door and pour your heart out on my floor."

"Why are you not on your way? Just 10 minutes on the interstate. If you can't show up at my door, and pour your heart out on my floor, then what are friends for."

"We can order too much food, watch a movie in my room, tomorrow we'll be sleeping in, waking up at 2 PM, when he texts you back, I'll make sure you don't text back."

FUMBLED THE BAG.

"I saw you out with your friends, same old cologne on your skin."

"You said, "I miss you" and "how you been?". You know I'm no good at this."

"My stomach's doing front flips, I used to know you, it makes me sick."

"So don't call me overdramatic, pretending the story of us isn't tragic."

"What if the best thing that you had is somebody that you want back?"

"What if the moment you walked away, you wished you turned around?"

"What if you got it all wrong and I was the one all along?"

"Hate to say, "I told you so", but baby ain't it sad? You fumbled the bag."

"You said your sister's engaged, she found love, you can't say the same."

"Thought that would be us one day."

"Small talk is hard to maintain when my heart's in 2019, you stood close and I just looked away."

"Now you gotta watch me give the world to someone else."

"You're throwing matches on a flame, but you're the one who burned it out."

SEE YOU LATER (TEN YEARS).

"It's funny 'cause I've always dreamed of me and you now here we are, staring at the stars."

"You just broke my heart even though you promised you'd never do that from the start."

"I guess we can only make it so far, 'cause time wasn't in our favor. This isn't "goodbye", this is simply "see you later"."

"Let me know when it's time to come back."

"Maybe when your life is on track, and you don't have to hesitate, hopefully it isn't too late. Luckily for you I'm patient."

"I'm OK with you making me wait and, as long as you're near, I'll be here, even if it takes ten years."

"Can't fall in love, when I found the one, how am I supposed to move on, when you're never really too far gone?"

"The memories won't go away, I feel pain every time I hear your name, but I always think of you the same."

[kiss-my-freckle]

Full Episode Commentary

1x2: The Night of the Comet

I believe Katherine IS the comet. The soundtrack lyrics at the open are hilarious to me. "I tremble. They're gonna eat me alive." Damon kills another couple, and both are premeditated. This time, he's more or less playing with his food based on what they say to each other, making it "rain" blood. This is Katherine's impact on Damon. More journal voiceovers from Stefan and Elena. "For once, I don't regret the day before it begins." If only Elena knew that Stefan would burn to ash in the daylight without his ring on. "For once, I don't regret the day before it begins. Because I know I will see him again. For the first time in a long time, I feel good." Here, Elena speaks of being too dependent. As if she needs Stefan just to get out of bed. To feel good. Beyond disgusting and very unhealthy.

Jenna needing to ask Elena questions about Jeremy shows her failure as their guardian. He's visiting Vicki at the hospital. Stefan and Elena can't even get through class without ogling each other. A beautiful parallel there. For Stelena, it's high school with Mr. Tanner. For Delena, it's college with professor Shane. They interrupt class. Stefan brought Elena a copy of Wuthering Heights. He lies to her about where he got it. Caroline tells Bonnie to conjure up Damon's name and phone number, she's that stuck on him. Stefan intrudes on Elena's conversation with Matt. Now the second time he eavesdrops. Matt is talking to her about Vicki, and to be clear… Damon was the first to tell Elena their truth, he simply told her through Vicki. It takes Elena three more episodes to find out it's actually true.

Sigh… Jenna showing more and more that she's a parental guardian failure. Using the death of Jeremy's parents to excuse his skipping classes. Mr. Tanner shouldn't have to tell Jenna that Jeremy is on drugs when they live in the same house, but clearly it's news to her. She then gives him attitude while he's being real with her. Stefan is at the hospital, compelling Vicki. Matt catches sight of him and follows. That's when Stefan runs right into the phlebotomy area and vamps out. It's clear that he's insanely hungry for human blood because he's been on animal blood. Something Damon commented about in the pilot episode. Caroline straight-up insults Bonnie's grandmother, and appears to be more interested in hearing about Elena's time with Stefan. "Just jump his bones already! Ok, it's easy. Boy likes girl, girl likes boy, sex!" So this is the same girl that refers to Damon as a man slut in 4x8. She's actually questioning why Elena didn't sleep with Stefan the day after meeting him. Wow. Elena agrees with Caroline, which I find hilarious because it's the reason she meets Damon.

