#man it just. it's so hard
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
I need to stop romanticizing careers I am not mentally stable enough to maintain
#man it just. it's so hard#it's so hard because I love music so much but deep down I know I don't have it in me#I love everything about composing but I don't have the creative fortitude to make that the source of my income#a conducting student once told me I should go into conducting and I briefly considered that fantasy but the truth is I just don't have the#personality for it. I hate being in charge I hate even having to critique people playing My Own Music I don't cope well with attention#but at the same time I love doing it. I love the art form#I don't have the chops to make it as a performer. I knew this from the start but I formally gave up that idea after high school#when I realized that it was doing nothing for me but burning me out#I'm a better writer of music than I am a performer of it anyway#the only performance career I could envision for myself *possibly* would be in like. an early music ensemble or something#not that I really imagine that happening. but if I ever had the opportunity maybe I'd go for it#that's the only performance environment I really thrive in at all#and I guess in that sense it's not completely off the table. not as a main source of income but recently I've been getting gigs#for some of the folk music stuff with my friend because we're achieving a degree of notoriety in reenactment circles which is fun#idk. I know this isn't for me. I know it deep down#but I think there is always going to be a part of me that regrets it. a part of me that desperately wants to#mine#sorry I'm feeling normal about my choice of major clearly#composerposting
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
and he may ask himself "well, how did i get here?"
#i just think he fucks with the talking heads so hard#rip fiddleford i know you loved once and a lifetime#gravity falls#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#old man mcgucket#the talking heads#talking heads#myart#gay
15K notes
·
View notes
Text
a project I finally got around to finishing!! the mane 6, inspired by their earlier generation counterparts, within a medieval fantasy style setting. please don't repost without permission! you just need to ask.
some fun facts:
fluttershy is half unicorn here!! that's why she has the deer-like build and slightly long tail.
rarity is half horse
applejack is fully just a horse.
pinkie and rainbow are the only true ponies
their jobs (in the order shown in the lineup) are royal messenger, royal jester, royal menagerie keeper, royal tailor, royal orchard farmer and Queen Celestia's Most Specialest Student.
in this au, they all met due to working within the castle grounds.
in this au, celestia is queen, luna is still banished, and twilight is discouraged from making friends as it distracts her from her studies. she is celestia's heir and grew up in the castle.
they are all marekissers. lol. also rarity is transfem and rainbow is bigender.
#mlp#my little pony#worked SO hard on these I hope you guys like them!!!!#sorry about the watermarks. not taking any chances with these ones I spent hours on them#most of these were finished MONTHS ago. it was just fluttershy I had to finish#mlp fanart#mlp au#my little pony au#mlp g1#mlp g3#horse#pony#unicorn#pegasus#fantasy#yes the wings were heavily referenced. why is feather placement so difficult man#beastwhimsy#medieval mlp#medieval mlp art#mlp medieval#there have been a LOT of people whose ideologies make me deeply uncomfortable reblogging this lately#so. I have added some details at the end of this post. to hopefully dissuade them from reblogging. if I'm lucky#trans exclusionists this post is not for you.
21K notes
·
View notes
Text
I'm a serious artist with serious art projects
#will this be the plot of the second season? probably not#but a man can dream#arcane#jayce talis#jayvik#viktor arcane#arcane viktor#art#arcane fanart#this is just a meme doodle so I'll be frank I didn't try that hard but also why is Jayce's face so hard to get right#sky cameo in the background RIP queen#shrews art#commissions open#vikjayce
11K notes
·
View notes
Text
get 'em before they melt!
