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Duckton was overseeing vendors, as per his contract. His vendors were mostly food, although he had struck a very good deal with a toy company and a face painter. Oh! And that balloon man who he was at least thirty percent sure was using a fake halo to sneak into heaven—but with deals like that, how could he resist?
Popcorn, cotton candy, a spectacle of fried doughs, pickles, boiled peanuts, hotdogs in more forms than Duckton could count, ice creams, popsicles, meats-on-sticks and something called a lemon-shake-up all were being sold in carts that lined the streets. Kids were already lined up to get balloons, toys, and free shirts.
This was perfect! The ropes kept people in line, the lines were moving fast and people were still being patient! Duckton felt confident that today would be a success!
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Flashback - Interviewing the Joy Team™️
*Emily sat in her newly built office, the windows allowing a lot of natural light in to reflect off of the white marble and polished hardwood desks. The whole building smelled like coffee from the one little pot brewing off to the side, her mug already filled as she worked on paperwork before the first of the interviewees were to arrive.*
*She had gotten the idea to build a team from one of the dominions. In the past, they had helped her get events ready, putting out decorations and setting the scene for whatever event Emily had put together that week. That was fine at first, there was down time and the dominions were eager to have purpose! However, as the population grew, tastes changed and there were more events, larger events, more varied events, well- the dominions just couldn’t keep up with that and their other work.*
*So, here she was! A shiny building with two floors, little cubicles for all the people she’d hire this week, an office for herself similar to the one she had back at the seraphim palace, several meeting rooms, a fully equipped kitchen and a soothing lobby for angels to relax in.*
*The soft twinkling of the fountain in the lobby was interrupted by a bell chiming as someone entered and she hurriedly set the stack of paperwork aside to greet the first angel of the day, a cherub named Maple. As the little moose-like angel entered, Emily stood up to greet her with an award winning smile and a hand ready to shake.*
“Hello Maple! It’s so good to meet you, my name is Emily, but you can call me Em, Emmy, E, whatever you’d like! I respond to anything! Please, take a seat!”
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“Heard you were pretty good at volleyball…” -✨
I know you have said before you don’t really like team sports but if you had to play one what would you choose?
Does doubles tennis count? Because that if so. If not, probably hockey.-🗡️

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"The Lord loves a cheerful giver :)" I'll cheerfully give him these hands
#been talking about experiencing joy with my therapist and how it's difficult to enjoy joy#cause ur guilted for finding joy in something in a way that doesn't tangibly show worship/praise#I liked dance and wanted to do gymnastics but I couldn't and was told to join the praise dance team#college was dangerous for challenging your faith#fun hair colors were worldly#etc etc#so me and my therapist are trying to slowly introduce joy and rest into my life like an infant eating solids#my dad was less strict about doing things for church but it still had to be Productive™️#so yea I'm learning how to have fun and rest v fun things to learn at my ripe old age of 21#ex christian#religious trauma
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Here's a list I made of random thoughts and reactions I had during and after watching STH3 hehehrmrr why did I make this…
(Part 1 🫠)
!spoilers ahead duh!
- damnit Kyle
- ACOUSTIC LIVE AND LEARN?! it’s so peaceful
- Did flashbacks of past trauma just jolt shadow out of a 50 year stasis?-
- bro really took the “woke up (from a 50 year coma) and chose violence” saying literally HDHDHHSD
- Movie Shadow is so cool I LOVE
- Still silly as always hehe 🤭🤭🤭
I just love how that iconic level completed/victory tune played during that last scene ^
- HAHA OZZY GET SUBTITLES!!
DOGGY TRANSLATOR :D

“You stole my hoomans” IM WHEEZING
- okay is it coincidence that where their camping site was, was in the same area as Sonic’s old cave orrr…
Anyways nice lil trip down memory lane! ^-^ also interesting to see that not everything of Sonic’s got moved from the cave into Tom and Maddie’s house
- Omg the ✨stateoftheartsecuritysystem✨ made a return xD good to see he can still master them nunchucks…
- I swear this kid could draw better at like 3 yrs old then I could at 16 🥲
- Tom: *trying to have a wholesome father to son conversation*
Sonic: “yah…iN mA LuNgS”
Tom (in his head probably lmao): “where is this kid’s braincells-“
- “I don’t know what I’d do without ya…*scene switches over to shadow* I’d probably be a totally different hedgehog”
BYE I’m sobbing that was just a SAD move. WHYY DID YOU DO THAT😭😭
- You heard him…leave the lil guy alone :(
- “peace…” “quiet…” STOPPP YOUR GONNA JINX- aaaand yep called it. Here come the uninvited guests 🚁
- *Neon starts playing during the helicopter scene* AWW HELL YEAAAA BANGER SONG + BANGER SCENE = PEAK CINEMA RRRAAAHHHHH
- look at Tails being the copilot HES SO ADORABLE I LOVEEEEE🥹🥹🥹 the little detail of the helmet shifting forward as he looks down..still too big on him but he looks so happy wearing it AAAAAAA
- ONE MILLION PERCENT MUSCLE™️ MENTIONED!!!!
- THE SKYDIVING SCENE WAS AAAAARGH SO COOL I WAS FLAT OUT JAMMING TO THE SONG ATST AKBDJABDJAND I LOVED THEIR SMOOTH AS FORMATIONS AND THEN THE HEROIC LANDING GRAAAAHHHHH
- Tails: “woah…these energy readings are off the chart…”
Meanwhile my sonic boom brainrotted ass: “FORTUNATELY WE HAVE A BIGGER CHART-“
- ONE MILLION PERCENT MUSCLE™️ MENTIONED!!! (AGAIN)
- “excuse me?! Why do you look like me?!”
“I don’t look like you…you look like me!”

- sonic refuses to listen to his team strike one
- ugh shadow and motorcycles >>>>>
- BABYYYYYY 🥺😭
- i am literally squealing, crying and laughing over this one scene
Okay so ofc we got tails just BEING A KID ENJOYING THE CONCERT AWWWW AGAIN MORE SMOL DETAILS LIKE THE HAND CLAPPING AND THE WAGGING TAILS AND SWINGING THE LEGGIES HES LOVIN IT!! 🥹💛
Then we got sonic who you can see IS subtly vibing along…and then he glances over at Tails AND HIS FACE KINDA LIGHTS UP?! LIKE HIM JUST SEEING THE SHEER JOY HIS LITTLE BUDDY IS HAVING RN HES HAPPY FOR HIM I CAN TELL
Knuckles just looks annoyed lmao
And the Commander looks like he’s literally having second hand embarrassment HSHDHDHDHD
That’s what ya get for tryna having a meeting in the Chao Garden ig 🤣
- I-is Commander Walters really dead?… ;-;
- STONE RIDING A MOTORBIKE HELLO?!
