#just gonna uhhhhhhh Cry

[silbeni]

Vent again sorry !!!

Dad brought up politics again 💀 and I hate hate hate talking about it

I've tried my best to keep quiet but he pretty much knows I'm a leftist

[writers-reach]

If you do aged up chatacters (or in this case P4AU) is it alright to request some wedding hc's for Akihiko? For some context they were both in SEES or something like that (I haven't played the Arena games myself, so up to you).

Just wanna add, love the stuff you write so far! It's really good :3

persona 3: wedding headcanons (akihiko sanada)

notes: persona 3 spoilers, gn!reader (i tried my best but some of it might be leaning towards a more fem reader), post-p4au sees, fluff

he strikes me as the kinda guy to either overthink or underthink everything. no even amount of care put into the wedding.

like... he's either obsessing over the most useless of details or is just "yeah babe i'd be happy with whatever :) as long as you're there :)"

ofc regardless of what you two decide on doing, he's gonna pull his weight! he's no slacker.

definitely invites junpei, mitsuru, and ken as his groomsmates (mitsuru is his best woman, just b/c they spent so much time together. if it's in the timeline where shinji is alive, he'd take that place but point stands. senior squad fr)

speaking of, because of how important sees is to the two of you, all of them are groomsmates or men/maids of honour for the two of you, somewhat evenly split

koromaru and/or his puppies as the ring bearer i don't make the RULES!!!!!!!!

tries not to cry during his vows. didn't cry during the rehearsal. cries during the ceremony, fumbles over his words, tries to look manly but fails and embraces the tears.

during the kiss he'd definitely grasp your cheeks in the most tender kiss you've felt in your life. leans you back slightly and pulls away just enough to see your eyes brimming with happiness.

the ceremony is sweet and wonderful, but the reception is where your real aki shines

sheds the nervousness that comes with being the main event in front of dozens of people but still isn't a huge fan of parties

definitely loosens up once there's some alcohol involved but doesn't overindulge. he wants to remember this night :)

everyone in sees gets a turn at a speech, some doing them together!! (junpei and yukari put aside their slight differences and annoyances with one another to do a cute and funny speech). they all talk about how they knew you two were destined from the start, even if life was super rough.

even now, with akihiko as a boxer and shadow operative, he's still that same schoolboy who had trouble talking to his crush. it's adorable.

uhhhhhhh i've got a few loose joke headcanons too:

aigis catches the bouquet by doing a rocket-powered double jump. much to junpei's dismay (he wanted it :( )

mitsuru getting hammered at the reception

fuuka tries her best to hold it together at the ceremony but she's the first to start sobbing

yukari joking that akihiko FINALLY wears something normal (his suit) and not that ugly ass hoodie cape

a/n: sorry about the wait! hope you like it <3

[gotyouanyway]

the entire bomb scene

leela crying and screaming for k9 made me actually cry

i really don't think hallan had any good options and tbh i think he was right to not let romana and leela kill themselves and to do what he could to contain the explosion.. i believed him when he said "this IS the last second" and with how quiet and defeated he sounded when they were chewing him out after i just. man. i can't stand the guy but i think it was a no win scenario and it broke my heart

romana and leela begging each other to stay strong and keep fighting despite how much they're both losing and romana saying she needs leela oh my godddddddd they make me crazy. is anyone else seeing this. also when romana threatened to set leela on hallan. uhhhhhhh yeah

watching romana struggle to stay in power for good reasons is also making me crazy i wasn't sure what to think of her desire to stay in power at first because i know the pandora thing isn't gonna go well but her motives are so correct and it's hard to say anyone is going "too far" in a fight against xenophobic isolationism lmao. but just like on a personal level she is going crazy!! it's a crazy situation!! the road to hell is very much paved with good intentions. but they're VERY good intentions.

romana having a breakdown about how she's losing power and being the president doesn't mean anything anymore and then IMMEDIATELY handing narvin his ass about losing control of the cia. delicious. planet of the hypocrites.

leela commanding narvin like a literal dog was so funny i want more of that forever

i fucking hate darkel she annoys me so bad shut up foreverrrrrr

[woah-uhuh-uhuh-uhuh]

BAC: SECOND VIEWING NOTES!

Yeah i went again on sunday and really wanted to cry after because it's over forever Q_Q i am inconsolable but for the fact that there may be a halloween party... but uhhhhhhh anyway here's what I noticed this time!!

(also here's the notes from my first time for reference [x])

Ad libs:

Final show energy & lots of ad libs! Which were apparently real unscripted ad libs!! A lot of them were just little things (so I can't recount most of them) but they were very very good. the blorbos became real people for a second there

When Rich is looking for Mountain Dew Red at the party, Jenna appears and says "I have Mountain Dew Blue?" and he explodes at her (possibly "Not now, Jenna!")

When Christine and Jeremy talk together at the party, they're sitting on beanbags; after they get scared off by the skeleton guy, they're laughing and crawling back to their seats - Christine, through laughter: "oh where's the beanbag...."

Changes (?)

VIMH: Rich: "The ladies are gonna get to know the real Richard Goranski... And the dudes." Then he stares into the distance for like 30 seconds (a very long time), making calculating gestures in the air (like the woman with math meme) before going "Oh. My god............... I am totally bi!"

Maybe wrong, but I swear there was a wind part added to the middle of Michael in the Bathroom??? I thought it might be a flute or digital flute..... but as a flautist I might be projecting.....

The Play: Multiple thin green lights flickered down on people as they got squipped, with a cute video game chime sound. But fairly certain this was always there and I just noticed it this time lmao

Smartphone Hour: Background acting on the little platform at the very back of the stage: a scooby-doo esque chase sequence where a firefighter rushes on from SR and disappears SL (implied Jake's house is SL); the fireman reappears with Jake in his arms and runs back SR to safety. Then Jake runs back across to get something from his house and the fireman is trying to stop him. Then Jake runs back out of the house holding a teddy bear he saved from the fire; the fireman is chasing him back out of the house. It was fucking hilarious 10/10 especially because I couldn't be sure if it was a new addition or if I just completely filtered it out last time like a basketball gorilla dslfjdslfk

Also on Jake: between the teddy bear and the Upgrade scene (also detailed by Dani) where he's talking about archery while holding a plush duck - unsure dramaturgically if it's supposed to be a real dead duck or a toy, but anyway.... Jake who likes stuffies??? IDK if I buy it but I don't know enough about Jake to NOT buy it and its also a very fun headcanon I think so it's going on the pile for me. he can collect plushies with jeremy as far as im concerned dsljfsdkfjs

Oh yeah Jeremy also had a big white duck plush on his bed. edit: this is actually a seagull plush! Its name is Katie and it belongs to stage crew member Anya!

