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thesaltyoncologist · 6 months

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Three weeks in the new house, and the chaos is slowly starting to get better. I did some heavy unpacking this weekend. The kitchen and office are both looking better. Still a long way to go.

I also now completely understand my father and his forever insistence that a house is a money sink. There were a laundry list of things to fix based on inspection, but I swear I add something else to the list with every passing week.

#not medblr #attending life?#life outside the hospital

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puppetmaster13u · 11 months

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Prompt 52

So I’ve seen several catboy Danny prompts, but hear me out: All of Amity becoming so ecto-contaminated that everyone becomes something akin to a mythological creature. And Danny? He becomes a Nekomata- a two-tailed cat that was said to be able to shapeshift into humans for mischief, including straight up haunting people and stealing corpses. Vlad ends up a kitsune- which is already associated with taking on human forms to seduce people and with things such as foxfire and possession. Tucker ends up a sphinx sort of creature- “It’s not fair you guys can just float around while I have to figure out how to use these stupid wings when I could be coding!”- and Sam ends up a dryad of some sort, they aren’t entirely sure what but that’s what they joke it is so…

The people sent to investigate this city are more than slightly freaking out.

#dcxdp #dpxdc #Everyone is freaking out #Except for Captain Marvel #he’s honestly living his best life. Maybe Billy should ask Tawny if he wants to visit…#I mean from an Outsider's pov they just stumbled across a city full of mythological beings #Including a nine-tailed kitsune which like those are at least a thousand #And the man doesn't look old at all! Late thirties to early fourties so who knows how old the elderly people in this place are!#Why is there so many auras of FUCKING GODS in this one city #And death magic #Um is that a giant time-naga?? Oh that's a primordial being of time visiting his nekomata grandson? Cool cool #A-and the giant? Also visiting alongside the yeti who is bringing stuff to the hospital #O-okay then-#Mythical City AU #Prompts #This could be a crossover with a lot of other things too if wanted

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dykedvonte · 3 months

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I dislike takes that Danse would be just as conservative in modernized aus when it's clearly shown his staunch views of things come from his time in the Brotherhood and his deep-rooted desire to belong to something with a greater purpose.

Not to mention lines that show much more open-mindedness that get overlooked for his harsher sentiments when you first meet him. Like the oppurtunity to be a part of something is why Danse fell so far into Brotherhood dogma and it doesn't negate the offense things he does but I feel like it's just lazy to be like "hmmm he'd def be racist" just so it aligns to his BoS beliefs.

#like i genuinely think he would like not fall into the military if he was in modern times because of all the other things he could do #he clearly has a passion for tech and mods and likely would find himself more useful as like a mechanic like at most hes one of those range #types or something but I feel like people equate his seriousness and him being a military man to closemindedness when its like having to ge #a new view point like we really dont know what he believed in before the BoS if he believed in anything at all outside of selling scrap to #survive before basically having an army recruiter have him join one of the scariest factions like why is the BoS so fucking violent???#like the BoS operates in such a way cause there is no civilian population like everyone is something or training to be so they arent really #fighting for anything but themselves at this point which is just a feedback loop of gaining more power and is not equatable to real #military people due to the fact most of the recruits are really born and bred to be soliders while say irl you have a family and country to #fight for and return to outside the military which is def grounding as Danse wouldn't be in the army 24/7 like in canon #idk its odd to me when a character that is has fantastic racism ergo the trope of bigotry to fake races people try to translate it to real #life especially when those races have not equivalent like tell me what is the irl equal to a fucking ghoul or super mutant like????#racism is not like a funny headcanon like making him a defrosting prude or by the book is whatever but he would not be a bigot just like a #narc or some shit hed tell on me for loitering but I know hed tear apart each voting party and likely the military for being self serving #and like knows all about it and it makes him sound like a politics nut but its more annoyance like I have such strong feelings about #characters who would be marginially better if they were not victums to the military like yes I believe we can fix Danse he just needs to #be around not war/the military for like a week and see people be happy existing like he doesnt know how to do that but this is a weird take #ive seen mostly from white fans that makes me super uncomfy like ur weird #anyway still fuck the brotherhood everyone is so rude like damn i know its the east coast but can we get a little hospitality fuck you #maccready was right brotherhood of squeal more like it dont worry porky we'll get you out (danse is porky btw)#fallout #fallout 4 #fo4 #paladin danse

