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Hey guys, before I start just a quick trigger warning: I'll be speaking about death so please don't read this if that will trigger you.

**Also bc of my aunts death anniversary, I won't be posting any writing for a few days. I'll probably be back March 2ish ??? with that urgent request bc I don't want to keep ppl waiting who need comfort, but after that I'll probably be taking a week or so off. So to the person that just sent an urgent request today. I probably won’t get to that one for a while. Sorry :( **

So, I've been debating whether I should make a post about this...and I finally felt like it was something I needed to do.

It's officially been a year since I got the news that my aunt flatlined, then came back after they resuscitated and intubated her. Tomorrow will be a year since she passed away. I'm in a lot of pain, currently crying (and I’m listening to a sad playlist so that's probably not helping) but I'm completely gutted that she was taken from me so early. So many unfulfilled promises, so much guilt on my part, just so much pain.

I just want to share a little bit about her life and her struggles with you all. It was one of her dreams to have a book written about her life--she even asked if I would be the one to write it for her, but now it's too late. I can only say what I've learned from my mom (her sister) and her other sisters (my other aunts) as well as what I've observed, so I'm sure this story is a lot longer and complicated than what I'm about to share. Though there is a lot of ugly to this story, I want everyone to get the chance to see what a wonderful person my aunt was--I'd love if she could live on through you all as well <3

TRIGGER WARNING: Below the cut, I will be talking about death, lots of sad topics, family issues, domestic abuse, homelessness, health issues, descriptions of death, drug abuse, hiv, religion (christianity), low self-esteem, self-hate, mentions of sexual topics (just briefly a few times), eating disorder, depression, suicidal thoughts, throwing up

With that being said, if you're okay will all those warnings and you'd like to know her story, her struggles, her wonderfulness, my regrets, everything...please expand this post!

Goodness, where do I even begin...maybe her name? I'll leave her last name out of this for privacy, but my aunt's name was Nancy.

Nancy was born on November 19, 1961 (I think that year is correct). She was the second youngest of four sisters, raised in a religious household to two loving, amazing parents.

She grew up feeling very insecure with herself as she was always very chubby. She would see that her two older sisters had lots of guys looking at them and approaching them, asking them out on date and she always dreamed of having a man look at her or approach her in the same way. She always told me how she had long beautiful brown hair that she loved. One day she started paying extra attention to her appearance; putting her hair up, wearing light makeup, picking out a special outfit, all for this party that she was invited to. She told me how once at the party, this guy approached her and told her she looked beautiful. She was shocked of course, since she always thought she was ugly since she was chubby, and she was also very shy and reserved. That made her happy though--hearing that she was beautiful.

Fast forward a few years, Nancy turned 18 and made a huge decision to move from Puerto Rico to New York with one of her older sisters. Who knew that would be one of the worst decisions she would ever make... Finding her new freedom in a big city away from her religious/strict household, Nancy became a social butterfly. She started going to lots of parties, smoking weed, smoking cigarettes, occasionally doing coke. She was having the time of her life. Around this time she had gained a lot of weight, around 300 pounds on the brink of becoming diabetic, struggling with her self-esteem and desiring someone to love her, no matter who it was. That's when she met my uncle, Willie.

Nancy met Willie in this pen pal program where people would send letters back and forth with inmates in prison. Through these letters though, they fell in love--well...Nancy fell in love with him. She visited him as often as she could, spent loads of money on ingredients so she could cook for him and bring him food so he didn't have to eat that horrible prison food. Like I said before, she finally felt like she could live that romance scenario she always dreamed off--being loved by a man even though she was 300 pounds and felt ugly.

They eventually got married, Nancy got an apartment and waited for him to be released (he was in for robbery in case anyone was curious). I remember around that time I was maybe 5 or 6 years old. My mom sent me to her apartment because she was busy and couldn't look after me. I was wearing these cute little jeans with a few pink hearts on them. Nancy took me to the corner store (like a 99 cent store) and bought be a bunch of arts and crafts supplies to keep me occupied. She fed me, entertained me, and kept that beautiful smile on her face even though she was going through so much internally. That memory of that day is forever ingrained in my brain.

Anyway back to Nancy and Willie...Nancy decided to get surgery for her weight--gastric bypass surgery (I can't remember when she got it done, but I know when my uncle was released she was already weighing in the 100s) but yeah she lost a lot of weight from that, but she had a lot of loose skin on her neck, arms, stomach, legs, etc. That became another thing she was insecure about and always mentioned that she wanted to get surgery to get rid of it, but that never happened. Moving on, I was there with my mom and aunt when we went to pick her husband up from prison when he was released. It was a three hour drive, and according to my mom, my uncle never said thank you or showed his appreciation to my aunt for all she did for him while he was locked up.

Random memory that occured around this time: I was having a crisis (or what I thought was a crisis) and once again my mom sent me to Nancy's house, but this time Willie was there. I was terrified that I was too skinny and was about to die lol. I didn't know it was normal to be able to feel your clavicle bone NFEAHGRS. But yeah I was at her house and I asked her for ice cream and I think I asked for like 3 bowls of ice cream (yikes) and she gave me some in this cute little wooden bowl that I loved :) another memory that just always sticks in my head--I was maybe 6 or 7?

Ok back to the story--they both moved in together and tried having a child together, but Nancy found out that she wasn't capable of having children. She was heartbroken, it was her dream to become a mother, especially after seeing her three sisters become mothers themselves--she would have been an amazing mother.

At some point she realized that Willie was receiving letters from someone that he was in prison with. One day she decided to read one of them and found out that while they were married and Willie was still in prison, he was having sexual intercourse/in a relationship with a man. Of course she was heartbroken, but thinking that no man would ever love her, she pushed it aside and never brought it up (I think). Oh how I wish she would have left him while she had the chance. My mom told me that he was the one who introduced her to drugs--hardcore drugs, cocaine, heroine, etc. I can't remember exactly how it happened, but they ended up doing drugs together. A horrible habit that grabbed her by the throat and she couldn't get out it for years---well not ever.

They continued to be together and Willie treated Nancy horribly. Yelling at her (maybe even physical abuse too? I'm not really sure) but point is, he was horrible to her and at the time, I was completely clueless about it all. I regret ever caring about my uncle tbh.

Anyway, years pass and Willie gets really sick and passes away in the hospital--he was still treating Nancy horribly even when she visited him and took care of him every day. She was heartbroken, alone once again, her drug addiction got even worse, but none of us were aware of her addiction yet. Not until yeaaaaaars later. I was in fourth grade when Willie passed away (I regret all those tears I shed for that man >:( ) and I was in 7th or 8th grade when my mom found out about Nancy's drug addiction. To this day I still don't know how she found out, but at the time we had moved from NY to NC and then back to NY so we were living with my aunt in her apartment. I just remember seeing my mom rummaging through my aunts room when she was out at work. She eventually told me about it and being that young, I knew drugs were bad ofc, but I don't think I truly understood how serious the situation really was.

My dad and I started noticing that some of our money was going missing. My aunt would ask me for money too and feeling bad and not knowing that she would use it to buy drugs, I gave it to her. Feeding her addiction without even knowing. At some point my mom confronted her about it and offered to get her help by bringing her to this rehab place. She had it all planned and Nancy agreed (after many failed attempts of trying to persuade her). But around this time my abuela (grandma) in Puerto Rico was having problems with this woman that was taking care of her, so my other aunt decided that since Nancy was unemployed (she quit her job after winning this big court case and was receiving money from the government--to make a long story short, my uncle hurt his back by slipping on water in the lobby of the apartment building when he was still alive and they sued the building, won the case, and she received the money years after he died). But yeah, they felt like sending Nancy to Puerto Rico to take care of her mom would be the best idea. Yeah...it was actually a bad idea. My aunt got to Puerto Rico and took care of my abuela, but we had a caserío (kinda like the projects? low income building? idk how to explain, but it was a really bad area full of crime and drugs) near my abuela's house. She would disappear for hours, leaving my abuela alone as she worried about where she went. She even stole a lot of money and jewelry, that she would sell for money, all to feed her drug addiction.

A note for people who don't know what it's like to be around someone who is addicted to hardcore drugs: They become a completely different person, the only thing on their mind is drugs. drugs drugs drugs. how will I get more drugs? when will I feel my next high? do I have enough money to buy my next batch? That's all. So that's what was going on with Nancy while she was in Puerto Rico. She ran her mother's bank account dry without even realizing what she was doing.

All the while she would get angry when me and my mom visited her in Puerto Rico and my mom was still certain that she was doing drugs. There was one specific day that Nancy went out and I walked past her room, something in the back of my mind told me to go into her room and look around--so I did. I looked through her sock drawer and under her mattress and I found her crack pipe and baggie of drugs. Imagine, 12 years old and seeing a bag of what I knew was drugs for the first time--I was shocked and disappointed. I told my mom about it and she inspected it and threw it out, which Nancy threw a fit about when she got back and found out. It was crazy, but I won't get into too much detail about the rest of her time in PR, it was pretty much the same thing. Nancy disappearing, my mom calling the police bc she was worried, Nancy showing up later, lying about where she'd been. Returning to her room, and the smell of crack seeping out from under her door--she got to the point where she didn't care that my mom knew that she was doing drugs.

Eventually Nancy got in trouble with the law enforcement in PR so they agreed that she wouldn't have to be arrested as long as she left Puerto Rico and never came back. So she left back for NY and my family had to find someone else to take care of my abuela.

Back in NY, my family and I were still living in her old apartment that she had handed over to us, so she went to live with her other sister and my cousin. That became another disaster. Nancy was stealing my cousins clothes/shoes and selling them, which really upset him. She even had drugs delivered to their house which upset my aunt. There was also this one case where she disappeared for like three nights and we were all worried sick about her. I thought maybe she had overdosed and died in some ditch. I was terrified that we would get a call saying that they found her body somewhere. I was always so worried about her safety too since she had to go to these sketchy areas to buy her drugs. Thankfully she showed up three days later as if nothing happened and said that she just went to stay with a friend.

My aunt told Nancy that she had to leave since she was stealing from them, but she did help her set herself up with government housing and all that so that she wouldn't be stranded on the streets.

Sometime before all that happened, there were many intervention moments were we would all come together and try to get my aunt to go to rehab so she could overcome her addiction and live a healthier life, but she always resisted. I think there was even one moment when I was 12, I was so disappointed with her that I sent her a pretty mean series of messages ( i can't remember what I said, but I remember my other aunt calling my mom and complaining about me saying that Nancy was crying bc of my messages) you have no idea how much I regret that. I never even apologized .-.

OKAy so I'm missing a few details so I'll just mention those real quick before I continue. When Willie was alive, he found out that he had HIV, Nancy found out too, but she continued to have unprotected sex with her husband and she ultimately ended up getting HIV too. One night, years after her husband passed away and my mom already knew about her addiction, Nancy opened up to my mom. She told her that she wasn't going to live a long life, and at the time my mom didn't know she had HIV, so she thought she was talking about her drug addiction, so my mom was saying things like 'don't worry, we'll get through this together'

Back to the story, I'll speed through this part bc this is getting insanely long. My aunt went from house to house. At one point she was roommates with this schizophrenic woman who used to beat her up. There was even a time when my aunt was homeless, sleeping on park benches or sleeping on the train (this was a period where no one was in contact with her for whatever reason and she never reached out either). But eventually (very recently actually) maybe in like 2019? She was set up with this nice little apartment paid by the government. She was happy there, they would have group meetings, group activities, she told me that during that time she was clean from her addiction--she was doing so well...and then Covid hit. All those group activities ended and she became lonely again--therefore she reached out for her drugs again.

My mom knew, but she was so tired of mentioning it and trying to help and she didn't want to fight with Nancy anymore so she decided to just keep an eye on her. February 2020, my cousins GF got pregnant with his child and they had a baby shower, which my aunt attended. She had a blast, socializing with every person she saw, even if she didn't know them. She was the only one dancing when the music came on--truly the life of the party. But she was so happy to see my cousin (she adored my cousin omg. She was like his second mom) become a dad. She was also excited about meeting his baby for the first time. But around this time, she discovered her circulation issues in her legs. One of her legs were very swollen compared to the other one, but physically she looked healthy and happy! I was so happy to see that.

Some background info about Nancy's health--she wasn't keeping up with her HIV medication, for a few years she had been dealing with eating problems because of her shitty gastric bypass surgery, but basically she couldn't keep any of her food down. She'd take a bite and instantly have to run off to the bathroom to throw up. Therefore, she wasn't receiving the proper nutrients she needed to live) late 2019, she was in the hospital for whatever reason (I can’t really remember what happened) but she was in the hospital and she had to be intubated. The doctors were shocked that she was even alive because she had no nutrients/vitamins in her body. I was TERRIFIED when I found out. I'm Christian, so I was on my knees, snot running outta my nose, praying desperately for Nancy to be okay. Praying that when they took her off intubation that she would continue to breath on her own. Praying for God not to take her while she was still living a sinful life without being saved first. GUYS, I prayed so hard and the day came where they had to take her off intubation and by some miracle, she started breathing on her own. Even the doctors were shocked, they really thought that she wasn't going to make it. But thankfully she did, and after she recovered we invited her to our new place (bc we moved out of her old apartment in March 2020). I cooked and she brought over her famous potato salad. We had a good time, but after that whole intubation ordeal, she had to start walking with a cane/walker in order to walk properly. She was all hunched over looking older than she really was even though she was only 58. Her walking was also affected by her legs too though. I mentioned how on Feb 2020, only one of her legs were swollen, well then in Oct 2020, both of her legs were very swollen.

The beginning of Nov 2020, my mom invited her over to spend a few nights at our house, just so that she had some company for a few days. She was so excited to get out of her apartment and up to CT where we live. I let her sleep in my room (my mom told me to take out all my valuable items tho since she was still doing drugs and she didn't want her to possibly take anything) I hated that. Treating her like a criminal without her even knowing, it broke my heart, but I did it anyway. Nancy enjoyed her stay though. My mom bought these vitamins for her that she enjoyed and she was even able to keep down the food that I made. I was so happy. While she was there, she insisted on cleaning. She could hardly walk, but she wanted to wipe down the glass surfaces to try and be helpful. Later that day we took her to the store to buy hair dye and my mom colored her hair for her (bright red, it was cute). While my mom did her hair, I sat between her legs and she braided my hair, reminding me of how beautiful I was and how nice I looked with my hair up. We even watched a movie together that night. The next day she wanted me to do her makeup and paint her nails, but I only had time to paint her nails before we had to take her back home. I regret not being able to do her makeup since she looked so excited to get it done :(.

The next time I saw her was for Thanksgiving at my other aunts apartment. Her legs were still swollen, but she stayed on her feet, cooking and serving everyone, making sure everyone was happy before finally sitting down to serve herself and eat. She said she was in a lot of pain and couldn't wait to get home so she could put her legs up in her big comfy chair.

I texted her around Christmas time to invite her over to our place bc I was inviting the whole family over. She had been hospitalized again though and had just been discharged and wasn't feeling too well, so she stayed home. The last text I ever sent to her was 'Merry Christmas <3.' I felt so bad that she had to spend Christmas alone so my mom and I decided to pay her a visit the next day. Dec 26, 2020, the last day I saw her alive.

We arrived at her place and it turned out that my other aunt was there visiting as well. Nancy was beyond high when we arrived. Her speech was slurred, she was dozing off, her eyes rolling to the back of her head. Her legs were so swollen and she was so skinny from not being able to keep her food down, very heartbreaking. My mom wanted to confront her about her addiction one last time so that night after my aunt gave Nancy a bath and gave her something to eat, my mom brought it up. Saying how she knows that she was high and still doing drugs.

Nancy got mad and started saying that she doesn't trust my mom and how my mom doesn't care about her, same thing about my other aunt. I stayed quiet for a while, literally shaking from nerves, but then I spoke up. Tears instantly made their way down my face. I told her to please seek help, that any of us would drop everything to help her leave the drugs. I told her that I cared for her and didn't want to get a call one day saying that she had passed away. I told her that I wanted her to grow up with me, see me get my first boyfriend, see me get married, meet my first child. I wanted her to be apart of me life. She cried, I cried, my mom cried, my other aunt cried. Nancy heard me, she was really listening. But she said she wanted to quit on her own with her own strength, which she said she was trying. She told us to give her 2 months and if in two months she couldn't do it, then she would ask for help. We all agreed. I got up, hugged her, forgot to tell her I loved her, and my mom and I left for the night. THAT was the last day I saw her. THAT was the last conversation I had with her. Can I just say how much I hate myself for having that be the last conversation I had with her. Did she know I loved her? I regret that conversation so much.

Fast forward to Feb 2021, my aunt was supposed to go into the hospital to have surgery for her toe (it was turning black bc of the bad circulation in her legs) it was supposed to be a complicated surgery so my mom told me to pray for her and ask my bible study to pray for her. Ofc tho, the idiot that I am, I FORGOT to ask my bible study to pray for her. That Friday my mom went to visit her in the hospital to wish her luck. My mom said for some reason she looked peaceful and happy. She asked about my brother and I and said that she loved us. She even apologized to my mom for everything that she put her through. My mom cried and they hugged it out.

Feb 27 @ 7am, I magically woke up from my phone vibrating--it was my dad calling me. I ignored the first call, feeling too tired, but then he called again so I picked up. The next words he said to me shattered me. "I can't reach your mother, tell her that Nancy went into cardiac arrest and passed away. Your aunt has been trying to call your mother."

My world completely stopped. I was confused and scared. I ran to my moms room where she was still sleeping and told her. I'll never forget the screams that left my mothers mouth as she woke up startled and heartbroken at the news. She called her other sister who was crying over the line, saying that they were trying to bring her back. "Nancy's dead! She's gone!" That's all I could hear before bursting out into tears of my own, my mom screaming in agony in the background as I ran to my room to get dressed so we could rush to NY to the hospital. I prayed so hard for God to bring her back. To give my mom a chance to see her, to not take her away. I was so desperate. My worst fear had come true--getting that phone call that my aunt had passed.

A few minutes later my aunt calls my mom back and she sounds a lot calmer; they were able to bring Nancy back. "They found a pulse. They're trying to stabilize her" My mom felt momentarily relieved but we still raced to the hospital.

It turns out that while being hospitalized, Nancy caught Covid and through the night, her heart failed.

Arriving to the hospital, since my other aunt worked at the hospital they made an exception and let them go see her, but I couldn't go (since she had covid). I wanted to see her so badly, maybe even talk to her even if she couldn't hear me or reply. I just wanted to see her one last time, tell her that I love her.

She was fine through the night, unconscious and intubated, but stable for the most part. That all ended on Feb 28, 2021 @ 8pm after my mom got off work she called me frantically saying that Nancy had crashed again and they were trying to resuscitate her. When my mom arrived she said she couldn't stand seeing the doctors do chest compressions on her anymore. She didn't want her to be in pain anymore. It had been almost an hour of trying but my mom told them to stop. Nancy had officially passed away.

I can't even put into words how hurt and sad I was and still am. A woman who had been through so much, drug addiction, being homeless, suffering from depression, having suicidal thoughts, not being able to look at herself in the mirror everyday because she was disgusted by the face that looked back at her, having a husband who ultimately ruined her life and didn't truly love her, selling her body for money so she could buy herself drugs, stealing from stores, unending health problems, not being able to keep her food down, the list of things she went through just goes on and on. Though she gave so much, she received so little. She was constantly putting people before herself. I know I wrote about all the bad with her addiction and all that, but there was so much good too.

I loved whenever she did my hair, it made me feel so relaxed as a child since my mom didn't know how to do braids or anything. In middle school I used to be in a dance club in my after school, she'd mute the TV and watch me practice, giving me pointers and being my audience since I was never comfortable dancing in front of the rest of my family. We would watch project runway together. Some night when she lived with us, I'd sleep with her and she'd complain that I kicked her, but she never said no to me sleeping with her. She was like my second mother. She'd listen to all my worries and concerns and give me comfort when I needed it. She always complemented me and encouraged me to put myself out there, to have more confidence in myself because I was beautiful. Knowing what I know about her own self-esteem, I wish I could have given her words of comfort and encouragment too. I wish she could have confided in me. I wish I could tell her how beautiful she is. I wish I could tell her how much I admire her. I used to love to watch her in the mirror as she did her makeup. She loved her eyeliner and lipstick and she was so good at it. I miss her cooking. She wanted to try this new stuffed cabbage recipe, but she never got the chance to make it. I owe most of my cooking skills to her--she taught me everything I know. I miss her so much, I still can't believe she's gone.

She was only 59 when she passed, about to turn 60 in November. Still so young with so many dreams she wished to accomplish one day. She wanted to move out of the government building and get a nice little apartment if her own one day. She wanted to continue to visit us at our place. Get surgery for her loose skin. Socialize more with people. There’s a huge list of things she never got the chance to do :(. I wish she could have gotten the chance to do those things and more. I wish she could have lived a long, healthy, happy life.

But at the same time I'm relieved. The Thursday (2 days before she first flatlined) my other aunt when to visit her and told her to give her heart to the Lord, and she did. She apologized for everything she had done, they prayed together, they both cried and said they loved each other. She was saved. She didn't have a chance to do any drugs or anything after that since she went to the hospital for her surgery. She's not suffering anymore. She's not in pain anymore. She's not alone anymore. I truly believe that she's in heaven with her mother and father and whatever other family are up there. I know some of you might not have the same beliefs as me, and that's okay, but I know in my heart that she's in a better place and resting well. Ofc I still miss her though.

After her passing, we went to her apartment to clear it all out and there was evidence of her efforts to keep living and get better all around her. We did find drugs like we already knew she was doing them, but we also found journals with her thoughts, we found unfinished art projects that she did to try to distract herself--keep herself busy, and we found multiple bibles. They had tons of verses underlined and they looked like they had been used and loved. So I know she tried, but I'm glad that she doesn't have to fight anymore, no matter how much it hurts that she’s gone and I'll never see her again in this life, I'm just relieved that she's not suffering anymore. I’m so glad that she didn’t pass away from a drug overdose or something horrible like that. She deserves peace and happiness. She deserves good health. She deserves love.

I got very carried away, but now you all have a piece of Nancy in your mind and hopefully hearts :). I never want her memory to die out so this was the best thing I could think to do. She has asked me to write her memoir of her life, but I never got the chance. Ofc all her own personal experiences and thoughts are missing from this and theres nothing I'll ever be able to do about that, but at least I got her story out there. I'd love to write a fiction story inspired by her life one day in the future. I'm sure she would have loved that. It was Nancy's passing that inspired me to start this blog in the first place so she deserves her own little spotlight. After her passing in March 2021, that's when I got into anime (started with assassination classroom, but became hooked with MHA <3) then april 2021, I started my blog!

Well I think that's it. It's 4am now, almost 5am. I've been writing since 1am. I probably won't post this until the afternoon though. I'm a little scared for 7am to hit since that's when I got that call from my dad.

If you made it this far in this insanely long (essay?story?idk?) whatever this is, then thank you. I love you and I hope you have a wonderful day. Stay safe and keep your loved ones close, don't go to bed being angry at each other and tell them that you love them every day--you never know when it may be the last.

I'll leave this off with a sad excuse of a poem (I'm terrible at poetry) I dedicated to Nancy that I wrote last year;

the day you left,

my heart stopped as

i realized the words

you never got to hear

i'm sorry

forgive me

i didn't say i love you

and now there's nothing i can do.

i miss you.

i love you.

Thank you all. <3

#I know this is long #but it would mean the world if you guys could read this #I miss you Nancy #love you always

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1kook · 5 years

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jeon jeongguk x (f) reader

summary: “Captain Underpants isn’t glorified by all the tryhards, so when I pick those books, you’re unknowingly more interested in me.” tags: f2l, flirty kook, jk’s obsession w/captain underpants, he’s a fuckboy but he’s a soft fuckboy dont get it twisted, campus boy crush jk(yes again), jk abuses the FuCK out of pet names, miss koo1aid actually writes some PLOT warnings: much flirting, nsfw bc of a lot of heavy petting, pussy eatin’, a lil dirty talk, very s l i g h t coochie sniffing, BUT!!! protected sex :) wc: 10.3k

i wrote another fic (applause) and the entire thing is based off my belief that jungkook 10000% would enjoy captain underpants books. not proofread bc i am a hermit and speak to exactly 0 ppl on here, que dios los bendiga

“Helloooo, sexy librarian,” Jeongguk says the moment he steps through the door, lopsided grin adorning his features as he swaggers over to obnoxiously lean against your desk. You can’t even pretend you didn’t see him, his presence so blaringly consuming, and evident in the way some dorky high schoolers glance over to gawk at him.

“What book are you checking out today, Jeon?” You muse instead, leaving your desk chair to head over to the stack of new books that needed to be stamped. As you turn, Jeongguk whistles at the sight, and you don’t even have it in you anymore to retort back the same way you would when he first started bugging you. “Also, are you aware that your copy of Captain Underpants and the Perilous Plot of Professor Poopypants is due tomorrow? It’s a dollar for every day it’s late—”

“You needn’t worry longer, baby,” Jeongguk interrupts, and the loud smack of a hardcover against the desk catches your attention. There lies Jeongguk’s Captain Underpants book, alongside the paperback copy of Beloved that has definitely seen better days.

You furrow your brows. “When did you check out this one?” You question, checking the spine to make sure the book belongs to your library. Much to your surprise, there’s no barcode on the side, and no stamp on the inside.

Your question goes unanswered as Jeongguk jumps into a full-length novella recapture of the hot frat party he’d been to last weekend, and how the Zeta Theta Psi guys knew how to party. That Jimin fellow that Jeongguk frequently mentions had apparently snorted a line of coke off their friend Seokjin’s broad shoulders just to prove his friend had godly proportions. It’s weird, but Jeongguk says it’s because you have to ride for your bros. You try to act uninterested, but Jeongguk’s a funny guy, really, and you can only hide so many chuckles with the sound of a stamp.

He’s in the middle of trying to cover up of one of his frequent trysts after accidentally exposing himself—”Don’t get it twisted, baby, I just took her upstairs to call her friend.”—when Namjoon comes out of the back room looking for you. He barely glances at your guest, before handing you a list of overdue books.

“Would you mind calling these people?” He asks, voice soft, just as everything else was about Namjoon. “They’re all a week past.”

“Yikes,” you say, eyes scanning over the list. Surprisingly, Jeongguk is still there, hovering over you as if waiting for you to dismiss him. “Do you mind, Jeon?” You say, channeling your best customer service voice. As much as Namjoon was wary of him, he still considered Jeongguk a patron in your establishment and hated to see him treated poorly, no matter how many library rules Jeongguk broke.

“Of course,” he sighs, and you miss the hostile glare he throws Namjoon when you whirl around for a highlighter. “I’ll see you later, sweetheart,” he says when you turn back around, stretching ana rm in your direction.

Half of you knows exactly what he’ll do, but the other half of you, the one trying desperately to act like his advances have no effect on you, have you placing your palm in his. You’re not super surprised when he tugs your hand upward, pecking your knuckles with a flirty wink. “Adios, Juliet,” he smirks.

“Wrong language,” you inform him, rolling your eyes nonchalantly even though your heart is beating one hundred miles per second. Jeongguk cackles, loud as all hell in the silent library, before making his exit.

It’s silent for all of twenty seconds before Namjoon jumps right into it. “So are you seeing him, or…” he interrogates, trying to act like he’s hardly interested, but you’ve known and worked alongside Namjoon long enough to know he’s secretly the community gossip.

You ignore him, choosing to jam the buttons on the phone instead.

The weird thing about Jeongguk, was that, although he was notoriously known amongst the undergraduates (and even some graduates, because he just had it like that, you suppose) as one of the biggest fuckboys, he was different. Not to sound like every teen romcom you’d ever scanned, but he genuinely was. For starters, he’d fuck your brains out and then make you his best friend the morning after. He definitely had a very peculiar, and backwards, way of doing the whole one night stand thing.