More details I saw this time

General

Christine actor was actually amazing she has this giggly honk voice she uses when being like obnoxiously loud and silly and idk how to describe it but such intense LOUD SILLYGIRL ENERGY. A little different than the chris im used to and it was fun to see another version of her!!

Maybe I'm insane but I think Christine also pronounced Jeremy kinda like 2 syllables (Jare - me). This extremely slight difference somehow led to me perceiving her singing "Is he worth it? Germyyyyyyy!" IDK Sorry Jaclyn if you are reading this ldksfjdlsk

Lots of times when Jeremy is talking about becoming cool he does little hip gyrations (think Rich at the urinal i guess but more subtle)

Jeremy does this thing where he holds his hand bent stiff with his fingers all together and taps hard on his right temple to express some kind of frustration with the SQUIP- e.g. when he's trying to get the SQUIP to turn on after the first day; during the end of the Halloween party, etc. Actually it very much has the same conceptual energy as "C'c'c'come on....." now that I think about it

Michael blows a cloud of smoke during a few of his entrances (MTS and maybe Halloween - or that was Dustin maybe)

He also uses a vape pen I think? When he says 'we gotta get stoned in my basement'

Preshow montage

Before the show, there's a montage of screenshots from the teens' lives on the back wall --- that is, their selfies and their text convos. Pretty sure the texts were that gossip submitted by fans? I only remember two:

"i heard that guy who wears hoodies all the time only listens to weezer" <- (I only noticed this one 'cause it KILLED ME honestly I feel like Jeremy would love Weezer and Michael would hate it sdjkfljdsf ) edit: this text was submitted by @/thesquirrelqueer!

I don't remember who was on which side, but Brooke or Chloe sending Chloe or Brooke a big comforting text after her breakup and making plans to go get ice cream I think?

MTS

"Dad haven't you ever heard of privacy?" He says this while putting on his belt after the opening.

Jeremy's actually gesturing towards his locker for like the entire conversation between Brooke, Chloe, Jenna; when they notice him finally it kinda looks like he's just pointing at them and that's part of why they think he's weird I think?

M: "Humanity has stopped evolving!" Jeremy then takes like 20 seconds of looking confused before going (approximately) "is that supposed to be good...?"

"Christiiiiiine Canigula!" Each Christine section he eventually (around 3rd time) starts using this fanboy totally-losing-his-mind-over-this voice which is REALLY hard to describe but i'll try: like lower & less articulate, like how it sounds when you raise your soft palate (?), and going up at the end kind of laugh-like like he's really excited. (For a bmc reference maybe sounds a little like will roland's tone in i even got some blood flowing / with no computer screen around). Anyway i'm not gonna lie it did make him sound really lame jsdlkfjdsf

"Why can't someone just help me out?" As Jeremy sings this bridge it's all dark except for a light on him. Students line up chairs behind him and sit down. At this line, two guys walk forwards on either side and touch his shoulders (looking kind of solemn / sympathetic) , and guide him back to sit in the chair in the middle. Then the lights come up on everyone and more group choreo wheeee

Post-ILPR MTS reprise

Christine: "Sorry, Jeremy, did you say something?" -> after this scene, she runs off giggling loudly, apparently glad to not be interrupted and VERY visibly excited about Jake asking her out

Jeremy sings "I don't wanna be special / Don't even want to survive...." (Instead of usual "Don't even need to survive.") Not sure if it was intentional but it happened at both shows I saw and made me sad both times noooooo........... guy...........

Squip song

Rich actually rubs his hands all over Jeremy's face (in addition to his arms)

"Top secret can't even look it up on the internet type shit": Rich looks to the side and mimes a rectangle (computer screen) then mimes typing where the keyboard would be

2PG

"I don't want that to be my future! Sad, and alone, and ... " - The music cuts out at "sad" instead of at the beginning of this line.

On their relationship in general, I think Michael irritates Jeremy more than fanon typically has it lol. Very excitable Michael who kinda lacks volume control (in several scenes - including VIMH even after Jeremy tells him to be quieter). Constructive interference of autism etc etc

(Again fun to see this!! as a jeremy stan i am definitely guilty of making michael a godlike perfect friend to jeremy and like.. no... they don't actually mesh that well even just in the script!! Often times Jeremy doesn't understand or care about the things Michael says. So yeah absorbing this into my headcanons now thank you)

Also back wall was this like vaporwave looking low-poly 2 person first person shooter game footage (think wolfenstein but with a very different aesthetic - purple and blue, and i think with some objects depicted in mesh).

BMC P1

When Jeremy's spasming on the ground (last time I thought he looked mostly in pain - this time he was vibrating a bit more like he lost muscle control) - local build-a-bear employee Jared Kleinman (JARED KLEINMAN...) and some other people start filming him.

Jared keeps filming him through the scene until SQUIP: "All they see is you having an animated conversation... with yourself." Jeremy turns and notices him; Jared doesn't stop filming but just waves at him nonchalantly (in a mocking way like hey buddy welcome back to reality)

Jared also has a BaB apron and BaB backpack on (or a bear sticking out of his backpack i dont remember). Pretty sure he also had a bear with him in another scene, probably Halloween?

"Lookin pretty sexy, brooke" -- says it in like a low Elvisy voice (like will connolly)

BMC P2

"Everything about you is going to be wonderful" -- Jeremy rolls up his cardigan sleeves so they're just below the elbow. (One of them slipped back down and he put it up again but I didnt think it was intentional lol). I was surprised how much instantly cooler that made him look but maybe that's just because my older brother wears his sleeves like that ljdsfkdsfklsfdlk

......also note that MICHAEL usually wears his sleeves rolled up like that in this production.... inch resting.....

MTS reprise

When the lights first come up, Jeremy is snoring with his head hanging off the side of the bed. He stops breathing for a second, then jerks awake.

GTIKBI

Chris: "I know you and Jake used to date...." Chloe and Brooke simultaneously go "Oh my god, no!!!" --- Chloe to Christine (mockingly), meanwhile Brooke is unrelatedly browsing her phone and says it in distress because she (implied) has just seen that Eminem died. As convo continues, Brooke sits next to another student (Leo Collins?) and shows them the article. (She still says 'yeah jake is so gross' to Chloe, just sounding upset)

Upgrade

I ALREADY SAID THIS BUT JEREMY AND BROOKE WERE SO CUTE TOGETHER JLKSDFLDFSJ. I decided to only watch them during this song (/ _ \) Based on their acting when they walked near the stage stairs, they had climbed to the back of the bleachers and were walking precariously on the outside of the railing - specifically, they went over the stair railings - first Brooke and she teeters a bit and jokingly pretends like she's gonna fall off; Jeremy goes under the rail, comes up on the other side and does a gesture like *tada!*. Then they sit down together and are talking and its just really cute. making me ship puppy love over here jdsifojdslkfdjsflk

Halloween

Michael was at the dance in costume - during a certain point (I think right before Rich starts losing it) Michael gets lost out of the group choreo, seems to be stressed out and runs off stage (presumably to the bathroom)

One of the guys is dressed up like Guy Fieri and it's really good. Like I remember last time I even had a moment where I realized I was interpreting this actor as playing The Real Guy Fieri At Jake's Halloween Party. Also in MITB he uses his hat (which is a combo of visor and fake hair) to knock on the door.

