kishorzeabros

[chai-berries]

pick a song from my personal collection and vote who it fits best! no wrong answers it’s just for fun!

[bookshelfpassageway]

happy Mad Rat Monday, I put @chongoblog's mashup album on a cassette tape, it's nice and crunchy now. Mad Rat Purgatory was possibly too crunchy for my meager headphones to handle at a volume my phone camera could pick up, so you get a different album highlight. You can fit the entire album on 2 sides of a 90m cassette tape, iirc you'll want to end Side A with Zapmouse and pick up Side B with Passion In Pink. I don't have a good way to turn cassettes back into mp3 yet, so if you want to hear more organic free-range cassette-crunchified lofi mad rats you can bug me about it but it'll take a while

I also printed some cover art bc it looks cool as hell next to my other cassettes (which tbh took only a smidge of reshuffling and making sure it's the right size and ratio, not worth taking much credit for), if you want said edits check below the cut

[fakeoutbf]

five stages of grief but it’s five stages of social anxiety

[ffrostyyyyy]

does mad rat dead tumblr exist?

heres a remix

[shigussy]

i keep getting tiktoks of these younger gen z kids referencing a time they did something relating to fandom in public and now they're embarrassed by it and everytime i see one i sit there thinking over all of middle and high school and having genuinely 0 moments that i feel embarrassed by, like i definitely did a lot of shit these kids would be embarrassed by but i think these are all just really fucking funny

also photographic evidence of the kinda kid i was. these are from 2014/15 when i was in 8th grade

-desolation row one shot(still on wattpad gerard way/reader smut)

-twerk it on (mcr crack fanfic no longer on wattpad but i have another fic in my library called twerking in taco bell which definitely ALSO used for my reading log)

-frank iero must die(a serial killer/assassin frerard fic, still on wattpad)

-hair (really vague maybe a phanfic? nowhere in my wattpad library rip)

my binder i used in 7th grade i had a blue one that looked pretty similar to this for 8th grade but idk where it went, also the parts i scribbled out are my full legal name i had written on it. i wrote it normally and then the big spot is where i wrote my name REALLY BIG in elysian code from the vladimir tod books. also the lines are from when i used an exacto knife to cut up some papers and forgot that my binder was underneath

in conclusion yall can now see why im so shameless about talking about shigaraki the way i do

[simplegenius042]

Music Monday

Tagging @socially-awkward-skeleton @shallow-gravy @direwombat @strangefable @inafieldofdaisies @cassietrn @chazz-anova @josephslittledeputy @g0dspeeed @wrathfulrook @adelaidedrubman @voidika @onehornedbeast @thewanderer-000 @corvosattano @derelictheretic @ec-10 @carlosoliveiraa @minilev @nightbloodbix @purplehairsecretlair @vampireninjabunnies-blog @strafethesesinners @josephseedisdaddy @neverthesameneveranother @a-rose-in-a-garden-of-weeds @snake-in-the-garden @henbased and @ladyoriza

As usual three songs for three stories/characters/themes below.

First song up is for Abigail Emmet, the mother of Mario, and just as much as a terrifying alien soul-and-meat-eating shapeshifter as he is. She's been around for a while, even hitching with the Van der Linde Gang as the third founding (adult) member, sticking with it until she and Molly got the hell out of there after witnessing the effect Hosea's death had on Dutch and Micah being a rat. Saddening that Abigail outlived Molly (given her alien origins), but she never once stopped thinking fondly about the O'Shea poet, even when raising Mario. This song absolutely details her longing for Molly, while also letting go for the sake of Mario.

"Lately, I've been waking up In a dreamy state, calling your name Stayed up too late just thinking of you Now I'm knocking on every door 'Cause I heard you moved from twenty-two Has it been that long? I guess time just flew

I've got voices in my head and there's a deafening silence I've got voices in my head and I can't lie

I've been holding on to pieces Swimming in the deep end Tryna find my way back to you 'cause I'm needing A little bit of love A little bit of love, I need a little love Just like the air I'm breathing These open wounds ain't healing Tryna find my way back to you 'cause I'm needing A little bit of love A little bit of love, a little bit of love A little bit of love

I tried to fly but I used my wings too soon Now everything got me thinking of you I tried a million times to cut you loose."

