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walk with me in imagining ABO alpha bucky barnes x omega gn reader purring hcs (i am cringe but i am free)
i love the aus where alphas can do mock purrs to bond with/help sooth their mate or kids. theyre not real purrs, it has to be done consciously, like talking, because its a type of growl that is made to sound similar. despite that, alphas still get the urge to do it when their partner/baby is distressed.
i don't think bucky would have done much 'purring' since the 40s so when he gets with you hes a little taken aback by how badly he wants to keep you tucked to his chest and purr. maybe its after awhile of you two being together and youve had an absolute ass week does he attempt it for the first time in decades
at first youre kinda startled because it def sounds way more like an actual growl, all deep and gravelly lmao but when you find out what hes trying to do, it becomes way more endearing. his purrs may never be as soft and airy as many others but to you its the sweetest sound <3 it still comforts you and even tho it embarrasses him, bucky cant not do it after he sees how happy it makes you. he loves how quickly you start purring back, snuggling closer to him and rumbling like a little engine.
if you two have to be apart for a while, bucky loves when you send him voice recordings of your purring, he listens to it on repeat every night to sleep. it especially helps with the nightmares. if you ask for some back, he will reluctantly send some too lmao (you gotta promise you won't let sam hear tho)
ouuuugggghhh him having another nightmare and not wanting to disturb you but you can smell his distress and wake up on your own anyways. he feels stupid for it, he's a grown ass alpha, but he's never felt safer than when he curls himself up into a 'little' ball and lets you cradle his head to your chest while you groggily purr and play with his hair. he doesnt fall back asleep but he gets pretty damn close.
#bucky barnes x reader#abo#lowk embarrassed to post this but this is the embarrassing webbed site#bucky has been on my mind constantly for the past couple days#was any of that coherent#just needed to yap some ideas
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something bad did indeed happen to that man. spent abt 25 minutes trying to find a better picture of that one (1) offical piece with his eyes open that wasnt compressed or tiny
#library of ruina#yan library of ruina#getting comfortable doodling some objects and mannequin shapes for very obvious reasons. i read the keypage story and now it has a grip on#my brain. wanting to go ahead and plan it out and then draw the mangled memory and nightmare that replays behind the eyelids in the darknes#it was cool to see the reason confirmed from my speculation. twas indeed another reason of blocking out present pain with closing of eyes#considering they made angela have a plot important reason for doing so it would only make sense for another to have a reason for it as well#well. after having a prominent part inside the thumb/index story line. its just going to be yapping about yan now i think#let me add a spoiler tag i suppose? vauge but just incase i dont want to be an asshole. even if most already have played rhe game#library of ruina spoilers#lor spoilers#i really liked the typewritter effect over the voice after distortion. especially so when the effect finishes before the actual garbled voi#does. it makes it feel as if it were being read out after it being written down rather than of own words or volition. along with the text#upon the screen during the fight being just prescripts rather than anything relating to the man himself like the other instances with such#text had been. paired w the name of distorted yan being untranslated to keep the intent of the name being unreadable or not understandable#more into the idea of stripping away of the self or any sense of a self. not personal and not even him anymore. the following of a goal for#the goal for it is given and there isnt any hope of having the ability to not do such a thing. people yearn for a reason and something to d#and for it to be given to them to not hold responsibility nor have to do their own choices anymore. once a crushing weight weighs down#inside the face of an absolute cruelty that is perpetuated and that crushed the dreams or even desires having them be but nothing how can#one move on? it was really nice to see at the end of the fight. its easier to just say such things than to actually do them. even if the ac#ions dont even feel as if they are ones own or that there isnt any say in the matter having to endure all the pain for seemingly nothing it#still is pain. that feeling inside is still real. it still happened. regardless of the circumstances that brought them about#the thumb/index or just fingers seem to be an exaggerated to the extreme showcase of how the colletivist mindset in an unhealthy manner#could be exhibited. the thumb with its hierarchy and absoluteness and the demand for respect along with its strict layers of showing who is#below and who is above. the ability to have power over those underneath . the participation inside of it and the already brought up yearnin#to be apart of a group and to have a title and position inside of a group and of power and even a desire like from pete to join one iirc#the index being of the cruel perpetuating cycle of pain people inflict upon one another a behavior beaten and upkept by the systems as they#drift and desire to live. which causes them to partcipate in that cycle out of necessity. cruel acts upon another in order to live and seei#a need to go ahead and do such things for if they dont they die and another will just do the same to them. social sciences talk and rolands#talks abt how the city opperates reinforce that fact. the index and prescripts are really just a show inside that extreme manner and in a#more literal sense of that. it was really cool to read it..