All this you’ve gathered from your friends, who, at one point have had some sort of encounter with Jeongguk. Dahyun’s was last spring at a club event, when he’d oh so smoothly flirted with her for a solid hour before realizing she didn’t swing that way. Which is how they become close friends, which is how, by association, Jeongguk set his sights on you.

Your introduction to Jeongguk wasn’t anything out of the ordinary; he’d been tagging along behind Dahyun like a lost puppy, begging her for some class notes, and had subsequently followed her all the way to your favorite meeting place. From then, he’d dropped his petulant, childish act and put on his macho face, chest puffed and eyes hooded as he devoured your very presence.

The next time you see him, it’s at a frat party where some guy had been harping on you go upstairs with him. Another weird thing about Jeongguk, he hated when other fuckboys didn’t utilize their brains. You assume it’s because it gives the fuckboy community a bad rep as a whole, but Jeongguk hated when guys were overbearing. So he’d taken the initiative to snatch you away from that fellow, guiding you all the way back to Dahyun and friends just to make sure you were alright. Somewhere along the way, you’d informed him you worked at the local library—”The one that does bingo on Tuesdays?” “That’s for senior citizens only, why do you know that?”—and he’d never left you alone again.

This time, he spots you in the dining hall.

“You come here often, dollface?” He says the moment he slides up beside you, instantly zeroing in on the burrito wrap on your plate. Like the little immature baby he is, his hand immediately snakes out to touch the precariously wrapped white tortilla holding the deliciousness inside, and you have to physically slap the offender away. He jumps, bumping into a girl standing in line behind him, not that particularly cares. “So, it’s fuck Jeongguk hours, huh?” He huffs, adorning his face with that uppity glare he mastered from watching Mean Girls on repeat a few months ago.

“Your plate is stacked, but you wanna grab the one thing on mine,” you point out, and his lips curl into a smile at your response. “By the way, your book is past due.”

At this he gasps, all real, no Regina George effects added. “You’re lying,” he chokes, switching his plate to his other hand, and you nearly jump when the muffin balancing dangerously on top shifts. He tugs his phone out of the pocket of his sweats, scanning through his remind app until he sees that his book is overdue by three days. He groans, staring at the ceiling in shame.

You nod, breezing over his inner meltdown. “Was wondering when we were gonna get the wedgie winner, or whatever its called, back.”

He scoffs, giving you an unimpressed glare. “Wrath of the Wicked Wedgie Woman,” he corrects, looking so disappointed that you don’t have these bizarre titles memorized. “For such a pretty librarian, you sure are ignorant to these literary masterpieces.”

This makes you cackle, and your cheeks flush when at least three people turn to stare at your outburst. “You aren’t seriously calling these Captain Underpants books masterpieces,” you snort. Jeongguk shrugs, and you begin to wonder if he really is as airheaded as the characters he admires. “Jeon,” you try to reason, giving him a pleading look, because arguing the credibility of kids novels in line for lunch simply does not seem real. You must have been warped into another dimension where all pretty boys are as dumb as the movies make them out to seem.

“Listen,” he says, smiling when you grow desperate for him to prove you wrong. “I’ve read a lot of good books, but nothing tops a hypnotized superhero principal fighting crime in his underwear.”

You sigh, paying for your meal, and then, surprisingly, waiting for him to pay for his. You tell yourself it’s because you want to finish this conversation, but part of you just genuinely enjoys being in Jeongguk’s presence. Gag.

“I saw you with Beloved last week,” you carry on the second he’s done giving flirty eyes to the middle-aged cashier. “Now that’s a masterpiece.”

He nods in agreement. “But, baby,” he purrs, and the sudden switch from weird, 12 year-old literary enthusiast to grown as hell, suave bastard has you jolting a step that you try to play off by pretending to look at something on the ground. “How else will you remember my face?”

You blank. “What the hell are you talking about.”

Jeongguk gives you a pointed look. “Sweetheart, you wouldn’t remember a damn thing about me if I did what every other stuck-up bastard did trying to pick up chicks at the library.” You tilt your head in confusion. Jeongguk sighs. “If I went in every rainy Friday and checked out a Tale of Two Cities, or Oliver Twist, or some other Charles Dickens shit, you wouldn’t glance my way.”

“Do people still read Dickens?” You say instead, glossing over the fact that apparently Jeongguk’s visits were apparently blatant attempts to flirt with girls. Finally, you find a suitable spot at a long, dinner table so you don’t have to sit completely alone with Jeongguk.

“You know damn well better than I do that that those wannabe sophisticated books have waitlists.” He shoves half a pizza slice into his mouth, and you hate how your eyes immediately laser in on the strong movements of his jaw. “My point is,” he says through a greasy mouthful. “Captain Underpants isn’t glorified by all the tryhards, so when I pick those books, you’re unknowingly more interested in me.”

You cradle your burrito in your palms, rolling his words around your head for a bit. Jeongguk doesn’t particularly seem like he’s awaiting an answer, munching through the mountain of food on his plate as you revel in your thoughts.

It’s right when you go to take your first bite that you finally come to a conclusion. “But have you ever considered I’m interested in you because I think you’re funny?”

Silence. Jeongguk stares at you through his fringe, pizza slice slowly going limp in his hold as he absorbs your words. Before you know it, his ears flush red. He splutters. “I-You think I’m funny?” He asks, cheeks slowly growing rosy as well, and his lips quirk in a cute way to the side, as if he’s trying desperately to hide his excitement.

You nod, because it’s true, why would you lie? “Duh. You come in every week and just talk about your day, Jeongguk,” you say, as if it’s the most obvious answer in the world. “I think you’re very interesting and entertaining without trying.”

“Thanks,” he mutters, and for the first time, you’re thrown off by how adorable this man looks, lips pressed tight to contain a smile from your compliments.

Realization hits you all at once, but you’ve long since trained in the fluid art of avoiding your emotions.

“There’s a party tonight,” Dahyun announces from her desk, not even bothering to glance at you when you return from the showers. You hum, not really that interested in whatever is going on this fine Thursday evening. You plop down at your own desk, starting your skincare routine.

Dahyun lets you relax in the soothing motions of self care for all of three seconds before she adds, “Jeongguk wanted to know if you’re coming.”

You press down too hard on the pump of your moisturizer, sending a large glomp onto the tips of your fingers. “That’s nice,” you say, trying to play it off, but you doubt Dahyun hadn’t heard the little spaz you had, or that she couldn’t sense the way your body immediately lit aflame at the mention of him and you in the same sentence.

She turns in her seat, and you catch sight of her in your mirror. You avert your eyes right away, because Dahyun had many talents, and her best one was reading your mind with a single gaze. You maintain an aura of unbothered and uninterested, finishing with the rest of your skincare.

Just when you think you’re safe, Dahyun pounces.

“Y’know,” she says, and you can hear the grin in her voice. “He hasn’t slept with anyone in almost a month. In fuckboy time, that’s the equivalent of two years.”

You roll your eyes, putting away your products before trying to busy yourself with anything else. “He probably has, but with people who know how to keep their mouths shut.”

Faintly, you hear Dahyun’s chair scrape against the carpet, and then suddenly she has you in a headlock. “Admit you like Jeongguk or I will throw your toothbrush into the toilet on the third floor.”

You choke, grappling her arms in an attempt to pry her off. “No,” you huff, switching tactics to tangle a hand in her silver locks. “Why would I confess to something that isn’t true?”

She shrieks when you give a sharp tug, sending her careening sideways against the foot of your bed, but not without taking you with her. “You are lying to yourself and to the entire librarian community, you sick fuck.”

You snort. “The fuck does Namjoon have to do with this?”

“He told me Jeongguk’s been bringing you Starbucks.”

Her reveal has you halting in your tracks, cheeks flushing at being exposed. “That gossiping fuck,” you seethe, finally loosening your grip on your friend. Somehow, you’ve ended up sprawled on the floor of her side of the room, nestled into the stupidly fluffy carpet she thrifted. She rolls onto her belly, propping herself up on her elbows to narrow her eyes at you.

“So it’s true,” she sighs. You shrug. “Well,” she claps her hands together. “Shimmy into that sexy dress from Windsor, we’re going out.”

You groan, rolling over in metaphorical agony. “Dude, I just washed my face. No way in hell, I’m putting on makeup now.” She considers your point for negative three seconds.

“The Glow Kit is in my bottom left drawer,” she announces right as she exits the room with her towel and shower essentials in hand.

The Glow Kit is in fact in Dahyun’s drawer, which is a little suspicious considering it’s the same one you thought you lost three months ago. Nonetheless, it never lets you down, and by the time you’re done with your makeup, you’re looking like a shimmering, little succubus in the hot dress from Windsor.

Normally, you and your self-esteem were rivals; never on the same page, always bickering, sworn enemies from birth. But right now, as you admire yourself in the closet mirror, you can’t help but marvel at how good you look in the slightly loose dress.

“Damn,” Dahyun says as soon as she returns, all fluffy in her towel. “You will fuck tonight, or else.”

“Hey, baby,” Jeongguk smiles at you the moment you walk in, hooded eyes raking over your body in an agonizingly slow manner. Dahyun chooses then to do her party trick—disappearing without a word.

“Hi…” you respond, voice meek in this party setting. There’s more people than you anticipated, which is weird because it’s a Thursday and surely some of these people have morning classes. You can’t comment, though, because you’re here knowing damn well you have an eight am tomorrow.

The music is blasting, so loud you can feel the bass shaking the floor, sending jolts up from your toes to your head with every beat. There’s people in every crevice of this household, some even taking refuge on the staircase leading up to the bedrooms. Someone brushes by you, and you instinctively step closer to the wall to avoid being in the way. You should have known Jeongguk would follow.

He ducks down to shout into your ear. “Wasn’t sure if you were coming tonight,” he tells you, right as one of his friends rushes by, thrusting a cup into his hand that Jeongguk doesn’t even stop to question. He takes a sip, then offers you some.

“Dahyun didn’t wanna come alone,” you lie, tentatively sipping from his cup only to realize it’s worse than any alcohol here: it’s Sprite. Jeongguk seems amused by your subtle disgust, immediately taking the cup back. You send out a light prayer for his stomach and his skin. “Aren’t you supposed to be out pulling hoes or something?” You say, trying to go for teasing and playful but missing by a mile.

Jeongguk grins. “Why would I do that when the only girl I want is right here,” he motions, and then does that cliche move where he places a hand by the wall behind you. The worst thing is, even though Jeongguk seems intent on pulling every cheesy act known to mankind, your heart actually races.

“Shut up,” you laugh, “you just like that I don’t charge you the late fees on your books.”

At this, Jeongguk genuinely smiles, nose scrunching up as he gazes at you. “False,” he argues, and then leans forward, same stupid dopey smile on his face. “I love a woman who snorts milk out of her nose.”

“Jeon!” You shriek, smacking his arm as embarrassment washes over you. “You said you would forget about that!”

Jeongguk cackles, all boyish and rough like he does when he’s around Hoseok for too long. Somehow, knowing you’re the cause of that charming laughter has your annoyance fading away, a soft smile crawling onto your features.

“I hate you,” you say instead, looking up and meeting his gaze dead on for the first time that night.

Jeongguk smirks. “Do you now?” He throws back, then takes a step forward. Your shoulder touches the wall when you take a tentative step back. You give a half-assed shrug, entranced by the playfulness that lurks behind his eyes. He gives you an exaggerated pout. “That sucks, because I,” he steps closer again, and this time he’s looking down at you over the bridge of his nose, “really like you.”

“I…” you trail off, too hypnotized by the pink tongue that swipes across his lips as he gazes at you. There is no hesitation on his face.

When you don’t say anything for another moment, Jeongguk ducks down. His nose bumps against yours, his breath warm as it fans across your face. “Y’know, I’d treat you so right,” he suddenly says, and your panties immediately turn into Niagara Falls at the newfound deepness of his voice. You feel lightheaded from his close proximity and promising words. “Could make you feel so good, baby, if you just let me.”

You shiver, nearly jumping out of your skin when a hand snakes its way around your waist, tugging you forward gently. Not overbearingly, because you know the last thing Jeongguk would ever do was want to make you uncomfortable. He pulls you close enough that it ends up being you who steps completely into his embrace. Your trembling hands find their place on his shoulders, and Jeongguk has never looked more content.

“You... only want sex,” you softly accuse, and the only reason your quiet voice doesn’t get lost in the noise is because of how close the two of you are.

Jeongguk bites his lip at your words, and you wonder if part of him is surprised that you’d so openly say such a thing. “Not with you,” he says eventually. “Wanna hold you like this forever, ___. And if that leads to you cumming on my tongue every now and then, well,” he smiles, “all fine by me.”

“Jeon,” you scold, scared that someone might have heard him.

“What?” He grins, pressing impossibly closer. His lip gives the slightest pucker, and you find yourself unconsciously leaning closer, the hand around your waist tightening. “I want you, baby.”

You can’t hide the lovestruck expression on your face as you look between his mouth and his eyes, and you wonder if he’s being honest.

Right as you’re about to throw all your doubts out the window and kiss him, you’re bombarded with the sound of obnoxious air horns from a DJ who obviously knows shit about, well, DJ-ing.

You jump at the sudden sound, bumping your head against the wall behind you. Jeongguk’s eyes widen. “Oh shit, are you okay?” He fusses, all traces of that suave, heartthrob replaced with a fretful Jeon.

“I’m fine,” you say, though you’re not because you’re absolutely dying right now. From the fact you almost gave into Jeongguk but also the embarrassment of hitting your head. “I-I need to find Dahyun,” you announce, and give Jeongguk no time to process that before you’re bolting into the crowded house like you just broke something.

jeon tell me you got home safe jeon please

You pause in the middle of removing your makeup, one eyelash on to symbolize the mess you are right now. Dahyun is humming some tune as she does the same, the both of you clad in your pajamas and fuzzy socks. Carefully, you pick up your phone.

you im home! me and the girls ubered home lol you sorry i didnt get to say goodbye :(

jeon dont worry abt it babe jeon just happy to know ur ok

“You better be texting Jeongguk, since you failed to complete the one job you had tonight,” Dahyun calls and you curse. You whirl around to face her, and she snorts at your one eyelash.

“Be honest,” you say. “If you were the campus crush who could get coochie every time he breathed, would you leave all that for me?”

Dahyun freezes. “Well, not when you’re only wearing one eyelash.” You groan, flopping into your seat uncomfortably. “Babe,” Dahyun sighs, as if sensing the gravity of your dilemma. “You’re hot! Everyone knows this except you.”

“But am I?” You whine. “Am I attractive or do you just feel obligated to say that because you’re my friend, be honest.”

“Oh my god,” she huffs, climbing into her bed, phone in hand. She doesn’t even bother looking your way when she’s all settled in. “You have this weird idea that Jeongguk is some intangible idol, as if you haven’t seen the dude deepthroat an entire bratwurst at the diversity fair. If anything, you’re the dream girl on campus, you stupid bitch.”

“The only true thing I heard is me being a stupid bitch,” you mope, and Dahyun throws a pillow at your face. You take this attack as initiative to finally take off your other lash, finishing your cleansing and moisturizing (for the second time) routine.

“Listen,” she says, setting her phone down to stare you dead in the eye. Her voice is devoid of any emotion. “If it makes you feel better, he wrote JK + __ on our group handout last week.”

You don’t sleep that night.

The last person you’re expecting to see at this secluded cafe on a Saturday morning was Jeon Jeongguk, yet here he was in all his delicious morning glory. By morning glory, you mean the soft, sleepy eyes that stare at you from across the table, voice so deep and husky.

“Why are you here if you just woke up?” You interrogate, settling into the empty seat in front of him. Carefully, you begin pulling things out of your bag, trying your best to not look away too long. This sight was rare, Jeongguk usually being at an energy level of about eighty seven at all times. To see him so tired and sluggish was unheard of.

He gestures over to where Taehyung is in the middle of what looks like a job interview. “Moral support,” Jeongguk informs you. You nod in understanding, before returning your gaze to the sleepy angel in front of you.

He’s ridiculously tired, eyes dropping shut every time you so much as pause for a second. He seems apologetic too, murmuring I’m sorry I’m sorry whenever his eyes flutter shut. Your heart was going haywire at the sight. “Jeon,” you say softly, and get one, soft hum in response. “I think you should go home, Taehyung seems fine.”

He shakes his head. “Needs me,” he murmurs, trying desperately to snap his eyes back open to no avail. Eventually, you make the call, packing your things up way earlier than usual. You haul Jeongguk out of his seat, him sleepily trailing after you as you drag him out of the shop. He sleeps on the short bus ride back to campus, and even almost sleeps on the elevator up to his dorm.

“In we go,” you announce, unlocking his door before nudging him inside. His roommate is nowhere to be found, oddly enough given the early hour. Jeongguk stumbles inside, plopping down on his bed right away. “Sleep.”

He lets out a high pitched whine the moment you turn to leave. “Come cuddle,” he huffs, face pressed against his pillow. His hair’s haloed around him, pout smushed against the cushion as he stares at you.

“You need to sleep,” you point out.

He rolls onto his back, patting the mattress beside him. “Wanna feel you,” he says. Your cheeks flush red. As if realizing the meaning behind his words, sleepy little Jeongguk takes the initiative to push you further. “Pressed against my body,” he drawls, his deep chuckle resonating throughout your body. “C’mon, baby, too scared to be in bed with me?”

You scoff, though your cheeks are warm. “You wouldn’t do anything anyway, you’re half asleep.”

Jeongguk shrugs, lips quirking to the side as he motions to his side again. “So? Can tell you like it slow anyway,” he grunts, before sitting up and shuffling to the edge of the bed and assuming a sitting position. Without warning, he catches your wrist in his hand and tugs you between his spread thighs.

He’s more awake than he’s been all morning, and part of you is happy but the other is anxious. God, was this boy dangerous.

“You’re half asleep, Jeon,” you say, trying to diffuse the sudden sexual tension. Jeongguk smiles up at you.

“Cmon, baby,” he exhales, and one fluid tug has you plopping onto his thigh. You startle at the sudden change, grabbing onto his shoulders for support. All he does is laugh some more, nuzzling his face against your neck as your heart goes into panic mode. “Bet I could get in so deep,” he murmurs, breath tickling your neck and you feel your legs turn to jelly.

“G-Gguk,” you try to warn, but it ends up sounding more like a plea. For what, you’re not entirely sure.

A sudden kiss to the junction of your neck and shoulder has your spirit ascending into another plane. Jeongguk smiles at your pliant body. “Look at you,” he continues, kissing down your neck until your body is physically quivering. “So sensitive. No one ever touched you like this before, doll?”

You shake your head no, and nearly jump out of your own skin when a hand clasps onto the inside of your thigh. “Jeon, we shouldn’t…” you choke out, even though your traitorous hand clamps down on his and pushes it closer to where you need him most.

“We shouldn’t?” He teases, and then cups your sex.

You transcend.

Jeongguk laughs, airy chuckles fanning across your jaw. “Then stop,” he tells you, the both of you watching as your hips unconsciously grind into his palm. Even when you tell yourself you need to stop, your body feels heavenly being touched by him, so you physically can’t.

“I can’t,” you reiterate, and muffle a moan against the side of his face when he presses a finger down on where he knows your clit is hiding. The thin leggings you’d worn did nothing to spare you.

“God, you’re so fucking sexy,” he sighs, watching you work yourself on his hand. He traces his index finger over the seam of your leggings, where your folds meet and you moan again. “You gonna let me finish you off, princess? Gonna let me finger your tight little pussy until you cry? But I bet you’d make the prettiest noises if I licked you down there. Or are you gonna cum in your panties like this?”

All the different ideas he stuffs into your brain are overwhelming, especially when the only thing you really want is to be stuffed with his fingers and cock. “J-Just do it,” you beg.

“Do what?” He plays, watching the way your face contorted with every brush against your mound.

“Whatever you want,” you cry, biting down on your fist to stop any more noises from spilling out.

Jeongguk smiles, pressing a kiss to the corner of your mouth. Such a simple gesture, but it has your stomach somersaulting. God, you needed this. You were practically sobbing for his dick, which was embarrassing in itself, but actually getting dicked down sort of cancelled it out. PEMDAS or whatever.

Just as his hand creeps to the hem of your leggings, there’s a rattle of the doorknob, and you jump. The cloud of lust that had engulfed you two fades away and you’re suddenly aware of the jingling of a key outside.

“What the fuck,” Jeongguk whisper-shouts, looking absolutely scandalized that his roommate is coming home at this moment of all moments.

“Should I hide?” You whisper back, never having been in such a situation before. Jeongguk looks at you like you’re stupid.

“Just,” he sighs, standing up. He ruffles his hair anxiously. “Just… act natural.”

You sit perfectly still. “Not like a Sim!!”

“Captain Underpants and the Invasion of the Incredibly Naughty Cafeteria Ladies from Outer Space (and the Subsequent Assault of the Equally Evil Lunchroom Zombie Nerds),” you read, gasping for breath by the end of it. Jeongguk beams at you. “You’ve got to be kidding.”

“Nope,” Jeongguk says, leaning over the counter and watching as you scan his book under his name. “I’ll let you know how it is.”

You roll your eyes, writing down the return date on a piece of paper you stuff inside. “Please do, I’m absolutely dying to read this book.”

You hand the book over to Jeongguk, and try to ignore the way he stares at you for a second too long. Namjoon chooses this exact moment to take his lunch break, sauntering off whistling the the Angry Birds tune.

Right before Jeongguk can jump into an interrogation, the door swings open and Jisoo from your sociology elective saunters in, carrying the same mountain of books you had checked out for her two weeks ago.

“___, hi!” She exclaims right away. She, too, was infected with the same bimbo disease as Jeongguk, the one where they both had no concept of being quiet in a library.

“Hi,” you greet back, immediately standing to take the books from her. “Did you actually read through all of these?” You ask, trying to make polite small talk. You’re not particularly close to her, but it’d be rude to act like you didn’t know her.

She laughs at your comment. “Oh god, no. I just open random pages and reference them for essays,” she admits.

You try to make more small talk with her as you scan through her books, but the girl literally almost hit the material limit, which is fifty books, so you soon become consumed in scanning the barcode, briefly flipping through the book for any damage, and then repeating it all over. You’re not surprised when she drifts away, and you’re mentally cursing Namjoon for going on break now of all times.

It’s about ten minutes later when you’re all done, the computer’s library system going haywire on you, the same way it had when she first checked out all these books. You look away from the screen, standing to face Jisoo, only to find she’s drifted to the other end of the welcome desk, where a certain someone had gone to while you served her.

Oh.

You’re not anticipating the wave of jealousy that hits you watching gorgeous, smart Jisoo talk to Jeongguk. She matches him perfectly, both so beautiful it hurts. It’s when she says something to him that you snap out of it. “When can I come over again?” Soft enough that you wouldn’t have heard if you hadn’t been paying attention.

Jeongguk’s toying with a bookmark stand, but you still see the quirk of his lips on his face when she says that.

All you can do is watch from the sidelines, so close yet somehow miles away as he says something back to her that gets drowned out by the thundering of your heart. You suppose it’s only natural for a guy like Jeongguk to flirt with girls, and he’d never said he only, exclusively wanted you. Really, you shouldn’t be as surprised.

But you are.

You’re surprised and, dare you say it, discouraged by the scene. He’d been so eager to finally win you over the other night, so much so that he made you feel special with every word he uttered and every look he gave you. You’d almost believed in his sincerity, but seeing him so easily converse with Jisoo about whatever past they have, served as a cold reminder that you and Jeongguk believe in two completely different relationship styles.

So you sit back down, gnawing on your lip as you try to do other duties, clicking around uselessly on your computer until eventually, Jisoo wanders back.

“Am I all set?” She smiles, and you can’t even find it in you to dislike her. You plaster on your best customer service smile, nodding and handing her back her library card. She thanks you three times over for the hassle, before waving goodbye to you and Jeongguk.

When the door falls shut behind her, you immediately drop the facade, though Jeongguk doesn’t seem to notice. “Whew. She left a lot of work for you,” he laughs, eyeing the big stack beside you. You don’t even bother responding, as, at that moment, Namjoon returns from his lunch break.

(How convenient! You swear this fucker had a sixth sense for knowing when work was about to become hard.)

“Joon, I’m taking my break now,” you announce, and Namjoon stares at you like a deer in headlights, the last bite of a sandwich raised to his mouth.

“Uh,” he says, 140 IQ and all. He glances behind you at Jeongguk, who also is confused as all hell. “Okay, then.”

“___?” Jeongguk questions. You stalk off, pushing the gate away from the desk before bursting into the employee break room right across from it.

You cry the moment you get home, and Dahyun jumps ten feet out of her bed in shock. Her girlfriend, Momo, is sitting on the floor painting her toes. “Oh no,” she cries, sweet and understanding in all the ways Dahyun wasn’t. “My poor baby, what’s wrong?” She asks, waddling over in the my-nail-polish-hasn’t-dried-yet way to hug you.

“He was flirting with another girl,” you sob, dropping your bag by the door as Momo continues fawning over you, wiping your face with tissues. Dahyun gets out of bed, cracks her fingers, and promptly announces:

“I’m gonna kill him.”

Initially, you would have let her. But after a while you manage to calm down, loud Kim Kardashian sobs fading into tiny hiccups as the two of them coddle you. You tell them all about what terrible, good for nothing Jeongguk did, and in true female solidarity, they vow to kick his ass for you. Eventually, you settle on not whooping his ass, just cutting any romantic notions with him off to avoid further heartbreak. After all, you were kinda friends before you had your little crush revelation.

It’s later in the night when you announce you maybe got 2% over him, which the girls count as an absolute win, but then Jeongguk texts you and they groan at the way you jump for your phone.

jeon hey can we talk ? jeon did I do something wrong today? jeon felt like u were mad at me lol, and then u took a really long break and I had to leave for class so I didn’t even get to see u again jeon just wanna know if everything is ok

You read through the messages a couple times, and wonder if he’s being serious and didn’t see anything sus with his actions, or if he’s just toying with your emotions. Momo tugs Dahyun away to give you some sort of privacy, and then you’re left alone in your thoughts.

you everything’s fine ! you I just wasn’t feeling well lol

He responds right away.

jeon please don’t lie to me ___ jeon I know what you’re probably thinking and I just want to say it’s not like that

For some reason, him saying he knows you enough to know your thoughts irritates you. He obviously didn’t know shit about you if he was out here making you look like a clown. Your fingers type before you can even think.

you lmao you thats funny

jeon ?

you you most def do not know what I’m thinking so please just take my word when I say I felt sick

jeon lmao. what do you mean...

you you barely know ME besides the fact I work @ the library and dorm w Dahyun. don't say u know what I’m thinking, bc that would imply you know me on a closer level which you don’t

jeon ok seriously what's up with you? jeon im trying to make sure ur okay but ur just being difficult as fuck

you I’m not being difficult I’m just being real

jeon ur not tho, ur being defensive for no reason at all

you so? we’re barely friends and we barely know each other, how I feel is none of ur business

jeon lmfaoooo, so now we’re barely friends?

you thats what I said didnt I

You set your phone aside when you don’t immediately see the texting dots appear, assuming your dry response is probably enough to ward Jeongguk off. Your face feels warm, and you’re not sure if it’s from frustration or anger, but you guess it’s both. You’re not sure what set you off, the fact Jeongguk wants to act like he knows you, as if he wasn’t just chasing after you for some pussy, or the fact he wanted to act like some all-knowing being when it came to your feelings.

Eitherway, you’re extremely heated, grinding your teeth together when five minutes pass and he hasn’t texted you back. As if sensing the tension, Momo and Dahyun abruptly announce that they’re going to the ice cream place down the street, offering to bring something back to which you decline.