Next up, a song for Silva's Hope and maybe a bit of Old Dusk, the two main stories for Silva in Far Cry The Silver Chronicles. I think it just fits the religious themes found in the fics' and the game, but also twisting it to reveal the darker and lighter aspects that not only come off as seductive but reveal what's exactly underneath the surface of the Voice's Prophecy and the Collapse, and whether it's better to choose the safer path and obey the prophecy while risking loss of identity and restricted by extremely controlling expectations that are unrealistic or take the risk and step out of the status quo for the sake of having the freedom to choose and to defy a fate other's push onto themselves and their neighbors, all the while having to contend with the possibility of being lost in the unknown.

"Call me wild, drinkin' up the sunshine Be my man and show me what it feels like Denim sky, unbuttoned down the middle Spillin' out little by little

Tiger on the prowl East of Eden Comin' for you now

Keep me from the cages under the control Runnin' in the dark to find east of Eden Keep me from the cages under the control Runnin' in the dark to find east of Eden

To find east of Eden (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh) To find east of Eden (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh) To find east of Eden (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh) To find east of Eden (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)

If I wanted to stay You don't mind, you're a true believer (True believer) Take it up with the badlands Creep on in like a concrete fever

If I wanted to stay You don't mind, you're a true believer (True believer) Take it up with the badlands Creep on in like a concrete fever."

And finally something for the antagonists. Ranging from the charming yet arrogant Edward Carmine to the callous and controlling Zachariah from The UnTitledverse. From the hypocritical monster that is Father Adam Omar to the fatalistic pessimism that fuels Paul Yellowjack's miserable self-loathing in Far Cry The Silver Chronicles. From the Court King who wants to conquer his worlds back, to the Director of the Midnight Rise, Sir Enigma Malvolio, who brings despair wherever his expeditions take him throughout Life, Despair & Monsters. From the well-meaning extremist Xiang Ba'al to the Mad God of Carnage himself, Discord in the originals works that will diverge from Wings And Horns. There are many more of interest, but the list is as tall as the rest of my original characters. But one commonality can be found with these characters... a question that evades an answer... will they ever be satisfied after reaching their goals? Or... will they go further until they've crashed and burned?

ALSO! TW: There is brief mention of suicidal idealization in one verse with probably more mature themes hidden in the lyrics. Just putting it out there to be weary listening and reading.

"I was pulling out my hair The day I got the deal Chemically calm Was I meant to feel happy That my life was just about to change?

One life pretending to be The cat who got the cream Oh, everybody said, "Marina is a dreamer" People like to tell you what you're gonna be It's not my problem if you don't see what I see And I do not give a damn if you don't believe

My problem, it's my problem that I never am happy It's my problem, it's my problem on how fast I will succeed

Are you satisfied with an average life? Do I need to lie to make my way in life?

High achiever, don't you see? Baby, nothing comes for free They say I'm a control freak Driven by a greed to succeed Nobody can stop me

'Cause it's my problem if I wanna pack up and run away It's my business if I feel the need to smoke and drink and sway It's my problem, it's my problem if I feel the need to hide And it's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die

Are you satisfied with an average life? Do I need to lie to make my way in life? Are you satisfied with an easy ride? Once you cross the line, will you be satisfied?

Sad inside, in this life Unsatisfied, praying Sad inside, in this life Unsatisfied, waiting

Are you satisfied with an average life? Do I need to lie to make my way in life? Are you satisfied with an easy ride? Once you cross the line, will you be satisfied?

Black, white (Are you satisfied, are you satisfied? Are you satisfied?) Are you satisfied? Black, white (Are you satisfied, are you satisfied?) Black, white (Are you satisfied, are you satisfied?) Are you satisfied? Black, white."

[dootznbootz]

I'm technically most likely demiromantic (definitely demisexual) which is technically on the aro spectrum but I'm sooooo romance favorable that it almost doesn't feel like it counts????

I'm a huge romantic sap but I'm kind of funky with crushes. I have them and I get them but I'm very particular and I almost have... control over them???

Like when I start to feel the feelings™, I then start looking at a possible relationship through "logic lens".

"Compatible here, there, there too. Okay, we're not with that though, and I will not move on that so therefore it will not work. Alright, cool! Best friend! Best friend! Best friend!"

I can just shut off the feelings™ once I get the feeling it's not gonna work, especially if it's on something I will not change. If I have a feeling there's potential, I let feelings "grow".

[str8aura-no-not-that-one]

happy mad rat... thursday?

