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quintessence ghouls with poor body temperature regulation
made up of the shadows, of the void. not necessarily numb to temperature but something akin to it, something they have to learn to accommodate topside
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phantom, whose body is just so sore and achy, so mountain runs him a nice warm bath ,complete with bath salts and essential oils that are definitely some kind of earth ghoul magic
mountain helping phantom into the bath and its just so nice! finally phantoms body relaxes, all of the tension fading away and swirling down the drain
he doesn’t realize how light headed he’s become until he goes to stand up. all of a sudden the whole bathroom is spinning and he’s starting to get tunnel vision. his breathing is sharp and shallow and he feels like he can’t get a big enough breath to fill his lungs.
mountain is on it in an instant, wrapping phantom up in the fluffiest towel and bringing them both down to the ground
phantom sat between mountains legs, back against mountains chest
mountain reaches behind them for a washcloth, running it under cold water from the sink and wringing it out. placing it on the back of phantoms neck
and finally phantom feels like he can breath again, the world isn’t spinning quite so fast but he still feels really weak
“it’s alright bug, here take a sip of water”
mountain hands phantom a cold bottle of water and phantom chugs it like he’s been depraved of water for weeks
“slow down bug, don’t wanna make yourself sick”
mountain chuckles, tipping the bottle away from phantom just a bit
“you wanna get in bed now love?”
phantom nods, but then lets out a whine realizing that moving to mountains bed requires him to stand up, something he’s still not sure he can do currently
“aw bug, i’ve got you. do you want me to carry you?”
phantom nods twisting to curl into mountains chest
mountain scoops phantom up and plops them both into his nice warm nest
phantom, far more coherent now, stuffs himself into mountains side, laying his head just over his heart and wraps his arms around mountains waist, effectively trapping mountain, not that he had any plans of leaving his ghoul any time soon
“you feelin ok love?”
mountain whispers into phantoms hair
“mhmm better now…don’ really know what happen’”
phantom manages to mumble out against mountains chest
“think you probably just got too hot and then stood up too fast, it happens sometimes”
“mmm didn’t like it”
“i know love, im sorry. you feel better now though right? not dizzy or anything?”
“no ‘m better”
“good, i’m glad to hear that baby”
mountain says before placing a kiss between the quint’s horns
“mount?”
“hmm?”
“thank you for catchin me, ‘n for takin care of me”
phantom murmurs
“of course my love, i’ll always be there to catch you and to take care of you sweetheart”
“mmm i love you mount”
phantom giggles, nuzzling even further into mountains chest
“i love you to ant, get some sleep baby”
#this started off as me just projection onto phantom for the nth time#but somehow turned into this#so enjoy ig#the band ghost#nameless ghouls#phantom ghoul#mountain ghoul#the band ghost fanfiction#nameless ghoul fic#maks ghoul thoughts#mak writes#maks writing
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did somebody ask which version of mark is puttin it down best?
