#loopy kisses

[pinkpintolesbean]

Chapters: 1/3 Fandom: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Gideon Nav/Harrowhark Nonagesimus Characters: Harrowhark Nonagesimus, Gideon Nav, Ortus Nigenad Additional Tags: tw suicidal ideation, TW self-harm, tw accidental suicide attempt, Hurt/Comfort, Happy Ending, delirious kissing, ortus being a good older brother trope, and malewife, harrow's loopy from blood loss, tw tourniquet, gideon plays nurse, Griddlehark, touch and go for a minute, But all's well that ends well, gideon being the hero she is, tw ortus nigenad's poetry, tw child abuse, Healing, Crying, reassurance, tw blood, TW Dissociation, high from pain, please don't read if you're struggling right now, wait until the last chapter, take care of your mental health, YOU ARE SO LOVED 

Summary:

You are loved. More than you could ever know.

@sneakylittlenun

Her conscious mind meandered without direction, latching on to any sensation or visual as a guidepost—a dinghy seeking out a lighthouse in a blustering storm. Oddly enough, out of the sea of self-flagellating images, she clung to the buoy of Gideon Nav’s horrified expression: the way her aureate eyes had roved over Harrow’s skin like she were a wax doll—something just left of human. Harrow recalled how she had thrown her robe over herself in a hurry and screamed at Nav to beat it before she summoned the Marshal. And, rightly fearing a well-deserved beating by Crux for daring to encroach upon the Reverend Daughter’s private quarters, she had cleared out like a fugitive caught stealing rations. The Marshal had come running at the shrill sound of Harrow’s initial cry, but to her ill-deserved credit, she hadn’t ratted out the slovenly vestal that day. Somehow, she just didn’t have the heart.

…Perhaps that wasn’t so surprising.

[mellidee]

"You change... everything."

(hi i'm in pain and it hurts so good)

[beepmeowiskarkat]

kisses

[xysidhequeen]

So I turned on notifications for you blog early on in the Red Knight series so Id know when you posted the next chapter. After not seeing notifications from your blog for months, it literally makes me smile every time I see a simple "xysidhequeen reblogged x" now. Im sorry that you have to deal with everything but Im glad to see every notification that we havent lost you.

Ajajsjaheha THIS IS SO SWEET? Thank you! Also hope you don't mind being bombarded with notifs.

Also how many of you thought I really died? 😭 I'm so sorry to scare you all like that.

Here's an apology snippet

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There was a voice that sounded suspiciously like Jazz, even complete with annoyed exasperation, groaning at him to just ask Danny out already, that he very firmly beat back to the bowels of his mind with a stick.

He could, maybe, to himself, in the middle of the night when he was going on forty hours with no sleep, just perhaps admit he most definitely had a crush on his best friend. But those late night, sleep deprived admissions were no where near strong enough to overcome the choking, cloying fear that strangled his lungs and shredded his heart at the very thought of admitting it aloud. Let alone to Danny.

Danny was his friend, his best friend, his king. Danny saved him, back when he was nothing more than an angry slip of a teen with a chip on his shoulder and fresh from his own grave.

Danny had given him a home, a family, a purpose. He had given him everything, he had made Jason who he was today. Someone he could be proud of.

How could he ever risk losing that? Losing Danny?

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We get so close then Jason just takes three huge steps back. Baby is so scared. We'll get there, eventually. I promise. But when I say slow burn I mean SLOW burn.

Also me while writing this chapter so far:

Me: TimTimTimTimTIM!!!!

Jason: What about four thousand words of straight introspection

Can you feel Jazz's influence on him? Because I can, and I hate it(affectionately). I want to get to Tim!!! But Jason just wanted to think! He has so many thoughts in that head of his. It's the overthinking thing all the Bats and Birds learned from Bruce.

[spacefoxy]

Eric Carr's chicken in HD.

[yours-the-author]

Some fanart I made. It is Very Small. And the quality's pretty bad, I just snapped pictures with my phone. Who doesn't love a little tenderness between stickmen?

[zarvasace]

Turns out, Frostys from Wendy's are actual ice cream. They may be mostly corn syrup and gluten-free, but they are certainly not lactose-free. :(

[transmechanicus]

I'm such a girl who is sleep deprived <3

[spaceratprodigy]

weeping into my hands every time y'all tell me you genuinely love seeing faith and max

[glitchdoesart]

I love my girlfriend so muchhhhhhj

[catmaidetho]

im rewatching etho's s9 so far and man. im still a little miffed bdubs didnt give etho any hugs and kisses. "he didnt explain where the hugs and kisses are >:(" give him his hugs and kisses.

