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harrowharkwife · 2 years

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I can’t believe I just woke up to this 😅 Does the whole sperm donor theory comes just from the TVline snippet? Fandom absolutely skipped over the obvious threesome suggestion (quite possible as Eddie “gets involved” with the singer and if it implies something even remotely romantic for Eddie we know how Buck gets) and jumped straight to sperm donor thing? Threesome is sort of close to Buck’s current storyline of being single and realising he’s better being alone for now but the last time he talked about being a father was in season 1 maybe. No offence but it’s the most outlandish theory ever since “Maddie is actually Buck’s mother”. Am I missing something that makes it so believable to others?

cranky cause you can't handle fun theories, huh?

POV im washing this rancid ask down the drain

#just say you hate fun and go? oh my god #also like. it's 3% based off the snipett and 97% based on functional media comprehension skills #which based on the fact that you genuinely seem to think a? threesome? plotline? is more likely?#on this incredibly safe for work primetime fox procedural?#you seem to be lacking! anyway 🥰#also the singer doesn't happen for like 3 episodes after animal instincts babes. it's two different plots! keep up!#also how are you gonna ship buddie and say buck hasn't thought about being a father since season 1. the fuck? make it make sense LOL #also people have already been theorizing about sperm donor buck for weeks now BECAUSE OF HIS FUCKING DONOR BABY PLOTLINE? HELLO?#sorry i was bitchy and mean in these tags anon im sure you meant well. its yom kippur and im having a celiac disease flare #im just cranky and very fond of this theory lol

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13eyond13 · 6 months

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one of the lesser talked about fun things about intentionally reading more books is finding new stuff to be a bit of a hater about tbh

#and i know sometimes im probably just not properly picking up whatever the writer is putting down but whatever it's still fun #to actually know what you think about stuff like the highly regarded classics and extremely popular hyped up things #here are a few writers im a bit of a hater about w my opinions now btw #neil gaiman: does not do it for me at alllll #have read the graveyard book and american gods and hated almost every minute of both #in american gods i just found the aesthetic ideas and characters completely unappealing and in the graveyard book #i thought it was dreary and not well described enough... kept feeling like it was too bare bones in some way to picture things properly #i was like 'hmm i wish this was one of his graphic novels instead bc i'd like to be able to see what's going on here a bit better...'#also his humour just never lands for me and i do not often get his references either #ray bradbury annoys me in a similar way to neil gaiman but also somewhat oppositely like where #the way they write characters and plots and ideas and the stuff they care about gets on my nerves in an almost identical way #that i don't know how to define except to say i had a bit of a 'same energy' experience reading Something Wicked This Way Comes #and some of neil gaiman's stuff #but unlike neil gaiman i think that ray bradbury attempts to describe things unusually so much and TOO much #to the point that it takes me out of the story in a different yet similar way #to how the lack of description in neil gaiman's stuff does #what else have i become a bit of a hater about or did not get the appeal of lately? hmmm #oh hp lovecraft hahahaha #least scary stories ever god everything he's scared of is so dumb #like even aside from his extremely racist takes and fear of the 'exotic other' his fears about being cosmically insignificant are just like #yeah and? whats so scary about that hahaha i literally just dont get it #also the amount he writes dialogue in heavy accents annoys the shit out of me #p

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simcardiac-arrested · 1 year

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once again sorry to everyone for bringing this to your dashboards. but some of you are like, genuinely delirious. not even in a funny way. & i hope you die. i hope we both die. hand in unlovable hand etc etc

