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motheyes · 2 years

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i think i’ll make a little note or wrap up for new years

#sometimes i do sometimes i don’t #i have weird ocd about forgetting memories and stuff but it’s either full blown or i’m just #like letting most of everything go in one ear and out the next #you know what i mean. i have literally terrible memory #it’s kinda funny but. i do hate it #ok. i’m gunna plug in and crank out this floor #little behind because i worked so much on my last floor #just got this one. 13. and 3 #boo yah baby

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marshmallowgoop · 6 months

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no thoughts just Heiji Hattori (HD)

#detective conan #case closed #amv #my amvs #eye strain #heiji hattori #harley hartwell #conan edogawa #shinichi kudo #funimation english dub script #video #happy two-year anniversary to 'no thoughts just heiji hattori'!#while it's not my first amv (it's maybe my... fifth?)#it was the first one i made with davinci resolve and the amv that really got me into editing amvs for real #it's the amv that made me believe i could make amvs 🥺#and in remastering it i deeply understood how ambitious it was! i thought i did a lot of audio mixing for 'messed up'#but that's not even close to all the audio mixing i did here--cannot believe that i did all this for my first big amv project #it took about 20 hours *just* to remaster!#which is something i've been meaning to do for a while now so i'm very happy to finally share the results!#to make this a 'remaster' and not a 'redo' the only changes i tried to make were to the source footage and audio #video now uses almost entirely hd remastered footage from my blu-rays or netflix rather than my dvds #but oh gosh was it *hard* not to touch anything else! i'd do so many things differently now #but this video will always be really special to me (and i can't believe i did it at all tbh!)#i hope seeing it in hd is fun too! i'm so blown away by all the love this vid's gotten #and that it helped increase interest in funi's old english dub is amazing and 100% what i was trying to do with it!#thank you everyone for all the support <333 i wouldn't be the video editor i am today without this vid or your encouragement for it <3333 #like the original the sources used are mostly from what funi dubbed (but mixed in hd by me!): eps 48-49 57-58 77-78 117 and 118 and movie 3 #but i also used episodes 141-142 174 189 239 263 277 291 293 345 479 491 517 and 522 #and ova 3 and tv special 6 (episode one) and movies 10 and 13 and ops 27 31 and 33 and the funi 5.2 dvd blooper for the one line lol #the song is 'you're stupid aren't you' by toshio masuda (from jubei-chan 2)

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firstofficerkittycat · 6 months

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tribute to the most beautiful first ever homo on my television screen

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spaghett-onaplate · 4 months

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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed

#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself #and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change #it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly #so there was somewhat of a gradual progression #but still #also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time #i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i #had been socially involved #anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change #and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find #the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever #and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha #(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically #it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni #ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that #but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped #and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr #i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years #and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it #and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing #kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao #i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school #and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build #--ing towards #which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now

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martyrbat · 10 months

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harley quinn (2000) #13

[ID: three of the same photo. In them, Harley Quinn is smiling as she's in front of a black background and is holding up a large sign with one hand and gesturing to it with the other. The sign has a gray background and is bordered with orange. In the first photo, the sign is blank but the second and third photo has black text on it that reads ‘trans rights’ and ‘gay rights’ respectively. END ID]

#the sign is very hastily edited to be blank gray. mutuals if youre seeing this then just dont say anything and maybe no one will notice #but anyways. theres my problematic transfem bisexual <3 #i got.... so many thoughts on harley always and it boils down to ‘wow this character is wasted in every single piece of media shes in’#but thats unimportant. trans and gay rights always <3 #c: harley quinn (2000) | i: 13 #crypt's panels #posts from the crypt #harley quinn

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starlight---starbrights · 4 months

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Undertale yellow flowey embroidery