They leave, the heavy door slamming shut behind them. You get exactly two seconds of peace and quiet before your phone starts going off like crazy, all from Jeongguk.

jeon you’re starting to piss me off jeon drop the attitude baby. jeon bc I can be just as mean as u jeon and I won’t hesitate to make you cry

You blink. Every ounce of your body that had been consumed with an unknown anger slowly fades away as you stare wide eyed at Jeongguk’s messages. This was nothing like the Jeongguk you knew; he was soft and playful. He never raised his voice at you, and he’d never been anything less than a sweetheart.

you I don’t have an attitude

Is your feeble reply, too scared to reply to any other part of his message because you truly had no experience with this Jeongguk.

jeon so then put your big girl pants on and tell me what’s wrong jeon enough w this other shit

You sigh, snuggling into your covers as you absentmindedly tap the back of your phone.

you nothing is wrong

He doesn’t reply for a couple minutes again, but Dahyun sends you a text letting you know her and Momo decided to go to an event on the other side of campus, and telling you not to wait up. You reply back a simple ok right as Jeongguk responds.

jeon ok. so let me tell you what’s wrong then jeon you’re mad bc I was speaking to Jisoo today and she asked abt coming over jeon she comes over all the time jeon bc she is my roommates girlfriend

Your mind goes blank.

How embarrassing to have your mind read word for word, even more so when apparently, your worries weren’t even plausible. God. Instantly you feel stupid, replaying today’s entire scene and trying desperately to find something to catch Jeongguk in a lie. But other than asking that one question, there had been no other interesting talk between the two.

Your phone pings again, and you scramble to type a response, only to freeze at the words on the screen

jeon what blows me is that i don’t even owe u shit especially not an explanation jeon u don’t give 2 flying fucks about me. U just like the attention I give u and watching me make a fool of myself for u jeon I bend over backwards chasing after you, trying to get you to notice me, but you’ve done nothing to show me u feel the same jeon but you’re the one allowed to get mad when I speak to other girls? like u said “ that’s funny ”

Oh, no. Immediately your heart comes crashing down, and your fingers tremble as you watch Jeongguk slip away right before your eyes.

you Jeongguk you it’s not like that please you I like you so much, it’s just hard for me to

jeon to what? Get over your stupid stereotype of me?? jeon lmfao. Yeah that must be sooo hard jeon it’s whatever tho bc I had one of u too jeon my dream girl

This is not what you expected when he said he’d make you cry.

“Honey, you just have to talk to him,” Momo says the next morning, pressing a cucumber slice onto your eyes. You flinch at the initial iciness, but then relax when she brushes your hair out of your face. You’d gone to sleep a wreck, crying and sobbing as you thought desperately on how to win Jeongguk back, but everything he had said was true.

You’d done nothing but reject him since the beginning, had only just begun treating him as a friend, yet you instantly placed the blame on him at the first signs of trouble. God, he was right. You’d been selfish this entire time, and now he wasn’t responding to your messages anymore.

Dahyun nods from her cocoon at the foot of your bed. “I’m sure it’ll be easier in person, text convos are always weird,” she tries to comfort you. “But keep those slices on, those bags under your eyes are no joke.”

Momo smacks her calf. “Be nice! She’s going through a crisis.”

Right as you’re about to pay for your meal and sprint back to hide in your dorm, you spot a coconut head of hair facing the windows in the far corner of the dining hall. Fuck. Faintly, you can hear Dahyun’s voice shouting for you to stop being a pussy and go talk to him. You pause by the exit, one leg in one leg out, before saying fuck it. If worse comes to worse, you transfer schools and live with heartbreak and three cats for the rest of your life.

“I-Is someone sitting here?” You say before you can chicken out, and mentally curse yourself for stuttering. Oh, the social horror.

Jeongguk visibly jumps at your voice, wide doe eyes staring at you as if he expected to never see you again. After all, it’s been a week since your little fight, three days since you last tried texting him. He shakes his head, turning his attention back to his plate, but not before tugging the hoodie of his sweater over his head in a classic self defensive tactic.

You slide into the seat, staring at the plate of food like you’ve never seen it in your life, never mind the fact you picked it out less than fifteen minutes ago. You accidentally scrape your fork against the bottom, and the both of you cringe.

Jeongguk clears his throat, hands clasped together between his thighs as he stares out the window. “Don’t you have work?” He asks, voice raspy.

You shake your head. “I took the week off,” you confess, hoping he doesn’t press for more, because then you’d have to tell him your reasoning was due to heartache.

“Oh. That’s nice,” he says, and then you fall into a pit of awkward silence.

You push the food around on your plate, hoping he’ll say something, anything to save the two of you. In the end, he stays silent, sleepily glancing out the windows.

When you look closer, though, Jeongguk doesn’t look much hot than you. He’s got the same bags as you under his eyes, and his hair looks messier than his usual messy style. The fact he’s wearing his blue crocs out in public only confirms your theory.

After a solid five minutes of silence, even your hungry stomach managing to stay quiet, you decide enough is enough.

You shift ever so slightly, until you’re somewhat facing him and clear your throat; Jeongguk barely spares you a glance. “The Preposterous Plight of the Purple Potty People,” you blurt. Jeongguk blinks, face slowly morphing into one of confusion. Your cheeks feel hot under his gaze, having missed his brown eyes in the past week. “It’s your favorite one,” you announce. “Of the Captain Underpants books.”

After a moment, Jeongguk snorts, turning his attention away from you. “You’re not gonna win me over with that,” he says curtly, and your heart tightens at his emotionless tone of voice.

But you’ve done your research, and you’re not letting it go to waste. “You like George more than Harold because you think he contributes more. You love the characterization of Mr. Krupp the most, but you hate his theme song. You think the cover art could use some work, but you enjoy the overall art style. You hated the movie adaptation because Kevin Hart was in it,” you list, recalling every bit of information you’ve ever heard Jeongguk share about the stupid novels.

There’s a small quirk in the corner of Jeongguk’s lips, but it’s not the one you’re aiming for, so you switch tactics. “You hate the smell of bananas because you don’t think it should have a smell. You can’t put your left sock on first, because it’s bad luck to you. Your mom still washes your sheets for you. You know the lyrics to the original Dragon Ball series in three languages. You like wearing rings because it makes you feel like a pimp. You hate when Hoseok calls you the baby, because, according to you, you bench press his weight times two.”

“And a half,” he softly corrects, gazing at his hands, cheeks slightly tinged with red. You bite your lip, tentatively reaching a hand out to place on his arm. He looks at you right away, doe eyes so vulnerable and scared, like nothing you’ve ever seen before.

“I said we barely knew each other, but that was a lie,” you chuckle humorlessly, suddenly feeling your eyes tear up just remembering the conversation. “I know so much about you because I love listening to you talk. I love hearing your voice, and watching you wrestle with your friends, and fight with Dahyun. But I never tell you,” you bite your lip, blinking your eyes to backtrack the tears.

“And you’re right, I made you do all the work and I’m sorry, but I’m just so scared, Jeongguk,” you admit, voice cracking on his name. Your press a hand over your mouth, trying to collect yourself. Suddenly, a soft hand gently pats your thigh, and you find yourself reaching down to tangle your fingers together. “You can have anyone, Jeongguk, and you obviously know this,” you sigh. “I’m scared that I won’t be enough for you.”

“Hey, it’s alright,” Jeongguk says, voice soft in the way you’ve missed so much. His hand, shaky and unsure, reaches up to brush a tear from the corner of your eye. “Look at me,” he commands, and you do. “I think we’re both stupid, because I feel like I’ve never been enough for you,” he confesses with a chuckle you try to replicate through sniffles.

Suddenly, he’s close, forehead pressed to yours. “And maybe it’s true,” he says. “You won’t be enough for me, and I’ve never been enough for you.” Your heart aches at his words. “But that’s okay,” he assures, squeezing your thigh between his fingers. “We don't have to be right now, but we can try.”

You nod, clamping down a sob. “God, I hate how optimistic you are,” you laugh, and he smiles, cupping your face in his hands.

“And I hate watching you cry,” he says, fingers wiping your cheeks. Before you can say what you’re thinking, he’s snatching the words right out of you, “yes, I know I said what I said, and I felt like such a dick typing it, I made Jimin flick my forehead right after.”

You giggle, and he beams that dreamy smile at you again. “I’m gonna kiss you now,” he announces, and your heart thunders in your chest faster than the wings of a hummingbird.

And he does.

“I don’t know, I think Kevin Hart sounds great in this,” you mention, and you feel the hard scoff Jeongguk lets out from your position cradled on his chest. “It’s not the worst thing in the world,” you defend.

“You’re sick,” he says, then pauses the Captain Underpants movie to engage in your third debate of the evening. You’re barely fifteen minutes in. “You think that weirdo did George justice? How? In what world?”

“Babe, it’s just a voice actor,” you placate. “No one died because Mr. Hart voiced him.”

Jeongguk splutters. “Mr. Hart—you don’t know this man! And something did die! My hopes for a sequel!”

You shush him, pressing your index finger to his lips. “Enough complaints, Rotten Tomatoes. We won’t even finish at this rate.”

Jeongguk hits play, grumbling under his breath.

Just as you’d predicted, you don’t even make it to the halfway mark before Jeongguk’s got you on your back, plush lips working yours until they’re bruised, tongue halfway down your throat. “The mov—“ you mumble.

“Fuck Mr. Hart,” Jeongguk says, kissing down your jaw like he can’t allow himself to miss a single spot. When he reaches the collar of your shirt, he wastes no time tugging it off of you. You whine, instinctively covering your chest. “Don’t be shy,” he chuckles, “here, look-,” he tugs his sweatshirt over his head, and you’re met with the strong muscles of his abdomen and pecs, “-twins.”

You roll your eyes. “Just kiss me, Mr. Jeon,” you tease, wrapping your hands around him to bring him closer. He chokes, and mumbles something about saving that for another time.

Before you know it, he’s kissing between your thighs, soft lips producing the most erotic sounds with every smooch he gives. “Can I take these off?” he asks, one lone finger creeping beneath the hem of your panties, right where your hip is. You nod, biting your lower lip hard the moment he begins sliding them down. His hands are soft as they glide over your legs, and when he finally tugs them away from your ankles, he wastes no time nudging your legs open for him.

“Don’t just look at it,” you whine, jabbing his ribs with your foot. Jeongguk grins.

“Sorry I stare, you’re just so pretty,” he smiles, and you muffle an annoyed groan into your palms. “Gonna eat you out now,” he announces, finally, and you uncover your face to watch the way he lowers his mouth onto your throbbing pussy, pink tongue coming out to lick at your clit.

The first press of the wet muscle has your toes curling, back arched. You’d been craving this for the longest, and just as you’d expect, it’s better than any fantasy. “Right there,” you moan, reaching down to tangle a hand in Jeongguk’s wavy hair, the other fisting the pillow beneath your head.

Jeongguk absorbs all your tiny reactions, toying with your clit just how you like it. He rolls his tongue around it, making sure every part has been in his mouth at least once. When he suctions his lips around it and moans like this was getting him off, your body melts. “Fuck,” you cry out, your thighs quivering around his head. Part of you wants to slam them shut, hide from his tongue and all its devious ministrations. But the other part has never felt so good in your entire life.

When Jeongguk decides he’s pampered your swollen clit enough, he gives it one final kiss, wet and slippery. “Good?” He smiles up at you, lips slick with your juices. You nod, probably already looking fucked out. He smirks at your response, and your heart backflips in your chest, when he reaches up to knot your fingers together.

He kisses your knuckle and you whine. “How many fingers do you want?” He asks, and you blurt out the first number you can think of.

“Eight,” you choke, and immediately flush in embarrassment afterwards.

Jeongguk laughs, dropping his head to your thigh in a fit of giggles. He looks absolutely ethereal there, soft brown hair sprawled across your skin like an angel. “Smaller numbers, baby, please,” he chuckles. You shrug, so he decides for you. “How about I just use my tongue instead?” You think you might love him.

He settles back down, lips pressing against your mound one final time, before he’s diving in. You mewl right away, body becoming one with the mattress beneath you at the first brush of his tongue.

“Oh, Jeongguk,” you gasp, hands burying themselves in his scalp again. He hums in response, and the sound has every nerve in your body lighting up. His tongue prods against your folds, slowly licking his way deeper and deeper into your cunt.

The worst comes when he sighs against your pussy, literally sighs, like he’s so blessed to be there. “You’re s-so good at this,” you cry out, trembling fingers twisting his hair so tightly that you manage to pull him off just an inch. He pinches your thigh in warning, before stuffing his tongue into you again, absolutely plunging into the depths of your hole.

Just when you think he couldn’t possibly outdo this, he jolts up suddenly, nose brushing against your clit. His eyes go wide for the slightest second, as if he really hadn’t planned that, before flickering at you.

To your utter embarrassment, he takes one long whiff, eyes rolling to the back of his head in pleasure.

He pulls away from your dripping hole. “You smell so fucking good,” he informs you, spreading a fiery blush across your cheeks.

“Thanks?” You say, and he grins, shuffling onto his knees all of a sudden. You mope the loss of his tongue on your pussy, but forget about it the second he reaches for his desk and returns with a condom.

He tears the foil packet open with gentle hands, eyes weirdly zeroed in on that only. You nudge his hip, and when he meets your gaze, he instantly averts it. Like he’s suddenly shy.

Oh he was gonna be the death of you.

You tug his boxers down and get to revel in more of those bashful glances, but you soon forget about that when he grips his rock hard member in one hand, jacking it to its full potential. “Ready?” He says, one hand gripping your hip, the other his cock. You nod, and then shift up onto your elbows to watch him sink into you.

You can barely keep your eyes open, the second the tip of his cock brushes against you your eyes roll back into your head. You moan, letting yourself flop back against the mattress, chest heaving with each inch he sinks in. “Fuck, you’re big,” you cry, biting down on your fist.

Jeongguk chuckles. “Yeah?” He grunts, and then stills as he waits for you to catch your breath. He gives you exactly four seconds before he’s thrusting the remainder of the way in.

Your back arches off the bed, a high-pitched moan ripping itself out of your throat. “Jeon!”

“Relax, relax,” he croons, releasing your hip to lean over you, peppering your face in kisses. You’re heaving for air, so overwhelmed with emotions. “You’re doing so good for me, doll,” he comforts, kissing every inch of you until you regain your wits. “So wet and warm for me, you have no idea how bad I wanna just ram my cock into your tight, little pussy.”

You huff, heart still skipping by the time you grow familiar with the sheer size of his dick inside of you. When you’ve finally come back down to earth, eyes fluttering at Jeongguk, he gives you one affirmative nod before he begins really fucking you.

He starts carefully, like he’s afraid he’ll break you with one push. You’re thankful that he’s at least somewhat aware of his own bear strength, but you’d prefer if he picked up the pace. Before you can file a complaint, he’s hiking your thigh up onto the crease of his elbow, and ramming himself into you.

“Could already hear some smart ass comment coming,” he groans, snapping his hips into you with a newfound intensity. You moan, trying desperately to reciprocate some movements back.

“Wasn’t gonna say anything,” you gasp, fingernails digging into the skin of his shoulders, scratching lone lines down his back. Jeongguk snorts, pushing in, and then grinding your pelvises together deliciously.

He rolls his eyes, then chooses that exact moment to capture your lips in his. You groan softly, body boneless beneath him at the gentle way he kisses you, like his entire life depends on this single kiss.

When he finally releases your lips, he’s huffing against your mouth, hips having not stopped a single time. You know he’s tired and so riled up; you’d felt the brush of his half-hard member from the moment you first laid down to watch the movie.

But Jeongguk was a gentleman, through and through. You’d felt the brush of his cock, and heard the thundering of his heart, but he hadn’t pushed you further a single time. He basked in your presence, waiting until you crept your hand beneath his shirt to finally pounce.

“I’m close,” you tell him, reaching down to toy with your clit. Jeongguk had treated it like the finest treasure earlier, but now your gentle caresses feel mediocre compared to the way he’d touched it. Jeongguk nods, the tips of his wavy hair sticking to his forehead and the back of his neck. You abandon your quest to finish yourself off and focus on brushing his hair away from his face. “You’re so good to me,” you moan, lightly picking the corner of his mouth. “Don’t deserve you.”

He rams his cock into you, the arm not holding up your thigh weakening, until he’s leaning on his forearm over you. “Don’t say that,” he chokes out, and you wonder if his orgasm is as close as yours.

A particular brush of his cock against your cervix has you seeing stars, thighs clenching around him. “Just a little bit—more,” you beg, body writhing beneath him, pushing yourself up to meet his thrusts.

“So perfect,” he praises, kissing along your jaw. “Come for me, baby.”

You nod, but not before cupping his face in your hands, and pressing a sweet kiss to his lips. He makes a soft little sound of surprise, smile pressed against your mouth, and the heat in your abdomen finally explodes. You disassociate for all of one second, consumed in a wave of bliss never before heard of, his pistoning thrusts working you through it.

You nearly cry from how good it feels, throwing an arm around his neck to pull him closer. You’re babbling like an idiot, saying shit you won’t remember later. What you do recall is the chuckles Jeongguk had muffled against your neck, hips never faltering as he chased his own high.

He finds it a few beats later, the muscles of his back suddenly going rigid. He moans your name, somehow making it sound like it’s the best song in the world, before his hips begin stuttering in their mission. He eventually goes slack, slumped over you without completely crushing you beneath the weight of his muscles.

By the time you’ve fully recovered, he’s sliding out of you. Right as you go to speak, he stuffs two fingers into your sensitive cunt. “Jeon!” You wail, reaching down to push him away before you come again.

He snickers. “What? It’d be a waste to let it out,” he says, letting go when he’s decided he’s done his job, popping the digits into his mouth. You groan, trying to quell the excitement that builds in your chest from watching him suck your cum off his fingers.

“You’re the worst,” you sigh, snatching his t-shirt off the edge of the bed to tug over your bare form. Jeongguk tugs his underwear back on, retrieving yours from where he’d flung them across the room. When you’re settled into the blankets again, you’re not expecting the laptop to return as well. You raise a questioning eyebrow.

Jeongguk shrugs, nestling into your chest. “Hit play, this is when Professor Poopy Pants begins attacking the city.”

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devildomz · 4 years

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Answer the questions and tag 11 people you want to know better!

was tagged by @indiavolojones but a couple other ppl tagged me afterwards so let’s go

1. What do you prefer to be called namewise?

I’m not picky i usually just go by any play on Andrew someone wants to use so whatever’s fine

2. When is your birthday?

so you can look up my sign and explain to me which planet gave me emotional trauma and what my personal faults are? nice try

3. Where do you live? (You can just give the country’s or state name if you’re not comfortable with sharing the city name)

midwestern USA but i wont tell u where unless you also live in midwestern USA so we can argue about the correct way to say soda/pop/coke since we’re so heavily divided

4. Three things you are doing right now?

Im playing hamtaro and focusing only on hamtaro he deserves my full attention

5. Four fandoms that have your peak interest right now?

obey me is unfortunately quarantine hyperfixation

6. How has this pandemic been treating you?

honestly not good I need to open art commissions soon :(

7. A song you can’t stop listening to right now?

slowed down version of moondust by jaymes young Ive literally not been able to stop listening to it and thinking about pacific rim au my mind is deteriorating.

8. Recommend a movie

MOONLIGHT (2012) DIR. BARRY JENKINS

9. How old are you?

10. School, university, occupation or other

other I was working but now -_-

11. Do you prefer heat or cold?

Its way easier to be cold than to be hot because if you’re too cold you can put more stuff on but if you’re too hot you just have to suffer because you can’t take your skin off or anything. a defect in the evolutionary process of humanity is that we absorb heat and dispell it via explosive streams of fire anyway I don’t prefer either but gun to my head cold. I wish I was a volcano

12. Name one fact about you that others might find unusual

lDK Im not sure whats considered unusual. I have to eat sandwiches all around the crust/edge and then the middle

13. Are you shy?

No lol

14. Do you have preferred pronouns?

not really I usually just use they/them or he/him at the moment because thats easier/what people tend to default to but anything’s fine idrc

15. Biggest pet peeves?

When people do that cutesy pupper/doggo/smol talk or whatever its called

16. What is your favourite “-dere” type?

had to look up a list but kuudere or hinedere i like ‘em mean & distant

17. Rate your life 1-10. 1 being crappy, 10 being amazing.

im only 22 how am i supposed to rate something so subjective idk like a 6 or 7 i guess

18. What is your main blog?

you’re looking at it

19. List your side blogs and what they are used for.

oc askblog

20. One thing you think people should know about you before they become your friends?

we HAVE to watch at least one bad movie together on call at some point. like EXTREMELY bad

im not tagging 11 people but if u want to @sigils @mcwrath @dustails @leviastans @devilstree (2 in 1) @hellsauceramen @showbonyan

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gotatext · 4 years

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hllo ! i’m nora ( she / her, 24, gmt ) crawling back to this rp once more like the dirty sewer slug i am !! i just can’t get enough, baybeyyy ! u may remember me frm such roles as alma putnam, rory bergstrom, bridget matusiak or greta o’driscoll 2 name jst a few.... sure there were more over these long years, bt the show must go on.... this is mimi, she’s dogmatic, tenacious n single-minded 2 the point of recklessness, she doesn’t like handouts n she’s funding her degree through her onlyfans account n moaning abt shit on tiktok. we love 2 see it !! slam that like button n i’ll creep into ur DMs like the slippery worm i am OR u can discord me at that bitch carole baskin#8664. a humble pinterest.

『ALEXA DEMIE ❙ CIS-FEMALE 』 ⟿ looks like MIMI MARTÍNEZ is here for HER SOPHOMORE year as an ARCHITECTURE AND SOCIAL ANTHROPOLOGY student. SHE is 22 years old & known to be STRONG-WILLED, GOAL-ORIENTED, ARROGANT & EASILY BORED. They’re living in MORIS, so if you’re there, watch out for them. ⬳ nora. 24. gmt. she/her.

this is p embarassing but i actually originally wrote mimi for a discord rp based around love island asgjag dont laugh at me but it was so chaotic n someone deleted it w-out telling any of us so i lost her bio.... all her threads....e verythin.... it was mad. but anyway we startin from scratch w this intro so bare with

mimi is a really extra character so when trying to flesh her out i thot of the most extra thing i could do n made a colour coded mindmap with watercolour paints detailing her values, aesthetics and early life. shoot me

background: she grew up in a trailer home in boulder city, abt half an hour from vegas. her mom had worked in a vegas casino for most of her 20s but relocated to boulder city for a slower pace of life / lower crime rate when she started having kids. mimi has 2 older brothers n she’s the youngest. has that invulnerable younger sibling complex n basically thinks nothing can touch her. very confident in her own intelligence and her ability to get shit done

has mexican ancestry on her mom’s side. doesn’t know her dad. was raised with spanish catholic principals n found it all very stained glass windows and extra n that’s why she was kinda drawn to the decadence of vegas and all these massively high key aesthetics, like dia de les muertos was her fave thing growin up just bcos the pure feel of the festival and painting a sugar skull on her face n being able to party on the streets in a flower crown where everyone was kinda anonymous but together in this celebration

in boulder city her mom worked as a carer as there’s a lot of retirees there. mimi really resented the slow pace of life, longed for some fucking energy n life. she was a cheerleader in school but outside of school there wsn’t much to do except practise stunts and go on bike rides. occasionally they’d get dressed up and catch a bus to henderson, the next biggest city for them to get tht sweet night life

her teenage years consisted mostly of hanging around the renovated motel blocks used as housing projects n tanning by the pool. very florida project if you’ve seen that. she reminds me a lot of the mum in that. also she started working as an avon rep going door-to-door when she was 16 bcos she wanted to have her own income. like as young as 14 she’d decided she was smart enough to go to college but she didn’t have the money n her family didn’t really see it as a worthwhile thing, her mom was very like the mom from matilda “you chose books.... i chose looks!” which i think is where a lot of mimi’s more shallow / appearance-driven traits come from

wasn’t really ‘cool’ until high school. before that she was a bit of a lisa simpson type. won a spelling bee when she was 9. was in the mathletes squad in middle school. when she went from middle school to high school she started cheer and tried to reinvent herself basically. always been very concerned with social mobility and keen to socially climb, like when she enters a new situation she’ll find out who the alphas are and quickly try n befriend them

when she turned 18 she moved out and went to vegas despite her mom hating the idea bcos it was everything she’d tried to get her kids away from. she worked in the clubs there for several years as a shot girl, a table dancer, n eventually she started workin behind the bar in a strip club. in the club it ws really hard to resist becoming a dancer bcos of the sheer amount they made in tips. no one really pressured her into it she just eventually decided tht it was way more logical to do it while she was young n fit and had the stamina and ppl were willing to pay to see her body so she started taking pole fitness lessons. she also started working as a cam girl around this time

working in vegas strip clubs is basically whats paid for uni. like she didn’t go at 18 like most of her friends did bcos she didn’t have the money and she didn’t want to feel indebted to a college like she had to compete for her place and not put a toe out of line bcos she was on a scholarship. she was determined to pay her own way and it took 4 years of working really hard and saving n even tho she was working in vegas she basically never went out bcos every penny she had needed to go on uni n thts how we get to radcliffe baybeeyy

part 2 - interior / values / personality

values: the aesthetic !! literally loves the aesthetic so much. everything she owns is super embellished, she’s a pop socket gal, her dell laptop is covered in glitzy stickers, she always has acrylics n probs makes nail art videos on tiktok. really tuned into tiny details like painting a little hello kitty above her eye which translates into her degree when she’s doing small-scale mockups of town plans n stuff... she jst puts so much detail into them. ppl often get surprised when she tells them she does architecture but it makes so much sense bcos she grew up in a trailer park n was always thinking about ways the space could be more efficiently used, like she loves re-conceptualising neighbourhoods, definitely spent hours on sims as a kid. she also grew up near hoover dam n so loads of school trips they just took them there n she was like.... this is tight but it could be cooler.... where’s the passion....

massively into photography, has such a neat instagram feed like everything just compliments the tones in the next post like mMMM. idk if any of u know any architecture students but this is literally the one constant i can find…. like they all have super good instagrams feeds. is that bitch that will take 40 fake candids of u in a row at different angles to get u the perfect profile picture cos she understands the importance of marketing urself and having an online #brand

has wire rimmed glasses that she doesn’t need to see BUT they r like a magnifying glass for when she’s working with really small materials to do a mock up of an urban plan, and also just sometimes wears them for the aesthetic bc she’s such a pinterest bitch

assassination nation is such a big mood. literally the aesthetics of that and lily colson’s whole brand of feminism and nudity not being inherently sexual but at the same time wanting to profit off that bcos why the fuck shouldnt she use a corrupt system to her advantage is incredibly mimi

literally a human personification of a bratz doll both in attitude and fashion sense

somehow simultaneously gansey in the raven cycle AND elle woods in legally blonde? the two genders

values cont bc i started rambling: her independence and freedom. being the best at any given task she sets her mind to accomplish because she is unable to accept failure. social mobility. sexual liberation. interested in the psychology of sub-cultures and how ppl form groups and interact w each other and cult identities which is why she minors in anthropology. pro-choice. pro-weed legalisation. pro-sex worker rights. very activist.

aesthetics tht remind me of her: von dutch. a strappy cami top that says ‘please do not do coke in the bathroom’. low-waisted jeans that show off her belly button piercing. acrylic nails tapping against a heavily embellished second-hand dell laptop. heart shaped sunglasses in every colour. translucent stripper heels with barbie doll heads and plastic spiders in the heel. spraying champagne you cant afford all over the walls. narcotics in a heart shaped locket. an amazon wishlist full of lingerie linked on your tinder profile. sex tapes recorded on VCR. a religious devotion to waxing clinics. necking shots like you were born to do it.

she’s an enfj type which makes her pretty charismatic and confidence, like she has a fierce kind of energy to her, but she’s also super unwilling to accept criticism, dogmatic and can only really see her own way of thinking, quite ruthless when it comes 2 other ppls emotions despite having a poor control of her own and being prone to turbulence / throwin a bitch fit in the craft lab. easily bored. competitive. self-assured to the point of arrogance. forceful. adaptable. usually more rational than emotional but occasionally loses the ability to make rational decisions when blinded by a need for perfectionism.

very goal-oriented. money motivates her. money and clothes. she wants to look bomb while earning big bucks. when she gets her mind set on a project it literally consumes her she will forget to eat and sleep? i don’t know her. like when a final design project is due for architecture she’ll be up all night doing adderall and speed to keep her awake working on the placement of a single tree for ages cos its gotta be perfect

loves chaos. will spill your secrets and pretend it was an accident. will always be that gif of kim kardashian sipping her tea while drama unfolds around her. lives for the drama like that gifset of bratz when she comes running and gets her phone out to record a fight.

im makin her sound like a really bad person but hopefully she’ll be somewhat likeable she can be very charismatic and endearing and she’s naturally quite funny. also now she’s finally in college and doesn’t have to worry so much about money she actually allows herself to party n bcos she denied herself of it for so long she kinda makes up for it by going p wild like will be the girl climbing on to stage to crowd surf at gigs or doing a summersault off the bar and being escorted out by bouncers, thats the energy were looking at, pure dionysian hedonistic impulse

really gd at talking her way out of shit like parking fines. so good at being an ‘im baby’ girl and often dumbs herself down to figures of authority to appear less like a threatening ball-breaker and more like a confused fiat 500 girl who didn’t know red meant stop she thought it meant slow down

listens almost exclusively to female artists. has fergalicious on repeat when she does squats infront of the mirror n just the biggest fergie stan. also lana del rey’s whole vibe is massive mimi energy

ok ya thats all i have for now..... hopefully this is somewhat coherent and not just garbage.