Songlist:

Jet Set Station - Jet Set Radio

Cheesy Trap - Mad Rat Dead

Everybody Jump Around - Jet Set Radio

Wait (The Whisper Song) - Ying Yang Twins

Yappie Feet - Jet Set Radio

Bubblegum Bitch - Marina And The Diamonds

Closer - Nine Inch Nails

Reeses Puffs Rap - William Lupo

CPR - CupcakKe

Squidward Nose - CupcakKe

[aceghosts]

WIP Music Tuesday

Hey everybody! I was tagged by @direwombat, @clicheantagonist, @jacobsneed, @inafieldofdaisies, @socially-awkward-skeleton, @cassietrn, and @trench-rot to do this. Thanks!

Tagging: @sstewyhosseini, @marivenah, @jinfromyarikawa, @detectivelokis, @river-ward, @chazz-anova, @voidika, @captastra, @poisonedtruth, @eclecticwildflowers, @roofgeese, @theelderhazelnut, @nightbloodbix, @derelictheretic, @harmonyowl, and anyone else who wants to do this!

The rules: Post a song that is relevant to your WIP or inspires it. I’m also including the lyrics.

I've been working on a short one shot inspired by a prompt for Emerson and Ortega, from Fallen Hero, and these are two songs that I keep alternating between while working on it.

And I know that time has come for us to separate From everything we've built together all this time Promise me that you'll stay this way forever Even if we never meet again I know you're always in my heart, my heart You'll always be in my heart, my heart I know you're always in my heart

So, and when it all goes to Hell, will you be able to tell Me "sorry" with a straight face? And when it all goes to Hell, will you be able to tell Me "sorry" with a straight face?

[lunar-rotation]

13 Nov 2023

Well. Huh. Okay. This is gonna be a journey. We start with a song I just think is awesome. And then go into a high energy song about protecting yourself from heartbreak. And then we just get increasingly thirsty for a bit.

"Also there is a very horny sapphic song on here. Anyway." - this quote from a few weeks ago is also true. Except maybe more so.

Then we switch gears completely. Energy. A low key observational singer/songwriter thing. A ska song. Ending with a song from what I'm pretty sure is the Mega Man rock opera.

Yup.

This week’s playlist:

Grenadine by Dreadlight

Bulletproof by Pomplamoose

Recall by Hesta Prynn

The Rush by JJ Wilde

Let's Make Out by Dream Wife

Slumber Party (feat. Princess Nokia) by Ashnikko

Future’s Looking Bright by Halocene & ALLISTER X

Dear McCracken by Bug Hunter

Tired Bones by Mad Caddies

History Repeating Pt. 2 (One Last Time) by The Megas

Lunar Rotation Weekly by Winifred Yost

[tessa-liam]

MC Mixer -Week 4

Party Games

My poll for Riley Brooks-Rys for this week's MC Madness hosted by @choicesmcmadness

📌This is my poll for my OTP MC Riley Brooks-Rys. I've posted two truths and a lie about Riley, vote for which you think is the lie and in a week when the poll ends I'll make a post on which is the lie!

📌@ao719 @txemrn @queenmiarys @sfb123 @twinkleallnight @alj4890 @differenttyphoonwerewolf @harleybeaumont @busywoman @karahalloway @kingliam2019 @imjusthereforliam @lovingchoices14 @kyra75 @tinkie1973 @emkay512 @malblk21 @kristinamae093 @jared2612 @thesvnsins @irisk12 @walkerdrakewalker @charlotteg234 @emersyn-in-cordonia @mainstreetreader

@choicesficwriterscreations @choicesmonthlychallenge @choicesflashfics @moodmusicmonday @choicesprompts @choicesholidays

[chai-berries]

pick a song from my personal collection and vote who it fits best! no wrong answers it’s just for fun!

[hollywoodcomet]

Musical Monday: Mad About Music (1938)

It’s no secret that the Hollywood Comet loves musicals. In 2010, I revealed I had seen 400 movie musicals over the course of eight years. Now that number is over 600. To celebrate and share this musical love, here is my weekly feature about musicals. This week’s musical: Mad About Music (1938) – Musical #380 Studio: Universal Pictures Director: Norman Taurog Starring: Deanna Durbin, Gail…

[idontwanttospoiltheparty]

if I wasn't deliberately only peripherally active in the Taylor fandom (which is different from my being a fan of hers, to be clear) I would be posting like 200394835483 million things every fucking weekend

[uutempirenj]

The Mage's Holographic Studio Console.

[gonzoinamaskandcape]

love starting something to help with my confidence and now three months in, my worst fears have been confirmed and also ive been told meaner things than even i have said to myself