This took about 40 hours, give or take a few

#I can tell you one thing #Embroidering while having arthritis is really not a piece of cake. When you hand cramps just by holding it at an angle.#At least I can be grateful for my empty schedule #Makes embroidering till the sun rises back up so much easier #Insomnia also helps with this task #I was listening to the ost while working on it and… Live reaction #Occupied turf is so good actually !? Why wasn’t it shown more often !? IT’S FIRE !?#I forgot I only did a pacifist so I got so confused when neutral Flowey came out…#A mother’s love ? Should’ve called this “I’m gonna fuck you up”#The number of time I got my ass handed back to me in this fight is not even funny #The first time is great. The second I only discern my favorites and the sudden change in style. By the third loop I can’t recognize shit #my brain is melting and my eyes are on fire…#Advantages on doing it during daytime. Eyes hurt less. Good stupid tv to listen to in the background Disadvantages. People #Advantages on doing it at night. Alone. Personally work better at night #Disadvantages. No good TV. Time goes by slower…? I don’t know maybe I’m just loosing it with those freaking petals #For reference one petal took me about 3 and a half hours. So yeah… I thought it would never end… Took out almost all my yellow.#When the line tangles itself in the back and you realize only close to the end of it that half went missing #So you have to go backward to entangle it and loose 30 mins because damn it #Cats are not helpful in any of those scenarios #Why do I feel the need to make the back perfect when nobody else but me will know #This is the last time I do one so big without thinking it through #Note to self. Don’t do it standing up when the cats are awake. She just destroyed my stomach #I think i’m losing it #Back after a few weeks #God this white thread is doing my head in… I’m willing to bet my leg half the time I spent on the face was me untangling it.#I’m almost done. It’s finally over. Dark brown took exactly 4 h and 13 mins #undertale #undertale yellow #embroidery #I’m thinking of doing Boris the wolf next. Because I just found the perfect rendition to put on my wall

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writeouswriter · 2 years

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Had a great time playing Sims today (spent 3 and a half hours searching for and downloading custom content and never once turned on the game)

#sims #the sims 2 #the sims #ts2 #this is just how it is now #not writing #sims 4 #I guess I’ll tag but sims 2 is the only sims that matters my man 😭#you will not catch me tagging 3 #sims 2 my beloved #I’ve been playing it for like 13 years now downloading cc is the only thing that still gives me meaning #I just wanted a round slightly worn wooden table that’s it 😭#I only found one (1) vaguely close item after 3 hours! and it was refusing to even download at first 😭#I had a list of 6 items to look for that at the top... I downloaded about 50 things... only got 2 of those items #like walking into the grocery store to buy one thing and then leaving with a whole shopping cart full #mostly got hair didn’t need any of it again just needed that table and some recolours of items plus a lamp and some plants but nooo #still didn’t really find a table recolour I liked just closest thing I just want worn wood recolours of things! 😭#I’m building a bar/kind of dingy pub but I don’t want it to look like abandoned for 100yrs after a massacre just want some wear and tear #yes it’s 2am ignore me #yeah I’m gamer™️

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oimoi-op · 1 month

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Mentioned a little while back that I got some more vintage fountain pens so here's one of them courtesy of my mid-at-best photography skills:

It's a Waterman no. 12 eyedropper. No clip but for some reason both Watermans and BCHR pens with clips hate me so this is the norm for me lol. Cap's patent date reads "MAY 24. 1898" so it's very likely it's from right about the turn of the 19th century. Barrel's patent date reads "FEB. 12. & NOV. 4. 1884" so I believe the later date on the cap is probably closer to when it actually left the factory.

Both patent dates are very clear despite visible aging throughout the pen. Barrel imprint "WATERMAN'S IDEAL FOUNTAIN PEN N.Y." is also very legible. The "12" stamped on the end barrel is much more faded and difficult to make out in poor lighting.

The pen's barrel, section, and cap are all made from ebonite/hardened black rubber. I don't see any markings that would lead me to believe this was ever chased/patterned. However, the pen has clearly been exposed to water throughout its life as it's a very uneven brown, with the section and parts of the barrel having turned black.

The no. 2 nib and its ebonite feed are completely intact thank fuck. The section was very stubborn and did NOT want to unscrew thanks to decades' old dried ink. I went ahead with the decision to partially soak the section to where it meets the barrel as it was already very discolored and seemed unlikely to be further damaged by this.

(Side note: it is not recommended to soak rubber pens or expose them to water unnecessarily, especially if the rubber still retains its original factory look. Even in this situation I took care to not soak the barrel.)

After some careful soaking and a little bit of heat (just low controlled heat!! NOT heated water!!!), the section unscrewed in my hand, so I didn't even need my section pliers, which was nice lol. Flushing the inside of the barrel with a syringe made cleaning go pretty fast, so I was able to fill it with ink in no time.

She's a flexy lol

The tines split very easily with hardly any pressure to the point I think I can safely classify it as a true flexible nib, albeit not a wet noodle. Without any flex, it leaves an almost stubbish EF or even EEF line—however, it lays down ink so wetly that unless you're writing VERY slowly, it doesn't look quite so fine lol. And with just barely any pressure, it easily puts down BBB lines, though (as evidenced by the slight railroading pictures) sometimes the feed struggles to keep up.

