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It’s literally impossible for me to write a trope in a straightforward way I think lol
Was writing Omegaverse and I was just like… well what if I changed the rules… what if I added complications…. what if I made everything weirder by adding MORE extenuating circumstances
Have never written a coffee shop AU but I just know that if I tried it would mutate and combine with like 7 other tropes somehow, and I’d have a new amalgam universe with like 57 complicated systems stacked on one another, somehow
Oh well! Can’t stop won’t stop!
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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BTW i have a lot going on today so i probably won't be able to play dream bbq immediately (and i might wait a bit after that until my autism brain lets me play it since im HEAVILY fixated on smth else right now, you know how it is) so ive blocked a bunch of tags to try and prevent seeing spoilers!! i'll reblog this post once i play it myself and give a spoiler tag for anyone else who doesn't wanna get spoiled by my posts but for now im gonna chill on the other side of that while i take care of some other stuff
mutuals who want to post abt it i'll humbly request you to use "#dream bbq spoilers" to filter it out but i also have other catchall terms like ena and dream bbq and joel g temporarily blocked as well. i hope everyones having fun with it!!
#meow meows#idk how many ppl i follow who are even into ena anymore but im putting this out there as a blanket statement just in case#wait for me ena my forsaken hyperfixation is making playing dream bbq my last priority rn but i'm still SUPER pumped that its out#theres a good chance my brother and i will play it together but i dont think itll be today nor tomorrow#after that who knows....#also if you have a preferred tag drop it in the replies and i'll block that as well#which also doubles as me saving it for later to go reblog shit from when i do play. win win for everyone
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can we see all of your tattoos? :0
I FINALLY TOOK PICS!!!! I actually don’t have a TON of tattoos compared to my peers but I have a nice chunk! I’m just slow at getting tattooed bc I’m always working so I get like MAYBE two a year 😂
ANYWAYS!!! Ok so my legs: butterfly, demon goat girl, caterpillar, bill cipher (a SUPER OLD ONE), Minecraft block, and blue three eyed cat are all by me on me HAHA
I’ve made myself quit tattooing myself so I can get OTHER people’s art on me, but I wanted to tattoo my own shins just in case it was too terrible to continue with someone else (it’s not actually that bad!!!), and the other things like the Minecraft block were just so I could have complete control of it when it meant so much to me. The three eyed cat is actually my first “official” tattoo on skin I did as an apprentice! (Bill was a sneaky stick and poke I did in college OTL)

Creeper is from a friend/fellow tattoo artist who I trade tattoos with a bunch (but we still pay each other bc BILLS…), party dragon was from a dragon tattoo trade, worm on a string was from a friend who’s apprenticeship started same time as mine, pink axolotl is from my coworker who is sooooo freakin cool….i aspire to be like her so much…. And anime eyes heart gal is from a super cool friend that I went to college with! We reunited when I started tattooing and got a lot of laughs on how long it took to get our degrees and now we aren’t even “using” them HAHSG

Rest of the ones on my legs!!
Mob is from the same buddy that did the creeper and another one you’ll see in a sec, the kitties are from ANOTHER pal who started apprenticing same time as me! They’re actually arranged to be a subtle ⚢ sign bc IM A HOMOSEXUALLLLL~~ the symbol beneath these is the ol symbol from gravity falls that I ALSO stick and poked in college YEP…. Love Bug and the firefly are by a buddy from Virginia! One day I’m gonna get a “mean” version of love bug on my other thigh and it’s gonna say “bug off” 🤩 and the colorful leopard is from ANOTHER buddy trade that I did with a very cool friend!!
And finally MY ARMS!!!!

I have even less up here because getting arm tattoos makes it hard to work pfft….
I LOVE canti from OG FLCL (I love robots with sick designs so much…) and I love the show as well (introducing me to the Pillows was so PIVOTAL…) so I have him not once but TWICE form different ppl. The one with the flowers was from my mentor who turned out to be a sucky person so BOOO but I still love the tattoo~ the claptrap and OTHER canti are from a neat guy that I LOOOVE his style but his shop is sooo traditional and it’s lowkey uncomfortable even though he’s nice so idk if I’ll go back for a third. The Grievous is from the same buddy that did the creeper and mob!!! It’s so cool too bc my freckles make HIM have freckles and it’s adorable to me. And finally my VERY first tattoo I ever got, the big ufo abducting a pumpkin!!
