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jandjsalmon · 1 year
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(19/09/2023) via stories.
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bacchuschucklefuck · 4 months
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soon it'll be dawn again
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page 01
Fig: no way? - you're still up?
Riz: Wh– yes?
Riz: Why'd I not be.
page 02
Fig: I me~~ean - that took.
Fig: whole day.
Riz: Yeah?
Fig: 'm beat.
Riz: you should sleep.
page 03
Fig: nah. my guy's still up
Fig: I wanna hang out.
page 04
Riz: That's really nice.
Fig: Hah! - Nobody ever expects an Archdevil rockstar to be nice.
Riz: … yeah. - 's just budget work tho. (the stuff I'm working on) - I've heard it's boring.
page 05
Fig: yeah, but you do it…
Riz: It keeps things going, right? - Nothing happens if nobody sits down and - does the thing.
Fig: That's right… - though. Yeah.
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Fig: sometimes it's someone else who - doesn't want the same thing to happen.
Riz: … - mm.
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Riz (off screen): …It took me a long time to get that not everyone likes doing what I do. - 's probably because you guys are so nice– - or. - kind.
Riz (off screen): to anyone too, not just. - the people you /love/.
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Riz: that's not how it is elsewhere. - The world's– not. hostile. - but 's not like it's kind.
Riz: So I'm doing as much as I can now… 
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Fig: Hey.
Riz: ?
Fig: Go dig some dirt with me.
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Riz: [blank speech bubble] - oh you meant like - actual dirt. (not incriminating information)
Fig: o yea.
Fig: there's clay in the backyard soil. - sometimes when I'm sun deficient or something I go touch dirt for a bit.
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Fig: here u go
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Riz: uh
Fig: now we make a thing! - 'm pretty good at freehanding a bowl.
Fig: I'll show u
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Fig: just– yep, flatten that out as evenly as u can, then–! - actually ur nails'd be so good at cutting out the strip. [larger than usual space] wait. - wait. wait u can carve patterns with them! we HAVE to try
Riz: uh - What. do I carve?
Fig: anything!!!
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Fig: and– yep just seal the inside uh. seam?
Fig: yep that works - okay time's up! all contestant hands up
Riz: [blank speech bubble] - okay - wh. what's next?
Fig: haha - watch this.
(sound effect text): FWOO—MP
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Riz: WH– DON'T JUST DO THAT???
Fig: Now it's fired!
Riz: THAT WAS NOT SAFE
Fig: (actually it's just dry. if u add water rn it'll dissolve)
Fig: ok catch!
Riz: [blank speech bubble] - careful!!
Fig: dw no need haha
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Riz (thought bubble): oh - it's warm…
Fig: now I want you to throw this.
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Fig: u gotta do it - c'mon
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Riz: wh– - It's like 3AM right now
Fig: oh it's not /fired/ fired it's not gonna make a loud noise
Riz: And then just? leave a pile out here?
Fig: pour water over it & it'll be gone I told u
Riz: but
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Fig (off screen): RIz.
page 20
Fig: I've done all this before.
Fig: Can you trust that at least?
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Riz: no, I– - I do. - I trust you.
page 23
Riz: okay what happens now
(sound effect text): glob
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Fig: we do it again!
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Riz: wh. [larger than usual space] What do you mean. (this clay's too wet also)
Fig: see! you're already learning
Fig: [blank speech bubble] - there are flows that are futile to fight. - The world changes.
Fig: Things change.
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Fig: I've learned my lessons with "forevers". - But - as an artist
Fig: I can give you one thing: - You can always do it again.
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Fig: most of everything depends on the rest of the world, - but this. - making new. - that's yours as long as you want it.
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Fig: So?
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Riz: Yeah. - Yeah! - let's make another one.
