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What LEGO set should I get for myself?
A: Planet Earth and Moon orbital model. ($100 CAD)

B: Atrades Ornithopter ($215 CAD)

C: Land Rover Overlander ($330 CAD)

D: Artemis SLS Rocket ($340 CAD)

E: Saturn V Rocket (~$380 CAD on ebay)

#like i'm a cheap bastard at the best of times. so I hesitate on the higher price tags#but they are also really cool. i also already have the LEGO ISS and LEGO moon lander. so the SLS or Saturn V would match the theme#and it's not like anyone else cares enough about me to buy me fun things#lego#like I could afford any one of them#but $300+ is a lot of canuckistani pesos
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He's not a Lando fan. He hates him and McLaren which is why we became friends in the first place. But he's a Max fan which well. Ofc Max is good, but I guarantee you he wouldn't survive the Ferrari experience from 2021-24 and come out with 4 titles at the end of it
to be fair, nobody survives that - hence why the drivers changes left and right in that seat. oh but wait, one driver survived through all that and you will never guess who it is 😁
#anyway i am using my permit crab to say whatever i want this morning and i am saying thos#lando is a flop i do not care about oscar sadly i am trying but he is just. plain bread. i will eat if if i cannot afford anything else#max cannot race wheel to wheel and has been lucky af most of his career and he has anger issues#lando is the one plastic bag that flies in the dirty city centre and than catches on the tree in the park looking sad and wet and disgusting#lewis will get there but he needs a lot of time dare i say more than expected#charles is a fucking chameleon he will sit his cute little butt in a machine and immediately start looking for its limits#alonso should have retired after winning his two only championships and he is not the mastermind that deserved way more#daniel ric oh i never liked you and your nose is NOT quirky and funny. also careful with the hairline#lowkey think someone is pulling max's balls in the cockpit because why is he throwing thosw high-pitched hisses behind the wheel#george is a fugly slut. no this one is harsh. but can he fucking not. i am tired of his hamlet monologues.#he would bend backwards to get an advantage and i will go as far as saying he is a snake and if i had to rank drivers based on how much#i would trust them he would be at the bottom of the chart#kimi. please finish the school and come back i promise the sport will still be there.#isack i like the lewis fanboy in you and how quickly you learned to watch charles with the heart eyes. i am mildly impressed with your#driving. but above all i still see the things you did in f2. sorry. i do not fuck with that.#yuki. baby get it together i do not wanna see you thrown into the bin like others. alex you are good. here for the good time.#carlos. no notes. everyone who follows me knows. but c2stan username will always be iconic. him not so much. OVERRATED!!!!!#lance 😐😐😐😐😐😐#yea. maybe if he was nice to my comms. i could like him more. the wheel throwing is not it. spank him. l#ollie. my child. is he a prodigy ferrari was waiting for? no. but he is good and needs the experience in a bad team.#este. you keep going up in my rankings. i do admire the dedication to being a nerd and having whimsy. go on.#pierre 🤢🤢🤢🤢 back in the sink with my dirty dishes you go i cannot look at this any longer#franco ((slut))#sorry. but not really.#jack. you were there for a while. that's it i think. you weren't even good in f2 tbh. i still remember what u did in monaco f2 race#nico. he sure is there. he is not bad. one of the most impressive junior careers in fact. i just think he might be better of making babies#rather than racing in f1#is there anyone else? oh wait lawson. says a lot i forgot. maybe he should stay in super formula#he was better when his only contact with f1 was watching the cars movie which has nothing to do with f1#sorry for the rant :)
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Have I ever mentioned how much I love the NATM1 movie posters? I’m not sure why but the lighting, the warmth, all of the exhibits around it’s so 2000s. It’s so fun. It’s so visually appealing. Feels like childhood. Phenomenal.


