#literally this sucks so much i should be excited about that girl im seeing in a couple weeks and instead

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

im not going to be messy im not going to be messy im NOT going to be messy. 

[f1daydreamers]

𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐖𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐋𝐢𝐞𝐬 [𝐓𝐀𝟔𝟔] 𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐔

gif credits: @trenty

Pairing: Trent Alexander Arnold x Fem!Reader

Summary: You’re a tease, asking for things you supposedly already have. Trent catches on... eventually.

A/N: This is my first social media AU so bear with me if it absolutely sucks, also my first time writing for Trent so a bunch of firsts going on today. Enjoy!

Warnings: not much, just a lot of fluff and shite captions lol

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yourusername | 📍Venice, Italy

tagged venice.explore and calvinklein

liked by yourbsf, calvinklein, and 17,786 others

yourusername can I call you later?

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user1 pretty ladyyyyyyy

calvinklein summer collection has never looked better 😍

— yourusername have never loved a black dress more

yourbsf photo creds and the second glass are all me.. right?

— yourusername ofc 😇

user2 omg i need to go to venice asap

user3 i thought you were in la this week for a photoshoot with hudabeauty??

— yourusername next week!! super excited omg 🩷

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trentarnold66

liked by liverpoolfc, andyrobertson94, and 946,716 others

trentarnold66 Recharging 🔋

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andyrobertson94 Right, there’s no need to flex the arms 😒

— trentarnold66 I was just bending them? 🙃

liverpoolfc Back at camp soon ❤️

— trentarnold66 💪

user6 BYE TRENT FINALLY POSTED HOLIDAY PICS SO I CAN SLEEP NOW

user7 can you choke me with those arms thanks bae

— user8 so real 🤣

judebellingham No invite lad? I see how it is 🫤

— liked by trentarnold66

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yourusername

tagged hudabeauty, hudabeautyshop, and kayali

liked by hudabeauty, trentarnold66, and 30,651 others

yourusername Coming to you… July 👀

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yourbsf A DREAM IM SO PROUD OF YOU BABE

— yourusername i love you 🥹

user4 aaahhhhhhh this has been such a long time coming!!! remember ur youtube videos when u used to review their products?

— liked by trentarnold66

hudabeauty A literal real-life doll 😘

— yourusername says the literal makeup magician ❤️

user5 TRENT LIKED????

— user9 who’s that?

— user5 ONLY THE BEST RB IN THE WORLD WHAT

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trentarnold66

liked by liverpoolfc, yourusername, and 976,816 others

trentarnold66 Singapore 🇸🇬 Feels real good to be back.

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liverpoolfc What’s up, Vice Captain? 💪

— trentarnold66 🫡

user10 liverpool’s very own ❤️

yourusername damn.

— liked by trentarnold66

virgilvandijk Let’s get it!

user5 OMGGG THEYRE DEFO DATINGGG WAIT

user12 don’t know who yourusername is but she’s verified and trent liked her most recent post now she’s commented on his???? i smell a new couple 👀

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yourusername | 📍 Liverpool

tagged liverpoolfc

liked by trentarnold66, harvelliott, and 29,872 others

yourusername bleeding red today, bleeding red everyday

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user12 she does know trent’s mural is literally opposite hendo’s right? 🧐

— liked by yourusername

— user12 OMG SHE LIKED MY COMMENTTTT

harvelliott love it 🌹

— user5 DUDE WHO IS THIS GIRL DATING OMFHDJSJSE

trentarnold66 Hmm

— harvelliott 😂

yourbsf fit went hard.

— yourusername not everyone’s agreeing w u 😒

— yourbsf you mean….

— yourusername shh

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trentarnold66

liked by judebellingham, liverpoolfc, and 817,625 others

trentarnold66 Skipper today but winning in front of you is the best part ❤️🏟️

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user5 IS HE TALKING ABOUT YOURUSERNAME

— user13 bro you lot reach sm wtff he’s obviously talking about the fans lmao they played at home today

judebellingham serious player

— liked by trentarnold66

yourusername should I say congrats?

— trentarnold66 Only if you’ve changed shirts

— yourusername so take off yours then

— liked by trentarnold66

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yourusername

liked by yourbsf, trentarnold66, and 96,726 others

yourusername my mom approves

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user5 I CALLED IT FROM THE START YESSSSHDHDHSHSHHS YALL ARE SO CUTE

yourbsf ok trying to convince ppl that i’m the other one in ur pics is getting harder and harder to do

— yourusername 😂😂

trentarnold66 Shirt’s all yours

— yourusername took you long enough

— trentarnold66 I got there in the end 🙂

yoursister does that mean I get to keep Harvey's shirt now?

— yourusername i bet you've already taken it anyway

— yoursister if I speak I’m in big trouble

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trentarnold66

tagged yourusername

liked by yourusername, andyrobertson94, and 1.2 million others

trentarnold66 Dear Darling ❤️

andyrobertson94 Congrats Brother 🫂

— liked by trentarnold66

yourusername should’ve posted the pic where you were preeing my old yt vids

— trentarnold66 I don’t recall that 🤨

— yourusername little liar

— trentarnold66 Little? Who’s the liar now?

— user12 YALL ARE SOOOOOOOO

user5 I WANT MY FINDERS FEE 👩‍⚖️

harvelliott Beautiful 🤩

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Masterlist

[taesancult]

7 minutes in heaven with bnd pls? <3

I FORGOT THIS IN MY DRAFTS 😭 ANONIE IM SO SORRY!! i was actually so excited to write it when i first saw it too 💔 i made it longer on purpose to make up for this being so late!!

smut under the cut. mdni.

sungho: this man is such a wild card to me in this context… however, i could see him being upfront and honest. he sees this as an opportunity to have you, so confidence is not an issue. he probably won’t fuck you right then and there, but use this moment to tease you, or to entice you. he’ll be so mean, teasing you, touching you so close to where you need him, whispering all these dirty things in your ear. he would ultimately start giggling if you beg for him because “now isn’t the time” and would say “i want to take my time with you.” overall, would spend his time driving you insane, kissing you so passionately, acting like he would worship you if he just had more time- (like sir can u just make a mess of me already THANK U!)