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic movie 3#sonic movie 3 spoilers#sonic wachowski#miles tails prower#tails wachowski#knuckles the echidna#knuckles wachowski#tom wachowski#maddie wachowski#scu#sonic cinematic universe#shadow the hedgehog#movie sonic#movie tails#movie knuckles#movie shadow#sth#sonic movie#dr eggman#ivo robotnik#gerald robotnik#maria robotnik
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what dots are we connecting
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so like. i am fully delulu but
the enchante drop has the "Our Fresh Fruit Never Left" tshirt which i thought was "danny ric is for the girlies hihihi" type of joke but i mean WE ALL KNOW WHERE IT'S FROM RIGHT
the gambling ad starts with something like "retirement aint all that"
he appears to still be keeping up his neck training, key word appears. but for the sake of the narrative™️ let's pretend he is still keeping up his neck training. he also appears to be keeping up with his diet
today we get a tweet there's MASSIVE news about him and his career
he randomly comes back to ig rebranded
changes his pfp on ig today
he posts a post with the caption "lost&found" like i guess he was i dont know lost after he left the sport and now has found himself
the song on his story is jack's mannequin's im ready
but he put his monaco apartment up for rent apparently so this could also mean absolutely nothing. the ad will have been written by the marketing team of the company. the neck could just be him keeping in shape and losing his fitness level slower than others. the story where he is eating a healthy meal and just stealing a bite could just be that he didnt feel like getting a full sweet breakfast. the song im ready is actually about getting ready to let go of a relationship. but lowkey APOLOGIES BUT IS THERE A BETTER LINE TO DESCRIBE HIS CAREER THAN "I am aware, I've been misled; I disconnect my heart, my head - don't wanna recognize when things go bad || I grip the wheel and all at once I realize: My life has become a boring pop song and everyone's singing along" im going insane.
also do not forget about the fact that the last beats add had new york city by current joys which has such depressing lyrics that one might idk easily connect it to his relationship with red bull and now this has a lot more moving on vibes but what do i know I KNOW NOTHING
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“I really appreciate that, Milan.” -💕
Molly gave her the number for her landline and they parted ways before Molly went home and immediately started freaking out planning how she was going to make this work.
Flashback - 💕
A rock skipped across the water. It was different here. She’d been here for years and yet it never stopped being strange. Despite the amount of people here in heaven there was always somewhere to be alone. Somewhere she could hide from the world.
The autumn air had a bite to it even with her thick sweater and mittens. The leaves crunched under her feet with each step, the oranges and browns a cacophony of sounds even with muted colors.
Molly took a seat under a tree, the roots growing out of the ground where she could sit comfortably, her legs crossing over one another as she stretched out. She leaned back against the trunk and watched the birds fly past, the wind under their wings.
But that… that was not a bird. That was an angel… coming towards her very quickly.
Maybe a new friend?
She tried looking for the bright side. Not like being pessimistic was going to change anything.
@the-joy-team
Today’s training sesh with Michael was a bitch. Milan sighed in exhaustion, groaning in pain as she rubbed her sore arm. Why the hell did that twink have to choose her to be his special student or whatever the fuck he called her? And why the hell was he such a pain in the ass about training?
All Milan wanted now was to go to her spot to blow off some smoke by hitting another blunt. That always did the trick! So imagine her displeasure when she found someone sitting at her high point!
Bitch, excuse me?
She mutters to herself as she rushes over to the other soul, disgruntled.
Hey, could ya find somewhere else to chill? This is kinda my spot and you’re interrupting my—
Upon a closer look, the soul, a Winner, wasn’t too bad-looking. She was kinda pretty, and those legs— would Milan? Yes. Yes she would.
Hahah…I mean, where are my manners? Hello, what brings you here? -💥🔥
#joy team™️#lutualverse#hazbin hotel rp#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel roleplay#molly 💕#hazbin hotel oc#exorcist milan#hazbin hotel rp blog#hazbin hotel milan#lutualverse flashback#plot line
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first lines of 2025!!
Hi team 💖💖💖 I wish you all a happy, fulfilling, creative and funny new year ✨ I hope you'll be able to find peace, I hope you'll stay healthy, and I hope you'll have nothing but luck. also I hope for Evan and Tommy to go back together 😌
I had a lot of troubles writing recently, I even am late for some gift exchanges :(((((( but I decided that I'll write EVERY DAY of 2025. Even if it's just wip, even if it's an exercise, even if it's only on my notebook. I will write more! Fanfictions, but also the book I have already planned and in mind and which could be my biggest work yet. So here are my first lines of 2025! It's a Christmas fic, because I don't care if it's already january, I have IDEAS™️.
“Who knew Jee-Yun would be able to yell this loud because of you!” Tommy's smile is almost painful from stretching over and over again as the hours pass. The mixed effect of the joys of a good Christmas dinner, a lovely boyfriend by his side, and the imperishable memory of his niece's noisy happiness when she spotted Santa's tall, imposing silhouette outside her house. Just enough time to put on her hat and gloves, run out the door -with Maddie close behind- and Jee-Yun reached the middle of an empty street. She stood outside for a moment, her nose raised in the hope of catching another glimpse of the old man, of his sleigh, but nothing. Then Maddie patted her on the shoulder and pointed to a shape on the ground. Santa's hat (the real one!) probably lost in his hurry. A wonder that left Chimney and Buck time to put the Christmas's presents under the tree. A wonder that remained in her eyes until bedtime, the hat clutched tightly between her little fingers, with a promise to give it back to the old man next year.
tagging some friends, i'll do a bigger NY post later 🥰
@girlwonder-writes @racerchix21 @bangpop91 @aaronntviet
@rdng1230 @quintessenceofdust88 @nine-one-wanton @typicalopposite
@dadbodbuck @bidisasterevankinard @sunnywithachanceofbi @30somethingautisticteacher
#911 abc#evan buckley#tommy kinard#bucktommy#tevan#911 show#wip#kinley#911 on abc#kinkley#jee yun buckley han#buckley siblings#maddie han#chimney han#christmas
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Ellen took pride in her magic acts. She’d gotten this job by impressing Emily with her card skills, so when the theme for this year’s Heavenly Happiness day came out, she was confident that she could put on a worthwhile entertainment act!
She had the largest amount of space of the seven, individual acts spread far and wide throughout the carnival! Ellen herself was right in the middle of it all, doing a mix of one on one card magic and large performance acts—although she was still waiting on that sword swallower that Emily had found in the dumpster to show up.
Ellen really hoped she could convince him to let her saw him in half, it’d be a lot cooler if she didn’t have to explain it to an audience member…
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*Emily nodded. That made sense, even if she hated not having a perfect solution. But then again, perfect solutions rarely existed.*
“You’re good. Welcome to the JoyTeam™️ Molly, let’s change lives!”
*She leaned across and shook the spider’s hand with a wide smile.*
*A young Emily, barely four feet tall, comes running down the hall. It’s early, the sun hasn’t even begun to rise, but this is her day off and Sera had promised that she would have time to spend with Emily*
*Little feet come pattering down against the marble floors of the palace before Emily jumps and turns, landing right in front of the tall ornate doors to Sera’s room*
*Practically buzzing with excitement, her fist pounds against the door* “Sera!!! It’s morning time!!! You have to wake up so we can get the day started!!!”
(( @ask-emily-em-emmy ))
[Sera walked out of her chambers in her nightgown, rubbing her eyes sleepily. Today she could finally let herself take a day off, so she promised Emily to spend this day with her. Though Sera didn't expect that this day would start so early.]
[She looked at the little seraph and smiled at her.]
Good morning, Emily, I see you're already so excited. I need to change clothes first. Come inside, you can wait for me there.
[She stepped aside to let Emily into her chambers. The lights haven't even been turned on yet, so it's still dark there.]
#ask emily#lutualverse#hazbin hotel rp#lutuals#ask sera#flashback#lutualverse flashback#hazbin hotel sera#lutualverse_flashback#joy team™️#Molly 💕#plot line
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A Return to Something Like Normal
Sometime during her break, Emily had decided that her apartment, which had previously been meant for one, needed to be updated to meet the requirements of three. She had ordered a few pieces of furniture, including an art desk, foldable tv trays and a new tank with accessories to reunite Ass with her tiny black ball python, Venom. Another exciting purchase, the seraph had ordered a comfy outdoor couch that fit the three of them so they could all sit and watch the sunrise together, although there were several night spent on it as well, watching the stars and sharing their love however they could.
Emily didn’t want to leave her apartment. She’d essentially spent the last few weeks of her vacation nesting with her lovers and the idea of leaving the safety and comfort was not a pleasant one. Of course, they had gone out a few times together, (Shamira had even gone out on her own once) however this was different.
This would mark the first time she was truly separated from Ass since Sera had tried to unmake her.
