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â¨YiZhan as WangXianâ¨
(aka YiZhan switching roles)



Bonus: xz and wyb actually playing each otherâs roles
#i would pay to see them play each otherâs roles đĽ˛#also me using wangxianâs birth namesâ#and also using wy for wybâ#just to get more points across#also in the first photo xz is in white while wyb is in black#the untamed#cql#lan wangji#lan zhan#wei wuxian#wei ying#wangxian#yizhan#yizhan = modern wangxian#pushing my wyb as wei ying and xz as lan zhan agenda#wangxian yizhan parallels#my gifs#the untamed bts
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how's the other guy holding up
#submas#emmet#sketches#//#submas angst#this JUST in you can draw fanart .#THEY DON'T TELL YOU THIS BUT YOU REALLY CAN JUST POST LIKE. MOSTLY UNFINISHED DRAWINGS THAT ONLY CONVEY SOME OF WHAT YOU MEAN. AT 4 AM !#see it's very hard for me because i have a lot of serious THOUGHTS about these characters but#not the patience for the necessary care that would go into drawing them properly. or writing fanfiction long enough to get the point across#either way#i have a lot of thoughts on pretty much every aspect of how i think everything happens for SOME reason but I PERSONALLY#i personally think that emmet would take leave from work#maybe i will make a proper post about this another time but i was like#thinking just about. as much as he loves his job. he loved it when he was doing half a job built for 2 people. and the other person#was one of his favourites in the world#i don't think it would really bring him any sense of normalcy. to go do his job alone#and i don't think that keeping gear station in optimal working condition ''for when ingo gets back'' would necessarily be his top priority#the priority rather would be to try and get him back LOL#and it's important to ME that emmet actually succeeds in this#for a variety of reasons. but it's 4:30 am and i'm a little too tired to get into the intricacies of my imaginary reunion scenario#this is unrelated to that but i have also been thinking about like. i bet emmet would hate condolences#my friend said something that made me think about this a while ago but y'know#''i'm sorry for your loss'' do you literally not know that he likes winning more than anything else đ#anyways that's enough of that. i have more to say but maybe not in the tags. and another time
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I really really like that lucanis reaches the 'there must be some way through this' realization 'off camera', so to speak, while presumably looking at rook explaining the situation to spite. it just. hits right. he gets that moment to himself after 'this place is a nightmare, why would I want to stay here' to come back into focus, to gather himself and think it through in peace, outside of the demands of anyoneâs gaze (including the playerâs!), while rook takes care of spiteâs confusion and urgency and distress as he canât himself in this shattered state. they're inside his soul, but he still gets that moment of privacy, with rook and spite there and supporting but not intruding. idk there's just something so good and right-feeling about it. rook's presence in lucanis' mind at its most vulnerable and frozen could have felt SO invasive if the quest wasn't written as skillfully as it is, and I get skeeved out by that kind of thing incredibly easily so it's a testament to how well it's done that it always feels safe and supportive. lucanis has had both his bodily and psychological (slash spiritual/existential) integrity and autonomy violated so brutally and repeatedly, and having even the way the camera perceives him here grant him the dignity and respect and privacy of soul he hasnât experienced in a long time⌠itâs a whole thing huh. No wonder itâs taken me a while to put it into words lolÂ
(also what a contrast to what solas and rook have got going on, and what a sly way to slide the point of comparison in there to build to the thematic whole. the solas version of this IS of course wildly invasive and skeeves me out but in the intended delighted horror movie way. solas, too, was let into someoneâs soul through the cracks in the wake of a traumatic event, and he IMMEDIATELY sought to turn it to his own benefit and use that trauma as a weapon against them fhdsja Iâm sorry but itâs just such a character-revealing instinct for him to act on without hesitation and I love how terrible he is, itâs all so unforgivably premeditated and consistent.
