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natjennie · 9 months

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did you really like "rant" by bo burnham when you were like 14 or were you normal?

#the freshman weirdgirl outcast instinct to listen to bo burnham #and get really invested in like.#rant. uhh what was the other one um NERDS #from god's perspective that's a great one #left brain right brain obviously #ART IS DEAD!!! love art is dead #anyway. really showing my whole ass here.#bo burnham #this ones for the girls with no friends in school who listened to bo burnham and sat by themselves!!!

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thedrotter · 21 days

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redrew a few old expressions from february!!! one never notices how much their art style changes in some months till you compare side by side www

(the old ones for comparison ↓)

#re:kinder #yuuichi mizuoka #fanart #you had no idea how bad my hand was itching to draw him i was so gon die there (joke)#more so because i replayed the game these days and wanted to check my old expression sheets from february i made based on some lines ...#usual commentary time☺️☺️☺️#top left may be obviously different and thats because i didnt actually base it off the old one in that case. i based it off his sprite #but the old one is based on that same sprite; just with context of line so...#no idea what went on these months that the way i drew his ahoge went from simple strands to little circular things JEKSNDL #im not sure how to explain it but point is i . i dont know what happened there but now my brain doesnt let me draw it any other way #top right had his line of sight changed for a very goofy detail i completely overlooked in the old one ... he is the baby of the group😭#it's very unlikely anyone's shorter than him and since everyone goes from being 1 to 4 years older than him. hes gonna end up looking up😭😭#it would be one thing if the cast was older because puberty and height and stuff but it aint the case here cuz. he's like. 7??😭#so i found it funny he was looking down in the old one then i fixed his line of sight to he looking upwards . which looks goofier on him #really adds to it. the person who killed your whoel family needs to look up to look at you in the eye😭 cuz its a little baby😭😭#the fun thing in comparing the old and new is how my approach in drawing him just. changes completely #back then i did the chibi like approach when drawing him thats it. that was the mindset #now it's “he needs to look more like a bug MAKE HIS EYES TAKE MORE SPACE IN HIS FACE he neeeddds to look like a bug ...”#worked i need to put him in a blender /JOKE JOKE JOKE LIGHTHEARTED JOKE😭😭

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oldphanny · 1 month

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so a super old friend from literal primary school just reached out to me for the first time in like over a decade and they have a kid now and stuff and I'm just sitting with the fact that I'm like almost in my late 20's and literally have nothing to show for it.

Like 'what have you been up to'

Literally nothing. Trauma and nasty people being nasty. Im essentially back to where I was as a teen. So anyway, cute kid 🥺 I'm gonna keel over and die now.

#no but its literally super sweet of them to reach out obviously cause they 100% did have to at all #like we initially went to the same high school but they moved to a different school cause bullying and we kinda grew apart #like they have always been a super nice person to me and because of all the shit ive been through this past decade #i really dont have any friends left so having someone think of me made me super teary and sad #anyway maybe check in on people you used to be friends with cause they may be going through some tough times and its just nice to hear that #someone is thinking of you #i could literally ball my eyes out cause i experienced such debilitating mental illness as a kid that i didnt have treated til in my 20s an #i feel like its a huge reason none of the people that i thought were my friends stuck around and i just feel super lonely a lot #like yay my brains finally healing but now what #anyway sorry to ramble im just a bit fragile right now #its brought up a lot of really nice memories and i just cant believe how old those memories are and i wish i was a better friend #not dnp #lol #bipswordvomit #sorry i try to keep my real life off here for the most part but i guess anonymously screaming into the digital void is freeing sometimes

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cerealmonster15 · 1 year

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ive been thinking about this scene for days

#i got it like right before i left for my trip jksldfdsl ive wanted to doodle it forever #i need to go to bed but i had. i had to get it outta my system #im too shy to go figure out tags for my silly goofing scribble so just #prsk #cereal tries to draw #kind of. a speed doodle LOL jet lag has my brain all scrampled but i have work tomorrow so i gotta sleeb 😔#my other fave scene so far is i think their prologue #where miku and kaito were like hi tsukasa do u remember why u wanted to be an actor or w/e :)#and he was like to be a big star obviously!!!!!!!!#and miku was like YEAHHH wait NOOOOOO 😔 ksjdlfdlsjfkljsd #SILLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#miku and kaito in this scene just fucking standing there 🧍🧍 is so funny #with that CREATURE #at least emu is putting some heart into it lol URGENCY!!!! HES DEAD!!!

