I am so excited to read through so much mediocrity I love wading through garbage in search of a slightly shinier piece of garbage! Honestly my favorite hobby. I've downloaded a bunch of free and cheap English visual novels, as well as like, 20 demos over the last like 3 months in preparation for just going through and binging a bunch of them over a month or 2. Most of them I know literally nothing about, I found a lot of them through just random sources like single Twitter posts or forum posts, or like Steam games with like 10 reviews. Realistically most of them probably won't be amazing given the sheer quantity I've queued up and how unknown they are but like, if I find a single one that's even like a 7/10 it'll make it all worth it. Outside of a few really popular ones like Doki Doki Literature Club and uhhhhhhhh (i'm sure there's others but it supports my point to not be able to even remember any others!) English VNs are like, super niche, like VNs in general are already kinda niche, but English VNs are like, even further beyond like nobody gives a shit about them at all (including me, until now) and that sucks I'm sure there's gotta be some really good ones, but because they're not made in Japan the losers in my silly Discord servers HATE them.
Most of them are also really short, even the longer ones aren't like, 50+ hours which is like, average for what I'm used to. Plus since I'm doing this for the sole purpose of finding new cool stuff I have absolutely no issue with just dropping one like an hour in if it doesn't click with me I WILL NOT FORCE MYSELF TO FINISH THEM IF I'M NOT HAVING FUN JUST BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE NOT FINISHING THINGS I WILL NOT DO THAT sorry I need to create a public statement in order to hold myself accountable for anything or else I will 100% force myself to 100% literally all of these even if I hate them because I'm stupid and insane. I already played a few of them, namely Without a Voice and Milk Inside a Bag of Milk (not Outside a Bag of Milk yet tho, also I know that one technically isn't an English VN it's Russian but like, I don't care about your language, I only care about Cookie's Bustle) and they were both pretty good, so off to a pretty good start so far, hopefully the rest are equally good :). I'm not reading the fucking bird dating simulator I don't even remember what it's called I'M NOT READING SHITPOSTS THIS IS SERIOUS TIME I ONLY READ SERIOUS VISUAL NOVELS
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Oh non, je suis vraiment désolé de l'apprendre...
Pourvu qu'elle se rétablisse vite...
Emergency hugs 🫂🫂🫂🫂
Merci... Elle méritait vraiment pas ça, surtout en ce moment...
Switching to English for the follow up cause it's absolutely unbelievable, it makes me sick to my stomach.
She was left crying in pain in the ER hallway for four hours without any care or pain killers (pretty standard mind you). Then she was diagnosed with a fracture (insert a shocked pikachu face) and had surgery scheduled for the next morning. Now credit where credit is due, they gave her paracetamol 500. She was still sobbing when my brother had her on the phone at 8AM.
And now to the actually fun part that's not just how hospitals work.
The doctor told her that she'd be walking tomorrow after the surgery, pain or no pain. In these words. While she was sobbing. You can say a lot of things about my mother, but not that she's not brave and stubborn in the face of pain. So that man literally comes up to a woman who's going through impossible suffering while just existing in her bed and threatens her.
But ! There's even better !
They also told her that she'd be out by Saturday evening (remember she was admitted on Thursday, surgery on Friday). But my mother lives in a building, fifth floor, NO LIFT. No lift. Fifth floor. Broken hip. The ambulance can drop her at her address and what, leave her to sleep outside cause she can't climb those stairs? Help her upstairs and leave her locked there, no balcony, no fresh air, no groceries (her kind neighbour volunteered for the latter, but still)? She can't live with us either, having both her and my dad in the same general location would have two deads four injured.
I swear to god this hospital has the worst reputation for a reason. People die there, no kidding. They failed to diagnose my brother's appendicitis when he was 17, almost died. My mother's shattered shoulder, almost died. Both saved not by this hospital's staff, but by forcefully getting out and begging another one to check them in.
Ahahahaha and that time there was a very bad disease in their canalisations so no one could shower there and it lasted for months. Or the time they didn't properly clean a family friend's hand before stitching it even though he'd been bitten by a cow and it got infected, and they failed to clean it properly again when he came back. No but seriously I could go on forever.
She can't even keep her dog. He's pulling too hard on the leash. He's not used to cats, so it's unsure whether we can keep him. I don't want to send him back to the shelter. It would break my mom's heart even more.
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My media this week (29 Oct-4 Nov 2023)
📚 STUFF I READ 📚
🥰 A Night In The Lonesome October (Roger Zelazny) - got a bit of a late start, but did the a-chapter-per-day read thing. Such a fun story and it'd probably been 20 years since I last read it.
😊 with all my skin and bone (unicornpoe) - 54K, stucky no-powers, SHIELD agents, enemies-to-lovers, fake marriage AU. a fun reread for stucky bookclub
😍 A Marvellous Light (The Last Binding #1) (Freya Marske, author; David Thorpe, narrator) - reread in prep for final book, loved picking up on all the hints and clues that make sense from book 2 this time around!