Hindsight being 20x20, things had worked out for the best in the end! She wouldn’t trade her golden guardian for the world now! But, the fear that perhaps Sera would try again was never far from her mind and the chances of them being as lucky the second time was… slim at best.
And so, despite knowing it would make her a bit late, she spent a few extra minutes that morning on the balcony with her two warriors. A warm cocoon of wings and strong arms enveloping her as they softly spoke, laughing about nothing in particular, all of them trying to pretend they weren’t about to miss each other for the first time since they began.
But all good things must be ruined by career, as one winner had put it a little over a hundred years ago. It hadn’t made much sense at the time considering her career was everything to her then, but it made perfect sense now.
She finished getting ready, final soft kisses given freely to her guardian with a hand on her cheek and hungrier kisses for her flame ending with a light smack to Ass’s rear. Waving goodbye, she opened a portal to just outside the Joy Team™️ office building. She could have placed the portal inside, but something about that felt wrong after her leave of absence.
What she expected to walk into was a pristine office space, probably more well kept than she had left it considering the way that Penelope had assured her she had nothing to worry about. Emily really wasn’t sure how to describe the feeling in her chest knowing that things were running smoothly without her. Something like anxiety or fear that she might be replaced.
(But would that be so bad? A change of career?)
She was not prepared for charred walls, cracked furniture, broken windows and Penelope sitting forlorn at her desk with her head in her hands.
Emily blinked as she looked around at the mess. “Hey Pen, how’s it been… uh… going?” She took cautious steps forward, trying to avoid stepping on debris or tripping over metal reusable bottles.
The winner had a lot of mouse-like features, large rounded ears, a nose that pointed up just a bit past where it did in her mortal life and a tail she generally kept wrapped around her waist like a belt until she got too worked up, when it would end up in her hand as she worried the end. Penelope’s face as she looked up at Emily was very reminiscent of the human she once was though. Her mouth pressed tightly together, her eyebrows scrunched together, her chin dimpled as she did her best not to grind her teeth that sometimes felt too large for her mouth. Tear tracks down her cheeks darkening the short, light fur her heavenly form had given her.
“I lied to you, and if you fire me, I won’t blame you. I thank you for your time and never ending support thus far… please forgive me, Joy Bringer. I am… a failure.” She hung her head low and clamped her hands behind her neck, waiting for Emily to drop the guillotine.
Despite herself, Emily laughed. She threw her head back, not cruelly, but joyously. Maybe Adina was an awful Joy Bringer, but she definitely brought Emily some in that moment.
“I’m not going to fire you, Penelope. You’ve been a very valuable member of this team and I don’t think I’d ever be able to find someone else with your attention to detail.” Penelope looked up hopefully a smile working its way onto her face at the praise. Emily grinned to encourage it, placing a hand on her shoulder. “Now, where’s everyone else? We need to get this place cleaned up!”
Right on cue, the door to the break room burst open and Maple, spraying a fire extinguisher into the room she entered from, appeared.
“Don’t worry, I found the fire extinguisher!” Her antlers held a fire retardant blanket and the fire extinguisher in her hands (which was not one owned by Joy Team™️ last Emily knew) had some of the foam still hanging out of the end of the tube.
“Well! That’s great news! Thank you, Maple!”
Before Emily could say anything more, the break room was alight once more as Terry sneezed. Maple jumped, her little wings flapping high as she let loose the fire extinguisher. “BEGONE HELLFIRE!!!”
To Emily’s eternal amusement and shock, the ceiling decided in that moment to give way, dropping Ellen, Duckton and Chad to the ground, their card game spilling across the floor.
“Emily’s back!!! Is it Monday already?” Ellen laughed nervously as she brushed dust off herself. “We uh, we missed you! Please make sure Adina and Joyer don’t find me pleasepleaseplease…”
“I-”
“Emily! It’s so good to see you! We’re all glad that you’re ba… ba… ahCHOO!!!” Terry’s sneeze lit the corner of Penelope’s cubicle and motivational puppy calendar, the last clean and orderly part of the room, perhaps even the whole building.
With a vicious spray, Maple stopped the fire, coating Penelope and her cubicle.
“Penelope?”
“Yes, Emily?”
“Take the day off.”
“Thank you.”
…
It was long work, but with Emily back at the helm, the remaining crew returned the office to its former glory.
And Emily planned a workshop on safety.
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Today In History
Long after the Mississippi justice system gave up on the murder prosecution of Medgar Evers, Myrlie Evers kept the case alive.
When Myrlie Evers was told in 1989 that new information in her late husband’s decades-old murder case was unlikely to move the gears of justice, she did not react in anger.
Instead, she listened carefully as Mississippi prosecutor Bobby DeLaughter explained that the state couldn’t find any of the evidence from a past prosecution. Then, Myrlie calmly asked that his team “Just try.“
Faced with the overwhelming odds of a case with few surviving jurors, and a public that had long since seemed to move on from the tragedy, others might have backed down. Instead, Myrlie Evers fought to have the murder case reopened—a battle she had waged for 30 years.
On February 5, 1994, white supremacist Byron De La Beckwith faced a more racially diverse jury, in the third trial for the murder of Medgar Evers. When the guilty verdict was read, Myrlie Evers-Williams wept.
Afterwards, reported the Los Angeles Times, she jumped for joy, then looked up to the sky, saying “Medgar, I’ve gone the last mile of the way.”
Joy Ann-Reid @joyannreid MSNBC national correspondent and best-selling author, chronicles the lives of civil rights icons Medgar and Myrlie Evers in her new book: “Medgar and Myrlie: Medgar Evers and the Love Story That Awakened America.”
CARTER™️ Magazine
#carter magazine#carter#historyandhiphop365#wherehistoryandhiphopmeet#history#cartermagazine#today in history#staywoke#blackhistory#blackhistorymonth#medgar evers#myrile Evers
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✧。◟[NSFW] ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ꜱᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ – lee x reader [PGR]
there's an indentation in the shape of you
a.n. - dress by taylor swift got me writing this fic first before I should even start writing the first ones I planned LOL + Lee's Eng VA got me feeling things. also not edited yet, I will edit it when I get back 🙏
pairing - lee x f!commandant (allusions that he's using the hyperreal frame, but you're free to imagine which lee this is)
words - 7,055 words (this idea was supposed to be a drabble. pls don't ask kek)
TRIGGER WARNING - MINORS DO NOT INTERACT. MAJOR SMUT AHEAD: mentioned fingering, cunnilingus (m to f), penetration, dry humping, tit play?? other stuff I can't seem to put my finger on. allusions to virginity loss. dom!lee hyperreal. a bit of a bratty sub!reader. includes jealous lee. degradation (but only in the seggs part) (mentions of slut, whore). a little bit chrome x commandant/reader. slight tipsy characters because wine and alcohol is involved. we get a soft!lee because he is™️. lee and reader gets to have the bed break because he is also a beast rawr ଲ(ⓛ ω ⓛ)ଲ
Everyone thinks the relationship between a construct and their commandant is purely professional; the latter exuding orders to be executed by the former, the war they face, the blood they had and have to shed — all for the sake of survival and success of the mission. In the end, glory and honor await those who return to Babylonia.
However, beyond the exemplary titles and glimmering medals of valor, no one knows what happens behind those walls.
For example — they never saw the way Lee's fingers curled on your thigh.
Babylonia shone its bright lights onto the heroes that successfully reclaimed another place on Earth. To celebrate their arrival, the leaders took initiative to throw a grand party. Not only to celebrate their win, but to also reignite the nearly-doused flames of hope to the remaining humanity, to show that there is still a chance to take back the Earth from the reigns of death.
Cheers still rang throughout the halls of Babylonia, its joy incomparable to the wails down below. Surely, those who are still alive at a time like this couldn't help but join in their charade, at least, before they wake up once more to the sorrowful reality.