#The second and third have a lot more blue on them; NATM2 especially#Which I do like actually#But these ones have a special place in my heart#Natm#I should get them framed in obnoxiously large posters and stick them on my wall#night at the museum#I always forget that when the first movie came out Rami Malek was not a particularly well known actor#In retrospect this makes promotional material hilarious#from the modern perspective it looks like they got an Oscar winning actor and then put his name 14th in the opening credits#That’s one of your biggest selling points and you don’t even know it#logistical reason another live action natm probably won’t happen is they can’t afford rami malek lmao#Everyday I mourn the NATM TV show we could have had#I mean it makes sense in the sense that so much of the cast is famous enough that it would be both pricey and logistically difficult#Most of the actors were primarily movie actors but I don’t think any of them are *strictly* movie actors#Rami Malek did a lot of tv acting in the 2000s Ben Stiller did a lot in the 90’s Owen Wilson’s done a fair amount so has Steve Coogan#So did Dan Stevens and Rebel Wilson I think#Fucking hell a tv show would have been so good#That cast is *not* cheap talent though lmao
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i feel no particular way about this
#i do not expect them to jumpscare us with a Rei SR. it is possible. but i do not expect it to happen#they're proabbly saving that kittybird for the next event#so we will be stuck with 2/3 of the cloaca crew. not bad at all!#i wonder if they'll explore each other's holes#🤔🤔🤔#i saw this outfit and went *shrug*#i feel like if i had religious influence in my life...i would probably suffer modified damage#amplified damage? or reduced damage? ... according to the catholchristos surrounding me#it seems like a popular activity is to fethisihizse your religious trauma. so maybe if i had that certain brand of suffering#this outfit would be eliciting Emotions from me#as it stands however. the one time religion tried to stick to me when i was a babbini#i just shimmied away and it washed away in the rains#so. when i look at this specific outfit#i think: what in the 90s emogoth band kitschy showmagician is this?#i like the little amulet on his belt#but i don't understand the crucifix imagery#i thought that if they were gonna give yakumo ANY religious decor#it would be more taoist than crossy?#unless the cross symbol has more meanings to it that i'm unaware of#idk what's going on witht hat chain coming from his gem earring but i'm going to yank it and find out#also. miszus yakumo could afford to show more skin. let the ghosts up that skirt! *RIPS THE PANTALONES OFF*#maybe HIS version of baring skin is letting 8 of his hand digits be NAKED#ONLY sleeves for the middle fingers?#that's more handskin than we've seen in a while! no thanks to asymmetrical nonsensical half-or-more-glove combos!#slutty slutty fingers. yep. tha'ts what we have to work with today.#blade painted yaku's nails for him. blade already had the nail polish out and wanted to matchymatchy#increased team cohesion and camaraderie and all that#submitti2fieshi#evernight castle
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Sometimes it's frustrating having worked in video game retail and knowing anything about game/console prices and deals watching people just. Say things online
"Look at this nintendo add for the SNES you could get the console and super mario world for like $100! Companies never do that anymore they're so greedy hahaha"
Yes, companies still bundle consoles with games. And yes, often this means the games come at a reduced price. (Mario Kart World for Switch 2 is $50 in the bundle versus the $80 for physical. When Gamestop was bundling games and controllers with new ps5s to keep away scalpers in like 2022, the games included often would be discounted between $10 and $20 for that bundle.)
Don't get me wrong. Of course less than $200 for a console and a first party game would be swell these days BUT. When you decided to get up in arms over prices these days, did you adjust for inflation? (Because like. It's one thing if the new console you're doing comparisons with the old one is much more expensive even when factoring in inflation. But also like some of those old consoles adjusted for inflation are worth about the same if not more than a switch 2, then it's like...okay? At that point the prices aren't the problem. The root issue is the companies not paying you in accordance with rising inflation.)
Believe it or not YES. Nintendo still does console deals where you can buy their most recent home console with a first party game added in for free! (Listen to me. Listen. In 2021 and 2022 for Christmas it was possible to walk into a video game store and buy a $300 switch bundle that included Mario Kart 8 deluxe and like 3 months free Nintendo Online. In like 2022/2023 for Christmas they also did $350 switch oled bundles that included Mario Kart 8 deluxe and 3 months nintendo online for free. The price of a console for a $60 video game and 3 months of the online service. This isn't some mythic business practice that stopped happening in like 2005 or something. I promise.)