😊 Can't Stop the Grrrls: Confronting Sexist Labels in Music from Ariana Grande to Yoko Ono (Lily E Hirsch) - Solid read but I found I had to parcel it to a chapter every couple of days bc of the rage.
😊 call me sunshine, send me to space (steddieas_shegoes) - 89K, guidance counselor!steve goes to tattoo artist!eddie for his first tattoo and then INSTALOVE! (I love instalove in fic!)
💖💖 +68K of shorter fic so shout out to these I really loved 💖💖
this is the road to ruin (ghostinthelibrary) - The Witcher: Geraskier, 31K - great worldbuilding to answer the question 'what would Witchers be like in modern day?'
📺 STUFF I WATCHED 📺
Hot Ones - Julia Louis-Dreyfus
Hot Ones - Cardi B
Hot Ones - Flea
QI - series T, e3, 5-8
Shakespeare & Hathaway - s1, e2-4
Whitstable Pearl - s1, e3
D20: Burrow's End - "Protect The Light" (s20, e5)
D20: Adventuring Party - "Big Emotions Are So Fun" (s15, e5)
🎧 PODCASTS 🎧
Switched on Pop - Rerecording Taylor Swift's 1989s, Dark Side of the Moon, and Demi Lovato
Re: Dracula - October 29: Something is Going Out
You're Dead to Me - Medieval Ghost Stories
Re: Dracula - October 30: Council of War
⭐ The Sporkful - Sohla El-Waylly Went To Culinary School To “Prove Everyone Wrong”
Re: Dracula - October 31: Latest and Truest Thought
Re: Dracula - November 1: Instinct with Resolution
Vibe Check - That Damn Spooky Yoga Class
Today, Explained - Pope friction
Re: Dracula - November 2: Deadly Peril
Outward - Bob the Drag Queen's Gay Barz
Welcome to Night Vale #237 - Frown Night
⭐ Decoder Ring - Mailbag: The Recorder, Limos, and “Baby on Board” Signs
Ologies with Alie Ward - Neuroparasitology (NATURE ZOMBIES) with Matt Simon
Re: Dracula - November 3: Go On
Dear Prudence - My Friend Tried to Bring Her Kids to A Winery. Help!
What Next: TBD - Biden Goes After AI
Submitted for the Approval of the Midnight Pals - S01E01 The Tale of the Frankenstein
Re: Dracula - November 4: My Jonathan
🎶 MUSIC 🎶
Heavy Metal Halloween
DANSE MACABRE [Duran Duran] {2023}
Nightmare Before Christmas (Special Edition) [Various artists] {2006}
Nightmare Revisited [Various artists] {2008}
@door's 'spooky' playlist
Trackula: Psychobilly & Horror Punk
A3/Alabama 3
Yummy Yummy Sugar Sugar
Journey
Presenting The Clash
Presenting David Bowie
Fleetwood Mac
Essential Glam Rock
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Oh dear, that Sunday Times article must be devastating for you.
Benedict Cumberbatch talks extensively and fondly about his children and parents. No mention of his mother abusing him, in fact quite the opposite, he talks about what wonderful, supportive, loving parents he has.
And other people from the film also talk a lot about his family, wife and children. Almost as if the actual people who spend time with him have no hesitation in acknowledging the reality of his three lovely boys.
HERE'S MY ANSWER. YOU STUPID FUCKERS WANT TO KEEP POKING THE BEAR, THEN THAT BEAR IS GOING TO MAKE SURE THE PUBLIC KNOWS THAT A BUS LOAD OF CREEPS ARE ATTACHED TO THIS PROJECT. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!
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Seven Sentence Sunday
@cha-melodius didn't tag anyone but I've decided to share this with you all.
Another secret project but they aren't active on Tumblr so it's okay.
Those bright blue eyes dip down, staring at his outstretched hand. Loki’s lips part, jaw tightening as if he’s preparing to say something.
Mobius could feel his own insecurity surging. Loki didn’t want him. He certainly didn’t need him here at the end of all time.
His hand dropped just a fraction, ready to pull it back, but he stopped when Loki’s eyes fixed back on his. The trickster shook his head and rushed towards him.
Won't tag anyone either but feel free to consider yourself tagged if you want to share.
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So what are your thoughts on kidnap play, anyway? Car trunks, chloroform, gags and bondage, the whole 9 yards.
Just answered a similar ask, but I'm pro! Part of the reason I've been venturing into original was to play with different ideas and kinks that sometimes don't fit with particular ships (like sheith).
I'd love to write some dark, sort of scarier & fucky content. I actually used to write literary style horror stories, so I'm not shy about dark stuff. I expect you'll see some show up eventually!
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