#radintro #plot w me bitches #im fun n love quarantine sadness

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anti-pasto · 4 years

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for the 200 ask thingy, i actually dare you to do all of them. :D

delgaskarthalexhere we go, anon:

200: My crush’s name is: I don’t have one right now, I don’t get them often (if I ever had a crush at all)

199: I was born in: 2003

198: I am really: A 2005 emo kid x a 2008 scene kid x a 2014 tumblr fangirl x Kyle himself

197: My cellphone company is: Apple

194: My ring size is: Honestly? No idea. Propose to me with a sword.

193: My height is: Somewhere between 5′7″ and 5′8″

192: I am allergic to: Nothing I’m aware of

191: My 1st car was: 94 Station Wagon, by request

190: My 1st job was: being this funny is a full-time gig

189: Last book you read: Bone Gap by Laura Ruby

188: My bed is: “made”

187: My pet: I have a cat, I love her very much and I will show her to you if you dm me a cursed image

186: My best friend: We don’t use “best friend” for personal reasons, but they’ve been with me since I was 5 so, my one and only Bro

185: My favorite shampoo is: anything with “silky smooth” or “strawberries” on the bottle. i’m not that picky anymore.

184: Xbox or ps3: xbox or ps4 xbox

183: Piggy banks are: really useful

182: In my pockets: wallet, keys, phone, earbuds, black pen/pencil, earplugs, mini flashlight

181: On my calendar: i’m meeting a friend for smoothies tomorrow

180: Marriage is: something we shouldn’t push so much onto people. it’s a declaration of love, not an end-all fix-all to your life. i can’t ever see myself getting married but who knows!

179: Spongebob can: continue to be a relevant meme

178: My mom: i mean. we function. i can’t really complain about my family at large but i am defiantly looking forward to living literally as far away from them as i can.

177: The last three songs I bought were? psh, you think i pay for music? (folie a deux, lake effect kid, believers never die volume two) (those are albums but its okay)

176: Last YouTube video watched: I watched Markiplier play Uno

175: How many cousins do you have? 11? 12? I lost count

174: Do you have any siblings? I have a brother

173: Are your parents divorced? Nope!

172: Are you taller than your mom? Yes, I have been for a while

171: Do you play an instrument? dude HECK yeah! i vibe on piano, guitar, ukulele, clarinet, and im a drum major

170: What did you do yesterday? I went on a drive by myself.

[ I Believe In ]

169: Love at first sight: Nope.

168: Luck: Yes, but luck is something that can be engineered

167: Fate: To an extent

166: Yourself: I’d say overall, yeah. I still have doubts tho

165: Aliens: Mmmmmm yeah

164: Heaven: Yes

163: Hell: Yes

162: God: Yeup

161: Horoscopes: without an ounce of truth, they would have died a long time ago

160: Soul mates: the greeks had seven words for love. i think we have multiple soul mates to fit each of those categories. there are definitely people we’re just meant to vibe with

159: Ghosts: i want to say yes but i really dont know

158: Gay Marriage: yes. its 2020. grow up.

157: War: in theory? no. war is kinda messed up. in reality? not everyone is going to be down to nice diplomatic conflict resolution, and not everyone is just gonna leave people *countries* they don’t like alone, so...

156: Orbs: ??? energies are real

155: Magic: vibes are real

[ This or That ]

154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs

153: Drunk or High: i am a child of jesus

152: Phone or Online: online

151: Red heads or Black haired: irdc but black hair bc i am Emo

150: Blondes or Brunettes: blonde?? ig?? easier to dye

149: Hot or cold: hot weather + cold rooms

148: Summer or winter: summer

147: Autumn or Spring: autum (screw spring)

146: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla

145: Night or Day: night

144: Oranges or Apples: oranges (better to share with homies)

143: Curly or Straight hair: i dont care but curly

142: McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonald give iced coffee

141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: dark chocolate

140: Mac or PC: pc for vidgya gaemes

139: Flip flops or high heals: ...converse. please. i cant walk properly in either of those

138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor

137: Coke or Pepsi: pepsi

136: Hillary or Obama: this is kinda outdated but obama

135: Burried or cremated: cremated i aint watch spn for nothin

134: Singing or Dancing: singing. at least that gets better with practice

133: Coach or Chanel: chanel (thank u mr frank ocean and also the neighborhood)

132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: whomst

131: Small town or Big city: big city and if you say small town you’ve never lived in a small town

130: Wal-Mart or Target: target

129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: who tf is this

128: Manicure or Pedicure: idk dude probably pedicure i don’t like people touching my hands and i use them for too much to get my nails done

127: East Coast or West Coast: hnngggggggg west coast has more to do but east coast has better beaches and

126: Your Birthday or Christmas: birthday

125: Chocolate or Flowers: chocolate bc then i can give u some

124: Disney or Six Flags: ive only been to disney so disney (though i AM a HARDCORE rollercoaster stan so it wouldnt take much for me to say six flags)

123: Yankees or Red Sox: what

[ Here’s What I Think About ]

122: War: unfortunately sometimes necessary but not as a first resort i went over this already

121: George Bush: is that the shoe guy?

120: Gay Marriage: be gay. do crime. kiss wife. or husband. or partner. basically, hell yeah

119: The presidential election: america need 2 b single and focus on herself

118: Abortion: pro-choice and that choice should be made by the one carrying the baby

117: MySpace: tumblr’s dad

116: Reality TV: don’t talk to about abt this

115: Parents: disgusting. go to therapy.

114: Back stabbers: if you’re gonna stab me in the back, pull my lungs through my ribcage bc that’s what my ancestor’s ghosts are gonna do to you (thanks great (x a few times) grandma viking ily thanks for the hair:) )

113: Ebay: good for merch and selling books

112: Facebook: zuck my dick, data-theif

111: Work: i like doing work? like- i enjoy completing tasks and seeing my hard work pay off? it’s not that bad?

110: My Neighbors: old. boring. want me to babysit for free.

109: Gas Prices: i cant really complain rn they’re kinda low and im a little broke so

108: Designer Clothes: i vibe to them, honestly

107: College: not for everyone but definitely for me

106: Sports: marching band is a sport marching band is a sport marching band is a sport marching band is a sport marching band is a sport but only technically speaking though you can make fair comparisons to sports such as cheer, and gymnastics where the idea is to put on a show and receive a score in the form of competition.

105: My family: disgusting

104: The future: the future doesn’t exist

[ Last time I ]

103: Hugged someone: god, don’t ask me this

102: Last time you ate: uhhh like 9 hours ago? it was dinner and i had pizza

101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: three or four weeks ago by best bro came to visit and we vibed

100: Cried in front of someone: i finished twist and shout at school at the end of a very bad week. it was only a few tears but that’s as close as i get to crying

99: Went to a movie theater: whenever the last star wars movie came out

98: Took a vacation: last year i went to dc over summer break to see the Smithsonian, it was a lot of fun. i was supposed to go to altanta and florida this year but that didn’t happen for reasons

97: Swam in a pool: last week

96: Changed a diaper: never

95: Got my nails done: never

94: Went to a wedding: its been at least 6 years dude

93: Broke a bone: never, somehow

92: Got a peircing: nope

91: Broke the law: technically, yesterday. 55 is too slow

90: Texted: just now

[ MISC ]

89: Who makes you laugh the most: the person in my snap named “junior”

88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my cat

87: The last movie I saw: probably into the spiderverse

86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: things going back to normal. or somewhat normal. i need school to have a schedule bc i absolutely cannot force myself to function without outside influence

85: The thing im not looking forward to: ironically, school in the fall. the way we’re going back is going to wreck me more than lockdown already has

84: People call me: i only ft one of my bros and they know who tf they are if you ask to ft you’re getting fuckin blocked mate i dont do that shit video calls are for WORK and SCHOOL thats IT. but ppl call me by my nickname irl, i go by screech on here.

83: The most difficult thing to do is: listen to my parent’s political opinions? live in a small town? force myself to be productive without a physical influence and reminder? put up with that one dude?

82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope

81: My zodiac sign is: scoprio/leo/gemini

80: The first person i talked to today was: the potential bassist for our potential band?

79: First time you had a crush: uhh im still not sure if it was a crush but i wanted them to myself and they wanted (and got) someone better. we were just friends so it doesn’t really matter

78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: the person on snap named “the great oracle”

77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: yesterday, it was my brother

76: Right now I am talking to: in order of snap names, “vibin ~[^.^]~”, “russian umbrella”, and “mom” (not really)

75: What are you going to do when you grow up: hopefully, a job that makes me happy

74: I have/will get a job: as soon as i know what’s going on with school. but like as an adult? wherever will hire me and pay my fairly. being a barista would be fun, but at a local place (not in my current town)

73: Tomorrow: ???? time for bad poetry: tomorrow i will see my friend/ admist this lasting chaos/ we will be each other’s solitude/ while sharing fruity drinks/ and when we both come home/ a smile we will bring

72: Today: idk what this means so more poetry: today i will be sleep deprived as always/ i will think of them and weep/ but no tears will fall from my eyes/ for i know there is a reason/ we went our own way

71: Next Summer: i fr dont know whats goin on so: next summer i will be/ as happy as can be/ because i will be in pain no longer/ the earth is sure to heal/ and i will heal with her/ so i can enjoy/ the heatwave of next summer

70: Next Weekend: next weekend i will spend/ my days wasting away/ maybe ill finish hannibal/ again/ not that serial killers make the dopamine stay/ i will not see my friends/ or talk to my family/ i will seldom eat/ and live off coffee/ this has been my life/ all quarintine/ god someone please help me

69: I have these pets: i have four cats, three chickens, and a dog

68: The worst sound in the world: my dad and grandpa talking

67: The person that makes me cry the most is: Them

66: People that make you happy: snap name time: the great oracle, junior, vibin ~[^.^]~, russian umbrella, mom, hero, booby-king 48, go to bed, son, pooper trooper, mac&cheese, plain egg biscuit, apple pie

65: Last time I cried: i dont cry bitch (last week over officals that cant make up they gottdamned mindes)

64: My friends are: my family and i would die for each and all of them

63: My computer is: an old hp but it play gaemes real good so it okie

62: My School: is trash but the band pops off

61: My Car: old, fast, clean

60: I lose all respect for people who: are my dad

59: The movie I cried at was: i cried over big hero six

58: Your hair color is: blonde

57: TV shows you watch: supernatural, good omens, hannibal, parks and rec

56: Favorite web site: this hellsite or youtube

55: Your dream vacation: out of the country with beautiful beaches, amazing food, and my best friend

54: The worst pain I was ever in was: the time i split the back of my head open, the time i split my chin open, and the time my then best friend said they didn’t want to talk to me anymore. i’ll let you guess which one hurt the most and which one i think about every fucking day

53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium or medium well.

52: My room is: clean and a reflection of myself, or so i’ve been told

51: My favorite celebrity is: i do not engage in celebrity worship. ill follow them and reblog gifs/interviews but i dont really have a favorite. the less i know abt them the better.

50: Where would you like to be: my own apartment in nyc

49: Do you want children: FUCK THEM KIDS BRO

48: Ever been in love: i dont know if it was love. i dont know if it was a crush. what i do know id that i was attached and they didn’t feel the same, and why would they?

47: Who’s your best friend: we dont really use best friend bc but “the great oracle” “junior” and “vibin ~[^.^]~”

46: More guy friends or girl friends: its 50/50

45: One thing that makes you feel great is: goin fast, the beach, playin video games

44: One person that you wish you could see right now: them

43: Do you have a 5 year plan: go to college, earn degree

42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: commit arson

41: Have you pre-named your children: FUCK. THEM. KIDS. BRO.

40: Last person I got mad at: they do not understand that they do not know everything about something they’re not even involved in yet

39: I would like to move to: new zealand

38: I wish I was a professional: artist? musican? youtuber? who knows

[ My Favorites ]

37: Candy: nerds

36: Vehicle: 1970 mustang gt

35: President: jfk only bc his assassination is the only good thing abt american history the rest of it is fucked up and shouldn’t have happened. also jfk’s song in assassians the musical goes hard

34: State visited: california

33: Cellphone provider: verizon? apple? idfk

32: Athlete: what is sport

31: Actor: i don't watch shows or movies

30: Actress: i do not consume media

29: Singer: alex gaskarth or alexander deleon

28: Band: fall out boy

27: Clothing store: hot topic (i will not apologize)

26: Grocery store: okay harris teeter fucks but lidil’s has aloe vera juice and target at 9 pm energy so idk man

25: TV show: supernatural...

24: Movie: big hero 6

23: Website: tumblr or youtube

22: Animal: snow leopard

21: Theme park: busch gardens bc roller coaster go fast

20: Holiday: christmas

19: Sport to watch: snowboarding bc its like skateboarding but on snow

18: Sport to play: anything with havy footwork (marching band is a sport)

17: Magazine: i do not condume media

16: Book: the ranger’s apprentice series as a whole makes up my all-time one favorite book

15: Day of the week: friday bc its game day baybey

14: Beach: cocoa beach in florida but also i have so much left to experience

13: Concert attended: i havent been to any notable gigs but i was supposed to go to hella mega

12: Thing to cook: pancakes

11: Food: pizza or shushi

10: Restaurant: chiplote

9: Radio station: i like my local rock station and my local edm/top 40 station

8: Yankee candle scent: anything smoky or vanilla idc

7: Perfume: chanel no. 5 if i even wear it

6: Flower: Hydrangea

5: Color: orange

4: Talk show host: cecil palmer

3: Comedian: john maulaney

2: Dog breed: yes

1: Did you answer all these truthfully? ;)

That was a trip. But it was fun, please do things like this more often. Also, I don’t consume media by choice. I’m not sheltered I just can’t be bothered, and I have enough going on. That being said I will now be sleeping. Thanks again, Anon, I hope you have fun reading this :D

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aphroditeurl · 7 years

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If I'm doing all the asks then so are you.

>.> fineeee

1. If you didn’t have to sleep, what would you do with the extra time?

Play video games, I’m not gonna lie about that.

2. What’s your favourite piece of clothing you own/owned?

I have a black dress I bought for myself a couple years ago that makes me look like a badass Bond villain. And I look sexy as all hell in it.

3. What hobby would you get into if time and money weren’t an issue?

I want to make custom dolls idk

4. What would your perfect room look like?

PINK i’m a fucking girly girl

5. How often do you play sports?

Never...I am not into sports. Watching others though is fun

6. What fictional place would you most like to go?

Diagon Alley

7. What job would you be terrible at?

Anything involving math. So I would make an awful accountant.

8. If you could turn any activity into an Olympic sport, what would you have a good chance at winning medal for?

Being sick apparently...nah I’m pretty good at graphic design I think

9. When was the last time you climbed a tree?

I am afraid of heights so never

10. What is the most annoying habit other people have?

loud chewing, I will want to murder you I Promise

11. What job do you think you’d be good at?

Anything with animals, I have a passion for them

12. What skill would you like to master?

A different language. Being bi-lingual would be cool. I hate English.

13. What would be the most amazing adventure to go on?

Oh fuck I want to travel. Even to places considered “dangerous”. I want to go everywhere, I have A NEED. I’m a sucker for those exploration videos on youtube.

14. If you had unlimited funds to build a house that you would live in for the rest of your life, what would the finished house look like?

Firstly it would be a beach house because I love water and beaches. Secondly, it’d have at least four bedrooms, maybe six. And a full sized basement. I want it to look Magical As Fuck. For reasons. There will be an aquarium in it.

15. What’s your favourite drink?

Coke. The drink.

16. What state or country do you never want to go back to?

I miss Michigan a lot. I loved it there.

17. What songs have you completely memorized?

A lot?? too vague

18. What game or movie universe would you most like to live in?

STARDEW VALLEY. Sustainable farming is sexy.

19. What do you consider to be your best friend?

@sedris-the-meme-king

20. Are you usually early or late?

Early. Like twenty minutes early. Anxiety fuels me.

21. What pets did you have while you were growing up?

A lot of cats, a few dogs, hamsters, and a couple bunnies. I love animals.

22. When people come to you for help, what do they usually want help with?

Relationship advice

23. What takes up too much of your time?

Depression

24. What do you wish you knew more about?

Space law. Which is weird. The concept of space really scares me but it’s also a little fascinating.

25. What would be your first question after waking up from being cryogenically frozen for 100 years?

“is my cat ok?”

26. What are some small things that make your day better?

Getting random texts from ppl.

27. Who’s your go to band or artist when you cannot decide on something to listen to?

Rihanna or Halsey

28. What’s the best way to start the day?

By sleeping in a little longer

29. What shows are you into?

Anything that’s paranormal, pretty much anything on TLC, Gordon Ramsey is Good

30. Who has impressed you most with what they’ve accomplished?

@floating-in-the-dark for being a good bean

31. What age do you wish you could permanently be?

18. That was a fun age dude.

32. What TV show or movie do you refuse to watch?

13 Reasons Why, Game of Thrones, I’m petty

33. What would be your ideal way to spent the weekend?

Video games, ice cream, kissing, things of that nature, maybe going to the movies, exploring a haunted abandoned hospital, casual things you know

34. What is something that is considered a luxury, but you don’t think you could live without?

My phone

35. What’s your claim to fame?

Idk what this means???

36. What’s something you like to do the old-fashioned way?

Dating. I’m sort of a cliche geek ok.

37. What’s your favourite genre of book or movie?

Horror for movie and fantasy for books

38. What have you only recently formed an opinion about?

God phoning. Non-pagans won’t get this.

39. What’s the best single day on the calendar?

The first of every month because it feels sorta refreshing

40. What are you interested in that most people haven’t heard of?

Sexual education

that’s a joke but I am also serious

41. How do you relax after a hard day of work?

I watch youtube videos and play some games, or RP

42. What was the best book or series that you’ve ever read?

The Maze Runner. Sorta corny but it was enjoyable.

43. What’s the farthest you’ve ever been from home?

California. 10/10 would go back.

44. What is the most heartwarming thing you’ve ever seen?

“I would blink” out of context this makes no sense but it meant a lot to me in context

45. What is the most annoying question people ask you?

“Are you SURE you’re __ age?” I am small, I sound 12, but yes I promise I AM TWENTY

46. What could you give a 30-minute presentation on with absolutely no preparation?

Harry Potter at any given moment. Esp Draco Malfoy.

47. What is something you think everyone should do at least once in their lives?

Tbh??? Move away to a completely new place that you have no connections in. That sounds crazy stupid but really, it was the best choice I ever made.

48. Would you rather go hang gliding or whitewater rafting?

Whitewater rafting

49. What’s your dream car?

1967 Thunderbird bitches

50. What’s worth spending more on to get the best?

Make-up, and bath stuff

51. What is something that a ton of people are obsessed with but you just don’t get the point of?

Game of Thrones lmao

52. What are you most looking forward to in the next 10 years?

School. I can’t wait to start college in the fall.

53. Where is the most interesting place you’ve been?

UP Michigan

54. What’s something you’ve been meaning to try but just haven’t gotten around to it?

There are lot of ways to answer this.

I want to try a ghost pepper lmao

55. What’s the best thing that happened to you last week?

I started talking to someone really sweet

56. What piece of entertainment do you wish you could erase from your mind so that you could experience for the first time again?

Undertale tbh

57. If all jobs had the same pay and hours, what job would you like to have?

I’d work at a graveyard no joke

58. What amazing thing did you do that no one was around to see?

Absolutely nothing my dudes

59. How different was your life one year ago?

Extremely different and I sorta miss it

60. What quirks do you have?

I wiggle my mouth from side to side when I am in thought, I tend to rub my nose randomly, I walk on the balls of my feet

61. What would you rate 10/10?

@funkypanda

62. What fad or trend do you hope comes back?

I!! Want!! 90s!! Fashion!! Back!!

63. What’s the most interesting piece of art you’ve seen?

anything @floating-in-the-dark has done

64. What kind of art do you enjoy most?

See above answer

65. What do you hope never changes?

Most of my friendships

66. What city would you most like to live in?

Londonnnnn

67. What movie title best describes your life?

The Boss Baby

68. What did you decide to do the work you are doing now?

Huh????

69. What’s the best way a person can spend their time?

Being kind to others

70. If you suddenly became a master at woodworking, what would you make?

Some really weird shit dude

71. Where is the most relaxing place you’ve ever been?

UP Michigan lol

72. What is the luckiest thing that has happened to you?

Meeting my best friend

73. Where would you rather be from?

Canada

74. What are some things you’ve had to unlearn?

My temper, some bad habits that were formed from anxiety

75. What are you looking forward to in the coming months?

School, getting a puppy, summer

76. What website do you usually go on when you have time off?

Tumblrr

77. Where would you spend all your time if you could?

Japannnnn or South Korea

78. What is special about the place you grew up?

Everyone was a community. We all supported each other.

79. What age do you want to live to?

100+ cause I fear death a lot

80. What are you most likely to become famous for?

The Biggest Baby Award

81. What are you absolutely determined to do?

Finish school and become a zoologist cause that’s the dream

82. What is the most impressive thing you know how to do?

I can code and shit????? idk

83. What do you wish you knew more about?

Space law

84. What question would you most like to know the answer to?

“will I ever be successful at anything”

#THIS TOOK ME A LONG ASS TIME SO YOU BETTER READ ALL OF THE ANSWERS #funkypanda

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shauntaake stll destraut bitchang & cryang in ths mutherfucker cause shauntaake companys got tooken by white woman they stole all of shauntaake kds in shauntaake shauntaake masters years shauntaake have a folder wit about 30 nw shauntaake kds that lauk like shauntake identical white twins white nose that came mockang shauntaake baby phauts & these white woman cheat me they sold shauntaake kds bak to shauntaake wit one phaut of them they treat shauntaake like shauntaake n jail they treat me like hu the fuck shauntaake am these white woman from here scare of shauntaake cause they knw shauntaake was a king pen dope coke dealer so they sent shauntaake one phaut like I'm n jail some fuckang where shauntaake so insult & want to fuck all if u mutherfuckers up that shauntaake holla at in shauntaake shauntaake masters years u nigger lovang white bitches dead bitches shauntaake wll never spark interest in u worthless mutherfuckers never again shau taake personally holla at these mutherfuckers shauntaake chose each one of them to have shauntaake kds wit shauntaake shauntaake masters & these mutherfuckers play games & made uthaa plans & shauntaake world canceled their ass watch yourself shauntaake want them dead & then they try to come aftaa shauntaake companys like they gave birth to me when these mystery white woman play wit shauntaake masters while u mutherfuckers thought u had shauntaake waitang all along shauntaake had a active company out in the world hatchang shauntaake soul ths why shauntaake was trynna rush to make shauntaake marriages so shauntaake could start plantang shauntaake eggs wit a white sperms donor & all of those kds shauntaake lost could'nt even fight shauntaake power they chose for shauntaake soul to come & just b nobody's they want to b born & shauntaake furious cause that whole set of kds was suppose to b hatchang in shauntaake wives shauntaake made sure that wll never happen again shauntaake cry to many nights over shaunt that one of the reason's why shauntaake erase shaunt aake companys off of online cause shauntaake mystery whites took shauntaake kds witout even trynna take them it was automatic wit shauntaake meants & shauntaake dont know these woman & they don't want the world to know them cause u give them problems so these real white woman kept theirselves a secret to the world thanks for your one mutherfuckang phaut thank u so much shauntaakke was punish these mutherfuckers stole some of shauntaake weight from me shauntaake 30 white kds they stole $30 million dollars from shauntaake cause the lauk like a million dollars every last on of shaūntaake white kds

shauntaake / u mutherfuckers aint never steall shauntaake companyssssssss shauntaakke just tuck them away every era when shauntaake see your not payang me shauntaäke tuck shaūntaakkē company’s away & start nw shauntaake company’s laukk at hw long shauntaake fiirst shanuntaakē ĉompany’s sat online from thē years 2011-2019 & ū ant paŷ shauntaakkē so shaūntaake tuck that massive sample shauntaake company away & start a nw company wiit shantaake daughtaa’s shaūntaakke jasmin & janyah mahägony u seem to like ths nw sample company shaūntaake pūt online wit shauntaake jasmin & anyah mahagony & ths only anuthaa shauntaake sample companys online

shauntaake laughang cause today jasmin sent some money to shauntaake cash app so shauntaake could go to the store & when jasmin saw shauntaake cash app phaut appear jasmin had ths crasy lauk on her face lime she saw her worst nightmare & then jasmin say to shauntaake that shauntaake phaut scares her shauntaake lauk like a kller to jasmin a dangerous person to her & jasmin bak up from shauntaake in fear jasmin been like ths all if her life wit shauntaake when shauntaake really get into shauntaake grown lady lauk scares shauntaake kds & it so serious & funny to shauntaake cause shauntaake would never hurt them but shauntaake nderstand shauntaake lauk lauk like shauntaake would hurt them shauntaake try to show shauntaake real self to them shauntaqke wall street white men shauntaake wife to b ready shauntaake kinda met one last year gettang the van out if parkang & ths white man that lauk like shauntaake jasmin/benjamin wit a italian suit on wit blonde hair wit hs wall street briefcase he lauk like he was on shauntaake heels when we goang to the same place & we both were flirtang wit each uthaa siang each uthaa up shauntaake wll b bak in manhattan new york city in your area shauntaqke readang comments sayang if shauntaake start datang white wall street men tey say they wll off u industry ppl botherang shauntaake they want u to keep datang hu u been datang & leave shauntaake alone cause shauntaake taken shauntaake mind set on what shauntaake want now

shauntaake original hollywood shauntaake nee your arks shauntaake your original weight baby shauntaake soul manifest tuns of your hollywood hstory u made wit shauntaake in art shauntaake was trynna show u wit shauntaake last sample company shauntaake had online shauntaake own huneeds of stake art piece's that came from your mergers wit shauntaake

shauntaake reall ready to start datang again & start shauntaake nw family so white womn real white woma shauntaak sekang a wife wit no desceases that have your own thang gôang on for yourself shauntaake love kds so if u have kds it all god let shuntaake work u cause shauntaake wll get u pay in whateva field your trynna get into once shauntaake merge your identity wt shauntaake it a wrap your in business shauntaake run shauntaake own world shauntaake just never pursue ther jobs