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does anyone have any majima scenes they wanna see written in the disco elysium format
#i need ideas#im like. blanking on this for some reason#no promises ill end up writing it but#feel free to reply to this or send asks#yapping#worst case ill just. write something new
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A little disappointed that summer will start soon but I still haven't made much of my own art even though I promised that
Aaaaaa why does this happen!
#I should probably drop everything and get started on my references as much as I've always wanted to but I still have so much to do#And still I'm very slow💔 always distracted have no patience but if I go ask my mom about why that happens she'll call me insane#I would just sit around and be upset about it as I always do but I dunno I need to atleast do something#I'll try to figure it out#Thinking and planning takes me SO LONG to do though which is myeehhhh#I was not planning right either#I had no idea that I was going to have so much to do#I couldn't handle it so I just decided to get a little quiet so I could try to plan much better now#I know what I have to do and I'll get it done then I'll start working on my references#oh yeah! I have been working on some sculpts (julie to be specific) so happy yay#OK no more yaps I've got things to do#welcome home#julie joyful#I hope my friend wouldn't mind
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Sometimes you really get into a book series and you end up making an oc for it.
Anyways. Skulduggery Pleasant oc! This is Harrowed Omens (Harrow to mortals, Harry to friends). They/Them. Adept Sorcerer with a Signum Linguist discipline. Around 70-80 years old chronologically probably? Maybe a little older.
They wear ornate clothes and accessories covered in sigils, all engraved and embroidered by their own hand. Sometimes they keep extra accessories on hand in case they need other specific sigils. The left main reference is what the sigils actually look like, and the right reference has the sigils highlighted so they're easier to see.
I. do not know what all the sigils do lol. I've only decided what most of their glove sigils do.
They're the owner of a lil cafe. Its a warm, cozy place primarily visited by Ireland's magical community. There's food to eat, drinks to sip, and books to read a plenty. There's always an old record player playing music in the corner and warm lighting.
They're not fond of people who disrupt the peace of their cafe (even less so if the disruption is destructive), its a sure-fire way to end up on the "do not serve" list.
Harrowed takes studying for their discipline very seriously and enjoys it a lot, its very much a passion of theirs. They also hold a lot of respect for masters of their respective crafts (Signum Linguists, magical Embroiderers/Tailors/Seamsters).
That's. about everything I remember thinking up for them lol. Big thanks to @nicstylus for listening to me talk about Harrowed and helping with some ideas for them! ^^
#Skulduggery Pleasant#Skulduggery Pleasant Oc#Me: I have so many ocs for Death Omens to draw#Also Me: Lets draw my newest fandom oc first#artists on tumblr#small artist#my art#digital art#original art#oc#original character#oc// Harrowed Omens#magic oc#I'll def post a map of all their sigils when I finally figure out what all they do lol. I have some ideas but I want to be certain first.#oc reference#oc art#I need to get more used to just. yapping about ocs under their art. This was quite nice actually.