DYWH

Chloe: "...rock this baby fast asleep" then, laughing: "Goo goo ga ga!!" and she kinda topples onto him. The actress said she got this from the West End production!

When Jeremy says "I can't stand up." It was kind of implied it's because he has an erection not because his legs are frozen; right before this line he stands up then sits down and puts a pillow in his lap. Either way though ig it was still the SQUIP stopping him (S: "you're welcome.")

GTIKBI reprise

as Dani pointed out, Christine was sitting kinda numbly on the beanbag with headphones on; she takes them off when Jeremy starts talking to her.

Voices in my Head

Jeremy's wearing an X-Men shirt!

Re: expensive headphones - Michael's rubbing Rich's shoulders (???) when he says "I'm sure someone would be lucky to have you" (and then of course he still says but not meeeee while sending him flying)

"Throw you a rope home slice if you need some dope advice" Jake fist bumps with Jeremy (or equivalent gesture i dont remember)

Stagedorks kiss: after C says yes, they walk to the center of the stage. Jeremy rushes forwards and puts his hands on her cheeks (i think?) to pull her into a kiss. They separate, beat, then Christine goes forwards again and they have a long slow kiss while the ensemble keeps dancing and singing around them.

Not intentional i dont think but Patrick the Jeremy actor was crying a bit at the end /( T_ T \ )

OK YEAH i might add more to this if I remember and/or edit it back into the first post...... but hope that was fun to read????

[specialgradefckr]

Heyyo! I'm usually just a lurker, but your Heatwave series has been absolutely incredible and I had to write in. I'm not usually an ABO fan, but you are rapidly changing my mind. Started with the Yuuta/Rika piece and loved your characterization of that sad eyed dude. Sweet and mostly passive while also being fully aware of reader-chan's BS.

Day 4 tho??? 🥵🔥🥵 I'm a more recent Gojo convert and oh my stars, "...you think for a moment he sounds like a dog toy. You think you want to make him your dog toy." Arrogant, but also whiney and pathetic Gojo really hits for me. The Pining? Phenomenal.

Just wanted to gas you up a bit and let you know what an excellent writer you are. Totally looking forward to the rest of the Heatwave series and whatever else your big brain cooks up in the future! 😊

wanted to gas you up a bit

awwhhhhHHh THANK YOUUUU 🥺 i super appreciate it!!!

honestly i started this blog recently and i've been trying not to compare the numbers but sometimes i get discouraged, you know? like, i AM doing it for the art (i knew day 3 was not gonna get a lot of love) but i'm posting it bc it makes me happy to see people enjoying it.

it's super encouraging to hear from you (and all the others who leave comments or reblog etc.) that my work is doing well.

i'm trying to be more critical of my own writing, fix things i don't like about it, and sometimes i need a reminder that it's still worthwhile and enjoyable to read even when i feel like it could have been better.

I've been writing like? All 10 of the Heatwave prompts concurrently, and while it means I have all of them drafted and partly written rn, it also means I switch between them a lot.

Inevitably I start to kinda. Lose the plot sometimes of a scene I'm trying to write skdfhglsdhg like the intro to the Yuta fic was SOOOO long actually and it was rambling about social phenomena with alphas, basically the omegaverse version of red pill dudes LMAOOO

and that was also supposed to lead in to like. the idea of what a REAL alpha is. the non-gendered values of leadership, protectiveness, and actually being sensitive to the thoughts and feelings of people around them (a crucial trait for someone in a leadership position).

and yuta fits those things SO WELL. he is CONSTANTLY worried about the people around them, how they feel and what they think. he admires the shit out of his classmates who like, tried to attack him when they first met fghskjdfgh. he wants to protect them but he never looks down on them.

later in the manga we see that yuta's consideration and empathy isn't just for his classmates. he cares a lot even for people who are very capable of protecting themselves - he cares about their feelings.

so i just knew like. yuta and tsundere reader. yuta who can see though your fussiness because he's always been perceptive.

yuta who thinks you're hot bc he has a constant boner for strong women but also has a deep yearning to see you be honest and vulnerable with him, and goes feral for it.

yuta who you can be vulnerable with because you know him and his gentle smile, his kind words, how he looks up to you even though he's a special grade and stronger than you'll ever be,, hhhh....

but yeah anyways. *grasps you and shakes you by the shoulder* GOJO. GOJO SATORU BEING HIS PATHETIC NEEDY SELF. GOJO BEING YOUR SQUEAKY TOY AND LOVING EVERY SECOND OF IT -

tmi but "fuck me until i sound like a dog toy" is actually something a previous partner said to me??? i've never been much of a top but hearing that just kinda had me... hsdfgjhdsg HHHHHH

i think a major part of gojo's appeal is how he can be arrogant and pretty AND sultry all at once. there's something utterly delicious about a slutty confident man who is also crying screaming throwing up for you to let him put it in you skdhflsdhg

next heatwave fic is sdkfgsdlhgshg uhhhHHhh different from the ones you have read, it's a yandere piece with gojo and geto.

After that it's another gojo piece i think you'll REALLY like >.> masochist!gojo is a favorite headcanon of mine and i was actually super hyped writing some of the smut there so far hehe.

glad you've enjoyed so far! more to come for sure ;)

[moodywyrm]

k but :(( chubby reader dancing in the kitchen with basketball!abby (im obsessed with her) CRIES

now this. ohhhhhh my god. she's so cute.

so im gonna be a little bit self indulgent with this one and say you were listening to the Steven Universe soundtrack while cooking dinner, waiting for Abby to get home and, once she was home, waiting for her to get out of the shower.

So when she steps out of the bathroom, wearing a pair of her boxers and one of your t-shirts, her hair still wet and feeling refreshed from practice, she immediately makes her way to you.

You're standing in the kitchen, floating from fridge to stove to counter, finishing up her favorite pasta, when Love Like You starts playing. And you get all smiley and giddy, because this song is so you and Abby, the first time you heard it after you got together you cried.

So Abby, who knows and loves this song, comes up behind you and goes "C'mere honey", pulls you away from the stove and turns you around so she can place her hands on your hips, swaying with you. The entire space is kind of dim, with only the low stove lights on and the tv humming in the background.

