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sunseekersims · 2 years

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ending my birthday in a near panic attack state seems about right

#i am. very stressed out #i planned out a train trip across europe but bc it was my first time doing something like this i fucked up #like. properly fucked up #apparently most trains that require reservations should be booked like. 2 months in advance #me with a trip starting in two days without any reservations made: 🧍#so yeah i had to look for alternatives bc some high speed trains were already sold out and there isn’t always a good alternative #also for one train i found the tickets but they were like 400€ for two ppl wtf #so i think i might have to change it to a plane ticket bc that’s gonna be cheaper lmao #i’m just really disappointed in myself for not researching stuff properly #it was right in the eurails faq that reservations should be made as early as possible #auggghhh why do i make my own life difficult #sun talks

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hanase · 7 months

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I am obsessed with Atem right now. It's been going on for a few months. There's a story here but I can't write for shit. I'll upload a lot more soon!

#pharaoh atem #atem #yugioh #I've always loved youuu #destroy me my king #we are in for some fucked up ride my boooooi #Finally #eyes I can get behind after 20 years trying #I tried forever to do some semirealistic eyes and I was never satisfied so fuck them we keep them stylized #I am still bad at his hair but I like the crazy approach tbh #not his bangs tho those are easy #also what a fucking boss you are #a beautiful god yesplz #fair warning #I am going to post triggering stuff with him involved soon #I'll tag properly!

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daeyumi · 8 months

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Ruined Town 🪲⚡️

I’m actually super proud of this piece, I wanted to push myself out of my comfort zone to do something dynamic & complex with hopefully a somewhat interesting composition, and I really worked hard on it. I’ve been feeling kind of down on my art recently tbh, like I’ve stagnated a bit, and this piece really helped me to experiment a bit more & try out some new brushes & techniques. Can’t wait to experiment & draw more soon! 🩵

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wasyago · 8 months

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tinkering :)

#jrwi riptide #jay ferin #my art #sketch #so proud of this one!!!!!!! i like how the colors turned out so much huehuehuehuehueheheh #the bright warm background and cold blue silhouette mmmMM yummy #also wanted to draw jay actually wearing her artificer goggles for so long! so happy to finally do it #i think jay may be farsighted. so she needs goggles or glasses to see properly up close #or maybe one eye is + and another is -..... but then her eyesight would be super fucked up

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adamsrcnan · 1 month

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It's official. I have finished The Sunshine Court. I have so many things to say and yet have no idea what to possibly say. It was perfect. It was absolutely perfect and heartbreaking and gut wrenching and an insane emotional roller coaster and everything i could possibly have asked for from Nora. Like she really truly delivered and i'm so fucking INSANELY grateful she has shared this story with us after all these years. We do not deserve her.

#i'm going to make another post probs with spoilers to like properly convey my thoughts #but fuck ME #that was so fucking good. so worth staying up until 5am to read #like wow #JUST WOW #everything i could have asked for AND MORE #so much more #MESSAGE ME IF YOU'VE READ IT TOO AND WANNA DISCUSS #the sunshine court #tsc #all for the game #aftg #jean moreau #fuckskshs love OF MY LIFE #jeremy knox #laila dermott #catalina alvarez #nora sakavic

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themathomhouse · 10 months

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this disability pride month, stop making jokes about people in wheelchairs standing up or walking.

can I stand and walk? sure, for a short while and with pain. the consequences for trying to be out all day without a wheelchair are that I'll be in bed for the rest of the week, too tired and in too much pain to move.

but the government won't give me my own wheelchair because they have the same attitude as these jokes - I can stand up, so I don't need one. exercise is good for you, you should walk!

it keeps me trapped in the house, unable to do anything more than short stints anywhere without borrowing or hiring a wheelchair - one that causes me pain to sit in and relies on someone to push me (usually with difficulty), because they're not going to have a high-end chair for that sort of thing.

it's not a miracle that a wheelchair user can stand or walk. it's something we should aspire to see more often.