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I'm starting to wonder if I'm actually neurotypical or neurodivergent
#im not like crazy right????#like im very curious#i have no idea who i am (kinda my brand as an unlabelled individual) but like am i actually considering the fact i may be neurodivergent???#i have no clue and genuinely i want help to figure out what i am#many people say im neurodivergent or i have adhd or autism and considering that with full honesty is like “shit are they right?”#i dont see me being neurodivergent or neurotypical a bad thing#i just dont understand or know a lot of things about being neurodivergent which can totally throw me off since if i am and im scared it#might ruin a lot of stuff for me like how i function in the mornings how i do certain tasks and more#all and all im just really confused and i need some sort of sense of direction#i dont know if self diagnosing myself is okay if im close to whatever i might be or not but isnt saying im neurotypical self diagnosing??#im just confused#if someone could give me some sort of advice it would be heavily apperciated#kadens yap session
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I have very specific thoughts about Bruce's 'childhood' and how he tried to do things differently with Dick than what happened with him because of how badly it affected him. He knows what it's like to have everything change so fast and to be so angry but too young to actually do anything about it.
I can see him making sure Dick doesn't get too close of a look at his parents because Bruce remembers being stuck with his parent's corpses until the police got there, all alone with no other way to call for help than screaming. I can see him hiding Dick from the flashing cameras and hiding any newspapers about the 'story' so that Dick doesn't have to see how the press spins everything. Bruce has that picture of himself sitting shellshocked from the ambulance on the front page and he knows how violating that felt, how publicized his trauma was, even if he can't completely prevent it for Dick he can do his best to make it hurt less.
Bruce suffered being helpless for years, being so angry at Gotham and the world and not having a good outlet for it, he had no control over anything that was happening with him, so with DIck he knows how important being Robin became because he knows how becoming Batman felt for him. Bruce got into fights because he couldn't hold his anger in and had to turn that anger inward in fear that Alfred would get sick of him and leave too. Robin was a productive outlet, even if it was a dangerous one, but who knows what would've happened to him if he didn't have it? He already got that taste of freedom and feeling like his intervention could actually make a difference that Bruce took years and years of stewing in trauma to find.
The most important thing to Bruce is that Dick doesn't become another Batman.
#this is the idea I had for a fic where I go between the deaths of Bruces parents and Dicks parents#based on what Bruce did differently than what happened to him#Feat. Alfred not being a great guardian bc the distance between staff and ward is funky#and how that damaged Bruce#Like I don't think Alfred was terrible but I don't think he was parental enough#anyway I want to write the Waynes death scene so badly I think since it's been so ingrained in Batmans lore we stopped thinking about it#anyway in the batman and robin year one where Alfred was like 'you don't have much experience in being a child' made me think#Not saying that Bruce is an amazing parent but I think it would be interesting to focus on what he tried to do differently#I think he realized that Dick needed to be considered an equal and not just some kid who doesn't know anything#bc he was once that kid who everyone dismissed and had no control of his own life#idk I feel like if I've thought enough about this to be a fic i could yap on forever...#batman#bruce wayne#dick grayson#maybe i could spin it into being in The Batman continuity...
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slowly I'm recovering the beauty of discovery
(creature by half•alive)
(textless + timelapse below cut)
#yellowart#subnautica#i feel like the timelapse is kinda long but also this did take a long time to make#anyways. let me yap about the meanings of all the panels <3#'i am creation' -> the ocean being the source of life and where shit evolved from also a good way to sort of 'set the scene' for subnautica#'both haunted' -> GHOST leviathan; in the BONE fields#'and holy' -> this one was a bit trickier. debated about using the emperor but i knew i wanted to use her elsewhere#also debated hoverfish because its cute and well liked so i thought that would be funny for 'and holy'#also something something jesus walking on water also makes it fitting. in the end though i decided on a peeper with the enzyme trail#and i *tried* to make it loop over its head like a halo but idk how well that imagery came through. still mentioned it in the alt text tho.