This was done by Kelly McGrath in North Carolina and she was so sosososo sweet, gave me free prints, let me video call some of it to my family because we were VERY very far away from each other, AND I got to tell her years and years later that she inspired me so much that I became a tattoo artist myself!! And I even got to ask her a question or two and she responded so nice :,,)
SO YEAH I don’t have much rhyme or reason to my picks besides preferring color tattoos to be the majority, but my goal now is to collect tattoos from some very cool people and take my time filling up my body with art!! Eventually I would like to extend to my hands (palms included) and feet (JUST THE TOP I AM NOT DOING MY SOLES), neck, body, and maybe a few on my face near the outer perimeter/outer corner of eyes/above eyebrows! But that’ll probably be way off bc I work a LOT like I said at the beginning! Always the tattooer, never the tattooed HAHA
#moonspeak#long post#lyfe#melfase#irl#I’m both kinda like WOAH I’ve collected a fair amount of tattoos now!!#and also like I HAVENT GOTTEN ENOUGH!!!!!!!
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Hey Pookie, I lowkey love your content and shi but I’m kinda confused about like the minor stuff (Characters being under 18 then aged up in fics) I’m confused because people would be like “your aging up characters to sexualize them” but I don’t think that’s your case yk so I’m wondering do you believe in the “it’s illegal to sexualize underage anime characters” or nah?
No offence 🫠
i do not believed in that lmao /nm
it wouldn't matter if i was doing it just to sexualize them tbh bc you're still intending to write them as adults. ive never understood that 'just to sexualize them' bc like... would u prefer they didn't do that? lmao
characters are not people so its not illegal and it does not matter👍🏾. characters are objects and tools of make believe so u can do anything u want with them. they're paper dolls and building blocks and they have zero agency bc they do not exist. no actual minor is harmed or helped by that rhetoric
especially in the context of like written fiction. like they're not actual minors they're play pretend pixels and words on screen etc . anime characters should not be treated as psuedo ppl they are literally dolls. i hope this helps !! u seem genuine in asking so i did my best to answer but i feel like ive answered this so many times its hard to rlly explain it anymore
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omg yumetwt gets so tiring sometimes idk why man. When I joined like a couple of months ago, and I was in my priv account qrt-ing, there weren't as many people as now, and I feel like it's getting 'toxic' or 'unhealthy'. People get rude at times or it's sad seeing so many posts about ppl complaining how they'll never be good enough or being doubtful when the goal of being a self shipper (or yume, but I personally prefer the other term) is to have FUN. If you have any problem or feel uncomfortable, genuinely just don't interact: mute accounts, mute words, and in extreme cases just block, I know if you have a popular f/o is gonna be harder, but do whatever you're capable of to avoid getting uncomfortable (mainly for selective and non-sharers)
I just get this crowded and tinted with negativity/toxicity aura and it makes me uncomfortable-
I always try to keep my distance and only replying with interactive accounts
Idk how is the equivalent of yumetwt on tumblr, I feel like it's easier since u can just not look at the tags or mute words too, idk, my perception
#cyclorose#this sudden boom has weird vibes...#and not to mention it can actually impact your mental health
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This iisn't a Winx related rant but just a personal vent/rant I need to make for the sake of need
Now for context I have a friend group in my school: me, @tsukun, "macaroni" "Canada addict" (These 2 are code names) and Bilal.
Macaroni has been my friend since year 3 but we moved schools for a year and she came to my school. And she was invited in the friend group happily.
Now everything was good, until a few months ago.
The reason Canada addict is named such is because a few months ago he reunited with this girl he likes "santa clause". She's Canadian and now Canada addict is I love. He's obsessed
AND THIS SANTA IS SO PICK ME?
ISTG she's always yapping abt how ugly she is for attention. Canada addict is ready to give up his life in his home country for this stranger he's dating online (claiming to wait to marry her. Sure bud)
Macaroni here has changed since I last saw her. She got in this discord drama and got a man "Kayak", I have no beef with kayak. He seems cool. Except macaroni is obsessed. (to the point when she hears my birthday she thinks of him cb that's the day they broke up and decided to wait for marriage)
Macaroni and Canada addict started to ditch tsukun and I (I'm calling tsukun by user since they prefer that) and macaroni barely speaks to us and mostly yaps abt men and discord drama like girl js BLOCK AND DELETE DISCORD
Tsukun and I have been fed up beyond belief. We decided to ditch macaroni and Canada addict for a day and macaroni got upsety spaghetti (pun intended) so we were forced to stop.