Yes obviously the companies are greedy. They use deals to pull you in to get you to spend more than you expected. They also often have more sales than you're even aware of because they benefit more from people paying full price. They underpay people and they use whatever excuses needed oftentimes to raise prices to keep that profit rising. But it does no one any real good other than allow people to get pissed off to lie or assume things which aren't true. There are so many reasons to dislike companies (esp. Nintendo), you don't need to rely on acting like things used to be so much better in cases that they're not, or treating things that are industry wide standards/issues as something one company is the sole perpetrator of.
Moral of the story, maybe perhaps like do a bit a research instead of assuming whatever thing that pisses you off greatly is 100% true, and direct your ire in the right direction. Ground yourself emotionally and mentally, know what's going on. Be pissed at corporations. You're allowed to be fuckin pissed at corporations. Just please know what tf you're talking about and what exactly the root issue is
#Sorry sorry I've been putting off making a post like this#There are many rightful reasons for people to be angry about the things we've been finding out since the Switch 2 announcement#But it's so fucking frustrating. People literally have been lying online and on youtube as ragebait about shit#Everyone wants to believe in this idea that Nintendo is the worst video game company in the world and the root of all evil#So they just believe anyone who goes ''look what they took from you!!'' or claims Nintendo is charging more money than everyone else or#paving the way for new industry standards (often untrue)#And the reason I've put off talking about it is that people are so reactionary about this that their gut reaction to anyone wanting them to#have any sense of perspective or get facts right is to call those people bootlickers#I mean. Let's get a sense of perspective right now. Are consoles these days expensive? Yes. Is Switch 2 the most expensive console on the#market? Hell no. That would go to the ps5 pro. A $700 console that doesn't even include the $80 disc drive you need to buy to play physical#games on it. You're not even required to buy Nintendo online or any other add ons to play a switch 2 out of the box.#Is the switch 2 the most expensive nintendo console to date? Run the launch prices (w/dates) for previous consoles through an inflation#calculator and see for yourself. Does it suck ass that they're pushing Nintendo online for all this shit it does? YES. I have refused to bu#Nintendo online or playstation plus because I hate it so much. I was around in the years before when you could do online Switch multiplayer#without spending money. I *praised* Nintendo pre-Nintendo online for being the only company who hadn't done a stupid online subscription.#But listen to me. They were the *last* of the big 3 to do that. And comparatively‚ it also has the least confusing subscription plans while#being then more cost effective and family friendly option than the others. I hate that these exist at all‚ but Nintendo is far from the#truest worstest and only evil here.#Anyways last example. Nintendo is not even the first company out of the 3 to break $60 with a launch title. Sony was doing that with PS5#before Totk even came out and MK World was even a blip on the horizon. Obviously shit's getting expensive and that sucks. But the idea that#Nintendo is the evil trailblazing more expensive games is untrue. 90% of Switch 2 games aren't over $60. And even if $80 games DO become th#new norm‚ may I remind you that we have had a $60 standard for over a decade now. We have been lucky for this. And the issue at the end of#the day isn't the rising price of these things. Inflation has always been a thing. The real issue is that no one can afford them because#wages aren't also adjusting with inflation. If companies would pay people properly‚ then games and consoles being more expensive wouldn't b#an issue. (also sidenote. Microsoft was the first to increase console prices with tariffs. While accessories and add ons jumped with price‚#Nintendo at least didn't increase the price of the base Switch 2 console or games when they released the tariff price adjustments)#So many things are shit right now. A lot of these things shouldn't be the norm and I don't blame anyone for hating those things. I also#don't like Nintendo as a company. But again. Do some research. Ground yourself. Get some perspective. Stop believing people who are doing#the equivalent of claiming cds and dvds are already dead and you can't buy them anymore#zessay
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let Spoon enjoy the walmart halloween section the other day while i was there to pick up a prescription. loved these items but Spoon reminds us all to "support small artists!" these were all crafts and the BOO sign in particular were really poorly made.