This is one of the most user-friendly vintage flex pens I've owned. It makes me wish my handwriting wasn't dogshit so I could do it justice :(

Biggest issue is a moderate crack on the cap. It isn't so severe to the point of drying out the pen, but I have to be careful when capping, and just to be safe posting is a no-go. It's functional but I wouldn't mind replacing it.

Overall, this a pretty good example of a user-grade vintage flex. Since there's no mechanism, it doesn't need to be restored, and it holds plenty of ink for writing/calligraphy purposes. I've enjoyed writing with it more than my other vintage flexies and semi-flexies for the past few weeks, and the inky fingertips are so worth it lol

#long post #personal #pens #fountain pen #vintage pen #vintage pens #stationery #fr the upstroke is usually much finer but it's just so wet and also i write too quickly to do it justice #i got a few other pens i want to post about (a waterman 13 and a moore's safety) but this is the one i've been using the most #well the most besides my vacumatic os and my dialog 3 but neither are flexy and both are very fucking different from this and each other lo #fr wish my penmanship was nicer especially with flexies #also did not realize how hard it is to record myself writing by holding my phone in my left hand smh

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whitehartlane · 2 months

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here we go for hojbjerg to marseille … wow that was quick. goodbye my viking and make sure you break that cunt greenwood’s legs in training 🕊️

#13/14M is an absolute steal for them and i don’t think we could’ve got more tbh #last yr of his contract and we bought him for a similar price #wish him well <3 #also lange rly works in the shadows wtf #ah just saw the deal could go up to 20M in add-ons which is more than we paid for him iirc

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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#skskks this probably doesnt sound like anything to anyone but #i went to the store wearing one of the new tops i got that i like!!!#it is a long sleeved tight fitting top that is shorter than normal #and im wearing jeans that end above my belly button #so a line of my midriff is exposed #so scary lmao!!!!!! but i went to the store and home and i didnt notice anyone stare at me #even if i get sm clothes i always end up wearing one of my 3 veryyyy oversized t-shirts #i wanna practice actually wearing the clothes i want :<#since im not thin ppl will judge me (but as long as they dont say anything i wanna try to learn how to deal w it)#bc like damn i've lived since i was 13 being terrified of wearing the outfits i want #bc all i can think abt is how my body looks weird and isnt skinny #and no matter what ppl say 'omg no ones judging u uwu' i know 1st hand that aint true #ppl stare ppl make comments ppl cant stand anyone not being thin #so like i wanna be able to actually wear what i buy 🥴 just for me and bc i think it's fun!!! even if ppl judge my weight and body i still #wanna live my life #even if it's scary i am trying to practice that sksksksk it will be difficult but i wanna keep trying 😔

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hella1975 · 1 year

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assigning a character the highest honour like *adds go home by julien baker to their playlist*

#and by honour i mean pointing at them like TRAUMATISED! TRAUMATISED! TRAUMATISED!#like yeah relating to this song is a red flag actually. yeah it's one of the most personal songs in the world to me #and i actively am not allowed to listen to it some days bc it makes me significantly worse #even if im in a GOOD mood because of the layers upon layers of emotions ive associated with it #yeah i literally wont even blorbo post to this song even if it's accurate to a character because it's so personal #so they have to be REALLY FUCKING SPECIAL AND FUCKED IN THE HEAD to get this honour. enter touya #i made him a playlist im going crazy like yeah actually of course i was always gonna be weird about him #like he's got fire themes. he's got body horror. he just wanted to be good. he's ethel cain coded. he's georgia coded #he's got mommy AND daddy AND sibling issues. he's the only other character ive let even come close to mary on a cross #he's a waiting room girlie. he's an archer girlie. im tearing my hair the fuck out of my scalp #why does the first character ive latched onto this hard since CHUUYA have to be from mha of all things #like that's embarassing for me im embarassed to be here. and yet #touya todoroki #the thing that makes me sick about touya is yes the abuse he went through via his quirk and his dad etc etc #but also bc sekota peak happened when he was 13 right? and he's 24 now? that's 11 years unaccounted for #like ik it's confirmed his burns put him in a coma for 3 years and all for one and the dr guy just stapled his stubborn self together #which is something else i will YELL MY HEAD OFF ABOUT WHAT THE FUCKKKKK HE WAS A CHILD STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT #but im pretty sure it's confirmed that after 3 years he goes off again on his own? which still leaves him as a teenager?#like he straight up burns himself alive at 13 wakes up at 16 and reappears at 24 with dyed hair and piercings and a bad attitude #and im not supposed to wonder? or get upset? like i absolutely am leaning into the 'he was on the streets' angle bc i hate myself #and that's devastating and also what alternative is there logically like he has NOTHING #no home no money no name that he can feasibly use not even an appearance that will warrant anything but more cruelty #so youve got this child on the streets with injuries that absolutely cause insane amounts of pain daily he's literally STAPLED together #and he's completely alone and the only thing getting him through is this growing hatred and rage #like id set all my plans around killing the guy that put me there too actually just to fucking get me out of bed in the morning #I CANNOT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM. WHERE WAS HE FOR THE PAST DECADE. HORIKOSHI PLEASE #I WANNA GO HOME IM SICK THERES MORE WHISKEY THAN BLOOD IN MY VEINS MORE TAR THAN AIR IN MY LUNGS #PIERCE MY SKIN NEEDLES TO WORN OUT RAGS THE FOLDS IN MY ARMS THE SICKENING BLACK AND I HAVENT BEEN TAKING MY MEDS #I KNOW MY BODY IS JUST DIRTY CLOTHES IM TIRED OF WASHING MY HANDS GOD I WANT TO GO HOME