Bilal also got close with Canada addict, I have no problem tho bc Bilal is chill
but we dk what to do. Hell macaroni went out with tsukun once only to fool her parents so she can secretly hang with Canada addict. I was in the hospital so they didn't tell me but tsukun did
The fact that they were prob not gonna tell me upsets me, I kkow I was hospitalized but I wanna know what ur doing.
Even worse on the topic of hospitalization, what happened was I got a terrible case of bronchitis and was hospitalized for 5 hours and had to do many drips. Macaroni didn't gaf, tsukun did, they texted a lot and stuff. Macaroni js left me on read. It hurt a lot bc I was crying a lot.
Tsukun (whom I knew for less then macaroni) gave more of a crap, they said they would've rathered visiting me in hospital then do the hanging out. And FYI when we ditched macaroni we had wayyy more fun then usual.
Also the reason I say they'll wait for marriage is bc of their religion, dating is wrong(which BTW I'm not hating on any religion. I mention this bc it seems confusing to say wait for marriage) but idk why they bothered waiting when most studf they say isn't religious. Which no hate to non religious, I js don't like it when ppl all of a sudden decided to enforce religion knowing damn well they barely follow it.
Anyways that's my rant.
Tsukun I love you king
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about me + this blog
hii there!
i’ve seen all 20 eps of drs2 and will be tagging spoilers as #ninjago spoilers. creating my own ocs/aus isn’t really my thing; this blog will mostly be focused on canon characters and events, usually from dr.
other than spoilers, i don’t usually tag stuff. you can ask me to tag for something though, just send me an ask :)
my blog title is from that one tiktok where one of those dudebro ninjago fans is staring in horror at a picture of the ninjas with the year 2024 over the pic. certain ninjas are labelled as dead or alive, with cole shaded in grey like he’s dead but labelled as ‘alive but gay’, the latter of which is implied to be what’s causing the guy grief. ninjago tumblr thought this was so stupid it was hilarious, and so ironically started using it. i mean it in the same vein — completely ironically, mocking people who think it’s worse for a character to be queercoded than killed off. if you are queer, i’m so proud of you for being alive — i know how difficult than can be, and the world is so much better for having you in it. your queerness is just another beautiful/normal part of you, and not a mistake.
i’m usually just here to reblog this, write fics, and make the occasional post. still trying to chose a (preferably ‘masculine’ or ‘gender-neutral’) name for myself, ideas are welcome! the emojis in the description of my blog just stand for the fact that i’m african, desi, muslim, and queer. i’m someone who often uses he/him pronouns and also sometimes calls themselves a lesbian. if you disagree with that (and anything on this post tbh) you’re free to just block me — i’m not arguing about my own identity or beliefs when i’m just here to have a good time over spinning lego ninjas. questions in good faith are welcome though :)
i usually ship ‘popular’ and ‘normal’ ships but… tbh i really don’t mind what people ship (the block button and tag/post filtering tools are my friends), or what queer people want to call or label themselves. neither of them are my business or a real problem imo — unless, in the case of the former, ppl aren’t tagging their stuff properly (but then the issue for me is that they’re not tagging properly, not whatever it is that they’re creating).
i hope that you enjoy your time on this blog! :)
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Its interesting to me how Gojo's english VA rejects or simply doesn't see the subtext StSG has but he's so open about his admiration for GJHm because he apparently pulls the same pranks on his wife like Gojo messes with Uta. And he even went as far as to say "C'mon guys, they're best friends" in regards to people being vocal about StSG relationship.
i’m gonna be honest, i’d rather listen to what the Japanese VAs have to say about anything jjk related (but especially about geto and gojo’s characters and relationship) considering the English Dub’s blunder with toji in season 2.
if u aren’t aware, the English Dub scriptwriters took liberties with a certain translation—in the manga toji says, “oh…i remember now. megumi. the name means blessings. and i’m the one who gave him that name.” meanwhile, the english dub of this scene became, “oh, speaking of blessings. that’s right, i almost forgot. i named my cursed spirit megumi.”