[partyinthemysterymachine]

Whoaaaa congrats on ch69 on 6/9 haha! That's a lot of work!! You gonna shoot for ch420 on 4/20? (Joking (mostly) ) hope the goomt work goes well and you have time to rest after a milestone!

HEHEHGHDFGHLKDFGHK THANK YOUUUUUU

I'M SO VEYR SLEEPY NGL

i'm gonna grte some GOOD rest and sleep and also draw some stuff for pride month so stay tuned for THAT,

and don't test me, i already WAS considering (should goomt get to 420 chapters..... which....... ....... is a VERY likely possibilty........... .. heh, heh.....)

MMWAH thank you so much dalring anon and i hope u enjoyed ch69!! (if you read GOOMT that is. if u don't, that's just fine with me too!! i appreciate SOOO much the well wishes as it is <3 <3 <3)

MMMWAAAAAHHHH!!

[formerlybutchpoet]

my brain is very tired and silly now because period and i’m sick with cold so I am not expressng my words so good but rest assred I’m gay horny lesbian gay love women gay elsbian

[yearning-butch]

Posting at 3-4am when no one will see it is so silly

[tojisun]

found you today through your plumber simon story and hngggg how can you take a concept that's so overdone and still nail it??? THE TALENT

(I need more of those plss)

aww im glad u liked the lil drabble teehee and thank you so much!!

(idk if this will serve the way the first past did but—)

just. blue collar simon makes me shrivel up in need. he’s just so…capable. so competent. he’s suave and ruggedly charismatic. he sees what he wants and knows how to take it; how to coax it out of you.

simon sees how wide-eyed you are when you look up at him, sees the shyness in the way you give him that drink he asked for, sees the way you curl into yourself while you explain to him the problem you’re having with your kitchen sink, and he physically has to bite the inside of his cheek to stop himself from preening.

you stuttered out your concerns, ducking your head down when you noticed how much eye contact he’s keeping, only for your lungs to constrict when all what your quiet murmur did was make him lean ever so closer to you.

“sorry, miss,” he drawled, shuffling to rest his hand on the counter. “just can’t hear y’well, s’all.”

“oh, okay,” you replied, voice all sticky because what else could you say?

and simon just watched with narrowed eyes and pinched lips because darlin’, you didn’t even know what you do to him.

simon didn’t really fuck you then, not with how you laid there on your kitchen table, loopy and twitching, eyes faraway while your body came down from the intensity of your orgasms.

little lady, you fuckin’ squirted. you drenched his mouth and made his fingers all pruny with your slick.

god, doll, you were so pretty, all sweaty and drooling, unable to even properly kiss him back when he leant down to nab a taste of those spit-slicked lips. all you could do was whine, your body locked while your cunt spurted uselessly, still so overstimulated by the way he stuffed you.

you pawed at the tent in his jeans when you finally came back to, and who was simon to deny you of his cock?

you sucked him messily, but simon’s never been so horny until then. you couldn’t even swallow his prick properly, your mouth tired and your body still putty, but simon came the fastest he’s remembered, shooting his spunk all over your sweaty face.

simon would’ve snagged a photo of how you looked but the pipes really needed some fixing. so he tucked himself back in his jeans, then slapped the inside of your thigh softly, his eyes still on your puffy cunt.

“a’right. this bloke need t’work again, is that not right miss?” simon crooned, dragging his hand along your leg, watching your skin dimple with the weight of his hold.

you warbled a response.

simon chuckled and pressed forward to brush a kiss on your forehead before forcing himself to walk away because he’s still on the clock.

not like he’d even charge you after all of that.

.

it’s two weeks later when you finally called the plumber again. sure, you had to slam the hilt of your knife on your pipe until it finally dented, but it’s not like the plumber—mr. simon—would need to know.

your call gets picked up after the second ring but before you could even offer any greetings, all of which you’ve rehearsed in front of the mirror over and over again, he says, “well, that sure took y’while, didn’t it doll? almost had me worried that you wouldn’t call.”

you breathe in sharply, your pussy tingling already. he chuckles.

“same address?”

“yes, please,” you rasp out before licking at your chapped lips. then, “can i request for an asap service? it’s…leaking right now.”

mr. simon laughs loudly this time. you end the call before he can say anything more, dutifully ignoring the way your cheeks thrum with feverish heat.

because you’re sure that this time…

[hopelessromanticyearns]

me when he when i

i just. like fuck. i wanna kiss him and stare into his eyes as i caress his hair and i wanna make him laugh and bully him slightly only to pretend to be hurt when he does the same to me

like i just wanna be with him rn. i want to see his smile and never stop staring at him. he’s gorgeous. and deserves everything and anything. i wanna make him so happy <3