rook acting out of the desire to make sure lucanis is ok vs. solas going âwell. When life gives you oops killed my friend, make dead friend poisoned lemonade and make his loved ones drink it. this sunk cost fallacy isnât going to perpetuate itselfâ is such a neat contrast and itâs not in your face about it but itâs still there, deep and solid down in the thematic narrative. rook doesnât do anything to or in lucanisâ mind, really â they negotiate their way through the layers of defense and are let through, and they help him make the whole thing more explicable, but they never exert any force or go rooting around for anything that doesnât present itself to them first. solas goes about gathering ammo for when he's going to nothing personel kid this person from like the first moment fhdskh doesn't waste a second before he's on that gaslight gatekeep girlboss grind. the fact that the game goes out of its way to show there IS a respectful, non-selfish and kind version of this process makes what solas is doing even more deliciously awful (glee) and rook and lucanisâ relationship (platonic, romantic, whatever it might be in any given playthrough) all the more moving to me)
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#solas#getting some affectionate solas slander in there is always correct as far as I'm concerned that's basically his form of prayers I think#one of the most non-alienating depictions of trauma and mental illness I've come across honestly. up there with harrow the ninth#(which is the all-timer of course. that book gets me when no one else gets me) and the hawk and a hacksaw speech in due south#for things that have resonated with me recently. you can tell how deeply lucanis feels like he's a completely shattered and destroyed thing#that can't come together and be a person again. and the narrative treats him with such affection and respect anyway#even on the worst route where he doesn't really get to resolve anything he IS still a full whole incredibly loveable (and hilarious) person#even though he can't see that from the inside at this point because there's so much pain and confusion in the way.#and there's no condemnation or blame there that he shuts down irrevoccably in many ways on the fallen treviso route -- only#a neutral not-unsympathetic recognition that this was one thing too many added to the burden. this was more than he could take.#and it's not a failing it's just a fact. he's surviving the only way he knows how even when it isn't immediately uplifting or cathartic#no there are things here that's beyond you to help him with and you have to sit with the discomfort and grief of that without#getting acess to his inner life the same semi-unguarded way again actually. it's so interesting. it's subtle and real.#he was a person with deeply entrenched patterns of psychological defense before he met you and you are not an exception to that#in an automatic way. you can't 'fix him' or his relationships you can only be there with him and when conditions are right that alone heals#(subtlety in some of these things I think a lot of the 'rook is only a therapist' criticism completely fails to engage with. btw.)#anyway. he means the world to me and I love this game I only wish there was more of it
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#*singing* your new girl guy is my clone.
#911#911 spoilers#911edit#my edit#flashing tw#evanbuckleyedit#evan buckley#tommy kinard#taylor kelly#i need this out of my BRAIN#theres more i just cant look at them anymore sorry#this gets the point across i think#911verse#911hiatusparallels
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It actually irks me that some people don't know the real meaning why Nadakhan called Jay 'canary' that one scene.
Like sure it was a pet name or something, but if you just do 1 google search you'll know that one you call someone a canary, you're calling them a snitch/blabber/rat/synonyms. Which fits the context perfectly. Jay goes to tell on Nadakhan to Flintlock so Nadakhan calls Jay a snitch which makes him so uncool (cuz who wants to hang with a snitch ;-;, not this pirate!) so Flintlock disregards Jay quicker than my dog's speed when I open his food box.
It is very silly though that a canary is a type of bird, and Jay is a type of bird. I find it so funny how someone there's a term for everything in every theme you could possibly imagine
So yes, while it's interpreted as a yucky pet/nickname for Jay, it's important to me that you know the actual meaning
#lego ninjago#ninjago#lmao lowkey because i was reading wytyaa and nadakhan straight up called jay canary#like#I LOVE THE FIC#and it happens in bbnb and so many more#but it makes me suspect people dont know#so like#i want to get it across withmy fam#yk?#ninjago jay#jay walker#jay ninjago#ninjago nadakhan#ninjago skybound#ninjago season 6#canary black#wait lmao thats an american comic??#apparently#i thought it was the name for the canary bird#cause like theres different colors#birds#also fun fact about me is that i grew up with tons of jaybirds and crows#then crows isnt the important part just wanted to mention#i literally found that out when i pointed the bird out to my friend and she told me the name of it in our language and i was like#âHey let's see its English nameâ so we google searched and found out its a jaybird#anyways tags aren't for yapping#byeee
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i legitimately dont know how to characterize these two anymore
also here's a dump of the other stuff as i actually concept for this garbage fire LOL
tw for blood on the 3rd slide + mildy suggestive joke on the 12th + fake doll guts on the 14th + constant extreme tonal whiplash