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mixtapedoh · 1 month

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bts bias order go

omg marry me ♡♡♡♡♡. LINDSAY DON'T LOOK AND DON'T @ ME

namjoon -> hobi -> yoongi -> jin -> tae -> jungkook -> jimin

✩⡱ send me a group and i'll tell you my bias order

#ask game #☀ bts #the rap line is incredibly mutable and changes with my current mood but also i fear i am a rapmon truther he'd understand me #my loser cringe is recognized and raised by his loser cringe and all that #BUT HOBI?????????????? YOONGI????????????? don't remind me don't remind me #yoongi and hobi oft change places tbh i mean yoongi was my og bias right #but hobi is so <33333333333333 #also you are Soooooo incredibly hobi coded clara don't let anyone lie and tell you otherwise #you're like a hobi sun jin moon or whatever the astrology girlies say #or wait is it rising or something #idk don't quote me on the logistics simply FEEL it in your heart #BUT JIN AND TAE MY BIAS WRECKERRRRRSSSSSSSSS #but jimin and jungkook <3333333 my bestie and brother <333333 #so much fondness but there we go <3 #tae was never one of my classic bias wreckers but i think it's the fact that i would give my left leg and right arm for yeontan's sake that #he has raised so astronomically through the rankings.#like are you not IN LOVE. WITH YEONTAN.#but jungkook my brother!!!!!!!!!!! my baby brother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my annoying but endearing younger brother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#tbh i should perhaps change his place with jimin #actually wait yeah give me a sec #BUT NO I ACTUALLY DO REALLY LOVE JIMIN OKAY #he's so funky and cool and iconic #but i have less brainspace dedicated to him #the rapline has a whole ass penthouse in my cranium and jin and tae (read: with yeontan in tow) are constantly crashing in the living room #and jungkook is my brother so obviously he comes to stand in the middle of my brain and then flexes; tells me he cooked and didn't do the #dishes; them leaves again #jimin king if you were more obnoxious in taking over my brain and making the place yours you'd be higher in the ranking

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fingertipsmp3 · 3 months

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Ughhhhhhh I hate writing and I hate not writing and I hate myself

#nearly bought a digital typewriter today. actually i DID buy a digital typewriter today. officially yes i have bought a digital typewriter.#the money for the digital typewriter has left my account but i have emailed them to cancel the order because i can't in good faith buy #a digital typewriter when i don't fucking WRITE #i thought it might help me get back into it. distraction free and while allowing me to not judge my own writing #and be continuously editing while i write and going 'i'm crap i'm crap i'm crap no one will ever read this and if they do they will think #that i'm garbage and that i should feel bad etc etc etc'#but it's too expensive and i have the feeling i wouldn't even like or use the thing once i got it #because the IDEAS! the ideas aren't coming to me. or rather they are but none of them seem to stick #i feel underconfident in writing any of them #and then i have old projects that i've always wanted to get back to like the tennis romance thing but SO much has changed since i first #started drafting it. like i don't even know if i like the main couple anymore. i kind of want to put both of them with different OCs of min #but it'd switch up the WHOLE story if i had a different cast #in fact most of the problem lies in the fact that i have this long-running bedtime story i tell myself every night with lore #and a massive cast of characters that i switch out depending on who i'm most interested in right now and every so often i incorporate new #themes and ideas and motifs and plot points sometimes based on media i've been watching because it's MY bedtime story and it doesn't matter #if i plagiarise in my own brain. but then obviously i can't plagiarise in real life #and none of my bedtime stories are GOING anywhere. sometimes i only get through a scene or two before i fall asleep #all of which means my bedtime story is not so much a sweeping epic novel but a sitcom with way too many characters #most of which are werewolves to be honest and sometimes for my own wish fulfilment one of them will walk out of my head #and take care of my problems for me by lending me £1million or murdering my best friend's ex. in my mind obviously #so it's like. it's a case of getting in there and annexing off the stuff i think i can use #it's like yeah i've definitely written several romance novels in my head in the process of this but does it matter if they're IN my HEAD #to be honest i feel like my main strength is in creating characters. like i have this one family of werewolves i've been slowly but surely #adding members to since i was like 16. maybe younger? no yeah i think i made the first one when i was 12 #they're compelling to ME anyway. i care about them. it's just PLOTS. i can't plot #if a book could just be a lot of dialogue and sex scenes and silly moments and character studies i'd be alright #i also can't describe settings. don't ask me to because i can't #and now i'm just annoyed with myself because i sat down at my laptop to try to write and instead i'm here complaining about how i don't wri #and if i had the digital typewriter... i mean i'd probably still be doing this i'd just no longer have £300 #i don't have the £300 anyway. i hope to christ they refund my card i'm a fucking idiot