jaehyun: too scared to initiate in fear of seeming desperate, but is very much desperate. would practically burst into flames if you initiate. “hey can i suck you off?” “can you WHAT?” he’s looking around frantically, trying to decipher if he heard you correctly or not. “yeah why not!” “WHY NOT?” like you’re so nonchalant about it and he’s mentally freaking out. he cums embarrassingly fast, the whole situation is way too sexually charged that he can’t help himself. from the way your mouth feels on his cock, the way you keep looking up at him with those pretty eyes, the way you compliment him - telling him he sounds so pretty. he would moan out, not being able to control his volume, and it’s heavenly. he IS the guy every girl wants like is moaning without hesitation (although he will be embarrassed about it later, he couldn’t care less in this moment). he would literally be so pent up for no reason. it’s like everything is heightened and he’s spilling into your mouth faster than he wanted to, but you don’t mind. this is just the beginning <3

riwoo: baby boy here is shy at times, but can also be so cocky depending on the scenario. the current situation has him being more confident and relaxed as the way you’re staring at him gives you away; that you want him as much as he wants you. he wouldn’t fuck you in the closet, but he’d be more than willing to have some fun. this is the perfect moment to dry hump, your legs on either side of his hips, grinding down on his hard cock. his hands would be on your waist gripping so tightly as he pushes you onto his body as deeply as possible. the two of you would be so desperate for some fricition. by the end of the 7 minutes,, his hair is a disaster from you pulling at it as you use his body to try to get off and both of you have warm cheeks and are panting. truly a MESS in the best way possible.

taesan: not the biggest fan of quickies or feeling as though he has limited time. HOWEVER! he thinks the whole element of potentially getting caught in a scandalous situation to be super enticing. the thought of some poor soul who has to open the door and alert the two of you that your time is up witnessing you drunk for him is enough to motivate him to have you wrecked in less than the time you have. he would push you against the wall, kissing you before whispering in your ear, “this is about to be the best 7 minutes of your life.” your brain short circuits and he spends that time doing anything and everything to make you an absolute MESS.

leehan: out of pocket. he would randomly ask to finger you. he has his shy moments too (more so in the context of praise), but he can also be so confident. he’s the type to ask directly if he wants something, not really hesitating because why should he? you like him and he likes you, so he doesn’t feel the need to be embarrassed. he’ll literally trap you between his body and the wall, smirking at how you look at him with puppy dog eyes full of want. “so? what do you say? want me to make you cum?” he would ask as he stares into your eyes and all you can do is nod. he would get on his knees, not wasting any time. he would pump his fingers in and out, a wet sound filling the room because your cunt was absolutely drenched for him. “such a wet cunt, maybe next time i’ll get a taste,” he would say as he looks up with you a smile. he’s so filthy with his words it’s insane. he’d finger you so good that you physically wouldn’t be able to stand; your body sliding against the wall in defeat as you fully give into this man’s fingers.

[ieatsaltychildren]

REPLACED

Obey me x replaced!reader

I did use she/her pronouns in this. Theres not a ton of dialogue and was honestly part of a vent💀 Remember that I’m in no way trying to romanticize any of this.

TW!- mentions of an eating disorder, suicide, overdose, death, probs OOC, angst no comfort.

Some songs I listened to while writing this- Rock Bottom-Eminem, The way I am-Eminem, 4 morant- doja cat, Alone-doja cat, 25 to life-eminem. Literally these on repeat😭

Life is hard. We all know this, but why did this have to happen? Why did she have to come along and take them away? Why did they choose to leave me?

I shouldn’t have trusted them. The one time i let my guard down and this happens. Mila, the bitch who took them away. I was nice to her, i tried to be her friend, i wanted to get to know her but apparently she only wanted to see my downfall and the brothers kneeling for her.

I don’t like talking about when she first came, but for the backstory i will. Diavolo thought it would be a good idea to invite another human to be an exchange student. At first i was overjoyed. I wanted to have another human girl to talk to and relate to, but once she showed up everything went wrong. She started framing me for shit she did, and i just stood there and took the scolding i got.

Eventually all the brothers just went to her and ignored me. They only talk to me if they need something done or they yell at me. I still always try to get them to love me, yet i always fail.

She even was able to get the angels, royals, Solomon, mephisto, and even Thirteen and Raphael on her side. Everyone left me. Every day is just a repeat. Wake up late most days, have lucifer remind me of how much of a failure i am, skip breakfast, go to classes, probably skip lunch, go to classes, go back to hol, force myself to eat dinner, eat dinner in my room, and sleep. Every day. Theres nothing to be excited about when i wake up anymore. No more hanging out with mammon, no more being levis player two, no more sleepovers with asmodeus. The only one who remotely cared about me was barbatos. Maybe he could help me get back to the human world but it wouldn’t be any better.

What hurt most was mammon, my first man leaving me. He swore. He fucking swore that he would always love me yet he still left me. We weren’t even dating so why does it have to hurt so much.

Even fucking beelzebub. He always acts so sweet but he left to. They all did. Maybe its good mila came along. She showed me that they weren’t trustworthy. It still hurts though.

I just want it all to be over with. If liliths not gonna kill me then I’ll do it myself.

My lifes been shit anyways. It never got better. It sucks to always wake up stressed. It sucks to always be hoping and praying that ill just die. Mila coming along and replacing me just added onto it.

I have attempted at my life multiple times since she came. Never has it worked. But maybe that will change soon. Maybe that will change tonight. I wonder how long it would take them to even notice, they didn’t notice my failed attempts so why would they notice a successful one. I wonder how they would react, the royals, angels, every single one of them. I already know mila would be happy. Maybe they would feel the same.

The laughter of the brothers and mila snaps me out of my daze. It reminds me of the short lived happiness i once had. The happiness i wish i still had. But soon it would all be over. Once the pills fully kick in I’ll finally be happy.

I have tried overdosing before. It didn’t work last time but it should work now. I have a good feeling. Or maybe thats just the drugs. I didn’t even write a goodbye note to them yet. It’s fine though.

Hearing their laughter in my final moments hurt but felt so good at the same time. It’s kicking in. It’s finally working. Ill be free.

My vision got blurry. I could only hear a distorted version of their voices that eventually faded out. Then it all went black. Its the end

Im free

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It had been a few days since you died. No one knew until 4 days had passed. Mammon needed to borrow money from you for diavolo knows what.

He knocked on your door “Y/nnn, open up I need to ask ya somethin”

No response

He knocked again and yelled “y/n?”

No response

So he went to tell lucifer. I don’t know if he intended on telling on you or was concerned. Probably the first option.

“Lucifer, y/n won’t open her door”

“What do you want me to do about it?” Lucifer sighed sick of his brother’s shit.

“I just need to get some grimm from her”

“Just go in. She’s probably just sleeping”

“Fine then” mammon replied starting to walk out the door.

As he approached your door he got a certain nervous feeling. He just ignored it, nothing bad could happen, right? Wrong.

As soon as he opened your door he saw you dead on the floor, drug bottle in hand.

He stood there frozen. How could this happen?? He was supposed to protect you. He was your first man. He hopes you were just passed out but deep down he knew.