#'made in glory' -> was REALLY torn about this one. on the one hand i wanted to have like a picture of the code because something something#divine machine and it being made out of code making it inherently holy or something; but i wasnt sure if that would be too#'immersion breaking' since most of the stuff in this is like in game stuff i wasnt sure if acknowledging that it was a game would be#too much. my other idea was to draw a couple of creature eggs like a stalker egg and a spadefish egg or something; but in the end i just#went with the one that i personally thought was cooler so if you think it does feel out of place uhhhh sorry i guess lmao.#also yes that is code from the game. idk shit about programming i just think code shit is cool so i poked though a modding tutorial til i#found what it is they use to look at that shit and started poking around. its pretty cool tbh. anyways the specific part i chose for the#drawing was something under the peepers; i think its the bit that tells the enzyme peepers to do the enzyme stuff like the trail obviously#but also some other stuff. not 100% sure though like i said idk shit about this sort of thing but everything in there seems pretty well#labeled its kinda impressive. and very helpful for navigating even if you dont know shit lol.#anyways. 'even the depths of the night cannot blind me' -> blood kelp trench is i think one of the darkest biomes in the game#possibly THE darkest so i thought it would be fitting. probably my least favorite panel though i dont think i did a very good job#representing the area or representing the bloodvines :/#'when you guide me' -> sea emperor but more specifically her messages to the player telling you to 'come here'#'creature only' -> not sure how well i can articulate this but basically the idea of humans beig animals with animal needs to eat and drink#and the idea of being a part of the ecosystem. modern life tends to make us forget that sort of thing but id imagine for ryley being on the#planet would violently remind him of this with things trying to eat him while he has to try to eat things as well. being part of the food#web. 'creature only' because he is only a creature not non-essential systems maintenance chief; but a creature living in an environment and#trying to survive. or something like that. does that make any fucking sense to anyone besides me? whatever.#anyways yapping over 👍
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“Why’s he call you Darlin’?”
on my knees begging my brain to stop trying to associate this song with Sam
#(it’s too late guys i’ve already added it to a couple playlists. i can’t help it)#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted sam#redacted darlin#rp audio stuff#Seven’s Blorbo Songs#music stuff#i fell down a rabbit hole of music videos on YT last night and decided to give this song a chance based on the title obviously#skipped through all the exposition just to quickly find out if i liked the song or not#and as soon as the first line came in i went head-in-hands at my desk bc i just Knew it was over for me#i hate that i like it#it’s very repetitive and giving strong Modern/Mainstream Pop-Rap-Country vibes#but i’m not too proud to admit that i eat that shit up on occasion#‘You’ve been beatin’ ‘round the bush so much you’re knockin’ off the leaves.’ goes kinda hard tho i’m ngl#‘ole boy in a Ridgeline and i drive a Chevy’ would Sam be a truck elitist? hmm#i doubt it. i see him as too practical-minded to care about brand names and shit like that#like irl i think it’s very silly. and perhaps a little questionable to hate on a ‘foreign’ vehicle. but i don’t even like trucks at all so#insecure country boys and their obsession with big trucks are ruining the road for us regular people that just want a normal ass car#but i’ll stop before i go off on a rant about america’s transportation problems#anyways. i can separate reality from fiction and i love the image of Sam in a beat up beloved old truck. cliché as it may be#getting back on track. my POINT was that the song doesn’t even necessarily fit Sam’s vibes i just. can’t undo the association#been trying to think of a way for it to fit him but that would require Darlin’ to be cheating on him and i don’t like that thought#like i love some types of angst but cheating isn’t one of them#i could view it through the context of being directed at Alexis bc i already hate her lmao but once again it doesn’t fit in canon#and i don’t know how i feel about the thought that he used to call her Darlin’ too. though it’s very possible. mmm angst#not that it has to fit with canon for me to attach a song to a character. certainly not! but i need to make it work in my mind Somehow#and i can’t even come up with a good HC to make this fit. the idea of Jealous!Sam is fun in theory but idk if i’d like it practice anyways#tldr: does this really fit canon Sam? meh. Is it forever tied to him in my mind anyways due to the use of the petname Darlin’? absolutely.#anywho. one of these days i’ll open this app to do something other than vent post or yap abt rp audio blorbos. but that day is not today!
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Okay wait I didn't wanna jack ops post but I had more thoughts on this.