Matt questions Vicki about her attack. It's clear that Stefan didn't compel her well because she actually has to think about what attacked her. The answer should come easily. Jeremy stops in and takes the hint to give them time alone. Matt has similar body language for Delena in 4x7. Vicki makes it sound like she's much older than Jeremy when he's 15. She's having a relationship with him in secret, which I feel isn't fair to him. He's young, so he's a lot more tolerant to that crap than Elena. Still, his love for her is real and adorably sweet.

This was the moment I fell in love with Damon. Just this right here. The way he looks at her with fun in his eyes. I love him all the more for bringing the crow in. He's straight-up confessing that he was at the cemetery, and he's the one Bonnie saw when she did her beer bottle reading. Damon doesn't require words to actually speak. He simply needs Elena to accept what she's seeing. Such is the case with him closing the door behind her when she left it open. Damon is telling her he's a vampire without telling her he's a vampire, she's just not ready to accept it. Clearly he wants her to know. Just as clear that Elena hears but doesn't listen. "Stefan didn't tell me he had a brother." Actually, he did. If Stefan didn't have a sibling, he'd admit he doesn't have a sibling. When Elena asked if he had siblings, his response was enough. "None that I talk to." A basic admission that he has siblings, but they're estranged. "Well, Stefan's not one to brag." Exactly what Stefan does in his final goodbye to Elena. There's a duality in Damon where Elena is concerned, and I find it altogether beautiful. I think it's only natural for both brothers to be curious about her. However, being curious doesn't require being in her life. The difference between Damon and Stefan is that Damon doesn't "have to" know her, he "gets to" know her. If not for Stefan, he'd simply care for Elena from a distance.

Damon has a certain style about him as he speaks of their family room. "It's a little kitschy for my taste." He would require an emotional connection to their art to actually like it. From this point forward, it's important to pay mind to what he says because he uses alternate meanings. Not just in this episode either. "I see why my brother's so smitten." The sense of sight because she's a doppelganger. "It's about time. For a while there, I never thought he'd get over the last one." Sense of time as they're over 145 years old. "Nearly destroyed him." And a sense of being because Stefan literally died and became a vampire. This is how quick Damon conjures up alternate meanings. He's also able to pull off beautiful speeches on the spot.

"Yeah. Katherine, his girlfriend? Oh, you two haven't had the awkward exes conversation yet. Oops. Well, I'm sure it'll come up now. Or maybe he didn't want to tell you because he didn't want you to think he was on the rebound. We all know how those relationships end."

Damon drops Katherine's name for the sake of Elena asking Stefan about her because it'll be hard for him to talk about Katherine without revealing his age. Damon then pushes the idea that Stefan is on the rebound for the sake of Elena pushing the issue all the more. The best way to get Elena questioning Stefan about Katherine is by making her question if she is in fact a rebound. He then admits to being a fatalist. This is extremely important for season 5, as it's his belief that things are fated to happen. Elena's comment jumps off his comment to Stefan in the pilot. "Well, let's hope not. We both know how that ended." Damon believes Katherine has been desiccating in the tomb for 145 years, so it ended.

Stefan interrupts their conversation. Bothersome to me because I already have a problem with the way he regards Elena. In this scene, it's his body language. He's coming off extremely possessive. Like a dog guarding its bone, only Elena is the bone. It's even in his eyes. He's having a non-verbal conversation with Damon, and in this conversation, basically tells Damon that Elena belongs to him. When Stefan makes Elena feel so unwelcomed that she admits she should've called first, yeah. He's literally giving her the feeling that she doesn't belong there. Damon's response is hilarious. "Oh, don't be silly. You're welcome any time. Isn't she, Stefan? You know, I should break out the family photo albums or some home movies. But… I have to warn you. He wasn't always such a looker." He's already offering her photo albums and home movies, both of which would reveal their truth. Stefan still hasn't taken his eyes off Damon, as if Damon did something wrong. A two second look at Elena, and his eyes are back on Damon. It's insane how possessive he is, and I love the way Damon responds to it. Even when Elena goes to leave, he's like a brick wall. She actually has to repeat Stefan's name to get him to step aside so she can leave. The way he holds his hands behind his back, he's exhibiting power and dominance.