#disability #disability pride month #chronic fatigue #fibromyalgia #cfs/me #post exertional malaise #like fucking hell people we should really be long past this by now #why am I seeing these bullshit jokes on my dash in twenty fucking twenty three #i did a short walk to a cafe yesterday because I thought I was up to it #and my right leg has seized up #my ankle can barely take my weight and my hip won't move properly #also lol I almost certainly have hEDS but cannot persuade a doctor to give me a referral #in summary #stop being fucking dense #i would rather people who don't need mobility aids use them than have people struggle because they don't want to be seen as a faker #or have people think that you have to reach a certain level of severity before you need it #also if I had a wheelchair I would bring my cat with me more places but that's by the by

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tracingpapier · 1 year

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i can't even formulate a description here just know that they mean so much 2 me </////3

#Sonic the Hedgehog #IDW Sonic #Sonic IDW #Surge the Tenrec #Kit the Fennec #it's awkward like PRETTY awkward but they are learning how to properly care for and support each other slowly #kit is just worried for her (and probably overwhelmed and scared cause he's like. what #and surge is not touchy feely but in this moment she recognizes his feelings and that she should comfort him. at least just this once #ubudbusbfusbf TL;DR: SIBLINGS. WHO ARE A LITTLE FUCKED UP BUT ARE TRYING THEIR BEST.#ok. goodbye no more tag ranting #papier's art

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ahahnopenope · 3 months

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behold, the rizzard wonder !

#my art #sketch #traditional art #fanart #dungeons and dragons #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 fanart #gale dekarios #bg3 gale #like why does this man has the face structure of a model #hair and beard are hard to color #once i'm done with all the companions i'll scan everything properly #taking pictures with my phone fucks up the color and proportions

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genericpuff · 5 days

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my unabridged thoughts on 278-279:

#except in spongebob it actually made sense for the cyclops to be the real big bad because it was foreshadowed properly #i can't believe i'm saying this but #LO has less writing structure than spongebob #and i fucking love spongebob but LO is deadass trying to be taken more seriously and it fails so hard LOL #also real talk that's totally the last we've seen of apollo #obv i won't know that for sure until 280 drops but like i'm not holding my breath #having ouranos nom him up was the easiest way for rachel to write her hardest conflict out of the story #so yeah let's not be surprised if that was the end of apollo's plot arc lmaoo #lo critical #anti lore olympus #lore olympus criticism

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thekittyokat · 5 days

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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again #the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys #saw #well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand #know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows #your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn #thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down #something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness #the transformation of a man into a monster #and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption #sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this #do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore #it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating #fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn #i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him #until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else #well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God #where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium #anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus #maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man #i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed #if only he hadn't been weaponized first #god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already #but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there #rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts #ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly #cat chat

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mayasaura · 1 year

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Going into Alecto, I think it's important to expect that the series won't conclude with a clear lesson. Either about morality—what makes a good person, evil getting their just desserts, ect—or a thesis on decolonization. It's not that kind of story.

Deep down, this series is two drunk girls bearing their souls in a dark corner of the bar. An hours-long conversation that wheels wildly through pop culture, past trauma, theoretical physics, dreams and aspirations, global warming, hairstyling, friends, family, gender, personal insecurities, world history, favorite foods. It has a lot to say, and a lot of it profound, but it's not trying to teach anything. At the end of the night, the point was how fucking cool that girl was, and the potent electric potential for something lgbt to happen

#the locked tomb #alecto the ninth #ofc this is just my perspective #but I've been thinking of how the author said that the way she stays true to her story is by giving herself permission to not be a teacher #and that one of the driving forces behind her writing is the rpgs she played as a kid #and how everyone online made fun of the girl characters like they were weak and not good for anything #when she had played the game levelling them up and properly equipping them and beat the boss with them #and how she wants to be able to tell those stories where girls are just really fucking cool and get to have the adventures #so I'm kind of nervous about the idea that tlt is about the evils of colonisation or about taking on God as a symbol of the patriarchy #bc.... I think it might be exploring all that while really being about how girls are really fucking cool #and I'm worried about the potential fallout if a large portion of the fandom goes into the finale expecting those priorities to be reversed

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katabay · 2 months

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sento and banjou :) I couldn’t fall asleep the other night so I put kamen rider build on and ohhhh these two

#the whole show fucks me up #like it was my first kamen rider show and oh boy does it pack in a lot #eventually I’m going to take screenshots of the cafe interior so I can draw fan comics properly #I have a pdf of all the builds somewhere too…….I should draw grease……#kamen rider build #kamen rider

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lu-is-not-ok · 11 months

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Okay I need to know, because this broke me yesterday.

What expression does everyone remember Hong Lu making in his base E.G.O art?

Do you remember him smiling in that illustration?

Because he certainly fucking ain’t.