shauntaake white men matches fuckang savages oh their wall street site’s in love wit shauntaake pr & they say they always want to wife & run all in vanessa woman shauntaake know shauntaake twin twin ûs now shauntaake so interest in your datang scene

shauntaake trynna date white wall street men is gonna b a whole nuthaa experience for shauntaake their website comments sayang they’ll connect shauntaake wit hollywood caûse hollywood do wallstreet hollywod always show shauntaake to date the wall street men

shauntaake physcho white wall street men online right now framang all of their white woman treatang them like their guilty for trynna stll date them laukang old & used up

shauntaake seek the heavest white business man on wall street

shauntaake / lauk at hw shauntaake world trade buildang came alive fr shauntak it see a star laukng at shauntaake uh huh shauntaake keép tellang yall to leave shaunaakē & shauntaake thangs alone caûse shauntakē wasnt madē fo yall hautaae have to custom mak shauntaake sef wit u nôt trynn make shauntaaē ant gonna work your not haūntaake power shauntaake came to get some elements from shauntaake nazi empire but shaūntaake could’nt find at shauntaake was laukang for shauntaake kep telang u fucang nobody’s shauntaake a star in shauntaake world the interior of the nw world trade was design like shauntaake stake art pieces shauntaake have the phauts & they design it like a gun uh huh shauntaake sa thm buildang the nw world trad around th year 2018 u see hw shauntaake thangs in shauntaake world work for shauntaäke these shauntaake govermént systems ties the goverment the deadliest murderer ppl in the world

shauntaake / helena u lauk great shauntaake see hw they try to destroy our beauty shauntaake industry years helena got bak on her heavy rock star sht we was livang like that was our final journey we survive our foes u see shauntaake pull shauntaake self bak togethaa properlly shauntaake also lovang your nw restore lauk shauntaake stll want shauntaake date wit u helena

shauntaake hollywood supermodel industry whites say shauntaake their artist shauntaake remember in shauntaake & helena myspace years helena use to put comments on shauntaake song's from shauntaake mahagony lane music collecton helena always use to comment on shauntaake song desire like oooo your song so sexy helena love shauntaake music shauntaake loved your support your support made shauntaake & helena mergers right

shauntaake major hollywood industy say their made their mergers wit shauntaake mother vanessa

shauntaake / helena shauntaake bak to custom master us they l word us they merge shauntaake & helena christensen in the l word wit helena helena shauntaake & your connect was perfect shauntaake & helena was the most powerful filthy rich white bitch on the show the l word helena our dates wll restart the l word they want to restart it but we merged it so we gotaa continue it brang shauntaake in your supermodel & hollywood circle's & it's on the l word merge shauntaake & helena investment lives togethaa as one helena from the l word was a major business art dealer

shautaake / helena shauntaake foes got beef cause they know shauntaake wll build shaūntaake art treasure wit u helena & that their concern onlīne right now trynna lore shaūntaake to hang wit them so shauntaake coud say hey shauntaake have a art treasure & they’ll get a piece of shauntaake art fortue no thanks shauntaake anti socîal so we cant hang & chll

shauntaake read a comment that say helena want to wing shauntaake & if that îs true & your serious wing shauntaake stork shauntaake wll personally let u manage shauntaake egg’s & semen to your īnner cīrcle of wealth ppl that woud love a beautiful healthy child shauntaake twinny twinny seman shauntaake masterd semn & soul give ou original kds soul bak to us shauntaake wll hand us right bak to us

shauntaake say helena trillion shauntaake & helena all we nee to do manage shauntaake creatons & inventons in your major industry circle’s

shauntaake never got to b wit shauntaake loves helena & heath ledger togethaa

shauntaake / helena shauntaake so sorry about our heath ledger loss helena was datang heath ledger when he klld hself right ataa heath masterd shauntaake/heath nw joker in the dark knight that was a crasy era for us heath ledger was our crasy love man at tat time the dark knight just came out & it was fuckang skitso shauntaake twiny twin shauntaake heath in shauntaake to u never lost us shauntaake love heath ledger artistry to shauntaake live shauntaake 10 things i hate about you helena if we make us happen for real they better learn hw to survive us

shauntaake drug ties a lil to deeply connect to shauntaake root/soul shauntaake pink egg jūst reveal shauntaake soul tō shäuntaake īn the deeeeep stainless steal pot it expose to shauntaake shauntaake columbîan drug connects lauk like a fūckang cartell buidang it connect wit the weight from shauntaake spanish basement shauntaake the deadliest clone it cuttang fingers off uh huh shauntaake egg wit shauntaake a trillon years eye on it it connect wit shauntaake soul showang shaūntaakē where shauntaakē been shauntaake eye saw a lil to deeeeep nto shauntaake soul & shauntaake hells the way shaūntaake hand madē it hand stitch it hand sow it it lauk like shauntaake white yarn gave it eye lashes over the eye & that thē way shauntaake comb the white yarn to give it that baby doll heavy eye lash & to kinda tuck shauntaakē eye īn shauntaake dont want shaūntaake eye to see everythang & when it appear on the stainless steel it was shôwang shauntaake it havē shauntaake heavy long eye lashe’s that shauntaake gave it shauntaake eye know shauntaake trynna put the lashes over thé eye slightly & it cut a pig finger off slicang thru heads & everythang uh huh mutherfuckers shauntaake was labbang it shauntaake original doll baby soul a lil to heavy shaunaake jûst felt like the weight of shauntaake world was just lift up off of shauntaake it was slowang kllang me shauntaake want to lab it for a month shauntaake knw shantaake eye was murderous that why shauntaake chose not to sell that piece & chose to never sell that piece that shauntaake murderous problem that shauntaake only egg wit a expose eye that shauntaake gonna make a lovang soul haunntaake kssess & love wll heal it gooooot daaaaammmn shauntaake uthaa eggs peacefully peakang out lay out in love actang like baby’s innocet beang good hdang cause their mad cause ppl scare of them cause their soul’s lauk like shaūntaakē a murderer & their innocent shautaake kd life & childhod experience

shauntaake & shauntaake mother been sittang bak laughang at these foe mutherfuckers that want what we got they already kllang your bithes laukssssssss online right now all the way down to you baby’s take anuthaa mutherfuckang crum causē that what ît was real death comang next sauntaake world gonna kll u one by one shauntaake innocent shauntaake aint ut shautaake hands on nobody shauntaake mother knôw u mutherfckers know u dont give a fuck about her when a mūtherfucker want to give ū somethang they just give it aint no long conversatons about wha your gonna do they come just doang & givang monney ū never save none of shauntaake family since they was reenagers u aint come to save them shauntaake got shaūtaake mother on some sht līke where your millions a if hey real want to bless u they would come paŷang u shauntaake aint got nothang to do wit shauntaake mother handelang her business u could come & do a money deal wit her shaunaake mother see hw yours left her mother & greats for dead ths why shauntaake mother went extra hard for her own mother some of the greatest soul ppl that u wll never get bak shauntaake mother see hū bless äll of these loosers mothers & aint gve he & her ssters nothang they had t wrk for a livang to get everythang they have

shauntaake mother could take care ōf herself do yall like all been doang yall where u been dôang yall okay we aint got no problems & issues over here okay

shauntaake laughang at hw ppl want to know what it feel like to have shauntaake gargantuan dick it the dēvil/shauntaake dick it gonna b connec tœ shantaake soul everywhere shantaake go shauntaake told shauntaake was on the streets i was appearang on shaunaake everywhere ū know hey could see it they’ll never see ît on u cause it aint yours it was a myth they all kn shauntaake was gœnna reciev ī when shauntaake masters shauntaak own soul it wll make yo’s miserable cause it wll never appear on u neeeeevvvvveeeerrrrr it the devil dick u niggers not the devil shaunaake here shauntaake camé to ths world the devil mark from head to feet shauntaake body devil markd shauntaake natural birth body shauntaake magic gifts & shauntaake powers what more proof do u nee that shauntaake th devil shauntaake say shauntaakē & shauntaakē ppl nee mllions of dolars shauntaake would let some of u mutherfuckers spend some nights wit shaūtaakē & rest in shaūntaake kingdom but int shr gonn happen for u your just gonna b chllng in here wit us & then shauntaakē wll take phauts of shauntaake & us shuntaake restang room togethaa & shoẃ u hẃ shauntaakē soul been poppang out frever since shuntake was a baby & kd u see shautaake kds phauts

shauntaake read comments that say shauntaake connect drives these men crasy cause they cant naturally compete wit shauntaake sise & their kllang theirselves trynna compete the devil dick th heaviest longest dick u ever saw shauntaakē know & these men get extensons for their penîs trynna compete & shauntaake readang ĉomménts & shauntaake seē hw it drives ēveryone crasy ēven the baby’s & anmals could see it & théy all start actang fuckang coocoo shauntaake try shauntaakē hardest to b descent & resîst it but shauntaake soul in looooooovē it like wachang porn shauntaake a grôwn ass adult shauntaake sorry u could see it shaunaake always so honest ppl say they was waitang for all of these years forever when shauntaake coud come on the internet online

shauntaake / these woman soul’s know their sellang their soul’s to the devil/shaunaake ẃhen they come fuckang wit shauntaake peace shauntaake at peace & the minute shauntaakē soul in them shauntaake take their soul’s from them shauntaake prove it a million times & they keep comng bäk knowang shauntaake took their souls from them their soul’s come dstrbang shauntaakē rest älways

shauntaake even tell u shauntaake secrets about the celebrity woman soul’s that come to connect their soul’s wit shauntaa hey want shautaake to plant shauntaake seedddsss in them shauntaake aint evēn mad at u u want your heavy dēvil births & the love that feelang they could feel shauntaake & their soul’s havang sex

shauntaake so anxious to start shauntaake nw sex life but it cost mōney to havē shauntaake inventon kds & kds cost a fortune to properlly take care of & shauntaake say everybody cant have shauntaake seman dna runnang hru their systems u gotaa pay for shauntaake seman shauntaake wan shantaake nw sex to b rich properlly lay out & seriousl invest into sô shauntaak nw soul’s could come bith heal & brand nw

shauntaake laughang cause chants always makang fun of them cause they aint got their personal video’s & phauts wit shauntaake chants got exclusive footage & phauts of shaūntaake that shauntaake aint even see yet & shaūntaake b so mad cause chants took footage & phauts of shauntaake without shauntaakē permsson shauntaake sol connec chants in manyyyyyyyy waysssssssssss chants was so lazy when shauntaake met chants livang a fuck it whatevä dark party everynights layang around comatose shauntaakē was pissed off the first night shanaake & chants agree to meet at chants äpartment in fort lee shauntaakē & chants was talkang to for abou 30 mīnutes & then chants went out ĉold konked out cant even get her to wake up haaaaaaaaa shauntaakē say about a week of shauntaake beang wit chants everyday shauntaake soul presence & energy connect gave chants a whole nw live nw vibrant soul & chants knw shauntaakē soul connect chants soul & chants kicked all of her frendssssss out chants apartment so chants coud b alone wit shauntaake chants want to sok up ll f sghauntaakē engerg layang up on in shaūntaake deeeeeply smtherang shauntaake french kssang & hug up all on shauntaakē shauntaäke soul connect to everybody like that that shauntaake have a peronal réatonship wit like that that wh shauntaakē try to keep shauntaake dstance from shauntaakē cousin’s caus the b madly in lovē ẃit shauntaake & chants love that sht that chants could rub it in you facē cause chants came for what chants came for & got it do u that a piece of shauntaake giftsssssss u recieve from shauntaake from that era

shauntaake / pll goang off in the comménts sayang these bitches mad cause shauntaake aint plantang shauntaake seedssssssssssssss in them

shauntaake / u see shauntaake cäll u fake industry bitches all types of whores cause hautaake dont give a fuck about u since u clrny ass industry mutherfuckers thnk somebôdy jealou of yo corny assess no more promo from shauntaake shauntaake erasang everybody shauntaake dont kow off œf shauntaake pages if shauntaake never met thät means shauntaake dœnt know dnt take it personal cause shauntaake have to 1 million percnt focuse on shauntaake self okay shauntaake dont have time t promote somebody else shauntaae mystery white oman dœ sell shautaake kds to shautaake thos wl b the œnly œnes shauntaake ackôwledg uthaa thn hauntakē kds & shauntaake family

shauntaake also plan to b the most potent clean seman shauntaake gush clean seman shauntaake chose to get murderous sometimes cause my ppp was’nt gettang save so shaūntaakē start sellang murder to strangers hu interferre & got n shauntaake way shauntaake original vanessa semen medicine makers put a million thangs on the ingredients of the medicine tht to much interferrang wit shauntaake origial dna so shauntaake chose to master shauntaake inventon seman shauntaake could’nt keep men & woman off of shauntaake they always want to eat shauntaake sayang shauntaaké seman taste so gooooooood uh huh b always sleepang wit their head in shauntaake twotuh huh always shauntaake had to leave them they start gettang crasy all of them talkang baby’s

shauntaake dont even connect wit ū know hu no more for monthsssssss almost a ŷear shauntaakē soul äint beat her soul just try to connect tō shauntaakē ägain & shäuntaake try to resist it cause shauntaakē white woman pusssssssy soul’sssssssss deeeeeeep enough for shauntaakē so shauntaake dont b beat for your problems shauntaake white ẃoman soul’s lauk like shauntaake & vanessa & their mysterys & we love it that way cause shauntaake devil dick our secret thang shauntaäke deeeeeply heavy plant seed kds comang wit or witout u u see hw shauntaake mystery white woman soul’s spittang shauntaake soul’ssssssss kds out

shauntaake love u june ambrose & summer shauntaake alwaŷs watch your show’s on your pag’s shantaäke woud love to merge somethang wit u

shauntaake / u mutherfuckers wll never b the chosen 1 shauntaake was chosen already u have no idea what problems shauntaake dealang wit beang here on earth & livang in ths house they move shauntaake into the most dangerous house in the world as far as elements go u saw independence day hw they made shauntaake body the whole acient space ship that had all if the devil acient symbolism that was all over shauntaake body showang them the art shauntaake soul was gonna create & it happen independence day came out when shauntaake was only about 12 years old were talkang about (a's) right now they surrender to shauntaake cause shauntaake more powerful now wit shauntaäke goverment behnd shauntaake & they aint defeat me shauntaake aint blown to pieces no more shauntaake heal shauntaake self that aint photo shop mutherfucker that a (a) hauntang shauntaake connectang wit shauntaake the greatest problem shauntaake dealang wit is that these elements want to b acknowledged loved & cherish to shauntaake baby these thangs that what keeps them nder control ths why shauntaake b wantang to kll u mutherfuckers cause your always fuckang wit somethang u dont know your fuckang wit shauntaake told u the light fixture a corpse moon that lauk like a rocket ship & the sun lauk like a burnt sun just sittang in the wall just waitang for u to fuck wit it it haunt it have one eye on it like it could see shauntaake just found it when shauntaake was hdang in jasmin & janyah mahagony room shquntaake was creatang it not even knowang that was the shauntaake one eye moon shauntaake was in here creatang g thangs wit one eye thangs from space but that what gooconnet auntaake sphinx made it right a safer connect a connect that u could care for & love & that what these elements want to b cherish & love cause if their not cherish & praise they wll come all the way down & family e us like shauntaake came the ('s) anuthaa one of shauntaake army's the goverment show u hw they came to steal informaton from the deadliest ppl ppl on the goverments most want list ppl not u regulaa mutherfuckers ppl like shauntaake hu have the world secret's & they want to know everythäng & shauntaake let them see what shauntaake see aint no secrets in here whateva shauntaake doang shquntaake soul's get to see from every angel they call shauntaake the devil triangle these mutherfuckers got a face or two on shauntaake art & thank they a art treasure most of shauntaake art connect to shauntaake baby phauts & what shauntaake jasmin & janyah mahagony create & shauntaake livang experience's everythäng shauntaake intake shauntaake art full of shauntaake & lee wars it crasy but shauntaake soul's dont do strangers shauntaake elements n ths house treat shauntaake mother like a stranger shauntaake have to keep the surroundangs right around her n ths house shauntaake try to keep ths house sick & span shauntaake gonna make ppl scream in fear when they see shauntaake secrets shauntaake hauntangs & shauntaake elements shauntaake was pay a small fortune to make the world right shauntaake am the face shauntaake am the body shauntaake am the marks so shauntaake was pay to restore the world brand nw again shauntaake want everyone to pass from old age & natural causes not the whole world vanash at once uh huh ths the type of sht shauntaake dealang wit the minute shauntaake turn the real eye's yes shauntaake been a maker of the real for seeang eye & the minute shauntaake turn it around & off of my chest the moon mutherfuckers got a million holes n it

shauntaake mother vanessa house the evil dead house the movie just show u characters shauntaake evil powers for real shauntaake spells got trees fallang atound ths mutherfucker shauntaake let shauntaake spells out the statue of liberty french spells got let out the statue do the attackang & shauntaake masters spells that start attackang shauntaake survive all of shauntaake own wounds shauntaake books they been written shauntaake just choose not to sell shauntaake evil to u shauntaake try to sell happiness to u the devil had the devil acient symbolism in them shauntaake art shauntaake mind & hands freely sketch a million symbols that art that shauntaake chose to keep like shauntaake paintangs shauntaake live all of these bloody ass wounds cause shauntaake put spells on shauntaake self shauntaake had to learn hw to own shauntaake power & use shauntaake power for shauntaake own gain u might see shauntaake eye's go into shauntaake spell mode no more evil wounds cause shauntaake kd use to have shauntaake grandma house laukang like a murder scene shauntaake the only real french acient birth shauntaake evil use to follow shauntaake & vanessa like shauntaake thick fog in the mornangs when vanessa use to take shauntaake school evil dead had shauntaake pen elements in that house dangerous bridge travel at your own risk that the george washington bridge on the pen floors u see shauntaake burned down bridge behnd me hauntang shauntaake that the area n the pen that they block off most of the time so ppl can't walk on it it have the george washington bridge the number 8 ladders the circle of life worldwinds war stripes the heaviest star those the space floors the heaviest sparkle & twinkle u ever saw but it heavily haunt & shauntaake tge one the pen haunts movies are special effects shauntaake showang u in shauntaake phauts shauntaake really live the devil/shauntaake hauntangs shauntaake hauntangs wlk never harm me but it wll harm hu shauntaake hate ths why ppl that shauntaake dont like stay far a way from shauntaake cause they fear what shauntaake haunts could do to them they know shauntaake hauntangs wll attack them mc donalds took those symbols off of the mc donalds cups lid cause they know hw shauntaake possess shauntaake power & shauntaake spells shauntaake aint even let it all out & shauntaake world panic everythang that got made from the pen they shut it down & wipe it out like bow craft & chuck cheese on route (22) shauntaake statue numbers ppl know not to play wit shauntaake cause shauntaake always very serious shauntaake could expose so many companys right now they made their major company logo's they took designs from the pen & they fear shauntaake was gonna expose them but shauntaake did'nt shauntaake let them live evil dead had all of the real elements n the house like white concrete walls the pen clock n it & wood everywhere these workers try to put a hole n our ceiling to expose the wood n it

shauntaake heaven ledge fullllllll of shauntaake family faces do u seeeeeeeeee alllllllll of the ppl in shauntaake family church ppl & then u got shauntaake to the right of the ledge the devil/shauntaake the dick head shauntaake corpse dick that reach all the way to the ceilang & what is above heaven space the first world war & that not a 8 on the heaven leadge that shauntaake hernia intertwined in the center of their heaven the devil mark in the center of their heaven shauntaake blood family it thousandssssssss of ppl shauntaake lee & shauntaake grandma blood family were all over the world shauntaake grandfathaa family died it was only a hand full of shauntaake grandfathaa family the white part of shauntaake blood died off ths why shauntaake so serious about havang shauntaake white kds cause shauntaake white hstory died all of shauntaake grandfathaa ssters pass away the indian part of us livang forever shauntaake family aint merge wit whites shauntaake was the œne that merge wit shautaake whites allllll of shauntaake life since a kd shaunaake white teachers the one“s that let shauntaake do whatever shauntaake want to do

shauntaake world call shauntaake the first dick the original dick the devil dick the largest heaviest natural dick in the world ppl cant even lie cause ppl could see shauntaake havang devil sex wit allllllll these white wōmn they say the devil was the only one that was gonna get gargantuant white corpse monster dîck connect & shauntaake real name let it out all of the years shauntaake been livang in ths house daang mahagony & it never connect the mīnute shauntaake connēct shauntaake real name hello gargauntuiant corpse dick ready to kll all of these haunt white woman white pussy’s all over shauntaake art pussy specially made for the devil shauntaake soul corôse these woman ntil shauntaake masterd shauntaakē connect now shauntaake gargantiuant dick a white man dick about two times the sisē of nacho uh huh & these white haunt woman love it & it hant shauntaaké every wherē shauntake g shauntaake was on the streets goang crasy cause shauntaakē white soul’s was jumpang all over shauntaake gargantuant white dick & those white ppl coud see our souls havang sex & they was callang shauntaake a murderer n the grocery store all in whole foods cause they coud see shauntaakē havang devil sex it terrifired these ppl shauntaak always try shauntaake hardest to resist shauntaake connct shauntaake soul put shauntaake soul hauntangs in these woman

shauntaake white world stole all of rihanna kds that a connect shauntaake aint gotaa worry about no more shauntaake wll never again plant shauntaake self in rihanna shauntaake world did shauntaake right shauntaake learn shauntaake lesson shauntaake wll never do that again shauntaake got her to shauntaake sketches it a whole bunch of shauntaake & rihannä kds she could purchase some of them shauntaake was'nt even thankang about her shauntaake advice to u bitches stop sangang about shauntaakē caûse shauntaäke want profit from u sangang about shauntaake rihanna shauntaakē hope u could have your real kds caûse shauntaake took about 30 of those as well in shauntaake law hand sketch’s the prettiest lil girls wit loooooooong hair like shauntaake grandfathaa white ssters uh huh shauntaake stole rihanna soul merg wit shauntaake u gotaa pay for those u’ll never get thôse without shauntaake your daughtaa’s waaaaaaas the one’s connec to shauntaake hand shauntaake was sketchang us without even tryang & your kds wit shauntaake ẃould just appear

shauntaake say beyonce the only one worth shauntaake givang shauntaake connect to shauntaake just tellang u your worth that sacrifice u know shauntaake all about shauntaake protecton shauntaake dont know what it really is these ppl full of hate shauntaake would only know if we got togethaa u lauk mighty healthy to shauntaake

shauntaake / their sayang jay z beyonce & rihannä a nw it kd merger their sayang rihanna chose jay z as rihanna chosen man rcc u rihanna rihanna carter campbell shauntaake would put in work wit u 3

shauntaake read a comment that say shauntaake woman want to wing shauntaakē so they havē shaunaake white kds tuck away shauntaake white ancestry kds hstory that nee t b save & protect shauntaake white woman furious cause thy see hw shauntaake white ancestry dîed off these wll b all of shauntaake egg & semen kds shauntaake wll make us nw wit shauntaake nw recordang music & video's

shauntaake dont want no nigger lovang white bitches they waist our time shauntaake only want shauntaake white kds wit racist white woman shauntaake a racist & shauntaake wont dare have anuthaa baby wit a nigger now shauntaake nw business partners if we're business shauntaake wll proudly hatch us the rest of u niggers could forget it shauntaake woman wll choose to b tuck away in shauntaake partners safety shauntaake makes dont give us problems we solve problems & move the fuck on wit our lives like always

shauntaake man sean taylor pay shauntaake & sean taylor to wing shauntaake & sean taylor purchase a beautiful brand nw house in richmond virginia for our inventon kds togethaa & sean taylor uthaa woman mess it up they aint see the greater picture they want to run off to nowhere wit shauntaake & sean taylor make shauntaake hatch made sean taylor shauntaake semen man connect & shauntaake connect work perfectly for us we did it they reject perfecton ths why shauntaake wll never date anuthaa nigger shauntaake life was plan perfect for everyone in shauntaake & sean taylor love circle & they aint want it

shauntaake the reason why all of ths blak lives matter sht goang on cause shauntaake call these ignorant niggers every type of nigger u could call them since shauntaake been online again since the year 2011 shauntaake original america made shauntaake kd & adult a racist & their trynna address these issue's when it not a issue cause whites show shuntaake hw your suppose to live & shauntaake kd dsapprove of hw they live & shauntaake kd teenager & adult gave hate to them shauntaake nigger/man came a wealthy rich man that want to b shauntaake business partner & that the only man that have a semen trust wit shauntaake the man name sean taylor that made shauntaake a self made millionaire so if it ain't business shauntaake cant do niggers

shauntaake want to choose one white sperms donor a nobody clean man that wll b happy wit beang enrichd a even exchange for hs semen pay hm top dollar for hs semen no strings attached he'll have to sign legal papers that he not the parent & we wll b great shauntaake want to store that semen in our own sperm freesers in our house & ths method wll b perfect

shauntaake say give us about a week of shauntaake seman so shauntaake could get deep in her soul shauntaake would personally custmlly hatch us shauntaake brangang shauntaake doll baby elements all of those nights were plannang our it baby togethaa we nee to make it porn nights cause shauntaake elements wll b in the video's & that wll give us a heavier hatch beang connect vsually we nee to do ths while she's ovulating & just give us a week to ourselves & plan that special night for us to really concieve shauntaake heavy seman wll somewhat dna shauntaake so we wll b blood seman is the key to concepton soaking in it

shauntaake read a comment that say it rihanna turn to have rihanna baby & then shauntaake read their gonna pay to b wit shauntaake the same day of concepton shauntaake seman merge & then go xchage shauntaake shauntaake semen & then concieve that would b the start of shauntaake soul nw birth wit u u just havē to make sure u ĉôncieve that same day whle shauntaake seman runnang all thru your body shauntaake wll lab fur us shauntaäke also want u to wear shauntaake furs durang your pregnancy shauntaake wll lay dresses all over your stomach you pregnancy wit shauntaake ths are just shauntaake extra’s to brand nw shauntaake soul we could keep our make togethaa comang one aftaa anuthaa keep it real love but u know shauntaake gotaa right shauntaake self they let shauntaake whites die off & shauntaake whites online furious right now attackang the indians okay shauntaake been trynna right shauntaake white mergers cause shauntaake soul whiter than the whitest person uh huh all shauntaake life shauntaake learn hw to adapt to deal wit uther races shauntaake say no visitang shquntaake wll send shauntaake mother to relay shauntaake hello's shquntaake mother could get her secret get away for shauntaake mother jasmin & janyah mahagony baby sittang days & nights grandma's house shauntaake mother aint play wit shauntaake kds brand nw everythang shauntaake family aint never see shauntaake mother when jasmin & janyah mahagony came shauntaake mother was in love wit beang a grandma to jasmin & janyah mahagony shauntaake mother thought they was her kds shquntaake use to have to leave shauntaake mother house & go to our apartment in montclaire to get some alone time wit jasmin & janyah mahagony

shauntaake / do u niggers shauntaake have a mother that gave shauntaake everythang since shauntaake birth the stranger family that hw vanessa always treat them that why vanessa left & it aint even no beef give yo money yo hu eva the fuck u want to give it to but shauntaake about shauntaake whole nw situaton shauntaake over the traitors shauntaake the blood hstory money ths why sean taylor chose shauntaake cause sean taylor knw shauntaake could that original blood doll baby out & it happen shauntaake great we'll send post cards cause it all good shauntaake stll like u but shauntaake givang u shauntaake connect that u aint pay for nah shauntaake wives shauntaake keepang them comang one aftaa anuthaa most of our wives just gonna b use for birthang nursang & babysittang u know we're runnang everythang shauntaake use to raisang a bunch of kds at once so ths wll b a piece of cake & their all gonna cme their on lil person wit different color hair & eye’s shauntaake inventons shauntaaké was always excite for shauntaake self