Damon knows Stefan quite well, so he knows he was at the hospital to compel Vicki. He questions if it worked because apparently it doesn't work well for vampires that don't drink human blood. Stefan asks Damon a question that speaks to his jealous nature. "How long was Elena here?" He basically wants to know how long Damon and Elena were alone with each other. Damon responds to Stefan's jealousy. "Are you worried, Stefan? Scared we may be doomed to repeat the past?" Elena is hilarious to me because she's quick to believe Stefan is on the rebound as Damon told her he was. "Raging family issues" is how she chooses to describe Stefan's possessive nature. Jeremy is hilarious in the way he talks to Jenna after she throws an apple at him, and she has no idea what to make of his response. Given what happens to Vicki, Damon had every reason to question if Stefan's compulsion worked on her. The only way I can describe her issue is by referring to Damon's mind in 8x10. He placed himself in hell fire in his conscious mind and in the cemetery in his subconscious mind. For a vampire on human blood, compulsion should reach the subconscious mind. It should reach the cemetery. For Stefan, it's only reaching the conscious mind, the hell fire. That's why Vicki is having nightmares about Damon. Her subconscious is breaking through and literally haunting her. Caroline catches sight of Damon and he disappears right before her eyes lol. At this point, he's acting like a tease. It's my belief that he's teasing her to the point she aches for him. He does this extremely well with Elena.

Zach is questioning why Damon is there. "Why did he come home?" If it is Damon's home, there should be no reason to question why he is home, and I feel the question quite insulting for either brother. Stefan assumes it's because of him. Uhm, no. Damon is home because he plans to rescue Katherine from the tomb. He's planning to make Stefan miserable because Stefan forced himself into Elena's life whilst pretending to be human. "Is she worth it? Uncle Stefan, this girl you came back for?" Insane that Zach feels this way about Stefan. I feel Elena is worth Stefan stepping out of her life, but he won't respect her enough. They're in town where most of their events take place, lighting candles and waiting for the comet to pass over. I consider the candle lighting representations just like the opening of the pilot. Stefan and Elena discuss the comet, his description is quite beautiful. Elena lol… "You seem to spend a lot of time apologizing." That's because Stefan is a big, fat liar. His question is perfect by design, and its intent is to further lie to her. "What did he say?" He wants to know what Damon told her about Katherine because he doesn't want to share unnecessary information. Sharing unnecessary information could reveal their truth. I consider this a manipulation. She talks about how Damon spoke of Katherine breaking his heart. Stefan tells her that was a long time ago. Uhm… he's stuck in his 17 year old body and pretending to be human. It's gonna be hard to claim it was a very long time ago while also being at an age when he would've dated her. Stefan stands in front of her to get her attention. Obvious that his intimate distance doesn't do to Elena what Damon's does, and I don't think it's meant to. She blows out her candle and leaves him at the event.

Damon's at the Grill, having a drink when Vicki walks in. He considers it unfortunate that she knows him, but he's speaking specifically to Stefan's inability to compel her correctly. That's why he takes her to the roof. He wants Stefan to feed because he's not even strong enough to compel. Like the pilot episode, Matt has another split-second moment that I swear he suspects Stefan of being a vampire. It's when Stefan hears Damon and Vicki on the roof, and he tilts his head to it. I also find it very hard for Stefan to explain why he's at the hospital visiting Vicki when he's a stranger to them. Damon cracks me up every time he pokes fun at Stefan's animal diet. He questions Vicki in front of Stefan for the sake of showing him that he's not compelling correctly. That's why he presses about what attacked her. A correctly compelled person wouldn't remember a vampire. Damon is genuinely upset that Stefan is as weak as he is. Understand that he has no idea Stefan is a blood junkie. He only knows that Stefan is a ripper. One doesn't necessarily have to do with the other. "No! I want you to remember who you are!" Stefan believes this is about Damon wanting to be brothers again. Uhm... this asshole truly can't think of any other reason why Damon is acting this way. Stefan forced himself into Elena's life and is playing human with her. He literally just got done writing in his journal about how he's unable to resist her, still poses a threat to her as he chooses to remain in her life, and he wonders why Damon wants him to remember who he is? He's the Ripper of Monterey!! Stefan actually tells him that he'd rather die and be rid of him than live and have him in his life. And fans wonder why I consider Stefan a shit brother. Through his response, Damon is basically telling Stefan that he's being dramatic. Damon doesn't want his brother dead, he wants him strong. It's insane to me that Stefan is choosing to build a life in Mystic Falls while remaining weak on the animal diet. Stefan won't be able to hide every little thing for long, so he will need his strength at some point. "Give Elena my best." Damon's comment has an alternate meaning, and it's actually quite literal. Stefan is giving Damon's best to Elena and Damon is giving Stefan's best to Caroline. Stefan is ripping into Elena in 3x5 and Damon is kissing her in 3x10.

