Rewrite: Starting over
Don't think about the parallels, don't think about Pete having an actual answer this time around, don't think about how "I can't run off to anywhere" isn't just Pete choosing Vegas, it's Pete deciding to give himself no other choice. He's not just refusing to run off, he's not allowing it to be an option. Handing the rope to Vegas, all over again.
If you run now, I'm alright with that.
Don't think about Vegas being unconditionally selfless for the first time and giving Pete a way out anyway. Don't think about how this is better than all of the apologies because they're literally rewriting their lowest moment, going back and correcting all the wrongs of the past in order to move foward.
I got nothing left.
For sure don't think about this fucking line getting reused. Reframed. Don't think about the way it was originally Pete who was split open, hurt and empty, the fight drained out of him. How this was Pete with nothing left to give. Don't think about how now the fight is out of Vegas. How his will to keep taking is gone.
I don't want to be your burden.
I just want to follow my heart.
Don't think about this confirmation that staying isn't just what Pete needs, what Vegas needs, it's what they both want.
From now on, you're no longer my pet. You're the most important person in my life.
Don't think about how it's so important for to them that they have this conversation in full before they even consider touching each other. Don't think about the way healing is important to them. Don't think about how KP said "Can we start all over?" and VP went ahead and did this.
Are y'all fucking??? Okay??????? Because I'm not.
love it when people post on here symbolism and details and stuff that's hard to notice about the cinematography of kinnporsche cause I never notice shit I just be watching them with my last 2 braincells and giggle alone in my bed at 3am
Yeah Vegas kissing Pete's bound hands was hot but Pete's feet being suspended in chains?? Yes please and thank you.
Kimchay ep12 in a nutshell:
Chay: I'm crying in the club
Kim: You're in the club??!
losing my shit over VegasPete scene again… I’m never gonna be over those two
any time i need to activate an instant rage mode i think about how vegaspete's first fuck soundtrack was a laminated sheet wobbling while kinnporsche got some oscar-winning mfs for the pool scene
oh ok yeah i am here. vegaspete is. yeah. that post about not consuming media but media consuming you and all that.
hilarious that kim spent all this time investigating on his own for korn to just tell porsche and kinn straight up
YOU’RE JOKING!!! I DID NOT SEE THIS COMING PETE STAYING BECAUSE HE DOESN’T WANT VEGAS TO BE ALONE?! No because this was not in my theories omg.
Vegas & pete:
I keep coming back to this note that Porsche left.
Note: "I need to find an answer." (Episode 13)
Kinn: "I'll find every answer for you." (Episode 12)
Did Porsche pull words from Kinn as a reassurance that he does love and trust him, even though he's keeping a secret? Even though he left?
Like saying "you promised me answers, but I need you to let me find them myself."
Note: "I'll come back soon." (Episode 13)
Kinn: "No matter what happens, you must return to me." // "When you're done, return it to me. The gun, and yourself." (Episode 7)
It feels too similar to be a coincidence, doesn't it? Am I reading into translated dialogue way too much?
Is Porsche finally learning the art of subtlety, after living in Kinn's world all this time? Is it finally clicking? I love the idea that he's been picking up on Kinn's messages this whole episode and now he's sending one back.
Note: "Love you." (Episode 13)
Porsche + Kinn: "I love you." // "I love you, too." (Episode 13)
To me it feels like Porsche has been deliberately building this consistency, this reassurance for Kinn. It feels very intentional that in a three sentence note, I can find three potential callbacks to previous dialogue. Rule of three, anyone?
Telling Kinn that even though he's keeping secrets, he's not like Tawan. When Porsche said "I love you," he meant it.
I wasn't expecting to see Tay at all this episode but to see him looking like the beautiful soft boy he is in the domestic vibes had me gasping and crying.
Ep12 Chay living that Y/N life to the fullest show cases all the biggest check points:
-get edgy after being heart broken
-changing style completely
-drinking to death
-(almost) taking drugs bc of shady party dude
-being rescued by 'toxic' ex/bad boy
-getting into a fight with said 'toxic' ex/bad boi
-he leaves but we all know he'll constantly come back with his leather jacket and slick hair to save his arse
-leaning against club's wall with dramatic sigh
We're loving it boy
Proof n°73762 that all the clichés work better with gayz
In horny loving memory