He ended up calling for his brothers. This is the one time they really actually looked at you in months, hell almost a year. Mila was happy, as expected but she covered it up with tears.

Soon solomon, the royals, and angels showed up. Raphael, thirteen, and mephisto even showed up.

They all realized how shitty they treated you. They realized how badly they fucked up.

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I might honestly make another ending where y/n keeps pushing and ends up fucking mila up or goes back to the human world and tries to get her shit straight. Im not sure tho. Might do how they would react too y/n dying AND where you went after you died. I wrote this for 3 hours straight😭😭😭 my hands are cramping

MAYBE THE END

[neetily]

꣑୧ ⋅ ⋅ ⋅ ── MATCHUP EVENT: Date #13

♡ cupid's victim number thirteen!! ♡

hello love! tysm for taking part in the event and for sending sm info in! i hope you enjoy reading this lil matchup <3 i was so excited to do yours ahhh!!! let's see if i meet your expectations...

─ you have one new message from...

Sebastian . . .

i love you. you're so pretty. im so proud of you. thank you for working so hard. please come see me soon so i can look after you. i miss you. i love you.

Why? look. it's no surprise that im a little biased here, because when i think about sebastian i immediately think that you are his canon girlfriend. but like, i literally couldn't pick anyone else!!! you two are so perfect together <3 you mentioned that you're a little anxious, and not only do i think sebastian would be a great pick for you because he'd be able to relate on a deep level to your anxious attitude, but he'd also be the one most able to help, i think. a soothing voice to the storm, y'know? i also think he'd be soooo into your tattoos, seeing as i HC him as being tattooed too! maybe yall could get secret matching tatts together ... <3 something about him comes across as sarcastic too, like man is sooo witty, which i think perfectly matches your snarky humour well too!! i should know, we've been friends for a long time <3 i just know that he'd laugh at all your jokes, and you guys would have all these private inside jokes with each other that no one else gets! he'd love to play chill games with you too, especially multiplayer sims (coughs sdv coughs). and i think you would appreciate how chill and relaxed sebastian generally is. a pair of homebodies, i think you guys would spend most of your time inside together. just doing your own thing, but hanging out at the same time, y'know? maybe you're reading in a corner while he games, or he's cheering you on while you workout so that you're not feeling alone!

you two are just on the same wavelength, it JUST MAKES SENSE OK!! so similar, it's no wonder that you're his canon wife <3

Under The Stars . . .

honestly, he never intended on arriving at the cliffside that overlooks the city when inviting you out on a ride tonight. his mind was so frayed with your acceptance that he didn't know where to go, really. bashful about the fact that he's never brought a girl up here before, scratching nervously at his neck when his cheeks warm under the moonlight before you.

but with the way your lashes flutter up at him so prettily, dreamy little girl with stars in her eyes, he supposes that this spot is as good as any for a date.

or, date would be a loose term for it, really. what he actually means is: this is a pretty place to get his dick sucked, moonlit face of yours peering up at him so sweetly, as innocently as possible in spite of the dirty situation you find yourself in. it's fucking hot, in all honesty. he has no choice but to give in to temptation, leaning harder against his stationary motorbike so as to hump his tip further down your tight little throat. not too much, offering mere light humps that make his eyes roll back in sheer bliss. but his hand, too, comes up to cup your cheek so gently. a moan rolling off his tongue for you to swallow alongside his cock, biting down on his bottom lip with a cheeky side smirk at how pretty you look with your mouth full.

"so cute," he strokes his thumb against your jawline, allowing you a moment to swallow around his tip only for him to choke on a whine in response. "t-that's it, fuck, looks so pretty like this, love—" he huffs openly, affection resting at the tip of his tongue when he tuts it down at you lovingly, helping to readjust your glasses for you when they start to slip from the bobbing motion of your head.

and he means it too! you are the single more attractive thing ever to him, his heart stuttering and tummy fluttering not only from how well you suck him off—which is perfect, by the way. got him gasping and shivering and shit, fuck—but also from how in love he is with you. how you manage to look so harmless despite circumstances, precum beading at his tip when you kitten lick at it, a string of curses soon following because he feels too good to hold back.

"so good for me, darling— shit, if y'keep this up, im gonna cum soon." he trails off into soft laughter, throwing his head back at the cute way you smile around his cock, drool adorning your pouty lips in a way that catches the stars and fuck—

he really is gonna cum soon, purely because he loves you all too much to bear.

— you like to... listen to music when alone! here is a playlist that i think fits your matchup!

i was all over her - Sylvia Plath

Dancing in the Moonlight - Toploader

always forever - cults

[gaybananabread]

Hi! I was wondering if you could write a fic for Gravity Falls where Wendy asks Mabel if Dipper is ticklish, and Mabel says he is susceptible to raspberries, so they both give Dipper raspberries?

Sure Anon! I was exhausted today, and im sorry if things sound a little wierd. Hope you enjoy!

Lee: Dipper

Lers: Mabel, Wendy

Summary: When Wendy asks Mabel if Dipper is ticklish, things get a little goofy. Raspberries are generously given.

Warnings: none! This is a tickle fic, so if you don't like that, scroll away!

Wnedy was at the Mystery Shack. The craziest thing ever happened: nothing. Literally nothing was going on, and she was bored out of her mind. Stan left her in charge, and she couldn't leave with Soos on vacation. Well, this sucks.

She looked around, searching for something, anything to do. The cursed, broken Goldie was by the back wall. Not touching that thing. In the corner, Dipper was reading his journal, completely content.

Lucky... wait a minute!

If Wendy couldn't find something to do, she could mess with Dipper! He always gets into trouble, something was bound to happen! She walked over to him, tapping him with her boot. "Hey, watcha doing little man?"

Dipper barely looked up. "Trying to figure out this new creature. If I can find some solid evidence, I can finally prove to Stan that I did see that disco-tech deer!" Wendy sighed. Bor-ring! She bent down, and poked his side, trying to get his attention. What she didn't expect was for him to bolt upwards. "ACTUALLY I SHOULD GO OUTSIDE 'KAY BYE!" He darted out the door.

What was THAT?

Wendy didn't know what she did. She just poked hi- oh. He might be... Better ask Mabel. Jumping to conclusions hadn't gotten her anywhere good in the past. She made her way to the attic, almost tripping over the loose step.

When she opened the door, Mabel was putting some lipstick on Waddles. For her, even that was boring. "Hey Mabel, got a sec?" She turned around, her canvas slipping out the door. "What's up?" The older girl shut the door behind her, sitting on the bed.