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#riz gukgak#figueroth faeth#technically no spoilers in this comic but listen. I Will be gloating in tags. I will Never Shut Up#for the record!! this was fully conceptualized and sketched Before the finales. I started sketching this after the boat fight#and when murph closed riz's arc this season with ''maybe it's okay to change and welcome new things'' I pogged irl#I am simply the best at reading comprehension what can I say! (<- grown ass man with roughly the same perspective on teenhood as the player#fucked up that this became so long (almost 30 squares lol) that it took me this long to finish#lmao I say all that but. genuinely I am delirious and my feelings abt riz's arc this season are so big... I was getting psychic backlash#for a While lol. it was scary!!#had to sit down and do therapy on my own ass for a bit. the teenage apocalyticisation is real. that word isnt tho Im pretty sure#truly anything you do at that age feels like that's it that's all you've got going on forever. and its not true! its simply not true#you'll be okay my guy. you love your friends so so much but also there will be more to love out there#this one goes out to fellow aroaces and also folks leaving somewhere theyve called home for a long time#nothing lasts forever but that means new things come by too! ur ability to make new is infinite!!#there's no magnum opus people leave but new people come by too etc. I am too sleepy to remember what I wanted to say uhhh#well. thank u for looking at my art. I think thats the one pack it n ship it boys
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i lose 80% of respect for a movie the moment a female protagonist wakes up in bed with artfully tousled hair and a full face of unsmudged makeup what is that mcfuckery
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futuristichedge · 7 months
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Time shenanigans
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chatonlaveur · 11 months
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WIP preview for the Hyrule-centric LU fan comic I've been working on in my free time 👀
I really want to work on this, but also I am very busy rn, so we'll see when I actually get it finished :,) But like since this is theoretically in part an art blog I thought I should probably post some art even if it is just a WIP like this.fi
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motleyfam · 3 months
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PLEASE COULD WE MAYBE GET LIKE A VIBE OF WHAT THE NEXT INSTALLMENT OF SETTLE OUR BONES IS GOING TO BE ABOUT NO PRESSURE JUST CURIOUS
The vibe is it’s kicking my ass 😂
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birdricks · 9 months
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getting sooooo emotional abt how like. when rick and bp meet again during the federation stuff its like theyre completely different ppl from who they were when they last saw each other. but it almost makes them become closer instead of driving them apart… until of course their values clash in the worst possible way
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rosy-eyedsweetpea · 1 month
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I want my caretaker to call me “sweetpea” or “fairy,” a little “princess.” Someone that is everything a flower is, just a little bunny or kitty.
I want to be treated as a six-year-old again, someone innocent, someone who hasn’t caused harm to others, someone too small to see the world around her. I want to be innocent and childish, without the responsibilities of being big.
I love my paci and my blankie, my multiple plushies (especially my centi plushie,) but I want someone there to take care of me little a bunny or a kitten. I want to sleep while a motherly figure (my Miss Caretaker) sings me “Se Essa Rua Fosse Minha.”
I have been regressing since I was nine/ten-years-old, and I just got to figure it out when I was fourteen. My age tends to change a lot: if I am in a good day, I am sure I am eleven-years-old, or that I am nine-years-old, if my day is bad enough, I am six/seven-years-old (which is often,) but I involuntarily regress to three-years-old when I am so terrified and feel threatened, when things around me start to fall apart and the noise within my head gets too loud.
I make a conscious effort to remember my age, because my mind will never accept I have “grown up.”
And then, I am innocent again. I am hugging my plushies with my pacifier, crying like a little kid. The little kid I am. But no one is holding me, I am like a little kid in a room where all the lights are turned off and no one is around to comfort her.
Whenever I felt sad, my “imaginary” friends were there for me, but when they weren’t there?
I just wish I could be loved and looked at like a child again, it all feels so sad!
