#loss of sensation

[env0writes]

Spilled Inktober, 10.10.23 “Some Part Never Returns”

Strong is the soldier when morning comes to greet With battles hard and wars to beat Firing fast to fell each foe Standing tall against each blow Strong is the survivor when the sun hangs high Above the drooping hangman's heads that sigh Holding on to morning hope Before grip loosens upon that very rope Strong is the stranded, reclined in the evening twilight Holding in glimpses to keep their head upright Glimmer of that sunrise flash Reminders of the battles left as ash Strong is the spirit, enduring through the night Forgoing all thoughts, of manners made polite Selfish is the solitude, to seek out a rising sun again No more battles, long, or wars, but when– Will that feeling of fury, firing hot as lead within Lead on tomorrow, marching tall towards a win Can it return, like the rising sun, or is this too– sin?

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[thechronicpaingame]

Sorry I've been a lil absent! Health stuff is on a continual decline, and also broke my phone 🤦🏻‍♀️

Few months back started with cramping and weakness in hands and now it's much worse and spreading up my arms so waiting on neuro (which turns out is another 7 week wait and it has started worsening literally day by day now). My hands have all kinds of weird sensations (same as I have had in my legs for years) but much more severe. I'm dropping things, can't hold a knife or fork, and over the past two days it's starting to spread up my arms like I say. I also have increased fatigue, weakness generally all over, almost complete loss of appetite. So who knows! I have left a message with my GP to explain how quick the progression is so let's see if they can get me in sooner to neuro as at this rate I'm gonna wake one morning and not be able to use my hands / arms at all if it carries on progressing at this speed. Having to buy a waist leash for my dog for safety as I've dropped her lead a few times now. No real pain (which instantly makes me think I'm overreacting even though I know I'm not really) more like aching and when they cramp that's painful and bruises immediately (same for my calves with cramp and bruising). So I have no idea what's going on. And weirdly enough with all my medical history I've actually NEVER seen a neurologist which feels really bizarre, so I'm quite excited in that sense that it's someone new. I wouldn't say I'm worried just yet, but I'm definitely aware of this all being new and "not right"

I'll add some things in the tags with similar symptoms to see if anyone can relate!

[obsessivetherian]

I've been trying to get a diagnosis for my condition for roughly ten years now. my mobility has been steadily decreasing with sudden drops. and no found cause.

[firethekitty]

it’s so fucking funny when transphobes try to convince me i’ll regret top surgery one day bc i have not spent a single millisecond missing those tumors in the 4 years since i hacked them off

[mendelmakes]

Thinking about how the durge probably has autopsy scars. Here's my headcanon for what my durge (Ryl) has got going on after they left Kressa Bonedaughter's "loving care"

(Also if anyone has any fic recs where the companions react to that revelation please share)

[millionsnife]

Knives does not actually have feeling in the tips of his fingers/his fingerpads anymore; at some point his body just stopped repairing/regenerating the nerves whenever he bit his fingers to pieces.

At best he can tell texture unless he's using the rest of his hand to touch something.

[yoohyeontual]

Hi friends, I have a question. Did any of you with anxiety ever experience numbness in your arms and legs ?

[hmsmilkbone]

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[imwritesometimes]

btw all the typos lately... lmao I've been having bad fckn eye strain lately so I have to take my glasses off a lot when I can during the day 🙃

[musical-chick-13]

Someone please explain to me why my mother is dying-on-this-hill against me being on a tiny (read: chlidren’s) dose of a prescribed mood booster, but is not only considering but actively encouraging me to take part in a newly experimental drug study involving PSYCHEDELICS.

[randomfusilier2]

oneirophobia

[fanarchoslashivist]

Love when you get a test done and the Dr reads the results and goes "good news! You don't have -pretty common and easily treatable condition-!" And you're left still experiencing symptoms and zero information on where to go next from there.

[putri900]

After I got a haircut I really dont like that much, and which is extremely short, I've been paranoid my hair wont grow.... and it's been a month and I think I have some growth.... but blease grow more

[cntloup]

18+ MDNI

imagine sitting on simon's lap, your back against his chest, your thighs kept wide open by his muscular ones

as he fucks your sweet little pussy with his thick fingers

while he has one hand on your jaw, making you watch in the mirror in front of you

and he makes you suck on his thumb, your moans and whimpers muffled by his thick digit

as two of his rough fingers slide in and out of your soaked puffy pussy

"look how beautiful you are lovie... so pretty f'me... all mine...right baby?" he murmurs into your ear

you hum and nod mindlessly, your head lost and dazed as he scissors his fingers, parting your aching walls repeatedly

"that's right... good girl" he praises

he pummels his calloused fingers inside you, stroking your sensitive pillowy walls

making your eyes roll to the back of your head and your toes curl

the sloshing sound of your slick walls being spread open by his thick digits repeatedly echo through the room

making his cock throb and grow unbearably harder by the second

until he can't take it anymore

he needs to be inside you, feel your warmth wrapped around him

you're so so desperately close, but the sudden loss of his fingers makes you whine loudly

"sorry baby..." he mumbles apologetically with a kiss on your nape as he replaces his fingers with his weeping cock

he lifts you up slightly to slide his fat leaking cock inside your needy pussy

there's the slight initial sting of the wide stretch that makes you gasp as you grip his knees for support

he cradles your body closer against his with his big burly arms, placing open-mouthed kisses on your neck and shoulder to soothe your pain

your lips fall open with a guttural moan at the achingly blissful sensation of his thick cock filling you up so good

and he practically growls as he bottoms out deep inside you, making him feel light-headed as your heat engulfs him

he grasp your hips bruisingly and bounces you up and down his girthy shaft, his broad chest heaving against your back

you bite your lip and squeeze his thighs tightly as he makes you see stars

his seeping tip stroking your spongy cervix each time he's buried to the hilt inside you

the reflection of your tight pretty pussy being split open, his fat cock disappearing in and out of you

so filthy and sinful, it makes your cunt pulsate and clench harder around him, desperate for release

he kneads at the soft flesh of your boobs with one hand as the other reaches around your body to rub circles on your puffy clit

stimulating your sensitive nub so deliciously as you swirl and wiggle your hips frantically on top of him

"come on... cum f'me baby..." he croons against your neck as he hits your sweet spot at the perfect angle repeatedly

a mix of your choked sob and his raspy roar drift through the air as you succumb to the streams of your razing orgasm, your pearly white cream glazing his cock

and with a final hard slam of his pulsating cock, his own high floods his senses and he releases his load inside your womb, thick warm cum oozing out of your swollen cunt

"fuck, baby!" he pants followed by a low chuckle

"yeah! that was fucking amazing!" you breathe out as he enfolds your trembling body in his strong arms

[lelibug]

Abscess & Absence of Community Care

Abszilla is Back… And in fine form it seems… Thing is that’s messing up Everything. And Everything was REALLY Messed Up Enough As It Was…. Of late there’s been nothing else but BlackOuts & weird sensations that probably should inevitably Be Pain but I don’t know it…. Having Zero Sensation in your skin and most of your body is a double-edged sword. But I am mainly glad I’m not in any pain.Three…

[misskamelie]

A terrible loss for feminism today 😔