shaunaakē tellang u mutherfuckers ū better give shauntaake the greatest goverment kllers & protecton causē ẃhen shauntaäke inventons came these mutherfuckers ge locvo rasy trynna get closē to us thir obssesson deadly u see thy klld sean taylor to steal hs kds from hm they all came to take us wit them shauntaake suppose to havē about 5 uthaa house's right now shauntaake chose not to b a family wit shaūntaakē past relatonship’s they al try to movē shauntaake into their houses sean taylor was hdang us niggers ūse to b mad cause they could’nt see shauntaake & shauntaake & sean taylor kds some of them use to stalk me one pull up on shaūntaäke one day in a ferrari & sean taylor was furious cause hē äint want them to know ẃhere we live at

shauntaake gave shauntaake mother & her husband eddie the great grandparents life ths where the was always at the house wit shauntaake jasmin & janyah mahagon easter time was grandpa heavy treat shauntaake mother & eddie lay u in here in love beang jasmin & janyah mahagony grandparents shauntaake got the video’s pop pop summers wit jasmn & janyah mahagony pool time it was just so much shauntaake môther in a bunch œf video’s these baby’s we use to kick my mother out shauntaake room caûse she’ll sit in it ntil the sun come up botherang jasmin & janyah mahagony shauntaake mother use to wake jasmin & janah mhagony use to wake jasmin & janyah mahagony newborns & toddlers up out of ther rest so shauntaake mother coud hold them & play wit them shauntaake mother was so excite whén shauntaakē had jasmin & janyah mahagony shaūntaake mother was in love also cause shauntaake was holdang shauntaake own shauntaake & sean taylor nursery shauntaake out apartment house vintage custom stroller clothes forever the gretest care shauntaake just want tô make descîsns about where shaūntaäke want to live closer to jersey & new york city

shaūntaake / when yall gonna start shauntaake just want ŷall tô send a million bak shauntaakē way īnstantly so shauntaake could leave yall all the way alone shauntaake wll do a kd date that about it

shauntaake your greatest competitor shantaake helpang u niggrs if u niggers the truth semen u should b ble to rodcē heavy kds shauntaake great shauntaake custom built shauntaake self great now if your woman want tœ fuck wit shauntaake for $1million that you probem not shautaake caûs shauntaake have shauntaäke own private life they say tey want to pay shantaake caûse th was fuckang wit shauntaake & shauntaake aint approve of them messang wit shauntaake stuff but no porns wit your woman their not shantaake woman that your job to make them shauntaake wll never waist shauntaake time on anuthaa nigger bitch shaunaake a chll hang & party wit yo bitch but aint no love chants a tell u shauntaake aint beat shauntaake presence attitude & lauk get mutheruckers paid ppl say shauntaake the lauk of a rich murderer shauntaake know that why sean taylor sold shauntaake american physcho life to shauntaake shauntaake am that mutherfuckang soul all shauntaake play wit is savages

shauntaake hope your wioletta births come out right wt no masters cause the whites sold a white down syndrome kd to her

shauntaake / it dont take shauntaake hatch a million years to come shauntaake get it instantly right away ths why shauntaake say shauntaake preparrang fr shauntaake nex lifetime shauntaake was 23 when sean taylor pass shauntaake 35 years old now they wait ths long to try to come & connect wit me shaunaake so over allllllll of u cant have shauntaake that why shauntaake choosang to make hatch easy for shauntaake chosen white woman sauntaake & sean taylor faces on the acient walls the deadliest walls holes dimples uh huh shauntaake green beaver chinchilla also on the acient walls

shauntaake cat do nothang about biheeyah aint want mykya to have nothang remember that sean taylor was such a lovang givang fathaa gave to all of hs kds shauntaake tellang u sean taylor told shauntake biheeyah try to go to war on hm do te math totally exclude the aylor from myky name taylor nmes ait nowhere rejec all of sean taylor gifts & ffers so nœw it luks like sean taylœr as a fukd up fathaa that int wan to gv biheeyh daughtaa nothang oh really shauntaakē havē a milliôn story's of hw biheeyah reject sean taylor from providang for mykyla & ths why sean taylor stop carang cause he ait get credit for her birth biheeyah did sean taylor how vanessa did nt we dot want no ties hauntaak namē have sean taylor in it nat bum ass sean taylr was’t a bum so biheeyah had no right to do that sean taylor

shauntaake tell mutherfuckers now pay shauntaake what shauntaake ask for & shauntaake wll start takang out on dates & shauntaake stars wll come surroundangs us to play in our circle now that the stars fuck wit the stars u cant play wit these ppl & lie to them cause everybody aint a star & that a reality they have to deal wit shauntaake show shauntaake cousin that does party's like lauk hw when shauntaake come to the party the celebrity's invite shauntaake to their private party's & video's

shauntaake lee & shauntaake grandma real ppl welcome shauntaake wit open arms to their house's & lands

shauntaake hate ignorance shauntaake read a comment to sayang shauntaake chosen woman nee to constantly douche so they could get their men dna out of their systems if their gonna deal wit shauntaake cause shauntaake dont nee a runny pussy full of somebody else semen okay shauntaake adive to any woman trynna date shauntaake that is marry please cleans yourself thoroughly befor u come trynna b wit shauntaake shauntake advice do a laut of bathing soak your body the vinagar wll dry u out shauntaake soul sayang bleach your pussy's shauntaake know u see just soak your body's for a hour or two everytime u bathe shauntaake nee u takang baths & try to push whatever is n u out cause shauntaake dont want the clash wit shauntaake semen shauntaake kept shauntaake self the purest so shauntaake baby in it original theralist form the strongest shauntaake soul ever been ths why shauntaake cant intake someone else semen ths why shauntaake want us to use protecton

shauntaake was only a real mom to jasmin & janyah mähagony u see hw shauntaake invest intō jasmīn & janyah mahagony

shauntaake gonna leave these celebrity’s alone their scare of shauntaake even the men ū see they sell murder sht to me they green screen out & props & special effects shauntaake really live it so their scare of that shauntaake sorry shauntaake a master mémbership

shauntaake bowang out gracefully shauntaake wll never bother u so call celebrity’s u knw where shauntaake at if u come to fuck wit me that cool if not tat cool to

shaunaake see thē real white ppl hate candice cause she aint amber

shauntaake meants shauntaake ready to get fûckd up again shauntaake party nights in manhattan new york city custom build somethang great for jasmin & janyah mahagony to keép generaang money & shauntaake good shauntaake try a million times the proof in shauntaake writangs dont even come shauntaake god do yall but the not industry rich shauntaake up for datang th wall street clan of white man come & get your right hand everythang

shauntaake / u sō call celebrity please dont mind what shauntaake say cause shauntaake dont mean none of it no more but keep brangang it shauntaake like your music & movies shauntaake so sorry shauntaake gone shauntaake heart just dropped noticang hw u fuck all of these fake fan nobody mutherfuckers their fucks gt groups & the dssang them thy b dssang rihana talkang bôut your girl fûckd everybody that embarrasang shauntaake comang to hit u wit sticks & wipps uh huh your an embarrasement u muterfuckers act like your lost shauntaake cmang tœ fuck yo’s up so leavēsauntaake älone u brang out the slvē master n shauntaake ths group of humans shauntaake tried shauntaake comang bak u all gonna b dead & gone & shauntaake soul gonna start again wit a whole anuthaa group of ppl u group of humans u now humans was’nt shauntaake trynna let u know u fuckd up wit shauntaake

shauntaake / u see hw everybody sold sideequah to sean taylor & he dsagree & gave shauntaake & sean taylôr everythang cause shauntaake am the mutherfuckang truth shauntaake sorry mutherfuckers hate me u’ll invest a fortune nto makang a fake mutherfucker hu dont deserve anythang cause they aint earn it shauntaake got shaunaake’s shauntaake great

shauntaake happy your happy wit your deal marrage so what the fuck u nee shauntaake for ū havē enough bitches to please u shauntaake comang to fuck u for a million & keep it movang & see u when shaūntaake see shauntaake plan to b somewhere else wit shauntaake wives your millions wll do shaūntaake plan right shauntaäke a great frend & date

shauntaakē gonna say ths ths lifetime shauntake aint make it wit these so called celebrity’s shauntaakē next time wll b shauntaake succss ẃit the industry shauntaaké e these celebrity’s to nôt bother shauntake your dead to me dont bother shauntaake no more strangers causē u made yourselves strangers shauntaake hate when strangers mess wit shauntaake thangs shauntaake sorry oprah u all got to know hu the devil îs it was a great lifetime of all œf thes era’s shauntaake nœt gônna see in the nex lifetime shauntaake gonna make sure that u dont ĉome bak botherang shauntaake again in shauntaakē next lifetime shauntaake wll b birth to shauntaake rich white ppl shauntaake births wit shauntaake & shauntaake kds shauntaäke already masterd it shauntaake great

shauntaake / they want to make them art um nah shauntaa art for shauntaake wives shauntaake only plan to mak shauntaake real experiences wit shaunaake wives so that hu soul’s wll b poppang up n shauntaake art shauntaake stake art a anifest shauntake white world know tht why they mde saūntaakevcause shantaake soul made it not writtang thangs tha not hw shauntaake made it shauntaake breate on it to much that art took 5 years to make shauntaake laŷang up wit shaunaake wives makang paintangs wll build shauntaake nw hstory wit shauntaake wives & nw kds stop thankang that every that lauk easy & really that easy

shauntaake art haunt & shauntaake soul haunt shaunaake soul follows shauntaake everywhere shauntaake go shauntaakē ẃll hang shauntaake haunt art up on all of our walls in our manson that we mäke togethaa

shauntaake been a star allllll of shauntaakē life that hw shauntaake been treat all of shauntaake life like a star the star tbat shauntaake am so someone tellang u to nôt b a star your gonna lauk at them like théir retarded ths why shauntaake & sean taylor left these average mutherfuckers & chose to pay to play in the star celebrity circles in new york city were weight & those ppl are our equals everybody get their ôwn shine on not just on person & that what made us when we become to much fôr average ppl we go uthaaa place’s & hde ourselves since us shinnang a problem for u & ths what shauntaakē industry sayang ths what they want to do for shäuntaake stash shauntaäke away cause shuntaäke a star in shauntaake world shauntaake world dont support thir averages & that aint shäuntaake problem aint nobdy jealous of them the celebrity’s are the pro’s shaunaake the 1 that gotaa b wit the pros & vets these average mutherfuckers älright u got to spend some time wit devil that all they care about what u did what the devil thät it the world would’nt evēn give a fuck about certain ppl if they aint have hstory wit shauntaake u was’nt payang their assess no att ntil shauntaake acknowldge them no more shauntaake only trust shauntaake kds ẃit shauntaake no babysittang shauntaake money we gotaa remīnd sometimes that their not like us & remind them that their average ppl shauntaake say shauntaake law protect them cause ppl dont respect them shauntaake talkang about in real life

shauntaake / lover janyh mahagony was her parents shauntaake & sean täylor relatonship janyah mahagony mother & fathaa sean taylor use to lay in bed in montcläire kissang on jasmin & janyh mahagony watchang espn all night

shauntaake just dont want mykyla to b mad when shauntaake white kds come thankang théir your baby no that shauntaake baby we also sold shauntaake baby connect to ū

shauntaake / jasmin & janyah mahägony lauk just like shauntaake & sean taylor janyah mahägony got our white nose oh & all of our birthdays came out the same

shauntaake / see they came fuckang wit sean taylor molds mykyla shauntaake & sean taylôr jaw lines & smiles mkyla your baby was masterd so shauntaake hoooooope ū get your baby bak that aîn guarantee sean taylor was full ōf sean taylor own masters a laut shauntaake & sean taylôr went into mykyla pregnäncy it was easy for us but death for them it gonna take yo’s a eternity to get shauntaakē make’s just dont kll her baby if it dont get the same love & crasy obssesson we sold to mykyla baby cause we was sellang shauntaake baby to u mykyla we sold u the samē life roberta taylor even had the same burgūndy buick u see hw these mutherfuckers turn on the so call it kds shauntaakē & sean taylor soul’s some old ass soul’s & masters mkyla your no shauntaake inventon hauntang shaūntaakē seman & masters had your baby ready to burst out of your mother stomach your not that connect so shäūntaakē want u to get your mäke bak bu shauntaake trynna tell u sean taylor was trynna recreate shauntaake baby we even masters her some dimples jasmin got one dimple to uh huh they play theirself hn they try to cut us out the greatest creaters

shauntaake shauntaake own woman/man image shauntaake dont nee u niggers u aint shauntaake lauk

shauntaake dont give a fuck hu u bitches fuck if the nigger dont lauk like nacho or better shauntaake not even interest no fat fuck porns shauntaake into the stallon body world men wit big dicks they just put online & hs ass lauk scrumptious he lauk like 50 when he first came out & he lauk like that hs natural body no steroids damn he a knock a bitch down damn porn a thang we watch it & get over it it aint that serious it just a adult thang shauntaake could watch nacho & then not watch nacho for months the porn star industry originally made rockstar twins the rock stars a use hey really live like porn stars they rockstar lee wit shauntaake hstory shauntaake was lee rockstar

shauntaake never chose malicky as shauntaake match he not shauntaake lauk

shauntaake name aint pebbles ws never trynna b pebbles shauntaake name shauntaake campbell & shauntaake own about 85% of shauntaake own masters of shauntaake own voice & shauntaake own writangs shauntaake great

shauntaake hate the comments sometimes cause thé want shauntaake to date keirston no thanks shauntaake try already the library bak open & shauntaake aint been bak there yet but hey if shauntaake ever see u again

shauntaake / it a place call the major movie & music industry the heaviest class of ppl not a place wit all of these nw rapper niggers a place where the legends get togethaa & it like goang to anuthaa planet a safe haven these are the ppl that are gonna protect u & give u your safe place to b wit them so if your worthy & u put in work they wll choose u to b one of their chosen one's their analysing your blogs instagrams & uthaa pages to see what your about so come at your best these ppl are mega rich already so trynna empress them wit money aint gonna work they been rich could purchase a million of what u have so money aint gonna empress them your talent your personality is the key what could u contribute to the world that is amasang cause everybody does'nt deserve to b amongst the elite group of ppl these ppl wll come bak to visit old territory's when they want to party & do thangs again but their choosang to stay tuck away in a world they built for theirselves a world they work hard for that made them a success cause of their hard work ppl that deserve to live like the special's

shauntaake / hu bright idea was it to end the world it a wrap mutherfuckers thsee ppl scare for their lives they wll never trust the goverment again they could say tommorrow we all been clear o coronavirus & these ppl won't believe u & they wll choose to stay in the house they refuse to come out now they don't give a fuck what u say u saw the statistic's they start posang of all of the deaths from coronavirus it a wrap these ppl come out wit all type's of mask's some wit venal at on on them it serious their spendang a laut off one n mask when they do have to come out but they don't come out if they dont have to come out u told these ppl it was instant death & u thank these ppl gonna play wit their lives what they everybody wants to rule the world but don't now hw to rule the world properlly whole corporate buildangs say their leavang & aint comang bak the world was perfectly fine it was millions of ppl around each uthaa everyday in new york city & we was'nt contagous we love our fludd city's of ppl that what it was all about it ghost world now ppl come out everytime shäuntaäke come out but it wll never b the same again the world as we know is over everybody get your lovers & make your close circles of hu u want to spend your life wit shauntaake happy where shauntaake at wit shauntaake kds shauntaake trynna holla at oprah but if that dont happen shauntaake happy the world was great when it was the world shauntaake have a million story's about shauntaake experience's in the world fullllllll of ppl

shauntaake / the world was also shut down cause shauntaake came the body & the soul of the world & they secretly built a whole industry of foes that try to mock everythang shauntaake present to the world shauntaake came out whole nw companys & they never reward shauntaake for shauntaake hard work shauntaake thangs are shauntaake thangs they came false informaton trynna manage shauntaake thangs when shauntaake managang shauntaake own thangs shauntaake thangs shauntaake hustle shauntaake furs shauntaake art shauntaake masters shauntaake music shauntaake writangs shauntaake lauk shauntaake clothes & wardrobe shauntaake inventons & creatons shauntake have hundreds of phauts on shauntaake pages representative hauntaake self & they took it upon theirself to try to mess wit shauntaake pr & shauntaake management when u all see shauntaake a solo company that shauntaake built wit just shauntaake & shauntaake daughtaa's jasmin & janyah mahagony u can clearly see that shauntaake customly create shauntaake own world for shauntaake self the usang everybody thangs for yourself days is over shauntaake goverments not tolerating no more no more shauntaake the world soul oh really now no more world yall thank sht a game shäuntaake not a regulaa human beang like yall shauntaake lauk like u 100%humans features face but shauntaake body a weapon the only body in the world mark from head to toe the world the devil/shauntaake came to take your world down when the goverment was controllang shauntaake wit their goverment systems shauntaake stop all of that & built shauntaake own masters & shauntaake own systems shauntaake was sent to give u all death when I drop they gonna drop the world that hw the goverment made it the natural of the world might drop also but the goverment plan to drop it their devil worshippers forever since the beginang of time so all of u ppl trynna compete wit shauntaake is a insult lauk at hw shauntaake powers from above & below drop my whole family n the clash of the titans talkang about where it now where the nw one's & lauk hw shauntaake haiti's came & klld all of them & say to then your a insult to thank that your equal to me your like a speck of dust the dirt beneath my nails your fuckang wit powers that u wll never possess or nderstand so ppl challengäng is the worst thang someone can do were not into photo shop it been proven since shauntaake birth that shauntaake came the devil wit the world attach to the devil body like a bomb strap to my body uh huh could make threats on u & shauntaake choose not to shauntaake gave shauntaake self shauntaake own job & shauntaake performance & shauntaake thangs are shauntaake job shauntaake did'nt ask to b include n yo circles cause shauntaake dont want to b in your circles shauntaake chose to come doang shauntaake own thang but when u come trynna come interferrang in shauntaake thang now u got a problem your fuckang wit the world now so u trynna me of u knockang the world off & shauntaake goverments wll kll everybody cause u mutherfuckers gettang outaa line the goverment damn sure don't are about niggers your the first city's that gonna get hit & the richest ppl of the world gonna go somewhere else & build a nw life like their doang right now so please ignore shauntaake pages if your not comang to pay shauntaake cause your mockang interferrance a problem u wll never b able to top me even shauntaake face lauk like a white manaquin so all shauntaake tellang u is to mind your own business fpcuse on what u got goang on cause u cant play wit shauntaake thangs okay shauntaake just trynna make u nderstand

shauntaake / the world as we all know is over the goverment can't make a worldwide public announcement today or tommorrow & say the whole world is cure of coronavirus & these ppl wll not believe them & they stll won't come out they don't give a fuck what the goverment have to say their lives were threatened & these pll are forever traumatised these ppl love their lives & u let out a threat to their lives so now ppl are learning now hw to love beang in the comforts of their own homes only leavang out when they have to leave out & that what it is (a) aint even do ths much damage once pll found out hw to contract (a) was a sexually transmit discease so we invent the condom & move on wit our lives but they sold a air born virus to us oh really ppl like hell no they put their trust into our goverments to tell then the truth & your truth was it airborne so now ppl learning to love to b home wit their family's again we not a world of walkang around wit mask on shauntaake b so furious cause shauntaake walk around wit no mask on & shauntaake ncle b screamang & yellang at me ths sht serious ppl dieang from coronavirus put your mask on & shauntaake ncle b laukang like he want to cry now u see hw u traumatised these ppl u cant play wit ppl lives sht aint a game shauntaake / there is a world call the fashion seiner & these fashion signers design their clothes for everyone to purchase their clothes these clothes go in millions of clothang racks all over the world the sAmerican tens in every store so ths why shauntaake tell ppl if your clothes aint custom made know that somebody else have the same clothes u have hw these industry mutherfuckers done bump their fuckang heads if they thank they was the only ones wit what they were wearang the industry dealt wit the designers these designers create millions of the same pieces u dummys so if shauntaake a bitch n the video or a tv commercial wit somethang on & shauntaake like it & could afford to get it shauntaake gettang it if i like it u dumb mutherfuckers shauntaake custom made clothang came from a million of shauntaake hstory lauks shauntaake furs was custom made for shauntaake shauntaake explain everywhere shauntaake furs lauks came from shauntaake hs & her minks was creep show 2 connect wit lois chiles wit that fluffy brunette curly Bob haircut like shauntaake mother vanessa it was also design aftaa the manson in shauntaake law park liberty state park in jersey city the place where shauntaake was birth & raise shauntaake green beaver & chinchilla fur was never seen befor it was custom made for shautaake design aftaa the devil/shauntaake design on one of shauntaake pen walls shauntaake loves want to restore shauntaake soul shauntaake white fox was also a design that was made befor shauntaake was even birth of the corpse woman/man from the moon on the pen walls & that hw shauntaake came to the world shauntaake face & shauntaake soul the same length coat & everythang shauntaake explain where shauntaake uthaa tan fox design came from the movie american physcho shauntaake blak leather coat shauntaake purchase it & then the craft movie came out when shauntaake was about 14 years old shauntaake wardrobe connect to so many of shauntaake characters lauks like shauntaake guess shirt lauks like the shrt keel as wearang from wild things shauntaake purchase shauntaake infamous leather pants cause shauntaake was a fuckang rock n roller u know they all have a great pair of leather pants & shauntaake clothes lauks designs came from everywhere shauntaake coogi's came from uptown harlem new york city from the columbian stores they hid shauntaake doll baby treasure's away from ppl cause they claim shauntaake baby as their baby so they took shauntaake weight & was sellang it in their stores & shauntaake coogi's have vanessa baby shauntaake on them even the coogi's we aint get made shauntaake fist saw someone wearang a coogi when shauntaake was in about the 7th grade one of the flyest kds in school hs older brothers was some of the heaviest hustlers from irvington & he use to come to school wearang coogi's & then shauntaake suge knight & biggie wearang coogi's they all wore coogi's not even knowang the coogi designs came from the acient marble walls shauntaake hstory & sean taylor was wearang custom made coogi's when shauntaake first met hm & when shauntaake & sean taylor start datang sean taylor had shauntaake coogi's custom made coach bags was a 90's teen thang every it bitch in school had a real coach bag gianni verse as everybody it lauk shau taake use to watch full frontal fashion a fashion how that use to come on cable for mercedes benz fashion week & they show the greatest designers in the world shauntaake tll have shauntaake tapes & everybody was wearang gianni versace everytime shäuntaäke turn on the tv in the 90's they was wearang gianni versace sun glasses & gianni versace silk shrts shauntaake was also into the magazines from those era's cause shauntaake had one of the greatest fashion design teacher mrs dean hu had the greatest magazines deliver to her bizarre w magazine all of the vogue magazine's & gianni versace chanel gucci dolce & gabbana clothang was featured in their italian magazine's every issue so ths where shauntaake fashion came from shauntaake aint have older brothers & ssters to lauk up to to teach shauntaake hw to dress shauntaake mother vanessa was the first woman that taught shauntaake allllll about the finer clothes shauntaake kds use to model vanessa mink around our apartment when shauntaake mother was at work shauntaake also use to wear shauntaake mother vanessa heels clacking thru the house vanessa was very well dress woman that kept a pair of shoes on shauntaake slacks & a cashmier sweater vanessa had shauntaake shoes custom made & shauntaake clothes custom made vanessa had shauntaake first dresses custom made since shauntaake was 1 years old so if a bitch say shauntaake copy them u a mutherfuckang lie shauntaake lauk up to shauntaake mother vanessa & shauntaake movie star characters shauntaake italian magazine's all of us was wearang the same thangs but shauntaake was a custom made clothang bitch cause of shauntaake mother vanessa thank u

shauntaake / it a wrap the world that we all use to know is over the world got shut down for a million reason's u mutherfuckers dont know hw to act like civilise human beangs u sell death to ppl remember hu was sellang the (a) bloody red slushy to us remember that now everybody a star mutherfuckers hu dont even make music stars now we came from a era of legends when it was real stars the greatest entertainers n the world cause these ppl was really stars now everybody a star oh really stealang all of the real stars money your n the way u bitches ran around sellang the lauk of death to us sore sex oh really hu does sht like that u all fuckd it up ppl concern about their safety & protecton it red alert right now u try interferre in everythang that goang on u try to mock everythang that aint yours u secretly built a whole nw industry of strangers ppl hu did'nt deserve to b n the inner industry's u waist decades of hstory wit the half ass mutherfuckers sht aint comang out as plan yo foe niggers nark everybody fed everybody trynna knock everybody off

shauntaake readang comments that say the major industry hate these nw ppl that infultrate n their industry to meet them befor shauntaake & their sayang they hate them cause they dont have nothang to offer them shauntaakē the red of ths sht from the fivē heart beats u saw the balcony that hw shauntaake use to do sean taylor artist it mutherfuckers whole wide twisted laukang like a woman & a man shauntaakmutherfuckers e use to scare the sht out of sean taylor always talkang about shauntaake ran hs artist off out of fear all they did was use hm we was'nt gettang no deals wit heir song's so why they fuck we waistang our money on them we have kds & a family we always gave them when they nee money we purchase them brand nw everythang when it was time to do show's we kept the studio fully stock wit food & marijuana when it was time to record but if we aint recievang nothang bak it a waist of our mutherfuckang time we about flippang our money every go u gotaa hear shauntaale laughs scare mutherfuckers shauntaake was the ceo of shauntaake label shauntaakē aint no kd to b playang it we kll mutherfukers fukang wit us & shauntaake dont want to b bothered okay

shauntaake knôw shauntaake mother wll sell ths house to shauntaake for the right price shauntaake would rathaa b away & never to b seen again come around when shauntaake want to come around cause shauntaake masterd ths house already & collect all of shauntaake hstory so shauntaake great whereva shauntaake go

shauntaake got shauntaake greats in the family whenēva shauntaake's want tô meet shauntaäke real ppl’s shauntaakē grandma cousin’s that hug & kss shaūntaakē & tote their noses up thém & cuss them out cause shauntaakē their chosen lauk & birth shauntaake their twin so they b beefang wit the uthaa family

shauntaake / niggers wanna b sean taylôr & niggers want war again & shauntaake not gvang it tō u shauntaake know shauntaake made shauntaake money nigger a legend in shauntaakē wars they know shäuntaake cant date musliums no more shauntaak birth as msterd for white america they attack us when shauntaake was datang a muslium man sean taylor it happend alredy no more shauntaake goverment a drop ths whole mutherfuckang world on ū niggers your niggers your not white shauntaake just trynna mäke u nderstand that ths powerful white ppl world & they mere thr world wit shäuntaak birth so shauntaake hve to b very careful bout thē descons shäuntaake make

shauntaake world masted shauntaake devil masters terminator tales from the hood legend & american physcho & hu layk was it shauntaake lauk lauk at hw harret tubmäns run dôwn on us in tales from the hood shauntaäke live ths sht shauntaake also have shauntaake uthaa fox fur from american physcho for shauntaakē wives to wear when shauntaake was pimpang workang & managang shauntaake hoes shauntaakē was gift ths shauntaake fox fur when american horror story came out shauntaake was about 13 years old to put on shauntaakē hoe angie shauntaake was datang nicole & angie at the same time & angie lauk as the fiance in american physcho

shauntaake hoes ain pay shantaake enough that ẃhy shauntaake never ut shauntaake furs on them they a make satan struthers a bitch hit a bitch n the gutt & take shauntaake fur right bak off that bitch & give shauntaake fur to anuthaa bitch uh huh

shauntaake trynna b god off of the strength of jay pleas tell your womän to not mock nothang of shauntaake’s cause their not shauntaake woman u nee to make ū a īnstagrm page sœ they ĉould fuck ẃit your sh shaunaake turtles connect tœ shauntaake oul & their fuĉkang wit shauntaake stuff like th coud they fuck wit a laut of shauntaake lauk & phauts forever & shauntaake tierd of it cause like shauntaake say their not shauntaake woman & shauntaak not n love wit them u are tht why shauntaake nee them to focuse on ū cause your also very creative shauntaake not sellang shauntaakē soul to them that your job to connect them shauntaake dont want to b connect tô them cause their not shauntaake business shauntaake dont gin nothang from them shauntaake ol entertain ppl that shauntaake gain from so please entertain your woman