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skeletalheartattack · 1 year

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WATCH MS. PAC-MAN DANCE

#this is from the instruction manual for Namco Museum vol. 3 #got it today with a bunch of 360 games while i was yard sale shopping today #im honestly surprised to have found a house that was selling games. usually i figure folks would just sell them online for good money #but no each game ranged from 3-6 dollars #so i got: Dead Island 1. Mirrors Edge. Borderlands 1. and Namco Museum.#i also got Banjo Nuts & Bolts elsewhere. i had it a long time ago but i think i gave it away/sold it #so now i can see how far i got into the game now that i have another copy #that yard sale w/ the 4 games i got. they also had borderlands 2. some COD games. halo 3. and kinect adventures #they did have some PS2 games. only two worth mentioning is an eyetoy game. and Kingdom Hearts 2 #i'm always on the lookout for PS2 games but. i didnt grab KH2. theres a lot of pretty dudes in that game (from org 13) but im not a KH-head #though theres always a part of me that regrets not buying literally everything #but given that those 4 games costed me 15 dollars..... listen thats a good deal but i didnt have a lot of money on me #or not a lot i could risk spending all in one place #anyway. im playing dead island atm :) i picked sam b

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kayzero · 3 months

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hi hi kay!! i dont have have the energy to get to ur asks yet still BUT since u play isat every week i wanted to tell u The First Hint For The Secret Thing (and a general advice tip thing) just in case: did u know that u can interact w ur souvenirs? if u didnt, then well!! u can!! some of them can be silly or interesting.. and some can even change!! i recommend trying it every now n then!!

i also . highly recommend keep a save file for each act from here on (dw abt the ones youve gotten past already) if u haven't already been doing that. trust. anywayy lemme know if u find anything particularly interesting, related to this or otherwise :3c

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#for later #yay!!! i got my hints!!!!!!!#does it need to be At The Beginning of the Act or just. in it.#because my Act 3 Loop 13 File is still intact and i wanna know if i should move it to Slot One

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the-physicality · 12 days

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#what i wanted to do today was watch game 3 of the 2014 finals #but i couldn't find it on you tube and as we all know it's not on league pass #so i ended up just spending some more time on across the time line #here's a fun fact i learned: Stephanie white got one technical foul in her career as a player and it was in the first game she ever played #meanwhile dt fouled out in her first game while still putting up like 22 points and 3 blocks 3 assists and 3 reb #shooting 53% from the field 7/13 and 3/6 from 3 #and went 22-26-22 in the first 3 games of her career #a damn shame league pass doesn't have any of those available #and then i spent some time looking at scoring records #and here's the thing i respect the *ja one because it can stand without asterisks #but you know i was doing some math and looking at some things #it is so impressive that total points and points per game were not touched until 2023 and 2024 respectively #records that were set in 2006!#i have other thoughts about mvp stuff that i am not going to share rn bc i would prefer that they not be taken in the context of this seaso

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ayyponine · 2 months

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not to be a milennial but harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban really is that bitch....