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raiiny-bay · 1 year
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one pose done :-)
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spitblaze · 11 months
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todays award for 'man what the fuck' goes to reddit for making me see pr0/-ship discourse in goddamn 2023. thought we were past that but i guess not
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oifaaa · 2 years
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What do you think of the most recent wfa? (The tim&damian two-parter)
Oh I liked it i like how it didn't go down the demonise damian route that it could have but instead showed that both Tim and damian have insecurities and they don't need to sit there blaming each other but just have a conversation where they both acknowledge the past but try to move past it bc they can't change what happened I also like how they acknowledged how young damian was when he first came to the Manor like he was literally half timmys height
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angelstrawbabie420 · 14 hours
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grief will have you saying shit like goddamn and fuck maybe the abuse was worth it
#ive made this post before i just cant find it and it’s all im feeling rn#god i miss my parents so fucking much even though they were the cause of SO MANY of my problems that idk if i’ll ever heal from#but navigating life w this grief and without their support- however little it was- feels like hell#but the abuse felt like hell too.#ive said it before but i was JUST getting to a place where i felt i could stand up for myself and knock down thwir shit a few pegs. or at#least become more resistant to it#i saw a future with them in it for the first time in my LIFE#and it was bc i’d done SO MUCH FUCKING WORK. and now i feel like it was all so fucking useless#it’d be easier if i was still in the phase of anger i was at like 19#but i’d processed that quite a bit and was trying to move on#FUCK. i had made SO much goddamn progress right before my mom got sick#then everything went down the toilet cus i cannot fucking have anything#it’s so unfair. i wish i could at least redo the last 3 years of my life#i would’ve done things so much different but i was so traumatized and still so angry and bitter and trying to preserve myself#ive come to the realization tjat the person i am today did not exist back then and therefore i shouldnt beat myself up bc it literally wasnt#available to me. i couldnt have done anythimg different bc i was in such a state of survival#and truthfully ive grown a lot since then even if im still in the trenches#the timeline of my entire life has been so fucking unfair#and i dont know how to reconcile any of it i dont know how to cope with my worst fears coming true#and i mean worst fears. even the way they passed. spot on to my worst fears#i despised what they did to me but i still didnt see life without them until i was at least 30#it was all so sudden and quick and shocking#yeah they were horrible parents but i was a horrible kid too. maybe i straight up just deserved that shit#and i’d go back to that and seeing a future with them in an instant#over this bullshit#it’s so hard. and then losing all my pets too at the SAME TIME. all my babies#everything that i loved ripped away from me in the span of MONTHS#it’s all too much. l oh fucking l. no wonder im 3 shots deep at fucking 3 pm#it just hurts so bad. so fucking bad.
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commandermahariel · 15 days
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siiiiiiigh
#i am in fact a grown adult who is still incapable of talking about their feelings and thoughts to people so I'll just rant here#my relationship with my mother is. so weird. it's not always bad but it always ends up bad for one reason or another#she can be perfectly civil and i'll still be irritated. other times i do try to tolerate it and engage and she ends up saying something#upsetting to me either way.#i don't want to keep being rude to her i don't want to get mad and annoyed all the time but i just can't stop. it's always like this#and i hate myself for it and i hate her and i hate everything about it#today i was leaving for work and she was like. i'll take the trash out of your room and i told her not to do it. she kept insisting and i#had to raise my voice at her to maybe get the point across to get her not to touch anything#and yes my room is a fucking mess and it is something to be embarrassed of. i just feel so fucking tired all time time and i keep tellin#myself that i will clean it this time for sure and then i don't. most of the time it's my mother taking care of it without my permission#and i am grateful for it bc nobody likes living in a mess... but i also fucking hate it because it makes me feel even more worthless#i just can't get rid of the feeling of shame. no matter what i do.#and back to the mother thing. i told her that if she touches anything i will go to her room and throw out anything that isn't nailed down#even though objectively i have no reason to oppose her helping me#but i also fucking hate it#maybe being rude is the only way to get it across. but also i get irritated about anything so easily#i feel shittier and shittier every day. had there been an easy and painless way of killing myself i would have done it already#and despite how much i want to blame this on a disorder or lack of access to medication. there is no magic pill that would fix me is there#i'm just a shitty person who cannot get it together despite everything being handed to me#i'm literally bad at anything and everything. i'm not even a good blogger lmao#people have it much worse in life and still do better. me? i'm useless. there's no helping it. i should have died from covid or something#nobody will save me. nobody cares enough. besides one person whom i push away because i can't stand her and i don't even know why 👍#if i stop messaging people first most of them would forget about me#i am alone. a lonely person in a messy room desperately trying to be entertaining so someone will pay a little bit of attention to me.#not to mention the geopolitics#i won't even go there. i hate the possibility that people might see it mentioned and give me shit for it#one more thing that is apparently my fault. directly or indirectly#all i want is to leave this country. spend the day with someone who cares for me like an actual friend. and then shoot myself so i don't#have to go back#sealene.txt
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re-decorate · 4 months
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:'(
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toytulini · 1 year
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got my hair cut and redyed today!