"Is Dipper... ticklish?" The question made Mabel's face light up, practical exploding with excitement. "HECK YEAH! He's so ticklish, it's gotta be a reccord. He loves it, too. Raspberries drive him crazy!" Now, Wendy had a plan to fix the boring day.

•••

Dipper was invested in the Journal, taking note of the disco-deer's diet and habitat. So much so that he didn't even notice Wendy and Mabel sneaking up behind him. When they jumped him, he definitely didn't shriek. "GOTCHA!"

They wrestled with him, trying to pin him down. It wasnt that hard, Dipper lost within seconds. His arms were above his head, hisleags pinned by Wendy. She went in front of him, while Mabel took his side. "Time for some fun!"

Wendy immediately started off rough, digging her hands into his armpits. He laughed hard, the whole first seeming to fill with it. Mabel went a bit softer, skittering her fingers down his sides.

"GUHUHUYS! WHAHAT THE HEHECK?!" Dipper didn't know what he did to provoke them. All he had really done that day was read. "We were bored, and you were here. Plus, I know you enjoy this." His face flushed red, but he didn't argue the statement.

Wendy looked over to Mabel. "Hey, did you say that raspberries drove him nuts?" Mabel nodded, liking where this was going. "Well, let's give him some! I wanna get the most out of this time." Wendy knelt down, blowing a big raspberry on Dipper's belly. His laughter doubled, practically shaking the trees.

"NYAHAHAHA! WEHEHENDYHEHEHE!" Mabel was nicer, blowing little raspberries on his neck. Dipper thrashed and squirmed, trying his best to escape. He failed, as expected, and the grils continued with their torment.

Wendy kept blowing raspberry after raspberry on his poor stomach. Tears of mirth dotted the corners of his eyes, threatening to spill at any second. "PLEHEHEHEASE! IHI CAHAHAHAN'T!" His sister let up, making things a bit better.

After about a minute, Dipper was exhausted. His chest hurt from laughing. He was losing it, it tickled way too much! Wendy saw his face and stopped, but not before blowing on last raspberry, shaking her head as she gave it to him.

"NAHAHAHAHA! HAHHAHAHA!" She backed off, leaving the boy to curl into himself, giggling off the residual tickles fluttering on his torso. It took him a solid minute to catch his breath. Wendy put a hand on his shoulder, worrying she had gone too far.

"Hey, you good dude?" He just nodded, way too tired to respond. Though he would deny it till he died, Dipper did have fun when they tickled him. It felt nice to just laugh sometimes.

The day was way better now. Wendy had fun, Mabel got to mess with Dipper, and he got tickled. Maybe boring days weren't so bad after all.

[tsukasastavern]

Kanade is a Tenma HC and why it shows that some people don’t understand characters / WHY ITS LITERALLY KANADE TORTURE LMAOOOOOO

this is a rant with minor points, i do not mean to insult, harass or make anyone feel invalid. These are my PERSONAL feelings about this HC. you can still like do the hc, i just think its ass

Kanade is a Tenma HC just sucks, im gonna start this off with that. The headcanon itself benefits nobody, and it doesn’t even make sense since a headcanon only really applies if it can be fitted INTO canon without much modification of the story, which (as you can see) isn’t the case. So this is an AU.

Where did this HC AU even come from? A ONE OFF THING DAISUKE SAID. In one of the sections of SVR (summer vacation radio)

This is a rant within a rant, but please stop using stuff VA/CV/Seiyuus say as proof to back up your agenda. This goes for ENSEKAI typos too, just because it happened doesn’t make it concrete

In the Hc, the tenmas (saki and tsukasa) adopt Kanade as a sibling- and this is where it all goes wrong. Kanade is not fit. She would get agitated EASILY around them, she’d be overwhelmed and overstimulated- even when Tsukasa is being gentle he is still a loud and eccentric character- Saki too! Both Tenmas are FUELD with enthusiasm like 80% of the time.

“What about toya? Toya has a similar character type to kanade! This should go for him to-“ NO. NOT AT ALL. Toya is USED TO the tenmas! Hell, he can be excited and enthusiastic too! You have a fundamental misunderstanding of all of their characters if you think Kanade would survive life with the tenmas without changing all of their stories. This girl can not run! You think she can keep up with the human versions of two GOLDEN RETRIEVERS ON CRACK WITH THE ATTITUDE OF A PBS KIDS PROTAGONIST???

in a tldr: kanade would fucking seize instantly like a rabid rat eating poprocks if she was living with the tenmas so stop it /lh

anyways kanade is a kamishiro au canon /j

[taegularities]

HELLO MY LOVE 🫶🫶 HOW ARE YOU THIS FINE DAY??

okay so UPDATE ON TINDER!! i 100% agree w u about the safety shit, men on tinder can be insane ‼️ my friend quite literally wanted to come and stalk our date (i obvi said no HAHA) but yes dw i have my location on with multiple ppl 🙏

the first guy (the hot one) oh god... HE JUST GETS HOTTER DUDE ‼️ hes very smooth, im def intimidated 🤭 but i got bold and told him we should watch a show together (he recommended me one) and now we have two dates lined up for next week 🙏

second guy (the sweeter one) kinda hasnt spoken to me for a bit, which is okay! we were busy this week so we might meet up next week, but im not too sure 🤷‍♀️

ALSO!!! i saw you mentioned doubt/thoughts of leaving :(( i would respect your decision nonetheless, but just know you are beyond loved here 🫶 i will literally check ur blog daily (like i used to do during ur original hiatus) you are such a positive source of comfort for so many people rid, i hope you know that ❤️

I LOVE YOU, ENJOY UR WEEKEND!!!

- wife from war anon 💂‍♀️

HI BABEEEEE !!! i'm... alright? i think. feeling a little weird, but we'll get out of this mood!

BUT I SEE YOU'VE BEEN MORE THAN FINE HUH.... it sucks that the other guy didn't properly converse anymore, but i hope you have a good time when you meet up next week! but also the other guy... 🤭 two dates in a week? and you're watching a show together?! oh girl... ohh, you better have the time of your life then. and he better treat you right or 🔪🍆 !!!!

i hope something good comes out of this, either with him or the sweeter one. i'm rooting for you, keep me updated heehheh (only if you want ofc!). sounds so exciting, babe 💕

ahh yeah. honestly, those thoughts come and go? i'm not sure why they're there at all, but i appreciate that lovely people like you help me push them away... god knows i'd miss you all so much :(( like i did when i left the last time.. wasn't fun. i'm happy that despite that hiatus and distance between us all, i can be comforting to you... it's all i want 🥺 and i love you too, bby, you're too sweet, as always 😭 thank you 🥺🤍

[apollonite]

Digital Catalog - 7 (9/19/24)

Yesterday I was up until 11:30 doing homework then I ended up falling asleep around 12:15. During that time though I was on VC with Caleb, Erin, and Mark. Caleb is one of my bestfriends’ (Matt’s) roommate. Matt and my other bestfriend Zach were on call with a previous friend Daniel and I could overhear what they were talking about a little. They made poly jokes and talked about break ups and it made me feel a little left out but they also have their own lives ya know. I would never even have a consistent thought about taking that away from them, I consider myself a very not toxic person in any regard.