Caroline makes it clear that she likes being the center of attention. God forbid Vicki actually be center of attention for the night. "Ugh, it's just so much drama. Ever notice how the druggies are the biggest attention whores?" This is Caroline describing herself.

When Bonnie hands Elena's phone number to Stefan, she has the same reaction as she did for her beer bottle reading. She can sense that he's a vampire. Even though Jenna is having a problem acting as their parental guardian, I feel that's mostly due to her age. It's sad that Jeremy is stuck in this love triangle with Tyler and Vicki, but he offers an interesting point of view when Elena gets stuck in her own love triangle. At the end of the episode, Stefan treats Elena how he should've treated her when she was talking to Damon. He had no reason whatsoever to react the way he did. His reaction only furthers the fact that he's a possessive and jealous person. This here is insane to me.

"I'm scared that if I let myself be happy for even one moment that the world's just going to come crashing down, and I don't know if I can survive that." Elena's comment is enough reason for Stefan not to be in her life, but he's not about caring what's best for her, he's about himself. "Well, this is reality. Right here." Stefan hands Elena another lie. Without his daylight ring, he'd burn to ash when the sun came up. This is only half their reality, so it's a lie by omission. They cut to Damon, who's giving Caroline the other half of their truth. So Stefan is giving Elena Damon's best and Damon is giving Caroline Stefan's best. The very reason Damon needed to enter Elena's life once Stefan did. He's there to unravel the lies Stefan tells her.

[allamericansbitch]

Hi everyone! Here’s the newest addition to my Creator Shoutout Series (december 4 - december 12)! For info about the series, I explained it in the first post here, but generally, it’s to show appreciate to editors and their creations that i love from the past week. To track this series or look at previous shoutouts, please check out the tag on my blog *creatorshoutouts. Have a great week everyone!

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[zenmai--jikake--no--komoriuta]

⌘ where you always were

{ a fanmix following the Crystal Exarch’s journey across eon and instant, one song at a time }

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-------------------------------------- just a mix of EN and JP songs that fit well lyrically, arranged in some semblance of a chronological order. heavily inspired by lesalia and fivebright’s own fantastic playlists -- go give them a listen!

this is an updated version of the playlist I made back in 2019 after Shadowbringers early access, now with 10 new tracks to cover up through Endwalker!

Youtube is the recommended way of listening as it contains all 47 songs in the correct versions (I had to make some cover substitutions with Spotify and it's missing one song, but it's otherwise intact). --------------------------------------

tracklist

     ⌘ = incl. links to a specific translation

- DAYBREAK - ○ 01.  Us — Jenna Raine  >>  We were younger then, we didn't know / Time would tell a story of its own ⌘ 02.  Crystal mic — Tourai (cover)  >>  Just once more, for the sake of "being together with just us two," / I sing a poem for that faraway dream / at the end of the transparent despair ⌘ 03.  Bokura ga Tsunaideiku — Arashi  >>  The eras change and time passes / Even if we chase after a different tomorrow / We'll surely come back to this road again someday ⌘ 04.  Sight for Sore Eyes — Kenshi Yonezu  >>  What I want is simple - there's a future with you in it / And for me to just see what future that would be / That'd be a sight for sore eyes... ○ 05.  Laughter Lines — Bastille  >>  I'll see you in the future when we're older / And we are full of stories to be told / Cross my heart and hope to die / I'll see you with your laughter lines ○ 06.  Wake Me Up — Avicii  >>  So wake me up when it's all over / When I'm wiser and I'm older ⌘ 07.  Seventeen — YOASOBI  >>  This can't be the happy ending / In that case, I'll go to your world and save you / Forgive my recklessness / because I'm sure I'll carry it out