She pulls you close, smiling when you wrap your hands around her neck and pull her down, pressing your foreheads together as you dance. Neither of you are really speaking, just enjoying the contact (bc abby smells so good right after her shower, all clean n sweet n like pine and her <3) and listening to the song. But eventually Abby starts whispering the lyrics to you, keeping eye contact the entire time, and it makes you so goddamn soft you almost start crying

"I always thought I might be bad, now I'm sure that it's true, cause I think you're so good and I'm nothing like you. Look at you go, I just adore you"

A few tears slip down your chubby cheeks, pressing into Abby's face as you place a soft kiss on her lips, letting her lead you two through the rest of the song <3

can . can you guys tell I need this. like dancing with someone to this specific song. bc I do. badly. also I have not truly written in like two days so if this is weird uhhhhhhh sorry

[animejeice]

Test Log 001: first encounter

To the rest of the science team, this was simply a prank and nothing more. A cruel prank yes, but a prank to them all the same. Tony didn’t know what he getting himself into. The giant never complied with anyone, even threatening to end everyone who dare come near him.

As the door open, tony prepares himself mentally as to him, this is his first test. He wants to be seen as a person of real use to the team and perhaps even hired fully instead of staying an intern. He walks in and notices the giant glaring at him.

Tony: h-hello, I’m tony, and i’m here to run some tests today, and you are… uhhhhhhh

Giant: 03-555

Tony: oh no no no, I meant your name, i was looking through your files and uhhh, you don’t have a lot of info, so uhhh, what’s your name.

The giant slams his hand next to tony, startling him. He lowers his head to get a better look at his face wanting to see if tony is just messing with him.

Giant: none of your concern, now tell me, why are you here gnat?

Tony: uhhh, l-l-like i said, to run… some… tests, heh.

The giant grabs tony and pick him up. He proceeded to stand as he does so to give tony a clearer idea about the position he’s in.

Giant: I’ve told you gnats I am not your toy or guinea pig, and you really think playing ‘nice’ will get me to do what you ask? You got another thing coming if you think i’m that stupid.

Tony: w-wait, what? I-I don’t think of you like that, I just wanted to run a few tests and be out of your hair. I wasn’t trying to offend you or anything, I’m sorry.

The giant then opens his arm a bit and slams tony onto the wall. His spine isn’t broken, but his entire back now hurts.

Giant: oh now you think being sorry is gonna help you. You’re all one in the same, a bunch of stupid egotists who think a title makes you better then everyone else. Not today, I don’t care what happens to me anymore, I’m going to enjoy breaking you.

Before tony could react the giant grabs tony’s free arm and starts pinching it. Tony could feel the pressure of his arm about to break.

Tony: OW OW OW OW, PLEASE STOP, PLEASE I’LL LEAVE AND WON’T COME BACK I PROMISE, JUST STOP PLEASE

The giant stops pinching his arm. Tony thinks for a moment he’ll be let go before the giant moves his fingers over his head, pinching it instead. Tony could feel every ounce of force and was gaining a splitting headache from it.

Giant: this ought to shut you up once for all.

Tony began crying as he screamed. He thought for a moment this was his end.

Tony: OW OW OW, I HATE THIS, I NEVER SHOULD HAVE TAKEN THIS INTERNSHIP, MOM WAS RIGHT, I’M SORRY, I’M SORRY, I’M SORRYYYY

Right as tony began to accept his death, the fingers previously crushing him let go. It took him a moment to realize the pain was gone. Through his tears he looked up to see the giant concerned look, the giant gently takes his pinky and places it under tony’s head to make him look up at him

Giant: did you just say “internship”?

Tony: y-yes, just please, please, let me go, please, I beg, I beg, please, I’m sorry, please believe me, I don’t want to die, please.

The giant changes his manner of holding tony, going from being held in one hand like a small doll to being cupped in his hands. He begins lowering himself to the floor and tony stare up still begging to be spared.

Giant: it’s okay, it’s okay, i’m sorry, i’m so so sorry.

The giant opens his hands slowly allowing tony back onto the floor where he staggers away from the giant until hitting the wall behind him. He looks to the door, but is too scared to make a move. Tony simply stands there, holding his hands in front of himself, preparing for the worst.

Tony: please don’t hurt me, please, i beg of you, please.

Giant: okay, I promise, I won’t hurt you, just come here, please.

The giant then lies on his stomach, and gently taps where he wants tony to come over. Wanting to ensure his safety, waddles over to the spot where the giant asked him to be. Once there, the giant surrounded him with his arms, tony begins to freak out again before the giant calms him down.

Giant: it’s okay you’re not in danger, here, lie in my hand, you’ll be okay, I promise.

Tony, not being in any situation to argue, climbs into his hand. The giant then takes his thumb and starts rubbing tony’s head, knowing he’s scared out of his mind and trying calming him down.

Giant: I know you’re not in the best mindset right now, but would you like to start over, with introductions at least

Tony: s-sure, I-I’m t-tony, the new intern.

Azure: nice to meet you tony, I’m azure.

Tony: N-nice to meet you azure.

The two go quiet for a while, not wanting to invade each other’s privacy, each having their own reason. To break the silence, tony begins to talk.

Tony: w-why were you about to crush me?

Azure: oh… um… the scientist… they aren’t nice at all, they see me as less then a person because they think having some fancy title lets them say what is and isn’t a freak of nature. I saw the lab coat and thought you were one of them.

Tony: t-then why did you stop?

Azure: i had… heard about you. New kid from the middle of nowhere who wanted to understand more about nature. They talked about how you were kind-hearted and it disgusted them. I wanted to give you a chance, see how different you were compared to them. Guess i’m no better then them, huh? Considering I… almost ended… you.

Tony: oh, i… i see now. C-can i ask one more question?

Azure: ask as many as you like, consider it a uhh starting point of a very long apology.

Tony: will I… Will I be allowed to leave?

Azure: yes, just once you’ve recovered a bit. I mean, i did slam you into a wall and… pinched your arm and head so uhhh, you’re probably in a… lot of pain.

Tony: y-yeah, i mean no i’m, i mean you’re not, i mean it’s not, I

Azure: just rest, please, once you’ve at least taken a nap, i’ll let you out, I promise.

Azure moves his body to where he’s now lying on his back, he gently pinches tony’s body and moves him to lie down under his shirt as a blanket. Azure then places his hand over tony and gently strokes his hair.

Tony: B-but i’m fine really, you don’t have to worry.

Azure: okay, i’ll let you walk to the door, but if you stumble even once on the way there, you’re spending the night with me, deal?

Tony: deal

Azure grabs tony and places him down. He turns over to watch tony walk, to make sure he walks fine out of the room. With tony’s first step, his stumbles for a second and falls onto the floor. Azure quickly picks him up and checks him to make sure he isn’t anymore hurt, which he isn’t.

Azure: welp, a deal’s a deal, and you know what that means.

Tony: seriously i’m fine, I just have two left feet, i’ll be okay.

Azure: while that could be true, i’m not taking the risk.

Tony: come on you don’t have to do this, seriously.