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sinnbaddie · 4 months

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Gai angst | repost with credit

#maito gai #maito guy #might guy #might Gai #guts art #Gutsphobic <- TikTok & Ko-fi | CheysGuts <- twitter #Gai my beautiful baby boy I’m gonna put you through the worst experiences of your life🤲#i don’t know what my issue is this past week n a half but putting Kakagai through trauma is my priority #Gai using training as a way to self harm #Gai avoiding the hospital because he’s scared of it #Gai dismissing help because he doesn’t want to be seen as weak #Gai being a person outside of the comedy relief #SAVE ME GAI

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strangeasf · 6 months

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I know we all talking about bi buck right now but can I just say that I hope we'll see ravi begins soon??

#911 abc #ravi panikkar #i just love him okay #he's my baby boy #he has such an interesting story #i want to see it #I want to see how this child who basically lived in hospitals became an adult who trying navigate life #why he decided to became firefighter?#I want more witty comments #an outsider pov on an a-shift from when he started working in 118???#Imagine b-shift gossiping about those crazy people from a-shift and their worst best luck and warning new probie about them #just to find out several shifts later that he jinxed them on his very first day #and then he's temporary transfering to a-shift #at this point they knew it was inevitable #he's already doomed #evan buck buckely #ravi panikkar supremacy

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saisons-en-enfer · 6 months

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#greatest songs of all time #i have such a complex emotional reaction to this song #i firstly think that in a way its haunted and it echoes the sounds of souls either lost or gone reminding you that your time will come #its also impossibly cacophonous in the way it exudes hopelessness futility and in a way depression #there is a loneliness to the song #perhaps its the very simple synths weaving in and out of the chorus and the arpeggios and the vocal harmonies #as a metaphor of a soul is observing life but never experiencing it #it just echoes the impossibility of being an outsider i guess #even though the synth doesn't exude a feeling of sadness or depression or anything negative #there is this unmistakable pain to it #suffering rather #maybe even anguish #i dont know all i know is it perfectly captures the suffocating flurry of emotions i go through every time i want to commit suicide #vatican shadow #dominick fernow #hospital productions #ambient techno

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flamboyant-king · 7 months

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Hey babes, sorry I've been dead, but I coulda been literally dead if I had not gone.

I didn't hurt myself and we're still figuring things out. I would love to share but I've already forgotten what I've learned. I hope I get more guidance and time for healing and learning on how to lead my life in a better direction than where I was. But that takes time and effort.

I hope to get some rest, get some support, and get it together. But right now, I don't think it's healthy for me to worry about art in the way I do now. I may not express it here, but trying to maintain my art endeavors/projects while there's so much bullshit going on backstage is not helping me. Especially since I'm not even obligated to do so. But trying to force myself to do something I am currently unable to do will just make me feel worse. I'll follow my dreams and passions one day, but I've been putting off the healing process for years.

So I guess it's better to get better now so I can get the ball rolling again. Why drive on a flat tire?

#i was in there for a week and ill continue partial hospitalization for a few weeks #i hope i learn more and i hope i get specific help to my issues. because whay i learned there didnt directly pertain to me #but having structured daily life felt nice. but it wasnt all relaxing because there were still responisibilites on the outside world #tapping on the window or calling me on the phone. chose the best time for a meltdown. i have taxes and credit card bills to take care of #but if i stress about it now ill jsut be going back to the ER and thats no good. the hospital was so cold dude im glad im home with blankets #this is mr octopus again. im glad i broguh hom to work. i went straight to er from work and if i had no plushie with me #i probably would have stayed longer or be even more mentally unstable and distressed. its good to have comfort items #i dont think i want to know ehat if be like without some kind of companion or grounding item with me. i dont want to imagine me without em #its okay to have a little friend with you. i would be so distraught. everyone loved me there #the nurses the patients the residents yhe social workers the students #mr. octopus made them happy because of his big smile and mine too. the people there did not expect the mass amoutns of stress and depression #in this bubbly happy baby witb a happy pink octopus. one of the patients thought it was the meds the happy pills they gave me #no im jsut naturally like this. or artificially like this. i still dont know how to express or understand my feelings #if what im showing is real or not because i know ill be the happiest in the room wherever i go. maybe its a front or a mask #but when im like that kinda hard to know whats really underneath. they always ask me if im okay but i turn to myself #and its nondescript like ive put a blanket over how i really feel. its weird. the bubbly energy is blinding.#words #mr octopus #mental health #doodles

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aceofshitposts · 1 year

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Only vague thoughts but you know I love a civilian au so civilian Bruce au where Harley is tasked with guarding the Rich Hostage Bruce Wayne while Joker goes and idk harasses the mayor or whatever

And Bruce is just. Insufferable. Harley has no idea how this man has even survived this long. He's like a pathetic wet puppy and Harley hates that she kind of likes it.