The Gray Ravens are no exception. Being one of the elite squad to spearhead the operations with the banner of Babylonia, they were the subject of the grand feast. And that meant the glimmers of tonight awaited their victorious presence.
“I don't- ah!” A small squeak escaped your lips, as Lucia finally finished pulling on the flimsy thread on your back.
Gasping, Liv covered her mouth in awe, rose-colored irises twinkling as she looked at you, “Commandant, you look so pretty.”
Laughing awkwardly, you slightly nodded to your construct, “really? It feels...awkward though.”
“Liv's not lying,” a soft assurance came from your team leader, Lucia, a grin reflecting on her face, “you look really pretty today, commandant.”
Gently tugging your figure to the nearest mirror, Lucia and Liv revealed your outfit tonight. Mirrors were supposed to reflect what one should see, yet, your own eyes wouldn't believe what was in front of you:
A cream-colored silk dress with a sweetheart neckline, the end of the gown reaching the floor, that hugged your curves all too well. Your usual tied hair was freely cascading your bare back, strands tickling wherever they could reach. You noticed your skin was sparkling even; you were well-aware of the vigorous training and all the other unfortunate scenarios that you and your team went through, yet, your body seemed like it knew no fatigue or stress at all.
“Ayla volunteered to help you look perfect tonight,” Liv pipped, “I think you noticed it when she was scrubbing your body earlier.”
“That was her?” It explained the intense scratching on your skin while you were in the bath, one that your constructs insisted on doing.
The three of you laughed. You couldn't help but marvel at your own constructs as well — Lucia wearing a dazzling carmine gown that reflected her Plume frame, and Liv with her luminous bubblegum cocktail dress mirroring her Eclipse one. A small sense of pride that intertwined with your joy bubbled in your chest, you were glad they were around as your friends instead of just ordinary constructs that only know of staying in the battlefield.
A knock on the door interrupted your moment with your teammates. Liv quickly ran to the door. “It must be Lee!”
A mention of his name made your heart skip a beat. It wasn't supposed to be like that — the relationship between a construct and a commandant is strictly professional. Deep down, you knew your feelings for him are far from that; you saw Lee more than just a teammate or a best friend. But to you, you don't even know the depth of his own attraction to you, unless you remember that one time—
Pretending to look away and deciding to create a small talk with Lucia, your eyes betrayed you as it caught a glimpse of Lee's figure emerging from the front door.
“Are you excited for tonight, Commandant?” Lucia asked.
“A bit. I feel like it's different facing a crowd for a party than facing the corrupted.”
“I agree with you,” she hummed, “but I think it'll be alright, we are all here together rather than fighting at different places all at once, right?”
Once more, your heart skipped. You looked over the mirror, to see cerulean eyes staring at you: an unreadable emotion written on his face.
“Ah, other than that, we have respective partners for tonight anyways. Are you excited to have Lee accompany you, Commandant?”
Another mention of his name. Paired with Lee's lingering gaze on you made you feel like you've shrunken like a mouse. It made your heart beat even faster, that you stumbled on your words.
“I think Chrome will be an excellent pair.”
A pin-drop silence entered the room. Your attention flickered to the reflection of the mirror, where a downcast expression was rewritten on Lee's face.
“You mean Chrome is your partner for tonight?”
Curse your carelessness. You hadn't even asked Chrome in reality; you were just running away from Lee and that unfortunate time—
—Liv hurriedly came back into the lounge. Noticing the air of gloominess, Liv opened her mouth, before hiccuping into a squeal.
“A-ah, guys! I think we should be going now...the party will be starting soon!”
You took that as a cue to turn and face your team members. Taking Lucia's hand, you trudged up to Lee and Liv. You made a mistake in looking at the construct you've been ignoring ever since you came back to Babylonia: the navy blue suit that was carefully ironed, and the smell of musk that flooded your senses. And you wished you hadn't looked up instead when you met his gaze.
Cerulean eyes stared down at you, and the initial fear of shrinking into a mouse returned to you. Looking away, you noticed a small bouquet of roses behind Lee's back, making your heart ache for no reason.
“Commandant.”
Lee's voice matured through the months you've been together. This time, his usual calculative tone melted, and instead, a softer yet rough baritone tone escaped his lips.
He held out his free hand. White gloves instead of the rough ones you've always seen were in his hands instead. “Commandant, good evening.”
“Good-” your voice cracked, making you cringe, “-good evening, Lee.”
You instinctively took the hand that was for you, but Lee was faster, the bouquet of fresh roses and baby's breath already in front of you.
“This is for you.”
No words came out of your blanked out mind. Lee finished the sentence for you, opting to give the bouquet to you without even touching his hand.
“I initially thought I'd be the one to accompany you tonight, but I suppose Captain Chrome already took that place. I'm sure his bouquet is much better than mine, then I suppose I should leave this here?”
Bastard.
A new sense of embarrassment erupted in your face that covered the butterflies that charred in your stomach.
He certainly was about to make that night memorable, wasn't he?
Golden lights poured all over the grandiose auditorium. People and constructs wearing ballgowns, dresses, and suits flocked underneath the glinting chandelier, its rainbow lights reflecting on the tiled floors. The faint smell of food and the clanking of glass filled the entire room, creating an ambiance that was sure to be remembered.
At that moment, confused gray eyes stared at your awkward figure.
“You want...me to be your partner?”
As soon as you entered the room, you had successfully evaded Lee and quickly found Chrome. You tried to keep things short and concise, just to let the captain of Strike Hawk agree to your proposal.
“Just for tonight.” You hushed your tone, frantically looking around to see if someone was eavesdropping on your conversation, “please, Chrome. I'll give you the cleaning robots you want for the whole month.”
“There's no need for that, Commandant. You already know that I'd do whatever you'd ask me to do, but I just don't get why? Isn't Lee around?”
A helpless sigh escaped your lips, to which the captain saw. Before you could speak, the expression on his face changed when he looked up, then looked back at you.
“Is this about Le-”
“-I know, I know, I'm a coward.” You deeply sighed once more, face covered by your hands, “I'm an idiot.”
Fortunately for you, Chrome knows about your dilemma – your infatuation for the man in your team. Giving you an assuring pat on your shoulder, Chrome lightly laughed.
“I see, I understand. I will be your partner for tonight then, Commandant. However, you should already know that you really need to talk to him about what happened before more misunderstandings would happen.”
You breathed out in pure relief. “I will, maybe not now. I still need time...”
Chrome held out your hand and whisked you away into the crowd. “I hope you do it sooner,” Chrome's voice cracked, “Lee looks like he's ready to assault me when I'm asleep.”
By the time Chrome led you to the dancefloor, you realized something: enjoying the party was a complete understatement. The laughter rang in your ears as the food you ate filled your stomach. Fruity gossip — especially those about Hassen and Nikola — reached your ears, paired with the ever-growing amounts of wine you've consumed over the last hour. Or was it last few hours ago?
“Commandant,” in your drunken state, you still managed to hear the worry in Chrome's voice, “I think you should put the glass down...you drank too much.”
You shook your head, refusing to give your glass into the gentle pull of his hand, “I'm fine, I'm not drunk. Let me have one more...”
While earlier, you were worried about Lee and *that* particular disturbance in your mind, you were already dancing with the lights in your vision to care about those trivial matters; after all, the wine was too sweet to whisk you away from everything.
“Ah, Commandant, please.” Chrome's voice shook with uncertainty, “Lee is-”
“-Lee this, Lee that!” You exasperatedly groaned, pouting as you downed on the nth glass for the night, “To hell with him! You're my partner; just come on and dance with me!”
The captain couldn't stop you, as you excitingly dragged him by his necktie to the dancefloor, the crowd around you cheering. Yet the loudness couldn't even drown out your laughter, as you drunkenly danced around your 'partner'. The alcohol had long fogged your head, but you weren't blind to the way Chrome's intense gaze was on you the whole time. You felt his hands around you, from your shoulders to your waist.