- SUNDOWN - ⌘ 08.  Thousand-Year Solo — Jack (cover)  >>  Although we can no longer meet under this moon / Facing this sky, I'll continue to sing ○ 09.  Vanilla Twilight — Owl City  >>  And I'll forget the world that I knew / But I swear I won't forget you / "Oh darling, I wish you were here" ⌘ 10.  Encore — YOASOBI  >>  In a place I don't recognise, I wake up / This is a world with no night / A world that ends with today ⌘ 11.  Cradle of destiny — MEIKO  >>  I firmly believed that it would one day come true / A future where you and I could stay together / was the only thing that I wanted and needed ○ 12.  Young — Vallis Alps  >>  In the end / Time forever favors the young ⌘ 13.  Kimi wo Sagasu Sora — Kagamine Len  >>  My fate twists, far far away, forever / Aimlessly I wander to find the pieces of my heart / Until the day I see your smile... ⌘ 14.  Halzion — YOASOBI  >>  Even now, I find myself searching for fragments of the days which I can't return to, and your presence / I'm still reaching my hand out towards the pair of us on that day ⌘ 15.  VOiCE — Valshe (cover)  >>  You’re not here anymore, I can't accept it / It's no use, would you listen to this song? ⌘ 16.  Campanella — Kenshi Yonezu  >>  Blown by the tailwind, surely I'll still be living / Until the day it ends, so as to get closer / I want to remember you... ○ 17.  If You Only Knew — Shinedown  >>  If you only knew / How I refuse to let you go / even when you're gone

- BEFORE DUSK - ○ 18.  East — Vallis Alps  >>  I've been waiting on tonight / Crystallize, crystallize / I've been looking in your eyes / We're on the rise, on the rise ⌘ 19.  together, forever — Arashi  >>  Overtaking a flowing wave of light towards freedom / What we were aiming for was a memory that would repaint the night ○ 20.  Counting Stars — OneRepublic  >>  Lately I been, I been losing sleep / Dreamin’ about the things that we could be / Baby I been, I been prayin' hard / Said no more counting dollars, we'll be counting stars ⌘ 21.  Nighthawks — Kenshi Yonezu  >>  If there were only one thing left that these empty hands could grab / I think I'd want it to be your outstretched hand / Ahh, that's all I'd need; that's our future I wish for... ⌘ 22.  Ai wo Utaou — Arashi  >>  A sorrowful sky above a battlefield, I can hear it, Something will change on this night / Wanting to heal you, I'm by your side / You being here is my courage ○ 23.  Giants — ONE OK ROCK  >>  In the pieces, we found ourselves / So fight for me, I’ll fight as well ⌘ 24.  Tsugai Kogarashi — Fumi & Nagao Kei (cover)  >>  To become the rustling wind / To become the solace for many / We want to become the tailwind for the people / who are doing their best to live in this world

- NIGHTFALL - ⌘ 25.  Kimi no Yume wo Miteita — Arashi  >>  Because it won't change, I want to give you the truth / What's important is to tell my true feelings without any lies ⌘ 26.  Fluorite — Kenshi Yonezu  >>  It must be better proof than any / How precious you are to me... ⌘ 27.  Although A Song Is Formless — Pokota (cover)  >>  I will sing / When you, who gave me smiles, are crying / I, even for just a tiny little bit / wish to become your comfort and support ○ 28.  Crash and Burn — Savage Garden  >>  If you need to crash, then crash and burn / You're not alone ○ 29.  Everybody’s Changing — Keane  >>  You're gone from here, soon you will disappear / Fading into beautiful light / 'Cause everybody's changing and I don't feel right ○ 30.  Broken Open — Adam Lambert  >>  It doesn't matter, go on and shatter / I'm all you need ○ 31.  Everything, All You See — Vallis Alps  >>  I thought I'd be okay to play my part like I promised / Ooh, but I want to be honest / My balance in the air, I'm caught off guard again ⌘ 32.  Mirage Song — Kenshi Yonezu  >>  Have I mourned anything? / In a place with such bright sunlight as this… / Have I doubted anything? / Even though you're always beside me... ⌘ 33.  Tsuki Yuki Hana — KAITO  >>  The days forever gone, my wish unanswered / I take in all the grief, and my devotion is beyond my control... ⌘ 34.  REVIVER — MY FIRST STORY  >>  Until the day my last dream comes true / This is my only way