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yesyourstalker · 7 months
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Neta: so I went to the doctor right. And he looks at the mole and he's like 'oh yeah that's melanoma all right' like he was so fucking casual about it too I love us hehe
Candi: Tell me how I had one on my fucking butt hahahahahaha! left butt cheek I was kind of sad they removed it cuz it looked like a heart.
Neta: I'm so lucky that thing wasn't on my tattoo. I would have died!! Hahahahah God I'm so jealous of these kids nowadays, they don't have to deal with this shit. I told my daughter 'oh when you get to a certain age you have to check your body for weird moles' and I remember she was on the surface since she was 6 so that doesn't really apply to her. Cod these fucking kids.
Candi: I have this old giant can of sunscreen you know the one they used to have them in tin cans.
Neta: uh huh. Captain Coral sunblock I still have some and my bathroom cabinet
Candi: yeah those. I pulled it out in the park to put it on Bowie.......these fucking surface dweller moms. You know the bitches from the fucking canyons
Neta: oh shit...
Candi: This mom came up to me tapped me on my shoulder and told me "I think that stuff is expired and it's full of toxins you shouldn't put that on your kid"
Neta: not the toxins! HA! what the fuck hahahahahahaha
Candi: I swear if my husband wasn't there I would be in jail
Neta: I would have had a fit! They think everything from the underground is toxic where did that even come from?!
Warabi: are you guys going to help pick out nice furniture or are you just going to sit there and gossip all day!!
Neta: you only invited me is because I get a military discount!
Candi: I agreed because I need to do my own shopping.
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Neta: I was thinking like a nude wedding cake. He not into sweets all that much
Candi: yeah he does look like someone who doesn't like sugar
Neta: yeah he's boring that's why I fucking love him. I was thinking a chiffon cake would be nice like this one.
Candi: ohhhhh that was really nice I like the detailing it's really nice- *gasp*.... Oh my God look at this!
Neta: ohhh That's so sweet little cuttlefish on it you need to get that..... Do you know what you're going to paint the room?
Candi: I was thinking of-
Warabi: Neta come and lie on this mattress with me!
Neta: no!
Warabi: please!!
Neta: no!!
Warabi: please!!!
Neta: no!!!
Warabi: I won't make it weird I promise
Neta: I don't believe you but okay. Ugh.................. This is nice. A little too soft for me personally but it's comfortable.
Warabi: I like the mattress but mahi likes to sleep on slabs of fucking stone........ You're really close.... it's kind of like that time when we kiss-
Neta: and you made it weird I'm getting up...*ugh*.... just get separate mattresses
Warabi: two separate beds.... I don't know
Neta: it'd be nice, just get two separate beds maybe separate the loft into two living spaces.
Warabi: that would be nice...... Let me call mahi.
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Neta:I was thinking of something like this. it's closer to the floor. It also has a built-in bookshelf and some drawers.