Because I can't have Gotham without vigilantes we'll probably say Black Canary or Huntress saves the day but Harley is distracted. She's distracted because even as a hostage Bruce just. Talked to her. Like she was a person. Even when she threatened him. And they ended up just... Talking. And Harley wasn't expected to be the bubbly sidekick girlfriend, she didn't have to put on the voice or the act.

And she loves to do that for her puddin! She does. She does.

Right?

Bruce Wayne ends up a frequent hostage when Harley is loose from Arkham.

#Really enjoy hostage and kidnapper to lovers vibes #I love civvies Bruce this man uses all his braincells to be a doctor and then just shuts off when he's outside of the hospital #batquinn #astrix au ideas #I'll find a way to add the bat kids in here somehow trust me #Maybe lean into Tim being related to Dinah? Hmmm #Sorry my first post in forever is batquinn lmao I know I keep saying it but my life is literally a mess rn lmao

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captainsolocide · 1 year

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wilson already told house how he wanted to spend his five months when he aske dhouse to tell him that he loved hima nd when they took a roadtrip together and and and so whn house asks wilson that after telling wilson he's not dead he already knows the answer and it wasn't actually what he waas trying to communicate he was trying to tell wilson he loves him back in this essay I

#house m.d.#hate crimes md #hilson #gonna elaborate in the tags because this is barely literate but i think it's funnier if i leave the typos #basically house asking wilson ''how do you want to spend your last five months'' was not actually what house wanted to say there #because he already knew how wilson wanted to spend his last five months (he just wanted house with him and he wanted to live outside of #a hospital bed)#so he's not genuinely asking that #he's telling wilson ''all you wanted was me. you have me.''#''you needed me to be your friend and to tell you your life was worthwhile and that i loved you.''#''i have quite literally destroyed my entire life for you. your last five months are my last five months and i am going to do whatever i ca #to make them good for you.''

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silversoulstardust · 11 months

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watching atarashii joushii wa do tennen for the BL but I'm amused at how accurately they portray traumatic work experience

a simple thing could be triggering

and yet it could easily be fixed with a kind gesture from a superior

#ive been working for almost a decade now and ive had a fair share of horrible bosses. so i sympathize with momose #the worst I've gotten was when i was still working under the government. i worked an average 80 hours per week and my boss at the time—#hated me and how vocal i was against his abuse (read: cutting off contract workers and passing the workload on the overworked paramedics)#so he digged out some shit on me from a year before (read: went on vacation outside the country without notifying the gov) and —#gave me an ultimatum: get transferred to another hospital or face disciplinary actions (and risk not furthering my study)#so i left #anyway. five years later shit works out just fine and im grateful for that. but it was depressing at the time #all the hard work I poured was wasted on the wrong people #oof im rambling too much #sorry bout that. still salty about that boss #i hope he's living a miserable life #chromie is watching #atarashii joushi wa do tennen #my new boss is goofy #momose kentarou #chrmz.txt

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pickapea · 1 year

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my job is reactivating and rehabilitating patients in post surgery care and one of the first things i tell them once they've tried to drink some juice and stand on their legs without throwing up is "every bite is a good bite" and i think that's a good sentiment for everyone

#i tell them “if you have to eat 5 panacottas and nothing else today then that's a win” and then i give them panacottas #actually it's not a win bc they need way more than that #5 panacottas and a few supplementary nutritional drinks and then we're all set #caramel flavoured chocolate pudding is also a good option #an option anyone outside a hospital would discourage to be the only thing you eat in a day. but we will nag and bug you until you eat 2 #ive seen a lot of people here on tumblr talk about the need for a neutral food view #that morals don't exist in food #and it's true #to become healthy after your body has kind of been under the greatest toll ever (stomach open wide) there is no such thing as bad food #pickapost #tho of course you will develop some health issues if you don't have a proper diet #like scurvy or kidney stones #that's no good #or blood fats that will lead to health issues later in life #but compared to malnutrition those are irrelevant #nutrition comes first otherwise you cannot live #and when it comes to nutrition every bite is a good bite

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fictionadventurer · 8 months

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Belle's first scene as a nurse in The Artful Dodger is a masterclass in how to get every nurse in the hospital to hate your guts immediately. They should show it to new grads as an example of everything not to do.