id apologize for the ragamaster blast once again but i am but a shell of a man who feels no remorse. LMFAOO
#ragamaster#ragamaster au#tadc ragamaster#ragamaster! au#tadc au#tadc#ragamaster rosalyn#ragamaster pomni#ragamaster gangle#ragamaster jax#ragamaster zooble#sorry kinger stans you are once again neglected#buttonblossom#ragapom#digital yuri#ragatha x pomni#pomni x ragatha#jesterdoll#abstragedy#zooble x gangle#gangle x zooble#mischievous honk#get your crumb jaxmo shippers i love you.....................................................#theyre not even really ofically together its like a weirdly close bromace. but theyre totally not gay. totally not. at all. whatsoever.#i swear this au is more than just shipping lol pls dont judge me LMAOO#i also get how this shit prolly makes no sense bc im posting across multiple points in time ...#fuck it we ball tho
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director's commentary for the Kintsugi comic i posted last week. i put a lot of thought into it, and i really wanted to talk about it.... i am a yapper
i am once again begging y'all to read this fic-
#my art stuff#loz#linked universe#shadow link#kintsugi fic#lu four#lolia#i just REALLY wanted to point out all the little details....#im a yapper fr fr#ok but also LITERALLY IM SO PROUD OF THIS THING????#it was a love letter in multiple ways and im glad i was able to stuff so many easter eggs and fic quotes into the imagery#also i didn't have room in the commentary and i didn't wanna add another page BUT#i redesigned lorule castle from scratch when doing this#because i CANNOT! STAND! the model that pops up during the cutscenes for it#that is not the castle i physically had to fight for my life through! where is that one door at the front?#where is the brick wall i had to walk around as a painting? where's that cute balcony with the hearts hidden under the stairs??!?#where is the long little archway we walk across to get to zelda's study and the final arena?!#THAT IS NOT MY BELOVED WIFE (lorule castle final dungeon)#also its the best song in that game and yes that is the hill i wanna die on#so anyway uhhhhh on one hand replaying the game was very fun on the other hand it reminded me of That Fucking Inconsistency#'but sun you know its just a simplified model so the game developers didn't use too many polygons on a more realistic one-'#YES I AM AWARE OF THE PRACTICAL SIDE OF THINGS. but what about sun's little heart huh? what about sun's little lorule castle loving heart??#god... i AM a yapper#anyway.... i hope y'all enjoy reading about my silly little thoughts for this comique~
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âthe black bastard of the wallâ moniker is the exact opposite of the âwhite wolfâ moniker and this perfectly highlights the irreconcilable differences between book Jon and show Jon
#âwhite wolfâ highlights his stark heritage parallels him to robb and tries to align him with perfect moral goodness#âthe black bastard of the wallâ is only about jon. it has nothing to do with his stark heritage nor ghost. itâs only about jon#itâs literally white vs black#stark/winterfell/moral goodness vs bastard (targaryen bastard to be specific)/the wall/moral greyness and the duality of it all#heâs already a snow and heâs surrounded by white up north with a white direwolf so being the black bastard and dressing all in black#is perfect imagery of the duality theme in jonâs storyline#d&d rly wanted their jon to always stand in robbâs shadow đ#while book jon has an international reputation while still stuck at the wall#my boy is stuck in westerosi alaska and heâs got ppl across the sea yapping about him for pastime#thatâs fame baby#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#GOT critical#jon snow#book jon snow#and i wanna know what other monikers george plans to give jon#while i wouldnât be that suprised if the âwhite wolfâ did come from george itâs the way itâs jonâs only moniker in GOT that pisses me off#âthe black bastard of the wallâ supremacy#the white wolf seems kinda lame in comparison but say jon gets it if his hair turns white like some theorize#if that happens then iâll like it more cause itâll be about jon!#like⌠the young wolf is about robb. not grey wind. the starks are compared to wolves and robb is a young king and he just so happens to have#a direwolf. in the show jonâs âwhite wolfâ moniker is honestly more about ghost than jon! and thatâs ughhh#but robb had the wolf moniker first so it feels once again like the showrunners were placing jon in robbâs shadow#UGHHH I HATE THE SHOW AND HOW IT RUINED THE WAY SO MANY PPL VIEW THE CHARACTERS#let jon be the black bastard !!#his color was always black and the wall is his !!#put some respect on his name and his badass moniker#i donât want to see anymore shit about the white wolf cause thatâs only d&dâs shit invention at this point#valyrianscrolls
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"that you could be so cruel" ok correct me if i'm wrong but does penelope featherington not run a gossip rag that exist solely to publish unsubstantiated rumors about women she doesn't like for various reasons that have profoundly negative repercussions on those women (didn't the publication of marina's pregnancy lead to marina almost dying in her quest to terminate said pregnancy??????) and has in fact used that same rag to put not just colin's entire family but also specifically colin's sister, her best friend, through a significant amount of grief and strife that came as a direct result of that rag?
but colin's the cruel one? because she happened to eavesdrop on a conversation where he said he doesn't wanna date her? that's cruelty but all the other stuff isn't?