As the music played a sensual bass, your eyes opened to look around. Dim lights, a shadow overhead of the chandelier's outline, the sea of people on the dancefloor. Songs of praises about how tomorrow was another day for heroes to save the future, words of congratulations that only passed through your ears. Amongst the beat of the music playing in the background, your heart was playing a different song — there, you saw the person you'd been ignoring, yet looking for all this time: Lee was laughing and smiling at the ladies that surrounded him.
For a moment, you seemed to have gone sober. Perhaps, this was your punishment; and you deserve that heartbreak. So, you closed your eyes and danced to the unfathomable soundtrack of the night, forever drifting in your drunken stupor.
“How alluring,” you were suddenly aware of how Chrome was already too close from comfort, breathe tickling your ears, “I should have known that you were a mastermind to such things like this.”
His hands bordered around the area of your hips. It tickled you, but you couldn't help but remember Lee's own hands gripping your hips like what happened—
“Commandant,” his voice dropped an octave lower, making your spine shiver, as he brought you even closer to his chest, “why must you be like this?”
Reality and imagination overlapped your consciousness; while someone else held your body, all you could see in that proximity was Lee in his place. Your heart was throbbing now, as your drunken thoughts only made you remember that certain day with Lee.
His breath fluttered in your ear. Wandering hands. A tight space.
All you could do was inhale in that moment, before the breath of fresh air slipped through your lungs.
A momentary shake clouded your already-drunk thoughts. The bright lights in the dim room flickered in your vision before you felt a broad surface collide with your body.
“...enough.” Frankly, you must've been stuck too long in a daydream that you imagined Lee's voice. But then again, it must not be because—
“....Commandant....too much....drink.”
You shook yourself awake. When you returned to your senses, Chrome was in front of you, looking disappointed above you, but not at you. All because Lee was the one behind you, hands gripping your shoulders.
“I've already told her that.” the captain scoffed, “we're only dancing. I'm taking her home already.”
“Right, says the man who was close enough to kiss her.” Lee's cold tone made you shiver your spine. You've never seen him this angry before.
“At least I have the guts to do so, unlike someone who's been a coward.”
Coward. That seemed to sum up yourself. Or the man holding you.
Wait.
“Lee,” you cried out a slur, alcohol coming back to consume you, “enough, Chrome didn't do anything wrong.”
The light of the chandelier blinded his features, making you unsure whether or not you'd seen Lee's face in the darkness. Pulling you away from the light and the crowd, you heard a shift in Lee's whisper, a softer tone, “I'll take you home, Commandant.”
“...wait,” a small whine escaped your lips, before your surroundings blurred into pure darkness, “Lee, hang on...”
Your eyes closed, your sense of hearing faded like your vision, yet you felt a pair of strong arms wrapped around you.
“Lee...my mac and cheese...”
You remember that day.
A mission on Earth. The Gray Ravens were dispatched to help reclaim the piece of land vital to the operation's success. Alongside Strike Hawk, the two squads were sent without a hassle. Things were going very well until you and Lee somehow found yourselves cornered in one of the abandoned buildings.
You never expected yourself to be in that tight situation: a small dresser, with you and Lee stuck inside. You tried to awkwardly make the space comfortable enough still, but all the shifting and turning only made the situation worse.
“Commandant,” Lee breathed out after you tried to move your body, “I think you should stop...”
Sighing, you couldn't help but grow frustrated. “I could, but I think you're the one having trouble here. I don't want you to get back aches when we return to our base.”
“True, but...” he suddenly went silent, causing you to look at him, “this position is rather...”
“We don't have much of a choice then, I'm sorry, Lee. Don't worry; when we get back, I'll-”
Without missing a beat, Lee leaned forward, covering your mouth. Your eyes widened at the intrusion, eyebrows raised.
'There's someone out there'. He mouthed at you, still keeping his hand there.
As you listened to the creeping footsteps — one you identified as a corrupted — a small vibration, akin to a fluttering heartbeat, was heard thrumming alongside yours. You redirected your gaze from the small opening of the dresser, to Lee's focused stare to where you first looked.
A sharp jaw, clear and calculative cerulean irises that were curtained by his bangs, dimpled cheeks, soft-looking lips. You've known all this time that Lee was a handsome man, but have you ever looked at him like this? Have you ever stared at someone in a different light, that you want to kiss them?
“What?”
A startled question brought you back to reality. You caught him staring back at you with a wild, confused, yet curious expression written across his dainty features. You reeled yourself back — did you just say your thoughts out loud?!
“Um-” squeaking, you frantically shook your head, “n-no, I was just-”
Without hesitation, Lee leaned forward, one hand over the aide of your head, the other grasping your chin. In the middle of your hazy thoughts, you read an unfamiliar expression on Lee's face, this time, you could hear both of your hearts beating in sync.
“Pull away when you don't want to, Commandant.”
Sensing no imminent signs of restraint, you could only breathe in the moment Lee closed the gap between the both you.
And God, who would have known, his lips were soft.
Enough to drive you mad, enough to drive you insane. Greed corrupted your rational thoughts, blindingly wrapping your arms around Lee's neck and grasped his hair, as if afraid he'd be dragged away. But he wasn't; instead, he pulled you closer, holding you by your waist.
The only antagonist that appeared in your play was oxygen. Pulling away, a small whine escaped your lips. But it did grant you a sight: Lee's disheveled hair and swollen lips. The fire in your stomach did not disappear; instead, it ignited even more.
“...more.” you muttered through shallow, shaky breaths, “I want...more.”
The taste of him felt trivial, yet it made your appetite appear itself. You wished to be devoured, to succumb to his strength alone — but it didn't seem enough.
Yet, you were afraid to be rejected. However, much to your dilemma, a faint smile appeared amongst the unfamiliar expression on Lee's face.
“As you wish, then.”
Lee hoisted you up to his lap, before closing the gap. Your hunger clashed with his as you kissed him with more fervor, breathing in his mouth, touching wherever your hands could reach.
As you moved in his lap, you suddenly felt something rub down there. Peeking as you gasped for air, you noticed a bulge sitting eagerly on Lee's middle. Experimentally moving upwards, you heard Lee's breathy groan in your ear.
“Commandant...” his tone was a warning, but your hunger was insatiable, opting to thrust yourself in a languid motion.
“Do you,” you held out a shaky inhale, pleasure clouding your senses, “do you like that?”
He grasped your hips, eliciting a small whine from you. “do it properly, Commandant.”
“No.” You grunted, slowly rubbing yourself on him, “you should call me properly when you want me to.”
A low growl came from his lips to your ear, a shiver that went directly down to your aching core. You tried to hold back a low moan, when the grip on your hips tightened even more, before he flawlessly guided you on him.
“Alright then, [Y/N].” He groaned in your ear, making you gasp as he directed you instead, “two can play at this game.”
—
Before you could finish what you've dreamt of, you jolted whenever you were laying on, breathing heavily from the dream's impact.
Coming back to reality, you felt your head throb mercilessly, groaning from the pain. When you opened your eyes, a dark room welcomed you back, with the faint light of day haloing the windows. You also noticed yourself on a bed you've known all this time, the sheets smelling like musk. Confirming that you were still wearing the dress you wore the last time, you were safe to say that nothing bad happened. At least, the decency of the blanket that covered you.
...wait, that wasn't your blanket. Nor was this room.
Panic filled you as you scrambled to get out of the bed with a raging headache, but a familiar voice somehow calmed your nerves.
“Relax, you're in my room.”
Breathing a sigh of relief, you turned to your side to see Lee, still wearing the suit from last night, sitting on a chair beside the bed, a small screwdriver and a little toy in hand. You recognized it as the little robot he had built for you, a stray thought that made you believe he must have finished tinkering with it.