To keep tony from bickering with him, azure places him in the palm of his other hand and kisses him.

Azure: yes, I do, and to make sure you fully rest up.

Tony then moves over to the door and blocks it with his foot, prevents anyone from getting in or out.

Azure: there, now, rest.

Azure places tony down back into his shirt and places his hand over tony, stroking his hair and he lies down. Not 5 minutes later, tony falls asleep and azure falls asleep too.

[howlingdemon13]

I'd like to ask some questions from the Character Ask Game! ✨

Specifically numbers 1, 2, and 12 for Beetlejuice!

I hope these answers aren't too in depth, but I have ✨ thoughts ✨! I'm gonna try to keep this Musicaljuice specific because he's my favorite. 1. Why do you like or dislike this character?

There are a bajillion factors at play as to why I adore this weird little goober man. I always really end up loving the monster/supernatural entity/villain in most media I consume, so Beetlejuice perfectly fits that niche in my brain (occult brain go brrr). Like, yes, I love the demon by default. Of all of his iterations, Musical!Beetlejuice is my favorite. He's kind of a shithead, but he's entertaining. I want to see him succeed as much as I want to see him fail if that makes sense (also depends on if I'm watching the movie vs the cartoon vs the musical). Full disclosure, I never watched Beetlejuice 1988 until October of last year. The only reason I did was because I thought I should watch it/get context before watching the Brightman bootleg of the mucial I found. And uhhhhhhh I didn't really like it, which is weird for me (but I do enjoy it more now). All that's to say that the musical version of the character was more sympathetic and more fleshed out in a way that makes me both feel so so bad for him (mommy issues solidarity) while also wanting to punt him across a room (that might also be the cute-aggression though). My pathetic little meow meow. He does also give me the tiniest bit of Genie vibes? Love me the magical comic relief trope. Stellar. 10/10. No notes. Did I mention that he makes me laugh? It's the immature humor for me. It's the kind of low-brow goofiness that I grew up with (thanks, dad, ow I'm immature). This applies to all iterations, but mostly Musicaljuice and Toonjuice (the puns! I live and breathe puns!)

2. Favorite canon thing about this character? Mood ring hair. Even though he's not human, Beetlejuice just feels feelings so intensly as a demon that his emotions can literally change a part of his physical appearance. Whoever thought of this is a genius. I love this trope across media because there's something that's really appealing to me about a character giving in to their emotions in that way. Like, as much as Beetlejuice is a manipulative jerk, he can't really hide how he's feeling and that's a fun juxtaposition that has a lot of potential (forever crying that the mood ring hair is not utilized in the tour version). That, and I do love what people have done with this concept in fanfics/fan art.

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

I have so many! But one that doesn't leave my brain is that Beej is a big fan of swing music (and by extension swing dancing). I was going to make a mega post about this (and maybe I will eventually), but there are a few instances in the musical that contribute to this. Honestly though, it's really the energy and melodies associated with the genre that I naturally associate with Beetlejuice. As much as Beej has a rock-inspired motif going on with a lot of his songs in the musical, I like to think that a demon that old would have a hard time moving on from a genre like jazz and thus swing.

[limoncats]

hey, remember the tag on this post?

you know what? i'm gonna explain.

quick apology if the post sounds weird, it is currently 1 minute away from 11 pm as i'm typing this sentence.

ig this is a vent? anyway long post up ahead so !!

also apologies if this sounds stupid.

btw this post is not a self-diagnosis post

TWs for: mentions of self-h@rm, discussion of trauma

if these trigger you, don't read this! or do, but just be warned.

okay, so,

am i disabled?

alright, so am i physically disabled? no, not to my knowledge.

am i mentally disabled? i have no official diagnosis, but i am speculating. the speculation in question? this whole post

i have speculations that i have Asperger's Syndrome and possible selective mutism

Asperger's Syndrome

okay so. let me show you the symptoms and i'll explain

according to nationwidechildrens.org, the symptoms for Asperger's are:

i'll go over each one and tell you my experiences with each

now uh. i don't actually know what this means ;; but if this counts, i'll put it here: whenever i'm supposed to say basic things like "good morning," or "thank you," i can't seem to verbally? like the words don't seem to be able to come out of my mouth. it actually is more like that i don't even think to say them, so i don't. i remember this whole thing resulted in a fucking argument i had with my mother and her friend JUST because i didn't say good morning to him. as you can imagine, it was pretty traumatic. i think this may actually be more of "struggling to understand social cues," but eh.

i– yeah i can understand emotions usually (if i can clearly see it/tell based off of a person's facial expression what emotion they're feeling.) and i think my expressiveness is fine? idfk however kill me.

i can understand gestures just fine, unless i don't clearly understand what the person means? it's like if my mum points to something but i don't know where she's pointing to because i can't tell (and then she gets mad at me ;;). it might just be a thing on my mum's part but honestly i don't fucking know.

yes! irl the only thing i talk about with my school friends is CoAD since they like it too, and it's usually super awkward when i try to talk to an irl friend who doesn't know/enjoy CoAD so ;; and if they don't, sometimes i tell them about it and keep rambling on and on about it. now regarding the "convos revolving around them," part, i'm also pretty sure that's a yeah too? like yk when i ask a question like "guys what (insert thing here) am i"? i feel that i do that pretty frequent and i think it counts so ?

nah i think my speech is fine

mfw CoAD

auhhh???? i don't know i don't have memory of it so i think no

uh. if getting mad at my mum for making me do chores while i'm having fun either watching a video, talking to friends or drawing counts then uh. yeah

oh ofc. like i memorised how tall Wadanohara's familiars (Memoca, Dolphi, Fukami and Samekichi) are and when Yonaka's birthday is instead of memorising what the word "verbatim" means (it took me some time to memorise)

i don't think i'm that clumsy + my handwriting is fine and it's easy to write so

ohhhh Hm. so i can hold emotions pretty fine (it does sorta hurt to hold in so much anger) but sometimes they do come out a little and i end up like punching my thighs or something. it's happened at school before (yes, i've actually punched my thighs out of anger before)

uhhhhhhh??????? i feel like i'd have to get reeeeally specific for this one and i'm not feeling it right now

now to lights and touch i'm fine, but sound? lemme explain. so i can listen to like a video at (somewhat) loud volume while at home, but if i overhear like loud music coming from a club i get uncomfortable and i sometimes cry

so that's that for the Asperger's part, now let's move on to:

Selective mutism

i'll format it basically the same as the previous section so.

according to NHS, symptoms of selective mutism are:

"characterised by a sudden stillness and frozen facial expression when they're expected to talk to someone outside of their comfort zone" is so real ngl

anyway

yeah i do get nervous. i assume i look so too

my mum tells me i come off as rude, she says like, "hey you can't just stay silent! that's really rude!" wow mum i feel so much better! (<- lie) also i'm pretty sure i come off as sulky because whenever i frown around my mum's friends, once we're separated for something, my mum always says "suratına asma," which basically means "stop frowning." you have no idea how angry i get when i hear that my god.