to twist a translation so badly that it takes away from what the actual scene was supposed to portray (toji remembering his son, megumi)—of course, whoever wrote the script is at fault here, not the actual VA, but it makes me doubt their commitment to the story’s authenticity. i’m not sure if this happened bc of lack of research or if they were trying to paint toji in a certain light.
i mean, language is fickle anyway; there’s so much cultural subtext that gets lost in translation and perhaps that could be the case here. but it could also be internalized homophobia, or just blatant homophobia.
i’m a big advocate for shipping whatever u want and respecting ppl’s boundaries! if someone dislikes or is uncomfortable with a ship, then don’t talk to them about it. in a similar line, if u dislike or are uncomfortable with a ship, filter, mute, and block! but to try and pass off ur biases as canon? bc of ur own lived experiences/personal values/trauma? c’mon now. preferences are preferences—none of our ships are canon, anyway (at least for now, but even then, that’s never stopped ppl from shipping characters in a confirmed relationship with other characters—and that’s fine!)
there is some nuance in situations like these, if we really wanna get into the nitty gritty. men can be close friends, sure! but if u bring a woman in to counter someone’s gay ship/hc, then u’re doing it in bad faith and ur obviously biased. queer subtext will almost always be ignored by a straight audience anyway, mainly bc they’re not familiar with it, and they might even be uncomfortable with exploring concepts that don’t fit their worldview.
again, if u a wanna ship gjhm, by all means, go ahead! just don’t be headass about it. don’t deny the possibility of other ships, either—specifically stsg bc that ship alone has more canon “proof” (that’s what they call it) than any other ship with their characters. don’t go and pull dumb excuses or justifications out of ur ass to dismiss other ships (or ship dynamics) bc u’re gonna look stupid. like what u like and don’t go to war with other ppl for liking different things!
(also, i’m using the universal “u/you” here, anon! i’m not accusing or addressing u in these paragraphs!)
(also also, if this VA pulls the type of “pranks” gojo pulled on utahime on his wife, i’m a little concerned. those aren’t pranks. gojo genuinely thought he was better than her in the hidden inventory arc. in gojo’s case, he wasn’t wrong bc he was and still is the pinnacle of jujutsu, so he would’ve called anybody weak regardless of their circumstance—he’s much more tactful about it nowadays, anyway. in the VA’s case? umm…but that’s none of my business.)
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im always confused about people who harass and bully when its easier to just block users who enjoy ships and taboos they don’t like or are uncomfortable with. i personally take no offense to that. i think its more respectful and safer for everyone. i know it can hurt sometimes but being attacked hurts more smhh
Imo it's useless to try to understand why they prefer to act like jerks to strangers bcs they are, like you said, harasser and bully in their core, while we are not. Another thing is they have too much free time on their hands but not much exciting things happen in their lives so they need smth to do or distract themselves from reality, and what they choose is to be lowlives hiding behind online anonymity bcs it's relatively safe. They won't get real lawsuits for online insults, right? The most they can get is being reported, (if the assaulted even care enough or take them seriously enough) and lose their free account, which they can always make a new one. It's a cowardice act and ppl who actually know better and have better moral grounds than what these harassers always preach about won't do. It's totally not worth to even regard them, ppl who choose to insult real person over fictional characters, that alone makes their logic automatically questionable, bcs there are more important matters out there than defending fictional characters that will nvr say thanks to them anyway.
There's a lot of plausible underlying causes:
1. they could be ppl with lots of RL problems, frustrated, or even oppressed ppl irl who can't act how they really want so they need some kind of outlet to vent and thus they act like some righteous thugs.
2. They try to cover their insecurity, low self-esteem, or inferiority complex by acting aggresive. By harassing others who they think are 'immorals' about fiction, they get some sorta self-validation, satisfaction, no matter how vain and petty it is, that they are the ones who are right and thus superior ones.
When it comes to ship wars, those who are deliberately shitting on the ships or shippers themselves most of the times can actually due to some degree of them being insecure abt their own ships, but they'd try hard to deny it with all their might. If they are confident abt their own faves or ships, they wouldn't focus on characters or ships they hate...or again, they have too much useless free time on their hands.
3. They try to find chances, thinking that by harassing those who like certain ships or the content creators for those ships continuosly, they will be discouraged or prevent others who are about to like the ship to be hesitant to show their love due to the drama, so the ships will look like they are less popular. This, I'm sure, is the case w/ some of popular ships that they deem as "problematic". However, we already know that it actually has reverse psychology effect, as the more we are harassed, the stronger mentality we have and the more we wanna show how valid and loved our ships are by creating more fanworks about them. Because we don't care what they say.