(the flavors are 99% vibes + first thought only thought, don't take them too seriously)
#art#twisted wonderland#the only flavor that took longer than thirty seconds was idia#purely because first thought there was mt dew midnight baja blast#should've just run with it tbh. dang.#(some of the transliterations were hard to double-check so please forgive any errors 🙇)#(unfortunately i had already committed when i found out the spanish tuna is トゥナ and not ツナ) (my joke...ruined...)#man. you ever spend a super long time doing 20+ character pops and then be like#wait why did i do this#story of my life right there ( ᐛ )#sorry for not being around much it's been a Time#just a lot of ups and downs and not really being in the right headspace for Jokes#eternity float better be hilarious is all i'm saying (it already is based on the cards so i think we're good)
5K notes
·
View notes
Text
UGHGJHTGH THEYRE SO FAMILY TO MEEEE
#transformers animated#tfa#tfa bumblebee#tfa ratchet#ratchet#bumblebee#maccadam#BEE IS SO HARD TO DRAW BUT HES SO CUTEEE 😭😭#tfa bee might be my fav iteration of him hes just so annoying and whiny and its so funny whats his problem#ughhh old man rachet who hates this stupid kid but hes actually lying and he could never hate him and#in my resident evil phase i was shipping everyone with ethan#but in my transformers phase im just giving bumblebee all the parental figures#u get a dad! u get a dad! u get a dad!#I CAST 1 MILLION PARENTS#tfa ships can be cute but i like them all as a big happy family way more im sorry#theyre all best friends and happy and care about each other
7K notes
·
View notes
Text
sorry it took me too long to draw this guy i had to: 1. learn how to do a gummy effect, and 2. try to draw him in a way that doesn't make it obvious i'm a furry failed that last one but yknow what i'll take what i can get 👍
#listen i am trying so hard to not just make him a hunk. but the demons the DEMONS.... they're beating my ass man#the amazing digital circus#tadc#gummigoo#my art#my fancy art
11K notes
·
View notes
Text
Visiting dreams (read from right to left)
Was watching a comedy show and one of the episodes were about a wife buying glasses like that to enter her husband's dreams and see if he's cheating on her and I was like "that's the most Elias thing ever" so I drew my own version of it
Let me know if you guys want a part 2
Part 2 here
#I just quickly sketched it while the idea was still fresh in my head#but man not being a perfectionist and preventing myself from fixing every small mistake is so hard#elias#yandere pretty boyfriend#artists on tumblr#yandere#digital art#male yandere#yandere boyfriend#male yandere x reader#yandere x reader#yandere x darling#yandere x you#yandere x y/n#oc#my oc#yandere original character#original yandere#comic#yandere comic#male yandere comic#sketch
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
"...You've been a good friend, in the short time that I've known you. But now I must go. The Dragon waits."
#oblivion#the elder scolls oblivion#tes oblivion#the elder scrolls#martin septim#hero of kvatch#hiro's art#IM NOT CRYING YOU ARE#omfg why did i do this to myself why did i do this to us#this might just be the most emotion and effort ive put into art#the things this fucking game does to me man#locked tf in so hard i surprised even myself
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
Leo learns something about himself 🏳️⚧️
Based roughly on this old post.
Bonus:
[Leo is taking the fact that he was born biologically female simultaneously very well and also not so well but overall he’s mostly coping with the fact that it was Draxum that just essentially gave him the turtle equivalent of ‘The Talk’.]
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#trans leonardo#trans leo#rottmnt headcanons#turtle art tag#rise draxum#happy pride everyone~#if you’re wondering why there’s no backgrounds that’s because my files got messed up so just blankness in the bg sorry#but yeah!#this is forever and always my fav headcanon for Leo it makes too much sense to me#I wanted to make sure I got it done in time for pride haha#I don’t know if it’s obvious by the end but Draxum ran off because he was for once doing something nice for Leo#that being leading him somewhere else not in front of everyone so Leo can process the fact that he was born female in peace haha#(but he also just - wanted to avoid the ensuing awkward Talk as long as he could lol)#“how would Leo NOT know’’ he had an inkling but never thought much of it because he’s a teenage turtle mutant with no access to healthcare#also yeah that’s splinter’s hand at the end there I just KNOW he’d want those pics#also also - Leo here can technically be trans or even intersex in some way too#both is good#making this made me remember why I never do color#at least for comics#it just takes sooo long#but it was fun and worth it for my fave hc#this is like the first time I’ve drawn Draxum and man he’s kinda hard to draw#also their sizes are just 1 2 and 3 because Draxum had a simple system in place for sizing his subjects#(aka I was too lazy to think of anything else to put there)#also dunno if anyone noticed but look at Raph’s paper and look at his baby’s self’s photo
7K notes
·
View notes
Text
//wip
Naga Lqg…. Iridescent pale grey blue snek that is very large and hangs in treetops… I love him

More sketches, this is a good and normal size difference I think! 🥰

In my head there’s more lore, like a Came Back Wrong au where SY!Sqq wasn’t able to save Lqg and then his soul is jettisoned by the proximity to the system and he is reformed as a demon somewhere in the borderlands +how Binghe fits in- but I mustn’t think too hard or it will consume my brain
#I am a simple man I see lqg i want to make him into a monster#also came back wrong +amnesia Lqg would go so hard like he wouldn’t know SY!sqq At All if he gets his memories back#then he’d have to try and figure out if this new Sqq is a poser or if he’s just changed and also how did he become a demon??#is it Sqq’s fault???#sinn bee art#svsss#svsss fanart#liu qingge#svsss liu qingge#shen qingqiu#Liushen
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
y’all love to throw around the “you look like a sculpture/painting” comment but i’ve never seen someone fit this description as well as Assad Zaman. He’s like if a renaissance painting made a wish to become human. Botticelli personally had a hand in his creation. His tits fat and his whimsy plentiful. He’s got the “sad kicked puppy dog sorrowful little cosmic joke” look DOWN like it’s nobody’s business. The antithesis to iphone face. Stone tablet face. Perfect man, honestly.