nah i'm like. 99.9% sure that i come off as the opposite of clingy

yeah i sometimes describe myself as shy (sometimes is emphasised because i usually don't like calling myself "shy" because it makes me feel cringe.)

i. don't know lol. i guess so yeah? yeah i think so actually

i'm not aggressive (at least not physically or verbally), but i do get pissed when my mum asks me. ofc i don't let it out because i don't want to fucking assault mother

now i didn't include this because i don't think it's a disorder, but whenever i go through something traumatic (or the aftermath of something traumatic), i question if i'm real? like i think i sorta put myself in this sort of delusion that i'm living in a nightmare i can't wake up from whenever i go through something traumatic

also i hate looking in a mirror due to questioning who i'm looking at

i still question who i was looking at in the mirror that one day to this day.

i'm not sure if this is dissociation because i don't understand the definition of dissociation, or if it's part of a disorder. i did suspect DPDR, but i don't know i don't think so ? i'm also not sure if this is just puberty with the whole "questioning who you are" thing (though i think that's in terms of identity, not fucking questioning your REALITY 💀)

have i tried getting a diagnosis?

yes, i have, actually, so let me explain:

i wrote a text document to my dad about my speculations on having Asperger's, but he just laughed it off and said "i've met people with autism and you're NOTHING like them haha!!!" which was just. okay dad.

he suggested i tell my mother and i agreed

now this is when things go downhill 😭😭

so i told my mum when i went back to hers and she also basically had a similar response but she agreed to get it diagnosed one day.

then some time later she tells me that i might have to wait 2 years to get my diagnosis so 💀💀💀

and then one day i start telling her that one of my school classmates recommend talking therapy and all of a sudden she gets all hostile like "why do you need to label yourself? what difference does it make? it's unnecessary" which is VERY funny considering this woman is a FUCKING SOCIOLOGY LECTURER WITH A PHD.

we've had a couple arguments about it and it still pisses me off. she even practically made fun of me to her friend's husband when i went to The Netherlands last week and she was like, "yeah i think her generation has a weird obsession with needing to label themselves?" mum do you hear yourself. oh i'm sorry i want to improve my mental health by knowing what's up with me and attempting to get support.

SPEAKING of trying to get support once diagnosed, during one of our arguments over if diagnosis really does anything at all, in response to her saying, "what do you do with it?", i said, "i can well. try and get support ??" and then HER ASS responds with, "THERE IS NO SUPPORT."

FUCK YOU MEAN THERE IS NO SUPPORT???? YOU'RE A SOCIOLOGIST YOU KNOW DAMN WELL THERE IS.

i haven't told either of my parents of my speculations for having selective mutism, though i feel it'll just go the same as what happened with the Asperger's shit so

i think my parents just have stereotypes of autism that i don't fall into so thErEfoRE YoU'Re noT aUtistiC!!!!11!1!!

anyway so that's practically it. thanks for reading what absolute insanity i've gotten myself into, and also what state my mental health is in!!! (ofc this isn't the entirety of my mental health lol.)

have a good day/afternoon/evening/night ♡

— limoncats

[stabbyfoxandrew]

Top 5 video games 👀

ohhhhhh gosh! this kind of thing is hard because there are so many games. so many genres. so many... Eras? like there are games from my childhood that i love and miss and also there are games from now?

so i'm gonna list a lot of my faves, in not particular order!

Kingdom Hearts 2- instant nostalgia even thinking about this game makes me wanna cry. TWT

Sonic Heroes- the most fun game ever. i got my ps2 working last summer and played it again with jess and it was a blast TWT (i wish they'd remaster it but also i don't wanna pay for a new version bc my old one is Fine!)

Fortnite- it's just FUN alright? i love killing bitches. :))

TS4- unfortunately i like build mode and CAS mode more than actually playing. and cc shopping... that's so fun

Spyro- i didn't get to play spyro till a few years ago but it's really fun!

GTAV- it's been years since i touched it but i really liked driving around and shooting the shit out of the npcs. the story mode?? no idea how i felt about that. but buying a rocket launcher, shooting a bunch of people and climbing onto a tall building to shoot helicopters down? FUN :)

Rise of the Tomb Raider- this is the 2nd of the most recent trilogy i think??? i also enjoyed the 1st! but the third sucked :') (to me anyway) i love lara croft. she's so... ough... oh there was One good part of the third game that gave me goosebumps but the gameplay wasn't as good to me??

Breath of the Wild- I never finished it. but goddamn it was so pretty and fun.

Sdv- i haven't touched it in forever but i really enjoyed it when i did!

Anch- i played animal crossing every day for almost 2 years. and then i finally stopped because it had just become a tedious boring thing. i really would like to start a new island but... my island TWT can't do it uhhhhhhh if i keep going this'll get so long it'll be Annoying, but i love a lot of different games! :) ty for asking TWT <3

[gloivy]

current things tag game

thank u for tagging me @felixantares <3

current time: 18:10

current activity: i just did a bunch of chores so i’m currently rewarding myself with a face mask and a lil glass of wine hehe

currently thinking about: food to feed my lil rumbly tummy!!!

current favourite song: Snow Angel by Reneé Rapp, i’ve been listening to it on repeat for dayssssssss

currently reading: not reading anything at the moment but i just finished Fourth Wing and loved it!! i’m gonna start This is How You Lose the Time War next and i’m v excited bc i’ve heard great things about it

currently watching: rewatching the first season of Yellowjackets hehehe i love those crazy bitches

current favourite character: sigh everyone knows i’m a Hermione girlie through and through

current wips: ……..too many to list but i’ll give it a shot ig. Draco Malfoy Must Not Die, The Light on a Starless Night, How to Catch Snitches & Get Witches, Don’t Cry Over Spilled Blood, untagged fest, soulmates fest, dramione auror training fic, crack tomione, uhhhhhhh and more that i can’t name off the top of my head!

tagging: @virdianatnight @annanother-thing @patriceavril @sandervansunshine @hawthornandwine

[wawawawawawawawawawawawawa]

hiiiiiiii we havent sent you any asks for some time. mostly because kanra didnt front much

[idk if you can recognize us after all the url changes]

ereyesterday our their of pissed suggested getting into an outpatient psychward and told us to think about it. and silver[headmate] made a post on the tumbler saying that this could be a bad idea because somewhat recently i made a hole in a wall and less than a week ago Lyra messed up a cupboard. as if we're the only ones who on occasion damage stuff when angered. this is literally so mean for no reason.