Now don't get me wrong. I do understand why some people dislike certain ships. I'm not trying to invalidate their personal reasons behind them. Fiction can indeed trigger some trauma or bad memories for others. Or you can simply dislike the ship bcs it's lame. I myself have so many landmines and dislikes when it comes to ships, or even tropes within my own ships. But I won't bother focusing on them, let alone spending time to interact w/ the posts I hate. I will just surround myself w/ things I like, with like-minded peeps. That's what makes us different from them.
Tldr; When the antis think it's alright to insult the shippers it's when they are no longer to be taken seriously and engaging w/ them has no point anymore. I think you don't even need to feel hurt about it. We should actually pity them bcs those who are fueled by negativity, must be surrounded by negativity too on daily basis hence that's what they know how to do. Trust me, someone who are surrounded by positivity and love irl, or want it that way, won't deliberately act like pricks or hate others over these trivial matters. It's their pettiness talking. Regardless, they still want you to think they are superior. Pity them and be the bigger person and don't let them drag you to step down to their low level.
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Welcome to my tumblr page!
I go by Pink, Kirby, Mama and Kābyi!!
I adopt many ppl! So if you wanna! Just consider yourself adopted!! Lol
Feel free to ask me or my characters stuff 💖 you can also request art! I love asks!!
If requests are closed you can still ask questions but can’t request for any art :>
About requesting art, preferably make it Undertale, utmv, or other fandoms I might/am in related. Since I am not good with drawing characters I don’t know-
Lil note: I can’t take money for commissions but you can still request art!!
Also please do not send asks asking for money, you will be blocked, I am a minor and can’t give money, I don’t want to be hated on because I can’t give money.
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Please let there be no hate of any kind to anyone this account!
I won’t draw nsfw-
You can request for a ship! No matter what I will not hate, however if it involves a character with a fear or something like that I will abide to the characters fear (Ex. Errors haphephobia)
I am ok drawing Frans IF Frisk is an adult in it. (Like in flowerfell)!
I will not draw any ships where it is an adult x child ex. (for certain cases Frans) or any relative x relative ex. (swadmare).
So please do not ask for these types of ships!
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I have 2 comics I am making (Reformed) and (Broken Trust)
I have made multiple alternate universes, these will be posted about eventually! I may make a separate blog for some (depending on how much ppl actually like them)
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Some other blogs:
Dandy’s World X UTMV
CRK X UTMV
The multiversal diner (Wip)
With all of this said, welcome and I hope you like my doofy art :>
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for still your passenger, would you be open to receiving asks related to the plot? not like requests or anything, but the wip gave me many brain worms and i have a lot of thoughts like "omg imagine if xyz happened" or "wouldn't it be sad if simon did this?", just those kind of type of things! since it's a wip that you mentioned kind of having writers block with, i wasn't sure if you wanted to refrain from discussing plot in case you pick it up again in the future, or if you'd be ok playing around and humouring asks from readers.
for sure!! it’s currently wip indefinitely so id love to bounce ideas w u guys :”>
thank u sm for asking btw! im kinda used to ppl just giving me their ideas (which i also love!!) so this one made me actually pause to think about my preferences ^v^
still your passenger is a work i absolutely am in love w so seeing ur eagerness to brainworm w me makes me feel so floaty w happiness! i cant wait to see what u were thinking of!!!
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Okay, allow me to tell you this story, because I literally just got back from school because I got sick BECAUSE of this story (it's not that bad actually, I'm pretty sensitive to these things, but it's still interesting)
So, there is a blog (that I prefer not to name) that is very famous among the community of my identity. I saw all my favorite blogs interacting with this blog and this blog has even interacted with ME (and they are so famous that I felt like I was talking to a celebrity that day)
But, I had never taken the initiative to follow them. Out of shame, since I felt they were a VERY important person and I am extremely sensitive to criticism (especially from people I consider important).
Well, I overcame all my shame and started following them a few days ago. I noticed that in their pinned post there was nothing about opinions on radqueers but since they always interact with my favorite blogs that are openly anti-transid and anti-c and vice versa, I just thought it was kind of obvious, like, I think being anti-PRATs is the "standard opinion", right?