#mom wanted to rewatch the movies so we've been going thru them <3 #talk about a movie thats just like. grief. i turn into the jamie lee curtis halloween trauma supercut #SORRY..... the visuals are peak like that IS the hp vibe to ME and i am BLOWN AWAY this movie was made in 2004 it feels ahead of its time #the first two are so whimsical and magical enrapturing and this movie is like. a well worn cardigan. this feels 2011 cozycore to me #sorry but the introduction of lupin becoming a comforting trusted guardian type of figure AND the dementors representing hollow depression #this 13 yr old whos been kept in the dark on so many things being extra vulnerable prey to them bc of the severe trauma #but getting lessons on how to withstand that creeping dread.. through happy memories... still bonding w lupin increasngly ouagh...#the grief between them both over james and lily. also btw ofc defense against the dark arts being fighting yr fears through laughter. aaaaaa #and then sirius. black. im. i know we meme on the twelve years of it! in azkaban! but as a bitch whos now closer to those characters in age #and can appreciate and understand them obv more than i could when i was. a tween. that just hits like ok shit. VALID #so valid and real to see the child of your friends you knew at that age but who DIED and then see the friend who betrayed them #to see like the best of BOTH of them mirrored and living on in him and be like yknow what???? you WILL be protected frm that same fate #hoooo the briefest moment where harry might hope things will turn out okay. w sirius' name being cleared and peter having to explain himself #and sirius being like hey i get it if you want to stay w your family that is fine but. if you wanna move in w me...#(harry relaying this to hermione later as well. dreaming of a place fr just the two of them somewhere in the countryside #somewhere..... sirius might see the sky..... bc he thinks he would like that after all those years locked up do not even touch me rn.......)#only fr everything to turn to shit two friends fighting w deadly force. the chance to set this right slipping off into the night.#a million dementors descending relentlessly until utter exhaustion and certain death. some strange salvation? fight for a second chance?#but then still havign to say goodbye when they only just GOT this. and everything still being so. god. and lupin having to leave as well.#the thought of sirius also WANTING that guardian type connection but being forced to live in 1. a cave barely living more freely than before #2. then being confined to the stuffy somber abusive home he ran away from as a teen w that portrait still up there and everything.. bitch...#oh man the way i KNOW when we get to ootp (my favourite) its gonna leave me blasted into a million little pieces #the way i know shit like the knowing wink the entirety of the wall tapestry room scene and of course nice one james is gonna DESTROY me..#dont even talk to me abt that dark turn at the end of gof and how everything after gets soooo. god. w everything just getting destroyed and.#i cant even think abt it i cant even talk about it. wah #i dont care btw that they aged those guys up undermining how insanely young these people died. perfect casting fr the remaining marauders ok

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innko · 3 months

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japanese medical negligence will drive you to american without health insurance behaviors

#hi hi hello tumblr #my migraines came back with a vengence #i didn't realize it for the 10 years i've had them #but i am pretty sure they were hemiplegic this whole time #got weakness and numbness down one side of my body from my first migraine ar 12 or 13 #and just thought that was normal migraine with aura #others on my dad's side of the family (the white people) had sever migraines too so i grew up thinking it was normal #come to think of it in 10 years even an introvert like me has met 20-30 people with migraine and none of them had symptoms like mine #well this time i had leg numbness and weakness to the point of foot drop start on sunday #puking intensely wednsday - thursday #the headache finally came friday #blurred vision throughout...but i had a prolonged aura w out headache last month that didn't quite resolve #headache and nausea and vision has calmed but won't totally go away now #this whole time they worked me up for stroke and autoimmune diseases #and when that comes back normal and i say i'm pretty sure that was all a turbo migraine #the doctor starts googling migraine in front of me and is like well...you have symptoms of it but i don't know #this is a NEURO mind you not a general internist #i begged for him to nuke the way past 3 days status migraine with steroids like in the US #told they don't do that in japan #i asked to try reyvow #no to that because “my other symtoms are worse and that's only for the headache part”#i asked for a headache specialist #told none was available #eventually was kicked to the curb with 10 nausea pills and my records to take somewhere else #my foot perked up a bit after the headache started but is still droopy and weak #when i asked about PT i got “well you can still walk”#and when i said it catches on the ground and i trip sometimes and i can't walk quickly without dragging my leg i was told “well walk slowly #not even recommended home exercises #so now i'm on physical therapy YouTube trying to rehab my own fucking foot drop #i will try to find a neuro who knows about hemiplegic migraine and will treat status migraines agressively

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