#loved the eyeball wreath though#makes me wonder if they stole the idea#they probably did!#if anyone seeing this happens to know of a small artist who makes halloween decor similar to this lmk#i prob can't afford it but who knows! i wanna at least follow them on socials if they have any#i could search eyeball wreath on etsy but i dont feel like it hahahahah#besides i really cant afford it lmao. maybe one day!#i aint buying walmart's crap#how cute is it for my furby photoshoot though hehehehehe <3#halloween posting#my furby#s.p.o.o.n.#furby fandom#furby adventures#furby community#furblr#furby#furbies#halloween decor#halloween
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hey ever considered if. MAYBE the mayor likes you. that’s why they stick around????💀
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#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk#lmk fanart#monkie kid macaque#lmk macaque#blue and violet#he is not very convinced in believing the Mayor likes him#because... how could they?#its really weird betweent these two righy now#but Macaque probably believes that Mayor's personality is so out of wack that they could be emotionally vulnerable and passive one moment#psychotic angry sobbing mess in the next#Macaque is not taking any chances in believing he is on the Mayor's good side again#but again - its complicated#really really really complicated#so complicated that I don't know if I am writing this relationship correctly and depicting things the way they should be depicted#but don't think Macaque doesn't remembered those prison moments#he knows the Mayor wanted something 'better' between the two#but can Macaque really afford to believe that when its literally the Mayor who says that?#regardless - being on better terms with someone doesn't actually mean you have to like them#it is simply: getting along a little bit better#BUT THEN AGAIN THE MAYOR SAID THAT BEFORE LBD DIED SO THIS IS EVEN MORE COMPLICATED
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When I am an old Irish-American I don't want to hear anybody in the world who wasn't here for these times say "Many Palestinians left their homeland to seek jobs and new opportunities :)"
#if you're wondering why there are a lot of museums in America about Irish history and an Gorta Mór in specific at times#it's because our historians know that what we get taught about the genocide in school is massively whitewashed#to make it look like some choice our ancestors made to go seek out the Land of Opportunity. It's propaganda about a humanitarian crisis#the genocide was taken advantage of to propagate a myth and it's an insult to Ireland#(which STILL hasn't recovered its population since the genocide)#if you were an astute kid you thought 'if they were hungry how could they afford ship fare? wouldn't they just buy food instead?'#if you ever had that question - go to books or the internet right now and answer it.#you and I both know we got fed a bunch of lies and now it's our responsibility to puke them up#and - to get back to the point - if any country in earth within my lifetime does that to the Palestinian diaspora I'm going to be furious#there are REASONS why Ireland has long been doing everything it can to make sure Palestinians have a safe and free homeland#one is because Ireland effectively lost all kinship with its diaspora to the extent that now they find us annoying at best#the Irish know there's a risk that Palestinians will stop being Palestinians in any meaningful way unless they get to stay home
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Are there any storyboarding apps that are good and not super expensive or subscription based
#Chatterbomb#I used notability and really liked it but then it wanted me to pay for a subscription#I liked the select few pens (pencil pen and highlighter) and the duplicate function was pretty simple! I liked that I could add an mp3 to#Listen to the audio while boarding and that I could scroll through the pages#I think I would like if the eraser could be more selective with what it erased (like just the pencil or highlighter or pen)#I didn’t like how the quality dropped in transport to a pdf#But notability would’ve been good if it didn’t have a usage limit!! If it was just a one time purchase I’d reconsider but it’s bullshit to#Make a note taking software subscription based!!#I didn’t want to use procreate because it feels too professional to just scribble the ideas down#it also doesn’t have as nice of page layout and it doesn’t select strokes. Which is fine for an art program but I’m looking for something m#Probably more vector based. So the quality isn’t at risk I guess? Would a vector program be better for storyboarding?#Then again I like the pencil for the drawings themself. Idk#Is there a simple solution outside of add making an affordable storyboarding software to my to do list#Storyboarding#should I post on reddit#I feel like that might be too difficult with how closed off it is due to the karma system#art advice#art help#are any of these tags going to help#Boords.com is really good for pdfs (very good formatting imo and clean) it’s just a matter of what software can I use them best in