Well, that went on for some time. Very little time, in fact. In less than two days, I noticed that their account simply disappeared from the list of people I followed. I was scared thinking that the account had been suspended, but I was suspicious that that wasn't the problem... And in fact it wasn't, they blocked me.
Well, it's not like I'm some horrible monster who would punish them for it or smth, but I was bothered by what I could have done to make this happen. I have never been blocked in my life, and by such an important person? I know being blocked on Tumblr isn't something you should take personally, but without any discussion? I don't wanted but took it personally, and that's what triggered my super-strong-anxiety-attack that made me feel sick today.
So, for that reason, I decided to check their pinned post again, see if I missed anything, violated any limits (unintentionally) or something, and then I logged in under another account, but I didn't find anything. But, of course, I still wanted to see their posts, and I kept seeing them (even though every time I remembered that anxiety and wondered if I was too horrible to be blocked by someone so amazing).
Then, checking out this blog of theirs and some other sideblogs (sorry, I know what I did sounds terrible, and it really was, but I became so obsessed with what I could have done, maybe this is my possible AvPD but I'm not sure), I found two very interesting things...
First, a post that started with "hey antis" (🚩?) and then went on to say that assuming that all transid or paraphilic people should "see a psychologist/psychiatrist" is the same as assuming that people with other disorders have to go to therapy to "cure themselves" and only then be allowed to live in society. And, in fact, if you think of "transid" as meaning, in this specific case, BIID or Munchausen (I'm not sure if that's how you spell it but I believe you know what I'm talking about), and think that paraphilic disorders still are disorders, it's a good point to make, so I didn't mind so much... But I was a little more alert.
So the second one was posted on the main blog, and it was simply they saying that "transid ppl are not racists or ableists, and most antis are ableists because they think being transid is a disorder and still shame people for it" and... Yeah, I think that concludes the story. I felt sick today because of the anxiety of the other days, but more than that, I can't stop thinking about it. It's like my whole world has fallen apart. Such a loved person in my community... and they simply support transid. Crying, screaming even.
TL;DR: there is this super famous blog in my identity community and I finally overcame my shame and started following them a few days ago, but I was blocked days later. I started looking at their blog (and sideblogs) to see why they blocked me, and I found, on a sideblog, a post saying "hey antis" and arguing that transids shouldn't be forced to go to therapy, and after forgiving that one, I found another post on their main blog, and this time it was just them saying that antis are ableists because "they think being transid is a disorder and they still persecute transid ppl".
sorry for the late answer
long ass ask so imma just let others read
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This is an 18+ blog. Pretty much anything under the Ao3 archive warnings section, and then some can and will likely be represented here, so no histrionics, plz. I don't have a DNI or 'required reading' but do have 'things' listed at post bottom in case they are like deal breakers or whatever so you cannot say you weren't given advance warning as to my content. *I will not waste my time reading DNIs, strawpages, Carrds or whatever new not on tumblr page. The block button is a great (sex) toy and you are free to use it at will. I sure as hell do.* +++ FAQ Who is this? Hi, I’m TTC
I write Nemesis and Jill boning a lot. For the plot, supposedly. Been doing so forever ago. What are you? An immortal sentient tentacle who moonlights as a jaded fandom old. I can and will out-drink you. What other names have you've gone by? I've lovingly been called That Tentacle and Server Satan. I'm a walking kink-filled perv factory full of bad ideas, hence the names. + What fics do you write? Fic list for the Devil's Saga AU. The Ships in the AU My AO3 + Tags for Blog Navigation Here. + (Con't under the cut for more general info and disclaimers)
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Hi, I hope you're doing okay despite how crazy the anons are lately. If it does get too much for a moment you could always disable anon asks, these kind of people usually don't dare to lie upright when it leads back to them.
As an aside, when you're a woman in kink spaces, especially a younger one (I'd say 18 to 20), you realise just how many predators there are. I'm not even super active and I had to block hundreds of them. It's vile. I once threw up when I caught someone I casually talked to interacting sexually with minors.
It's extremely gross that such a real issue is twisted and manipulated to bring harassment to someone who, as far as I know (social media oblige, we don't know each other), has never done this type of things. There's not even a screenshot of the very specific thing they accuse you of. They only base themselves on the posts that involve kinks that many sane people share and can enjoy healthily between consenting adults.