#Just so fucking bizarre to me how people can be Like This. there has to be something so wrong with your brain on a fundamental level #i can’t even laugh about this or anything because i genuinely feel pity for these people. it’s so sad to me how you’re gonna be like 20 #and then go in a niche tumblr community and create drama over Nothing. over Thin Fucking Air #like do you not have a life? do you not have college? or a job? doesn’t it get tiring? don’t you ever feel ashamed about all this #and the fact that they go and complain about the shipping and the ‘fandombrained’ people as well…. oh my god #how are you going to be TWENTY. and DO THAT. are you seriously sick. ? do you need help #just say you are homophobic and that you hate kids and go. it’ll save everyone a bunch of time for sure #anyways. as someone who has been a rain world fan since 2018. i love you embracing canon. i love you changing canon. i love you disregarding #canon entirely. i love you ships that make sense in canon & that make absolutely zero sense at all. i love you fancharacters that don’t #follow canon rules. i love you ‘cringe’ fancharacters and self inserts. i love you self shipping. i love you oc x canon shipping.#and i love you taking inspiration from designs. i love you community & i love you artists & i love you art #i love you borrowing elements and being inspired and referencing something because you liked it.#are fandoms perfect? GOOD GOD no. is every Fan perfect? no. am i also sometimes annoyed or irrationally pissed off over a ship that #i think is stupid and is illogical. Yes! i’m only human! but i can still love and appreciate the whole CREATIVITY of it all. and the whole #Fun that people are having. i love you having fun. if i don’t like it or if anyone else doesn’t like it they can just Cope #instead of hateposting about it on main and indirectly bullying people who are most likely children. or lgbt. or both #anyways. please continue doing whatever you want. The world is your oyster and you only live on earth once #everyone else can fuck off

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blupengu · 4 months

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Y’all is Hollow Knight hard or do I just suck because oh my god??

#not gonna inflict my ramblings onto someone else’s post so just making a text post for myself #but oh my god #what the fuck?#maybe I’m not a hardcore metroidvania fan but I like them well enough #do I suck that badly at games now?? am I old to the point that my hands can’t do this shit????#did I just somehow fuck myself at some point???#because wow this feels kind of sadistic????#and not even in the fun kind of way?????#like I think I’d rather submit myself to fear and hunger again rather than continue where I am now in hk #idk maybe I’m missing something #but I just got wall jump and was so happy until I fell down to where you can challenge those mantis dudes #got myself out of there but then as I was exploring northwest I keep dying and reviving from the fucking bouncy balls over water #and the normal mantis mobs are also kicking my ass?#and dont even get me started on the weird tentacley nuclear bomb mushroom things those are just bullshit #AND THEN AS I WAS HAVING A GOOD TIME EXPLORING HEADING TOWARDS A SAVE BENCH I GET DROPPED INTO DEEPNEST??????#WHAT KIND OF JUMPSCARE BULLSHIT??????????#AND THE FUCKING COCKROACHES THAT NEVER SEEM TO STOP SPAWNING KILL ME #and then I see how fucking far back I’ve been dropped in the corner of fungal wastes #and I try jumping through the fucking bouncy balls again #and I die and lose my money #I can’t fucking do this shit anymore y’all holy fucking shit #the number of times I’ve died and restarted from that fucking fungal wastes bench I am so sick of it 💀#legit I think this is the first time I’ve rage quit a game #it’s been a while since a game’s actually made me this angry I want to fucking throw something 😂#the willpower and self control I needed to not chuck my pro controller across the room…#if I didn’t have neighbors and a unit below me I’d be throwing shit for sure though #but instead I must smack pillows against my mattress in a rage 😂#I think I hate the ‘go back to where you died to get back your money’ punishment system… like legit I actually really really hate it.#I do think the game is fun and I know I’ll probably quickly gain the money… but it feels like the game’s telling me I fucking suck lmao #suffice to say I will not be playing any more hollow knight for the foreseeable future 💀

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lesbiansanemi · 4 months

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Uh oh. I accidentally liked a marvel movie. Losing my media snob credibility immediately