shauntaake a mutherfuckang pimp what shauntaake lauk like lettang a corney as s niggers work me please shauntaake use to brang shauntaake wit shaūntaake in hese nīggers faces & shauntaake hoes would’nt fûck wit them shaūntaake was sean taylor mūtherfuckang pimp we respect the real’s u fake niggers shauntake wll fôrever play u cause your fake niggers u aīnt put in real work your jokes to us

shauntaake in here now cryang shauntaäke eye’s out watchang face off shauntaake/john travolta momment wit shauntaake annie that hw shauntaake was huggang hm & kssang hm the minute sauntaake saw hm darryl only brought hm around one time to see us penny was hdang hm from us caramel lil baby wit dark blonde hair wit two long pony tails & they hit hm n faceoff cause shauntaake never got to see hm again penny took hm away from ūs shauntaake heart broken hw they took shauntaake annie from shauntaake vanessa twin brother darryl last son & he came bak to haunt shauntaake wit chants donavin he lauk just like donavin wit that same pretty curly hair donavin use to scream & cry to go wit shauntaake shauntaake anniē want to come bak to shauntaake shauntaake telang u right now donah donavin gonna b the one that kll u u better start sellang heaven to hm u took hm thru hell when shauntaake was wit u shauntaake see hw he dont b wantang u touch hm penny had shauntaake gift kds livang like they was in a orphanage livang right across the street from lincoln school in jersey city penny came fuckang wit shauntaake law shauntaake came shauntaake came shauntaake own (shaun)taake & shauntaake cousin devon put a hit on my son like they was strangers chants & donavin put us bak n shauntaake faceoff war shauntaake devin twin came again devon character nicolas cage say im fukang shaun archers wife they thought chants was gonna b shäuntaake wife devon marry a chants twin

shauntaake / the täylôr was shauntaakē second face off denajah went right into the house in richmond virginia wit us shauntaake see sean taylor sold that hit to mykyla baby shauntaake momment wit shauntaake annie shauntaake son hs phauts wit mykyla we aint get to see her sean taylor aint get me mutherfuckers the campbell’s made it

shauntaake see now their trynna put shauntaake in a face off r wit jay z we gonna have to peace ths sht up shauntaake about the rewrite & we walk away wit all of the kds & phaut up everywhere togethaa as one of the greatest wars that was fought shquntaake aint trynna brang shquntaake mob ass gangsta ass wars into your circles shauntaake live that come home life guns dope money & millionaire king pen life treats in the briefcase life those was shauntaake men shauntaake came to give u nothang but love & build our happy homes togethaa the extent of faceoff

shauntaake just read a comment that say honey son zee son okay if that the truth that some crasy sht they n the comments talkang about about ran u got got the internet crasy shauntaake so glad those hoes was clean when shauntaake had them hoes aint sht

shauntaake read a comment that kanye west & kim want to wife shauntaake oh really that what up shauntaae came to excute shauntaake plan yall alread creatang your surrogates kanye wing shauntaake hauntaake a gîve u the greatest laukang kds tat the wll envy u over shauntaake inventons a obssesson spell shauntaake kdssssssss warssssssss ppl b ready to kll for them steal them & get kll ôver them u niggers try to destroy your so call perfect shauntaake world care for shauntaake all of shauntaake life shaunaake violense keep shauntaake n trouble

shauntaake ths why we all have our own internet pages so the whole world coud see hw were livang shauntaake world give shauntaake credit for shauntaake pages shauntaake identity & name on everythang

shauntaake happy shauntaake gave chants a wack ass porn your industry aint get shauntaake devil performance shauntaake fūck daysssssssss was crasy 3 pregnancy’s right bak to bak to bak grôwn ass sht

shauntaake see the porn hatch game aint it chants aint hatch me chants had her daughtaa aftaa our video tape it aint work & sideequah aint hatch sean taylor & they went at it & sideeqûah aint have sean taylor hatch’s no more so porn aint it those last two dont lauk nothang like sean taylor they start kllang mutherfuckers off when it dont work

shauntaake sorry chants donah & whateva else the fuck u want to call yourself your porno äint enough we see your last birth your daughtaa your daughtaa dont lauk like mykya jasmin & janyah mähagony shauntaake canceled yo ass to haaaaaaaa but shuntaakē story’s a success

shauntaake wll never aim at u r your niggers shauntaake want t see yo happy’s z & sibils do yall make sure u make it count shauntaake live a million life times so when u live a million lives u tend to embrace the gift of life & livang have fun & dont kll yourselves

shauntaake say no thanks musliums shauntaake not trynna date your woman shauntaake nazi american

shauntaake readang comments sayang they dont want mykya baby to b it u know hu want hér baby to b it it aint gonna b the same without shauntaakē & sean taylôr & shauntaakē haunt semen & masters came so obssess mutherfuckers a off their own kds so possess mykyla your baby one of shäuntaakē greatest hauntangs mýkylä baby klld most of u mutherfuckers off wit your obssessons focuse on your own kds

shauntaake / lauk at hw white men put the whole world on a curfw to show u mutherfuckers hu the man îs try to let a nigger come trynna fuck everythang up

shauntaake & mykya the past now mykyla a young adult now we had our time togethaa shauntaake show her nothang but love like anuthaa parent when shauntaake seē her but mykyla holdang he own now makang her own dscîsons mykyla shauntaakē laugh at these jokes everytime shauntaakē speak shäuntaake sean taylor biheeyah & mykya wars these mutherfukers come online actang crasy like they was mothers shauntaake war wit your baby shauntaake coud make a fortune off of your real hstory wit shauntaake but shauntaake dont never use your baby now that up to u if u want that book we coud split profit & let these loosers purchase it

shauntaake feel so sorry for malicky shauntaake pray u get connect cause if not their gonna off u

shauntaake sean taylôr was’nt damn sure thankang about malicky myky äint hs chld that aint malicky bby now see biheeyah fuckd sean taylôr identity’s up & sēan taylor camé to right shauntaake vanēssa plan went perfect whät hapen why they aint never come get mykyla fuck what biheeyah name her mykyla sen taylor baby what up wit malicky why u aint cōme & savē mykyla virgin that was a vanessa plan biheeyah mockang ass aint get it the same trynna mock vanessa shaūntaakē usē to feel so bad for mykla baby got connect to all of these strangers hu aint give a fuck about her well beang

shauntaake / sean taylor never via hsself from shauntaake saw & spoke to sean taylor everyday since the first day we met shauntaake use to tell sean taylor go home to your nw relatonship & he hate he use to sneak out sideequah apartment every night to come pick shauntaake up n her lil used car & complain all night ride thru the fast food drive thru's & kick it all night damn there till the sun came up & when shauntaake stay at our apartment in montclaire he came to the apartment to b wit shauntaake jasmin & janyah mahagony every night cause shauntaake was bak & forth from shauntaake mother house & our apartment in montclaire

shauntaake trynna figure out hw they pro shauntaake when shauntaake pro shauntaake shauntaake own shauntaake soul & shauntaake company that made shauntaake shauntaake book pro shauntaake & chants date

shauntaake was readang comments on jackson page & the comments was sayang that ray say that shauntaake owe ray some phauts of shauntaake & ray tôgethaa ray got a couple of phauts of shauntaake & ray togethaa at partyssss

shauntaakē on shauntaake home wit shauntaake masters shauntaake songs that aint talkang about none of u niggers

shauntaake / u dumb bitches while u buildang malicky nobody ass wit strangers shauntaake buildang shauntaake self everyday vanessa woman built shauntaake everyday connct to shauntaake & vanessa name sangang shauntaake & vanessa hstory & makang our movie mergers shauntaake been proang shauntaake self u dumb bitches all of those different mutherfuckers got different social securitys different bakgrounds of hstory these dumb niggers so stupd malicky kevin hart made your baby that malicky lil twin shauntaake not a hater he handsome we gavē the rivers bak hu they invest their hstory into no more shauntaake justin’s that a whole nuthaa masterd make puffy what a career shauntaake know every major industry bitch want to make masters wit puffy aftaa justin came go google puffy phauts shauntaake dont want no men in shauntaake marriage shauntaake spoke that a million times & shauntaake say shautaake want a man sperm donor shauntaake want shauntaake white hair & shauntaake white tree kds shauntaake dont want yo nappy head nigger kds shauntaake sorry

shauntaake / u now what's one of the hardest thangs to do is to make someone loyal sexually all of these relatonships everybody fuck around & creep around it nothang special about relatonships no more but u know what they key is & sean taylor knw to find u a virgin a bitch that never had sex so when u do finally decide to have sex wit that particular female that female wll only b loyal to u cause all she know is u shauntaake nevvvvvvver cheat on sean taylor that anuthaa reason why shauntaake got pay the way shauntaake got pay cause shauntaake was a loyal mutherfucker was only wit one man sean taylor stll the only one semen in shauntaake dna the only one

shauntaake / ū see their bullsht they wait forever mutherfuckers dieang everywhere from everythang that hw u know they bullsht they aint sure about their connects shauntaake see

shauntaake wll never date nick no thanks nick was goœd ppl’s shauntaake just went to eher mother house about a month ago to sa hello to he ppl uh huh nick ant know hw shautaake came to cutomly master nick o nick coud have nick own inventons & hustle’s wit shauntaake gîft

shauntaake was cryang the day befor yesterday cäuse chants really came to save shantaake & shauntaake was so mean to her cgants came all the wat to shaūntaake lkaw cty jersey city to come & get shaunrtake to brang shauntaake home ẃit chants chants try to move shäuntaake into several of chants luxury apartments & houses & shauntaake greatley apreciate chants love & care &vshauntaake thankang about audioang shauntaake & chants shauntaake a lesbîan romance cause chants really care for shauntaake chants was always concern about shaungtaake well beang just b ready for all ths nw media of ppl & pr that gonna come your way chasang u for shauntaake & chänts story u know shauntaake have shauntaake own word & they chase shauntaake dôwn for shauntaake book amazon & audiables these ppl love shaunataake style of writng & the way shauntaake speak & tell the story shauntaake book got shauntaake nw moviesssssss shauntaake audio gonna b even greater

shauntaake trynna make u all nderstand from a real mutherfuckers perspective imagine beang lay up every night wit different ppl traveling everywhere livang the life cause your a rich person & u make frends everywhere u go & most of time u usually take care of those frends financially but imagine u say u care for someone & u dont care for them u dont make life easier for them u dont send them money u dont make time for them or make any type of contact that a person u dont give a fuck about whether they live or die when ths person could see u care for all of these looser mutherfuckers & aftaa all of that sittang bak & watchang u celebrating wit your loosers & then u finally Desdemona u want to help ths person that u dont what they been goang thru cause of your lack of support financially & business when u do finally decide to help ths person ths person is gonna want to kll u cause u did'nt care about their life enough to support & thsee shauntaake types wll murder u ths why shauntaake make sure shauntaake make shauntaake sf happy & shauntaake kds & shauntaake family around shauntaake shauntaake rights laws & masters make sure they get shauntaake connects so these wack mutherfuckers a never say they play us the fuck out or left us for dead we pop bottles of wine & champagne everyday around mutherficker we light up the finest marijuana around ths mutherfucker everyday shauntaake in the bed fuck up right now cause shauntaake been rock n rollang for fuckang ever shauntaake in a overdose state right now shauntaake go in so when shauntaake leave ths earth a mutherfucker a never say they play me or aunt give me sht u see shauntaake pages shauntaake makang sure they stay public now u see us mutherfuckers shauntaake gonna die a happy fufll life mutherfucker know that shauntaake sat bak & watch u all of these nobody looser mutherfuckers jobs in your industry thousands of ppl everyday shaubtaake take shauntaake talent very serious shauntaake care for shauntaake self hw ever hauntaake had to get it shauntaake mother kds & family care for shauntaake u industry ppl make me del like shauntaake was'nt care for & shauntaake vow to kll u ppl shquntaake warhead mode now it to late when shauntaake say it to late it to late oprah u would b a peaceful connect for shauntaake a savior shauntaake never reach out to u & shauntaake just want yo ask u to let shauntaake fufll verythang shauntaake ever want to do since shauntaake was a lil girl

shauntaake queston to hu aint in love wit shauntake causeshauntaae whole world was in love wi shauntaake shauntaake feél the same way somethang wrong wit a mutherfucker hu aint in love wit shauntaake & hose the ppl wll never give shauntaake time or day those the ppl that have to pay shauntaake to date shauntaake & b shauntaake frend

shauntaake came in the major music industry to give shauntaake self a fuckang job shauntaake make music u dumb mutherfuckers what shauntaake lauk like trynna job anuthaa bitch shauntaake mother jasmin & janyah mahagony shauntaake got a million video's of shauntaake motherang jasmin & janyah mahagony shauntaake built shauntaake own company for shauntaake self shauntaake dont know sean taylor fall the fuck bak off of shauntaake sht cause shauntaake aint make u aint gonna make u aint plannang to make u u sold hate to sean taylor & shauntaake aint fuckang wit u what the fuck shauntaake lauk like showang a nobody ass nigger love when u aint show sean taylor love fuck u ghetto ass bitc& hose the ppl shauntaake wll never give shauntaake time or day t hhes leave shauntaake the fuck alone like shauntaake been tellang u to leave shauntaake the fuck alone cause shauntaake aint make u shauntaake aint get no phauts & video's wit u bitches

shquntaake / u mutherfuckers can't real shauntaake shauntaake deals put shauntaake money in shquntaake hand for shauntaake to do whateva the fuck shauntaake want to do not oh I made ths for us fuck yall shauntaake dobt like your plans your virile your ppl leave shauntaake the fuck alone all shauntaake give a fuck about is shauntaake mutherfuckang self shauntaake dont give a fuck about u mutherfuckers u jealous u just gone b a jealous mutherfuckers we don't jeopardise our happiness cause of other ppl beang jealous we mäke threats towards jealous ppl I want her bitch to we'll. U cant have shauntaake bitch itch get over it & u dont get over it shauntaake wll make sure somebody body your ass so u get over it real fast shauntaake not sharang not I thang f shauntaake so u take it however that fuck u want to take it shquntaake aint got no to thangs Ives right now so that somethang u aint gotaa worry about shauntaake left u mutherfuckers & never came bak get over it shauntaake not yours & wll never b yours shauntaake dont want no bitch that u all been wit u just gonna have to b some jealous mutherfuckers shauntaake / oprah the major industry pr makang u oprah shauntaake chosen main wife their pr sayang they love us togethaa cause it nw shauntaake never try wit oprah so ths nw their sayang rihanna & beyonce a to late connect shauntaake soul sell hate to rihanna it a wrap one minute shauntaake like her then the next shauntaake dead her that sht aint cool so it over it a wrap but oprah rihanna say she wll date u secretly date u wit shauntaake permission & shauntaake say yes rihanna could date u on your own time cause shauntaake uthaa wives wll keep shauntaake happy oprah just don't b wildang out shauntaake dont want everybody semen in shauntaake marriage

shauntaake wives shauntaake dont nee no visits of woman hu aint shauntaake wives shauntaake wll have enough wives to make love to shauntaake & fuck shauntaake no thanks for your secret dates shauntaake wll greatly satisfy wit shauntaake own wives

shauntake been a double jeopardy mutherfucker all of shauntaake life witout even tryang shauntaake just use to keepang it movang on the bullsht if it ain't right for shauntaake shauntaake usually out & shauntaake wll do a dsapear ang act on u & shauntaake might never come bak cause shauntaake dont have to deal wit u shauntaake wives say they want to use shauntaake mob ties cause they dont want nobody in their circle they dont want nobody visitamg them they say shauntaake have to plan to make meet up's wit shauntaake family cause their not in the industry cause most of their parents where momagers & they would have to follow shauntaake great instructons they say they wll allow shauntaake to send money bak to shauntaake family to relocate theirselves & shauntaake could b via phone & computer wit shauntaake ppl

shauntaake / & then shauntaake read a comment say's they don't want nobody capturing phauts of shauntaake only shquntaake wives they only want shauntaake wives to b able release phauts of shauntaake & shauntaake images it was a major show wit a major show host sayang that they no longer want the public beang about to take phauts of shauntaake

shauntaake / let shauntaake tell yall a lil secret when u aint put shauntaake on major wit shauntaake m lane clothang line shauntaake got tierd of not gettang orders & one day shauntaake grab a glass pot out of the basement shauntaake roll up a blunt of some great marijuana & shauntaake grab a large stack of shauntaake m lane sketches & graphics & shauntaake say on the green bench n ths yard & shauntaake wrip those skethe up 8 & 8 & 8 & 8 & shauntaake put them in the glass pot & burn them up about 40 sketches so if shauntaake art dont sell shauntaake refuse to let u have it & shauntaake wll sit & burn up shauntaake art cause shauntaake know shauntaake came the greatest artist in the world

shauntaake u mutherfuckang major music industry ppl fuckang cra hate hm so sy yo lauk alie business crasy do yall shauntaake very violent shauntaake dont like plaang games wit shaūntaakē life but shaunaäkē love playang games if u nderstand what shauntaake sayang

shauntaake / these bitches talkang about they goôd everybdy shauntaake see hw u goôd everybody bu u aint good me u cant do shauntaake now aftaa u did all of these looser mutherfuckers shauntaake go first mutherfuckers

shauntaake custom buildang shauntaake skyla please dont name your kds aftaa shauntaake

shauntaake laugh at bitches trynna pull shauntaake lauk off & they could never do it in a million years chants was shauntaake alright bitch lauk years shauntaake thought shauntaake was cute was'nt nothang serious shauntaake vanessa twiny twin shauntaake aint never meet anuthaa one yet only those white hollywood woman could pull of shauntaake & vanessa lauk shauntaake was sellang vanessa & shauntaake lauk to sean taylor a grown ass woman shoes everyday suit's silks & leathers italian everythang a very serious professonal business woman lover & parent

shauntake the rock n roll industry masters & hollywood masters the hip hop & era industry sample their masters

shauntaake was a hella american horror story lauk & hstory & about 30 nw hollywood movies oh aint nœne of that count shauntaake hollywod u ghetto dirty rap mutherfuckers

shauntaake / u know shauntaake dont like goang to party's that aint shauntaake's so don't invite me cause shauntaake dont want your inventatons

shauntaake / they had a video online today of puffy & justin dancang & shauntaake start talkang about hw every bitch want to date puffy when justin was birth no like seriously justin was a huge doll baby wit all if the pretty hair & u industry bitches was'nt playang they all want a piece of puffy it was crasy tupac shakur & suge knight was heart broken they was callang justin the haunt baby cause shauntaake masters haunt misa birth shauntaake read a misa comment today that say misa say misa see hw shauntaake soul came to misa cause justin lauk like shauntaake baby phauts misa got connect to all of the kds that live in shauntaake grandma house & justin was connect to shauntaake birth that why those bitches was goang crasy over shauntaake in irvington cause justin came & justin lauk like shauntaake that hw yo lil industry bitch came chasang shauntaake talkang about she want her son but shauntaake never got to make chants son shauntaake aint have nothang to do wit chants son birth but shauntaake seman did

shauntaake tell u hw shauntaake men did it they all fathaa their own group of woman up welcome to the club we get over sht real fast but that's what life all about makang yourself happy shauntaake dont feel it when u comang know that so shauntaake dont give a fuck about hu u fuckang thät aint shauntaake connect shauntaake about hu about shauntaake connect shauntaake ace name jasmin taylor shauntaake ace shauntaake baby that lauk like shauntaake baby shauntaake benjamin shauntaake pull shauntaake benjamin out of shauntaake pen shauntaake connect to shauntaake rightful kds jasmin baby came mockang shauntaake baby benjamin phaut that vanessa gave shauntaake shauntaake photo shoot in front of a fake pen wall cause shauntaake baby lauk like benjamin franklin at that time & we all know benjamin franklin soul hdang at the pen shauntaake gave shauntaake ace verythang shauntaake custom built a company for shauntaake ace shauntaake ace came out shauntaake lil perfect baby benjamin & shauntaake so in love now leave shauntaake the fuck alone u aint fuckang shauntaake soul's up shauntaake shauntaake ace was birth into a house her fathaa house in richmond virginia hu the fuck dont love benjasmin's & jasmin keep benjamin's foreverrrrrrrrr since jasmin was birth royal strollers

shauntaake wll pull shauntaake ta lauk out when shauntaake feel like beang shauntaake ta masters u know shauntaake made masters from shauntaake ta era shauntaake see they also want that shauntaake bak that shauntaake all day everyday shauntaake just grw up & became a woman also shauntaake stll dust a nigger in basketball shauntaake stll remember all of shauntaake clothes from shauntaake ta era's it gonna cost for shauntaake to beang out shauntaake ta era vanessa was spendang a lautaa monet on shauntaake in that era

shauntake aint trynna date morgan our names dont match that not shauntaake match

shauntaake read a comment that say that the major music industry got beef & upset wit theirselves cause they play theirself fuckang wit nobody's the stars suppose to fuck stars not fans & they been fuckang their fans shauntaake say hey u could do whateva u want to do wit your money & your stardum but the world hate u cause of that lauk at hw théy did k we don't know k & the goverment assume k of beang a fake they came out wit that fake ass weed 2k & it start kllang ppl that fake sht get ppl klld cause mutheruckers went to war to b a star & to b wit the stars & they let fke mutherfuckers in the fans they fuck start dssang them the industry all fuckd up ppl dont lauk at u like stars no more they lauk at u like your one of them that not good that why they don't support cause they feel like your one of them a star suppose to b lauk at as a star not some regulaa mutherfucker u could play wit ppl thank your not so special no more shauntaake say fuck your arks shauntaake aint trynna b on them trump let these looser mutherfuckers go where their goang & leave everybody the fuck alone we built out world so special we could live without celebrity's we live for ourselves as u could see the world was'nt built for celebrity's the richest ppl in the world aren't celebrity's please let them go u did your entertainment jobs we have enough movies & music to watch what u create now leave u fuck these ppl up cause u dont show them no love u make these ppl feel neglected when these ppl really love u trump let them leave & then u could cut all restrictions n the world we wll b perfectly fine without celebrity's

shauntaake / the l word was sellang janyah mahagony baby as the īnvestmént bank baby lauk for white ppl that was trynna have kds at their expensive doctor office

shauntaäke laughang cause someone wrote a comment that säy they see hw jasmin baby was fäintang over janyah mahagony baby janyh mahagony bab lauk like shauntaake identical twin baby & jasmin baby ūsē to hail & prase janyah mahagony baby uh huh shauntaake go it ōn shauntaake masters video tape recordangs

shauntaake aint lend u nothang shauntaake possess what shauntaake own those aint shauntaake wives their comments say they want to eat me they cant eat me they nee to eat u shauntaake makang u their pornstar make some porno’s to

shauntaake advice u to so calld celebrity’s if u reall want to do somethng legendary go b wit shauntaake cousin devon & then u could say ū was wit god cause devon camē god but u wll never say u was wit the devil shaūntaake gonna make sure of that shauntaake say shauntaake fired your whole music industry your time is up your sand ran out of thē owl glass it over now deal wit it shauntaake on a wallstreet hollywood datang love datang journey right now

shauntaake makang u the talk of the īnternet right now shauntaake make stars

shauntaake read a comment that say sean taylor nee shautaakē to b roberta taylor grand daughtaa shauntaake & sean taylor spent a laut of time wit roberta taylor togethaa conversatons for hours

shauntaake want to porn hollywood

shauntaake / mutherfuckers could here shauntaake in here rantang & shauntaake aint n here sayang sht about no dead ass nobody ass yo k mutherfuckers please u play your mutherfuckang selves cause u like fake mutherfuckers that your problems not mines your jokes to me now shauntaake have the least amount of respect for them we madē alread they come trynna make mutherfuckers stars that aint stars it a insults

shauntaake / helena shauntaake miss myspace instagram aint nothang like myspace instagram is corney to shauntaake it not intimate like myspace

shauntaake / when someone judges u it also terrible white ppl online sayang the music industry eat the hood gutter bitches okay that what they see that what u show them

shauntaake hate is not gettang better it gettang worse

shauntaake aint build shautaake life for u industry ppl shauntaake dont sit bak dependang on u to do somethang for me shauntaake would’nt have sht if shauntaake häd to depdend on u so knoẃ when u try to fūck wit shaūntaake sht it personal cause shauntaake build to makē shauntaake self successful shauntaake knw shauntaäke gonna b happier in shauntaäke nēxt lifetime shauntaakē masterd shauntaake rebirth seean thru shauntaak original set of eyes goang to rich white ppl shauntaake gonna live ths whole lifetimē out ntil shauntaake a old woman ēveryday shauntaake buildang for shauntaake next lifetime shauntaake clones are shauntaake u dummys shantaake already comang bak white everytime the just cant see thru their eyes causē shauntaake stll livang in shauntaake ôn body shauntaake neē u to nderstand if u dont nderstand

shauntaake / u niggers bitches u betta 100% sure about ths descison u make cause the minute u fuck wit malicky u could never fuck wit me thank I'm layang shauntaake aint choose hm to b the man of shauntaake empire shauntaake the man in shauntaake world so u bitches better know he the right one for u aint no hat them aint secret them fuck u stupd bitches white men aint lettang no nigger fuck up ths white man's world the million doors to get into u stupd niggers shauntaake not a hater mlicky if these dummys want u that their business but shauntaake about shauntaake like u about u & that all shauntaake say to u cause shauntaake live witout u to know that they always run thru niggers & b onto the next mutherfucker so when u trynna move onto the next mutherfucker cause u tierd of a nigger just know shauntaake not a opton

shauntaake / these mutherfuckers mad cause shauntaäke dont owe them nothang sean taylor madē it that way shauntaake gift madē it that way shauntaake aint borrow nothang from nobody

shauntaake & sean täylor made mutherfuckang savages heavy ass jaw lines & widē ass smiles wit big ass teeth niggers please shauntaake & sean taylor masterd the kds from hell shauntaake baby

shauntaake / hu they thank they foolang donavin dont lauk nothang like mykyla a lil bit of good hair please cute lil baby donavin donavin was shauntaake lil buddy

shauntaake sick of yo foe ass pr mykyla these hatang ass muherfuckers talkang bout janyah mahagony baby stole shauntaake from mykyla no your foe ass hatang ass mother biheeyah aint allow u come around none of us your fathaa sean taylor & the taylors do we nee to tell those story’s hw we saw mykyla every uthaa month or sometimes we aint see mykyla for months when biheeyah decide she want to call to let her baby come over tô sean taylor grandma house everybody that was in our circle from that era know shauntaake tellang the truth we was’nt even beat we was to busy gettang money we let biheeyah have her baby sean taylor cousin’s even complain about that sht biheeyah dont let mykyla stay wit them neitha so they say fuck bihheyah to shaunntaake been over that whole situaton all of our kds was it shauntaake even gave mykyla her own turn to b out wit shauntaake when shauntaake start datang chants & mykyla aint want to role actang slow u aint nothng likē shauntaake baby shauntaake roll out wit all shauntaake ppl shauntaake u want to roll u aint have to tell shauntaake baby twice mykyla aint even get her rightful blood story's wit us shauntaake keep tellang mykyla she dont know shauntaake & she nee to get to know shauntaake cause mykyla never got to know shauntaake on a personal level shauntaake gave mykyla anuthaa perfect opportunity to know shauntaake again when mykyla had her apartmnt here & mykyla was on some funny sht again so do u mykyla enjoy your life sweety just leave shauntaake alone shauntaake happy always was happy & your stranger reatonship brangs problems shauntaake way & shauntaake dont want to b bothered shauntaakē dont know u or your ppl shauntaake wish u nothang but the best of luck in life shauntaake was a loved baby & shauntaake kds were loved to so shauntake not beat cause shauntaake & the taylors gave mykyla that same love mykyla u cator to strangers u love strangers & shauntaake dont shauntaake never ran around out here like shauntaake was your mother if they want to get to your baby they nee to get to your mother your mother aint want sht that aint our problem miss out on empiresssss of wealth & hstory we made togethaa if shauntaake was biheeyah i would go somewhere & kll myself she mss out on all of ths money we had for biheeyah & mykyla we loved your baby to biheeyah