#yes i just watched#iwtv#i tried so hard to dislike#armand#but he’s got big orange eyes and many unsettling things to say#how could i not love him#He’s so gorgeous i had to make a pinterest board for him like i did with my kpop biases.#Him and Seonghwa sit at the same table actually#I’m a lesbian not blind#Whenever lesbians FLOCK to a famous or fictional man you just know he’s truly beautiful#story of my life actually#okay i’m done rambling in the tags#assad zaman#amc iwtv
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
Me when Logan was about to walk away in the end and Wade was like "Logan 🥺" and that's all it took for him to stay... Y'all I can't they love each other so much 😭

#whether it's friendship or y'all ship you can't say that they don't love each other this is so adorable to me i can't get over this movie#deadpool & wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#wade wilson#logan howlett#wade x logan#poolverine#Deadpool#wolverine#logan tried so hard to act tough but wade won 😭#you can't just sacrifice your life for a man and then act like you don't care bro you love him#he domesticated you#Deadpool 3
5K notes
·
View notes
Text
more of them this time heavily featuring sentryagent and ☝️ a glimpse of winterguardian
#making these is addictive. they don't tell you that#officially a winterguardian shipper bc wdym what if 3x03 is a real episode that is out there#the ghostwalker dynamic goes so hard. to me. either as a romance or a friendship it just hits the spot. bully that man ava!!!#thunderbolts#thunderbolts memes#marvel#sentryagent#winterguardian#john walker#bob reynolds#bucky barnes#alexei shostakov#ava starr#i'm so sorry yelena isn't in there i'm running out of memes in my folder. but SOON#posting at 4am. bc of them#chose that last pic of john on purpose btw. don't ask. or do if u are like-minded 👍
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
don't think I'm not still obsessing over 7-12
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers#sorry it's even scribblier than usual :') hopefully my chickenscratch is legible#anyway come here and join me in the corner where we go to be embarrassing about anime characters#just. between riddle and trey's dreams i've been thinking a lot about how#trey knew this kid for like two months when he was nine and then never really got over him or how their friendship ended#which. honestly. understandable given the circumstances#and then when they finally met again riddle acted like they'd never met before and neither he nor trey ever intended trey to be his vice#but every time riddle talks about his childhood post-incident it's basically#'oh yeah i constantly thought about trey and che'nya and fantasized about still being friends with them! this is fine and normal'#(there's a bit in one of his birthday cards where he talks about crossword puzzles and shit man that one got me)#idk. i can't put this into words very well#just...the implications that riddle was actively resisting trey's friendship#(presumably because it ended SUPER badly last time and he's learned that if he shows he wants something it gets taken away from him)#and trey had to work REALLY hard to just to get to the point they were at by the time canon starts#that was progress somehow#y'all can call him boring all you want but trey's defining feature really is that he keeps being like#'everything's fine :) this isn't a big deal :) i don't care that much'#(trey on the inside: THIS IS THE BIGGEST DEAL THAT I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT AND I WILL NEVER LET IT GO)#anyway i continue to be absolutely murdered by the timing of riddlepunzel directly after this#riddle's line about not wanting to keep standing in front of a door that's never going to open...#hey. hey silly gacha game about anime disney boys.#you are not actually allowed to do this to me#oh shit oh damn i'm out of tags and i haven't even talked about cater yet. NO BUT I HAVE LOTS OF FEELINGS THERE TOO --#(i am crushed under a falling safe looney tunes style)
6K notes
·
View notes
Text
#transformers#starscream#doodling#this man is so hard to draw fjsjgjwjfnsicnd#just some practice sketches
2K notes
·
View notes