#I say like I ever had it as a shounen fan #but man at least shounen is like. earnest #anyways #so I got bored the other night and I thought hey. I haven’t watched a marvel movie since endgame #(unfortunately was OBSESSED with the mcu as a teenager so… I was all over it before endgame)#but after that I didn’t give a shit and I mean endgame was already bad so I stopped watching them #but I wanted to see how bad they REALLY were #and folks let me tell you. they were bad. like. horrendously bad #I watched the doctor strange one and Thor 4 or whatever and man. god awful #soulless pointless poorly made etc etc #and I’ve just been going through all the ‘phase 4’ or whatever the fuck they are movies #and tonight I watched guardians of the galaxy 3 and uh oh. uh oh I liked it #okay admittedly there were parts of it I was rolling my eyes at and it was def tainted by… the irony poisoning of the mcu a bit #BUT!!!! but but but it did genuinely feel a lot more earnest than the others and I liked it #and the characters all genuinely cared about each other and it was obvious which for the mcu is ASTONISHING #and I know this is partially because I’m biased and I love the guardians of the galaxy and rocket in particular is my favorite #and the movie was mostly about him but. dare I say….#the movie was…. good?#okay not like GOOD good but it served it’s purpose as an action flik and was enjoyable and had fun characters #so I feel it did it’s job yk?#I will say I didn’t like the ending tho lol #how are you gonna make them all family and say that and ACT like it and then they separate at the end….#but like that’s normal for media unfortunately even if it is a trope I hate #kaz rambles

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crossbackpoke-check · 11 months

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V random but I’m in my Brockpetey feels could I listen to your 46 60 playlist!!

of course!! the first playlist i mentioned in the tags is actually not mine—it belongs to ash @notthequiettype and is a soundtrack to their wonderful fic Lake Rules (go read it if you haven’t already!!! highly recommend!!!)

annnd this one is my personal brockpetey vibes playlist

happy listening!!!

#liv in the replies #sadcanucksfan #also!! ash if you want me to unlink/untag please let me know and i will!!!#this one got bumped up because it’s currently relevant (i just posted brockpetey content) the rest of them will be scheduled in the queue 🫡#if i don’t do it now i will lose all links and ability to find things #as for my brockpetey i have zero reasons for any of the songs besides minnesota. it’s all vibes no thoughts.#minnesota to me is the quintessential brock petey song topped only (but really equaled) by charm you (also by samia)#like minnesota i would love to say is a joke but i really heard that song for the first time YEARS ago and went oh my fucking god.#i’m going back to minnesota huh #and then CHARM YOU??? AN ACT OF VIOLENCE AGAINST ME PERSONALLY????#you’re telling me there’s the lyrics ‘kissin you would be like kissin on the USA’ & ‘flying while i’m lying that i hate LA’ & it’s not 406?#(addition that i wasn’t gonna tell you but i have to tell y’all because it’s relevant to Me. samia is so so so so good live.)#(also i haven’t added it to the playlist because it’s sad but kill her freak out has narrative potential as brockpetey. also????#they’re all somehow petey pov to me. sometimes people just get assigned bands in my head for no reason & i think samia is petey’s vibe band.#BESIDES bbno$ which is canon lmao. spiritually petey is a samia song to me i guess idk why either sorry but kill her freak out #is a (seemingly you know how i am) unrequited brock/petey for when brock got his gf. thank u for your time i hate it too just listen to it)#also no statements about my music taste i will cry. if you hate it don’t tell me if you have recs do tell me #although i do have a joke playlist compiled of all the songs brock has been screencapped listening to because. why not. it’s fun and also #has that man ever listened to a single lyric in his life. what the FUCK is up with your chill playlist bud none of those songs are chill.#lovingly. ripping my hair out. the amount of times he listens to fast car like???? girl are you okay.#anyway this is ur reminder i miss stalking people on spotify let me see your music taste cowards.#ALSO #IF I THINK TOO LONG ABOUT PETEY IN MINNESOTA I WILL LOSE MY SHIT SO I AM NOT JUST KNOW THAT I CLICKED THE FIC & SKRTED I CAN’T HAVE EMOTIONS #if i did not have someplace to be at precisely 7:50AM i would be having a full breakdown please believe me.#oh also ALSO bonus points if you figure out what the numbers in the name are :)