Candi: ehhh it's nice it's very.... Minimalist
Neta: I like minimalism I think it's a nice aesthetic
Candi: hmmm is it though
Neta: I don't know maybe because I used to live in squalor so you know sterile environments are comforting for me
Candi: That's valid.....maybe if it was a darker wood.....if you stain it it'll look better
Neta: huh .... yeah that could work .....sounds like a plan ... I order it later
Warabi: I'm sorry but we're buying furniture for myself! For my apartment! Can you guys please pretend to care and help! Why are you even buying new furniture now anyway you said you're going to move after getting married what's the point in wasting the money like???
Neta: first off you have been looking at coffee tables for the last hour and you're one to talk about wasting money!! Go call mahi or something I'm busy fuck!
Warabi: *huff*
Candi: why do you need to get a new bed frame?
Neta: the one I have is broken
Candi: ohhhhh Netaaa hehehehe what did you do to break the bed frame
Neta: gained 50 lbs
Candi: *pppffth*
Neta: hehehe yeah.... Oh and having an active sex life.
Candi: oh realllly
Neta: yeah we're suuuuupppperrr active almost every night............. My man has the libido of a devout nun
Candi: HA! You're going to get yourself in trouble hehehehe
Neta: I love him tho....don't tell him I said that.....being serious though I actually bought it broken for cheap.
Candi: no wonder your back so fucked
Neta: yeah.......Did you get the link to those wedge pillows I sent you?
Candi: I have in my cart I need to get them before I start blowing up like-
Warabi: ok which swatch do you think would go great for the living space I was thinking of a nice burgundy but this blue is speaking to me.
Candi: I like orange
Neta: get it in green
Warabi: Cod you two are no help!!!
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Neta: Cod I'm starving
Candi: you know what I could eat right now
Neta: absolute garbage... Like shit from shanty's
Candi: Yes exactly like I want their lobster bisque pasta on a roll.
Neta: I could go for a prawn patty.... With pickled kelp .....*gasp*.... Oh my Cod.... No ..... Is that? Phoebe sweetie!
Phoebe: neta! Netanetanetanwta hiiiiiiiii heheheh
Neta: Hi sweetie! Awwww look at you!!! You've gotten so big!! Ohhh big hugs!
Phoebe: uhhhhehehe hi hi!!
Candi: oh Hi Phoebe!
Phoebe: Candis!! Hi Candis!!
Candi: aww what are you doing here baby?
Phoebe: my.... Mommy is in the store!! She buys shoes and clothes and panties and necklaces!!
Neta: oh she is? She left you here to play?
Phoebe: yes I like.. I like to open the re-frige-rators and the washie machines
Neta: oh you do? That sounds like fun
Phoebe: yeah..... . I like hiding in the curtains!!! scare people!!!
Candi: you do? How do you scare people?
Phoebe: like this!!......(hopping)... BOO RAWR WAR WAR !!!
Neta: heheheh she is so precious!!
Candi: ohhhhh she is
Phoebe's mom( in the distance): sweeties time to go!!
Phoebe: MOMMY!!!!..... Bye bye neta!! Bye bye Candis!!!
Neta: bye bye!....*sigh* I miss when my little girl was like that
Candi: I know what you mean my little Bowie growing out of it right now it's breaking my heart
Neta: makes you want to have another kid doesn't it?
Candi:* inhale* *exhale*................... No
Neta: (wheeze)
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Neta: look at this cool bath tub. It has a water jet massager.. with 12 settings.. I know this isn't made for ink fish but I'd risk it
Candi: I feel like my Donn wouldn't know how to get out and die in a very embarrassing way.
Neta: hahahaha he would die in a bath tub!!
Warabi: I'm fished shopping.. here's your military card... Thanks for helping me.......I guess
Neta: hooray!! let's see what you got...... Two dressers, nightstands .... The dining set looks nice perfect for four people. One mattress?
Warabi: they're buying their own mattress by themselves
Neta: alright
Candi: a mini sectional.. that's cute
Warabi: yep I bought most of the expensive stuff now mahi and Baja are going to buy the rest of the furniture and this own shit. The store is going to hold onto it until Baja shows up with the truck.....*sigh* I'm hungry.