After Matt and Zach got off VC with Daniel they came to the other one with me, Caleb, and Erin however I was literally just about to go to bed. Im glad I did end up going when I did.

Then I woke up 7 hours later to take my sister to school.

The recurring dream Ive been having happened again and I dont know why my mind wont shift trains of thought. Idk how much Im inclined to share about it unless specific people asked me.

In the morning my sister had on The Amazing World of Gumball which was super fucking cool. I havent seen that show in a while and I forgot how much I loved it. My breakfast was excellent today, if I could make it that way every time I would.

I matched with two people on separate dating apps which is exciting, but Ive been wanting to get off of them as of recent. I need to let myself be single at least for a little while unless certain people who already know about my situation are interested. I mean like sex is great and all, but idk if I want to be having it with people Im not super familiar with right now. Being single fucking sucks man, just let me live my poly life in peace please.

When I got to campus and parked I just listened to music for like 40 minutes then went to the bathroom then went to Stress and Strain. We actually did a really cool problem in class that I fully understood but was also above average on difficulty. We were going over Stresses caused by Torsion. There is one girl in my class and lab group that seems interesting to talk to, but she also gives off extremely white christian vibes with like an alt undertone and its strange. Her and I have a similar sense of humor I think but Im kinda seeing her as a fully platonic thing which is honestly not usual for me when freshly talking to people.

Next was Kinematics of Machines where we went over sliding mechanisms in a 4 pin 4 bar. It was pretty cool and more so reinforced what I already knew.

After that I went home and cleaned my car. I HAVE NO HOMEWORK DUE FOR A WHOLE WEEK! So I can finally dedicate time to cleaning my room, boxing up certain things from Jaime, and playing games/character building.

Im still unsure if I should get a special or non special box to put Jaime’s stuff in. Ill probably ask a close friend of mine about it.

Im also unsure if I want to go to the Goth Club I attend on saturday or not. I have no friends to go with and it kinda feels sad to go and drink alone. Idk, Ive never really been super social at events so Idk if its accepted or not.

[1d1195]

it's gonna be another long ask bestie, Im sorry 😭 I yap too much when it comes to us talking lol I will try to keep it short!

Me being locked out was so scary bc i've has my blog since like the 6th grade so even though i wiped it when I had my tumblr break a few years ago, I DO NOT WANT TO LOSE IT! oh and you weren't wrong for assuming about classes lol They still are but they were slightly better this week! side note, hot TA is lecturing tomorrow(Friday) and bestie im so excited not bc of the content but for him lol

anways lol If Harry told me off idc if this sounds like Im down bad but I would probably enjoy it lol I for sure saw that their stubbornness and her vulnerability issues would cause conflict between these two so I think that this was the best route to go in for them! I really liked reading it even though it sucks having them fight lol

I love a good backstory! I always enjoy knowing why the characters are the way they are! Like it very much connects the dots for me and I can see how certain events led them to act a certain way! idk I like knowing things lol and i also don't have a great relationship with my dad HAHA like its crazy how easily the thought about my father and I's dynamic makes me easily cry lol

ALSO another side note, the kids show Bluey literally makes me BAWL my eyes out because they have a nice relationship with her father AND the parents have a healthy relationship too 😭😭😭 so I can totally understand how writing this feels good for you!

Trust me, me using your government name is overall a good thing too lol You really GAGGED me with that cliffhanger lol

OKAY PART 7! AHHHHHHHHHH LOVED IT!!!!!!! this was such a perfect way to end it! Okay so FUCK JACK I HOPE HE SUFFERS SO MUCH :)!(i know hes not real but hes real to me so he must suffer!) FUCK THAT MAN! Ngl though was proud of her for breaking his nose which was such win! I was glad she was able to handle it on her own for the most part which is so good! Ideally she would have not gotten hurt but we need the drama lol OKay so I was giggling while reading the locker room scene only because it makes sense that Harry is being such a GUY by punching things lol oh and THE I LOVE YOU DROP?!?!? ADORABLE!!!!!!! and her and Louis's interaction omg that was a cute little moment! VERY MUCH ENJOYED THIS SERIES YOU WILL NEVER DISSAPOINT!

I am manifesting for you to have the best weekend! You WILL enjoy that trashy book and do something that is just for you to enjoy! Enjoy and relax! Wishing you the best my love!-💜

I literally have meltdowns every time I type my password incorrectly when I login. My fear is that I will lose this and all this work. That's why I spent time putting all my work in a drive six months ago. 😭

I haven't baby sat in a while so I haven't seen Bluey! (I'm a Paw Patrol girl) but I've heard ONLY good things about Bluey and how it's good for all ages 😭 Maybe I should give it a watch. Because I've been listening to this song for a few weeks and one of the lyrics is "my parents didn't teach me love but I know how to divorce" and as much as I want to get married (mostly so everyone will stop asking me when it will happen) I don't know if being married will cure everything. Okay, sorry for the heavy vent of this. Let's move on to FUN things. LIKE

HOW WAS HOT TA's LECTURE? I'm 2/3 of the way through my trashy book for the weekend and I am sorry to say I'm wishing for very inappropriate things on your behalf 🤭 maybe it will happen when I sit down to write TA Harry for you 😭

I've had most of Part 7 written for so long that I was like "Omg I need to add more" so Harry got to punch a few things more (I needed to make sure I didn't accidentally write him into legal trouble lol). Then I was like "You know we should have Louis tell her she did a good job too." hehehehehe I really loved writing this one too. It never really felt like I was at a loss of stuff to write.