guess i'll give my analysis 😮💨
main!mark is all about pleasing you, sooo he's definitely giving the other boys a run for their money. his oral & finger game? UNMATCHED. he's not dumb and aggressive about it like the majority of the others. he keeps it slow, intentional, so dedicated, living in your pleasure. the more praise you give him the better. his sex game tho takes awhile to come up to par - he's so scared of hurting you for soo long that he just takes it too easy, or doesn't take the lead at all. once he learns the fine art of blowing your back out without killing you tho? 😏
mohawk!mark is soo aggressively fun, but he's really only in it for his own pleasure. he kinda just assumes (rightly so) that you're gonna feel good either way but he never bothers to actually check in with you, see how you're doing lol it's probably also a MUST for you to suck his dick every time, forcing your head down and then mocking you when you gag or gasp for air. he doesn't care to return the favor too often but if you whine too much he will. it's not really that great tho - he's rushing and careless, just trying to move on to the main event
viltrumite!mark takes some teaching. he's of the mindset that sex is just for procreation, and if this is a scenario where he's taken you back to viltrum he's not going to really feel the need to view it any other way. but if he's staying on earth with you? well, sex sells baby and the influence is all around. he starts noticing things in movies and in songs, stuff on the internet--hell even billboards and magazines. don't be fooled his dickin is good even when it's boring missionary but once he starts coming around to trying all the other fun things? oh lawd have mercy
omni!mark is an interesting mix of dominance without aggression, no dirty talk. all business, really but this man IS in the business of pleasure - for you at least. he struggles to let you take the lead though which is kinda boring sometimes, and anything kinky? like spanking or choking? absolutely not. you're not some scallywag hoodlum (LMFAO) and he's definitely not going to treat you like one. buuut if you start talking dirty and cussing? he might be flustered, and maybe even a little more turned on than usual (he'd never admit it)
sinister!mark is all about HIM HIM HIM. but the caveat of this is he needs to know he's GOOD at what he's doing - which means you need to feel good too. he's so unbelievably aggressive and doesn't do missionary. you are not coming away without bruises and marks every single time. i think he likes to make you dance for him too beforehand. that's his idea of foreplay - something that reminds you both who's in charge and who it's all for. you better hope he's not in the mood to go down on you cause that bitch bites 😭
no goggles/lensless!mark is probably my fav 🤭 is literally 100% about whatever it is you're into. i guess except missionary whoops. like he's fine throwing it in there occasionally but not a chance he's opening or ending in that position. in fact switching positions is HIS personal favorite thing. honestly his oral is so-so. he's just too damn talkative and can't focus on the task at hand. he also doesn't take it well either - the man's LOUD. and honeestly busts pretty quick but that's okay! he bounces back quicker. viltrumite stamina is crazy and his libido just adds to it
shiesty!mark has probably fucked more people than all of them combined so, yeah, he's got the practice and experience. he KNOWS his dick is phenomenal and tbh if he's not really into you he's letting you do most of the work. he thinks he's doing YOU favor by letting you ride it. but if you were hard to get? ohhh he's got something to prove now, and trust he will. this man reaches spots none of the others even knows exist, uses his strength in a way that is just chefs kiss - pinning you without hurting you, playing with your nipples and the other sensitive parts with expert care. and probably my fav thing about him is that he's the only one (except maybe main!mark) who ever thinks to put on musiccc
moustache!mark is 😛 father dearest. TOTALLY showing you what it feels like to be owneddd - unquestionably, but not in the way sinister does. he does it with affection. you know, like a 'pet' and all that jazz. he's got this way of making you feel simultaneously small and like the most important person in the world. and when he goes down on youuu? THE TICKLE?? biiitch stop. he also is the one who appreciates the thickies the most ughh like he NEEDS all that ass in his hands, in his lap, on his dick. the love handles? the tummy? give him alllat - trust ☝️ he can handle it
prisoner!mark is an interesting one. if we're talking straight out the pen? he's an ANIMAL. i'm talking y'all are going at it aaall night long, him painfully impatient through every little break you insist he gives you. he's also physically the strongest of them all, and, yeah, it shows. all that body pressed into you? those arms? 🥴 idk how anatomically that would even work but for some reason i feel like he'd have a thicker cock too. he'd be so deep and guttural with his groans, all in your ear with it. no holding back. after some time though i think he'd be focused on you and learning what you like - buuut at the end of the day, he still is the most deprived and wants it ALWAYS
#PHEWWW#should i do anyone else??#i got real hot & bothered writing this#need that invincidih#baddd#invincible smut#mark grayson smut#smut#mak grayson variants#variant mark grayson#mark grayson x reader#mohawk mark#viltrumite mark#omni mark#sinister mark#no goggles mark#lensless mark#shiesty mark#moustache mark#prisoner mark#prison mark#variant mark x reader#whimsical words
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childhood best friend! isagi yoichi who everybody thinks has more than platonic intentions with you. maybe it’s the way he grips your hand a bit too tightly in public, or how he shamelessly acts more needy in your arms, however many people were watching your every move.