#newsflash: your attempts at change are not going to go well #if you come in the hospital and immediately start screaming about how everyone here is terrible at their job and patients are going to die #IN FRONT OF THE PATIENTS!#and then you take charge #despite never having done this work a day in your life #and having lived a life with nothing to do except read medical journals #i don't care how right you are #treating the people beneath you as ignorant peons instead of reasonable people you can educate and work with #is a great way to get everyone to resist and undermine everything you want to do #every single one of those nurses is talking shit about the uppity witch every second they're not onscreen i can tell you that much #the only reason i'm not totally writing her off is that the scene outside shows she does care for patients #now just learn any set of social skills beyond 'pulling rank' and maybe you'll get somewhere #but for now this is a disaster in the making

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stinkrascal · 5 months

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good morning my friends the people in my phone. things were crazy for a while but theyre no longer crazy yayyyyyy we are so back

me waking up bright and early at 11:30am

#its storming outside today... zzzzzz.... i hope that means me and bf dont have to go grocery shopping yayyyyyy #tw im about to get personal dont read this if u dont wanna know a lot about meeeeeee but anyways #family was in the hospital and it looked very grim for a while #but luckily he's pulled thru and doing better now. that's why me and bf were gone all weekend #life has been so stressful everyone i love is dying or getting old it's making me existential!!#death is around the corner for us all. that's why i must play on my computer for 16 hours a day #anywayssssssss bye i gotta retake one screenshot ily mwah ❤

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starscelly · 10 months

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#ive been very lucky in that the last family member i remember passing away was when i was like 6 #like i’ve never really known any of them since #but my cat is dying from a really aggressive form of cancer #and probably only has a month at most #and now i’m having to go through this with my best friend #we got her right before christmas in 2015 #or maybe 14 #because our cat went missing and a man reached out thinking she was her #and she very clearly wasn’t #but the guy couldn’t take care of her so we took her home because we could #and she’s been my best friend basically since then #she’s always been there for me through the worst years of my life #she’s never left my side #when we took her home that first day she peed on me in the car lol #she still doesn’t like leaving the house #even though she used to beg outside of a gas station before us #and last night on the way to the hospital she peed on me again #so i guess it’s full circle in that way lol #idk what to do #we can’t see her until tomorrow #so i just have to sit here and act like my best friend isn’t dying #delete later #yap yap yapping #you don’t need to reach out or respond or anything i just. need to vent and i’ve exhausted everywhere else and i feel bad messaging friends

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shipperssafehaven · 2 years

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passing your old favorite characters by in age is such a bittersweet feeling, especially if said character died in canon

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celestiachan · 8 months

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i am thinking about how fucked up my mom made me and just when i was getting over that how fucked up she made me and just when i was getting over that the pandemic started and irreversible harm was done to my psyche

#xenon screams #vent #my mom wouldn't let me go outside #strangers are going to come and slash you #now idk what the fuck slashing is but it sounds terrifying as hell. and i was 4. so i believed her #so i played inside. only talked to my friends at school. couldn't relate to them. only had webkinz and a sketchbook to keep me company #i probably would've gone completely insane if I weren't an eldest sibling #new school 4th grade. it's nice. enter 5th grade #when i tell you she did irreversible harm to my social developemt i mean she was so annoying and clingy that i got avpd #she's the reason why i started having homicidal thoughts #anyway 9th grade. school cares more about me than my parents. hospital. i started Lexapro n shit #therapy is nice. i made friends at the hospital. i even made a friend at school. i hope they're doing ok #im finally allowed to go outside and do things!#the next year is 2020 #maybe i should just kill someone and go to jail. that way id be able to meet people #fuck dude right before the pandemic started i was in the esports club. smash ultimate was about a year old. i was the “only girl'' there #i was about to be a real person with life experiences and social skills #i almost made friends

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