#making me cry

[queerprayers]

tw for sh mention

this year, what i gave up for lent was self-harm. it was really hard, and as the days ticked down to the end of my fast, i was scared i'd do the predictable thing. one of your posts about judas reminded me of the phrase "don't quit before the miracle happens." and i didn't. reached out for help and made it to easter sunday. so, thanks for that :)

Beloved. My dear friend. What a blessing.

Thank you for sharing this joy with me. I am genuinely deeply proud and so honored. Easter, like healing, is the most unpredictable thing I can think of--but it also makes complete sense. Of course there is more waiting for us, after everything.

I'm sure I've admitted it before, but that quote is from my favorite sitcom (One Day at a Time) in a really poignant scene about mental health. It always reminds me of Judas, and also of my own journey. It means more than I can say that it stayed with you as it has with me. And that show is mostly just very fun if you ever need cheering up.

You didn't ask for my story/advice, but I am a couple years into my own resurrection, and I want to make sure you know that while you'll never be someone who hasn't gone through this, you will be someone who carries it lighter. Your predictions will sway toward choosing something else. The miracle is that you have already changed, to have left it behind for as long as you have. You didn't imagine being able to do this--which means you're capable of more than you can imagine.

Judas did not reach out for help--and I do not fault anyone who will not, who gives into pain. I would never imply that to be a personal evil. That was almost my fate. I know Judas has reached God's love, because my hope is in a God who saves. I also know that we can learn from what he didn't get to experience. And in my more imaginative moments, I can't help but think us reaching out, us making it to Easter, brings him and all those who didn't make it so much comfort. Do what he wasn't able to do on earth. No matter who you betray, including your own self, wait. Who knows what will happen in the morning?

It may continue to be hard--the first Easter was met with disbelief and fear and confusion. Easter is fifty days because we need time to get used to Jesus's presence, to our risen self--and because there will always be more time with Jesus than without him, always more life than death. Sometimes we forget, but there is no place we can hide that God cannot reach. God, who cried and panicked in the garden, is intimately close with your pain.

For what could separate us from the love of Christ? Will hardship, or distress, or relapse, or shame? We are more than conquerors of our pain. For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor addiction, nor scars, nor fear of self, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. (see Romans 8:35-39)

<3 Johanna

[abbylee0710]

Spoilers for the event

I love the event omg😭 we have a new lemurian word and also back to the burn and pain that is associated with love for Rafayel and again outrightly saying that he is willing to die for love and is loyal to the one person he loves🥺

[sheriffkit]

i hate this stupid fucking game

[rosgakori]

The first four ending screens from my first four lives in I Was a Teenage Exocolonist. I think I might have found my new favorite game?

[verdemint]

Vale first friend and rival in the sport production

[nuppu-nuppu]

Vent post ahead proceed with caution lol

I made a tiktok about being insecure about my looks and someone commented saying basically just lose weight and do this and that

Then they said “I understand why you’d feel that way, I’d be lying if I said you were beautiful”

And now that part pf the comment is playing in my head over and over again like am I being too sensitive and I should’ve expected getting this on tiktok lol

[oasisminn]

"Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there. I did not die."

-Clare Harner

[lucidsadvocate]

got an emulator for tomodachi life and this bitch already mad about SOMETHING.

+ bonus metori eeping

[cupcakewebkinz]

Im in modern au drafts bro

chapter 21 is doomed

My soul will die from reading it, I don't take doomed yuri very well. It's why I started undooming it /hj

(I will absolutely read it just expect wet beast Kai nonsense because I'm genuinely really easy to make cry over angst help)

[ravenwind-75]

*puts my head in your inbox*

HI!!!

you’re such a genuine and kind presence in this fandom. ty for sharing all your work and positive energy!!!

Thanks Char! I love you! 😘🥹

I really needed this today. Lately I have been feeling disconnected because everyone has been able to delve into each others lore and characters yet I haven’t been able to because I haven’t had the time to read them. So I’ve felt left out of conversations and context.

I’m already seen as being on my phone too much just texting and reblogging so it’s hard to get the time to read the fics when I’m being yelled at by family for being rude or smth.

I’m glad people still appreciate me even when I’ve had nothing to contribute to conversations or others work and haven’t been writing much myself or posting my own content.

I love all your stuff so much, you’re amazing people and I apologize if I haven’t been there as much. It could be my fault.

[kyuutekyu]

Wimbledon's most beloved... 🎾 🏆

[cazzyf1]

Mon Ami Mate - I don't want to say goodbye because this one means forever

[jewishdainix]

Still going insane over "my dream was dead in my arms". Like that truely was The Line

[swagging-back-to]

yesssss babies squeak it upppppp

[kitsquared]

Look. Look at his face. This is a no jokes face. The Grand Duke's face. He is serious about trying to have Pereshati to stay and with no pressure.

He says he will find a way.

That same night:

Shyly grabs her hand on top of the covers of their bed. In their bedroom. Flusters. Fiddles and plays with her hand. Make the most lovesick smile on his face. Tells her he wants to take her to the clocktower during the season when the land looks its most beautiful. Tells her he will redecorate the dukedom residence to her liking, aware she knows how much effort he put into designing the rooms.

Pereshati: Let me kiss you

I ..

How do I not lose my mind over this

[cxffecoupx]

ris!! hiiii, i saw ur hiatus (?) post only now.

asdfghjkl, i understand the slump and the uni being an ass part too! but i hope you're not too hard on yourself <3 pls hydrate yourself and eat at time!

though, you may not feel like writing right now, just know that i adore your writing and you! good luck on your exams, i love you <33

I'm so sorry but seeing this so late😭😭

no fr tho like just this last week I had some good ideas and wanted to write them and complete them i swear but then they had to give us practical journal submission istg i can never breath😭😔

BUT I DO HAVE A FEW IDEAS (and hope that I get to finish them soon and post them cause aahhhhh this not posting thingie feels weird)

I hate getting up in the mornings too like gimme two good reasons why I should leave the comfort of my warm and comfy bed😔

but the hustle has to go on.

tysm for checking in on me🥹🥹 it means so much i mean it

ALSO TY FOR THE STEPBROTHER!MINGYU we love to see😮‍💨🤌

also tysm again and again and I love you toooo <33