he sounded too hopeful when the occasional interviewer asked about his relationship with you. lazily wiping his sweaty brow while tired lips tug into a smug smirk, because really, what’s stopping him from claiming you as ‘his’ on national television when you’re still a couple metres behind him, out of earshot?
isagi remembers the catalyst for the epiphany of his feelings for you better than yesterday. how could he ever forget his last name plastered proudly on your back, and his number adorning your cheek in blue paint? he can recall the excitement and pride which mingled satisfyingly with your scent. for him only, of course. yoichi remembers — more than anything — how his name sounded, uttered from your lips as you looked up at him, eyes wide and expecting as sapphire shined down upon you, tongue darting to lick his own chapped lips which lingered near yours. he was then reminded of the eruption of miscellaneous cheers which forced him to pull away from you, nose opting to bury itself into your hair as he tugged you impossibly closer into his chest.
his fingers lingered over the ‘post’ button of his phone that night, an explanation of the somewhat unexpected intimacy displayed hours ago, his fans could sniff out the romance between the two teenagers better than you could yourself. he was more hesitant that time, more than any other before, he wanted everyone to know you’re not ‘on the market’, that you’re only for him.
he was snapped into reality by your sweet voice calling him, his laptop perched on your thighs as you questioned why he’s taking so long. he let out a deep sigh, thumb pressing harshly on the device before he threw it onto the bed, away from him.
because he knows you’re not his, regardless of how many of his sleepless nights you end up wrapped in his arms.

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thinking abt best friend!hinata shoyo who is desperately in love with you and everybody knows it. it’s so obvious with the way he mentions you in every conversation, goes out of his way to help you even if it inconveniences him, and the way he looks at you with stars in his eyes because you’re his favorite person in the whole world. he wants to be yours so badly that he can’t contain it and one day he’ll overflow from how much love he has for u.
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Powerless fics masterlist:



kai azer
kitt azer
makoto khitan
kai x paedyn
mak x adena
(let me know if you want to be on the tag list)
#bella writes 🤍#powerless lauren roberts#powerless fic#lauren roberts#reckless lauren roberts#paedyn x kai#kai azer#kai azer x you#paedyn gray#kitt azer#makoto khitan#mak khitan#adena#mak and dena#kai azer oneshot#kai azer x y/n#kai azer x reader
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street racer fic set in rio and hinata is the love interest
#iris and mak come get yall juice#somebody write it bc im hashtag busy with driven by adrenaline#street racer au#street racer hinata shoyo#yum yum yummy#meeya talks 🐾
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So according to the whole Ao3 ID thing OWL was one of the fics that got scraped :(
I’ve put so much time and emotion into it and someone decided to use it to train AI and that fucking sucks
#an rambles#I mean I’m gonna keep writing it but that makes me not want to at all anymore#like there’s some genuinely personal shit that I’ve written into this fic that’s helped me process some of my own shit#and now someone is using it to mak a computer able to imitate all of it#what the actual fuck is wrong with people
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finally watching httyd :)
#if i write hicup its ok i saw it coming too#;tumblr users lived together in harmony... but everything changed when mak made another new blog. (ooc)
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The Sound of the End of Day
2.1k Words of Angst/comfort
Mountain/Dew (and a bit of Aether)
Terzo, Copia, and other ghouls mentioned
A huge thank you to @nastylittleghouls and @divine-misfortune for their thoughts under this post:)
the tittle being from Monstrance Clock only felt right
When Copia is lifted by the Skeleton Dancers during Dance Macabre, Mountain and Dew are taken back to one of the worst days in their time topside.
They had officially made it to the final leg of the Re-Imperatour.
Unfathomable hours were poured into rehearsals long before the tour was even announced. Any one of the ghouls could've played the show forwards, backwards, and in their sleep. They knew the order by heart, had already performed it more times than they cared to count.