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depresseddepot · 2 years

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the way i try so SO hard to gain even a crumb of body neutrality only to then see some shit on twitter that remind me that oh yeah. a distinct portion of the population genuinely believes they are being discriminated against when they have to look at or be within 50 feet of a fat person

#the amount of times ive heard my skinny friends call themselves fat and disgusting to my face without considering the implications #i saw some tweet that just like. had a fat person in the video and ALL of the responses were men making fun of her #like. yes i realize my life would be so much better if i was born with a faster metabolism. thank you for reminding me #yes i realize i am not treated seriously because i am fat #that sort of incredulous look skinny people give you when you have the audacity to sit near them on the bus or ask for directions #like they're shocked you weren't some round thing that was in their sights for 2 seconds to make fun but disappeared #i am trying very hard not to let it get to me but when so many people seem to think the same thing it feels stupid #likei know i dont see people the way allosexuals do but are fat people really so disgusting that they feel like they can say shit like that #its so so frustrating #if i am going to die alone because of my own failings i can learn to accept that #but if i die alone because i can't find anybody that doesn't think fat people are worthless then what is the fucking point lmao #''people irl dont actually think that'' i cant count on 1 hand the amount of skinny people who have lamented about their weight to my face #someone brings in cookies to work and as im eating one someone skinny says ''well. i really don't need the extra calories so ill pass''#someone skinny checking out diet/exercise books because they ''REALLY have to lose some weight''#no they aren't talking about me/to me but how detached from your surroundings do you have to be to shit on yourself for your weight #like. even if i was skinny they're still talking about how gross and ugly they are around kids #''love your body and your self!!!1!!1'' okay then stop calling yourself disgusting regardless of how much you weigh.#you can think if if you want but god that 12 year old girl in line behind you is going to remember that forever #she is going to internalize ''oh okay. thats what a disgusting body looks like''#andthen she'll grow up and hate herself and continue the fucking cycle #just stop. stop talking about your weight around kids. i dont need 60 yo women telling me they're gross when they weigh maybe 150 lbs #i know this is super unhealthy but i literally cannot wait until i can move out and isolate myself from society #because every second i try to engage with it is literal torture #yall are so mean for no reason #i dont really have much to live for #but it would be helpful if skinny people didn't constantly reiterate that there's no point to living if you aren't skinny #im so tired #vent

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vcrnons · 9 months

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man. why was yuta in my dream again

#shut up j #this time he was a cool older guy whose car had broken down and he asked me if I could drive him to work #so I pulled up at his place at 8am and there are like 30 people all dressed UP in these clubbing fits #meanwhile im in my fuckin JIMJAMS AND FUZZY SLIPPERS.#and one of his friends came to my car and was like heyyyy come inside he’s just getting dressed. And I was like :| look at the state of me #hair scraped back. hormonal acne all over the joint. it was BAD but for some reason I did go inside anyway #asked this girl how on earth she looked so good at 8am and she just laughed and shook her head saying I had nothing to worry about #LIKE MAAM I WASNT WORRIED UNTIL NOW WHAT DO YOU M E A N. anyway I get inside and yuta finally comes downstairs and is in a whole suit #pressed trousers white shirt tie jacket. a whole SUIT. and he’s like ‘oh did you bring the Jack Daniels’ and I was like bitch NO GET IN THE #CAR ALR YOURE GONNA BE LATE #also WHAT fuckin jack daniels. ITS 8AM WHY DO YOU NEED WHISKEY #never did find out but 🤷🏻‍♀️ anyway #so then I drove him to work and he was being a menace the whole time. just. making fun of my driving and saying the pyjamas were cute #and then he was like ‘can u pick me up at 5 too? and bring the JD with u. thanks’ kissed my cheek and skedaddled #I don’t know what triggered this I just know im gonna tear down a house over it. I hate him😭😭😭😭#I DONT KNOW THIS MAN WELL ENOUGH FOR HIM TO BE UP IN MY DREAMS LIKE THIS😭#can I pls have five minutes peace. good god

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oflgtfol · 10 months

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girl i fucking hate this subreddit so much