#personal#bridgerton#anti penelope featherington#i'm gonna be honest i skim the absolute fuck out of this show whenever i force myself to watch it#but from what i remember that is literally what penelope does as lady whistledown#but yeah sure a guy who'd never shown any interest in her continuing to not show interest is the worst thing ever done to a human woman#like girl fix yourself!!!#it's you you're the problem!#(also typing that just led me to a horrible realization that at some low point for penelope in the show)#(we're gonna get a vitamin string quartet cover of antihero by taylor swift)#anyway eloise should be allowed to slap girlie across the face once an episode until she begs forgiveness#i'm only interested in that and if jonathan bailey's character has more sad scenes i can use in gifsets about louis philippe of france
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Fake Peppino Speech Headcanons (that nobody asked for):
Hc that Fake Peppino thinks "forwards", Pizzahead just messed up their brain to mouth connection during creation so they speak backwards:

(I find the ciphers some peeps use for Fake's speech very cool, one that comes to mind being atbash [where in a way he's speaking backwards, just alphabetically]. Personally tho I can't really see anyone naturally speaking in ciphers unless it's like Stanford Pines lmao)
Since only their speaking is backwards, they can reverse their speech forwards w/ effort or assistance:

(Their tone still goes forwards! Hence why they can still get across that they're questioning something even though the words itself are backwards)
Not all "assistance" is helpful, however:

(Did I really commit to a whole ass headcanon just for the sake of this dumb joke? Of course I did who do you take me for)
#pizza tower#fake peppino#headcanons#me drawing this with tears in my eyes: âIt doesn't need to be Good it just needs to get the Point Acrossâ#i also hc that peppino regularly helps fp when they need help figuring out pronunciations#something about the original copying the clone to help them communicate compells me#and it gets to the point where they've both had so much practice speaking in reverse#that peppino can talk backwards as fluently as fake pep can talk forwards#also fp can whistle and hum forwards#singing gets a little funky with some backwards sentences messing with the rhythm of a song#but generally they can stick to the melody#ok i'm done rambling lmao#all of this under a read more so i don't accidentally explode the tag and my blog#scribbleshot
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powerful mental image of lucanis expounding passionately about any given one of his limited but extremely deep areas of interest (the wyvern/knives/coffee/cooking/murder continuum of lucanis dellamorte special interests if you will) while rye lounges around and Beholds him with palpable twink boutta pounce energy
#having lucanis really go off about something no matter what it is is a rare and precious gift for rye specifically. free aphrodisiac#honestly rye's version of that might initially be subtle enough that only davrin would notice it (and suffer accordingly) lol#'could you guys do that while I'm not here. I'm starting to feel sick' '*perfectly innocent rye voice* do what davrin? I'm not even#doing anything :}' 'yeah you're doing nothing with a lot of subtext rook there are whole chains of footnotes here I'd rather not know'#very funny idea of rye leaving the top button of his shirt open (which means about one centimeter of throat exposed. to be clear)#to go to dinner b/c that is enough to make lucanis completely lose his train of thought every time he glances over#and davrin with half his glorious booba out at all times shaking his head at rye across the table like 'you harlot (affectionate)'#(may I remind us all that his first crush was viago de riva. I remind myself of this at least twice a week b/c it's one of my few sources#of joy and delight these days. rye only gets as mean as viago under very rare and specific cirumstances but I think that#might be lucanis' equivalent aphrodisiac material lol. whenever rook gets tried to the point of showing his hand that not only#IS he actually very clever he also has the capacity to be a *bitch* when provoked lucanis finds his trousers suddenly a little tight.#man something here about both of them struggling with holding on to their anger yet actually finding it appealing in the other person#that's actually kind of moving as well as hilarious haha. rye losing his cool and being like 'oh fuck my cover is blown yet again#now everyone will know I am an asshole actually' and meanwhile lucanis is like 'I need to kiss him under the pale moonlight' <3#something something nothing is more beautiful to me than the fullness of your nature getting to witness the full spectrum of your being#'*davrin facepalming just out of frame as they gaze upon each other like this* literally what did I just SAY!!! assan avert your eyes#this is grownup stuff. weird-ass grownup stuff I don't fully get and yet I suppose it takes all kinds etc. but still grownup stuff')#davrin being the baffled witness to the intricate yet extremely low-key mating dance of two introverts is something that can be so personal#he clocked them from the moment they showed up to recruit him (which to be clear is before either of these two dumbasses realized anything)#and now he has to live with it <3 sorry davrin I love you davrin#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#lucanis dellamorte#davrin#from my tag rants etc.#rook x lucanis#rookanis#holding on to my sanity and will to live by a shred but with how coherent and sane this is I'm sure it's not even noticeable
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scratching at your walls, wailing at your door, grabbing your foot from under your bed-- mad scientist wwx au thoughts??? crumbs?? brain worms??? pls give me something to live for
I have no excuse for not posting yesterday I just Didn't Want To. I got distracted playing solitaire then it was eleven o'clock and I was like "my brain isn't WORKING" and then I fell asleep. Anyway get OUT from beneath my bed, that's where my cats stay, they don't like strangers, dude. Anyway, mad scientist AU. Wei Ying is just very tired, but he's got adrenaline from the battle and from the thought of seeing his family after so long of relying on the dead for comfort and company, so he basically leaps at the chance to talk to someone. That someone is Lan Wangji, who is carting him back on his blade with a gentle but firm grip, as though scared he will slip away from his grasp if he even loosens his hold. He starts yapping about anything and everything that comes to mind, not wanting to be silent ever again after all of the time he has spent in silence, with his own thoughts being his only company. Through this yapping, Lan Wangji learns a lot about how Wei Wuxian thinks, how his genius mind works, flitting from one topic to the next. He also learns a lot about the teenager's new-new cultivation method.