But this one was special, Papa was adamant about how important the shows in LA would be, and the ghouls were determined to do their part for their Papa. Hell, they even had choreography coordinated with real dancers.
And so, more rehearsals were called, plugging in the Chamber Ghoulettes and the Skeleton Dancers. Sure, the ghouls weren't exactly used to sharing the stage with so many others, but they couldn't deny the sheer talent of the new additions. They rehearsed until every moving part was perfect. Until they were certain there would be no surprises.
But something about the crowd’s screaming, the blinding lights, the shadowy figures, the music, the lift.
The fucking lift.
Mountain and Dew hadn't made the connection until now.
The audience screamed, their Papa was in the air, and the music was still going.
But Mountain and Dew were back on that dammed stage.
That Gothenburg stage where they were promised they’d never have to return to. That stage where they saw their former Papa for the last time. That stage where Terzo was ripped from them before they even processed what was going on. That stage that haunted their nightmares and the darkest corners of their minds.
Papa was in the air and Mountain was stuck behind his kit. He was frozen, just like last time. Just like he had sworn he wouldn't allow himself to do ever again. It's a wonder he only stalled for a moment. Straining to focus on Rain’s base line, to keep up. His head was swimming and he was drowning.
And yet, no one else seemed phased. Swiss was still singing, still dancing--well moving his hips in a way that could maybe be interpreted as dancing. Aurora and Cumulus were still singing and dancing together, mimicking the Skeletons from earlier. Phantom was still working the audience as always. Cirrus was still playing. Rain still stood strong, was still in time.
But Dew.
Dew saw it too. The moment Papa was in the air his eyes fled to Aether. But Aether wasn't there. Aether wasn't on tour. There wasn't anyone to run after Copia. Dew’s heart stutters as he scans the stage.
Finally, his eyes land on Mountain. Just like they had that night.
Dew was certain they’d lost another Papa. He turned to run backstage. To follow those shadowy figures this time. To do what he hadn't then. What he beats himself up for not doing. What fuels that nagging voice in his mind.
Dew is in auto pilot. He’s straining to find tempo again. To find the right notes on his bass. Dew’s hands are shaking so hard he's not sure any of the notes he's played in the last minute have been even remotely correct. He doesn't recognize the song anymore; this isn't Monstrance Clock and his bass feel wrong. Too Small. Too Light.
Dew sees the fear behind Mountains eyes. Knows it's the same fear that is clouding his vision too. Dew watches Mountain shake his head, desperately trying to clear the fog.
After what feels like an eternity Mountain returns Dew's gaze. Mountain gives him a firm nod and a half smile. It's so incredibly forced but that doesn't matter. Not right now. Somehow it makes everything okay. Confirms that Mountain saw it too.
That it's not real this time. Papa is okay this time. He won't have to watch Aether run after him this time. He won’t have to run after them both this time.
Finally, Dew can feel his hands again and The Forum isn't spinning quite so fast. He looks down. He’s not holding a bass. Fucking of course he isn't, he's got his guitar in his hands. He thinks he might hear Dance Macabre echoing in his mind. But it's so distant. A dream maybe? This certainly wouldn't be the first dream Dew’s had of this moment.
And then, everything goes quiet. Copia is back on the ground. He isn't shouting or fighting. He’s singing. The crowd isn't screaming in fear, they're cheering. Those shadowy figures have disappeared. The Skeleton Dancers are still surrounding Copia, but he's still there. Still standing. Copia isn't being dragged off the stage kicking and screaming. He’s safe. He’s alive.
Mountain can barely hold his drumsticks and Dew is sure he would've dropped his guitar if it wasn't for the strap on his shoulder. They shoot each other a final glance before Square Hammer starts. Before they have to pretend like they didn't just watch their Papa get pulled from the stage, leaving them helpless.
And yet, by the looks on everyone else's faces, they hadn't. No one seems to care.
Dew’s stomach twists and he's positive he's going to throw up.
Mountain’s not much better, swaying slightly behind his kit, dizzy.