Neta: fucking finally it's starving!
Candi: same here I really need to eat something and sit....*huff* I'm tired. Neta take my card can you buy my things? thank you
Neta: sure
Warabi: *humpf*
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Candi: *sigh*........ I could go for a nap right about now.
Warabi:.... I'm going to order some food you said you wanted a lobster bisque roll?
Candi: yeah.
Donn: hey babe
Bowie: Mommy!
Candi: Hi my precious little baby boy! [Kisskisskiss] Hi hubby [kiss]
Donn: how you feeling?
Candi: just a little fatigued but I'll live.
Donn:.. ok.... What did you get?
Candi: just a chair, some shelves I found a really nice swing-
Neta: alright everything is bought and packed up heres your card back and car keys. Heeeey Donnie how you doing lover boy.
Donn:....... Neta... It's nice seeing you
Bowie: Mr Neta!
Neta: hey little man! You're behaving for your mom and dad right?
Bowie: hehehehe yeeees!!!!
Neta: alright.. Y'all get settled.. I'm gonna check on my subordinate upstairs. I'll be right back.
Warabi: okay I got your lobster bisque on a roll prawn patty for neta.. My lobster dog.. i. I got you something to drink. hyperade raspberry lemonade your favorite.
Candi: you can have it, it's starting to give me indigestion plus I can't have caffeine not for a while anyway.
Warabi: oh ok...why ?
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Neta: and he gave all of his old stuff to Baja which is nice but I feel like he only did that just to buy new stuff.
Mahi: well his parents did give him a little bit of his freedom back he has access to a savings account. I feel like they're testing him and he's failing horribly but you know it's not my place to say anything.
Neta: ehhh it's a lesson that he has to learn himself. So how's Seth doing?
Mahi: He's doing great, doing his job piercing ears and belly buttons all day.
Neta: I'm going to check on him............ Hey Seth? (taping chair) you doing good kid?
Seth: ...[signing]...I'm doing just fine boss! A lot of great clients today!
Neta: alright... You work tomorrow and Monday at the same time. That's today we're going to put you in the system so you'll get your schedule through your phone okay?
Seth: [signing] All right cool I left my portfolio in your office along with a copy of my tattoo license. You have some cool tattoos, Hope there's some space for my work.
Neta: ohhh we'll see, we'll see. Keep up the good work let me head to my office and-
Warabi: SHE'S PREGNANT!!!?!?!?
Neta:........................
Mahi: duh.
Seth: [signing] what did he say? what happened?
Neta: *sigh* .......he just found out why I needed to hire a new piercer.... Sorry about him.......you'll get used to all of this eventually. Trust me. It's never a dull moment in this store
Seth: [signing] I'm having fun already
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Warabi: so everyone knew everyone but me!
Mahi: yeah pretty much she told me last week when she came in late....
Neta: she sent me a pic of a pregnancy test at 2:00 a.m.
Candi: I also posted it on my splattube channel and my squidtter and my inksagram. You don't follow me on any social media I thought we were friends
Warabi: I am! I am your friend! My FYP is full of so many people right now... I can't even find my mutuals......Cod if I knew I wouldn't have let you help me with buying furniture now I feel like an asshole!!
Candi: hehehehe it's fine it's really I wanted to go cuz... I needed to buy new furniture too I might as well kill two birds with one stone.
Warabi: no feel bad let me get you something, anything you want.
Candi: oh don't need to
Donn: a new crib would be nice, one that turns into a bed like we have for Bowie.
Warabi: Done! What color?
Candi: uhhh what color did we agree
Donn: I like the Corel paint you picked
Candi: ok Coral it is.
Warabi: Great!.......I can't believe you're going to have another baby! We're practically the same age and it feels weird! You're too young
Candi: I'm 27
Warabi: exactly it's way too young to raise a kid Neta how old were you when you had a kid?
Neta: 19
Warabi: ok well you're a bad example. anyway I'll get you the crib I promise.
Candi: awww thank you
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