“Lee...”
“There's a hangover drink on the table beside you, along with the mac and cheese you requested.”
The drink was expected. But mac and cheese?
“Um...”
“Before you passed out, you called out to me for your forgotten mac and cheese. And threw a fit when I said no.”
You cringed. Pretending to look away from Lee, you silently took the drink and ate the freshly prepared food with a muttered "thank you". No thoughts — other than the raging headache — could come to mind, except for the tasty food that somehow satiated your hunger. But you were thankful, even though the creeping sense of dread and embarrassment filled your tired body. After finishing the food, you slowly got ready to get out of the bed.
“Well, um, thank you for the meal, I will probably just go back to the party now.”
“The party ended hours ago. You were asleep for eight hours.”
You looked at the bedside table to see the illuminated clock, signaling it was 10:42. You awkwardly chuckled, still avoiding Lee's intense gaze.
“O-oh...well, that's a shame. I guess I'll go back to my office, then. I will be finishing the do-”
“-I finished them for you while you were busy drooling on my bed.”
You contorted your face in disdain. This bastard...
“I guess I also still need to go, I need to talk to Lu-”
“-if you are talking about the favor Lucia asked you, I already did it for you.”
Your mind started to race once more, deciding that the only thing Lee should face was your bare back and not your disappointed face as you finally ran out of excuses. Opting out the last option, you stood from the bed, and sprinted to the door.
“...bye Lee!”
Freedom awaited you. Or you thought so. Because you only came in contact with Lee's chest instead. Looking up, annoyance written across your features, as Lee stared down at you, expresionless.
“I need to go, Lee. Please let me pass.”
“What is the rush, Commandant? I already did all the things I knew you'd use as an excuse.”
“I'm not making excuses!” Liar. Embarrassment and anger flushed your puffed cheeks, “I really need to go!”
“I'll let you go,” enlightenment filled your poor soul, “only when you tell me one thing.”
“Say it.”
“Why are you ignoring me.”
Why are you ignoring Lee? Simple. You didn't want to finish while you're drowning in the fear.
“I refuse to answer.”
“Then I'm not letting you go out.”
“Why do you want to know?” You exasperatedly sigh, glaring at Lee, “I thought you'd stop this charade.”
“Are you telling that to me, or are you telling that to yourself?”
Both of you glared at each other. He may be taller in height, but your pride refused to back down. “To you. I'm already honest.”
“I know you're not. You don't think I don't notice what you've been doing?”
In a sudden motion, Lee grasped your shoulder ever so gently, cerulean irises looking at you softly. “Why are you ignoring me, Commandant?”
“I'm not...”
“or should I call you [Y/N]?”
The way he spoke of your name made you weak in the knees. Flustered, you turned your back on him, approaching the bed.
“I'm not going to talk to you, Lee.”
“Alright, should I enumerate the things you've been doing then?”
You refused to answer.
“You never even look at me ever since we came back from the retrieval operation. Whenever I'm in the room, you always try to leave.”
The moments when you've done what Lee mentioned came to mind. You internally cringed.
“You told Chrome to be your partner, even though we already established that I'll be the one to accompany you, and Chrome didn't even know.”
Memories of last night resurfaced. The amount of wine you've drank, the music, the way Lee held you — no, that wasn't Lee. That wasn't supposed to be...
“Are you ignoring me because you are running away after what happened to us down on Earth?”
“N-no, I-”
“-then why are you running away from me?”
You turned to see Lee already behind you, eyes looking like they were close to tearing up. You couldn't help but feel your heart break into a million pieces, as the cracks of Lee's emotionless façade started to appear across his features.
“Won't you tell me?”
Your heart betrayed you.
“This is purely professional.” You breathed out, “constructs and commandants should not have a romantic relationship with each other. We already listed our names in Death's checklist, and anytime, death would reclaim us in this neverending fight; whether I succumb to the natural death or you succumb to the punishing virus.”
“Your point?”
“I-” you choked on your suddenly overwhelming tears, “I cannot accept what happened to us down there. I can't risk putting our feelings first when our duty calls.”
You looked at him, breathing in your tears, “what if I lose you?”
The dam of unspoken feelings finally broke down. You've put a lot of thought into it; the fear of losing Lee as a lover, as your construct, as your teammate, as your friend. What goes beyond the weapons and glory, you feared what happens when one of you either dies or succumbs to the virus?
With a gentle coo of your name, Lee leaned closer to cup your cheeks, his thumb caressing away the tears that were falling from your eyes.
“We cannot stop that. I know. I have already seen the futures; but should that really be the reason for us to be apart? To simply be my commandant, and I, as your construct?”
You thought it to be the answer. But Lee proved you wrong.
“I can't do that. I don't want us to be just like that. [Y/N], I feel the same; I can't imagine myself without you in this life.”
No words spoken to you other than what Lee told you made you breakdown like this: crumbling into the bed, the overwhelming feelings of the future consuming your thoughts. But Lee, he cradled you into his arms, soft sweet nothing muttered as he kissed the crown of your head.
“I like you. I like you so much that I am afraid to lose you in this life, that I want to be close to you all the time, I don't want you to pick anyone else; I need you. I'll love you all the time, I will keep you safe from everything.”
Kneeling to your crouching frame, he cupped your cheeks with a small smile on his face, “that's why I'll stay alive for you, I love you, [Y/N].”
Your feelings are incomparable to the confession you've heard from Lee. You felt the same; you'd devote yourself to him, you—
“I love you too, Lee.” You confessed, taking the hand on your cheek to your lips for a kiss, a choked sob signifying your truth, “I'll stay alive with you, for as long as we can.”
Without hesitation, Lee leaned forward, a hair's breadth away from your lips.
“I want to kiss you.” Lee muttered, “Pull away when you don't want to, [Y/N].”
This time, you were the one to pull him into the kiss. Fervor and hunger awakened deep inside you once more, devouring whatever Lee could give as he kissed you back deeply, pushing you onto the bed. You taste the wine you drank last night, you inhaled the musk Lee was wearing; everything drowns you in its mere presence.
You could stay like that with Lee forever: tangled in each other's arms, breathing into each other's mouths. But the way his leg slotted in the middle of your hips made you feral; greedily grinding like how you've done to him down on Earth. He fueled your hunger more, bouncing his leg to your rhythm, making you moan onto his lips.
Was it the alcohol making you like this? Or were you getting drunk just from Lee's ministrations?
“You are eager,” Lee chuckled, pulling away, making you whine. He watched you with interested eyes as you tried to get off with only his leg. “I should have known you're like a slut.”
The degradation only made you even more turned on. Pouting, you whined as you tried to pull on his suit. “Take that off and touch me more, please...”
“You think you deserve it, after acting like a brat?”
Without a warning, his fingers found your drenched core, making you whine from sensitivity. He laughed, “already wet, even though you were just grinding on my leg.”
“Lee, please,” you grinded on his hand, back arched, “more...please.”
He leaned in to kiss you, fingers still rubbing your wet panties. Pulling away, he fumbled with the ties on your dress, “I wanted to tear this off of you, but I think I'll spare the fuss of destroying such a pretty dress on you.”
He expertly took off the top part of the dress, exposing your bare breasts. You forgot you didn't even wear a bra, so you tried to hide yourself from Lee's hungry gaze.
“Don't,” you whined as he slapped your pussy, “don't shy away from me now.”
From your lips, he was now devouring the left part of your breast. Temporarily abandoning your soaked core, he played with your other breast. Oh, the way he was playing with you was driving you insane — you were sure you were wetting the bed all from his ministrations.
One hand covering your mouth to suppress your embarrassing noises and the other tugging on Lee's locks, you were desperate for something to fill your neglected hole down there already.
“Stop covering your mouth,” Lee scolded as he rose, a shiver running down your spine, “let me hear you calling for me, [Y/N].”