Beware: opinions from someone who's a little too high to be thinking about flowey undertale. If I misspell something that's just how it's spelled now. Forever. Sorry. I am not going back to fix my autocorrect
But like I hate how it's always used to both infantalize him and also deny him autonomy and as cute as I think it can be it also pissess me off sometimes because! Him coming to the surface should be HIS choice! Not frisks! If frisk is going to encourage him to leave and go up, it shouldn't be by forcing him! IDC IDCK. And i can get behind frisk maybe being a little forcefully with him if it's intentional and showing perhaps that frisk is going a little far with the idea of helping him but! It's rarely treated like that! And I don't like how little movement flowey is restricted too when in UT he's a slimely little bastard..like let the guy be able to run away and hide. If your going to treat him like an actual cat you have to let your floweys hide and you must respect it's boundaries this is basic 'get your cat to love you' 101 and all these FRISK ARE FAILING.
I get the appeal i really do but ughhhhh sometimes it annoys me so much. Perhaps I'd like if he's allowed to make his own choices. He's clearly capable of them. Perhaps he should be allowed to bother his friends and be a mean little asshole while frisk encourages it instead of putting him in the corner like a 3 year old.
#negative tag#flowey#not abt anything ive seen recently but this post made me recall some of my particular feelings towards floweypot#like#i think deciding to see the surface and finally moving on from chara should be the first steps he takes before he starts to move on#i didint want to bring them up asbthis isnanflwory post but while hes waitied for chara for so long#he never really grieved them. he was so convinced frisk was chara because he was sure if he came back then chara did#and then he has to recon with the fact that they DIDINT come back (afahk) and finally griev them and build up that courage to move on#i much prefer the idea of frisk visiting him frequently to remind him he has a choice and mayeb even help convince him to come to the surfa#but i hate when its forcwd on him like they know better than he does its so weird#uh#floweypot negative#ig cuz ita kinda a au but im not being specific herer just somethinv i noticed#might delete this in the morning. again i am not correcting any misspells i just need to yap#hastag yap tag#TLDR: i would be fine with treating him like a stray cat. but none of you should be allowed to socialize one. your domesticating him wrong!!
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Also, sorry if I don't reply immediately, I'm trying to reply to everything sent to my askbox a couple asks per day, since I don't want to spam u all with walls of text all the time 😅
I will get to ur ask eventually, I'm just trying to pace myself
#i yap too much here i need to start adding art in between so its not that embarrassing#i am super thankful of the asks tho they're so fun to answer#some of u have amazing ideas#i just feel self conscious when i only post text posts and not art u feel me#like this is supposed to be an art blog lol 🙈#miry's yapping
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i wanna draw but im to eepy and wanna die 🥀🥀🥀
(im also cold, i cannot get out of bed without shivering, its actually so embarassing)
#js wanted to let you guys know cause i might not post anything for a couple days#LIKE I AINT DEAD JUST GOT SOME ART IDEAS THAT I NEED TO GET ONTO PAPER#mainly js some ghost skk stuff 🤤🤤 AND KUNIODAAAA#WAHHH I WANNA DRAW ODA BY HIMSELF#i also tried to draw Yosano but i cannot draw booba 🥀#also gng cause im white asf and im rlly cold my lips look rlly red 😭#until you get closer and see how crunchy my lips are#OH YAYAYA I ALSO HAD A MEDICAL APPOINTMENT TODAYYYYY !!!!#i LOST weight somehow 🤯🤯#of course when im not even trying i loose 🥀#im at likeee uhuhu 42.9kgs now 😭 and i luckily convinced my doctor to not make me go to the hos#imma start putting some things in my pockets cause im not TRYING to loose my body is actually just bullying me#SORRY THAT BECAME A YAP FEST !!!!!#tw eating issues#😭😭 mb i didnt mean for that to get all upsetting or whatever#HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GOOD DAY MOOTS 💗💗💗💗💗
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good morning friendz and happy friday ♥︎ i am running off of 4 hours and a dream, wish me luck (՞⸝⸝ o̴̶̷̥᷅ ̫ o̴̶̷̥᷅ ⸝⸝՞) !!