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will-pilled · 6 months

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Not all of them, but why do like 99% of "why I left the left" posts/videos literally just boil down to one of three things:

"Some leftists (usually online, sometimes IRL) were mean to me"

"My friends were leftist and I wanted them to like me"

Or "I didn't understand *insert group of people associated with the left*"

Not to mention upon explaining their past views they are usually not even leftist they're just like white liberal at best :skull:

I'm sorry but if people being mean is enough to make you not care about marginalized people anymore/abandon your beliefs you have absolutely no fucking backbone whatsoever and are a little worm.

And if you were only progressive because your friends were does that even count as "leaving the left??" You.. you were never actually on it bro. What.

#leftism #left wing #left #leftist #leftblr #Right wingers were mean to me but that is not why I left the right lmao #I did not get on the right because I wanted people to like me but stayed there near the end of the “era” because of it for like idk a few #months #I left the right because 99% of the time they have literally no sources for their arguments and when they do upon looking into it it's #biased as shit #I left the right because the more I actually looked into these issues the more the “leftist” side made sense upon ACTUALLY deeply looking #into it.#I wasn't just some moderate either #I liked Daily Wire #I was a fascist sympathizer #rabid transphobe who was genuinely vile #I had a lot of typical right wing opinions and also have been on the more moderate right as well like #I'm not just some former moderate saying they left the left #Which the majority of those people were like moderate or liberal at best but hardly ever leftist #Granted this was a hot minute ago #like years ago #I obviously do not stand by any of it lmfao and also my brain was still developing at the time and prior to that “era”#I was back and forth politically #I feel like being super right wing now a days is smthn people grow out of as they get older. Not to mention I had lore for why I was so eas #to radicalize. I was an easy target and they knew it.#There are right wing older people of course but generally I think we'll grow out of it.#As a society #Damn it's the happening in the tags mb

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universalsatan · 1 year

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how am i supposed to collect my gay little shows when i am sleeby and work and have to rewatch the multi-seasoned shows i literally just finished

#i have a whole trajectory in my brain. im like ‘okay after i Finally finish x-files (1.5 eps left) im gonna go thru twin peaks bc it’s #basically the same premise except slightly earlier and also it’s only two seasons and also men in black bc obviously’#but that means i also gotta watch buffy tvs if im collecting the spn-like shows arsenal (but good)#but after twin peaks i was prolly gonna FINALLY do hannibal after like a decade also bc it’s only 3 seasons #and also iwtv bc i promised brenna a while ago and it’s only two seasons #but also wwdits ive been meaning to forever especially since it’s still kinda coming out. oh and cant forget merlin. which has been on my #list since 2014 like hannibal. oh and i Actually gotta rewatch + actually finish house md. which i kinda wanna do before all that but maybe #not. and oh fuck im way overdue on ACTUALLY getting thru the star treks other than just TOS #but how am i supposed to do any of that (ignoring any movies i wanna get seen) if i know im just gonna boot up xfiles s1ep1 right after #literally so unfair on god #i cant even Partially (mostly) split attention either. sometimes it’ll take me twice as long or MORE to watch an ep cause of how much im #pausing or repeating scenes/going back to process #mandont #dont even get me started on how much writer’s block (despite ideas) ive had

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whatsagirltoblogabout · 10 months