Whether they believe you actually did this based on nothing or if they're a disgusting troll, they fucking suck. I hope they'll be ashamed of themselves. Instrumentalizing crimes this way is scum behaviour. It's a spit in the face to all the victims as well.
I hope everything will improve from there for you.
(also you don't have to answer or post that. I just wanted to offer a bit of support.)
hi, thank you, i am doing not only okay but quite well at this point, which i attribute in large part to the many kind folk such as urself who've reached out w support publicly, privately, anonymously, and otherwise.
u are undoubtedly right abt ppl not being so inclined to lie without hiding in the shadows, and i appreciate your suggestion but am not going to turn off anon (at least not rn). i'm not concerned abt what stupid ppl say to me directly, and i do appreciate the anonymous support. the good stuff is still good, and the bad stuff is potentially supportive evidence or clues to ppl's identities n motives.
hundreds?? holy hell that's awful. i knew it was bad but evidently haven't quite grokked the scope of it. i'm v sry u've had to deal w that. vile sounds like quite the appropriate (if insufficient) word.
there cannot be screenshots of things that didn't happen (at least not real ones which, well, the way things r going who knows what surprises might lie ahead), but it turns out that for many ppl these days it's a matter of guilty until proven innocent--or, if not guilty, punished and ostracized just in case. "someone told me that someone said that someone knows he did this thing" is somehow all that's required. unfortunately, as the claims diversify there's not a whole lot i can do towards the end of proving what i haven't done, but i know damn well where my intentions are and have been, and i know what i find appealing vs what i find repulsive. and i find it extremely disingenuous that not a single person making claims abt me has been willing to have a direct conversation w me abt what exactly they believe i've done even though i've repeatedly invited that in good faith.
yeah, i agree. i'm p sure that i said in one of my recent responses that the ppl doing this are either willfully malicious or r being incredibly irresponsible and are in reality making themselves complicit in the acts they claim to oppose. i cannot emphasize the extent to which i agree that it's a spit in the face of actual victims. i know this firsthand.
thank u bestie. i think it's probably all making me better at maintaining my own center n shrugging off even the most disgusting ridicule. and there's no question it's taught me a lot abt ppl, which is especially valuable to me bc socially i am a v v late bloomer. i'd prefer for this to all go away ofc, but i expect i'll be dealing w fragments of it for quite a while. kinda like being glitter bombed only different :)
(i wanted to respond bc i'm grateful for your very thoughtful, supportive, and sane message. you're good ppl and deserve to know you're effort is deeply appreciated.)
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Floret dear WHAT iz artfight I see it annually but I've never actually figured out what it is functionally or how to participate or anything
VILLE HI!!! i see it's time to indoctrinate you
ALRIGHT OK IT'S INFODUMP TIME
ARTFIGHT is an annual event that takes place every july!! for the whole month! you're sorted into one of two teams, and each team earns points by drawing art for other ppl!
team themes are different each year. this year, in 2024, we have seafoam (that's me!) and stardust. before july, you can choose which team you're on, but once the fight starts you'll be sorted randomly!
who can you "attack" (draw art for)? just about anybody! though, friendly fires (same-team attacks) earn less points than opposite-team attacks. but i prefer to attack my friends (as many ppl do!), so i don't rlly worry abt that lmao
what happens if ur team wins? u get a nifty lil digital badge! but either way, both sides win, essentially, bc both of y'all get to develop ur art skills and receive great art of ur OCs from great artists <33
YOOOOO THAT'S AWESOME how do i get in
WELL good sir you can head over to the artfight website and make an acc there :D once you've done that, you can upload ur OCs for ppl to draw in july :33 (a good number would be at least 3!)
participating isn't obligatory every year; u can totally make an acc just to look at all the art lol
[DO NOTE: it's easy to get burnt-out trying to draw as many attacks as possible :') pls take breaks as needed and remember this is for fun! go at ur own pace. i have a friend who makes around 20-30 attacks per year while i only just do 1-3 lmao]
other links! my artfight to follow if u wanna, and another helpful post that also explains what artfight is (with visuals! in case u don't wanna read a whole block of text lollll) <3
#ask#village-for-rambles#artfight ask#<333333#if ur interested in joining it's best to do it before july 1st!!! bc that's when this year's fight starts!#but honestly u can join any time of the year. including during the fight#i joined mid-july 2020 myself teehee#all of this is /np btw#i'm just rlly excited to have more friends on the site heheheeeee
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