They want nothing more than for this fucking show to be over with. To know that their Papa is okay. That they didn't fail him again. To call Aether.
As soon as Copia finishes his farewell speech, Mountain and Dew are flanking his sides. This isn't their normal spots for bows, but they have to be around Copia right now. To hold his hand. To know that he's alright. They don't want to overwhelm him. They don't want to do anything too drastic; they know how important this show is for him. But they have to know he’s okay. They pull Copia into a bone cracking hug, and while Copia appreciates their affection, something neither Dew nor Mountain are particularly fond of sharing in front of this many people, he can't help but wonder what has prompted it.
The ride to the hotel is a blur. Mountain vaguely remembers Cirrus’s questioning glance and Swiss’s hand on his back, leading him towards the bus.
Dew thinks he hears Rain’s voice send comments and compliments his way, the beginning of a call and response of sort, a habit they’d fallen into after Rain’s first ritual. But this time Dew’s response is just a nod, hardly even perceptible had Rain not been burning holes into him with his stare since he caught whiff of Dew’s distress during Dance Macabre.
When they arrive at the hotel, Dew is a bit more present. Asking Copia to ensure he and Mountain room together. He reassures the pack that him and Mountain are okay. Drained, but okay.
He tries his hardest to guide Mountain to their room. To be the life preserver he knows Mountain needs right now. But fuck does he need one too.
He feels bad calling Aether without checking what time it is over there, but doesn't even have the time to consider anything else before his arms are moving on their own accord. Pulling out his phone and finding Aether’s contact. Mountain needs Aether right now. Dew needs Aether right now.
Dew knew how much Mountain still thought about that night. Mountain had confided in Dew shortly after it.
In The Pits, Mountain was ridiculed for being a plant-specialized Earth Giant. Others thought that made him soft, pointless. Earth Giants were meant to be geological, what good would a giant with a knack for plants be, that job was for the little ones.
Mountain was paralyzed with fear. He was stuck behind his drum kit. Forced to watch as Terzo disappeared. He was helpless. Years of working on himself, his self-image, his confidence, flushed down the drain in that single moment. Again, Mountain began to wonder if they were correct. Maybe he really was soft. Useless. A sorry excuse for an Earth Giant.
“Hi Sweet Thing. You with us?”
Mountain is ripped from his thoughts as he hears Aether's voice. It’s crackly and a bit robotic through the speakers of Dew’s phone, but it is undeniably Aether.
“Hmm?”
Mountain hums, his eyes finally focusing on something for the first time in hours.
Dew is holding his phone in front of his face, Aether is dimly lit on the other end, smiling softly at them.
“There he is.”
Aether's eyes light up as Mountain acknowledges him for the first time since he'd answered Dew's call.
“Wasn't right without you Aeth. Fuck. Kept looking around for you. Imagined you running after him”
Dew laughs dryly to himself but tears fill his eyes.
Aether wishes he could just crawl through the screen and hold his boys. He knows how much they love Copia, how much Terzo's death affected them. How much it affected himself. But he’s on the other side of the fucking world, so he just hopes his words and presence, even if though a phone screen, can provide them enough comfort to get some rest before they have to do this all over again tomorrow. Without him. Again.
“I know baby, I'm so sorry. Wish I was there too”
Aether smiles sadly though the phone.
“Guess neither of us made too big a fool of ourselves though, maybe those pointless rehearsals weren't so pointless”
Dew tries to joke, but Aether can see right through him.
“Why didn't I see it?”
Mountain mumbles into the space between Dew’s neck and shoulder that he’s crammed himself into.
“What was that Hun?”
Dew asks, rubbing the back of Mountain’s head where his hair had been tied back for the show.
“The lift, I mean why didn’t I see it before. We practiced--Satan knows how many times-- just like you said, and I never once thought anything of it until tonight. Why'd it have to hit me in the middle of a fucking show. Probably made a dumbass of myself up there loosing time during the second to last song of the night... Was supposed to be perfect for Papa.”
