#loveunrequited

[onecrazywhiteboy]

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[nnamdissimo]

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[lorimacface]

#lorimac #lorimacface #recovery #grief relationships #stages of grief #ending romance #romance #unrequited #unrequitedlove #loveunrequited #toxic #toxicpeople #youarenotalone #letgo #lettinggo https://www.instagram.com/p/CDceYNTlnCo/?igshid=1ovs66k4zout5

[unicornpenguingirl-blog]

2019 is not my year but I will make it my year

Before I moved to Japan, I was already decided that I will grow old alone. Probably adopt a kid if I save enough and stay in Japan and hopefully be a permanent resident. Then 2017 came, this guy convinced me that I am worth fighting for, that he sees good in me, and that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me. I was hesitant at first, cause I know guys are normally not that ready for serious commitment especially at a very young age (he’s 24 and I was 28). But he proved me wrong, he showed me that I can trust someone with my life. Our time together was just wonderful. I have experienced a lot of things that even I wouldn't dare to do, like travel 15 hours to see Disney World. I was able to spend time with his family. Meet his friends and all that “you're my future wife thing”. However, despite all the assurance he gave me, he wasn't strong enough to hold onto our relationship. He reached his limit after a year and a half of dating and living together for 8 months. He decided to end our relationship because he said I was jealous, controlling and toxic. 

So now, I am in the process of moving on. it’s been two months since we broke up but I can still feel the pain and because of this, my anxiety got worse. I would sometimes have panic attacks at dawn, even at work but I try my best to fight it but its starting to get really difficult. I feel like I’m draining myself and killing me little by little. 

However, I know my worth, I know I am worth fighting for and all the things he told me, is his way of bringing me down. but i will not let that happen. 

I still wake up in the middle of the night missing him, crying over love songs and romantic movies but I do have to keep moving forward.

I decided to write journals every time I miss him and I want to share this to the whole world and hopefully one day it will reach him not for the sake of us getting back together but just... I just want him to know how painful this whole break-up is for me. And I know it was for him too cause I saw him cry when he broke up with me. It felt like he doesn't want that to happen because we are starting to lose ourselves. 

So, to you A, I know that you are happily dating someone now and I hope that you can fully love her, fight for her and actually fulfill your promises. I hope that you dont break her heart the way you broke mine.

[aspiretocreate23]

Do you know that my hair smells of roses now?

Do you know that I’m giving makeup a shot?

Do you know that I have sleepless nights?

Do you know that I’m trying so hard?

Do you know that you haunt me?

Do you know that I’m tired? 

Do you know that I’m tired?

-DG

[asquietasamouse-blog1]

Note to a Lost Friend.

I have lost enough in your form . I have no reason to hate you or dislike you but it seems like you took my abilities to trust myself and people , basically it just made me disbelieve everything .

I have always had that cage around me for my emotions and feelings and everything, you must know that you took me out of the cage. But I never knew the world without you , it was always with you. It's strange , without you again but now I'm not able to embrace the strangeness , I don't want to go inside that cage , neither do I want to stay here. I solemnly believe that is the only reason I begged you to stay but I do understand that you have a different and happiest journey to continue. I cannot breathe at times and I try really hard to exist but my days aren't days anymore, it's just the darkness.

I understand I will crave for you forever and not want you or have you by my side ever. But it looks like you will never remember me . I'm happy atleast , I lost my friend for the happy reason of you being happy.

This started with your trace suspicion which infected us so vastly that only one of us can survive being happy I guess and it's not me.

But at times I keep wondering you left me something I always stood by you. Why was I not supposed to even speak about the things that killed me , to not cry about what was hurting me ? To not ask for help when I really needed a hand , a shoulder to cry , why did you leave me at the lowest ?

I never thought that I ever deserved love , never will I ever think that . But I loved you truly and always will in which ever corner I choose to stay.

#LostLove #LoveUnrequited #Friendship #SomeoneSpecial

[no-onesgyrl]

#narcissisticabuse, #emotionalabuse, #loveunrequited,

#findingmyvoice, #survivor, #breakingup, #mendingthe heart

[ao3feed-jily]

[授翻]交战守则 BY：FrankieQuinn13

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by NataliaX

几年前，詹姆斯作出了承诺。

Words: 8517, Chapters: 1/1, Language: 中文

Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Underage

Categories: M/M

Characters: James Potter, Sirius Black, Severus Snape, Remus Lupin, Horace Slughorn

Relationships: James Potter/Severus Snape, Sirius Black/Severus Snape, Mentioned James Potter/Lily Evans, ?/Severus Snape

Additional Tags: Promises, Pining, Crushes, Unrequited LoveUnrequited Lust, Secret Relationship, Jealousy

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2WGINk1

[ao3feed-snape]

[授翻]交战守则 BY：FrankieQuinn13

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/2WGINk1

by NataliaX

几年前，詹姆斯作出了承诺。

Words: 8517, Chapters: 1/1, Language: 中文

Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Underage

Categories: M/M

Characters: James Potter, Sirius Black, Severus Snape, Remus Lupin, Horace Slughorn

Relationships: James Potter/Severus Snape, Sirius Black/Severus Snape, Mentioned James Potter/Lily Evans, ?/Severus Snape

Additional Tags: Promises, Pining, Crushes, Unrequited LoveUnrequited Lust, Secret Relationship, Jealousy

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2WGINk1

[alexanderhenderson]

Waiting Being

I long for the love vesseled in my fingertips To explode upon your immaculate skin. I wait and wait and my heart aches with waiting. I lose my voice because of misuse. The alignment of a universe is near A moment walking the length of a grain of sand.

[becomingfall]

My heart crumbles like stale bread. Memories of her stroking her fingertips along the palm of my hand Like a slow walts as our finger dance in eachoters hands Still fresh and dampening in my mind The dew falls from my cheek as i rellish in the unmistakable past And pray for a releace from my irrefutable future

[craigedits]

Hear the rest of the Love...Unrequited album: https://songsbythom.bandcamp.com/album/love-unrequited

[author-writus-blog]

The Anxiety of Love Unrequited

I have to let the truth sink in and I find myself gasping for air in the midst of an anxiety attack because I feel like I’m drowning.  The more I try to fight it, the harder it is to breathe. It looks far more graceful to drown with ease. So I’m letting go. I exhale to release the tension and focus on the decrease in my heart beat. Slow. Starting to float. My heart starts to speed as my lungs fill with hope. There is no water when you’re drowning in your own sorrows; thus there is no cleansing or healing. As my breathing stabilized, I realized that your hand is resting over my heart and your nose is buried deep in the pulse of my neck. Your lips rest faintly on my collar bone. I’m in your home. Trying to run away from the feeling of loving you in a way that your heart does not want me, but still running to you to save me from myself. To save me from vandalizing the wall of mystery between us. I will never be able let this feeling die if you’re always the one who revives me. This truth will hit the rocky bottoms if I never share the weight of my thoughts with you.