I've been lost for a long time because I enrolled for university, and life now feels as if it's on hold since I don't know how my days will be when I start it. Sometimes I'll think too much about other people and how they are managing their lives and how I'm so late in comparison to them; I used to be better in letting these thoughts go away, I guess I'm just very anxious and not managing it properly; I also think a lot about the future and how we are all walking to the non existence and I think that for now there's no mindset that can soothe my soul. 2023 is full of new scenarios in my life, I've always been afraid of change, even tho I've gone through so many changes in life, but I never paid much attention to these transitions, because they weren't violent ones. Life is unpredictable; Change is in every corner waiting, and she never has the same face or touch, maybe I should start to look at her as a friend that is always somewhere else living adventures, and once in a while will show up and bring new winds, good or bad, I never know; but as a friend, I should go through these situations and help her, until she's ready to leave to her adventures again, and I'll wait.
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Oh I just had the best tattoo idea, if it wasn't a fibro trigger point for me, I'd get Keening on my sternum.
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I wish it would work faster. I want to be gone. I want to succeed but I keep losing myself and wake up somewhere else. I need to make it through this. I cannot do one of the things because it'll undo another which is currently going well. I can only wait for this or another thing which is also unreliable, but achievable. I just need to make it a few more days as it is and maybe it'll work. I'm too weak for the other ways apparently.
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Spending the night at the hospital. Seeing someone you love really going through hell is a rough thing to watch. Still, I’m being hopeful. Things are looking up. Now I’m sitting in this empty cafeteria, eating a terrible microwavable calzone for dinner. Could be worse, I suppose.
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Crying and screaming fellas is it racist to ask people to have basic hygiene???? Also "they sound like they never been to a comic con in america lol" of course they haven't lmao they are south Korean idols what, also people smelling bad at cons and stuff SHOULDN'T be the expected tbh if you know you are gonna be around that much people, crammed into a space you should at least do the basics and shower, more "please shower" less "lol cons are always full of stinky ppl" we need to hold ppl account
it's racist to breathe atp. and right? like just bc something is normalized that doesn't mean it's okay 😭😭😭😭😭 and there are some places that just Are gonna smell if fromis 9 volunteered at a hospital and complained that ppl smelled weird id be like girl.... but you're packed in at meet and greet for HOURS with no reprieve from the stench.... hold on WAIT DIDN'T COMIC CON *ALSO* ASK ATTENDEES TO BATHE? BRB
HELLO!
🤨 so if it's a universal plea is it really entitlement?
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