Mountain whispers the last part, but Dew and Aether are still able to catch it.
Dew pulls Mountain closer to himself and Aether’s heart breaks, longing to reach out, to whisk those worries away.
“Mountain, I didn't make the connection until tonight either. It was different. I dunno how, but it... was.”
Dew silently curses himself for his lack of explanation, he knows that's what Mountain needs right now. Mountain needs logic. Something that tells him why something happened so he can avoid it next time. But truthfully Dew doesn't know. He doesn't know why tonight was different, but it was, and it fucked him up too.
“I'm sure it had something to do with the crowd and the stage lights. I remember those helmets; you can't see shit in ‘em. Hearing people screaming, being blinded and burned by those lights, watching someone you care about, who holds the same title, in the same spot as one of the most traumatic events of your time topside. That’s probably why it was different. I know that doesn't change anything, but it does make a difference.”
Aether adds.
And logically Mountain knows Dew is right, that Aether is right. That it was different. But he still hates himself for faltering, even if no one else noticed.
“Plus, I'm sure if you really did mess up, anything noticeably at least, we all would've gotten a smartass text from Swiss. I'm thinking something along the lines of ‘The All-Mighty Mountain Crumbles at the Sight of a Dangerously Handsome Multi's Hips"
Aether jokes while drawing a rectangle in the air with his hands, mimicking a news headline, hoping to bring his mates back down to Earth.
Dew giggles, a genuine giggle and Mountain huffs out a laugh. It isn't much, he knows that, but Aether has never been prouder of himself.
They talk for a bit longer, until Mountain and Dew’s minds have cleared a bit and their eyes have returned to that deep forest green and the vibrant copper and ocean blue Aether had fallen so in love with, before any of this mattered.
Mountain and Dew finally settle into their bed. Their position is awkward at best but they’re comfortable. They're Here. They have each other. Copia is alright. They're alright.
And that's all that matters right now.
All that can matter right now.
#the band ghost#nameless ghouls#mountain ghoul#dewdrop ghoul#aether ghoul#the band ghost fanfiction#ghost band fic#copia#papa emeritus iii#papa emeritus iv#aether x dewdrop#mountain x aether#mountain x dewdrop#rite here rite now#maks writing#mak writes
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whumpcember 2024: "I've got you-"
"Easy, easy. You're okay, I've got you.”
Maksym's gaze is empty of anything, his hands clenched around Volodymyr's biceps, breathing harsh, unrestrained - something of the wounded animal about him, in the way he shakes.
Patiently, Vova holds on; his voice low in the quiet.
“I promise. We're okay. There we go-”
The fear fades slowly, replaced by hurt, worry - shame.
Gently, Vova cradles Maksym's head, letting him down onto the pillow, feeling the fight go from him, inhabited instead by pain.
"I'm sorry-”
Those two words feel like a wound.
“You've nothing at all to apologise for. Get some rest.”
#harriet writes: whumpcember 2024#Idk if I like this but here u go - some Vova taking care of Maks for a change
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This is not a complaint per se but god I'm climbing the walls and I'll go insane if we don't get some Mal-centric content soon. My man is straight up suicidal and obviously suffering and of course he refuses to talk about it but I! Will! Lose! My mind!!!!!! If we don't get to actually address that soon I hate waiting aaaaaaa
#like it's not a bad writing choice or anything. it maks sense for his character#but im anxious and hate waiting#this is why I don't like reading unfinished shit#playchoices#blades of light and shadow#bolas#bolas2 spoilers#mal volari#choices book club
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thinking of jjk version of the MCU esp iron man!gojo, pepper potts!reader and spiderman!yuuji I AM HAVING CRAZY THOUGHTS
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i'm a cis woman, but in the past few years i've developed a habit of headcanoning any male character i relate to as a trans women, beginning a fic trying to explore that, and then miserably falling short as i can never figure out how to end the story. i've recently joined a new fandom and started my most recent attempt at writing this ever-elusive character interpretation i've been trying to explain for years. and it occurs to me that maybe the reason i keep trying to interpret these characters i relate to as women and failing to, is because i'm trying to project the wrong experience. because i think that conclusion i can never fully bring myself to write isn't one about coming to terms with womanhood and embracing that identity, but about coming to terms with being a man.
so tldr im a trans man and this is a coming out post.