Thank you for your message as always 💕

xoxo

[winderlylandchime]

1/2 And we are at 5x03 and he is excited to see Britin move in together….yeah… ‘i don’t understand in what world Brian would suck at filling up a club? Maybe the first day, sure BUT DAYS? Plural? Come on, they are making my baby boy look bad’ The groan that he let out when Mel and Linds came on screen is actually hilarious ngl. He was just dead silent and every time either of them would speak, he would just groan loudly. ‘Hold the fuck up, she’s now venting to Brian? What is he? The local therapist? Wow her hair is horrible. Nevermind, I guess he’s the local charity organization.’ And we are now at Justin/Ben/Mikey painting the house scene ‘Justin needs to paint a painting for Brian’s office. Why hasn’t he yet? (Ben mentions Britin getting a house) I highly doubt that will ever happen. I like the loft. Why is Justin so doubtful about it? See! Even Blondie knows the loft is better (ben says he needs to carry mikey in and justin says he wouldnt know what married people do) me and Justin are both gonna puke right now.’ ‘Why is Mike such a bitch? Also where the fuck is Hunter? Did he forget he has another kid? I will give my kidney up to get Brian and Justin back and not see this anymore’ Brian pops up on screen literally a second later ‘I’LL TAKE IT! They want to tear down the club for a gallery? WAIT *pauses ep* imagine a world where Brian is struggling with starting up his club like this and that someone who wants to tear it down for a gallery is Justin. Oh the hatred they’d have for each other, theyd fuck it out and be angry that theyre fucking, I should write scripts for movies. OH he said galleria not gallery. Never mind then but my idea still sounds dope. Brian looks so fucking pretty.’ The scene where Em is introduced as the Queer Guy is up *looks at his cast* ‘well this is feeling like an attack now. Why is everyone so rude to Emmett? Fuck them.’ ‘DEB IS LEAVING THE DINER?! Why? She’s retiring FOR A MAN? We aren’t worth all that. Why is blondie making me feel like he regrets being back in Pittsburgh?’ And we are finally getting some Britin and he got all happy finally ‘MY BOYS! FINALLY! (Brian hugs Justin from behind) AHHHHHHHHH LOOK AT HIM ALL AFFECTIONATE AND SHIT! Wait he dropped out again? Of course Bri Bri wants him to go back to school. Man, where was this 20 years ago? I feel like I would’ve actually graduated if I saw this and had 5 years of Brian telling me to go to school. *looks at me* dont tell dad. Of course Brian is offering him a job! Thatd be cute. Why am i having feelings over Justin putting away Brian’s suit? (The sunshine how did i scene is up!!!!) OH MY FUCKING GOD *pauses tv and slides down from the couch on the floor so he’s now sitting on the floor* no he fucking didn’t! I’m glad all three of us are aware of that!’ ‘Not Ted and Justin being Blondie Besties. Okay, Queer Guy let’s go Emy! Oh god this is bad. *covers up his face* this is so bad. What did they do to my Emmett? IS THAT ROSIE FUCKING O’DONNELL?! That was so bad. And youre telling me justin didn’t have a single joke?’ Rosie (i forgot her name) tells Deb that her husband caught her kissing her friend while making cinnamon buns ‘i can see how that makes a person wanna kiss a friend.. it’s homies supporting homies *forgets about the cast and tries to make a fist realizes it, so he makes a fist with his left arm* Ally…that was weak. I’m so sorry Rosie O’Donnell, you deserve better. I’m ashamed of this’ ‘oh Lindsay. She’s just as dumb as Michael. And that hair is still horrible’ ‘THIS IS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT! I told you Brian would make Babylon insane but you thought I was dumb! The place is PACKED! Look at Blondie standing next to his man at his club. Supportive boyfriends. Wait the club is empty?! HE PAYED THEM? That’s actually smart. Did Blondie come up with this? I love this so much.‘ ‘YOU GO ROSIE O’DONNELL! Im confused why she’s here but you go girl!’ ‘THEY THINK EMMETT IS NOT QUEER ENOUGH?’ the scene cuts to the custody bullshit ‘did Mel forget that she also cheated? All three of them are so fucking stupid. OH LINDSAY IS A BITCH.’

Hold the fuck up, she’s now venting to Brian? What is he? The local therapist? Wow her hair is horrible. Nevermind, I guess he’s the local charity organization. YEAH he's the local therapist, charity organization, fundraiser, etc etc.

I HATE MIKEY AND BEN in this season with a passion. Ugh. And then they go roping Justin into their nonsense.

Yeah Emmy being the Queer Guy is going to make a lot of uncomfortable commentary about that show given your brother is a fan. Remind him that the original version of the show was not what it is today (I definitely watched it back then too, I won't lie)

Also can we have your brother write a fic where Justin wants to open a gallery in place of Babylon and it's an enemies-to-lovers fic? OMG Justin got sent to conversion therapy, comes back this uptight version of himself, wants to take down the big bad gay club and meets Brian and...

LBR your brother, at this point, would do anything BriBri asked him. ;) including go back to college.

The how did I scene is everything. These are the moments we need to survive this awful season.

And the Rosie O'Donnell plot line. I don't even know...

[loveandpain312]

6/1/23

I went to Andreas daughters Quinceañera last Sunday, and it was so fun. I literally love the culture so much... I went with Sam and he wanted to leave early, but I somehow convinced him to stay for a long time lol. I felt kind of scared bc Paulo/Erick was there with his GF (on Cinco Erick was like blatantly flirting w me and buying me drinks all night and not showing her any attention) and i thought she probably hated me so i was avoiding them which was probably done, but I was a little tipsy and Sam wanted to leave (  i really didnt wanna leave cuz i wanted to be able to dance but also had nobody to dance with)so we were walking out and they were all standing outside so I talked to them, she was super nice and clearly didn't hate me which made me feel better. Since the vibes were good I told sam I might stay and have my mom pick me up, and that convinced HIM to stay too lol. So we went in and I started dancing with Jorge and his girl lol and Quique & Erick and its sooo fun when they just whip you around, but I knew what I was doing enough bc I learned n Costa rica It was literally just soooo fun and pure and good vibes. I took a few more shots with random people and the best part was sam wouldnt dance with me (He did only a tiny bit) but Emily totally had a crush on him so she was flirting with him and made him dance w her lol. It was super fun. I loved it.

Ryan comes home in 9 days!!!! Im so excited to see him and go to the wedding. 

Rn im at a coffee shop cuz Im working on some stuff and im for real so unsettled about my job situation for while im in england. Im super happy to move there and have a year of fun and travel, but I just really want to get a fulfilling job for when Im there and ryans saying it probably is unlikely af I can get a job at the school which really sucks. I am sure i will find work I enjoy for the time being, but not knowing what Visa I need is stressing me out...and I really do want to get started in my education career. I want to start teaching...so it will suck if i cant get a school job :( Im sure it will all work out, but I just really dont want to wait too long to start my career. I hope if I cant in england, it will work out for immediately after, whether we are still in the military or not. 

Sometimes I feel like im a bad person. i feel like im selfish. I want to just be good, without trying. Im sure im overreacting, but i feel I should do some shadow work and really work on being a GOOD person.