also. a few months ago shinra had an accident with a knife. and we got a fun new 1 inch long scar and possibly a little bit of nerve damage or something. and we were supposed to get some reminder tetanus shot around a month after that since i had no idea when was my previous tetanus shot. and i uhhhhhhh didn't get it since i'm scared of doctors, and it would probably seem quite weird if i went to a doctor about this now

also im sorta balding but. scared of doctors so cant do anything about that

last sunday i was in some social studies class or some other shit. and the teacher said something about how lgbt people were never oppressed in this country. which is a very bold thing to say as someone living in a country in which like a quarter of the area declared itself a "lgbt free zone" and only calmed down a little when the european onion told them that that's probably illegal. and i decided to argue with the teacher a bit. one of the things she said was that sometimes there's dudes in pup masks on pride parades, which invokes disgust and thus should be banned, and. idk why but i kinda expected teachers to have a bit more common sense than 14 year old twitter users. also i came to school wearing a spiked dog collar on a regular basis. [for reasons unrelated to kink.]

well. good thing i'm failing every single one of my classes lmao. at least i won't be invoking disgust in fragile old ladies

also. i just met a doggy and he was very niceys. very soft and friendly. and polite also.

- toby

HOW COULD I NOT RECOGNIZE U MY BESTIE IN CHRIST <3 u changed ur url a binch of times but ur icon remained the same sdlfndnfkjsnsdf so i was able to keep track!

i however do not understand a single word of that first paragraph. if u want my advice, DO NOT. FUCKING GO. TO A PSYCH WARD!!!!! idfc Who it helped, it hurts a lot more than it helps, theres NO WAY to tell which psych wards are good and which are shit. no really let me go thru them all rn:

REFERRALS: most professionals that work in different offices do not know each other on a personal level and may never hear of their bad stories. a doctor that was the chillest coolest doctor id ever met referred me to a psychiatrist that sucked fucking ass shit. there is no way to know for sure

GOOGLE REVIEWS: im gonna b real i dont trust some of those mfs. you seen the guys that go into psych wards? a lot of mentally ill people r internalizers and just accept whatever happens to them, and even if they arent, society looks down on the mentally ill SO MUCH that they could b told "you deserve this bc ur crazy" and due to all this societal gaslighting, theyd agree

REVIEWS ON OTHER WEBSITES: same thing lol

why is this so important? because you cannot Fucking leave a psych ward. an outpatient ward yeah you can leave, but ive been to both in and outpatient and they excert the same level of bullshit control over their patients. in outpatient, one of the therapist told me "you are not mentally ill" and made me cry lol. she MEANT to mean it in a "you're not mentally ill, you're ~suffering from a mental illness~ uwu dont let ur disorder define you" kinda way, but that concept was introduced in therapy..... two days after she told me this. like hello? and then she tried to spin it as like, it was a problem with Me i.e. My PTSD Was Triggered and not She Is Dog Shit At Timing The Explaining Of Concepts.

this place also invited my abuser into group therapy even after me incessantly telling them "this is my abuser, she will use all this against me" and yeah guess what she did immidiatley after lol

dont go to wards.

WRT THE KNIFE: damn :0 thats insane dude, hopefully the nerve damage will heal but from experience its gonna take like, a few years at minimum lmao. i had a Knife Incident involving my pinky and the nerve damage was so bad that i couldnt hold scissors w my pinky in the scissor loop thing but evenchually it got better but it took like 4 years. if the knife was clean and not rusty ur risk of tetanus is pretty low i THINK, do not quote me on this. if ur scared of doctors, look into if ur pharmacy offers tetanus shots! some pharmacies have vaccinations other than flu and covid (which i need 2 get lol rip) so u might be able to get one THERE and not see A Doctor about it!

u dont need a doctor for the balding. minoxidil my dear boy, its at walmart, its the stuff thats in rogaine. you want "minoxidil 5%" thats whats in rogaine, theres "minoxidil 3%" thats For Girls but idk ive never heard of anyone having a problem w it. IT IS TOXIC TO CATS THOUGH IT IS VERY VERY TOXIC TO CATS IF YOU HAVE A CAT DO NOT LET THEM FUCKING TOUCH YOU OR RUB ON YOU UNTIL IT DRIES ok? :) id google more if i were u but boom. problem solved. i am the doctor now

"dog masks invoke disgust and should be banned" babygirl disgust is subjective and like, someone could use that logic to ban whatever YOU like, or Are. maybe someone is really disgusted by lil old ladies bc the wrinkles look gross as fuck to them. should we quarrantine the grandmas?

also lol at the dig against 14 year old internet puritans and then surprise surprise guess what happened on This Very Blog while this ask was sitting n collecting dust!! i gotta b on my best behavior bc theres a nonzero chance that The Feds will be looking at this blog (did u know u dont report cybercrime to local police and instead theres a form on the fbi's website? Well Now You Know!) and that goes 4 all of u too. bart please be good..... for the love of GOD please be good....... please tell me yall know that simpsons scene

also also yay doggy!! was it a regular dog or a dude in a pup mask? either way very fun n cool!!!

[thatrandombystander]

Aw jeez holiday season got me feeling melancholic and mopey again. It's just like my birthdays babeyyy

We had a drive around to look at people's Christmas lights in the neighbourhood and I held it in until we got home but now I've started tearing up and crying a little bit.

It's just really sad and frustrating how alienated I feel about any sort of event that is, to most people, a time for celebration.

Growing up, for years and years the predominant feeling I had towards my birthday was just stress. Same thing with each of my brothers' birthdays, same thing with Christmases, New Years, Easters, whatever.

I would dread in the time leading up to them, be stressed on the day, enjoy any pockets of happiness in the time, and then be thankful that the day was passed.

This is directly related to my dad in a way that I've only ever articulated to one friend and she wanted to hit my dad for it. He just always made these sorts of event days so unpleasant.

So now I have more agency in my own life so instead of feeling dread and stress I just.... don't do or feel anything? I feel any sense of joy in these days, and then end up moping about it.

Birthdays are a time for me to mope by alone and away from anyone else. I don't tell people when it is because I don't want them to say anything about it. My close friends sort of just tentatively message me to ask if they can wish me a happy birthday, and I feel weird receiving any sort of present because the joy of presents doesn't mesh with my general unpleasant association with birthdays, so I think I just sort of end up emotionally confused going "uhhhhhhh thanks I guess?????" about it.

Christmas and Easter are just nothing days. New Years Eve is a day to mopily watch the 9pm family fireworks and then go to bed and be grumpy about the midnight fireworks.

I don't have any traditions to celebrate any of these days and I don't know how to start any because I struggle to look forward to the days as something to make a plan for.

I also just really dislike how it's left me struggling to celebrate other people's birthdays and how out of practice I am with gift-giving. I don't look forward to my own birthday so it's difficult to remember to look forward to other peoples, meaning I tend to forget when they are and then I forget they're coming up and suddenly I realise "oh wait, I should have gotten a present for them by now". Same with Christmas and Christmas presents. And then I feel bad about it!