Effortlessly, he manhandled you to the center of the bed, teasingly looking at you as he slowly unbuttons his suit. Annoyed, you fumbled with unbuttoning his trousers.
“Stop teasing,” you whined, “hurry up, Lee, please.”
Begging was never an option, but desperation clawed at your throat, the knot in your stomach begging to be fulfilled. Lee only chuckled at your situation.
“You're so cute, Commandant, if only they know how much of a needy little whore you are behind these walls.”
Fuck. This bastard knew what he was doing. Kneeling in front of your now-closed legs, he effortlessly pried them open. Taking his precious little time taking your soaking panties off, threads of your essence sticking, you could hear a soft groan from the man.
“God, how are you so wet already, [Y/N]?”
A finger teasingly traced your slit, making your back arch. “L-Lee...”
You made a mistake in looking up; he was already close to your aching pussy, blowing a small breath on it. Your eyes met as he proceeded to kiss your wet core — eliciting a moan from you.
“Fuck.”
One last curse from Lee made your hole flutter around nothing. He smirked in response, “such a pretty little pussy for me to see, hm?”
And with that, he opened his mouth to your pussy. And fuck, indeed. It felt so overwhelmingly good — his mouth sucking on your hole, thumb twiddling with your shaking nub. You couldn't keep your eyes off from Lee's focused expression; you couldn't lie, it felt too fucking good. The way his mouth now moved to suck on your clit, fingers prodding to enter your fluttering core.
“God, fuck, [Y/N], stop squirming. If I can't prep you now, how are you going to take something bigger?”
Your hazy mind blanked out. Bigger? A broken moan came out of your mouth then, when you felt two of his fingers enter your leaking hole. Back arching when he rhythmically fucked you with only his fingers. How was it even possible — to already feel so goddamn full with just two fingers?
“Pretty,” he cooed, looking at your writhing figure, “who would have thought I'd be the only one to see you like this? To see you moaning like a needy slut?”
The knot in your stomach was close to snapping now, Lee could tell in the way you're pathetically moaning his name and how you pulled his hair. In kind, he maintained his pace, coaxing out the orgasm out of you.
“L-Lee, I-”
“Do it, [Y/N].” Lee muttered between your folds, “cum for me.”
With one more broken moan, you came over Lee's mouth, clamping your legs around his head. Lee didn't even flinch — he fucked you through your orgasm.
When you came back from cloud nine, you could make out Lee's figure, haloed by the light from the windows. You felt his hand cupping your cheeks, before leaning down to kiss you. You could taste yourself on his lips; salty, sticky, but it never fazed you.
You opened your eyes to find his own, looking at you with such reverence, that if you hadn't paid attention to your surroundings, that you wouldn't have noticed something hard rubbing on your slit down below. You peered down as Lee fondled your chest, and your eyes widened —
“Lee,” you whimpered, “you're so big...how are you going to fit that in me...?”
A small laugh passed through his lips. Down there, you underestimated the size you initially thought, but never took into consideration what it would have looked like when clothes are off. In response, the tip of his cock, smeared with what seemed to be pre-cum, making you jolt from the pulsating contact.
“You can take it,” he hummed as he leaned to your ear, licking the space underneath it, his breath tickling every part of your ear before lightly biting your earlobe, “if not, then we'll make it fit. You're a good girl, aren't you? You'll take it well, won't you?”
The cockhead was then playing with your swollen clit, and all you could do was to moan in response, hands gripping the sheets tightly, “I-I...I will try.”
“I'll be careful,” Lee kissed your ear, before pecking your lips, “your safe word is zero.”
Gently, he tried to guide his hardened member to your hungry hole. You mewled in pain, as the cockhead came through your folds. God, it stung: how it was already stretching you more than his fingers, but Lee wasn't even halfway through.
“Relax,” he grunted, whispering in your ear, “you should- ah, relax. You're too tense.”
Even so, Lee tried to comfort you, as he tried to push his dick further in, with your moans getting louder. In an attempt to ground you, he gripped you by the hips — before breathing in, and pushed further.
Your pussy spasmed at the intrusion. And all Lee could do was groan in your ear. “[Y/N], you're so warm...so tight. Breathe with me, relax.”
A strangled moan escaped your lips, but Lee closed the gap, just to calm you down. He let you adjust to his length that was now sheathed inside you, but God, it was too warm, too wet, too good inside. If you were going insane with him inside of you, then he's close to losing his mind to ramming you to oblivion.
But like the good man he was, Lee bit back those urges, even as your legs trembled and hooked by his hips.
“I'm going to move now,” he muttered, “I'm- ah, tell me...if you're uncomfortable, use the safeword.”
You might have been drunk over the alcohol, but no wine could compare to the pleasure that was drowning you profusely. Too fucked out to care, Lee began to shallowly thrust into you. There was slight pain as he started to move, but it eventually subsided, paired with his subtle touches on your body here and there. Finally, he bottomed out inside of you.
“Lee,” you babbled, “Lee.”
“I'm here,” he kissed your lips, one hand gripping your thigh, the other on your hips, “are you okay?”
“You feel so good,” you mewled when he thrusted deeply, back arching, “wan' more...I wan' more please.”
Who was he to deny you? Maintaining the pace, he held you by the back of your thighs, raising them to his shoulders. You were completely helpless now — the way he was pressing you onto the mattress, the world spinning around you as he was drilling so goddamn deep onto you. It didn't take long for Lee to find that one spongy spot that made you see beyond the stars in Babylonia.
“Lee-” you cried out his name, breasts bouncing from how he bullied that spot in you, “Morian-”
That made him stop. Looking down to see your fucked out state, he gripped your hips to shake you awake. “what did you call me?”
You froze. A shiver ran down your spine, only making you open your mouth. “Morian...?”
The gears in Lee's mind started to work. So that's what it was like: to be called by someone you love, your real name on their lips. For the very first time after being a construct, Lee felt human. Very human, that the proof was right there in front of him, being one with him. It drove him wild — his dick fervently pulsating inside of you.
“Say. It. Again,” he punctuated every word with every thrust, “say my real name again, [Y/N].”
You mewled out in pleasure. “M-Morian!”
That newfound energy throbbed inside of Lee, causing him to ram you deeper and harder onto the mattress. There, you babbled “Morian, Morian” like a prayer, and Lee could only growl in your ear as a response.
And such, you felt another knot in your stomach close to coming undone. Through tears in your eyes, you called out, “M-Morian, I'm c-close...”
“So am I.” He smiled at you, gentle hands clasping with your clammy ones, “we'll come together then.”
Reaching out to rub your neglected nub, your orgasm is closer than you thought. With one last look at Lee's glinting cerulean irises, his mouth moved faster.
“Cum.”
Mind-blowing pleasure corrupted your mind, as you came over Lee's cock. A frothy white ring creamed on Lee's pulsating dick as he fucked you through your orgasms.
Lee thought you looked like the prettiest person alive as you came. Easing you through, he kissed and caressed every part of your body — cheeks, clavicle, chest, stomach. Soon enough, as you both came down from your highs, heavy breathing filled the room. You were about to wiggle out of Lee's grasp, when he held your hips. Looking tiredly at Lee's smiling face, a dreaded realization came over you.
“We're not yet done, [Y/N].” He whispered, his dick that was still inside you throbbing, “I still need to show you how much I love you.”
Before that, a creaking sound happened before you felt the mattress dip into the floor.
You're fucked indeed.
The afternoon was a pretty time to see nice sights around Babylonia. Still drunk over last night's festivities, the constructs you've known decided to take a stroll around the place.
Bianca and Karenina were sitting on one side of the table, munching on the food they brought. Wanshi, Kamui, Camu, and Chrome were at the center, minding their own business.
“Commandant went home early, didn't she?” Bianca asked the surrounding constructs.