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Tonight I got to see a touring production of Hadestown and it was SO GOOD!!! I love watching live theatre so much :D

#tonight was one of those moments in life where you’re just overflowing with happiness and want to capture the way it feels forever #like gods hearing those notes LIVE was incredible #and the lighting design??? holy guacamole the lighting design in this show goes HARD #obviously the story just hits you right in the heart #it’s a well-known tragedy and yet you’re still sad when it doesn’t work out in the end #absolute brilliance #and of course the white collar brain rot never leaves #so as soon as I left the theatre I was frantically looking up song lyrics and typing ideas into my notes app LOL #girlblogging

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transphilza · 2 years

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tis missin techno hours it seems

#cw grief #vent in tags #man i started watching breakin bad for the first time recently w my gf and like great show #but boy was i not prepared for all the cancer stuff. we had to stop watching one night because of how hard it was for me to watch #its just so hard to think about him going through that. like obviously #thats why the dedication by the sfa still hurts to even think about #and thinking about it all it makes sense to me why he never told us how bad it really was #i was. already so so worried about him all the time especially those last few months #even though he never gave us any reason to believe it was getting worse or anythin like that #so i cant imagine how badly id have been worrying if id known the extent of it all back then #and im grateful in a way for it. cause it gave me the chance during that last year we had him to really just love and appreciate #i just watched and rewatched vods and videos and i was so happy and so grateful to have him around.. im still grateful. cause hes not gone #i think he wanted it to be like that? i think he didnt want anyone mourning him before he left #dunno im just missing him and thinking of him as i often do. its just one of those Its All Painfully Real Lol moments #i sometimes have legitimate fleeting thoughts where im like. so. im gonna wake up tomorrow and someones gonna have created a cure for death #and hes gonna be back right. or like. for half a second my brain goes Cool so when does he come back?#its real strange #i think about his friends and family alot i find myself wondering if it hurts so bad for me then how are they even getting by?#but grief is always grief and grieving people are grieving people so maybe we arent as different as i think #yknow #whenever theres a meetup or something like that theres always this awful ache. this ringing in my ears #and it says. like. christ this is hard to type out.#it says ‘techno never got to do this’… or ‘sbi never got to do this’…#and its not a sentiment of jealousy or anger or even envy…. just grief #it’s just pure pure grief it’s just loss and it makes the whole world feel hollow #but i suppose that’s just the world without him.? everything echoes louder than it should #it seriously makes me feel sick when i think about that. augh. last hope we all had for an sbi meetup at vidcon #and how phil said they asked but techno. said he wouldnt make it that long basically. i think about that too much #i wont ever remember that vidcon as anything but the last few days of bliss before we found out #gonna rewatch some of his videos and sleep now. hearing his voice always makes me smile ❤️ goodnight

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camellcat · 10 months

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I know "rude-and-not-ginger" is ten's thing but I swear to god it applies to eleven so much more. that should be HIS joke nickname that man is a BITCH!!!! I love him but he's such a nasty little mean bitch

#he is constantly insulting and shouting at mofos left and right lol #not to say nine and ten did not also shout and insult other species but I feel like eleven is doing it CONSTANTLY for no reason #also “rule one: the doctor lies” ?!?! WHAT INSANE #do you understand how upset I first was (and still kinda am) when THAT became the new rule one???#nine and ten would be APPALLED #especially nine that man was NOT a liar #eleven is a silly goofy guy but he's sooo mean for no reason #forever going to have the time he kept telling everyone to stfu in 5x06 in my brain #that was the first time I was like “wth I don't like this new new new doctor” xD #(tho obviously I do love him now it was quite a rocky road at first)#feel free to tell me I'm an idiot and nine and ten were worse but I do not remember nor feel like they were #eleventh doctor #doctor who

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boomerang109 · 1 year

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my daily driving affirmations: we drive on the right side of the road. the right side. right side. right side.

#sorry I know the internet is already too American centric and this is obviously not applicable to some other countries #but whenever I make a turn my brain is like ‘so? left side of the road right?’#and like I’ve never done it cause like. I’m aware that’s wrong but like #BRAIN WHY #life of a boomerang

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mars-ipan · 2 years

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had a bit of an epiphany but idk how to word it nor who true it is