- MIDNIGHT HOUR - ○ 35.  Windswept Day — Revo  >>  - instrumental - ⌘ 36.  I'm Sorry — Kenshi Yonezu  >>  I'm not able to say goodbye, it's just too terrifying / Though my hands tremble in the flood of light / If I'm with you, I can be stronger, that's all... ○ 37.  The Soft Goodbye — Celtic Woman  >>  There's a dream that will not sleep / A burning hope that will not die / So I must go now with the wind / And leave you waiting on the tide ○ 38.  I Found Love — Owl City  >>  So take my hand, and shed a tear / Before I'm gone, it's now or never / I'll hold you close, the end is near / But love goes on, and on forever ⌘ 39.  Eine Kleine — Kenshi Yonezu  >>  To have everlasting sorrows and open seams, but also you / How happy I would be to smile and say, "It was for the best"... / Everything before me seems to blur and melt / A flood of miracles wouldn't be enough / Because you called my name... ○ 40.  Take It All Away — Owl City  >>  There was a shot in the dark, I was caught by surprise / There was a hole in my heart, there were tears in your eyes ⌘ 41.  Yasashii Suisei — YOASOBI  >>  The ring of a gunshot cruelly tears into the night / As the breath of farewell rushes onward / The falling stars, without mercy, shine for just an instant / And disappear before my wishes can reach

- DAWN - ⌘ 42.  Starcrew — Rib (cover)  >>  Denying my memories, scattering them to the stars / As night returned once more / Looking at you, with the loneliest eyes in the world / Knowing the most painful separation of all... ○ 43.  Nothing Left To Lose — Mat Kearney  >>  Come on, and we'll sing, like we were free / Push the pedal down watch the world around fly by us ○ 44.  Stay — Eyeshine  >>  I've seen the worst this life will throw and I can take it / And I'll push it all away / If at the end of the day you are standing with me, who can break us? ⌘ 45.  Blue Jasmine — Kenshi Yonezu  >>  Now, where should we go? Listen, darling, wherever it may be / I'm sure that just having you beside me will make it special... ⌘ 46.  Sangenshoku — YOASOBI  >>  Even if we separate again, ahead of our continuing paths / No matter how many times / If we strongly tie our bonds back together / We can meet again ⌘ 47. Shukufuku — YOASOBI  >>  The fact that you were born in this star / The fact that you will continue living in this world / So that you can love it all, ah- / I give my fullest blessing to you....

[wandasaura]

So like what type of music is r into?

I think it's not something (extreme into one genre only) like metal/rock, but nothing like pop either. Maybe Pop-Punk (Avril Lavigne, Paramore, Blink-182) or if r is in an idgaf state of mind, maybe some nu-metal (Linkin Park, Korn, System of a Down or early evanescence)?

-🤑

she likes a soft pop sound with her music, something calm with lyrics that cut. so i’d say artists like gracie abrams, maddie zahm, jenna raine, etc.

[underburningstars]

MUSIC INTERVIEW

I was tagged by @crying-lightningx @jegulusofwesper @nightshift-clocking-in @where-is-vivian thanks ya'll <33

RULES: Put your playlist on shuffle. For each of the 10 interview questions, select a lyric from the random song that comes up (skip if there aren’t any lyrics and make sure to drop the name of the song in your interview answer).

1. First off, how would you describe yourself in one sentence?

My mind and me, we don't get along sometimes

My Mind & Me by Selena Gomez

2. What kind of [Taurus] are you?

I say the wrong shit at the right times

If I'm offending them I don't mind

Maybe they all should listen to me

Scrawny by Willow

3. You’re visiting your favorite spot, what are you thinking about?

I'm dancing on top of cars and stumbling out of bars

Sucker by Jonas Brothers

4. If your life was a movie, what do you think the first review would say about it?

God, it's brutal out here

brutal by Olivia Rodrigo

5. Say you get a book deal, what are you titling your memoir?

If you cover my mouth with your hands trying to silence me

I'll scream as loud as I can

dramatic by Cat & Calmell

6. What would you say about your best friends?

Bad girl, need a bad girl, need a bad girl

'Cause the bad boys just don't cut it

Bad Girl by Daya

7. Think back to when you had everything all figured out in high school, what was your life motto as a teenager?

I am too consumed with my own life

Are we too young for this?

Softcore by The Neighbourhood

8. Describe your aesthetic now:

Somebody once told me that there's two sides to life, what's yours?

I might have accidentally let the darkness eat the light

Sing To Me by MISSIO

9. What’s a lyric that they’ll quote in your eulogy?

This isn't goodbye, this is simply see you later

see you later (ten years) by Jenna Raine

10. And for our final question, say we believe in soulmates, what do you think their first impression of meeting you will be?

Let's stop running from love, running from love

Let's stop, my baby (my baby)

Let's stop running from us, running from us

Let's stop, my baby

My My My! by Troye Sivan

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