Wen Ning watches and listens along as well, watching how Lan Wangji listens and hums slightly when it calls for it, very occasionally uttering a soft word or two that is lost to the wind to all but Wei Ying. He gets more excited with whatever Lan Wangji says, acting as though there is truly nothing wrong with him despite literally everything visibly wrong with him. He has resentful energy crawling through his skin like cracks and he doesn't seem to be blinking and his arms are barely even moving which can only be due to a build-up of resentful energy, something that he had always struggled with even before The Incident. He is so pale and malnourished, but he smiles and laughs like nothing has changed, one hand gripped so tightly around the flute he has made that his knuckles are a pale grey.
They make it back to the war camp and Lan Wangji lets go of Wei Wuxian (with some difficulty), ignoring everyone else as he steps away and lets Wen Ning take over. Wen Ning drags Wei Ying through the camp, ignoring how silent it gets when people start to notice the two of them, when they notice Lan Wangji standing there and watching worriedly. All he cares about is getting Wei Ying to the rest of their family in the medical tent. It's thankfully pretty empty in the moment, due to Wen Qing being a girlboss that drastically improves how efficient the place all is. They find Wen Qing unpacking the new supplies that have just been sent in from Gusu, while Xue Yang is generally being a nuisance and only helping out when he wants to see what something in the package is.
Xue Yang is the first one to spot Wei Ying on his way into the tent, basically going stock still for a few seconds and then trying to sprint forwards but being forced back by the chain attaching him to Wen Qing, who just thinks he's still being a pest. He may be fucked up and insane, but he is still only twelve years old so he doesn't even care that he's crying when he sobs out a "gege", basically trying to wrench his arm out of the cuff. Wen Qing finally looks up just as Wei Ying steps into the tent, and then Wei Ying is being tackled for the second time that day, this time by two people. Xue Yang clings to him as he cries and cries, refusing to even think about letting go of his gege after being without him for so long, while Wen Qing is more efficient, wiping away her tears as she takes stock of the situation and immediately drags Wei Ying over to a bed.
Meanwhile, Lan Wangji reports back to his own gege about the entire situation. Lan Xichen takes note of how his didi describes Wei Wuxian's choice of cultivation - "it is not demonic. It seems to act as another form of liberation for otherwise unreachable spirits." - and then asks about Nie Mingjue the battle itself. They're obviously just stalling to give Wei Wuxian and his family as much time alone as possible, but there comes a point where there's nothing else to report about and Lan Xichen simply has no excuse to not go and see Wei Wuxian - out of respect. He isn't going to just sit around and not show concern for a teenager who has just saved so many peoples' lives, who he had left to rot despite knowing that Wei Wuxian was being brainwashed.
Lan Wangji and Lan Xichen go to the medical tent, where Wei Wuxian is chilling in a bed with Xue Yang laying beside him, arms wrapped tightly around the teenager's arm and face buried into his shoulder, trembling slightly despite his attempts to hide it. Wen Qing is scolding Wei Wuxian with little remorse despite the pout on his face, and Wen Ning also has the guy's other hand trapped both of his own hands. Lan Xichen exchanges pleasantries with him, then asks Wen Qing how he's looking when he asks Wei Wuxian himself and gets a "never been better!" in response. Wen Qing explains that the teenager naturally has a unique cultivation base that balances both resentful and spiritual energy due to dealing in both from a very young age, but the resentful energy is far outbalancing the spiritual energy right now.
However, the resentful energy seems to be the only thing holding him together. He has a sickening significant amount of internal injuries that the resentful energy seems to be carefully attempting to heal - amassing in many different areas of the body. To fix such a thing would require long term cleansing of resentful energy mixed with an increase of spiritual energy until the two are rebalanced in his body. Lan Xichen is like "oh bro we can totally help with that" and Lan Wangji goes "I can help with that. I can play cleansing for you :(" From multiple angles, this seems like a good option because one, the Lan are well-known for their healing cultivation tactics, two, Lan Wangji is the best cultivator who is not beset by multiple other responsibilities that he can't plan around, and three, Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian actually seem to get along.