#shaking a little bit writing this but like. i dont know.#ive felt. alone a lot and ive been very scared of actually doing anything to make myself happy for a lot of my life#and ive felt a lot of shame about particularly. i dont know.#i feel a lot of shame in general#but about my gender. about feeling like i cant transition because i dont want to do it the way you see in media#and that its cool for other people to be gnc and trans and present however they want but#that itd be wrong for me. that id be faking#and i dont know i think im tired of running from it#im acting like this is some terrible truth. like this is an unspeakable evil i would inflict on the world by doing something that could mak#me happy. make me feel comfortable#i dont want that shame anymore#i never deserved it#anyways. i like the name angus. please call me angus from now on although autumn is actually still fine i do fw that name. always have#but i need to say this and put it out into the world and not take it back#this is my experience. this is my starting point. and fanfic and writing have been a big part of that#anyways. shoutout to#james wilson#most recent blorbo ive tried to trans the gender of. i think ill be able to finish this fic though lol.#trans#coming out#fandom#fanfic#personal#queer#lgbtqia
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uhm i forgot to post these yesterday for sammun-mak sunday but whatever we can extend it to sammun-mak monday. hooray!
this is basically just an au where some time after tdph sammun-mak gets adopted by sam & max and geek builds her a robot body. she can still use her psychic powers which can lead to some shenanigans. but the most important part is that she’s happy under snm’s care :]
(important note that the big joint goes wherever her outer elbow/knee would be. and she uses she/her pronouns in this au ok thanks)
#THATS MY DAUGHTER#i got nervous abt posting her ref sheet when i first made it back in december#but i wanna post here more so bam#i wanna write a fic about this au but that might. take a minute#(adhd haver)#ANYWAY. YEAH#if anyone has questions i’d be more than happy to answer#i’ll be posting about this au regardless#sammunmak’s my fave :] in case u couldn’t tell#sam and max#sammunmak#sammun-mak#agent superball#my art :3#the devil’s playhouse#the devil’s playhouse spoilers#tdph spoilers#tdp spoilers
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I'm okay 🥰🥰🥰
#the difference is sending me 😂#olena: “of course no glasses”#“where are these damn glasses”#“alright im his eyese ... lets see ... name in big of course”#“no spelling mistakes ... lovely 🧐”#Volodymyr: “OH 🥰 MY 🥰 GOD 🥰”#“we spend some time together 🥰🥰🥰”#“there she is 🥰🥰🥰 my beautiful wife 🥰🥰🥰 my very beautiful wife 🥰🥰🥰 SO GORGEOUS 😍😍😍 MINE 😍😍😍”#“SHE 🥰 IS 😍 SMILING 🥰 AT 😍 ME 🥰😍🥰😍🥰😍”#“okay stay cool Volodymyr youre together for 30 years you cant freak out”#“at least not publicly”#“but shes smiling at ME 🥰🥰🥰 MY ABSOLUTELY BREATHTAKINGLY BEAUTIFUL WIFE 😍😍😍”#“ ... wait ... she no longer looks at me ... shes writing”#“quick Volodymyr play cool do something else stop staring at her”#“good ... good good good ...”#“where do i look best?”#“where is maks and andriy when i need them”#“...no wait ... i have to keep looking to help len with her hair”#“MY AMAZING WIFE 🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍”#“no wait i wanted to play it cool”
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#bella writes 🤍#powerless fics#powerless oneshot#powerless lauren roberts#powerless fic#powerless#mak khitan#makoto khitan#adena#adena powerless#mak powerless#mak x adena#makoto x adena
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