“That was past 11 pm though,” Karenina sighed, polishing the inver-device she had been carrying around, “I heard she was pretty drunk already.”
“Wasn't she with you the whole night, Chrome?” Said Bianca, “did you take her home?”
Chrome, with a disappointed expression on his face, shook his head. Opting to drink the glass he held, he muttered, “I was, but Lee took her...”
From a distance, Kamui waved to the appearing new constructs. “Lucia! Liv! Perfect timing!”
Even before the two Gray Ravens could sit down, an annoyed and confused expression is written across the team leader's face. “I already received a report that a bed in our dorm needs to be fixed...”
“Huh,” Wanshi perked up, yawning, “why'd the bed break? Did something happen?”
“No idea.” Liv sighed, “No one else was at our dorm...”
Kamui looked around, “where's Lee and the Commandant?”
“I haven't seen Lee since last night.” Lucia spoke, to which Liv also shook her head.
“Were you talking about us?”
A voice spoke from behind. The group turned to see Lee, and you beside him. Awkwardly smiling and waving, you sheepishly greeted, “Hello, sorry guys. I had a major hangover.”
“The commandant couldn't get out of bed. I had to look over her.”
Everyone around them was cheering, except for Chrome, who secretly ticked his jaw.
“Good to know you're alright, Commandant! Come and join us!”
You walked to where Liv and Lucia were, but you were flinching, as if in pain. In a heartbeat, your members went beside you, but Lee already had his arm around your waist.
“Commandant? Are you alright? What happened to you?”
“I'm fine!” you smiled and waved at Lucia, “just a little sore from...the heels I wore last night. I tripped while I was wearing them back home.”
“I got her, don't worry.” Lee cooly said.
Soon enough, you and Lee were settled nicely in the group. All of you talked about duties, the celebrations and other things under Babylonia's guiding light.
Everyone thinks the relationship between a construct and their commandant is purely professional; the latter exuding orders to be executed by the former, the war they face, the blood the had and have to shed — all for the sake of survival and success of the mission. In the end, glory and honor awaits those who return to Babylonia.
However, beyond the exemplary titles and glimmering medals of valor, no one knows what happens behind those walls.
For example — they never saw the way Lee's fingers curled on your thigh.
Or the way he looked at you as the group spoke.
“[Y/N],” he whispered. You gazed at him, before taking and squeezing his hand.
Lee leaned on you, his breath tickling your ear, sending butterflies to your core. “Don't forget about tonight.”
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It brings me immense joy to find that Dazai and Ranpo are also a Certified™️ Big Brain™️ team and are called double jade? My god I am swooning over here
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Why did your Tav fall?
@spacebarbarianweird thank you for the tag💙 the words just seem to never end when I write about my Tav's Feelings™️ so here goes
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Tav has never quite fallen that far in love with anyone before. His one true love has always been sorcery. Adventures. Freedom. His friends. And so, the experiences with the few lovers he's had over his life seemed like nothing compared to what he feels for Astarion.
It starts as idle curiosity. The pale, sharp-tongued elf who calls himself Astarion is the first of Tav's companions to hint at possibly controlling their tadpoles instead of extracting and destroying them on the spot. Tav is ever one to experiment—and so the way Astarion's mind works is what he immediately loves about him.
Always the one with a creative witty comeback, always coming up with cunning ways to solve a problem, disarm a trap, break into the most guarded of places. Half the group is mortified at the idea of grabbing the Necromancy of Thay, yet Astarion encourages Tav to take it. And then gets so engrossed and excited by its possibilities once Tav decides to give it to him instead of keeping it; he was never one for death spells anyway.
The both of them make quite the team.
Yet for all of Astarion's boldness and confidence, Tav senses the fear. Not just through their Illithid connection, but in the little things Astarion lets slip. When Astarion's hands shake barely perceptibly and his eyes stare at places planes away. When he clenches his fists so hard the nails break skin which mends itself lightning-fast with vampiric regeneration... but Tav notices.
Astarion tells him more too, eventually. But their connection is what gives the most insight. The vision he gets when they first meet, the glimpse that night Astarion tries to drink his blood, the accidental connections since—and those on purpose, as they learn and trust each other enough to use their mind-link for tactical communications on the battlefield. Every time Tav touches upon Astarion's mind there's fear, raw and ugly and ever-present, scratching away at his chest and making it so hard to breathe even as he reminds himself that I don't need to breathe I don't need to I don't need—
Tav wants to protect him.
Even as he sees though Astarion's pretty words and the poetics he uses to manipulate Tav into trusting him, he goes along with it headfirst, unsure of what he's hoping for but hoping for something. Even if it's just to be with Astarion for the time-being. Just to help, in what little way Tav can, just with his company, with his words, with his care.
Tav promises to help him defeat Cazador. Whatever it takes. He will bask in the moment he can Disintegrate that crooked smirk from Cazador's face that keeps haunting Astarion's meditations. He will relish how Astarion kills him, makes him hurt for all the pain of two centuries twofold.
Tav needs to protect him, at some point, it simply crosses the bounds of a simple desire to protect anyone he calls friend.
Tav wants him safe, wants him happy. Wants to find more and more reasons to keep Astarion smiling with that beautiful, sun-bright smile that lights up his eyes. Eyes that stare past Tav less and less as time goes on—and begin to look more directly at him, seeing him.
And Tav sees Astarion in turn.
Sees that brilliant mind, the mischief, the love he has for pure, unadulterated fun. The lust for freedom, power, adventure. The quiet longing for companionship and the silent need to uncover his full potential.
It's at the point when Tav figures out he can use the tadpole to project the image of Astarion's face to him that their minds connect stronger, deeper than they've ever had before.
Such deafening emotion flows from Astarion then, overwhelming Tav, drowning him. Confusion, shock, relief, joy, elation, hope—it all crashes down on both of them and ends up in a passionate kiss that leaves Astarion giddy and Tav weak in the knees.
Tav thinks then, how much he loves this, this kiss, this closeness. Loves being with Astarion and maybe loves—
Tav razes the thought right there on the spot. Too soon, too foolish, not true—how could he ever even tell if he's never even felt that before?
But that's when Tav falls and keeps falling inevitably deeper into that blissful abyss of a novel emotion. He doesn't dare hope Astarion ends there in love with him—but, miraculously, he does.
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No pressure tags if you want to write about why your Tav fell for Astarion (or any other companion/character!):
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My theory is that the shippers like annabelle because she’s idk ordinary looking. Without the excessive plastic surgery she’s just a regular looking british white woman. Shippers don’t feel threatened - same reason why fans have speculated (and wanted) sebastian to be a lil gay or bi (ik you said to not talk about it just using it as an example). Because if he were with a woman who’s like out of this world pretty - I can bet you they’d be singing a different tune. /
Exactly. This, and before January 5, 2025, he made zero effort to look like he liked her, let alone was attracted to or loved her. The situation looked just intimate enough (with their trips and her baits) to give the shippers a groundwork for their self-insert fantasies, but their feelings were still spared because he never actually looked at her like there was any love there (or looked at her, period, unless it was to glare. That actually stayed pretty true during awards, too. But I digress). Their teams knew what they were doing. They’re very familiar with Seb’s whacky fandom and knew exactly what needed to be done to have the insecure, desperate, impressionable crowd eating out the palms of their hands. They knew the formula to basically have these little people working for them for free without realizing it.
Shippers like her because she isn’t Ale, they hate Seb for having been with Ale and not themselves, and she clearly brings him no genuine joy. No threat, and they even get to watch him squirm a little (a lot). They dream of marriage for those two not just because she’s their self-insert, but also because they want to see him stuck in something that’s pure misery. They hate him. He didn’t pick them, he broke Da Rules™️ when he dated Ale (though that was likely PR, too), and now he needs to pay. In their troubled minds, at least.
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