#mad scientist wei wuxian au#I know you were all probably hoping for more with the Lads#but like it would just be a redone thing considering with Wen Ning#I just needed to get the main point across that Xue Yang will not be letting go of Wei Ying any time soon#and Wen Qing has fallen into her habit of affection through scolding and taking care of her dumb didi#I also don't know how to play solitaire#unrelated but#like I know how it works n shit#but I don't get how the point system works or anything#so yeah#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#mo dao zu shi#mxtx mdzs#mdzs au#mdzs#wei wuxian#wei ying#lan wangji#lan zhan#wangxian#lan xichen#wen qing#wen ning#xue yang#four's asks
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Mermaid
#limbus company#ishmael lcb#ishmael limbus company#lcb spoilers#.. i guess?.. . .#i still dont know how to draw water. it gets across as water enough i hope.#technically its in reference to when she took a slight dip in the whale while still w the pequod so it isnt. Water water. but whatever work#going into the canto was just. wow thats a mirror to something. wow thats a mirror to something. wow thats a mirror to that. wow thats a mi#there was going to be more of a focus of mirroring inside the water surface as well but it didnt come out enough so.. oops#feels like the imagery is a bit obvious but ill put it here anyways. if i remember to#morse code in the back for sos. wanted to go ahead and include it since the battle theme in the dungeon for skin prophet had jt for the#second track for it and it stuck with me a lot. obligatory heart mentioned. i wanted to add more pallid like aspects into it but it#felt visually distracting. i guess i couldve put it at lower opacity but it still felt far too striking and taking away from the focal point#of ishmaels face. still wanted to put it on the rope though. talking abt the rope obligatory rope mention as well#strangling binding. compass mentioned but also in general the obsession. wanted to have the hands be bloodied like how she talked abt#the injuries she aquired when trying to go ahead and hold on for her life. holding onto that. holding onto the obsession as well then. yk#the harpoons were suppose to be different actually. more akin to a sort of striking at the heart then the more passive looking just circling#but i was having a small skill issue with drawing them. so i just grabbed the in game image during her ego and plopped it down#still wanted to have the harpoon be a point of dragging attention and literally pointing to the heart and ishmael though#the head is supposed to be at an angle but it feels lost bc of the way i handled the lighting...#the lighting doesnt have a clear source which was the trade off of not having it unintentionally mirror the cg of her subsequent rescue#since it was supposed to be the focus to that rage and obsession she has. not necessary that realization or the sort she aquires yet#i forgot to blend ish in the hair ina. section. dont. look too hard.
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POOR GABRIEL MONTEZ! YOU NEVER SAW THIS COMING DID YOU? ALL YOU WANTED WAS POWER. SECURITY. SAFETY. & THATS EXACTLY WHAT YOU GOT! JUST IN EXCHANGE FOR YOUR BODY. LETS JUST HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS JUST HOPE YOU WONT HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#cw gore#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi suckening#jrwi gabriel#jrwi gabriel montez#LOOK FAMILIAR?hahahahahDONT WORRY#IM REUPLOADING THIS HERE BC i fixed up the drawing a lil. and also i wanted to add main tags#U WONT SEE ANY DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THISSUN N THE POST ON MY SIDEBLOG.i changed the image there too.HA!!!!!!!#ANYWAY.i rambled plenty about pain and gabe on my sideblog.SO LETS TALK ABT THE ART SHALL WE.ihad i very hard time getting the colors down#would u believe i nearly left this uncolored??FUCKED UP!! it was only a sketchhow did it end up like this. it was only a sketch...#BUT IM RLY GLAD I WENT W COLORING IT.this time i actually used the airbrush n pencil tools BUT i also have a handy dandy brush i made#its just the mspaint air brush tool. fucking LOVE THAT THING. but now its in fire alpaca and it can be slightly transparent.IT LOOKS SOGOOD#perfect for splatters and grime.i love you mspaint i love youuu.im also so happy w the blood here.i think i reached a shift last year#back when i made that genloss fanart something abt the way i draw blood finally CLICKED and im like OH. the inside must always be darker.#like i KNEW that already but it was like my hand itself finally had it click.i wonder what i will learn next?I LIKE THE ORGANS HERE TOO#not as veiny or thready as i usually draw em. but i think thats fine. not as WET as id like em to be but thats also fine.