#i need to write my personal feminist manifesto. entirely fuelled by anger after continuously being recommended r/notlikeothergirls #brot posts #honestly im gonna go remove my downvote from the dark green person cuz it sounds like theyre just asking a question #and their Sin is nowhere near as bad as the light green person. by fucking god #also blue i disagree with free the nipple being stupid but otherwise whayever #also vital context. this post was asking why all notlikeothergirls dislike taylor #and thank god most of the comments are rational and saying actually we all hate taylor cuz she pollutes the environment etc etc #this specific comment thread was someone criticizing her for being a white feminist #also vital context light green has been ALL OVER THIS POST staunchly defending taylor even when everyone is rightfully critiquing her #fucking blue literally said white feminism is not when white women are feminists #its a specific brand of feminism that centers white women and is largely vapid and surface level #and then light green comes in and says its misogynist to criticize white women for being feminists #CAN YOU READ. blue said its a BRAND of feminism its not when white women are feminists #GOD. this whole fucking post is pissing me off. this whole fucking subreddit pisses me off #every single post is like a repost of some tiktok or twitter post of a girl being like #here are some weird things that i personally do #and then all the comments are making fun of her for being notlikeothergirls #when she never put ANY other women down and is just having fun and joking about hersef #worst is when shes saying that in a way making fun of her own self #its not a pick me if shes making fun of herself oh my god #and its insane to me that you criticize pick mes and nlogs in the name of feminism #when actually youre just making fun of other women for like. being unique individuals !!!!#oh my GOD

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munamania · 1 year

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be so serious with me. do you think that shared trauma caused by interdimensional violence and death and government conspiracies and survivor’s guilt would seriously be outweighed by a petty high school breakup.

#be SO serious.#like. are you kidding. are you joking.#you'd isolate nancy from the other teens. two of her only living friends. bc of a stupid breakup in a dwindling failing unfortunately #incompatible relationship. you think that's like. a good take.#i'm personally a fan of steve and nancy weird awkward best friend soulmatism. they gave it a go it didnt work they still had fun chemistry #and they have all that shared experience.#i'm pretending i dont see s4's Moments #abby talks #i just got hit with this bc of a gifset of steve robin and nancy and the little gremlin in my brain went #oh people would Hate this. because god forbid nancy be anywhere near the golden duo. but they're STUPID #steve still admires nancy i think!!!! that's his first love!!!! and they made up in season 2 and so much has happened since???#i dont think he needed to say I may be a shit boyfriend because yeah no he wasnt. but he was not compatible for nancy #dealing with her trauma and her need for acknowledgment in barb's death. and her guilt. that's not a fault of either of them it just didnt #work. that's just. whoopsies oopsies it's almost like they needed to show an incompatibility there to eventually move her on to jonathan #which is so reductive and stupid and i wish she was just alone but whatever #and REGARDLESS of that. she is not responsible for his feelings of insecurity!!! she had a drunken rant and yeah that sucks it was harsh #but god everyone has their moments #another YOU PEOPLE ARE WEIRD!!!!!! moment. try fucking thinking for once #you don't have to like nancy but coming up with all these absurd ass excuses and centering her entire character arc around how she #interacts with men. oh i could kill you.#btw whatever i dont hate jon and nancy and it's a story and it's fine but god she could use time to just be with herself

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andromedasummer · 11 months

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think i should get time machine so i can kill. peter jackson

#upsides:#less annoyig racist tourists #no movies with the Racism Casting towards the native people of the country THEYRE FILMING THE MOVIE IN #preservation of union and working rights for people working in the film industry #because that dumb fucking nimby wont be there to go ''oh but warner said if i cant violate workers rights on my fantasy hobbit set #then theyll film in scotland so you have to let us do that or we will lose thousands in tourism'' AND THEN NATIONAL JUST FUCKING.#LET THE WARNER BROS AND JACKSON CHANGE OUR FUCKING LAWS SO THEY COULD PROFIT #insane i had to take a media class at uni to learn about this shit #we got 3 whole 2 hour lectures on the fucking mess behind those films and how. nonexistent the argument that they #draw in most of the country's tourism is #i say all this as someone who thinks the lotr books are fun and recognises why the first movies are so loved #but my god i just. i hate that fucking man dude. i hate how he used his influence to push our previous mayor into that position #all because he didnt want us to build more houses and ruin his dumb fucking harbour view WE HAVE A HOUSING CRISIS DICKHEAD #i hope my old classmate angus accidentally stands on your head while you are sunbathing at lyall bay again evey day forever