[bleachposting]

...waaaah so i applied for the teach in japan programme...not gonna name it for the sake of not getting flagged here and i was really hoping i’d get declined just bc then i wouldn’t have to make a decision... results came back this week and i made it onto the reserve list,,, so i could go if someone dropped out but it’s kind of a drop of a hat kinda vibe and may not even happen

it honestly gives me so much excitement to think that if i said yes i could go to japan this year ... like ive been dreaming for so long and now maybe i could?! my heart feels really swayed but my brain is really like girl u should decline ... i’ve got to finish my ma which i can’t just put on hold, there’s a family trip to the home country which like... as someone who is so passionately applying my asian identity in all my creative and academic work,, it would be hypocritical not to join, my family will literally flip shit if i go too, i’ve got financial goals like replacing my phone and laptop and getting a root canal lmfao but work has been getting harder and harder despite it being my favourite workplace i’ve ever worked, plus im even establishing a writing career now... honestly escaping to japan and just living spontaneously it so tempting and im definitely one to cave to impulse

i really dont know what to do :( it just pains me so much of sending my email declining even though i know it’s what’s best

ugh at the same time tho, i’ve told a few of my close friends and like i’m just pissed that no one has really taken the time to ask me about it? like they’ve been like ‘oh that sucks’ but no one has had the time of day to be like ‘hey like really tell me about it’ and like i’ve been so just touchy the last few days and not acting myself and it’s just shit that no one’s like ‘hey r u okay?’ like i GET that i’ve got a part to play in being transparent and asking for help but damn it just sucks i’ve really been the supportive friend the last few months w so many people and im sick of it?? im literally like well nah i’ve been an anxious wreck since that flasher incident and no one’s been like ‘hey ur acting differently’ i’ve literally been pushing myself to the bone with work and writing and still no ‘hey like ur literally burnt out like i see u dropping out of social commitments ur always on’ like why can’t someone just ask me how i’m doing like how i’m reeeally doing

aaaah vent >:( but it is what it is right? i’m gonna watch your name and weathering with you before i send the decline email just to see if that’s enough to change my heart but im not super hopeful it will be a game changer but at least looking forward to spending a day on my own terms 

[tearsasmascara]

AHH THEMIS dw about it !! i’ve been busy as well so

zee did not watch :(( some stuff happened last weekend so like i couldnt do anything atp BUT I DO HAVE this weekend !! and i have a long week so i’ll def be binge watching and like maybe be crying LMFAO

J POP !! i love it sm (I KNOW THE FEELING OF OBSESSION you should see me when im hyperfixated on a song,,,,, no wait you should’ve seen my spotify wrapped THAT was horrendous) OMG LITERALLY i have like everything in my playlist it’s WILDDD but like you get to have variety ya know?? i dont have certain songs i can call favorite but like i can think of like taking whats not yours by tv girl or like any of jack stauber’s songs <3 wait wait wait WHAT r your fav songs??

AHH ITS ALRIGHT but this weekend i have like an essay but like watch me procrastinate on it 😪 how are you???? are you making sure to care of yourself ??? 🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵

have a good day/night themis <3 hope u doing vv good today, and if not i hope it does better 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

ahhhh SORRY REPLYING TO YOUR ASK LATE AGAIN </3 i’ve been going through it ngl

NO BUT I SAW YOURE WATCHING IT RN?! HOW DO YOU FEEL WHATS HAPPENING (and yeah you’ll probably cry LOL)

DUDE i get so obsessed w one song i repeat it all the time and then i get sick of it and never listen to it again ahwldhow. (omg is zees spotify wrapped one of those bulletin boards that say “to the person who listened to ‘im sorry’ for four hours yesterday, are you okay?”) but yeah i’m kind of excited for the new wrapped, bc last years was embarrassing JSLWDH.

NO YEAH I GET VARIETY bc i have like some cute lo fi song and then i have like rap dhskhfd but like i do have a top like five like some songs that just twist my heart the right way shdkdh

ok rn rn, they’ve got to be uhh do me right- brb. , can’t explain it- chika, that one given song.

there’s more shkdhd but those are my quick ones LOL and the one given song is actually the intro so

whkdhd noo essays suck ajwodje ewww ok look i like writing for fun not for school okay? but LIKE DONT PROCRASTINATE TOO MUCH !! like a healthy amount maybe. and i’m okay dude not feelin it lately shdkdh but i’ll be okay !!

you too!! and drink some water while you’re at it my dude <33

[berryunho]

BESTEAAA I CAME BACK TO CHECK UP ON YOU AND GIVE YOU AN UPDATE ONLY TO BE BLESSED BY ANOTHER CHAPTER!??!? YH6TGRCR WHAT A LOVELY PRESENT LOLOL AND OMG OUR GIRL NAYEON IS BACK TOO AHH 😭💖

Another chapter of the ‘who should apologize first’ debate which personally has me conflicted cause yeah y/n doesn’t owe him feelings BUT MAN ARE YOU SURE THERE WASNT EVEN A SMIDGE OF ROMANTIC FEELINGS THERE?? ARGH def helped me realize that I should communicate more and be more honest with the ppl around me to avoid miscommunication and possibly having them end up escaping to a cult 💀

BUT SAN- Gotta keep an eye out for Selener and San cause he’s so bf but at the same time he’s like one of Hongjoong’s most loyal followers and was also a factor that got our main girlie into this whole mess in the first place- I would also totally smash him too tho @ Nayeon OOP

BUT YEAH AS ALWAYS PEAK TOP TIER WRITING MUAH 😘

I took my vacay down Florida and now I’m stuck here with a hurricane/tornado warning LMAO just the thing I needed rn 🤩/s but dw I should be safe I just have to stay indoors pretty much the whole time which is what I normally do anyways

About my major… drumroll please! 🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁 you were right ding ding ding! 🔔 I’m majoring in liberal arts since I’m not sure exactly on what I want to do but liberal arts encompasses quite a bit so that’s prob my best bet lolol esp since I’m interested in things like art history, languages, graphic design occasionally, English, Philosophy and Psychology! Although I can’t really get into visual arts cause yikes I suck at being creative/doing art when ppl force or tell me to but yeah! Fun times lolol

Also! TYSM FOR MAKING YEOSANG TALK ABT BLEACHED HAIR AND ROOTS LIKE OOOOOOOMLLLLL ISTG I BLEACHED MY HAIR AND THE DAY AFTER MY ROOTS STARTED GROWING WHICH WAS PROB UNNOTICEABLE UNLESS YOU LOOKED AT IT REALLY CLOSELY BUT DANG MY HAIR HAS NEVER GROWN AS FAST AS IT DID WHEN I DYED MY HAIR UDNGUNDU Yeosang gets it 🤧😪😔

Anyway, can’t wait to see the next chapter and I hope you have an amazing hurricane-free week!