#i got the point across. the point ofc being WOW THIS IS GRUESOME AND PAINFUL AND TERRIBLE#I LOVE HIS EXPRESSION.i love pain and thinking abt pain. you lose yourself to it after enough time passes of just being in an ocean o agony#at one point its just too tiresome to scream or writhe. theres a point when the body accepts it.sometimes.atleast.#OHHH GABRIEL AS A CHARACTER DELIGHTS ME SO MUCH.he is a dog to me.a thing to serve others.I WISH I KNEW MORE#WHAT ELSE DID YOU WANT BOY?? SURE POWER AND SECURITY AND SAFETY ARE NICE.BUT DID YOU HAVE DREAMS? WANTS? PASSIONS?#WHAT WAS THE STORY BEHIND THAT TIGER TATTOO ON YOUR ARM?WHAT DO THE DOGTAGS SAY BOY?I WISH I COULD HAVE TEA W U#OHHH TO SIT DOWN WITH A CHARACTER AND JUST SPEAK TO THEM. AND YET. AND YET IN THE END ITS ALL TRAGEDY AND COMEDY#TRAGEDY AND COMEDY THAT IS SO SO PAINFULLY UNBALANCED. SIGH.#WHATEVER CMERE BOY YOURE BECOMING AN OC OF MINE NOW UR GONNA BE IN SPACE AND UR NAME IS GONNA BE VINEGAR#UR STILL GONNA BE SHIP OF THESEUSED THOUGH. OOOHHH GABRIEEELLL GABRIEL MONTEEEZZZ#HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE BUILT INTO YOU.HOW MANY DID YOU LOVE AND CHERISH.HOW MANY TATTOOS DO U RECOGNIZE ON UR NEW ARMS#WHAT WAS IT LIKE? ON THE NIGHT U WERE SIRED?WERE YOU EXCITED? DID YOU SEE YOUR BOSS' FACE?WHAT WAS THIS PROMOTION LIKE?
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The X trilogy + "psycho-biddy" influences
#x 2022#pearl#maxxxine#x series#strait-jacket#psycho#what ever happened to baby jane#horror#psycho-biddy#hagsploitation#made this whole big thing which i still might post eventually but. in terms of aesthetics. this abridged version is better lol#i'm not gonna finish the other post tonight but consider this a preview of sorts#i can't stop thinking about what if they leaned more into the 'hagsploitation' aspect of it all lol#i actually find it odd + off-putting that they start and end maxxxine with a bette davis reference#with a big significant psycho cameo at the bates motel itself#and there's not really any payoff for those allusions!!#i think if you're gonna try to tie into a legacy of older horror films you should do it in a sincere way#because that just felt like 'elevated horror' bonus points + nostalgia bait#anyway. it's fun to think about the potential it had + how all the building blocks exist within the narrative to do something interesting#and i am a 1960s hagsploitation subgenre apologist lol#what ever happened to baby jane? changed my brain chemistry the first time i watched it as a kid#so maybe i'm just nostalgia baiting myself making these connections lmao#but it could have been so good#it could have been the perfect synthesis of the shared themes across all three movies#but i don't think hagsploitation gets butts in movie theater seats like girlboss 80s nostalgia vaguely true crime related shit#oh wait also i guess calling psycho a hagsploitation movie is like. probably not 100% accurate#but it is though. it's not an inversion of the subgenre bc the subgenre didn't exist yet#but it builds up a mystery 'psycho-biddy' character only to reveal that she's not the murderer#which is also what happens in strait-jacket so i think it counts!!#+ psycho is directly referenced in all 3 movies so itâs a pretty clear influence on the trilogy as a whole
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I prepared this ask in the Notes app only for Tumblr to not let me copy and paste the text so hereâs a screenshot bc Iâm not typing all that again lol

thereâs this funny trend i see in trafficblr art, in that, when thereâs a lineup of every past winner, most players will be surrounded by symbols that were relevant to their POV, and perhaps drawn with the last emotion theyâd felt just before death (or maybe just whatever emotion the artist most associates with the character). The winners might be doing something, or in a pose that reflects how they wonâthere are a million ways to make a life series winnersâ piece. Whatâs funny about it is that no one ever seems to know what to do with Scott. Heâs most often just standing there looking mildly disgruntled. And for the symbols heâs most depicted with, itâs typically poppies, which are only relevant to the first season; last life scott does not place any importance on poppies, poppies dont ever come up beyond a brief interaction in episode 1, and jimmy as a whole is less relevant to scottâs pov in last life than he is in every other season.
not that this is an issue with the art; the pieces are beautifully done, itâs just representative of how little fandom discussion there is about scottâs win thematically. Most discussion I see are about the watchers and how they hate scott for defying him or whatever, but watcher lore is not discussion of the series itself as much as it is a fan creation that is retroactively applied to create meaning.