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thethingything · 1 year

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apparently sometimes I will just fall asleep for 2 hours, have a dream that consists entirely of having a lovely conversation with someone I really want to talk to more, then wake up, realise the conversation never happened, also remember how much I struggle with starting conversations sometimes, then just end up getting frustrated and upset about it

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #dream posting #I'm trying to get myself to be better at approaching people I want to talk to #and I'm trying to internalise the whole ''if you want to do it but you're scared then do it scared'' thing #but I also am just better at starting a conversation if I have a specific thing I can send someone or ask about or whatever #trying to send completely normal stuff like ''hey! how's it going'' feels so painfully scripted we start panicking about it sounding weird #which I've just realised probably came from some specific experiences as a teenager... fuck 🙃#apparently sometimes you get to randomly make a fun little connection between struggling to start conversations now #and being bullied by family members for any part of your speech that sounded ''scripted''#despite being the ones that taught you to use those scripts to start conversations in the first place #''you should open conversations like this and ask these questions'' and then we'd do exactly that and get made fun of in front of everyone #I fucking hate this. oh yay we were bullied for saying things like ''how's it going?'' and ''how are you today?''#and ''what have you been up to lately?'' and pretty much any other basic conversation opener #and now we can't start a fucking conversation the normal way because we feel too stiff and awkward and like we'll be judged for it #because we'd ask how someone was doing and be laughed at in front of everyone for sounding ''scripted'' and ''fake''#awesome. now I need to process all of that bullshit too #I'm realising how much we got bullied for our speech patterns in general and oh my fucking god

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singsweetmelodies · 2 years

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um... l*stappies are THIS delulu? pathetic

*stares dramatically and semi-drunkenly into the middle distance* oh, anon. lestappies are a whole other brand im afraid 😔

and like, i appreciate being delusional as much as the next person! hi hello here i am on tumblr dot com!! but oh my god... having to hunt in the insta likes to find that max liked pierre's post of charles... and using that as your "ship moment" crumbs... good lord. that's a just another level.

to be entirely fair to the lestappies, though, if they didn't go to such extreme lengths to invent content for their ship, they wouldn't have any. so i guess i can see where they're coming from! could NEVER be me, though 😌✌️ as a piarles girlie, i am consistently thriving, well-fed and happy <333 😘

#asks & answers #anon #anti lestappen #sorry for being this mean on main hahahahahaha a ive had a few drinks my filter is gone #but like. oh my GOD #the lengths they go to... incredible #you can't reason with these people at all #it is impossible #and i hate fandom drama anyway #so my approach has always just been to make a wildly insane tangent in a COMPLETELY different direction #and leave everyone extremely confused #hence the maxierre in that post!#i mean come on #maxierre is a far more logical conclusion than lestappen given that max liked PIERRE'S post #skdhdkdbdkhfdn #and idc what anyone else says but maxierre *is* intriguing to me #so ha. i'll be here having my fun being completely insane (but not as delusional as a lestappie at least)#everyone else can be confused #teehee #i love that for me

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bitter-sweet-coffee · 2 years

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when will people cough north americans stop generalizing the entirety of continents as one entity? europe is culturally diverse, so is south america, and asia, and africa, and all the little places inbetween like countries in the caucasus?

i’m sure it’s real easy to generalize a whole lot of culturally rich places to make your point, buddy