#i should’ve packed yesterday bc i’m going to my parents this weekend so after work i need to HUSTLE#and i have to complete a trade fic by sunday x.x#but like … i also have been cooking up ideas >__< !!!#and i need to make finishing edits on the next zoro part of the series GAH#i feel like i’m running so behind this week PLS#just picture me scurrying around with an iced coffee in hand + looking slightly wide eyed + a lil panicked DHSKDJSJ#yup 🙂↕️#OKAAAYYY gonna answer some askies and attempt to catch up on dashie while i caffeinate myself ଘ(๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و#have the bestest day !! take care !! be kind !! mwah mwah !!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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isnt it great when u take your adhd meds and instead of using that brainpower for stuff like ASSIGNMENTS. AND PROJECTS. your brain decides the next 6 hours will be brainstorming ponysona names and making oc playlists
#IM LITERALLY IN HELL. IM SCRATCHING AT THE WALLS IM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES HERE PEOPLE#im having fun. but i also hate it because i should be focusing. but im so bored. but i need to do SOMETHING interesting or ill DIE#i want.. to make a character with a cupid theme.. name ideas i have rn are 'heart throb' 'love letter' and 'yours truly'#and i have an idea for a ponysona. its name is ripple effect and its special talent is skipping stones#but im also in class rn and we're going over the next project and i KNOW i have so many ideas for it and i want to everything ALL AT ONCE#for the assignment we have to redesign a brand design system and im going claires because i fucking hate the shade of purple they use#but even if theres no problem energy wise my motivation levels go up and down. its so over its so back#ill be like i can get some of this done rn. and then ill be like oooh i got plany of time. and then ill be like what if i lied to#buy more time. and then ill be like there are so many steps this is too much. and it just. constantly switches between those rapidly#and because i hyperfocused on playing tetris yesterday i now have tetris running in the back of my head. wtf#yapping
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want to write about pussy inspections with endo but knowing me it'll end up the exact same as the takiishi one just with a different name :/
#☆— yapping#☆— freaky nyx#they do it for different reasons like i already said before but i want to write about it with a bit more detail#like i've already expanded on takiishi doing them but with endo it's different and like i want to talk about that difference but also i can#for two reasons. 1. i don't think i can write for him and 2. the same concept with a different character will just feel redundant#at least to me maybe i'm just in my head about it but uhhhh idk#every time i try to write anything endo my brain blanks so badly#my multiple endo drafts that just rot bc at some point it doesn't feel like him but really what is he what feels like him#maybe i just need to suck it up and do it even tho i don't like writing the same idea for different characters but in this case i so want t#oh well maybe one day i'll finally pull out an old endo draft and then disappear from the face of the earth out of embarrassment#also idk why but unfortunately i've also been thinking of stuff for ******#will deny all guesses however bc a certain someone doesn't need to know about that
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Dang it, why is Max asleep when I need him
So after pondering for a bit how can I make my kelpie more original than "a little bit of every Poseidon" (because that feels like I'm stealing) I decided: "to hell with it". So now to make him a bit more distinct I'm adding one of my favorite things in character design: a hair fade.
I wanted to make him have color changing hair but after seeing Messy-Moon already use that idea I sat in my chair to really think about it. So I came up with making my Poseidon blonde with a fade to light blue, to make it kinda look like calm water fading into the beach sand if you know what I mean???
Anyways I'm cooking a digital design-

#epic poseidon#epic the musical#poseidon#sofidragon205#fanart#yap yap yap#I'm taking a break because I upset myself by realizing just how MUCH “inspiration” I'm taking from other artists#it feels like I'm just trying to steal ideas and pose them as my own#really not fun to overthink#and peer pressure myself into getting sad because of some nonsense#nobody probably thinks I'm trying to steal their ideas and be rude yet here I am#thinking that that's what people will think#why am I trying to predict people's reactions to what I do#am I mentally unwell? or do I just need more sleep
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