Scottâs Last Life win, to me, was achieved through accomplishing what Third Life Scott could not.
Scott spent 3L waiting for his day one ally to die. He kept Jimmy at a distance, often fully gearing himself up first before backtracking to help Jimmy along. Thereâs a funny disparity in episode 5, where Jimmy spends the entire episode trying to get good enchants on his iron armor, while Scott sets up a villager and gets good enchants for the full diamond set that heâd already had in storage, in about half the time Jimmy took trying to accomplish his own goal, iirc. This disparity is also something scott acknowledges with the âIâll always be more powerful than youâ line, but itâs been a while since ive written a post like this so i unfortunately do not have the episode number memorized on that one anymore. But Scott goes on to explain that heâll always have better armor and weapons, which is why Jimmy could never kill him. This is all to say that Jimmy and Scott do not stand on equal grounds in their alliance, and, more importantly, Scott does not depend on Jimmy. The progress Scott makes in Third Life is entirely his own, with Jimmy as more of an afterthought than a teammate.
This is what landed Scott his all time lowest placement. After Jimmy dies first, Scott loses sight of his priorities and dedicates his remaining time alive to avenging Jimmy, rather than focusing on his own longevity (like heâd go on to do in future seasons). And, in that way, Scottâs attitude towards Jimmy (disposable, going to die, unreliable) was an indirect contributor to Scottâs low placement.
In contrast: Scott could not have won Last Life without Pearl. Scott has to rely on Pearl from day 1, having only two lives to start with himself. Pearl gives Scott two lives total. Pearl and Scott are almost always together. They made it to the final four by each otherâs side. And that forced day 1 reliance on pearl breaks down the role scott typically assumes (*heâs* supposed to be the person people rely on, heâs supposed to be the one bringing everything to the table) which curbs his tendency to see himself as above others, which then allows for the most genuine happiness i have ever seen him have in an alliance.
The comparison between the way Scott talks to Pearl and the way Scott talks to Jimmy is like night and day. Scott doesnât compliment or otherwise say anything supportive towards Jimmy (save for the âI believe in you! MCC has trained you for this moment!â during Jimmyâs dare to flare attempt) until after Jimmy has already died. With Pearl, however, Scott is much more open about his care towards her, saying that sheâs his best friend and that he loves her as early as episode 2. Thereâs more examples but between last life and third life, Scottâs attitude towards his primary ally is completely different, and i think itâs symptomatic of Scott allowing himself to love and be vulnerable rather than keeping himself at a distance. And i think that itâs so special that scott won the season where he was so close with his day one alliance, directly because of his day one alliance.
because, to me, one of scottâs defining characteristics is his self reliance. He will have allies, yes, but he often assumes a supportive role and acts as a supplier. He doesnt like taking things from other people. Last Life is different because Scott relies on Pearl, too. Itâs also not a coincidence that last life is the only season where scott is normal about jimmy but thatâs a different post
tldr yes scott won last life with the power of love but not in the way people say he did (ignoring the boogeyman curse was strategy âď¸)
I SHOULD NOTE, though, that the boogeyman curse was still a fail. Although purposeful, Scott receives the penalty and apologizes to his team. He says he just couldnât bring himself to do it. I do think that his words here arenât fully honestâ heâd admitted earlier that this choice was fully for strategy. But I also think his apologetic attitude here is genuine. Scott is a perfectionist, he needs to succeed; failing, though purposeful, still hurts. He feels the need to apologize. It means so much to me that his win in last life directly follows the choice to fail on purpose. Iâm insane though idk
third life scott embodies scotts flaws while last life scott is him overcoming them đ is what im trying to say đ last life scott is everything that third life scott could not bring himself to be, in allowing himself to love and depend on other people and overall just be a person.
#I couldve explained this way better but i came up with the thesis in the very last paragraph#And went ohhh. Well. The post is already written#So yes i could reformat this all and make it much more compelling by breaking down exactly what i think scotts flaws are throughâ#Series by series analysis#and then go on and use examples from ll to paint it as the antithesis of all that#all to put in a provable factual way just HOW different scott is in last life compared to other series#And how this aided him and eventually got him the win#But i think thats like. A whole essay?#im imagining an essay format. and i do not. want to write a whole essay right now#so im hoping this kind of shitty condensed version gets my point across#there is an annoying lack of citations but as stated i have not done a scott post in a while and dont have this shit as memorized#also its my birthday in 6 minutes can you believe it#asks#that.blue.mf
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