#ik people like to say ‘white people do this about x continent all the time’ but like #… no. a lot of people do regardless of their identity #AND THIS INCLUDES EUROPE #stop fictionalizing europe as this monotone place with no culture when making your race posts when what you really mean is just england #WHICH btw still has a lot of culture. hate to break it to you but even england has culture #doesn’t matter if the british empire has a horrid colonial history. there’s still culture that isn’t that #how about we stop going tit for tat with cultural insults altogether?#i can’t support making ‘hashtag activism’ posts that are just shitty to a different group of people #REGARDLESS of privilege or percieved privilege #god it just infuriates me. you see how that’s hypocritical right?#‘we can make fun of them because they would say this about someone too’ oh so you’re partaking in the same thing you call racism?#doesn’t matter if a person comes from a privileged culture or not. you’re still doing the shitty thing #vent post #i prefer if you don’t reblog this unless you’re going to be very polite about things #i’m not starting a political discussion i don’t think tumblr can handle intersectionality #this post is for me and my mutuals #and because some idiots would freak out if i didn’t disclose this: no i am not white

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lilgynt · 9 months

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i will sob my brains out at 5 am remembering events from this year and also christmas last year and being annoyingly petty and unable to let go of relatively small comments just bc i’m sensitive and raw and have a complex

#personal #fake therapy is fun till ur sobbing and biting ur lip and realize how hard ur gripping your arm #ben said i was an adult after i jokingly not jokingly mentioned mom made me go to work for 3 days with a broken foot #after she was complaining about how mean we are to her #which i imagine was just resentment of her calling me abusive the other day #and also i was out returning stuff for my mom at like 4 different stores and came back home like give me five to change so i don’t look #frumpy when we get dinner #and then moms like hurry up oh my god and bens like stop that’ll just make her take longer and fuck both of you i’ve been changing for what #5 fucking minutes? is it that deep ?#and mom saying i should have gone earlier but i didn’t bc i was sick and she’s like whatever and i can already feel the difference with my #brother home and it’s awful bc i do love him and enjoy his company #and maybe i’m on edge bc he only visits during holidays and holidays never go well for home #me #and we have fun and enjoy dinner but also that comment and like yeah maybe it was my fault for not just going anyway #but also mom was threatening to kick me out and making fun of me crying in pain #and fuck you you have a completely dynamic to her and she actually fucking likes you #and i just turn into this worst verison of my self around him bc i have a complex and i hate it #anyway. my tummy hurts. im no longer crying so this emotion will be purged pretty soon amen

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lokh · 2 years

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kyojuro makes me want to write the opposite of a fix it fic

#i think this means i might find him interesting not that i. really hate him A kakijkjanbdhj #or he has the potential to be. interesting. if i ruin his life first #the thing is that Once More i do Not go here so im probably never gonna write it!#this will just be a fun little exercise for me =) ejdnjfj #the reason i will never write it is because i refuse to engage with the manga or anime beyond what i already have #so frankly i dont have a good grasp on. well. anything!#and thats unacceptable! so here i am #the conceit was reading too many ''corruption arcs'' that werent rly #corruption arcs. because again you do have to ruin his life first #case in point: in my hypothetical scenario we start by killing senjuro. sorry senjuro!#right i missed that part. the conceit waa What would it take for kyojuro to say yes #what ive ended up doing after a day of thinking is making him fly off the deep end and STILL not be a demon #because i also had something to say about the manga. lmaozjbxbjcjx so i went against the thing i wanted #to see in the first place...#right i said i read too many but the truth is ive only read a few and i think the problem is #they were all obviously. written with renkaza endgame. like ok fair.#but if it did for real happen. ykno there is definitely fic out there centered on a corruption arc without a ship lens #but again i dont actually seem to Like kyojuro AJBAHDHXH i dont really want to read ......#oh god. is this another dirk strider situation. where im like i HATE this guy #all while rotating him in my head 24/7.......#anyway in this hypothetical kyo actually hates akazas guts but its still somehow renkaza in my heart <3 #no they dont get together no they dont fuck not even out of hate. no this is. hm. its a hannibal situation LMAOSJNNDNX

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