#lot of thoughts

[nyeh555]

This summer i've started Yume Nikki with my partner and wow, is such a strange (in a good way) game! I istantly fell in love with it. Loved little Madotsuki. (Watercolors on Arches paper + Clip Studio + Photoshop )

[fortpeat]

"And in the middle of my Chaos, there was you."

Noticed something and now I am filled with all these thoughts and I have to let it out so what better place than here.

The last couple of seconds in the gif where Prapai's smile fades away to an unmistakable relief like he can finally breathe seeing the smile on Sky's face. Like since the moment he found sky in his condo all catatonic Prapai has been holding his breath in fear of losing Sky to something he has no control over. There is no amount of money that Prapai can throw at to take all that pain away and that makes him helpless because he wishes if it was that simple because he would have done it in a heartbeat but he can't. So he's been waiting, fearing the worst that the Sky that has been slowly opening up to him would slip from his hands when the sun rises. Seeing Sky's smile and having him in his arms safe and sound is everything Prapai was seeking for.

Prapai shaking his head as if he was physically casting all those thoughts away as if Sky's presence alone was enough to banish them all and finally relieved that he doesn't have to be scared anymore and that whatever comes their way they can handle it as long as he has his Sky by his side.

[thebrainofocto]

Hazbin hotel au but it's a bad jedi and good sith star wars au

[laeana]

just watched rebelde season 2 and I was really apprehensive at first (especially after the fiasco of the season 2 of another season I was following) but honestly, maybe my rates are low and I don’t need much but I’m still kinda satisfied with it-

Some characters really went up or down the liking scale for me but in reverse compared to the first season ☠️

Jana and Dixon are probably the characters that have moved the less on the scale, for different reasons. Jana gave me basically the same feeling than first season; at some moments she annoyed me but she’s still a character I can sympathize with for I don’t know what reason. Meanwhile Dixon is still the best boy, and that’s all. Esteban’s probably the one who got the lowest … felt like anything that could have been salvable in the first season got to waste, like I get it you never been famous and all that, but that behavior oh boy- idk what made me hate it the most, all the sex, the being an absolute ass to his friends and obsessed with success (when in the first season it was at least the quest to his mom) or the fact he betrays all of his moral principes and most of all the education his dad (real dad who raised him) gave him ? I was waiting all the time for a bit of change and thanks to god the last episode because I would have thrown a table!

Luka got the best of me, whereas sometimes I could be urghh about his behavior on this season 2 I was having fun (like wanting to get revenge on Esteban? I was eating popcorn) and honestly the relationship with Okane has me dying, that was all I was expecting to see (me the first season basically : « shame Luka has no romantic interest » s2 see Okane « oh no he’s hot » then see Okane with Luka « oh my god those two- »), I was really scared there would be something with Jana and luckily there wasn’t anything more, it would have been a shame to waste such a great chemistry between Luka and Okane!! Anyway everything, I have almost no shame to say that the season 2 is more okay because those two exist, I ship them very hard, I was screaming at every of their scenes (shame there is not more of them) and hope they can get a happy ending for god’s sake …

(also since I have no one to talk about this, yep I’m randomly rambling on this page, that’s totally normal … + defo omw to read fics, that’s a need)

[d3imoss]

gerard way transgenderification beam

[pepsi-maxwell]

thinking about the "no touching" stipulation. thinking about codymax.

thinking about scrapping phone sex fic for something else entirely

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[daincrediblegg]

OK THIS IS NOT A FUCKING DRILL EVERYONE FUCKING REPEAT AFTER ME. THIS IS WHAT YOU WILL DO WHEN YOU WATCH MUPPET CHRISTMAS CAROL THIS YEAR:

You will navigate to the page on disney plus (and it has to be here. Unless someone has actually uploaded the REAL movie anywhere else you cannot get it elsewhere)

BUT YOU WILL NOT HIT PLAY. You won’t do it. Because it’s NOT THE REAL VERSION OF THE FILM AND DISNEY IS FUCKING LYING TO YOU AS IT ALWAYS DOES

You will scroll down HERE. To EXTRAS instead. You MUST GO HERE. This is non -negotiable

THEN YOU WILL SCROLL DOWN TO THE BOTTOM OF THE EXTRAS AND YOU WILL THEN HIT PLAY ON THIS BAD BOY: THE FULL LENGTH VERSION

And you will watch it. And you will thank me for having been so blind and led astray by that stupid fucking mouse. You’re welcome.

[sadclowncentral]

I think if a fairy showed up at my house like yeah they are not real but there is narrative precedent for that. a fairy, if it existed, would show up at a house. i just need to suspend one disbelief everything else tracks. it's a big surprise, but a singular one. i would know how to get with the programm pretty quick.

if a walrus knocked at my door there would be many more fucking questions than one. a walrus showing up at my house? knowing that knocking is the required social etiquette? having reasons to knock on my door and somehow the ability to do that despite having no arms? said walrus coming to me of all people?? a walrus being real is the least of my concerns at that point why the fuck does it need my help what kind of problem can I solve that a socially aware and apparently findextrous walrus fucking can't

[evercelle]

bust... or maybe i'll take it all!

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[skoofie]

Friendly reminder that you should

Write that fic

Draw your OC

Redesign that blorbo

Plan that comic how you want

Create the content you want to see

Be cringe

Be free

The only thing that matters is you having fun! Not what others think!

[laeana]

I’m thinking of writing another sequel for far from what we were like I know it’s late but I feel like I didn’t offer proper ending to piarles so it may be the time to do so … 🤔

[manstrans]

life hack: imagine your ocd intrusive thoughts are anon hate so you can reply "the reading comprehension on this site"

[indigo6f00ff]

need to share an experience i had 30 minutes ago

(edit: thanks to @walks-the-ages for providing and reminding me to put alt text, sorry it slips my mind alot lol)