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sincerely hope i live to see the openmorrowind project advance far enough that we get openoblivion and opennewvegas
#3 and nv are close enough that they're#the same project for us“ sorta deal. which i'd be fine with‚ at least above ”fallout 3 is the one that gets priority and we don't get new#vegas for a while#i mean‚ i've seen the forum thread. openoblivion is‚ from what i can tell‚ a distant goal on the horizon for them#and since to my knowledge‚ the oblivion engine is closer to the new vegas engine than it is to the morrowind engine‚ ideally new vegas woul#come more quickly after#though i could also see a world where they Insist on doing fallout 3 first. or at the very least a#but honestly i could not give less of a shit about fallout 3 LOL#it's like new vegas but without almost any of the things that makes new vegas good#world design and therefore fun of exploration? dogshit. writing for both dialogue and quests? dogshit. gameplay? fucking dogshit#i think new vegas is a lot better in terms of gameplay than people give it credit for given how much nicer it feels balance wise#like. in fallout 3‚ i could punch raiders to death with no points in unarmed and empty an entire minigun belt into a super mutant and only#bring the fucker down to half health. enemies were either so pitifully frail as to go down with a stiff breeze or so bullet spongey as to#strain credulity and verisimilitude‚ setting aside how bad it feels#meanwhile in new vegas‚ most enemies pose at least some threat and with proper weapon choice‚ can both kill you and be killed fairly quickl#the gameplay is just a lot quicker due to both how easy it is to die and how easy it is to kill enemies#and honestly i'd be lying if i said that the greater attention to detail with regards to the guns wasn't a significant part of why i like i#more than 3#iirc josh sawyer literally went out and bought a few guns and shot them to make sure he had a good handle on how they work#that's fucking dedication. i cannot respect that enough#honestly i feel like if he hadn't done that‚ i might not have gun autism now#this is a tad personal but new vegas was actually pretty formative for me in a lot of ways‚ since i first played it in middle school#like straight up‚ i didn't really care about guns before i played new vegas. and now look at me!!!#can't wait until i have money tbh. i fully plan on buying an AR and giving it the same furniture as the service rifle in new vegas#wood... wood on guns.... givea me a Big Boaner... figuratively‚ of course#except for the PKM. which incidentally i first found out about from a new vegas mod LOL#if i ever get rich i'm gonna buy a PKM. or pay people to make one for me. i get that that'd probably be even more expensive but god fucking#dammit do i want one soo bad‚ plus if i'm rich i can afford it
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about your fic, i really love your idea of them already knowing each other! they definitely have a little area specifically for them in a lab, until they get sent out to be picked by a trainer!
it does make me wonder, how do starter pokemon work in terms of the lab? theres some sort of breeding center for those as shown in froakie's past iirc, and as far as i know, they come in batches. plus, they're extremely rare to find in their home region? that says something...
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Thanks!!! I’ve been pouring over the eps so many times and just idk, I’m pretty sure at the end of this AU I will be able to recent both sub and sub perfectly at the rate I’m going lol. But yeah!! It’s rare enough to have a spread of Starters in XY, but the likelihood of even one of them knowing another is just,, it’s never happened in Pokeani before. And so I had to jump upon the opportunity to flesh out such a relationship that they did know each other before their trainers, albeit for a little while. Means a lot for their arc and means a lot for the start in all senses of the words heh.