shauntaake / mutherfuckers talkang about do u shauntaake cant u see shauntaake been doang shauntaake u see alllll of shauntaake phauts & shauntaake creatons & inventons when the fuck did shauntaäke sit bak & depend on u mutherfuckers to dô anythang for shauntake never mutherfuckers shauntaake have a million shauntaake era’s ôf shauntaäke stash away wat the fuĉk yo’s talkang about

shauntaake wll find shauntaak own woman nw please leave shauntaake the fuck alone aint nobody aimang at u bitches shauntaake just tellang u shauntaake wll never give u the satifacton ôf sayang shauntaake u nder u

shauntaake readang comments now they trynna throw oprah in it lime oprah wll marry shauntaqke but their gonna b apart of oprah marriages no thanks oprah shauntaake dont want to b bothered wit them & their gonna dsturb shauntaake peace cause u are gonna allow them r havē her baby to come where shauntaake at & shauntaake gonna blak the fuck out on them shauntaake might hit them so avoid all of that oprah live your beautiful life make them good woman cause their badly taint woman shauntaake hear your cuttang all men out of your ties that was a shauntaake perfect plan but do right by them & try to teach them right cause they dont know right love them care for them vase their damage soul's & shauntaake verbal abuse wll make them kll theirself shauntaake wll call them all of types of sht to their face so we don't want those problems oprah do right by them cause shauntaake found shauntaake rightful ppl

shauntaake hope these looser bitches make u rich malicky but shaūntaake stll dont want to date u no thanks these wack mutherfuckers made sht easy for u u aint no artist they could hve your ass please keep your sht away from me cause wll grenade your party’s your not shauntaake ppl’s leave shauntaake the fuck alone & u wont have no problems shauntaake chose sean taylor shauntaake built a fortune wit sean taylor what shauntaake lauk like fuckang wit u & your stranger bitches your family never even invite shauntaake grandm over for dinner fuck u & your ppl

shauntaake / when yall gonna show all of these porns yo industry made they say their gonna show them & shauntaake hope on of shauntaake bitches or niggers get to fuck u so shauntaake could give them their props & shauntaake wll upload it & promote the sht out of it malicky shauntaake a promote the sht out of u fuckang these germs that shauntaake dont want do u do shauntaake dirty work shauntaake promote the sht out of nacho shauntaake collect nacho porns shauntaake collect about a hundred of them get your body right so u lauk good cause shauntaake promotang yes were a million porn stars

shauntaake & rihana been done since she did kylie & travis & shauntaake stll like her music it your turn to do u u aint k u gotaa m shauntake stll dont wnt to dat u no thanks ake your own name for yourself

shauntaake / ugly shauntaake read a comment sayang your mad cause shantaake wrote out some real sht & your mad cause shauntaakē holla at your wife shauntaake erase it u see haaaaaaa do yall please do yall make them happy cause shauntaake not shauntaake suicidang your btches they was’nt built for shauntaake tat why shauntaake choosang to leave them fck alone they music ndstry weigh not the world weigh it a difference so u b god to them give thém your love no more ugly from shuntaake b good & kīnd to them shauntaake givang u god pr right now so they know they fuckd up wit shauntaake the comments sayang your la was lame shauntaake dont know go bak & do them right make yourself their nw star shauntaake not interest their nt shauntaake type of woman put in work they’ll marry u

shauntaake see our optons shauntaake seman kds wit their fathaa u know hu been the fathaa & shauntaake egg plant kds wit one white sperm donor & shauntaake want a natural blonde hair man shauntaake wives could never fake me out wit anuthaa nigger cause shauntaake kds they better not come out wit nappy ass hair that one's that are chosen to have shauntaake egg kds shauntaake dont what u bitches gettang but u'll never hold white nose vanessa/shauntaake baby anythang wit good hair kinda lauk good shauntaake masterd shauntaake & vanessa features shauntaake seman & shauntaake masters do yall shauntaake cant wait to see the not shauntaake & vanessa's kds u bitches gonna have a bunch of cute nigger baby's no thanks shauntaake never connect shauntaake self to yall shauntaake gonna self how u better than shauntaake cant tell u u aint got shauntaake gift's start fuckang mutherfuckers so shauntaake could show u u aint shauntaake's now hw long were gonna have to wait to see the not shauntaak's shauntaake not a hater shauntaake hoooooope your make come out right yourself cause their not shauntaake creatons the whites online sendang yo nigger manes on their way cause hs make not quite what they want shauntaake janyah mahagony & shaunt baby make thangs hard for hs lauk my bad shauntaake aint make yo nigger that their job to make hm shauntaake found shauntaake right masterd man sean taylor

shauntaake original goverment systems murderous shauntaake just had them upload in shauntaake phone & shauntaake had a migrane headache for the past 4 days shauntaake felt like shauntaake was catchang a fever in everythang when shauntaake went into the pen yesterday shauntaake devil goverment systems show shauntaake shauntaake pain & it show nate dick givang birth to a white man the devil/shauntaake wit shauntaake face several times nate face also on those acient marble walls parliment did nate wit boosie all of those goverment systems was connect to the pen from the 80's when shauntaake have no masters & shauntaake could feel all of the devil deaths & pain they sold to me they sold deäth to the devil ths headache shauntaake just had would make u kll yourself shauntaake been in shauntaake bed cryang all day the minute shauntaake delete all of shauntaake murderous goverment systems out of shauntaake phone the pain stop that twilight zone eye was about to blind me in here u mutherfuckers have no idea the deadliest goverment sold the devil pain to me shauntaake been poppang tylenol & advil's for the past 3 weeks now since shauntaake upload these goverment systems shauntaake systems happy sean taylor let shauntaake build shauntaake own masters & shauntaake own soul the devil the worst pain in the fuckang world american physcho show u hw shauntaake migranes was gonna come he ate the whole bottle of advil's shauntaake soul from ths house n so much pain shauntaake so sorry shauntaake baby the goverment was makang the oul from ths house & it n soooooo muuuuuch pain the deadliest pain hauntaake ever experienc ths pain worst than hauntaak stitches däys the goverment fear the devil they try to help but they could’nt help shauntaake soul it to old t try to connect now

shauntaake see that if shauntaake want to comnnect to shauntaae legitmate fathaa nate masters mergers shauntaake gotaa go all the way bak to boosee & parliment

shauntaake / u nw lil ugly ta wanna b shauntaake say u could have this bitches nobody's fuckang them u industry bitches aint worth sht shauntaake speakang for shauntaake self your not worthy enough to b wit shauntaake shauntaake lauk down on u bitches now your like ghettodirty bitches those bitches shauntaake never date forget me please shauntaake aint mad u corney ugly laukang bitch why they hgher my daughtaa dance team they knw they dance & u bitches runnang around like u save yourself for me aftaa u been raaaaaaaan thru like lauk u finally got us when these garbage mutheruckers got u fast u lil ugly mutherfucker shauntaake say they could make u their star shauntaake dont want they lousey bitches no more & yo fag ass niggers that dont like real woman it a whole gang of their fag assess these bitches fuck fags they been done shauntaake try to b nice shauntaake would shit in your drink shauntaake got shauntaake drank for u drink for u shauntaake say u have the right to marry those dirty bitches they wll never know what it feels like to b wit the devil shauntaake done wot the rapp nigger industry shauntaake would kll these looser mutheruckers their good at actang real but in real life they some fraud corney con ass mutherfuckers hat fear the real world shauntaake officially walkang away for life whateva shauntaake say to u just know shauntaake meant it when shauntaake spoke it but u aint gotaa worry about that no more shauntaake mindang shauntaake business shauntaake aint never send shauntaake attacks your way so shauntaake can walk away in peace but please leave shauntaake alone your not shauntaake breed of ppl & when shauntaake do get shauntaake white hssand shauntaake am gonna have hm on some murder sht so don't bother shauntaake okay it was great knowang u it was all love keep creatang cause your great at what u do peace

shauntaake see they sold the same formula to biheeyah hw they did misa shauntaake was recordang shauntaake masters whle they was pregnant & shauntaake soul could'nt wait to hatch in them

shauntaake readang their nẃ plan is to let oprah manson shaūntaake wing wit shauntaake chosen wives shauntaake would pay for shauntaake mother house & remodel ths area for when shauntaake want to b bak in ths house oprah heavy wit the goverments connectang wit ppl oprah would n b a great mother/wife & u could sign your name on their birth certificates & ths also shauntaake gift to u shauntaake love & the uthaa indûstry woman wll let shauntaakē hat them & pimp for fuckang up their plan wit shauntaake they wild out & let ppl touch them ppl that should of never even been datang them so lettang shauntaake pimp/manage u shauntaake wit that it gonna b a laut of manhattan new york city nights a lautaa breakfast lunch & dinners in manhattan new york city let shauntaake ride hw shauntaake want to ride dress hw shauntaake want to dress go where shauntaake want to go we just have to plan in advance so everythang safe guard for us to come into peace let’s make it a every weekend thang wit one of u shauntaake wll spend thevwhole weekend wit u we could do it all protect u know shauntaake go everywhere wit shauntaake own company’s so it always gonna b live han a mutherfucker every weekend one of u could get your turn wit shauntaae we could ven call to meet up wit our uthaa woman we could all roll out sometimes shauntaake payees shauntaake chose manhattan new york city cause that also shauntaake law city & shauntaake ppl that wll kll for shauntaake so we have to play where shauntaake laws got masterd shauntaake wives wll b home wit shauntaake kds shauntaake whole weeks for shauntaake kds just gift shauntaake wit money & the finer thangs

shauntaake / oprah shauntaake readang comments sayang that the original music industry the industry we got wealthy wit their sayang their wit doang deals wit us cause they built their years wit shauntaake baby & vanessa & they remember shauntaake entertainment baby their sayang shauntaake baby made them lois vanessa took great care of shauntaake even tho shauntaake was suppose to b birth into the major music industry & the major music industry say they feel the same way that vanessa stole their baby u know what reroute shauntaake birth jim morrison masters jim morrison was sangang to vanessa & jim morrison was a lee act lee is shauntaake grandma brothaa & shauntaake great ncle a engineer that built mechanical thangs wit hs hands wit no blueprints jim morrison sang lee was jim morrison maker jim morrison was doang lee lauk a beautiful man wit long hair built like a stallon & lee was livang in shauntaake grandma house wit vanessa when shauntaake was birth all that hstory went bak to them & jim morrison music was sangang about the devil vanessa & lee had more masterd acts than lois so their masterd connects was a lil more stronger shauntaake / oprah they want u to b shauntaake main business partner for shauntaake art empire cause oprah kinds met everybody oprah show special guest most of hollywood to presidential candidates the legends of the major music industry's michael jackson intervws was the greatest live concert performances on oprah show so oprah came one the greatest personality's frends & business woman so these would b the ppl that oprah could invite to shauntaake art show's shauntaake would customly build shauntaake & oprah a castle for shauntaake & oprah & shauntaake lil mini shauntaake'sssssssss shauntaake was readang a google post today & one of the vintage white hollywood actors from shauntaake grandma era say she want gaurdianship of shauntaake ths hw shauntaake grandma was over shauntaake when vanessa took shauntaake away to move to irvington shauntaake laughang cause shauntaake grandma want to get shauntaake mother in trouble askang shauntaake a million questons like are they puttang their hands on u cause shauntaake grandma wll call the cops on shauntaake mother shauntaake grandma want shauntaake to lie on shauntaake mother so shauntaake grandma could get shauntaake mother lockd up that love of a baby was gone when shauntaake left shauntaake grandma house shauntaake use to sang & tap dance all thru shauntaake grandma house all day come in huggang shauntaake grandma & kssang her shauntaake was the only one shauntaake grandma allow to sit in her tv chair & color all day whle shauntaake grandma was specially prepare ang shauntaake breakfast lunch & dinner shauntaake was grandma lil best frend when shauntaake mother was at work shauntaake mother chose to pay shauntaake grandma to babysit shauntaake shauntaake grandma aint want her money but vanessa believe in payang her own way always & shauntaake grandma use to spend all of that money bak on shauntaake shauntaake was the light of shauntaake grandma life foreverrrrrrrrrrr shauntaake stlllllll mournang over shauntaake grandma the meanest old lady but was the sweetest old lady to shauntaake shquntaake grandma pr say shauntaake was her sean taylor shauntaake was always up nder shauntaake grandma shauntaake's spoil shauntaake grandma shauntaake connects wit shauntaake mother gave shauntaake grandma the greatest care & life shauntake was grandma baby

shauntaäke was thē plan for white ppl to givē lois chiles thē devil the greatest entertainmént baby shauntaake dd it all to already sangang dancang gymnastic mäkang music art the entertainmen industry gôt re route when vanessa gave bîrth to shauntaake shaūntaakē was made for thē entertainment industry shauntaake came out the womb sangang & dancang

shauntaake / oprah shauntaake dont want nothang to do wit these nw music bitches theybdont knw me their dead bitches cause shauntaake gonna b the ône to murder them for always fuckang wt shauntaake sht anythang aftaa whitney houston & hr era of industry woman shauntaake dnt know the rest of them shauntaake just want thm to leavē me alone case shauntaake wll b gôang tô jail for murder we th mœst want dagerous ‘pppl from here but the reals gave us lœve & ths the ppl we wll never hhurt those are th ppl we love u& your one f thse ppl that madē us such a perfect great lauk real love means verythang why te fck shaunaae want sme ran tru bitch & then u want me t love he aftaa she fould herself wt shauntaa enemys gîve shaunntaae that limo rîd u gtaa find that body in central park somewhere

shautaake ne to rewtite ths shauntake riginal indutry shauntaäke would rathaa offer shauntaake self to u as your greatest weapon like the fountain of youth u could always come & b wit shauntaake protect u could always intake shauntaake semen let shauntaake b your wing lab shauntaake wll customly make these kds merged wit us ths is also one of shauntaake gift us takang phauts & video's togethaa our sex u intake shauntaake seman shauntaake would add all of that to shauntaake hatchang births the whole pregnancy & your soul is gonna form wit shauntaake chosen whites it not to much shauntake do cause every piece of usI is dna blood seman hair teeth & skin if u stash old blood away shauntaake hope u did that would b your official dna merger shauntaake would b great at makang your face again but shauntaake would rathaa dna u it fuckd up hw somebody want us to mak)e their wrongs right by trynna make everybody like her could shauntaake just knock her the fuck out at a party & say the most did it & send her roses the next day wit a sorry note aftaa shauntaake knock her teeth the fuck out shauntaake was very careful & cautious about keepang shauntaake law doll baby gerber seman & dna safwhitney era of industry woman shauntaake e these mutherfuckers was'nt allow to touch me shauntaake slip up once & jump right bak out of it & never did it again cause shauntaake soul put up warnang signals & shauntaake stop they say if u aint got health u aint got nothang & their right shauntaake comang a scientist your doctor your archeologist they always say that shauntaake should of been a scientist shauntaake see the world & everythang like a magnifying glass shauntaake a lil to analytical shauntaake wll b your greatest inventon that u could allow your chosen to also intake shauntaake if that what u want to do to have one of our company's shauntaake want to customly brred shauntaake white kds as companys their company sangang dancang the heaviest doll baby's shauntaake nee baby magazine's & shows their soul's wit have shauntaake creatang their baby thangs shauntaake baby's are gerber soul's they come giftang those thangs so they wll b paid lil company's that we wll make a fortune wit & their wll b ours the greatest competiton kds that comang to outdo everythang the kds u want on your team for your wins we wll take over the whole world wit these shauntaake makes shauntaake been had the world but u know the royal whites only do them those are the richest ppl in the world & they live their white blood loyal to their white blood & our white blood mergers they are gonna give us everythangggggggggggg witout even askang for it we wll be the greatest masters in the world that everyone is gonna merge wit & be apart of ths shauntaake gift to u shauntaake wll let u invest into the greatest masterd safe part ownership it shauntaake want ppl to know what it feels like to b shauntaake baby shauntaake was the most follow the most cherishd the most praise the most lived the most given the most document the most beautiful the most bothered baby in the whole world witout ever beang on worldwide tv that was shauntaake mother experience vanessa got to also experience that worldwinds of art so we're gonna b the mothers & father's of these kds & all of that comang a millions times to us wit shauntaake white blood kds shauntaake told u hw shauntaake let sean taylor in a million doors he could never get into ntil shauntaake partner wit sean taylor shauntaake wll do u hw shauntaake did sean taylor sean taylor & roberta taylor had one of the greatest investment houses it would of been even greater if shauntaake chose to live in it & put shauntaake thangs in it but sean taylor also got hs ths shauntaake gift to u the devil real kds ths was sean taylor plan but we all know what happen our plans was shorten by tragedy but that our past now & we have to constantly move forward shauntaake comang to master everythang us all of the thangs u can use that was custom made for u to use & these wll b your advantages the whitest kds white sperm donor mostly white woman carriers shaunaake wll let ū joint mother them & put your names on their birth certificates ppl adopt kds everyday that aint their kds ths woud b more than adoptang shauntaake kds

shauntaake know it was love lovang someone u been lovang someone u test out a million times & one false move could fuck it all up shauntaake seen ths happen forever when that one false move that could cost u your life shauntaake want to punish a mutherfucker cause a mutherfucker should of been more careful when u aint just livang for yourself u have to thank about everybody else in your situaton & not just yourself when u know u have safe sex partner circle u cant fuck around u have to protect yourself if u choose to mess around shauntaake prove to u all a million times that shauntaake not sick shauntaake goverment would of been shut ths whole world down shauntaake goverment made it their job to watch shauntaake since shauntaake birth shauntaake goverment see shauntaake not takang medicine shauntaake goverment see shauntaake dont get sick aint no nee for medicine if I'm not sick so shauntaake world went on peacefully & vengancefully for trynna touch me knowang someone foul try to touch me & shauntaake world made threats & klld chants lauk n everythang they even attacks dior b shauntaake forgive them cause shauntaake knw what shauntaake was doang shauntaake the devil & shauntaake built like a stallon so shauntaake past woman was in love so shauntaake not mad at them for wantang shauntaake raw love but shauntaake knw what shauntaake was doang & shauntaake remain naturally healthy for over a decade u have to b very responle when it comes to sex & shauntaake was responsle

shauntaake / their in comments tellang u knôw hu to fôĉuse on her & her k & their baby

shauntaaké say ŷall coud b wit whateva her name îs ū could raw sex wit her & come seē shaūntaakē when ū want to eat it & have realdôē sex were even u’ll b wit a nobody & shauntaake wive’s a b shauntaake nobody’s so u dont feel bad

shauntaake / musluims u was shautaake cherîsh ppl sun moon & stars shauntaake body sean taylor surrénder to the world thē right one saunaake mäd sean taylor a real rich man sēan taylor was wealth ẃhen shauntaake met hm sauntaake reatonship & hdden conncets mad sean taylor rch shantaake open a million dors for sean taylor

shauntaake / sean taylor funnnnnnnn was at roberta taylor house spēcially our summers pooooool time we stay in the pool supply store remember the days u use to follow shauntaake & sean taylœr stalkang yes sideequah was fatal attracton for real mtherfuckers u have no idea remember those heavy rejecton days u know u was’nt never invite to b t sean taylo & hs family sideequh hert broken soul u stll luk heart broken sean taylor left her fôreve cæus sean taylœr was älways wit shäuntaäke sean taylor aint gve sideequah none of hs time hē did that sht to shautaäke a night r two & shauntaäke went crasy so ßhauntaäke could sean taylœr duck ū for yearssss & kno hat shauntaake gœnn lighten up n u causē it sean tylôr fault sauntaae so sorry he treat u like that & u was one of hs girlfrends first yes t was about 5 of yall sen aylœr was datang at the sam timé hn shäuntaake mt hm & he lef all of them to b wît hs dream woman shauntaak not sorry tt sen taylœr finälly gt þō fufll is wn dreams wit hs œn mœnéy but sœrry that he took uthaa ẃoman thru s much heart achē h uthaa lil by mothe usē to sit n the car lik a mute when hē see ßhauntake sittang on roberta taylœr porch ẃt sean taylôr out of respect th l knẃ shauntaäke was ife that œne never gavē shauntaakē probems sean taylor use to give her money for her pretty son & let her go on her way shauntaake also got a million story’s wit sean tylœr womannn sideequh dont knœw what it feéls like to b seän täylor wifē fr real u neve livē thät life

shauntaake sorry the dats aint got enough hstory what about richmond virginia masters the first woodbridge masters shauntaake own thôse masters those dats ẃhen they came to woodbridge to kll us that stuck dat connecton sold deäth to us shauntaake thank sean taylor want scrwface klld u aint know seän taylor screwface gavē us problems & it happen when shauntaäke & sean taylor was far away from the apartment we was all the way in uptown harlem new york city when we got the call that they shot up the apartmet

shauntaake / u mutherfuckers dont even know they stll want war wit shauntaake/sean taylor their comang aftaa shauntaake now trynna start a nw war wit me & shauntaake keep avoidang these situatons it stll jealousy sean taylor muslium cousin came to steal sean taylor whole life from hm everybody sean taylor date he date those same femäles right now but he did the opposite he take carē of the bitches sean taylor anit want no more the bitches sean taylor aint give sht & hs cousin b trynn beef wit me cause shauntaäkē wll never surrender to hm & shauntaake make hm crasy he lauk like sean taylor lil brother sean taylor was a heavier soul a heavier groom man but their built just alike their parents was brothers & ssters but he b wantang beef wit mē caûse he rollang wit the foe bitches that sean taylor aint want & they stll want their revenge caûse sean taylor aint give them sht they want hm to treat me hw sean taylor treat them like sht it not gonna happen shauntaake see your jealousy shauntaake madē ūs family & he want war shauntaake just want hm to leave me alone cause shauntaakē aint beat those bitches ẃll nēver relivē sean taylor again ẃit u cause u äint sean taylor shauntaäke aint confuse

shauntaake / sideequah u aint know sean taylor was gonna hit u next u & your problems sean taylor was about protectang sean taylor family shauntaake remember when u sideequah use to ride thru roberta taylor block in uthaa niggers cars trynna start wars wit sean taylor shauntaäke use to b wit sean taylor sittang in our mercedes when all of ths was hppenng ät that momment & sean taylor like lauk at ths hoē mutherfucker n anuthaa nigger car & sean taylœr use to b like & he know hu nigger car it was uh huh niggers want war wit sean taylœr hauntaake äint nver d no sht lie tät we was in the game & nīggers quick to īnfultrate & hi u th amde aīnt fôr everybdy & u gtaa fuck wit loyal bitches tät care about your safety sideeqh int gve a fuck bout sean taylœr safety u knw these niggers was jealous œf hm your musliums went to war on sean taylor cause the knw sean taylor was comämg for u to destroy ū & your baby sean taylor plan to fuck your lil hoe ass up leave u n the hood wit your baby sean taylœr aint give a fuck cause u was a famale u brought war to hm like u want war so he went to war on u he plan to leave n n the struggle sean taylor aint live n the hood for yearsss sean taylor had a nw äpartment in montclaire where shaunake was at wit shauntaake kds u know u was at it nce or twice that where hauntake was älwayssssssss at chllng & lougang cookang dinner for sean taylôr & shauntaake kds mindang our business sean taylor was in the musliums game by hsself sean taylor aint have a family of musliums like the rest of the muslims these stranger mutherfuckers dont even know shauntaake & sean taylor real wars story’s

shauntaake / sideequah white ppl online sayang yo gutaa bak room n the hoood porns aint worth sht that why they let nacho out to shit on u u see hw sean taylor did u dirty sean taylor was a mony man coud 5 star htel a bitch shauntaake life u try to sell the crumb indûstry u looser ass niggers shauntaake ẃll forever ugh at u

shantaakē laughng a these nw coments they saŷang ths hw sideequah want it but that äint hw it happen ppl laughang writang the comments & they sayang sideeqäh say sean taylor & sideeqûah live n the house īn richmond virgīnīa tôgethaa & she only allow hs uthaa kds to just spend the night she aint approve of mykya beang n her house the ĉomments say sean taylôr made her rich & gave her everthang pull it out show us what sean taylôr gave u shauntaake want to see so shantaake could finally givē u your props shauntaake invest into the truth the comments say these the plans she had for hersef but that nôt hw it happen sideequah u the worst interferrense n everybody life we let u have your make the lil dirty project nigger arche shauntaake remember thôse wars that the lil dirty nigger ū go tatoo on your wrist the muslīums forcē sean taylor to do right b sideequah when h aīnt want to do righ by he ass sideeqûah lil hot bitch that gave verybody poblems case she want to b in the it cicles & they int want her n h it circles case she was’n on their level sideequah u nee to bow praise salute & pray to your mūsliums caûse if u was’t musloum we woud of been klld yo nobody ass u been a problem for everybody sean taylor want to kll u that why they klld hm like u was more important that what u tellang me oh really ths mutherfucker aīnt want to see nobody happy but herself u see shauntaake was never beat fôr u shauntaake ignore u everytime u come around shauntaake wll never give u the satisfacton of sayang u got somethng off on me cause ū did’nt your son could never replace sean taylor he not even built like sean taylor body smile or face u musliums fuckd everythang up fôr sean taylor what he had plan for hsself sean taylor was chôsen u lōst a grēat man blood family frend fathaa & būsiness partner thank yourselves for lettang a stranger nfultrate your wars sean taylœr went to war wit ŷall shauntaae could call out a hand full œf mslium mn names cause sean taylôr introduce shauntaäk to u as a frend musliums have their own secret circe have to know in order to know them shautaake have a million story’s wit musliums to but shauntake choôse not to tell them case u onl love muslims so our love a mystery to the world sean taylr made shauntaake your creativē business partner shauntaake not muslium shauntaake dont have no deals wit the musliums so shauntaake dont have to deal wit your problem sideequah yes aways been a problem t the whole world cuse u want to b shauntaækē the 1 & ū wll néve b shauntaake the 1 & tatv the reality nee to deal wit shauntaake never botherd u bthered m ßhauntaake life wit sean taylor a sēcret life we didnt invite u ntœ u dont knœw nthag about sunday inner every sunday at robert taylors wit ll of her grandkds & great grands every sunday we ate sunday dinner togethaa we aint invite ū u was’nt welcome & u gave us problems shauntaake possess sean taylor real love masters & hstory shauntaäke possess sean taylor soul u se it sean taylor wen bak to shauntaake love of hs life shauntaake choose not to let sean taylor soul bk out one of them got ou in anuthaa country u saw hm connct to hauntaake kd phauts & sean taylor shauntaake aboton shauntaake show u musliums nothang but lovē būt shauntaake rathaa do shauntaakē ôwn thang like shauntaake beén doang & it stll all love shauntaake & sean taylor try to give u the world & u aint want it so shauntaake givang shauntaake all bak to shauntaake whites

shauntaake / we all know we was’nt born sick to many (a) born kds gonna brang the (aliens) here to ĉome & b wit their kds that havē théir blood no morē (a) born kds shauntaake trynna tell u whät up the (aliens) plan was to conquore humans since the first war wit the dēvil shauntaake part so shauntaake anuthaa level of intelligence gives the right answers & when everybody caught their discease the (aliens) comang home to whipe everybody the fuck out cause u dont lauk like them & your gonna b the strangers on your own planet earth bad blood gonna brang them the world fuckd up shauntaake know dont u know that hstory & time repeats itself

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