- Much love, 🍓 anon!

hehehe im glad it was a pleasant surprise !

im literally conflicted for yn too bc if i was in this situation there is no way in HELL id be apologizing but for yns sake ... its a tough-y for sure LMAO LKFJ:DKSLFJ hopefully you never interact w a cult in any capacity 😭😭

SAN is .... JDLFKJS:DLF im having the time of my life writing him FR like the whole story that's gonna go on w san is ..... something im very excited to write hehe so im excited to be getting there ... hehe BUT THANK YOU SM BAE <333

UMMMM.....?????? omg i hope you're okay ??? stay safe pls omg i cannot even imagine ...

omg my mind ... i was so ready for you to be like "um actually im majoring in aerospace engineering and i cannot believe you would even sugges-" LMAO but yay im glad you're exploring your options while also knowing what you like hehe !!

LMAOOO YEAH THE BLEACH ALKDFJSKDJ my brother is a platinum blonde hair bleacher and yeah its literally like days after he gets his roots done that they're already showing so i get it LMAO yes fr

heheh thank you again <3 i hope you're doing alright down there ... and have a good weekend !

[aftqrglow]

hi write more dad!bucky headcanons please and thank you

there u go

BELLA I LOVE THIS???? IM SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG MY LOVE I HOPE YOU LIKE IT <33

pairing: dad!bucky x reader

word count: 1.1k

summary: just a bunch of headcanons about bucky with his children

warnings: babies; mentions of pregnancy; i think that’s it? otherwise, its pure fluff

a/n: i've never written headcanons before dhajdjjss i'm sorry if this sucks. i’ve talked about some of these on here before, but i added them here anyway. 

Let's get this out of the way: Bucky is the best dad ever.

I mean, you thought you always knew he was going to be a great father. He's a literal angel, after all. But when you had your daughter, Marigold, you realized just how amazing he really was.

Bucky took care of everything. From waking his little girl up for school every morning, getting her ready and even making her breakfast. 

He would often let her hook her arms around his metal arm and lift her into the air, the sound of her laughter filling the home you had built with the love of your life.

Bucky used to be insecure about his arm, once. About the scars that littered his shoulder like constellations in the sky, the vibranium shot through with gold. And while you had managed to rid him of most of these inhibitions, he still wore his gloves when he dropped Mari off at school.

That was, until the day Mari dragged him to meet her friends

"Look, guys," she said, with the biggest grin on her face. "My dad has a robot arm. How cool is that?"

Bucky damn near teared up at the look of pride on her face. Because how could his baby girl ever be ashamed of him? Her father was a hero who had saved more lives with that arm than he had taken, even if he forgot that sometimes.

When Mari decided she wanted to be a nail tech, he bought her a full kit just so she could practice.

Of course, she chose her dad to be her model.

Bucky walked around for weeks with his nails painted painted pink, waiting until the nail polish was chipped so bad he had no choice but to ask Mari to take it off and put on a fresh coat.

Seeing your husband with your daughter, you were completely unafraid to tell him that you were pregnant again.

You had never met a man capable of giving as much love to everyone around him as Bucky was, after all.

Bucky was overjoyed when you told him. He wrapped his arms around your waist, lifting you up into the air and spinning you around, laughing like a child.

And when you found out that you were having twins—there's no way to put into words how delighted he was.

Just as he had when you were pregnant with Mari, Bucky took care of everything.

Only this time, he had Mari to help him.

The two of them repainted the nursery together. One of the walls was left the yellow-splattered orange it had been painted previously—for your Mari's name. One was painted a midnight blue for your daughter, and another a mint green for your son.

Brainstorming names was somewhat of a challenge. Bucky, of course, had two names in mind, but he was unsure of how you would react to them.

That was, until you brought it up yourself.

"I think we should name the boy Steve," you said one night, as he got ready for bed. "And our girl—Rebecca. After your sister."

Bucky froze.

"Are you sure, love? We—I know you had a lot of names in mind, but—"

"They were two of the most important people in your life, Bucky. Of course I'm sure."

The first time Bucky held Steve and Rebecca in his arms, he was shaking. Never in his life had he expected that he would have not one, but three beautiful children.

Three children with your hair and his eyes.

A family he would live and die for.

Mari was the most enchanting older sister. She read to her siblings every night, clambering into the crib and lying in between them, careful and gentle in a way most six-year-olds aren't.

As they got older, little Steve's fascination with his dad's metal arm grew.

He would draw little stars on the vibranium with white dry-erase markers, then rub them off with his thumb.

Steve never failed to boast about how his dad was a superhero to his friends at school—to the point where Bucky was bombarded with little boys asking to touch his metal arm every time he went to pick the kids up from school.

Becca, meanwhile, never let you do her hair. "I like it better when dad does it, Mommy."

And so Bucky did her hair every morning, sleeking those strands back into a silken braid, securing the ends with a black hair-tie that had threads of gold running through it.

"To match Dad's arm," Becca had grinned when she had asked you to buy it for her.

Eventually, Becca decided that if Bucky braided her hair, it was only fair that she braided his too.

It started one morning as Bucky was getting ready for school, when she told him that he was doing her hair all wrong and proceeded to climb up on the bed and put a tiny little braid in her dad's hair.

Of course, Bucky wore it around for the rest of the day.

The braid, coupled with his nails painted pink, thanks to Mari, subjected him to Sam's ceaseless teasing.

He didn't care, though. His heart swelled in his chest every time he glanced down at his nails or his fingers brushed the braid in his hair.

To the point where he grew his hair out again, just so Mari and Becca could braid it.

Of course, Steve decided that he wanted long hair too when he saw his dad skipping haircuts.

In fact, Steve even insisted you braid little sections of his hair like his sisters did for his dad.

It didn't matter to him what the boys at school said about his hair. If it was good enough for Dad, it was good enough for him.

Sam was bewitched by your children too. It was hard to say who was more excited to see the other on the weekends, when choruses of, "Uncle Sammy!" broke through the house every time the doorbell rang.

Spending Sundays at your house became sort of a tradition, as did spending holidays on Sam's boat.

Sarah's sons were enamored with your children. The five of them were inseparable, running around the docks, dodging Sam's neighbors who had now come to know the Barnes family all too well.

Bucky had never really imagined that he would ever know peace like this: with a family that he wasn't going to lose this time.

With friends he was sure wouldn't leave him behind.

He had never allowed himself to hope for it

But as he watched the sunset over the waters, sitting next to Sam with a bottle of beer in his hand, the sound of your laughter mixed with his kids' filling the air around him, he thought that maybe, just maybe, he had done something right with his shot at redemption after all.

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