With that I like to consult the other series. Iirc, in AG there was a swamp where this guy was raising Mudkip as a Starter, and the one that Brock gets is an older Mudkip that hasn’t really elected to go out before. From that (and judging by Froakie’s last as well), I think that there are specific Breeders that take care of three Pokemon of specific Water, Fire and Grass Type Pokemon from the region that the new Yraiber is starting from for Labs to give to new Trainers. These Pokemon are probably judged for their ease of raising and evolution, with three stages each and regulated growth. Of course a new Trainer can start with any Pokemon, as we’ve seen with Brock getting an Onix (lol) for his birthday and Iris getting an Axew egg, but generally Starters are preferred as easy partners.
The thing is we do see some wild Starters out in the anime (all of Ash’s in Johto, his Treecko, his Turtwig I think?? And don’t get me started on SM and JN), but apart from Treecko with his whole fam and perhaps Cyndaquil, those examples are presented as rare encounters. It most likely is that these Pokemon are bred for humans and thus are rarely out as a result, and if so usually by careless Trainers or the Pokémon itself escaped. Makes you think about how they must’ve been before they were used as Starters, doesn’t it? And more importantly, if we do see examples of them living pretty well in the wild, what kind of advantages did humankind confer on to them as a result?
#I’ve come to a point where I just get so many screenshots and analyse them#Just yesterday I went crazy trying to figure out the height of Mega/normal Blaziken against Meyer#Believe it or not the man is taller than the chicken. Which according to Bulb is 1.9 so I’m scared lol#I’ve also tried to figure out the Ninja Village and man let me tell you the middle is so barren!!#What are they doing there pls the land looks so naked to me#Anyways if you watch a series enough you attain a higher level of knowledge. It’s called being weird about it /j#Wild starters are probably stronger than normal wild mons because they are trained with strength in mind#Which does say a lot about the difference between Ash’s caught starters and the ones he gets from Professors#Starters also do get more health treatment and all that. Good food and good living conditions#Makes me think a lot about Froakie’s situation where he was a bred mon#With hidden strength inside of him that could afford to train in a safe environment#And have the opportunity to meet a human so easily#But then found the circumstances to not be favourable and started to act out more like a wild mon#But !! Within city limits lol. Don’t let him meet the actual wild starters heh#There’s a lot I can say about it but just yeah. Just very inch resting#Esp considering how Sycamore has a whole place out for random Pokemon to chill around in#And he also looks after them!! Doubt that it could be any of the researchers so who are these mons#And why are they there??#diancie delivers
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i love when i bring up the fact my parents sleep in separate rooms in conversation irl and my friends are like “… i think divorce is on the horizon” & im like Well they were never married in the first place . but i see your point . however this arrangement has been going for like 2 or 3 years… Hurry up yk. at my friends bday partyblast week there was one friend whos parents are divorced and, upon hearing about my parents sleeping situation, she was like 🤨. and i explained that my mum claims its because my dad snores and she went “yeah thats what my mum said too” lmao. on the one hand im hesitant to believe my mum when she says that because i dont want to be naive and silly and so on. but also she is genuinely the kind of person to be that annoyed by snoring and the like to insist on sleeping in separate rooms & my dad DOES snore incredibly loud to the point you can hear it from another room. so.
#idrc either way they dont act particularly couple-y it doesnt really affect me#ive never thought of them as in love in the first place so like its no biggie. im sure id say something different if i was told so outright#but yk from this perspective idc#so long as theres no housing arrangement changes . because that would kill me. and the financial rammies…#the friend w divorced parents i mentioned had to move schools because post-divorce her parents couldnt afford to send her here#and like i could manage in public school. i have done so in the past. but i like my school and friends and most importantly#i value my education 🔥 and i know im getting a bloody good one where i am now 🔥 and im very lucky my parents are willing#to put so much of their earnings into sending me there 🔥#<- this could easily lead into me complaining about how annoyed i am at all the ppl at my school who take their education for granted#and will just not bother at all. all the while making jokes about how everyone at our school is a rich private school kid#WHEN THATS NAWT THE CASEEEE AND THEY KNOW IT ‼️ we have scholarships you idiots. and sometimes peoples financial#situations are complicated . sigh#BUT I WONT COMPLAIN ANY MORE ABIUT THAT BECAUSE NOW ISNT THE TIME OR PLACE#i should be doing my homework. and actually utilising the resources i have at this school instead of complaining about other people not#if yiu read all this thank youuu 🫡
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broke out my sketchbook. about to drive myself insane probably.