#limbus company #limbus company project moon #hong lu #hong lu lcb #lu speaketh #my guess as to why me and like everyone i know #thought that he was smiling in that art #is because when looking at the full piece #hong lu's face is too small to properly see the expression #especially if one plays #on a small screen #still this is fucking me up a little

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pepperpixel · 1 year

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Some inside job art! Mostly just trying to figure out how to draw these two

#inside job #brett hand #reagan ridley #doodles #these aren’t rlly anything special yet just me figuring out there designs but! there will be more…. I promise hhgh #I need to figure out how to draw Brett doing diff expressions ghgh. cuz so far I can only confidently draw him w his mouth gaping open #his mouth is so interesting tho! I love. how they draw it in the show. it’s cute. it’s one of his many cute qualities.#this is a man constructed out of mostly just cute qualities honestly ghgh #but so yeah! I wanna figure out. how to properly and confidently draw. him making diff expressions #cuz! even if usually smilingly vacantly is his default expression. he still has others! and. I wanna be able to depict them ghghg #I’m talking a lot about Brett here but I fucking love Reagan too.. she’s fucking… uGHG #WE LOVE TSUNDERES IN THIS HOUSE!!!#I kinda relate to both Brett and Reagan lol. but to be fair they both have a lot of issues so I guess it makes sense #like. me looking at Brett’s desperate need for approval: omg… he’s just like me fr fr #ghGH OK ANYWAY #yeah. have some inside job art #hopefully there will be more soon!#I fucked up one of the tags in there but I don’t feel like fixing it lol. it’s the one about ‘smiling vacantly’#just pretend it’s not fucked up ghgh

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front-facing-pokemon · 15 days

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#galarian slowpoke #picture this. this was the first pokémon revealed from the new DLCs for pokémon sword and shield. the pokémon company #up until this point‚ has never done DLC for a pokémon game before. you‚ having been jaded by shitty DLCs for other games in the past #now have a distaste for the phrase‚ and imagine this can't be good. then‚ in their teaser for the new DLC‚ they add a little event #into the game where they reveal one of the new pokémon that is going to be added in the DLC #and it is a galarian form. that is identical to the original pokémon. but with a yellow head #are you imagining it. now how fucking disappointed are you. how little faith do you have in that DLC that it's going to be as good as it wa #for the most part‚ the pokémon company has demonstrated that they do absolutely excellent DLCs. proper expansions #basically an entire other game on top of the game you already have. and they typically take up the release cycle of a full game #scarlet/violet's especially. WONDERFUL dlc. i never really properly finished the crown tundra just because i was so late to the party #because i avoided buying the dlc for so long because of this experience that i've just described to you #that by the time i bought it and played it‚ it was just because SV had been announced and i wanted more pokémon to tide me over #and i never finished it. one of these days‚ i'd like to go back and finish it‚ but i'm playing through pokémon xd gale of darkness right no #and i prefer to play. one game at a time. and i don't know when i'll ever really get back to it #or if i'll ever get back to it! 'cause without resetting my save file all the way i'll just have to Remember what it is that already happen #which i'm. notoriously bad at when it comes to coming back to games that i haven't played in a while #plus i know sv is like shitty performance or whatever but the movement in that game is so much better #it feels so much more freeing than going back to gen 8 where you can still just. run. and that's it #i know nobody likes scarlet/violet but i still. like it. performance aside. like yes the performance is terrible but i still had a great #time with it. i just praised its DLC for fuck's sake! its DLC was fuckin wonderful! it has kieran in it so it like can't be bad

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effervescentdragon · 3 months

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i think a lot of people should google datenschutz/gdpr and how it protects people who bring in a complaint to their workplace/place of study before you start calling for the investigation to be published

#you stupid fucks #that law is in place to protect the fucking victims or alleged victims or accusers from retribution #its in place to ensure that whoever the accuser is doesnt face unfair consequence and retribution #having gone through something like this recently i cannot explain how fucking furious the stupid takes i see around are making me #like i cant even speak properly thats how furious i am #none of you stupid fucks care the least bit about the alleged victim and i am so fucking sick of all of this #as if her being doxxed and effectively blacklisted isnt enough. precisely BECAUSE the us isnt subject to gdpr #and because they have very little or no laws preventing sharing information from ongoing investigations into workplace misconduct of any ki #kind*. that and the public 'interest' or more like scavenging for fucking gossip so they could justify their moral wank which made it clear #to the absolute moral mudpit that is 'journalism' that they need to keep this shit up for clicks and views #i am sick and i am appalled and i am done. this is all i will say about it #f1

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