Honestly I think the only way to resolve this would be to move out and get some housemates that ARE exuberant about these sorts of events. Or maybe next year when I have a car someone can invite me to something. Idk. I'm gonna go mope some more or whatever.

[arensika]

hi its the royal-phalanx guy this is in regards to your tags under my post and uhhhhhhh.

NO WAY DAWG. ARENSIKA ???? READING MY FIC ?????????????? IM SHITTING ALL OVER MY HOUSE !!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM CRYING IN ThE CLUNB RIGHT NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIEK A LITTLE WAH WAH BABY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IDK IF THIS IS CONSIDERED A POLITE THING TO DO BUT I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW YOUR ART SLAYS AND IM ! STILL SHITTIN DUDE IM SHITTIN EVERYWHERE !!!!!!!!!!! AND HI TO YOUR GROUP CHAT !!!!!!!!!!!!! AND HOLY SHIT !!!!!!!!!

alright now that ive got that out of the way thanks 4 ur kind words :) also fuck dude i cannot believe i forgot to actually follow you lmao im so excited for that animation shit . looks badass.

HAIII YOUR FIC GOT ME INTO ULTRAKILL!!!! IT'S THE FIRST ULTRAKILL THING I'VE READ!!!!!

I'm gonna go insane I didn't know you Knew of me I LOVE YOUR FICS!!!! WE LOVE YOUR FICS!!!!!!!! Literally my ultrafriends have like Memes about your fic and they freak out any time one of us mentions it. We are soooo mentally well 😁

THANK YOU SO MUCH I LITERALLY AM GOING TO EXPLODE... Losing my MIND right now

[avianii]

18, 25, 28 for top gun asks!

18. Scene that makes you emotional?

uhshs no you're gonna make me cry again, every time I see the scene at the Hard Deck where Mav's looking at Rooster singing Great Balls of Fire I just

25. Would you rather play beach volleyball with the 86 crew or dogfight football with the daggers?

BEACH VOLLEYBALL!!!!! I am a vb girl at heart and will remain so forever ♥️. even if I do kinda hate beach vb because sand and how people manage to have any vertical on that is a mystery to me. don't get me wrong, dogfight football would be super fun but who would pass up the chance to play with the iconic 86 crew???

28. What character do you think you would get along with the most?

uHhhHHhh probably Mav honestly. definitely would be a besties that kinda hate each other but don't kinda deal mostly because having friends to be public safety hazards with is my fav thing ever. 90% of the time is just...is that a bad idea? probably. but absolutely still gonna do it lmao.

[xionshadow]

Ship bingo

*The wheel spins again*

Uhhhhhhh

Riddle/Hayato

Sigurd/Riddle/Hayato

Hiren/Dante

You have brought an mini essay onto your doorstep. Most of this will be under the cut for length and spoilers reasons. If you haven't read Undertaker Riddle, I suggest you do cuz nothing in this will make sense if you don't.

First! Starting with the main pair who drive this wonderful manga, Riddle/Hayato.

There is something so DELIGHTFULLY interesting about them. Could be the fact that the funky contracts Undertakes have are basically mini engagement rings. Could be the fact that both parties share part of their souls with the other.

WHATEVER IT IS. They are gay by default in my eyes. Despite Riddle never doing more than kissing Hayato's ring finger to make the contract ring appear (which is so funny when you read the pilot. Like The tamer version is in the pilot. How is it TAMER in the pilot for the manga?), the two are like basically a married couple? But like the old bickering phase is first and then the honeymoon phase at the end? AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THAT ENDING?! Just,,, LOOK these two are an item. Do not separate thing if you will. Which is sorta funny how often Riddle fucks off to god knows where in the manga.

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Next!! Dante/Hiren!! The second gayest thing in Undertaker Riddle.

I Almost marked down "They're Exes" thanks to the Dante is kidnapped arc, but decided against it. Cuz Dante doesn't even know what a Hiren is. While Hiren is just,,, he's going to be okay but he will break down and cry if Dante looked at him sideways.

These two are literally do not separate. While Hayato gets sorta antsy when Riddle runs off, that's because Hayato is functionally useless without Riddle by his side. Dante got fucking KIDNAPPED, and Hiren's response was to cry and wail like a toddler who dropped their ice cream on the floor before impulsively and (accidentally) kidnapping Hayato on a quest to find Dante.

Hiren is like THE POOR MEOW MEOW. You feel bad for him like seeing a kitten in a downpour. But the second he finds Dante (and almost dies before recovering thanks to Hayato) he goes from poor kitten in the rain to just sopping wet kitten. And then he almost single handily murders like 3 people. Stopping short ONLY because Dante never explicitly told him to kill them and was merely protecting his beloved.

Once they are properly back together as contracted undertaker partners, (which HIREN BABY, THE WAY YOU DID THAT WAS SO FUCKING DANGEROUS. YOU WERE LITERALLY GONNA DIE TO.) they work SEAMLESSLY together. Hiren is like brutal on the battle field, while Dante is verbally the most abrasive man out there.

Of course, I should mention how Roen basically says that Dante is gay to his face. Pointing out that he's "changed" and he's acting like a guy who has a wife and kids basically. Before questioning if it is Hiren, and Dante getting sorta defensive before being drugged. Poor Dante.

They are so gay, the both of them. And the official art makes me feral out here okay?

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Sigurd/Riddle/Hayato. I saved the best and MOST SPOILERY ship for last.

OKAY. IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE MANGA, GO BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM. THIS WILL BE SPOILERS FOR THE FINAL ARC. THE WHOLE MANGA IS ONLY 46 CHAPTERS LONG. GO READ IT.

With that being SAID. They are exes, there is attempted murder on Hayato and successful murder on Sigurd. Hayato and Sigurd literally share a soul, so they are basically the same guy. Hayato and Riddle are literally fated to be enemies due to how the plot works and yet same foes for Sigurd and Riddle w/ Hayato. Riddle is SO codependent on Sigurd. Man refused to let anyone in after the king's death so he couldn't become distracted from his goals. Riddle's devotion to both Sigurd and Hayato is just---- MMM. It's so painful. They are sweet as much as they are toxic. And Thematically? It's just perfect.

We good? Cool.

Now this is literally JUST canon for the manga! Straight up, this is how Riddle sees his and Hayato's... situationship. Riddle is doing EVERYTHING with Hayato to get his former Boyfriend/Husband/King back on the throne and destroying the catacombs together.

Riddle and Hayato end up having a proper funeral for Sigurd, and all ends well ya know? But that WHOLE final battle is just, so gay. Especially since Sigurd looks like Hayato in his late 20s. Like idk man, seems sorta fruity to me, but maybe I'm tripping.

(I would have a picture, but there isn't a picture of them together in color. Shame really.)