#the thing no one ever tells you about growing up an art prodigy is that you can be the best 13yo artist in ur region but if you stop for.#um#Jesus when did i stop drawing. like i pick up a sketchbook and fuck around and then quit again yearly or so but. 14 maybe?? 7 years?????#anyway you can be sooo good. for 13. and then if you stop for 7 years not only will you have no skills past 14 but also you will be worse.#which. frustrating. i'm literally good at drawing and i know this but. the limitations. i'm worse than i was in 9th grade art class.#i'm not just worse than 9th grade art class. i'm worse than i was in middle school. i was so good. for 13. and now i'm worse than that#i'm specifying 13 here bc that was when i drew the most and i still have some of the pieces to compare against.#like. photorealistic george clooney in charcoal. i don't think i could draw a stickman in charcoal without smudging it everywhere now.#refeshing to look back and see that shoulders in any not-photorealistic style have always been my weakness tho. wtf are shoulders.#<- also it's not anything about the shapes i actually really enjoy shoulder shapes and drawing them but. positioning. proportion. symmetry.#the entire rest of a body i can draw without issue. not shoulders. fucking. even hands give me less trouble. shoulders are fucked.#like everything else i've gotten worse at but shoulders i was never good at in the first place. cheers.#anyway. clear vision of what i want to draw vs i do not remember how to conceptualise 3d shapes flattened onto a 2d canvas.#will probably burn my sketchbook from the frustration before i so much as finish construction lining. then quit for another year.#such is life. shrugemoji#although. there was one time i picked it up again digitally bc i very briefly had the shittiest tablet known to man. and. gamechanger.#like shoulder in the wrong place?? select that shit and move it. incredible. and LAYERS???? ong the ease of digital art is insane.#so every time i think about picking drawing up again i'm like. if i went digital i could probably actually stick with it. but. expensive...#like i cannot afford a tablet. and i'm not drawing mouse-on-laptop <3 pixel art's one thing but the rest of it? fuck no.#digital art is a beautiful and tempting mirage but a mirage is all it is for me#sorry for tag rambling my power went out when i started the post and i was bored so i just kept typing shit </3
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peach (my cat) is having a full-day vet appointment to scan and possibly remove some teeth (the perks of only being allowed wet food)
completely unrelated, but anything regarding peach’s health or her being somewhere else or anything even mildly off with her routine or behaviour is probably by biggest anxiety and panic trigger
#not an exaggeration. peach stuff is more likely to give me panic attacks and entire breakdowns than anything else#like i have one other contender that’s a proper severe phobia. like panic attacks where i am completely convinced that i’m dying#but luckily that’s very situational whereas the peach anxiety is always there (because the situation of having her is always there)#i was gonna say the peach anxiety is also severely complicated by ocd but that’s probably more true for the other phobia i have so nevermind#but i will say. related to the ocd part. the fact that i am posting about this is a step forward for me#which i might talk about later once she’s home#hopefully they don’t need to extract any teeth and can just clean them#the last thing i need is for her to have trouble eating for a while#for context she had kidney stones a few years ago and basically each time she had about a 60% chance to survive#and there was NOTHING they could do other than just keeping her on fluids and hoping she passed them#(or $15k surgery to put in tubes to bypass her existing tubes. whatever tf the kidney tubes are called. which we couldn’t afford)#and whenever she had a new stone she would start by throwing up anything she ate or drank then stopping eating and drinking entirely#soooo i get stressed about stuff lmao 🙃🙃🙃🙃#anyway this is a good reason for me to be nocturnal so i can be asleep while she’s out rather than stressing#personal
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There is a really painful self defeating irony in people who gatekeep goth/punk/emo subcultures.
All of these subcultures are pretty broad and fluid and were formed so outcasts can band together, but if there is ONE "rule" if it can even be called such it is to stand against and question authority.
And then you have some someone come in claiming to be an authority on the subject of a group of rebels and starts policing who is allowed in this collective under the impression it's a secret club and not reclaimed words we have adopted that were once used to belittle and suppress us-
My actual sibling in Christ, Lucifer or whatever Gods you do or do not follow HOW have you SO THOROUGHLY missed the point.
You have become the authority you were supposed to rebel against.
#“real” goth/punk/insert subculture here dont gatekeep. support your outcested siblings dont out them down#can we just not apply 'its a spectrum' to things that arent gay or mental illness????#and make no mistake i want these people to realize they are not helping#but i am never going to tell them theyre kicked out of the Secret Club for fucking up and being confused because that is not how we do shit#like also this is a 'i am still wearing these beat up jeans bc im poor and im owning it' ;#i could write an essay on how subcultures and how their fashion was a direct result of ecenomic states of specific decades#people think emo and grunge have both just existed forever and exist in a vacuum and i am????#telling people they have to make all their clothes themselves or theyre a poser is acrually abelist and missing the point#the point is we used ro be made fun of for not having the money to make the right clothes#now your excluding your siblings for not having the time to make it from scratch#homie grunge was the result of 'what was possible for poor people'#and right now it is a lot less affordible and accessible to distress your own jeans than to biy pre distressed plastic that looks like jeans#DO YOU KNOW HOW EXPENSIVE JEANS ARE???????#like also this is a 'i am wearing beat up stuff and owning it' vs#'inliterally cannot addord to reduce the lifespan of this garment by distressing it'#homie my 2 dollar baby blue shirt made with slave labor i bought on clearence is more 'grunge' by your standards than#the 20 dollar flannel you boyght ar goodwill that is being sold for more than 3 times what it was originally bought for#because no one WANTS to support megacorps but the system were fighting doesnt give us an option.#im not jesus if i have to chose between ethically sourced things (nevermind the reasearch to prove that claim isnt a lie)#and EATING THAT DAY GEUSS THE FUCK WHAT BUTTER CUP IM BYING THE RICE AND THE BLOOD POLYESTER#not buying a shirt isnt an option bc then u get fired from your job and have even less money ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#this is just turning into a other povert awareness rant because most of these groups had fundamental origins in poverty#and people are twisting that history to suit their needs#'uhm AcHkTuAlLy you can just do this alternative to avoid supporting-' eat a dick no i cant#like ask yourself 'would i vibe check a homeless person for doing this?' because one of the problems is like#people assume if you have housing in any capacity you are somehow... actually fine and just mismanaging money???#eljin talks#........i hit the tag limit#i deleted tsgs so i could tag actual subcultures but jk im a fucking coward#sigh you win this time anxiety
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hm. this isn't really related to anything but is somewhat brought upon by recent posts i've seen --
so. i am all for people being able to smoke weed or otherwise do drugs. that's your choice, good for you.
however. i am also allergic to weed. and so there's this feeling of like -- i support your right to do this thing. you should be allowed to do the thing. but i do not want you to do the thing around me, you know.
(i am lucky in that my allergic reaction is only migraines and itchy eyes, as opposed to anaphylaxis, but it's still very. . . i don't want to sound like i'm anti-weed but i Will ask someone not to smoke weed around me, you know. even if i don't Literally Die from it it's still Not Pleasant.)
#simon.md#this is also relatedly why i probably will never go to concerts or such even when i can afford them#because i don't want to question whether i'll be having an allergic reaction or not#and like. again even if it isn't life-threatening for me a migraine is still Very Not Pleasant#anywayyyyssss this has been rambling by me as i procrastinate schoolwork#this is just my personal opinion and probably won't get any notes. hopefully#god i hope this doesn't turn into one of those posts that gets containment breached. i'd cry#ANYWAYS#people can do weed if they want just please keep in mind that people could be allergic or have other health problems related to it thank u
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